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mushroom-through-the-stargate · 1 year ago

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here we go, saying it louder.

sentient!Atlantis is just the sci-fi version of Casita from Encanto

#thats as loud as i can say it i think #stargate #stargate atlantis #sentient!atlantis au #sentient!atlantis theory #encanto #disney encanto #peer reviewed post #this is not a criticism of either sentient building #if anything it makes the theory cooler

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deimosatellite · 3 months ago

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like idk it just seems actually nefarious to take one of the very few widely known instances of queerness in older history being a symbol to show queer people that we've always existed and aren't alone for CENTURIES and taking away the queerness from it. like. i know some people say that ''the queerness isnt important in the book" which i mean in my opinion i could go off for 10k words in an essay as to how basil's love for dorian is integral to the story BUT EVEN APART from that its really just. having a real explicitly queer character in such an old and widely regarded classic novel is HUGE for queer history and this is just. literally like. its 2024. why are you doing queer erasure to DORIAN GRAY

#MAKE YOUR OWN SHIT OR LIKE GET OUTTT #WHAT????#also not the cishets going ''omggg queer people are predatory enough so it shouldnt change it to ship incest now" WHAT??????#girl do you see. what you are doing. girl. @ the creator #why do they let these people make adaptations. what the actual hell #amory rambles #SORRY IM LITERALLY LIKE ACTUALLY SO LIKE. DEEPLY OFFENDED RN WHICH IS LIKE SUCH A WORD TO USE I KNOW BUT LIKE #ITS ALL I CAN THINK OF TO SAY BECAUSE WHAT. THE HELL.#as an anthropology/creative writing major the importance of having these types of evidences of queer culture in history so far back #is something insurmountable in validating queerness #and to take that and like. oh my goddd #like i could go off for ages about even queer authors that arent so widely known as queer/didnt write explicitly queer things like gogol #who are erased to a point where you have to dig to learn about his history because its been so covered up by people trying to erase us #and like #in the year 2024 dear fucking lord!!#what are we doing???#sorry my dfjlksdfjsdf dfih8sojidfk s. sidhfojl kmsdf . im so actually mad right now LMAOOO #the picture of dorian gray #dorian gray #oscar wilde #tpodg #and like tpodg isnt even one of my favorite novels like i like it a lot but i see it as so fucking important #anywho #so glad we are all being loud as hell about this bc thats the way to make this mfer take notice

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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was watching apocalypse with my brother and once the cerebro scene popped up he was like 'charles has a helmet like erik, only instead of keeping people out, he tries to reach out and connect with others' like guys i need to bash him with a rock

#xmen #xmen apocalypse #xmen movies #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #is this cherik. probably #snap chats #GENUINELY what is his deal #'snap i thought you were watching x2' and i finished it and then my bro came up so i decided to rewatch apocalypse while he was here #hello chat. im aware the people enjoy my brother's quotes so here i am sharing another as it has damaged my brain #GUYS I HATE MY BROTHER WHY DOES HE KEEP SAYING THIS SHIT BEFORE I CAN THINK IT #so real tho ..... also i may be drunk so maybe im more emotional about this revelation than i should be but still #basic observation im aware but still ... doesnt become less wack when you say it out loud ....#thats so fucked ... i mean 'people' being charles but still ... why would you say that #i still have some of my whiskey left so im gonna pound it and then drink some water and probably cry myself to sleep #or ill doodle a sketch idk. im inspired.#for now good night !!!!!!!!!!!!! all my brother does is accidentally inflict psychic damage upon me #AGAIN you never expect it from your brother but thats what makes it esp whiplash inducing .......

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lilac-set · 24 days ago

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Reminder: even if trump wins, we’ll be ok. The presidency isnt the only political position that matters, he wont be a dictator, the president doesnt have the power to remove every other part of government that keeps the president’s power in check. Also politics isnt the only thing that matters. Even if we lose some rights (which he cant singlehandedly do) we still have community, we still have activism, we’ll always be ok. We survived one trump presidency, we can survive another. We survived before gay marriage or transitioning were legal, if we have to survive that again we will. Please, no matter what happens, promise to stay alive. Youre valuable, youre important, and youre going to be ok. Its better to be overprepared than underprepared. Im not asking you to lose hope (im doing the opposite of that), im asking you to practice coping ahead, get all your coping skills ready, determine now to stay alive, because i dont want any of you to make any rash decisions later in case we get bad news and emotions are high. Make a safety plan if you need to. Make sure you’re gonna be ok

#if you cant feel hopeful or curious for the future #maybe at least you can be strategic #if we lose a bunch of marginalized (future) voters and activists we’re just handing them the majority #if you cant stay alive for yourself. stay alive for all the other marginalized people you’ll vote on behalf of next time #dont do their dirty work for them. dont kill a marginalized person even if that person is you #im sorry this post was a downer im just. really worried about the way ive heard some queer people and especially youth talking #i just wanna do whatever i can in making sure you guys are ok #if you need someone to message feel free. dm’s and asks are always open #also i disagree when people say activists are emboldened when the present is on their side #in my experience that isnt what happens? they get complacent #all the conservatives would quiet down while our own community is strengthened #like how all the conservatives got loud under biden #if anyone more eloquent than me wants to rewrite this please feel free #or just your own spin on it thats not necessarily better #i think the more people we can make sure are mentally prepared the better #just in case #lilac posts #us politics #cw suicide

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triglycercule · 2 months ago

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killer eating food in front of horror as a way to taunt him. duuuude do you see this delectable parfait he has in his hands right now. he just put a spoonful in his mouth. horror is scratching at his own arms right now (trying not to jump this bitchass). killer can't even taste it LMAOOO another bite ‼️ imagine not being able to eat food 🤣🤣🤣 killer can't even taste it and enjoy the food but horror can't even EAT food

then horror grabs the parfait glass out of his hands and oh killer you should probably teleport away before horror does to you what undyne did to his eye

#this SOUNDS mean but this is actually just their daily behavior. average horrorkiller interaction #the nice version of this is that killer eats the foods in place of horror #horror cant eat anymore but at least he gets to see someone else he doesnt mind eat. which is ok for now #however that's only a pipe dream for now we get horrorkiller mauling at eachother like rabid animals #something i like about horrorkiller is that they are NOT evenly matched at all #in kist i feel like dust could win if he gives like 400% but with horrorkiller????#NO DAMN WAY‼️💀 horror gives 400% and then killer just knocks him over again like a badly balanced figure #horror's strong but hes not strong enough to do anything to killer that he wont allow #which is just so funny. horror could have his original eye back and be at full power and killer just pins him down again #also people think that horror would hate killer for what he did in smthnew but it lowkey could be equal #like horror's rambling to killer about all the bullshit that happened in horrortale with queen undick and alphys the betrayer bitch #and then he gets to the part where he tricked snowdin into eating humans #and OBVIOUSLY horror's lying and trying to make himself seem innocent but killer's smarter than that #and after all that horror's just given this quick and barely discernable glance of contempt from killer #like MAN killing everyone is one thing but forcing them to eat humans?? that shit was so bad it made killer FEEL in stage 2 💀#it stings. horror doesnt wanna admit it (because WHY WOULD HE CARE ABOUT KILLERS OPINION!!!) but he's lowkey piiiiissed #its a mood swing but not one of those agressive loud violent ones. nah. horror ghosts killer #not that killer tries to get him to talk to him. he doesnt care enough. plus hes an eeeensy bit mad at horror too for what he did #i WOULD say horror gets over it but from what horrortale's shown he can hold 7 year long grudges. so erm #and thats why horrorkiller woukd never happen everyone! alright thanks for watching that's a wrap #you will never catch me talking about horrorkiller in a romantic way horror is an ARO man!!! he doesnt feel romantic attraction dare i say #and he'd rather die than be attracted to killer in any way anyways. and killer's just there. unlabelled uncaring unknowing king #killer doesn't have a stable sense of identity that just makes it even easier to slap a big ol HE DOES NOT CARE on his forehead #tricule rant #killer sans #horror sans #murder time trio #utmv #sans au #horrorkiller

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cloudysfluffs · 1 year ago

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tickling your human host is SO unfair

(ns//fw and/or fetish blogs please dni🙏🙏)

#my art #tickle art #um. i dont know what to say about this #this is EASILY the most self indulgent thing ive ever posted. so much so that i worked THIS HARD and still considered not posting it #might delete later :pensive:#but you guys SAID YOU WANTED SA//M AND MA//X ART!!!!!!!!! bet you didnt think itd be about this guy huh #im gonna be real with you all papier///waite is just my favorite character Of All Time. easily #why? dont ask questions. just look at him #SPOILERS for tdp obviously #but the first time me n rocket played 304 together #and we saw the reveal of. THESE GUYS.#we both paused the game and went 'HMMMMMMMMMM' out loud #because we both thought the SAME THING.#honestly summoning a tentacle god is lee behavior. whats he gonna use those for? wrecking you?#the answer is yes #imagine being ticklish and also being a lee and accidently fusing with your Favorite God #and he can READ YOUR MND. and picks up on being a ler SO fast.#THATS BEEN THIS GUY'S LIFE FOR 100 YEARS #sam and max the devils playhouse spoilers #sam and max tickle #anyway. *closes eyes for the last time*

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jrueships · 5 months ago

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men can and will talk abt wnba players' looks first and make it sound like they're models and not athletes, but immediately scrutinize and deride women for being fans of men's sports bcs they think they're only in it for the handsome looks and don't value a person's skill outside that, and that's a valid reason for alienating and rejecting their opinion because that's a bad thing to do objectively

#everybodys always 'opinions dont matter' until its their own #' oh but mens sports is ACTUALLY entertaining'#men can play golf and a bunch of ppl will still watch that shit #just say the only form of entertainment u can associate women with is an adult entertainment club #'women arent funny' or is it u think women cant BE funny bcs they can only be the things that suit ur needs best and thats sex #they cant be comedians bcs a guy's already got there first bcs men have made it that way and so it will stay #and so u will say men have filled that need the best and the only need women need to fill involves rooms in the house #'well if it's not broken dont fix it' it's only not broken to u bcs ure the only one allowed in the giant mansion taking up 99% of the worl #and everyone else is forced to live in crumbled infrastructure with no where else to feasibly roam thanks to ur needless expansion demands #like if ure sexist just say that so we can kill u cus u clearly show no qualm to killing innocent women who have shown no evidence of #Ur same ill will #and definitely not to Ur power most certainly. as ur power is the whole cause of this and continues to be #sorry but like. so u admit. u admit that's not a good thing? and yet u continue to contribute? bcs it contributes to u?#ok! thanks for ur confession <3 (Death Approaches)#'female rappers nowadays only succeed off of success' omg it's like that's the only way they think they CAN #omg men say they cant support female rap bcs it's always abt sex omg it's almost like ure the ones who set that up in the first place!#say yall never happy or say yall just hate women having any sort of power or say without yalls loud & just plain wrong voices buttin in #uncalled for and unwanted and unasked. ALWAYS #anyways. i will now read a book #*SEX SONG SUCCESS*** bruh

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dawntheduckrb · 17 days ago

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I love how you can purposely cater you internet experience to block most politics so you can mentally detox since your media consumption was becoming unhealthy, and still have a whole week of attempting to regain your hope in humanity become completely undone by wanting to eat lunch with your mom (ramble in tags, feel free to ignore; take care of yourselves first <3)

#politics #us politics #tags so people can block this post #it's just so cool and awesome that things work like that #i was genuinely doing so much better #i was engaging with news in a healthier way #i was fixing my focus on what to do moving forward #but then i had the audacity to want to eat lunch with my mother instead of holing up in my room #she turned on fox news and i tuned it out... talking about stuff with them always turns into debates and its mentality exhausting #so i generally just keep my mouth shut unless asked #but then she started commenting on the news out loud #and so being a personable person i did my best to respond #they were talking about mass deportation of ''illegal criminals'' and she asked out loud why they havent sent them away already #so i said “oh well its expensive and there's not always places that are willing to take them”... left my opinion on the sentiment out of it #that was the WRONG thing to say apparently #devolved into a debate where she ultimately said “ok but it was a rhetorical question and i didnt actually want an answer”#how was i supposed to know that????? im the only person in the room??? thats not what rhetorical questions are used for??????#so we moved on from the topic #she said something along the lines of “pff and people come in illegally and still want to seek asylum”#so again i speak up #told her (with a quick google search to back it up) that people can either apply for asylum at the border or after entering illegally #as long as its within a year of entering #that was ALSO THE WRONG THING TO SAY #she reiterated that she still wasn't asking and added “im just watching the news; i dont want to google anything”#and im like...#...one; she mentioned in her “thinking out loud” rambles that she's aware that i dont like to talk about this stuff with her #but that this stuff is important to talk about... which i took as a “why won't you talk with me?”#so ouch #but also... whY ARE YOU WATCHING THE NEWS IF YOU DON'T CARE TO VERIFY ANY OF IT #im out of tags to ramble in but I'm still so hurt and mad and i have been reminded how little people care about compassion and factuality

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bmpmp3 · 7 months ago

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and another thing about vocal synth fans: we will always find some adult male voicebank to turn into a funny little clown for our amusement. some guy to communally bully in our talkloids, the miserable straightman to the shenanigans, the sad little freak punchline to our jokes. it happened to kaito. it happened to gakupo. it happened genbu. it even happened a bit to kevin (although he seems to have looped around somehow). and it will happen to you too, frimomen. it will happen to you too.

#hell its already begun. or maybe he was born for this role. his origins being that of which they are #the other day i saw a favourite meal announcing dragon parody 'list of past girlfriends' with frimomen #and of course the joke was him going silent for the listing part <3 a classic but it still got me LOL #i dont know why we need to do this. i feel it too though. i see a grown ass man vocal synth and im like I NEED to make him swagless #child and teen vocal synths are mostly safe from our wrath (although we've definitely done a good bit of len bullying)#but the second i see a guy who pays his taxes i NEED to make fun of him <3 <3 <3 #a vocal synth tradition. its a tradition #i dunno i was kinda thinking about genbus characterization and how in the japanese fanbase he kind of varies from what ive seen #sometimes hes a nice and calm guy with a tsundere edge. sometimes hes a goofy loud straightman to shenanigans #but overwhelmingly in the english speaking world in talkloids we turn him into this high energy beloved little freak LOL #and i love all characterizations. my own personal version is kind of all combined LOL hes friendly but a little too hype #to me he seems chill at first but is like 0-100 in like seconds <3 like his voicebank <3 <3 <3 i think he feels every emotion so so much #and absolutely suited to the straightman to hijinks role with his grumpier edge when hes embarassed #i also sometimes like to give him a bit of an unearned ego sometimes because of voicebank deprecation #hes clunky but he was the first!!! he was the first!!! hes not owned!!!! he slowly turns into a corncob #thats another characterization that mostly comes from the english speaking side LOL #TO ME genbu is like if ll nico was trying to put on a nice calm guy exterior instead of a cutesy idol exterior #which might be why genbu's becoming my favourite LOL nico was always my fav.....#going back to our favourite little guys to bully i will say nowadays kaito isnt bullied as much. because we have gakupo to bully instead #the bullying can pass on. frimomen. it can be inherited frimomen. watch out frimomen

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months ago

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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music #which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad #its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading #papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot #i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages #and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc #i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this #works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab #have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier #so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break #myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take #the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me #so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester #i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt #my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just #at the end of the line and it sucks #unrelated

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wulfhalls · 4 months ago

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microdosing on killing myself by reading eruri fic exclusively for three days straight

#there is something so very delicious about how loud all the things they dont say are #what if duty brought u together and kept u apart #what if not saying all these things is killing u but saying them would kill u twice as fast #because u know u know u aren't making it out alive not both of u anyway and maybe never having it will be easier than losing it #its just sooooooo good #everything is so tainted by melancholy and death ♡#its just doom and tragedy and repression and yearning and denial and so close to the surface it might as well be spoken out loud #but it never can and never will #and thats how my bi yearly 3 day reading fics for a pairing i havent thought of in 5 years and will not think of again for another 5 #breakdown is going #i haven't watched or engaged with snk since like 2017 #but by god does eruri still have a hold on me #every few years i remember them out of the blue and its like lightning striking #txt.me

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nerdie-faerie · 6 months ago

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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart

#summer camp tag #ace is a mess #i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic #the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad #doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining #im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart #i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no #she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it #cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical #but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears #but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation #we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills #and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing #we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out #do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from #shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle #instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine #im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch #and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look #but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified #she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation #but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god #ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭

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arsenicflame · 6 months ago

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you know youre a little too deep in the brainrot when "would it be fucked up to be straight in the society of Heven" is a genuine thought you have had and seriously debated with yourself

#which sounds really silly to say out loud but then the reason it might be fucked up is because the men of heven are essentially #imprisoned and brainwashed from birth so the funny haha joke gets real dark real quick #but it IS interesting to think about. i generally assume lesbians is seen as the default given the society but thats not Textual #and like. even if it is not all angels would be #and reproduction???#i want more heven lore i want to know about their society #there was some incredible set up in there with NO follow through #and that makes me sad #nyxtalks #angela #angela odinsdottir #heven #i could honestly continue on this i think the topics really interesting #could an anchorite consent? even if theyre free? could sera consent?#(i do personally believe the way seras character is written she would be the one anchorite to be able to consent. her free will is #integral to her character. its who she IS. but its still on the edge)#how would angels feel about het in general? w people from other planets?#do they have state sanctioned assault or do they reproduce a different way?#urgh #anyway u know the brain rot has gone too far now #someone please read angela so i can talk to you about the themes of fear and love and not get stuck thinking about hevens society even more

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dayurno · 1 year ago

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jean would say he’s gonna kill himself all the time and jeremy would have to ban him from saying that. he puts jean in time out during practice for five minutes every time he hears it. he’d bring it up to kevin and kevin would be like What’s the problem why can’t he say that let him play. poor jeremy so exhausted by them…….

SORRY I'M JUST. kevin's reply is worded so fucking hilariously i can't get past it. what's the problem. why can't he say that. let him play. IT'S SO RIDICULOUSLY FUNNY. kevin: free my man he did all of that

but seriously i love the idea of jeremy (rightfully) bringing up jean's bad behavior to kevin and kevin's like well i think he's right. it's like divorced parents discussing their child misbehaving but the deadbeat dad doesn't really see a problem in little jean slamming his teammates against the wall for asking too many personal questions. i mean what else is he supposed to do here jeremy?

personally i think someone should get a picture of jean up and write I'M GOING TO TO KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOU in that classic meme font. i would use that image every day. i would make it my blog header

#jean: me when i'm having a bad day and jeremy doesn't know my father sold me to the yakuza so i get to ruin his day too #no one else NO ONE else in this book can say they actually tried to kill themselves in front of someone. not like jean can #you people are passively suicidal? thats funny im in la traffic right now and im taking this entire row of cars with me #jean isnt just suicidal he is actively bitter about it. he's going to ruin everyone's christmas dinner #when the trojans are having fun in a circle and jeans like haha funny. did you know i got waterboarded before.#Silence. Unnerving unrelenting eye contact. Jean takes a loud sip and smiles. where were we #if you went through all of that you should be able to use it to ruin everyone else's day honestly. no?#asks #jean #kerejean #...i think?!?

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srldesigns6277 · 7 months ago

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#personal #sometimes i wish i knew what it was like to be someone people want to talk to #or at least had students who could listen to what i say for just five minutes #god i hate yelling then they say thats all i do when if i talked normally no one fucking listens #then i take it way too hard when they say they dont like me when at least i stepped up to take their class #a class that had already ran off one teacher #but no im too useless because i actually make them do work and tried to have rules #last year was hard but at least i felt fulfilled by the end of the year with all my classes #i have never craved the end of the year so much or as much as i have this year #its not even both classes either its just this one that makes me dread working with them as much as they apparently hate me #sadly i can understand why their teacher left #and i know im not the best replacement since im learning how to teach them as they learn from me #but im just tired #its only a month left but i am so ready to never see any of them again #but depression does as it does and makes me question if im even good enough to get another job #one actually teaching my correct subject that i love #i hope like hell that i get a job and one i really want because i dont want to have to come back to this school #*it has the most substitute jobs #i dont like being loud even if no one believes me i dont like being mean though i know when i have too i just dont feel good enough #if i was i think i would have a job by now i mean im 28 and its been 5 schools in 5 years #sorry being sad on main #if you read this #thanks

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sanguinewolves · 8 months ago

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im so tired

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