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wanderingpages · 1 year ago

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Noooo chapter 5😪😪😪😪 we’re coming to a close, fellas. I cannot… and yet. I can. We move forward my sisters in god

Oh…not him spending winter break with her…in the same house… as their parents…with all this…tension…. (Ive seen this [adult] movie before)

Aww he holds the door open for her… helps her take off her socks…walks her to class/.., it really is the little things. His actions… Peach said show dont tell 😮‍💨❤️

Not Cardan being fluent enough in french to have La Chute in its original publishing bye thats so hot of him and dare i say,..timothee chalamet core…. @iknowitwontwork wya (This is rockstar anon btw i am on medication (dont worry abt it peach this a little inside comradery bby)) anyways have i mentioned you write and its like a movie?

““Is it your favorite?” I ask. I wiggle my brows, “Do you think you, too, have fallen from grace?”” – first, not babygirl being versed in Camus 😛 secondly, ohhohoo i love all the biblical references

“His smile is Cheshire in response, “Since the day I met you, little sister.”” - u know what…. At least he honest, like its really now hitting me that hes soooooooo honest about it. Playing a little game as jude said when he was leaving her dorm after the party… like its a game but an honest one. Like am i crazy or is he just trying to see how far he can provoke her w their situation and honesty?

Omg wait not him CLOCKING HER the very next paragraph (By the way i feel like u should know, i have the chapter open on one half of my split screen and the other half is your ask box lol i am literally typing as i go like this is the wattpad comments section fr)

i feel so smart and validated that cardan literally says all of that ^^^ like wow i should have held my tongue (fingers) and read the next paragraph lmao

ALSO BAD THING SBY CULT DIDNT I LITERALLY SAY SHE KNOWS DOT MP3 BEFORE????

I like that his jewelry comes up frequently because its part of him, just like her knuckles come up cus its part of her fr like both of them are so natural abt it too like her playing w his chain and him rubbing her fingers like ugjhhfh SHOW DONT TELL IS SO IMPORTANT

Whoaaa not him clocking ASHA now!! Not jude saying her mamma dead or alive she dont really care, RESPECT

Wait not him pulling up to the gas station to get a first aid kit….like he really doesnt say a word about it at allllllll

And jude said oh, more time alone with him? In a diner? Count me in ❤️

Oh shit cardan has moneeeyyyyyy – “I guess, there really is a lot about him I had no idea of. “I'm an honorary member,” he shrugs, “It’s kind of hard not to be when Daddy funds their lifestyle.”” purrrrr

Oop!!! “ “Ghost is my best friend. It would have been a fight had it been Locke or anyone else,” he divulges, and though I shouldn't be startled by his honesty, it still makes me feel a little too warm. Then he admits, maybe selfishly considering his track record for the past few weeks, “If he had gone further, I would have buried him.”” HELLO

Lol jude got some balls to say ““That's a visceral reaction,” I come to terms with. “Your best friend?” I blush when I remind him quietly, “you’re the one who told me to open my mouth.”” cus like she right tho

Ahhh! I squeaked ! ““Plus, I think you look cute with a dick in your mouth.””

When hes a feminist 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 – ““What makes you think you have any right over my body?” / “I know I don't.””

Hold on hold on hold on wait a minut wait a minute hold on, when did cardan transition from little sister/dear sister to baby? It happened so naturally how am i this far in and catching it???? I love him

Lol jude said fuck condoms we fucking raw or not fucking at allll 😤😤😤😤

“After a while, I notice him staring. “Do you want some of my pie,” I offer. / “Is that a euphemism?” / [..]“Do you want it to be?”” – yes, i do, i wsnt it.

““What's the pipeline between mommy issues and wanting to bend your sister over the bathroom sink?” “ - HELP ME?! – ““Stepsister,” I tell him.” – emphasis on step fr okayyyyyyyyyyy

““It makes no difference to me, Jude. Sister or not, I’d want you the same way I wanted you then, the same way I want you now.” ” - wait why is there butterflies in my tummy 🫣🥺

““I want you to copy me,” he says, huskily, startling me, my eyes growing wide. “I want you to stick your fingers in your panties and do what I do.” ” - PEACH…the gasp i gasped …. !!!! PEACH

IN THE DINER!?

IN FRONT - ACTUALLY !! ACTUALLY IN FRONT OF MY SALA D IN THE DINER?! .. do continue

““I think…I want to do to you what Spring does to cherry trees,” he murmurs. “Open you up…watch you bloom.” ” – DO NOT BE QUOTING PROFOUND POETRY RIGHT NOW IM GONNA FALL IN LOVE.

His fingers in her mouth jus - 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶PUT MY FINGER IN UR MOUTH CUS U LOVE THE TASTE

“He pulls out of my mouth, a trail of spit losing connection when he finds his way under the jacket, following my hand, and adding his finger to my two. I whimper at his intrusion, and think, disoriented, three. Three fingers.” – no fuc me for real PEACH PEACHERLY ANNE POSSIBLE i dont care that its dirty as hell this shit is poetic

NO NOT THE WAITRESS !!! NOT HIMS STILL GOING TOOO AHH PEACH

My heart racing rn

Oh god.. The soft forehead kiss…like he didnt just rock her world in a booth in the diner… im literally and figuratively unwell

“He kisses me sweetly when we get to his car, and I kiss him back, because we can, for right now. ” – why did this hurt?!

AND ALL THIS TIME HE DIDNT EVEN LIKE CHERRIES

Not is it out of your system!!!! Twk ate w that fade to black fr tho

““Cherries?” / “Me,”” - STOP hes so fucking cute

Okay this might be the longest ask yet 💀 my sisters in god is sending me💀

I think in any fic I’ve ever written, cardan is always holding doors for her lol

Not timothee chalamet core 😭😭😭 @iknowitwontwork ur friend is here, come get her ❤️

lol that is a nice piece of info to be made aware of 💀 I was lowkey wondering if you were switching through tabs lmao meanwhile I’m scrolling up and down trying to respond 💀 lol it would be soooo much h easier if this was the Wattpad comments section. Like they ate w that…that one little thing. They ate.

You did mention the song!

I really do try so hard to show not tell cus I hatttteee reading tell not show in books😭 like don’t tell me he loves her, show me!!! Where’s the build up?? The tension??

lol if cardan is blunt, Jude is ballsy (I hope it comes across this way lol)

Actually don’t know when that transition happened I just be typing stuff 💀

Always emphasis on STEP lmao he’s not the step brother he’s the brother that STEPPED up lmao lemme stop that was uncalled for anyways yes the diner, yes infront of your salad, ues the waitress, yes that song lmao

Also you should know the first time you called me peacherly anne possible, something in me changed like the stars alined and now peacherly is my go to user name for websites and stuff cus slayyyy who tf else being called peacherly ????!!!

Two really did eat w that lmaooo

#asks #sometimes I throw in angsty little one liners to subliminally prep u for the third act angst #just so yall don’t get bamboozled ❤️

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fracturedporcelaindoll · 6 months ago

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Dear diary,

I'm the type of girl who'd want the cliche romance with crush, the amusement park dates, late night drives or conversations, the matching couple clothing, the holding hands, gentle affectionate in public, the little inside jokes and bdsm aspects too.~

But I'm also the girl that's too shy to start conversation, the one no one gives a second glance too. I can wear anything even more costume aesq aesthetic attire and still remain alone, sure maybe the occasional looks from others over outfit choice but thats about it.~

If my nerves get too much I'd run and hide or freeze in situations it's just instinctual at this point.~

I suppose obsessively working out is better than being lazy though to be fair I have my lazy days too where motivation is next to 0.~

I realized as much as overhaul dresses are adorably cute that I dont feel comfortable wearing them because I dont think I am thin enough to look ideally goregous or adorably cute in them.~

I get these moods to pair my wardrobe down to fitting into a suitcase and just go somewhere drift from place to place etc.~

I just can't decide to go with totally only the cutest outfits or the plain but comfortable outfits. ~

I want to shower those I like in generous affectionate tho I often stop myself because whose to say they'd appreciate it or want such attention or affection.~

Is it pathetic that the only people I could consider an optional acquaintance/friend is a barista that I occasionally visit the cafe from time to time to draw and share drawings with?~

I am not even sure if we are friends probably not since we dont meet up outside of cafe or when she's not working. We don't text or hangout ot gossip. I just listen to what she talks about with the other baristas offer compliments on her attire and encouragement. She in return kindly appreciates my drawings. Regardless I appreciate the kindness and often think of dropping off cookies or other things like that would like to think she and her coworkers would appreciate. I don't though because I don't want to be weird if it'd be unappreciated or unwanted etc. ~

Maybe not this month but some month I feel like I may just permanently end my cell service contract as why have it when if necessary there are other methods of contact such as email that require no public speaking.

I read this novel a fanfiction on NCIS with dinozzo as lead for romantic interest and the fictional character Ellie created to be the female love interest. Ellie is shy and due to trama while she can physically talk she signs to talk. I feel like that I would do that too if I knew sign language but I am not very academically smart so learning sign language would be difficult.~

I suppose the point is I'd rather have to be accepted for me choosing not to speak rather then it being viewed as weird. If taking orders from written notes in public cafes was considered semi normal that would be nice~

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generalsmemories · 1 year ago

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Hii not a request, more a ramble bevause im insane, but just came from a stressful college day (was asked if i wanted to go home so haha…obv.) and I’m so done and well maybe it seems like a request but I’m fr curious what jingy’d do like when you’re having a panic attack.

Specifically because I don’t want to be touched during one but I feel like the assumption will be that he’d just hug you and (even tho id probs want that but LIKE THATS ME ITS HIM YOU KNOW WHAG I MEAN AAAAA) like you know (do you?)

Okay sorry I’m a mess, so when I have panic attacks I go non-verbal. (I might be autistic) And like all i do is apologise and cry and hyperventilate and id love a hug but hate it at the aame time. And I feel like he’d know yk? That like if youre not into physical touch, he won’t touch. And if you are okay with it he will…. So hed ask and id nod? BUT THEN ALSO NO BECAUSE ID CRY EVEN MORE WHICH SUCKS AAAAA.

Or: i just want him yo be real and exist and hold me because im touch starved but I also dont because then hes real and I cant do anything and i cant talk and then its all fucked up because bad communication and haha mentally ill.

Sorry if this aint your tea i jusy feel its so normal bc all my friends havw this shit so we share the most insane stories and jokes yk?

Anyways much love <333

dear god anon i hope you took a nice rest when you got home from college- rememeber to put your health first before anything else! you can't flourish or give it your all if your body is ready to collapse any second.

I recently graduated earlier this year (around may) so i can totally understand the stress, but treat yourself well and i hope you got the very much needed rest. also don't be sorry, i get you and not wanting to be touched in such a vulnerable situation. well sorta anyway, i can perfectly initiate physical touch with others, but when others try it with me it's always a 50/50 chance that i will not even let them touch me or pull away after a few seconds HAHA (friends and family alike).

but as for how jing yuan would react i'm pretty sure he would notice pretty quick - he has quite a good eye for details after all! he pays close attention to everything around him, so picking up a few habits of some people would be a piece of cake for him. but if he's unsure i'm sure he would be the type to actually test the waters, if you're able to talk under such panic attacks he would softly ask and then just stay by your side as a presence if you were to confirm his suspicions!

if you weren't able to confirm or deny anything, i think he would try first. not go straight for a hug, but place a comforting hand and test the waters ya know? and if you were to first say yes then later say no he wouldn't question it - if anything if it stresses u out more after he would just placate you with the same :3 smile he sports.

BUT REMEMBER ANON FROM ME PERSONALLY!

don't put yourself down like that, battling mental illness is already a struggle in itself. you're already doing plenty enough by getting by each day! and judging by how you can still joke and talk about it with your friends, you already have close people who would probably stay by your side willingly to comfort you. you're not alone, but if you ever want to drop by again in the near future and ramble you're welcome to!

i would gladly chat with you again (و •̀ ᴗ•́ )و

#narus' message corner #anon #same actually i wish jing yuan was real at times

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c-o-r-r-u-p-t · 9 months ago

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Dear younger self,

Every time I write something like this, I imagine the version of myself on the day I gave myself caffeine poisoning. I had stayed home all day looking at rent prices and trying to figure out what I might be able to afford when I’m all grown up, dreaming of one day having my own nyc apartment

I loved to plan. I loved to dream of the future and think of the trips I wanted to take and the things I wanted to experience. It’s why it’s so ironic that I was so insanely suicidal back then. I had also given myself food poisoning because I drank about 7 cups of coffee that day trying to convince myself I like it so I could live off of it, because it had no calories and that’s what all the other girls with eating disorders did. It still feels weird to put myself in that category tho but I definitely had problems with eating for a long time.

Anyway, that’s who I’m writing to. I’m writing to the kid that lost most their friends because they couldn’t bare to leave their bed and spent all their free time at school crying in the library or desperately looking for an escape through books. The kid that let themselves have a whole 700 calories that day, in total, as a birthday present to themselves. To the kid that dissociated for hours a day in the bathtub to daughter while the cuts on their hips slowly bled into the water, making them lose so much blood that they collapsed and had to crawl naked to their room before anyone found them. To the kid that wanted so badly to be happy but just couldn’t, but could still dream

Dear younger me,

We fucking did it. We did it all. Everything that you planned, everything you held on to when there was nothing around, everything you wanted to be. When all you could do to stay alive was dream about the possibilities of your future being brighter. We fucking did it. We moved to nyc. We even have a park out the window. We hiked the fucking Appalachian trail. The whole fucking thing, just like you said. Started and finished by yourself, too. Taken a few other solo trips too, like to Yellowstone last year. We even spent a semester abroad, and got to find out what falling in love in Greece is like. We not only got the psych degree that you’ve wanted since 9th grade, but one of the professors saw your potential and gave you a shot to prove it as a volunteer at the Bronx zoo. You worked so hard that you’re a zookeeper now. Can you actually believe it? A fucking zookeeper!!! Thats actually your adult career..... We didn’t even think that was a real possibility back then!!! And we fucking got it. And it’s hard but it’s so good and so rewarding. Telling people what you do for a living and watching them react to zookeeper never gets old. We thrive off of people telling us how cool of a job we have. And guess what I brought home today… a fucking LION WHISKER. This is the closest to our life goal we’ve ever been, and we’re really getting there. We have made such a beautiful live for ourself. We some how found a way to be surrounded by nature in the middle of the city. And the friends you make… they’re such a gift. Some of the kindest, most wholesome and caring yet fucking sick people out there, and they love us. We became the type of person that earned love and respect from some truly beautiful people. People who continuously go out of their way to show us love when we need it. They are what keep you going when you need something to lean on. Them and yourself.

I wanted to write this to show myself how far we’ve come from that little kid dreaming of having a life they actually want to live through

We grew up, but all our decisions are for you. For the kid that some how managed to hold on through that fucking hell. You held on for me, so I’m making this life everything you’ve ever dreamed of. Everything I can remember, I’m making happen. I bought my own car for the first time last week, and as soon as I got in it I put on mr rager by kid cudi, like I’ve been planning since 10th grade. I am making my dreams come true. I built a beautiful goddamn life and I’m so proud of how far I’ve come. And I deserve all of it.

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star-luvrx · 1 year ago

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ok so i just need to shout into the void!! i need to write this out!!

so im like 85% sure im aromantic and like 95% sure im on the aromantic spectrum somewhere and personally i dont need labels i like to have wors to discribe myself if im asked but otherwise i dont care! im just here, a complicated sack of chemicals to put it way too simply.

now, the arospec experience is a complicated one now some people use the SAM (split attraction model) (some more information on that here, here, here, here and info on QPR's here, here, here)

now using that model i can understand myself in more depth and so do others, now here is where the void shoution comes in. I love the idea of a QPR i really do the ony issure i can see arising is that the other person is not arospec and the romantic feelings re not recipricated. now people can be happy with this (not that i know any my town is small) and thats lovely but like alot of sad love songs the romantic love feeling s not recipricated and there are still underlaying feelings there its not romantic. I get that. i dont get the whole i want to be your partner/so/whatever i do get the i want to be around you and talk to you, now keep in mind some see that as romantic but it feels the same as it does with my friends. i want to be around my friend, talk to them, etc! and it feels the same. i find people attractive and ont get those feelings wich i think is pretty 'normal' anyway but if there is a person where i do really ike this person, where i like them not romantially it feels the same as my friends BUT i totaly made out with them for an extended period of time 40 minutes held hands etc, hand holding is normal with friends but anyway!! yeah and we talked after an everything but im haveing this pit of gulit of like oh dear does she like me like that? i know she did before but im not sure now. but i dont. yeah i like her and i did enjoy our kiss would i do it again? probably? (we were not sober when this originally happend) but if given the chance would i kiss oter people? maybe? again i dont think i have those romantic feelings and i DO NOT want to fall into a one way relationship with someone, break thier heart and have it also be long distance. no thanks.

now see this is why i like the SAM, the romance portion is like LOW (if its there its like demiromantic idk tho) but the sexual/ attraction portion is still all there. Across all genders! diffrent levels probably but still!!!

anyway thanks if you read, but the void is nice.

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theycallmebun · 3 years ago

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hey i was wondering if you could do something on iwaizumi having a crush on oikawa’s twin sister (or sibling), and oikawa finds out and them eventually getting together

sorry if thats too wordy 🥲

when he’s crushing on oikawa’s sister

you got it! i loved this request so much😭 thank youuu. i hope you like it! i also apologize if this wasn’t really how you wanted it to turn out

iwaizumi hajime x fem!reader [who is oikawa’s twin!]

w/c: 540+

warnings: none:) lower case intended[very sorry. i wrote this on my phone]

genre: flufff (iwa goes through some inner turmoil tho)

i feel like iwaizumi would be in so much anguish just knowing he has feelings for you because he knows he can’t have you.

obviously oikawa would notice, with iwaizumi’s aura easily emitting off of him.

iwaizumi would be between a grump and on the brink of tears because, dear God, this was stressing him out.

oikawa picked up that it had something to do with you when you entered his room and iwa just took this deep exhale like he’d been holding his breath the whole time.

as soon as you leave, it’s a full on interrogation.

“what’s up with you and my sister?” “what’re you planning on doing with her?” “are you guys dating?” “are you her boyfriend?” yada yada yada

iwa would cover his face with a pillow, too embarrassed to look at his friend, admitting his feelings for you into the pillow.

“i can’t hear you,” oikawa said, all sing-songy.

“I like her!”

oikawa got up and started dancing around oikawa.

poor iwa was so confused.

“why are you dancing?!”

“because! if you like her and you start dating then you’ll be like my actual brother!” oikawa declared.

“what!”

now that the stress of betraying oikawa was off his back, now he had to worry about you reciprocating his feelings.

he couldn’t really tell if that was worse. it still ate him up inside. this poor boy. can’t escape the agony💔

oikawa helps organize the two of them getting alone so that iwaizumi can have a proper confession, of course.

iwaizumi has his script in front of him, practicing it before you walk in. he lays eyes on you and just loses it all. all the words he’s rehearsed since last night and his composure.

he knows it’s a simple look on you, with jeans and a t-shirt, but you look so beautiful.

“y/n…” he lets it slip out, having nothing else to say.

“hey, iwa, tooru said you needed to see me?” you tread lightly, having the slightest feeling it’s a confession from what oikawa told you. these boys really aren’t that subtle.

“uh, yeah, i just wanted to say that— that i really like you and if you’ll let me, can i take you out?” iwaizumi asks while twiddling his thumbs, looking down.

you walk closer to him and tip his chin up to look at you.

“of course, iwa. i’d love that,” you tell him while holding his jaw, showing him your best smile.

his eyes widden and he’s utterly shocked you agreed. jaw on floor.

you laugh at him in this state, thinking it’s so cute he’s so flustered.

you can hear oikawa rejoice on the other side of the wall. it kind of breaks the silence between you two and then iwa is just holding you.

“thank you, y/n.”

“don’t thank me, hajime. i’ve been meaning to do this for a long time.”

“hurry up and kiss already!” oikawa shouts from the next room.

the two of you laugh before looking at each other, inching closer and closer before finally kissing. it’s sweet, it’s gentle, it’s new, and both of you wouldn’t have it any other way.

“these walls are very thin,” iwaizumi announces before the two of you break out in laughter.

#hajime iwaizumi #iwaizumi x reader #hajime iwaizumi x reader #iwaizumi imagine #iwaizumi headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu!!#haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #iwaizumi scenarios

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just-some-random-blogger · 3 years ago

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Hidden Heart

BTOB Lee Minhyuk (Huta) x Idol!Reader Summary: You and Minhyuk were a couple for the show We Got Married. Your forwardness and comfort in haptics made for an interesting show. It was clear how you captured the hearts of your endless admirers. Minhyuk understood from the get go that you were a forced to be reckoned with. He finds his own heart pounding at the sight of you... and it's getting a little too real. Word Count: 5k+ Warnings: Fluff, headcanon, crack fic, angst, pining, mentions of hate, adoption, orphanage, toxic fans, etc.

A/N: this is going to have a part two. Dont ask me when I'll post it, but I will. I'm sure there'll be a part two because I wrote it first, but i just can't get this out of my head so I'm writing this before i finish the other. I'll tag u if you like, just ask. IM OBSESSED WITH MINHYUK PLS I HOPE HE GETS MARRIED FFS

You were part of a girl group thats pretty famous yeah

U were known as the mood maker of the group

The outgoing one

The emotional cry baby

Basically, you were very comfortable with showing your emotions

Plus, youre v clingy and needy

You do most of the skinship in the group unapologetically and unabashedly

You've been a fan of the show 'we got married' for a really long time and expressed your interest in featuring in it to your managers

But cos u were pretty young at the peak of the show, they were hesitant about it

But now is ur time

And to your surprise u got paired up with BTOB's Minhyuk (surprise!)

Now, you were about the age as his group, which was why you were close with Peniel

Minhyuk actually asked about u from him

And peniel was very Nonchalant

But said u were nice

And really talented

(you two went to the same Church Btw)

But you were only ever acquainted to Minhyuk,

which sort of made it fun

in ur head that you would have a new friend

On ur first episode u met at like a chinese restaurant and really just went at it

"ive been thinking a lot on how we should approach this and i think we can help each other out,,,, like treat me the way you would treat a woman u like so that if ur problematic, i can help fix it for u," you bluntly said

Minhyuk to be honest, enjoyed the fact u were taking the lead

He pulls into a smile and a nervous chuckle and says, "okay lets do that."

"ok cool. U do the same with me. N like hopefully at the end of this we can be bffssss!!"

Minhyuk cheerily smiles.

You proceed to insist on writing down a letter to your future selves to read at the end of it.

You also make sure the other doesn't read what was written.

U jokingly warn minhyuk that by the end of it u would probably cry cos thats such a you thing

Ur surprised when minhyuk agrees

Pleasantly surprised tho

Honestly, it was a pretty strong start between the two of u

You right off the bat said yallz should have pet names

And that ur name should be husband and wife in ur phones

🤮

U also made sure to hold his hand--

Or bicep

Cos

You know

🌝😎 hes got dem muscles

Side track: you asked if you could see his abs like any rational person would

--everytime you walked together

Minhyuk was clearly culture shocked

Some viewers that did not know you were shocked too

But you never really stepped into a zone which truly made minhyuk uneasy and uncomfortable

So it was good

You would go on to your 'wedding day' in a very simple tube, a-line dress, with minhyuk in a tuxedo.

You were very touchy with Minhyuk in the photos

Mostly cos u were touchy with everyone

Minhyuk would then tease you, saying his wife loved his body so much

😏

BUT NO BRUH YOU SLAMMED THE BOUQUET OF FLOWERS ON HIS SHOULDER FOR THAT

It made for some pretty funny photos

"OPPA UR TOO MUCH"

Minhyuk would nod profusely, never forfeiting his smirk, and wave his hand in surrender

On like ur 'first dates,' you go to an amusement park

It's all fun and games

Really exhilarating

Yall go on a bunch of rides that throw people side to side and upside-down

You scream your head off on a rollercoaster and grip on each others hands for dear life

Mostly it was you gripping on Minhyuk's bicep

😎

Nahhhh but he got a little hurt with ur grip digging in his flesh

Especially when you bit his shoulder, though it was through his clothes

😎

"yayayayayaya, lets go to the haunted house!" Minhyuk jumps after getting off the rollercoaster

Ur a little loopy and minhyuk helps you down

But you still shake your head quickly at his idea

He makes fun of ur messed up hair, which you flatten out

"well ur face is messed up, oppa"

Minhyuk chuckles in shock, "YA!! IM TRYING TO HELP"

You pretend to be offended by his scream

That's it

Minhyuk begins to push you from behind, "lets go to the haunted house!!!"

You try to fight back, and you manage to stop him, only cos he relents

"oppa pls im such a scaredy cat plsSsss i will pee myself."

Minhyuk is even more interested.

"yA, i went on all the rides you wanted!"

"because you wanted to get on them too!"

He narrows his eyes, "nope. We're going to the haunted house."

You whine.

He chuckles, "please, it's not like you will die"

You make a run for it

For real

you decide to run away from him and get into the car you drove here in or something

Lol

I mean u started off walking away

But since minhyuk kept blocking you

You bolted

Minhyuk wasn't necessarily expecting that

But from how you were moving, it made sense that was the next thing youd do

But bish if you don't know minhyuk is a friCKIN TRACKSTAR

you can imagine how the camera crew felt

Also, dafaq he's pretty strong so of course he's gonna catch you

Which he does

Pretty easily

Even with all the people around

Like bruh

You couldn't even make it to the other side of the rollercoaster

"yaaaa!" he chuckles, grabbing you by the arm before you could even really begin to run far

So that you wouldn't get crushed onto him when he pulls you back, you begin to run in circles, which made for a comedic footage

Minhyuk is fully amused

You stop and give him a look, "lee Minhyuk i hate horror pls have mercy"

"come on, it's just a bit of fun and i'll hold ur hand through it all"

You bicker back and forth for a while, up until you relent

Minhyuk is pleased when you two walk to the attraction

You do make it inside right

Just as you step into the haunted house

Scaring U

Minhyuk stomps his feet and screams ur way

Clearly making you jolt up and shout in horror

You beat him up

Whine

And make an exit

He chuckles and apologizes repeatedly

And catches you by ur waist, lifting you up and propping you beside him

Its pretty unfair he can do stuff like that

And the internet goes wild with that clip,

Editing it over and over again

Thinking it was so cute and romantic

And how hot minhyuk was for that 🥵

But at that moment, u were just really friggin jittery even though u were not even technically in the house yet

Not really

Minhyuk put your hand by the crook of his bicep and soothes you with apologies, "i promise that's the last. I'll protect you now."

You keep quiet, apart from your whines, and slam your forehead on his shoulder

You tread slowly, mostly because of you

Halfway into the room, you begin to panic

"oppa oppa, lets just run outside"

Minhyuk turns to you, chuckling, "i think it's too dark for that"

Honestly, Minhyuk still had nervousness in him while walking through the place, but he just found you really funny... and sorta cute, so he wasn't really that scared

"GAAAHHHHHHH!"

Ur first jumpscare was by ur side,

So you clawed minhyuk and ran behind him, making him laugh

You began to push him from behind

The next thing you knew there were ghosts and ghouls screaming at you

And paper props brushing against ur skin

Bruh this aint it

You kept screaming, "RUN RUN RUN RUN"

But minhyuk refuses and only balances your pushed out

He eventually pulls you in front of him and you two begin to jog out

The exit is pretty close

But suddenly there's a zombie chasing after you

BruH HIS GROANS AINT IT WTF

🏃🏃🏃

By the time you get out of the house, ur out of breath and just shaky from all the adrenaline

The looks of u honestly begin to make Minhyuk feel bad

Ooof sorry

Minhyuk comes up to you and rubs ur back

U can honestly feel a surge of electricity like adrenaline coursing through you

And you feel like ur on fire

So you turn to minhyuk

And ask

If u could get a hug

To calm urself

"this is the quickest way"

Minhyuk doesn't even flinch or hesitate to agree

Thus u stood there for around five minutes

Nose flushed with his scent

Chin rested on his shoulder

You honestly began to get sleepy in his embrace when u calmed down

You felt drowsy

When Minhyuk noticed, he gently tapped ur back and chuckled, "ya we should get back now"

You reluctantly pulled away and nodded

It was really warm and fuzzy

You walked off hand and hand

And u had a nice nap afterwards

THIS GIF MAKES ME WANT TO KILL SOMEONE

The next thing yall did was practice driving

You had ur licence but u didn't really drive that much which is why u felt really anxious when ur behind the wheel

So you asked Minhyuk to kind of help you out with that, no biggie

And he was very supportive with it

"just calm down and drive slow, it's okay"

"dont mind if people honk at you, we all start somewhere"

"its okay just keep ur eyes on the road"

"ur doing great"

"YEAH U DID IT IM SO PROUD OF YOU"

💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

It wasn't much, but you appreciated it so much and it was clear to you in this moment that this man was a gem

A shining star

A precious diamond

So like one day you had this episode of just doing domestic stuff

And yall decided to cook fried fish for lunch

Idk if we got married actually has the people live together lol SO FOR THE SAKE OF THIS THEY DO but in separate rooms of course

You both like woke up pretty late that day

And you told minhyuk before that u started ur day with exercising

And yeah, the reason why it yall ate lunch was u two skipped breakfast from working out so long

You explained that you only ever did exercises at home cause u feel conscious by how funny your exercises are and how much you sweat

You aren't surprised that Minhyuk keeps up with you

But u are surprised by how much fun it is to have someone to exercise with

And to have someone like hype you up when ur muscles are burning

What was once serious exercising turned into childish play time

Yallz began to shove each other

And mess up each other's counting

And like straight up sabotaged each other by sitting on them when they did push ups

So like you just began to play games

Like the pushing game

And the banana split game

And you bot complained about how sticky and sweaty and smelly and gross the other was

And honestly it was already gross with how much yall laughed and smiled

Who friggin does that when they exercise

DISGOSTIN

And yall realized it was already like 1pm

So damn yall got food prepared

The fried fish as i mentioned

😏🐟

Then like another time you two visited an orphanage you would donate and volunteer at

You kind of kept this quiet cause it meant a lot to you, and u didnt really want the general public to know about ur visits there,

but you always visited the place at a specific time, so you thought it would be good to let the place have exposure

You were estatic to see the kids again

Especially this little girl that was equally as fond as u as u were of her

You did the the usual, playing with the kids, helping with the preparations, and in general keeping them entertained

You also always brought some food with you when you visited

And you and minhyuk had made cakes for them

It was long and gruelling but so rewarding when you saw the look on the kids faces

Minhyuk was honestly so impressed you could corral the kids together

And keep them quiet

And keep them engaged

And have so much energy

And smile so sweetly

And treat them so kindly

And just be so patient with them

and just be

like so beautiful

what he didnt say that

what

what?

he felt his heart quicken when u made ur way to him

and yallz performed a song of yours

minhyuk and u danced to one of ur most popular songs

and the kids actually knew em, to minhyuk's surprise

you humbled yourself and said you had taught the dance before

then yall sang a ballad from btob

and even though u guys practiced it

minhyuk was still so nervous

I MEAN WHO WOULDNT WHEN U LOOKED AT HIM LIKE THAT

sdlas;gd;safkhdbfa

to everyone's surprise

the kids began to scream

KISS KISS KISS KISS

KISS

KISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

🧍

you began to burn red

and minhyuk was unsure if he should be happy or sad about that

but you know

yall had to give the kids what they wanted

so minhyuk pouted exaggeratedly

and you gave him the permission to kiss u on the cheek

u know

for the kids

FOR THE KIDS THEY SAID

then on ur way home

during the drive

you began to slip into chatter about wanting to have your own kids in the future

both u and minhyuk were unabashedly vocal about it

and minhyuk got butterflies thinking about it

then you began talking about how much you wanted to adopt as well

you seemed kind of reluctant to talk about it

but minhyuk's gaze made you comfortable

so you expressed how many time you almost adopted the girl the orphanage

and how u wanted to give her family

i mean its not to say she didn't have a family in the people that she was with in the home

but you wanted to share the blessings you were fortunate enough to have

but you would remember how you barely really had time for your self

and honestly, you felt like a coward

because every time you'd get close to doing it

u'd have ten reasons not to go through with it

and ultimately, u agreed if you were so reluctant about it

u didnt deserve her

and u also didnt want to be a single mom

who left her kid a lot

you started feeling like a dummy

but minhyuk reassured you it made sense

"i really just felt so grateful suddenly for everything i have because of the perspective she gave. and i just felt like i wanted to protect her because her wishes were so pure and sincere"

HE CATCHING FEELINGS BOY

🤮💗🤮💗🤮💗🤮💗

🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃

THIS IS MINHYUK WITH HIS CHILD

DONT FKING TOUCH ME

the next thing yall did was remake that cake

Because you weren't really able to eat much when you made some for the kids

so you went grocery shopping with minhyuk

And you bought the ingredients for the cake

plus u got this massive block of mozzarella cheese cause y not

and since you bought a lot of things for urself, you obviously were going to pay for it

but like ur an idiot and forgot ur wallet

and ur phone

so like

you had to turned to minhyuk with a guilty look

"oppa

uuhhhhh

i forgot my stuff

uhm

can u pay for this

i'll pay u back later"

"lol it's okay i was gonna pay for it anyway lol"

bsshsjsjjbsbs "no oppa ill pay you back when we get home"

"it's literally groceries of food i will eat anyway lol i wanted to eat the cake"

"pls the cheese is like 1000$ pls"

"ur dramatic its fine"

and ur like

Plssssss dont do this to me

minhyuk shakes u off

and so you decide its a lost cause if u argue with him now anyway

so you keep quiet till you went home

then you rushed to your wallet to give him the money for the groceries

he really does his darndest to not take it for you

you two run around the flat

then yallz even do a lil bit of wrestling

minhyuk puts his hands in the air so you cant put the money in his hands

and even when u shove the money in his pocket

he throws it away

GIRL

u curse the pocketless jacket he has

u think of like opening his phone and transferring funds there, so you try and trick him into opening his phone for u

i mean clearly he was suspicious

so you bolted when u got his phone

and headed for the bathroom

idk what u were thinking tho lmbao

his bank app is password protected

"oppa pls let me pay u back"

"it rlly dont matterrrrrr tho"

"the cheese iS SO EXPENSIVE THO!"

"ksksjjsjs its fine pls open the door"

you two go on for a bit

but it was pointless

minhyuk 1 you 0

The next thing you guys do is have a workout session in an actual gym, as per requested by minhyuk

"since she really enjoyed working out with me, i thought of helping her get accustomed to working out in the gym, because she enjoys the company. At least if i cant workout with her, she'll be comfy enough in the gym"

😢

Everyone awwwed

When u were on ur way there, u explained u went to the gym sometimes just to use the treadmill

Thats it

To like run for ages

Cos u watched dramas while u ran

Minhyuk found that so endearing

When u got there

Minhyuk was surprised that u knew the trainer that was going to be there for the both of u

u lock eyes with the guy

then u smile and point at the same time

"oppa? Ur gonna be our trainer"

OH HELL NOOOOOOO

NOPE

UH UH

he smiles back

"yeah bruh, long time no see, drama fanatic"

PLEASSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE with the pet names too

Minhyuk clenches his jaw

"did you know she can like jog for two hours straight. Like bro thats like sick"

You then explained that you two talked after u finished running, because by that time, he had ended his session too.

So u watched her the entire time??? Minhyuk thinks

Aw heLLLLLLL NAHHH

To say minhyuk went ham was just an understatement

he made sure to flex the heck out of muscles

and his endurance

and stamina

HE AINT LOSING

U kinda just did ur thing with ur exercises

and minhyuk made it clear to hog the trainer and keep him away from u

I mean it was clear to the audience that he was furiouSLY JellY

But at the time it went over ur head

Like we get it mr trainer

Positive reinforcement helps

BUT BACK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

And dont smile at her

Or linger

Plssssss

Then came the time you were called by the trainer do some boxing moves

Cos apparently he's taught u before

NSSJJSNNSNSJSJS

If people could steam in anger, minhyuk would be whistling by now

Like WHY ARE U SO TOUCHY

You did what he asked

But u werent very comfortable with it

The trainer tried to get u out of ur shell

But u outright decline and said you would rather spar with minhyuk or hype minhyuk up himself

Literally didnt need any other cue to swoop in and take up the chance to get him out of the picture

Minhyuk decides to take on the trainer himself

He doesn't really want to beat him up

But more like, show off to you that we was really athletic and muscular too pls notice meeeeeee

U cheer and clap for him

Which does wonders for the ego and satisfies minhyuk

That is until ur like, "oppa can i try to arm wrestle u out if curiosity?"

And u were talking to him not minhyuk

Duh the trainer doesn't miss a beat

You consistently explain that u know ur gonna lose but just wanted it see what it would be like

And lol it was like pushing a wall

You cheerily laughed at the idea

Minhyuk is salty about it so he asked to try it too

he wants to beat the trainer in arm wrestling

he wants to destroy him

I mean what else is he gonna do when the trainer has that annoying smirk of his face cos he touched ur hand and made u lol

Minhyuk is exhausted

But with sheer strength and will

They manage a tie

Which stuns u

Its not as ideal was winning

But hey at least Minhyuk didnt lose

now

This then brings us to the time where he did lose your attention to someone else

Only this time he couldn't really get mad cos he loved the dude

You had expressed how much of a fan if btob u were

and how ur favorite was Eunkwang

like literally everytime you mentioned btob

eunkwangs name had to go out of ur mouth

i mean minhyuk thought that is was cute at first

he thought his hyung deserved it

And mostly

when these instances happened

it was only lightly brushed on so minhyuk didnt think too much of it

So when u were surprised with a nice dinner with minhyuk AND eunkwang, u were soooooo maddened with excitement

Like gurl

We get it

Ur whipped

But did u have to only look at eunkwang who was right next to u the entire time

Likkeee girrrll

"oppa for real like everytime i look at u o feel so happy" you say

Minhyuk chews on his food

Eunkwang lols

Minhyuk watched ur bright smile and feels his chest tighten

"i love ur voice"

"thank u"

"and ur stage presence"

"tenk u"

"and ur personality"

"ty"

"and i honestly look up to u"

Eunkwang go 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

"i genuinely wish to have the same carefree and bright personality you have. I hope u know how happy u make people. Sometimes, when im sad, i watch a video of yours and i end up feeling better"

Eunkwang go 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🤯🤯🤯🤯

Minhyuk go "what is this feeling i have in my throat"

You clearly enjoyed every minute u had with eunkwang

Minhyuk begins to think he may as well have been ur husband in this series

Eunkwang catches on his sulky mood and diverts the attention to minhyuk

and how he

"literally wont shut up about u, like everytime were together, he talks about u, and listens to ur songs and nsjsjsjsjs its high key annoying, please i need therapy now all ur songs have lived in my head rent free pay up ho"

Minhyuk freezes and thinks, "im about to beat this bish up"

You however find the sentiment adorable and reciprocate kind words about him

He feels like he's flying

His heart his beating

He does talk about u a lot

Because uve plagued his mind

"Bro, i think i really like her" minhyuk tells changsub when its just them

"then ask her out, genius"

But bro

He cant

Dont tell anyone

But minhyuk watches ur episodes of ur show because he likes seeing u smile, especially when it's about a joke he made

Sequentially, he's seen some comments on the show

How fake u were

How cute u were

How much they hated u with him

How much they hated him with u

But he found most of the comments where bashers would say u would be too much, ur fans would say u literally treat him the way u treat everyone else

He wasn't special

U were as touchy and as smiley with him

As u were with junmyeon form exo

Or teacyon from 2pm

And it kind of made him realize the smiles he thought were special to him werent even special at all

as ur fans stressed

wasnt

special

you treated everyone with the same demeanour

he would begin to obsess about it

and watch compilations of u interacting with idols

some of them would be about them gushing over you

some of them would be u gushing over them

and some of them would be filled with skinship

some of them would be filled with laughter

it made his chest constrict

it tasted bitter.

I mean it makes sense that u were so comfortable with him so easily because u were like that with everyone

Not because u shared a connection

And it sucked dude

the realization just

*sigh*

stung

Especially you would say such sweet things to him

only for it to be just that

sweet things

with no other meaning

because you were sweet

when u talked about how u thought minhyuk would be a great dad and husband

And u envision his wife to be literally everything u were not

He couldnt tell if u were doing that on purpose of if u genuinely thought so

It sucked man

How you could have such moments like

Eating ice cream

Watching movies

how u two would laugh

and talk for hours but felt like it was too rushed

how u would snuggle close to him

and hold his hand

and make his stomach tumble

But it was all for show

So when he had this mission to get a kiss for you

Yours btw was to get him to buy something

He panicked

And was uneasy all day

U could tell

he had actually been so off for a while

minhyuk had ranted to his members how draining it was to be with you

not that he didn't enjoy it

not that the didnt want to

but he just so empty

because at the end of the day u were with him because of a contract

and not because u wanted to be

U decided to do something fun to destress him that day, though u were unsure of why he was so stressed exactly

It was kind of natural that u ended up in the mall

U found a simple dress on the rack, and u decided that was how you would complete ur mission

You told minhyuk u wanted to try on the dress

And dang u looked great in it

10/10

heart eyes

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

So when u said u forgot ur wallet again

It was a lie, u purposefully left it

U didnt have to tell minhyuk twice to get it for u however

U still felt bad though

U didnt like having others do things like that for u

So while he was settling the bill, u didnt ask if u could pay him back, u asked how u could get even

Minhyuk didnt think much of it, nor did he think it was ur mission anyway since he was told u had none

Same goes to u

u were told only u had a mission

So he thought of joking and get it over with

minhyuk said softly, turning quickly from ur lips to ur eyes, "u could give me a kiss"

🧍

Did u hear that right?

???????????????????

"what?"

Minhyuk quickly turns away

You look at him and ask, unsure, "did u say kiss?"

*sweats* "it was a joke"

You clearly can see how nervous he was

there is no way that was joke

even when he chuckled and brushed it off

As u walk off in this thick, awkward silence, u begin to piece in ur head why he was being so weird

It was probably his mission too

i mean you were pretty smart so it wasnt that hard

You call for him

Once

Twice

But he doesnt look

U decide to just go for it then

And give him a peck on the cheek

That is when he gets his friggin guts to turn to u

And u wind up kissing on the lips

👁️👄👁️

🥴

😌✊

💅

Ok then

Clearly that went viral

Ah yes how sweet

how do u even talk after that

idk

but you two manage

You both break out of the awkwardness, thankfully

And fall back into playful banter in no time

So like by the end of the show

U both read what u had written

Ur balling out crying, saying that u expected at the very least to be friends by the end of this and someone u could turn to for advice, especially with men. You express how much he means to u and how u would like to still be friends after this

Minhyuk sheds a tear when he explains how much u have grown on him in this time. He reads out how he had hoped to learn about himself as a man and how to treat a lady well, and he concludes that u have set the standard and how special u have become to him

and just like that it was over

it felt so surreal

and minhyuk felt both relieved

and in mourning

To be freaking honest

Everything was so sus between u

Clearly so many people wanted u do end up with each other at the end of it

And so many took to the internet to talk about how whipped minhyuk was for u

some people pointed out how ur touches lingered

and how ur eyes sparkled when u interacted

but again

it wasnt really out of character for u

so most of ur fans didnt get their hopes up

and even crushed other viewers dreams about u being together

When it all ended, for some reason minhyuk expected u to do an 180 on him, or to never see him out again

he stared at his phone on nights ends

and got so sad thinking about u

minhyuk was nearly annihilated by his members for sulking so much

"U FRICKING IDIOT JUST CALL HER"

minhyuk would moan out a weak no

PENIEL WAS NOT HAVING IT AND THREATENED TO SPILL EVERYTHING TO U AT CHURCH

ok dang relax

pls

so minhyuk called u

and his heart raced at ur sweet voice saying hello when u picked up

he was relieved and overjoyed to find that u really where just so temperate and lovely with him

u didnt change when u talked to him

and he was so happy that u agreed to hang out with him

for a moment he was satisfied

that u were willing to eat lunch with him

and that u thought to call him up because u wanted to go shopping with him

u got shy and reluctant about it because u weren't going to buy anything of great importance

but he profusely stated that he would like to go out and buy slippers with you

and you were thankful for it

As some time went on, it ate him up to think about how u could be with someone else

He hated how comfortable u were with him to talk about these men u liked and men that liked u

how there was a sweet guy that asked u out recently

and how u were thinking of agreeing with him

he didnt have the heart to say it was a bad idea

because i mean it wasnt...

not really

he just didnt like it

you seemed not to be so sure about it though

and minhyuk reassured u that literally whatever guy would be so lucky to be with u

"are you sure about that?" you asked

Minhyuk wanted to scream

he brushed it aside

and decided he couldn't take it anymore

He was done choking

so he just spat it out

He said it

He said it all

He tells you how he feels giddy at the sight of u and how much he enjoys ur company

he tells u how much of an impact u've become to him

how much he looks forward to being around u

He tells u that he's gotten his heart so attached to u in the time uve spent together that he just has to give it a shot

he tells u why he was so out of it in the last few episodes u filmed together

he just hated how close u were and yet so far out of reach u really are

He explains that he knows he's probably not special to u

but if u let him try, he thinks he can make u happy

and he'll do anything to have the warmth you've had for him become real

he nearly dies when u laugh

and tell him u felt the same way too

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I Just Want You

summary: despite you and wanda just getting out of your own relationships, you find comfort in each other and begin to date. wanda drags you to a party and you’re both confronted with the past.

rating: idk its kinda angst kinda fluff, lmk tho

warning: break up if thats one

word count: 1,410

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the day Natasha broke up with you, it felt like all your good days were gone, she took those with her. you were completely broken up about her decision to leave you. you couldn't even understand what you did that made her leave. it felt like she took a piece of you with her, you hardly felt like yourself anymore. it took you awhile to get over her and you knew you'd truly never get over her but you could go days without thinking about her and that was enough for now.

slowly but surely, you felt like you could be happy again, and despite not being ready for another relationship, you still got involved with Wanda. you liked her company and you were just glad that someone wanted to stick around for you. you met wanda through Natasha when you were still dating. she had a boyfriend at the time and you never imagined yourself with her but now you were excited about the new relationship you formed. after a drunken kiss, it was apparent to the both of you that you both wanted something more so it didn't take long before you started dating.

you rolled your eyes at the witch, she had been relentless, whining about how you never go to the stark's parties with her, she just wanted to show you off. you took that as wanting to rub it in Nat's face, the thought of making her jealous made you cringe. you sat at the foot of the bed, watching as the woman dressed in the nice tight dress. she spun quickly when she was done with the mirror. her eyes were soft as she stared at you, taking your face in her hands gently. her eyes pleaded with yours and a small pout was formed on her lips. "come on, baby. I don't wanna go alone. Vision's gonna be there." she pleaded causing you to clench your jaw at the guy's stupid name.

"Natasha's gonna be there, Wanda." you frowned causing the girl's pout to grow even more. she leaned down so that she could brush a soft kiss to your lips. "I need you there." you knew she had to go, she was an Avenger, after all, it'd look weird for her not to show up. the thought of her sitting by herself in some corner made your heartache and you knew you could never do that to her so with a simple nod, you agreed to go to the dumb party.

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the party was packed, it made you hopeful that you wouldn't run into the spy. there were so many people that you could hardly move so what were the odds that you'd see her at all? that's what you told yourself as you tightened your hand around Wanda's trusting the girl to guide you through the party. you and wanda enjoyed yourself for a while, enjoying the drinks and food that had there.

your happiness seemed to die down when you got a glance of the redhead from over Wanda's shoulder. she quickly noticed the change in your behavior, her hand found yours, giving it a tight reassuring squeeze. you snapped your gaze away when her eyes found yours instead you looked at Wanda. she wore a sweet smile, her free hand came up to softly cup your cheek.

"I love you," the woman uttered out for the first time, you weren't sure if you heard her right over the music but the way she was looking at you confirmed what you thought. Wanda trusted you completely but Vision caused some underline trust issues, now she found herself confessing her love to you so you wouldn't leave her. the expression on your face changed quickly, feeling the worries wash away with excitement. a smile tugged at your lips and wanda let out a breath that she was holding.

"wanda, baby, I love you too," you confessed causing her smile to grow, leaning forward to press a gentle kiss to your lips but before she could even, a throat clear made the both of you tugged away from each other. her hand was still tight on yours, snapping your gaze away from wanda to look at the person but it wasn't who you thought it was instead you stared at the inhuman man who gazed lovingly at wanda. you felt your heart cracked a little, feeling a wave of fear wash over you noticing the way he was looking at her. "wanda dear." he breathed out causing Wanda's hand to grip at yours almost painfully. you shot daggers at him, wanting to shoo him away but more importantly, you wanted her to do that. you needed her to prove to you that she loved you like she said she did.

a soft huff slipped past Wanda's lips, her eyes burning into the man's. "don't call me that." she spoke through gritted teeth, trying her hardest to hide any form of emotion. you knew it was hard for her to face the man, the same way it was hard for you to even see the spy. you couldn't help but wonder where she was because when you looked back over, there wasn't even a trace of her. you tuned back into the conversation when the man spoke up. "I miss you wanda."

"I don't miss you." she snapped back, blinking away the tears that made her eyes water. "it was a mistake, wanda. why can't you just forgive me?" he argued, the way wanda was looking at him scared you and you wondered if he had been shaking under her gaze, wishing that he never tried to come over and greet her casually. before wanda could even speak up, you took it upon yourself to speak up. "come on, vision. just leave her alone." you breathed out, frowning up at the man who seemed to bother your girlfriend.

"or what, y/n?" he stared down at you, hatred filling his gaze. he was intimidating if you were honest but you knew wanda had you and there was nothing she wouldn't do to protect you. "or we're gonna have a problem." a raspy voice sounded behind vision and in an instant, you knew who it was. this was unbelievable, it was laughable. you honestly couldn't believe this was happening to you. Vision turned to look down at the spy who glared at him, feeling himself grow overwhelmed quickly. he huffed before moving away causing you to let the tension in your shoulders drop.

this was exactly why you didn't want to come to this party, you knew both you and wanda hadn't completely healed and there were too many raw emotions that would come from seeing your exes. when vision left, Natasha didn't bother to stick around and you were glad that she didn't cause a scene like vision just did, after all, she was the one who left you.

you couldn't help but wonder whether or not wanda was contemplating making up with vision. it left you feeling uneasy as you let your hand drop from Wanda's. "what are you doing?" she questioned quickly, staring down at you. wanda wished she knew exactly what you were thinking at that moment. "if you want to talk to him, you-" wanda let a soft chuckle escape past her lips and it made you stop talking altogether. instead, you stared up at her in question wondering what part of this was funny.

"the only thing I want to do is have a good time with you, baby," she whispered, her hands finding their place around you as she tugged you incredibly close. you could feel her breath fanned out over your lips and it made your eyes fluttered shut, awaiting the small impact.

Natasha watched from across the room as wanda kissed you with everything inside of her. she knew letting you go was a mistake that should've never been made and now she had to live with the repercussions that came with it. she couldn't help but feel jealous as she watched because she remembered all the times that you promised her that wanda was only your friend and there was nothing she'd have to worry about.

she hated that she let her jealousy ruin something good but she was glad that you were happy. she couldn't be the person that you needed but she hoped wanda could be, that's what you deserved.

#wanda maximoff #wanda maximoff x reader #wanda maximoff x you #wanda x reader #wandavision #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x you #natasha romanoff x reader #natasha x you #natasha romonova #black widow #black widow x you #black widow x reader #black widow x y/n #black widow x female reader

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frightgothcar · 3 years ago

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3 :)

On the inside im always thinking about random and weirdly specific gray ghost au

#to know the truth itll get figured out’ and that gives her a lot to ponder and while shes there she gets stopped by the new foreman uhh idk #and shes like ‘vlad masters wants to talk to you’ and shes like uh oh and goes to see him and hes all creepy and reveals himself as the #mysterious box giver or whatever and tells her how werewolves work and that theyre nothing but monsters that will take every chance to #strike and feed on anything and everything and tells her some horrific story (thats either total bullshit or he was the werewolf in that #story but didnt say it. maybe how danny got bit??) and shes like damn these things are bad we gotta take care of them and hes like yes my #dear :) and its CREEPY but val leaves like ‘wow what a nice old man :)’ and once she gets back she decides that for their saftey everyone at #fenton works needs the 411 on werewolves and jack and maddie are THRILLED because back in college they were two out of three members of the #paranormal investigation club and jacks like i knew it was real! and they start talking about collecting specemins and they reinforce the #idea that werewolves are no longer human beings. tuckers mom is like. i knew i shouldve taken that job in town. tucker sam danny are pissed #and nervous and they are NOT feeling good about this and say as much to valerie (sam being more agressive than needed) and its a point of #conflict between them and she doesnt understand why theyd try and defend a dangerous monster. so they kinda fall out and things are rocky #next full moon she is fully out and about except this time the fenton parents are out too because they wanna get in on the fun and jack is #like ‘guys i have a great idea. lets split up.’ and so they do. jack goes off in one way and gets attacked by a werewolf but manages to #fight it off. maddie doesnt encounter anything and is throughly dissapointed. its all quiet for valerie but then she sees what is def the #same wolf from last time and she points to shoot but its waving a peace flag thru body language and she just cant quite manage to hurt it #and then BOOM she gets hit by another werewolf and shes like ‘goddamnit that one was just there to distract me and i fell for it!’ so she #gets that wolf and when shes finally able to take a breather the ‘distraction’ wolf is gone. she heads back to the house because its a good #20 mins past their designated meet up time but they arent looking for her cuz maddies taking care of jack. luckily he was wearing a suit #similar to valeries so he didnt get bit but the wolf still did a number on him. she tells them about the wolves she encountered and maddie #goes back with her to collect the corpse except when they get there its gone. theres still blood and signs of struggle but no more wolf.#they figure the other one mustve drug it off (probably to eat it) and head back. when she goes back to her place she sees that sams lights #are still on even tho its like 3am and she knocks to see if shes ok and sam yells at her thru the door and she shrugs cuz sams been hostile #lately so this isnt too unusual but she can kinda hear some whispering thru the wall and it sounds like shes not alone. the next morning the #rest of the group takes breakfast in sams place without her. danny who mustve gotten into a bad accident or something cuz hes all dinghed up #at least smiles and waves at her but doesnt stick around for her to ask what happened. sam and tucker continue avoiding valerie and danny #hangs out with her when he can but his friends are being weirdly protective over him. next full moon shes back out except this time her and #fenton parents arent splitting up when theyre ambushed by like a whole pack of wolves. maddie manages to kill one or two but shes cant fight #through them all. for three humans theyre holding up pretty good but valerie is becoming overpowered and one pins her while another pulls #her mask off and is gonna like. bite her head off when another werewolf tackles him and starts fighting the pack of wolves. the ones after #valerie are gone or dead so she goes off to help fentons and buddy werewolf helps but scampers off once they start really kicking ass. the

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gale-gentlepenguin · 4 years ago

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Gale Reviews: ML Season 4 Episode 3: Gang of Secret

(Spoilers below)

-So they just beat a villain, and Ladybug is acting SUS. Like she doesn't Want to leave yet. Hmm

-Chat noir YOU SLICK MOFO. (I dare not ruin it, because I am laughing at it)

-She is still not over her break up. So I guess Lukanette stans, get whatever remains of your juice while its there.

-Ladybug ... sweetie. Do you need a hug? Cause you look like you need a hug.

-Chat noir realizing his idea was NOT very smart after that.

-Ladybug ruining experiences for a LOT of couples today

-Chat noir trying to help, but Ladybug aint telling him

-They are going swimming now. Chat noir for once, is not thrilled about hanging out with Ladybug... thats a YIKES.

-She has goggles and a towel, so she did go swimming.

-The Kwami see her in pain, QUICK, TEAR DOWN THE PHOTOS.

-She said no tho, but clearly sad about it.

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-So Alya is giving the girl posse the rundown on Marinette. Claiming she is lovesick.

-Rose thought they were cute, and Juleka says nothing. Is it wrong that I want Juleka to have an opinion? Whether positive OR negative

-Juleka is like "Yea, he is sad." shows picture of sad Luka. Though to be fair, that is a decent pic of him.

- So Alya is LAST to know. Double ouch.

-Marinette was crying in the bathroom, baby girl no!

-MARINETTE OMG! HOW DOES SHE HAVE THAT?!

-Alya out here trying to be a good friend. By showing Marinette she has support. (She aint even mad that she was last to find out. She is more concerned about her friend)

-THEY HAVE A SECRET HANDSHAKE!

-They calling her now

-She didn't answer. She is too sad

-So she won't detransform and talk with tikki. Can I PLEASE give her a hug. She needs it.

-Yo... Marinette has zero concern for herself and only detransformed when she thought it was causing strain on Tikki.

-Mylene offering friendship bracelets. Never change dear.

-Okay so are they witches now?

-Alix is like 'Can I not be in a ritual, Id rather give her some juice'

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-Marinette sad cause Ladybug can't have a boyfriend. Cause even if she dated Adrien, it would be the same as it was with Luka.... Tikki knows that aint true but can't say why. UGH! This is pain

-Did Tikki just confirm Kwami can't fall in love? NO! MY CHEESECAKE!

-OH S***! So now she gonna be Perma ladybug?!

-So the girls showed up as soon as ladybug left. This isn't good.

-And of course Marinette is TOO GOOD at making s***, so they curious about the new dollhouse

-OH S*** THAT WAS CLOSE!

-And things going to s*** in 10, 9, 8

-Oh no... this... this is not good. Marinette sweetie no. No please.

-Look can we take a second and APPRECIATE HOW HARD ALYA AND THE GIRLS ARE GOING FOR MARINETTE! Did the writers see all of the alya salt and say 'Yea f*** that noise'? Cause I feel like they did.

-Okay so I know Marinette just didn't want to expose her secret... but damn girl... THAT was harsh.

-Marinette literally going scorched earth for being Ladybug... Okay, this episode PHYSICALLY hurts me. SHE DOESNT MEAN IT GIRLS. PLEASE DONT HATE HER.

-Shadowmoth could you not. Like seriously?! COULD YOU F***ING NOT! MY BABY GIRL IS IN PAIN AND I WILL GO THROUGH MY SCREEN AND [Redacted]

-And then you'll have to f*** sideways.

-So first 5 way akumatization

-So can we talk about how the last 3 akuma were after the secrets of Marinette. well 2, but the other one was Adrien. But still. A Lot of Hawkmoth saying 'F*** this individual in particular'

-THEY JUST WANT HER TO STAY THEIR FRIEND! OMG I CANT EVEN BE MAD.

-I wish I could understand Juleka. Can someone please just translate with what she is saying. It was funny in truth, but I want to know

-OH Timebreaker and Horrificator are BACK. Yay, I missed them

-Just realized how AMAZING their Gang of akuma are. Like damn, thats like a super team of evil. Yea sure

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-Not to nitpick, but Marinette, you should have led with that box.

-TRIXX IS GONNA USE HIS POWERS OMG FINALLY! A PURE KWAMI POWER. We haven't seen that since Plagg.

-Damn that was a really boss illusion trixx. But question, how was that out of control? Like if anything, that was BETTER then when the user used it.

-Trixx makes a really good point. WHY DOES HE NEED A HOLDER AGAIN?!

-OH, HE WAS LYING. EVERYTHING LOOKS F***ING BANANAS.

-Trixx is now my second favorite Kwami.

-PLAGG! MY SON! HE IS IN THE EPISODE! I MISSED HIM. Also, surprisingly knows.

-Plagg cares about other Kwami.

-Adrien just chilling, watching tv. XD

-Timebreaker casually committing murder

-Hold it, Okay so why are so many people in school right now? Ivan is there, chloé and Sabrina? Oh my tomato son too. Can someone tell me wtf is up with this school schedule?

-Fragrance/Reflekta Power combo is amazing.

-Wow, this gang is MEGA DANGEROUS

-So yea Ladybug. Maybe... idk... TALK WITH CHAT NOIR ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS!?

-So they really gotta plan this time.

-Ladybug smart to disarm Ladywifi.

-Ladybug trying to get lady wifi to fight the akuma. This is touching

-SHE DID IT! ALYA BROKE FREE! LIKE A MOTHERF***ING BOSS.

-No, shadow moth, you's a b***

-Loving this Alya- Ladybug friendship

-Chat noir looking boss by fighting 3 akuma at once while on the phone. Chat noir Leveled up.

-So Ladybug can now pull the miraculous out of anywhere because she has guardian status. Thats a cool trick. Makes it much easier.

-Thats a secret tho, Alya got trusted with a big secret.

-RENA ROUGE IN THE HOUSE!

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-And Chat noir is captured... but in his defense. He did have to fight 4 at once this time. So that took longer than usual. So no shame kitty. You did well.

-Lucky charm is an inner tube

-Clever illusion. POINTS! Using the goal of the akuma to distract. Alya gets gull points!

-WOW! REALLY CLEVER ILLUSION.

-Ladybug suave catch of rose tho.

-So that was probably the best Group akuma attack since Heroes day (and honestly it probably tops it)

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-Marinette patches things up with her friends. That is a relief. She was able to somewhat explain her issues up to the point. Without spilling the details.

-Marinette has some really good friends.

-Alya knows that not everything has been told... Hold on DONT TELL ME.

-Oh wow, Marinette is breaking down.... My poor baby girl is hurting real bad.

-OH S*** SHE SAID IT! SHE TOLD HER! SHE TOLD ALYA!

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wow this episode... This one hurt. This one hurt a LOT. But also, it was really good.

Okay so, 10/10.

I haven't been this enthralled with an episode in a long time.

Are there one or two nitpicks? Absolutely.

Do I wish somethings were not mentioned? A little bit.

Am I glad Alya knows? Out of everyone, she is the second person I wanted Marinette to tell.

(The first one being chat noir, but lets face it, we kind of knew that won't be happening for a while.)

So can Alya salt stop now? Cause Alya CLEARLY showed how much of a motherf***ing boss she is.

But damn I didn't feel this emotional since Chat blanc.

I DONT EVEN CARE THAT THE AKUMA WERE REPEATS.

That was OBJECTIVELY, one of the best episodes in the entire series.

This made me rethink my favorite episode. THATS HOW GOOD IT WAS.

Season 4, You keep doing what you are doing. Your writing (minus some very minor nitpicks) has been pretty damn good.

#ml #ml spoilers #ml gang of secrets #miraculous ladybug #gale reviews #my heart #I cant #I CANT EVEN #marinette dupain cheng

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here’s my dnf playlist and a complete song by song track-list and why I put them on it.

heatwaves- on here for very obvious reasons. i don’t think I need to explain. but here are some lyrics anyway. “Sometimes all I think about is you, late nights in the middle of June.”

Jenny- again this is kinda obvious. “I wanna ruin our friendship, we should be lovers instead, I don’t know how to say this, cuz you’re really my dearest friend.”

TALK ME DOWN- this one just has the best friends pining for eachother vibe. “I wanna sleep next to you, and that’s all I wanna do right now.”

Dark paradise- kinda has dream smp vibes. but also you could argue heatwaves vibes. “Everytime I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise.” “There’s no relief, I see you in my sleep.” “There’s no release, I feel you in my dreams.”

Sweater weather- yeah you know why. you absolutely know why. “All I am is a man, I want the world in my hands. I hate the beach but I stand, in California with my toes in the sand.”

Drop the Guillotine- idk man just vibey. give it a listen you’ll get it. it’ll click. “You sure know how to drop that guillotine on me, though you would never wanna see me bleed.”

Can I call you tonight?- thats on their only for of communication being through the phone huh. (major heatwaves vibe) “powers out and I can’t turn the fan on, so can I call you tonight? trying make up my mind, just how I feel.”-“I hear your voice on the phone, now I’m no longer alone.”

Lemon boy- oh my god this song. geogre do be seeing dream as his lemon boy. “I helped him plant his seeds and we’d mow the lawn in bad weather.”

Yellow- DREAM IS LITERALLY GEORGES YELLOW SHUT UP RIGHT NOW. “Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.” “For you I’d bleed myself dry.”

Like you do- first of all I love this song, second, this has dream being a little too attached vibes. The whole song is just them. “Lost in the blue, they don’t love me like you do, those chills that I knew they were nothing without you, and everyone else they don’t matter now. You’re the one I can’t lose, no one loves me like you do.” “Since I met you, all the gloomy days just seem to shine a little more brightly.”

I saw you in a dream- mega heatwaves vibe. “When I’m awake I can’t switch off,” “I saw you in a dream, you came to me. You were the sweetest apparition, such a pretty vision.”

Maybe you’re the reason- did someone say pining best friend who doesn’t know that they’re in love ? this song. this song right here. “I keep looking for something, even though I know that it’s not there. Maybe you’re the reason. And anytime I try to figure it out, you’re the only thing I can think about.”

The king- DREAM SMP VIBE. “You like me, well obviously, so why you tryna leave when you know that I’m the king?” “Other lovers give you no luck, cuz I’m the only one who’s made you fall in love.” “Playing with your heart cuz you gave me the throne.”

Sweet- an adorable song truly that actually fits them so well. “Watching the, video that you sent me- you know that I’m obsessed with your body, but it’s the way you smile that does it for me.” “It’s so sweet, knowing that you love me.”

Apocalypse- um okay here me out, apocalypse au?? yeah i know it’s cute as shit you’re welcome. “Your lips my lips, apocalypse.” “When you’re all alone, I will reach for you, when you’re feeling low, I will be there too.”

Fear of the Water- don’t come for me this ones kinda sad, beautiful song though. “If this was meant for me why does it hurt so much, and if you’re not made for me why did we fall in love?”

Dreaming of you- two words, heat. waves. but also yeah good song for them in general. “Want you all the time, and now I’m dreaming, dreaming, dreaming, dreaming of you.”

Wires- uhhhhh dream smp vibe, dream villain arc n all . “If he said help me kill the president, id say he needs medicine.” “He said that I should take it in, listen to every word he’s speaking.”

Midnight love- it’s girl in love so, you already know how it issss. “I know I don’t want to, be the one that you run to, when you’ve got nowhere else to go, when you need some love.” “I always give in to give you it all.” “I can’t be your midnight love, when your silver is my gold.”

The beach- SUCH A HEATWAVES SONG JUST LISTEN. “I feel it burning me, I feel it burning you.” “I think I can see the beach, I know what’s underneath. I need you here with me,”

Cherry flavored- the neighborhood just.. they have a dnf vibe. “Cherry flavored conversations with you got me hanging on. Down to earth from all the waiting. Take me somewhere beyond.”

Pretty boy- geogre is a pretty boy. point blank period. “Even if my heart stops beating, you’re the only thing I need with me.” “Pretty boy, you did this with me boy.” “As long as I got you, I’m gonna be alright.”

Bad idea- girl in reddd... but like imagine them casually hooking up and not knowing their in love tho. also I feel like they would definitely think that their relationship is a “bad idea” bc they’re stupid. “It was a bad idea, to think I could stop, was such a bad idea, I can’t get enough.” “Darling your so pretty it hurts.”

Line without a hook- ICONIC!! dream definitely does not think that he deserves george. “You can hold my hand if no ones home.” “All my emotions feel like explosions when you are around” “Oh baby I am a wreck without you.” “She’s a, she’s a lady, and I am just a boy. She’s a, she’s a lady, and I am just a line without a hook.”

Say you hate me- mega dream smp vibes as of recently. with the whole removing geogre as king. “I guess that your friends where right, from the start when they thought that I was a bad guy.” “Can you just say that you hate me? Or that you will never love me?” “Never meant to make you leave, never meant to make you cry.”

Cherry bomb- reminds me of how dream cheated on fundy with geogre. “I’m too close to crushing, and I’m too close for comfort I’m rushing.” “I ask how shes so mellow, she tells me her shades are in yellow.”

This side of paradise- I mean, like, kinda heatwaves vibes, but also just them. “Ask me why my hearts inside my throat. I’ve never been in love I’ve been alone.” “If you’re lonley come be lonley with me.”

Linger- geogre literally has that boy wrapped around his finger and I can’t not see it in this song. But when you look into it HELLA dream smp vibes, lyrics can be switched for either perspective here. “You know I’m such a fool for you, you got me wrapped around your finger.” “I thought the world of you, I thought nothing could go wrong, but I was wrong,”

august- i don’t know what is but this song is for them. it just is. “To live for the hope of it all. Cancel plans just in case you'd call” “So much for summer love, and saying “Us” Cause you weren't mine to lose”

I was an island- i just love the idea of them being hardasses and not thinking they need anyone until the other comes into their life and rocks their world. kinda dream smp vibes “I was a fighter, and I was so brave, but I lowered my sword when you held me and swore you’d stay.” “I was a wolf, dear, apart from the pac But you answered my cries in the dead of the night and told me that you had my back,”

Golden- k this one feeds into the “you’re literally the sun in my sky I’m not worthy” feel “I know you were way too bright for me I'm hopeless, broken” “I know that you're scared Because hearts get broken” “I can feel you take control Of who I am and all I've ever known Loving you's the antidote”

Strong- ummm okay but the “we’re better together” dynamic is them “I’m sorry if I say I need ya, but I don’t care I’m not scared of love.” “when I’m not with you I’m weaker is that so wrong? Is it so wrong, that you make me strong.”

Fly out west- the whole, I need to see you, you’re all I think about, stuff gets me. also heatwaves vibe. “Well tell me do you know? You’re all I dream about. Take it from me I’m too dumb to recognize your doubt.”

Cruel summer- them and summer, you dig? “I don’t wanna keep secrets just to keep you.” “I love you and that the worst thing you ever heard?”

Nothings gonna hurt you baby- I put this one on here because of how protective dream is over geogre “Nothing’s gonna hurt you baby, as long as your with me you’ll be just fine. Nothings gonna hurt you baby, nothings gonna take you from my side.”

Cardigan- young love, the kind of lover that makes you feel like you are the most important thing in the world to them “when you are young they assume you know nothing, but I knew you-“ “and when I felt like I was an old cardigan under someone’s bed, you put me on and said I was your favorite.”

Cry baby- them being in that weird stage where they recognize that it might be more than just senseless flirting and they might have feelings but also being paranoid that they’re the only one with feelings uh- “I can taste it my hearts breaking, please don’t say it. That you know, when you know.” “I know I’ll fall in love with you baby, but that’s not what I wanna do baby.”

Speak now- literally the fundy dream wedding. i rest my case. “I hear the preacher say speak no or forever hold your peace.” “Dont say yes runaway now.”

I love you so- this song is cute on the surface but kinda sad once you look into it. it’s kinda about a codependent love that isn’t going well. “I gotta get away and let you go I gotta get over, but I love you so.” “You were cool and I’m a fool so please let me go.”

In conclusion I’d really appreciate if you could check it out :) <3

#haha playlist go brr #Please I beg of you go send it some love it genuinely think that all the songs fit them so well #also this might get updated as I listen to more music and discover new songs that fit them #but please #pleaseeee #go like it :)#that would be nice of u <333 #dreamnotfound #georgenotfound #dreamwastaken #dnf #Spotify #heatwaves

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Please! Rewatch the quiz! I need something to remind me that that actually happened.

I still vividly remember that day. Going out on a chill bike ride with my two best friends for the first time in months. Sitting in the cool grass. Having a picknick. Not too hot out, nice weather. AND THEN I GET HOME TO THE ABSOLUTEL SHITSHOW THAT HAPPENED THAT DAY! Because what the HELL even was that, I still haven't processed anything. My mind keeps erasing that memory until some days the it just hits me square in the face and knocks me out 😀

So yeah! I would love it if you talked more about it, might help to cope a bit xD

Okay anon you motivated me, you were my Final push, I’m Doing it ! 🗣

Also I love that story tho you really have a Vivid memory connected to this whole thing and I’m living for it 😂 you were just having a nice day and then Boom, all this mess 💀

But aight so I’m Watching it rn and will be taking notes Live as I watch Here we go:

My first thoughts is, when Dream decides to do the quiz, he seems so like, confident? And then as soon as he reads the description, his voice falters at ‘and now things are changing’ and I’m Dead 💀 his confidence from two seconds prior in that moment goes like 📉 then cue flustered laugh lmao

“Do you ever catch yourself staring at your bff?” Dream’s flustered laugh and being all like “these questions are gonna be so weird” uhhhhh dude what are you expecting you’re taking a are you in love with your best friend quiz 💀

HES SO DEFENSIVE ON THIS ONE LIKE- he keeps wanting to make excuses aww drema aww 😭 it’s okay !! George is pretty we Understand you staring king 😌

Like legit that’s the first question and he’s already so flustered and- MY GOD GEORGE HASNT SAID A THING I JUST REALIZED WAIT HOLD ON I NEED TO GO BACK-

Two scoffs. That’s it 🧍‍♀️

GEORGE JSJWNSOWNEEJEN HES NOT SAYING ANYTHING IM DYING WHAT

Even when Dream first goes ‘aight imma take the am I in love w my best friend test’ George is SILENT 💀

Listen- listen, I’m having a moment over this cause I don’t remember him being silent from the start I thought it was like a slow descent into him just going silent eventually, BUT NO he’s just Silent from the moment the quiz is brought up 💀 but gives like a slight scoff when Dream’s voice wavered at “changing” like he’s very much Listening, just being So silent.

I just can’t wrap my head around how he doesn’t answer any of Dream’s comments, Dream keeps being like ‘right? Like that’s normal, right? Like that’s not weird. Right?’ And George is just SILENT 💀

“Do you get jealous if he or she has a bf or gf” LMAO THIS QUESTION MY BELOVED

His answer is so weird I will die on this hill.

ALSO GEORGE S P E A K S for the first time in the quiz 😭🗣 but not much, he says ‘but’, cause, yk, they both know he do get jealous so.

Which, again. Weird as hell. Imma say it, I’ve never felt jealous of my best friend getting a partner like what ???? W h a t

But ofc when they’re so clingy on each other, like a partner would take the others place because they pretty much have each other in that spot already, so it makes sense huh

And that’s not platonic btw I wanna make that clear LMAO

I think the points of which George laughs are interesting. And there’s something interesting to his laugh too. I don’t see his face lighting up with it, if that makes sense. It’s like a, I wouldn’t say ‘nervous’ laugh but, I struggle to find a better word for it 🤔

AYO MY MANS DREAM SAYS I DONT KNOW TO IF HE GETS BUTTERFLIES FROM GEORGE I- 💀

THATS NOT AN I DONT KNOW QUESTION KING

EITHER YOU DO OR YOU DONT AND YOU KNOW IF YOU DO OR DONT LIKE W H A T

I have to sit with this one for a second like . What ? 🧍‍♀️

Butterflies.

I’ve never. In my life. Like.

That’s not- you can’t say you don’t know- THAT MEANS LIKE-

Dear lord.

Aight I’m moving on (not actually imma be awake thinking about this later. Not by choice, absolutely not. This just won’t leave my brain unfortunately.)

Hang on. George says something here when Dream says ‘I have no idea’ but I can’t tell what he’s saying ? Like he mumbles something whilst Dream starts talking at the same time and I can’t make it out and I wanna know what he says 💀🗣

I Think he says ‘what do you mean you have no idea?’ Which like, YEAH, you Should question him on that king 🧍‍♀️ but it’s interesting how quiet he is, like he barely pushes the question, and this is like the second ?? Time he’s spoken so far. 🧍‍♀️

Also Listen to how flustered Dream sounds my god💀

This quiz never should’ve happened what’s Wrong with him like is he this blind ?? Did he Really think taking this quiz was gonna end well ?? 💀

“TecHniCally🥴”

“My future is your future”

I feel like we’ve talked abt these LMAO such Romantic phrasing my god

Again him going ‘right?’ And George is Dead Silent 💀

It’s interesting, like I’ve reached the ‘dreams’ question now, and it’s hitting now and throughout this quiz how, Dream is Loudly deflective, but George is silently deflective. If that makes sense? Like he’s choosing not to speak so his words can’t be thrown back at him cause he Knows if he speaks it’ll be obvious. Whilst Dream over explains and fucks himself over p much lmao. They’re both just a mess around this subject 💀

“How would You be in my dream” is such a funny sentence from George LMAO he’s so defensive 💀 like even I have had dreams abt Dream, like you’re his Best Friend, ofc you have dreams abt him my guy 💀 deflecting it is so weird. So Weird

“I’ve never hugged you” Sad hours 😔

It’s interesting here. Cause they speak abt the whole ‘do you go out of your way for this person’ and Dream is stuck on if he should say ‘more than anyone else I know’ or not. Which, there’s ofc observations to be had here as well.

But ! What I found interesting here was how George goes onto say ‘you made me pay you’ when Dream says he edited his video for him. And how George keeps the ‘lie’ going for a very short bit before laughing slightly, by god he sounds so.. different? Like when he usually makes little lies to troll or stuff like that, he’s much more extra and keeps the bit going and- idk how to explain it but the tone of his voice is usually way different. Here he seems to, idk, struggle to keep that up. His laugh is also just like, somewhat toneless?

LMAO The MOMENT Dream got the question ‘what do you think abt their laugh’ George’s laugh Stops. 💀

“Do you ever think abt what it would be like to Kiss your best friend?”

THE SILENCE

Also,

how Dream read ‘kiss’ 🤝 how Dream read ‘changing’

Some words hit this man different huh LMAO

“Why did that take you so long” on the kiss question, CALL HIM OUT GEORGE 🗣

HRKEJEKEEJEKJEEIEJ HOW ARE THOSE- SORRY WHAT DREAM ??

“HOW ARE THOSE THE ONLY OPTIONS” ???

God, for real, I wish Dream would get to sit down with someone one day who just Listened to him speak and allowed him to slip up and just sound so in love with George like give himself away simply because nobody is saying how weird he’s-

Hold on.

Wait. A minute.

George.

George is doing that LMAOOOO

Him sitting there silently and not responding to all his small questions abt what he Should answer and such, he’s so smart🧍‍♀️

AIGHT MOVING ON

George’s laugh keeps sounding very, like, strange😅

Anyways the way Dream Had to have a ‘yes’ answer to the kiss one will forever keep me up at night. Now along with the butterflies one🧍‍♀️

I rly wonder what options it is Dream is looking for when he says ‘none of these options’ so often. What is it you wanna say king ?

WHY IS THE BUTTERFLIES QUESTION TWICE AND WHY IS HIS ANSWER NOW DIFFERENT LMAO - drema it’s okay it’s Safe Space 🗣 I feel like he probably saw chat responding to his first answer and realized ‘oop, that’s not platonic’ and changed his answer LMAO 💀 he’s- Ahh hard to find the right words for my Thoughts here, but he’s doing that thing where he looks for others what is ‘normal’ instead of seeing what he feels, cause what He feels is, uh, well we all know what results he got at the end there,,

I mean the kiss question is all u need really. The butterflies one puts icing on the whole cake.

“Do you compare this person to others you’ve dated? Noo...” AIGHT AND THERE WE HAVE THE CHERRY ON TOP OF THE WHOLE THING

This was the one of the Most sus ones imo from when I first watched it. It had my head spin, head in hands for Days.

What do you MEAN you compare him to others you’ve dated? Why does he tell George to shut up, why do they both Know there’s a story there- I have so many questions on this and- this isn’t platonic 💀😭 AT ALL - and there’s no excuse or explanations for this one, they just Move On 💀

The Speed at which they move on 💀

And then George goes So silent 🧍‍♀️

Dream is cruising through the questions and George is so silent now. He was Stunned into silence from that shut up LMAO

I like how Dream picked ‘absolutely’ on being able to tell George everything :’)

So.

Why does George not say anything on the ‘do you think your best friend is in love with you’ question? No joke, no protest, no- no nothing?

That leaves us to fill in the blanks king, just saying🧍‍♀️

Why does Dream sound sarcastic when he says it’s a tough question LMAO

“I have no idea” aight good answer ig LMAO let’s Pretend

George’s silence is for real very sus there. Very. 🥴

Dream putting ‘no’ on thinking he’s in love, is Very funny and shows just how blind he is to himself.

He rly put ‘I don’t know’ for the butterflies one and found the nearest ‘yes’ option for the kiss one and then still put ‘no’ at the end - he’s a lost cause and owns no mirrors I see how it is. (/j btw lmao I have hope in drema ofc, he too can become more self aware one day<3)

“You are a little in love with your best friend” cue both of them laughing in just the weirdest ways. George just sounds absolutely toneless like, I don’t think he’s even smiling with that laugh, gaze absolutely dazed at what he’s being witness to, not even knowing what to do with himself in that moment. And Dream’s laugh is also just, weird?

“You don’t wanna ruin it, Dream.” Followed by Dream’s immediate, “oh what? It says-“ like immediately moving on lmao 💀 that “oh what?” Sounded like “oh what’s that there oh that’s rly weird wow let’s move on from what you just said ahem wow really weird thing over there” LMAO

“There’s a two percent chance there” LMAO

OH NO THE SILENCE WHAT

I THOUGHT I ACCIDENTALLY PAUSED THE VIDEO BUT THE SILENCE IS SO LONG AND SO LOUD

Then Dream going onto pretending like he’s gonna do another test As If he’s not been planning his escape excuse from the very moment he got those test results LMAO

And the silent pauses are taking me out 💀

‘I think we’re done’ HOW COULD HE LEAVE AT THAT POINT 💀💀💀

“COOL PODCAST” IM DEAD ON THE FLOOR

“WHY ARE YOU SO NOSY” DREAM I- WHY U SO DEFENSIVE GEORGE ASKING WHERE YOU’RE GOING IS A NORMAL THING TO ASK 💀YOU’RE THE ONE WHO’S SUDDENLY LEAVING

NOT DREAM AWKWARDLY SINGING THE WIZARD OF OZ-

HE SOUNDS SO WEIRD-

The tone of his voice is so off my guy is so ready to leave and sit and stare at a wall whilst looping heatwaves for five hours 💀

:((((( drema my beloved :((((( it’s okay to be in love !!

Not him leaving- he full on ignored George’s ‘where are you going?’

He’s not going anywhere istg the moment he left that discord he put his head in his hands and just Stared 💀

Poor George 🥺

#aight those were my thoughts omg this got so long LMAO #I legit thought I’d have barely any notes going into this #and then I ended up having to pause every five seconds cause there was just So Much to unpack 🥴😭#so Many Thoughts #so anyways sry anon that this took me a moment lmaoo #but here’s just a whole analysis on the are u in love w your best friend quiz #I never did do one like a lot of others did after that stream #I needed five business days to process #that turned into months apparently LMAO #but now here they are: My Thoughts #long post #that read me option has never been more needed LMAO #dnf observer answers ask #dnf tings and rambles #dreamnotfound #my analysis #edit: I was gonna post this a few days ago but Stuff happened so am posting it now finally🗣

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