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Some 2023 Films by SWANA Filmmakers
The Persian Version. Dir. Maryam Keshavarz (Iranian) Totally Killer. Dir. Nahnatchka Khan (Iranian) Bye Bye Tiberias. Dir. Lina Soualem (Palestinian) The Burderned. Dir. Amr Gamal (Yemeni) The Mother Of All Lies. Dir. Asmae El Moudir (Moroccan) Leave The World Behind. Dir. Sam Esmail (Egyptian) Amerikatsi. Dir. Michael A. Goorjian (Armenian) Fremont. Dir. Babak Jalali (Iranian/Afghan) Four Daughters. Dir. Kaouther Ben Hania (Tunisian) Last Call For Istanbul. Dir. Gönenç Uyanık (Turkish)
#leave the world behind#totally killer#the persian version#fremont#film#bye bye tiberias#the burderned#the mother of all lies#last call for istanbul#four daughters#amerikatsi#iranian#palestinian#yemeni#turkish#tunisian#egyptian#moroccan#afghan#armenian
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I've had this
in my notes since I saw that scene in the Kenobi show, so it might as well be time to draw it
#sw#star wars#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#darth vader#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi show#fan art#star wars fanart#digital drawing#flames#limited color palette#when i tell you i fought my computer every way of drawing this#idk who reads my tags but if anyone saw that i was complaining about tumblr not working on my jinx post it turns out its actually my comput#cant charge more than 5%#so yea when i photoshop lags it LAGS#so uhhh i did not battle my computer all this way to have tumblr crush the quality and probably no reblogs lol#anyways thus the burdern of modern social media and art
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It was a post that mostly screenshots but it had some good parallels. I think it was a lot of Henry, John, Cas, and Jack. Do you remember if it was you?
I looked for these for the past few days! Was it these? This was a freeform, and very VERY messy. I've tried to make it into a list to make it... at least jumpable.
A father’s duty; work and family and protection and–
Post 1 - "Fathers should protect" Images of young John, Kelly, Cas, Jack, child John, Henry, Dean It’s too big. It’s too big for everyone. These expectations. Work, provide stability, provide food/water/shelter, protect, preparation, take on the world, uphold the world. Post 2 - "Henry & Cas" Only two images, both Cas and Henry lamenting "IF I COULD GO BACK" Post 3 (scroll) - "Broken home" Starts with the image of the cars at the broken house Cas & the dilapidated family home - And we have it again, the dilapidated family house, with Dean’s car and the ghostly truck-of-the-father, followed by some scenes of Cas in his truck. Post 4 - "@ironworked comments" Starts with images of Castiel and Anael discussing how God isn't with them " They don’t have time to process anything. There’s just no time. Cas makes the right decision, just too late... He decides to go home! He concludes that even without God, we have each other." Post 5 (scroll) - "WORK; more commentary" Starts with images of Dean and Cas in the bunker, Cas in "work clothes" and Dean clad in his sleeping robe "...then they’re tragically caught in that same fight of trying to be everything, to shoulder these intense, heavy weights of life. ...And Dean’s face transforms from something soft to dazed-and-alarmed. It’s kind of heartbreaking how even when they’re being honest with each other and looking for other ways, it’s still too much." Post 6 (scroll) - "Sam + communication, Cas in the wind" Starts with images of Sam talking to Cas, talking to John Sam expresses his frustration on the phone with Cas being gone again. It hearkens to other Sam phone calls - John, Cas previously. Plus: Dean's spinning out, and the "Jack is not family" of it all. Post 7 (scroll) - "War-son" Starts with a long text-quote of Dean talking to John's grave The tragedy of Jack, the war-son. And the legacy of heroism in The Winchester family line of heirs. (Aside/// Sam is a spare. Dean and Jack are heirs. etc etc. ) Plus: Hopelessness. Emptiness. They all feel it. Post 8 (scroll) - "Amara: Starts with Images of Amara When we look at the bomb detonated, we think about the previous detonation, intractably tied up with darkness. AMARA. Post 9 - (scroll) - "TFW reunited... too late?" Starts with Images of Dean freaking out After Jack whispers, “Don’t let me hurt you,” we’re thrown back into a united TFW, rallying themselves and not giving into their specific flavors of Despair. Dean breaks his chains and takes on death.
I made the links because I feel like there were a couple of other anons that focused on these topics, and from what I gather, it's related to the weekend discourse that I, amazingly... totally missed out on.
Fair warning again: This is hard to sift through because I'm chaotic. But there's some stuff in there you might like if you dig.
Hopefully, this is the post that you meant!
#asks#meta requests#fathers and sons#spn parenting#heroic burderns#war sons#sending sons to war is the default of most countries folks it's not even that out of left field now is it#if just feels bad when it's framed like this no?#ANYHOO#i'm not sure how to tag this exactly#jack isn't like sam he's not cas... he's like dean#thank you for remembering this!#i love how hard-hutting the john and henry parallels are hitting me in the face when I scroll through these... goodness i had forgotten
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LIKE THE POTENTIAL PARALLELS BETWEEN ALFONSE AND TRIANDRA DRIVE ME INSANE. Alfonse, Not Even Fucking AWARE of The Situation, but knowing what kind of guy he is, he ABSOLUTELY is thinking behind that strong face "I Should Have Stopped It". Meanwhile. Triandra Did. She did very much Stop It (her father's abuse, which was MUCH more noticeable/readable as abuse than whatever Gustav had going on. By Killing Her Father. Which Alfonse ALSO had to do. Under different circumstances BUT STILL.)
#feh#like. they drive me insane.#espppppp prev discussions about how triandra and alfonse's maturity levels are just completely different#making triandra unable to fucking cope with it. meanwhile alfonse is absolutely burderned heart heavy by it#but like. he's able to square it all away. process it the best he can. which is more than triandra is able to.#triandra can't process it at all.#like aaaaaaughhhhgghhghghhhh......#I'M ALSO THINKING ABOUT. how alfonse just wasn't present in the dream realm at all.#and how triandra was. and how the ages most likely align somewhat closely. and what that says about each of them.#how triandra was still able to hold onto some youth. able to dream. how alfonse was never afforded it.#and i guarantee 90% of it was self-imposed. yes to please his parents. ESP gustav.#but like that is just the type of little man alfonse was i bet you anything. he was always a tiny grown up.#until he grew up. and he's still like that.#like what if i threw up. and cried.#fe alfonse#fe triandra
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So was anyone gonna tell me that Oswald’s dad in Gotham was fucking peewee herman or was I just supposed to realise that by recognising they used the same actor in Batman Returns where he also plays oswald’s father?
How the hell have i never realised this before??? What the fuck???
#at least in gotham he got to be a good father unlike in the film#at least until he gets fucking killed a few episodes later rip#my mind has been blown. TWICE#hey oswald did you know ur dad is peewee herman and he once did a psa about crack. as peewee herman. hey oswald#i am burderned with the most stupid knowledge god help me#gotham tv#gotham fox#batman begins#oswald cobblepot#batman penguin
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Im so very lost in life n aimless n terrified and feel completely abandoned by my family
#metal speaks#they are actively bad for both my physical and mental health and they dont care and told im a burdern#i need to move out but i dont have anyone to live with#idk how to do this or anything#im so useless
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Wow...
#had a massive emotional drop and have been like this since i got to work#i think the gravity of my situation gss finally hit#i dont kniw what to do i need to be able to drive#but ypu know what else?#i wish my brother would fucking liaten to mw just ONCE#this would not be auch a fucking problem for me if wed move closer like i wanted to#but he didnt want to be jothered bc he felt like it was a downgrade#now were stuck and i have to figure out how to make a 30 min by car commute by bus bc i DO NOT want to srive the jeep#why am i always just ignored in these fucking situations?#why cant shit be made ro accomodate me for once?#like i know we had to make sacrifices bc i do not make a lot of money and he has to take the brunt of the bills but if we had moved to#someplace cheaper and CLOSER we wouldnt have so much of a burdern#we could have had a fucking trailer in GA but nooooo he didnt want that#we could have been stacking cash but hes so fucking concerned with appearances or whatever the fuxk it is that were stuxk in this situation#im so fuvking pissed off right now at so many things i feel sick#theres too many people im this fuvking store and it aggrivates me
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If u ever tought that u were a problematic mutual dw ur like my little clown that I watch get into fights with other clowns, like beyblade and I cheer for u
AHHAHAHA??? U KNOW WHAT THATS OK ILL BE THE BEYBLADE CLOWN MUTUAL
#its funnier bc i have mo udea who sent this#beyblade beyblade let it rip!#rose rambles#it a hard burdern to be the funniest person on the dash#anon
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I had to add the full context because it wouldn't make sense otherwise 😭
Oh so ur a writer?? Prove it. Drop the last sentence of ur wip in the tags
#If I could have known you all my life#I would have. I want to know about you. i want to know why you smile even when that look lingers in your eyes and why you bear the burderns#of others that you have no reason to carry. I want to know you.#But I do not dare utter those words aloud. I just allow the warmth of my sorrows to drip down my cheeks and pool in my hands.
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It was six weeks for me but mood.
we both have heart issues too. we have the life experience overlaps to allow us to form a warriors bond, the main perk of the warriors bond is telling each other to go to bed or drink water though so it's kinda nerfed
#the bug yaps#we also have both experienced the sw fandom which is another shared burdern#I love the internet it lets you find people so similar yet so different from you (:#yippee!!
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Since she left, sometimes everything , everyone feels like clouds. No matter how hard I'd try to catch and hold them, they are never gonna be in my grip. So, why shall I try, what's the point?
If I can't hold you with my heart,
If you are gonna be a cloud that would fly away...
Who's gonna be my sky, when I am the earth?
#personal#blah blah#I shall not think of her#it tears my heart out more and more while I am already upset from the world around me.#i don't feel heard the way i want..#always felt like burdern since she left.
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i do not like my mother and she does not like me 🫶🏻
#she’s always treated me like the bad kid of the family#the awkward sheep#like i’ve only been allowed to toe the line rather than actually joining it#i don’t think she socialized me problerly as a kid#plus always played favorites with my brother like he was the kid that was actually wanted#i was just the accident burderned on her#it was always my parent and brother + me#always trailing behind always skipped over in favor of him#idk what to do anymore besides take and take bc nothing was ever given to me as a child
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You'll fix it right, Cas? Please.
Dean is frantic when Jack is dying.
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And then, he's looking at Cas, wanting him to make it all better. Here in 14x07 Unhuman Nature, we see the first sign of loss -of-a-child stress on the Dean/Cas marital dyad. We see Dean appeal to Cas, too, in 14x09 The Spear, when Sam and Jack are accosted by AU Michael. (All scripts here.)
"Many times each individual falsely expects their spouse to make the pain go away and when they cannot..."
"(Dean) looks up, pleadingly, at Cas--"
(Text Attributions// Supernatural scripts here via @spnscripthunt. Transcripts are located here via SPNWiki. Visit their Tumblr to donate.)
#spouse-coded burderning#the stress of the marital dyad#Dean wanted Cas to fix it#fix all of it#protect me from this pain#dean/cas#tfw dynamics#tfw + grief#tfw + loss#tfw + incredible family stressors
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Homesick for arms that DID hold me but. At what cost.
#i'll be normal again soon i promise. right now i just got that viscous vile ooze in me.#the gunk. it's like. venom. but not even gay. it's juust a toxic slutch that wants me dead.#also if it wasn't fucking clear. homesick for someone who might have loved me sure i mean we were family#but like. well fast forward several years now i just have all these really intense completely one sided feelings#that like. i just have nothing to actually Do with them. you're not a bad person i just think you suck ass.#we live in completely different worlds and lead completely different lives. also.#not a single thing in common. beyond blood.#but like Man. why do i have one million complexes about it. esp when like. there's no hope here.#like why do i even care this much about someone who really. does not give like a tenth of that energy.#why did i just. internalize everything forever. why did i make it my burdern to bear.#why am i still bearing it.
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sylvari r so interesting bcus hyacinth has been alive for like. only a year . and hes already a fucking commander . boy has not had a life that isnt being the commander
#isnt that interesting . bcus sylvari arent technically born in the way the other races are and dont have childhoods#being the commander and having such big responsibilities rest solely on his shoulders . while only being alive for a year . its like he was#-made solely to do this . its not like he knows anything else#theres others trying to share his burderns like the marshal and other leaders but a lot of this ? solely on him#burdens*#poor guy . life has not given him any breaks#dannie games#hyacinth
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