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better I would go on hiatus. At least till 1 dec

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idk but these fucking days I feel like I am always getting choked down with these numerous deadlines.

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Godman's Sarota Metalmark (Sarota myrtea), family Riodinidae, Costa Rica

photograph by José Alberto Cubero Guevara

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whole house smells like a popcorn ( as my roommate cooked it for herself) .. Ahh I wanna have some too but damn it I don't wanna go out

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When someone you love offers a bid for connection, you say yes every time. When someone sends you an article, a video, a funny post, it’s a bid for connection. They are trying to connect with you. When someone shares details about their day, their life, their thoughts, or their feelings with you, that is a bid for connection. They want to connect with you on a deeper level. They are trying to pull you into their world. If you love them, you say yes every time. Yes, even if the article they send is not particularly interesting to you. Yes, even if it means listening to them ramble about a game you don’t care about and think is stupid. Yes yes yes. And let’s hope they always say yes to your bids, too.

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I keep a night light on because my room is so full at night, I can’t get to sleep!

-- Sylvia Browne

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i dont have a dick because they knew id have a boner every time my favorite songs especially ones that feature a lot of guitar and drums and screaming came on and that wouldve been awful for everyone involved

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i find it so interesting how people act like "critically examining a piece of media" is the opposite of "enjoying that piece of media." rip to you but i actually find it really enjoyable and compelling to dissect and think through the art i engage with

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I want that "have you seen the way he looks at her" kind of love.

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My type is her. My favorite body type is whatever her body looks like that day. My favorite scent, whatever she got on.

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i was sleepy but this cold,, 😭😭😭.. Also I'm so afraid or just tired of these days.. I m done participating in the world. I need a fucking solitude of one week at least..

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I do think the majority of us should strangle the shame that lives inside of us like wringing water from the rag until we are soft and dry and weightless

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Do you think it’s considered cheating if they dated others before you?

Like as in past relationships? Yeah kinda, they should’ve waited their entire life for you