#that was very rambly lmao
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"I write ophelia more because haellen is very uninteresting. she is just a boring person (affectionate)"
also me
"So yeah haellen is a pioneer in the field of firearms as well as the first person to make commercial magitek prosthetics and wheelchairs"
#âShe's pretty boringâ i say giving her interesting lore#ffxiv#haellen#final fantasy xiv#ff14#text#headcanon#when i say âHaellen is boringâ i don't mean that she actually is boring. or that i'm bored of her#quite the opposite actually i love her she rotates in my mind like she's in a PS1 survival horror inventory#i more just mean she acts like the WoL acts in game because that's her perception of a hero#so there's not much room to really write stuff outside of behind-closed-doors kind of scenes#or stuff that takes place AFTER the story#meanwhile ophelia's story takes a much more drastic change to the way the game progress and deviates from the âCanonâ quite a bit#so there's a lot to write there#not to mention haellens hobbies are kind of boring ones (affectionate)#again. not that they actually are boring or that i'm bored of them. but she reads books. or takes notes for potential theories#that's her hobbies#she doesn't train with weapons because she enjoys it. she does it because its an extension of her theorycrafting#she exercises because âSomeone has to lift all these heavy things. And if i can't then who is? Certainly not neroâ#that was very rambly lmao
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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thinking of comedic ways of how the hell that talk is gonna go
#you can pinpoint when i stopped giving a crap about clean lines#once again in the collection of 'this was funnier in my head'#then again i am very funny in my head my hands cant compete#why am i rambling in the tags you ask? i can do what i want MOM#this is for all the people saying that he can still learn about being a sentimonster#its true he can!! and thats hilarious to me#they cannot frame that reveal in any form that still makes gabriel look good lmao#anyway back to the mines i go#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#mlb#my art#lily doodles#mlb meme#mlb shitpost#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#felix fathom#nathalie sancoeur#gabriel agreste#miraculous#mlb london#sort of
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#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#kim kitsuragi#harrier du bois#harry du bois#this is probably one of my fav conversations in the game...#sad that not many people get to see it(?) cause you need like 7 in empathy?#comics#comic art#trans#cw blood#blood#cw smoking#my first time making a comic i hope it looks okay lmao#ough i have so many thoughts about kim and his complicated relationship with his name#im interpreting the dialogues in a very transgender way but its definitely about his racial identity too#cause its a *seolite* name#another factor of him not being seen as a revacholian#and its one of the only things he has left of his parents too#i wonder if the name kim is seen as more masculine or feminine in seol and in other isolas?#im definitely *not* projecting haha#i read once in a fic that kim *attempted* to translate his parents' letters when he was young#10/10 fic made me cry#thats why i decided to add the seolite dictionary - i dont think kim would have *tried* to learn seolite otherwise#he definitely has some kind of internalized racism he needs to get over#sorry for rambling#my art
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RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.
#I fucking loved this episode but also FUCK- OH UH DON'T READ MY TAGS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET CAUSE UH SPOILERS LOL#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror#dndads spoilers#dndads s3 ep 5#tony collette#ebenezer white#[breathes]#TONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#choosing to believe there's a chance they save him#I REALLY hope they save him#please these tags were gonna be me rambling about how I'm so ready for him to accidentally become an actual spy#and how Ebenezer is just one more person I need him to have homoerotic tension with#BUT NOW WHAT#Anyways poor Will but also not poor Will cause it was REALLY funny how much everyone was screwing with him this episode zkbfeskgzl#stupidly it was the moth bit that got me the most and particularly Matt describing its journey lmao#Somehow- like I knew the Trudy stuff was gonna be dark but somehow it was even darker than I imagined like fuuuuuck#Also sounds like the people who theorized there'd been an og human Trudy were *probably* right?#Heh. But was it a normal death or was she *murdered* dun dun dun#*Very* excited for Kelsey's boxing match#Francis UH OH GOD??#the two scoops line was perfect though#what else what else... No I'm just caught on that ending now god DAMN it I don't care if they pull some cheap shit to save him#oh actually I know exactly what I want out of this but I'll make a separate post about that one sec lol#undescribed
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the "pro" in proshipper actually stands for "professional". we're professional shippers, thank you very much, we have phds
#scary crane rambles#scary crane shitpost#proship#proshippers please interact#anti anti#anti-anti#antis dni#i mean. since the point of shipping is to have fun#and antis deliberately make themselves miserable all the time by looking at content that upsets them and ruthlessly policing themselves#then i'd say we outclass them by a quarter mile in this department LMAO#this probably isnt a very original post but. still. let me have this
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HELLO HI HELLO I AM!!! RECOVERING CURRENTLY!!!!
So I haven't posted in a small moment and planned to get myself going again soon but right now I am recovering from an accident (I won't get into the nitty gritty) that has left me quite shaken. FIRST OFF I AM OKAY! Minor injuries so nothing alarming I am physically fine besides being sore for a bit and some scrapes and bruises that are still healing, including my arms which is making drawing a bit difficult. I'm slowly getting better but cant really draw for long periods and honestly I might not draw much for a bit till I feel better both physically and mentally. its the mentally part that might take some time. But I'm resting, rest assured!
ANYWAY this is more just an update cause I know i've been a lil absent. ESPECIALLY after this accident. I'm not abandoning the blog by any means, def still check on tumblr but couldn't seem to muster the energy to interact with much at the moment as my brain is a little rattled up.
I hope yall are all okay! I hope your days are bright and yall are taking care of yourselves!
I promise I'm doing what I can to take care of me!
#update#just rambling#my art#dont wanna really add this to the welcome home tags?#feels inappropriate? even with the doodle but the post itself is just to let anyone wondering about me know I'm alright#anyway#I probably shouldn't have pushed through drawing this but I mostly drew it for my own comfort if anything#and felt fitting to use for an update post#art looks so sloppy lol but thats okay....#Repeating that I am very much okay though! But I'm def needing some time. For my mind's sake. Too much noise around me gets overwhelming#so energy is low and I am taking my time#dandy leon#I dont mind adding my oc tag lmao#tw stitches
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tw. yandere, forced pregnancy, mentions of nudity, toxic relationships, implied murder, not proofread (pls tell me if you see any typos), 1.4k words
You knew your husband wasnât normal. You werenât a fool, the avoiding gazes of people around you, the nervous stutter of every waiter and service person that approached you, the hesitance of new aquintaces when they had to shake hands with you, all of it under his watchful gaze. It was hard to ignore.
If you had to put a finger on when it started, youâd blame that one time years ago, when you were both still young, much younger than you are now at least. When you complained about that one classmate that always got too handsy, about his annoying jokes and obnoxious personality, all under the guise of âa jokeâ as tasteless as it might have been. You knew he wasnât fully okay in the head, even back then. It was by no mistake that you found yourself complaining to him of all people, sure he was a bit more reserved than now, a bit more hesitant at the thought of potentially committing a crime but all it took was a fluttering your eyes at him a few times and he offered himself up for you, he had never been the smartest of the buch after all.
When you heard news that the classmate had apparently dropped out and been seen with injuries beyond what any sane person would inflict, you knew who to blame. But you wouldnât, maybe your underdeveloped prefrontal lobe couldnât grasp the concept morality back then. But a guard dog that shows such loyalty couldnât possibly deserve punishment. It was then when you cemented future by his side. He wasnât all too bad, you thought, if you could avoid any and all contact with the opposite gender, even with women you could never make him feel unwanted. He was needy and big and scary but extremely gullible, at least when it came to youâ as long as nothing sparked his jealousy, he was beyond reasoning if that were to happen.
There were times where you cursed at yourself for your past decisions, namely when you found small splatters of blood on his clothes that you assume were too small for him to notice, or when another person you had been unhappy with (but never voiced this in front of your husband) disappeared entiorely from your life. A dog that goes and bites all those that approach its master is no good at all.
Selfish and evil as you may have been, you were still human and the thought that your mere presence could ruin someones life took a toll on you so you started to retreat into your shell, to avoid going out as much as possible, much to your husbands pleasure who started coming home on time and didnât drift off somewhere in the middle of the might anymore. Your relationship almost started showing a semblance of normalcy.
You had started feeling exhausted as of late, too tired despite your schedule full of nothing. It was strange, you started losing appetite and under a constant spell of lethargy, too tired to do anything beyond maybe brave the journey to the bathroom when necessary or to the kitchen if your husband wasnât home to do it for you. Then started the cravings, so strange that you doubted even a pregnant woman would have them.
Thatâs what you thought, until night you managed to wake up just in time to see your husband rummahging through your drawer, the small sheet of what you could only make out to be your contraceptive pills in you hand and another one that looked eerily similar (that one wasnât yours, you were sure of this since you were down to your last sheet).
You instinctively closed your eyes again before he could turn to you, waiting until morning when he was gone to work to check your drawing, only to find one sheet. It was then when things started to click, your period had been a few weeks late, you hadnât been particularly alarmed since it happened sometimes but now you felt fear sink in as you rushed out in your car to the nearest pharmacy. The drive felt eons long when combined with the ever increasing feelings of dread that you were experiencing but you almost wished you could go back to that time as your clothes were tossed to one side and the bathroom door left slightly ajar, you were too rushed to have cared about those details as you stared at the two lines on the test.
âNo no no no no no no no no.â You couldnât think clear, you werent ready to be a mother, you didnt want children, there wasnât a single motherly bone in your body.
You took back what you had said earlier, you were most definitely a fool. Why did you think heâd never do something like this when hes probably already done enough to secure his place in the 8th circle of hell just for you.
âDarling, I was looking for you-â Your husband said gleefully, pausing as he fully opened the bathroom door, finding you sat with a pregnancy test in hand, a few other ones already tossed around you, the unmistakeable positive already visible on them. And yet, as if he had no hand in this, he feiged ignorance, acted worried as he approached you.
âWhatâs happened here, whatâre you doing, dear? Are you alright?â He kept asking these questions as he slowly neared you.
âGet away from me, donât touch me!â You screamed, you were crying at this point and he was left at an arms length. That was when his entire demeanor changed, the almost idiotic smile of his nowhere to be seen as he let out a frustrated sigh.
âI suppose it was bound to happen sooner or later. If anything Iâm surprised it took you this long, youâre quite the slow one arenât you, love?â You probably wouldâve launched the nearest object his way in any other situation but you couldnât tell heads from tails in your current predicament.
âWhy would you do this? Was what we had not enough for you?â You couldnât help but ask in a moment of clarity.
âHow coy, I wonder where this side of you was when you asked me to do all those terrible, terrible things.â His smile felt cruel, especially so when you realised that you were the dog if anything, he had always been the one to hold your leash, not the other way around.
âYou dug your own grave, we couldnâve had what most normal people have but you chose not to, you used me until your heart was fulfilled and in the process, you dug yourself deeper and deeper. The fact that you didnât realise any sooner says more about you than me.â He finished, before hoisting you up, ignoring your cries as he removed what little you had on and placed you inside the bath. It had become a routine ever since you started feeling sick but today you couldnât help but feel disgusted by his touch, alternating between sobs and protests as he cleaned, his grasp much harsher than usual, you werenât sure if it was because he no longer had to uphold the persona he had you believing in up until today or because of your protests.
âArenât you curious, what youâve been eating in place of your birth control lately?â He asked in the midst of washing your hair, the glint of excitement in his eyes only adding to the psychotic expression of his.
You couldnât bear to ask, looking away in hoped that he would at least grant you this much. âAww, I was hoping youâd want to, Iâll tell you ayway. Itâs a sedative of sorts, I started with low dosages so you wouldnât get alarmed. Donât worry, itâs nothing strong enough to harm the baby.â The mention of the baby had your stomach twisting again. You felt exhausted from crying, letting him dress you, moving you around almost like a ragdoll until he plopped you on the bed, joining you soon after he showered and changed himself. Engulfing your smaller figure into a hug as he went on and on about the baby.
âIâll get some books on parenting for you, we need to make sure our baby doesnât turn out twisted and skewed like their mommy. Donât you agree?â
#I should be studying lmao#very self indulgent#canât wait to reread it just to learn that itâs incoherent rambling#yandere character#yandere x reader#oc#original character#yandere oc#yandere blog#yandere#yandere male#dark fic#yandere original character x reader#yandere scenario#dark romance#x reader#yandere oc x reader#yandere original character#scenario
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NO WAY
also extra v1 v2 vocaloid cosplay doodle under the cut :3
how
#me when 01 is v1 and then 02 is v2#the colors were very fun actually i tried using my flipnote brushes#i couldnt actually export the drawing tho bc the the brushes are like#the pixels look different depending on how zoomed out u are#and when i exported it it wasnt vibrant enough#erm im rambling#anyways this is so silly to me i really love it#vocaloid crossovers foreva#its 4:42 am#goodnight ...#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#v1#v2#hatsune miku#vocaloid#my art#oh yeah why does v2 not have a wig#i tried drawing it actually but i think it looks better when its just a huge white bow LMAO#wait isnt it bad to post really late at a time like this#IDK IM GOING TO BED!!!!!!!
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Still was probably reading early Dressrosa when I did this one. Itâs wild looking at these drawings tbh lmao.
#this was when i was almost out of denial that i was gonna ship em#cuz i was very firmly in the camp of aroace luffy#but what can i say i am a bitch for this kind of ship dynamic#and Iâm not NOT still aroace luffy tbh#i generally go âDemi-romantic ace luffyâ#but also Iâm just like idk man theyâre queer#which is funny cuz that was my own vibe lmao like i was like Iâm ace! Iâm biromantic ace! IâmâŠ.queer!!!#anyway what kinda tag rambling is this#my art#lawlu#law x luffy#luffy x law#lulaw
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foolish and tubbo are soo good at doing improv together it's honestly so impressive
they always seamlessly add onto each others stories no matter how out of the blue or how convoluted they are
like today when they created the whole "oh yeah sunny is definitely foolish's daugther on the weekends no other parents hahaha" spiel to avoid luzu finding out who their real parents are, and both just immediately rolled with it the second tubbo texted foolish that sunny's other dad is charlie (also it was impressive to see how fast foolish destroyed sunny's sign when she tried to answer luzu honestly lmao)
or that one time when they used an illegal create machine and managed to hide it away from cucurucho with minimal communication, both trusting each other enough to lie straight to cucurucho's face and buy the other time to get out of this situation somewhat alive (which yes tubbo died but at least they saved the machine for a bit lol)
they will always commit to the bit together and it's amazing
#qsmp#tubbo#foolish#i dont even know if they have a duo name i'm such a fake fan lmao#but yeah very cool dynamic 10/10#my ramblings
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original template here. be ready for ten thousand mha template memes of that type to pour out of my blog like blood out of a wound.
#tbh katsuki and Izuku could very well switch places lmao#mha#bnha#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya#shigaraki tomura#dabi#shinsou hitoshi#Toga himiko#aizawa shouta#present mic#shouto todoroki#mad mha ramblings//
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had a vision
#*mine#mona rambles#please enjoy this quality content i am so so so so tired lmao#tolkien#silm#the silmarillion#listen. listen#this is very affectionately i love it#but also it's been two months and i will still randomly remember tidbits and need to stare at a wall about them for 3 hours. ykwim
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he's gona get'cha!!!
i'm late but not not a whole week late which i'll count as a W
zoom ins and also a progress gif because i can
i used textstudio's edotor for all the fonts
C: ok bye please reblog <3
#tf2#tf2 fanart#spy tf2#personal fav#fgeuiesui i spent so long on this#also didnt know id i liked it better with or without the filters so you get both versions#i did make up most of the mercs' names because freakin can!!!!! jeremy is polish because i said so!!!!#oh and i was obviously inspired by a lot of 70's-ish horror movie posters#this took me so long but it's finally here#i'm so proud of this#especially how the lighting looks#there's not AS MUCH detail here as the merasmus comic but i'm still very proud#also he looks kinda fucking silly without the lighting i might post it LMAO#ok enough rambling byeee#gif
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OK so heres some of my favorite things that were talked about during the enter the florpus commentary thing yesterday:
one of jhonen's favorite things in the whole movie is the writing in zim's kitchen that says "do anything is real?"
they clarified specifically that gir was not lying and he did in fact eat a baby at the crazy taco
gir smells REALLY bad. theres like rotting organic matter in his body at all times. he stinks
zim's human suit is made out of actual human skin
zim is acting drunk on nacho cheese during that scene in his house because richard horvitz recorded it while drunk
they planned to have this whole thing with tak's ship only agreeing to go to moo-ping 10 because it knows tak is there. they wouldve shown her in silhouette during that brief explosion and she wouldve stowed away on the ship without anyone knowing and then wouldve shown up towards the end of the movie, but they decided to cut it out
zim did not need to frame membrane for a crime in order to get him into space prison and likely just tossed the guards like 5 bucks for it. its a shady place. they did specify though that if he did frame him for something, it would have been jaywalking
they pointed out during that scene where zim is celebrating peace day on dib's lawn that zim's reaction to seeing dib was very much genuine and that's just how his brain works. he is genuinely surprised to see him pop out of his own house. (they also described his reaction as like "being surprised to see your best friend")
the ham joke was ABSOLUTELY CRITICAL to the film and at some point jhonen remembered it and was like GUYS. WE ALMOST FORGOT THE HAM
there was supposed to be this joke where it cuts to and from gaz and dib in tak's ship and they would've had to stop at like a warp station or something and theyd be waiting in a long queue of spaceships and the radio is broken in the ship so theyre stuck listening to that one song. then itd cut to them like totally braindead drooling from listening to it for so long. and then a little later itd cut back a FINAL time and theyd know all of the words and both be singing along to it. but this was also cut out so only the last bit remained
when asked "who would win: minimoose or mrs. bitters?" the answer was along the lines of "neither, i think all of us lose in that scenario"
the tallest are just two dudes who happen to be the same height and therefore have to share the same job. they are not brothers and they are also not gay lovers ("as much as you want them to be, they are not. there is no love in this universe")
skooge is in fact alive and lives in zim's basement. they wanted to keep the number of "hey remember this thing from the tv show!" moments to a minimum so he was not mentioned in the movie. but he is there
#cryn rambles#invader zim#this is based pretty much entirely off of my memory btw Sorry i was not taking notes#im sure people will be uploading clips and stuff i saw people recording on their phones at different points#but i was not one of them. my phone was already like 3/4ths of the way dead when i walked in#also zadf real ANYWAYYY#kinda obsessed w jhonen's rapr shade LMAO#the whole thing was fucking hysterical im so glad i was able to go#anyways. there was so much more but these were some of my favs or just ones i thought were notable#also jhonen was excited for alan wake 2 today. my friend (big alan wake fan) was very excited to hear this info#iz tag#lazer rambles
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I know The Founders Cut, generally, is the edited scrubbed over version of genloss from Showfall in-universe (as well as a not-8-hour-long-three-stream-binge-night whenever we want to watch it again) but something that struck me as odd and I havenât seen anyone mention yet, is this warning
It shows up right at the junction where the third act starts, where it appears the Hero is breaking free of Showfall thanks to Hetch. But hereâs the thing, while a LOT less than the previous acts the audience still played a significant role in this act, even when really only given two audience interaction choices. Which makes me wonder, how real is this warning, and who is it for? Obviously the audience involved knows what happens past this point, but the audience is also implied to be an integral part of the Social Experiments, which is part of why things start to tweak out when the Founder removes them in the Founder Cut as the Generation Loss generation loses.
My first thought, was that obviously this is another bait and switch, a way to draw the audiences attention, seeing something thatâs secret, something thatâs not âmeant for themâ, which is a tactic I could see Showfall using in universe to keep peopleâs attention and add an air of mystery to their shows.
But
Showfall is doing all their experiments and these shows with a LOT of help from their censors to show it off, displaying a fun silly show that is definitely not uber fucked up and that is 100% just slime donât worry about it, itâs kid friendly if itâs green! And I donât think theyâd want to bet all their cards on this one experiment doing well enough to their audience to not question the sudden shift in tone that follows this warning. Which makes me wonder.
They did their test, they did their experiment, and the evidence of this last act? I think it was a one time run, they donât want anyone seeing this, it isnât for the audience. Act three is specifically to both test and play with their Hero, Hetchâs new lines add a level to this, never once does he call the Hero by their name, just refers to Ranboo as their Role, and heâs not exactly. Nice? About literally any of Ranboos concerns, which wouldnât really seem conductive to making an audience trust him, especially with his monologue at the end. Ranboo has escaped before, possibly right before act 1 started, they tightened the security on his mask to be unremovably part of them, Hetch doesnât like the Hero but theyâre a fan favorite so he canât just get rid of them.
Act three is the cumulation of Ranboo being punished for things they donât remember, for daring to break free from Showfalls control, this is Hetch taking the Hero and essentially majorly fucking and manipulating them to take his frustration out on a fan favorite they canât otherwise get rid of or give a smaller role like Slimecicle. which is exemplified by the fact that we now know Charlie most likely was never able to actually able to fully snap out of the control, that even in act three in panic and confusion there was at least still a part of him being influenced by Showfall.
So the first two acts are the usual show, they have their posters, they have Squiggles to introduce them, they have goofs and silliness and only a couple slip ups thatâre quickly dealt with, the usual rose tinted curtains. Act three?
Do not watch the following material
#or Showfalls just bein silly goofy and pretending theyâre letting us in on a secret that isnât one and playing off the reveal of#what theyâre up to as just another plot of a show and hey that isnât real donât worry it#but I also think Hetch is really truly throwing Ranboo around like a ragdoll for more than just audience entertainment during act three#I think it could tie in to Chronicle Zero though. if Zeros dreams are connected to what happened to Ranboo then she knows something#Showfall would have a vested interest in her. not in fact. knowing that#and maybe trying to make her not know about any it anymore in a very Showfall kinda way#Iâm less versed in whatâs going on with Chronicle Zero tbh but Iâm tryin. I fuckin love Gen loss#robot rambles#generation loss#genloss#Ranboo#Iâm doin the thing where I ramble but itâs my blog I do what I want here#and Iâm having hard life stuff happen irl rn so Iâm clinging to genloss because it brings me joy and the timing of the FC was super helpful#also if anyone was curious I think Hetch is a bitch but I do acknowledge the possibility of him also being controlled#and I donât think weâve seen the last of him#but thatâs stuff for not-in-this-post lmao#I had a theory tag at some point but imma be so fr I Do Not Remember what it was
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