#that shit is so fucking painful to me
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For my art history class, our prof is having us read a book for hw about female artists throughout the eras, since our main coursework doesn't cover any women. But MAN, it's so painful to read and think of what could've been if society wasn't so misognyistic 😞
#had a terrible realization the other day when i realized i couldnt name any well known female composers#the ones i do know are the sisters of famous male composers who weren't allowed to dedicate their lives to music#that shit is so fucking painful to me#all the art and music etc that we've missed out on bcs fucking men#ik of women artists throughout history of course but thats bcs you have to make an effort to learn#men's work is shoved in our faces as soon as we can learn abt art and music#and yes its beautiful and deserves praise of course but its still painful to me#that that misogyny is continually prepetuated bcs we still continue to not acknowledge women's contributions#catie.rambling.txt
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doodles (as i avoid work) of the super awesome you wouldn't like me alive fic by @ectoplasmranch which i binge read in a 7 hour sitting yesterday
#🧻 sharts#danny phantom#danny fenton#dash baxter#i aint tagging everyone else. jazz was the most fun to doodle though#figuring out their faces was . hm. it was a moment. i hope i made jazz and danny look related enough HAHA probably not. i wanted jazz and#him to have the same eyes its just jazz still looks like a normal girl and danny looks like he's lost all zest and life for the world#like shit man if someone looked at me like that in the highschool hallway id be scared too i dont blame you dash#UGH DASH IS LIKE A GOLDEN RETRIEVER TO DRAW FOR THIS FIC. i love it so much. i love me a shitty guy turned nice#elderich horror danny is cool. im tag rambling now. my bad#this fic has a bit of a death grip on me. i need to be normal and go to bed#ALSO I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DRAW TUCKER IM SO SORRY. HIS HAT. IT PAINS ME#anyway uhhh if u like danny phantom read dis fic? pretty please? for me? its at 127k words atm so. if youve got a day to spare#(dont be like i me i fucked up my eyes binge reading it LMFAO. be smarter)#guess ill die (danphantom)
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Getting creative with recognition
uh not so cute/funny random drabble of the AU:
warning: not proofread and just me rambling, bad writing LMAO
#me: blind au is a delicate au with a lot of pain-struggle of a man of power that lost everything he needed-and#also me: hehe so what if *honk honk* bahonkas?#also idk why it looks blurry but i swear its good resolution once you click on it#alright this au begins i guess what a way to kick things off#also Price is a little shit he alr know it was Simon based on the quiet footstep and cologne#just wanted to fk with the big man who's also a mess bcuz what was Si suppose to do in the face of his lov- *gunshot* crus- *explode* BOSS#also i got lazy with signature and fucking got a transparent jpg for it#blind!Price#<- tag to find anything related to this au#i swear i'll work on it properly bUT UNTIL THEN.#gummmyart#doodle#ghostprice#priceghost#they're switch idc#simon ghost riley#captain john price
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From "Unadulterated Loathing" in which Charlie chains these two idiots accidentally together by @otsmosis (who made this comment at the end of the last chapter and inspired me to do whatever this is above)
#i was forced to colour this and its always painful and out of my comfort zone hallelujah#let me just tag this real quick i have a lot to say#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#radioapple#appleradio#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor x lucifer#okay we are back#FIRST things first#oh shit i forgot#my art#i watched silence of the lambs for the first time#and i think that hannibal lecter is just normal smart#but everyone else is really really fucking stupid#OH THE FIC I FORGOT TO SAY#i needed something uplifting and im so happy that i found it#if any of you is in need of some cheering up please give it a read#i am EXCITED for the next chapter#i just love it when charlie screams in someones face#AND THAT “ALASTOR HEAVED OUT A DISGUSTED SOUND” is absolutely me and my best friend every five minutes if we dont like something#i now use a screenshot of that sentence to express my discomfort in our chat#wow im so shit at giving compliments and i am stuck in an endless loop of “wow i loved it so much it was great”#BUT I REALLY LOVED IT
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"i have a sister now! thank you, granpa! we are going to do so much stuff together!"
(trans masc newborn shado btw. tag as ship and ill kill you)
#im so done. they deserved so much better#im getting atatched to maria now and its#its not easy. shes basicaly a pure white girl but also a completely blank canvas#yet im so. shes so.. i hc those earings are a gift from her parents they gave her jjst before she moved to the ark. she always wears them#she was a human being with her own identity but neither her granpa (the person that raised her) nor the narrative treats her as such#there had to be some fucked up shit she went through psycologicaly that not even shadow got to know#its actually painful for me to draw her not happy. its too much#also shadow is trans masc and just a few days of age thats why maria calls him “sister”#sth#sonic#sonic fanart#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#nov.aart
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Mm, yes... The one you call Benrey...
I've been advised by my employers that, his true nature is on something of a "need-to-know" basis...
And you, Doctor Freeman, do not need to know...
ayo fuck this painting lol have another cropped vers
#augsartt#hlvrai fanart#hl2vrai#hlvrai2#hlvrai benrey#hlvrai benry#hlvrai#digital painting#art#digital art#my art#ugghhh this one was such a pain#i kept pushing myself and it turned out good but it took THREE DAYS#EWW MY ADHD BRAIN HATED THAT SHIT#and i defo over rendered but its fine fuck it lol#thank you to all the people who were so kind in the tags of my Gordon painting!!!#you guys gave me the motivation to get this one done so alsd;jf thanks <3#ily all 😭😭#pose is inspired by that one scene from Chicago lol#they both reached for the gun is the number you should watch it#okey goobie
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Shoutout to when Nami’s eyes do this thing that they do.
#truly a w for feminism 😌#shoutout to women fr#cat burglar nami#one piece nami#one piece#but honestly#this the type of shit I mean when I say more female rage please#i love you angry women I love you scared women I love you hurt women I love you fucked up women I love you#I love you complex women I love you women who are healing I love you women with walls and shells and facades and rage and pain#fuck I appreciate her character some much she’s so special to me#one piece screenshots#wano#one piece screencaps#Nami#one piece art#eyes#female rage#feminine rage#me yapping#yapping in the tags#nami my beloved#I’ll never be over her#one piece women
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tbh i have a running gag in my head about the mha heroes + late night talk shows, but all i can really muster rn is: dynamight and sabrina carpenter on snl.
#i want like#painful car karaoke with the top3 where best jeanist is critical of james corden’s outfit#hawks is the only one singing bc he’s a people pleaser#and they’ve shoveed endeavor into the back seat but he’s so big he hardly fits — and he sure as shit ain’t singing#i want post-kamino skinny might awkwardly laughing at thirst tweets fans have sent in about him and they’re printed on big notecards#i want deku dynamight and shoto with musical act BTS#literally i think we forget how FUN the celebrity side of the hero canon is bc this shit is so fucking ridiculous#god please give me cute Creati and Froppy and Uravity interviews on where drew barimore is doing that bit where she looks like she’s#BEGGING for a bump of coke at a party#(wendy williams voice) you know i heard that erasurehead is a real fiend in bed. yep. listen i am just tellin you what i’ve heard goes awn.#(also wendy williams voice @ dabi) the killer.
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Happy Halloween! I decide to dress up as a dragon for the occasion, but, uh, I can't seem to take the costume off. I may be stuck like this...
...Oh well!
#art#digital art#my art#oc: kolya#oc: dragon kolya#anthro#anthro art#(I guess it's not really anthro)#(but that's just what I tag all my furry art so)#furry#furry art#dragon#furry dragon#dragon furry#feral dragon#(should I tag it pokemon too? I guess?)#pokemon#pokemon art#skeledirge#malachite thoughts#guys. this drawing guys#it has caused me So Much pain#and it took fucking forever because I've been too busy with other shit#started it pretty early in the month and only just finished it today#which also means I'm probably gonna notice some huge mistake on it by tomorrow#and I will die kshjdfkj
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you know what really pisses me off? so many people acting like he is the worst person out there and no one will miss him. A LOT of people are grieving now and missing him including people that these people supposedly follow and care about. liam was not the supervillain people wanted him to be. he was messed up and did messed up things likely because of what happened to him. this conversation deserves so much more nuance than people are giving it. and maybe it’s too early to have this conversation now but it’s helping me process and grieve so i’m really writing this for me. people are complex and doing bad things doesn’t make you a bad person or someone worthy of death without being given the chance to make things right. and another thing, it is SO hypocritical to make fun of him and look down on him like he’s the ultimate Bad Guy meanwhile i bet every single person you have ever admired in the spotlight has likely also done bad things or at least things you wouldn’t be proud of. fame is an illness and it can cause people to harm others because they were hurt themselves. human beings are a culmination of everything that they’ve been through and everything they’ve done. he is not only the bad things he’s done and it’s okay and normal to grieve him as a whole person, because he was one.
#i’m glad most people are asleep right now so i could write this#i’m just so fed up with all the jokes on his behalf#people are IN PAIN. i’m sick to my stomach#liam wasn’t evil. he was messed up clearly otherwise he wouldn’t have been so intoxicated#man’s it drives me to insanity that these people who ‘stan’ an artist any artist could be so hypocritical right now#you don’t KNOW these people. they are famous and fame is an illness#it fucks up your brain and makes you do shitty things and act in ways people and yourself dont even recognize#EVERY celebrity has done something shitty in their lives and will continue to do so because that’s the price of admission#yes it was serious what he has done and that shouldn’t be swept under the rug but people are more than their worst moments#i feel so sick and dizzy over this. seeing all this shit about him everywhere is making me ill. i wish it would stop#i also feel for maya. this post isn’t to erase her trauma and experience at all. she has every right to speak her truth.#just have more compassion for people on all sides for christ’s sake#where is the humanity#grief#death tw#lp
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i fucking hate this mfotherucker
#twisted wonderland#twst#skully j graves#yuu#twst mc#drawings#i hatet this fuck i ahte this fucming event#already fucking sobbing in pain over his card nexxt eyar#its tweels bday banners all over again those months are gonna be fucking painful for me cuase pulling on 4 potential fucking banners sosbs#i really need to stop trying out new styles n new shit they never fucking work out n always look so fucking horrible n shitty#how do artists do it man can i have watever yall inhaling#how does one draw this motherfucker holy fuk
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Appreciate the little things.
Not to ignorantly deny all of the big bad things in the world, but to survive them.
#magpie ramblings#there's so much shit going on that it gets overwhelming#and it's sad that we've made ourselves feel guilty for looking away when it's too painful to watch#but we literally CAN'T survive if we keep dwelling on the unfairness of the world#and the more you ask why can't this happen or why is that happening#the quicker it is to just ask 'why do anything at all?' ... the answer is simple#'just because'#so fuck it#i'm going to appreciate a short video of someone drawing a cat; just because#i'm going to read a book about a long lost culture and history; just because#i'm going to post personal book reviews of books hardly anyone has heard of; just because#i'm going to be thankful that my indoor plants have been doing well; just because#i'm going to let someone make a decision i don't agree with and not confront them; just because#i'm going to spend the little of my own money helping maybe just one other person in the world; just because#i'm going to be kind to those who haven't treated me kindly; just because#i'm going to smile regardless of the unjust in this world; just because
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could you draw hyper knuckles with a ponytail? I love fanart of him with his hair tied back
ill do you one better: string worm hyper knuckles with a ponytail
hope you enjoy this silly echinda, echidna enjoyer
#THE MOST POWERFUL LESBIAN IN MOBIUS IS GONNA ROCK YOUR SHIT‼️‼️‼️ MOVE THE FUCK OUT#yes i gave him green eyes. hes hyper he deserves some green eyes#has this been done before?? ive wanted to draw knux w string worms as locks for forever by now#shading this was a pain in the assssss i swear i had to change the light source like. 4 times#use references dont be like me#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#knuckles the echidna#hyper knuckles#worm on a string#string worm#I FEEL SO SILLY TAGGING THAT SKHDJABF#nov.aart#nov.oodles
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Made a thing. Credit if ya want but I could care less. Idk if someone did this already.
#Random Shit From Fey#wanted this blog to be strictly about fanfiction i write and reblogging others peoples art and fics.....#but ehhh here i go going off posting a dumb meme i made#im sleep deprived as fuck ahaha#work has been pain im so fucking bored lmfao#maxime le mal#meme#despicable me 4
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the first scene of soren and viren we ever see:
the first chronological scenes of soren and viren we've ever seen:
#i worded this weird but ykwim#man.#it's never been particularly personal to me so yk i don't feel as strongly about it as some people#but fucking hell dude#i nearly cried getting these screenshots#when this shit hurts it HURTS#seeing viren being a good father is so much more painful than seeing him be a terrible father#mage fam#soren#tdp soren#viren#tdp viren#tdp s1#tdp s5#tdp s6#tdp#the dragon prince#continuethesaga#giveusthesaga#thunderfall#moment of truth#old wounds
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It is interesting how much math comes into even the most basic of like. Making things. Making almost anything. And often not numbers necessarily but proportions and geometry. I think all the time about how castles were built with geometry at the heart of it. And I use the same kind of proportional math to make socks fit. And none of my pieces are ever knit with a prime number of stitches--because you use factors to make neat colorwork and ribbing and different stitches. Idk ! I remember constantly thinking 'how the hell is THIS gonna come in useful ?' But it always does. Math is at the heart of everything, and knowing how to apply it is a tool of critical importance to Thinking Up A Shape And Making It.
#it turns out it is not covid vaccine making me highly fucked up but rather this new med which is fun#um#one of thise 'high but wow. in such a bad way' kinda experience atm#almost fell down the stairs#tripped while just standing#and its like. ok so the thing is i go to pain management to manage my pain right ? makes sense#and then all they have to offer is shit that fucks me up more. the muscle relaxant that seems to have permanently#loosened all my joints so they are WAY WORSE NOW#stupid ssris that make me fall constantly and fuck with my brain#i literally just need a painkiller that works. that is all. we know what was effective from surgery#but they of course will never prescribe opiods. oh the horror. imagine.#i could scream#anyway. uh thinking about the interconnectedness of math in all things is much more fun than screaming#knitting
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