#that shit is so fucking painful to me
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"Yang!"
#RWBY#Blake Belladonna#Yang Xiao Long#Bumbleby#ice queendom spoilers#Thanks for delivering on the Gay Bee Shit™ you promised me when Blake trusted Yang to wake her up#The colours in this scene were fucking WILD and a pain in the ass#Also I noticed that in the last gif the insert song lyric is 'Together again'#Which is like y'all were probably separated for like an hour or something lmao#Although Blake was possessed by a grimm so it's kind of warranted#I also realize the insert song's not specifically about the Bees but still#otp: bumblebee#For my own tagging purposes
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Daniel apparently told Marcus Ericsson that:
“He couldn’t find any joy in what he was doing at the moment and that he just wanted the season to end”
“That whatever he thought the car would do in any give situation it just does the opposite and that he had no faith or confidence when driving the car”
Marcus also described the meeting like “Daniel just seemed broken”.
#this is painful in so many ways#the fact that he does smile(at least before quali/the race)#and he does all the shenanigans despite feeling like shit#a professional and a people pleaser even if it’s hurting him badly#someone fucking sedate me#f1#daniel ricciardo#marcus ericsson#us gp 2022
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so fucking fascinated by how long sindri’s resentment of atreus was building tho like that was written so well. from “we’re sick of hearing about little people’s little problems” to sindri noticing the mistletoe arrows were thrown out to atreus refusing to listen to sindri warning him about freya and odin and tyr to atreus hitting him aside as a bear and finally culminating with brok’s death. yes sindri is mad at kratos too but the primary target of his anger is atreus and why shouldn’t it be when atreus has walked all over sindri since he was 11 years old without a single apology
#personal#god of war: ragnarok#god of war spoilers#PLEASE do not get me wrong i love atreus to death#but let's be real he's honestly treated sindri like shit#for a LONG time#and it FASCINATES me bc so much of that connects back to how kratos treated people too#kratos 'we aren't helping you because you don't matter to us' lastname god of war#as much as they've both grown a LOT and have become better people#at the same time neither of them have really acknowledged the pain they caused people they subconsciously decided were 'inferior'#they respect freya as an equal. they respect mimir as an equal#sindri and brok? they were always side characters. always comedic relief. always there but never mattered#it's SO fucking well written esp bc it taps into the mind of the player#how many people genuinely didn't care abt the huldra brothers whatsoever. they were just the blacksmiths#willing to buy and sell and craft stuff for you and nothing more#and it was only too late that kratos and atreus (and likewise we the player) recognized their importance as Family Members#ANYWAYSSSS sorry im just going absolutely fucking mental the writing in this game is phenomenal
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old people will be like “all these sensitive snowflakes get triggered so easily nowadays” and then have war flashbacks at the sound of a ceiling fan
#newsflash bitch we all get triggered. it’s part of being a fuckin human being. our brains r absolute shit at processing painful information#just because you ignore your ptsd doesn’t mean everyone else’s is fake#also#pls don’t take this as me joking about triggers. i have lots of them and some of them seem stupid or menial#but when people act like “getting triggered easily’’ is the same as being sensitive.. 🔪#it’s like. you Also get triggered easily. so why the fuck are you on a high horse
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If I’m not able to pull up the DSM-5 and check off at least half of the criteria for autism when reading a Batman run, then I believe the author fundamentally misunderstands Batman’s character.
It’s not that I’m saying Bruce should be autistic. What I am saying is that if Bruce is not at least neurodivergent-coded then he ultimately loses nearly all of his most defining habits and personality traits. Expecially the ones that are shown through interacting with other characters & internal dialogue.
#batman#dc comics#bruce wayne#dc#most of his defining characteristics are autistic traits#low empathy and being able to process your emotions#having a very strong sense of Justice and What Is Right#only feeling emotions in the extremes or feeling nothing#it’s to the point for me where anger gives almost the same feeling as being happy#just because it’s as intense of an emotion that it almost feels the same#and as someone who has gone to therapy for many years to understand that while anger is an easier way to feel emotions#seeking happiness is not only healthier but makes you not a shit person to be around#that was me who learned that. Bruce simply did not#so therefore: anger & rage & pain help him feel#so he deliberately seeks it out#he’s also very awkward at talking to people#not to fucking mention he’s more comfortable talking to people in a professional setting than in an unprofessional one#he has difficulty processing and expressing emotions and just ASSUMES that people know what they mean to him#instead of telling them. this leads to Many communication issues where people around Bruce don’t feel appreciated or loved because he#NEVER FUCKING TELLS THEM AND JUST ASSUMES THEY KNOW! NO THEY DO NOT BRUCE YOU ACTUALLY NEED TO TELL THEM#his exceptionally dry humor is exactly my autistic sense of humor#lightly making fun of friends or lying about stuff obviously with a straight face and deadpan delivery#his nonverbal ‘hnm’s#his hyporeactivity to sensory input and pain are also very telling#his communication issues because he’s on a different wavelength than those around him#i could go on and on and on but that’s all for now#actually autistic
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Fühle mich so einsam dass es weh tut
#back pain#chaotisches leben#herz#ich hasse mich#same shit different day#angst#flammen#i hate this#ich fühle mich so leer#leben#schmerz#nobody can stop me#i hate it so much#i hate being sick#ich bin so müde#ich hasse es#fuck it#i hate people#müde vom leben#innere leere#müde vom kämpfen#ich hasse meinen körper#ich hab kein bock mehr#nicht gut genug#nobody understands#nobody#nervig#ich hasse menschen#müde von allem#verstecken
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#tell me why#im so angry#trauma core#trauma vent#pain pain pain#painful#blood#heart#mentally fucked#mental illness#mentally ill#mentally insane#insane#aesthetic#like#depressing post#depressing shit#obsession#mental breakdown
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I try not to be too pretentious but every day I must tamp down my intense disdain for marvel movies into a harmless indifference lest i hurt someone's feelings and it shaves just a little bit off my lifespan every time I do it
#when some1 is trying to bring em up for small talk purposes i dont wanna be the buzzkill by being honest and saying i Hate Them.#but i really do hate them. i like 1 or 2 but im so fucking tired of the mcu and the effect theyve had on how people think abt movies n shit#idk. whatever#like i just never wanna be the type of person whos like 'ew NORMAL people' cuz im also a normal person.#however those movies are the blandest most normie shit and it pains me to describe anything that way but its true
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Me: The migraines are getting better! :D
The Migraines: No the fuck we are not
Me, in pain: They’re. Getting. Better.
The Migraines: Suffer
Me: If I say it enough, it'll be true
#shit post#almoat 800 people are following me you all get to suffer for it :D#no but I have migraines every day#i wake up with them consistently#after an hour or two they go away for a bit#usually after Ive been awake 5 hours they come back#I can only take so many different OTC headache meds before it becomes dangerous#like#I already gave myself ulcers because of it#which#seriously ulcers dont even register on my pain scale i didnt even know I had them#the migraines arent my only issue just the one people have the easiest time understanding typically#theres also the light headedness#the near fainting sometimes when I wake up and move#the consistent nausea thats been around so long my hunger cues are permanently fucked up#the concerning weakness and general aches everywhere#BUT#my migraines dont feel AS BAD as they did over the weekend#SO THATS GOOD#its hurts rn though but it waited awhile to get to 'my skull is slowly fracturing' level so im proud of my body#also dont tell me to drink water I drink more water in a day than my entire generation does in a week im VERY hydrated
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Fics where Robin isn't there beside Steve holding his hand and sharing her braincell with his like what's the point what's the goddamn point why would you separate them they are bonded like budgies or otters they need their bestie I can't fucking do this it's too much
#finda's rambles#platonic stobin#please im begging you. dont forget about them being friends and physically incapable of not telling each other everything#pleaaaase dont ignore robin or make her some uncaring bitch! like??!?? fnfjoek you can have romoships without shitting on platonic ones!!#romance isnt the be all end all and for robin and steve they are the priority for each other. dont mske them be mean to each other.#dont mind me j just accidentally read a fic that ignored robins existance and a dif one that made her so mena to steve#like thats not it!!! they are soulmates!! codependent soulmates!!! im tired and want more fics with stobin but fuck me i guess#like uhg 'the only one she ever told' where the fuck was steve??? like robin wouldnt tell steve if she picked a giant booger that morning#like steve wouldnt tell robin about cutting peppers and then going pee without washing his hands and causeing PAIN#the know everything abt each other they are telepathically linked via best friend-itis. it wont ruin your ship to have them love each other#im sorry im upsetti
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dark and painful thought but lucas calling for erica in 4x09 while wailing makes me think of how when people are scared or panicked enough they start crying out for their parents and it's like. just. what a heart-wrenching detail. they went through all of this and lost. max knew the risk, accepted it, and faced it. she sacrificed herself for them and died. the walkman shattered. her bones snapped. she was scared at the end, crying in his arms, saying she didn't want to go. and it's like. he's literally only fifteen or so and holding a dying girl in his arms, calling out for his little sister to get help all after fighting for his literal life against someone much older and stronger than him that went so far as to point a loaded gun at him. i just. hello. for the love of god HELLO?!
#WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT ................. THE DUFFERS ARE SICKKKKKKKKKKKK IN THE FUCKING HEAD.....#most painful shit ever#max who is always so bold and brave even when visibly scared crying saying that she doesn't want to die and that she's scared i just.#like she lives......................... BUT JEEEEEEEEZUS............ tht ripped my heart out fr they got me with that one ngl
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No I can't talk right now, I'm googling "how to make my boobs smaller" for the sixth billionth time
#anyways anyone have any ideas that are not losing weight (thats not healthy for me right now) or chest exercises that i cant do?#because thats about all im getting and its annoying the shit out of me#im just so fucking dysphoric and they HURT and theyre GROSS and their a SENSORY NIGHTMARE#and basically i just cant get a break. literally they hurt so much its not fair the least i could have is a chest that i can at least bind#or even wear a bra without pain... well physical pain anyways#i just hmgkgufhj the easiest thing to do is literally just starve myself again but i know i cant do that so im open to suggestions
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Told my dad about possibly getting a lot of money forgiven bc of Bidens student debt forgiveness thing and he responded with "well Sallie Mae called me again today." (He's my cosigner)
Me: "Oh. I'm sorry. We're working on it and-"
Dad: "Well you'd better work on it faster."
Like thanks Dad! I just wanted to share some good news for once, god forbid you be happy about it or say anything other than bring up another reason why you're unhappy with me 🙃
#vent#ive been unemployed since fucking . February#ive been taking commissions as much as i can but ive been majorly depressed and in chronic pain to the point where i couldnt fucking#get out of bed let alone work#so yeah ive been living with my parents trying to manage my bills but its been fucking hard as shit#these last 2 weeks have been amazing and i hope things keep going that way it just sucks when im finally getting back on my feet that#that i try and share good news with my dad and he just can't resist berating me#anyway
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YEEHAWWW
#yeehaaaawww#he is here!#cowboy seth#yuurivoice#yuurivoice seth#this took me 4 hours holy shit#drawing this was so fun#but its really hot where i live so i was sweating the whole fucking time and a sweat droplet got in my eye and i had to stop drawing#o(TヘTo)#cowboy seth takes the pain away though#cowboysethcowboysethcowboyseth
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Why does recovery have to exist like
I want to torture my Whumpee. I want to hurt them so bad they can’t stand up, can’t speak, can’t think.
But then I gotta wait for them to recover. It’s stupid like. I’m impatient. I don’t like time skips. I don’t like writing recovery. Why can’t they just be fine the next day. All the wounds can heal into scars so I can do it all over again. Why does it have to take so long. This is stupid. I’m fantasy settings it’s fine cause I can just be like “ooh magic healing potion” and they’ll be fine the next day all fresh and ready to be tortured. But now? Bruh I can’t hurt them without having to wait a damn week until they’re ready to be tortured again
Seriously this is a problem because now I don’t want to write this. I really don’t like timeskips because I know I’m never gonna go back and fill them but this is just so boring and frustrating.
#fml writing sucks#this is about spy Whumpee#I hate writing characters in pain after the torture#seriously so fucking much#I love the torture and then maybe some brief caretaking but if they’re just laying there for a while#on the floor unable to move#that’s boring.#whump#whumpblr#whump problems#writing problems#its me coal#coal says shit
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novel concept here, perhaps, but i think it would be super nice if the medical community in general started giving a shit about menstrual and other reproductive related pain beyond whether it affects someone's fertility or not. like someone please tell me why the only time my reproductive pain is taken seriously is when it relates to my ability to make a fucking baby, something i have absolutely zero interest in doing. why isn't the fact that i'm in pain reason enough to investigate further. why do i keep being recommended various forms of birth control as a blanket solution for my symptoms that nobody seems to care enough about to even attempt to investigate further. why does every concern i have about my pain get downplayed and swept aside in favour of reassurances about my fertility that i didn't ask for. why have i been running around in circles for more than ten years begging for someone to care enough about my pain to listen to me and do something about it. why.
#good afternoon!! i am mega pissed ❤️#like i know WHY but. why.#anyway had an doctor appt this morning in which i was told that a lot of my pain is probably anxiety based which. lmao.#'its all in your head' basically#like i don't deny that i have anxiety and it's probably causing me all sorts of body issues#but the fact is that i've had unmanagable period pain as long as i've had periods and a lot longer than my anxiety has been bad#i'm so sick of this shit lmao#every time i go into this doctor's office is so goddamn unpleasant like she's talking about weight loss completely unsolicited#she's downplaying my concerns and i had to practically beg just to be referred for an ultrasound#i feel like im being gaslit every time i go for an appointment but i'm not about to look for another family doctor because there are none#anyway fuck you fuck this eat shit and die about it ❤️❤️#ky posts text
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