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caligvlasaqvarivm · 6 months ago

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Okay challenge mode. You are a therapist and Eridan Ampora from Homestuck has just walked right out of his intro page into your office. How do you fix him?

put him and karkat in a room with a pile of stuff and tell them they can't leave until they've jumped into it and talked about their feelings

#realtalk therapy doesnt work unless the person getting the therapy puts in the effort to make it work #eridan starts the comic in complete and utter denial that he's in need of help #so there's really nothing i nor any stranger could do about that #HOWEVER he does talk to karkat often about his feelings (and vice versa) and #the reason they didnt hang out during the game seems to be #1) they were on separate teams and didnt realize the teams were the same team until later on #2) by then it was too late and eridan had aggro'd all his angels #3) gamzee was deliberately keeping eridan away from karkat and vice versa (likely bc gamzee had a palecrush on kk)#4) karkat was too busy falling victim to his own insecurities abt being a leader to pay attention to his actual friendships #4a) eg. it shouldve been the time player doing the frog hunt with kanaya & not the blood player #like im not saying moirallegiance with karkat would have fixed all of eridans problems but i am saying #what eridan really needed was a friend who took his problems seriously and could see past his bullshitting #and karkat already WAS that friend - they just never hung out #so by the time the meteor rolls around eridan has spent WEEKS feeling abandoned anxious and alone on his death planet #and karkat has gotten used to not thinking about eridan too much #so karkat - who is basically eridans only actual friend at that point - isnt able to get through to him & eridan snaps #like the thing about sburb/homestuck is that it really stresses the importance of friendship and working together #letting each other help with each others' problems #thats why the smallest viable game is still two people by necessity #so when we see things like gamzee snapping or eridan snapping or vriska snapping #as much as these are the 'fault' of the person snapping they also need to be viewed as comprehensive team failures #the people who should have spent the game together didnt and the people who shouldnt have spent the game together did #vriska was allowed to bully tf outta tavros and nobody intervened #eridan was left all alone and nobody tried to help him #and everybody was mean to gamzee and nobody tried to connect with him #and you know whose job it is to make sure the right people are hanging out together? the blood player #and unfortunately our blood player was so insecure that he was doing jobs that werent his to do #im not saying pale erikar would fix homestuck but i am saying pale erikar is a symptom of things being fixed in homestuck

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squorttle-pox · 7 months ago

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AND IF HE'S ONLY HERE AS A PRISONER WHAT KIND OF MONSTER DOES THAT MAKE ME

#helluva boss #stolitz #stolas #blitz #stolas goetia #blitzo #blitzø #helluva blitzo #helluva stolas #helluva stolitz #stolitz duet #stolas/blitzø duet #lvlupexpo #lvl up #screamed. the. entire. time.#i have no words every part of this was. is. will be. so much better than sjigiiswiheje ANYTHJNG i cojld have expected..!.!*!(!(!#i simply.#like ik they warned us there will be stolitz duet but THIS????????!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?@?!?!!?!?#holy fuck THIS??@?@?@?!?!?+?+?!?!?!??!!?!?!?#besides the FUCKING DELICIOUS HILARIOUS TEAR JERKER lyrics #the vocals?%?%?=?$*#bryce pinkham #never fails to blow me harder than blitzo blows stolaz #blitzø HEAVILY bathing in denial jacuzzi #meanwhile stolas having Thee mental breakdown/psych-up session Of All Time #and the visuals. and and and...#its so CLEVER #and FUNNY #and SADDDDDD #(og put fav lyrics here but am taking them out bc YALL GOTTA WATCH FOR YOURSELVES)

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sunmoontruth-stiles · 8 months ago

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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.

#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her #and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura #he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life #deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was #he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least #he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship #but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way #Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless #he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it #she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone #he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home #he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes #Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon #but promises feel costly these days #he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura #someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here #his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them #but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here #he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention #he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods #he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.

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seaweedstarshine · 7 months ago

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Sometimes I think of Amy Pond, who grew up being called mad by those who wielded the word as a tool of exclusion and shame —

Amy Pond, who though forced into the hands of four psychiatrists, still clung to that which they called madness until those systems which elevate psychosocial conformity above humanity stripped it from her —

Amy Pond, whose imaginary friend reappeared for a single hour after twelve years and reignited that faith before disappearing for two more years —

Amy Pond, who spent those those two years under the same implicit threat ingrained in her through psychiatric violence, and thus began to believe the man who stopped the invasion was “just a madman with a box,” only for him to agree, and to also call her “mad, impossible Amy Pond,” reframing madness as non-negative for the first time in her life —

Amy Pond, who ignored the disembodied voice of her imaginary friend even as she ran away with him for real, who still lived each day with the traumatic internalization of deviancy dictated upon her by the psychiatric-industrial complex that shaped her from childhood —

Amy Pond, who wouldn't acknowledge the Doctor's voice, such that it took an Angel in her eye that was literally killing her to ensure she couldn't reality check herself —

Amy Pond, who stood before a room which muttered about “the psychiatrists we brought her to,” and though afraid, escaped their rigid parameters of acceptable existence.

#I like seeing it as indicating she began hearing his voice when he was gone for all those years! why else wouldn't she say anything?#actually psychotic Amy agenda #Amy Pond #eleventh doctor #reclaimed language #oh look its another antipsychiatry themed doctor who post #sumn abt in Fairies At The Bottom Of The Garden audio AND Imaginary Enemies comic we see Amelia bein called slurs against psychotic people #(shes called psycho in both)#like!!! and SO MUCH OF AMYS STORY is about her claiming her agency in ways that previous companions weren't allowed to-#companions whose status as a Wife was a signifier of an to end of their value individually- 'this is no place for a married woman' etc #in some cases Wife-ness forced upon them *as* a denial of agency 'I spent all that time trying to find you I'm not going back now!' etc #whereas Amys story deconstructs that; Amys “Choice” is an illusion- Amy being a Wife doesn't demote her agency as an companion #anyways I love that aspect of reclaimed agency for Amy but ALSO #“madness” as an expression of agency against systems of oppression is SO relevant. the mind defends itself and the alternative isnt better #the oppressive system in this case being ableist structures and the psychiatric system ITSELF which is a whole other layer #the moral being that even if the Doctor WAS a delusion? he'd still be a needed coping mechanism for a child who says “ppl always leave”#and instead of examining her feelings of abandonment they insist 'aLiENs DoNt ExIsT' as seen in the 'sTaRs DoNt ExIsT' psychiatrist in TBB #they don't care that she's in PAIN- why would they?- they just care that she's 'abnormal' and therefore not deserving of humanity #(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag #I mean technically this is about Amy but I once (twice) used that tag on the post about the Master. its the spirit of it!#and Amy Pond + her Raggedy Doctor as “mad” people is very *chefs kiss*#((you know what im putting the tag on my last Amy post :D ))#Mels experienced this very differently and I'll make a post about her at some point- I just wanna make sure my points are got across better #sumn abt Amelia's “crazy” was Mels' “delinquency.” Amy treated as if she doesn't know her own life while Mels treated as threatening #sumn abt adultification of Black girls while Amy is infantilized #Amy Pond who could rewrite reality in a reborn universe because she grew up with a Crack in her wall that no one believed was special —#ableism #saneism #unreality #because I mean Amy's stand against psychiatric dehumanization was to REWRITE THE UNIVERSE with her Crack powers

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good-beanswrites · 10 months ago

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hi! may i request some mikoto + amane (platonic obvs) … anything? they are very dear to me 😭

Yes!!! Thank you so much for the request -- they really are such a good pair ;-; (The thing is, I had so many nice scenes in mind about how they parallel each other, but they wouldn't know or reveal that about each other so I kept restarting...) Anyway, here's something right after Mikoto's first trial/verdict!

Mikoto could pick up on someone’s bad mood from a mile away, though the skill was unnecessary when the other party very clearly and calmly informed him, “I’m in a bad mood.”

After refusing his offer, Amane turned back to a thick textbook she’d been taking notes on. Didn’t kids usually complain that school was already a prison? She must have wanted the full experience. He'd worked nonstop at his studies as well, but this was a new level. Amane often reminded him of his little sister, though she always took the extra step like this. His sister would have jumped at this opportunity to play a few rounds of their favorite card game.

“It’ll be fun!”

He flashed a smile, but it had no effect on her severe expression. “I know you’re just trying to comfort me about our verdicts. I refuse to be pitied.”

“Comfort and pity are two very different things. But anyway, it wasn’t either of those things.” He gave an easy shrug “To be honest, I’m just a little bored. It’s weird not having any work to do during the day.”

Mikoto couldn’t remember the last time in his life he’d had so many hours to himself. A lot of the others were fun to play games with. A few of the sportier prisoners helped him stay active. He enjoyed smoking breaks with the other men. Still, he was left to his own devices for the majority of his time. It was maddening. He’d recently requested some more art supplies, having used up the last batch, but they had yet to come in. Now with the verdict announcement, he wasn’t sure they’d ever arrive.

“That is your own problem. I already have something to do.” Her eyes lingered on the cards for the briefest of moments before returning to the book. “I told you, I’m not in the mood for it.”

Regardless of her hostility, he took a seat beside her. He leaned his arms out on the table. “We don’t have to play the same game.” The last time they'd played as a big group, several prisoners pulling the tables together to fit everyone. Amane had kept very quiet, eyes darting around at the cards as she tried to keep up with the rules. Not many of the others noticed the frustration clear in her face. Mikoto wasn’t the type to let her win out of pity, though he had begun to mutter the rules and strategies to himself a bit more as the night went on…

“Is there a game you liked to play at home?”

“No. There was no time for games in the house.”

“All work and no play… hah… I know what that’s like.” He slumped his cheek onto his arm, lazily shuffling the cards around. He felt bad for bothering the girl if she truly was upset. He thought it was the bad experience that made her reject him, he hadn’t realized there were also family issues attached. Usually he could read people well; maybe he was losing his touch. He seemed to be losing touch with a lot of things, these days.

He readied a game of solitaire.

“Mikoto?” Amane kept her face turned away. “There was… one game.”

“Yeah?” Mikoto shuffled the cards back together. He slid them over to her. “You should teach me!”

She didn’t touch them. “You probably already know it.”

“Nah, I only know a few games. I’m better with tarot cards, though those aren’t really the gaming type. Come on, what is it?”

She told him the name of the game, insisting it wouldn’t be worth playing. She kept her attention on the textbook, but her eyes weren’t reading any of it.

“Ahh, I’ve heard of that one! We start with four cards, right?” He started dealing them out.

“No, five –” she pointed to the deck, urging him to add two more.

“Right, right.” He laughed lightly. “And the goal is to get pairs, and put them in a pile, uhh, here.”

Amane shook her head. She shifted her body slightly towards him. “You must be thinking of a different game. There’s actually three piles for pairs. One here, one here, and when it’s your opponent’s turn…”

Her eyes gleamed as she explained the rules. She pointed to various cards, telling him exact moves and point values. “And to win, you need to –” Her expression shifted. “You… you already knew all this.”

“Of course not!” He put on his most convincing smile.

She deflated. “You’re not a very good liar.”

“Tch, tell that to the warden.”

His shoulders sagged along with her. If Amane could see right through him, why was the rest of Milgram still coming up with stories about what he did and didn’t do? “Well, I might already know the rules, but it’s been a long time since I’ve played. You can still give me a hand. Plus, if you really are in such a bad mood, it’ll be good to take a break from your studies. You should always take a break when things get too overwhelming, yeah?”

She gave him a withering stare.

“Eh? What’s that face for?”

“Alright, let’s play. You can go first.”

“I mean it, what was that look? Aw, come on…”

#milgram #mikoto kayano #amane momose #see - the thing is they both had crimes about 'protecting themself' but both would deny it was for that reason #they both seem to have some family trauma but would never admit it #theyre both used to putting on their best behavior and being 'good' for others but hardly realize that themselves #they are both in denial all the time !!!!!#so i tried to show them getting along for their own perceived reasons -- mikoto thinks he likes her because she reminds him of his sister #and amane thinks she likes him because hes being kind about their verdicts #and while both are right theyre Also drawn to each other because they are very similar at their core #and both have skills with reading people/picking up on cues making it tough to lie to one another #that forced honesty makes for a solid friendship haha!#i also remember a comment from yamanaka that amane would be the worst at card games because shed have trouble with the rules #she seems old enough to handle complex games but she probably never got to play a lot at home ;---; and mikoto probably learns a lot of #types of games (and tarot) so can connect with even more people #i thought long and hard on whether mikoto would let someone else win but he doesnt seem the type (plus amane would notice)#once again i know amane starts speaking in the plural but this comes a bit before that #yaay thank you so much for the request! this was really fun to do - i hope you enjoy!#ive thought a lot about amane and john but less on her and mikoto lol so this was nice :D #drabbles

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kathybluecaller · 5 months ago

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Finally got around drawing Aioros :D

#saint seiya #saint seiya fanart #los caballeros del zodiaco #sagittarius aiolos #I remember reading somewhere (either a post or some wiki page idk) how aioros is often revered as the perfect saint an almost divine figure #and I’m pretty sure aioros initially refutes being the next pope saying saga would be a better fit (it’s 4am so correct me if I’m wrong)#anyway I watched some of kotz for fun and saw that scene. he seemed rather upset at the news but a sense of distress I can’t really describ #even when keeping in mind that he was only 14 I don’t think it was the responsibility that comes with being a gold saint/pope successor #but more combining the first bit of being highly viewed. he seems like a rather humble guy who’s rather content with risking his life #or has at least excepted that fact. but when seem as more than a simple soldier it makes him uneasy. because he knows he’s not a god #yet is put in such position that when adding his sacrifice at an early age he’s practically legend. and despite the initial denial he will #always be obedient enough to accept the duty placed upon him. this is all to simply say I tried drawing him smiling but it didn’t look righ #so ye. (feel bad for just leaving the thought process to the sketch in the tags but it’s not my best wording so it stays down here)#a smol trivia nugget: I still don’t know how I want to draw aioros :p actually better trivia nugget: the pose/composition is from a photo m #they saw I had taken a photo but my angle was rather bland so they decided to absolutely blow me away with one heck of a photo #theres even nice lighting and everything. real glad I finally used the reference as reference :]

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floorpancakes · 1 year ago

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bro.....

#douwata #xxxholic #twitter repost #rambling #genuinely one of the holic themes i cannot stop thinking about even when its mostly used for humour cause it sets up a LOT #and its somewhat relatable (was also once a not self aware dumb teen)#watanuki is so real but hes also so dumb especially when hes playing 5d chess to deflect all of his feelings away #anyway trans meki and nb watanuki is so real to me #even if you dont like either headcanon the canon content thats there is still interesting in regards to all these themes of denial/giving af #not giving af etc #meki im so sorry you had to put up with his dumb ass saying this shit for so long LMAO #not that he gaf hes too level headed to be bothered probably

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azumasoroshi · 2 years ago

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the shizu-chan song

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just discovered the shizu-chan song by none other than johnny yong bosch. help me

id transcribe if i didnt have a final in 10 hours. maybe when i get back

oh nvm someone already wrote them out

this has similar energy as the bro duet song but like. in reverse bgskjdghjkgsd the no homo is for real

plus an animatic version and amv version because holy hell this is old

#i hear there's another shizuo song by johnny yong bosch according to the comments from 2017 but ill have to wait until yt recommends me it #anyway this makes me want to make a bro duet animatic for shizaya #which would be hilarious because. they're not bros #the ship dynamic of 'two guy best friends who maybe kiss sometimes' is very good but very not shizaya #so the spontaneous love confessions just come out of fucking nowhere during one of their fights #it would be really funny. trust #and probably better than the angst and self-denial festival i would make animating the actual shizu-chan song #i can already see the half-smiling-to-himself half-looks-like-he's-about-to-cry pining semi-regretful izaya face at the last shizu-chan #also. izaya guitar player headcanon hello #if someone can make an artist hobbyist izaya au i can make a guitar hobbyist izaya au #tbh izaya's more spontaneous and i feel like he wouldnt like all the hard work and practice time that goes into learning an instrument #like his main hobbies like parkour and switchblade throwing are stuff he gets to put into practice all the time and are more 'useful'#but instrument practice it's just him and his thoughts and callused hands for hours at a time #feel like he'd get frustrated pretty easily in that way #anyway wouldnt it be hot if izaya played the guitar LMFAOO fuck my characterization and let that man play fingerstyle #izaya playing piano is a somewhat popular headcanon anyway #god i have the worst habit of putting the entirety of my post into the tags. must be the incorrect lov joke bits spilling over #shizaya #shizuo heiwajima #izaya orihara #durarara #Youtube

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perenlop · 8 months ago

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thinking abt how eve and i (technically eve both times while i was the vessel i guess) have been accused of falling for "fanmade edits" when trying to explain the pmd lore despite literally pulling from official sources (like... the literal games) you can easily verify for yourself. what is this curse we've been dealt.

#like thats gotta be next level denial its literally just ''.... nuh uh.''#and its over such minor stuff too like ''these characters arent siblings'' or ''chatot is not just stealing money for kicks''#like... you cant fight us. we're autistic. we're obsessed with all the little minor details this franchise puts here and there #im still like in awe over that last one like. ''um that looks fanmade actually.'' you can... check the game.......#echoed voice #anyways why does eve have this curse specifically why does everyone just turn off their brain during his posts #he also got the weird comment abt watchog being endearing while chatot is abusive (and therefore explorers fans are weird)#at least i think it was him who got that. i think drake said it was me but i dont remember

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thethingything · 9 months ago

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one thing that's always fucking wild to me is having platonic crushes. we almost never get romantic ones (and if we do it's only once we're already close with the person) but we get platonic ones that are just as intense as how romantic ones are usually described so as a teenager we always assumed these were the crushes people were talking about.

meanwhile it's just us feeling like we're losing our mind because we really want to be friends with someone but we have the same amount of anxiety and constant overthinking and whatnot.

it took so long to figure out that romantic crushes involve like, wanting to go on dates and do romantic stuff together and we still regularly go "oh god do I have a crush" only to realise we absolutely do not want any of that stuff and literally just want to hang out and chat about stuff

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #aromantic #platonic attraction #<- am I allowed to put this in the aromantic tag? I think everyone in the system is somewhere on the aromantic spectrum #but it's like some of us don't experience romantic attraction at all while others are demiromantic or some other flavour of greyromantic?#anyway we get platonic crushes a lot and for some reason I guess because they feel really intense we always feel like we're being creepy #like hi sorry I think you're really cool and I really want to be friends and now I feel like I'm going insane a little bit #it doesn't help that sometimes we try to talk about it and people act like it's a romantic crush that we're in denial about #but it's nice when we see other people talking about experiencing it because it's like oh hey someone we can relate to

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rez-urrection · 6 months ago

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hey a post about transmisogyny !! I sure hope the poster doesn't deliberately say trans and cis men can not be the victim of genital sexualization, sexual or verbal harrasment, fetishization or violence !

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oh :(

#guys you can talk about transmisogeny without saying trans men arent over sexualized #we are. acknowledging transmisogeny or any type of transphobia for that matter should never include denial of another trans person's -#experience with transphobia.#if at any point your argument goes into “well this doesnt happen to x group” stop #and think !#“does this not happen at all #or have i just never seen it?“#“have i done enough research on this topic to say without reasonable doubt that this does not happen to x group #and only happens to y group?“#“have i talked to members of x group about their experience with this issue to verify if its something that does or does not happen?”#if at any point your answers are lackluster #stop !#and do your research ! talk to people apart of these communities which you are saying do not suffer !#obviously this isnt saying transmisogeny isnt real #but if your only way to talk about transmisogeny is to put down other trans people and act like they do not experience any transphobia or #sexualization/fetishization of their bodies #then i hate to break it to you #but not only are you not an ally to trans women #you are not an ally to any trans person #divided we collapse. do not act like other trans people do not suffer.#also #because i forgot to add this on any of the other tags #stop acting like cis men cant be sexualized either #its extremely isolating and upsetting as a trans person to read post after post about how trans men dont suffer at all and nonbinary people #dont suffer enough and how trans men and nonbinary people arent sexualized at all #you forget the entire world sees us as ditzy confused girls that need fixing or amab nonbinary people as just boy lite #in conclusion #trans women can suffer at the same time and for similar reasons as trans men #and it will still be important #there is zero reason to say trans men do not suffer to annunciate an issue in transmisogyny

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mainfaggot · 2 years ago

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being a desi lesbian is like shooting yourself in the foot but i am literally surviving out here. gnc as fuck and everything!

#last summer i wore a dress shirt with a tie and my parents gave me such a fucking tough time about it but i literally dont care anymore #most people i meet for the first time stare at me confusedly and ask me if i use he or she 😭😭😭 so. im winning now #idk im just like tired. of all the expectations and well of being myself bc its hard work putting up w my mom's dissatisfaction towards #my gender presentation #and eventually towards my sexuality. but i have a feeling she already knows and is just in very deep denial lmao #ok bye i have to study ....#z.post

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seokwoosmole · 2 years ago

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This was so good but like why is the room so small?? These are 7 grown men who are 5'10-6’4 foot tall!!! Literally Zuho was hitting the wall and Rowoon was like eyeing it cautiously whenever he was close to it and it looks like if any of them were to jump, they'd hit their head on the ceiling😭

#idk if it's just the camera angle but pfffft idk it definitely looks a lot smaller than the rooms they've used in dance practice vids b4 #anyway tho #this is such a good choreo and they're killing it #also can I just say that vocally this is taeyang and Dawon's era but performance wise???#bruh #hwiyoung is killing it #he puts his whole soul into the alibi part #also not to be the annoying rowoon stan but ROWOON #im so happy to see him back #like im in denial watching the content this comeback sometimes #I find myself doing the headcount and get shocked when I actually see 7 of them #I hope he was able to create some balance in his schedule instead of just adding idol activities onto his already busy workload #and that he's well rested #his back must be better though or at least as better as it can get considering his condition #cause I can't imagine they'd allow that move at 1:40ish where taeyang goes over his back if they weren't confident he could withstand it #so hopefully he's a lot better now!#also maybe it's that pre-enlistment energy coming in but Jaeyoon is sooo powerful this comeback like the vocals the dance the presence #everything seems so enhanced - he's putting it all into his...his *wipes tear* last comeback *sobs*#chani in this song is giving now or never mixed with good guy vibes - like he is simultaneously in the moment and THE MOMENT #idk if that makes sense but whatever #zuho is such a genius for this song - he said every member would shine and he's done it #sf9 #jaeyoon #dawon #rowoon #zuho #yoo taeyang #hwiyoung #chani #Youtube

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yumenikke · 2 years ago

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i need desperately 2 meet more adult xeno in real life. i know 1 (once 2 but not anymore) by pure luck on god.

#its hard 2 feel included all the time when being xeno or having neo pronouns is Always Polarizing #its the fear of ‘thats not real’ x10000 #the fact ive had an instance at work (where mind you i was very lucky to work somewhere that had a lot of trans people im lucky to have -#-had that) that a genderqueer coworker of mine openly said ‘oh no yeah thats weird’ after they promised to use my pronouns no matter what #like. Dont Lie To Me.#‘i dont like it pronouns/ze hir is too hard to use’ TOO BAD. LIFES TO HARD FOR ME TO DO SO DO ME A SOLID OK?#its at the point where i dont even care or put up a fight if close ones theythem me even if ive told them #can any other xeno relate to just. this loneliness where you feel that you relate to so many trans experiences in these little but #very significant ways. but we always get denied/fear denial even within our own spaces #Like. I Am Here. I Did This and it BROUGHT ME HERE! And I Deserve To Be Here Too!!!!!!#sorry lol i had to grt that off my chest. high rn and i just got upset over some shit i saw lol #jackass.txt

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emeraldbabygirl · 14 days ago

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Me after finding out the results for the election:

#new anime plot: miagwyn bitches #i’m still in denial #like that shit was actually rigged #there’s just no way #like bitch what the fuck 🤡#like there’s still votes that never got counted hello??#and they just forgot about them #no recount like last time??#like why #why #why?#WHY THE FUCK NOT?!#I’m still pissed it’s not right #we are actually doomed #fucked if you feel so inclined #shit’s fucked up frfr #ALSO WHY ISNT BIDEN PUTTING HIM IN JAIL LIKE YOURE JUST GONNA LET HIM GET AWAY WITH ALL HIS CRIMES?? WHY?!#they have like 9 weeks to do something good and hilarious and things to protect us #and put his ass in prison why are they not #why are there no protests either like??#WHY ARENT WE STORMING THE CAPITAL LIKE THEY DID #and the disgusting people I’m seeing online makes me so made #I wish we could’ve had a leader and someone cool like kamala :(#they were the coolest duo like why did we get them if we can’t keep them fr

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chososrightnipple · 4 months ago

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❝𝗷𝗷𝗸 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 + 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗸𝘀❞

a/n: i'm going insane guys anyway love u all mwah <333333 afab body but no gendered language btw!

part two.

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. *. ⋆ GOJO SATORU

▸ creampies. please just let this man cum inside of you omg he'll go insane. seeing the way his release leaks out of you afterward has him ready for another round almost immediately.

▸ dacryphilia. "you crying'?" says it all right there. he'll coo, a bit mocking, and wipe at the tears running down your cheeks.

▸ size difference. he's so big compared to you. his height, his hands, his dick. he gets off on it so hard seeing you have to look up at him :(

▸ praise (giving + receiving). he'll charm your panties off if you really want, just make sure to let him know how good he's fucking you, too.

▸ overstimulation. hand in hand with dacryphilia. he's not done with you until he's shooting blanks and you're a weeping mess below him.

▸ breeding. listen.. he needs an heir for the gojo clan. he'll fuck you into the mattress for hours on end- he just wants to make sure his baby takes, that's all.

▸ orgasm denial. he's a cocky man, and he knows it. he loves the exhilaration he gets controlling your orgasm, making you beg for it before he gives you any satisfaction.

▸ pussy/thigh/boob jobs. he wants to put good use to all of your body.

. *. ⋆ GETO SUGURU

▸ choking. the feeling of you swallowing as his large hands cusp at your neck is like a drug to him.

▸ begging. seeing you so compliant under him as you plead and cry for his touch... those pretty little eyes and wobbling lip. it's mean, he knows that. he just couldn't care less.

▸ sense deprivation. tying you up and blindfolding you, giving him all that power? he goes crazy for it.

▸ degradation. you wanna be fucked like a slut, he's gonna treat you like one.

▸ edging. when he's feeling really mean, he'll edge you for hours. until you're shaking and whining and the only word you can get out is a broken moan of his name.

▸ impact play. he loves waking up and seeing the red imprint of his hand on your ass oh my godddd don't get him started.

▸ hair pulling (receiving). he wants you to tug at his hair, card your fingers through it, pull it as you're riding his face!!!

▸ sadism. pretty much hand in hand with everything above. he's such a mean boyfriend but he knows how much you love it.

. *. ⋆ CHOSO KAMO

▸ biting. your shoulders, neck, and thighs are full of his teeth marks, almost perpetually. and of course he's not gonna complain if you leave a few bites, too.

▸ begging. show him how much you want him, how badly you need him, and he'll fuck you as much as you want. you just gotta put in a little work first.

▸ worship (giving + receiving). seriously this man worships the ground you walk on from the moment you wake up to the second you fall asleep. he just asks you worship his cock the same

▸ overstimulation. he's fuckin you until his legs are giving out from under him and you're nothing but a fucked out, drooling mess being pressed into the bed.

▸ blood play. i mean... i think this is a given.. will purposefully bite down too hard just to lick the blood clean as an apology.

▸ orgasm denial. he knows once you cum, it's over, and he just wants to stay sat in your pretty pussy a little bit longer- you understand that, right?

▸ somnophilia. his favorite breakfast is in between your thighs. besides, you don't think there's any better way to wake up, anyway.

▸ voyeurism. pleaseeee pleaseee pleaseee let him watch you masturbate it's all he needs in this world !!!!!

. *. ⋆ SUKUNA RYOMEN

▸ anal. he needs to claim every hole your body has to offer. plus true form sukuna is a slut for his double penetration just saying

▸ choking. hearing your choked gasps as he squeezes your throat could make him cum on the damn spot. watching your eyes roll into the back of your head as each second passes on.

▸ exhibitionism. no, he doesn't care that there are other curses around and no, he doesn't care if they can see. you're his, and he'll fuck you anywhere he wants to.

▸ extreme bondage. watching your poor, writhing little human body tug at your restraints uselessly is something he'll never get tired of.

▸ collaring. he'll even get his name custom engraved, just so everyone who looks at you know exactly who you belong to.

▸ degradation. he's a mean thing, but you seem to enjoy that for some reason. he savors in the way you clench around him every time he calls you a whore.

▸ edging. you're not allowed to cum until he's says so, and anything before that? you're in for one hell of a night.

▸ predator/prey. let him chase you through the woods as foreplay. he'll inevitably catch up, of course, but seeing you attempt to get away is so cute to him. especially when he's had enough of the teasing and is pinning you against the nearest tree.

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