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#im sorry i cant stop laughing at this whole thing#like what did you expect#thats so fuckin embarrassing#and then that dm??? HELLO?!??!#.ramblings#discourse#nov
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the way my boyfriend supports me when i am dissociating is so delightful, man can take my medical conditions flaring up and say "hey! let's make this fun!"
#bc of him we dont call it dissociating#i wake up and he'll be like ''you were so gooby last night''#gooby = dissociative#but i rarely get embarrassed anymore#bc when im gooby he thinks im cute#we end up dancing and just having a good time and listening to music and rapping#he'll explain what i did in the time i lost and be like ''you were kneading me and tugging my chest hair like a cat saying how cozy i am''#and i'll be like ''thats embarrassing im so sorry'' and he's like S H U T#i love him so so so so much#im so fuckin lucky man
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exposing myself as a arakoga (narukoga?) shipper once again
#i like them#they r sooooo special 2 me i love them#i love. overly affectionate lovey-dovey gf and secretly soft tsundere boyfriend#hits them with the kuromi my melody beam#thats how u know i love thme#hi if youre reading this. sorry for my rants in these tags so often#theyre t4t and bi4bi in my mind as well#i think koga would be embarrassed by pda but accidentally says the most embarrassing shit ever in complete earnest#“yeah you're one of the most beautiful women ive ever seen. its fuckin obvious” <---- said so earnestly and just. so koga that arashi#almosot cries and koga thought he said something wrong#ENOUGH RAMBLING LEON.#enstars#ensemble stars#enstars!!#ensemble stars!!#arashi narukami#koga oogami#my art
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One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.
#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow#someone should kiss me#and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons#i love#im so drunk#i too drunk#i stated typing thos at 12:30#imma smoke pot after i post this#if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags#i need to stop drinking by myself#if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes?#at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself#im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this#trans thought time#i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true#like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option#but is it the right option?#i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny#cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny#this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise#america sucks#capitalism sucks#love is such a bullshit thing#how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou#like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong#maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist#i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally#12:51 and i have one more short tag to add#i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh#but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you
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so the property im house sitting at is like. pretty isolated and up a driveway that theres no possible way youre going to go all the way up on accident but a random unexpected car came up and didnt come back down as far as i could see so that is. very fun and not at all frightening ✌️
#i told my parents what was going on and they called the police to have them come check everything out.#no word on when thatll be because. like. mildly middle of nowhere and its cops.#realistically theyre gonna do fuck all. because again. its a cop. but theres no way im going up to check the other house rn.#itd be thin ice for me to go do it tomorrow morning if not for the animals i have to feed.#its been about an hour since it initially happened so ive calmed down a little bit but im still freaked out being alone like this#god itd be so fuckin cringe if i got murdered in this shitty slasher scenario. im wearing a fuckin halloween t shirt.#you cant be slashed while wearing a slasher thats embarrassing.#anyway. i doubt im gonna die. but it is scary when some motherfucker is outside#and you cannot see them#ghost.txt
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Why does this edition of The Dispossessed have an introduction from some guy talking about he generally finds sci fi silly and is too preoccupied with Manly War Novels to read women authors but Le Guin is One Of The Good Ones bro shut the FUCK up fr
#its so fucking offputting who asked this guy to write this. roddy doyle die by my sword#extra crazy bc ive never heard of him in my fuckin life like. are u not embarrassed#thats ursula le guin ur talking about....#reading#ash.txt
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the Only worthwhile thing abt eminem's newest mv to me is this shot of him flipping off his kids while they mouth "what the fuck" at the camera
#thats literally hailie alaina and stevie. please.#anyway my overall Thots abt this single are the same as theyve been for the bulk of his catalog in recent years lmao which is that#his sound is very tired and dated. he overrelies on the same tricks to the point that they get aggravating. boomer ass pop culture takes#he truly has nothing to say anymore. hang it up peepaw you're embarrassing!#like all he's got left r layers of self-referential schlock caked onto the skeleton of his influential persona#he doesnt make music for anyone but the stans at this point#like ok there were a Few tracks off mtbmb in 2020 that stood on their own#but they were largely made by the features or the production rather than His rapping#occasionally i remember this one interview he did where he was like#''you guys (the general public) are so stupid and dont get it. we (choppers/wordy rappers) are Wordsmiths we are Poets''#and i snort derisively EVERY TIME in light of his output from the past like. 8 or so years#he isnt Anywhere near as good as he thinks he is now lol. coasting on his reputation#marshall ''sheer luck like a fuckin leprechaun with his beard cut'' mathers 😔🙏#omg i kinda missed roasting him to hell and back it's been too long since i last indulged.#tag vomit
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that post thats like "ive never had sex except for all those times i did" i resonate so hard with that. im fairly experienced but also im a shy virgin who doesnt know anything
#scythe wrote out a fantasy in first person and like. ah. man.#i usually project my fantasies onto characters who arent me like thats what i have done for the LONGEST time#is separate myself from the situation#i am only just now dipping my toes into making myself part of it as well#and it is so... embarrassing#like i wanna post this fantasy about vial that scythe wrote up#bc its important context for the fuckin. story hes making abt him and vial#but its like sooooo embarrassing. the ordeal of being Seen like that.#i need to be teased about it that would take the edge off#whenever i post a fantasy that is an open invitation to make fun of me for how pathetic it is and stuff like that#personal
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big day for ken shiv sisterisms understanders !
#kendall roy#shiv roy#this is so so so important to ME !!!! they are sisters they are cain and abel they are autism siblings they’re my personal cinnamon apples#ND THEYRE ON THE SAME TEAMMM. free to be on the same wavelength as wellll#i hope their joined at the hip i hope they cuss out logan i hope they act cunty and dramatic nd insane nd roman is soooooo embarrassed#of them !!!#the first one is bringing tears to my eyes like EXACT SAME FUCKIN EXPRESSION POSE MAMNERISMS … HELLOOOOO THATS HIS BABY SISTERRRR#p
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Perhaps... I can have a self insert... As a little treat... Haha jk... Unless...?
#fighting for my fucking life against cringe#as i lay there in bed imagining being dropped into a tv show#like just me as myself rn like well guess ive hopped dimensions and am in a world where this tv show is real#time to use my knowledge of how this season goes to try and prevent bad stuff from happening#oh my god thats so embarrassing and self indulgent im gonna actually set myself on fire#no one look at me#other people can have self inserts and its cool and awesome#but if i do its sooooo fuckin cringe
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DON'T EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT DUDE I LEAVE ASKS FOR WEEKS BECAUSE I'M EVIL (EASILY DISTRACTED AND INARTICULATE) SHDGKJDSHDSLGF see you got to it before I was even done with a stream...
But yeah The Smile Ruined My Life. It helps it's not as silly as his last card's though lol
The "soul patch" is a bit of both; it is amplified a lot by lighting, but you can see it's noticeably darker/less patchy than the rest of his facial hair in his texture even when lighting isn't a factor and it's like that for his younger model too. I rarely notice when Tsutsumi actually has one though because it blends in with the shadow lol (sorry for the disgustingly high res texture btw I don't know why they did that and Tumblr blows it up to max size anyway </3)
YAYAYAY HOPE YOU ENJOY GOD OF RISK <3 Genuinely don't remember a single thing so probably due a rewatch for me as well. I do miss Hit Me too...
That's exactly the vision! Sad dog left out in the rain. I love fish out of water (so to speak) type stuff where the character is normally So Serious and So Capable. Jo just Existing In Public is such an image, right... because he's like... this guy with a fifty-foot AOE "leave me the fuck alone" aura active at all times but wearing one of THE most eye-grabbing fits... Honestly kind of insane no one ever connected Aoki to the yakuza before Nick's call-out post, though.
It's fun to imagine RGG characters just living their lives too. I LOVED Mine's first event because he had a lot of commentary on random encounters you could have in Y3 and even achievements you could get, while offering a pretty good idea of what his day-to-day is like
he cant be smiling so sincerely while holdin a fuckin katana that looks RIGHT RIDICULOUSAELKJA (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
if my followers can handle me posting masato and aoki's skinned face texture, then i can surely handle a bit of extra hi-res stubble ☠️☠️ BUT i dosee it. if i squint real hard (the shadows in the rggo card really do help point it out)
I'M ABOUT HALFWAY THROUGH THE FIRST EP RN (got distracted for a sec to hang with my bro) AND SO FAR IM ENJOYIN IT !! Business Bullshit has always entertained me, and esp when kaori's being so hard headed rn only to be faced with the facts that if she doesnt change Serious Shit is going to hit the fan is ABSOLUTELY pulling me in
YAYAYA THATS EXACTLY IT I LOVE FISH-OUT-OF-WATER TYPE OF SCENARIOS TOO. it really is funny that no one connected the dots when every other npc or character seem so deadset on clocking characters like kiryu frame one as yakuza. meanwhile there's alligator-print, perpetual-scowl and slicked-back hair jo and everyone just seems to be none the wiser. He Just Looks Like That Don't Be Rude☠️☠️
i LOVE imaginin charas doin mundane shit so much, it's probably why i really enjoy slice-of-life stuff. Oh The Beauty Of Everyday Life Etc Etc- esp when applied to yakuza characters where it should be hard for a day to be bland and not noteworthy ☠️
#long post#snap chats#got distracted. IRONICALLY SO.#my college mate was askin me how i make my art dynamic and emotive and im like girl idfk i didnt know you thought it was That#im just a goofball making silly shit.... i cant help you make art bro.... i can tell you the rules of comedy tho. Subjectively.#IN ANY CASE. i forgot what i was gonna say 🥰#OH I REMEMBERED it took me looking at jo's goofy ass smile to remember#never over that PLEASE NO STOP IM CRYING#because ironically i did think about jo smiling this week. idk WHY- im lying i do know why#if i ever say 'idk why' im lying and 75% of the time it's just cause im embarrassed of the actual reason#in any case the actual reason why was cause Of Course i like it when tsutsumi smiles#i think it'll be a day in hell we see jo have a Smile smile but his smaller ones are Just Fine as well#also. every time he smiled in y7 it was to precede some heinous shit happening and it makes me laugh#fuckin smacking ichi with money/gauging a mate's eye in. yeah thats bout it ainit#crying thinkin bout it still IN ANY CASE NO I START LAUGHING CAUSE I WAS LIKE#'ah well i can draw jo sincerely smiling and that'll be that OR. i could redraw this meme 😭☠️☠️'#PROBABLY WONT I WONT LIE OR GIVE ANYONE HOPE but god the mental image made me hack up a lung#ive prattled so much tho i wanna at least finish this ep tonight i can worry bout all that in the future☠️☠️☠️☠️
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If ennyone from ze ontario area has any expertise 4 finding a place to live that is Somewhat affordable/ tips for making a game plan in da real world for financial ...livability blease lmk lol
#faaack i am so screwd <3 i done fucked up by living completely dissociated from everything for like 5 years!! fun schtuff#kinda good timing to come back 2 tumbkr tho lol at least i have ze dashboard. thats the grossest thing ive ever said god dhdjdjjf#god this is embarrassing man im about to turn 25 and ive nothing to show for it#ive just been floating on down the river of life holding onto safety nets as if i didnt KNOW they dont last forever#sighhh. i hate bekng a burden to people and knowing im the reason the people who have given me shelter are experiencing strain in their#fuckin marriage. because of ME and my inability to Grow The Fuck UP is fucking horrible wtf is wrong w me
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opened my dms again.. but still dunno how to talk to ppl... im so bad at this uweh
#pupper rambles#its not just the awkwardness coz i lowkey dunno how to talk to ppl#its also the fact ive never ever sexted anyone or done anythin of the sort like im so fuckin clueless on what to do#ppl come into my dms w expectations and i have No Idea how to react idk what u do in these situations!!!!#i wanna see ur dick! no i wont show myself! idk!?#ueueueueueue someone teach this dumb puppy#if u ask me what i want i wont know!!! idk!!! ive never done dis before!!!!#im too autistic for this yall i need clear directions and choices#and u need to explain what happens based on those choices otherwise ill be too scared to choose#ALSO IM SHY AS HELL#I CANT TELL U ANYTHIN THATS EMBARRASSING#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ANYTHIN LIKE THIS#ueueeueuueueueueueue
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#i was gonna be like “if i play a knights devotion again do u think ill cry. again.”#like im sure i will but also. one main story takes HOOUURRSSS#i dont got that in me anymore!! maybeif i started around like12 or 1 but i got smn to do at that time#im. honestly pretty shocked i got through all of amnesia on pc#bc otome on my bigass screen is EMBARRASSING AS HELL#like even w voltage otome. girl when they show a shirtless cg and they blow it up zoom in and everything#ive ALWAYS been like ????? and feel like either turning my phone down or skipping out of it bc WHY U GOTTA DO ALL THAT 💀#actually i also kinda. i know its otome but voltage always does the “insinuate they r doing the deed then cut off befote it happens”#but even that used to have me like erm.. anyway... looks away#LIKE I COULD NOT GET THROUGH A FEW MINS OF THE INTO AYATOS ROUTE IN DIABOLIK LOVERS BC GIRL SHUR UPPP#i couldnt even watch the anime properly either bc the nOISES and the WHY ARE U ALWAYS PINNING HER DOWN N SUCKING HER BLOOD#I CANT WATCH 😭😭 I CANT EVEN LISTEN GIRL STOPOOPPP I KNOWTHEYRRE VAMPIRES BUT THATS ENOUUUGGGHHHHHH#anyway. ive never been built for this 💀 fluff tho! i like fluff and fun times🥺💖#and the characters bantering between each other!!!!! luke and haku akd!!!!!!! shion also!!!! ken too sometiems!!! even gaia!!!!#everyones funny and lovable if u can banter w ur team!!!!! also v fun w llftx!!!! 10dwmd!!! the sleepless city thingy!!!#im sure all voltage games put that to use but grraaaaghjgjjgh thats how u make me like charas!!!!!!#speaking of. i cant rmr the last “recent” voltage game i tried like it was long ago..#kissed by the baddest bidder probably 💀 which isnt recent at all LMAOO#OH NONONO THERES THAT ONE. SIMILAR TO KBTBB... THOSE RICH DUDES.. MASQUERADE???#oh its legit called masquerade kiss 💀 fuckin weirdos (affectionate) but their stories were free at the time so 👍#ANYWYAY I LOST MY ORIGINAL POINT BYEEEEE#44597
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WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WORLD! vended at rad pride today and some beautiful guy sold me shrooms <33333 i love oyu forever bitch this will not be forgotten i owe you my life
#sold a lot of things too :^) didnt get a chance to really look around at other ppls stuff but thats ok#also side tangent but there were these 2 ppl who refused to put masks on and were talking about 5g and shit and like i have to say#that is some of thee most embarrassing behavior i can think of for a human to engage in. showing up to like. the only major masks-required#event all year and refusing to mask and then getting pissy when people dont fucking want you there. like kys actually. sorry not sorry#but u should be fuckin ashamed of yourself. that you get to walk around wherever u want not giving a shit abt covid + u show up to one of#the few places where ppl DO give a shit. and being like 'wahhh why am i not welcome here :^(((' like if u just put on a fucking mask...#then people would b fine with u being here#but instead yr showing up +acting like an entitled little bitch....... idk... i think we should start beating the shit out of people u guys#like actually#idk just like this is 1 of few events i look fwd to all year. and u can go to whatever u want cause u dont give a shit abt covid#so can u just let disabled people have fucking something bro. just one thing even?
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thinking about self insert...
...in an otp of si x kid x killer and law x luffy that eventually, ultimately, grows to si x kid x killer x law x luffy post wano battle
specifically in reference to this post
and how the trio get up to their stupid antics while killer and si just sit there. and watch.
it was supposed to be sexy times
but sometimes, you have to sit there, half undressed, next to one of your boyfriends, as your other three boyfriends have an impromptu dick measuring contest.
whether its actually a literal dick measuring contest, or that its simply that brand of argument is irrelevant.
but sometimes you just gotta let it happen.
eventually you'll pull them back by continuing what was supposed to happy with killer instead. often that's the only way to actually end the disagreement discussion.
#not rebloggable cause i get really embarrassed talking about my si thoughts cause like#theres no substance there#its pure indulgence and the self insert is so fuckin overpowered its not funny#but its my comfort thoughts and i like them#and maybe sometimes characters are slightly ooc because#again#its my Comfort Thoughts and thats what i need#but still. this one felt sharable#gonna use a self insert tag so you can block it all if you dont wanna see them uuhhhh#leo si thoughts#sure#that'll work#personal#for this first one
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