#that song is actually kind of sad??
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Y’know in Bluey where they sing the song about the bug?
“Poor little bug on the wall, ding jing…”
That song is about me
#not serious just being silly#woke up early and that was my first thought#that song is actually kind of sad??#but because of that it’s oddly comforting#because I am a lonely little bug on the wall waiting for someone to love her#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#sfw age regression#age regressor#age regression#agere blog#quizzyrambles
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Which boys would be the best at singing, and which would be the worst?
Very Good: Eli, MYX, Stirling, Fuyu (though with modern/western style singing it's a rough start, but he gets there eventually), Xiauyun
Alright: Nimh, Volks, Dmitri, William, Scale, Seth, Logan, Reece, Aki, Haru
Mid: Kelby, Anon, Garret, Ichiban
AWFUL: Eli, Sven, Cashew, ACE
Refuses to sing: Poe (he's ight)
#bear text#blush blush game#blush blush#bear talks#bb game#sad panda studios#I think it also depends on what KIND of song they're singing but ye#btw very good means like#someone would actually potentially pay them to sing#or they're well trained#alright is like-- no one's about to pay them but no one's gonna ask them to stop either#mid is like not great but they are not painful to listen to#awful is painful to listen to#Eli is so bad he's good and so good he's bad#it's a lot of scream singing but he has the practice but also he uses those skills to make the most INSANE noises
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got an idea hoping to god i can finish it in one sitting cus i feel like i havent been making enough arttttt also listening to my tadc fansong playlist and like you guys would not believe the amount of opinions i have abt all the ones ive heard
#i think i have a handfull of a little controversial opinions...#not too extreme like not that controversial but a little maybe. which is why im afraid to post them HAHA#i dont really know why. i am not scared of expressing conflicting thoughts but i think i get worried#abt comign across as mean for the ssake of it or smth . or that ill make someone feel sad#which i shouldnt. its funny songs but i am like a tiny little thing with a sword fighting off a large evil beast (ocd)#im being hyperbolic cus its funnier to me#...i worry i bring up my ocd too much on this blog but also it is kind of an unavoidable thing like half the time bc its very prominent#so whatever! i only bring it up if it actually has to do w what im saying anywayyyyy ill be less vocal abt it once ive got my meds back
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i think he knows or lavender haze? afterglow or the great war? midnight rain or champagne problems? red or daylight? end game or everything has changed? august or illicit affairs? cruel summer or new romantics? the way i loved you or haunted? mary’s song or ours? sad beautiful tragic or death by a thousand cuts? state of grace or holy ground? gorgeous or enchanted? invisible string or tis the damn season? all too well or tolerate it?
#this one's kind of long actually but personally:#i think he knows / afterglow / champagne problems / daylight / end game / august / new romantics / the way i loved you /#mary's song / sad beautiful tragic / holy ground / gorgeous / tis the damn season / tolerate it#if u see this this is an invitation to do this so <3 u will have my love#taylor swift#this or that#music#notes
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Just looked at the digital remains again and oh my god why are we not talking more about the original lyrics to backslide
If I were to backslide, tell everyone we know
Thanks for the last time they came out
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Why did I not thank you more, saving me those other times
(Don't you dare jump in)
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I'd rather you hurt me, than do nothing at all
I'd rather you let me down, than just gas me up
I'd rather you cuse me, than do nothing at all
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You won't make a sound, pick someone else I won't be around
Trapped inside your smile, don't put me on trial
Don't you see you take, everything from me
#christ this is so sad#oh my god i am havimg Feelings#something about the#why did i not thank you more#saving me those other times#(dont you dare jump in)#this is breaking me#im kind of glad those lines didnt make it on to the album i dont think i would have survived it#im curious as to why though#i really really hope its because he was doing better when actually making the song than when he originally wrote it#but i dont know#im worried about him#not to be pathetically parasocially attached to a man i dont even know#but these lines just. scare me.#i hope hes doing okay#i hope hes surrounded by the people he loves#and i hope he genuinely knows how much of an impact hes had on so many peoples lives#and i hope that doesnt scare him too much#it feels like these lines are about us#i dont know i cant articulate why this is hitting me so deeply but it is#and i hope josh is doing ok too#its easy to focus more on tylers thoughts and emotions because hes the one who verbalizes them#but i worry about josh too and i hope he also knows how much of an impact hes had#i just want to hug them both so bad#and it does reassure me that in most of the songs theres still an undercurrent of hope and a desire to keep fighting#twenty one pilots#tyler joseph#josh dun#clancy#clancy digital remains
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out#so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting
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You mentioned Gus is a bit of a lonely guy- how come? Does he have any close relationships? How's it going for him regarding family, friends, love? Holds him gently I hope his feelings of solitude untangle into well-earned warmth ♥
Well Gus by all he knows it's the only one of his moth species, as well as he grew up v much dealing with the fact that he wasn't human and was seen as a monster/cryptid [he does recognize his title being the "mothman" as his last name]
While Gus does end up able to talk and very much learned how to be a "person" per say- he kinda had to push himself to understand it! And to get what human customs were! which i imagine having to just try and copy it from people who are legit afraid of you its gotta be a bit hard to work with HJDFHJHD but he was never the giving up type
He only got really close to people at the age of 16 and finally gets the chance to interact with em much Much closer, eventually getting a best friend and a few more access to a few things (I don't have much specifics on this part of his life but! He does have a best friend called Jackie!)
When he finally meets more creatures n monsters like him it (possibly this being Scott n Don) happens once he's in his 20's but by then he already worked a few stuff out!
#ask#ardate#gus mothman#i feel for gus his want of fitting in with humans is so much stronger than his sadness over em being scared. bc he gets what being scared i#so he never really holds grudges to the people who fear him- v much the opposite#HDHDJ gus is my 'if humans made the word kindness they must know kindness' guy HDHDHDBDJB#he's also def like. disney character i want song coded HDGDHDHDHFJDB weird disney mention but (points at the little mermaid. hercules and#the hunch back of Notre Dame) yk?? HDHDHFBFN#btw hope this makes sense HDHDHDJ#this also does imply gus was mostly alone in his earlier caterpillar/mothling years#but he wasn't fully alone! i have a thing where gus actually does feel some- slight community with other bugs/moths#even with shorter life spans than his he just tends to respect em as he sees em being a v necessary part of him growing up
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synthesasia is sort of a curse sometimes bc now i just associate random shit with myself. and none of it is good
#well like. without context they're good but in context it's like. well. hm#like for example; i was wondering if i could do the thing where i associate a random song with someone but like. to myself#and so i vibe checked myself and found waterfall undertale. which is objectively a good song but like. kind of really sad huh#assigned sad at synthesasia i guess /silly#assigned sad at synthesasia would actually go hard as a band name#idk what this post was abt. whateber
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I RESPECT YOUR TASTE BUT IF I MAY POLITELY ASK WHY KAZUI. hebores me i cannot lie so i want to understand why ur invested in him
No that's totally fair! Putting this under the cut
Honestly it's mainly that he's relatable! I tend to eat up gaynst if done well, and the overall production of how it was done in Cat (and his T2 voice trial, QnA posts) was fun. I also like that the gaynst happening was with an older man but not tied to romance. The overall bait-and-switch of "you thought he was just some random cheater well Guess What he NEVER cheated he only LONGED TO and she fell/killed herself because he was GAY and CAME OUT TO HER." was so fucking funny at the time too. (I can't remember rn if the accident theory was disproven) Cat is also one of my favorite Milgram songs, I had it on repeat for a long time (while I never listened to Half lol). I really hoped the innocent/forgiven verdict would have dialed up the resentful energy in that song (the eating of the dove bit at the end) and made him realize nothing is wrong with him but sigh of course not, it's obvious in the way Yuno is treated that Milgram is written with conservative Japanese sensibilities in mind. I'm not sure what they're going to do with him now, the self-hating energy is frustrating but not surprising. Hoping he doesn't get assigned a ballad. A decent portion of my love of him was also out of spite, since it was incredibly frustrating to see how people talked about him (even in the English fandom). I hope he got to be loved like a cat before he was summoned to Milgram, otherwise #rip. FWIW I would still completely support him if he was straight, then he'd be more of a Sylvain Gautier character lol. It never made sense to me that he was in Milgram (same with Yuno) so it made me feel strongly about him even if he's a flat character overall.
I am aware that could be considered shallow but the premise of Milgram is pretty shallow anyway. There is no way to ethically judge any of the characters without knowing what the final consequences of doing so are, which could be anything as far as we know such as suffering eternally (ex sending them to hell), head exploding (what happens to them in the novelization iirc), or not reincarnating and getting their soul destroyed/sent to the void (plot of the anime Death Parade which I am leaning towards the most as what they'll go for since it's implied everyone is already dead). I mean maybe some people would want that but I don't really think any of the characters deserve those fates since it's absurdly disproportionate... I would elaborate more if it didn't compel me to write thousands of words 😭 my ideal personal outcome was/is everyone getting forgiven
#in terms of my actual most favorite. before T2 it was Haruka bc of how his first song was so relatable (outside the context obviously 💀)#''the right future chose the wrong me'' i appreciated how he was possibly behind in school or disabled. no closure now...#then for T2 it was fuuta but now im like. urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#hes like a pastiche of himself now just a totally different guy#.txt#i stopped taking it super seriously around T2 when it became clear the writers were annoyed people were mostly forgiving lol#you can also tell they were so annoyed no one saw abortion as murder even after they developed yuno as doing them for ''no good reason''#i took so long to answer this because i kept going on tangents that have nothing to do with kazui 😭😭😭😭😭#i like this kind of thing so if they do a followup in the future i will be there. would be really cool if they do a sekai collab!#i want an official backdraft chart...(there are milgram charts on sonolus but they're just okay)#i wrote some really long paragraphs on why fuuta's arc was particularly interesting to me but i dont think anyone needs to read them#but i am a bit sad bc i feel like his T3 arc sort of devalues the debate around his previous actions bc now the focus will be on the cult#we'll see what they do with it
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1st verse Paul, 2nd verse Gene, 3rd verse Eric
#I love when they did these kinds of songs where they each had a verse to sing... they stopped doing this and it kinda makes me sad a bit#kiss band#and like I'm talking about when they actually put songs like these on records
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what is it abt writing that makes it feel So Good
#my posts#i guess it's the fact that i'm kind of creating smth from nothing#like putting on a good song and staring at the wall trying to find the right word#then vomiting out a paragraph#it's so much fun#and it feels so good in a way that's so different from other hobbies#sad that usually it's not like that#i'd actually love to have more hobbies where i get to Create#but#uhm#which???#:(
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I feel like my whole life is an out of tune note
#yknow songs with that kind of sound? listening to my meds aren't working by dystopian and thats what i mean#sad thoughts#vent blog#sad blogging#vent#vent post#venting#actually mentally ill#actually traumatized#personal vent
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A Gale of Wolves, Chapter 4: Jon
"I think she's come to take back Winterfell, Your Grace," he answered, then dared to add, "just as I think she'll be wanting you to call her Lady Stark."
The king looked doubtful, even as he grasped Jon's meaning. "Lady Stark of Winterfell? A woman as Warden of the North?"
"A woman whose mother rode with her son through every one of his victories," Jon pointed out, though not without feeling the irony of his own admiration for Lady Stark. While she'd lived, her hatred of him had been like the noonday sun: too bright to note any detail of her beyond the outline. Now with her safely dead and gone he could see her more clearly, and in some of King Robb's success he suspected more of the mother's political maneuvering than the son's military brilliance. "A woman who survived King's Landing when stronger men all around her were dropping like flies, including our own father. I haven't seen Sansa since she was a child, Your Grace, but I'd not underestimate her."
"You think the lords will rally to her?" asked Stannis, clearly still skeptical. "They were failed badly by her brother, and she has no call on their loyalty except her maiden's name."
"It's a powerful name, Your Grace. The direwolf has flown its banner over the North for centuries; the Boltons can't wipe out that memory no matter how much blood they spill. If Lyanna Mormont and all the rest of them want a King in the North whose name is Stark, well." He tucked Sansa's message into his breast pocket. "It seems you've found her."
*note: chapters will be posted once a day from April 18 to May 11. Some will be shorter than others, but hopefully this schedule will work for people who a) like to know when they can read the whole thing in one go and b) like to read chapter by chapter as they come.
#game of thrones fic#game of thrones#game of thrones motherfuckers#got: bitches get stuff done#a gale of wolves#a song of darkness and dawn#I'm not using much from the books (aside from the stuff that's frankly more interesting than the show)#but one thing I did steal was the fact that Jon and Stannis are kind of 'same hat' about each other#two dour sad dudes with weird senses of humor who've been less loved by their family than they deserved#of course they'd be like 'actually he's pretty cool' about each other when both of them are fucking losers#and I mean that with all the love in the world#these two are among my faves#but like#I'm just saying
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omg do yall remember that weird time in teen musicals fandom around like 2017 i think when we were all obsessed with a musical none of knew the actual plot of bc there was no good bootleg (i think)? anyway was reminded of it today and lizard boy still slaps so hard. like literally he's just a boy who... no he's an awesome man who looks like a lizard!!!
#what can i say i'm a sucker for harmonies#and sopranos getting to go crazy with it#i used to know how to play recess on ukulele too and transcribed it to sheet music i think??#for the harmonies#what a time#lizard boy#take me to bed fucks intensely the overlapping lines and motifs and harmonies!!! god what a slay#do i know what the hell they're actuall fighting over? uhh music lizard powers or something??#why does it end kind of sad on the last song? idk. maybe cary got blowed up in the fight song it does end climactically#but whatever music good and catchy 👍#*speaks
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yes, there are absolutely some kdrama tropes that i would like to leave in the past, but also. when some kdramas still have that genuine kdrama flair that remind me of kdramas from my childhood (but in a good way) . . . giggling and kicking my feet! i don't care if some tropes are corny and cheesy, i'm still relieved to find the sillier kdrama tropes alive and well
#caroline talks#this is me talking about my demon btw#it's been a hot second since i've seen a romance-centered kdrama that actually isn't either too sad or a little too corny for my liking#sometimes. i do actually want to watch a silly fantasy kdrama that makes me giggle to myself#also like. song kang is slowly gaining my respect as an actor#i wasn't very convinced by him in nevertheless (which was probs the point)#but i remember watching navillera and sweet home and admiring him SO MUCH in each of those shows#because one made me sob and the other made me feel sad for song kang's character#and y'know! my demon is fun!#i think he absolutely has that kind of handsome face that makes you think 'wow. he's either a literal angel or the scariest demon in hell'#he also. is rocking the leather coat so nicely. if there's one thing about me.#i love when coats--
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I don't get why we want AI to make art so bad?
Shouldn't it be the other way around? AI/robots doing work that we don't want to do while we can spend more time on creative work or whatever?
#it makes me kind of sad?#what if in the future I buy a book/piece or art/listen to a song and there is nothing human about it but you can't tell anymore#like I said this world is cooked#useless information#.. I saw an article about AI art being sold for millions which prompted this thought#and like if that happens what is even the point of existing anymore#only our 9-5 job and thats it because ai does everything else?#even if my drawings are not perfect and Im not that talented I'd rather make them myself with my own hand and brain#same goes for langage like yes ai is very convenient for translating and such#but I get way more satisfaction from actually learning the language I am interested in myself#I may sound like a boomer but man what are we doing#ok this was my rant#language fml*
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