#the amazing devil rp meme

[jannwrites]

movie ask meme : JACOB'S LADDER (1990) directed by BRUCE JOEL RUBIN.

a selection of lines from the 1990 film jacob's ladder. modified slightly for rp purposes.

don't leave me.

yeah, you and everyone else.

fuck off! mind your own business!

i didn't want to wake you.

it is tomorrow. four a.m. how come you're so late?

why can't you remember their names?

they're biblical. they were prophets.

i don't let anybody call me that.

you're a real heathen, you know that, [name]?

you sold your soul, remember? that's what you told me.

is that the one who died?

sorry. it just took me by surprise. i didn't expect to see him this morning. god, what i wouldn't ...

he was the cutest little guy. like an angel, you know. he had this smile ...

i don't like things that make you cry.

it's amazing, huh [name]? your whole life, right in front of you.

they're gonna get me. they'll tear me to pieces.

i never hurt anybody when i was alive.

i don't understand you philosophers.

she said you were a son of a bitch and she regrets the day she set eyes on you.

i think she still loves you.

my brain is too small an organ to comprehend this chaos.

you know, you look like an angel, [name], an overgrown cherub. anyone ever tell you that?

this city is filled with creatures. everywhere.

they're like demons, [name].

it's the pressure, honey. that's all it is.

those guys tried to kill me tonight. they were aiming right at me.

says here the world's comin' to an end. the battle of heaven and hell they call it.

listen to me. i'm going out of my fucking mind here.

let me look at your hand.

according to this, you're already dead.

you are out of your mind, man. out of your fuckin' mind.

[name], you little devil. you never told me you could dance like that.

i wanna leave. get me out of here.

go to hell! go to hell, goddamn you!

if you go crazy on me you're goin' crazy by yourself. you understand?

there were all these demons and i was on fire.

i thought you said it was a nightmare?

i'm not going anywhere. i'm right here, [name].

come on, go back to sleep. you can still get a couple of hours.

you must have friends in high places, that's all i can say.

it's not worth it. you'll never win.

how many times can you die, huh?

god i hate this area. makes me nervous.

i'm not sure where i can talk anymore.

something's wrong, [name]. i don't know what it is but i can't talk to anybody about it.

you always used to listen, you know?

they've been followin' me. they're comin' outta the walls.

sometimes i think i'm just gonna jump outta my skin.

i don't know who they are, or what they are. but they're gonna get me and i'm scared, [name].

it's like i was coming apart at the seams.

they keep telling me i'm already dead, that they're gonna tear me apart, piece by piece, and throw me into the fire.

it's like they're crawling out of my brain.

he saw these creatures coming out of the woodwork. they were tryin' to get him, he said.

it's not worth goin' over again and again. whatever happened, happened. it's over.

i'm gettin' a headache just listenin' to you.

so tell me. am i still an angel?

this is your home. you're dead.

i'm not dead. i am not dead.

this is not a dream! this is my life.

i was in hell. i've been there. it's horrible. i don't want to die, [name].

you're a regular basket case, you know that?

you know what eckart said? the only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life; your memories, your attachments. they burn 'em all away.

they're not punishing you. they're freeing your soul.

i'm not here. you haven't seen me.

the truth can kill, my friend.

hey, i'm not the problem. you've got bigger problems than me.

don't fight it. it's your own mind. it's your own fears.

it's hard to believe that the world could be so hellish on day and like heaven the next.

i love you when you're angry.

hello, [name]. i knew you'd come here in the end.

your capacity for self-delusion is remarkable.

you're a real dreamer, you know that? only it's time to wake up.

if you're frightened of dying you'll see devils tearing you apart. if you've made your peace then they're angels freeing you from the world.

[the-delightful-temptation]

NAME: Sky

PRONOUNS: he/him

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: Discord. Tumblr dms suck

NAME OF MUSE(S): Ozzie(what a surprise)

EXPERIENCE / HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS)?: Fuck I don't remember. but probably around four years now. I took a year hiatus so it's like 3

BEST EXPERIENCE: Getting to know my mutuals and making friends. I met some amazing people here and people I talk every day. Even more than my friends here where I live. Love you all moots

RP PET PEEVES / DEAL-BREAKERS: People trying to force others to do something, too much drama and being mean to others. We're all here to have fun, let's enjoy each other.

MUSE PREFERENCES FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: All is fine. I like it all and a bit more.

PLOTS OR MEMES: I like plots, but only sometimes. Since I'm usually busy I like to have an idea on where my partner want to go. But sometimes I like seeing where our character takes us.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: I like both. Depends on how Ozzie is inspired and how my partner is writing. I tend to get demotivated when I write a big reply and I get a short in return. But I understand. When i'm too busy or not in the right mood I tend to go for short replies.

BEST TIME TO WRITE: In the morning I usually write a couple of replies, especially when I wake up in a good mood. And later at night when I'm back from gym and class.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): I put a lot of myself in Ozzie, the way to act and how he feels. this is why I tend to not write when I'm feeling sad because I want Ozzie to be the showman sexy devil he is. Just some parts I differ. But the ones who know me already noticed what is like him hehe

Tagged by: @infernal-feminae(Thanks dear^^)

Tagging: I'm late as always in this. So if you see this and haven't done this game. you're tagged! And don't you dare not do this game.

[just-somehuman]

INTRODUCTION I'M POSTING TWO YEARS AFTER I STARTED THIS BLOG LMAO ✨

Silly Wanderer header lol

A little about me ~☆

Names I go by: Nemo, Lune or my username on any social platform you find me on (there's a lot)🕺

Secret rp blog shhh: @the-embodiment-of-everything

Gender and sexuality: Female, heterosexual

Religion/faith: Christianity. Denomination: protestant - methodist.

Interests: music, composition, writing, reading, gaming, astronomy, genetic engineering, science in general lol, programming

Instruments I play: piano (11 years), recorder (7 years), saxophone (2 years). The hand drum was my first instrument (11 years ago) but I stopped playing it after I started the piano 😭

Fanfictions I write: Obey Me!, AyakashiRR, AOT, and Genshin fanfictions. They are most commonly angst, however I do have two psychological and supernatural horrors in the works!

Novels I write: I actually have no idea. It's just a variety, I guess. My personal favourite that I've written is a fable (made that one wayyy too dark for a children's story). Currently, I'm writing a science fiction book.

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Fandoms I'm actively in ~☆

Games:

- Obey Me!

- Obey Me! Nightbringer

- Ayakashi: Romance Reborn

- Genshin Impact

- Honkai Star Rail

- Starry Love

- Legend of the Phoenix

- Tamashi: Rise of Yokai

- MazM: Phantom of the Opera

- My Child Lebensborn

- Mysterious Forum and Seven Rumours

- Matsuro Palette

- Guilty Parade

- Project Sekai

- Life Gallery

- Cat Museum

- Fran Bow

- Iron Lung

- Mr Hopp's Playhouse

- No Players Online

- Sentient

- I also play Roblox btw 💀 I've only been playing Royale High lately though.

- All Over Me (Roblox)

- Jim's Computer (Roblox)

Animes:

- Attack on Titan

- Himouto! Umaru-Chan

- Haven't You Heard? I'm Sakamoto

- One Punch Man

- Junji Ito Collection

- School Babysitters

- Theater of Darkness: Yamishibai

- The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.

- Parasite: The Maxim

- Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba

- Kagewani

- Jujutsu Kaisen 0

- Orenchi no Furo Jijou

- I'm currently watching many, but these are all the ones I've finished

Web series:

- Vita Carnis

- The Walten Files

- Interface

- Mandela Catalogue/Magazine

- Ashur Gharavi

- brandon works

Other:

- Hallo Aus Berlin ❤

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- EKT

- EPIC: The Musical

Fandoms I'm not actively in ~☆

- Ikemen Vampire

- AFTERL!FE: The Sacred Kaleidoscope

- Midnight Cinderella

- Dangerous Fellows

- Mystic Messenger

- LoveUnholyc (dunno how to spell it 💀)

- Tears of Themis

- Vocaloid

- FNF

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Fandoms I'm interested in ~☆

- Twisted Wonderland

- Sally Face

- FNAF

- Omori

- The Backrooms

- Little Misfortune

- Little Nightmares

- Hazbin Hotel

- Danganronpa

- Undertale

- The Amazing Digital Circus

- Devil May Cry

- Final Fantasy

- Resident Evil

- my eyes deceive

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Content I post here ~☆

It's mainly Obey Me! and AyakashiRR, occasionally Genshin Impact or something else. I used to post a lot of AOT, I might get back into that. Anyways, what you can expect to find is:

- In game screenshots and my two cents 💀

- Memes/fake tweets

- Headcannons

- Fanfictions (mainly angst. I don't do NSFW)

- Theories. I theorise and over-analyse a lot 💀

- My rambling and ranting about random stuff 🤡

- SLANDER 💃

- Sometimes there's just completely random stuff that is completely out of place but whatever

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Other stuff I'm interested in ~☆

- Urban legends

- Paranormal stuff

- Internet mysteries

- True crime

- So you know Nexpo, Snarled's "Something Scary" volumes, Leminio, and the Infographics Show's serial killer videos? Yeah, that. All of that.

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This is just a summary of stuff. I've probably missed a lot since I'm focusing on not burning the brownies I have in the oven right now (it's my first time baking 💀) and I just wrote off the top of my head.

ANYWAYS, WELCOME TO MY BLOG. IF I WERE TO DESCRIBE IT IN A WORD, IT WOULD BE "CHAOTIC". OKAY BYE.

[icanttalkimhavingacrisis]

Introduction Post!!!

hi!! lovely to see you - won't you stay awhile?

the basics:

name: Joy, short for Jonathan

age: 18

pronouns: he/she/they

orientation: omnisexual, polyamory

gender identity: genderfluid and pangender!!

timezone: CET (GMT +1)

my tops:

musicians: Twenty One Pilots, Måneskin, Hozier, George Michael, Wham!, Bastille, P!ATD, Tally Hall, My Chemical Romance, The Oh Hellos, The Amazing Devil, Lemon Demon, Kwiat Jabłoni

songs: Lavish, Bourgeoisieses, This is Love, ANARCONNASSE, Too Sweet, Sunlight, Midwest Indigo, Routines in the Night, l'altra dimensione, tous les memes

fandoms: marauders era, the lunar chronicles, the good place, grishaverse (haven't read king of scars yet tho), the cruel prince, some musicals (mainly Hamilton), DDLC, FNAF (I haven't played the games but I do really like the lore and songs), WTNV, AGGGTM, TØP lore

books: the cruel prince trilogy, red white and royal blue, they both die at the end, aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe, the midnight library, six of crows duology, 1984, animal farm

shows/films: the good place, loki, moon knight, the umbrella academy, heartstopper, hazbin hotel, legally blonde, tick, tick, boom!, hamilton, howl's moving castle

Hobbies: writing, reading, cello, painting, writing my own songs, D&D

miscellaneous:

I'm a band kid, I write songs and plays and stories and books ^^

I finished writing a book recently!! You can read it on AO3 here. Let me know if you want a pdf or epub version, I'd be happy to share!!

hogwarts house: slytherin apparently

grisha order: durast

godly parent: Apollo

divergent faction: amity (born candor)

hunger games district: probably eleven

I'm obsessed with Welcome to Night Vale (mountains are fake y'all, they were made up by the government)(although I haven't listened to a lot of it...)(Still love it tho ^^)

I'm absolutely a yapper, and love meeting new people, so feel absolutely free to dm me if you wanna chat!! <3

please consider using tone tags, I dumb as all heck

I have two younger siblings!! A brother and a sister :>

my people:

@andytheoverthinker - husband, partner, beloved boyfriend <3

@evee-refuses-to-die - squirrel extraordinaire, sweetest lil' insomniac

@lyionly - genuinely the most talented artist I know, best bio partner

@bjcf23 - favourite cousin ever <33

@astroocti - my drummer friend :D

mutuals: @erraticprocrastinator-alt @jess-of-all-trades @finnslay @moonysfavoritetoast @cazzythefrogking @chatter-crow @def-not-kaz-brekker @chaosgremlinlivinginyourwalls @waitingonadeathgodtocallmeback @saivamp @lemon-cosmoscollection @gay-for-zoya @agenaroace-a-fucking-disgrace @finleyforevermore @kaithe-enby404 @currently-becoming-potatoes @catinasink @vintagetee13 @clodoveah @ghost-of-a-poet @viago-vamps @ddlcbrainrot @pan-anarcho @gremleyn @discoveredreality @blue-bell-icecream @xrinnihil @artemisiamezzanotte @drifter-gaming @stqrgirl3 @my-castles-crumbling @winters-rose-daughterofcain @elliots1stshadow @daydream-of-a-wallflower @razz-is-queer @blood-slushy @starcrossedmoony @celestialserenity24 @justafanbutcurious @37x3

WAHHHH I LOVE YOU ALL!!! MANY HUGS AND KISSES FROM MOI <333

final section!! my bullshit:

#jonny writes stuff - my writing

#joy has thoughts - I say stuff

#joy on fandoms - anything fandom related

#joy on volleyball - I rant about volleyball I guess?

#joy has a strange mum - about my mother (sometimes I rant, idk what to tell ya--)

#joy on music - anything music related

#joy has friends - about my irls <3

#joy is gay for andy - about my beloved bf

#joy gets asks - I respond to asks!! May take me a while tho-

#the witchy saga - I post about witchcraft apparently

@joywritesbutitsactuallymystories - sideblog where I repost my writing

@prongsiedadeerest - my James Potter rp sideblog

my poems

my novel

my carrd for further contact info!!:

ok lovelies, that's it!! thank you for being here <3

[rawrmeansmemes]

THE AMAZING DEVIL LYRICS.

All of these lyrics are from the album ‘The Horror and the Wild (2020).                Change anything as needed!

“When you call to me asleep”

“And I breathe not now”

“I know the kindest thing is to leave you alone”

“I could try to calm you down. But I know you won't.”

“I know the kindest thing is to never leave you alone”

“Every night I hear them howling deep beneath your bed.”

“They said it all comes down to you.”

“You were raised by wolves and voices.”

“You watch the stars hurl all their fundaments.”

“You are that space that’s in between every page, every chord and every screen.”

“We’re drunk but drinking.”

“You’re the words that I promise I don’t mean.”

“All the stones and kings of old will hear us screaming at the cold.”

“Give me back my heart you wingless thing.”

“I steal the hours and turn the night into day.”

“ Without you, I’m stronger, I’m no longer filled with wonder”

“ So one last time, love, come and rip my clothes off”

“ Let’s wander, till the fuckers demand an encore”

“ Come and rip off my socks like you’re blasting the locks off of a bank vault.”

“ Hold me, lover, like you used to”

“ We don’t know what’s out there”

“ Wear a raincoat or it’ll soak you to the bone”

“ And I love you, don’t you know”

“ Cause when it’s cold, I’ll wrap my scarf around you”

“ Get drunk for me, sing louder than you’ve sung for me”

“ When you were young, you’d kick things just to see if they would fall”

“ But I’ll stick up for you, even though you haven’t got a clue, you haven't got a fucking clue”

“I know you’re strong enough”

“How the fuck am I supposed to carry on without you here?”

“You look like I need a drink”

“I'm the hardest goodbye that you'll ever have to say”

“Every time that you fumble, I'm the laugh from the back”

“I promise you I'll be better”

“You brought me to this party but you left me here behind”

“So long to the person you begged me to be”

“Take up arms, take my hand, let us waltz for the dead”

“Goodbye to all my darkness, there's nothing here but light”

“It's what my heart just yearns to say in ways that can't be said”

“It's what's engraved upon my heart in letters deeply worn”

“Today I somehow understand the reason I was born”

“it’s not fair how much I love you”

“It’s not fair, 'cause you make me laugh when I'm actually really fucking cross at you for something”

“Cause darling I was born to press my head between your shoulder blades”

“And I chipped my teeth on every joke you cracked”

“You couldn’t lie then and you sure as hell can’t lie to me now”

“And for some reason you’ve painted the kitchen lime green”

“The minute I met you, the colours of my life began to pour”

“Don’t lie with your eyes, you know I despise that look”

“This isn’t a break up, dearheart, it’s a season finale”

“I'm the captain of courage that you've eternally lacked”

[puckrph]

"RUIN" BY THE AMAZING DEVIL SENTENCE STARTERS

taken from the 2021 album. feel free to change pronouns, etc. tw for mentions of alcohol use

SECRET WORLDS

' can you pass me the lighter, mate? ' ' give me your fire. ' ' you're always filming shit on that camera you nicked. ' ' it's my dad's. ' ' we can both barely stand! ' ' we hear our legends. they call. ' ' if i have to be who i was, do i have to be who i am? ' ' didn't the trees tell us their stories? ' ' i look at those secret worlds you call eyes and wonder if we might-- ' ' there's something changed. ' ' you were a king and his castle; i was every dirty rascal. ' ' i'd call as you climbed, and i'd catch you every time you fell. ' ' write me well, my love. write me weird, write me willing. write me well. ' ' we thought you were mental. ' ' on that tree, i'll carve your name, because in years to come we both know that we won't be the same. ' ' you asked me to climb. i never learned, but if you ask me for my fire, just watch me burn. ' ' welcome to ruin. '

THE CALLING

' back then, i was dauntless. ' ' i'd burn so bright it blinded. ' ' i walked into the river to wring those embers from my broken heart and broken liver. ' ' the light i thought was blinding brought me here. ' ' i look into the waters and see a face i don't understand. ' ' we're both unwanted daughters. ' ' shoulder the sky, open those eyes. ' ' i can't wait to show you how much i know you can be. ' ' can't you hear it howling? ' ' back then, i wasn't hopeful. ' ' now my ink's blood red, not black, and i'll blink like ripping envelopes in the hopes that you'll write back. ' ' i promise you: i'll write "i love you" with my fingers on your sleeping hand. ' ' when that fox howls, i'll howl with it; in its cries, i'll find an end. ' ' when i think i'm fine, you visit, and then you happen to me all over again. ' ' in the waters, i see a face i don't want. ' ' do you like my dress? it's got pockets. '

DRINKING SONG FOR THE SOCIALLY ANXIOUS

' i hope to god i'm not the first. ' ' i know i don't belong. ' ' my jokes are my armor, and my kindness is my sword. ' ' i do my best to breathe, but they're stealing all the air. ' ' all my steps too far keep saying "this is who you are." ' ' i should go home. ' ' i don't find this easy, like you. ' ' we're bursting at the seams because the noise is crushing us. we think it's so much worse than it seems. ' ' this is us, this is me, and this is how we're meant to be. ' ' your smile tells me i'm safe. ' ' if god makes us all in his image, then god's a fucking nerd. '

BLOSSOMS

' for a time, there is timelessness. ' ' to the dark, i said "pour," and forgot to say "when." ' ' the words that you wrote come back blacker than smoke. ' ' i'm so sorry, i've done it again. ' ' i make myself acquainted with the saint of never getting it right. ' ' every step i choose to take begins to set the world aflame. ' ' for the first time in all my life, i know i'm more than what i fear. ' ' you do not get to hurt me just because i asked you once if you were alright. ' ' that nice wine you were saving? it's saving me now. '

CHORDS

' remember today you are loved. ' ' they're still so small. i gave them everything. ' ' remember: they are safe. ' ' i forgot to pack them lunches! ' ' just tell them what your haggard mother told you long ago: pick your chords well, loves, but sing your notes off-key. ' ' they might laugh because you're leaving, but know we'll sing your name when you come home. ' ' remember: today, we did our best. ' ' i know they think i'm a nightmare. ' ' remember today: you're enough. ' ' please don't do this, my heart is breaking. ' ' we built our castles just to watch them wash away. ' ' hold my hand. ' ' life begins by leaving, and our love is shown in the letting go. ' ' know we'll always love you, even though you're leaving us behind. '

THE OLD WITCH SLEEP AND THE GOOD MAN GRACE

' i'm learning to be so much more than my tiredness. ' ' you don't have to be brilliant. ' ' they're ust shadows searching for light. they can't stay. ' ' tomorrow's jokes have yet to be laughed at or said. ' ' you are in the earth of me. ' ' i laugh because laughing, right now, it's all that i have. ' ' you're better than this. ' ' you're brave because they broke you, yet broken you still breathe. ' ' i'm all yours, but you're all mine. ' ' let's dance together, you and i. ' ' i'm not trapped with you, you see. you're the one who's trapped with me. ' ' don't you think i look pretty, curled up on this bathroom floor? ' ' where you see weakness, i see wit. ' ' sometimes i fall to pieces just to see what bits of me don't fit. ' ' when i stand, those folks will run and tell the tales of what i've become. they'll speak of me in whispered tones, and say my name like it shakes their bones. ' ' now i'm leading. doesn't that just scare you to death? '

RUIN

' i will bring you ruin in everything i do. it's never my intention, but it happens all the same. ' ' brick by brick you built us, and i'd fill in the cracks. ' ' i wish i'd done things different. i wish that i'd been brave. ' ' our mortar was your laughter. ' ' we didn't talk. we made universes out of bitten lips and broken hands. ' ' i make jokes to show how broken i really am. ' ' i promise to be patient. ' ' we'll burn a hundred theatres if it means we get the wallpaper right. ' ' i'll brick by brick rebuild us out of hows and whys, not whens. ' ' tomorrow, i'll be brave. you'll make me brave. '

INKPOT GODS

' these? these aren't tears. it's just the rain that wasn't brave enough to fall. ' ' what they hear isn't laughter after all. it's just your voice learning for once to stand up tall. ' ' you are so much more than all your scars. ' ' i will be the man my father never was. ' ' what you hear is not silence, it's just the trees waiting to hear what next you'll hum. ' ' what you see is not the dark, it's just the gods upturning inkpots because they know what you'll become. ' ' to those gods, i'll speak bluntly. ' ' if you ever touch or harm him... ' ' you might not fear a man, but to a woman by the end you'll kneel and plea. ' ' i'm more than what my mom told me to be. ' ' i don't know what to do, how to help you, how to bring you home. ' ' i wish i could take your hand. but where i'm going is for me, and me alone. ' ' if i don't make it back from where i've gone, just know i loved you all along. '

[starter-library]

THE AMAZING DEVIL’S THE HORROR AND THE WILD SENTENCE STARTERS

FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS/NAMES/PHRASING AS YOU SEE FIT

The Rockrose and the Thistle

“I know the kindest thing is to leave you alone”


“I've run out of my words, my song Just let me die”

“I could try to calm you down but I know you won’t”


“All the pins inside your fretted head and your muttered whens and hows, All your mother's weaves and your father's threads, Let me rob them of you now”


“I'll darn you back together when you think that you're bereft”


“I know the kindest thing- I pray to god it's the kindest thing- I know the kindest thing is to never leave you alone”


The Horror and the Wild

“You were raised by wolves and voices, every night I hear them howling deep beneath your bed”


“You are that space that’s in between every page, every chord and every screen”


“You are the driftwood and the rift, you’re the words that I promise I don’t mean”


“All the stones and kings of old will hear us screaming at the cold”


“Give me back my heart you wingless thing”


“Witness me, old man, I am the Wild”


“Fret not dear heart, let not them hear the mutterings of all your fears, the fluttering of all your wings”


“Welcome to the storm, I am thunder”


Wild Blue Yonder

“Without you, I’m stronger, I’m no longer filled with wonder”


“You told me I was younger, that I was filled with wonder. How wrong you were”


“For you, my lungs were pulled asunder”


“So one last time, love, come and rip my clothes off”


“Let’s wander, till the fuckers demand an encore”


“Hold me, lover, like you used to. So tight I’d bruise you”


“I surrender what was, what could have been”


“Don't you ever wonder, what could have been?”


“Come rest for the winter, wear my jumper all night long”


“Every brick you hurled, I’ll use to build this world”


Welly Boots

“What do you mean you’ve lost your scarlet welly boots, do y’know what they cost?”


“Wear a raincoat or it’ll soak you to the bone”


“Don’t you know that I’ll be with you all along, as long as you are kind”


“When it’s cold I’ll wrap my scarf around you”


“I swear, just because I left doesn’t mean that I’m not still there”


“I get to watch you grow up now and make me proud, make all of those mistakes that make me laugh- Oh darling lord, how you make me laugh”


“Get drunk for me, sing louder than you’ve sung for me, grow young each time that thunder in your lungs begins to rumble at the world”


“You were always strong, When you were young, you’d kick things just to see if they would fall”


“You were supposed to be my light and keep me safe against them all. How could you leave me here?”


“I know you’re strong enough to do this on your own”


“I’ve been so scared you left me here behind, do you not care?”


“How the fuck am I supposed to carry on without you here?”


Farewell Wanderlust

“You look like I need a drink”


“I’m the hardest goodbye that you’ll ever have to say”


“I promise you I’ll be better, I promise you I’ll try but like rubbing wine stains into rugs, it’s my curse to try and make it right, but by trying make it worse”


“I’m the heartbreak that aches far too much to be shunned all those letters unsent and that garden ungrown”


“So long to the person you begged me to be. She’s down, she’s dead”


“Might you allow me to slip into something more comfortable then?”


“Our gods have abandoned us, left us, instead take up arms, take my hand, let us waltz for the dead”


“I promise you I’m not broken, I promise you there’s more, more to come, more to reach for, more to hurl at the door”


“Goodbye to all my darkness, there’s nothing here but light adieu to all the faceless things that sleep with me at night”


“Now take a good long look at what you’ve done to me?”


Fair

 “It's what my heart just yearns to say in ways that can't be said”


“Cause outwardly, I try so hard to make you laugh at me"


"Oh, darling, please be mine"


“He curses at the world for leaving him behind, and he's falling out of touch”


“It's not fair, it’s not fair how much I love you. It’s not fair, 'cause you make me laugh when I'm actually really fucking cross at you for something”


“Oh, how, oh, how unreasonable- How unreasonably in love I am with everything you do”

“I spend my days so close to you 'cause if I'm standing here, maybe everyone will think I'm alright"


“I know exactly what I want and it's this life that we've created”


“If you asked me to, if you asked me, I would lose it all like petals in a storm”


“Darling I was born to press my head between your shoulder blades at night when light is fading”


“Dear heart, it's me, it's me- you don't need to pretend to be someone you’re not 'Cause it's not like I've never heard you fart and snore”


“I'm still here, love, like I've always been before”


“It's not fair, it's not fair how much I love you”


“Oh how, oh how unreasonable- How unreasonably in love I am with everything you do I'll spend my days so close to you 'cause if I'm standing here, Maybe everyone will think I'm cool”


“It's not fair, it's not fair how much I love you- It's not fair 'cause you make me ache, you bastard”


“Where have you been? I've waited oh so long for you to come”


The Unwanted Animal

“There’s a second wind coming as we lie here in our bed. It rattles the bones of our fathers carries whispers from the dead”


“You try so loud to love me I cannot seem to hear”


“If we join our hands in prayer enough to God I imagine it all starts to sound like applause”


“Place your hand in mine, How long can this last?”


“Well hello, my hollow Holofernes”


Marbles

“I chipped my teeth on every joke you cracked”


“You couldn’t lie then and you sure as hell can’t lie to me now”


“You stole the best years of my life”


“I will wait and hope and rest my head at night content knowing where my marbles went”


“Oh, if one more guy calls me darling then I swear to you and to god I will murder them all”


“You’re not flawed darling, you’re just a little under-rehearsed”


“I don’t know, but I’m here, I’m all yours, dear heart don’t cry”


“I’ve loved you, for a hundred years, Certainly fucking feels like it”


“The minute I met you, the colors of my life began to pour”


Battle Cries

“That drink, will it fix all those questions unasked?”


“Who’ll save you when you fall?”


“Who died and made you king of it all?”


“Tell the truth to me, love, does my hair look as nice as it did when it once tangled up in your eyes?”


“I’m done with your dreams, they won’t last”


“I feel hunger at last for the person 15-year-old me would be proud to have known”


“Place your smile in mine”


“But that breathing you hear, don't mistake it for sighs Don’t you realize? They’re just battle cries, dear”


“And these lines aren’t wrinkles, dearheart they’re just dollops of paint on a new work of art”


“With you, I could summon the gods and the stars, Watch them dance out the plays that we wrote from the heart”


“I won't leave without a fight”


“I’m going to binge watch a box set, drink wine, reminisce! This isn’t a break up, dear heart, it’s a season finale”

[dwarfstaralloy]

“ just let me die. ” ( @thecursedhellblazer - we already have a thread and I'm kinda on a semi hiatus because exams, but I saw the "send me memes" twice and I have Ray feels, so ^^" (feel free to ignore it!) also, this can be anything. Drunk speech, overdramatic reaction over some minor injury...or actual angst. Whatever you're in the mood for! )

meme: the amazing devil the horror and the wild lyrics memestatus: accepting (from mutuals)

There was a moment where Ray stared at the blonde in disbelief before, for once, he let his irritation bleed through his tone. “Are you serious? We did not just endure all of this crap for you to give up on me now.”

They were both hurt and exhausted, and Ray was pretty sure John’s magick use was adding to the way he seemed to be paler than usual, but if the other man thought Ray was leaving him behind, he had a whole other thing coming. Clearly, he had underestimated how stubborn Ray was. “If the universe hasn’t seen fit to let me die yet, then it sure as hell is not done with you, so come on, lean on me. We’re almost out.” That might have been an exaggeration, seeing as Ray did not know the way out, but anywhere was better than here, surrounded by bodies.

[writelikeyouarerunningoutof]

“ i know i don’t belong. ” (barney @ alec)

meme: the amazing devil love run lyrics memestatus: accepting (from mutuals)

“Ya think?” There was an exaggerated gesture at the older man, and then back at himself. And then Alec rolled his eyes, threw his hands up and turned around. “Whatever, man, we’ll figure this out somehow.”

[littlebennettbitch]

“ for all the things you wished you’d done. ”

meme: the amazing devil love run lyrics memestatus: accepting (from mutuals)

A soft sigh is all that escapes her lips before her gaze raises to meet his.The twist of her lips forms a wry smile, and she raises an eyebrow. “That’sa long list.” Bonnie can’t remember the last time she did something becauseshe wanted to, and not because someone else needed her to.

[misscammiedawn]

Hypno Asks Answered 1/5

Hi everyone.

I've been laid up recovering from a dental surgery and decided to type a bunch of words replying to an old Tumblr hypno ask meme which can be found here: https://at.tumblr.com/kallie-den/hypnosis-kink-asks/jzca6c5z6ke7 Post split into 5 for formatting reasons. I encourage asks, anon or otherwise. Feel free to probe if any answers intrigue.

With that said... let's go!

1. How long have you been into hypnosis?

Since I was a teenager at least. I used to fantasize about hypnotherapists taking me deep and asking me the truth to questions which were too emotionally complex for me to untangle myself. I used to stare out of windows and think of pendulums and grandfather clocks. I got into the hypnosis community when I was about 19 via Yahoo Groups and kinda followed the growth and pilgramage from platform to platform.

I guess I did kind of get the therapist honesty thing happen to me one time, but that's another story and you'll have to ask for it specifically.

2. Describe your first experience with hypnosis

I remember when I was young I couldn't really move my computer or stretch audio cables, so I needed to make a little cot for myself in the corner of the room. I was awful in my early days. Just listened to files without care for my safety. I just wanted an escape. I bought 45 minute files. I recall one framed like a bank heist with pink mist seeping into the vault of my brain to change things. Predated Inception, even. I was always scared neighbors would hear so I put the speakers on the ground and pulled headphones in and just slept away. I had tons of rituals in the early days, scented candles, boiling baths, anything to try and make it work better. I was AMAZING at visualizing back in those days. I would just get absorbed in the fantasy.

My first interactive partner was an RP buddy on Yahoo Groups who became my first Master. He kept me for about 5 years. I adored him. Did everything he wanted. Even to my own detriment. He was an awful human. I am ashamed I followed him.

My first IRL session was with the woman I married. There was the golden glow of an American sunset pouring through her window as the heaviness of a 12 hour journey across the planet to see her was catching up with me. Her parents were going to drop me off at the hotel to sleep. She thought she could keep me there with her if I fell asleep. She stroked my brow. Cooed for me to just relax. I sank into her lap. It was pure peace and serenity. She tells me she snuck in our first kiss while I was under.

3. Are there any TV shows/movies/books you liked when you were younger that you think got you into hypnosis?

There was like a Magic Block on TV when I was growing up. Masked Magician SECRETS UNVEALED, Sabrina the Teenage Witch and The Hypnotic World of Paul McKenna. I watched every week and was fascinated. I loved magic as a child. But it was all the mystic allure and not real. At least until one of my mum's friends was telling her about being on the McKenna show, a show where they hypnotize people in the audience and do skits. British Broadcast Standards do not allow the airing of any hypnosis so they always made it seem secret and taboo, hidden behind a blurry screen and mum's friend had THE SECRETS. So I listened (she had a Pepsi that night so couldn't go on stage) and was just fascinated. It was not just real magic, it was something that could work on anyone. That real person who was in my life had witnessed it and could have "gone under". I remember my obsession was born in the childish awe of that story.

4. Are you primarily a hypnotist or a subject?

My mood dictates. Some days I am the subbiest little kitten the world has ever seen, capable of flopping and eye rolling and swooning into deep hypnosis at the drop of a hat--- some days I am the most seductive creature alive and will tease and tantalize until my partner is a whimpering wreck pleading for my words.

I can be your angle or yuor devil.

5. Are you primarily a dom/me or a sub?

I am a collared sub and that does not change, no matter what mood I am in. @ladyruetha owns me. At present I do not own anyone and doubt that will change. But heavens when I make them mine, even for a brief moment, I'm sure they'd refer to me as a stunning domme.

6. What do you love about being hypnotised?

Oh so very much. The sweet tantalizing seductive allure, the way your senses are played with until you succumb to a wave of bliss, relaxation and sometimes euphoria. I love losing myself and finding a safety and disconnect from my own mind, I like finding a powerful connection in my trance partner, I love feeling cared for and controlled and kept. The way that the words stir things within my heart, change me, alter me, guide me. The way I can forget on command or rise on command or have my heart plucked and pulled. It's the extremes with none of the extreme. No danger. Just enticement. Pure and utter enticement.

7. What do you love about hypnotising people?

Yet more still… Ah, I can see each of my words or gestures being absorbed by them. I command their attention, control their perceptions, the push and pull is intoxicating. I love making a partner rigidly stiffen at my signal or collapse into a puddle at a whisper. I like my words causing trembling shudders and longing whimpers. I love feeling the dance and play between two people, building on a scene together and finding brilliant new inspirations and see just how they are received… especially when they decide how it could be improved. Hypnotizing people is so fun.

8. How do you feel when hypnotised?

It's a pleasant dissociation. When I dissociate because of environmental factors there's stress, there's a thin skinned feeling of every sense in my environment threatening my composure, there's a dangerous sense of being adrift and lost and what I would describe as a panic but with no emotion or urgency, to pull myself back and feeling incapable of doing so. It's like being knocked away from the spaceship of my mind and drifting out into the void with no tether, no aid and no way back. Somatically it feels like my brain is being pushed outside of my eyeballs, like my perception is a like charged magnet pressed against my eyeballs and pushing it outside of me. Hypnosis is--- surprisingly--- a lot like that. But it's calm and controlled. The external stressors fade away. There's a tether. There's a rope to my brain. There's a guide with me the entire way whether pre-recorded or live. It feels controlled, peaceful, serene. I ADORE that feeling. More than any feeling in the world.

9. How do you feel when you hypnotise someone else?

Electric. I simply cannot think of a better way to put it. My words are electric, my movements are electric, my energy is electric. I enter a flow state. A mini-trance of my own as I just allow my training and skill to take over and slide into the role of Miss Dawn like it was who I was the whole time and my life outside of these moments was just a playful act of pretend. I just feel in tune with the moment and let it propel me. I adore it.

[hana-akari]

@rubbarband​ sent: ☀✂✖

Salty munday meme || Accepting

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

When people expect you to carry them through the entire rp. Like when they give you literally nothing to work with. You right out this long, amazing post, and they give you a sentence at best back, and like their muse doesn’t even acknowledge yours. It’s basically you rping to a wall. Hate that. 

I hate being pressured for replies. I don’t like being stressed doing a hobby. I literally do this to get away from the fact I’m miserably disabled and basically trapped in a wheelchair. Don’t make my life more miserable. 

And uhhh, I don’t like it if you don’t trim your posts to a point. I get being stuck on mobile but it really sucks seeing a loooonnngggg line of like 50 replies uncut.

✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting?

I haven’t been involved with a lot of rp fandoms but I want you to know the pokemon one is a hot freaking mess. It’s like a lot of them just enjoy being offended/angry over petty stuff. God forbid you play a villain as an actual villain, suddenly that means you’re the devil and condone such actions. And the girl characters? They either get ignored or treated like a sex object.

It sucks man, because I made some ocs I really poured my heart and soul into but all the drama happening makes me want to not be on their blogs.

Also!!! If play a trans character?? People will avoid you like the plague like suddenly that makes the character undesirable. It like pisses me off so much. So I’ve taken to playing my characters on discord.

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

I remember the days when no one bothered editing their posts, or even used icons. Most themes were bare minimum. There was a lot less drama back then too. Like people just stayed in their lane mostly. Didn’t like a ship/content? Blacklist or unfollow and move on.

Now its like- If you’re involved/like a certain series or fandom it can literally cost you friendships. And if you like writing darker themes like horror and stuff people will lose their mind and treat you like you condone those actions. You can at least make one person mad by just existing anymore and it kinda sucks.

[drabbles-n-doodles]

30 Questions Meme

The rules are to answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs. I was tagged by @lazerswords! I probably won’t be actively tagging other ppl to do this because I suffer from the Anxiety(tm), but, anyone who sees this is welcome to steal it from me if they feel like it!

Name/Nickname: Emmett/Cupcake

Gender: he/they

Star Sign: Pisces

Height: 4′7, I am aware that I am shorter than Edward Elric. No, I do not require further comment on the matter. I’m 29 the short jokes are all old hat and I have heard most of them lmao.

Time/Date: Currently 1:56 PM, 12/22/2020

Birthday: 2/26/1991

Fav Bands: Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Imagine Dragons, The Mechanisms, The Amazing Devil, Bastille

Fav Solo Artist: Marina, Florence + The Machine, Barns Courtney, Hozier

Song Stuck in Your Head: surprisingly right now nothing, a small blessing because usually I have like a rotation going of tiktok audios that won’t let me have peace

Last Movie Watched: Lego Star Wars Holiday Special

Last Show Watch: The Mandalorian. Technically I’m still not caught up but only because I have seen spoilers and I KNOW it’s going to be sad and I’m not emotionally prepared yet

When did you create your blog: according to postlimit.com my first post was on Tue, 03 Dec 2019 16:14:49 -0500, so about 13 months ago, aka just over a year. This, however, is not my first tumblr account, just my most recent. My first account is around 8 years old, I joined in 2012 lol so that blog is around 8 years old. I don’t use that one anymore, tho

What do I post: Mostly FMA and Star Wars rn, occasionally other fandoms pop in along with writing and art tips/tutorials, a lot of personal fanart too. My blog is a melting pot tbh.

What was the last thing I googled: “how to find out how old your tumblr blog is”

Other Blogs: *sweats* I mean I have a LOT of sideblogs, mostly for rp, but I guess I can list them here lmao. @avarice-inclined, @flames-and-starlight, @first-homunculus, @young-lord, @corvus-whispers, @ishval-scholar, @parva-amicus, @kaer-morhen-wolf, @many-ages, @sugaan-essena, i have a couple more but I’m not currently as active on them so

Do I get asks: not very often, actually, once in a blue moon I’ll get a drawing request ask, but other than that I probably just don’t have enough followers lol

Why i chose my url: My original main intent for this blog was for it to be expressly only for my art and writing, but I always end up just reblogging whatever I feel like onto my personal

Following: 2,713

Followers: 153

Average Hours of Sleep: 4-6, sometimes less depending on how my insomnia is acting

Lucky number: 8

Instruments: Piano, and sort of ocarina, but only because I’m a nerd that bought a zelda one at a ren faire and was obsessed with learning how to play zelda’s lullaby on it. Granted that’s like the only song I know but it still counts, right?

What I'm wearing: blue fuzzy stretchy pants and a Drew McIntyre shirt

Dream Job: I... Don’t actually know. I used to really want to do something involving art but that, that proved to be beyond my reach so i don’t really have one anymore. Which sounds bad, I know, but like, I don’t feel the need to monetize my skills/hobbies and I know the moment I try doing that it’ll start feeling like a job and it won’t be as fun to do anymore

Dream Trip: Idk, I’d like to one day visit New Zealand

Fav Food: almost anything with noodles. I... Really love pasta

Nationality: American 

Fav Song: I cannot possibly be able to choose just one

Last Book: I don’t even remember the last time I touched a book, let alone read one

Top Three fictional universes to live in: FMA, Star Wars, LoTR

some of these were actually kind of hard to answer lol, and, again, if you see this and want to do it consider yourself tagged!

[godlivesonthemoon-archived]

@perpetualconfusion18

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⚜ -

Munday meme (not accepting anymore) 

⚖ - Opinions on the fandom your muse belong to? 

Honestly? I adore the One Piece fandom with all my heart! Before I made this blog, I had a fantastic experience writing headcanons and scenarios and the community has always been kind, understanding, cheerful! When I arrived a year ago among the RP fandom, I was literally overwhelmed and thrilled to discover so many amazing RP partners?!

I felt welcome, understood, discovering not only a rather chill fandom, but also people who are willing to develop OP’s characters and to explore new sides of their muses. I’m having a blast here, and I’m definitely staying around, because I feel at home right here ❤︎

⚜ - If you role play more than one muse, do you have a favorite?

I’m currently actively RPing with three muses, and it would be biased to say that I have a favorite, since they all bring different vibes and experiences... But Enel will be my one special muse? (I promise he’s not pulling death threats for once! I’m speaking freely!)

Surely, it’s hard sometimes to dig in his head and muse with him, especially when he’s having his own problematic character and all those cruel and egocentric behaviors, yet, I share a special bond with him. Enel comes almost too naturally for me, he’s easily awakening when I read answers from my RP partners, and writing through him helped me during one of the darkest period of my life. For that, and despite his atrocious demeanors, I really believe he gained his forever spot in my heart.

Also *cough* I might have a tattoo on my calf with his devil fruit and his drums... *cough*.

[dwarfstaralloy]

“ if I’m standing here maybe everyone will think I’m alright. ” - from @smoakinn

meme: the amazing devil the horror and the wild lyrics memestatus: accepting (from mutuals)

A frown crossed his lips. A furrow formed between his eyebrows.Ray cast a glance over at Felicity, who was not meeting his eyes.“Hey.” He paused, waiting to see if she would react to him. Shedid not, and Ray reached out. Paused before his hand could touchher. Hesitated, hand hovering over her arm. “Hey, what’s wrong?You can talk to me. You know that, right?”

[thememcry]

-> Mun meme <-

Repost rather than reblog, thanks!

Basics

name (or preferred online name): kay, kerrigan. age: 30. birthday: february 24. country: usa. fluent in: english, sarcasm.

Writing details:

preferred genres/tropes/aus: horror, angst, psychological, thriller, dark genres in general, romance. disliked genres/tropes/aus: college life / school life stuff gets boring really fast. certain kinds of fluff are really boring (like ... fluffy scenarios where you have to write out like, a dinner scene between people. you don’t have to describe every forkful unless it has something to do with the rest of the reply). that kind of junk. and typically like ... pregnancy stuff, but only because it’s always a trope of itself. every plot bunny thing you see in the tags regarding pregnancy is always the same shit and that’s not fun? i don’t mind writing a muse being pregnant, etc but ... just --- it’s not a plot? it’s just something that happens? preferred writing styles: multiple paragraphs to novellas. one-liners usually lead nowhere, they’re good for crack but unless we’re planning on quickly branching that into something bigger, it kind of feels like a waste of time? also, as everyone else said, purple prose. a nice new word to describe things is great every so often but if you’re literally using the thesaurus on every other word then you should stop. you’re not tolkien, and even he was annoying with it sometimes. personal icon preferences (do you use them? do you prefer certain sizes? ect.): i do use them, but i have no issue with not using them. sometimes you just don’t have the resource available and that’s okay. i’m cool with any size but once you get below 100x100 it’s pointless. your 15x15 icon with 300 lines indenting it inward that has a psd relative to the kfc secret recipe is an eyesore, sorry to tell you. partners icon preferences (do you prefer your partners to have certain icon styles or not care?): again, i don’t really care. but if your icon is as above mentioned and i can’t even make out what it’s supposed to be ... then you’re just telling me you care more about aesthetic than writing and we’re probably not going to jive. a nice psd is fine but jfc if it’s so crispy or color-oriented that i can’t tell what’s in the icon, what’s the fucking point?? any other details about your writing preferences you want to include: when you format your post to have sub, sup, double small, 379 spaces and && of 200 different colors, it looks a bit pretentious. you do you, but if the formatting drops when i reply to you then ... that’s pretty great. easier for me to read. my eyesight is not getting any better in my old age.

Get to know me:

what fandoms do you consider yourself a part of, even outside of this blog?: honestly, anything? uh ... this is my first step into an actual fandom, before this i was strictly indie and before that i was always apart of group role plays. so most things? i’m in the process of setting up a multi muse so anything there that my muses are from? so uh ... silent hill, resident evil, harry potter, rainbow 6, star wars, diablo, the witcher, orphan black, dragon age, devil may cry, mass effect, the punisher, probably a lot more. what fandoms are you entirely uninterested in?: supernatural (the tv show), the vampire diaries and all 800 spin-offs, the riverdale & sabrina things, uhh ... stephen universe, rwby ... that kind of stuff. just doesn’t tickle my fancy. i like aspects of some of them (give me a good vampire au any day) but ... not the way those shows went about it. favourite foods: steak, as rare as humanly possible. soups, good pasta dishes. that sort of stuff. favourite drinks: tea, water, arnold palmer kind drink. hobbies: writing, video games, character development, sleep, being bad at art and photoshop. list ten things you want to do in the future: be healthy, get a place with my better half, finish school, get a job i actually like, be financially stable, get a cat. that’s it. i don’t have 4 more. what do you wish would change in the rp community?: just because you don’t like what someone is writing doesn’t mean it needs to be put in a callout post. if it’s not illegal or harmful to anyone, just go away and let them do it. i don’t want to read about why you dislike it. also anon hate. just stop. you’re acting like a child. unfollow / block the person and move on. let them do their thing. i see too many of my followers getting anon hate for stupid shit. like their lifestyle choices? dude, who the fuck cares how someone is ooc? let them be that and leave them alone. what does it concern you? what are some of the things you love about the rp community?: i’ve met some incredible people here. i met my best friend in a group rp like 8-9 years ago. i met some amazing people now. i cherish every single friendship i’ve made, for those who have dared get to know me. i wouldn’t trade that for anything. anything else you’d like to add?: my name is kay and this has been the disney channel.