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every day I wake up and mourn the fact that DavidJacobsWould cleared their blog
#the amount of text… LOST#I know that a lot of it is still available on ao3 if you know what you’re looking for but it’s not the same#the hours I used to spend going through those posts#siiiiiiiiiiigh#everyone’s allowed to do what they want with their content#BUT PLEAAAAAAAAAASE ICOULDWRITEBOOKS PLEAAAAAAAAASE#my lost library of Alexandria#at least I still have JackKellyStories#my one and only I will never love anything as much as I love that blog#newsies#92sies#newsies 1992#david jacobs would
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No point in keeping up appearances anymore
#akechi goro#persona 5#p5r#ame draws#I love him an abnormal amount#text taken from a post that I’ve lost#either way#it’s really insane how much my perception of akechi has changed during the game#he’s so cool for that
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god tywin lannister deserved worse
just remembering elias death and i wanna puke and the way tywin talks about elia and what happened is so damn gross
but rip tommen and myrcella we all know what’s about to happen in the next book :/
the cycle of violence just keeps spinning and damn you tywin for beginning it
(i got a bit crazy in the tags 💀)
#rest in peace elia and rhaenys#i’m one of those crazy ppl who thinks jaqen h’ghar is aegon 💀#literally lost the teeny tiny amount of credibility i had#anyways i think doran’s in on it and i think rhaegar switched out asharas child for aegon paralleling the baby swap jon does#the pact made in braavos about viserys and dany marriages is a half truth half lie#and arianne being sent to faegon is simply doran testing his heir. if she messes up then whoever’s spying for doran will correct her#gerold dayne knows too much that’s why doran thinks he’s too dangerous#but this would make the dornish plot sooooo much more interesting and would show that no doran hasn’t been doing nothing#it would also automatically make the daynes more important#jaqen (aegon) was in kings landing to kill robert but got caught by varys. syrio was sent to find him. ned cleared out the black cells tho#saving aegon in the process. fun how we’re actually introduced to this character through lyanna starks mini me arya#aegon was able to kill robert with a boar tho so mission accomplished.#now he’s in old town trying to hatch his dragon egg. the stone beast taking flight in danys vision is aegon being symbolically depicted…#..as a spinx#i’m crazy delusional. but ppl who think faegon is actually aegon are even more delusional than me#plus the real aegon being alive fulfills the suns son part of quaithes warnings#i like this theory bc it makes the dorne plot more interesting and it explains whatever is going on with jaqen h’ghar cause he is sus#yes yes i know i’m delusional 💀 i just think it’d be a very interesting twist#kinda hoping no one sees this post at this point bc i know no one will take this theory well lol#i do think this theory can be supported by the text tho#and cerseis throw away line about ned stealing asharas baby would suddenly become peak foreshadowing#barristan comparign dany to ashara would also be peak foreshadowing bc ashara would take the place of gilly in this parallel and she was dis#dishonored by someone at harrenhall. likely aerys and then she turned to a stark probably brandon for comfort#tbh i think it was ashara who lied to brandon about what happened to lyanna. perhaps she was trying to mess with brandon’s wedding and#was trying to get back at rhaegar for humiliating elia at the tourney. i highly doubt it was baelish who lied to brandon cause brandon#has little reason to believe him and no reason to trust him. ashara tho? arthur daynes sister and elias lady in waiting? also his lover?#anyways varys the spider potentially stealing aegon away (if he did take a child it was the false aegon) is there to parallel the others#who ride ice spiders taking crasters sons. tbh i think it was aegon who decided he wanted to train as a faceless man so he could get revenge#on his own terms. and the sea lord of braavos at the time was in on it and helped aegon with his plans#the unveiling coming up is going to be a lot more important than arya just reclaiming her identity. yes im delusional lmao. rant over
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I get into phases where I'm embarrassed about my posts and I wanna run away from my blog LOL I know it's irrational and not that serious but I'm probably gonna set my queues further apart just so I'm not posting as much 😭 I love yall thank you to everyone who sticks around
#i lost an absurd amount of followers out of nowhere and i am already very self conscious about my interests lol#so i just wanted to let yall know im just spacing things out instead of disappearing completely lol#text post#vent kinda? im sorry lol i have issues
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I'm kind of glad "Davrin has a negative attitude towards the Dalish" is such a good meta-post litmus test
yeah, seeing that exact (false) sentiment three times in just as many days is somewhat aggravating, but it's still an overall good thing that just like that, in one sentence, someone can let me know exactly that their post is not actually worth reading, because they just plain did not listen to anything that was said in-game.
#squirrel plays datv#datv spoilers#long-suffering sigh; here we go again#i'd love to not be stuck defending the incredibly easily defensible actions of a man of color for once; but here we go again#liam kosta; dorian pavus; wyll ravengard; please greet your new friend; davrin lastname#i'm kind of alarmed by the incredible speed with which the original text is getting lost in interpretations tho#i'll never not be baffled by how someone interpreted “Uncle Eldrin let me try one as a lesson” as Eldrin “making him eat halla food”#and calling it abuse?????#that his uncle at one point said what most likely amounted to “lol i mean it won't kill you but it will suck; try it if you're so curious”?#and he tried a berry and had a shit time for roughly an hour#are we really gonna be speedrunning it like that????
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hosts in advanced denial.mp4
#milgran't#council posting#i must share this.#i made this today/last night bc i was going the fuck through it monday after therapy MFKDLFD#and this came to me in a vision. and i had to make it.#please enjoy...#really sad that since my computer exploded i lost my sony vegas crack. and i was having troublr finding another one#so i just used davinci#its fine but im just not used to it and also its got a lot less you can do :(#took me an embarrassing amount of time to figure out how to move text along with the video#also its kinda buggy??? for me??? for some reason??#idk it keeps just. fucking up. and inputting shit way more times than i click for#oh well. i figured it out in the end
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#all caps#vent#vent post#venting#text post#failure#fear of failure#low self worth#mental illness#<< admin tags#IM A FAILURE IM A FAILURE IM A FAILURE#I NEVER AMOUNTED TO ANYTHING#I CRUSHED MY FAMILYS DREAMS OF FINANCIAL SECURITY WITH MY SELFISHNESS#I THREW AWAY RELATIONSHIPS I CHERISHED JUST BECAUSE I WAS FUCKING SAD#I WORRY EVERY DAY IS THE DAY MY HUSBAND LEAVES ME#I STILL DONT HAVE KIDS OR A HOUSE OR EVEN A FUCKING DOG#I NEVER WENT TO GRAD SCHOOL#IM TOO SICK TO HAVE HOBBIES OUTSIDE MY OWN HOME#I CAN'T EVEN MAINTAIN MY HOME#THE ONLY THING I WAS EVER GOOD FOR WAS MY BRAINS BUT I LOST THEM#I HAVENT CREATED ANYTHING BEAUTIFUL OR PROFOUND OR WORTHWHILE#I HAVENT MADE BANK#I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING TO MEDICALLY TRANSITION#IVE NEVER KISSED A GIRL#I STILL CANT AFFORD TO VISIT MY NEPHEW#I STILL BARELY KNOW MY SISTER#I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE#SOMEONE LET ME OUT OF MY OWN HEAD I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
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Trying to be patient but would really love it if i had a therapy appointment scheduled by now.
#therapist texted me a week ago saying she has internet back and could schedule virtual visits now#(the office is very much gone though the practice is looking for a new location)#texted back same day saying i did want to schedule and gave some dates#i know she’s probably busy getting every client sorted out and there are probably some with more urgent needs#or maybe her internet isn’t completely stable yet#but i’m worried that she just forgot about me but i also don’t want to be pushy by texting again#i don’t know what do you do when you feel like you desperately need something but also don’t think your needs matter#or that you’re being a burden (asking for a paid appointment that was offered to you)#weird i was able to get a haircut before a therapy appointment considering my hair stylist like…literally lost her home#though i suppose that creates a greater need to get back to work asap#also apparently nothing offsets my money anxiety#me: if there was ever a time to pull a large amount out of savings to give to those in need it would be now#also me: i am going to financially ruin myself and also probably my whole family#me again: you should be giving MORE stop being SELFISH#[proceeds to enter into damned-if-you-do-damned-if-you-don’t anxiety spiral where i hate myself in five different ways at once]
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[this is for role play purpose only do not repost this anywhere, do not interact with this unless you are part of hollywoodheathq group]
#keeping up with Kylie ;; interactions#You did not wake up today to be mediocre ;; musings#mummy don't know daddy's getting hot ;; music box#eople only hear what they want to hear ;; gossip#my skin has turned to porcelain; to ivory; to steel ;; mirror#i'm needy give me all the attention ;; texting#I could talk about her till I'm blue in the face ;; Stormi Webster#Hugs can do great amounts of good ;; Aire Webster#There's nobody in the world that knows me better than my sister ;; Kendall Jenner#My sister and I truly are best friends ;; Kim Kardashian#A niece grows more precious as time goes by ;; Chicago West#My older sister is bossy like me ;; Kourtney Kardashian#One of my strongest allies has been my sister ;; Khloe Kardashian#A niece is a little of childhood that can never be lost ;; True Thompson#The Fabulous. The Dramatic. The Lord ;; Scott Disick
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[pulls up a chair w the director of 2015 rsc LLL] wait okay so what do YOU think love's labour's lost is about if you're, like, taking away the play's commentary on race and beauty standards and how that interacts with the wider "frivolity of romance" theme
#i mention the 2015 version bc that's the one i watched but this applies to my bestie (/neg) kenneth branagh As Well#rip guys one of the most interesting parts of the play but like gatekept behind the fact#that LLL is nobody's favorite play and also people keep whitewashing rosaline#love's labour's lost#ws#mm. the whole 'beauteous as ink' line.. 'much in the letters nothing in the praise'..#as in. rosaline agrees with the physical description of herself that berowne describes but not the overwhelming praise of her beauty#and how katherine like. is supposed to have blonde hair and rosy cheeks as opposed to rosaline#and of course that whole tirade where the guys make fun of rosaline for not being fair haired/fair skinned/etc to get back at berowne#there is a SOLID amount of evidence in the text pointing to rosaline being a black woman. like three or four obvious places#and i'm not surprised greg doran picked that up bc his productions are so detail oriented#and he really mines the text for meaning and relevance and everything.#but like he cant be the only person who picked that up.. or at the very least 'read the play and made this connection'#even if you cut all those lines (and i can understand why bc some of them are very very mean spirited)#wouldn't you at least still want to keep with the spirit of the play and not cast her as white ...?#shakespeare didn't have lots of canonically nonwhite characters in his plays.. rosaline is a lead character and the main love interest..#i'm just surprised at the lack of discussion around this. even if it's not as well known or liked as othello or anything
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oh i'm glad republicans also send texts like this lol
#like the amount of KENZIE... IT'S OVER. WE LOST. texts i'm getting from the dems is ridiculous lmfao#must work though i guess#i'm unsure how i got onto the republican text lists though#bc before this election i don't think i've ever gotten texts from ANY republicans at all#and now i'm getting ones from different cities and stuff too. like girl i can't even vote there?#like i know area code doesn't mean as much anymore but there's no reason to think i live 200 miles away from where i do#although this election the spam is WILD#never experienced this much in my life#like every 20 minutes i get a new one#which has not ever been my experience before
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s. s ave me, meoto…
#n o t me clinging to meoto to retain my sanity bc g o o d l o r d today was the worst#today was truly a very bad; very horrible day indeeeeeeed#man. today truly was a comedic tragedy in every way possible. i’d laugh if i were anyone else tbh#first i couldn’t start my workstation bc we were out of this cleaning acid thing.#t h e n this other branch lab sent over a precise amount of [reagent] that we needed to make the cleaning acid thing#*and* what’s worse was that they also demanded like. 1/5 of the acid we mixed. like bro. make it yourself mans.#but the worst part was when i tried to use a dropper to poke this sediment out of [tube i was supposed to be cleaning]#bUT THEN HALF OF THE DROPPER MELTED BC THAT BUGGER CAN’T HANDLE HIGH TEMPERATURES AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#stupid new droppers man. the old droppers could handle 100 degrees just fine. s o now the tube is clogged with melted plastic and it’s just.#life’s *really* great sometimes yk~~~~? (ʘ‿ʘ)#and so the night shift dude who came to take over the workstation against expectations seemed kinda pissed that i hadn’t started anything#and im just there. with my intestines wriggling about like internal abdominal worms. tryin not to cry in the face of my mistake.#while he’s fumin’ away like a freakin’ chimney or sth. like. man. no one asked you to take this workstation. you came here on your own. :(#anyway i ditched him and left for my break to calm myself down only to be approached by some random terribly lost middle aged to old lady#who was looking for directions to *somewhere* but she only spoke chinese aaaaaaaa#and i can’t read maps/i don’t even live in the area of my workplace so i have no idea if the lady managed to make it safely#but. lol. the lady showed me her message screen when she asked me for directions to her destination#and by pure coincidence the person she was texting is apparently related to someone with the same first name as me#the cons and cons of having common names man. i hope the lady managed to find her friend with the same name as me though lol#anyways. pls hw im begging. pls drop the crossfade for lxl birthday tmr i n e e d more meoto to carry on—#s o b s this is what im living for now ig. meoto………..
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one of my weirdly specific ideasguy wishes is making slugpups not despawn if you don't shelter with them, persisting in the world like other creatures
would be neat if combined with adult pups. slugcat neighbours...
#Text#Rain World downpour#now that i think about it slugpups despawning makes sense because they're dumb babies and probably have died. but it still would be cool#now imagine if slugnpcs had a functioning rep system beyond tamed and not tamed and one tried to hunt you down and kill you#what if after a certain amount of cycles the game made pups “grow” into the adults. like what if you lost a pup at GW and when you come bac#a couple dozen cycles later you see it all grown up killing the shit out of a lizard
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I wonder if there’s been any times in the PDs friendship where Ashe got really worried she fucked up and, since she probably hasn’t had the ability to keep friends for long at any point since her mom died, she probably assumed the others were gonna leave her and so she started isolating herself again as soon as she thought it to try and not let them be the ones to leave,,,
#I mean… isolations such a hard thing to overcome#she randomly stopped answering everyone’s texts and calls and probably left the groupchat#and everyone else is really confused and concerned#and they don’t understand what’s happening with her so they go over to her place and like basically break in probably#and they find her in her room freaking out and telling herself it’s gonna be ok and that she’s lost friends before#and that she can get herself through it again#ough#hurt myself with that one sorry guys#ofc they clear things up and it all ends happy but like… the amount that when she feels like she’s done wrong#she probably tries to cut them off so often because she’s so horrified of not only ending up alone again#but ending up alone because she messed up aroudn a group she finally felt loved and accepted in#jrwi#jrwi pd#prime defenders#ashe winters#jrwi prime defenders#moomins yapping<3
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tfw you tell him it's too dangerous to break into a yakuza office and he says to try using the front door.
Ko-fi Sketch
#Masaharu Kaito#Fumiya Sugiura#Judgment#Judge Eyes#Lost Judgment#I like em a normal amount#fan art#sketch commission#art commission#my art#it's digital#alt text embedded
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i WON'T CALL! for EIGHT YEARS! december the 24th, 2004. christmas eve. i promise. please, pen.
#text post#lost rewatch 2k24#crying.....it's a christmas episode.....#amazing the amount of stuff they fit into this episode
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