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Whumpee has memory problems.
It started with the trauma but then never went away after.
Old memories fade and jumble if not held onto tightly enough while new ones are hardly etched in most days.
Writers always say they’ll never forget certain moments but Whumpee is ashamed to realize they don’t always remember the name of their childhood bestfriend, nor the stories their dad used to tell, or what color the house was...
For Whumpee, it is an exhausting confusion.
Even the trauma, most of it flies away in wisps- only hints at what happened to them. The feelings of horror remain but not even the absolute of what occurred can be a certainty.
Because they don't even have the proof that their misery is their own.
If they can't fully grasp it do they deserve to suffer it? What if they made it up? Or it wasn't as bad as their breathless night terrors told them it was?
They just don't know...
#Memory and whump#the brain protects us#refusing to lay down memories in times of duress#good and bad memories... muddle in fog#whumpee#emotional whump#trauma recovery#ptsd recovery#complex ptsd#abuse survivor#trauma#childhood trauma#whump#mine#whump prompt
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This country will not wait 4 days for a hand count apparatus. They got away with that in 2020 because most people still believed the MSM and allowed them to call the races instead of the voters and states. Anything, anything like 2020 (sewer line, gas leak, power outage, usps trucks, non-marked ballots, triple the voters compared to voters), and the country won’t stand for it.
#truth#msm is the enemy#globalist playbook#the great awakening#use your brain#think for yourself#maga#elections#protect the vote
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The Durin Line is useless
#bagginshield#lotr#hobbit#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#fili and kili#tauriel#my art#they all suffer madness and obsession#protect fili before he falls to it#anyway they all use all their brain cells when faced with the love of their life#everyone suffers from cringe
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I simply think this fandom doesn't give Wei Wuxian enough credit for the various ways in which he saved Lan Wangji
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#idk man- i just see a lot of “Lan Wangji has always been protecting Wei Wuxian” posts and its like...#I mean... Lan Wangji has always certainly been trying to protect Wei Wuxian#it took him a long time to figure how to successfully do that though#rereading the books rn and noticing theres a lot of instances that could be read as lwj being frustrated over his inability to protect wwx#like he seemed ready to cry when wwx went missing for a while and then came back with the cursed leg#lwj has always been great at protecting wwx from physical threats (ex: waterborn abyss) but had no idea how to protect him from himself#meanwhile wwx has always been instictually good at saving lwj from both#like I'm 100% lwj would've become like Jiang Cheng if wwx hadn't snapped him out of the blindly following authority thing#and also like... 15 y/o lwj wasnt happy with his life. he was lonely and stressed and literally signing up to be flogged whenever he goofed#wwx is who allowed lwj to grow up by showing him what it was like to actually be a kid (shown in story whenever lwj gets drunk)#he led lwj to having a more flexible mindset. and it both let lwj relax and set lwj up to be a better parent#looking into lwj's dynamic with the juniors- he lets them break a fuck ton of the petty rules and encourages them to question authority#he also teaches them to not be married to any one meathod of problem solving#wwx is also able to save lwj from his own stubbornness#ex: carrying lwj when he broke his leg. getting lwj to cough up bad blood. getting lwj to keep the rabbits#wwx also tends to give lwj the words he has trouble saying himself. helps him communicate#wwx also protects lwj in fights a lot but thats narratively less important#except the various times wwx puts himself in danger to help lwj. those times are what made it so lwj could never move on from wwx#like with the cave incident#or when wwx helped surpress the arm instead of using the chaos to escape cloud recesses#tldr i guess: i think this fandom tends to treat lwj being the best like its natural to him when really wwx accidentaly rewired his brain#I'm looking directly at fanfic writers who act like the Lans would've treated wwx better than the Jiangs#lwj had to do so much work and self reflection post meeting wwx to be the way he is. he is not the sole product of the Lan teachings
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maki strap is sooo scary it’ll give u a pregnancy scare
#LFMAOOO ur like How is that possible IT WOULD bc she would be into those ejaculating ones#she would fuck u so good with it ur brain turns to mush and u be confused like hey did we use protection….#sora.txt
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[ID: Two page comic in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. The first page has a black background and the upper half, behind the panels, is splattered with stylized red blood, scattered bullets, and lifeless hands. In the first panel, it focuses on Vash's boots, showing him stepping through the panel and into the bloody scene. The second panel shows his bloody footprints and the third panel shows his face, his down-turned eyes looking downwards. It's a neutral, vague expression with confliction. At the bottom of the page, the back of Wolfwood's head and shoulder is seen, blood dirtying the white color of his shirt and side of his face. Vash's hand reaches out to him from the right side of the page.
The second page shows the entire scene in full, half the page in light and the other in solid black. At the center, Vash leans down onto his knees as he wraps his arms around Wolfwood's shoulders into a hug. Wolfwood's back is turned away from the viewer, his left arm holds onto his bloodied punisher and his right hand sits on his lap. Light casts from the left side of the page, showing the bloodied surrounding, but the held up punisher casts a shadow on the both of them, shielding them from the light. END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#<-- should i add that to the original post... if it's effective?#anyway this was a direct sequel to the previous post... i had a lot of thoughts when i drew it but my brain is failing me rn#something something about being granted that bit of mundanity and then running into some situation that whiplashes u back into the identity#u were built and trained to be. that at the end of the day its not possible to just be without dirtying your hands again#he's used to it but ww will forever be someone too kind too tender hearted to really be eased out of the cold lifestyle he's forced to live#and i personally dont think trimax vash could look at wolfwood with disdain or disappointment when catching him after the fact#he knows where wolfwood's heart lies he's seen the way wolfwood killed to protect and he thanked him for it too. i think him understanding#ww deeper in that way would just make his heart wretch so all he can offer is a comfort and arms to return to.#to reassure that he can still be loved even with the blood on his hands#i also think i drew an illustration when i first got into trigun depicting this same ish message....#i'm just very particular about this Subject. i need ww to be loved i need him to be reassured even if he'll still refuse to believe he's#worthy of it like AUGHHH. ok.#ruporas art
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thinking about jayce arcane and the way he manages to make completely fucked up decisions through nothing more than base instincts. like. he doesn’t want to lose funding for hextech so he leans into the council. he feels powerless and wants to defend his city so he winds up accidentally killing a kid. he doesn’t want to lose viktor so he turns him into a void aberration without a second thought. do you hear me. is this thing on
#there’s a more intelligent way of wording this but my brain is just brrrrr#anyway free my man he did all that but i love him#the point is that it’s not a case of him being a fundamentally bad or selfish person he’s just incredibly shortsighted#i’ve seen ppl say that what he did to viktor was selfish and just another way of using him and like! yeah that’s kind of true!#but it was never intentional! none of it was!#he acts from base instinct - love and protectiveness and duty - and doesn’t think twice#and that’s as much a weakness as it is a strength#god the absolute duality. bleeding heart scientist and the man who cannot feel anything anymore because of the consequences of love.#arcane#arcane s2 spoilers#jayvik#kinda#p
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More skeleton shenanigans (full doodle page under the cut)
#art#my art#digital art#doodle#undertale#sans undertale#sans#papyrus#papyrus undertale#underswap#ts underswap#ts underswap sans#ts underswap papyrus#self insert#selfship#ts underswap self insert#Was just thinking to myself how superman used to transform in phone boxes and had a fun brain blast#sans setting up these “bonebooths” so he can change into costume easily because it leads straight into his bedroom#how? magic. both of them can warp reality we been knew#sans being protective of his room because he's a little embarrassed of the evidence of his rot time (depression) just being out in the open#also yes he did change font at papyrus
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If you're ever feeling like you're lost— I'll come find you.
Man all fronts, there's no ocean I won't swim across— To be right by you
#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#avm purple#avm green#avm grapeduo#sorry for no reqs!! i just really needed to get this out of my system#sorry also for the use of wish lyrics. in my defense they made me brain rot thus this#i also have been planning to draw art of them teehee..#perhaps an au soon..#also friendly constructive criticism welcome for green's hair!! i saw so many people draw them with protective hair styles so ><
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Just a small update thing;
If you’re using Patreon, you ought to know that if someone posts your work outside of the paywall, they seemingly can’t do shit about it.
I went to Patreon under the impression that they would help me if my work got leaked or stolen under the pretense that work posted there should be, logically, protected.
When I sent them a message asking for help, they told me to hire an attorney if it bothered me so much, and that they could not provide any sort of legal assistance despite the fact that the contract was breached.
All this to say, if you want to use Patreon, don’t expect them to protect you. That’s apparently not what their service is for.
#slash negative#I’m angry abt the comic again bc my brain loves chasing its own worthless tail#that being said#don’t use Patreon#they’re expensive and don’t actually protect you#everything they offer can be found on better websites or done through direct donations
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"He's the most intelligent creature I've ever met"
I've given my baby a baby. Again << I swear I'm a cat person
Quick research under the cut <3
#dragon age oc#shaan#kurabiés#ndo sta l'art tag#funny trend#because I'm a cat person utterly afraid of dogs (even small ones lol)#imagine a mix between a cocker spaniel and a borzoi#that's kurabiés u-u a nuisance#his instincts are: 1. getting belly scritches from every girl in skyhold#2. protecting dad from bureaucracy (pissing on papers)#3. contesting the burgeoisie (pissing on nobles)#4. pretending he doesn't do things on purpose by acting cute and silly (pissing onto whatever bothers him or his elven bestie)#his brain is the size of a nut and he's gonna use every millimeter of it to be spiteful against everything that wrongs his best friend <3#...also he chases wraiths away with powerful borks
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Hi, it’s Force. I just need to tell you guys, thank you for watching the series and for letting me into your heart. Without you guys as my emotional support, I wouldn’t be here today. All the love you give me, I’ll keep it with me forever. I don’t know what the future holds, but you need to know that I love all of you.
Hello, it’s Book. It’s very nice to meet all of you, both those who have been here all this time, and those who have just met me. Thank you for all the love on both my good days and bad days, and thank you for supporting my dreams. So please don’t forget to follow your dreams too. Love yourself and smile a lot of days that the world isn’t too nice to you. I love you and know that I’m also here for you. See you.
#am i upset i didn’t get the abaab dvd boxset? absolutely#anyways. these messages are just. so them and so lovely#force wanting to tattoo his love for us into our brains#and book telling us to smile even on bad days when he and force have given us nothing but happiness and joy#despite the world treating them badly often#i always say that they take all the hate they get and turn them into love and kindness to give back to us and it’s not an overstatement#they always protect our smiles and i wish i could protect theirs too#i wish i could make all of their dreams come true :(#forcebook#a boss and a babe#mj talks
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#truth#common sense#msm is the enemy#globalist playbook#deep state#demonic state#spiritual warfare#spiritual awakening#the great awakening#use your brain#think for yourself#protect the children
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magic whumpee experimented on (fantasy setting)
magic whumpee kidnapped and experimented on by whumper. whumpee has magic in their very blood, and whumper wants to know how it works. they purposefully antagonize the whumpee to test how their magic responds to emotions, particularly stress.
whumpee is poked and prodded with needles, their blood stolen from them. their body cut open so whumper can try to understand how the magic flows through their body.
whumper gives whumpee something/uses their magic to keep whumpee asleep, because whumper's primary objective is science, not torture. but when whumper realizes that whumpee's magic is dormant if they're unconscious, whumper has little to no qualms about experimenting on a conscious whumpee.
if whumper gets tired of whumpee's screaming, they simply cast a silence spell over them. then adds more restraints to keep whumpee from moving.
when whumper isn't experimenting on them, whumpee is kept in a cold, dark room, chained to the wall. they are given the bare minimum of sustenance, in the form of a small magic pill that keeps them fed. and that whumper forces down whumpee's throat.
then, one day, while whumpee is lying on the table, they think they hear someone. someone besides whumper. and whumper notices, too. whumper leaves whumpee on the table with their body cut open, to go deal with the intruders.
except whumper never returns. whumpee hears the fight somewhere in the building. they think they recognize caretaker's voice.
and then caretaker runs into the lab.
"gods," caretaker's tough exterior breaks down as they sob.
whumpee is too in shock to move their body, but their eyes meet caretaker's. caretaker has never seen such fear.
"i've got you baby," caretaker mutters, focusing all of their energy into healing the gaping wound. gentle yellow light shines from caretaker's palms, and with focus, the wound begins to stitch itself together.
whumpee whimpers, and caretaker says "i know, i know, I'm sorry baby, i'll make it as quick as i can," and one of their hands finds whumpee's own.
caretaker's magic isn't enough to fully heal the wound, but it's enough to get whumpee stable. caretaker sheds their cloak to cover whumpee's still naked body. they've seen whumpee's body before, but right now, whumpee deserves some privacy.
then, caretaker finally works on the restraits. one by one, caretaker yanks the leather straps off, and finally, finally, caretaker picks up whumpee from the table, heading straight for the exit.
"whumper's dead," team leader says, catching up with caretaker. "how's whumpee?"
"stable, for now."
"let's get going, i'll treat them once we're safe" medic says.
whumpee can barely process that any of this is happening, but they're in caretaker's arm now. they know it's real. they know caretaker (and team leader and medic) will keep them safe.
whumpee lets themself fall asleep in caretaker's arms.
#rescue whump#magic whumpee#magic caretaker#whumpee x caretaker#established relationship#fantasy setting#is it obvious this is about my ocs lol#its one of those ideas i dont want to include in their actual story bc i traumatize those mfs enough as it is#but this idea keeps bouncing around in my brain so i figured id share it#i tried to make it appeal to other ppl#my “team leader” and “medic” are actually just caretaker's parents who used to be adventurers#and caretaker learned from them#i could make a pt 2 of the recovery ig#this was pretty long rip#protective caretaker#whump#whump prompts#lab whump
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Eve: "Regarding the lyrics, this time its about portraying the conflicts and feelings of the characters in Jujutsu kaisen. This kind of feeling inside me, made me choose the characters one by one and thus write the lyrics. I don't dare to say where or who..."
Also Eve:
Alternative translations: 1 2 3 4
The lyrics hit different after ch 271. I kinda want this to be the op for s4 ngl
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#gojo satoru#sukugo#my post#this is all eve all I did was take a screen shot at the convenient time to further my Sukugo agenda lol#I think the characters this is about are Sukuna Megumi gojo and maaaaybe yuji and yuta#But I think it's mainly about Sukuna's feelings during the shinjuku showdown especially towards gojo#It's art anyone can interpret it the way they want#but “my passion that towards you only cuts through the air like a wish” while showing the prison cube getting cut in half... yeah...#Also “lost emotions”??? Like what? Nervousness? Lmao#Love is when he makes you feel nervous for the first time in a thousand years#“thoughts voice words and lost emotions and love spin and spin towards the chance of victory” I love the use of the word “spin” here#cuz mahoraga's wheel spinning was like a count down for the you know what#I like how it starts with Sukuna's finger box and ends with it note how it has this black sludge thingy around it in the beginning#but in the end it's cleared (watch the video)#“Expectations overlap with regrets” *Shows their hands reaching* o m g????? That other hand is definitely Sukuna's it has black nails!!!#The other hand we see coming out of an eye !!!!!!#“the memory and love to be hidden and the eternal identity till death shall it be fine to keep them staying” While showing the last finger#And that heart cut in half!!!! it's probably about kashimo but kashimo was only created to bring the subtext into text anyways sooo...#That brain is definitely yuta taking over and I'd like to think that broken sphere is yuta's domain barriers that shattered in ch 263#Expectations overlap with regrets indeed 😏 that being the slowest part of the song is so fucking funny Sukuna's really missing his wife#To me now this song is about Sukuna's unspoken love and regret and preserving this love and memory for as long as his remains exist#Also there's a line in the song about these feelings “riding on the past and future” which is just aghhhh reminds me of Kashimo's question#why mince your soul into cursed objects and watch all those years go by what were you looking for#Sukuna literally time travelled met his love said he will remember him for as long as he lives and died in the same fucking day#only for his remains to stay protecting japan and preserve that memory The body is the soul and the soul is the body yeah?#Also Sukuna is basically tengen now so the six eyes is bound to him 😉 Gojo is the reason Sukuna's memory is preserved and vice versa#kenjaku baby trapped him to do bad things gojo finger trapped him into becoming Japan's protector against curses... Gojo best wife
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💕 kuroba first date outfit
OC OUTFIT DOODLE ASKS!
the place kuroba and karamatsu go on their first date to is a pretty expansive garden and requires a lot of walking so the outfit they go with is on more casual comfy side. they definitely put how comfortable it is to move in to the test after having to outrun the rest of the sextuplets trying to sabotage kara's confession plans.
( also, i envision him wearing the outfit from the 2nd anime paradise cafe collab on that date. )
#i'm just now realizing that this outfit has a lot of the same elements as the chill matsu fit i gave them...#whatever ig kuroba is a king who isn't afraid to restyle pieces they've worn before#if i wasn't so tired i'd talk more about the specifics of their first date but alas. my brain ain't wording good rn#i do want to mention that the major reason why the rest of the sextuplets try sabotaging kara's confession plans is actually bc ->#oso's pissed at kuro bc of the whole '' hypocritically getting mad at kara forgetting them '' thing and is being overly protective of kara#he definitely doesn't frame his sudden disapproval in that way to the others tho. he just acts like he's pissed that kara's ->#gonna be the first one to start dating someone and riles everyone else up with that line of thinking#stares at the ask i got from laur about kuro's dynamic with the brothers....#tbh i was gonna use that as an excuse to talk about their dynamic w/ oso bc it ended up being a lot more complex than i initially planned#okay i'm about to fall asleep at my desk i need to sleep 😭#osmt#osomatsu-san oc#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#mj draws#asks
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