#the 1st dream was nice and I was very happy for them but the 2nd one was a bit of a scare ngl xD

[lieutenantselnia]

Dreams I recently had that involved my tumblr mutuals in some way:

One came out as panromantic and demisexual, and that's literally the only thing I remember about the dream. Zero other context, I have no idea whether they told me in person, whether it was over a dm or they posted publicly it on their blog, I just know that they did.

Another one made an announcement that they stopped shipping with their main f/o completely out of nowhere, and I felt so devastated about it that I had to check whether this actually happened right after waking up.

[mavcancees]

sapnap branching out and being the one to bridge communities makes me so happy for two very distinct reasons:

1st - i love that he’s doing his own thing and gaining a different audience + new cc buddies to hang out with and have fun when doing content, i feel like he’s always been trying to gain a different type of community but now i feel like it’s finally being a successful one that’s very alike and overlaps with his already established one

2nd - i feel like it’s almost a poetic continuation of what dream wanted to do but couldn’t bc of outside factors, idk seeing the little brother of the dteam go out and continue a lost legacy that sadly had to be abandoned makes me emotional idk in the end the dteam really actually are bridging these gaps instead of burning them down unlike other creators (i heard that Q’s community is attacking an ex-qsmp cc bc he used a translator for his server 💀)

sorry to bring up the devil but seeing back all the qsmp shit and how he behaves now and what he's doing you can so obviously tell that to him it was a cashgrab and didn't give a shit about "bridging communities" and multiculturalism. he was and still is just a weirdo

sapnap and sylvee by their own are doing something that he never managed to do in the year and so that he wasted on that project. no budget no scandals no baity lore. just being nice people and genuinely giving a fuck

i pick up my sibling (12) from school and i never heard anything about q come out of the kids' mouths. they loved dream then. now sapnap is all the rage with them because farfadox and spreen are super popular and he's an english friend of them that's rich and has many pc's ( SO cool according to them ) and they looove him so bad

i'm happy with the way things ended even if the road was so rocky. they earned this

[sirenjose]

Joseph Theories

(Sorry for the repost, but I wanted to write this up a bit more nicely, and add a few other ideas to it)

TLDR:

Main Story connection

Related to someone else like Mary Kreiburg for Mary

5th birthday portraits

The “hunter” mentioned by Alice?

Joseph wanting to bring back Claude parallels the Orpheus myth

Connections to Count Barriere?

1. Main Story connection

Both Joseph and Orpheus lived happy lives until, while still young, it was taken away due to a bloody tragedy that led to the death of someone(s) close to them, as well as the loss of their home (for a time at least).

They are destroyed by this loss and begin carrying out experiments due to their inability to move past their grief and sorrow, experiments whose intent seems to involve the tragedy or somehow changing the source of their grief.

For Joseph, this is his desire to bring Claude back as well as prevent people from dying.

For Orpheus, this may be to change his or Alice’s memories of the tragedy, maybe to forget, maybe to change a certain part of it, but we still aren’t completely sure what his end goal is.

Both Joseph and Orpheus have a large manor (with other workers) they invite people to for their experiments that end up going missing, which causes rumors to spread. Joseph’s deadly invitation is also very reminiscent of the invitations Orpheus sends out.

And then there’s the mention of the “darkroom in the basement” Joseph spends much of his time in, which could connect to the basement (which is very dark) we visit in Oletus Manor where Orpheus keeps his drugs.

Eventually, something happens that ends their experiments.

For Joseph, it was due to a mob attacking his manor, though they never find him as he has already disappeared.

For Orpheus, it was due to a fire starting during the final game, after which he loses all his memories.

Not to mention how both Joseph and Orpheus are driven by memories.

For Joseph, we see this very well with his 1st letter. All he can think about is Claude, his fear of forgetting, and his desire to keep people (including Joseph) from dying like Claude (“Someone must remember”).

Orpheus we know is haunted by the tragedy, and feels immense guilt for Alice’s parents’ deaths (we know from Bonbon's deduction 4 that he helped them to some degree by taking some "valuable items" cuz of their greed. We know from Alice’s letter to Orpheus in the 2nd anniversary pack that their deaths (and his desire to save Alice) is his driving force. We even know how important memory is to him considering 2 of his drugs involve making people forget or “reconstructing��� memories.

Both had someone that attempted, but failed, to convince them to stop or to change their minds.

For Joseph, this was Elliot, who tried to talk to Joseph about “the meaning of life and time”, the things Joseph sought to escape from.

For Orpheus, this was Alice, who tried to get Orpheus to stop his experiments and to “please don’t blame yourself for father and mother’s death”. Both Elliot and Alice are ignored, with Elliot potentially trapped in Joseph’s “eternal kingdom” (camera world). Alice is potentially trapped in a similar way based on her letter to Orpheus in the 2nd anniversary package, where she tells him “I’ll find a way to escape from the prison that locks me in and find my only remaining family member in this world”.

Considering Yidhra’s connection to Darkwoods/The Forest of No Return, where the final game took place, not to mention Alice’s potential connection to Miss Nightingale, who has only ever appeared in Orpheus’ dreams (or in the Illusion Hall, which is likely still a dream), could mean Alice, as well as others that disappeared at the manor, at least the others that were involved in the final game, may be trapped in Yidhra’s dreamlands.

And speaking of Alice, it’s also interesting that both her and Joseph are the only ones who use cameras. Joseph traps people souls in photos when he takes a picture, while with Alice we see an apparition of young Orpheus when she takes a picture.

2. Related to someone else

Joseph and Mary’s stories (backstories/deductions) are closely connected.

Mary we know ended up being involved through Mary Kreiburg, who Frederick is tied to and thus why Alice imagined him as Mary.

With Joseph’s connections to the main story and Orpheus, as well as to Mary herself, it feels like there’s a good chance something similar will happen to him.

Meaning, we may not see literal Joseph as a character in the main story, but we will see someone likened to or similar to him that will be in the story. And considering Joseph is actually very old, it is possible whoever he ends up being tied to could be an older character.

3. 5th birthday portraits

Another theory is that the character portraits (furniture) we get from a character’s 5th birthday could’ve been taken by Joseph himself.

We know he had a wall of portraits in his manor with many “lifelike” people that the mob saw as the ran into his manor based on his backstory. We also know Joseph’s goal involved saving people from death or, in Claude’s case, bringing them back to life. By taking a photo, he can trap a soul in that photo, their body seemingly going missing, which may have been what he did to himself before the mob could reach him.

We also know that no one else, or any bodies, were ever found besides Orpheus after the final game. We know Orpheus wouldn’t have had time to make any bodies disappear during the final game, so at least those should’ve been somewhere, but they weren’t. And there were Burke, Bane, and Bonbon, who worked for Orpheus, who weren’t found either. So it seems possible something strange might’ve happened.

Though Orpheus should also get a portrait for his 5th birthday too, and we know he isn’t trapped in a photo in the present. Unless something happened as he was traveling to the manor, or while he was there.

And you’d think if there was a fire, that might’ve burned any portraits in the manor, though we can see in the present there’s still a lot in the manor that looks in fair condition, so that could imply the portraits would be fine too.

4. The “hunter” referenced by Alice in the 2nd anniversary package

In the 2nd anniversary package, Alice mentions potentially using “death” or “that ‘hunter’”. Joseph is a hunter who is connected to “death” as well as a way to avoid actually dying via his camera.

If he is connected to the main story and potentially appears in it at all like Mary did, maybe he could end up helping Alice somehow.

There are other options, including Yidhra who is connected to Darkwoods, as well as Fool's Gold and Hunter Melly, who were there in the final game with her, especially if Alice ends up working with Norton and Melly to deal with Orpheus, but Joseph could make sense too.

5. Joseph parallels the Orpheus myth

It’s interesting how Joseph's desire to bring Claude back parallels Orpheus in the original Greek myth and his desire to bring Eurydice back from the dead by leading her out of the underworld.

For Joseph, instead of the underworld, he’s using his “eternal kingdom”/camera world experiments to try to bring Claude back. Orpheus fails when he turns around to look at her, causing him to lose Eurydice forever. Joseph we know via his 4th letter that he hasn’t been completely successful. Orpheus we know was “looking back” because he feared he was (depending on the version you read), either afraid he was being tricked, that she wasn’t following him, or was so elated at being able to see her again that he couldn’t resist looking back. Joseph we know is messing with life/time trying to stop death, not to mention Joseph doesn’t want to move forward, either with his life, in time, or away from his memories of Claude.

6. Joseph’s manor = Oletus Manor?

This is a simple theory. What if the manor Joseph lived in, during his deductions, the one he carried his experiments out in, was Oletus Manor?

We know from the original backstory for Oletus manor that it was already infamous and had gained a not great reputation even before the DeRoss couple bought it.

What if that infamy came from Joseph?

Joseph had rumors spread about him and his manor due to his experiments that caused people to disappear, and the rumors he was able to trap souls in photos.

Rumors that panicked people enough to cause them to try to attack him and his manor.

In his last deduction, after Joseph’s disappearance, they even say “Workers and maids claim that the mansion was cursed by the missing old man”. This could also explain other details in Oletus Manor’s backstory, that mention it having no neighbors, and why it might have been in bad enough condition to require the DeRoss couple to renovate.

In Burke’s backstory, the manor was described as “desolate” and “run down”. After people called Joseph’s manor cursed, that could explain why all of the neighbors fled/left, and if they went as a mob to his manor, especially if they thought it cursed after he vanished, they could’ve been behind the manor’s bad state when the DeRoss couple bought it.

(And there's the parallel how the DeRoss couple died due to what's described as a "mob", like Joseph's, in Burke's deductions)

7. Connections to Count Barriere?

His ties to Count Barriere are similar to his connections to Orpheus. There’s both him and Joseph being counts, Barriere being a name of French origin and Joseph himself being French, Barriere’s ties to Oletus Manor (he owns the land it's on) while Joseph owns a manor too (which could be Oletus), Barriere being an old, wealthy family while Joseph himself is from a noble family, not to mention DM and the Melodis family in Truth & Inference is stated to also be an “old, wealthy family”, and a number of other things.

That as well as Barriere seems to be even more a mystery than Orpheus, and there’s a chance there’s someone manipulating even Orpheus. With how Barriere seems to appear almost anywhere, and is tied to even Dennis of all people as well as the manor, there’s a good chance could be someone behind even Orpheus. Similar to how DM seems to be behind everything in T&I.

(And with Joseph in reality being an old man, and with how old Count Barriere likely is, their ages would potentially fit/be similar enough for it to work.)

We unfortunately don’t know much about Count Barriere, much less his motivations or goals, besides him letting Lily get the money to an IOU and him being tied to Dennis DeRoss and the Mediterranean to some degree. So unfortunately, we can’t compare him to Joseph in this way. Though it’s possible something later could be revealed that’d either increase the parallels between him and Joseph, or do the opposite to separate them.

(This is all I have at the moment. Let me know if I missed anything or if you have any other theories!)

[herrscherofmagic]

finally caught up with the current HI3rd event, the Luna one! so time to share lots of random thoughts, hehe

It felt a bit surreal first seeing this conclusion to the Captainverse story, but now that I've gone through the whole thing I can say that I really liked the way Mihoyo handled it. Of course there are details that I'm still iffy on, like the whole Luna-aged-over-10,000-years thing is pretty clearly fan service-y; but even that doesn't bother me too much.

More than anything else, I appreciate how the Captainverse gave us a happy ending for the "holy trinity of depression" in HI3rd's main story: Kallen, Himeko, and Sirin. All three of them suffered so much in the main story, after all.

Even if these bubble-world versions of them aren't the originals, it's still heartwarming to see them looking forward to a brighter future, instead of being faced with certain doom in the face of powers beyond their understanding.

Himeko especially hits me in the feels, not just because of Final Lesson but all the way back in her late teens when she lost her father, as we saw in the Alien Space manga. It was a completely life-changing event for her, and if she hadn't lost her father there then Himeko could've followed her passions and lived a very different life.

The Captainverse Himeko isn't the same Himeko, but it feels like she's carrying on that same dream. It's almost like a different version of the Kiana-MemoryHimeko reunion in the Flamescion arc; but instead of a mature Himeko seeing off her student, it's the young Himeko starting a new adventure and following her dreams...

I also loved how well Mihoyo wrote the Captainverse cast. The way everyone interacts w/ each other felt so natural imo, it was really nice seeing all the different connections that started popping up. The rivalry between Luna and Kongming, the budding friendship between Bronie and Sirin, Himeko & Captain, and so on. There was very little technobabble or convoluted plot stuff (at least in my opinion) for most of the Captainverse events. All these fun character interactions were the center of attention, and it was an absolute blast! ^.^

There's two final thoughts I have about the Captainverse, and I know that Mihoyo probably isn't going to explore either of these possibilities, but I'll choose to dream that it'll happen someday >.<

First: The Main Story showed us that HoFi Kiana has the power to stabilize an entire bubble world. Even if she didn't, the Earth civilization is still pretty advanced thanks to the Divine Keys (1st Key and 2nd Key especially). So if the Captainverse Hyperion crew ever encountered Earth and met our Main Story cast... wouldn't that be the perfect solution to the bubble world dilemma? After all, much of the pain these characters have gone through was the result of the inevitable decay and collapse of unstable bubble worlds (which is nearly all of them).

I doubt it'd ever happen in the story, but I'd still love to see how the Hyperion crew would react to meeting their "real" selves, and to discovering that there's a way to save all these worlds. Of course there's probably countless bubble worlds so not ALL can be saved, but every world saved is still a massive achievement!

And I'm curious how they'd react to the existence of the Imaginary Tree. As far as I can tell, none of their bubble worlds seem to have any idea that the Imaginary Tree exists. They likely have no clue that there is a Cocoon of Finality, or that Earth is a thing and that it's part of a solar system, and so on. So learning about all these things would probably be a huge revelation for them. Kinda like a Plato's cave allegory. Which is quite fitting tbh, since bubble worlds are basically shadows of the "real worlds".

Second: I genuinely believe the Captainverse cast would fit perfectly in the setting of Honkai: Star Rail.

One obvious point is that the Hyperion crew is a clear candidate for a Path of Trailblaze faction. Instead of traveling across the Imaginary Tree with the Astral Express, they travel through the Sea of Quanta on their own Hyperion. They don't connect "real worlds" and I don't think it's accurate to say they connect bubble worlds, but they're still able to travel between them and transfer people and ideas. Surely with enough time they could come up with a way to truly bridge the gap between different bubble worlds, and then they'd be a near perfect thematic parallel of the Astral Express- just in the Sea of Quanta instead of on the Imaginary Tree.

Then there's also the fact that most of the Hyperion crew members have a strong ambition to travel, explore, adventure, and so on. Bronie and Himeko want to see what lies in the countless worlds of the Starry Sea, Captain wants to continue traveling between worlds and helping people, Sirin wants to grow stronger and learn how to better protect her own world, and so on. Almost any of these characters could feasibly join the Astral Express if given the opportunity (and if they weren't already part of Hyperion).

I also feel like their character dynamics would fit HSR's balance of sillyness and seriousness. The Captainverse crew can all get serious when they need to, but they're also capable of plenty of fun shenanigans. I could imagine them getting into trouble and engaging in a bit of tomfoolery just as easily as I could imagine them facing down the Antimatter Legion and fighting to save a world from its impending doom.

Again, there's basically 0% chance of this happening... but I'd still love to see it someday. The Captainverse crew might be a bunch of familiar faces but they all have their own unique origins, ambitions, skills, personality, and so on. They're not just mere copies of the "real" versions of themselves, but they've become their own characters through this story.

It does hurt a bit, knowing that this cast is ultimately going to be relegated to side stories and temporary events. I believe that if you changed some of the terminology and character designs a bit, then the story of the Captainverse could probably stand entirely on its own as an independent piece of media. The concept of traveling between unstable and decaying worlds in the Sea of Quanta, the use of consciousness mapping and how it affects both the world & the user, the Ether Anchors; all these ideas are well-developed and they're conveyed in a story with a lovable cast. There's so much potential here, and this story doesn't really need the rest of the HI3rd story to give context to these characters and the setting they're in.

If this is truly the end of the Captainverse, I'd still be satisfied. If we still get Captainverse content but it's just minor stuff, I'd still be satisfied. I think this event did a great job of answering questions, tying up loose ends, and leaving things open for the future.

But despite that, I still wish we could see more of this cast. I want to see Bronie reuniting with Ciora and Theresa, Sirin growing stronger with time as she explores the Sea, Himeko's excitement in traveling across worlds, Kallen & Luna bonding and growing past their troubled past.

at this point I probably care about the Captainverse as much if not more than the Main Story. I'm excited about Mars, don't get me wrong... but the Sea!!! the bubble worlds!! Himeko & Sirin & Kallen & everyone else!! >~<

[drama-pop]

Dramas I Watched in 2023

There was a lot more time between dramas this year and except for 1, all of them were new to me this year.  I ended up watching 9 dramas again, like last year.  Here are the dramas I watched this year and I what I thought of them!

Dream High (7/10)

2nd watch – My sister and I watched this through winter break and finished early in the year.  It wasn’t as fun as I remember it being in my first watch, but I still enjoyed it a lot.  It took several episodes for my sister to be convinced that this was going to be worth watching.  The fashion, camera quality, and acting hasn’t aged that well, but the music and desperation of youth still endures.

Hometown Cha-cha-cha (6.5/10)

1st watch – I have a love-hate relationship with this drama.  I liked it a lot at the beginning and end, but once Hye-jin started on her whiny “Hong Banjang,” I kind of stopped caring about her character.  The townspeople are quirky, yet lovable.  I thought they did a good job fleshing out the character of the second male lead as well.  I cried a lot in the final episodes of the show though!  It’s worth a watch.  “Romantic Sunday” is an excellent driving song on a sunny day, just throwing that out there.

Little Women (7/10)

1st watch – I had to watch this one in small doses because it was quite disturbing at times.  The acting was very strong all around.  If you’re like me and developed a crush on Wi Ha-joon after Squid Game, I’m happy to report that he’s looking as fine as ever, even though I wasn’t sure if I could trust his character (or anyone else, for that matter!).  Had the show been the traditional 16 episodes, I would not have made it.  12 dark episodes was enough for me!  If you like mystery thrillers, I recommend Little Women!

Crash Course in Romance (7.5/10)

1st watch – I liked a lot about this drama.  Jung Kyung-ho and Jeon Do-yeon were fantastic and it was refreshing to see a cast with older leads (despite my initial hesitation).  Sure, there were a few twists that felt a bit contrived, but it’s a K-Drama!  What was I expecting? This is one where I couldn’t wait to start the next episode and find out what would happen next.

Mystic Pop-Up Bar (9.5/10)

1st watch – This was the highlight of the year for me.  I loved the characters as individuals and as an ensemble. The casting was perfect, in my opinion. The overarching story was mysterious and the cases that Wol-ju had to solve were touching.  One episode in particular had me bawling my eyes out.  This drama is one that you can enjoy casually or one that could inspire you to reflect on your life and the people in it that you love.

King the Land (7/10)        

1st watch – Sadly, I can’t recall much about this one.  I remember that I liked the characters, especially the lead and how hard she worked.  It had a nice balance of silliness and touching moments.  One thing that I thought this drama did well was develop the female lead’s friends.  They had their own side stories and shared a genuine friendship.  And this show has a vacation episode, which I live for!

Crash Landing on You (7.5/10)

1st (full) watch – My mom and I tried to watch this one in 2020 and completely gave up on it after the first episode.  I know in my heart not to judge a K-Drama by its first episode, so we gave it another try this year.  It was really well done and the ensemble is fabulous.  Seriously, if you only watch it for Captain Ri’s soldiers (or for Captain Ri…what a handsome guy), I wouldn’t blame you! While I had a hard time warming up to the second female lead, I thought that the way she was written had some refreshing twists. She's not the confident woman you'd think she is from her appearance and ice. The show made some choices near the end that I didn’t agree with, but it was an overall great watch.  I’m glad I gave it another try!

Touch Your Heart (7/10)

1st watch – I loved seeing Yoo In-na and Lee Dong-wook back together again and with a happier ending than in Goblin!  The drama was a little silly at times and took a while for me to get into, but I grinned a lot at their cute relationship.  If you like seeing your leading male looking confused and lovestruck, this is a good one!  Lee Dong-wook makes the most endearing faces.

Do Do Sol Sol La La Sol (4/10)

1st watch – I’m so sorry.  I wanted to like this drama a lot and kept watching episodes hoping that it would grip me, but it just didn’t.  There were a lot of plot elements that I couldn’t get behind and some that I flat out said, “that’s it, I’m not watching this show anymore.”  Of course, I did finish, but it took everything in me not to give this drama up. I personally know someone who puts this as her top drama, but it just wasn’t it for me. Mimi the dog is too cute to be real.

And that’s it!  I hope that you have a happy new year and that 2024 brings good things for you!  Feel free to send me any drama recs!

[misslu999]

I wanted to share my opinion about those characters’ stories quests, I know no one asked or cares but anyway… so this is MY top :

(sorry in advance for the english, it’s not my main language !)

1 - Nahida Acts 1 and 2! Clearly to me those are the bests stories quests Hoyoverse have done. Not only because it confirm she is one of the best character and archon of the game, but also every of them are particularly touching. She is so pure, cute and with what happens during the Sumeru’s Arc, everything is pretty sad. She deserves the world and a big hug! I personally cried in each story… why Hoyo needs to hurt her???!

2 - Ayaka! One of my favorite character (sorry Jean you are obviously my love but for this top well…) it was splendid! From the beginning to the very end, I had the impression we did a date with her as a « lover » (? Let me dream!!). Her sweetness, her smile, and her innocent were awesome! And let’s talk about the danse at this end, what an amazing cutscene we had! I am though still upset with the fact that traveler refused her present !

3 - Raiden Shogun/Ei, Act 2, I did like the 1st one but it was clearly like the whole Inazuma Archon quest… kinda cool and a bit blank. Nothing more nothing less. BUT! The 2nd is a very different story, we know so much more about her, Makoto, and it help to understand why she wanted to stay in her eternity. The cutscene at the end is a masterpiece, I personally teared up a bit, and it’s the main reason I put her in the 3rd! (Bonus: we can see Yae!)

4 - Yoimiya Act 2, the most recent one! I did like the 1st but not like the 2nd who gave me an emotion I didn’t had in the others quests! There is an amazing hidden message about the transition from childhood to adulthood ! Our dreams, our innocence, our ignorance those things that faded little by little. I smiled at the cutscene that remind me a lot to Your Name. I am happy that we gave to Yoimiya some love, after all she does for everyone else, she deserved it!

5 - I hesitated between 2 characters… but well… How can I ignore her when I know she gonna pestered me if i do not! Did you find? Well obviously it’s will be my dear Eula, as I count her as my 2nd fav character of the game (the 1st in of course Jean!). She is soooo badly treated by Hoyoverse, but just because we didn’t had her banner since when ? I don’t remember, doesn’t mean you shouldn’t do her story! She is clearly a character who deserves attention! Behind the fact she always wants revenge she is a very attaching person. She suffered a lot her name, the bad reputation it gave to her. And we all know she is not someone bad, on the contrary, she is a sweetheart !

- 6 I needed to put her, it’s Yae Miko! I can hear her teasing! Her story isn’t the best and isn’t the baddest. It’s fun how she used the traveler for her needs! We all know from the beginning that Yae has always something behind her mind. And that’s why I put her in my ranking! I had a very good fun to play her story! The cutscene too at this end was nice!

Hmmm…. i could put Kazuha, Ganyu and Shenhe in this ranking, but those are not the ones who touched me the most. But they didn’t leave me indifferent! So that why I mention them!

I also remind this is 100 % an objective opinion and personal ranking! I love every characters of this game, all of them are interesting. And I did all character’s stories quests! But I find their developments give us much more contexts about the main quest! And also because I loved playing them. So don’t take it too personally because I didn’t put your favorite character, I reminded I didn’t put my Jean!

[hoshi9zoe]

I had such a nice dream. I don't really remember most of it anymore

but it was about a girl in high school that was naturally good at any sport. But once she gets focused she gets tunnel vision and completely steamrolls over the opponents. So she completely stops all her activity and tries to only do amateur stuff to keep in form, listening to slow calm music to pace herself on this in case she get's tunnel visioned again. Her manager/trainer tries to get her to return. But that's all only revealed later in the dream. She meets a girl at school (2 years younger i think?) that is interested in the music she listens to and... stuff happens? idk that part of the dream I can't really remember anymore. They get closer to each other and each realizes for themselves that they love each other. I think it then got similar to the yuri manga "Monologue woven for You". Girl 2 wants to get closer to Girl 1 (protag), asks about hobbies, how she spends her time after school. Girl 1 mentions the sports training and that she dreads it. Girl 2 wants to watch the training. Girl 1 gets tunnel vision during training thinking about girl 2 and breaks a record or something (supposed to be endurance running but she sets a speed record or something). Girl 1 is devastated cause it hadn't happened in a while. Girl 2 tries to console her, promises that next time it will be different. Girl 1 is all mopey and depressed until the next training. They walk there together hand in hand and she calms down until she got changed and warmed up for training. But suddenly Girl 2 is at her side in training clothes and holds out her hand. They run together hand in hand and girl 1 is surprised she can suddenly pace herself. She notices she unconsciously focused on the heartbeat of girl two and it's the perfect rhythm for her. Girl 1 stops and kisses girl 2. they've been very touchy-feely before but hadn't kissed yet. Girl 1 is over the moon happy and explains to girl 2 how she's the reason she's able to pace herself again. End of it was that they both got back into competitive sports (girls 2 had a bit of a sports background too) and manage to win 1st and 2nd in reasonable fashion in a endurance race. They hold hands the whole time during the award ceremony and then kiss. And that's all I can remember... Now that I look back it's more than I thought it would be. ^^' I sometimes have those really book/movie/story like dreams and I wish I somehow could turn them into a written story as I'm dreaming to not loose those stories. Cause as it is with dreams they fade rather quickly and I can't write for shit

[kym-vampire47]

Tagged by: @caityrayeraye

1.) Named after anybody???

Yeah, 1st name came from some1 somewhere haha; my 2nd name comes from my auntie/godmother

2.) Last time you cried???

Funny you asked…haha…it was today😐…moving on

3.) Any kids???

Nah, nope, nuh-uh, no

4.) Are you a sarcastic hooman???

*Gasp* Of course not

(Ok, but for real guys, obviously I am, it is my livelihood)

5.) What’s the 1st thing you notice about others???

Shoes when I just pass them by & height too actually (but that’s mainly girls bcuz I like seeing that I’m not the only tall female out there😂) , but when I talk to them usually their teeth (cuz when I had braces, I just couldn’t help it-I hated every1 who had nice teeth…oops😅)

6.) What color are your beautiful eyes???

Brown eyed girl is what I am😉

7.) Scary movies or happy endings???

Happy endings please & thank you

8.) Any special talents???

Hmm…if you’ll let me be weird & lame yes…I can grate cheese really fast & can untie just about any knot

9.) Where was the location of your birth???

Santa Fe, NM

10.) Any hobbies???

Writing (published author, you can find my book here), reading, drawing, staring @ my ceiling as I slowly slip into madness, spacing out @ very random moments

11.) Got any fur babies???

Sadly no…still in recovery from losing my last 2☹️😭

12.) What sports do you play/have you played???

As a child, I played nearly everything w/ my cousins & in school-in PE-I played our made up game (a knockoff of volleyball) called duck stupid-I was pretty dang good

13.) How tall are you???

5’ 7”

14.) Fav school subject(s)???

Math😁 (especially trigonometry)

15.) What is your dream job???

Well…a published author, but I’d definitely like to expand on that; get all my books published, start a special type of business that I won’t say cuz I don’t want any1 stealing my idea, motivational speaking, & also directing-hopefully making 1 of my books into a film-acting would be cool too

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15 Questions/ 15 Mutuals

Tagged by @sw34terw34ther 💘

1. are you named after anyone? Josephine Baker lol

2. when was the last time you cried? Been a while

3. do you have kids? Nayy

4. do you use sarcasm a lot? What do you think…

5. what's the first thing you notice about people? How tall they are💀

6. what's your eye color? Blue-green mixture

7. scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings pleasee

8. any special talents? I can roll a J in various shapes forms sizes 😉

9. where were you born? Swansea

10. what are your hobbies? Tumblr counts?

11. have you any pets? Nay

12. what sports do you play/have you played? Football

13. how tall are you? You mean short… 5 feet 152 cms

14. favourite subject in school? Meth😈

15. dream job? JoMo’s personal who-

Moot mates

@dreamingwithrafe @hyperactivewhore @sired-to-hybrid @twelfthmortalofcrimsonpalace @klausysworld @klausluvr @buckybarnesb-tch @fitzs-trained-monkey @rafesmoon @ranising and anyone who wants to do this for fun🥰

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🐚Astrology Notes🐚

❤️‍🔥Mars sagittarius in 12th house will prefer to do things related to spirituality, travel, uniquess, dream things, watching tv , doing someting for your soul, writting, creativity. Maybe it can relax you to travel to dreamy places by the water or water in general. Maybe just listening to the sound of water can relax you. You love doing things that take over your soul. Like driving in the car and listening to music- this can be something in what you could get lost.

🧸12th house synastry in friendship it is very beautiful because you seem to understand the person on a deeper level. U two can do a lot of beautiful things together. You two can be connected by spirituality and astrology. Sometimes when the two of you are together, it can feel like you're in another dimension. Maybe like a dream.

🫀People with 8th & 12th house placements experience music in a very deep and mental way.

🌜🌗Progressed Moon it passes through a zodiac sign for approximately 2-1/2 years. These 1 or 2 year periods show us attitude shifts in our lives. The current sign of the Progressed Moon shows us the energies that we are drawn to at that point in time. So for ex.: progressed moon in gemini in 5th house means -we need to communicate with others, we explore more, new friendships are beginning, we are more emotionally open to new things. We are more creative and noticed. We are starting to focus more on our joy and happiness. But we can also have multiple love relationships at the same time.

🌏Every planet and their transit is good for something. So if we have a saturn transit in the 7th house it doesn’t mean we’ll just have bad relationships or won’t meet anyone. It means we can have relationships from which we learn a lot and know people who bring us to some point we didn’t get to before& and we start taking relationships more seriously.🫧Neptune in 2nd house we can get money the way we always dreamed of, or we can manifest more money. 🌊Pluto in 1st house we can change a lot in personality and start getting a different view. We can change our style and look constantly and transform more easily.

✨10th house represents how you behave in the audience and what approach you have to it. So everything that falls into the 10th house represents how you present yourself to the audience and what your reaction is in public or in a crowd of people.

💕Someone with libra placement will always like someone who look nice. Libra gives a lot to the look and style. Libra represents beauty and things that are aesthetic. That’s why they always notice appearance on people first. So the first thing libra will be attracted to is the appearance, and it is very rare that a libra would be with someone who don’t look good.

🧃Venus in Aquarius people give everyone the same love. They are people who always look at equality, so it is difficult for them to be dominated by a single person.

❤️Venus in a particular house ,it does not mean that the characteristics of that house dominate, but the sign in which you have that house. For ex.: Venus in 11th house in scorpio-the characteristics of the scorpio predominate here. Which means that your love will be intense, passionate, deep and that jealousy can often prevail.

🦋I think planets that fall in water houses get more strength and characteristics of house sign than planets that fall in other houses. Because water houses have a a lot of depth and are more complex. Above all, they are more closed and there are many things that you have to deal with while the other houses are more visible and they don't contain as much emotion.

🧜🏼‍♀️People with 7th house in Pisces will always want to please people and their wishes. And they have a hard time finding their balance between them and others.

🌙My fav moons are cancer moon(because it gives me selfless and attentive energy, like I belong somewhere), libra moon( because they always have an understanding of others and know how to make you beautiful), pisces moon(compassion they have is amazing and artistic vibe), scoprio moon in certain cases, it really depends(but yes some people really have compassion, understanding if they open up and give u this special love)

🔥What I like when someone has fire signs is that they are very direct and honest, they will not leave you waiting or in uncertainty. You won't have to wonder. Because they will give you an immediate answer. And I like people with whom I don't have to ask what's wrong or draw energy and emotions from them.

🌼But someone with cancer/leo placement can be too direct because energy will be directed towards person emotions and at the same time towards person comfort and above all himself. You will usually put your needs before others and your emotions will always be visible to others.

-Rebekah🦋🌙🐚💕

[leoascendente]

PAC // Your healing journey 🌿

Hi my loves!🥰 Welcome to this new PAC, I hope you love as much as I did. I fely very related to every pile in this reading, all of them are closely related between them like a collective message, so read more than one pile if you feel it. Take a few deep breath and choose the pile you feel most drawn to.

Every pile has 6 different parts, each one of them with different oracle decks, I will write down the cards with its number and the deck used for every part of the reading, forgive any translation mistakes, many of my oracles are in Spanish and I don't know the correct name of the cards in English.

Decks in order: 1st. Wisdom of the oracle deck, 2nd. Shadows and lights oracle, 3rd. Work your light oracle, 4th. Godess guidance oracle, 5th. Shine from the inside oracle, 6th are intuitive signs.

As always pics are from pinterest, credits to the owner.

Btw, I'm taking English lessons 😎

I love you babes!💖

Pile 1:

Where you stand and where you lead to in your path:

(Cards: 25. Cicles; 21. Make a cleanse/ bod: 1. Yang rev; 40. Cretive collaborations)

Maybe you feel like you are in an stgnacy time or things are moving too slowly for you. Don't worry sweetheart, you are moving forward but in a more subtle way, I feel a lot of movements and changes but on the inside and that's why you are in this receptive stage of your path. You are in the perfect place to give a step back to see with perspective and start closing the repetitive cicles of your life, is not a moment for rushing into new things but is the perfect time to begin purify yourself from any toxicity of your life. Think about the people, enviroments, things, thoughts or feelings that are no longer useful for your personal growth and don't be afraid to tell them goodbye, keep in your life what makes you feel supported and happy. There are things that need to leave so new things can come in.

Which parts of yourself need to be attended:

(cards: 41. Nautilus princess; 15. Faery of the mold; 21. Alchemy angel/ bod: 45. Witch of the end of the world)

This is just a little stop in your path, you are moving into a new chapter of your life and first you need to take off the unnecessary luggage. This is your soul path and is all about yourself, this sometimes can sound scary but we came to this world alone and we will leave alone too, the people and circumstances on this lifetime are lessons for our personal growth, sometimes they are nice and other times are not that nice, but it's all about the attitude you take about these kind of situations. If you already know what kind of things you need to let go don't hesitate and take the step, thank the good memories and forgive the bad ones, learn what you need to learn about and free yourself. By the time you start purifying you soul, mind and body your roads will open to new opportunities, there's an specific one that you've been wishing for too long, it feels like something miraculous. Perhaps you expected this blessing for a long term goal or you saw it like a dream that could became true or not, as soon as you start freeing yourself from the chains this dream will settle down in your reality. Remember that you are getting ready for a new fresh start, don't allow limitating beliefs stop you from reaching your dreams, an the most important, don't rush things and don't rush yourself.

Your next step:

(cards: Boundaries; The pilar of light)

You need to start focusing on your boundaries and how you stablish them. I see two different situations, keep with the one that resonates more with you, for the first situation I see some difficulties at the time of setting healthy boundaries with people, maybe you have an energetic vampire near you or you are in a job that drains your energy, I won't tell you to quit your job or expel drasticly from your life someone you appreciate but here is where you need to set those boundaries by keeping the healthy distace from toxic people or looking for another options that could be more fulfilling, instead of giving so much energy to others turn the focus on yourself and your wellbeing don's do things you don't want to do just to content other people. For the other situation I see someone who's boundaries are too high hindering other energies to reach your life, even the good ones, I see The Hermit card in my mind so I feel like you've been in a reflection time but the peace you have earned in your solitude could became addictive. For dealing with this conflicts the cards talk about making activities that help you raise your vibration, think about any hobby you had but left forgotten and reconnect with that, try new things if you prefer to but begin with this to help you heal yourself. All the energies that move around you are very subtle so the changes will be too, day by day you'll feel more happy and aligned with your soul path, slowly but steady everything will get into place, don't rush because there's no need to but be consistant with every step forward you give and don't back down, you are doing a great job healing. Btw, you are in a moment of rising your vibe so you might feel a lot more sensitive than usual, is important to give yourself more time to recharge and purify the negative energies.

Blessings you don't see:

(Cards: Green Tara, sensitivity; Cordelia, go outside; Aine; leap of faith)

Your psychic abilities and your connection with the Divine are getting stronger, this can make you feel overwhelmed with situations that were common for you in the past. This bother is because you are vibing in a higher level of consciousness and your soul craves for people and enviroments in your same frequency, your sensitivity is growing and as I said in the last part of the reading, you will need more time to reconnect with yourself. Cordelia tells you to spend more time outdoors breathing fresh air and connecting with new energies, I've realized that when Cordelia appears is because something special is going to happen but outside your comfort zone, that's why she emphasize the fact of spending time outdoors but doesn't tell you what to do outside. (My mum is next to me watching a video about how walking in places where trees grow can rise our vibration unconsciously because our aura merge with the trees' healing magnetic field, Idk why but I felt like I needed to write this for you) You are leading into a wonderful stage of wellbeing and satisfaction, more beautiful than you are capable of imagine right now, be bold and do the things you thought you couldn't do. The luck is for the brave ones, so be bold but don't rush yourself, remember that you are in the process of getting ready, be kind with yourself and keep in mind that the only limits that exist between you and your dreams are the ones you put in. You are blooming like flowers in spring.

Practical advices to help you heal:

- Your reality is a reflection of your inner world: Our mind is really powerful and when we focus our mindset into an specific situation we attract the same vibe we emit. Nurture your mind with positive thoughts and positive content, if you are like me and enjoy horror movies and true crime youtube channels try to reduce your consuption of this kind of content, intead try to watch movies or tv shows that make you laugh, laughing always rise our energies and we attract people and situations in that same frequency. Positive affirmations are really useful too.

- Make a gratitude journal: I've realized that journaling is a great tool to find answers within us and a great motivation after a while of writting. When you are in a growth and healing journey writting down your process can make you realize how much you've evolved and be proud of yourself. Also is always helpful to find the little things that makes our lives so much easier and we don't give so much attention and take a time to thank them. Gratitude journaling is great to feel lucky with the life you live and the little things that compose it.

- Present moment is full of chances to see the beautiful about life: There's no much to say about this , isn't it? Combined with the previous message, your soul and your guides want you to focus on the precious things in your life while you take off the negative ones. Every moment and space hides magic if you know how to find it.

- Release self doubt, let go fear: Remind yourself that you are capable and you deserve reaching your goals, you are working in them but great things take their time to materialize. Don't sabotage yourself and never doubt your abilities, you are doing great but sometimes we need an stop in our path to walk into the new chapter without any extra baggage.

Your signals:

Flowers, specially tulips, daisies and lotus. 2121, 333, 1234, rainbows, radio- Lana del Rey, 144, hamsa hand, wear color red and orange, thursdays will be lucky days for you.

Pile 2:

*TW: abusive behaviors and childhood trauma involved.*

- Where you stand and where you lead to in your path:

(Cards: 45. Time to leave rev; 4. The higher power; 23. The peace // bod: 36. Take the risk)

Well honey, you are dealing with some attachments that are blocking your path. You know you need to leave something in the past to move forward but something keeps you from doing it. Maybe you are thinking that you can't be happy or reach your highest potential without this attachment, that's not true my love, and deep inside you know it, these are only limitating beliefs and codependency, don't let them stop you from taking the risk and look for a new adventure more positive for your future. Look for the peace within you to find clearer answers, I see a very strong Divine protection and that usually means that this phase of your journey is important for your personal growth and they are there to give you the answers you need. Try to approach your guides or ancestors, look for the higher power to help you release those chains that keep you blocked, you deserve abundance and happiness and you are leading torwards it.

Which parts of yourself need to be attended:

(Cards: 29. Shallow tomb; 21. Angel of alchemy; 40. Angel of time // bod: 28. The death and the maiden)

*TW*

This attachments could come from a childhood wound, something you've experienced as traumatic and it's conditionating your current life. I see this wound is related to a loss or abandonment from someone you really loved. This splinter in your heart attracts people with the tendency to jump over your boundaries (read pile 1 if you felt drawn to that pile too), invasive or codependant people that demands too much of your energy. Idk why but I see somehow you are a little aware of this pattern but you don't know how to deal with it, and many of us are not able to afford a proper specialist that help us in this kind of situations. Dealing with childhood trauma is difficult and even more if we try to handle it by ourselves, that's why your spiritual team asks you so loudly to connect with them, maybe you are in the first stages of your healing journey or in an spiritual awakening and they won't solve all of your problems but at leat they will make it easier to solve and will give you consolation when you need it. Anyway, this part of yourself is yelling for attention and care, it will be intense I won't lie to you, but the card I dropped for the outcome is the Miracle card, so don't be scared and dive into this part of yourself, great things will appear in the most unexpected ways.

Your next step:

(Cards: The great call; The awakening)

You are such an special creature my dear! 😍. You belong to a tribe of souls that are out there working on themselves to evolve and reunite again, you are meant to do great things int his lifetime and find your soul tribe. Right now you might be confused and exhausted because of the experiences you had, all of us in any time of our lives make te question: Why is this happening to me? And many times we make this question when our heart is full of pain. Don't worry babe, life can be hard but also very beautiful and when it's the proper time you'll realize that some bad things hide very meaningful teachings, sometimes it shows us what we don't want for our lives in the hard way or put ourselves in front of a mirror to face our truth. You are a soul living a human experience, remember this when life become hard to handle, you have a Divine mission and you're being guided to achieve it, an baby, it's an importanr and beautiful mission. Be patient and kind to yourself, awakenings can be overwhelming and are not as romantic as it looks, at first you will need a lot of time for yourself, it's called the Ermit phase. Everything is going fine, just take care of yourself and reconect with your soul and your guides, they are always willing to help you and give you signs of their presence.

Blessings you don't see:

(Cards: Kali, endings and beginnings; Eireen, the peace; Dana, high priestess)

Omg pile 2, you are such a magical person with a very special mission in this lifetime, you are being guided to discover your inner High Priestess/Priest and to improve the psychic gifts you have to make use of it in a future. You are a very special person, probably a healer, begin healing yourself because you will help many people in the future with your wisdom and abilities. Allow the changes in your life, learn to say goodbye to the old things so you make room for the new to come, existence is about cicles and we need to close the previous to open a new one. You have a precious destiny, you can be at peace, look for your inner peace and this will help you to flow with the changes, they are all for your highest good. ( this pile reminds me of pile 1 but like the pile 1 is your future self of this one, even some cards were the same in both piles. Read it too if you want to, maybe there's a message there for you)

Practical advices to help you heal:

- Journal it out, write how you feel: This message is similar to one in pile 1. Writting can be very therapeutical, it helps us get a better understanding of ourselves and makes us realize some things that needed to be seen with some perspective. Get a nice notebook and some washi tapes and make of your journaling a sacred space for aligning with yourself.

- Turn lemons into lessons: We can't avoid painful situations but we can decide our attitude torwards it, like it's usual to say, pain is inevitable but suffering is an option. Remember who you are and what are you capable of, this is just a hard moment and hard moments doesn't last forever. Work on yourself while the wheel of fortune gets ready to turn at your favor.

- Nourish your body with high-vibing energy: Another similar message to pile 1😅. Nurture your mind, body and souls with positive things, choose wisely what you are going to eat, the music you listen of the kind of content you consume and find positive alternatives to the negative energies you allow in. Take care of yourself like you take care of other, you deserve a boost a good energy.

- Unleash your inner wild child: Allow yourself to spend more time doing activities that make you feel happy and joyful. If there's time to worry and overthinking there's time for doing things you enjoy, my love. Find new hobbies or retake the old ones, specially if it's something you really loved when you were a child. As a child I draw everything I wanted but as I grew up I left that hobby, nowadays it's what i do when I need to isconnect and focus into something beautiful I'm creating. It's very important to take care of our inner child and let them go out to play more often.

Your signals:

Moon symbols, moon phases may be important too, 888, 1919, swans, 1333, 232, wear blue and turqoise color, turkish eye, wings, feathers, pigeons, the Fae folk, elves, air elementals.

Pile 3:

Where you stand and where you lead to in your path:

(Cards: 43. Deep wisdom rev; 12. Winds of change rev // bod: 28. The pillars; 29. Imagine)

I see you very blocked, pile 3 like you are in a very complicated situation dealing with too many things. You are so overwhelmed by your circumstances that it's very hard for you to hear the voice of your soul, so you might feel trapped and seeing no light at the end of the tunnel. Your mind is really active trying to find solutions but this worry and overthinking is almost maddening and it's very hard to get answers with so much noise in your head. The best thing you can do right now is ground yourself, when we are in this kind of situations we tend to burn out ourselves with mental activity and we forget the importance of taking 5 minutes to breathe and take care of ourselves, we think that solving the problems are more important than ourselves or our health (excessive stress creates cortisol and that hormone weakens our bodies making us prone to illness). Take the time you require to slow down the speed and ground yourself, root chakra meditation or 256 hz frequency music are great for this, give yourself a few minutes everyday to remind yourself that better things are coming and the bad things doesn't last forever, take those minutes to imagine and focus on the beautiful things you want to achieve, think about your goals with hope and trust your manifestation power, help yourself keeping a positive mindset.

Which parts of yourself need to be attended:

(Cards: 16. Angel of the dead; 11. Faery of the dried flowers; 25. Mermaid from the sewers // bod: 31. Lady with the egg of el Bosco)

You are so much wiser than you think my love, your wisdom is hidden behind a ot of worries but is an ancient and important knowledge, these hard circumstances you are going through have blinded you from your inner wisdom and it's making you feel more anxious. You have a sweet heart that enjoys watching the people you love happy, I feel like you are great at giving guidance to people that are in times of crisis, I see that you do things with all the love in your heart and with your best intentions. Remember all those times you shared love and consolation to people and the ones that people helped you as well, focus on the good things that have happened in your life and all the good people you have met through your journey, life isn't done yet and you can feel that joy again and enjoy the little miracles of life. You need to attend your self esteem as well, focus on falling in love with yourself and every aspect of yourself that makes you unique, you need to see yourself as the precious creature you are (I see images of faeries like in pile 2, go read it if you felt drawn to). For the moment the best thing you can do is to find the proper help to your problems and for that you need to give yourself the chance of stop giving so much energy to all your problems and start focusing in your needs. Your guides will be a very loving support through your journey, I feel like you are a baby yet in spiritual terms and you are giving your first steps into this, they want you to know that they are always there waiting for you to call on them so they can help you. The Divine inside you is asking for attention and development, allow this Divinity to evolve in you and love yourself deep and intensely, you are amazingly admirable for putting up with all the things you are dealing. You can handle it, honey, you are not alone.

Your next step:

(Cards: The Priestess; Jump; The collapse)

You will take charge of your life with courage, you need to move from where you are even if you are scared of the uncertain or worried about what people will think. You know you can't keep holding the weight of the world over your shoulders, it's not healthy but it's neither fair for you. Treat yourself with kindness, give yourself a time for clearing your thoughts to find out what keeps you attached to this negative situations or people and jump into the unknown, go out of the situations you already know to explore new horizons aligned with your happiness. Break with every enviroment, mindset and people that makes you suffer and take the lead of your life, if you've been through all this pain ( I really had to stop many time through this pile because of the feelings I was getting), you can handle whatever life thows at you but with the help of your guides you will always reach the best outcome. Trust the Universe and recover your faith, you are powerful.

Blessings you don't see:

(Cards: Maat; Fairness, Isolt; Undying love, Oonagh; easy does it)

Things are getting into balance in such a subtle way, like a little breeze, with no rush and gently. You know you've been compasionate and caring with everything and everyone, you have made what you thought was the best and the Universe has seen your good intentions. You have shared love and that's what you will recieve, you just need to be patient with the process and wait. You are ending up a karmic cicle so now begins a Dharma cicle, all the good you have made is coming back to you in Divine timing, remember that this is a journey, don't rush yourself and learn to trust the times of Universe. Also, while you recieve your Dharma, the people who has hurted you or taken advantage of you will get their karma, you probably get news about someone who acted in a cruel way with you and how life gave back to them what they did. Universe wants you to know that it's supporting you and looking for balance.

Practical advices to help you heal:

- Breathe in bliss, exhale bullshit: Surround yourself with nice and beaautiful enviroments, people and energies. Keep in mind what is really important, recognize when an intrusive thought appears and change for something more healthy and positive for your mental health and your inner voice.

- Gratitude rampage: Even in the hardest circumstances we can look around us and see something to be grateful, it can be your group of friends making you laugh when you feel sad or something as simple as feeling grateful for having a comfy bed where you can cuddle like a cat in there. Look for the nice things and thank them, you will multiply them.

- Treat yourself to something beautiful today: You deserve to feel loved and cared and the best person to do it is yourself. Tell yourself pretty things, remind yourself how beautiful and brave you are, give yourself some flowers after a hard week or spend the weekend under the sheets watching the movie you like and resting. Give gifts and presents to yourself and attend your needs, you deserve to enjoy your life and feel plenty just being yourself.

- Look for the sings and synchronicities: There is no casuality in this world, everything can be a signal if you know how to interpret it. Feathers, repeated numbers, power animals... Everything can have a hidden meaning, look for the Divine language through the signs. When I started this journey books about the meaning of dreams were very useful, if I saw a moth I looked the oniric meaning to understand what my guides wanted to tell me.

Your signals:

The Fool card, butterflies, look for the Faeries and they will find you, 1916, 2332, 121, 44, triquette, color green, take a cinnamon stick in your wallet to attract fortune, malachite.

Pile 4:

Where you stand and where you lead to in your path:

(Cards: 18. Serendipity; 25. Cicles; 10. Unfinished melody // bod: 9. Teasure island)

Congrats pile 4! You have made a lot of progress with your healing journey, you have learnt a lot about yourself and have followed what your heart said was good with boldness. You've been paying attention to the signals from the Universe to being in alignment with your soul purpose, you have given great steps guided by your intuition and the things that make you happy. You are leading to a new stage of joy and abundance, your wishes are materializing in your reality faster and faster. Your resilience is admirable pile 4, you are becoming a more confident and corageous person, you don't give up easily ( I like you, pile 4 😉). You are ready to give a healthy end for an specific karmic cicle that you've been working on healing, you know the theory but soon you will have the practic test, and I must say, you will do it with greatly. You are evolving very fast and you are aware of this, you know you need to end this cicle and give it a good ending to momve forward with a sense of victory in your chest.

Which parts of yourself need to be attended:

(Cards: 24. Faery of the lantern; 36. The Faery healer of broken hearts; 3. Beacon faery // 22. Blue vodoo)

You are in a moment of getting clarity and consciousness for the doubts you were dealing with, you need to see in a clearer way what you want for your life and how to align it with your soul purpose. You had a hard experience in a recent past and that made you have a motivation for putting yourself first and give you the love you know you deserve, now it's all about you and reaching your full potential, I see you feeling sexy and confident and embracing the energy of the mermaid archetype. There's a card that talks about heartbreak but I didn't felt that, it's more disappointment than heartbreak so I decided to drop one more card that talks about a romance situation, I see that you had a rough experience with a romantic interest and that made you feel a little lost, like if all the efforts you have made were in vain or you weren't so prepared as you thought, but after all, you have known how to find the lesson behind the experience and have a clearer vision about what you want in your love life and it is not this person who hurted you with their behavior, I feel like the pattern you had to disolve is about the way you used to handle romantic relationships or the kind of people you where attracting in love terms. About this person the cards tell you to focus on yourself, after a while you'll feel magnetic and while you recieve your dharma for your hard work, karma will be reaching this person, idk is this is relevant but there is a popular phrase that tells "if you didn't wanted when you could, you will not be able when you want to", I feel that solving the situation with this person will be a boost of self esteem for you and new ideas for your future will emerge after that, also I see you will get some new admirers . You might not be sure about what will be the final outcome but you know your manifestations are real and with your inner power and wisdom you will find happiness wherever you go.

Your next step:

(Cards: The iniciation; The protection)

The doubts you were trying to clear up will disolve very easily, your guides will help you fasten the process and get the boldness to do what you need to do. You have opened a new door but you are in the moment of taking the step forward, you are preparing for the upcoming but first you know you need to close this chapter. I see that you are the most spiritual of all the piles because you are aligned to the twin flame journey and that journey is for the braves that likes to dig into the highest illumination of the soul. Keep in mind all the things you have learnt and all the wisdom you've earned, value and appreciate yourself and take the step. Do whatever you need to do to close the old chapter with no fear, you are being guided and protected by your spirit guides and they want you to know that everything will be fine.

-Blessings you don't see:

(Cards: Aphrodite; inner goddess, Brigit; don't back down, Aine; leap of faith)

Ooh sweetheart, I love your cards! You are a living god/goddess, you have to embrace your inner Divinity and that magnetic glow you have for attracting everyone, it's not about your outer look, is about the energy you irradiate, when you focus on your unique beauty people focus on that too when they see you. Embrace your sensuality and enjoy feeling attractive and admired by people, you'll get many compliments and attention, you'll feel great and confident being yourself and comfortable and proud on your own skin. You have walked a lot in your path, don't understimate your knowledge and keep going, don't give up now that you are so close of reaching the stars. Just do what you need to do even if you do it with fear of the unknown, trust your intuition and Divine guidance and take the leap of faith.

Practical advices to keep healing:

- Stay away from drama today: Keep yourself away for any dramatic situation but also dramatic mindsets, try to solve your circumstances with the filter of reason, don't allow your emotions take the control of your life, embrace them and understand them but don't let them get involved when they can cause a dramatic outcome. Idk why but I feel this message is related about the person you have to cut off, don't let the pain they caused you make you fall from your throne, you don't loose, they loose you and they miss the oportunity of nurture themselves with all the wisdom and light you have to offer. Always remind your value and keep in mind what you know you deserve, nobody can bother you if you don't allow them.

- Look for the signs and synchronicities: Check this part of the reading in pile 3 if you like to, the practical advices of that pile can be useful for you as well. Signs are an important part of your life, I feel like you are always seeing repeated numbers wherever you go or you see easily the synchronicities that happens in your daily life, pay attention to all of them and learn more about their meaning, this will help your intuition and sensivity.

- Slow down and rest, you need it: Don't push yourself too much, if you need to rest give yourself the chance to do it. Overworking or excesive activity without resting will end up draining you so, when you feel like you need to give your head a break do it.

- Get creative and excite your imagination with wonder: You have a courious nature, you like to learn more about the things you enjoy. Now would be a good time to study something new, begin a new project or master your skills, also creative activities can be great for you to get in touch with your soul.

Your signals:

The sun, sunlight, Fern, 2828, 3003, 777, 111, forest, trees, reconnect with nature, self care routines, white clothes, golden jewelry, Leo energy, dragons.

[okuhle23]

Hey! If asks are open, I'm wondering what you think of my big six?

I have a cancer rising, leo sun (2nd house), sag moon (5th house), cancer mercury (1rst house), sag mars (6th house), and gemini venus (12th house)

Thank you for spending your time to do this!

Cancer rising can make you softer around the edges, with a very beautiful frame (nice figure). You can have a rounder face and beautiful, smooth skin. Others can see you as emotional, caring and kind. You can sometimes wear your heart on your sleeve and give your heart to people who don't deserve it. Protect your heart. Mercury in the 1st can make you have smaller facial features (pixie-like beauty). You could have shorter hair? 👈(theory). Others can perceive you as smart, witty, funny, sarcastic. Others can see you as a smar, intellectual person in general.

Sun in Leo in the 2nd means that you may have an abundance in wealth. Your self-worth could be very healthy, and you could be quite confident in yourself and your way of making money. You may be wealthy because your relatives are wealthy (Mother and father could be wealthy, so you enjoy the benefits of a privileged life). A downside of this placement is that you may use your wealth as a way to manipulate others. You could also flex your wealth and family heritage. Second house represents family lineage, money and self-worth. Moon in Sagittarius can mean that you're a daredevil and enjoy doing exciting things. You are almost always happy and cheery. Bright eyes. You may also enjoy teaching others (Sagittarius) about emotions (Moon), 👈this is a theory. You could be a really positive person and might have not experienced major mental health problems. (check other aspects, and take this with a grain of salt.) Sagittarius in the 5th means that you may be talented in teaching/relaying information to others. (Sagittarius represents higher education, while 5th house shows our talents/hobbies). You could also be adventurous in matters of love (one night stands) and you enjoy living in the moment. Your kids (should you ever want any), would be smart, philosophical, well educated, they could also be daredevils. Mars in Sagittarius can mean that you're adventurous in bed and you probably have multiple partners, playerrr. You could be passionate about teaching others, as well as philosophy. Your hobbies could be doing adventurous things (skydiving, bungee jumping) anything that gives you an adrenaline rush. Sagittarius in the 6th house might mean that you have luck in the workplace, finding jobs is probably easier for you than it is for others. Because Sagittarius is mutable and changes all the time; you could probably have multiple jobs or your daily routine changes all the time. You could become a teacher, philosopher or prophet. Mars in the 6th could mean that you are driven in the workplace. You could hate lazy people, and you'd rather do the job alone so that you can get all the credit and praise. Unfortunately, you could also get into arguments often especially in your place of work. Others could also hate on you because of your drive and determination, others might not like that you're ahead of them in terms of career. I know that everyone says Gemini venus are huge players, but there's some truth to it. Let me explain: Gemini is a mutable sign which means that it's changeable. Venus represents your love interests/your love language. So with Gemini Venus your love interests may change, therefore causing you to move onto other love interests quickly. You could also enjoy a intellectual relationship, dates in the library may be your thing. You are quite experimental in bed and in everyday life.

Venus in the 12th can mean that that you care a lot about people in general and you probably believe in equality amongst everyone regardless of race, gender etc (12th house represents foreign lands and Venus rules love and harmony) Gemini 12th can mean that your dreams/aspirations change often. (Mutable energy)

Lmk if it resonated 💗

x Okuhle ❤

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[peach-astrology]

Venus in the houses

Venus in the 1st house:

1)They like to take care of themselves.They tend to buy beautiful clothes,high-quality cosmetics and monitor their health.

2)By the way,this is the same friend from whom you can ask what kind of thing to buy.They have good taste and can find beautiful clothes in the cheapest store.

3)In general,they like art and fashion,but they also pay great attention to their personality.They like to improve,they appreciate criticism.

4)Bad aspects indicate low self-esteem.He hates his appearance.It also indicates laziness and inability to defend your opinion.

5)Good aspects indicate a friendly and calm person.He is prone to optimism and he controls his feelings(or rather knows how to deal with them)

Venus in the 2nd house:

1)This position indicates the presence of any talent.With proper development,natural abilities can bring him a good income.

2)Hard work,perseverance and great creative abilities are the key to success and glory of a person.

3)He is attracted to successful and rich people.This position likes to save money or increase it.Sometimes it points to collectors.

4)A large number of aspects indicate that he is loved by people and has a pleasant appearance and voice.

5)Bad aspects indicate greed and inability to manage money.A person likes to live a luxurious life,but can't afford it.

Venus in the 3rd house:

1)Friendly and pleasant to communicate with.Very good position for managers.They know how to get acquainted and avoid conflicts.

2)Has the gift of eloquence.He knows how to express his thoughts easily and beautifully.It is interesting to read and listen to.A good position for writers and poets.

3)I noticed that this is the type of people who learn beautifully.They have beautiful pens,notebooks,markers and even handwriting.Beauty inspires and motivates them.

4)Negative aspects indicate problems with flirting.It is difficult for a person to get acquainted and take the first step in a relationship.

5)Good aspects indicate ease in communicating with the gender that attracts him.He often smiles and feels comfortable.

Venus in the 4th house:

1)The person lived in comfortable conditions.Either he had a very nice house,or he had good food.They often had visitors.Their parents loved each other very much.

2)They have a 100% very beautiful mother.

3)Such a person likes nature and a cozy home.I know a few people in this position who have a house in a quiet place.They like flowers and architecture.They like to watch the design of rooms in Ikea.

4)A large number of trunks indicates that a person is inclined to look at the world through rose-colored glasses.He should look at the world more realistically.Too dreamy.

5)Bad aspects indicate a bad environment in the house.The man lacked love and attention.My parents were always busy.

Venus in the 5th house:

1)They love children.They are good parents,teachers and specialists in the field of child psychology.Their children are often girls,with artistic talent and physical beauty.

2)He likes to celebrate events beautifully and effectively.

3)In a relationship,they love attention and gifts.They love compliments and tend to show their feelings to their partner more often.

4)Bad aspects are indicative to idleness and unwillingness to be serious.A person wants to have fun all the time and not work.

5)The good aspects are indicative of the artistry,charisma and luck.But I would still recommend that they take no chances.

Venus in the 6th house:

1)The position of a perfectionist.If he does the work,he strives to do it well.If he doesn't like it,he'll redo it.

2)A person is very careful about his health.He is attracted to natural beauty(but he doesn’t refuse cosmetics),so he has a lot of care cosmetics.

3)Bad aspects indicate problems with the skin,kidneys,and sometimes blood.

4)Good aspects indicates that the person is easy to communicate with colleagues and to make new friends.He is loved and appreciated at work.

5)Their partner can be a careerist or just a successful person.Sometimes indicates a marriage at work.

Venus in the 7th house:

1)Good aspects indicate a happy marriage.People love and understand each other.They are very similar.

2)The bad aspects indicate that their partners may be trying to seduce or interfere with their marriage.Constant jealousy and envy.

3)This person is very fair,calm and tactful.In communication,he seeks to create comfort.If a topic is unpleasant to him,he will say it directly.

4)Good teamwork skills.Depending on Mars,this person can be a commander or a manager.

5)He loves romance.He likes courtship.On the first date to the extent they are flirting and internally evaluate a potential partner.

Venus in the 8th house:

1)Strong feelings,attracting money,inheritance,profitable marriage.

2)Prone to jealousy and possessiveness.

3)He is sexually attractive,bold and not afraid to take risks.I have a friend with the same situation who wants to jump with a parachute.

4)They are attracted to successful,quiet and slightly gloomy people.They also like confident and powerful people.

5)Indicates a calm and beautiful death(for example,in a dream).They will receive an inheritance from a woman.Bad aspects can indicate the death of a partner.

Venus in the 9th house:

1)Love of philosophy,religion,art,often long trips.High ideals and ideas about love.

2)Getting to know your partner through religion,art,travel.They have a preference for foreigners,other races and religions.Good relations with the partner's parents.

3)The 9th house indicates education and most likely you prefer something unusual and beautiful.For example,philosophy,history,architecture,politics,or foreign languages.

4)In your perfect society,giving up love would be a major sin.You believe that love should fill the world,that people should be more attentive to each other.

5)Negative aspects indicate a bad or incomplete education and the threat of travel.

Venus in the 10th house:

1)They are very graceful,stylishly dressed,although not necessarily expensive.But they still look successful and successful,even if there is very little money in the account.

2)They can only do what brings them pleasure,so they choose a job for love.This helps them achieve great success in their chosen field of activity.

3)Sometimes indicates a late marriage.A person seeks to realize himself in a career,and then create a family.

4)Excellent speakers,they are able to win the attention of the public and be the center of attention.They speak clearly and beautifully.

5)Negative aspects indicate harmful workaholism.A person forgets about his health and family and thinks only about his career.

Venus in the 11th house:

1)Very often I notice that their friend later becomes a partner.So take a closer look at your group of friends:)

2)Good aspects indicate sociability,a person has good friends and they help him develop.

3)Bad aspects indicate that it is difficult for a person to get acquainted.It is unusual and doesn’t match any of the companies of people.Often indicates unrequited love.

4)You are inspired by other people.You can get to know a person and be impressed by their hobby,and the next day try it out.If you want to get inspired,go to Pinterest or write to your friends.

5)You are attracted to smart and modern people.Your partner will teach you something new.Sometimes indicates that their partner works in the field of technology or science.

Venus in the 12th house:

1)A person likes peace and solitude.He is shy in terms of feelings and rarely shows them openly.

2)This is a position I often see in feminists.They have a lot of thoughts about marriage and women's rights.They value equal marriage and relationships.

3)He may have an unpleasant experience in a relationship.For example,he had a toxic partner or an affair.

4)Good intuition and imagination.They are inspired by music,peace and quiet.They themselves are a huge vessel of creativity.

5)Bad aspects indicate difficulties in communicating with a partner.A person experiences many feelings and thoughts and can’t understand them.The partner tries to understand them,but can't.There is an understatement and misunderstanding.

[idonteven-anymore]

Things I DO NOT want for YR S2:

- Love Triangle(s) I have enough of this shit in general. I’m hoping they won’t because of how well they handled the whole felice/wille thing.

- wille retreating back into silently controlled by the lovely Kristina (his mom) NO. Like I can understand easing into him slowly becoming himself and saying F the monarchy but please don’t let him retreat back. If not what the heck would that look at the end of the last ep be for esp while playing Revolution in the bg.

- Too much angst

WHAT I WANT/Would like:

- initial mutual pining. Can’t be queer without the pining.

- Simon and Wille being happy together at the end. I won’t be able to take them not smiling at each other.

- Simon and Wille talking through their issues. (Def some angst at the start before it comes to this and that I can take.)

- Really want them to still be able to rely and count on each other, that they can still be in each others space and talk... I just want them to keep talking to each other, smiling and still make each other laugh even if it’s just a minor smirk.

- I doubt that they will get back together right away. I think Wilhelm is only just starting his self-discovery journey and he still has a long way to go. I would like this to be the focus for Wille in season two and if along the way, we see them becoming friends and their connection are getting stronger again. Them sharing glances, at least confiding and talking to each other. Simon working through his issues too.

- handholding, hugging, kissing

- Wilhelm seeking therapy because he needs it (or at least something similar I guess) hahahahahh cries

- Wilhelm and Erik flashbacks. Brotherly moments

- MOST IMPT: Wilhelm coming into himself???? Self-discovery? Introspection? I don’t know what’s the term but yes. Simon mentioned Wille needing to find out what he wants but that is the truth. This isn’t just about their relationship or whatever but also how Wille intends to handle his current situation, his family situation and how he will resolve the conflict between those external factors and himself. He struggles so much and it’s understandable given his background but at one point, he needs to be sure of what he wants and at least an idea of where he wants to go from there and unrelentingly steadfast on that instead of catering and giving in to external factors (his mom, the royalty, August, peers aka the society).

- WILHELM slowly but surely standing up for himself against his family and peers. Start a slow revolution. I’m totally down for this.

- FELICE/WILHELM FRIENDSHIP!!!!!

- Malin/Wilhelm bonding ahhahaha (Random I know)

- Girl Friendships (or more). Where my girl gang at (SARA FELICE HOW) (Maddie my love)

- (Stella/Fredricka)? Idk if it will happen but one can dream for more 🌈

- Happy Felice who deserves all good things in life

- FAMILY (SARA/SIMON) at the end of the day, Sara and Simon will always be there for each other. I know this.

- Sara realising she messed up. Her finally admitting her mistakes? She will def have a hard time making up and being forgiven

OR Sara having a plan idk

- Linda/Wilhelm???? Idk. Linda forgiving Wille for hurting her son and giving him a hug cause she knows he needs it????

- Simon meeting Kristina. Simon at the palace.

- Wille’s dad (ludvig is that his name?) approving of Simon or at the very least, Wille’s dad being there for his son cause the mom ain’t currently doing it. Unless she let her motherly side overcome her queenly duties for once. Who knows. If so, family moment would be nice here too.

- 1st year (/2nd year; are they in their 2nd yr?) friendship gang please

- FRIENDSHIPS FRIENDSHIPS FRIENDSHIPS (inc Ayub and Rosh with Simon/the gang)

- I’m hoping they handle the whole Sara/august thing well though

- curious where they’re heading with the August storyline too (but at the same time I don’t want to? I don’t know. He’s an ass and he’s interesting but still an ass and what to do with an ass in your life? Cut them out ahhhh… they are also valid and not obligated to forgive someone who made their lives hell but I would like to see Malte still and august is intriguing and if they are able to turn his character around? Maybe hmmmmm but not necessary at the same time.)

- they’re probably more things I want but i don’t want to go into specifics and overthink. Either way I just them to be safe and happy and together hahahah

- PLEASE PLEASE LET THEM BE HAPPY. ALL OF THEM. (Except maybe august idk. That boy needs therapy too. Let him go for therapy or sth)

- I don’t care if this is the last season (im lying but shhh) but gosh let it have a good and happy end. As long as it has that and then happy, I will accept it even if it’s the last season. I rather it be the last than have damn drag it out for nonsensical drama, etc. 1st season was done so well so I hope this will too. 🤞🏻

[rocketmuse]

I thought I'd share my playlist for the anniversary of the boathouse kiss. :)

Song translations, MANY thoughts, and timeline under the break.

Noise warning for song 19, Hinahanap-Hanap Kita. 4:23 to the end. Loud high pitched beeps.

YouTube music version to be made soon.

Translations for foreign songs:

Ewan [Dunno] — Apo Hiking Society — Filipino/Tagalog

Amour plastique [Plastic love] — Videoclub — French

Panalangin [Prayer] — Apo Hiking Society/Moonstar88 — Filipino/Tagalog

Hinahanap-Hanap Kita [I'm Looking For You] — Rivermaya — Filipino/Tagalog

This is a collaborative playlist made with my friend.

Thought Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy would be a good starter song. Something about the music. Represents a good start of Alec persuing Maurice, like, hey, I can be yours... Whatcha doin'?

I added Puppy Princess because of the chorus but I know some people don't like that song so... You can skip if you'd like. KISS MEEEEE KIISS ME WITH YIIR EYESSS CLOSED . ALL I WANT IS YOU YEAH YOU. TELL ME I'M NOT FUNNY TELL ME I'M LEGIIIIT

Ewan. OH MY GOD this song is so them. Alec cares for Maurice, and doesn't like not being taken seriously or being treated badly and brushed off.

"I don't know why you're like that, you're difficult to talk to and you're a snob" COME ON IS THAT NOT THEM — Just a smile from you, and I'll be in heaven. Please give me a response, anything but "No idea"... What a perfect representation of Alec's continuous persuit of Maurice, always talking, always trying...

I could go on with every lyric.

Edit: I just realised this song fits so well for Alec's letters and meeting at the museum. Must resist the urge to add the same exact track twice.

So about Touch Me... Some of the lyrics apply better in other versions. Spotify just has this version tho. Touch me, just like that.

All I've Ever Known. Maurice discovered so much that night about touch and sharing and being with someone. He wants to be with Alec. "All I've ever known is how to hold my own, but now I want to hold you too. [Hold you close, I don't wanna ever have to let you go. Hold you tight, I don't wanna to back to the lonely life.]" Alec opened up his eyes and he'll never be the same.

Can't Help Falling in Love With You. 'Did you ever dream you'd a friend, Alec? ... Someone to last your whole life...' 'Alec, you're a dear fellow and we've been very happy.'

I'd Like To Walk Around In Your Mind was added from Maurice's perspective. Perhaps it fits Alec too...

I think Love At First Sight has the double meaning of the literal title, as well as "wouldn't you like to kiss her" perhaps being... Something Maurice would hear.

I Don't Dance. Based on this post/edit. Please watch this video oh my God.

Pink in the Night. Alec yearns for Maurice in the boathouse. He hasn't come. He hears his heart breaking tonight.

Every lyric is perhaps pulled straight from Alec's brain, to be honest. I remember seeing a post with this song in other contexts with them too. So yes, a few meanings.

Amour plastique. Alec reminiscences on the night in the Russet room. Why hasn't he come?

In my mind, everything goes wild. I lose myself in your eyes. I drown myself in the vagueness of your loving gaze.

And at night I cry tears that stream down my cheeks. I think of you only when the days ends, only when my sad demons descend upon my mind, into the bottomless abyss.

Waiting in the boathouse at night, when the day ends.

I ring out in kisses all down your chest. Lost in the avalanche of my heart astray. Who are you? Where are you?

The moments of then repeat in his mind. Where is Maurice?

I suppose Hopelessly Devoted To You and I'm A Fool To Want You are self explanatory. Maurice should really come... Alec really toughed it out, 2 days he spent in the boathouse, really wanted to see Maurice, really knew they had something, and doesn't want to be treated like a dog. Generally, his 1st letter.

Moon Song. My friend said they added it as a general love song. — Why do you treat me like this? Why didn't you come to the boathouse? — Alec's 2nd letter as a whole. Plus bits of 1st.

And you pushed me in, and now my feet can't touch the bottom of you. ... So I will wait for the next time you want me, like a dog with a bird at your door.

Ewan would fit here tbh.

Panalangin. My only prayer in this lifetime: to be beside you, to be together with you, that's my prayer.

"I since cricket match do long to ... place both arms round you and share with you, the above now seems sweeter than words can say."

And this heart won't allow if you will be away from me, my love, please listen.

It also fits the end of museum.

I Want You. Maurice, can you come to the boathouse already? Alec has no power to teleport you there. I hold one card that I can't use.

I found you. I found the door, but when I stepped through, there was no floor. He found Maurice, bit he's not being here for Alec.

You're coming back And it's the end of the world We're starting over And I love you, darling And I am done, dear

Alec wishes this would happen. Also, he does come back later and they love again over, and "it is finished".

Credit for suggesting the next two songs goes to @beatle-capaldi!!! He also wrote was in quotations!

English Summer Rain

The Most Radical Thing To Do

Hinahanap-Hanap Kita. 1st letter, he's looking for Maurice. Thinking about them together.

In my thoughts and dreams, in every turn of destiny, I look for you. Also applies to that hotel/post-hotel feeling. I look for you, even if I try to forget you, saying goodbye, looking back...

Wildest Dreams. They think a lot of each other. They share once more. But they must say goodbye. Alec saw this coming. Maurice hopes that Alec will remember him like this.

I Hear a Symphony. Alec truly opened up Maurice's eyes. Maurice was meant to be with him. He helped Maurice, changed his life. But now Alec is leaving on ship... Or is he? The symphony leads into...

An orchestral sountrack. The Boathouse. Unfortunately the Maurice soundtrack is not on spotify. It's on my personal YouTube music version. I added it because it just captures the boathouse the only way the sountrack itself can.

The Word of Your Body (Reprise). MLM people have moment of romantic tension, which culminates in confessions of love. Just had to add it. "Haven't you heard the word of your body?" perfectly describes Alec gifting and showing Maurice the wonder of truest physical affection and love. He lets Maurice be okay with himself, and again, changes everything. Every lyric is perfect.

Also, sorry JBW, I like other versions more... Too bad Spotify is mean.

I See The Light. Yeah. Every lyric. Maurice is Rapunzel. Movie Blond too. Both the morning at Russet room and the museum. And the world has somehow shifted. All at once everything is different, now that I see you. "By now they were in love with each other consciously."...

Suddenly Seymour. Suddenly see more, yeah? Clive = ass and someone gives him affection for once, wow! Sidenote, I want to sing this with them and their accents... Suddenly SCUDDER...

Helpless. Musical theatre songs seem to be good retellings of their love story. It's why they belong in post boathouse. Summaries and retellings. They're also good at conveying love they'd feel for each other in general, all times ever. Like loving men, retelling a story.

I'll Cover You. Cute love song feat. gays. I like to imagine them dancing around, declaring their love and devotion for each other. Walking and dancing around like in the original scene, sometime post canon. In my own imagination, I thought of Alec as Angel and Maurice (Christopher) as Collins.

Video Games. They must love spending time together. I thought this to be Maurice POV. Only worth living if somebody is loving you I mean, come on.

It's you, it's you, it's all for you. Everything I do. I tell you all the time, heaven is a place on Earth with you.

Un sospiro. I headcanon that Maurice picks up the piano and plays for Alec. Perhaps he picked it up bc of/after Clive, but now can play it for someone who gives a shit.

Something about the melody reminds me of them. And then it gets more intense... A bit like the passions of love, showing up in sharing and touch and more, too.

Liebestraum. I mean, it means love dream/dream of love. I just had to. Also I just like Liszt.

Take Me Up With You, Dearie. This song is just so sweet... So soft... Edwardian to boot... I love how quintessentially 1909 it is. Discovered it in a YT video. The thought of them getting married makes me cry. This song in general makes me want to cry, it's so romantic, tender, and exudes my favourite era...

Let us float, float, float through the clouds, and just have a lot of fun. We'll go up, up, up as two and then come down as one.

Put Your Head on My Shoulder. We Belong Together. I always imagine Maurice and Alec slowdancing to songs that come on the radio together, when the 1950s hits... Alec probably rests his head on his shoulder as this plays and they dance...

I'm using a lot of ellipses, am I secretly Rupert Graves?

Welcome to the 70s and 80s. They love dancing together and being with each other. Now, Panalangin can be a happy song. My only prayer for this lifetime ... To be together with you. And this heart won't allow if you will be away from me.

Just the Two of Us. What a nice, vibey song. Great title, great scenario of them dancing to this...

Tiny Dancer. Your Song. MLM people in the 70s + Radio, being happy and in love with each other. — I just thought I should add some Elton. A different friend, and I, like him. Maurice sings to Alec, "And you can tell everybody this is your song." That I put down in words how wonderful life is with you in the world.

Electric Love. Fun fact: this song got me to share the playlist. Got me thinking about them and their anniversary again. The funky busy instrumental describes well their passionate love. The highs of electric LOOOOOOVE describe the intensity of them.

Alt text continued: themselves together under and the love. And the love. The song has its own tension and it perfectly pictures their own tension. So yeah, this is THEIR song quite literally.

Sorry if my music taste is perhaps basic. I just made it for when I hear songs that are Them.

Falling for Ya. Alec falls for Maurice. "I saw you when you first drove up, Mr Hall..." Something about Maurice, right? Plus really nice vintage vibes with the music. The bit about Into your arms and it's a secure sure sounds like Maurice. Awh, they're falling for *each other*...

Rainbow Connections. Gay and bi people. Marriage. Everything that Maurice and Alec went through to get here, where they were meant to be. Clive. Working for Clive. Leading up to now.

All the things that had to go right, all the things that had to go wrong, that lead us to the place where we were going all along.

On the YT version there's a soft/jazzy cover of Panalangin here. Because they're old and spending time together and being happy. What a throwback, a defined meaning in their lives over time.

Still Into You. After all these decades... Old and grown, together... True soulmates... Two men can defy the world... Maurice and Alec still roam the greenwood. Imagine Maurice meeting Alec's mom in this context. If only.

Postmodern Jukebox cover, because they are a quintessentially 20th century couple. They exude vintage.

Some piano playing for Alec. Soft, tender, romantic, emotional, true. Feels like nighttime. Feels like Maurice and Alec. And a throwback to the pre 1914 world as well. Claire de Lune feels like... A credits of life piece. Time spent in the early 1980s. Nocturne feels like that too, but more romantic. Smidge less nighttime. Ah yes, Gymnopédies. The truest credits feel of them all. None of these actually are credits for Maurice and Alec, but I struggle to find the word for this feeling. But yeah. These all have Them vibes to me. Piano of the time just does I suppose. Glad to be reminded of them at any time.

What a long playlist. Like going through almost their whole lives together. 1:52 hrs. Almost like a movie. Imagine that. A full movie of THEIR lives... But leaving to the imagination was a good thing. Led to this such action. Thank you E.M. Forster.

Timeline:

1. Pendersleigh

4. & 5. Russet Room. Night, then Morning

9. Cricket

10. Boathouse Nights

18. The Museum

20. The Hotel

21. After

23. The Boathouse

24. They Still Roam the Greenwood

I just like to imagine them dancing to songs on the radio, for decades to come...

[theroguegambler24]

hey! any thoughts on my chart? thankss

Alright!

First of all, thank you for asking.

Second, what would YOU like to know in particular?

Because from the chart, I could say this invidual is extremely charming when around others (not to mention beautiful), specially in social interactions that would require one-on-one conversations.

People would tend to see and project a LOT unto this individual due to how charming and chameleon like this person is, specially because you tend to be VERY intuitive and you run the risk of lowering down your guard when around people whom you WANT to please or make them feel PROUD of being near or with you.

The emphasis of the 7th house clues me in how extremely important RELATING (in general) is for you, and your preference towards compromise (up to a point) that you do in relationships of all kinds. The bonds that you stablish with people can be very much a source of pride for you, because you seek LOYALTY (and honestly speaking, who doesn't?)

But you CAN fall for people who through projecting their OWN impressions upon you, leave you with not much room to move, specially in a romantic relationship. It seems you LOVE to feel in-LOVE and you can love with your entire heart, but also beware that they or you might not be putting the blinders on the eyes please! (Sun/Venus vs. Neptune)

Yet you are emotionally more grounded, even a bit aloof; preferring to show your emotions & support to your friends and about causes that are near and dear to your heart. The way to your heart is slow and steady, with actions more than words. In time, you tend to reveal your emotional nature to those who matter to you and it seems you HOPE for things that would bring structure to society as well as for the community in which we live but this is all blocked due to the responsibility you feel (Saturn in cancer) towards your family, towards little children or the creative projects you undertake in secret (8th degree) in your home or in a place that FEELS (cancer) like home to you.

You might suffer if not from depression, then from creative blocks or a block/repression of emotions. Due to how much pressure you put on yourself! Specially When you feel you get stuck and can't reach your hopes & dreams; that is when feelings can get blocked, repressed or even denied. Not to worry though! This gets better with time, just seek to shift your focus on smaller goals that will allow you to quantify your progress and it will make your moon happy!

There is SOO much to unpack with you!

Pluto in the 10th --> have people acted intimidated by you? Or have you gotten into a lot of power struggles with authority figures, specially teachers, gurus, religious people or men in general?

HUGE 1st &7th house --> "to be or not to be, that is the question". Me vs. Others; the "I TRY to be nice to others but they keep PISSING me off, so i act unpredictable or leave" (stellium in both houses!)

Mars in the 1st in pisces-> "I fight the tears that suddenly come to my eyes due to how frustrated and angry I feel and lash out." Fiesty & emotional. Angry at how dispassionate and misunderstood you feel. Lack of compassion and understanding as, well as lack of appreciation for your artistic/romantic gestures are a sure way to get you going.

ARIES -LIBRA intercepted-> this is again a reiterating theme of the 1st-7th house emphasis! How do YOU deal with your emotions when others frustrate you and make you mad? Do you know WHEN to compromise or even HOW? (This is not a critique, just one observation) WHAT are you really willing to fight for and what can be let go off in order to keep the peace?

Are you afraid of losing your autonomy if you compromise? Impulsive yet bold behavior vs. Logical & indecive thinking.

The thing is, this ALL happening in the 2nd/8th house of values & valuable! Values reflect your morality and consciousness, your internal compass; while what one may find valuable is money, sex and anything external (the things we get from others)

Mercury in Virgo ○-○ Mars in Piscis-> Mercury in its ruling sign vs. Mars in its fall/detriment. Ah! Here we have the classic "I say things that I don't mean when angry". Incredibly sharp tongue and intellect, quick reflexes that can be just a tad on the clumsy side (is pisces which is ruled by jupiter after all!) And the war between the rational & practical vs. Spiritual & impractical; perfection & subservience vs. Forgiveness & sublimation.

Golden rectangle! Mercury-Mars-Moon-Saturn-> this points to a blessings once you DO work on your communication style and apply consistent effort in getting your emotions be heard and expressed through the written or physically expressed form! Acts of service, or small dedicated & consistent acts show how much you care and feel for that particular person & what you hope to achieve.

& much more! This is only the beginning & if you went to the challenge I threw out there in my previous post, you will see there is 2 more layers (charts) to unpack!

I hope this was helpful (in some way) and to remember that although the poet (you!) Have the sharp quill ready, it doesn't mean you don't need to apply yourself to the task at hand, just don't expect absolute perfection on your first rough drafts! Take comfort that inspiration will come, just slowly, in time, with a bit of effort and consistency.

Best of luck!

[neptuneofthesky]

MCC 15 WINNER'S POV [RECAP]

RED RABBITS

DREAM

MICHAELMCCHILL

QUACKITY

SAPNAP

I was a little bit late, I first joined Quakcity’s stream to listen to his mcc song, which was great by the way!! (go listen to it!!)

Quackity said that he is Florida, that is why he isn’t using the green screen, Dream is in the next room, and Sapnap is streaming from the bathroom.

Then I joined Dream’s stream and I was there the whole time.

1st Game, Parkour Tag

Dream was a god in parkour tag, like, it was literally a manhunt, he hunted them faster than me desperately trying to fall asleep. That's all I want to say. He popped off.

They ended up in 3rd place overall.

2nd Game, Battle Box

The pinks dunked the reds lol.

Quackity popped off in battle box.

They did really good at the beginning of the battle box but then the victory ✨ got in their head ✨ but they still won 6/9 ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°), they overall did really really well.

Quackity was doing really well, he was in Hall of fame at 8th place after battle box, and Sapnap was in first!

They were still in 3rd place overall.

Dream told Tubbo that he hated him, then jk<3. He also said hi to Niki.

3rd Game, Sky Battle

First-round

Dream said that his aim was very off today.

Quackity said that don’t let it get to his head.

Dream laughed and said that it's already in my head.

Dream got 3 kills.

Michael got 1 kill.

Quackity got 1 kill.

Sapnap got 2 kills.

The round ends and they got 2nd place.

Second-round

Dream got 5 kills.

Michael got 1 kill.

Quackity got 2 kills.

Sapnap got 3 kills.

The round end and they end up in 3rd place.

Third-round

Dream got 8 kills.

Michel got 2 kills.

Quackity got 2 kills.

Sapnap got 7 kills.

The last round ends and they end up in 2nd place in Sky Battle.

They end up in second place overall.

p.s. pink parrots did really well and ended up in the first place overall<3

4th Game, Sands Of Time

Dream had a bg of a different dteam fanart this time.

I don’t really know what to put about sands of time, because it was really fun just to watch, they had really nice communication and coordination.

And Michael popped off.

They coined 2754 coins.

And Dream threw tomatoes at Tommy and then twerked.

They end up in 2nd place overall.

Sapnap was in 2nd place, Dream was in 4th place, Quackity was in 10th place and Michael was in 13th place.

p.s. pink parrots were awesome and were in the first place then<3

5th Game, Hole In The Wall

Hbomb subbed in Pete, they were happy because of that, they were also happy because they manipulated the votes. (in this round, it was the fan voting for the game thing)

Dream privately messaged Wilbur.

Dream: ily

Dream: jk

Wilbur: I need space

Dream: wtf

Also, Sapnap went to change his pants because his balls were getting bigger.

First-round

Dream said that they were not colorblind so they won’t have any problem.

Sapnap won the first round, he did the Hbomb glitch thing, and he said he loved glitches and he loved Hbomb and he wanted him to be his cat maid.

Second-round

Everyone said ranboo looks snazzy and complimented him in the chat.

Also, they had this conversation:

Sapnap: "I am so hot and sexy."

Dream agreed with him.

Quackity: "You have a hot and juicy ass."

Sapnap: "You would sure like a piece of it."

Quackity: "Oh wait, I didn't put my clothes back on."

Sapnap: "No, no, keep them off."

Dream: "Okay guys, spam space harder than Quackity spams his mother- wait I mean how hard I spam his mother."

Quackity: "That was messed up, dude."

Dream: "Spam space harder than George tries to see colors."

Quackity: "Yes, I like that. I will spam space harder than I spam George's mother."

Sapnap again won, this time it was a glitchless win.

And Quackity said that is why Sapnap has big balls.

Third-round

They kept talking about how big Sapnap's balls will get when he wins this one too.

Sapna ended up in 10th place.

Dream ended up in 4th place.

Sapnap ended up 1st in top players of hole in the wall.

Their team also ended up in first place in hole in the wall.

Red rabbits ended up in first place overall.

Sapnap was in 1st place.

Dream was in 3rd place

Quackity was in 16th place.

Michael was in 20th place.

Sapnap said that he was nervous about TGTTOSAWAF, so Dream hyped him up, then Quackity and Michael followed, then they continued to talk about Sapnap’s balls.

6th Game, Ace Race

Sapnap went to pee, they said it's a part of Strat.

Then started to diss Sylvee during their second lap.

They all did trash, except sapnap, he ended up in 12th place.

Tommy whispered to Dream, 'dumb fuck'.

They all agreed that the map was indeed pretty, but they didn't like it.

Then everyone hypes up Niki<3.

They end up in last place in Ace race.

But still, Sapnap was in 1st place overall and Dream was in 4th place overall.

They dropped to third place overall.

7th game, TGTTOSAWAF

Greens dunked pinks lol.

First-round

They ran the freaking ad everywhere, so I couldn’t see the first half.

Michael, unfortunately, couldn’t complete it, so they hyped him up.

Second-round

Michael again didn’t make it, so they hyped him up, and told him and Quackity to follow Dream.

Third-round

They all made it this time, and Michael ended up in 6th place!

Fourth-round

Again, they all finished, and their team was in 4th place.

Fifth-round

Sapnap ended in 2nd place! Unfortunately, Quackity couldn’t complete it.

Sixth-round

Tommy was pissing off Sapnap since he also screwed him up in the 2nd round. Unfortunately, quackity couldn’t complete the race again so they hyped him up.

Then they ran ads so I don’t know what they were talking about, but according to the chat, they were still hyping each other up

Red rabbits ended up in 4th place overall.

p.s. Pink parrots ended up in first place overall<3

8th game, Survival Games

They decided to do the buddy strat, Michael will stick with Dream, Quackity will stick with Sapnap.

Quacky: "You are my side bitch Sapnap."

Sapnap: "No, YOU are my side bitch."

And Sapnap got excited so Dream told him to not be out for blood. [that is such a cool dialogue I am definitely using that in their dynamic]

They also decided to stay away from people.

Their coordination was really good, even tho someone straight-up went in, the other pointed it out. They all listened to each other.

Survival games were really really fun to watch, they freaking popped off, like actually popped off, they were in first place. I recommend watching it from their pov!

They overall got first place<3.

Also, Sapnap got 4k points and was in 1st place, Dream was in 3rd place.

The Final Showdown: Dodgebolt

Red Rabbits vs Yellow Yaks

Sapnap went to take a piss.

I myself had to take a piss, but the hype was too much. And it was 3 am then.

They all said it's a win-win situation, because if they win they will be happy, and if yellow wins, which has Captain Sparklez in it, which will break his curse, will also make them happy.

First-round

Sylvee and Quig hyped red up.

Tommy said he’ll be happy if red loses and he’ll clip it. (/j)

Sapnap got Punz and Jack.

Seapeekay got Quackity and Michael.

Dream got Captain Sparklez and Seapeekay.

Red rabbits won the 1st round.

Second-round

Captain Sparklez got Michael.

Sapnap got Punz, Seapeekay and Captain Sparklez (king popped off).

Sylvee was continuously hyping them up, along with Wilbur.

Jack got Sapnap.

Dream got Jack.

Red rabbits won the 2nd round too.

Third-round.

Sapnap got captain sparkle

Punz shot Sapnap.

Dream shot Punz and Seapeekay and Jack.

WIN FOR RED RABBITS!!

Sapnap got 1st place AND 4k points, so close to Techno’s record! Congrats Sapnap!

It was 3:16 am, and it was worth it!

And then Dream raided Sapnap, and stayed on his stream along with Michael, Scott, Ant, Punz, Hbomb (these were the only people I could comprehend). Niki thanked Sapnap and Dream and because their chat sent support to Niki during ace race, Dream and Sapnap said thank you for acknowledging that we sent you support(/s), and Quackity was talking with the pinks and Jack.

Then they just discussed the game and a couple of other things, I wasn’t really concentrating because I was pooping. At 3:30 am.

Quackity raided sapnap and joined their call along with Jack.

And the thing I comprehended was that Sylvee was so supportive of red rabbits that she drowned all the “hate”(/j) comments. And they again talked about stuff.

They talked about who they want to team with next mcc.

And then Sylvee joined their call and talked about the game

And then they continued to talk about things, I was drunk by then. I was drunk on the fact that I am not asleep yet, and its almost 4 am.

Quackity popped off in battle box. Congrats to him for his first win ever!

Also, Michael popped off in sands of time, also congrats to him for his first win! (/j) [this is based on a joke guys made in the beginning that it's first time for Michael to play in a mcc ever]

They also made jokes about how Michael is a mcc virgin(/j) and Quackity lost his mcc virginity last time. and Sapnap also mentioned that Dream was there when Sapnap lost his mcc virginity

They fucked it up in the ace race, but their comeback in survival games was amazing and phenomenal.

And truly, survival games, ugh, they popped off my lord. and if it was build mart instead, they were fucked.

They broke a curse too, this was the first win for a red rabbits team!!

Also, pink did really well, but they screwed up in the survival games., that's why they got third place.

During the survival games, Dream said that they won’t engage on the pinks because they didn't want to mess up their first place.

Everyone had really fun, and I also had really fun watching it. I’d recommend you all to go listen to Quackity’s song if you haven’t already, and watch the survival games from different povs!

And once again, CONGRATS RED RABBITS!!!