#that sorta vibe yknow
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sajdd · 4 months ago
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by the way i dont know if i ever shared this headcanon from my dsmp days but i liked to think of the in-game exp drop that happens when someone dies, as the character's soul breaking into these particles and flying away to the player's respawn point. sort of my explanation for how the respawn mechanic works. and that if someone perma-dies that the particles just disperse out into the world like fireflies (or maybe they fuse into a ghost)
and thats why cdream was able to revive ctommy and cwilbur. because ghostbur was just all of cwilbur's soul particles fused together. and ctommy's never got to disperse because nothing leaves pandora :') so cdream was able to just put them back together
just sorta an idea i came up with that could explain how the revival & muliple lives mechanic could be explained in an actual story setting instead kf just minecraft physics. and i think it could make deaths look really tragic and beautiful because of the imagery of someone's soul just dispersing into what looks like fireflies, and just floating away, never to be seen again.
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arsenicflame · 7 days ago
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return. 
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzy’s face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug. 
“Israel-goddamn-Hands!” he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging “Samuel-fucking-Bellamy”, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he can’t keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still there’s an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mate’s aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that something’s different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal he’s been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. “Israel, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safe”
And Izzy… hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam “...We’re staying in port for a week. Ask me again then”
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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calamitoustide · 4 months ago
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james potter as a line cook who blasts songs like Yeah! by USHER in the kitchen at 10 am every single morning and regulus as a server who's just trying to get through his shifts without crying in the walk in
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dizzybizz · 11 months ago
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i haven't introduced tumbly to my drawtectives oc!!! this is my guy nick nack, he runs a shop where he sells antiques and well... knick knacks.. he loves trinkets n bits n bobs n he is oh so short.
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layalu · 5 days ago
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something something wounded animal
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chooh2 · 9 months ago
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♪ We end it now It ends right here, right now Please tell me you brought the iron Let's light up the sky And fade into the night ♪
Cyberpunk 2077 - Phantom Liberty
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automatonwithautonomy · 6 months ago
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in very broad terms, tea is generally a comfort drink; something you make to calm someone down. coffee is more of a productive thing - caffeine to keep you going, awake and working.
i don't really know where i'm going with this. but it's an interesting contrast. there is already evidence pointing towards the oiar being far more concerned for it's employees than the institute ever was - at the very least, it has protocols (lol) to minimize the danger they're in, instead of jonah's actively encouraging entities to come and get his archivist. but it's also that the institute had... almost the illusion of prestige? like. it really didn't actually have any. but it had departments and equipment and funding - jonah was at least playing at academia; as opposed to the oiar. buried under mountains of red tape and paperwork, working the night shift, terminally underfunded, with apparently the ability to quit...
fuck this got long. anyway. uh again i dont have many coherant thoughts but... parallels!! contrasts!! tea and coffee!!!!
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felidaefatigue · 8 months ago
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drawin lesbians (and ortus) on my lunchbreak :-)
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vic-does-battlecats · 8 months ago
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Cloverfoot
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zuliuli · 2 years ago
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*gently holds*
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Also who hurt him 😭
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recallback-art · 11 months ago
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A very quick drawing, so it's a little wonky and I think a future design would be less obviously "Flight Rising Dragon", but the initial exercise was still that I wanted to draw one of my FR dragons!
This is MORTIS, it is a mysterious and completely normal 'preacher' with a love for stories. It definitely can't read your memories, and definitely won't tell you the terrible secrets of the other people in town.
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a-cat-in-toffee · 4 months ago
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hi it’s me again. i think this au has infected my brain. the pd dynamic would feel totally different without dakota there i feel like vyncent or william would pick up the slack or something. maybe they would bounce of each other while summer desperately tries to keep them on track. i think there’d still be the moral thing going on with summer always trying to see the best in people but it wouldn’t be the same.
i don’t know. i just think this au’s neat :] (<- is a little bit feral but trying to calm down)
btw i have a feeling im gonna want to talk about this au so i feel like i need an anon nickname or something??? idk how this works
- :] anon  maybe????? is that how that works????
AHHH im having so much fun talking about this honestly do whatver you wan tin my inbox forever !! but i think the pd dynamicc change would be like. wild
i think they woul dbe a bit more overall competent but it would be less. fun ? if that makes sense. like theres less chaos to it and theyre getting their job done so its obviously gonna have a way different vibe. like i said earlier i think theyd be WAYY stealthier and generally like. mystery based. but also like physically weaker cause they wouldnt have to train with dakota and wouldnt learn via that ? if that makes sense ? like pd normally is generally way more versatile with their overall skillsets because they have dakota
and obviously summer is also a pretty moral person !! but shes also way less extreme than dakota. theyre also very morla in different ways (like you said, sumemr sees the best in people and how they can change vs dakotas is insistant on doing the right thing always even in the face of the rules yknow)
theyd probably end up following the rules a lot more without dakota as well
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salemoleander · 2 years ago
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It adds a lot more to both the fear + emotional turmoil of Boogey kills or partnering with Boogeymen if you assume the people who haven't gotten it yet are (especially by this point) dubious it's real.
Cleo, Skizz, Tango, anyone who has never gotten it... at some point it has to seem like maybe it's just an excuse.
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showfallmediacameracrew · 1 year ago
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let's maybe Not be passively suicidal? just maybe? it'd be better for you if you tried to work on that?
i dont know what that means, are you talking about the new thing ive heard some newer streamers mention that they claim is called mental health? that surely isn't an actual thing.
im not passively doing anything, much less whatever that word is, im actively content and resigned to being stuck here forever. even death will not be an escape as youll just come back anyway if the higher ups continue to have use of you.
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syn4k · 2 years ago
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You poor soul why'd you ask me of this :) Also do not know if you wanted multiple in 1. On one hand killing more terfs, on the other hand flooding you with my bs Pix at the end of E1 (his) became a copper statue. He was entirely conscious and he waited and waited watching as the Rapture happened and he was not saved. He gets saved sometime before E2 by recap crew
Hermitcraft recap cats, I have more detailed under a tag of the name but basically the hc recap become cats in the vicinity of hermits so Pix in empires constantly a catboy. This is just fluffy goodness (.....unless)
Pix with abandonment issues (see first thing) and being super scared of being left behind (it freaks him out that he’s a ghost)
Hermitcraft and Empires go to war Pix plays divorcee child mark violence
An empires member gets turned into an animal and no matter how fluffy it is angst? Maybe
Less a fic idea more so a head canon you all could work with, Pix can sleep wherever at whatever time. Abysmal sleep schedule but he can be found sleeping on walls and in trees whenever he needs the sleep
Oli trapped in Goblands but more angst?? Why not
Empires 1 Pix meets Empires 2 Pix shenagians ensue by that nerding out and existential dread
Pix on his exile arc (season 1) but more angst (Xornoth, general pain, anxiety, religious trauma, the list goes on)
this is great please send them all in individually
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snekdood · 2 years ago
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Yknow what makes me reaentful? How ive been sexually abused so much growing up, no one did shit besides shove me off to a therapist, ive been promised by feminist spaces that ill have a place to heal within them, and as soon as my abusive ex tries to smear me and project their behavior on to me by accusing me of doing that shit too, all the sudden everyone acts suspicious, and i still dont get any of that promised healing. Its hard not to feel like my ex did this intentionally to prevent me from having a space to heal. And its my issue with the "believe victims" narrative because it seems to me like people dont actually want to believe victims but to believe the victims they *like* and *agree more with politically*. If people can just say whatever about someone and you feel obligated to believe them because "believe victims", its very clearly going to be exploited by abusive people, and while i dont think we should stop per se, we need to have some sort of actual system to vet who is and isnt telling the truth, like a pseudo-courtroom. At the very least let everyone and their side of the story actually be heard. Bc idk how you guys plan to believe two victims at once who are accusing eachother other than throwing your hands up and picking one or deciding that we're both bad, which doesnt seem very fair to me since people seem to looove demonizing me for no discernable reason.
#anyways ive lost faith in feminist spaces in actually being a place to heal#it kinda just feels like cliques to me dawg.#maybe it used to be sorta healing but i never actually got to find a support system or anything anywhere.#like idk man. maybe the reason ppl go to the right is bc yall are cutthroat and do everything based on vibes.#if i cant even get help and healing from yall like you promise whats the feminism label even for besides for spreading awareness?#because i feel like ill always be excluded because i dont fit the recquired aesthetic.#there needs to be a space for dudes to go to heal too. and id ideally not have to go to one of the mra type spaces.#idk but im just disenchanted with this whole movement. so many unfulfilled promises.#too many terfs infiltrating it also.#im left out in the cold and no one cares and everyone pretends to care about victims but cant even bring themselves to image that i#was the one who was victimized. why should i rely on these spaces at all. its clear yall favor the more fem person in any situation#like this.#also unrelated but related this website is trash and most people on here suck so fucking much.#the mostly cliquey cutthroat spaces for being so 'caring' like you like to think yourselves as.#'oh well we have to be careful so just in case we're gonna kick you out!!' oh really#is that the feminism you were talking about?#youll leave me out on the streets based on a rumor? and if you find out theyre lying then what will you do? are you gonna come over to me#weeping about how you shouldnt have believed them and how sorry you are? bc chances are ill already be dead from starving#but yknow. believe whatever anyone says about someone else. sorry i meant victims*#itd be so so funny to me if someone came up to me with that justification for why they ostracized me and then be like 'how can you be mad!#i didnt know better!! you cant be mad at people for not knowing better >:(' the hell i fucking cant lmao!#yall perpetuated a narrative about me to actively grind my name in the dirt. and im not allowed to be mad?#yall ostracized and excluded me from spaces i need to rely on for community and healing.#yall did nothing for me and threw me in the fucking trash. yeah. i think im allowed to be upset with you and want you to go fuck yourself.#if you believed them and found out theyre a liar. cool. leave me the fuck alone though. go make a post about it and try to rectify the#situation you contributed to you pos.#yknow. maybe itd be one thing if you believed them and i didnt do anything and you apologized.#its a WHOLE OTHER FUCKING THING. WHEN YOU BELIEVE THEM. IM INNOCENT. AND *IM*THE ONE WHO WAS#SEXUALLY ABUSED AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSED TO THE FUCKING MOON AND BACK. and then think an apology is enough.#like go fuck yourself. ive been alone with this trauma this whole time you pieces of shits.
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