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This is absolutely not a callout post on the user who said this, it’s a criticism of the state of the gaming industry, full stop. But somebody reblogged one of my The Evil Within posts a little while ago where I said I didn’t fully understand what had actually happened, and they put in the tags that I should play the dlc. And I was actually in the PS app looking at the dlc, trying to decide if I really wanted to spend the money, when I realized what the fuck I was doing
I am SO SICK of publishers releasing un-fucking-finished games and then hiding critical story elements behind fucking paywalls. I should not have to buy goddamn dlc to understand a game. Paid dlc shouldn’t even be a fucking thing if I’m being completely honest, but especially not shit like that. Ugh.
#she speaks#like fucking yakuza putting ng+ behind a goddamn paywall#and nobody fucking talking about it???#what the fuck?#also the evil within came out ten fucking years ago#that’s how pervasive this shit is#connecting video games to the internet was a mistake
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I used to have a really hard time bringing up the fact that I graduated from high school a year late without feeling the need to explain why and insisting that it wasn't my fault while simultaneously kicking myself for how much I sounded like I was just making excuses for something I should take responsibility for.
Then I watched Dimension 20's "The Seven" and suddenly I could simply say that I was a super senior.
The first time I heard the phrase "super senior" was in reference to Antiope Jones, a Black girl who had been held back a year after getting kidnapped and imprisoned by members of a fundamentalist cult, and like, girl, same.
So, since then, instead of anxiously spinning out any time I tried to tell a personal high school anecdote, I could just say I was a super senior, and then my brain would auto complete that statement with "like Antiope Jones" and I'd feel good about myself because Antiope Jones Is That Bitch.
That's what the problem had been the whole time. I wasn't worried about how other people would perceive me; I had been struggling with how I perceived myself.
Thanks, Aabria.
#representation matters#especially absolutely batshit and (hopefully) unintentional representation because bitch what the fuck#antiope jones#aabria iyengar#dimension 20 the seven#dimension 20#WARNING: Religious trauma/parental neglect/trauma-induced mental illness beyond this point!#no I'm serious I wasn't joking about the whole identifying with getting kidnapped and imprisoned by fundamentalists thing#shit's fucked; you have been warned#ok so I didn't get kidnapped but I did spend my entire childhood cloistered against my will by my fundamentalist parents#I was home-schooled from grades K-8 and then went to Christian online school from grades 9-11#homeschooling isn't neglectful but my neglectful parents wouldn't have been able to isolate me without it#by grade 11 my mental health had deteriorated so much that I spent most of my time in bed dissociating and stopped doing any schoolwork#my parents correctly assumed the isolation was finally getting to me and enrolled me in a local private Christian school for grade 12#it should have taken me more than a year to complete all my grade 12 classes + a handful of incomplete grade 11 classes & a grade 10 class#but as it turns out I am in fact also That Bitch and did it all in one academic year#I still genuinely thought I was lazy until quarantine showed me that EVERYONE gets fucked up after years of social isolation (wild huh)#Tags! Now with MORE BONUS TRAUMA! (brace yourself haha; Teeth CW)#it's important to me that Antiope is tall because the effects of the isolation and neglect were so pervasive that they stunted my growth#I'm of reasonable height for an adult at first glance (5'3) but I would have been a hell of a lot closer to 6'2 that's for damn sure#if you stare at me for too long I start to look like an animated scale model of a much taller person (because I kinda am lol)#everything about me is teensy except for my absolutely massive teeth#I had to get four extracted because they couldn't all fit#not wisdom teeth just four straight up regular healthy adult teeth had to be extracted due to a painful lack of space for teeth that big#I'm not sure if my teeth are the only thing that grew to normal size or if they're extra big because of some other pituitary fuckery#and yeah being tiny isn't that weird but people have always made a big deal about just how weirdly tiny I am#like kids younger than me used to carry me around like a doll#and now decades later I've learned about Psychosocial Short Stature and it all makes sense haha oop#anyways#told you shit's fucked
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....idk in a fandom this gigantic how are people already coalescing onto a handful of popular headcanons and scenarios that just become the baseline now, when the source material gives us literally limitless possibilities to work with
#the torrential flood of 'jayvik with 4 kids' content im getting on arcane twt is incredible rn#but i do feel like im sitting in a bit of a corner bc i feel like the only person at this point who doesn't hc viktor as trans sobs#there's obv absolutely nothing i have against it it's just become a surprisingly pervasive fanon view that it's actually difficult to avoid#i think at least half of fics in the jayvik tag are trans viktor lmao#not to say i don't read any that are. but it's just not really what im interested in#i fear it will become one of those fanon hcs that will just be accepted as fact and if you happen to not ascribe to it you'll be ostracized#i've even started to see 'don't mpreg this you better be talking about trans pregnancy' like hi. sorry but are you new here#half my interest in the ship esp postcanon stuff is the weird magic and monsterfuckeryness of it all#like how can you not explore interesting other ways of giving them kids. he's connected to the arcane. he might still be in herald form#who the fuck knows. if i see pregnant viktor i would honestly prefer it to be Weird and semi-nonhuman thats the cool shit#i just. idk. srs please im not trying to say anything bad about the trans viktor headcanon it's fine and im glad ppl see themselves in him#it's just. it is becoming rather inescapable. the 'castiel loves bees' effect yknow.#i really want to interact with this fandom and im trying to like. reply to people on twitter. and even more now it feels like#if my headcanons don't align to the popular fandom big names' then it's pointless. i have no 1-on-1 communication with anyone#in this fandom it feels very lonely. i watch everyone make great art and jabber on and i kinda just watch and wave from the corner#anyway i'll just keep imagining my weird arcane herald mpreg or w/e. it's fun. prob will never write it tho cause the fandom clearly#knows what it wants and that isn't it lol. i barely see any arcane herald fics which is WILD. like canon gave you a feast and you're#ignoring it in favor of just having viktor be human in everything. lowkey hydrogen bomb vs crying baby lmao#i can think of three postcanon fics that have arcane herald viktor and i hold onto them so tightly lol#but yeah. this goes for more than just trans viktor it's about 'all timelines all possibilities' in terms of what people write in fics#it's for the most part very...tame? in terms of creativity of concept? there's darkfic of course but.#not nearly enough in the way of Weird that i'd expect given what's actually offered in the source material#'go write it yourself' well im trying it's taking forever and also the fandom's made me hesitant to write anything weird bc it seems like#there isn't interest in it. like bro even the number of fics featuring mage viktor is insanely low#the number of viktor permutations we have to work with and the fandom opts for the easy ones almost every time. sad
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it's really funny when I see a post about someone's personal experience with a mental disorder that shits on, fakeclaims or demonizes a different experience with the same disorder, only to check their blog and find that they are, unsurprisingly, anti endo. crazy how the two relate. wild how ableism against atypical trauma survivors/disabled individuals generalizes itself when allowed to fester.
#pro endo#syscourse#ableism tw#complaining#tbh just mad how pervasive this shit is#support all trauma survivors or support none. no more of this “fuck off if you cope x way or have x symptom”#no more of this “my experience is the word of god and falling outside of that offends me personally#youre so awful for the people youre trying to protect
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likeeeeee im no scientist hoss but seems to me any data we can gather on innate or median sex differences is completey kaput until we stop. BABY SLOPE SEXISM
#some shit#which is now how i will be refering to it i guess. pick up the reference now.#sure sure the AVERAGE man this. the AVERAGE woman that.#can you correct for the phemonon so pervasive in society its influening how effective we thing a pudgy little potato can ascend an incline?#see also: cat sexism#like. the experience of ppl who have or have had flucating sex hormone experieces#[i say not ust intersex and trans cause like. truly. anyone. that redditor. ur menopausal aunt. whatever]#those ARE valuble data of like. WHAT CAN WE MEASURE. that has. actually chemical causation. or whatever#but these is BABIES. can i get a BABY SCIENTIST to tell me how much of those chemicals babies got cause my buxs is on. U KNOW. THEYRE BABIES
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see this misconception happen way too often, but. guys. luis isn't (necessarily) white. no, seriously; fnaf ar states his full name is luis cabrera, which is a real place:
it's part of the balearic islands, an archipelago forming an autonomous community off the coast of spain. this makes it a toponymic surname, a family name derived from a location -- which implies that luis' family were (at some point) from the island of cabrera, the very real place in -- say it with me -- spain. funnily enough, 'luis' is also the spanish form of the given name 'louis'.
while i'll leave debating the whiteness of hispanic people up to the americans in the audience, if a guy's name is spanish mcspanish, well... i think they might be implying something about his ethnicity, guys! just a hunch. (and maybe a sign you should stop and think about why you assumed he was white in the first place?)
#speaking!#fnaf#luis cabrera#fnaf luis#fnaf ar#discourse#long post#i am from the opposite side of the world#and i STILL got it!#sorry if any of the terms used here are wrong btw#again. other side of the world#i think i've made this exact post before#which should just tell you how pervasive this shit is#even if you don't like him. stop whitewashing him. Please.
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#wow it was an absolute mistake to watch Furiosa right after Fury Road. honestly Furiosa was an absolute mistake in general holy shit#sry i havent been on tumblr lately my hands have been busy w projects but i HAVE TO VENT THIS OUT#WHY WAS ALL THE IMAGERY SO SOULLESS AND SHITTY?? WHY WERE THE COSTUMES CHEAP UNI-COLOUR PLASTIC??#DID THEY EVEN HAVE ANY BUDGET AT ALL? THE CREDITS ARE FULL OF NAMES. WHO THE FUCK ARE THESE PEOPLE DID THEY JUST SIT THERE#WHY DID THEY MAKE SUCH A LOSER VILLAIN LIKE HE HAD ZERO COOLNESS FACTOR NO HUMANIZING/LIKEABLE QUALITIES 0/10#WHY WOULD YOU PUT COMEDIC RELIEF IN THE FORM OF COMEDY RATHER THAN THEATRICS LIKE THE FIRST MOVIE#THEY CALL IT FURIOSA CUZ ITS MAKIN ME A FURIOUS#PLUS LIKE PEPPERING IN SCENES FROM THE FIRST MOVIE MAKES THIS ONE LOOK SO MUCH WORSE BY COMPARISON#hooh okay like fr tho there is no nice way to say it. that was terrible. like terrible bad. no redeeming qualities.#well. there were dogs. thats it. thats where the good parts start and end. i dont even know if they were real dogs tbh#the sound design/music was terrible too. many moments of just dead air (without purpose) or inappropriate sound#the acting was so reserved its like they didnt want any of the actors to show any emotion other than stoic (or comedic for the villain)#man that was definitely like a la croix flavour of movie (except i actually like la croix)#literally tho why did no one show any emotion at all#plus inappropriate romance added like??#and the heavy subject so pervasive in the first movie was like 'oh nvm that didnt happen everything is good here'#just wow man. wow. I wouldn't be as mad if this had any fun factor at all. zero fun to be had in this.#i s2g if there were less neon red paint as a stand-in for blood#... this would've been rated like PG 13 max. it couldve easily been trimmed down to PG like. it was so sanitized.#like im not saying they had to show a certain graphic subject. but they could have actually put the R rating to use#their budget wouldve been better spent rewriting the script and hiring less known actors.#idr when this came out was it a covid casualty or an enshittification casualty? probably the latter if not both#shouldve watched them in reverse order but i wasnt planning on watching the second.#like sure first movie is a bit cheesey and not a lot of depth because of how fast paced it goes. but it was FUN. the actors acted.#anyway thats my vent i gotta mentally cool off now lol that seriously made me so mad#ShitPost.exe#fr tho like i knew it was gonna be shit when i first heard about it happening and the actors they chose. but i didnt know it was...#...gonna be THIS BAD. like especially the visuals and dead air in between awkward one-liners that gave me secondhand embarrassment#0/10 dont watch Furiosa if you havent already. Fury Road is good. Furiosa is like... the dollar store version of that universe#like complete with the halloween store version of the characters costuming lmao i wouldnt doubt that cosplayers have prob done it way better
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i don't have social anxiety I just think I deserve to be sentenced to death for existing in public / social spaces. These are completely different issues. unironically
#shitboxposting#disorder feels#like straight up im not Scared. I just hate myself and think im undeserving to the point that I greatly struggle in multiple areas of life#in the most casual way possible if im in an unfamiliar situation all im thinking is that I should be killed for existing#it's whatever. I don't feel extravagantly about it it's just the internal monologue I have. shrug.#how long has it been since I got diagnosed lol. that pervasive pattern of behavior really can pervasive#holy shit a year and 11 months on the spot. I should celebrate
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re last reblog i feel like so much of tumblrs or rather fandoms obsession with like unhealthy dynamics in romantic relationships and especially the obsession with defining love as something that can be consuming and dangerous and toxic, something that can harm you because its too intense and too passionate or whatever else, and finding that to be poetic or meaningful in a unique way stems from like. two things. 1. not recognizing that the abuse theyve endured in the name of love (could be from anyone, including parents, friends, even teachers, etc.) was actually abuse (and perpetuating the idea that it isnt by openly romanticizing it) or 2. never having been in the situations theyre describing themselves, so it has a certain charm or allure or mystery to it and they're treating it as something to ponder from a safe distance, rather than the incredibly banal sort of everyday evil that it actually is. anyway my point with all this is that i dont have time for this shit 👍
#the second option is worse to me because the first one is like. theyve been victims themselves and just dont know how to process it#thats less infuriating to me than “waow.. love that sucks... what an interesting concept..#everyone thinks love is supposed to be good guys but what if it wasn't. would that be fucked up or what“#and i wouldnt give a shit if this wasnt like a pervasive and popular sentiment in fandom spaces#but like. my god#i dont need this attitude in my life i really dont. its regressive#theres many more factors contributing to why im not comfortable in fandom spaces but#this is def one thats been pissing me off more and more lately#and this is coming from someone who LOVES exploring dysfunctional and unhealthy relationships dynamics in fiction#so its not a problem with that. its just the attitude around it#like “selfish choices made in the name of love” people do this ALL THE TIME actually. its very boring#fuck you and your love#anyway#i yap therefore i am#rant over
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the concept of "irredeemable media" is so creepy ... a complete hollowing out of nuanced and specific criticisms in favor of a list of elements art shouldn't touch will beget an audience that hasn't learned how to recognize propaganda and implicit bias in the art they love. this is also how we get people who are only capable of interacting with real violence through fictional metaphors. it's easier to say that something is bad than it is to recognize how, which requires actual confrontation with your own part in upholding these ideas. plus the whole thing is just boring and silly ... if you close the laptop all your enemies will disappear, but the beliefs present in the art on your dni list will still exist. are you able to combat them? do you even know what they are?
#it speaks!#this reads so pretentious i think but idk how else to phrase it all. very vague post bc its not about anything specifically#just like are we not tired. none of this is activism you have to understand why this shit is pervasive and how its spread through art
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i think i gotta pl;ay fallout 4 ..
#YAPPING this morninh#i tried watching the show i DIDNT LIKE IT. i would rather play the games#in middle school i tried fallout3 but i never felt incentivized to explore the world after getting out of the vault .#i think beth esda games are just like that though idk. ive been playing wolfing stein 2 (2017) and it feels like. beth esda uncharted#i think its just bc its an action adventure and you have like a little team and so far it hasnt been open world the way it was advertised#but ive been getting into the lore of the world in falloiut and im really enjoying it so maybe my game tastes have changed idk its worth a#shot :D i watched this video abt ghoul being an embodiment of the mythologized wild west genre in american pop culture history and how#pervasive a fantasy like that is. the continuation of manifest destiny and rooted in white supremacy yk. but also through the fallout lens#of 'Look at this idealized nuclear family/ american dream and look who it excludes look how it fails' and its really making me wanna try#playing again. i think one of my biggest flaws that i hate is that i cannot tolerate playing old games that are ugly in retrospect .... i#just cant.... i cant play the first red dead its too ugly im sorry... but i WILL research the lore and stuff#anyway thats why i think ill try 4. im just worried i wont like it bc you know.. i like platform action adventures.. not corny shit like#uncharted but idk maybe its an antiquated way of designing games but i like levels i like being given a campaign. i think my favorite way a#game works is like the way red dead does it. the story progresses but you can also explore on your own time. and the world changes as the#story progresses. idk i think i just maybe am not the target audience for any bethesda game LMFAO. anyway if anyone wants to give some#wise words regarding this Advice opinions etc feel free to send asks leave replies dm me :D
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not one of my kids emailing me a MONTH before school starts asking if there will be any exams the first week of school like honey please throw your school chromebook in the east river and go to the park and play a made up game with your friends i didnt give summer homework on purpose please be a child please be free
#i get that grindset culture is really pervasive and this kid knows shes gonna have to bust her ass to get ahead in life but damn#i should not be telling 12 year olds how to deal with burnout#constantly torn between telling the kids fuck all this shit do what makes you happy#and being like yeah youre right if you ever want to be able to move out and have financial independence in this city you gotta bust ass#i hate it here#parents if your kids are this stressed and obsessed with school please do not see this as a good thing
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comics also beat you over the head with the themes nowadays. you dont get subtlety or ambiguity. batman comics used to be somber and noir-like. now theyre funny and feel-good and nothing about the stories stick to you and live in your head like long halloween/dark victory or murderer/fugitive-type stories do
#that stuff feels better in the somber comics because its a reprieve and not constant#batman and batman adjacent books are at their best imo when theres this pervasive melancholy dusting even the happy parts#THATS why you read a batman story. yknow#like. theres a ton of stupid shit in murderer/fugitive.#but ill never ever forget the moment cass figures out bruce is batman and how it thematically fits so well with the point of that arc#n ill never forget the way the art in dark victory intentionally draws attention to the similarities between dick and bruce while the text#highlights the ways they differ. because They know theyre different. but We see how they are the same. its good man#batman and robin 2011 is Dark and makes you think. now damian's history is used as a punchline#<- not to say it was perfect or not happening then too but at least you were also getting good stories yknow?
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seeing a lot of christian instagram reels has mainly just taught me that the average american christian's beliefs are literally worse than those of the small minority of jews who are right-wing and orthodox and whom people love to sensationalize
#'worse' is a very vague term of course but. this just really makes me insane sometimes#also like my experience w ultra-orthodox judaism both irl and on social media is almost entirely chabad which affects things somewhat but#yknow it's nuanced#txt#like 'antisemitism is pervasive' is not an insightful take lol but it's really insane how christians can just publicly say the most#fucked-up shit without worrying about being unfairly judged or treated for its#it*
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i am so so so so so so tired of the jeremiah hate now that the trailer for the summer i turned pretty season two is out. SO MUCH of it is calling him a fuckboy/cheater etc. and that pisses me off considering jeremiah is one of literally TWO bisexual characters in the show & the only queer main character. it was already a Choice to make jeremiah (a character who in the books cheats on belly) a bisexual character for the TV adaptation, which i am somewhat glad for as we need more mainstream LGBTQ & bisexual representation. but people have GOT to understand that this is a subject that needs to be treated with delicacy and grace that jenny han has not given jere’s character & the people watching this show CERTAINLY don’t. it says a lot that they are calling him a fuckboy and a cheater when so far in the show, belly is the one who cheated on him. idk. i am very protective of him as a bisexual person and seeing others spewing this vitriol makes me so angry.
#one of the most pervasive myths about bisexual people is that we are ‘‘unfaithful’’ or cheaters or ‘‘greedy’’#and it is so so disgusting to me how so many people are ignoring that and saying all this shit about the ONLY prominent -#- queer and bisexual person in this show.#do better.#(most of the bashing i’ve seen has been on tiktok; i’m not involved in tsitp tumblr & i’m not vagueing anyone)#(just ranting about something i’ve seen many times)#the summer i turned pretty#bi tag
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From the Kunsthistorisches Museum Collection, Vienna
This small figure of a devil incorporated into a solid glass prism was originally in the collection of Archduke Leopold Wilhelm (1614– 1662); the 1659 inventory lists it as a small square glass, with a pointed top, that contains a black figure in the shape of a devil.
By 1720 it was in the Treasury in Vienna and was described as a spiritus familiaris in a glass that was driven out of one possessed and banned to this glass. In the Middle Ages it was widely believed that the Devil could take possession of a human body. This artefact was regarded as evidence of a successful exorcism.


A tiny devil vitrified in a prism of glass. In the 18th century, the Imperial Treasury of Vienna attested that this was a real demon which had been trapped in glass during an exorcism in Germany a century earlier. From the Kunsthistorisches Museum Collection, Vienna.
#you know this had superstitious mfs in the 1700's shitting their pants#which is honestly fair when you realize how pervasive the belief in witchcraft and sorcery and familiar spirits still was back then
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