#that number will never move
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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually#abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable#it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had#i started taking community classes#if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath#and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment#a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends#a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw#i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!
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For anyone curious (because I sure was), the exponential number there is:
Sixty quinquinquagintillion three hundred eighty-three quattuorquinquagintillion four hundred trequinquagintillion
That is certainly a number.
But of course I couldn’t stop there because it’s midnight and I’m a nerd. So I dug deeper.
Bill Cipher is said to be roughly 2 trillion years old.
Do you know how long it would take for him to see that number get to 8^187 if he managed to lower it by one every day?
Seventy-two novemquadragintillion three hundred seventy-seven octoquadragintillion three hundred sixty septenquadragintillion years.
I don’t even have an example to demonstrate the sheer scale of that number. I could tell you how many times over that would be of his entire lifespan, but the number would still be bigger than anything I knew there were names for. I could tell you how long it would take if he lowered it by a thousand, a billion, a quadrillion every day, and the number would barely change at all.
Getting off the train is out of the question considering how long it would take just to see that number move. Just for that exponent to go down by even one. And don’t get me started on getting that number even visible on his body.
The short answer is he’s never getting his door.
The long answer is his number is so unbearably large that it’s a wonder it even has a name. His number will outlive him, the train, and every force that brought him into existence, took him out of it, and put him onto that train. Every star Bill had ever seen in the sky will die and be reborn time and time again. Every planet, every galaxy, every universe, maybe even the entire multiverse itself will cease to exist.
The train will stop running. Its hull will rust and the track will erode away. Everyone who remembers it will die and not a trace that it ever existed will remain. Except for a single passenger in dead space with a glowing number on his hand.
And Bill’s number will decrease.
By one.
What if instead of the theraprism the axolotl put bill on the infinity train
#gravity falls#infinity train#neato :]#blorboposting#to prev who said the number was surprisingly small#i had to explain this#that number is MASSIVE#i did the math and i still can’t comprehend the scale of it#i have so many emotions about this#it’s a good thing it IS exponented because if bill ever realized what he was trying to do#he’d know he never had a chance of succeeding#that number will never move#and the only way he’ll get off that train is when it ceases to exist
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I think a lot about Leo standing up for his brothers in the things that really matter to them.
Like- Leo is the one who immediately pushes Mikey and Donnie into finding Raph the second it’s clear that their oldest brother is missing because he knows Raph can’t handle being separated like that.
Leo is the one who stands up for Mikey when Mikey wants to go on a solo mission, actively vouching for him and being the one to convince Raph into letting Mikey go, because being independent and proving himself just as capable of standing on his own two feet as everyone else means so much to Mikey.
And Leo defends Donnie’s honor in particular when his brothers’ intelligence is insulted because Leo is well aware of how important Donnie’s smarts are to him - and how important having those smarts valued and acknowledged is as well.
All this goes right into just how well Leo knows his brothers. For as much as he’ll tease or fight with them, he knows them, and he loves them.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#listen Leo loves his family SO MUCH#and like it’s no accident that Leo is consistently the one to give pep talks that#very notably#are less ‘everyone as a group’ and more ‘all of you individually’#it’s heartening to see honestly and like#it works with how he is as both a person and as a fighter#he knows people he knows them so well he knows how they work what they’re like#which is SO USEFUL for subterfuge AND portal/teleportation strategy#my guy is charming his charisma comes from his understanding of people at an individual level#when he wants to be he is very very good at that#he’s still a teen who is too cocky for his own good at times but that does not negate his stellar other moments#he can be selfish he can be mean he can be rude but when push comes to shove he is so quick to stand up for his family#Mikey’s statement at the end of the movie about how Leo NEVER gave up on THEM is so important because it’s not JUST about the movie!!#that’s Leo as a whole he will never give up on his bros#portal jacked is telling of this too because although it has a lot of comedic moments#never once does Leo stop looking for a way to get his bros back#they’re everything to him#he’s the face man he’s a people person and he’s the number 1 pet turtle which I will discuss the implications of in this essay-#Will also say that when Leo does these moments of standing up for his bros he’s never expecting praise for it#he’s just glad they find Raph he just smiles when Mikey tells him he loves him he never mentions defending Donnie#leo has a tendency to show off fancy glittery moves but his real actions and feelings are sooo much more lowkey#that you have to be actively looking for them to catch them all#and I really really like that about him it’s so interesting HE is so interesting
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I just saw a clip on TikTok of Five rewinding time at the end of season 2 and can I just say man…look at what we lost…what could’ve been…
#he pulled an insane power move#only to never do it again#not only that. the writers nerfed him#for…plot#sigh#the umbrella academy#five hargreeves#number five
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[putting two fingers to my head] The spirits….they….they’re telling me that…..you’re GAY….
#memes#my crappy art#art#kay draws#psych posting#psych 2006#psych tv#psych art#psych#shawn spencer art#shawn spencer#burton guster#shawngus#carlton lassiter#lassie#juliet o'hara#nobody commits to a bit like Shawn Spencer commits to a bit#he loves to lie he loves to cheat he loves to steal#he walks into a room and points at something and says ‘gimme that please’ and he leaves the room with that object and five phone numbers#istg he moves like a cartoon character#props appear in front of him like magic so he can complete a joke to its full potential#maybe it’s the adhd#maybe it’s the transgender swag#we may never know
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hc jay does NOT play about his karaoke songs
#ninjago#lego ninjago#my lowest effort post yet#aphid’s ninjashits#ninjago jay#jay walker#nya ninjago#kai ninjago#ninjago kai#jaya#ninjago jaya#i guess#zane also joins him zane and jay often sing musical numbers together for fun#other songs on his list include#chasing pavements#hello#the man who never moves#grenade#when i was your man#and hula hoop by loona#someone think of other sad breakup core songs#he’s singing just give me a reason and the one that got away in the drawngs btw#if you somehow couldnt find that out
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Minthara is a paladin of her word. She does not make promises, she makes vows. She makes oaths. Even as an oathbreaker, she heavily adheres to the tenants of it. Being an oathbreaker just gives her more flexibility and freedom to fulfill the oaths she makes. She never breaks a promise and she never breaks a vow, and when she says she's going to do something she is going to do it.
So when she says she will go to Avernus with or without Karlach, she means it. She will personally throw hands with Zariel, and the only thing that will stop her is Zariel's death, or her own. And it is one thing if Karlach does go with her, but a whole other thing if Karlach dies on that pier.
Not only will Minthara be grieving, she will be wrathful. And she's going to channel that wrath to the front to avoid feeling the grief (cause she doesn't always approach her emotions in the healthiest way). And she's going to take some of Karlach's rage and Karlach's fury with her. She will kill any demon or devil that gets in her way. There will be no distractions, unless the side quest gets her closer to Zariel or increases her chances in the fights to come.
Minthara is not doing this for power, she is not doing this for glory, she does not care for a crown or a throne. She is down there in Avernus to avenge the love that burned out too soon.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#minthara baenre#karlach#karlach cliffgate#burnre#karlach x minthara#minthara x karlach#headcanons#and you know what - if she finds the time - she just might kill mizora while she's down there solely because karlach hated that bitch.#and when zariel is finally dead and minthara's knuckles are bruised and bloody#and her oath is fulfilled and the vengeance and the anger fades#she has to confront her grief and the fact that none of this was ever going to bring karlach back#minthara has always known the the world is unfair. but she will actually *feel* that all of this is unfair#but karlach never stopped moving and she never stopped finding beauty in the world - even when she knew her days were numbered#even with her grief - minthara will still get back up and keep living and keep fighting for karlach's sake#and try to discover whatever beauty karlach found in the world.#one of the hardest parts about shipping minthara with a non-elf or a race that doesn't have a long life span#is knowing that minthara is going to outlive them and she'll be alone#and she would *not* handle the grief process well at all#if you both are to die - she wants to die with you because she doesn't want to outlive you and be left alone with her grief#even if karlach did survive and found a cure for her heart - she was always going to die first
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I'll be forever mad that Jayce ruined the moment right there, but not because I think this would've been a perfect ending for them (I don't). I'm mad because if Jayce had just waited five fucking minutes, the resulting scene would've been so juicy.
Look at the way Vi and Cait look at each other here:
Caitlyn: shocked, betrayed, hurt
Vi just looks sad:
We know from their dialogue in ep 8 that while Vi and Caitlyn were making the plan to distract Ambessa, Vi had another one, to bring in Jinx as a contingency in case Caitlyn couldn't be trusted or failed. She had to know Caitlyn wouldn't take it well once she found out. Vi's priority n°1 was saving Vander though, and they likely didn't have much time to think this through. Basically, she had to know that from Caitlyn's POV, it would look like "Vi chooses Jinx over Cait", edition number 2.
And she was likely right! We know Caitlyn lets go of her anger towards Jinx in the next episode, and accepts that Vi has the right to choose her family, but in my opinion, she wasn't there yet in ep 6. Having a broken Jinx locked up in a cell (her single goal for the last few months) while Vi was lying unconscious on her bed for days very likely helped Caitlyn reassess her priorities in life. But here in this scene she literally doesn't have time to think!
Let's look at Caitlyn a bit more here. During their reunion, She probably expected Vi to hate her guts, but instead, Vi looks grumpy, calls her a mongoose and a cupcake in two sentences, and drops the "my dad needs help" bomb after hesitating for a hot, single second. Moments after that, Caitlyn reevaluates her life choices and decides to make a big career change. Plenty of great posts have already been made about Caitlyn's motivations there, but to sum it up, I'd say it was a combination of: her being already wary of Ambessa and not wanting to let a Noxian warlord get her hands on a dangerous weapon / innocent man, being tired of hating herself, and, yes, her feelings for Vi coming back to her in full force.
For a few, glorious moments, she was working with Vi again! Probably feeling more like herself than she had in months. Maybe she started to hope they could reconcile after all. Maybe, she hoped it could be a "do over" for their failed mission with the strike team, where she'd be helping a member of Vi's family, instead of being torn apart by one of them.
... only to find that Vi didn't actually trust her (which was deserved, but still, ouch), and to come face to face with the source of her seething hatred, the single object of her obsession in the last few months. Right after being saved by said source of seething hatred. It's a lot to take in. She had to be simultaneously disappointed and shocked
So, what was she gonna do? There was probably nothing Vi could have said that wouldn't have pissed Caitlyn off right then (no, Vi, saying "she's changed" probably wouldn't have helped), Jinx opening her mouth would have likely made it worse, but at the same time they still had to run away asap. Caitlyn had already betrayed Ambessa, she couldn't go back. Vi pretty much put her in a position where she'd have no choice but to follow along, no matter how angry she was, at least for a little while...
and I made this post just to say, that the resulting bickering would have been hilarious to see :S
(forget about Jayce waiting five minutes, though, what if it they had an hour? what would Caitlyn had done once they were far enough from the Noxian army? point her gun at Jinx? attempt an arrest? (right in front of Vander? gulp) she might have simply ended up separating from them, and that would have been heartbreaking enough, but a completely different story)
((and that's assuming cult member!vander would have just agreed to leave the commune without acting weird))
#arcane#arcane discussion#caitvi#arcane jinx#arcane vi#caitlyn kiramman#what was the point of this post?#none#everything that happened happened because there was a plot to move along#i just like thinking about alternative universes#want another one?#hey what if vi had died at the end of act II#what then#poor jinx looses vander and isha and vi all at the same time#ekko wouldn't have come back in time to stop her from pulling the pin#caitlyn looses vi at the worst possible time too#after thinking they could re conciliate but before they actually did#especially if you remember that in her last moments vi ditched her in the middle of a battlefield to sacrifice herself for jinx instead#=“vi chooses jinx” edition number 3#and vi never gets to be free of her family and choose what she really wants#true tragedy for all three of them
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we do NOT talk enough about kafka's god awful r/malelivingspace apartment. ik kikoru would have a heart attack if she saw this.
#tbf i live like this too#i could never move in with my wife#our combined messes would be a biohazard#kaiju no. 8#kafka#kafka hibino#kaiju number 8#kaiju no.8#kn.8
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105 / Heart - Jessie Early
#end roll#russell seager#uhhh implied chris??#chrissell#my art#i swear i'll have playlist-based things that are more chris-focused too 😭#the ones earlier on i added too recently or never got inspired enough for#so it'll definitely even out midway and later on at least#anyway this is a smaller thing than usual bc my siblings were trying to get me to finish it early on#so i lined it in a rush#and then just didn't feel like ditching that to paint it when i gave up on actually getting it done that fast HAHA#moved chris' apartment number and changed the door a little just for compositional/aesthetic purposes btw#chrissell playlist art
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whenever i think of how nikki's personality has changed from her first game to her latest i get so emotional.. bring back silly lazy genki girl nik </3
#they grow up so fast#shining nikki#nikki up2u#shining nikki fanart#nikki#my art#going thru an incomprehensible number of time loops will change you fr#not to be a momo sympathizer but i imagine one day he woke up and she was suddenly so patient and mature. lost all her airheadedness#had no interest in her usual hobbies. and he never figured out why while she was on time loop. number 100 or something#like yes nikki’s lacking in personality because she’s the mc and it makes for a more immersive story but HC WISE after trying so many times#and experiencing the same thing over and over again u probably stop trying a bit and start observing#just smiling and nodding#WHENEVER u go visit her house in sn and shes dicking around eating chips and practicing her dance routine or whatever THAT is nikki#not bending over backwards to help people or thinking of her next move.. shes spiritually never taken off her goofy rubber boots ok#shes just a lil different now. because of the time traveling#and the death
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waiting for marvel to take you up as their comic artist so that we can have amazing art with cherik official storyline
marvel hire me to draw professor x and magneto making out sloppy style for forty issues straight you will get a BAJILLION dollars i promise
#fave#snap chats#'professor x' what are you a cop. moving on#vjeLKVJEALKV thank you much my friend one can only dream .....#you know whats so funny tho this just reminds me how like. My Number One Cheerleader was my highschool english teacher#she also ran the comic club in case thats relevant. because i was a part of that club OBVIOUSLY#i used to want to be a comic book artist but now i dont but anyway as a part of this club we'd have to draw comics sometimes#and alllll the time my teach would be so happy to get my stuff and she'd always be like#'[Snap] please promise me you'll never give up comics i want to read a comic from you one day' and stuff like that#i think id throw up laughing if i got to email her one day like 'omg hey teach 1.) im not a moody teenager anymore#2.) i got to work for marvel check it out <3' and i have to send her old man yaoi JLVKEJLKAEVJE#FUNNIEST TIMELINE IN THE WORLD I'D ACTUALLY DIE LIKE PLEAAAASSEE THATS ALL I COULD EVER WANT IN LIFE#on the realest note tho i didnt appreciate her enthusiasm enough. i wish i could tell her thank you someday#i think of her a lot whenever im in the dumps about my work she really is one of my biggest motivators#like i guess i COULD just shoot an email. maybe if i actually do something cool with comics or something#i dont even know if she remembers me so it'd just be bizarre wouldnt it#ANYWAYS. sappy story time's over theres a matcha crepe cake with my name on it BYYYYYEEEEE
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Real talk, I hope Nic and Luke are ok.. only just saw how much Netflix and Bridgerton socials are being flooded with complaints. Yes I have my opinions, but they did incredibly with what they were given.
#tbh no ones blaming them - more the showrunner#which i hope isnt reading this stuff too - its too much - she is human#the petitions are doing crazy numbers too#im so upset this is the outcome of the totalled season#part 1 was incredibl#then maybe the pr between both parts created hype that was never gonna be matched#i know nicolas online a lot - i hope she just moves on#this isnt on her#but yes - the show has been messed with from all sides#i fear the show won't survive as long as I'd hoped if things don't change#polin#bridgerton#nicola coughlan#luke newton#lukola
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tim + brentwood characters as boys i was legitimately friends with in high school and think of every single day:
Buzz- Jake (fake names for all of my friends bc privacy reasons) who complained about hanging out with nerds, got into a fistfight with someone else on his football team bc they called us nerds, was thoroughly convinced he'd run laps faster if he was hopped up on pixie stix (i held his backback while he got sick in the bathroom👍👍), he tried to hit on my older sister and she laughed at him, he was so put out he contemplated becoming a monk for a week
Wes: Max, who i helped sneak an entire bottle of orange juice on to the bus to our choir competition, but was unaware he brought a full bottle of vodka as well, ended up crying on our choir teacher for the three hours after the comp and i bought him a box of donuts after school, he did not stop doing this and had severe beef with a kid he knew in 5th grade and hadnt seen since but also hadnt forgotten their name and last i knew, was still awaiting for a dreaded confrontation to eventually come
Kip: Eduardo, who we all thought was studying during lunch but was actually filling his notebook with weird facts he observed about us and also managed to chew several packs of gum at once throughout our math class before the teacher noticed him, didnt know the plot to the clockwork orange so i lied about it for 5 weeks before he read it and called me just to tell me "you lying frog" befire he hung up
Ali: Ángel, who lied several times on separate occasions to the campus security about where people smoked, forgot what chihuahuas were twice, and almost drowned when he was swimming except his older brother got him and he immediately called me while waiting for the ambulance to tell me he almost fucking died, randomly sang a song about crabs he made up throughout the day
Danny: Ben, helped me with my biology homework because i helped him with essays, once released a live rat into the computer classroom because he had beef with the teacher, once texted me at 11 p.m. because he was having a mental breakdown over his chem work before he realized he was actually looking at trig and i told him id shoot him with a tranq gun if he woke me up like this again, kept forgetting how to tie his shoes
Tim: Teddy, he catfished 6 men over the age of 30 by pretending to be a 13 yr old girl and lured them to the part of town where there is an absurd amount of wild dogs that evade animal control and are known to maul humans, i watched him lockpick the english teacher's door so he could take back an essay he wrote bc it was actually a slash fic he printed out and turned in by accident, we hung out at a dennys once and he accidentally put his hand in syrup, looked me dead in the eye and said "i did that bc im gay" and wore pastel pink for a month bc it pissed off the hall monitor, his dad, and also six teachers he didnt even have class with
#robin 1993#Tim Drake#Buzz Cohen#Kip Kettering#Danny Temple#Wes Thomas#Ali Ben Khadir#brentwood#Brentwood Era#timmy tag#God i miss my old friends they all disappeared during the lockdown and i never got their numbers back after they fucking moved#I knew so many weird boys when i was like 15#I was just thinking of them when i remembered the brentwood boys and behold. This post.
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Daud Smoking
yes hello i have made art again please look at his dumb moping face
#dishonored#whale tag#daud#art#ya i think for art attempt number 2 thats pretty good#i will say i think i learned my lesson in regards to black outlining#next try we'll be mixing it up#also my deepest gratitude to whoever made a whole movable 3d bonecharm model#absolute life saver in figuring out that perspective#i'm not a 100 percent on the face#but if i try to perfect that now i will never get done#so i'm just gonna move on with practicing#also windows suck ass holy shit what is that construction#but why yes those letter fragments are from an The Outsider Walks Among Us graffiti hehe
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steam playercounts have done irreversible harm to video games
#game doesn't have hundreds of thousands of concurrent players? oh then it's dead#game is available on multiple platforms but has low numbers on steam? oh then it's dead#single player game that most people will play once and then move on? oh then it's dead#we are never going to see another new ip because of this mentality
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