#the bleeding ends when i say it ends
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feeling frisky might not wear a pad tmrw
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i do a light chuckle once i remember hofmann and semmelweis are friends but then i remember semmelweis and marcus' suitcase interaction where they talk about her and i am once again inconsolable about this old woman's death
#reverse 1999#semmelweis#greta hofmann#certified storm moments#i miss hofmann so bad i know ill start sobbing when someone brings her up again in chapter 7#r1999 shitpost#i still think their canon ages are bullshit and theyre both older than canon in my head but yeah semmelweis is half hofmann's age (19 to 38#bluepoch i prommy you won't start profusely bleeding income if you make a character older than their mid twenties. i promise you that#nothing more but hofweis rambling after this you have been warned#anyways you mightve seen me here or there mention that i ship these two and. yes the age gap is a central theme to how i percieve them#semmelweis lived the dream (see how i say this in past tense) she bagged that old woman </3#the inherent angst of your partner being so much younger than you and close to death thanks to a terminal illness yet in the end#its actually you that dies first. and she ends up finding a cure to illness and ending up immortal. something something 'i will never see#how old age looks on you. you are breaking my heart.' and how it applies to both of their perspective towards the other#one went to vienna to (unknowingly) die and the other went there to live#koshka-sova said it best its a pair that dances round life and death. and can't forget about the inherent workplace yuri#also its funny thinking of marcus unwittingly finding out through either her arcane skill or some other method her mentor's coworker-friend#got it on with her. like i think the two start bonding because of hofmann but then one day marcus approaches her with haunted eyes and#shakily goes 'd...did you. did you and madam hofmann..? my arcane skill said. that you and. did you two......?'
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On the list of relationships that Jayce has fucked up bc of the Dread.🙃
Have a bit in the Bleeding Magic AU where Shak got into a private area he had for a power crystal that was helping him sustain the Dread for as long as he had, but it had already started to become fragile at this point as it drained and her checking it out had part of it crumble off, which only gave him a surge of the Dread's power over him unfortunately...
Being siblings, this kind of stuff is pretty commonplace... but he would normally never react this badly over it to her. She was searching around for clues, trying to find ways she could help his condition, and She ends up running away and he only realizes after he's able to cool down a bit and panics. Contacts everyone he knows to help get a search party together and is desperate and his form is all over the place and he can hardly care to bother hiding it, even when searching on NYC streets. This raises concern from everyone else and what happened in general.
They eventually find Shak and Jayce is full of regret for scaring her off like that and doesn't want to be that kind of person. This is only one of the earlier steps of his descent...
#Bleeding Magic AU#Daniel Spellbound#Jayce Chinda#Shakila Chinda#demon#size difference#giant tiny#G/t#angst#I wanted his face to very briefly be more like how it looks at the end when he's full Dread when he yells at her then#he's just... a mess#I'd say this was the first step to the end but there was stuff before this lol#my art
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#these aren't all of them just a random collection but just thinking about how much him not talking is such a strong part of his character#which is. well i think some of it is just that he's naturally quiet but some of it is definitely something that's grown in him over time#like when we first see him in digne he talks a Lot more than when we see him again in montreuil. which is probably bc he then has something#to hide but the way that him having something to hide ends up bleeding this sort of silence over into the rest of his life. hh.#there's more of these particularly there's a lot where it goes like. someone says something to him. he does something in response. they say#another thing. he does something in response. they say something else. he does something in response#<- so it's like a dialogue except actually they're the only ones talking#there's like whole sections of text that are just like this. whole conversations he's in that only really have one vocal participant#anyways. uox faucibus haesit coded of him for real :(#thoughts#les mis#also thinking abt how i think this is a big part of why he comes across differently in the musical. which is not the fault of the musical#bc it's just not possible to do in that medium i think . but it does chance things impression wise#Also this paralleled with all the places cosette is described as quiet/not talking when he first goes to get her
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seen a lot of analyses of severance lately from a ton of diff angles (family abolition, labor rights, mechanisms of control, just general psychological) but i haven't seen a ton of discussion on cults in specific and the overlap of cult and corporation in general. while i'm still not caught up on the show... i will say as a survivor of a highly corporatized cult a TON of severance feels incredibly accurate and astute to a lot of things i've personally experienced and noticed
#narrates#severance#how do i put it. there's a lot of overlap btwn corporations and cults as many people much smarter than me have noticed#just owing to the fact that there's only so many ways to control large groups of people and therefore a lot of cult methodologies/ideologie#end up bleeding into corporate landscapes esp if corporate power goes unchecked#a lot of things are like cults. schools are like cults#governments are like cults. corporations are like cults. families are like cults. not all of them Obviously.#but power tends towards certain methods! so a lot of things just do end up being cult adjacent.#still. not a ton of analysis looking towards the specifics of when cults become corporatized or vice versa#which is fair i think bc. not a lot of people have experience with that highly specific overlap#but if i get the spoons together i should discuss some shit eventually...#itll likely be highly personal but Whatever im not ashamed of that and i think i have interesting things to say regardless
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I made my post about Dean Highbottom and then as I was writing my tags realised that his Hunger Games counterpart is Haymitch. and now my head is in my hands and I don’t think I’ll ever recover
#IM GOING TO CRY. I am part of the system I never wanted anything to do with it#I killed so many people without laying a hand on them. I never ever asked for this. I tried to say no. my hands are still bloody.#both turned to drugs to cope. both had a mentee who reminded them of someone they hated so much#(snow reminded the dean of his old friend. katniss reminded haymitch of himself)#both knew exactly how the games worked and all of its consequences because one made it and the other lived it#both lived in the shadows of the past and never really got out from it#but in the end one of them chose to be cruel to the children who they were asked to mentor#and the other loved even when it was killing him#god. twenty three years and they never managed to drown the fire out of him. his heart broke again and again#but he held onto those shards even as they made his hands bleed. and then one day two children appeared and pieced it back together#and some of it was missing and always would be. you can’t undo twenty three years of alcoholism and pain and grief and self loathing#but a lot of it was still there. far more than he ever even believed could have survived#Haymitch I love youuuuuuuuu I will always love you#and Dean Highbottom you were kinda cringe and lame. guynobody ass bitch. do better#haymitch abernathy#dean highbottom#thg#the hunger games#a ballad of songbirds and snakes#abosas
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I feel like I should say for the record that I wouldn't mind that LOVE LIES BLEEDING goes way off the rails repeatedly if in doing so it hadn't ended up becoming something quite different than it started out. I knew going in that it was going to be some kind of lesbian weightlifting fetish thing where a bodybuilder does too many steroids because her GF thinks it's hot; I didn't appreciate the KStew character's weird biphobic fit, and I wasn't expecting and wasn't wild about the segue into "series of incredibly brutal murders," but I could have dealt with that stuff if the movie had stuck to the original direction in some recognizable way. The problem is that I did not sign on to watch Ed Harris being a creepy old gangster with the universe's most nightmarish wig, just as in BOUND, I didn't sign on for an hour of Joey Pants having a homicidal meltdown while the Jennifer Tilly and Gina Gershon characters are shoved into the background. In both cases, though, that's what we end up getting, at the expense of those movies' original concepts and, honestly, their primary selling points.
The toxic fetishism stuff in LOVE LIES BLEEDING was nonetheless sort of refreshing in the wake of AMMONITE, because whatever else one might say about LOVE LIES BLEEDING, it is not concerned with bourgeois art house respectability. The thing about AMMONITE that I find obnoxious is that its gray gloomy biopic ambiance seems to exist largely to cover for the film's actual primary appeal, which is seeing Saoirse Ronan fuck Kate Winslet. It's like the opposite of putting your kid's medicine or your dog's pills in a spoonful of peanut butter or applesauce to cover the bitter taste; the film's notoriously explicit central sex scene is surrounded by a lot of rather unappetizing porridge and some weak attempts at historical feminist commentary, because if it weren't, it might be derided as disreputable pulpy smut rather than Oscar-bait Cinéma for affluent white people to discuss afterward over a glass of chardonnay. LOVE LIES BLEEDING is willing to own being disreputable, pulpy, and (for a while) smutty, which is commendable; it would be more commendable if it didn't use that as a segue into the drearier reaches of post-Tarantino crime drama.
#movies#hateration holleration#love lies bleeding#ammonite#ammonite movie#kate winslet#saoirse ronan#kristen stewart#ed harris#after westworld i don't need to see ed harris in more things#but i could have borne it better if not for the horrendous wig#wlw#lesbian movies#bound#bound 1996#joe pantoliano#gina gershon#jennifer tilly#when i say “toxic fetishism” i mean it very literally#insofar as jackie ends up becoming a literal steroid monster
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While Hatice may have more pivotal parallels with her sisters, Mahidevran and Hürrem (and MCK Gevherhan), E08 swiftly and ineluctably ties her to Gülnihal as well: both of them really want something in order to achieve some kind of fulfillment in their lives, but they constantly flip-flop in that want (Hatice yearns for Ibrahim but will never directly express her wish to have him; Gülnihal desires to obtain what Hürrem has for herself, but will never show it to her outright) because they know that it may not just disappoint their closest but be an utter betrayal to them, and them hinting just a little at their true wishes (Gülnihal admitting to Hürrem that she became muslim; Hatice signaling to Valide twice that she doesn't want to get married) constantly gets them either attacked or misunderstood (Hürrem yelling at Gülnihal, asking why she became muslim, also her almost strangling her to demonstrate what she would do with the woman who went to the sultan; Hafsa deciding to marry Hatice anyway, already choosing the suitor even), so they decide to put it all to a close (Hatice telling Ibrahim that they can't see each other anymore; Gülnihal refusing until the very end to go to SS's chambers for the second time)... until it turns out they can't. Gülnihal is ultimately forced to go to SS's chambers, which leads to Hürrem poisoning her weasel stole (but people first assumed it was sickness instead of a poison) due to what she had but shouldn't have, while Hatice got sick herself, looking at Ibrahim - what she barely reached but now definitely can't have - at the balcony, with her attire then having a fur trim (both the weasel and the fur appear to highlight Gülnihal and Hatice's seperate interlinked positions in some way; btw, Hatice kept seeing Ibrahim later too, but that's besides the point). The two indispositions completely intersected in Hürrem's confrontation with Hafsa after she went to check on Gülnihal, with her begging her to go to Hatice and Hafsa letting her [I believe Hafsa gave up from telling SS about the Gülnihal affair namely for that moment: yes, she didn't approve of Hatice befriending Hürrem and warned her about it, but seeing Hürrem sincerely wanting to check on her, that perhaps Hatice herself would need that and appreciate that, that Hatice cares about Hürrem regardless...; In this batch of episodes, Hafsa continually wonders why Hatice is so upset, having still not figured it out, and Hatice did lash out when Hafsa reprimanded her about Hürrem, so maybe that could be a part of it according to Hafsa... right? I think something indeed trembled inside Hafsa there. Yes, perhaps she needed Hürrem at Hatice's to go to Mehmet and take him, but this doesn't explain her punishing Hürrem just with that - not to mention that Mehmet had actual concerns then, which turned Hafsa taking him into an almost necessity - and not telling SS about Gülnihal, something she constantly threatened to do and even Daye couldn't convince her not to; ....yeah, no, upon rewatching it again, Hafsa basically pointedly gestured to Daye after she let Hürrem go to Hatice, it was all decided then.], with the following confrontation with Mahidevran at Hatice's also having the indispositions be paralleled.
#(of course everything is also about agency vs. the lack of it)#(and Hatice and Gülnihal's own rapports with Hürrem set up from last episode and bleeding into this one are also vital)#(yes we can definitely say that Hürrem acting like THAT to Gülnihal while simultaneously genuinely helping Hatice draws a contrast#but I'd also argue that the two relationships have as much overlapping similarities too)#(Hürrem has and can and will throw *both* Hatice and Gülnihal under the bus due to her feud with someone else#and that someone else is pretty much the same person - Ibrahim!)#(Hatice and Hürrem even *began* with Hürrem being immediately ready to throw Hatice under the bus when she learned about her and Ibrahim#and threatened him about it)#(and only then she would start turning around due to Hatice showing even more support)#(the opposite of Gülnihal really)#[E08 Hürrem is also *very much* leaning on Hatice's support while she loses Gülnihal's]#(and Gülnihal and Hatice's relationships with Hürrem end in the opposite ways too: Gülnihal and Hürrem repair their relations regardless#while Hatice and Hürrem's relations slowly deteoriate)#yayy I really love how Hatice and Gülnihal are connected like that#magnificent century#muhteşem yüzyıl#muhtesem yuzyil#hatice sultan#gulnihal hatun
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Last arcane episode ever..... here we fucking go....
#50 MINUTES YEAAAAHHH!! IM SO GLAD THEY HAVE BEEN GETTING LONGER THERE WAS NO WAY!!!#the last drop no..... YEEEEEEEEEEES EKKO!!!!!! OH MY GOOOOOD YEEEEEEEES always a dance with you OOOOOOOOHHHHH she even has the same hair 😭#is she gonna build the new zaun for isha.... like vander wanted for vi and powder.... 😭😭😭 with ekko 😭😭😭#watching jinx kill herself over and over is something else that was so funny.... im sorry but ajdkansk#WHATS WITH THOSE CUTS WHATS GOING ON.... WDYM WE ARE MEANT TO LOSE THIS FIGHT??? IN THE FUTURE HE SAW RIGHT???#OH ITS THAT GIRL VI IS CARRYING OMG BUT SHE IS LOOKING FOR JINX!!! NOOO SHE FUCKING DIEEED AMBESSA IS A BEAST!!! DID THEY GET CAIT???#VANDER NOOOO OOOH ITS VIKTOR TOO!!ITS OOOOOOVER maddie being there still..... a consensual workplace relationship... cait....#LORIS!!!! VIIIIIIIIIIIII caitlyn looks so good..... and vi too.... but did they run out of armors.... the guy who left his family DIED TOO!!#caitlyn that was so hot.... they got her.... MADDIE!!!! WHAT THE FUUUUUUCK I THOUGHT THAT WOULD NOT EEEEEVER HAPPEN!!! AK WITH HER OWN GUN!#OH MY GOD MEL!!! MADDIE EXECUTED FOR HER CRIMES!!!! i know people are cheering!!! JINX ON HER BLIMP!!! the egg was a distraction.....#jayce be ready for your divorce.... THE HALO!!! THE VOICE!!! his voiced softened when he said to see you omg... SEVIKA NOOOOOOOOO#cait and mel joining forces to maximize their joint (literal) slay against ambessa.... and vi and jinx vs vander.... cruel#beef squashed..... no way she died????? omg... we havent seen caits left side.... and she was bleeding.... one fear. VIKTOR IS SO TALL!!!#how does it feel to look up jayce.... also jinx saying they are always together 🥺🥺 they are flying again.... omg jinx looks so scared...#OH NOOOOOO SEE CAIT HURT HER EYEE viktor saying they want better lives but emotion clashes with reason after a season of just that.... omg#series thesis.... this is actually so meta if i may say so.... vander and silco.... jinx and vi and the rocket... cait and ambessa....#and finally jayce saving viktor.... and jayce searching for the arcane after he was saved as a kid.... all of it..... ALL OF IT....#THE BOY SAVIOR!!!! VIKTOR IS BACK!!!! HE WANTS HIS PARTNER BACK OMG#YES THE MAGE IS VIKTOR!!!! OH MY GOOOD!!! ONLY YOU CAN SHOW ME THIS! CAITVI FUCKED ON SCREEN AND SOMEHOW THIS IS GAYER!!!#JAYCE!!! YOU ARE ALRIGHT!!! EKKO MADE THAT WITH AN INVERSION OF JAYCES RUNE!! OF COURSE!!! THE WTO MEN AND THE ANOMALY!!!#they are literally adam and steve... VI OMG!!!! SHE CANT TAKE IT NOOOOOO JINX AND VANDER!!!! NOOOO EKKO ALONEEEE NOOOO#SEVIKA COUNCIL MEMBER!!! CAIT GAVE HER HER SEAT!!! AND SINGED AND HIS DAUGHTER!!! MEL WHAT THE HELL!!! BACK TO NOXUS???#caitlyn seeing that jinx escaped through the air ducts... yeah..... she is on that blimp#can you believe we ended arcane with two happy lesbians..... like everything went to hell jayce and viktor saved it and disappeared....#through it all one thing remained.. two lesbians in love <3 can we get an applause for two lesbians in love.... they made a band about this#(love of lesbian)#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2#you know towards the end the characters looked a lot more like normal 3d animated... idk how to explain it
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Trying to remember where I first encountered humanity as a horror to see if this has a root the same way you can trace literally all of my thirst for fictional characters back to WITCH, but ngl I genuinely cannot remember anything like that.
#like you know. usually if something becomes human the narrative depicts it positively#like this is a good thing this is teh goal yay yippee#and that's great of course#love that#but everybody knows that i keep a collection of characters whose main conflict is humanity (horror) vs their nature#the example everyone likely knows is The Last Unicorn. and I saw the film adaptation when i was like 5 so maybe that's the root#but the thing is i... didn't realise the true horror of it until i read the book#so that shouldn't be it. but yes TLU is a classic example of humanity being the body horror AND the psychological horror#the unicorn was not meant to be a human. its nature isn't to be a human. it doesn't know human emotions. but it does now.#fully against its will and against the laws of nature it was changed into a she and now she is just like us and every day she looks#at her hands with horror and the hideous caricature in the mirror does not become less nausea inducing no matter how much#time passes. the repulsion gives only when the mind does. who are you really? what are you really?#and then she turns back but it ahs changed her. she will live knowing love and empathy and the fear of death.#she'll never belong anywhere and she'll have no kin. she's no longer human and no longer a unicorn.#sorry that got long because it's fucked up and depressing. but yeah that's like the prototype. the other wonderful classic#has got to be Viser I in Ani//morphs but honestly all Ye//erks are inherently this trope?#but a bit differently because they actually AREN'T that different from humans but their society shaped them into being#very different and the real horror is in realising that you have been very human all along. against your will.#the horror is just the same as if someone forced you to become a human because; well; what is the difference really?#perhaps it's even worse. i mean; the knowledge that you have always been like this; that has to be horrible; right?#and the other members of this beautiful collection aren't exactly classics but I love collecting them anyway. favourite niche fucked up#thing for real. for the uninitiated currently the other ones are Var//ney from Castle//vania (a mix of both of the above technically.#since he's something that is fully separate from humans YET his nature is actually human to the point that a character comments#on it and the kicker is he's fucking right! he's more human than many a vampire used to be. the humanity is inherent but he's very human#against his will and he'd deny being like humans at all. separating himself from humanity but hey! someone forgot that mirrors#are a thing! and they might not reflect vampires but they reflect what's within and boy your words are bullets shot in the dark corridors#of a funhouse and when they hit those funky panes of glass the one bleeding is you. you better check your mouth is dry#before you open it with a grin and stare in shock as blood pours out next time#another example is Gray from Dreamcatcher. yes i continue to ignore those few sentences at the end that completely ruin all the themes#and the last example is The Wi//nged Li//on. for obvious reasons. I'd say that's a mix of Gray and TLU
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the underwater episode of bojack horseman makes me so SAD ..
#he gets saddled with a baby seahorse. n on the way to bring it back to its dad bonds with it and everything#and then when it's time to give it back he just stands in the doorway and watches them#the dads obviously like. what the hell do you want. tries to invite him in to eat and then tries to give him money#n bojack refuses both. he doesn't even know what he wants he's just stuck standing there#n then you see a shot of all the seahorse babies eating and being babies#AND YOU CAN'T EVEN TELL WHICH ONE WAS THE ONE HE WAS WITH FOR THE WHOLE EPISODE.#and you see in his face that HE realizes that too#and he leaves#OWWWW#the closest thing he's felt to like Actual genuine love With no fear in who knows how long And then it's over immediately#AND NOT TO FUCKING MENTION THE MAIN PLOT OF BOJACK TRYING TO GET BACK TO SAY SORRY TO KELSEY JANNINGS FOR THE WHOLE EPISODE BUT IN THE END#once he FINALLY manages to write something sincere and honest to her the ink bleeds off the page. and she drives away#OWWWWWWW#AND THE wHOLE EPISODE IS SILENT AND THAT GETS ME EVEN MORE#IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR SILENT STORYTELLING#I adore bojack so much probably my favorite protagonist from any media ever#I don't want to write a whole essay analyzing his character so ill just say this#I love him I love him I love him#it wasn't intentional but I realized that my tiger lady oc is basically just bojack with a fresh coat of paint...
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#okay so i think i haven't told this story to you guys but i've been thinking about it a lot waiting for the surgery day#(oh i guess content warnings for injury and animal death. idk all of this is pretty heavy stuff)#but when this dog was a puppy he broke his leg. quite badly actually#and for the following six months i was Convinced that both he and i had literally DIED#and the world around us just failed to recognize the blazing red Game Over text superimposed over my line of sight#so we - literal zombies still bleeding from our mortal wounds - had to perform the movements of being alive#this got better when the puppy was finally healed#but the flashbacks. the hallucinations. they followed me for years and years and only slowly faded away#and now when the dog is sick again - with something completely unrelated - those are coming back again! what fun!#and i don't know if i've ever been as scared of anything as actually for real losing this dog in a traumatic event#if he just dies this wednesday#like. probably he doesn't. most dogs survive the operation these days they say#but just the small chance of something going wrong#i don't know if i'll survive if he doesn't. how can i keep going if he doesn't#i'm scared you guys. this dog is the literal light of my life#(i was going to name him with the finnish word for light but that didn't stuck in the end. didn't make it any less true)#sussitalk
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if rayla has to stab callum in order to protect ezran i think that’d be very cash money
#brotp: we're in this together#i need you to kill me#rayla staunchly refusing until the very end but then it's EZRAN#ezran being furious with her and crying but also knowing Why#them working to patch callum up afterwards to try and stop the bleeding but also tying him up bc#they don't know Who he'll be when he wakes up#and also deciding that if he Wasn't aware of what he was doing at all and that if he doesn't remember#they're not going to tell him what he almost did bc he'd be too horrified#a future oneshot perhaps#i do love my ez&rayla bonding#brotp: it's super annoying#prompts#what can i say i'm an angst#tragedy enjoyer#mine#tag ramble
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even now i cling tightly to my glass slippers
#undescribed#bonk.png#uninhabited planet survive#mujin wakusei survive#caption is a line sharla says in episode 17 even tho im referencing swan lake with the dress colors#the whole glass slipper thing interests me bc i love fairytale theming n chako says luna's are already broken but like.#luna almost drowns TWICE for her dad's backpack (first time literally happens like two episodes before she gets sick 😭) n after the second#time strands her she admits to herself that deep down she still wants her (long dead) parents praise n that influences her#+ after sharla n howard come back controlled by survive while everyone is suspicious of howard luna's the only one that has a clue something#'s up with sharla but she just like ignores it bc she missed her. i think she's holding on to those shards chako!!#also thats why theres some blood on luna's hands in the third pic bc of glass slipper shards n also shes a bleeding heart 👍#i kind of wish there was a counterpart episode to 38 bc they dont get back in contact with luna until the end of the episode after she was#washed overboard during a storm at sea n to their knowledge there was no land nearby it probably wouldve given less of an impact to when#they think sharla n howard are dead but idc i like it when characters are unsure if they should be grieving or not#ALSO i understand that survive isnt that stupid n wouldnt reveal what hes doing when hes trying to survey luna's powers however#i do think he couldve toyed with emotional stress more rather than just physical danger bc sharla is luna's bestie she was ride or die day 1#for her n survive literallyhas full control oversharla is able to convincing act like her n just having nanomachines in her body upsets luna#so her bestie having them in them is AWFUL n would be distressing even without the knowledge that sharla is just being puppeted#and isnt even conscious related i dont think her n howard would have problems from the possession angle bc they canonically dont remember it#so any emotional troubles would come from the memory gap one second theyre dying n suddenly theyre in the computer room n luna's crucified#anyway love sharla n luna's friendship lots ive been rewatching n they genuinely are ride or die day 1 which is probably related to the#loneliness both experienced (sharla explicitly being excluded n bullied with it only getting to where its notactive by the start of the show#n luna implicitly bc of her being an orphan saying its just her n chako canonically being an independent with no suggestion she has anyone#else n the thing about parental praise) also they both so touchy with eachother ive only rewatched the first ten so far n in like at least#half of them they hug eachother n in almost all theyve clung or reached for the other in some way#like pre rewatch i thought i was exaggerating how quickly they became eachother's favs but i wasnt 😭😭#like theyve known eachother two weeks max at this point i get it these two had no other friends pre episode 1 but oh my god
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I think we should bring back basic etiquette lessons such as shutting the fuck up when you’re watching a movie in a group that is not exclusively your friend group 🙂
#one of the groups on campus is hosting movie nights & I went to this one bc I've only ever watched pac rim on my laptop and wanted to watch#it on a larger screen. yay yippee I love this movie!#there r maybe 10-ish of us in this room and a three person friend group is sitting on the couch one of whom has seen the movie and two who#have not. okay so far so normal.#and then the movie starts and they won't! stop! fucking! commentating! the whole fucking movie!!! I don't have a problem with doing that#when I'm in just my friend group because I know that I can tell my friend to stop talking or pause the movie or whatnot but not when I'm in#a large group w people I'm not good friends with ffs#and the comments aren't even funny or anything they're all oh this is JUST like in iron widow!! oh they're SO gay and autistic!!! and#they're talking so loud about this that it completely drowns out the movie audio which has already been turned up a few times#like. be considerate!! some of us want to yknow actually listen to what's going on and not whatever bullshit you're saying#I nearly walked out three or four times before I actually wound up doing so#I may have been a bit of a bitch at the end but I don't care. I got up to leave because this was not an enjoyable environment and one of#them offered to turn the movie down if it was too loud. this caught me a bit off guard since I expected them to still be so wrapped up in#their convo and. well. I may have said 'it's not the movie that's too loud' before closing the door#this also reminds me a lot about my issues with online shipping culture and it bleeding through into how we interact with media irl#this is probably heavily influenced by my aromanticism but I'm so sick of people constantly reading romantic relationships into everything#AND placing more importance on those relationships than any other form. I don't mind romance in media. I think if done right it has great#emotional impact on a story but when a movie is running and when other people who may not want to hear it are in the room watching it too#is not the time to be loudly saying 'he's autistic!' 'they're in love!' 'she has a crush on him!'#I have my own interpretations of the movie some of which agree with what they said and some of which don't but that's beside the point of#knowing how to coexist politely in public#anyway. I think they were awful and annoying and they ruined my night out.#I think I'm just so incredibly mad about this because I love the movie and I was looking forward to watching it in a group of people who#found it cool as well while still having some modicum of politeness#I almost wish I had been meaner but that's the extreme annoyance talking I think#hater hour over love u guys bye
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Peter and Jay doodles feat. T.K. and Lucy (headcanons for what I think they'd look like as humans.. gonna change their designs though)
#Jay during his adjustment period of moving in with Peter would be super mean (unintentionally) but loving towards Rat ofc#by mean i mean he's more likely to insult Peter or isolate himself in his room and such#not cause he hates him no no no he's just mad he was knocked out and was locked up in the house#when they talked about it Jay just spoke about how he didn't feel like Peter trusted him all that much#cause he would've said yes to moving in and he wouldn't run off if he were allowed outside#the end of night 4 (?) where he'd end up tied in the basement happens around a week after being moved in#he'd be terrified until Peter spoke. he'd probably try to crawl towards him. to be comforted or something.#he'd hardly care for the knife. say he loves Peter. he'd be horrified to see Peter's cuts though#after it all he'd scold at Peter as he cleaned up his wounds. he'd call him stupid a bunch. he'd cry too probably#and after handling Peter with care he'd just wet his own wound and dab it with toilet paper. he wouldn't care if it were still bleeding#they'd sleep together after that like just lay in Jay's room cuddling#Jay waking up earlier than Peter to make waffles for him#stay tuned for when I make more doodles and give little fun facts about them and their relationship#until next time ig idk#my art#void#Jay#Jacob#Your boyfriend#your boyfriend peter#Yb game#your boyfriend game#Yb peter#peter dunbar
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