#thats iiiiit

[yonghoontual]

Yonghoontual's fav Releases of 2022 Part 8

And so we arrive at the end! It was a bit of a journey, wasn't it? But I'm glad I managed to finish this because I really struggle with that. Anyway, for this portion I want to mention tracks that don't really qualify as actual comebacks (I don't think) but are more in the vein of special releases or sth. akin to that, this also includes digital singles.

Hippie (Freedom from MM) by Onewe (Great Soul Invasion)

Diamond by Yonghoon (OST)

Oh-Eh by Lucy, Daybreak

Aura by Wjsn (Queendom)

Still Here by Onewe

Rum Pum Pum by Viviz (Universe Music Project)

Priority by Changmin, Taeyeon, Winter (SMCU Palace)

Lullaby by Chuu, B.I

Light by Kwon Eunbi (OST)

Scent by Yukika

[misty-missdee]

Morning Emissions////

[lucify7]

dare i say " i picked you up from the cooooorner stooooore your eyes were red and your liiiips were torn soooo much to say thats subject-sore sooooo much youd change since you were booorn you wrapped your fingers arouuuuuund my neeeeck and pulled me into your desperate breath the waaaaay you kissed me hot and fast i kneeeew itd be the laaaaast DONT LEAVE ME HANGING AAAALONE AGAIIIIN DONT LEAVE ME HANGING AAAALONE AGAIIIIN OHHH WHERED YOU GO GO ALLEEEEEY ROSE OHHHH WHERED YOU GO GO GOOOOO you told me im just so nervouuuuus deaaaar WELL HOW THE HELL DO YOU THINK IIII FEEEL IIIIII WAITED AAAALL YEAR AT YOUUR FEET LIKE MAAAAYBE YOUD LOOOOVE MEEEE SO OOOO DONT LEAVE ME HANGING AAAALONE AGAIIIIN DONT LEAVE ME HANGING AAAALONE AGAIIIIN OH WHERED YOU GO GO AAAALLEY ROSE OH WHERED YOU GO GO GO AND IIII DOOOOOONT EVEN CARE IF IIIIIT MAKES ME SOUND INSAAAANE I RAN MY FINGERS THRU YOUR HAIR AND I THANKED GOOOD TO TOUCH THE FLAAAME CUZ I SWORE NECKS WERE MADE FOR BRUISING I SWORE LIPS WERE MADE FOR LIIIES AND I THOUUUGHT IF YOUD EVER LEAVE ME THAT IIII BE THE REASON WHYYYY AND I DOOOONT EVEN CARE IIIIF ITS JUST A SUMMER FLIIING IF IIITS ALL EXPERIMENTAL AND YOUUU GO BACK TO SAFER THIIINGS BUT I SWORE HANDS WERE MADE FOR FIGHTING I SWORE EYES WERE MADE FOR CRY BUT YOURE THE FIRST PERSON THAT IVE SEEN WHOS PROVEEEN THAT MIGHT BE LIIIEEEEEeee so dont leave me hanging aaalone agaiiin dont leave me hangiiing oh whered you go go alley rose oh whered you go go go (HAAAAA AAA AAAAAAAAAA) DONT LEAVE ME HANGING AAAALONE AGAIIIIN DONT LEAVE ME HANGING AAAALONE AGAIIIIN OH WHERED YOU GO GO ALLEEEEEY ROSE OHHHH WHERED YOU GO GO GO (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOO) DONT LEAVE ME HANGING AAAALONE AGAIIIIN I THOUGHT THAT I WAS YOUR OOOOOONLY FRIEND OH WHERED YOU GO GO ALLEEEEEY ROSE OHHHH whered you go go go

[hiroshotreplica]

What are ur thoughts on side order? 0 0

SPOILERS

ok i beat. the final boss and thats It but. I love side order. i think octo expansion is better but this is great. seeing they/them get used for acht like one time genuinely shocked me LOL. im really Bad at the game but hey... agent 4 cameo.. KILLINGMYSWFHGDJGF okay. im waiting for them to show up still but yeah this is so Fucked up. This game is Fucked Up.

its hard.... i died on floor 30 cause the stupid fuck knocked me off and thats so funny. feel like im gonna play through this mode like a million times.

my only huge problems are that its really light on lore (SPLATOON IS THE LORE GAME WHERE IS IIIIIT) and acht felt like they were only added for the trailer. also this game is. so hard.....can the 12 year olds handle this i dont Know

crazy how i just guessed this shit like a month ago tho LOLL

[sirenofthegreenbanks]

2 + 3 + 12 + 33!!!!

had to fish around to find that ask game again!!!!! also hiiiii better late than never :))) :}}}}} <3 i need to tell u smth abt kleo i have Thoughts (not big thoughts this sounds as if its big it isnt i just reconsidered my initial statement that u might not like iiiiit)

2. anything that you'd like to write but feel that youre unable to??

oh yes!!! so much!!!!! even the things im writing bring me constantly into a situation of hair-tearing-out crying-clawing-screaming hitting-head-against-the-wall. i flip-flop between thinking i cant even write what im writing and thinking that im kinda decent. hhhhh. anyway!!!!!

i want to write a solid longfic with extensive worldbuilding. it doesnt matter the genre, just solid and rich worldbuilding where the writing stays consistent and steady until the end is already good. but if i could specifiy, i yearn for it to be a canon compliant/canon divergence/canon era fic with a unique take on canon. i want to write canon era fics in general, but im always hesitant to. i know what happens when i fall into a research hole, it fires up my anxiety. and i want to write scifi or a cool space opera. and i want to be able to write novel fic (of tyk) and not want to die during the process. all these things feel impossible to me :]]]]]]]]

3. how would u describe ur writing style?

i had to think about this for a bit!!!! because my writing style is unfortunately directly connected to my mental stability which is not always. stable. huehe. hmmmm i think my style (given that im doing good!) leans very hard into economical but evocative storytelling; like, i mean the rhythm of oral storytelling. stream of consciousness. prose poetry. poetry slam. i want the words to explode in your mouth and i want it to paint a very clear image in your head. i want people to hear me telling the story! even if the reader (or listener!) cant be there to experience it for themselves, at least i can tell them about it! thats probably because my first experience with story as a concept comes from audio dramas and generally someone reading something to me. thats honestly still the medium i prefer, tbh.

12. if you write in more than one language, whats the difference?

TvvvvvvT

currently i dont write in more than one language, if u dont count non-fictional handwriting bc i write all my notes in my native language. but i still remember how it used to be to write creatively in german. like im always whining about how difficult it is to cast the same image in english as in german; i just dont have that fine motor control over english as i have over german. i can easily switch between gears in german but english still ,, befuddles me pfft. its most noticable when im mucking around drafting and spend more time thinking about fun stuff like correct grammar and correct sentence structure and which word means what in english, than about the story and the characters. it takes so much energy and effort to think about and of all of this, there is barely any space left for the story that im trying to tell. which is def a major drawback for me and one of the reasons that ive been considering to start writing in german again. even though i have uh some baggage there that i dont really want to face. language is so connected to identity and culture. and thats another reason why english is difficult; i know english, aside from school, mostly from usamerican books or from online interactions with usamericans or people talking usamerican. so that has ofc heavily influenced my own english. like, i set all my stories in germany for reasons, but its stupidly hard to draw up the cultural markers because the language itself that im using is already coming with cultural influences from another country. its really strange and confusing, and i would find it fascinating and interesting if it wasnt so frustrating. sometimes it feels like there is a veil between me and what im trying to say, and also as if my thought patterns dont work as they would because the language that should just be a tool to tell a story is already so dominant. thats def smth i hope to change in the future

33. give your writing a compliment!

hmmm. its very earnest. reading my own stuff, even old stuff, i can tell what sort of struggles made it hard to get smth specific onto the page. and sometimes what ends up on the page is not what was supposed to be there in the first place. but its earnest and i can see that. its always the best i can do in that moment, and its always a piece of me because i give so much of myself during the process. thats not always a good thing but its how i am. im glad the earnestness, the sincerity, the love, the faith, the hope, is so visible to the bare eye.

yet another writing ask

[dawnblade]

"this is why im a knives apologist" SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU MISSED THE POOOOOOOOINT HES NOT SUPPOSED TO BE FORGIVEN OR EXCUSED OR REDEEMED HES NOT A GOOD PERSON. HES A HORRIBLE MAN WHO BECAME WHAT HE WAS UNDER TRAGIC CIRCUMSTANCES OUTSIDE OF HIS CONTROL AND THATS WHAT MAKES HIM SO FASCINATING IF U THINK HES ~actually a misunderstood baby boo boo bear we should be niceys to~ YOU ARE IGNORING EVERYTHING ABOUT HIS CHARACTER. YOU DONT GET IIIIIT

[origami-is-life]

Katrina skids to a stop outside a nearby room, before hopping inside it.

“I think I found iiiiit!-“

*octavia chuckles, following her in. the room is very poorly decorated. definitely the room of a "im too mature for kid stuff like decorations" adult. plain beige-white walls, grey bedsheets and pillowcases, a simple wooden desk thats surprisingly well organized. in one corner is a box filled with old birthday decorations that seem to be well used. the closet is filled with all sorts of different sweaters, vests, and cardigans. octavia wrinkles her nose.*

oh god. im not so sure this guy really is our brother, 'trina. look at how utterly boring and unoriginal his room is!

[softlittleheartsandsparkles]

Like one more before I go, but hell. You now how uncomfortable it would be if someone was looking for a home nurse or something for there family member and were actively interviewing people. And someone says "Oh yeah. Caregiving to me.. it's like a vibe... you know? Sometimes I got it, sometimes I don't. But when I really feel it, I'm like so fulfilled and happy and all I wanna do is like caregive so like give me someone rn to care give and I'll GLADLY do iiiiit~... caregiver space is like sooo special.... sucks I can't always get into it..." That family would be like "...and if you don't... feel like a caregiver then what...? Because we want round the clock care...& we can't give it all the time due to *reasons here*... we can't really afford to pay for you, and have you drag your feet when you aren't getting that, what you call it... a vibe...?" Person "Oh... I'd still do it. I just might not be as *peppy* and energetic... y'know? I might just suffer from caregiver burnout... so I might do more me time and stuff... but yeah. I'll try my hardest to do that stuff... promise... Buut again when I hit that vibe, hell! it'll be amazzzing... liiike your be soo shocked and shook when I hit that caregiver space man! promissse!" People interviewing: *Just stares*... I... I think the interview is done...

_____________ Like again. It just feel like people feel like caregiving is about *them*. how amazing they feel, how amazing they are. Like.. thats not caregiving. I'm sorry but its not. It's not even about you. It's about that person needing/desiring and deserving care.... & well yeah. (Young children, disabled people, old folks, even animals have caregivers/care takers.) This while its fake, this is how I feel "cgs" are. Its about "Them" & how they feel- which again isn't caregiving. Its about a roleplay fort hem. & while some posts I see. I feel like they border or are just cgl/ddlg people who are scared to use those terms so they opt for age regression and caregiving. But if its about your needs and you in the end of the day. Then you aren't a "caregiver", your just someone who took on a "label".

[sylphofspaceyuri]

Hi no he did not do that

Yes he did do bad things, yes the things were bad, but he didn't rape or assault her, he did however be a creep and manipulate her.

Allow me to fully set the scene

So, Equius, 13 year old tween, he kinda has a crush on Aradia and by kinda hes sorta madly in love with her, and instead of being normal about it, because of the way he's raised, he is not normal about it.

He believes it's incredibly scandalous, but in that fucked up mind of his he's like, into it, because he despite how he's raised he's still nice in a fucked up way, the best way to describe it is "well intentioned"

So I suppose he figures "oh man I can't be in love with a *rust* blood thats like, bad, what if instead I made her into an indigo like me then I bet it'd be fine and not only that, I'm sure she would feel so much better with superior blood" (something like that its been a bit)

So session starts and he does his best attempt at being normal around Aradia and then fails entirely and ends up being a huge creep by having her do things that gets him all flustered and such. (more like borderline aroused but borderline aroused and 13 years old feels so wrong to put together i no no wanna word it that way)

Then comes the whole robot thing

Beat for beat (summarized with half okay memory)

"how ya like iiiiit :)"

"shrug"

"do you uh. feel any emotions."

"uhhh WH- what is this feeling. dude what the fuck."

(i honest to god forgot if it was aradia or equius that explained/realized the robot is programmed to love equius so moving on)

"TAKE IT OUTTT YOU FUCKINGGGG"

she then like. rips her heart out and starts beating up equius all the while he is profusely apologizing and then they kiss and its viscerally uncomfortable knowing aradia did not want this

So, yeah he did do bad things, but he is not some classist rapist, nothing sexual ever happened what. What he is, is a very well intentioned creep that is 13 and raised horribly. That does not absolve him of the horrible things he did I'm not defending his actions but that is such a colossal mischaracterization that I decided it's worth typing this up for.

He's bad, but not a rapist. He also literally never tried to hurt her physically.

Just read the comic

Aradia was assaulted and raped by Equius? Holy shit.

Yeah he most certainly did do that and that's not at all good, he's a classist rich kid who wanted the one thing he though he could never have, a foreign Rustblood girl, anyway can y'all shut up and let me imagine Horse Girl Pre Transition Equius thank you very much

[jackedspicer]

a lot of people seem to think that watching tv is a passive, mindless task, but it probably hasn’t occurred to them that active watching is an option and is something that countless people engage in. anyone can analyze the material, take time to reflect, pause to discuss, create art, and engage with the content in any way that exercises the imagination. tv CAN make you think, even if the unopened doors aren’t immediately obvious

[amber-angel]

Ok so did anyone else have a really weird reaction to That Funny Feeling from Inside? Like.. when he said "we were overdue, but it'll be over soon" I was a) very much not okay but also b) strangely comforted? Like yeah... yeah it will be over soon, one way or another

[hell-note]

iiiiit was bc ryuk was.. fresh out of the psych ward for um. well. You Know. surprisingly thats the only time death threats arent tolerated

MOD LIGHT'Z GETTING ZUZPENED? WHAT THE FUCK! O_o I THOUGHT TELLING THE OTHER MODZ TO KILL THEMZELVEZ WAZ COMMON ON HERE!? - 🎭🤡

[ubassembly]

I’m so excitedd for the thing the thing the new thing the newsss!!!!!!

[leejinks]

its sad how my love for maths died when i went to uni

[bottombaron]

so sambuckysharon didn't really become a thing but i'm (re)watching Leverage and Leverage: Redemption and i'm deep in my sambuckyzemo thirst rn so i'm obsessing over my first ot3 in relation to my new ot3 and yeah it still checks out: guy who hits, guy who smarts, and the wild card 💕

if anyone is looking for a good show to watch with a canon poly ship check out Leverage and I'll be sitting here waiting for the sambuckyzemo au fanart to roll in

with the inevitable rise of sambucky and sambuckysharon fanart/edits, every time I see them I have to violently blink and realize it’s not parker, hardison and eliot

note: if any sambuckysharon stans want refs for fanart and stuff leverage ot3 stills are right here

note: these are characters in a show being revived that are a canon ot3

[shame-kink]

having brushed up on some. extratextual sources (may or may not have skimmed tvtropes’s basic descriptions) i’m pretty sure that Elden Ring is mostly just fucking complicated lore-wise compared to other ‘from games. relatively less *blatant* environmental storytelling/not as many loredump npcs either. so my constant confusion will be brushed up in time playing/re-playing it (also apparently i’ve just straight-up haven’t been noticing some environemental details which.... wow i’m loosing my touch lfksjkdjflkljfdskljsfdjlk)