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^ every time I see this sprite I think of you. you are intrinsically tied to natu in my mind
WHO SHOOK UP MY LITTLE GUY. WHO DID IT
#spitblaze says things#in real life i am a bird shaped like a pea#thats not true. im a bear#but in my heart. natu#or maybe like a sableye-natu splice#anyway. yay
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the mighty nein - critical role
this is a place where i don't feel alone. this is a place where i feel at home.
#also with softer vibes. i offer They#every silly little brainheart found family deserves a to build a home edit#the mighty nein maybe most of all. thats my family#also the lyrics deliciously well suited to m9.#when jester pulls that. stupid tarot card for fjord. home or traveler. and there's a carnival wagon. and veth says Thats Us! . them#i just think about . the tower is their home the xhorhouse is their home the lavish chateau is their home the balleater. the mistake.#the nein heroez. veth and yezas apartment. the dome. fjord and jesters living room floor.#a bar with a silly name on rumblecusp#also like. the song has stone and dust imagery. gardens and trees.#the inherent temporality of life and love and how that holds no bearing on how greatly people can love. im losin it okay.#ive been making this edit for days straight with my computer screaming at me for trying to shove 143 episodes of cr into a 2min20sec video.#crying becuase. theyre a family do you get it. they were nine lonely people and most of them had given up on seeing their own lives#as something that might be good. something that might make the world a better place. and in the end they're heroes.#and it doesn't matter if no one else knows because They know they're heroes. and they wouldn't've believed that was true when they met.#rattling the bars of my enclosure. to be loved is to be changed#posted on twitter and want to get in the habit of posting here too bc.#general reasons but also bc . i have noticed some of the ppl liking/sharing it are also ppl who shit on my ops by vaguing about my posts#which is in general whatever but does leave a funny taste in my mouth.#critical role#the mighty nein#cr2#caleb widogast#caduceus clay#jester lavorre#fjord#veth brenatto#yasha nydoorin#beauregard lionett#mollymauk tealeaf#my posts
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my au where theyre open season because i thought about it and liked it
#dungeon meshi#open season#kabru#laios touden#side note: did you know elliot is probs a whitetail deer and the rest of the deer in open season are most likely mule deer#here ive made laios a mule deer and kabru is obvi a blackbear like kermode bear maybe. he doesnt have the same boog backstory#but they would both have analogous backstories like laios gets kicked out for being a lyra heartstrings humanfanboy or something#oh also shaw is the winged lion and he still hits laios-deer with a truck even tho hes a bigass muledeer bc he has a bigger truck#in this i do think kabru is much more reluctant than boog to return but laios is way enthused for it#like the elliot drinking coffee scene with more weight or smth idk imagine shaw is a beautiful but evil 'big game hunter'=poacher#shaw as the winged lion i mean you have to imagine the cartoonish villain style im thinking like the villain from the missing lynx#doodles#ENJOY ALL#labru#boog as marcille would also work but i adamantly believe in open season as a gay romcom so i will not be making her kiss laios#i just dont think thats true
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not going to lie i do find it quite upsetting that so many ppl think that animals that arent immediately relatable to humans are completely incapable of thought or feeling. and thats the only thing that matters when it comes to animal rights arguments a lot of the time
#like the take of ohhhh Well this animal is smart and shows emotions!!! it might even be smarter than humans!!!#as if that matters literally at all#like the argument abt fish or hamsters or w/e being stupid (wrong) so it doesnt matterrrrr if they dont get cared for properly#as if its ever ok to mistreat animals.#in general the idea around smaller or less relatable animals being worth less is super frustrating#like if u post abt microwaving ur hamster when u were 6 everyones like ‘lmaoooo i did the same thing’#but if u posted that abt a dog….? The Gallows#we shouldnt have to care abt mistreatment of animals bc theyre cute or funny or smart#i just watched blackfish again and it annoyed me how much ppl were arguing abt the orcas being so smart and emotional etc#which is true. but thats just smth that makes their captivity harder. u jnow. like if they were simple and had simple needs it would still#be wrong if they werent met#its just such a huge issue bc of how hard the needs are to meet in captivity#same as like. bears and shit. you physically cannot give them enough territory to stop them going insane#ik theres ppl who believe All captivity is wrong#like my strpmum is one who believes nobody should own Any pet#which is. Imo a stupid argument and not at all sustainable. ppl need companions thats why weve had dogs and cats for thousnads of years#but also they are such successful pets bc their needs are so easy to meet!!!!!#its this misconception that fish or rodents are Easy Beginners pets… in reality they are 100x harder. but their lives are worth less to ppl#bc they dont show love the same way#well. anyways im not very good at expressing my thoughts abt serious stuff#but its smth that rlly upsets me#its frustrating too bc ppl either dgaf abt animals aside from Maybe the cute ones or r too extreme in advocating for the freedom of animals#like u can absolutely give indoor cats proper enrichment. its just slightly more effort#and its not as simple as just. emptyinb out the zoos. READ ABT KEIKO!!!!!#i feel its a very interesting topic. but ppl r very b/w on it#idk i feel the majority of ppl know so little abt animals its like. impossible to get thru#like ok cool u think zoos r bad bc the lions get saddddd. but u also think snakes and bugs and rodents are nothing but disease spreaders#and cant also have complex lives#Tsk. Whateevr
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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)
#alek insanity#not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant#home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day#s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but#its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his#true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish#seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each#other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people#some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here#and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to#say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav#for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has#always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he#doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong#with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only#baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me#the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did#cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the#form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird#(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was#avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol#but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself#for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc#he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow
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Every time I go to a party I'm reminded that it's not that I can't interact with people, it's just not a desire I have :(
#i always feel so guilty when ppl i just met are like wow u seem so cool! because im really not!#im good at masking and making people feel comfortable! its got nothing to do with my personality unfortunately#no version of me is as true as who i am by myself and idk i feel like a fraud for being nice?#ive had many people be disappointed when i just. dont want to hang out#im not a 1 on 1 person i hate being alone with someone#even with people i dearly cherish i just cant find myself comfortable when others are around#and its not about them either i think im just not compatible with social interactions#im not really looking for advice btw like this is just something im coming to terms with#i love people i truly do i just cannot exist properly around them#anyways fat bear supper was really nice :')#the mashed potatoes??? they were so fuckjng good like bro you dont understand#and shoutout to the ppl who made a salmon lasagna that was so good as well#friends played a beautiful beautiful song they made (if they end up putting it on spotify ill share it here its about a cow named Margot)#anyways i guess soft reminder you never know what people are struggling with regardless of how functioning they appear#(mashed potatoes recipe is as follow: unpeeled potatoes#+whole milk+butter+rosemary+thyme thats it thank u)
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I really want to talk about my current fixation so bad and create silly aus for it but the problem is that I need validation to speak about it first before I do LEGIT ANYTHING and it's eating me away like corrosive acid eats away metal 🫠
#is this about super crazy rhythm castle? yes. yes it is#i might just do it anyway but im gonna be like “nuuu everyone thinks im annoying with my underrated bs”#clearly thats not true but i feel that way anyway 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#bear rambles#super crazy rhythm castle#scrc
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as someone with BAD dysphoria stemming from my voice, there is a NEXT LEVEL high i get when someone calls my phone and the conversation goes like
them: "Hi im calling for [Legaldeadname]."
me: "Can i ask who's calling?"
them: "I'm calling from [place] about her upcoming appointment. Is she around?"
me: "Oh, okay. this is [Legaldeadname] speaking."
Them: [OBVIOUSLY CONFUSED 6 SECOND PAUSE]....OH
#LIKE I KNOW LADIES CAN HAVE DEEP VOICES. I KNOW.#but i have an insanely effeminate legal name#and ive had bad voice dysphoria my whole life. my voice was referred to as a squeal.#and a fear of making appointments with a name thats not on my insurance card#my oic at work literally told me when she called to introduce herself that she was#CONFUSED AS HELL because of how masculine my voice is#I CANT LIKE. TELL. But im getting gendered properly more over the phone and in person#okay thats not true i can tell a little bit and i bear hearing myself talk so like. its changed a good amount#LIKE ITS THRILLING. I FEEL GREAT WITH IT. ITS SO GOOD.
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sad to think about how daigo was probably grieving mines death alone
In my silly dreamland i like to think at least katase also showed up to pay her respects ….
#snap chats#she seemed genuinely worried about him before he left for okinawa#at the very least she might show up just to show respects since she was the last other person to speak with him#i doubt they were super close but idk ….#its not that i couldnt bear the depressing notion that daigo was the only one to ever care about mine#i dont doubt thats true but still …#maybe i just want daigo to be able to talk to someone about mine who even Somewhat knew him#idk im dipping into my google docs now#oh my god wait speaking of mourning things my laptop’s screen is busted :))))))))#it got knocked off my desk and the screens not TOTALLY black#sometimes it tricks me into thinking its back to normal but it’s unusable rn so i have to get it fixed this weekend and i am not happy#but its ok it cant be helped. //screams//
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The beautiful thing abt fall out boy is sometimes their music sucks
#as a fan of them i can confirm it. sometimes they suck#idk that im poking the bear w this one its literally my blog#it is true btw. theyve made some incredible stuff and also. some really bad stuff#and thats fine thats whatever sometimes bands r hit or miss thats how it be in this bitch of a life#chattering
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losing something you once had feels so much worse iv learned then realising youll never get something you never had
#this isnt true im just not in the middle of the second one anymore but its just. such a new sudden pain#what do you do when you lose a close connection with someone that used to tell you you made every day of their life better#and that theyd do anything to keep you in their life just a few months ago?#how you deal with the pain of the person youd go to to laugh with and cry to being gone?#i dont know. i dont other than to just. try to make sure im still here tomorrow and do the same the day after#its jsut so sudden. three years gone in less than a week i cant bear it. and i can still talk to them and i want it that way#and like. just just just i hope so deeply that one day we will be able to rebuild a relationship again#but thats dependant on them not on me. and i know if that day does come its at the several least months away#its not even their fault i know what theyre going through has to be awful too. i just dont know what it is and it feels so sudden for me#idk. what do you do when you lose the person you wanted to learn how to drive you could drive to meet them irl one day#before youve even started lessons? other than cry to olivia rodrigo ig but i was listening to olivia rodrgo without crying on friday#can i go back to that please? can i go back to before this fell apart becuase it did so quickly and i dont know how#vent#flappy rambles
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, . sometimes i have to look up words that i get the vibe of that my significant other uses whenever its a weight bearing word in a sentence
the problem with reading and writing leading to a strong vocabulary is that you tend to know the vibe of words instead of their meanings.
if I used this word in a sentence, would it make sense? absolutely. if you asked me what it meant, could I tell you? absolutely not.
#thats so true . waow#i use none of the words that i pick up bc i have absolutely no idea what they actually technically mean#and i worry abt using them wrong even though the vibe is close enough and it would still be a valid sentence#but it wouldnt necessarily demonstrate a semantic understanding of the word#sometimes i have to look up words that i get the vibe of that my significant other uses whenever its a weight bearing word in a sentence#and my response changes depending on the actual correct meaning#i read hp as a child and didnt know that poltergeist meant ghost#idk. they were just hanging out w some guys i guess. and they were magical#my base level vocab that i use on a day to day basis is like weird and fucked up as a result#and ive also lost all my normal words but i can circumlocute w vibesbased reasoning#like straight up i lose more words than normal absolutely confident abt this#but ive got so many of them that i can keep up a little bit#idk what word i wanted there in that last one. keep up is a close enough expression#man i wonder what non native speakers would think abt the way i speak and tbh the way i write#both formal and informal#honestly wheres the line between stilted and 'read a lot of books as a kid'#i make phrase neologisms when i lose words like im an mc speedrunner#do we even have a word for 'novel use of two words in combination' or whatever
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my other blogs i told i was going into inpatient care bc i didnt want them to worry or think my blog was abandoned. you guys all zero of you im just tellin because i want to. i feel like i can tell you guys anything. anyone ever had any gay experiences theyd like to share
#i used to arm wrestle with guys a lot highly recommend#in terms of gay experiences#get to hold hands with a guy and you get a good feel for your power differential#lets you know how far you have to go before you can throw him like a pizza#im very weak so i would usually lose but i put up a good fight#mama didnt raise a quitter she raised a neurotic competitive narcissist and thats why im in inpatient#only dude i ever won an arm wrestling match against was a fuckin twig dude literally warned me upfront he would lose and he was right#i loved that dude i wonder hows hes doin#he used to bring in this giant bag of albanese gummy bears during lunch and id make gummy bear centipedes out of em#everyone hated them but a true artist never flinches at the judgement of others
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FACTS!!! Like remember this cast is hilarious UTLIZE IT!!!
I hope so badly for a return to the lighter moments that The Bear season 1 and 2 had. From the ridiculous ball breaker line brawl with Carmy, Richie & Fak wrestling, Sydney stabbing Richie, Sydney falling through a wall, mold showering Richie, a wall falling down as Nat discusses keeping her pregnancy a secret, Ebra and Tina roasting each other, Pete passing out from the Xanax-laced ecto-cooler etc....Since Chris Storer loves paying homage to his favorite directors rather than moving storylines at acceptable pace, can he insert a little more Howard Hawks (Bringing Up Baby), George Cukor (The Philadelphia Story), or George Stevens (The More the Merrier)? Carmy and Syd ranting in the dumpster, breaking down boxes in Season 3, proves he can do it! I would love to see Carmy and Syd trapped on a rickety fire escape arguing about the Shapiro offer. They nearly plunge to their deaths, but Syd's brains and Carmy's muscles save the day 😆 Maybe one of Richie's Tuesday(?) Surprises go terribly awry, causing The Faks to leave forever 😈 Tina and Ebra hosting a roast for "team building" would be a dream. Just subtract the Faks and insert the OG cast up to their old hijinks, and I foresee another Emmy win for Best Comedy 😉
#the bear#sydcarmy#i want to not be sad all season 4#like some people think Jeremy isnt funny or doesnt deserve comedic lead and im like ummm thats not true#he is funny its just a different comedic style#storer loves the meta so why not the romcoms of the 30s and 40s?#i miss smiling carmy and hopeful syd#i want the OG crew front and center#old movies
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Prefacing this by saying i don’t hate Eddie or buddie in any way, im only tagging this as anti buddie so people can filter out criticism on a ship that they enjoy ❤️
This post doesnt really have a specific theme, I’m just kinda rambling here so bear with me lol
Something that has been bothering me for a while about the gay eddie hc, is that at least the canon basis/evidence for it, is honestly a little homophobic? Most often people claim he’s gay because of how he treats women poorly and how many failed relationships he’s been in and I just.. first off have you MET a straight man?? 😭 thats how they are..(For the most part). Secondly it’s a negative stereotype that gay men dont treat women well, so having that be one of your main points to make Eddie gay rubs me the wrong way, especially when it comes from non queer men. The other main point I see is the quote “it feels like a performance” but the thing about that quote is , its taken extremely out of context.
He was literally talking about being set up on dates, being FORCED to date instead of letting it happen naturally. Thats what feels like a performance.
I have never understood why Eddie also cant be bisexual if queer at all. he has been clearly shown to enjoy having sex with women.
And another thing that bothers me is that buddie fans shout all the time about wanting whats best for Buck, and then want him shoved in a relationship with a man that has never treated a romantic partner fairly. Again, this isnt Eddie hate but the guy needs serious therapy. He’s a good friend and a good dad, ultimately hes a good person too but he’s not a good partner and that wouldnt change just because he dates Buck.
Bob’s are constantly forcing a heteronormative role onto Buck, especially when it comes to taking care of Christopher and it just, thats not going to solve anything? Like at all? It really makes me feel like they dont understand mlm relationships at all, and what they look like and how they work, especially based on their reactions to how Tommy and Buck interact.
People probably arent going to like this take, but I see fics or posts that constantly put Christopher as Buck’s 1 priority and I just dont think its true. Dont get me wrong I really enjoy the relationship they have, but if any kid on the show has his highest priority, its Jee. Buck spends so much time with Chris because Eddie needs help, if Henren needed help or babysitting more often Buck would seem close to Denny and Mara as well. Im not saying Buck doesnt care or want to hang out with Chris of course, but I feel like people definitely overplay their relationship to an extreme extent. The same goes for buddie in general, especially these last few seasons I dont see buck and Eddie being any closer than eddie and hen or buck and hen or something. Especially considering in 704 Eddie literally didnt invite him to trivia which he knows (or should know) Buck likes lol
And another thing about Christopher is that they turn him into this buddie love child who is SO obsessed with his dad’s sexuality and its just so weird to me. They completely strip him of any independence and personality and turn him into this buddie advocate, and then put him away when he’s no longer useful or needed. Its ableism. Chris is his own character and his story shouldnt focus around Buddie or his dads romantic endeavors AT ALL.
Anyway if you read all of this thanks for indulging my rambling lol
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can more people scream about platonic allurance
like thats my mini hyperfixation rn (inside the larger klance and vld one) and im so sad its just not a huge thing i love them so much i wanna see them go shopping in a mall and go to claires please
THEY WOULD GO TO CLAIRES and buy fake nails and shitty dollar store eyelashes please they would walk around pretending to be a couple and go into build a bear with the dumbest pet names trying not to laugh (based off true events)
#vld#voltron#lance mcclain#lance voltron#vld lance#lance vld#allura#princess allura#allurance#platonic allurance#i love them so much#i need to write an allurance fic#a platonic one#please yall#kick#klance is canon king#i stand with the gays#lgtv#klance#shallura too or something idk#shallura#no hate to other allura ships idc i love her#queen#princess allura? more like QUEEN ALLURA#sorry#this is an allura fan account now#love her
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