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I no understand story but me interested in story
explain pls :3
(Just felt like talking like a cave man)
// big explanation you will get. //
From memory, without timeline: (so sorry if this is inaccurate from what I have said earlier)
Before the PLOT:
All the TSBS fellas are one big happy family, and it’s not exactly like the canon in some aspects. There aren’t really as much characters in it (since I don’t know much about them, and I don’t want to draw them, so I’m just gonna say this happens before Ruin appears).
END OF PROLOGUE/DURING MAIN PLOT:
Eclipse noticeably slowly becomes more hostile, and it’s very sudden. There’s no pinpointing where this evolved from. Eventually, he ends up going on a killing spree, killing Lunar first and burning down Sun and Moon’s home. His next victim is Dazzle, and after that is Earth. His final victim (for now) is BM1. Throughout this time, Sun is attacked many times by Eclipse, but escapes alive. During the attack between BM1 and BM2 and Eclipse, BM2 is almost killed but manages to survive, but has trauma having witnessed his brother/twin be killed in front of his eyes. And of course, Sun has a ton of trauma too from witnessing Lunar, Dazzle and Earth die. Moon doesn’t really have that bad of trauma, but he has had it the easiest so far. He witnessed two deaths.
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With, ultimately no option: Sun, Moon, and BM2 are required to work together and get along to survive Eclipse. They work on making an underground base, somewhere hidden, while Eclipse lurks around The Outside and The Indoors at night. He serves a severe threat. Although BM2 is untrusting of the other two, he learns to get along to save all three of them.
WHY DOES IT HAVE AN ASKBOX?
Because why the fuck not?- Well, truly, because I wanted people to ask questions or interact with the AU instead of it simply progressing through drawings by the artist (me). It also gives me an opportunity to make fun little drawings and, if it’s a complicated/multiple good questions, it makes my mind work a lot/pos. It makes me think of ideas I haven’t thought of before about the AU.
And if someone out there is one of those logical idiots who’s asking: erm well, how do they respond to the asks? Well, Eclipse retreated a camera from the Pizzaplex (or Mega Pizzaplex, whatever you call it). It’s a bit… old, but it certainly does the job, so he’s not complaining. As for Sun, Moon and BM- they also got a camera from the Pizzaplex. It’s more nice but the quality doesn’t really turn out that perfect. It’s more of an old recording camera, but Sun insists it’s really cool and Moon wanted to make/find/upgrade to/a new camera for their recording, so he gave up after an off-screen debate that lasted 10 minutes.
And it has an askbox if you’re FUCKING CURIOUS ABOUT ANYTHING. Yes. I ANSWER questions. Wow.
answers good for you and story understanding? so if good//
#lockup au#cannibal eclipse#cannibal!eclipse#lockup: cannibal!eclipse au#cannibal!eclipse au#lockup askblog#tsams#tsams au#dca au#tried to summarize it ig mb if it’s bad#that’s right off of my head sooo
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birthday boy 🎂
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw 😭 i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW 🫵‼
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Guys imagine, Roach died, before the creation of 141, but Soap is able to see his ghost. He was originally following Ghost around, really annoyed that he was using his death as an excuse to not get close to anyone, but when he found out Soap could see him and talk to him he started following him around instead.
And they get really close, like two peas in a pod, except they have to be discreet about it because no one else can see or hear Roach, and they'd think Soap was crazy if they saw him talking to no one.
They use that for shenanigans too: Roach will go follow someone else and report back to Soap, Gaz is genuinely starting to believe Soap has superpowers or something. It's really useful on missions as well, and Soap managed to successfully rescue team members thanks to Roach being able to move through walls and everything.
(Roach is not the only ghost Soap is able to see btw, just the only one he's talking to.)
And then Roach is witnessing his past lover trying really hard to not fall in love with Soap, and Soap trying really hard to not do anything about the love he already feels, and he has to try and convince Soap that he is dead. During that conversation he finds out that something else that keeps Soap from doing something is that he feels very confused about everything because he also has feeling for Roach.
So now Roach has to try and convince him that even if he was still alive he wouldn't have a problem with that. He's known for a while that he was polyamorous, but he hadn't really dared talking to Ghost about that because he thinks he's jealous and possessive.
And Soap is like "oh yeah, you want me to go say to Ghost 'don't worry about your dead lover that I'm not supposed to know, he's actually polyamorous and also in love with me, I know because his ghost told me!' ??? I'm sure he's gonna take that well!"
But Roach is nothing if not resourceful and he manages to put Soap in situations where he's forced to interact with Ghost, and eventually they kiss and their relationship is beginning to be something. They're not really sure what.
And Roach is sad, because he has to watch the two men he loves being in love without him, yes, but at least they're both happy, and it makes him feel a bit better. And then during a mission Ghost almost dies.
Because he was alone and Soap and Gaz were together, Roach was following Ghost this time, ready to fly to Soap in an instant if there was any problems. But there was and he didn't have time, so he instinctively grabbed the gun being pointed towards Ghost's head and moved it as the person was shooting, saving Ghost's life, giving him enough time to shoot the enemy himself.
But even as the threat is eliminated, Ghost is still looking up from where he's on the ground, staring right through him, looking shocked. No, not right through him, he realises when he moves to the side and Ghost's eyes follow him. He also realises that he grabbed the gun. He's never grabbed anything before, in all his years of being a ghost.
Then suddenly Ghost's eyes move wildly around, and he figures he disappeared from his view. He can still go through the walls, but he's kept the ability to grab stuff when he wants. It gives him a ton of new possibilities, to fuck with people and, of course, to touch Soap.
"I wish you were actually alive," Soap whispers to him, holding his hands against his face as he's falling asleep.
"What the fuck," comes Ghost's voice the next morning, waking both of them up - wait, since when could Roach sleep?
Soap doesn't understand immediately, because he's always been able to see Roach. But Ghost is standing in the door, looking straight at dead past lover.
Turns out Soap is a necromancer and he had no idea, though the whole 'I can see dead people' should probably have told him sooner that he wasn't normal... The more he wishes Roach is alive, the more he actually is. And they all end up happy and together. And Gaz is very happy to have won the bet that Soap indeed has superpowers.
The day Roach says, in a wondering voice, "I... I think I'm hungry" is the day they understand that something is really happening and he's actually coming back to life.
(Also, Soap has no control at all on his abilities, he has no idea what does what and why, he knows nothing. No one knows.)
#cod mw2#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#gary roach sanderson#soapghost#ghostsoap#roachsoap#ghostroach#ghostsoaproach#accidental necromancer soap and ghost roach au#this is not organised at all bc my head has been hurting for days and i feel like i'm dying (i'm being overly dramatic don't worry)#this came to me when i was watching megamind don't ask me why#anyway i can't even read that again bc the words make no sense to me when my head hurts so sorry if it actually makes no sense for real lol#omg imagine ghost being interrogated bc someone reported him for sleeping with soap and he goes 'do i sleep with my sergeant?#yes i do but i don't only sleep with one of my sergeants i actually sleep with two of them; one having been dead for 4 years'#and they go 'dead as in... pronounced dead but actually alive?' 'no no dead as in actually dead as in buried; dead dead'#'so you *were* sleeping with him in the past?' 'no i am currently sleeping with him. with both of them.'#and then price has to gaslight sooo hard to make it all right they're literally taking years off his lifespan#and when he complains they giggle at him saying that it's alright bc soap will bring him back anyway if he dies for their sins
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rindou is so ugly im genuinely upset oh my god. What is this
#.☘︎ ݁˖#please don’t lie and say he looks good like don’t piss me off just don’t#like omg. Everytime someone posts a photo of anime or manga rindou being like ohhh he’s sooo fine Like bitch be so serious right now#how did i survive this long looking at him like genuinely im a warrior#i look at how wakui draws him and i’m like ohhh my baby uglyyy…. it’s ok…#that fucking bird that i hate#that fucking HAMSTER that i hate#i’m too used to how i draw him everytime i see offical art it’s either me pointing a gun to my head or freaking out bc it looks a little ok
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trying to psych myself up to finally do oc refs by doing fandom-related refs instead: volume 1
wanted to update my yuma from whatever tf this au is so he was a bit more unique... takes inspo from a lot of different things while also trying to be its own sorta thing? which is fitting given the au ;)
bonus chibi now that i'm also figuring out how tf to do chibis lol:
#my art lol#synth v yuma#yuma synthv#synth v#synthv fanart#synthesizer v#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#YES I KNOW ITS DIFFERENT but at this rate its the umbrella tag. all vsynth shit goes under there just like on main 😔#sorry for the annoyign watermarks i just dont want this to get stolennn/traced it'll b my joker arc. is2g#like thats never happened to me before as far as i know but now that my art is getting 'better' i begin to get scared that it will happen#if my fanart got stolen i'd def sting a little yeah but not hurt AS bad as if someone stole my original shit. THAT would hurt#one of many reasons why i post less personal oc stuffs. although as mentioned above i AM in an oc mood so i wanna draw em maybe...#and stuff like this is a step to develop a PROPER FUCKING REF STYLE bc i SUCKKKK AT MAKING REFS LOL 😭 BUT I SHOULD GIT GUD#i have a few other refs planned for vocaloid au (i guess???) related shit but they're not done yet. this one was also a wip that i just??#impulsively decided to redo & finish bc i wanted to draw but nothing else i was trying to draw came out right. advantages of many wips#i have SOOO many things i could say abt some of the things that went into this redesign but i dont wanna come off as pretentious 😔💔#obviously it was primarily inspired by the vimalion yuma design but. there's moreeee that i can't explain here bc tag limits and im shy#i do think i want to try and be more intentional with my character designs now so i'm seeing how that goes as i redesign some old ocs#man though this kind of stuff makes me remember i used to LOVEE doing this stuff. and now its even crazierr given art improvement#uaurhghh my head is buzzing w/. so many thoughts. THIS ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPENS I GET SO MANY IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY GFD#this is actually from today though unlike some other things i might eventually post. that'll make more sense soon#and fuckkk i forgot the chain necklace thing on the chibi yeah but i couldnt get it to look good. whatever
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omgg lol [guy who won't stop going "more like scapeGOATED" voice] now hold! on!! lmao [same guy just saw encanto voice] Hold on!!!
#& [it might be 5am but i'll still see if i can draw some] trackpad homemade reacts. inhales & hands to head/face x9 then walking off#site giving pretty random Suggested assortment there where i was like oh right sure. prob not tumblr keywords captures lmaooo#(plus happened to have it open in firefox) but my god Not the scapegoated literal seers lmfao. whoooo. my god#also it was just really good anyways like right nice. damn#the (queerrr) seerrr the perceiverrr the truth tellerrr the ruinerrr the scapegoat be-errr the internalizerrr the neurodivergerrr#& now i Know there is 0% chance ppl weren't putting ''always a gay cousin or it's you (avuncular edition)'' in that thing#family tree design not even leaving space for the hypothetical kids of this relative we mostly pretend is nonexistent hmm#also that necessarily. it's giving all intents & purposes Disability abt a dozen ways & it's saying [accept that] vs [we'd better fix him]#you don't cite said [it's giving disability] as part of the We All Hate The Horrible Little Freak scapegoating justification & then be like#''actually we don't have to do that anymore b/c he's sooo normal :)'' or not if you're serious about [don't scapegoat your family] anyways#which like oh ok they Are serious so The Weirdo's scapegoating / casting out / lack of support Isn't justified#so he's still weird & you just gotta get over that b/c otherwise. bye. having a natural rat affinity is such a slay btw#& we've all been there like ''you NEVER want two scapegoats talking it's Over if they do'' + littlest kid is like um. they're the best#plankton voice Correct! inhale i'm so impressed like. getting to go ''finally someone Normal'' (serious abt letting someone Be Weird(tm))#which also always counts as like mm hard time suggesting someone's Not queer & also autistic for a start lmao. an award#adding in suggested layers like talking to oneself; talking Oddly / w difficulty; physical uncoordination; rituals ; acting; animal friend#the layer of ''& all that's fine? like?'' again rather than him ever suppressing or even changing it so far as it's suggested#besides that it's observed as Weird like but so? or else what? nonrhetorical: hostility / rescinded support & driving someone off is what?#& that Truth like the [worse treatment / exclusion / scapegoat] oft recipe for someone giving the support they're not getting themself#again Never let the [ppl both experiencing this] talk oh it's So over. or the child who's all i like family support & kindness actuallyy...#obviously also like the complete opposite of billions. knowing what they're about & letting this Just As Beloved crucial guy be So Weird#but billions Also [hmm feels right for our scapegoated guy to Perceive / Tell Truths / openly want/need & then be hurt] now get his ass#anyway [guy who could always go way on could go way on but only has thirty tags & it's 6am & i still mean to try some drawing] voice#remarkable amt of So True & ''it feels like ppl on the same page w/exactly what they're doing are all behind this''#remarkable amount of concentrated My God That Is So A Slay located in bruno all at once. what a gift#sticking to ''sometimes someone In Your Group is Weird. Disabled. deal'' firmly enough there's no ;) oh u can bet we'll Fix Him in the end#everyone always assumes the worst so....me when i'm [always as a kid yearning for Living In Secret Passages]. emile gtmpota?#oh congrats to whatever rando who will be having his dramatic gay reunion w/bruno just out of frame obviously. i perceive#now imagine if That rando was....emile gtmpota! what a crossover event. haunting4haunting. do i have enough tags for this lmao. yea#& having 1 more tag to say: as though the [endless serving] isn't enough bruno's also as close to gender envy as it gets. incl rats; sure
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Ohhh my god I've rewatched Amphibia (not entirely; I was just rewatching True Colours 'cause I felt kind of bad and Amphibia was the fandom I chose to watch while I process those feelings which devolved into Reunion which devolved into The Beginning of the End and All In and The Hardest Thing)
AND. MY GOD.
I forgot why I called this my favourite show but I REMEMBER NOW.
I managed to forget the whole moral of Amphibia, my most beloved show
I need to stop closing myself off !!! I can do it I can stop overtly committing !!!
I was worried about my connections with my friend that I would've forwent everything to pursue them but that is how things go!!! I must not forget myself and I must not forget everyone else in the process !!!
I'm so motivated right now and this may not last til the next day but I'm gonna write this message to myself and everyone else!
I am okay !!! I am feeling okay !!! I will adapt and change with the world and the world will adapt and change with me and it'll all be okay!!!
#AND I AM DRAWING SASHA WAYBRIGHT! BECAUSE I ADORE HER!#GODDD AMPHIBIA IS SO AMAZING THOUGH goddd#There are STARS in my eyes I am so.#I love Marcy and Sasha and Anne and the things they would do for each other#Dependence on each other so strong that when they were split apart it shattered worlds#And the solution wasn't for them to reunite#It was for them to grow apart#GOD delicious. Delicious. I will try my best to never forget this again#It hurts in the moment that someone I like may not be talking to me as often as I want but it's not the big deal my head is saying it is#And we're still friends !!!#I'm so so. Not happy but like happy ish right now#I guess hopeful for the future? Ready to face it head on#Slipping friendships and center snare and my homework assignments#Hell of my own hubris face me dead on !!! I made you with that ego and I'll beat you with it too!!#I'm actually gonna write a letter to myself right now one that I can go read any time#Because I love my annual letters but I'm sooo impatient to get in touch with myself from other times#I want to say hi to myself in January and say hey. It feels all consuming and you love when it feels all consuming#But know that when it subsides you persist#That when it drops you persist#Despite everything you persist#I'm getting off topic if someone read through all these tags thank you for reading the ramblings of this re-energized creature#And may your work and change pay off!!!
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finished veilguard last night and i will never emotionally recover from this
#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#in the tags up ahead so#————————————————————————#————————————————————————->#SOBBED LIKE A BABY OVER VARRIC AND THE HARDING/DAVRIN CHOICE BROKE ME AND THAT’S ALL YOU GOTTA KNOW#going straight into endgame after wrapping up all the companion quests makes for a wild emotional ride fr fr…..#(except lucanis i missed his before treviso got blighted and got locked out)#assan and manfred and cyrian and shathann making me EMOTIONAL#but anyways WHY HARDING AND DAVRIN SPECIFICALLY HHHhhnghh!!!!#harding was the first romance i was considering and the closest friend to my rook and davrin was my actual love interest in the end 🥺🥺😭#and i felt SO bad for pepper’s other bestie taash losing their girlfriend right after losing their mother…#no more companions and me losing the people we love pls#pleasantly surprised about the bellara/neve choice and how that ends up though because i was SOOO scared when we found bellara blighted#the only complaints i can think of off the top of my head are about the lack of an epilogue and y’know#how useless the inquisitor is if you’re not a solasmancer but i knew that going into the game so rip#maybe i’ll get around to posting actual screenshots sometime but rn i think this first playthrough is mostly just for me#limited edition post#pepper laidir#oc
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missing the core four hours… scream v & vi u will always be famous
#please bring my family back together#the core four#my beloveds#in my head they end up moving in together after scream vi bc there’s no way they’re rooming w anyone else ever again#chad an tara are cute for a bit but realize they’re better off as friends eventually#mindy’s single for a bit#how can she move past anika#but they really lean on their friendship and heal little by little#and sam eventually feels safe enough to consider why no relationship w a guy has worked out or felt right#oh shit she’s gay#and embarrassed#like how is she just realizing#but when she eventually works up the courage to discuss women casually w the three#they tease the hell out of her and try to find her dates and sam is sooo bad at flirting#for the first time ever she feels like she has something to lose when talking to a potential partner and she stumbles and it’s awkward#but it feels right#sam carpenter#scream#scream vi#tara carpenter#mindy meeks martin#chad meeks martin#core four#scream v#melissa barrera#aesthetic
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not that this means anything to anyone but v4 (yellow) I'm rly proud of finally fucking getting at the gym today its taken me 3 visits over the last 3 weeks to nail it. woof......
#the start is NASTY i do it with one foot crammed in the top corner of the right semicircular one and wedge my hands as firmly as i can-#backwards against the top of the other dual tex on the left n push until i can reach the middle n bring my left foot up..#lemme tell u now. those starting holds are higher off the ground than u think 😵💫 theyre above hip height for me#dual tex is slippery hard plastic rather than the usual sandpapery texture of indoor holds btw. see the light reflecting off it? yeah.#fucking death trap for sweaty or chalky hands but in order to use the top of the volume later u 100% need chalk#so i have to start without it n chalk up halfway#also im relatively short (for a climber.. not short generally lol) so i cant reach the volume w both feet secure. was giving me hell 😭#cuz it means i have to put my whole weight on a CURVED DUALTEX SURFACE!!!!! theres not even rly any good spots to smear#so scary. and yeah the finish is a pain without crazy reach too i had to get a whole elbow on top of the black volume before i could#on my like 4th? try today i got one hand on the final hold and my friend watching said out loud wouldnt it be sooo annoying if u fell rn#and i slipped just as he fucking said that bc he put the idea in my head but luckily JUST caught myself w a smear. ASSHOLE (affectionate)#i need to get someone to film me doing it next week i wanna start recording stuff so i can see what i need to work on#n also remember things im proud of getting!!!!#this is my 3rd v4 at this one gym i think.. theyre a little softer abt grading tho i only have 1 v4 under my belt at the other one#some truly disgusting v3s today too. someone got a great pic of me grimacing on one bc i only got one hand to the top#ill fully send it next week my legs were just killing me by that point n theres some weird twists n pushes u have to do#but so close...argh!#anyway damn its wayyy past my bedtime and i have to be up for work in 6 hours 🙃 gonna shower and zonk out gooooodnight#.diaries
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Leviticus chapter 20 shook me to my core i have to pause this shit and go to bed.
#the stuff written within the bible/torah is sooooo. ummmmm#im very thankful catholic guilt no longer has any power over me because#in the throws of my spiritual awakening and turmoil had i read the sentence#any men or women who are mediums or spiritualists. shall be put to death#they shall be stoned and their blood will be on their own heads#right after saying that he is gifting the israelites this holy land and they shall drive out and kill all of the people already there#because they dont worship him spesifically and that makes him mad#spititualists and mediums would be able to call bullshit immediately and that makes him mad so therefore we should just#kill them on sight#wow!#this explains sooo much#he also thinks women who give birth have commited sin for doing so and by being on their period#conclusion? well according to the kama sutra#the closest a human can get to a god is by creating life#and according to my studies. that would piss off ol bible/torah god very much. like how dare you creat another free thinker by giving birth#sinful you are for several weeks#ESPECIALLY if you give birth to a daughter#god forbid. literally. also your husband needs to provide me sacrifices on your behalf for your sin of childbirth btw#im not gonna censor myself on what im reading because i dont care anymore#honest review this shit is insane
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you ever get so obsessed with a character your inter dialog is them
#or like their personality rubs off on you and you think like them in various situations#OR YOU JUST HEAR THEM IN YOUR MIND TEKLING YOU STUFF..#LIKE tell me why i put away my work cause i was soo done with it already i just wanted to relax but then i hear “go finish your work#RIGHT NOW“ from kyle in head#the way i immediately just put down my phone and went straight at it tho😭#this is sooo cringe or maybe insane but 😔😔
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im just going to go off in the tags for my review but last nights concert was crazy, entertaining, and crazily entertaining. while they did not play the rhythm thief clearly my rhythm, if i ever had any, was stolen and ron and russell were easily able to see my lack of clapping and dancing skills. when will those 70+ year old men stop beating me at everything
#you would think clapping on the beat is easy. not when youre on a level of excitement you havent been since you were a kid#in all seriousness my sarcastic tone is covering the fact that i really did enjoy it all so much. now on to the analysis#we'll get right to the heart of the matter: russell was sweating three songs in and well. there are many benefits to being in the front row#im really really sorry. but. good god i may have been looking at his neck a lot of the time#also it may have been during the first song but i feel like it was during another one where he jumped (beaver o'lindy?)#and my eyebrow raise and look of 👁️👄👁️ when his shirt rode up was very palpable. i was very close .#i think russ looked at me a couple times near the start but it was more of a dfjfljkda dont look at me im staring at u like 😍 moment for me#im just so self conscious it hurts! but i was smiling my head off the entire time while also not knowing how to stand#the front row was standing the entire time it was wild#also i think the moment i predicted did happen of ron giving me a look like 🤨 for knowing all the lyrics to one of their more obscure songs#but i could be wrong.#russell was bouncing off the walls as usual but good god to see it in person. and he sounded incredible!!!!#i also could not resist bouncing a few times. its contagious. plus you gotta do it during music that you can dance to#good gosh what a fun time.#at the end of the concert someone was like 'i could see you looking with such love' like yes very true. good to know it was obvious#can i just say again russell was sooo. its a different thing altogether seeing him like 6 feet away in the Real World#did i mention how sweaty he was. ok review almost over#still no eaten by the monster of love but hard to complain with such a great show#spars#sparks tour 2023 spoilers
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i am once again thinking about the bard dialogue options with raphael
#‘i love a good tragedy indulge me what happened here’. huh. i can say what#adair dont look at any tags past this point and also hi i love you but bye#okay hi bg3 players and those who dont care about spoilers. that isnt canon to tav but also yes it is bc it means raphael’s mimicking/maybe#mocking tav a little bit when he says indulge me in act 3. pisses her off SO bad right on the heels of her near-violent gratitude at having#the emperor out of her head however briefly. such a fun cocktail of emotions for her to decisively reject a contract to and then declare a#breakin right outside his room there. and whether she does it and succeeds or comes crawling back to negotiate is both SOOO CRUNCHYYYYY#tav. compels me. my love#my life rn#i just remebered i work early tomorrow WHY DID I DO THATTT
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I’m having kind of a hard time :/
#Robin processes emotions on main#personal depressing-ness ahead: feel free to scroll on#idk it's just rough in my head right now#due most likely to not enough sleep As Usual#plus potentially screen time is getting to be an issue#so I think I'll need to step away from tumblr and discord for a while. how long I don't yet know.#but when I come back I'm going to try to be like. setting limits.#because I don't really like this whole ON or OFF thing I have with tumblr right now.#sooo yeah. update later with a date to come back to keep myself accountable#I do find that stepping away from tumblr is good and healthy! and I've had awesome success with sticking to my guns about it!#it's one thing I can point to and go 'look! I AM capable of self-discipline at LEAST in small doses!'#positivity ayyy#ok I'll check back later. thanks y'all#I'm in the low swing of my perpetual ups and downs bleh#on the other hand I know it gets better from here so... that's good!
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the slow and epic backslide of meds wearing off where I go from functional and focused and productive to Uham theres something in my brain rjght now .and that thing is the adhd
#still at work so I am So good at doing my tasks at work but man. the way my brain is hanglidimg off the cliff of Able To Get Stuff Done#heading right for the pit of Stare At My Phone . it’s sooo crazy#frog.txt
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