#that was very rambly lmao
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"I write ophelia more because haellen is very uninteresting. she is just a boring person (affectionate)"
also me
"So yeah haellen is a pioneer in the field of firearms as well as the first person to make commercial magitek prosthetics and wheelchairs"
#“She's pretty boring” i say giving her interesting lore#ffxiv#haellen#final fantasy xiv#ff14#text#headcanon#when i say “Haellen is boring” i don't mean that she actually is boring. or that i'm bored of her#quite the opposite actually i love her she rotates in my mind like she's in a PS1 survival horror inventory#i more just mean she acts like the WoL acts in game because that's her perception of a hero#so there's not much room to really write stuff outside of behind-closed-doors kind of scenes#or stuff that takes place AFTER the story#meanwhile ophelia's story takes a much more drastic change to the way the game progress and deviates from the “Canon” quite a bit#so there's a lot to write there#not to mention haellens hobbies are kind of boring ones (affectionate)#again. not that they actually are boring or that i'm bored of them. but she reads books. or takes notes for potential theories#that's her hobbies#she doesn't train with weapons because she enjoys it. she does it because its an extension of her theorycrafting#she exercises because “Someone has to lift all these heavy things. And if i can't then who is? Certainly not nero”#that was very rambly lmao
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would you bite the hand that feeds you?
#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#wild life smp#namemc spoilers#i hope these two never get along in the storyline i find them fascinating#OKAY SO#originally i had this sketch back in session 2 when scott manages to throw her something actually edible JUST IN TIME#and now with the namemc spoilers of pearl ACTUALLY having a yellow eye which does! kind of match scotts esp since he died for this#i figured itd be an appropriate time#i did edit it though the original was pearl eating smth#now do i think scott and pearl has had any Major (heh) interactions to warrant this fanart in WL?#frankly no LMAO theyve been very civil you go guys . but i like the dynamics between them anyway#also i finally got a piece with scott!!! hes been very hard to draw goodness#anyway long rambly tags#eydidraws#my art#mcyt#trafficblr#galaxyduo#majormoon#** i say civil because its just been more on verbal light jabs at each other rather than anything Really significant ?#and well. its obvious all 3Gs are being very careful around each other which makes me JUST A L IL SAD#id love to see them let loose and be vicious but i also understand the angle theyre coming from#anyway can you tell i like the 3g dynamics
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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thinking of comedic ways of how the hell that talk is gonna go
#you can pinpoint when i stopped giving a crap about clean lines#once again in the collection of 'this was funnier in my head'#then again i am very funny in my head my hands cant compete#why am i rambling in the tags you ask? i can do what i want MOM#this is for all the people saying that he can still learn about being a sentimonster#its true he can!! and thats hilarious to me#they cannot frame that reveal in any form that still makes gabriel look good lmao#anyway back to the mines i go#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#mlb#my art#lily doodles#mlb meme#mlb shitpost#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#felix fathom#nathalie sancoeur#gabriel agreste#miraculous#mlb london#sort of
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#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#kim kitsuragi#harrier du bois#harry du bois#this is probably one of my fav conversations in the game...#sad that not many people get to see it(?) cause you need like 7 in empathy?#comics#comic art#trans#cw blood#blood#cw smoking#my first time making a comic i hope it looks okay lmao#ough i have so many thoughts about kim and his complicated relationship with his name#im interpreting the dialogues in a very transgender way but its definitely about his racial identity too#cause its a *seolite* name#another factor of him not being seen as a revacholian#and its one of the only things he has left of his parents too#i wonder if the name kim is seen as more masculine or feminine in seol and in other isolas?#im definitely *not* projecting haha#i read once in a fic that kim *attempted* to translate his parents' letters when he was young#10/10 fic made me cry#thats why i decided to add the seolite dictionary - i dont think kim would have *tried* to learn seolite otherwise#he definitely has some kind of internalized racism he needs to get over#sorry for rambling#my art
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RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.
#I fucking loved this episode but also FUCK- OH UH DON'T READ MY TAGS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET CAUSE UH SPOILERS LOL#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror#dndads spoilers#dndads s3 ep 5#tony collette#ebenezer white#[breathes]#TONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#choosing to believe there's a chance they save him#I REALLY hope they save him#please these tags were gonna be me rambling about how I'm so ready for him to accidentally become an actual spy#and how Ebenezer is just one more person I need him to have homoerotic tension with#BUT NOW WHAT#Anyways poor Will but also not poor Will cause it was REALLY funny how much everyone was screwing with him this episode zkbfeskgzl#stupidly it was the moth bit that got me the most and particularly Matt describing its journey lmao#Somehow- like I knew the Trudy stuff was gonna be dark but somehow it was even darker than I imagined like fuuuuuck#Also sounds like the people who theorized there'd been an og human Trudy were *probably* right?#Heh. But was it a normal death or was she *murdered* dun dun dun#*Very* excited for Kelsey's boxing match#Francis UH OH GOD??#the two scoops line was perfect though#what else what else... No I'm just caught on that ending now god DAMN it I don't care if they pull some cheap shit to save him#oh actually I know exactly what I want out of this but I'll make a separate post about that one sec lol#undescribed
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the "pro" in proshipper actually stands for "professional". we're professional shippers, thank you very much, we have phds
#scary crane rambles#scary crane shitpost#proship#proshippers please interact#anti anti#anti-anti#antis dni#i mean. since the point of shipping is to have fun#and antis deliberately make themselves miserable all the time by looking at content that upsets them and ruthlessly policing themselves#then i'd say we outclass them by a quarter mile in this department LMAO#this probably isnt a very original post but. still. let me have this
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HELLO HI HELLO I AM!!! RECOVERING CURRENTLY!!!!
So I haven't posted in a small moment and planned to get myself going again soon but right now I am recovering from an accident (I won't get into the nitty gritty) that has left me quite shaken. FIRST OFF I AM OKAY! Minor injuries so nothing alarming I am physically fine besides being sore for a bit and some scrapes and bruises that are still healing, including my arms which is making drawing a bit difficult. I'm slowly getting better but cant really draw for long periods and honestly I might not draw much for a bit till I feel better both physically and mentally. its the mentally part that might take some time. But I'm resting, rest assured!
ANYWAY this is more just an update cause I know i've been a lil absent. ESPECIALLY after this accident. I'm not abandoning the blog by any means, def still check on tumblr but couldn't seem to muster the energy to interact with much at the moment as my brain is a little rattled up.
I hope yall are all okay! I hope your days are bright and yall are taking care of yourselves!
I promise I'm doing what I can to take care of me!
#update#just rambling#my art#dont wanna really add this to the welcome home tags?#feels inappropriate? even with the doodle but the post itself is just to let anyone wondering about me know I'm alright#anyway#I probably shouldn't have pushed through drawing this but I mostly drew it for my own comfort if anything#and felt fitting to use for an update post#art looks so sloppy lol but thats okay....#Repeating that I am very much okay though! But I'm def needing some time. For my mind's sake. Too much noise around me gets overwhelming#so energy is low and I am taking my time#dandy leon#I dont mind adding my oc tag lmao#tw stitches
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tw. yandere, forced pregnancy, mentions of nudity, toxic relationships, implied murder, not proofread (pls tell me if you see any typos), 1.4k words
You knew your husband wasn’t normal. You weren’t a fool, the avoiding gazes of people around you, the nervous stutter of every waiter and service person that approached you, the hesitance of new aquintaces when they had to shake hands with you, all of it under his watchful gaze. It was hard to ignore.
If you had to put a finger on when it started, you’d blame that one time years ago, when you were both still young, much younger than you are now at least. When you complained about that one classmate that always got too handsy, about his annoying jokes and obnoxious personality, all under the guise of “a joke” as tasteless as it might have been. You knew he wasn’t fully okay in the head, even back then. It was by no mistake that you found yourself complaining to him of all people, sure he was a bit more reserved than now, a bit more hesitant at the thought of potentially committing a crime but all it took was a fluttering your eyes at him a few times and he offered himself up for you, he had never been the smartest of the buch after all.
When you heard news that the classmate had apparently dropped out and been seen with injuries beyond what any sane person would inflict, you knew who to blame. But you wouldn’t, maybe your underdeveloped prefrontal lobe couldn’t grasp the concept morality back then. But a guard dog that shows such loyalty couldn’t possibly deserve punishment. It was then when you cemented future by his side. He wasn’t all too bad, you thought, if you could avoid any and all contact with the opposite gender, even with women you could never make him feel unwanted. He was needy and big and scary but extremely gullible, at least when it came to you– as long as nothing sparked his jealousy, he was beyond reasoning if that were to happen.
There were times where you cursed at yourself for your past decisions, namely when you found small splatters of blood on his clothes that you assume were too small for him to notice, or when another person you had been unhappy with (but never voiced this in front of your husband) disappeared entiorely from your life. A dog that goes and bites all those that approach its master is no good at all.
Selfish and evil as you may have been, you were still human and the thought that your mere presence could ruin someones life took a toll on you so you started to retreat into your shell, to avoid going out as much as possible, much to your husbands pleasure who started coming home on time and didn’t drift off somewhere in the middle of the might anymore. Your relationship almost started showing a semblance of normalcy.
You had started feeling exhausted as of late, too tired despite your schedule full of nothing. It was strange, you started losing appetite and under a constant spell of lethargy, too tired to do anything beyond maybe brave the journey to the bathroom when necessary or to the kitchen if your husband wasn’t home to do it for you. Then started the cravings, so strange that you doubted even a pregnant woman would have them.
That’s what you thought, until night you managed to wake up just in time to see your husband rummahging through your drawer, the small sheet of what you could only make out to be your contraceptive pills in you hand and another one that looked eerily similar (that one wasn’t yours, you were sure of this since you were down to your last sheet).
You instinctively closed your eyes again before he could turn to you, waiting until morning when he was gone to work to check your drawing, only to find one sheet. It was then when things started to click, your period had been a few weeks late, you hadn’t been particularly alarmed since it happened sometimes but now you felt fear sink in as you rushed out in your car to the nearest pharmacy. The drive felt eons long when combined with the ever increasing feelings of dread that you were experiencing but you almost wished you could go back to that time as your clothes were tossed to one side and the bathroom door left slightly ajar, you were too rushed to have cared about those details as you stared at the two lines on the test.
‘No no no no no no no no no.’ You couldn’t think clear, you werent ready to be a mother, you didnt want children, there wasn’t a single motherly bone in your body.
You took back what you had said earlier, you were most definitely a fool. Why did you think he’d never do something like this when hes probably already done enough to secure his place in the 8th circle of hell just for you.
“Darling, I was looking for you-” Your husband said gleefully, pausing as he fully opened the bathroom door, finding you sat with a pregnancy test in hand, a few other ones already tossed around you, the unmistakeable positive already visible on them. And yet, as if he had no hand in this, he feiged ignorance, acted worried as he approached you.
“What’s happened here, what’re you doing, dear? Are you alright?” He kept asking these questions as he slowly neared you.
“Get away from me, don’t touch me!” You screamed, you were crying at this point and he was left at an arms length. That was when his entire demeanor changed, the almost idiotic smile of his nowhere to be seen as he let out a frustrated sigh.
“I suppose it was bound to happen sooner or later. If anything I’m surprised it took you this long, you’re quite the slow one aren’t you, love?” You probably would’ve launched the nearest object his way in any other situation but you couldn’t tell heads from tails in your current predicament.
“Why would you do this? Was what we had not enough for you?” You couldn’t help but ask in a moment of clarity.
“How coy, I wonder where this side of you was when you asked me to do all those terrible, terrible things.” His smile felt cruel, especially so when you realised that you were the dog if anything, he had always been the one to hold your leash, not the other way around.
“You dug your own grave, we couldn’ve had what most normal people have but you chose not to, you used me until your heart was fulfilled and in the process, you dug yourself deeper and deeper. The fact that you didn’t realise any sooner says more about you than me.” He finished, before hoisting you up, ignoring your cries as he removed what little you had on and placed you inside the bath. It had become a routine ever since you started feeling sick but today you couldn’t help but feel disgusted by his touch, alternating between sobs and protests as he cleaned, his grasp much harsher than usual, you weren’t sure if it was because he no longer had to uphold the persona he had you believing in up until today or because of your protests.
“Aren’t you curious, what you’ve been eating in place of your birth control lately?” He asked in the midst of washing your hair, the glint of excitement in his eyes only adding to the psychotic expression of his.
You couldn’t bear to ask, looking away in hoped that he would at least grant you this much. “Aww, I was hoping you’d want to, I’ll tell you ayway. It’s a sedative of sorts, I started with low dosages so you wouldn’t get alarmed. Don’t worry, it’s nothing strong enough to harm the baby.” The mention of the baby had your stomach twisting again. You felt exhausted from crying, letting him dress you, moving you around almost like a ragdoll until he plopped you on the bed, joining you soon after he showered and changed himself. Engulfing your smaller figure into a hug as he went on and on about the baby.
“I’ll get some books on parenting for you, we need to make sure our baby doesn’t turn out twisted and skewed like their mommy. Don’t you agree?”
#I should be studying lmao#very self indulgent#can’t wait to reread it just to learn that it’s incoherent rambling#yandere character#yandere x reader#oc#original character#yandere oc#yandere blog#yandere#yandere male#dark fic#yandere original character x reader#yandere scenario#dark romance#x reader#yandere oc x reader#yandere original character#scenario
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NO WAY
also extra v1 v2 vocaloid cosplay doodle under the cut :3
how
#me when 01 is v1 and then 02 is v2#the colors were very fun actually i tried using my flipnote brushes#i couldnt actually export the drawing tho bc the the brushes are like#the pixels look different depending on how zoomed out u are#and when i exported it it wasnt vibrant enough#erm im rambling#anyways this is so silly to me i really love it#vocaloid crossovers foreva#its 4:42 am#goodnight ...#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#v1#v2#hatsune miku#vocaloid#my art#oh yeah why does v2 not have a wig#i tried drawing it actually but i think it looks better when its just a huge white bow LMAO#wait isnt it bad to post really late at a time like this#IDK IM GOING TO BED!!!!!!!
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✨daniil dankovsky’s fun steppe vacation✨
#pathologic#daniil dankovsky#oof my art i guess#finished the bachelor route in patho classic and went a lil crazy#I had the plague for like nine straight days which inspired this doodle spread#someone schmowder him or something :((#this is nothing too crazy just went into doodle mode Very Hard and came out with the Horrors#sorry for ur suffering babygirl#at least u look good doing it 💕#perhaps I’ll clean some of these up later but for now I think they’re fun#I’m rambling lmao signing off for now have a lovely day :))
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Still was probably reading early Dressrosa when I did this one. It’s wild looking at these drawings tbh lmao.
#this was when i was almost out of denial that i was gonna ship em#cuz i was very firmly in the camp of aroace luffy#but what can i say i am a bitch for this kind of ship dynamic#and I’m not NOT still aroace luffy tbh#i generally go ‘Demi-romantic ace luffy’#but also I’m just like idk man they’re queer#which is funny cuz that was my own vibe lmao like i was like I’m ace! I’m biromantic ace! I’m….queer!!!#anyway what kinda tag rambling is this#my art#lawlu#law x luffy#luffy x law#lulaw
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foolish and tubbo are soo good at doing improv together it's honestly so impressive
they always seamlessly add onto each others stories no matter how out of the blue or how convoluted they are
like today when they created the whole "oh yeah sunny is definitely foolish's daugther on the weekends no other parents hahaha" spiel to avoid luzu finding out who their real parents are, and both just immediately rolled with it the second tubbo texted foolish that sunny's other dad is charlie (also it was impressive to see how fast foolish destroyed sunny's sign when she tried to answer luzu honestly lmao)
or that one time when they used an illegal create machine and managed to hide it away from cucurucho with minimal communication, both trusting each other enough to lie straight to cucurucho's face and buy the other time to get out of this situation somewhat alive (which yes tubbo died but at least they saved the machine for a bit lol)
they will always commit to the bit together and it's amazing
#qsmp#tubbo#foolish#i dont even know if they have a duo name i'm such a fake fan lmao#but yeah very cool dynamic 10/10#my ramblings
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original template here. be ready for ten thousand mha template memes of that type to pour out of my blog like blood out of a wound.
#tbh katsuki and Izuku could very well switch places lmao#mha#bnha#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya#shigaraki tomura#dabi#shinsou hitoshi#Toga himiko#aizawa shouta#present mic#shouto todoroki#mad mha ramblings//
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had a vision
#*mine#mona rambles#please enjoy this quality content i am so so so so tired lmao#tolkien#silm#the silmarillion#listen. listen#this is very affectionately i love it#but also it's been two months and i will still randomly remember tidbits and need to stare at a wall about them for 3 hours. ykwim
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he's gona get'cha!!!
i'm late but not not a whole week late which i'll count as a W
zoom ins and also a progress gif because i can
i used textstudio's edotor for all the fonts
C: ok bye please reblog <3
#tf2#tf2 fanart#spy tf2#personal fav#fgeuiesui i spent so long on this#also didnt know id i liked it better with or without the filters so you get both versions#i did make up most of the mercs' names because freakin can!!!!! jeremy is polish because i said so!!!!#oh and i was obviously inspired by a lot of 70's-ish horror movie posters#this took me so long but it's finally here#i'm so proud of this#especially how the lighting looks#there's not AS MUCH detail here as the merasmus comic but i'm still very proud#also he looks kinda fucking silly without the lighting i might post it LMAO#ok enough rambling byeee#gif
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