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This is long. I’m not sorry!
So I’m imaging she doesn’t notice at first. Like a new regeneration, a new body, things feel different! Especially being a woman for what she thinks is the first time ever! She has things that aren’t teeth to worry about.
But probably like- between 4 and 5 she bites her tongue and is like “hold on why did that hurt so much more?” And runs her tongue over her teeth and realizes that some are WAY sharper than they should be and just kinda sits there like “huh… weird.” But tells no one of her discovery because humans are kinda squeamish about other people’s mouths and she doesn’t wanna scare off her new friends so quickly.
And then she forgets to tell them. At all.
So it’s multiple months before anyone realizes she has basically fangs and yaz is the first, She noticed when 13 is like- kinda baring her teeth at an enemy(idk why, I make scenarios not the reason why they’re happening lmao)
She pauses for a second, then files that away to “discuss this when NOT in the middle of a standoff with a very dangerous enemy” and goes back to staring at 13’s mouth making sure nothing goes wrong.
And then yaz forgets about it because they’re a very busy group of people and well, there are more important things on her mind than her very pretty alien friend and her teeth.
So it’s another like week before they actually talk about it and it’s not so much talking as it is yaz pointing out her sharp teeth and 13 confirming it, after which it’s another week before yaz asks why she has fangs and 13 is just like “oh yea, no idea! Just regenerated that way :)” then starts rambling about something random. It leaves yaz with more questions.
The biting thing comes out even farther from nowhere than the fangs.
13 accidentally bites yaz’s shoulder; which sounds weird except she genuinely didn’t know she was doing so until yaz gave her the most bewildered look ever and is like “uhm- doctor, what are you doing?” At which point 13 immediately starts falling over herself trying to apologize and promise she had no idea she was even doing so
But yaz realizes that afterwards (minus the increased awkwardness and tension around her) 13 seems less stressed and so.. the biting becomes a regular part of their lives. Totally platonically of course! What’s romantic about biting someone’s shoulders and sometimes neck to destress?
Ryan and Graham don’t find out for another like month that 13 has fangs and bites. Because making them oblivious is funny as fuck.
They find out when yaz comes on with unmissable bite marks on her neck and Ryan is like “???? Are you okay??? What happened? Did something attack you? Are you okay?” And yaz kinda waves him off like “I’m fine, it’s fine, it’s nothing” while progressively getting more red and like moving to cover the most prominent of them while 13 slowly inches out of the room, also blushing.
Graham notices both of those things, and like kinda smirks and makes Ryan leave it alone then tells him later and he 100% teases yaz about it
Yaz and 13 don’t actually get together for another like year
Everyone please consider: 13 with sharp teeth who likes to bite
#doctor who#new who#13th doctor#thirteenth doctor#yasmin khan#thasmin#yazmin khan#yaz khan#yaz x thirteen#13 x yaz#yaz x 13#thirteen x yaz#the biting thing is projection#autistic 13#might write this#might actually write a fic with this#13 bites#13 with fangs
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a while ago you said that Starclan cats design kittens and customize them with patterns and colors from their parents genes. So, do the clan cats raise any eyebrows when it comes to people who know cat genetics? Is there a geneticist who is holding their head wondering how these two cats have this colored kit while their starclan designer was just playing around? Or do the Starclan designers still have to stay within the rules?
Basically, do the humans notice that some of these clan cats are sparkle cats lol
I try to not get too "lost in the weeds" since the humans aren't the focus of the story, just taking care that they DO have real motivations behind their actions rather than construction crews materializing out of nowhere to Do A Chaos, but...
First, the genetics of cats in Albion are different than humans in equivalent Great Britain.
Partially, this is because I honestly just don't really enjoy learning about in-depth genetics or applying them realistically. I like drawing anime characters and writing anime battles, so they have anime genetics. But more than that, off-screen, the intelligence of cats has altered the timeline of this world.
If cats really were capable of higher thinking, that totally would have had some butterfly effects. I like dropping crazy alt-history and then not elaborating on it, because it's funny. Archimedes' cat helped him invent a death ray, btw.
On that note of genetics though, you guessed right. StarClan designers DO have to work with what they have. Whatever the genetics of this alternate universe of cats are, every kit born still abides by the laws of nature.
Which brings me to...
Second, the researchers do notice that the Clan cats are special. In fact, there is a "study of magic" in this universe-- Thaumatology. "The science of wonder."
(There's no world where magic actually factually exists that science isn't all over it lmao)
Thaumatology facts I haven't shared so far since it's all offscreen and just Bonus Worldbuilding;
It is a "soft science," not a hard one.
It has a LOT of problems with replicability. Thaumatologists and Quantum Physicists have a lot of in-jokes.
The most well known (to the point of being a cliche) is "magic and quantum particles both hate being watched."
Magic is highly variable based on a bajillion very personal factors, like emotion, environment, culture, personal background, etc, so it's severely difficult to re-create it in controlled environments.
Thaumatology has a lot of overlap with sociology, archeology, and theology, so people from these fields work together a lot.
There was absolutely not a dedicated Thaumatologist working in the Research Team early on, sadly.
It was probably discovered when the Battle of the True Eclipse blew out a bunch of field cameras.
It's pretty common that photography equipment fritzes out a bit during "supernatural" times like eclipses, but the damage was extensive enough to be noteworty
The Clan cats were initially notable just for the fact they had advanced culture.
Cats are usually comparable to crows and monkeys, in this universe. So cats with fire and a crude writing system were enough to SHAKE the field of zoology.
The fact they're cats helped a lot. The public loves cats, enough that since their discovery after Speckletail attacked a bulldozer, massive outcry has secretly helped the Clans several times.
The discovery that the culture also has Thaumatological elements is more of a goldmine for a scientist than the public, though.
It's common knowledge that "animals are magic," because humanity projects traits onto them. "Of course they do, they're cats...?"
The Thaumatologist is freaking out because "THE CAT IS PROVABLY DOING ITS OWN THAUMATURGY"
Most people don't know the difference between Thaumaturgy (the functional work it does on the world) and Thaumology (the study of that as a whole), so this particular scientist is going to have a hard time explaining WHY this distinction is so special.
(And possibly even offensive to certain groups, who would insist only humans are capable of this)
In any case, eventually there would be Thaumatological interest in the Clan cats, but they weren't there in the mid to late 2010s when BB!ASC takes place.
#One of the things I like doing with The Researchers is making them relatable to my scientist friends lmaoo#So I like imagining the mundane reality of it all#There's exciting moments that make it all worth it-- but they have to grapple with budget a lot#Or their subjects breaking their equipment#Or an idea not working out the way they imagined it would#And trying to keep the public interested in their REALLY COOL PROJECT!!!#I was reading a paper on the swamp project in delamere and felt Incredibly Violent when i saw that they couldn't extensively re-wet one spo#Because there was a goddamn Go Ape Zipline#SCREW YOUR ZIPLINE OH MY GOD JUST MOVE IT#BITE BITE BITE BITE#''We could not remove the nearby patch of rhodo-motherfucking-dendron because a landowner thinks it's pretty :(''#1000000 US National Park Systems kill this man#Better Bones Au#Millie's Radio Collar
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Mustachioed David Tennant
#david tennant#and a mustache#some are real#some are very much not#fright night#good omens#around the world in 80 days#atwi80d#the real inspector hound#biting the hands#the last september#friday night project#bright young things#staged#accepting comedy award for staged#bless the tashe#stuff i posted#that one from real inspector hound is something else isn't it?
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While yes, Viktor is confident too, but...
This man isn't shy? He's hyperventilating and nervous-tapping over the idea of giving a speech!
This man?
I guess Im not getting across like, the Vibe that I always see that bothers me? Viktor's got the social anxiety for sure, and it's VERY fair to assume that his condition makes him even more self conscious to be up in front of a crowd full of topsiders. He's pretty clear in episode 1 that he's aware of how topsiders see him and his cane use, and that's before his disability is even more visible.
But ALSO very few people ARE good on a stage in front of tons of people. And also there's a very specific connotation to "shy" that is beyond social anxiety.
Shyness to me, is its own flavor of social anxiety plus timidness. The actual definition is a bashful, timid nervousness. It has connotations of the wilting flower personality. Viktor, even when he's quiet around other people doesn't come across as nervous or timid in the slightest. His first introduction has him VERY confident and collected surrounded by enforcers and not taking Jayce being snappy and angry at him. As a kid there's more of an argument to be made because what awkward socially isolated kid isn't going to be shy. But at the same time he doesn't try to shrink away from Sky's attention, he still looks right back up at her, he just keeps on doing his own thing. Mostly he comes across as someone who does not know how to casually interact with people so he doesn't. He's got tunnels in his eyes lmao.
Viktor is complicated. Viktor is nuanced. It's why he's Ultimate Blorbo. He's withdrawn and awkward and not very good at interacting with people, but he's not timid about it. He is very self assured in himself.
But when I say fandom makes him shy it IS much more of the wilting flower timid woobie that I kept seeing in Season1 fics. There was SO MUCH of Viktor being the nervous soft spoken anxious thing who was just so happy Jayce was even giving him the time of day as if Viktor didn't sass Jayce about his notes right after he stopped the man from jumping lmaoooo
And idk not to be TOO OBVIOUS with my projecting but it's the part of Viktor I can relate to the most. I consider myself a quiet person who gets annoyed when people think that me being quiet = shy. I'm able to speak up well on zoom calls with colleagues and I also would rather drop dead than have to go up on a stage in front of a bunch of normal people who I know were expecting someone very different. I get nervous and shaky speaking up in front of a crowd of colleagues even! but afterwards I can go right up to people like "your presentation was insane tell me more right now." I am often quiet and uncomfortable in large social situations because I know that most people there are operating under a different wavelength than I am, I do not know what the right responses to things are, or I full on do not know how to not accidentally come across as a huge asshole and I don't want to be an asshole. And when I was younger I would have so many people come up and act like I was a little wallflower (bc oh boy can I also relate to being quiet while physically small meaning being constantly infantalized) who "didn't need to be so shy" and every time I was like "I'm not shy. I just don't feel any engagement with this conversation and I don't want to be a dick and tell you that, but if you gently tell me it's ok to talk one more time I'm gonna start biting."
(It got better as I got older bc I learned that if you're quiet but making active eye contact instead of staring off into other directions - not to avoid attention but because you're just thinking of other shit - people will stop labeling you as shy and instead say "intimidating" or "mysterious" which is also hilarious when what you're thinking about is "machine herald big naturals lmao" but it's better than being labeled "shy")
#arcane#Viktor arcane#viktor meta#hes a complicated guy!!#i maybe project onto him a lot and it makes my opinions bigger!!#he absolutely is repressed and is VERY GOOD probably at coming up with logical reasons for him to not be more forward#but there were so many fics where he was adverting his eyes and blushing and every time i wanted to bite stuff#it also may be that people are using shy to mean different things#when to me shy has a VERY specific connotation
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Shes shooo fucking cute my sweetheart beautiful girl
#I feel like cats when they get a third eyelif#how van a thing be so cute so fucking cutw uiughn this stupid animal I WANT TO BITE HIM#I want to be the alpha who cares for him in the aboverse. Rhats why i project on ameroca!#ungh. Sobs into the pillow
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In my mind palace a lot of dragons in the ninjagoverse (especially younger dragons) play bite/nip as a friendly/affectionate gesture… and this leaves Riyu and Wyldfyre in a tough spot, considering their teammates are squishy and fragile. They have manners, yes, but. Consider. Want to bite :(
#wyldfyre can get away with more things than Riyu because her jaws don’t have the kind of bite force that a giant reptile does#the big dragons probably let Riyu bite sometimes#I’d like to think one of them finds Riyu a big ol bone or antler to gnaw on too#bc I’m projecting autism onto that thang (Riyu) and I want to let him have a chewing stim outlet#halcyonia#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#Riyu#ninjago riyu#dragons rising riyu#wyldfyre#ninjago wyldfyre#dragons rising wyldfyre
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and the jacket continues
#i'm making patches myself now#the back patch and 'this dog bites' i painted by hand#i also embroidered the little pride flags and the trans symbol.......#and painted the trans paw print over a year ago#furry#trans#pride#patch jacket#patches#this whole thing has been such a fun project since i started it and i love that i'll just be able to keep adding to it until it's full
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Okay, but like, consider:
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#project sekai#project sekai colorful stage#hatsune miku colorful stage#proseka#prosekai#colorful stage#tsukasa tenma#tenma tsukasa#rui kamishiro#kamishiro rui#ruikasa#do you see the vision???#rui is visiting a resort with his friends nene and emu#there are beautiful beaches and aquariums#and the food is delicious#the resort they're staying in belongs to the tenma family#it's small but popular#emu has actually met saki and was excited to see her again (they met when emu's family had visited the resort a few years back)#she was never able to meet tsukasa#but she heard a lot of good things#while she and nene look around rui decides he wants to try some of the food#he enters a café orders his food and sits at a random table#his food gets delivered and digs in#enjoying every bite (he can see why people liked the food)#when a voice speaks up asking if he liked the food#rui looks up and sees a boy his age sitting right in front of him#he hadn't noticed someone was there#the boy just laughs softly and asks the question again#rui nodded and the boy smiles telling him he's glad before he introduces himself as tsukasa tenma#rui returns to the café everyday of their stay just to see tsukasa again (he's going to miss him when they leave)
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Angsty Neanderthal teenager and his blind little sister. I gave them names but I'm too timid to share yet lol. I'm developing their story arc far more than the main character's 😳 they took over my mind ever since I thought of them existing.
#personal project#paleolithic#neanderthal#so uhm I HAVE AN ENDING THOUGHT OUT#at last#I have the story beats planned out#I have some key scenes#but still needs to be filled out waaaayyyy more#I think what will make up the core of the story experience are the little things. the character interactions#misadventures#etc#I day dream about these things but haven't written them out or placed them anywhere in the story#it's those things that will reinforce the theme softly. in little tiny bites#so that when a character does something related to the theme it doesn't come out of nowhere#the character has been exposed to it and experienced it time and time again#until they get the aha moment and apply what they've learnt during a critical moment#(I'm talking about Tam here. but it also applies to neanderteen's arc)#there will be a slow timeskip btw#the characters gradually grow up in the story#I had a moment. wanted to see my baby characters all grown up ;-;#and in ACTION
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God i love Hireath so far. Like you don't understand how refreshing it is to find such a well written fabrication where Sun and Moon act like their in-game self. Also I live your asshole Sun like WOW he's amazingly written- the passive aggressive and straight up aggressive uncalled for behavior has me wild. Not even to mention Moon- he's my favorite character thus far. He's just a little prankster guy. He's just so him. Rrr I love your writing style and Y/N like yay! We have a backbone! Very good. Anyways, I will be eagerly awaiting the next chapter! Love your work!
WAIT HOLD UP. WAIT. YOUR HONOR. I'M SO FLATTERED OH MY GOD. THANK YOU!!!!!
#AHHH I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE ENJOYING HIRAETH I'M OTL#I'M DOING MY BEST YOUR HONOR BUT THE DEMONS..... THEY GOT HANDS.........#I'll admit Y/N being a pushover or completely oblivious IS a pet peeve of mine#Like I get that narratively speaking it's way easier to portray someone as 'neutral' or 'reader insert' when they're not noticing things or#they're not causing shifts in the story#but I just. I don't like it. We all understand that 'Y/N' is an oc anyway. we all know it's just the author projecting.#so my y/n is a little shit who bites back#and Sun being aggressively mean is both a 'I wanna be closer to canon' AND a 'lol wouldn't it be funny'#anyway sorry I WILL ramble on about this for hours actually#//asks#crustysoapbubbles#ty for the compliments!!!!! I'm really really flattered thank you#technically#hiraeth spoilers#?#only for the tags though#hiraeth
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okay so i don't like that i have to make this post but i feel inclined to because the l&ds fandom is growing and i would rather hold the space for this important conversation AND because i am a queer woman playing this game (and have been here since day 1. lol)
while i do understand that this game is an otome game, i genuinely do not care that people are shipping the love interests together or that people have made male mcs/ocs to fit in with the narrative. i'm uncomfortable seeing people disagree about this and the overall inclusion of queer identities with the justification that this is 'strictly otome' meaning it's 'strictly for women' and more offensively the 'they're trying to make everybody gay'/'they're trying to be so inclusive but it's not right'.
to that part of the player base, i cannot emphasize to you how many women who play this game are queer, including the crowd that is nonbinary, genderfluid, etc and femme-presenting. i don't know how else to emphasize how homophobic those statements actually are. as a matter of fact, l&ds does have the capacity to be a queer-coded space despite it being confined to the otome genre. if we're really gonna push it, i'd say obey me had already pushed that. (do y'all even know the way people ship diavolo and lucifer? LMFAO)
the conclusion i'm making is that nobody's gay pairings are harming you, and y'all are acting up like somebody was murdered or did you harm personally. you're instead being dismissive of the opportunity to make more friends and acquaintances with people who share the same amount of love for the game as you do.
if we're gonna keep it a real buck... all four LIs don't even adhere to the traditional cis-gender heterosexual man. and if a great number of the player base is queer women... it's a sensible thing to consider the fact that these men are queer themselves without any labels.
also. THESE ARE PIXELS.
i want to emphasize that this is a safe space for lgbtq+ folks, especially if you play this game! thank you :)
#yes hello i am an aroace woman who loves this game with my whole heart#maybe i'm just gonna write more qpr related things for the lads guys but oops! it MIGHT be too inclusive!#there is so much more nuance to this conversation but i've said my piece#and too many of this side of the player base have even talked about how there is MLM centric games#like it matters? ok?#its giving 'go back to your country' and you mean that with poisonous bite in your tone#atp it's projection and the fact that you see everything as your competition which is a deeply-rooted insecurity issue#again. over some pixels.#please touch some grass! i beg!#love & deepspace#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#l&ds
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Liking any piece of media is so exhausting because I can’t just like things normally. I need to consume its essence. I need to hold it gently in my hands and keep it close to my heart. I need to project it permanently into my brain. I need to give all the characters a hug and a high five. I need to bite them I need to put them in my pocket I need to throw them at the wall. I need to tuck them into bed and give them little kisses on the forehead. I need to throw them down the stairs. Do you understand.
#i mean every bit of this affectionately#but the only way i can express my love for things is by either biting screaming or holding it very gently#either physically or metaphorically#something in my brain is wired weird but that’s okay#I just need to. I just need to have a permanent projection of my favourite things tattooed into the front of my brain#i need to hold hands with my favourite guys#this is mostly about#ofmd#our flag means death#it’s making me bounce off the walls#like a ping pong ball#I’m chewing on glass#I’m eating the wallpaper#I’m screaming and yelling#I’m. aughhhhhhhhhh#I love it so much#my favourite ever#ever forever and ever more#it is making me ill it is making me unwell#I will never recover#never ever forever#and I love it#it’s so silly#and everyone in it is even sillier#love them for that#so so dearly#idk what this is really I’m just tired#missing the pirates again….#my bad guys. can’t wait to see them again#ofmd s2
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shoutout 2 this person in my class who i can tell wants 2 talk 2 me really bad but instead of doing that whenever she has the chance she'll talk 2 whoever else is around and ignore me entirely unless im mentioned by name
#bruh lmao#so awkward. say something you dingus lol#ik you wanna talk 2 me so bite the bullet already#gyatt#spacie spoinks#literally. she was having a conversation with my partner for the project im doing. and like#heres the thing#if im not invited into conversation i usually dont participate#im like a vampire like that#and so like. after they're done conversating she'll just kind of. stand there. this has happened twice now#like dude sdkfjshlkdfj#im not upset by this behavior i have very awful social patterns as well and have been thru this (i am autistic)#am i gonna hafta say something. lol#probably#''hey bro whats up with you. i dont mean like how are you doing. i mean like. whats wrong with you.''#cant say that its not funny when you say it irl only when the ppl you're talking with know you're not being mean 😭#also like. this person has been staring at me lol#which like. makes me flustered so whenever she's around i panic and my face fucking turns red its god awful#for awhile it made uhh. my paranoia get really bad im ngl!!#its already bad when it comes 2 being around strangers but this like made it REALLY bad for a few weeks#im more calm now tho. rational brain won over and im chillin#i gotta work up the courage 2 say something b4 the semester is over or this is gonna bother me for the rest of my life sfkjsdhflkjs#i dont wanna put her on the spot#the only time i see her is when im in class#and . doing that interaction in front of ppl. i dont wanna embarrass her ksjfskjd
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I haven't really done much art for tumblr (at all) lately, cus life, but! Here's a lil something I've been working on (it's a Xmas gift) 💙
(also peep that lil January calendar painting 👀 i did mini squares for each month for myself, because I need to have a physical one always, and they each have their own colour 🥺)
#sometimes i forget i'm a painter lol#this is just the base so i'll still add some cool stuff (colours and some gold leaf details hehe)#usually my thing is more flat/less busy painting (with more mixed media) but i've been digging this vibe lately#my art account is completely wiped cus i private everything earlier this year (same with personal)#but i wanna start posting again. not just old stuff but actually *make* something new everyday#like a little challenge i suppose#since i'm not currently working in my field and have being going through a bit of a rough adjustment period about ✨things✨#(plus the whole depresh spiraling)#i barely have been making any art at all that isn't just sketches/silly stuff#i miss painting. i miss making murals and working on an actual project etc#now that *some * things have been settled AND i finally have my own space i feel a lot more keen on working on it#i know i hardly ever talk about that part of my private life cus i do wanna keep it somewhat separate from here#but i guess i'm in a good mood and kinda ready to admit some stuff#??? that didn't make sense#i'm feeling hopeful for next year and have a semblance of a plan. That's what I meant there you go#i can already feel myself cringe cus everytime i share these type of things something ALWAYS bites my ankles#and that's why i hardly ever share anything at all with anyone ever until it actually is done or underway#which is! not good! i'm aware! but. ya know#ANYWAYS. rant over. look at the pretty colours and ignore my rambles#hmmmm my band crush guy (platonic) (guess who) (🕊️🥁) said my name and loved my super insightful question and i'll probably dream about it#(and the other really liked it too. MY BABE. it was kinda silly so very unexpected)#(okay i think this is buried deep enough to not make myself look like a 12 with a stupid crush) (hehehehehe)#darya does art#<- sure in the art tag it goes#blue#(it was a coincidence! i've never done anything exclusively blue before actually!) (in this capacity i mean)#traditional art#abstract painting
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this is probably way too early to stalk talking about progress reports and should wait until i have made more substantial advancements but...
the current jennyffer project is divided in 6 phases. each phase is divided in two sections, each section in 4 parts, each part in about 20 subsections more or less
as of right now i completed phase 2, section 1, part 3. im about to begin phase 2, section 1, part 4, subsection 1 (of 20).
i probably should refrain from further updates until i complete all of phase 2 or im going to go insane
#yeah i dont think im finishing this before 2025#i set out this entire month to work exclusively on this#we will see how significative a chunk i manged to bite off this project by the end of the month#jennyffer#once i finish phase 3 things should start to go a lot faster
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This was a quick write and I put in my own experiences in. It’s a bit rushed but I ended up writing more then what I meant to 👀 pretty much I’m projecting my overstimulation on Eddie, plus I love to think Steve doesn’t just babysit the group but other smaller kids as well and he becomes very aware of their needs.
Just- Eddie gets overstimulated all the damn time and has to either bites something or does his overwhelmed bat hands. Flapping them aggressively as he runs away from a situation making Goblin noises. Before he’s putting his hands to his ears and just letting all the noises off from his chest. The amount of times he’s just done that with the group of hellfire boys, it’s become a normal thing. Garett, Jeff and Grant all got used to this years ago. So they knew about how the other got.
Meanwhile Dustin, Mike and Lucas could all get a tad overwhelming. Which is why the other boys all just decide to try and teach them that Eddie gets overstimulated really easily and it takes him more effort to understand peoples tones. Because he puts all his energy into that his tone sometimes doesn’t come off as friendly, and he doesn’t realize it half the time.
But anywho back to the being on course. All of them are somewhat used to it, and they are all shocked by how well Eddie is handling everything in the upside down. Besides a few clicking noises and popping noises he doesn’t run away from them. And when he looks like hes getting overwhelmed he has to close his eyes and rub his head back to hold himself back.
So when everything is finally done and the other is in the hospital. He’s so fucking overstimulated that he’s not even crying because of the pain anymore. The doctors don’t know what to do, not until they start to catch on and they try to help the other be as comfortable as possible. Then Eddie’s ok for a bit.
Then when he leaves the hospital, that’s when everything hits him all at once. It had always strained him a bit to hold himself back from doing what normally helps him with being overstimulated. So he has on and off days but soon enough it’s all good days and he’s with Robin and Steve. The two are energetic just like him but today he can feel himself getting overstimulated and he doesn’t want to embarrass himself. Though something on the radio turns to a high pitched static and robins making noise that doesn’t make since jumping up and down and holding her ears as Steve is quick to shut it off. Quickly and gently not touching her the best he can, moves and has her sit in the back room in the dark with a window open so she can breathe. He moves back out apoligizing to eddie who is really trying not to do the bat flap and just run away with goblin noises.
Steve looks at him and raises a eyebrow. You see he’s been helping Robin out for a while, plus he’s been babysitting smaller kids for a while and he doesn’t know what it’s called but he knows when someone’s getting overwhelmed. He moves over closer to the other as he hums. “Are your stims loud or are they quite?” He asks curiously. That’s what one of the parents used for their child, who was in the process of being diagnosed for autism. And it seemed to be the only word that would fit Robin and Eddie at the moment.
“My what?” Eddie asks confused.
“Stims? Oh shit sorry I have this kid who gets overwhelmed really easily, and well he does these things when he is. He does a bird flap with his hands, starts to click his tongue, whistle or just say certain words over and over again because he likes how they sound. His parents call them stims, and Robin has them as well when she gets overwhelmed and you have the same face that the kid I babysit gets when he’s trying to act normal so- that and the kids told me you apparently turn goblin sometimes.” Steve explains looking at the other with curiousity.
And if Eddie wasn’t about to cry from how overwhelming everything was he would shamelessly fall in love with the other. No one’s ever treated what he has done normal for the first time he does it in his life. Though he’s quick to stammer out a sentence. Breathing picking up. “I get loud.”
“Well, Robin gets overwhelmed by loud or i else I would let you chill with her.” Steve frowns. “What normally helps?” He asks curiously. And Eddie flushed.
“I don’t know.”
“Ok- um come here. The kid I babysit when he gets overwhelmed really likes to cuddle. Maybe you’re the same?” Steve hums and Eddie’s face is flushing as he moves shamelessly over. If the other thought he could help then he would take it. He would cry if it didn’t work.
Steve moves letting the other in and he pulls the other into a warm hug gently rubbing his back and playing with his curls. It was a little overwhelming at first but when Eddie finally lets himself have a moment to close his eyes and breath, Steve’s the first person to properly bring him down. Though Steve does ask him what it means for him to turn “goblin” so he does end up making the noises he normally does acting as if he was saying normal words. Steve doesn’t laugh and nods his head as he helps the other to the best of his abilities.
When Robin comes out shes a little tired but a lot better. Eddie finally lets go when he feels better and Steve hums. “Weighted blankets normally help that kid I was telling you about, if you want I have a extra if you want it.”
And boy does Eddie fall in love.
#stranger things#steve x eddie#steddie#overstimulated#i get overstimulated#autistic eddie munson#Robin gets overwhelmed as well#steve harrington#eddie munson#robin buckley#post season 4#Eddie calls his flappy hands bat hands#he bites things when he gets overwhelmed as well#he makes a lot of mouth noises and will say your mom a lot#I’m projecting so hard on this character#this is a bit rushed but I’m proud#Steve has learned how to help only because of his babysitting skills and because he loves his platonic soulmate Robin#Robin and Eddie share tips afterwords#Eddie does get a weighted blanket and he will drop on his knees for King Steve any day#Eddie would have a thing for Dino’s#he would totally find a stuffed Dino at Steve’s that a kid left behin and would just steal it#Eddie likes chewing on things so Steve constantly has gum on him now#this is a healthy relationship where Steve helps Eddie’s needs and Eddie helps Steve’s needs#bxb
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