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Hokage sarada 🔥

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i am so lonely 

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Mitsusara as haku and chihiro from spirited away 💙❤

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to be loved by you; happy sasusaku canon day [11/05] 🤍

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Sakura slid down the headboard a bit. Slumping a little more. She could see darkness starting to invade her vision. All she wanted to do was embrace it and pass out. Everything hurt so much. She could physically feel her organs being damaged and repaired at the same time. Hurt worse than the three times she gave birth. And all three of her babies had fat heads that nearly tore her in two. Honestly, she would happily give birth ten more times back to back if she never had to experience this level of pain again.

There was a nice layer of sweat that covered her flushed body. It felt like she was burning up from the inside. Sakura wasn’t sure if it was from Sasori’s poison or from whatever she was poisoned from before. Everything in her was begging for her to let the darkness take her but she worried if she passed out, she would either not wake up again, or end up in a coma. Both options would leave Sasori as the single parent, something she didn’t want. She just had to focus on talking.

Tears started to sting the corner of her eyes, more blood bubbled up from her mouth making her cough. She wiped her mouth with the back of her coat. It was already ruined so there was no point worrying about it,

“I fuckin’ hates mah job… I miss outs on ebry thing! Feels like da kids know yous more dan me!” She basically got to see them in the morning and maybe right before they went to bed, the rest of the day they were entirely around Sasori or Ino if she wanted aunty time. It was killing her. Now she was starting to softly cry,

“Whats eben the fuckin’ point? No ones eben respects me!I dos so much for dis god awful village and whats do I gets? Poisoned! Because I wouldn’t fucks somes asshole! Ib aways been in fuckin’ Naruto’s and Sasuke’s shadow!” Sakura choked up more blood as she got worked up, coughing a few times into the sleeve of her coat,

“No ones has evber lets me lib it down that Sasuke fucked mes while I was drunk… Is didn’t eben know he cames in me until I founds out I was pregnant. I was fucking nineteen! I neber gots a chance to lib! Wents straight from war, tos a single moms, and in charge ofs the medical devision! I was workings while I was in labor!” It was miserable. A major reason why she refused to give birth to the twins at work. She just didn’t want to deal with it all,

“I worked withs Swada strapped to my chest… Nows I might miss outs on important moments in the twins’ life!” Sakura coughed into her coat again, then wiped tears and blood off her face,

“I shoulds quit.” She looked serious as she said that, “Watch thems try to survives without me. Coulds just makes and sells drugs to makes moneys. Or maybes kill my parents. Makes is looks like an accident… Their money would be the most useful things they’ve eber done for me.” Sakura’s tired eyes moved over to look at Sasori,

“Theys all thinks I’ma sluts… Mah parents, da village, ebry one. All cuz I’ms unmarried wiff thwee babies. People always ask fors sex froms me… They thinks I’ms easy. Dats why dis happened.” More coughs left her,

“I hopes our babies neber have to deal wit this… I’ll burn dis dump to the grounds. I wants them to lib a happy, normal life. I wants them to be lobed in a way I was neber. I’m so happy Daddy stayed for them.”

Sakura gave him a happy, lopsided grin. To this day, she wasn’t sure why he stayed after the countless other women he pumped and dumped. What made her so special? Surely he’s produced other red headed babies before. She should think so deeply on it. Just be happy he was there and even better, they were getting along now. No longer did he look at her with disgust. Most of the arguments they get in now was more playful banter rather than an actual fight.

Her body slid down the headboard a little more, “Daddy… I hurts so much. I wants to sleeps. Its so hard to fights it.”

"Mmmhmm." Sasori hummed at what Sakura was saying. Though, truth was, he wasn't listening. He was getting her to talk because so long as she was talking, she was conscious, and the second she was no longer conscious, they would have an issue.

"The kids ain't gonna see you." Ino had picked up the twins for an "auntie day" and Sarada was...somewhere. Sasori wasn't too sure. She didn't tell him much of her whereabouts, but Sasori didn't ask since she was a big girl that could take care of herself. He seriously doubted she was getting herself in trouble, either. Girl was as clean as it came and a little oblivious, but she got that from the Uchiha blood in her.

Speaking of the kids, Sasori was glad they weren't here, too, to see their mother, not just puking blood and other bodily fluids, but half-naked as she ripped off her shirt--a fact Sasori would have appreciated more if Sakura wasn't in the middle dying. There was a time and place for dirty thoughts and they weren't now.

"You could use the rest," Sakura worked herself ruggard. Felt like every day, she was coming home late, sometimes as late as midnight, and then was gone by dawn the next morning. A week off of bedrest could do her a lot of good. Plus, it would give him a break--he meant--the babies would love to have their mother all day. Yes, that. "You know how paranoid I've been about the twins takin' their first steps or sayin' their first words without you here?"

It was dumb but true. Saori and Sorell were entering that age range to start walking and talking, and Sasori had basically done everything to prevent them so Sakura could see. She'd be heartbroken to know she missed it. He didn't know how long he could delay them, however. Especially Saori. Every time he told her not to think about getting up or talking, she'd have this evil little smirk to her. Sorell had tried getting up a few times, but nothing a gentle push onto a pillow didn't solve.

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sasosaku month 2023 day 2: "be honest... did you really think this through?"

there are moments where they seemingly make the impossible possible and there are moments where they share 3 lukewarm brain cells

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@hatredcurse replied: "Pretty sure it's gluttony for eating all my snacks."

"You have no proof that was me... It could'a been a stray cat or something." Now she feels called out.

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"I'm pretty sure my biggest sin is wrath not lust. I'm literally known for my temper."

Feels a bit offended that everyone is making her out to be a horn dog.

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sasosaku month 2023 day 4: royalty

chiyo marries off her depressed little grandson because of her advanced age concerns and mebuki marries off her shy little daughter for stability

swan lake au ofc, although i am a derek hater and i believe these two should be glorified roommates for the first three years. we all hope they decide to lower taxes

ref

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"Mama said you were a well known and respected artist at our age. Was it for your puppets, Papa?" Sakura just left out all the murder and the fact that Sasori made puppets out of humans from Saori. She just left Saori thinking the best out of her dad. Even if sometimes Sakura made him out to be a lame nerd,

"Sometimes I feel not special compared to you and Mama. You both achieved so much by my age and I'm... The weird quiet kid." A small frown lowered on her lips. She completely grazed over the fact she had the highest marks in her class and had amazing chakra control like Sakura,

"I'm sure that makes Oneesan happy! I heard that her Papa has returned to the village and is training someone else. Everyone has been talking about it."

"I was not chaotic; I was a bloody angel when I was your age." Wait, was that during the Third World War? Ok, nevermind. Maybe Sasori was a little chaotic, but it was war! Kids these days have it easy. And he was glad for that. He couldn't imagine Saori and Sorell going through what he did at their age. Ok, maybe Sorell. Boy could live to learn some discipline. The next stop was Boot Camp for him if he didn't stop his shenanigans.

"Sarada is my favourite step-daughter," Because he knew for a fact he didn't have any other step-daughters. Daughters, on the other hand...but Saori didn't need to know that.

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@avengernomore replied: "I would say all sins." Sasuke don't tease her.

"Why do you think the worst of me???" Sakura pouted a small bit, "I'm not very prideful, or greedy, and I work to much to be considered a sloth." If anything, she thought pretty lowly of herself for the most part, "Okay maybe I can be a bit greedy when it comes to you but you're my future husband, I'm allowed to be!"

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@heroicgenerations replied: "It said I'm Satan! We're the perfect match, Sakura-chan!" Naruto declared lovingly.

"You're the biggest perv I know, but I wouldn't say you're Satan." Even if technically he had a demon inside him, "Dummy! We've always been the perfect match!" A wide grin spread across her face.

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Sakura let out a laugh as he pinched her side. Not enough to hurt her but enough to get his revenge. It made her squirm a small bit as she pushed his hand away,

"Maybe I am a little. I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself. It's so fun to get you worked up." She stepped a bit closer to him, brushing some hair from his face,

"I'll let you be my pure, innocent husband for now. I think I've teased you enough.~" She playfully pinched his cheek, then leaned in to whisper to him, "Even if you were the one that took my purity away.~"

He rips his hand away only to avoid getting leather polish in her mouth. It was too late, anyways.

" Sakura, no. " A long, long sigh of defeat, " you're getting your kicks out of this, aren't you? "

He was already reaching to pinch her side in revenge. How dare she ruin his purity. He was so close to Amitābha he could taste it.

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Happy SasoSaku month! The event is in the discord this year, so check it out and read the rules!

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She let out a laugh, then ran her tongue all over his hand to get it off her face,

"No shame in a married couple having a healthy sexual relationship... That is unless you're ashamed of being with me." Her bottom lip pushed out in a small pout.

Slaps an IMMEDIATE HAND over her mouth.

" ............................................... Don't say such things so loud. "

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Sakura is all sins combined.

"I wouldn't say all sins..."

Some of them don't fit her.