#the 100 4x04

[forbescaroline]

11k celebration: top 50 m/f friendships (as voted by my followers) #31. john murphy and raven reyes - the 100

[laufire]

I wonder because- look, offering luna "a choice" could always be manipulative (raven could've raised the gun again if luna had run). so I'm now thinking that maybe part of what convinced luna to stay is that raven was willing to risk luna by having her go for the drone, in opposition to everyone risking themselves and saying "luna('s blood) is the priority!!" and even nyko died shielding her. it's doing something to save lives and not just seeing her as a walking blood bag.

[greghatecrimes]

[boywifesammy]

fucking 4x04 metamorphosis man. i think it's the first time spn really addressed sam being a "freak". like it's set up beautifully for the first 3 seasons but the psychic/demon blood arc pulled it to the forefront.

sam has felt this feeling of alienation, this wrongness inside of him his entire life. not fitting into the hunting life, never having a stable home, being nerdy and empathetic and emotional trapped in a big 6'5 body. and when he finally gets a life outside hunting with jess, it gets ripped away from him. for the first 3 seasons he kept that all bottled up inside and let dean take the reigns (very lil bro of him btw), because whenever he tries to break out of it (jess, meg, etc etc) it ends horribly. and to have that feeling of constant otherness validated by learning that he has demon blood inside of him? sam must have believed that he was sick to the very core. he must have looked up to dean as his amazing big brother, who was rough around the edges but good and normal and always dad’s favourite. so it’s no surprise that sam kept a lid on all of those feelings around dean, because he was used to being the freak, and he was used to suppressing it.

then dean is gone and sam suddenly loses the one person who saw something good in him. hell, his own father thought he was a monster, and other hunters, who are the only other people he could make any sort of meaningful connection with without putting their lives in danger. he’s stuck with this awful thing inside of him, rotting away at him, his whole family is dead, and ruby is there, telling him he’s not evil. he’s not bad. he can make something good of this thing inside of him. and sam must think that ruby understands; she’s a demon, trying to be good, she gets it. so sam gets so deep into it that he forgets why it would ever be bad. he basks in this feeling of otherness and he embraces being a freak because for once in his life, it's actually a good thing that he's different.

then dean comes back to life and suddenly everything is flipped on its head. in the eyes of dean, he’s a monster. that awful feeling of alienation returns. he’s a freak, he’s a ticking time bomb, he’s tainted from the inside out. so of course sam hides it from dean, because he wouldn’t understand. not like ruby apparently understands, not like the other psychic kids, to sam dean could never understand him because he was always the freaky nerd younger brother and dean was the cool, sweet talking older bro that always seemed to have everything in check.

so that look of absolute hurt on sam’s face when dean says he has something evil inside of him, something in his blood?

that is genuine betrayal. dean's loss is still fresh to him, and now that he's finally found something that makes him belong, it's ripped away from him. just like stanford, just like jess, just like anything else in life that he tries to make his own. so he blows up on dean, screams about how he feels like a freak, just unloads all of this shit that he's been holding in his entire life. his entire damn life. because sam has been an "other", a freak, as long as he's known. the only person who he had was dean, but now he was losing him, before he even got him back fully. all because he tried to embrace who he really was.

so yeah. 4x04 metamorphosis man. wow. just fucking wow.

[winnie-the-monster]

[izloveshorses]

the 100 every other episode: “oopsies oh no we’re on the brink of war again!”

me: 

[okmcintyre]

[strandnreyes]

Columbine (red or purple - your choice) :)

Going for red ❤️

Panic attacks and those who help us through them.

“Breathe. Breathe baby, breathe.”

Carlos holds onto that—the rumble of TK’s voice in their dark bedroom, the rise of TK’s chest, the warm puffs of air on his cheek from how close TK sits to him.

He forces air into his own lungs, past the lump in his throat. Each word out of TK’s mouth is another breath in. His heart slows, no longer beating painfully fast.

The familiar walls of their home come back to him. They’re bathed in the soft glow of the moonlight that is nothing like the sun shining through dusty curtains on a kitchen floor like where Carlos was only a handful of minutes ago.

But he wasn’t there. Not anymore.

Embarrassment washes through him. He doesn’t voice it, TK would tell him there’s no need, but it’s been weeks. He thought the nightmares were getting better. They should be better.

“Sorry,” he chokes out, his voice sounding foreign. He can’t look up yet.

“You don’t have to apologize,” comes the whispered response.

Lips press to his forehead. His fiancé’s lips.

TK is here. This is a safe space. I am safe.

Carlos holds onto those short truths, the realest things he knows right now.

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[sammygender]

just know that if there was any justice in the world. metamorphosis (4x04) would be here. it didnt quite 100% make the cut but im sick over it. its on equal level to most of these but one had to go. swan song should be here also. But Whatever.

other people pls do this its so fun and tell me your reasoning in the tags/comments <333

[nathanmillers]

welcome back to my creator appreciation series! here are some of my favorite creations i’ve reblogged this past week ( aug 25 — sept 1 ) and their creators.

be sure to check out the tag *creatorappreciation on my blog for the previous installments! also, a friendly reminder that i track the tag #userkristyn if you want to tag me in your edits/fanart/whatever :)

(p.s.: marvel content is reblogged on my sideblog @petersthwip)

minor “the 100” characters gifset by @okmcintyre

bellamy blake in 1x04 gifset by @scarringstars

wade wilson in x-men origins: wolverine gifset by @unhingedbrothers

teen wolf 2x02 gifset by @kvtnisseverdeen

agatha harkness gifset by @ewans-mitchell

spider-man: no way home gifset by @proudestof

hozier “nobody’s soldier” mv gifset by @hoziergifsdaily

parks and rec gifset by @usersitcom

april ludgate gifset by @benjiwyatt

teen wolf 3x10 gifset by @braedenhales

chappell roan fanart by @b1odeuwed

louis tomlinson gifset by @sunkissedlouis

shadowhunters 1x02 gifset by @supfag

taste edit by @skainatblida

nancy wheeler in 1x07 gifset by @nataliasource

shadowhunters 1x10 gifset by @louisbxne

eleven in 3x05 gifset by @munsonseds

teen wolf 4x04 gifset by @braedenhales

[doortotomorrow]

CLARKE GRIFFIN - The 100: 4x04

[forbescaroline]

TOP 5/10 CHARACTERS PER SHOW (as voted by my followers) ↳ the 100 edition #9. Jasper Jordan portrayed by Devon Bostick

[laufire]

a character I'm also unexpectively enjoying more this time around is jasper. I remember he really annoyed me in season 1 and that carried over somewhat, but I really appreciate the moments of levity he brings to the show because they're not... unearned or out of place? he's not being CHEERFUL or preaching hope in the darkest times ~~ in a way that could piss me off. he's a wreck, he's suicidal, he's truly a tragic character for the largest part of his run. it's a perfect balance because he does things like the singing in the car scene in 3x01, and in that very same episode he LOSES HIS SHIT at other arkadians making a home in mount weather. in season 4 he's all but said goodbye to the living but he makes jaha "float" on the river in a frankly hilarious moment. he did bring something to the show no one else could, tbh.

[greghatecrimes]

"What? Ghost got your tongue?"

"I'm fine."

Oh man. Her eyes. She was not sleeping well after they lost the patient in 97 Seconds.

[winnie-the-monster]

[izloveshorses]

god,,, raven/luna was such a missed opportunity fr