#the big sad is here

[princess-kittyxoxo]

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[cwahsohnt]

Feeling like less of a drama llama than yesterday. Still upset, mind you, but I read something in the Chelsea official statement on Magda's departure (not the Emma's "blessing" bit - don't get me started on how weird and self-serving that is) .

According to the statement, Magda has scored 11 goals while winning 11 titles at Chelsea. Thus, to win the WSL, we must have a Magda goal in the next two games. Just picture the absolute explosion of love and joy if she heads one past Arsenal at Kingsmeadow on Sunday! You can do it, Captain!

[ratbastarddotfuck]

if you're a white person taking pleasure in the idea that Trump voters of colour are experiencing racist violence from white trumpers because "they got what's coming to them" I don't think you're anti-racist at all, I think you were just waiting for an acceptable target, and you're also fucking weird.

Bad Person Deserves Punishment For Their Sins give me a fucking break and get yourself out of the fucking catholic church. you're all prison abolitionists until you see someone you don't like.

[cozylittleartblog]

worst way to start my new year, thanks. i have a lot of things to say about these companies but i'm tired and just keeping it focused to the pin side of things for this one. do not ever buy pins from these companies, literally ALL of them are stolen from small artists like me. if you want to buy enamel pins, check out etsy, and artist's personal websites and shops! (though even Etsy has some bootleg pins that ship straight from china, so tread carefully…)

Every pin I've designed is, thus far, EXCLUSIVE to my etsy. if you find it anywhere else, it's been ripped off! and once these stupid bootlegs pop up, it's basically a never ending game of whack-a-mole trying to get them all taken down...

[lochlot]

damn werewolves and their liberal agenda

[tapeworrmart]

Panic Attack 🪩👔

[oscars-severed-arm]

He's doing so fine ❤️

[zivazivc]

bby floyd sleeping with their dad's vest

[propertyofjameswilson]

Just for you.

[hey-hey-j]

posting some of my unfinished comics just to get them out of my mind and because I still think the ideas have merit. Picked at this one for a while before deciding I just wasn't vibing with the compositions even though I really liked the emotional pacing, lol

I imagined this scenario taking place a good while after Band Together, when JD has mostly smoothed things over with the bros but has yet to actually say the words "I'm sorry" because dealing with guilt is hard and he hates the thought that those feelings will never really go away no matter how much he apologizes or how hard he tries to fix things and yadda yadda that's a rant for another post

anyway here's the script I was working off of because I still feel bad I didn't make it to that last bit of dialogue

[is-that-sand-in-my-waffles]

[cwahsohnt]

We knew it was coming, but it still hurts. Had a shitty 12-hour last night and came home to this. But I'm gonna go to bed and get up and do it again in 10 hours. Then hopefully not have another shitty 12 hours, because we've gotta repeat this with P tomorrow or Saturday, when I also have to work 12s overnight.

Might treat myself now and put on my Magda jersey, then cry myself to sleep in it. Have a good day, all.

[preqvelle]

🥺🥺 I've been holding off on this edit for so long, but now I can post it finally

[unnonexistence]

hermann thoughts: if i discredit newton and his approach enough, the martial won't give him the equipment for his kaiju drift, and i can protect him from himself. if he despises me for it, so be it. there is little i wouldn't sacrifice to see him safe.

newt thoughts: this is a Best Science competition and i have to Win

[buwheal]

[its-leethee]

4x01 // 1x06 // 3x01 // 4x09 // 6x08

Anyways thinking about all the times Rayla has been literally buried alive, but also how Callum did so metaphorically during her two years absence and after she returned.

He buried her memory, refusing to say her name out loud or think of her:

It was impossible to say her name out loud. Rayla. It still hurt. She was still gone, and Callum had no idea if she'd ever come back. Callum shook his head. He couldn't think about her. Not now.

--Reflections: Inheritance

And how after her return, he let his anger and confusion suppress his feelings of joy and relief that she was home and safe:

When she came back, I was so happy, but so mad at the same time. I wish I could just forgive her, but it, it, it's so hard.

When I-- When I... when I saw you standing there, I got flooded with so many feelings, I was so confused.

But avoiding his feelings didn't make the pain go away. The wound was still there, and now it was compounded with regret.

4x09 // 5x04 // 6x03

And while it seemed that Callum was going to succumb to despair, as Sol Regem did--

5x04 // 6x06

--he ultimately didn't lose hope, and found his one truth--

--his love for Rayla, which transcended any lingering anger and pain that was caused by her absence.

6x08 // 6x06