#that's how it's supposed to be
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Every so often realizing how badly I was fucked up by a 10 year friendship abruptly ending and cracking open to reveal an utter emotional CHASM
#i know people who care about me and treat me like a person even with other people in their lives and. you know#that's how it's supposed to be#every time i look back at this girl it's like the void is even bigger. what was i to her. what am i to her. does she even think about me#she got a bf and decided i didn't matter to her anymore and gave me genuine fear that would repeat#I'm in a position now where i feel like i could put my foot down and stop putting effort into the relationship#but when i had nothing? when i gave everything and she didn't think twice? did she ever get my medical bills i asked about..#the contrast of how i grew up is SLAMMING into how i live now and it's cacophonous#seeing all my progress means i can look back and see with greater clarity how fucking BLEAK everything was#I'm just. thinking about it tonight. this impacted more than i thought and that's the case every single time i think about her#shai speaks
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I'm just going to leave this here and slowly walk away. Source.
#who tf cares if i'm the only person in the face of tumblr who gives a d*mn abiut him#that's how it's supposed to be#ahn bo hyun#ahn bohyun#ahn bo-hyun#i h*te him with the passion a thousand glaring suns as you can see
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Petition for Netflix to include Muslim Hijabi characters who are asexual so that we don't have to deal with the 'taking off their hijab for men' bullsh*t.
#I'm tired#Netflix#TV shows#Muslim character#Only Skam's Sana Bakkoush did it right#No other characters compared#Hijabi#They don't even make her character asexual but she's a respectable and relatable Muslim girl from beginning to end#That's how it's supposed to be
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shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this
#and by 'everyone' i mean me. im just hoping other people relate lmao#someone asks me about a thing i like and im just like h..................#been thinking about The Character for a solid 6 months+ and let me tell you. expldoeing soon#this is about ffxv btw . how am i supposed to say how much it lives in my brain . i cant think#text#1k#5k#10k#15k#20k#great googly moogly#30k#40k#50k#60k#boooy what da heeel#70k#80k#90k#will this be my first ever post to hit 100k... it remains to be seen#good lord. we did it#100k
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ENTRY LEVEL MEANS NO EXPERIENCE. IT MEANS NO PORTFOLIO OF RELEVANT SAMPLES. ENTRY LEVEL IS ENTRY LEVEL
#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GAIN EXPERIENCE YOU STUPID FUCKS#I HATE THIS I HATE JOB HUNTING THIS SYSTEM IS ABSOLUTE DOG SHIT
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wish $20 was $20 again.... it's literally $5. if ur fucking lucky
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for whatever reason tumblr has flagged this post from a deleted blog as explicit so I can't even reblog it anymore which is a shame because it's one of my absolute favorites
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can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024
#ramble#if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands#you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things#some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible#the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think#i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex#this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!!#how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about#yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian#you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate
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beach episode
#my art#jujuba's art#mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#“where's curly?” burnt to a crisp by the sun :(#“where's jimmy?” jesus how am i supposed to know
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fucking hate how cats think they can mrrp their way out of anything because yeah, they fucking can.
#how am i supposed to make rational decisions when they go mrrp#not arguing with a lil guy that goes mrrp. whatever you say goes beautiful#cats#niko rambles
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warmth in the cold
#gravity falls#stanley pines#grunkle stan#his first meeting with the twins!#dipper pines#mabel pines#dipper and mabel#book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#not really happy with how i did the values here but oh well#this was supposed to have a companion piece but#they didn't really connect all that well#so im posting them on their own#caption is from the song “because you love me” by the rare occasions#one of my fave songs!#the book of bill
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This mans got me in a chokehold ahahahaaa 🫠
don't tell him I said that
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#astarion bg3#astarion ancunin#sleepyscribble#yk in hindsight it was probably a mistake to romance him in my first run#How am I supposed to romance other ppl in the next ones now 🫠
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Annabeth: I, a child, had to earn Thalia’s love, that’s how the world works! I have to earn my moms love. Love is transactional, you gotta be worthy of it first silly :)
Percy, listening to this on the train
#STOP TRAUMATIZING THIS CHILD PLEASE#this is what it’s like when you were raised in a loving home and you find out your friend wasn’t#but they don’t know they weren’t#so you’re like um hey that’s fucked up and sometimes a crime?#you tell them parents are supposed to love you as is without earning it and they don’t believe you#you can hear the therapy bill racking up#annabeth chase#Percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#pjo series#pjo tv show#mine#adding on to my tags because some people are debating if that’s how love works#love is meant to be a mutual exchange and something that grows over time between two people as their bond grows#whereas how Annabeth says it#in my opinion at least#she had to do XY and Z to be worthy of thalias love before receiving it#like with her mother#she has to be amazing before Athena is proud of her#vs Athena being proud of her just for being her daughter#that being said I’m not hating on a traumatized child having potentially negative and toxic patterns#more pointing out the comedy of the scene from Percy’s perspective who has a good grasp on healthy vs unhealthy relationships
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The head & the heart… or whatever
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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beach episode?
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#gale of waterdeep#astarion#karlach#shadowheart#lae'zel#wyll ravengard#lae'zel wanted shadowheart on her team but instead she is stuck with this 8 str loser. how is she supposed to win in these conditions#white girl sunbathing has been living in my head rent free for YEARS#krem scribbles
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