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chronosaurusnot · 4 years ago

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You belong to me

pairing: dom!bangchan x sub!reader

genre: smut

word count: 2.1k

warnings: idol chan, established relationship, wolfchan, explicit sexual content, cockwarming, pet names, slight degradation/dumbification/humiliation, praising, soft choking, thigh riding, oral (m and f), unprotected sex (stay safe please), cumming, overstimulation, squirting

note: so i decided to post another smut this week just because lol, and i wrote it kinda fast after finding those pics on twitter. i hope you enjoy it as much as i did while writing it!

as always, i’d like to clarify that english is not my first language, so please let me know if there are any mistakes, and feel free to give me suggestions and/or requests<3

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you can’t get out of your mind the image of your boyfriend performing that day. he always causes an impact on you every time you see him on stage; it doesn’t matter that he is already your boyfriend, seeing him perform always fascinates you. but there was something about that kingdom performance that you couldn’t get it out of your mind.

you always found cute the way they compare chris with a wolf, and seeing him wear those wolf ears was actually kinda funny to you. but this time the feeling was completely different. his whole outfit made you go crazy; his tanned skin, his claw marks on his chest and back, the chains on his neck hanging on his body, that weird wolf jacket. and half of the world being able to see him shirtless; you were so jealous since then and desperate to see him in a similar outfit, but this time you wanted yourself to be the only one to see him. you wanted to be the only one who see him dressed in something like that, shirtless, naked. so that’s what you asked chan to do.

“sit here, babygirl” chan said to you while patting his leg. you’re so fucking mad but can’t think straight, so you just obey.

the whole idea was to you to dominate him, to remind him who he really belongs to. he was yours, it doesn’t matter how many people could see him shirtless and being the fucking sex god he was, he is only yours. since you brought this up to him, you spent days thinkin how badly you wanted to make him a slut for you, making him obey every single word you said. but as always, he ended up winning the command. because, after all, everything you wanted him to do for you, it was actually everything you wanna do for him. you are a dumb slut for him, and there is no more than a couple of bratty acts can do about it.

as you get closer to him, he placed his hands on your hips to guide them to his lap. you feel the time running slower as you take a good look at him before completely sitting. it looked even better than you pictured it: the grey wolf ears matched perfectly with his skin, his eyes with a light make up to make them look darker, the black leather choker around his neck that holded chains that hung down till his hips, his black leather pants.

your eyes ran all over him, making you feel already dumb and fucked up. chris smirks at your reaction, and holds your cheek to force you to look at his eyes. “do you like how i look, y/n?” he uses his other hand to hold your hip even harder, forcing your core to get closer. “yes, you actually did a good job. but this is not about praising you for doing the minimum for your girlfriend.” chan looks at you kinda confused. “you showed this side of you to half of the world before me, chris. i think is fair to remind you who you really belong to”

you were just kinda playing -kinda saying the truth-, but the teasing smile he responded with changed your mood. “what is it so funny to you, peach?” you used his pet name to bring him down, but this time it didn't seem to work. “well princess, i find it funny that you are trying to act cruel on me while i can feel your fucking heartbeat on my lap.” he said in a hurtingly teasing way, and moved his hand to hold you softly from you neck. “it is funny that you want to dominate me, while i got you fucked up only by wearing a fucking dumb outfit.” his words made you feel humiliated, but the way he was looking at your body while saying those words made you feel the complete opposite way. to be honest, only the thoughts of this exact moment made you insanely horny. you just wanted him to do with you whatever he wanted to.

he got you closer by your neck and gave you a kiss that quickly started to get harder. his other hand slowly moved inside your shirt to touch your skin, making you shiver. one of your hands that were playing with his hair went down on his body, touching his whole chest to feel his soft skin and then go up again. but this time, you hold him by the chain that was connected to the choker, pulling towards yourself. the repentine pressure on his neck made him let out a breathy moan. “remember you’re mine, chris” you told him between kisses that started to go down on his neck, making him moan again. “i can let you command just a little bit, babygir-” you interrupted his mocking speech by pulling again the chain, cutting his air and making him smirk at your attitude. “i actually love it when you get bratty, but remember it has consequences” he reminded you, but you didn’t care.

you came back to kissing his lips as the hand that was on his hair started to go down now, reaching for his length. but when you were close to it, he held your hand harshly and put it behind your back. “you’re taking it too far, y/n” he said with another smirk, but this time with a darker look on his gaze. he started to kiss you neck, and his other hand forced you to move your core right up into his hard length. “move for me, princess.”

you obey and start to slowly move on his bulge, and just the first feeling of the leather pant right in your panties made you shiver in pleasure. he kept holding your arm behind your back, forcing you to stay still, while his other hand slowly travelled around the skin of your legs, caressing them under your skirt. the feeling of his dick getting harder it only made you hornier, so you speed up your moves and get close to him to kiss him, holding him by the chains. “are you that needy, babygirl?” he teases, and you would have tease him back if it weren’t that he said it with such a low raspy voice and heavy breathing; it drives you crazy when you hear him like that, so you just abandon the posibility of being able to control him. he was completely dominating you, and the only thing you could do about it is to be a fucking needy slut for him. “please channie, i want you so badly” you lean again for a kiss, but he fights back with a smirk on his lips, enjoying your whinny response. “you know, y/n, i love it when you show me how needy you are for me.” he says while taking off your shirt, taking a good look at the lingerie you were wearing. “so why don’t you get on your knees for me, babygirl?”

you obey instantly, and get on your knees while keeping eye contact with him. you were desperate to see the pretty cock of his, to show him how badly you need it. you keep a gaze on every movement he did. he palmed himself a little bit while looking at you with a smirk before unzipping his pants and taking his dick off his boxers. “would you be a good girl and make daddy feel good?” you nodded and started playing with his tip with only your lips, to what he reacted with a raspy moan. you loved how chris had no shame into letting you hear his beautiful moans, it made you enjoy every single second with him even more. you look at him while still teasing at his tip, and when you see him open his mouth to tell you to stop doing that, you sucked till his base and heard his loud moan. “f-fuck, you are soo good bab-bygirl.”

you kept doing your job as if your life depended on it, sucking all of his length till you tasted his precum. “i’m so c-close baby, you-’re so g-good”. he said while holding your hair and watching every single detail of the scene, feeling the room with loud moans and praising words. you made your moves faster to make him cum, keeping the sucking to clean up, and enjoying all the sounds that came off his mouth. “what a good girl, i gotta give my baby a price” he said between heavy breathings and guided you up holding you softly by your neck. chan holded you with his other hand by you hip to push you closer in between his legs, and started kissing your stomach. the sudden touch oh his lips made you let out a soft moan, and you holded his hair while he moved his kisses slowly to your boobs. without taking your bra off he kept moving up, placing wet kisses now on your neck to keep moving to find your lips. “keep being the good girl you are and ride my leg now, y/n” he said, looking at you with his eyes full of desire. he just loves to see you go completely crazy for him, and obeying to all of his words.

he took his pants off before you sit up on him, and the feeling of now his skin through your panties made you shiver for like the tenth time. “you’re so fucking wet princess” he says with a pleasant voice after the first contact. “ride my leg like my slutty babygirl, show me how much of a slut you are for me” his words only made you hornier, and you started to ride his leg with a fast pace. you moaned in a soft way, and held him again by his chains. admiring his body with that outfit made you more needy for him, grinding faster on his leg and adding even more pressure on your clit. “ch-channie, i’m get-ting close”

“you can’t cum by only grinding on my leg, princess. get up.” he moved you up off him, making you let out a really hard frustration moan, getting teary eyes from the cutted off orgasm. but he pushed you to the couch he was sitting on and spread your legs wide open just like that. “didn’t you need my cock that bad? haven’t i told you that you deserved a price for being such a good girl for me?” chris said while caressing your cheek and putting on his condom. you just observed his full body again, still admiring how fucking good he look with those damn wolf ears. “yes channie, please give it to me” you responded with your whiny voice, bringing him closer by the chains to kiss his lips.

he just started thrusting into you at a merciness hard pace that made you moan loudly his name, the room feeling up with the sound of you both and your heavy breathings. his moves continued to fast thrustings, getting you both closer to your edges with every single movement. “i’m s-so cl-ose baby” you say with teary eyes from the intense feeling. “you feel so fucking good y/n, so wet for me” he says in a completely fucked up voice that started to turn into only heavier breathing mixed with moans. seen him all sweaty and losing his pace made you release all the tension that had been building up in your body, making you scream his name as well as chris cum with you.

but he just let pass only a few seconds before kneeling in front of you. “i told you you deserve everything, babygirl” he said with lust in his eyes and started to eat you up, making you moan with tears falling from your eyes for the overstimulation. he licked your clit so good that it hurted, as the same time that he used two fingers to curl inside your cunt. you were a mess and a mix of screaming moans and tears, and could even hold him by his hair correctly. your body was totally uncoordinated from the intense feeling, and you felt not only the knot in your stomach again but now a feeling of being about to explode. you cried out his name, but it only made him move his tongue and fingers faster, making you release your orgasm with a squirt that messed up his beautiful face.

he cleaned his act up and looked at you with a proud smile on his face, making you notice his fucked up makeup and planting a kiss on your lips. “you liked your price, babygirl?”

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hanmabae · 3 years ago

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Can I request a drabble or a headcanons of Hanma overhearing Takemichi talk about a timeskip future where Hanma actually ended up marrying reader and they have 3 daughters? And Takemichi is talking about it because he's shocked that Hanma would even settle down and have kids in the first place let alone with someone like reader who is Hanma's opposite? And even Hanma's pleasantly surprised but not mad at hearing about it. Lol Sorry if weird request, I've been thinking about a scenario like this. Thank you, feel free to play around with the idea if you like it or it inspires something along the lines. I love your writing.

He is married and has three kids?!

⤷ ♡ CHARACTERS :: Shuji Hanma x gn! gender (y/n)

⤷ ♡ GENRE :: ANGST, Drama, TW, Funny moments?

⤷ ♡ WARNING :: Cursing, TW death, blood moments with gun, somehow sad one! I warned you!

⤷ ♡ A/N :: Ahh damn I like this request! It’s long??? But I still love it! Btw I was lazy to re-read it so if you’ll find some mistakes my bad T_T THERE IS A PIC OF HANMA! So DONT FORGOT! ;)

"How are you doing, Naoto?" Takemichi remarked this while staring down on Hina's younger brother, who was the one who had opened the door. He was a tiny boy, but Takemichi had already irritated him. “Can you tell me what you want from me?” He inquired, his gaze fall on his sister, who stood alongside him. Actually, it was too late, and Naoto was surprised of why his sister was out with the guy now.

"Doesn't it seem like it's already too late? Why are you bringing my sister here at this hour?” Takemichi and Hina shared a giggle as she walked into the house. "Bye, Hina, and have a nice night!" And you, Naoto," he said, reaching out his right hand to shake it. "I hope I will not see your dumb face at this time or I won't be able to sleep without nightmares," he said, trying to shake his left hand.

After everything went black, Takemichi finally woke up in his bad. "Woah, this time-skip was normal; I hope everything is fine," he mumbled. His phone rang, and it was Chifuyu on the other end.

"Yes," he said, smiling. "How come you have such a happy voice?" "Did you forget what day it is?" he said in a low voice

Takemichi's eyes widened. “What day is it today?” he asked with a curious tone.

"TODAY IS DRAKEN'S WIFE'S BIRTHDAY," he exclaimed, "AND IF YOU FORGOT WHO'S BIRTHDAY IT IS, TODAY IS EMMA'S." Takemichi was shocked by the information he received from Chifuyu.

"Ah, and Hina is waiting for you, so don't be late or Draken will kill you," he said as he hung up the phone.

'Wait, what was that?' He questioned himself. "Don't tell me that everyone is alive during this time-skip?" His eyes welled up as he prepared for Emma-chan’s birthday.

When he arrived, he found Hina waiting for him. He stepped out of the taxi and approached her.

She hugged him right away, saying, "I missed you so much, even though we only met yesterday." She kissed him and smiled.

Takemichi was surprised by the unexpected kiss and hug. "Me too," he smiled. "Let's get going or we'll be late."

When they entered, he saw everyone from Toman, including Black Dragons and Valhalla members, as well as Moebius. It was really strange.

Emma and Draken were the next thing he saw. They were both smiling and talking. He hadn't seen them happier in a long time.

“Hey, Takemichi” Draken said with a huge smile and he hugged him. "Happy birthday to your wife," he remarked as he hugged him.

After he saw Hina and Emma were hugging also and crying. ‘They haven't changed at all’ he thought and smiled. “Hey, Emma happy birthday to you! I wish you all the best” he smiled and Emma hugged him. "Thank you very much!" "I missed you guys!" she exclaimed in a sweet tone.

Then there was a scream, and he turned at Emma, where a strange girl was hugging her and Emma was crying. "I MISSED YOU SO MUCH, MY LOVEEE," Emma sobbed. "I missed you as well!" But please don't cry because you'll ruin your make-up," she laughed.

Takemichi was interested who she was because Takemichi knew all of her friends and Hina knew her.

While he was thinking someone called her.

"Darling, don't run like this; what if you fall and injure yourself?" Takemichi looked at the man who said it, but he couldn't identify who he was.

He was tall, with a large muscle body, and dressed elegantly in black with a red tie. He was so attractive that girls from other parts of the room were salivating (drooling, dripping, slurping!!k let's say that they got horny and finish here haahah) and staring at him with hungry eyes. That was strange, because even Hina was staring at him with those eyes, and of course, he felt jealous of this man. (I PUT A PIC OF HANMA DOWN! Pls don’t get horny lol)

"Sure, honey, I won't," she said as she hugged him. "After all, if I get harmed, you'll kill someone," she laughed.

"You guys are so adorable and look so wonderful," Emma exclaimed. "I can't think of a more wonderful couple than you," Hina continued. 'Did she really just say that?' Takemichi was moved by the girls' remarks and turned to gaze at a man who was staring at the girl who was holding him. His eyes were filled with passion and love; even though he loved Hina more than anything, he could never look at someone like this; how even a man could look at someone like this.

"Shuji Hanma, quit humiliating me!" She said this in a grating tone as she let go of him.

"Oh my, sorry, Miss Hanma," he replied as he kissed her on the cheek.

'There's no way in hell it can be true- don't tell me it's Hanma, who was cruel and insane.' Takemichi was lost in his thoughts. ‘ How did he become so massive and tall? And what about Y/n? Has she changed? She, too, is tall and unusual. I remember her as a short and sweet girl with a lovely smile, and today she is a completely different person, she even married Hanma?!!! He was insane and loved beating people, he wasn't outstanding at school and didn't care about anything, he had the status of a psycho bad boy who was the leader of Valhalla and acting leader of Moebius, he was also in Toman and Tenjiku?How did this girl who was good in school and only wanted to be a doctor to make her parents proud become the villain's wife?' Takemichi was contemplating the entire issue.

"How are your kids? "I really miss them!" Emma said in a soft voice.

"My girls are the best dad's girls," he said proudly.

'They even have kids?' Takemichi's jaw dropped. 'When did this happen?' (no but imagine his face while he was processing it T_T it would be hilarious)

Three girls appeared out of nowhere. One was around 6-7 years old, the other was 5-6 years old, and the final was 4 or younger.

"DADD MOMM," the middle child said. "Hanako baby," Y/n said, her hands outstretched.

"DAz, Dadzzy." Hold me plwease~” The small girl shouted out to her father in a pure soul, "yes my love, come here," and he held her and she kissed his cheek passionately.

"Makoo aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa "I can't believe she's already talking," Yuzuha shouted back proudly. “Y/n! I really missed you! "Where have you been?" she said as they hugged.

"Well, as you can see, work and kids... "I don't have time to go out," she answered quietly.

"How are you, Takemichi?" hanma called him.

Takemichi flinched and became terrified. "Ahh, you see, I was busy as well," he mused as he rubbed his neck.

"Don't be afraid, I won't do anything; after all, my wife will kill me," he joked, and Mako poked Shiji's cheek, and then she looked at Takemichi, but she became irritated and hugged dad right away.

'So, why am I curious?' 'After all, it's Hanma's daughter,' he thought out arguments calmly but dumbly.

"I forgot you got married on y/n, and I had no idea you had three girls," he smiled, "and they are so cute, they look more like you than their mother." hanma laughed.

"It's because they're my girls," he said as he hugged Mako and laid his head on her. "But don't tell this to Y/n, or you won't live," he laughed.

“Yeah, sure” he looked at mako who was hugging her dad.

"By the way, how's your business?" Hanma wondered, his gaze drawn to his wife, who was playing with their children and friends.

"What business?" Takemichi was surprised to discover that he had his own business. "Well, as I clearly remember, you left all the gang groups and now you have five manga stores that are quite popular, even my older daughter goes there to buy things," he explained.

"This one? Ahh, this one? Yes, everything is fine; however, where do you work?" he was kind of scared to ask.

He set his daughter down, saying, "baby Mako, go to mommy, we have to talk." She walked away, and Hanma turned to face Takemichi, saying, "well, you know that I'm still the head of Valhalla and Moebius, right? I'm also cooperating with Black Dragons. After all, I'm helping Koko and Inupi," he joked.

"Are you still involved with gangs?"

'Is he serious? Isn’t he afraid of his wife's or children's lives? They are literally in risk because of him,' he claimed.

"Yeah, I know what you're thinking, but it's not that miserable! And they will never touch them," he remarked calmly.

"I'm happy you found your love, and now you have amazing children." Takemichi laughed adorably.

“Yes, I can't imagine my life without them.” he stopped. “You know, if I had not met my wife, I don't know what kind of life I would have right now,” he said with a proud voice.

“I'm glad”

‘Damn I know he is still the same psycho but y/n created whole new person and I am impressed’

Before Takemichi could say something someone opened the door and yelled

“HA, HA, HA, who do we have?” it was south.

“South it's not the right time,” Draken said with an angry voice “Let don't start anything,” Mitsuya said with a calm voice and Hakkai stand up and went to Mitsuya.

“We don't need any problems, could you leave?” Chifuyu said.

“Everyone will survive only if you'll bring me Hanma Shiji, we need to talk.” He laughed and began looking around for him.

“No, if you have any problems with my husband, I'm here to listen” Takemichi looked at her.

She didn't seem to be afraid in her gaze. Her children became scared, Hanako hugged her leg, and the other girls went to Yuzuha.

"Y/n stop!" Hanma was furious. "Agreed, you should back off," Chifuyu added, to which everyone agreed.

“So you're Hanma’s little bitch, aren't you?” South said with looking at Hanako. "And these are Hanma's famous kids?" he chuckled.

"Hanma, do you know what will happen if you don't come with me?" Right?” He glanced at Hanma with mischievous eyes.

“Don't worry I know but don't touch them or you will regret that you were born” he said while getting close to him.

“NO! "Don't do this, Shuji, or I'll kill you with my hands," she said as she approached the South.

South became fascinated and went to Y/n. He smirked at her, "Hanma, your wife isn't that bad," he said, touching her cheek, "what a shame you aren't mine."

"I warned you to keep your hands off my wife." Hanma attempted to approach close, but South pulled out his gun and placed it on Y/n’s forehead, saying, "move and she'll die." He stopped laughing and then placed the gun on Hanako, saying, "otherwise she'll die, so select who will go out of the game first."

"South, enough! This isn't a game!" "Take the gun away from the kid, she's only six years old," Mitsuya yelled angrily.

"Take the gun away from my daughter or I'll destroy you," Hanma couldn't take it any longer, wondering how someone could have put the gun on his wife and daughter's foreheads.

"Who cares how old she is? I was 5 when I first killed someone," he joked, "and she is nothing to me."

"South put the gun on me and let her go, you have me and she hasn't done anything to you," Y/n shouted, eyeing him straight.

"Oh, who cares, you guys are annoying me; I'll ask Hanma one more time, will you come with me?"

"If you let them go, then I'll" he said Hanako, who was afraid but didn't want to upset her dad, so she pretended to be brave. She had fluffy eyes and fluffy cheeks, she was little but had a strong ego, she got it from her mother. She had black hair and brown eyes, as well as some yellow highlights in her hair. Hanako was a bright lovely girl; most girls her age were not as brave or as smart as she was. She stood boldly behind her mother, looking at her father with a warm smile, as if she knew something bad was about to happen at any moment.

"You guys irritate me," he says as he shoots Hanako in the head while she was smiling at her father.

"HANAKO NOO!" hanma shouted, but we all know that nothing would change the death of his daughter, who died right in front of his eyes, when she was smiling at him, bringing him joy because she wasn't afraid, she just wanted to make dad proud.

"Who'll be the next to go?" He shot his older daughter with the rifle he had on her.

"DADD I'M SCARED," the middle one cried, and South killed her as well.

Hanma stood there, unaware that his three daughters had transformed into angels from books he had read to them at night when they couldn't sleep.

Y/n was standing all in Hanako's blood, she had dead eyes. Her three daughters died in front of her eyes. Her heart was telling her that she was a bad mother, and her mind was telling her that she should kill South. She rushed over to him.

"How date you kill my daughters," she wanted to say, but South grabbed her with one hand. "Oh, come one, give your final words to your husband, not to me." Y/n had tears in her eyes, looked at Hanma, and whispered, "I'm sorry dear, remember that we loved you," and she died in South's hands.

Hanma knelt, his eyes left empty. "You killed them," it was all he said.

Everyone was shocked and began to cry; it didn't matter if it was a boy or a girl; they all adore this family, Y/n and even Hanma.

"I've finished my work." South said and absolutely despised.

Takemichi couldn't say anything, but he felt a press on his shoulder and looked up to see Naoto with red eyes.

'Even Naoto cried,' he thought. "Takemichi, go back and kill South, and make sure you kill him, or I'll kill you with my hands."

He offered his hand to shake Takemichi's hand.

Takemichi carefully examined Hanma and the bodies. Then he looked around at everyone and wiped his tears. "Let's kill him and help Hanma and his family," he said as he shook his hand and everything went black.

“That’s what happened” Takemichi finished telling the whole story of his last time-skip to chifuyu.

"Are you saying Hanma had three daughters and a wife?" Which was Y/n?” He sounded jealous.

“Yeah” Takemichi looked up in the sky. "Do you have any thoughts on how to change South?" he asked Fuyu.

"I'm not sure, but Naoto said to kill him, which I completely agree with it because he killed Y/n." He looked down at his hand and said, "If it's necessary, I'll do it."

"What made you so angry when I told you she was married on Hanma?" Takemichi asked.

"It's none of your business, let's go, I'm hungry," Chifuyu replied as he went up from the ground.

Meanwhile, Hanma was sitting nearby Chifuyu and Takemichi; they didn't notice him, but he was close enough to hear what they were saying.

“So I'm going to marry her and have three daughters? That can't be possible." He chuckled and put his hands on his face, saying, "hmmm, somehow this thing got me to act up, and I'm having strange feelings that I've never had before, but I like it." He stared at the river, then at the moon. ‘I don't even regret it, I'm thankful that I'll have people who will take care of me in the future and people who I'd take care of... I'm curious how you'll feel when someone takes care of you. After all, I don't know anyone who would give me such a feeling.' He exhaled, "What a useless and shameless person am I?" he whispered, disappointed and unhappy, staring at the moon one last time before standing up.

“Well, Miss. Hanma, I'll make sure to protect you and my future kids” he walked away with a big smile On his face.

🏷 Tag list :: @erishaitto @miyuaditt @voldyshit-1997 @dai-tsukki-desu @mrssunasimpowo @wakasagurl

HERE IS THE PIC! @ to owner! Ugh hot:(

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sportyclown · 4 years ago

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how sawamura, miyuki, yuki, and kuramochi text (friends + s/os)

will most likely do a part 2 with more boys at a later date! these got freakishly long because i am, at my core, a very mad. also might revisit as i get re-familiar with the characters, i just had this idea floating around in my head. also the way these got pro

sawamura eijun

no matter who he texts, it’s always extremely extra. not only does he always give more information than you asked for – ex. if you text him wya? he will give you a play by play of his entire route or something

he also uses tons of emoticons. and yes I do mean emoticons, baby boy has a flip phone. ifhe does eventually get a smart phone, then this boy overuses tf out of emojis. he’s the sort of person that sees someone use a combination of emojis he likes and then tries to copy them, but uses it completely incorrectly, but its v cute.

if you send him a meme, he will respond with an unnecessary amount of hahas.

when he’s texting his lil bae, they’re always on his mind so he ofc texts them every thought that comes to his mind! when he sees something that reminds him of you, he won’t hesitate to share it with you.

if you have been together for a long time, then we will definitely text you words of affirmation and be very honest/blunt about how he feels about you. he’s also always sure to ask you about your day - and he seriously cares. but i still i feel like with a s/o he would prefer facetime to texting just because he likes to see you :)

overall, a very adorable texter and his enthusiasm is just as contagious when texting as it is in person. he’s kind of clueless so he doesn’t pick up on subtext. so be blunt, just like he will be with you~

kuromochi youichi

my bias might be showing here, but I feel like he is one of the most well-adjusted boys in terms of being ready for a serious relationship tbh (at least post-high school). i mean we all saw that he regularly corresponded with wakana wish that were me lmao

i think he would most often use proper capitalization, but not to the point where he uses a period after every text

would send his friends news articles about his favorite fighting games where u like gaming or not

a meme fiend in general. the sort of person who uses reaction images of people he knows. (if you’re dating, he would still have a stash of funny pics/screenshots of you on ft, but he’d ofc only use them with you <3). his convos with his friends are rarely serious

i don’t think he’d be the type to text haha out loud, but he does use LOL on occasion. with close friends/his lil bae he might send a voice memo of him laughing hysterically if you send him something REALLY funny. ugh my annoying king <3

unlike eijun he’s the king of being perceptive / picking up subtext.

similarly, i do think he’s pretty reliable, but for friends i feel like he might make a lil bit of a stink lmao. like lets say a friend wants him to pick something up for them, he might play like he won’t do it then miraculously shows up with the requested item. its giving tsundere vibes on the low.

with his partner: i feel like he would use emojis when he’s trying to be ~cute~. i think with a established partner he’d be pretty flirty still but he’s v much whipped for his partner so its way more mushy than it would be early in the relationship.

yes your name has hearts/stars in his phone. mans is a SAP for you

his love language is more quality time imo, so I think he values time spent with you over texting time. so a lot of your texts might be asking you to come over to hang out / get a meal or vice versa

like eijun he wants to hear about YOU, and is very supportive and good at advice when he wants to be. he can be goofy but this is how he shows you he cares/sees you as more than a friend

he’s a blushy/shy boy with his s/o esp early in the relationship, so he might be hesitant or nervous to say “i love you” or anything like that outright, but you know anyway, which just makes the times when he does outright say it that much sweeter.

miyuki kazuya

i mean it goes without saying that this man is snarky. he’s not a meme king himself but he enjoys when people send them to him and will usually play off the meme to make his own jokes.

i feel like he also likes deep-fried memes or the very abstract, post-modern memes. miyuki is good at making other people laugh, but he has a generally very-off brand humor and the things that make him cackle hardest are either at someone else’s expense (very similar to kuramochi, so they bond a lot over that) or just indiscernible without access to a huge layer of context/background

saves the reaction photos kuramochi sends him, but doesn’t usually use them. but seeing an ugly pic of eijun yelling never fails to make him grin LMAO

i think he also texts A LOT about baseball, even more so than these other baseball dummies. texts his teammates a lot of articles he reads or clips from games/cool plays. this is mostly about texts, but in terms of social media I think miyuki uses twitter/instagram the most especially for baseball related reasons, while kuramochi uses snapchat the most.

he probably texts a lot about baseball as well, both seriously and playfully

i can see him using hahas and LOLs in equal measure, but he would also utilize the haha reaction if he had an iphone. this boy does value his wit so he would definitely have commentary about any memes or jokes he’s sent

you won’t win a joke war against him, he will definitely one-up whatever you send him with either a one-liner or another joke. how tf does he do it?

definitely ignores people/conversations if he really wants to - but ofc he never does that to his BAE

if miyuki give you a dry one-line response...he’s not interested at all or he’s feeling frustrated about something else. but when he’s really happy? he will text his friends all the time and spam them! i see him as someone who enjoys texting when he has the attention span/state of mind for it. and when he’s texting his s/o his texting gets even more ~flavorful~

wit his lil bae: i don’t think miyuki would switch it up much w his s/o. is probably even more teasing with you over text than he is with his friends, which is saying something.

like talking with you just by nature of you being his partner. prob prefers texts to facetime because text kinda allows for maximum snark

he LIVES for you guys’ witty back and forth

if he’s traveling for work or something, will definitely relish in you guys binge texting a tv show or something but just making funny commentary (or he’ll just send you funny commentary to get a reaction)

he can dish it and he’s also not a super sensitive guy so he can take it tenfold from you as well. nothing y’all wouldn’t be used to when talking in person!

sometimes when texting him you’ll want to beat his a*s because he can be so cheeky but its endearing in a way. he definitely adds emojis to the end of his more annoying messages to give it that loveable vibe (and it works ofc, we love u miyuki)

he’s kinda clingy on the low so i think he’d prefer a partner that’s more open with their affection via text than he is. he would live for your random ilys or whatver throughout the day. also would not mind at all if you updated him on your actions throughout the day or sent him snaps - might not be able to respond to everything, but will react and appreciate it. very likely to make jokes about whatever you’re doing.

would also apologize over text. he’s not always used to apologizing can be awkward about it, so text makes it easier for him.

he would use emojis w you in a joking/ironic way. would absolute use those dumb but genius emoji combinations

yuki tetsuya

i’m literally cracking up thinking about texting him. he is one of my ultimate baes but im sorry i just know he texts dry asf. but its part of his charm!

has a flip phone. either never upgrades or gets the chunkiest most basic android if he is forced to

the thing is this man thinks that he is infusing all his texts with, like, tajin level seasoning, when in reality its pepper

uses punctuation. always. exclamation marks are used sparingly to express excitement.

but i can’t get the image out of my head of an upset tetsuya texting you a simple angry emoji (or the angry emoticon >:( LOL) if he’s reeeeeeally mad. but its v cute i can’t take him seriously. i just want to give him a hug <3

but you know what he is so PASSIONATE about whatever he’s talking about that his passion bleeds into his text through sheer quantity of words and depth of thought. ultimately, all his conversations end up being extremely flavorful in terms of content. he is surprisingly good at having deep conversations over text.

he’s better at holding conversations with more extroverted personalities, truthfully.

he’s another one who sends random things to people when he thinks about them. miyuki of course gets so many texts/thoughts about shogi. if you get a random haiku, poem, or quote from testu, that means you’re blessed enough to be in his inner circle! he definitely thought of you when he read it and and wants you to respond!

with bae: he doesn’t really change up his texting style tbh, but he has a stronger outward reaction to what YOU text in response.

definitely the type to smile almost imperceptibly at his phone as he texts you, even if you send him something like “hey i’m at the store, want anything?”

he’s not great as verbal affection early in the relationship, so you’ll have to discern his love/affection. however baby boy is NOT afraid to just straight up say he loves you, he does it all the time and early.

he’s KNOWN for being reliable and responsible, so he will be at your beck and call when he’s able to for anything you need, but his heart is also warmed by the thought of you reciprocating that care. if your texts show him you’re thinking of him just like he does too. he’s very gentle and sweet, and checks up on you when he’s able to see if you need anything at all.

he might be reliable, but that doesn’t mean that he’s the quickest guy to respond to texts. he’s a busy guy, and he doesn’t think about his phone all the time, but he will always get back to you (bae does not play when it comes to completing things).

if they came up with a shogi game for gamepidgeon and tetsu had an iphone, your phone probably would be spammed with requests for games lol.

this is my first time doing headcanons like this so please let me know what you think or give me tips on how to improve! I really enjoying thinking about it so I hope to do more in the future <3

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hqwritings · 5 years ago

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Tsukkishima, Tanaka, Nishinoya, and Sugawara’s Reacting to Their S/O Cheering Them On

@nikki--han requested: so so, can you make headcanons for Tsukki, Tanaka, Noya and Suga when their s/o cheering them during a match?

A/N: First official request! Hello everyone! Rules, about me, and (possible) masterlist will be posted shortly! I really went ham on this I wanted to go real big to start everything off. Requests are currently open so please feel free to send one in (please remember that this post is an exception and that requests can only have a max of three characters)

Tsukkishima Kei:

-He’s honestly really caught off guard by it?? He’d expect something like this from his brother maybe, but you? One of the things he likes about you is that you’re relatively quiet, but hearing you call out his name in the stands with his brother makes his heart swell more than he’d like to admit

-He quickly looks away and feigns annoyance when in reality he’s just super flustered. Yamaguchi knows exactly how he’s feeling and because he’s your local Tsukki expert and Sugawara knows because he’s that much of a little shit

-Tanaka and Noya hear you calling out for Tsukki and when they see that his face looks slightly annoyed it pisses them off, but when Yams tells them it’s because he’s flustered and embarrassed they don’t stfu. Tsukki doesn’t even have it in him to say his usual “shut up Yamaguchi” because he’s right and he knows that if they see his blush it’ll only add more fuel to the flame

-He does his best to carry on like usual but his teammates quickly notice that he’s actually putting in more effort than usual? It’s really off-putting but when they put two and two together that it’s because of you they all low key go soft because awww Tsukki is being a soft boyfie!

-Hinata doesn’t know how to stfu either and makes a direct statement abt this “Hey Tsukishima! You’re playing a lot better today! … Is it because Y/N’s here?”

-Tsukkishima gives him a hella death glare for this and Hinata cowers in fear because he doesn’t understand why he got him so angry. He was just pointing out the obvious Tsukki, don’t be a meanie!

-After Karasuno takes the win he meets up with you and Akiteru. He acts like he’s annoyed at you two but when Akiteru sees the way he’s looking at you he leaves you alone. The rest of Karasuno can see it too and as much as Noya and Tanaka want to stick around for the tea, they’re dragged away by Ennoshita who tells them to mind their business

-Unrelated, but Kiyoko is also especially entertained by all of this and gives a giggle and a knowing look to Tsukki as he makes his way to you (much to his embarrassment)

-When you two are alone you’re looking up at him questioningly. “Tsukki? Are you okay? Did I do something wrong by coming here? I’m sorry I just wanted to-“

-He’s hugging you. He’s hugging you so freaking tight and hiding his face in your shoulder because he can’t fathom how absolutely in love he is with you right now. He’s embarrassed and happy and angry because his heart is beating fast and he doesn’t get it and

-He forgets all of that when you hug him back. You two step just a little closer to each other and when he’s ready he’s gives a soft little kiss to your cheek and quietly whispers a “thank you” in your ear

Tanaka Ryuunosuke:

-Mans sees you and he. Is. HYPED! They’re doing their whole “walk dramatically to the court to assert dominance” thing and he’s all focused and has his gangsta face on but the moment he hears your beautiful voice shout “Tanaka(-senpai)!!!” He’s done for.

-He sees you and suddenly his gangsta face is now a puppy-that’s-desperate-for-attention face and he wants to cry on the spot he loves you so much?? You’re even out there with his sister and both of you have Pom poms and stuff and maybe even color coordinated your outfits to match w Karasuno’s colors and he is on cloud 9 you look so freakin cute!! (And he’s gotta have a pic of you in that outfit)

-Immediately grabs Noya (who’s also doing an Angry™ face) by the shoulder and stops him just so that they can admire the two of you together. Noya is obv your bestie and he absolutely loves seeing you and his other bestie happy and he really likes the outfits you're wearing! They’re crying happy tears and Tanaka’s going “I’m so lucky man” and Noya’s agreeing saying “We both are” because who gave you the right to be so gosh darn cute

-You notice Noya and wave to him too, which gives him happy tears as he’s waving back to you and Tanaka’s blowing you kisses and at this point everybody in Karasuno is looking at them in disgust because they’re so weird but they also think you’re cute and appreciate you being here to cheer them all on, especially since you’ve been so supportive even before they made it this far, offering to get snacks and even find ways to increase the budget.

-Eventually though they have to start the game and Daichi begrudgingly starts dragging them “Cmon you two, you can talk to Y/N later after we take our victory” Noya and Tanaka immediately snap out of it because as much as they both love you, you and them both know that the game is what takes top priority right now. Tanaka looks up at you in the stands and shouts “I’ll talk to you after the game, ok Babe! This victory’s gonna be for you!” And he blows one more kiss to you before resuming his walk to the court, now 10x more confident

-needless to say he is on F I R E the entire time, absolutely destroying the opposing team and doing so knowingly, giving an evil smirk every time he blocks or spikes a really nasty kill. At this point the other team is absolutely pissed off with how cocky he looks (some even knowing about his whole encounter with you in the stands getting jealous; “the only reason why he’s good is because his s/o’s here”)

-Ukai and Takeda are especially pleased with him and everyone on the team knows that this sudden boost in morale and confidence is thanks to you. They also notice that Tanaka’s actually quieter now, focused on the game and on listening to what his teammates have to say when they’re discussing strategy off the court.

-Now even though Tanaka’s an amazing player, he’s human and he makes mistakes sometimes. But knowing that you’re up there pisses him off even more but when he feels himself getting really stressed, it’s Kiyoko who says to him “Tanaka, you’re getting carried away. Remember, Y/N’s cheering for you. Would they really wanna see you lose your cool like this?” Everybody’s so surprised because A)Kiyoko’s saying words and B)Shes being nice to Tanaka??? But Tanaka appreciates it and they share an agreeing nod that this is something he can easily make up for. He goes back into the game and everybody’s telling him not to mind and just to carry on

-And carry on they do, all the way to fucking victory. They’re all exhausted and ready to just go out and eat and sleep but when Tanaka sees you waiting for him outside the doors he immediately runs to you and picks you up (regardless of whether or not you’re taller/shorter than him) and is peppering you with kisses, not caring who sees or gags (*cough*Tsukki*cough*) and you’re congratulating him and the team (who all thank you)

-side note: even though you give Noya plenty of attention too, the attention of your bestie still isn’t quite the same as the attention of a partner. Both Kiyoko and Yachi notice this, Kiyoko giving him a good pat on the back and a “well done” and Yachi giving him a high five and a hug. It’s still not quite the same but he relishes in it anyway because girls ((this is me vicariously living through Kiyoko and Yachi bc I too want to smother Noya in hugs))

-After eating out and celebrating and finally getting home (your parents allowing you to stay with Tanaka so long as Saeko sticks around to make sure no funny business is going on) Tanaka and you are cuddling on the couch, still pressing soft kisses to one another as he also pats your head telling you how much he loves you: “Thank you for coming Y/N, you really make me feel like the luckiest guy in the world”

Nishinoya Yuu:

-Another hyped boy!! Holy shit he loves you so much that he’s bouncing up and down on the closest person (which just so happens to be Asahi, who is terrified right now because he’s being shaken like a rattle) and pointing at you aggressively while also waving “GUYS GUYS GUYS OMG ITS Y/N GUYS ITS Y/N HI BABY!!!”

-Hinata sees this and probably says something like “Wow!! Noya-San’s s/o came to support him! That’s so cool” to which Noya absolutely just basks in because hell yeah he’s the cool guy of the group that got an s/o before everybody else. Tsukki gives an annoyed groan and Tanaka’s hyping his buddy up while also giving a wave to you. Asahi wants to wave too but is too squeamish from how much Noya’s shaking him. Suga has to get him off of him because no. The only person allowed to emotionally and physically scar Asahi is him (re: literally every time Suga hits Asahi as motivation)

-He’s jumping up and down in front of the crowd, not caring who sees or hears him as he shouts to you “This win’s gonna be for you baby!!” You laugh and reassure him that he’s gonna do great and that you’ll see him after the game, but you know that look on Daichi’s face and quickly advise Noya to go back before Daichi sends him to an early grave.

-He gives a pout and goes back but not before flashing you one more big grin that absolutely melts your heart. Tanaka’s giving him a pat on the back, assuring him that they’re gonna win this and he’ll be able to smooch your beautiful face the moment they get off the court. Noya’s extra pumped now and the whole team is ready to take home the win

-Cheering Noya on not only inflates his ego but apparently it boosts his speed as he’s receiving balls left and right, not even giving the opponents a chance to score a point. He can receive even the nastiest spikes and he’s loving the way his arms are burning (he makes a note to show them off to you later, almost as if they’re battle scars he got while fighting heroically. Ofc you reassure him as such when you’re praising him later)

-During timeouts or anytime he’s out of the court and just resting on the bench getting his thoughts together he’s also looking at you. You both give each other encouraging looks and when you make a little heart at him with your hands, he’s blushing extra hard and he’s thinking his heart is going to jump right out of his chest. He’s grabbing the nearest person (Probably Narita or Kinoshita, poor bbys) and clutching his heart while saying “My Y/N is so freaking cute look at how cute they are oh my god-“ “Yup, mhm, absolutely adorable Noya now please let go of me-“

-At one point he does rolling thunder (yes, and he says it out loud while doing it) and for a hot second everything goes kinda silent because why tf did he say that out loud that’s so stupid- but to you that just makes him extra cool as you’re cheering him on in the stands shouting “YEAH!! GO ROLLING THUNDER!!!” Noya has selective hearing and only hears you praising him so his ego is inflated even further

-When Karasuno inevitably wins thanks to everyone’s hard work, but especially Noya’s incredible receives and the Kghn quick attack, everyone is cheering and laughing and when Noya and Tanaka do a really sweet chest bump, Noya’s immediately looking up to you in the stands going “See! Told you I’d win for you!” You give a soft smile and laugh quietly as you get up to go down and congratulate the rest of the team

-Noya jumps on you the moment he sees you, smothering you in kisses and love and while he is cute it’s also low key gross because he is sweating really really bad and he’s getting it all over your clothes. You know if you push him off though, he’ll be pouty and upset so you let him do it anyway because what’s one happy boyfriend compared to some slightly sweaty clothes?

-Even though everybody is really tired and exhausted Noya somehow isn’t? Or at least it’s not showing as he’s happily stuffing his face and going on and on to you how amazing he felt while playing today, pulling a Hinata and giving weird sound effects while he’s eating (“mmfmmfandWOOSH-“) literally nobody can understand him but because he’s your boyfriend and you’re a certified Nishinoya Professional™ you understand him perfectly and eagerly add on (at this point nobody’s surprised because they all know how whipped you two are).

-The moment he gets home though he is OUT and immediately falls asleep as soon as you two are cuddling on his bed. As you’re stroking his hair and he’s slowly drifting further into unconsciousness in your arms he whispers to you before completely going out “I love you Y/N, thank you for cheering me on”

Sugawara Koushi:

-Now one might think that because he’s one of the more “mature” ones of the group he’d be more calm and collected right? WRONG, mans is absolutely freaking out. You all saw the way he was when Kiyoko held his hands, how do you think he’d react to his beautiful s/o calling his name in the stands? He’s absolutely going to be flustered as hell

-He’s so happy and he feels so grateful that you’re here to cheer him on and he needs Daichi and Asahi to hold him for a quick sec because he’s just so happy that you’re there. Asahi and Daichi are high key making fun of him but Sugawara doesn’t give a shit and knows it’s just bc they’re jealous they don’t have an s/o yet (totally that and not because he looks like a tomato, yep absolutely)

-You give your hellos to Asahi, Daichi, and Kiyoko too and they all promise that he’ll be fine and will definitely have his time to shine today. Even though you don’t mind whether or not he actually gets to play, you nod and continue to cheer them on.

-When Ukai actually subs him in Suga is on fire, utilizing the signals to the max and scoring so many points for the team. He even does a few setter dumps! He can’t quite put his finger on it but he feels especially in shape today and like he can take anything on. He definitely has you to thank for that.

-He actually stays in the game from then on nearly all the way to the end of the match, only being subbed out for Hinata when Ukai wanted to use his and Kageyama’s quick attack. It’s only when he finally reaches the sidelines does it dawn on him that oh shit he’s going to pass out- his energy today has been fueled x10 and when he finally gets to calm down and focus on himself, he’s gasping for water and dripping in sweat. He looks up to you and you’re concerned face because you see how absolutely wrecked he looks but he gives you a cute smile to reassure you that he’s completely fine and even blows you a kiss and mouths an “I love you”- shit you’re so soft for him (even when he’s a sweaty mess)

-Soon he’s out back out there and it’s a little concerning how easily he was able to go back into his Uber focused mode. Nonetheless it was especially useful, as he immediately pulled off a setter dump and got the team to match point. At this point you and Yachi are clinging to each other in the stands, anxious for the result of the game.

-Karasuno wins! And you’re all jumping in the air and the team is hyped and everybody’s happy and patting Sugawara on the back for being the absolute MVP of the day. He’s just so happy that he managed to be out there for so long, especially since it’s a game that you, his beautiful, wonderful s/o came to attend.

-He’s low key limping out of the doors because damn is he so freaking tired and almost collapses on you the moment you come in for a hug (doing so after he first cups your face and gives your forehead a kiss). You’re holding him by the waist and he has his arms wrapped around your shoulders as he’s giving you soft kisses to the neck and cheek and it’s all low key embarrassing and you’re blushing but also giggling because he’s cute and it tickles

-He’s absolutely clinging to you after the game, always with a hand on your waist/hip or maybe even on your ass (“Koushi not in public-“) but either way he can’t keep his hands off you and has to have his head on your shoulder as you’re all waiting for the food to come. Nobody except Daichi says anything because they all know that he’s absolutely dead at this point but Daichi’s teasing him for being so clingy (“wow, you really can’t keep it to yourself today can you?” “Shut it Daichi-“ “Koushi, be nice!”)

-He doesn’t even finish his food because he’s so sleepy, so you pack it up and Takeda offers to drive you two to Sugawara’s house, which you accept. He falls asleep in the car and you’re carrying him out by the shoulder when you get home (Takeda says he’ll help but you insist it’s fine). When you close the door behind you he gets up and lazily kabedons you against it. He lifts his head from your shoulder and gives a tender kiss to your lips, which you happily accept and cup his face for. When you two separate he’s giving a sleepy smile, his eyes lidded but still so very in love with you. One more kiss to your lips before he says “Thank you for being there for me”

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!!#haikyuu imagines #sugawara koushi #tsukkishima kei #tanaka ryuunosuke #nishinoya yuu #tsukki x reader #sugawara x reader #tanaka x reader #nishinoya x reader

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dreamescapeswriting · 4 years ago

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Seductive Tendencies ~ JHS [Request]

↬↬↬Word Count: 2.2K

↬↬↬Genre: Fluffy

↬↬↬Pairing: Hoseok x reader

↬↬↬Warnings: None

↬↬↬A/N: I know you asked for a reaction post for this one but I couldn’t seem to do it without all of them being the same so I hope this is okay instead xxx

You'd always been seen at the quiet nerdy one wherever you went, even inf school you were the shy girl that did as she was told and never spoke back to the teacher. You never stepped out of line and nothing changed even after you left school and joined the BigHit staff, you were just an outfit stylist that worked with a bunch of BigHit employees for years and everything had been fine. You faded into the background, no one bothered you, you kept yourself to yourself but it all changed when you were switched from GFriend's team over to the BTS one and you met Jung Hoseok. Jung Hoseok the man who made your heart pound, your mind race and your hands sweaty, he made you feel like you were floating whenever you were around him but he'd never noticed you before. The only times you'd ever spoken were when you had to style him for a music video, a photo shoot or for other events that you helped with.

"You're drooling," One of the stylists - Mieko - said when she came into the changing rooms that morning, you rolled your eyes at her and went back to sketching the outfit you'd been working on. As well as working as a stylist you were taking night classes to become a designer, it had been a dream of yours since you were a teenager.

"Just go up and talk to him, we've all seen the way you look at him." She dropped down beside you on the small leather sofa and stared over at Hoseok, he was sitting in a makeup chair laughing along with the makeup artist who was doing his makeup.

"He doesn't even know I'm alive, I'll stick to my fading into the background. It worked great before." She sighed and laid her head down on your shoulder. Mieko had been a close friend since you started working there, she'd always been able to back you up on ideas when you didn't have the courage to speak up about them and she was always there when you needed her. You thought of her like an older sister and it was nice to have that kind of connection with someone,

"Besides, he likes girl like that," You pointed your pen over at one of the other stylists who was wearing a short mini skirt with a crop top on it, scribbled on the top were the words - 'Send me dog pics'.

"He likes girls who are confident, smart, pretty, and funny...Everything that I'm not." You mumbled looking at Hoseok, he'd never so much as even glanced in your direction before.

"Well then, we're going to have to give you a makeover, bring out that inner confident you that I know is somewhere inside, and you're already intelligent, gorgeous and hilarious so we have nothing else to work on." You jabbed her with the pen as she made your cheeks heat up from the sudden compliments,

"I mean it. This weekend you're cancelling any existing plans and we're going to shop until we drop - or until I decide we have enough, then we're going to find the confident version of you and force her out of you!" People turned around to see what the yelling was about and you groaned putting your head down and going back to the sketching that you were doing.

"Y/n! You're needed on set," You smiled at Mieko and handed her your book,

"Take this, and I'll agree to shop but not to a makeover." She looked at you as you walked away, she couldn't believe how blind you were to Hoseok's attraction to you. He was always gazing after you, watching you when you were in such deep concentration you thought no one was looking, lost in your own world as you drew on a pad of paper. She was going to have a lot of fun with this one and she knew that once she made you over, Hoseok would find it strenuous to hide his feelings longer than he had been hiding.

The heels you were wearing hit the floor and send shivers down your spine, you'd spent the entire weekend at Mieko's planning and getting yourself ready for the Monday and here you were. Walking down the halls of BigHit going to find Jimin and Namjoon to get them ready, they had a music video shoot in an hour and they were the only ones who needed alterations on their outfits. You were about to round the corner when you bumped straight into Jimin, his hands grasped onto your arms to stop you from falling and he looked you up and down. Usually, he wouldn't even look you in the eye but today was different, he was checking you out and biting down on his lip.

"I need you in changing room 4 please." You said to Jimin as he finally let go of you but he was still staring at you, as if he was trying to figure out who you were.

"Y/n?" You nodded and he smirked at you while nodding his head,

"I'll go wherever you want me baby," You scoffed at him and pushed him in the direction of the changing room you needed him in before going to find Namjoon. Knowing him he would be locked up in his studio working right until the last minute of you needing him. You knocked on the door and heard his usual annoyed tone, he always got annoyed when someone walked in on him.

"I need you in the changing room," You said as you pushed the door open, his eyes locked onto you and the red dress you were wearing. It clung to every curvature of your body perfectly and you looked like you could have been posing for a billboard.

"R-Right, yeah...Changing room...Which er... Which changing room?" You giggled softly at how nervous he seemed to have gotten. You hadn't expected any of this but it was boosting your confidence a lot more and you suddenly felt like a new person, you weren't the shy stylist you were the confident you that Mieko told you was there.

"Four," You laughed walking out of the studio and towards the changing rooms to find Jimin waiting anxiously for you, he was pacing around when you walked inside and you frowned.

"You alright? It's just some alterations Jimin, we've done it a million times before." You grabbed your tape measure and dropped down on your knees in front of him, running the small white tape measure up the side of his leg and making sure the length was perfect.

The whole day had been filled with the boys randomly flirting with you, offering to take you out to lunch or to buy you something. It had been completely different to what you were used to but there was a small part of you that loved the attention, it was nice having someone to talk to at work and the playful banter was nice too. Hoseok had bee silent throughout the whole day though, usually, he was the bright smiley one but today he'd been walking around with a glare on his face and whenever one of the boys would go up to you he seemed to walk out of the room - as if seeing them flirting with you bothered him.

"Why haven't I noticed you before?" A male worker asked as you stood in the line to buy some food, you stared at him. He has a reputation in the BigHit building for sleeping with every stylist and makeup artist, breaking hearts wherever he went and not caring about what he did.

"I've been working here longer than you, maybe you've been blind." You didn't even want to give him the time of day after he broke Mieko's heart but he was continuing to try and flirt with you while you waited in line.

"No, I think you're new. I would have noticed someone of your..." He sucked in a breath while he tried to think of a word, looking you up and down while he did so.

"Attractiveness, I bet they've been hiding you away from me, telling you stories." He stepped closer to you, his chest pressed against your back as he wrapped his arms around your waist.

Hoseok stared from across the room the grip on his coffee cup getting so tight that the cupboard broke and spilt all over the table,

"Ugh- Fuck - Hoseok!" Yoongi said ready to get angry at the boy for knocking coffee everywhere when he noticed Hoseok was already gone and storming over to you. Hobi couldn't think straight, all he wanted to do was punch the guy for touching you when you clearly didn't even want to speak to him.

"Oh Hey, tell Namjoon I'll be up - Ugh." The guy was grunting as Hoseok punched him in the nose,

"Hosoek!" You yelled but he grabbed your wrist and pulled you out of the line and out of the canteen towards the halls of the building,

"What are you doing? Where are we going?" You questioned but he ignored you and pushed you into one of the small storage rooms on the bottom floor, blocking the door with his back.

"What are YOU doing? You're all dressed up and flirting with everyone...Where did your glasses go? I haven't seen you sketch all day..." You stared at him as he listed off the things you'd never knew he noticed before,

"I've been working - I got contacts, why do you care if I'm flirting." You whispered back to him, his face turned a red colour as he realised how close to one another you were. You had barely any room to move inside the small space he'd dragged you into,

"I care because you're flirting with everyone, everyone is looking at you like you're some kind of prize for them to claim and you're eating it all up." You were still left confused as he gave you his reason for caring about your flirting then it hit you, he was jealous.

"Don't you like this me Hobi?" Your voice came out seductive and low as he bit down on his lip, you did a small turn in the room to show off the dress.

"Don't you find it hot?" You whispered in his ear, you had no idea where the sudden need to be like this for him came from but you liked it, you took his hands and placed them on your waist,

"I did this for you, you know...I just wanted you to look at me and find me hot." He hissed as he felt you press your chest against his, it was taking everything inside of him not to grab you and make out with you right there.

"I already found you hot," He groaned, you pulled back from him and stared into his eyes, suddenly the shy you was back and you were staring up at your crush.

"You d-did?" You stuttered out looking at him as he smirked at you, he reached out his hand and ran it over your cheek.

"I did, not that this you isn't hot but...the old you is the reason I like you." His hands went back to your waist and he ran his thumb along your hip.

"You never spoke to me before,"

"You made me nervous," You snorted at his comment and he cocked his head to the side,

"I made you nervous? You make me nervous," He laughed along with you and shook his head,

"I could tell, whenever we had a fitting your hands would shake and you'd avoid eye contact with me." You felt your cheeks and ear begin to heat up at the sudden attention you were getting and he sighed not wanting this time with you to come to an end.

"It was cute, I have to go back before people worry but...Do you maybe want to go out sometime? Get a cup of coffee or something to eat?" Your heart raced as you realised he was asking you out on a date, a real date and not just because you were dressed the way you were.

"I'd love that, can you do me a favour?" He nodded and took his hands away from your body,

"Tell Mieko I went home to change, the heels and the dress are killing me." You giggled and he nodded laughing along with you,

"I'll tell you what, I'll drive you home and we can go out instead of working today. If your boss asks I'll say it's my fault," You couldn't even accept or deny what he was saying he just grabbed your hand and ran out of the small storage room with you.

Mieko watched from the pillar opposite the small room and looked at Jimin,

"I told you...I'm a genius. All he needed was a shove in the right direction," Jimin high fived her and laughed as he watched you and Hoseok running off towards the car park together hand in hand.

"They do make a good couple." He agreed wrapping his arm around her shoulders.

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literallywhyistaken · 4 years ago

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When Remus Lupin walked into his classroom, he immediately knew that they would not get that much work done today.

How?

Well first of the entire class had broken up into friendship groups and were all talking around a phone, and, Remus knew exactly why.

Dammit, Sirus.

He had specifically told him to wait until the year 10s hade done their exam. Though to be fair he had been waiting to release that video for a while now.

Given the fact that there was still 5 minutes until the start of class, Remus walked over to his desk and started to prepare his lesson for the day. He was just about done when his phone buzzed.

Pads💗💗💗 - heeey babe sorry about releasing the video early. I just felt like I couldn't wait any more u know?

- how are the students?

- are you mad?

- oh god you haven't replied you are so mad at me

- I'm sorryyyy

Remus silently chuckled at the sight of his clingy overthinking adorable boyfriend freaking out even though he sent all of those texts in a span of 10 seconds.

Sirius had released a video 5 hours earlier, titled coming out. In just 1 hour it had gotten over 5 thousand views. When Remus had woken up, (obviously since Padfoot was not next to him,) he had come out and seen him pacing around nervously in the lounge room. Sirius had been worried that everything was going to backfire, and as soon as he had seen Remus he immediately burst into a rather large and repetitive rant, that was only silenced when Remus had wrapped his arms around him.

After he had calmed down, Remus told him off for posting it earlier than they agreed, as multiple students in his history class he knew were definitely in love with his boyfriend. At times it was really disturbing, (like when Sirius posts a shirtless pic on Instagram, and they are usually taken by Remus.) but most of the girls, have learnt to keep it on the down-low. And he had not wanted Sirius to post before the test in one of his classes.

Remus took his phone in two hands and replied,

Moony💗🌑💗 - don't worry I'm not mad.

- maybe a little grumpy but not mad.

Pads💗💗💗 - got it I will have chocolate when you get home.

- how are the kids?

Moony💗🌑💗 - distracted. I think I'm going to have to postpone the test.

Just as Remus press send, a shrill bell ripped through the air, making everyone jump out of their skins. Whereas Remus just stayed still and texted goodbye to Sirius. After both going to school and teaching here, you get used to it.

"Ok class, I want phones away and everything off your desks except for a pen or pencil." Remus walked up and down the rows, handing out test sheets.

When he got to the back of the last row, he stood behind one specific student. Mindy Mor. She was currently giggling at her phone like a lovesick teenage girl. When Remus looked over her shoulder to see what she was looking at, he inwardly cringed. Mindy had screenshotted all of the shirtless pictures from Sirius Instagram and was currently zooming in on Remus's boyfriend's abs. Even though he would never admit it, he didn't blame her. He was very lucky.

"Phone Mindy," Remus demanded. He took her phone, and ignoring her grumbling, and placed a test in front of her.

"You can have this back at the end of the day."

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For the rest of the week, Remus kept hearing ridiculous rumours about the one and only, Sirus Black.

The day of the test Remus had come home to a ridiculously happy Sirius, as the majority of his subscribers had accepted him and even asked if he was dating anyone. And of course, he slipped up and said that yes indeed he dating someone, but did not give way who.

Since then Remus has heard nothing but rumours about who he could be dating. Some of them were quite funny actually. Such as Sirus dating fellow marauder, James Potter. (Remus had almost snorted at that one.)

When he informed James and Sirius about it, it sparked a long debate between the two on whether James could indeed 'score' Sirius. (Remus had to eventually drag Sirius out so that Harry could be put to bed and everyone could have dinner.)

However, it did have some downsides. Somehow, someone had found out that Sirius used to go to this school and that one of the teachers, Minerva McGonagall had taught him. Then that leads to them finding out that James, Sirus, Remus and Peter had all been best friends when they were at school. However, Remus managed to dodge the questions, by insisting that they were no longer in contact.

("no Mindy I cannot give you Sirus Blacks number so you can confess your undying love. I said no Mindy.")

Then Sirus released a new video titled: MARAUDERS BACK TOGETHER AGAIN

In it, it just had Sirius, James, and Peter catching and pretending that they hadn't seen each other since high school.

"Hey Moony why arent you going to be in the video again?" James questioned as Sirius set up the camera. James and Peter had gotten here an hour early accidentally. Now while Sirius was setting up, they were all sitting in the lounge room and the kitchen talking. Remus was sitting on the counter facing James, who was on the floor playing with Harry and Peter who was curled up in an armchair.

"If I'm in the video then I will get pestered with questions from my students," Remus answered. "And like half of the girls in 3 of my classes are absolutely in love with my boyfriend!" he said gesturing to Sirius.

James smirked, as Sirius turned around and walked into the kitchen.

"You jealous Moony?" James teased, resulting in a very colourful hand gesture thrown his way.

"Aww don't worry Re. I'm not going anywhere." Sirius said from behind Remus, pecking him on his temple.

"Oh come on guys get a room. Harry's here for god's sake!"

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The next day, Remus woke up with Sirius's arms wrapped around his waist. It appeared that they had both slept through the alarm due to them.........not getting much sleep.

In result to the extra sleep the couple had earned, Remus missed the first 5 minutes of his first lesson. And so he had to be dropped off, by Sirius.

Now it is a well-known fact that Sirius Black drives a Porsche 550 Spyder. Whatever that is. And of course all the students in the school new that Sirius rode that exact car, so that was a little bit of a problem when they rode up into the car park, and there were still kids in the playground.

Sirius, knowing his boyfriends need for privacy, was wearing a cap to cover his head.

However, being a Black comes with a flair for the dramatic. So before Remus had the chance to jump out of the car, Sirius grabbed his shoulder and pulled him in for a kiss. It was short but sweet.

When Sirius pulled away, he nodded towards the school building and said,

"You'd better get going. Love you!"

Remus smiled as he climbed out of the car.

"Love you too."

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Remus thought everything was ok. He had listened to all the conversations shooting around his classroom before the first break, and there was nothing about him.

When he went to enter the teacher's lounge, he was suddenly stopped right outside the door by two girls from the school newspaper.

"Hello, ladies... can I help you with something?" Remus asked hesitantly.

"Sir, you were late for school, yes?" One of them asked, who Remus remembered as Evie.

"Only five minutes," Remus replied.

"And you were dropped off by your boyfriend, right?" Evie pressed

"May I ask where this is going?" Remus said tying to cover up the fact that his heart had started to beat faster and his palms had started to sweat.

"Well the car that you drove here in is a Porsche 550 Spyder, and it is a well-known fact that you both knew Sirius Black and that Sirius Black drives a Porsche 550 Spyder. So I just wanted to ask Mr Lupin, are you dating Sirius Black?"

Remus hesitated.

"No. And I would appreciate it if you didn't ask me again."

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For the next two weeks, Remus kept getting asked question after question after question.

"Are you dating Sirius Black?"

"Do you still talk to Sirius Black?"

"Can you help me meet Sirius Black?"

And to make matters worse, one specifically creepy student had made an announcement at the start of one of his classes saying that even though their teacher had denied that he was dating Sirius, he had made a fanfiction about the two of them and posted it on Wattpad.

Remus had looked at it, and it already had 100K views.

Remus was tired. He was getting questioned every day at work, and all over social media. Everyone had noticed, and he knew that Sirius was worried, but he hadn't said anything yet.

It was Friday, two days before Sirus and Remus's 6th anniversary. Every year they do something big, whether it is with other people or together. Normally, Remus gets more excited as the day gets closer. However, now he was either stressing out about going back to school or staring into space. And Sirius was getting really worried.

Remus was sitting on the dining room table with both hands wrapped around a mug. Its winter at the moment so Remus has his usual. Earl Grey.

When Sirius gets home from James and Lily's house it Godric Hollow, he walks inside the apartment and sees him sitting there staring off into space. He immediately knows what he has to do. (Well not immediately, but if you ask he will just deny it.) Sirius dumps his bag on the kitchen counter and walks over and sits next to him.

"Re."

Remus's head shoots up and he blinks a couple of times like he's coming out of a daze.

"Hmmm"

"Ok, what's wrong. And don't say nothing, you know that I know when your lying.

Remus sighed and looked back down at the table.

"It's just that I'm getting constantly questioned at work, I mean even my colleagues, other teachers are asking me now!! Its just....a lot."

Sirius sighed. He hated seeing the love of his life so upset and being helpless.

He opened his mouth as so try and say something comforting when Remus blurted out,

"I want to tell people. And no not our friends, I am aware that they already know, I meant all your subscribes."

Sirius's mouth fell open. He had approached Remus on the topic of telling people multiple times both before and after he had come out to people on youtube. And every time Remus had turned him down.

A huge grin spread over Sirius's face and he slipped down on to the floor and crouched in front of Remus's chair.

"Really? You actually want your students to know? Are you sure?"

"I mean I think so. I don't think I could hold it any much longer anyway." Remus replied a sheepish grin growing on his face.

Sirius couldn't stop the smile growing bigger on his face matching Remus.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

Then Sirius closed the gap between them and the world around them fell quiet.

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Sirius placed the camera on the cupboard in front of their bed and turned the camera on. He then turned around and moved all the photos of him and Remus out of the way.

"Hey Siri, you want some coffee?" Remus yelled from the kitchen.

"Yeah, I'd love some thanks, babe!" Sirius replied.

Sirius finished setting up the room and then started to walk out into the lounge room. After Remus had agreed to tell Sirius's fans that they were dating, they had both stayed up half the night trying to plan the perfect revel video. And then when they were getting ready for bed, Sirius had thought of the perfect idea.

Sirius was going to do a live QandA session. Even though Remus was convinced, that someone would ask whether they were dating, Sirius had insisted on a backup plan. So if no one asked 2 minutes into the live, then James, who would also be there, ("Why would you want to be there James??" "Because of the drama Moony. Why else??") would create a fake fan account and ask the question.

Sirius had thought about doing it the day after their anniversary, (as he knows how much of a romantic his boyfriend is.) but Remus wanted to do it on their anniversary.

I mean what would be more romantic than confessing your love for each other in front of thousands of people? And while most likely being recorded?

Sirius walked into the kitchen just as Remus was putting their tea and coffee down on the bench.

Sirius smiled as Remus put both milk and sugar into his coffee, (because you cannot convince me that no matter how hard he tries to be a badass that he is really a softie) and slid the mug across the bench.

Remus then turned back around smirking at him, walking towards the fridge for the milk."What's the time? When do you have to start the live?" Remus asked innocently pouring milk into his mug.

"Ummm" Sirius replied quickly checking his watch for the time." it's 3:28. I need to start the live at 3:30 and I should be out here at least by 4:00." He said as he glanced up at his boyfriend raising his coffee to his mouth to take a sip.

Remus stared at him blankly while Sirius glanced around the room wondering why Remus was looking at him like that. (he usually looked at him another way)

"It's 3:30!!! Get in there!! I'll start cooking and, I promise to attempt to not burn the kitchen down. I remember what happened last time." He added as Sirius opened his mouth to interject.

Sirius closed his mouth and smiled, nodding and turning back around to run into the pair's bedroom.

"Hey! I think you forgot something!" Remus cried out as soon he had left the room.

At the sound of his voice, Sirius poked his head back into the doorway with a curious expression on his face.

Keeping that expression on his face, he crept forward towards a visibly confused Remus. Then, he crept up next to him and pecked a kiss on his temple. And then, promptly, ran away.

Remus stood frozen for about 2 seconds before yelling back,

"No! Your coffee!"

"Merlin. No respect." He muttered.

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Sirius plunked himself down on the end of the couple's bed, leaning forward and switching the camera on.

He waited for a few seconds, letting people on first before saying,

"Hey, guys welcome to my live QandA and before anyone asks, no Prongs is not here today. He has decided to be a little shit and hang out with his kid. You guys remember Harry."

Sirius smiled at the thought of Harry, (and of course, insulting James.

He peered at the screen and smirked when he saw a comment from the man in question expressing his outrage for the name-calling.

Smiling he sat back again and spoke,

"Ok so I'm going to let you guys into the live one at a time to ask one question, (it's on Instagram) so start requesting!"

Sirius had had about 25 questions before he got to the one he was looking for. And he had been asked some odd questions to. One girl who came on the live was wearing such revelling clothes that she basically had a bikini on. And it gets worse.

Her question was whether or not he could take his shirt off. As soon as she had finished speaking, Padfoot heard a loud indignant and outraged cry coming from the kitchen. He turned his head towards the sound chuckling at Moonys antics.

"GOD FUCKING DAMMIT MINDY! KICK HER OF THE DAMM LIVE SIRIUS!!"

He was still smiling as he turned back around, but it vanished as soon as he saw the screen again. Immediately, like a reflex, he leaned forward and kicked her off the live. He could sense Remus's sigh of relief.

He then proceeded to make a speech about not doing that. Around 10 minutes after that a girl with glasses and a notepad came on who Sirius vaguely recognised as Evie from Hogwarts.

"Hi there kiddo, what's your question," Sirius asked almost dreading what was coming up.

"Hi Mr Black I was just wondering-"

"Oh no. No Mr, please. Makes me feel old. Just call me Sirius." He insisted holding a hand up to the camera.

"Oh ok." She replied looking a little bit surprised.

"Well my name is Evie Johnson, and I go to Hogwarts Secondary School. I believe that you went there as well. Oh no that's not my question"

She added as Sirius opened his mouth.

"And when you were there, according to my research, your group of friends was James Potter, Peter Pettigrew and Remus Lupin. Now as I'm sure you know Mr Lupin is a teacher at Hogwarts, a history teacher and rumours have been flowing around the school-"

"You want to know if Remus and I are dating," Sirius smirked.

"Well yes," Evie said looking a bit disgruntled at being interrupted. A giddy feeling erupted in Sirius's stomach as he answered,

"Well how about I show you. Then you can decide for yourself."

Sirius got up and walked out to the kitchen grabbing the camera as he went.

"Ok, Evie I'm going to disconnect you from the live that was a lovely question, I was honestly hoping for it. Ok! guys, my boyfriend is in the kitchen attempting to make dinner, ("last time he tried he almost burned down the kitchen and he definitely destroyed his eyebrows.") and I or we, I guess, are going to surprise him."

This next bit is from a viewers perspective.

Sirius placed the camera in front of the T.V and stuck his thumbs up at the camera before standing up and rubbing his hands together.

Behind him was the kitchen where a man in his early 30s was cooking with his back to the camera.

Oliver looked at the screen, and read the comments as Sirius prepared to walk over to the mystery man who was supposedly his idols boyfriend.

- oh my god i'm so jealous I wonder who it is

- I bet 50 pounds that its Mr Lupin

- OH MY GOD IM ON THE EDGE OF MY SEAT JUST TELL US

Oliver of course had no idea who this Mr lupin was. He didn't go to Hogmarts Secondary School or whatever it was called. But he was still extremely curious to know.

The man turned around and walked to the front of the counter and turned to face the camera side-on, continuing to cook, seemingly not noticing Sirius and the camera.

As soon as the mystery man's face was revealed to the camera the live was flooded with comments such as:

- HOLY SHIT ITS MR LUPIN

- THAT'S MY HISTORY TEACHER IDIOTS

-OMG CALLED IT!

They were basically all along those lines. The man continued to cook, somehow oblivious to the chaotic live over here.

Sirius walked up behind the man and wrapped his arms around his waist. Immediately the man smiled and leaned back into Sirius.

Oliver had to admit they were quite cute.

Then Sirius leaned forward a little bit more and whispered something in his ear. The man, (supposedly Remus Lupin,) smiled and leaned into him more.

To Oliver, it looked like they were really in love, and if that really is Remus Lupin, then they would have been in love for a long time.

He glanced back down at the comments and saw that the theme of them hadn't changed. People were still expressing their shock.

Somehow.

When he looked back up at the couple he saw Sirius laughed at something that his boyfriend had said.

Remus then turned around and wrapped his arms around Sirius's neck, and Sirius wrapped his arms around his waist.

Sirius closed the distance between them and kissed him softly as Remus melted into the kiss. Remus arms tightened around Padfoots neck, and Sirius smiled into the kiss.

The theme of the comments had changed into both awwwww and ewwwww apparently some of Mr Lupins students don't really want to see him making out with his boyfriend.

Suddenly the screen went black and the live ended.

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Remus went back to work the next day feeling both nervous and excited. Excited, because for the first time since Sirius started his YouTube channel, he didn't have to hide who he was dating. (I mean he didn't usually tell them, but we all know Remus. He doesn't like lying.)

And nervous because, well I think that's obvious. He had gotten several emails from his students in multiple classes, plus they had also posted something to Google Classroom.

Remus had made sure to get to the school early to avoid any unwanted attention from students in the schoolyard. He walked straight through the school, into the classroom, only pausing to wave or say hello to specific teachers.

When he reached his room, he finished setting up the lesson and was writing the date on the board when a student came into the classroom. He didn't see who it was, they disappeared out of his view before he had a chance to see their face. He finished writing the date up and turned around saying

"Hello, welcome back. If you just take a seat the bell will be going soon-"

In front of his desk stood a stony-faced Mindy, with her posse behind her.

"Can I help you with something Ms More?"

"Yes, I believe you can sir." She replied. "Why didn't you tell us that you are dating Sirius Black??" She demanded, leaning slightly towards him accusatorially.

Remus raised his eyebrows in surprise.

"Well given the fact that is my personal business I really didn't see the need," Remus replied calmly as he sat down on his desk.

"But sir that's not fair. I mean we have a right to know and not find out on some live video-"

"And why is my life and who I'm dating any concern of yours?" Remus said fiercely, cutting her off and standing back up and placing his hands on the desk looking down at the teen.

Mindy immediately backed of a flash of regret shooting across her face.

"Oh no sir I didn't mean it like that-"

"Really Mindy. Then I wonder how you meant because I don't see how else that could be taken."

Before Mindy could open her mouth to defend her self, Remus snapped out:

"Enough. Thats detention. Go sit down."

When Mindy opened her mouth to complain, Remus held up his finger as if saying wait for it, then suddenly the ear-splitting bell reverberated through the walls and Mindy shut her mouth and sat down.

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When he finally got his class to sit down and shut up, he started his lesson on the suffragette movement. (Because we all know that Remus is a massive feminist,) However halfway through, he noticed that the entire class was either talking or giggling at their computer screens. So, continuing to talk about the suffragettes, he walked up the side row, and stood behind one student who was staring at their laptop. Except they weren't staring at their laptop. they had their phone out, and were re-watching Sirius's live from Saturday.

Sighing, Remus leaned forward and snatched the phone out of the kids hands, saying on the way back to the front of the class,

"You can have this back later."

"Now," Remus announced as he leaned on the back of his desk facing the front of the class, "As it is very clear that none of you are focusing, you can all ask 15 questions."

No one moved, they just all stared at him blankly.

Remus sighed and then added, "personal questions allowed."

Exactly 15 hands shot up.

Surprised, Remus hesitated before choosing a girl in the second row named Jessie.

"Jessie." Remus said pointing at her to continue.

Putting her hand down she asked, "Sir, are you really dating Sirius Black?"

Remus breathed out a laugh, and replied with the words he never thought that he would say.

"Yes. I am."

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formerprincewille · 4 years ago

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I was tagged by @pamouche and @borborai in this and I finally gotten around to doing it. Thanks so much!

Fav wtfock s3 things: honestly I could go on for hours about my love for this season it’s One of my favorite things to exist in the entire world. I have re-watched it so many times and it always leaves me feeling so happy. Some specifics: Robbe IJzermans, sweet sunshine, love and light of my life, I would throw myself in front of traffic for that boy I love him so much. He captured my heart in a way few ever have. This boy. He’s just such a caring and compassionate person. He’s got his little shit attitude, and he’s definitely a tiny brat, but he is also so full of love to give. I love that he’s not flashy. He’s not somebody that a lot of people are going to notice in a crowd. He’s overlooked by everyone, including his friends. But when you get to know him you see how remarkable he is, because few people are that genuinely good. And the way he grew from hurt and lonely and angry and afraid to happy and confident and not only accepting but proud of who he is makes me cry happy tears. He’s just the best. But the other best is the yin to his yang, his beautiful, wonderful, cool, bold, funny, sweet, and completely dorky art hoe of a soul mate, Sander Driesen. When I think of what my ideal Even would be, he is it. His heart is just right there for everyone to see and he doesn’t hide it. In fact he’s extra about showing it. He’s also vulnerable and needy and feels so very young to be going through such large struggles. He makes me laugh and cry and I would dive in front of the Skam France car for him as well. Love that kid so much. Sobbe. Do I really need to say it? Holy shit they are everything. Soulmates, best friends, loves of each other’s lives. Their chemistry is so good that it doesn’t even exist in this stratosphere. It’s otherworldly. The love that they feel for each other is tangible. They’re one of those couples that when I look at them I think “now those two are going to make it”. You can just feel it. They also somehow manage to hit on so many beloved fanfic tropes but remain realistic because it’s actually canon. Like when couples in fanfic will call each other pet names but it’s rare you actually see it in canon. But sobbe is like hold my beer and goes all out with it. The way they express their love to each other is exactly what the other one needs. Sander is loud end boisterous and goes all out to make it clear to Robbe and everyone else on earth how he feels about this boy. He gives him things to make him feel special and he’s full of affection for him. Robbe is also extremely affectionate, he tells Sander what he needs to hear to feel safe and loved and they love spending time together. Their love is a balm for one another that soothes them both. And it’s clear that neither of them need the other more nor ever did. They both needed one another and met at a time in our lives that they were both in pretty low places and were exactly what the other needed. And they always will be. Sorry, getting emotional again. They’re the otp to end all otps. 🥺 The Soundtrack. I love every single song on the soundtrack. All of them, and I listened to the soundtrack so much on my Spotify that my entire top songs of 2020 were made up of wtfock s3 songs. They not only have excellent musical choices, but they are all placed within scenes so well that they perfectly complement what is happening in the narrative at any given point. Casa Milan and Zoenne and Robbe aka Flatshare Fam. I want to live there. It is so warm, it is so inviting, and it is filled with such love. The support that Robbe got from Milan, Zoë, and Senne was unmatched. I don’t know where he would’ve been without it. Could you imagine if he had had to live with his dad? How differently his story could’ve ended up? Especially with Milan, having someone not much older than he is who has gone through a lot of the same things he has. He was such a big brother figure and mentor and I’m so glad Robbe had that.

Fav clip: Scuse me I’m not picking just one so Dinsdag 16:31, Zaterdag 09:41, Woensdag 21:21, Mandaag 11:03, Zaterdag 08:44 and Woensdag 16:36

Fav scene: Their Vrijdag 21:21 reunion, morning after, ohn/mbm, singing to a shoe, the hotel scenes, and the grocery store. I’m not really sure of the distinction between a scene and a clip 😂

Fav shot: Oh god don’t make me choose. Their hands in Dinsdag 16:31 is a big one. The dual mirror shots of Robbe after Milan tells him about gay pride before the attack to him bruised and battered after. When Robbe is kneeling down beside Sander in Mandaag 11:03. The shot of Milan, Robbe, and Sander playing the pandemic game all cozy by the Christmas tree. Any shots of Robbe and Sander making heart eyes and/or kissing. Any close ups of Robbe’s face and eyes bc Herbots, man. Good god he’s amazing.

Fav kiss that Robbe initiates: Woensdag 21:21, Dinsdag 07:27 and Woensdag 17:21

Fav kiss that Sander initiates: Zaterdag 09:41, Dinsdag 16:31, and Vrijdag 21:21

Fav Sander dialogue: Can I say everything? Okay okay, I’ll give some examples. “Wow, that’s expensive!” “You and me, a hundred percent forever, in every universe.” “I’m holding onto you and I’m never letting go of you.” “🎵Ground control to major Tom. Circuit dead there’s something wrong.🎵” “Are you going to leave me behind?” (🥺) “Zero stars on booking.com.” “The moonlight was shining down on you and I knew immediately ‘he is the one’.” “Get ready to be mindblown!” “All the way or no way.” “Take it or leave it, eh?” “You could try bribing the teacher.” “Robin.” Also literally everything he said during wtfockdown because there’s not a moment where he isn’t iconic. But a really special moment, “Just because other people are close minded doesn’t mean that you should make your world smaller.”

Fav Robbe dialogue: “You touched me and I’ve never felt something like that.” “That kiss was really *head explosion noises*.” “Not in this universe.” “Sander, there is something between us. I love you.” “Jawel.” (I just love the way he says it, it’s so fuckin cute). “Fuck Chernobyl.” “Always.” And of course, his verse in eenvoud.

Fav hug: Mandaag 11:03 when Robbe holds a crying Sander. Also, does the spooning and cuddling in the hotel scenes and Dinsdag 07:27 count? Because I love that. Also Woensdag 17:21. Or really anytime Robbe is being a clingy koala. And we can’t forget his hug with Milan after he tells him about the attack. He really needed that comfort.

Fav 21:21: Nope. Nah in all seriousness they just hit different. Woensdag is my favorite in terms of clip alone because from beginning to end it is just so beautiful and perfect. The music, the tunnel, the pool, the kiss, just absolutely gorgeous. But at that time everything was still really new between them and the aftermath of that was rough. Vrijdag is my favorite clip in terms of what it means for Robbe and Sander. The clip itself is shorter, but it has much larger impact in terms of sobbe’s relationship. It’s not just their first time physically, but their emotional declaration to one another as well. It comes with a commitment. Also them falling off the bed laughing is the greatest thing ever. They are so HAPPY. So basically my answer is both, just in different ways.

Fav Sobbe instagram pic: Why are all these questions so mean? Okay- their first one together obviously because along with Robbe’s caption it’s just a showing of their love being official. But also the grocery cart pics for their 6 month anniversary. The grocery store pic in Ardennes getaway. Robbe’s bday pics of them embracing they’re SO HAPPY omg. And of course, we cannot forget the pic posted for Sander’s birthday. It is absolutely perfect. I love it so much.

Fav song/scene pair: I have a few- both examples of wildfire obviously, past lives in Zaterdag 09:41, and rebel rebel at the grocery store. But I have two more that are not at all happy clips but are two of my fave clips regardless: life on mars/zaterdag 21:43 (that scene is impeccable along with its followup which I consider them a pair but LoM only plays in the first one) and I found/zondag 15:12 (my god I love that scene it’s brilliant).

Fav message between Sander and Robbe: Woensdag 12:45 when Sander sends Robbe the sketch of them and talks about that kiss earlier being Chernobyl. Also everything during wtfockdown but especially “I love you so much Robin.” “I love you too. So damn much.” But honestly they had so much adorable banter during those clips we were truly fed.

Fav banter on Instagram: lmaooo they’re always so thirsty on main you could pick a million examples. I will say I loved their back and forth about emojis on their anniversary.

I will tag @onzeziggy @everyone-has-their-story @bowieexaminprogress @sanderxrobbee @ayellowcurtain and whoever else wants to do it. This was fun!

#wtfock #wtfam #sobbe #wtfock season 3 #tagging games

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cottonfluffballofdoom · 4 years ago

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And now, I present something no one asked for... Ikemen Sengoku warlords playing World of Warcraft (part I)

(Kudos to @amenomiko for encouraging me to do it)

Oda forces:

Nobunaga

Race – Human female

Class – Warrior dps/tank

Alt – Worgen Death Knight dps

PvP or PvE? - Both

Guild leader

not reading any guides and somehow he always tops dps

loves PvP, but at the same time he's hardcore raider

the more badass the boss looks the more he get's hyped up

usually last man standing

he feels the best doing arenas and battlegrounds

he usually doesn't camp res points

unless he sees Kenshin or Shingen

then he camps graveyard for like 15 minutes just to annoy them

spams local chat with rude comments on Kenshin and Shingen

“Kenshin has his warrior wear cloth armor!”

his characters always look like MC

“if I have to look at someone's... back.. for this long, it should be my Fireball’s” ( ͡^ ͜ʖ ͡^)

Hideyoshi

Race – Human male

Class – Paladin tank

Alt – whatever Nobunaga asks him to

PvP or PvE? - prefers PvE, but he'll be doing what Nobunaga is doing

always in party with Nobunaga

actual guild leader

yells at voice chat, but never swears

(”moar dots”, but without the fucks)

Language!!! ୧( ಠ Д ಠ )୨

hoards gold on Auction House

hoards pets

hoards mounts

yet doesn't hoard achievments

he sometimes likes to relax by doing some quests

lowkey loves the booterang quest

reads all the guides

for all classes

and nags if someone fucks up what he's supposed to do

has a hidden folder with revealing Jaina pics

Masamune

Race – Night Elf female

Class – Demon Hunter dps – bc looks cool

Alt – a ton. All races. All female

PvP or PvE? - both, but prefers PvP, as it doesn't demand strictly sticking to the tactics

secretly admires Leroy Jenkins

always sets the title Jenkins

(is an avatar of Leeeroy Jenkins) \(*´∀`) /

just let him kill some mobs/players

lvls up proffesions only because Hidemama nags him

except of cooking – this is always skilled up to max

he doesn't read tactics before (- 50 fking DKP)

shines brightest in PvP

he can pull some crazy ass tricks to get everyone out of the trouble

(the one he put then in in the first place bc fuck tactics)

afk in Goldshire inn

much into roleplaying

flirts with girls on priv

uses too much emotes

and, yes, he's the one who - while the raid group stops for any reason – instantly starts jumping or dancing if he's not afk

has a pic of half-naked Sylvanas as a wallpaper

Ieyasu

Race – Draenei female

Class – Priest

Alt – Orc Rogue

PvP or PvE? Whatever he feels like atm

reads all the guides for his class and some for other clesses

always ranting on voice chat (눈‸눈)

don't let him lead the party, bc “moar dots” will happen

(Hideyoshi: Language!!! ୧( ಠ Д ಠ )୨ )

hoards pets

achievment whore

pet battles FTW!

when not doing pet battles or raiding/bgs with Nobunaga he logs on his Horde alt and stalks and ganks Mitsunari

or NPCs in his location

or stands on mailbox while on Traveler's Tundra Mammoth

herbalism is ruinning his life

if you pick up the herb just under his nose

prepare to be stabbed

Mitsunari

Race – gnome female

Class – Mage

Alt – Draenei Priest

PvE or PvP? - PvE

sucks at PvP

though he's good at making general strategies

got flag snatched from under his nose way too many times

stood in the fire

Nobunaga banned him from battlegrounds

Hidemama makes him sit with him and strategize, but he's easily distracted

but in raids and dungeons...

that's where he shines

makes the best strategies for raids and dungeons

loves doing quests

keeps his Loremaster title all the times

and cat pet

he actually read all the quests in game

and in-game books

and all game-related stuff

all guides too ofc

he's shocked that he dies so often while doing quests or farming mats

“why am I dead again? (´◦ω◦`)”

“I was sticking to the road (´◦ω◦`)”

“and why are all the npcs dead (´◦ω◦`)”

“poor npcs Ó╭╮Ò”

he leaves his character in the inn, sitting by the table or sleeping in the bed like all the time when he logs out

Mitsuhide

Race – gnome male

Class – Rogue

Alt – Warlock

Alt – troll druid (bc ofc he's a troll)

PvE or PvP? PvP

kinda sucks on PvE

doesn't read quests like at all

got lost in game more than few times

he'll read quests only if someone reccomends it for being especially funny or exceptionally good

he yeeted himself from Teldrasil bc fun

and from all the really high places

(he secretly worships elevator boss)

another one to level proffesions only bc of Hidemama's nagging

spies on the Horde side with his troll druid

surprisingly, he's into roleplay

loves trolling low-level new players by directing them into high lvl zones or onto elite mobs ( ͡^ ͜ʖ ͡^)

PvP is his world

rogue to the bone

Horde won't even know what hit them

vanish and backstab supremacy

another one jumping/dancing on raid breaks

he also puts up toy train

I would be grateful for any suggestions so I can improve my writing

Kasugayama in part II

#ikemen sengoku #world of warcraft #ikesen warlords playing WoW #ikesen au #bc why not #am I the only one playing both WoW and otome?#no one asked for it #yet here it is #ikemen nobunaga #ikemen hideyoshi #ikemen masamune #ikemen ieyasu #ikemen mitsunari #ikemen mitsuhide #ikemen series #cybird ikemen

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randomidiocyncrazies · 5 years ago

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re: ask meme, your newest ship?

time…. is an illusion….. so i’ll take this opportunity to yell about Jin Ling/Lan Jingyi some more

Who said “I love you” first

Jingyi. they weren’t even in a romantic relationship the first few times he said it

(look. Jin Ling would rather die than admit all that sappy stuff with words. what an absurd notion. absolutely mortifying.)

Who would have the other’s picture as their phone background

no smartphones in ancient china….

in a modern AU it’s both of them, but Jin Ling is way secretive about having his favorite pic of Jingyi as his background even though everyone knows this already. Jingyi switches out the pic from time to time (most of them objectively unflattering, for a given value of ‘unflattering’ when it involves one of the handsomest dudes in their generation)

Who leaves notes written in fog on the bathroom mirror

again, assuming we’re talking about modern AU, neither does it as a habit—Jin Ling freaked LJY out a couple times when he forgot to erase the evidence of some last-minute post-shower budget calculations tho

(”THE GHOST IS BAAAAACKKKKKKKKK!!!” ”for the last time, the apartment is NOT! HAUNTED!”)

Who buys the other cheesy gifts

Jingyi is definitely the one who gives random stuff like “this is a cool rock i found and you were complaining about running out of paperweights, so here u go”, while Jin Ling goes for Grand Romantic Gifts

(there was a period where his gifts to Jingyi were all marked by the golden peony motif. he thought it was a clever way to propose; Jingyi just thought he was re-gifting stuff because Jin Sect was in financial trouble and he’s too stubborn to admit it)

Who initiated the first kiss

tbh i can see it going down either way? Jingyi is more impulsive, but Jin Ling gets riled up easily, especially by Jingyi. they’re essentially an echo chamber of chaotic banter and impulsive action…

Who kisses the other awake in the morning

Jingyi. turns out being drilled to get up at ass o’clock from childhood leaves a strong impression, and he’s usually up before Jin Ling even though he wishes otherwise

(also, it’s funny when the young mistress gets all flustered, though admittedly less so when he sics Fairy on him)

Who starts tickle fights

oh Jingyi for sure. it doesn’t take much for Jin Ling to abandon his dignity and retaliate tho

Who asks who if they can join the other in the shower

they’re canonically teens so i’m gonna. skip this question.

(to get clean after a particularly vicious night hunt they—along with sizhui and ouyang zizhen and the other juniors—just kinda scrubbed down asap so they could go tf to sleep quicker)

Who surprises the other in the middle of the day at work with lunch

Jin Ling, when the two are in the same area. look, the cooks in his employment are amazing, especially compared to the bland food the Lan clan serves, and he knows LJY has a bottomless pit for a stomach

(this has absolutely nothing to do with an old conversation between them—who cares if the idiot said he’d happily marry into whichever sect as long as they feed him well? not Jin Ling, that’s for sure.)

Who was nervous and shy on the first date

most of their ‘dates’ involve subduing various monsters and ghosts with their cohort, so Jingyi is deffo nervous—just because you know how to destroy a possessed corpse doesn’t mean it’s not still scary af

in the rare instance where they don’t have a night hunt and it’s just the two of them together, Jin Ling tends to get flustered.

(also, it is entirely possible that Jingyi hadn’t really quite realized their first date was a romantic date until like three-fifths through, but that’s a story for another time)

Who kills/takes out the spiders

Jingyi, while screaming the entire time

Who loudly proclaims their love when they’re drunk

both. happens more often with LJY because of his (low/nonexistent) alcohol tolerance, but JL is surprisingly sappy once he gets in the zone

#obstinaterixatrix #mdzs #lan jingyi #jin ling #LingYi #replies #thanks for the ask!

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lockdownuk · 4 years ago

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Lockdown Diary Part 9

A personal account during the lockdown in the UK due to the Covid-19 outbreak.

23/03/2020 8:30pm Boris Johnson, UK Prime Minister, gives a live address to the nation to, effectively, put the country on lockdown to stem the spread of the deadly coronavirus strain, Covid-19.

Many of us have been self-isolating for days but this latest development within the UK in reaction to the pandemic feels very serious and very scary. I decided to keep a simple diary and where better but online.

Day 241: Shit day at work. To cut a long story short, I could complete a task Sueanne gave to me and then I got it in the ear, including a snotty email ay 5:40pm. Pissed off.

Day 242: Had a meeting with Sueanne (our weekly 1-2-1 actually) and she was alright. I feel much better tonight. Last night I didn’t even have an appetitie - unheard of! Going to make up for that tonight, pie and loads of veg! A much better day. Ridiculously, I believe yesterday was all my own fault - I take work for granted sometimes and I let myself down by ignoring the urgency of a task just because it was Sueanne asking me to do it and she was a peer. She is now my boss, and I should respect that.

Day 243: So-so day at work. It’s strange how used to work I am after over six months on furlough. It’s been less than two months back but all the highs and lows amd frustrations are commonplace. Most importantly, it being Thursday, I cannot wait for tomorrow eveninga dn to kick back, drink and smoke. Spoke to dad this morning, he’s same as...that’s always good to know. Sugar levels have been a fucking roller coaster today, and it has really fucked me off! No salad at lunch due to them being so fucking high when I got back from my walk. It ended up being my tea. Sarted watching The Undoing...it’s OK.

Day 244: Glad it is Friday. Just cooking a (very hot) chicken madras, cracked open my first beer. Gonna eat, drink, smoke and watch a good film.

Day 245: Gold was the film I watched last night, with Matthew McConaughey and it was a good choice. I then watch a Kevin Hart stand up show on Netflix...very Eddie Murphy, very funny. I did a 12 km walk today...fucking felt it in my legs. Walked the footpath from Stoke Doyle road to Benefield road for the first time. I liked it and it comes out between Lytham Park and Wakerley Close....I posted on FB about the fact that when I move to Oundle, Clifton Drive was the last street heading out of town. Saw Becks on the walk down Benefield road, She mentioned she’s tired of lockdown. I replied that I’m tired of the virus!

Day 246: Up at 1pm, nice long walk, ordered new slippers and waterproof jacket (my Craghopper is bust again).

Day 247: I screwed up at work today, went for a (ridiculously) late lunch right when I was meant to be at an online meeting that Sueanne had reminded me about in the morning. There’s mitigation but, when push comes to shove, I fucked up and now Sueanne’s on the warpath - one more slip up and it’ll be an offical disciplinary matter.

Day 248: Suzanne wants me to troubleshoot a ticket she has in her queue, some database request for a Cork guy. It’s a test and it’s fucking me off.

I did testing for a network change tonight...8 till 11:15pm.

Elliot and Aaron cleaned the windows today. It was nice to see them.

Rita sent a couple of emails recently. Dad’s ear is all clear but Paul has got testicular cancer.

Day 249: New waterproof jacket arrived today. It’s very nice, bargain for £25 odd. Also picked up slippers from M&S food hall in Corby so, while over their, did a shop at Tesco’s...£109 mainly booze.

By the time I was back, I ended up doing my evening walk at 9.30pm!

Day 250: Leigh from Oundle Chronicle has got back to me. She (he?) has selected the photos that are going to be in the article and wants me to write a sentence on each - where they were taken and what inspited me to do so. Whether that means the stuff I wrote before is not going to be used, or not, I dunno! New slippers are OK and the new jacket is still impressing me.

Day 251: Typing on Day 252. Usual Friday, beers, meatballs, pizza, long chat with Fog. I should mention that, as we approach the end of Lockdown2 in England, Boris and his government have laid out a three tier structure for how the second lockdown will be eased. It’s caused confusion and consternation across the board. None of it affects me, still isolating like I was on day 1. Day 252: Totally forgot about my diary entry yesterday! Up at 1pm, nice long walk, nipped rong Elliots to pay for my windows, had a chat with him, Artron and Camilla - it’s so nice to socialise! Gonna make fish pie and supp a few ales. Day 253: The weekend is over way too quickly. It’s 7.30pm on Sunday as I type and I wish it wasn’t. I wish it was 7.30pm on Friday. Day 254: In a meeting, a working Zoom, with Andy Ashler in the US re: qfiniti, which Sueanne pissed me off about earlier in te day (RCI diary updated), but the meeting went well. I am desparately trying to buy an iPad on Black Monday. As usual with tech, I cannot make my mind up which to buy! Day 255: I haven’t bought an iPad....I’ll wait for the 10.2″ iPad to come down in price. I had more involvement with Andy Ashler and in the US with the Qfiniti project at work. I’m really enjoying it, it’s very technical...although I didn’t finish ‘til 6pm because of it. The Oundle Chronicle is out and an article about me and my pics is on the back page. Leigh, the editor, sent it to me electronically. It’s good. I am chuffed! Day 256: I booked some holidays today, making sure that I didn’t include any days off in the week December 14-18 (SB’s off). So, this coming Friday (4th Dec), Next Weds-Fri and Monday 21st. I know I have only been back from Furlough a couple of months but I am more than ready for some kick-back time. 1-2-1 with SB today, it was a relaxed affair, most espcially becaus eof my success thus far with the Qfiniti project - that being said, I got pretty much nowhere with it today. Ordered a couple of long sleeved Ts and a fleeced hoody from a shop called Doubletwo today, well cheap in the sale. I saw half a dozen joggers on the Milton Road blind bend tonight, oblivious to any other potential path user. I posted about it (in my own, sarcastic way) on the Oundle Chatter FB group. It was met how I’d expected plus some direct digs so I deleted it. Cowardly but, I figure, I don’t get my point across, the vast majority of joggers really don’t think they are doing anything wrong by bulldozing there way around town and, lastly, I couldn’t be bothered with the flak, and its tennis like back-and-forth!

Day 257: Got tomorrow off so worked late tying up loose ends, including the qfiniti project - fucking nuts really, making sure no one asks any questions of SB or the team, in terms of my work load, for just one day off! Still, just had tea, cracked open a beer and am watching Shaun of the Dead. Nice.

Day 258: The main thing I did today is walk. It was about 12km but felt much longer ‘cos it was wintry, pissing down, windy and slippery as fuck. And I really enjoyed it! Badge messaged me today to ask how I am and, in replying, I mentioned that I think I am becoming addicted to walking...it wasn’t a throwaway comment. Just cooked up a chilli (which I think I have ruined with a Knorr beef stock pot), and will tuck in with beers, smokes and telly. While it’s been a day off, this Friday evening will be as all others are at the moment, late, drunken and solitary fun - no doubt.

Day 259: Typing on day 260. That chilli last night was actually OK. Plus I ‘invented’ a meatball wrap - moving on from the TikTok ham and cheese wrap you fold into the toaster, I tried the same with meatballs but no fucking way could I fold it into the toaster slot (pissed up kitchen shenanigans), so I wrapped it in tin foil and heated it in the oven, Fucking delicious. I watched Shaun of the Dead. I think it’s the first time since its release and I couldn’t help thinking “zombies just aren’t like that [in real life]” Wtf?

Day 260: I was quite sensible (for a Saturday) last night, in bed by 2am, up at my alarm this morning, 10:30am. Nice long walk, taking in a new path up by Biggin Grange and took plenty of pics that turned out really good. Btw, posh lost yesterday at Portsmouth (with 2000 fans there) and they lost midweek and last weekend in the FA Cup to Chorley, at home.

Day 261: It’s freezing today...actually 0 degrees. This house is so fucking cold, even with the heating on.

Day 262: Typing on day 263. Last day of work for 5 days. Beers are in order. And a sausage casserole. Day 263: I completely forgot to do a diary entry yesterday....concentrating on starting my work break off on the right foot, which I did. As a result, I didn’t get up until 1pm. So, to stop that sort of day wasting, no beers tonight. Just got back from a shop (£90 in Tesco’s), trying to sort out Romiley’s Christmas present, then something to eat (more sausage casserole) and a early, sober night.

Day 264: So, after abstinence last night, I was up before 11am and did a walk that included the track from Benefield Road to Monson Way past Park Wood. It was fucking hard work due to mud. I have lost coumd the amount of times I nearly slipped right over. Throw into that a hypo, the 12-13km walk was tough. Sorted out Romiley’s present (guitar stand, music stand and guitar exercises book). Took soime nice photos today as well which I’ve prepared and shared. No booze today/tonight either. Some break, a younger me would say!

Day 265: Friday, and I am typing with a beer, balti on the hob and I am just gonna choose a film and roll a single skinner. I am knackered. Up at 10am, cleaned the hall and stairs after a 10km walk. Also, I spoke with dad who is, as always, fine.

Time to make up for the last two sober nights.

Day 266: I am typing this on day 267. So drunk last night I left nearll a full can of beer and went to bed in my jogging bottoms and t-shirt. I have had a day off from any exercise at all which felt very odd. A few beers and watched Snatch. Day 267: While I was nowhere near drunk last night, due to sleeping in late (2pm) I was up ‘til 3am watching TikTok so today I struggled out of bed at just before 1pm. Watch the start of the season’s final GP (Verstappen won from pole and it was boring af), back on the exercising including a 9km walk. Back to work tomorrow which I feel totally conflicted about! Posh won yesterday at home to Rochdale (with the allowed 2000 fans) 4-1 including a 17 minute first half hatrick from Jonson Clarke-Harris.

Day 268: Back to work - Sueanne’s off and it’s the first day I’ve been at work with Jon in charge which involves a daily ‘SUMO’ (whatever that acronym stands for?) at 9.30am every day. I am still involved with te qfiniti upgrade project which seems to have taken a step backwards in the 3 days I had off, so I was working until gone 9.30pm! I have decided to do a quiz, hopefully for Christmas, whereby I don’t want the actual answers (to 25 particular questions, all with a common theme in the answer), merely an omitted question!

Day 269: Stand Up Meeting Online. SUMO. Ian Bird told me. I might struggle with double Y for my quiz. Work was OK, more Qfiniti stuff. Posh drew away to MK 1-1. Posh were 0-1 up but Lincs lost at home. I can’t undertsand why that pleases me so....oh, yeah I can Steve Dee.

Day 270: Struggling to order Dad and Rita booze for Christmas without it being a Morrison’s delivery that I can do through Amazon Prime. That would be OK but it’s just a bit clinical! Meanwhile, now I am paying for Prime, and they are showing some Premiership games (for example, tonight I watched Liverpool v. Spurs (2-1), I really have to contact Sky - I am paying £71pm atm! Sam posted pic of her Christmas tree but mentioned how she’s finding it hard to get in the spirit - Paul has testicular cancer and the outlook is bleak - fuck know’s what she’s going through with all that, trying to shield Romiley from the worst without lying!

#diary #Tumblr diary #lockdown #COVID19 #lockdownuk

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winnersmut · 6 years ago

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NSFW alphabet | YOON

A - aftercare (what they are like after sex)

aftercare is a must to seungyoon no matter how the sex was. if you’re feeling up to it, he’ll run both of you a hot bath. afterwards, when sheets are changed and pajamas are on, he’ll try to give you as much space as possible while still touching you, like your legs being tangled up, or laying so close that your arms are touching

B - body part (their favorite body part of their partner)

he loves your hips! he loves holding them, loves watching them sway when you walk, loves kissing the bruises he left all better the next day

C - cum (anything to do with cum basically…)

doesn’t like to make a big mess, so he prefers to cum inside of you. if you can’t or don’t want that, he also likes to cum on your tummy

D - dirty secret (self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

photography is his hobby, so don’t be surprised at the album he has filled with pictures of you on his phone. when he’s missing you on tour but it’s too late to call, those photos really come in handy

E - experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

yeah, he’s got some experience. nothing crazy or anything, but he knows what to do and how to make you feel good (shoutout to porn)

F - favorite position (this goes without saying)

missionary – he knows how to make it fun. not only can he hold onto you, but he can see your face, pull your hair, play with your clit… endless possibilities

G - goofy (are they more serious in the moment, are they humorous, etc)

actually, he’s pretty serious. that being said, he is also the type to think of a joke in the middle of sex and just start laughing

H - hair (how well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc)

i actually dreaded this question i don’t imagine him being too worried about what’s going on down there but he does like to keep it trimmed for your sake

I - intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect)

a very passionate and romantic lover. the type to cover the bed in rose petals and light every candle he can find, but tends to save that for special occasions

J - jack off (masturbation headcanon)

honestly, he doesn’t do this much. the only time he really gets himself off is when he’s away from you or if you don’t feel up to it when he’s needy

K - kink (one or more of their kinks)

this guy has an oral fixation, but i’ll get more into that later on. he also LOVES when you wear lingerie – especially if he’s the one who bought it

L - location (favorite place to do the do)

the bedroom is preferred but he’ll literally do it anywhere… so long as it’s within the comforts of home. if not the bedroom, the living room is a close second

M - motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

it doesn’t take much to get seungyoon feeling some type of way, just show off a little more skin than usual and he’s on his knees begging for you

N - no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

he knows that some people are into it, but he’d never hit you. spankings are fine, enjoyable even, but that’s as far as he’s willing to go with anything like that

O - oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

definite oral fixation. he’d never turn down head but he’d much rather be eating you out like a starved man. especially loves it when you sit on his face and grind against his tongue

P - pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc)

his hips move so fast that it’s actually amazing. like are you human?? how u do that??? he loves sensual sex though, so he tries to pace himself

Q - quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc)

seungyoon is not a fan. how is he supposed to properly praise you like you deserve if he’s being rushed?? that doesn’t mean they don’t happen, but round two later on is almost guaranteed

R - risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc)

down to try anything at least once. you better believe he’ll do some research beforehand too. as for risks, the biggest risk he usually takes is fucking you in the shower whenever the other members are home

S - stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they last)

this mans stamina is NO JOKE! he doesn’t like to be overstimulated, though, and usually taps out after the second nut

T - toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

you know those little remote control vibrators? he’s got one of those and he’s merciless with it because a) he thinks it’s funny to watch you try and keep your cool in public and b) he knows how desperate you’ll be whenever y’all finally get home

U - unfair (how much they like to tease)

he loves to tease you but he loves to please you even more. the only time he really makes you beg for it is when he feels the need to assert his dominance

V - volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)

he gets embarrassed if he thinks he’s being too loud, so you usually only hear low groans from him. it doesn’t take much to get some OTHER-MF-WORLDLY moans out of him, luckily

W - wildcard (random headcanon)

seungyoon loves sexting. at first, he wasn’t that into it, but now he can’t get enough. he loves to send you nasty texts when you’re out in public or hanging out with friends, just because he knows you’ll get all flustered. also likes to send pictures of his bulge with captions like “see what you do to me baby?” but never sends an actual dick pic

X - xray (what’s going on in those pants?)

he’s slightly above average; perfect length and thickness for optimum pleasure. and knows how to use that perfect dick to have you seeing stars

Y - yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

if he wasn’t such a busy guy, you’d probably be in the bedroom half the day. if he’s got time to think about it, he wants it, but tries to resist the urge for the most part

Z - zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

it can take him anywhere from twenty minutes to two hours depending on when the deed is done. he always stays awake for aftercare, but when he’s tired, he usually passes out as soon as he crawls back into bed

#seungyoon smut #yoon smut #winner smut #im so glad i finished this before the hanbin news broke #i cant focus on anything #ive cried so much today #we’ll never stop supporting ot7 though #admin kc #winner:nsfwalphabet

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yaboymercury · 6 years ago

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Ripping 9 to 5 - Doctor

(Re upload since the original was flagged for the pic)

Joe liked his usual doctor he was low energy, understanding and old which meant he was never usually stressed about going for appointment’s. But according to receptionist he’d retired and now he had no choice but ‘Dr Wright’ who had only just finished Med school and this was his first proper job.

It was only one of the last physio sessions for Joe’s recovery from his now-healed broken ankle but it was a pain it was with a new doctor.

His slightly anxious train of thought was interrupted by the receptionist saying that Dr Wright was ready for him.

Joe stood in front of the doctor’s door wondering if he should open it and if he did what he would say and generally overthinking the entire situation. But right as his hand grasped the door knob it was pulled forwards from the other side and with his still faulty angle he collapsed forwards through the entryway.

Fortunately for Joe he fell on something warm and quite quickly to momentarily break his fall. Unfortunately for both of them they both fell backwards onto the floor of the office on top of eachother.

“Shit, as if my first my first day couldn’t get any worse” Joe heard the stern voice mumbling as he blinked opening his eyes. Looking down the other man he couldn’t help but be stunned by him, his golden hair messed up by the fall still looked amazing, and his lips parted groaning in the pain from the fall seemed almost inviting.

But Joe had to get a grip. He was on top of the man who was supposed to be helping him. And with a jolt of pain from his ankle his moaned which unintentionally reminded the doctor of his presence.

“Oh crap sorry this is very unprofessional of me…” The doctor got out from under Joe and stood up brushing himself off and fixing his hair with one hand and offering the other to Joe on the floor “Let me help you up, especially since I probably just worsened your condition” He asked while bending down and giving Joe and apologetic smile.

How managed to get off the floor with the help of the man who introduced himself as Doctor Wright who when standing next to him he realised had an imposing physique standing a bit taller than him but his shoulders jutted out wider and his arms were massive.

Before they could get back into business a blast of freezing air came in through the wide open window making Joe shiver. It was the middle of winter and it was a cold day making Joe question the doctors sanity. His puzzled look at the window was noticed by the Doctor who again apologized explaining:

“Yeah it was getting quite stuffy in here and my last patient had some complaints so I had to open it, that didn’t stop him from leaving though”

“Why did he leave?” Joe asked a bit worried at the legitimacy of the doctor.

“Oh no nothing really that bad I think he just needed fresh air” He said with an embaressed smile scratching the back of his head. The doctor was so damn charming that it erased any doubt in Joe’s mind and just left him blushing.

After closing the windows Wright offered Joe a seat opposite him “Again sorry about all the informalities, let’s just help I can help your ankle”

“Don’t worry I’m sure you can do anything to help..” Joe trailed away not sure what he was saying and worried he was coming on too strong luckily the doctor ignored this.

He continued explaining all they had to do were a few stretches to help train the muscles. The bad news was that the stretches would be guided by the doctor, meaning a lot of physical contact, which Joe wasn’t sure if he would be able to handle.

“Okay so the first one is easy” He was standing in front of Joe but facing away, this was his first time noticing the doctor’s ass which was seemingly barely being held back by his work trousers which only helped emphasise the shape of his ass. One of his legs was now on the bed surface and he was stretching to his side, but all Joe could look at was how it contorted his ass and how amazing it looked when it moved.

“So do you get it?” Joe’s fantasy was interrupted and the doctor turned around to face the spaced out man. Joe had completely forgotten the stretch but instead of reprimanding him the Doctor only smiled and said “Okay that’s fine let me guide you through it”

Before Joe could even splutter out a response the doctor was behind him holding his waist in one hand and his inner thigh in the other. It was so intimate, Joe was practically being grinded on by how closer the doctor’s bulge was to his ass.

“Hah sorry about how close this is guess I should tell you I’m James by the way, always polite to at least tell them your name first” Oh god he was making sex jokes at a time like this, Joe was beginning to sweat as all he could do was force out a chuckle at the doctor who was practically groping him.

“Okay now I’m just going to raise your left leg onto the bed slowly and stabilise you with my other hand securely on your waist” Joe’s leg began to rise easily but as he did he realised a familiar feeling in his ass it was full of gas , shit shit shit, he couldn’t let it out now, not like this. His panic increased as his leg got onto the bed.

“Doc are you sure you need to show me all this I think my ankle is feeling fine actually?” Joe asked quickly.

“Hah yeah you’re funny, I like funny guys, but no I saw your x-rays your going to need all the stretches you can get” What the hell does he mean by he likes funny guys, is he gay as well? Joe knew he could worry about that now the James was pushing his waist so his upper body stretched towards his leg only straining Joe’s asshole more to try and hold it in.

But it couldn’t.

Prrrrrrrrrrrrt

It was an obvious clear sound followed quickly by the stink of the beans on toast Joe had eaten for breakfast. Joe actually enjoyed the smell of his own brew but he doubted the doctor felt the same was, especially when it’s right on his crotch.

He tried to find words to express apology, to make an excuse, to lighten the situation. But all he could do was splutter. Joe even tried to scuff his foot on the floor to make a similar sound but the carpet was incapable of this and the smell was undeniable.

Facing the consequences he turned his head a little to meet the face of the doctor who still held his waist.

“Wheeew guess that comes with the territory pretty stinking though I’d give it a strong 6 put of 10” he said grinning at Joe.

Joe was shocked. Why wasn’t this man disgusted surely this situation would be embaressing for both of them. So why was the only thing Joe could think to say…

“Only a six?” he got out as he turned around to face the other man who seemingly refused to take his hands of his waist, feeling the warmth radiating from him made Joe blush a little more.

“Not to brag..” James said shaking his ass with one of his hands behind his back which Joe wished he got a better view of “..but I’m pretty much a gas machine, back in my dorm at uni they used to call me 'Dr Stink’ and I kinda lived up to that name”

Momentarily regretting all he had said the Doctor’s voice became a little more coy finishing his explanation “So again not to brag but that burst of yours pales in comparison…”

Both of them were left in silence with Joe being stunned by the apparently stinky Doctor’s reveal.

Still surrounded in the smell of Joe’s emission James decided to break the tension with an awkward smile saying “So let’s continue with the stretches!”

Again standing facing away from Joe with his entrancing ass on show he made a wide stance with his feet apart and looked back at him.

“So this one’s a little easier just a basic forwards stretch, now copy my stance and we’ll do it together”

Joe stood the only place he could fit in the modest office, right behind him. James began to bend down until he reached the ground as he did so his ass began to almost break the seems of his trousers trying to escape with part of his crack showing at the top. Joe had to try not to stare but it was the only thing in his line of sight.

“Like what you see?” James was looking back at Joe from in between his legs, he caught him staring. He asked the question light-heartedly but Joe knew his answer would have been yes. “Well anyway you need to copy the stretch so come on”

Joe had nothing else to do except follow not wanting to be more awkward. It wasn’t until he began to bend forward that he realised how close his face was getting to the Doctor’s amazing ass. When his face got as close to the butt as it could from bending he couldn’t help but look up at it, he couldn’t resist.

The moment he looked up.

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPT

The air around his face shook, the force of the blast blew his hair since it was so close and he could feel the heat of it. Then the stink followed swiftly invading Joe’s senses with its rotten eggy stench.

“Ah I knew you wouldn’t be able to resist so I prepared a little punishment, oh and I also wanted to make sure you know that I live up to my title of 'Dr Stink’ after all.”

In his weak stance and so overpowered Joe’s legs gave out and he collapsed on the floor of the office coughing in the gas cloud which surrounded him.

Once again the doctor helped him off the ground and once again the doctor held his patient by the waist. James looked a little embaressed but mainly triumphant.

“I probably should have held back a bit more but at least you know what I can do” the doctor said winking at the patient in his hands.

Between coughs Joe managed to say “Yeah and it fucking reeks aren’t doctors supposed to make you healthier??” Joe managed to get out a smile with the last claim finding the humour in the situation.

Instead of laughing at the claim however he just smirked wrapping his hands around Joe’s wrists. “Well this doctor has noticed you staring at his ass and his ass had something to say about it” Smirking as he said the sentence he guided Joe’s hands to his ass so he could get a good feel.

Joe knew he should be more embaressed but all he could bring himself to do was grab at James’s ass. All room for rational thought had gone.

“I think by this point Joe we’ve moved past any pretence” in the middle of the sentence James let out a short fart on Joe’s hands which soon added to the stench surrounding the two. He pulled himself out of Joe’s arms and walked to the door locking it and then walked over to the window to shut the blinds. As he began to unbutton his shirt revealing his toned chest, he looked back to Joe and continued “You’ve been quite an unprofessional patient so I’m afraid this appointment will have to use some more extreme treatment”

Approaching closer to Joe who was getting more intimidated and aroused by the second he turned around in front of him and unzipped his trousers “It’s a treatment which I specifically specialise in and only I can cure your condition with”

He pulled his trousers slowly down letting his bare uncovered ass spill out in all it’s plentiful glory “That condition being the one barely held back by your underwear specifically”

Joe hadn’t even fully noticed the fact that his penis was completely stiff and easily visible in his jeans. He was lost for words and confused at what specifically about the situation was turning him on but before he could try and reason with him.

“So if we are going to continue with the procedure I’m going to need you to lie down on the bed so we can begin” Joe gulped at this knowing that whatever smelly treatment James gave him he wouldn’t be able to cope with it. He had a very sensitive nose and just one fart from the doctor nearly made him pass out. But he lost all rational thought when the barely clothed James grabbed his waist and began kissing his neck making his way up to his face and eventually on his mouth. It wasn’t the most romantic situation but the sensuality and intimacy overcame Joe as he gave in completely.

As they were kissing Joe managed to pull off his shirt and wriggle out of his trousers. Once he was only in his boxers James managed to lead him to the bed so he could fall back on it.

James bent over the bed so he could look down at the sprawled out man underneath him. Smiling down at Joe he teased him rubbing his bulge underneath the thin layer of fabric.

“I didn’t think I’d find a suitable sniffer on my first day so I’m shocked that a cute man like you would just stumble into my door and just let me start gassing him up.” In a quick flip of his leg James was straddling Joe with his ass over his chest and his erect dick pointing towards Joe’s underwear.

Backing his ass up closer to Joe’s face, Joe was getting more and more nauseated at the pure stench of his ass. The smell of stale farts drifted up his nostrils. Giving one last look back at him James winked “Hope you enjoy your prescription”

Then it smothered him James’s bare sweaty taint was on Joe’s face with his hole perfectly aligned with his nose.

FRRRRRRRRRRRRP

PPPPPPPPPRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRARP

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAP

The barrage seemed endless and the gas began intoxicating Joe’s brain clouding any sense he had leading him to mindlessly moan simultaneously for freedom but also for more.

Then Joe felt James start sucking on his dick getting him closer to the release he needed and also the stimulation of their bodies increased as James began writhing on top of him rubbing his cock on Joe’s chest for further stimulation for himself.

FRRRRRT

PRRRRRRRRT

BRRAAAAAAAPT

The farts became less long but more frequent and had more power behind them helped by the fact that with James’s thrusting his ass was now beating against Joe’s face.

PRAAAAAAAP

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRPPT

PHHHHHHHRT

The stink was becoming so overwhelming but the pleasure was as well. Joe’s thoughts were becoming clouded by the rotten stench of James’s gas.

PRRRRRRRRAPT

That last blast was enough to push him over the edge with its extra hot burst of sour smelling stench. He came in James’s mouth and moaned into his ass. Seconds after he felt warmth on his stomach and a muffled moan and triumphant laugh from above signalling that James had release as well.

He could barely hear it from under his ass but he could make out: “Just one more….”

Fsssssssssssssssssssssssh

It was worse than anything else Joe had experienced and it all went straight up his nose singing his nose hair and the toxic stink pushed him over the edge. Passing out he all he experienced was the powerful stink, the heat on his face and the muffled sound of proud laughter.

Joe came to on the same bed but under a blanket and suitably cleaned up. The sun was setting reminding Joe of how much of the day he had lost. The room still had the faint stale stink of James’s gas proving it wasn’t all some crazy fever dream.

On the table next to him was a business card with a phone number next to 'Dr. James Wright’ on one side and some writing on the other.

'Patient seemed to react well to treatment but is under threat of facing repeat symptoms. Must report back at least weekly for repeat treatment and specific therapy’

It seemed to Joe that he was going to have to get used to his new prescription.

#eproctophilia #fart #fart story #fartfiction #gay #gay fart #male fart #stink #flatulence #r9t5 #man fart #reupload

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kanasmusings · 6 years ago

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[Translation] VAZZROCK bi-Color Series 2nd Season Vol. 1 - Drama Track 1

Here’s the first drama track from Mamiya’s 2nd Season CD~! Boooooooiiiiii so much anxiety was felt by me for so many reasons but, it turns out, this is so wholesome and I’m still dying by all the things that I’ve found out XD

※ Please don’t re-post the English translations without permission. Please just like/reblog them instead ^^

Oh! And if you can, please do consider buying the CD here to support the artists ^^

Anyways, under the cut, enjoy~!

Track 01: 『ばずらじ、リーダートークの回』 “VAZZRaji: Leaders’ Talk Chapter”

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[0:00]

MAMIYA: Alrighy, let’s get started then~

SHO: That’s right. Listeners, are you ready?

MAMIYA: VAZZROCK Radio a.k.a. VAZZRaji—

SHO: Start~!

MAMIYA: Today’s MC is VAZZY’s leader, Mamiya Takaaki and~

SHO: ROCK DOWN’s leader, Onoda Sho will be delivering the broadcast to you~

MAMIYA: Wait, why aren’t we using the legendary tea table? I was looking forward to that, too… (1)

SHO: I’d say it’s because there’s only the two of us here.

MAMIYA: Well, it’s spacious so let’s use it even if it’s just the two of us!

SHO: Maybe this is the staff’s decision so that it won’t feel a bit too lonely in here.

MAMIYA: I see.

MAMIYA: Well, I guess it’d take some getting used to. I mean, this past year, we’ve finally managed to get closer to each of our units’ members, right?

SHO: That’s right~

SHO: Our unit feels like the household of a couple who’s been married for over 30 years~

MAMIYA: (laughs) Thirty, you say? That’s a little bit too relaxed now, isn’t it?

SHO: (chuckles) VAZZY has a lot of young members so, is it safe for me say that it would feel as if you were in the middle of raising children?

MAMIYA: Raising kids, huh~? It’s not really inaccurate so I find it kinda funny~

MAMIYA: We’re showing our different tastes as units now, aren’t we~?

SHO: Yup, we’ve gotten more work as units, too, so I’m sure that things will continue to be more interesting~

MAMIYA: Exactly! VAZZY’s really tight-knit now~ Thanks to that, we can finally have this leaders’ talk~

MAMIYA: Well, I guess even though I say that, when we get home, everyone will be waiting for us anyway.

SHO: That’s true~!

SHO: I imagined co-habiting to be somewhat similar to being in prison but, we have our own common rooms and it feels so wonderful, doesn’t it?

MAMIYA: You just said, “being in prison,” didn’t you…?! What kind of imagination do you have?!

SHO: Oh? Is that wrong~?

MAMIYA: Also, say that we’re living in a dorm. Ah, but just so there aren’t any misunderstandings— Every one of us have our own rooms and we have our own hometowns, okay? Please keep that in mind.

SHO: We’re all just in the same apartment complex~

MAMIYA: Yup, yup! The members are just living next door~

SHO: It’s really convenient when we’re borrowing soy sauce, huh~?

MAMIYA: (laughs) That’s kinda an unexpected situation for someone living in the city.

SHO: Ah! Speaking of… Ruka said the other day that he wanted to take a peek at everyone’s sleeping faces but… Do you know what he’s talking about?

MAMIYA: That guy’s saying things like that again?

MAMIYA: Ah, simply put… He’ll be sneaking into a sleeping member’s room and then film their sleeping faces with a camera.

MAMIYA: It’s kinda like a wake-up prank.

SHO: (excited) That sounds so exciting~! When should we do it~?

MAMIYA: WAIT A SEC!! You’re only saying that ‘cause you think it won’t happen to you!

SHO: To me? Hm… I don’t really remember how my mornings go so… I don’t know if I’ll even manage to make tea for him when he comes around…

MAMIYA: There we go— You low blood pressure bastard…

MAMIYA: My Ouka’s got low blood pressure so I can kinda understand but, waking him up is really troublesome, you know?

MAMIYA: What do you do when you need to be somewhere at an early time, Sho?

SHO: (excited) I have Haruto wake me up~! (sparkles)

MAMIYA: Wow… That’s a nice smile…

MAMIYA: It’s definitely hard on Haruto, right? No… I guess he’s used to it by now.

SHO: (chuckles) Are you the type who wakes up easily, Takaaki?

MAMIYA: Hm… I think I’m a light-sleeper. Though, I can fall asleep quick, too.

SHO: (chuckles) I’m now at a loss whether you’re sensitive or not~

MAMIYA: It’ll be a huge advantage when you’ve been in the industry for a long time~

SHO: Please teach me next time!

SHO: In any case, Ayumu’s going to be completely against the wake-up prank but Gaku’s going to play along~ We’ll be in your care if the opportunity does arise, okay~?

MAMIYA: You’re exactly the kind of guy who would make that happen…

MAMIYA: (sighs) I wonder how I should tell Ouka and Issa about this… Wait, maybe I shouldn’t. They’ll just get mad at me or something…

SHO: (chuckles) I’m looking forward to it~

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[03:45]

MAMIYA: Oh, that’s right! Did we mention today’s talk topic yet?

SHO: I wonder… In any case, isn’t it just about how the VAZZROCK Project has surpassed a year since our start?

MAMIYA: It’s so like you to not remember if we said the topic but then perfectly remember what it actually is.

SHO: Thank you~ Is that the correct response~?

MAMIYA: It is, it is! Well, I guess we should just continue, huh?

SHO: (chuckles) Nothing will change even if we confirm it anyway.

MAMIYA: VAZZRaji’s strong point is how everyone can just listen to it with a relaxed atmosphere.

SHO: That’s right.

SHO: Since it’s been a year, are there any things that you found to have changed since we all started co-habiting?

MAMIYA: Hm… Let me see… Ah! Vazz and Rock have gotten so much bigger since we got them~

SHO: We got new members of the family when they got here, huh~?

MAMIYA: Ever since they got here, my phone’s camera roll is now full of cats, you know~?

SHO: (chuckles) You’ve completely fallen in love with them now~

MAMIYA: I mean, it’s hard not to take a pic of them when they’re clinging to you or when they’re sleeping, right?! Doesn’t Reiji take lots of pics of the cats, too?

SHO: He doesn’t make it obvious when people are watching him but, he spoils them a lot~ He secretly bought them toys, too!

MAMIYA: Exactly! (laughs) Wait—It’d be meaningless if we just revealed that.

SHO: Didn’t you get scolded by Ouka regarding an issue with Vazz and Rock?

MAMIYA: Wha--!? How did you know that?

MAMIYA: I didn’t get scolded~ Mama just gave me a li~ttle warning, okay~?

SHO: Just to be specific, what did you do?

MAMIYA: I… gave them too many treats~! (laughs)

MAMIYA: But, you know~? Those kitties eat them up so much when I bring the treats out~

SHO: They’re so cute…!

MAMIYA: Very.

SHO: Then, it can’t be helped.

MAMIYA: Right?! Well, he explained that it’d be bad for them if the cats got too fat so, I’m holding back for now.

SHO: (smiles) How admirable~ You’ve levelled up as a pet owner, huh~?

MAMIYA: It’s more like, I was forced to level up.

SHO: You’re really raising everyone, huh~?

MAMIYA: Exactly. Hey, wait! (smiles) Has anything happened to you in the past year aside from us all living together?

SHO: Well, that’s~ It’s the same as what you’re thinking, isn’t it~?

MAMIYA: Pretty much~

MAMIYA/SHO: It’s VAZZLive, right? | It’s VAZZLive, isn’t it~?

MAMIYA: (laughs) That’s just gotta be it, right~?

SHO: It is our first live after all~

MAMIYA: That was fun, huh?

SHO: Yup! Just remembering it now still makes me excited.

MAMIYA: To be honest, I didn’t expect out first live to be that exciting.

SHO: Is that so?!

MAMIYA: I mean, we did perform songs that were just released, you know?

SHO: That’s true. Do you think preparing for all of that was difficult for everyone who attended?

MAMIYA: I think so. But still, everyone went along with us.

MAMIYA: The members all felt like one as if we’ve been together all our lives!

SHO: Once you’ve tasted it, you can never truly go back to not knowing what it feels like, huh?

MAMIYA: (laughs) Exactly!

SHO: Compared to me, you look like you’re so used to it. How did that feel for you?

MAMIYA: Hmm~ I may be used to it more compared to the other members but, that was my first event with VAZZROCK so I was secretly nervous.

MAMIYA: Well, I did get too carried away when we actually started though.

MAMIYA: What about you, Sho? You’ve performed in much larger concert halls, right?

SHO: Hm… In terms of audience count, that may be true but, the image of the penlights waving and all of that is—

(Their conversation fades out)

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[07:20]

SHO: (to the staff) Thank you very much for today.

MAMIYA: (to the staff) Thank you very much! Our other members will be in your care next time, too.

SHO: It might be our turn again before that, you know~?

MAMIYA: (laughs) They have to shuffle the members around!

MAMIYA: (to the staff) Then, thank you for your hard work!

SHO: (to the staff) Thank you very much.

SHO: We’ll be going ahead now.

(Door opens and Mamiya and Sho walk out)

MAMIYA: (stretches) Thanks for your hard work.

SHO: You, too. We managed to finish it without any incidents, huh?

MAMIYA: (laughs) Won’t it be a problem if an incident happened while the leaders were in charge?

SHO: Well, I guess so~ (smiles)

MAMIYA: Alright then… (Mamiya checks the time) 6:30, huh…

MAMIYA: This is just the perfect time, isn’t it~?

SHO: For what?

MAMIYA: Sho, do you have anything scheduled after this?

SHO: My work for today’s done after VAZZRaji.

MAMIYA: Then, should we go?

SHO: Um…??? Go where?

MAMIYA: (smirks) Of course~ To someplace nice~

==END==

Translator’s Notes:

(1) The legendary tea table Mamiya mentions is in ROCK DOWN’s Tokuten VAZZRaji Episode here ^^

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strangely-amusing · 7 years ago

Text

Étoile

Characters : Jaemin x You

Genre : Romance, Fluff, Slight Angst

Wordcount : 10,580

Note : Originally going to post this on Jaemin’s birthday, but I’m just that impatient lmao. Before you read it I just want y’all to know that there’s a lot of drama and it can be confusing for some, so feel free to ask me about it! Title probably won’t make sense (Y’all know me, I’m not good with titles) and please do correct me if i use certain words wrong! I’m really sorry for the low quality pic, I can’t find the hd one. Hope you all enjoy! ♡

Gazing at the beautiful night sky, your eyes glimmer under the luminous glow of the moon. Millions of stars are dotted on the black canvas of the night, illuminating the night sky. Its a simple yet breath-taking view, having been your favorite view for the years you have spent alive.

Tonight is a little different, however.

It is a little more special as you get to star-gaze without having to go outside, the glass windows over your head are solving all your problems.

“Do you like it?”

You turn your head to the side, facing him with a broad smile on your face. “I love it.”

Yukhei’s smile widens when he hears your answer, and he leans closer to place a kiss on your forehead. You snuggle closer, curling up against his body. “Thank you for installing these roof windows for me. I really love it.”

Yukhei gently caresses your cheeks, his eyes glistening under the soft glow of the moon. The smile never leaves his face, and only seems to widen from time to time. “You know i would do anything for you.”

You nod, a rather sheepish smile decorating your face. You then move to lay on your back once again, your inner child taking over. The stars are beautiful, but you can’t help but to notice that as time passes it starts to lose its glow, masked by the pollution produced by careless human beings. You have had countless of dreams involving the night sky where the bright stars were scattered all over the sky, illuminating the world with its gentle glow. All this time, you think it is only a beautiful dream of yours, leaving you delighted when you wake up in the morning. But as time passes, your dream is becoming more vivid that you start to think that maybe its not just a dream. Maybe its one of your lost memories.

“Yukhei?”

A hum comes from his direction. You glance at him, barely noticing his half lidded eyes. “What does the night sky looks like when we were young? Was it like tonight?”

“Yeah, i guess.” He replies nonchalantly, his tone turns flat and cold.

Yukhei doesn’t like it when you talk about the past, there is always a different glint on his orbs whenever you ask him about your past. You never know why, but its not helping at all. With almost all your memories lost from a fatal accident that you could never remember, you need a helping hand to guide you back to living a normal life. Although Yukhei does a pretty great job at re-introducing you to all your friends, he hates it whenever you ask him about your past life before the accident. Yukhei always says that your life was miserable, and its best for you to start over rather than to try living your old life.

Its an odd way to cope with your lover’s memory loss, but you never question him. Even when you first woke up from the comma and he introduced himself as your boyfriend, you never question his words or actions.

You trust him.

♡

“Was it always like this?”

Seulgi tilts her head upwards, trying to see what you are talking about. “You mean the sky?”

You nod, eyes still gazing at the bright dots. Yukhei is out of town, having to work extra to get a promotion. When she hears that Yukhei is going out of town for a few days, she immediately comes to your house. Seulgi plays quite a big role in your life, she helps you remember a lot of things, from childhood memories to embarrassing funny stories.

Maybe that’s why Yukhei doesn’t like her. Because she tells you things that Yukhei never will.

“It used to be way more beautiful than this.” She sighs, looking at the stars rather sadly. “Pollution really fucks things up.”

You nod as you continue to stare in awe, imagining how beautiful the night sky must be in the older days. As your imagination runs free, you suddenly feel a tiny pang in your chest, as if the beautiful night sky has a painful memory behind it. You clutch your heart in surprise, feeling your heart beat starts to accelerate.

“Are you okay?” Seulgi asks, concern obvious in her tone. You shake your head, gazing at the night sky once more before closing the roof window. “I’m fine. Oh and by the way, can I ask you something?”

“Go ahead.” She says nonchalantly, quietly munching on a red bean bun. You gulp, not knowing why you suddenly feel so nervous. “Was i always like this when i see stars?”

Seulgi stops chewing, tilting her head slightly. “Like this?”

“Yeah, I mean, happy. Is there a time where i don’t feel happy when i see stars?” You fiddle with your fingers, looking anywhere but her eyes. She doesn’t immediately reply, as if quietly trying to find the right words. “Yes, and no. There wasn’t a time where you don’t feel happy when you see the stars.”

Holding back a pained choke from the sudden pang in your heart, you nod.

“I see.”

♡

You’re very lucky to be alive.

At least that’s what people told you. You don’t know how bad your injuries were that people always say that whenever they meet you. You think its odd that no matter how hard you try, you can’t remember a thing about the accident. Everyone say that it was a car accident. How and when exactly, they never spare you the details.

You remember waking up in a white hospital bed with both Yukhei and Seulgi sitting right next to your bed, but it was nearly 4 years ago. Yukhei says that you were in a comma for quite some time so you couldn’t really know the exact time of your accident.

Everything about it feels odd, and yet you never really question it. You tried once, questioning a supposedly old friend of yours, but instead of an explanation, all you got was an unwanted advice.

She said that you should feel grateful that you had a wonderful life even after the accident, having loyal and lovely friends right by your side.

Its not an advice that you need, its not even an advice. Later on Yukhei told you and you and her were never that close to begin with, and it sparks your interest even more. Why would he invite someone you barely even know, and expect you to trust her?

You continue to dig information from all your friends, being careful not to let Yukhei knows about this. Odd enough, most of them keep their mouths shut, not willing to tell the details to their stories that seem all too general.

Their answers are all the same, as if it was scripted. You feel like an outsider, living a life that doesn’t even feel like yours. Hanging out with people that you barely even know, pretending that you do remember them and all the things that you did together.

A wandering soul, is what you are.

♡

Heading home from Seulgi’s apartment, you make your way to the train station. Yukhei will be home early today, and you don’t want him to know that you visit Seulgi frequently.

Looking at the train schedule, you immediately start to sprint towards the train doors that are slowly closing in. Its dangerous, but you can’t afford to wait for another 30 minutes.

Entering the train just a mere second before it completely closes, you let out a relieved sigh. However, the train is packed and you struggle to make your way into the train. You let out a gasp when the train suddenly moves forward, launching your body backwards.

A strong pair of hands catches you just in time, holding onto your arms just before you could touch the ground. You immediately stand up, ready to apologize and to thank the person who has helped you. However, when you look up at them, your voice leaves you.

He is simply breath-taking, with dark hazel eyes and plush lips that is slowly curving into a beautiful smile, standing tall right in front of you with a long coat hugging his model-like figure.

“ Y/n.....?”

Your eyes widen when he calls you by your name, wondering if he’s actually one of your old friends that you fail to remember. “I’m sorry, but do i know you?”

He looks at you with a gentle gaze, so gentle and delicate that not even Yukhei ever gazes at you that way.

“It is you.”

Seeing his glassy orbs, you start to panic. You feel uncomfortable when people cry, because it makes you want to cry as well. “P-Please don’t cry.”

The stranger shakes his head, a hearty laugh leaving his lips. “I know, you don’t like it when i cry because it makes you feel sad too.”

He must be important in my life. You bite your lips, desperately trying to remember a name and a story behind his now all too familiar face.

“Its me, y/n. Don’t you remember me?” He stares at you gently with glassy eyes, tears threatening to fall any second. You don’t know if he’s crying because of happiness or grief, the mixed signals he sends off are making your head hurt. You shake your head, desperately trying to recall any memories with him in it. “I’m sorry, I don’t. I’m trying so hard but I still don’t remember you.”

He stays still for a moment, eyes casting downside as the smile on his face starts to fall. He then looks up, a forced smile on his face. “Its okay, I get it. You don’t want to remember. I just want to apologize, I never had the chance to before.”

Apologize? All the things he said makes you even more confused. If he’s really an important part of your life, why are you so clueless about this? Why do Yukhei and Seulgi never mention about him?

“I’m really sorry if i hurt or offend you in anyway but I really can’t remember. I had an accident a few years ago, and I can’t really remember anything before that.” You say in a small voice, not wanting other people to hear it. His eyes widen when he hears you, the tears in the corner of his eyes slowly melting. You’re taken aback by his reaction, quickly reaching into your purse to get a pack of tissue. You immediately offer him some, but he doesn’t even tear his gaze away from you.

“A-Accident? When?” His voice is barely audible, just above a whisper. You nod slowly, opting to just carefully dab his tears away yourself. The act feels so natural, as if it happens a lot before. You offer him a small smile. “Its okay, it happened like 4 years ago. I’m fine now.”

Hearing your reply, more tears spill from his eyes. Your eyes widen when you see him crying, wondering what makes him cry.

“What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” You say gently, voice wavering slightly from holding your own tears. He shakes his head, wiping the tears from his eyes. Then he whispers. “I’m sorry.”

You raise your eyebrow in confusion. “What? Why are you sorry? You didn’t do anything wrong...”

He lifts his head up, his still glassy orbs looking straight into your soul. “I’m so sorry, y/n.”

“What are yo-“

You snap out of your thoughts when you hear your stop being called, forgetting what you were about to say in an instant.

“Be careful, alright?” He suddenly says, a painful smile hanging on his lips. Your heart wants you to stay, the identity of the mysterious guy sparks your interest so much. But Yukhei will be upset if you aren’t home when he comes home. Conflicted, you stay still in front of the open doors, mentally debating with yourself.

“Go home, y/n. Its okay.”

You turn your attention back to him, who is now slowly disappearing into the crowd, away from the train doors, from you. “Wait!”

He stops, although still not facing you.

“Tell me your name.” You say gently, but still loud enough for him to hear. He stays still for a second, before looking back at you. He parts his lips but nothing comes out, almost as if he’s re-thinking his decision. He then shakes his head, forcing a smile onto his face.

“Jaemin.”

♡

“Baby, where were you? I’ve been looking for you all day!”

You snap out of your thoughts when you hear Yukhei’s deep voice, not exactly aware of your surroundings. You look around, wondering how did you manage to walk all the way back home without even realizing it. You then look up at him, meeting his worried gaze.

“Are you okay? Did something happen?” Yukhei asks, hands going over your forehead to check your body temperature. You shake your head gently, offering him a small smile. “I’m okay. I was at Se--Irene’s house today, I’m sorry that I made you worried.”

Yukhei breaks into a smile, pulling you into a hug. He then presses a kiss on the top of your head. “Its okay, I’m so glad you’re okay.”

You wrap your hands around him, burying your face into his chest. The strong sweet scent of his vanilla cologne fills in your nostrils, and you fight the urge to gag. For some reason you never like the scent so much.

“I bought cheesecake on the way home, let’s eat it while we watch a movie.” Yukhei smiles, beckoning you to the kitchen. You nod and follow him into the kitchen, mind still fazed. Yukhei cut a big portion of the cheesecake for the both of you, while you quickly make a jug of iced lemon tea.

When you walk into the living room, Yukhei has already put a movie on, sitting on the couch comfortably. You put the iced lemon tea on the small coffee table and take a sit next to him, immediately welcomed by his arms.

As the movie starts, Yukhei becomes more and more focused on the movie. You, however, find yourself restless. You’re unable to focus at watching the movie, despite it being one of your favorites. Staring blankly at the wide screen of the TV, your brain keeps showing you an image of the man in the train. You glance at Yukhei’s focused expression, deciding something that you haven’t even realized you’ve been thinking this whole time.

For now, Yukhei doesn’t have to know.

♡

It has been a week since you met Jaemin, and he has not leave your mind since then. You say his name numerous times, but not even the slightest bit of memory comes.

“Jaemin.....” You hum as you look through your high school yearbook, hoping to get a clue about his identity. You scrunch up your face as you scan the pages quickly, having to scan all the pages because you have no clue about Jaemin’s family name.

“Na Hyemi... What an interesting surname.” You mumble, scanning the page quickly. You then flip the page, only to flip it back in a matter of second, noticing the name that you’ve been looking for just under the name that you just said earlier.

Na Jaemin.

The photo is ridiculously small, and you have to squint your eyes to get a better look. Considering that this photo was taken years ago, you do not expect any resemblances between the photo and the young man that you met on a train a week ago. But when you see the same beautiful smile from the man on the train, you know its him.

Your finger ghosts over the photo, as you try your best to recall any memories. A vivid image of his beautiful smile pops into your mind, but there’s nothing else. No memories about the reason behind his smile, no memories about what he was smiling about, there’s nothing else but his smile.

His smile is so bright and contagious. You think as you look at the blurry photo, unconsciously starting to smile as well. The yearbook offers no information but a name and a quote underneath the picture, and you let out a hearty laugh when you read the sentence under his photo.

Do you have a name? Or can i call you mine?

You shake your head in disbelief, mildly amused that an 18 years old Jaemin was such a flirt. “This isn’t even a quote.”

Although you can’t remember anything other than his smile, you continue to flip through the page, just to see what your quote was. Finding your name in an instant, your eyes widen when you read the words underneath your photo.

I do have a name, but you can call me anytime.

You visibly cringe, but you can’t help but to laugh it out. “Turns out mine was just as bad.”

Your smile widens when you read the two quotes, knowing very well that you both planned this out. Its heart-warming, to be able to get a glimpse of your relationship with Jaemin in the past. You aren’t sure what it was, but judging from these yearbook quotes, the two of you must’ve been very close.

Closing the book with a smile on your face, you can’t wait to discover more about Jaemin.

“Maybe Yukhei knows something about him...” You mumble, walking to the living room to search for your boyfriend. You find him lounging on the couch, eyes half lidded and mouth agape. Giggling, you playfully pinch the tip of his nose to wake him up from his half asleep state. He blinks a couple of times, closing his mouth instantly. “What’s wrong, honey?”

The pet name sounds so familiar yet so foreign, almost like you used to hear it a lot but not in that tone, or voice. Shrugging off the thoughts, you proceed to show him the yearbook. “Do you know him?”

Yukhei squints his eyes at the small photo, leaning closer to the pages. He then presses his lips into a thin line, the sleepiness gone in a matter of second. He then take the book from your hand and closes it, putting it on the table rather harshly. “Never seen him before.”

You frown as you take the book once more, opening it once more to show him the photo. Its almost impossible that Yukhei doesn’t know him if the two of you used to be really close. “Na Jaemin—you must’ve known him, right? Look! We even have corres-”

“No, I have never heard of such an odd name and stop talking nonsense. Its coincidence, everyone knows that.” He cut you off rudely, tone and gaze as cold as ice. He takes the book from your hand once more, this time putting it on his lap. “You weren’t popular, not everyone in this book is your friends.”

You quietly stand up, feeling the pain from his sharp words. It makes you wonder what role does Jaemin play in your life to make Yukhei that upset just at the mention of his name?

Yukhei’s wrath and blatant lie about not knowing such an odd name makes you even more curious, even after a week after Yukhei tells you to forget about it.

Of course, Yukhei notices your unusual behavior for the past week. And he isn’t very happy about it. Its one thing that you still can’t stand about him, even after all these years. Yukhei is a hot blooded person, getting very irritated when you don’t give him the attention and affection that he needs. At first you thought he was just clingy, but after awhile his tantrum is getting worse and unreasonable.

Much like today.

“Can you tell me what’s wrong? What did i do to deserve this kind of treatment?” You sigh for the nth time that day, frustrated. Usually you would just apologize and cuddle him until he gives in, but this time you can’t. It happens way too much and the reason behind his tantrum is becoming more and more ridiculous.

Yukhei squints his eyes at you, eyebrows raised. Its as if he is looking down on you like you’re a fool for not knowing. This irritates you so much that you decide its not worth your time.

“You know what? Keep doing that for as long as you want. I’m heading out.” You snap, getting your purse and coat. Yukhei immediately stands up, holding tight onto your arms. You expect to see a hint of regret in his glinting orbs, but what you see is rage. “Where do you think you’re going?”

You’re terrified, his deep voice alone is enough to make you shrivel into a ball. But when you remember Jaemin, and the fact that Yukhei lied to you about him, you make up your mind. You forcefully remove his grip on your arm, quickly trying to leave before he could stop you.

“Anywhere but here.”

You shut the door behind you and quickly run away, trying to run as far as you can. You stop running after awhile, realizing that he isn’t chasing after you, which could be both a good thing and a bad thing. You sigh as you stand in the middle of an unfamiliar street, the moon and the dim lighting of the nearby shops are the only source of light. You tilt your head upwards, hoping that the bright little stars could cheer you up even just a little bit. It seems like the universe senses your grief because for the first time in years, there are no stars illuminating the night.

♡

“Do you need an extra blanket? I think you do.”

You sigh in content as you sip a cup of hot chamomile tea, a blanket pooling around your torso. “Its okay, this one is warm enough.”

Seulgi squints her eyes at you. “Are you sure? You look cold.”

You stay quiet, eyes staring off into the distance. Your mind wanders, and you start to wonder if your decision to leave the house is the right thing to do. After all, Yukhei does take a very good care of you, always making sure that you’re safe and happy. You don’t know why all of the sudden you’re being so impulsive, but a part of you just know that its because of the sudden appearance of Jaemin.

“y/n are you listeni-“

“Can i ask you a question?” You cut her off, blank orbs staring up at her. Seulgi raises her eyebrow, confused by your sudden question. “Well, Sure, Why not?”

You let out a sigh. “But you have to promise me you will tell me the truth.”

“Wha-This feels kinda creepy.” Seulgi jokingly says, although you could sense the concern in her voice. You stare up at her, trying to convince her that you’re being serious. “Please.”

She gulps, changing her sitting position. “Okay, I promise.”

You nod, silently thanking her for agreeing. “Tell me all you know about Na Jaemin.”

♡

“Childhood friend. Is that it?”

She nods, although you could clearly tell that she isn’t so sure either.

Listening to her doesn’t seem so fun tonight, as you could easily detect the lies that she throws here and there. You’re disappointed, to say the least. At first you try to let it go, seeing that neither Seulgi nor Yukhei want to talk about him. But you quickly change your mind when you notice that her stories don’t add up.

“Earlier you said that me and Jaemin used to be very close, right? When did Yukhei comes into the picture? And where is Jaemin now? Why do you never mention him in any of your stories?” Question after question spill from your parted lips, a result of such a vague story. She sighs, covering her face with her palms. “He was also your friend, but you and Jaemin were much closer. Look y/n, that’s all i can tell. There are things that i just couldn’t tell. Trust me, its for your own good.”

At first you think she will be willing to help you, but much to your dismay, she’s on the same boat as Yukhei. You stand up, too fed up with the lies that she continuously tries to offer.

“Where are you going? Its 2 AM.” Seulgi stands up as well, ready to stop you. You shake your head as you collect your things, refusing to answer her verbally.

“Why are you acting like this?” She says loudly, clearly frustrated. You stop in your tracks, her words ringing in your ears. In that moment, you know you shouldn’t trust her as much as you used to anymore. “Is it wrong for me to try and dig up about my own life? My own life that i used to live? Is it a crime that i want to know who i was in the past??”

Seulgi doesn’t say anything, standing still in her previous position in the middle of the living room. You shake your head, making your way towards the front door. “I’m leaving.”

“...Lovers.”

You turn around to face her, mildly surprised that she decides to answer. “So he was my lover. Why is it so hard to explain?”

Seulgi sighs, sitting back down on the couch. “Because its not that simple. He was, in a way, the reason why you got into an accident.”

Is that why he’s apologizing? You squint your eyes at her, not truly believing her words. “How?”

“You were both in a fight, I don’t know what the topic was about, you never told me. Before either one of you could apologize however, something terrible happened.” She slowly says, her voice trembling. “And because of that something, you changed. We all changed in a way, but you... you changed a lot. You lost interest in everything, college, music, arts, even the stars.”

You press your lips into a thin line, feeling a mixed emotion. How horrible something must have been if it makes you lost your interest in the thing that keeps you happy?

She looks up at you, tears pooling in the corner of her eyes. “You were distracted, and one day you crossed the road without looking first… That’s when the accident took place.”

You stay quiet, trying to digest all of her words at once. How is it Jaemin’s fault that you got involved in an accident?

“You said that there was a moment when I lost interest in everything right?” You ask carefully. She nods, her eyes seem a little dull. “and how is it Jaemin’s fault?”

“And if it is then why didn’t Jaemin try to cheer me up? I thought you said he was my boyfriend?” You raise your eyebrow, mind full of questions.

She stays silent at first, avoiding your questioning gaze.

“Seulgi.”

She let out a sigh. “Because he can’t. Even if he wants to, he can’t.”

You stare at her with wonder. “What kind of boyf-“

“He died in an accident, y/n.”

You feel as if your heart drops into your stomach, the feeling unfamiliar and so extreme that you feel physically sick.

Seulgi sighs for the nth time that day. “That something terrible was his death. He was on his way to your house to apologize, but he never made it.”

That’s what he was apologizing for. You feel your throat getting dry, the memory suddenly comes in like a train wreck. The atmosphere in the room when it happened, the fight, the harsh words that you both exchanged, it all suddenly dawns on you. Your eyes widen as realization hits you, tears threatening to fall.

“Yukhei.”

Seulgi raises her eyebrow, as she tilts her head in confusion. “What about him?”

Your eyes flutter shut as all the memories start to flood in, filling your head with both beautiful and unwanted ones. “The fight. It was about Yukhei.”

“It-It was?” She whispers, eyes wide in disbelief. You nod curtly, tears starting to fall.

“Yukhei was never my boyfriend to begin with, wasn’t he?”

No answers come out of her mouth, but you could see the regret written on her face. “I’m so sorry, y/n.”

The pain that you feel right now is unbearable, knowing that all the people around you that you trust, have been lying to you this whole time. It feels like your whole life just crumbles right in front of your eyes, and you’re unable to stop it from doing so, knowing barely anything about yourself.

“So this is all a lie?” You say, voice just above a whisper. “The life that i’m currently living in, its all a lie?”

She shakes her head, standing up immediately. “y/n, there’s a reason-“

“So it is a lie. A big fat lie created by both you and Yukhei and for what? So i could get on with my life without knowing who i was? Without even remembering the people in my life?” You shake your head, letting your tears fall without a care in the world. Seulgi moves to hug you, but you immediately take a step back. Overwhelmed by the situation, you know its better for you to avoid her and Yukhei.

She doesn’t say anything when you avoid her hug, and takes a deep breath instead. “That’s why i never told you. Both me and Yukhei decided that its best for you to-“

“Don’t.” You take a deep breath. “Don’t you dare finish your sentence. I know what is best for me, not you, not Yukhei.”

She seems a little surprised of your rather aggressive reply, but she doesn’t stop. “No, you don’t. Because like you said before, you don’t have a clue about your past life, but we do. We know-“

“We weren’t even that close.” You cut her off once more, not bothering to keep your voice down anymore. “What kind of best friend are you if I didn’t even trust you enough to tell you about my love life??”

She opens his mouth to reply, but you quickly cut her off.

“Both you and Yukhei are telling me my life from your point of views, but how could you do that if we weren’t even that close? How would you know what i was really feeling?” You’re practically shouting, unable to hide the distress in your voice.

She gasps, and unconsciously takes a step back, her eyes widened slightly. Your words are straight forward and sharp and you know it could hurt her feelings, but right now, you’re the one who’s hurting the most.

“Thank you for your bed time stories and all, but i think its best for me to ask the person that you’ve been trying so hard to hide from me this whole time.” You unlock the door and open it, ready to step out anytime, not expecting for another reply.

To your surprise, Seulgi does reply.

“How? By using a fucking Ouija board? Do you not hear me?? He’s dead, y/n. He’s been dead for 4 years!” She exclaims, frustration clear in her tone. Its funny how she looks regretful at first but now she turns all red and angry. With all the lies she has been feeding you, you’re not even surprised anymore.

Stepping out of the apartment, you look back at her.

“That’s what you think.”

She gasps, unable to form a coherent sentence as she watches you walk off into the distance.

“He’s dead! People could easily claim to be him, y/n. You don’t even remember him!” You could hear her voice in the distance, but you pay it no mind and continue walking. Getting into the small elevator, you could see Seulgi standing in front of her door, frustration written all over her face. She’s still trying to convince you to forget everything and to go back inside, but you choose to ignore her. You press the close button, ignoring her whole existence as the door slowly closes.

♡

Walking with your hands in your pocket, you have no idea where to go. You don’t have anyone in your life other than Yukhei and Seulgi. But you do not have even an ounce of regret, knowing that they are the cause of your distress. You let out a sigh as you come across a small bench, deciding to take a sit just for a moment. You look around, realizing that there’s no one around, not a person, not even a cat. You know its dangerous to be outside at such an ungodly hour, but you don’t have a place to go, a place to call home.

Your mind wanders to Seulgi’s words from before as you stare at the dull sky. Is Jaemin really dead?

You try to remember anything, any memories with Jaemin in it, but your encounter with him on the train and the fight are all you could think of. You sigh as you close your eyes, trying to hold in your tears as you recall the fight that ruined everything.

◇

“He’s my friend, Jaemin. He’s OUR friend!” You shout in frustration, massaging your temple. Jaemin lets out a groan, hands balled up into fists. “How blind can you be?! He asks you out on a date multiple times! And you still think that his intention is friendly?!”

You shake your head, clearly disagreeing with his opinion. “He doesn’t ask me out on a date, He only asks me to show him around the city! He’s nothing more than a friend! Why are you being so stubborn?!”

Jaemin looks at you with what you could decipher as disgust, and the rage in his eyes intensifies. With a dangerously low voice, he makes his statement clear. “He sent you a flower bouquet on your birthday.”

“Well maybe he-“

Jaemin cuts you off. “He told you to ditch me while you were waiting for me.”

You frown, folding your arms. “Maybe its because you were-“

Jaemin takes a step closer, staring down at you with his brows furrowed. “He followed us while we were on a date.”

“Jae-“

“He fucking tried to kiss you, for god’s sake!” He exclaims, throwing his hands out of frustration. Your eyes widen as you try to come up with a denial. “I-It wasn’t-“

“I saw you. I saw how he looked at you that night. I saw how he pulled you into his embrace. And the worst part is you weren’t even trying to resist him before I fucking came.” He spits out, venom laced in his voice. Your eyes widen as you unconsciously take a step back, startled by his harsh words. Jaemin shakes his head, and turns to leave.

“Defend him all you want, y/n. Might as well let him have you while you’re at it.”

You don’t know what happens, because you find yourself enraged by his words.

“Atleast Yukhei would never say such things to me.”

Jaemin stops in his track, turning his face sideways to look at you with spine-chilling gaze. “What did you just say?”

“Yukhei will never hurt me. He will never say those things to me!” You shout, tears threatening to fall from the painful words Jaemin said earlier. “Maybe you’re right. Maybe Yukhei is trying to take me away from you. And you know what? I should’ve fucking let him!”

Jaemin is now facing you completely, the burning rage in his eyes is prominent even from a distance. “Say that again I dare you.”

You let your tears fall down as you stare back at him with almost the same amount of rage.

“Falling in love with you is a mistake.”

◇

You stare at the sky blankly, wondering how depressed he must’ve been after you said those regretful words. And most importantly, how depressed you must’ve been when you realize that its the last words you said to him.

You let out a sigh as you let your tears escape, regretting your poor choice of words. You want to do nothing but to apologize, but you don’t even know where he is right now. You don’t even know if the man that you met on the train was really him, or just a part of your imagination.

You’re not completely sure the reason behind your tears, as everything seem to upset you. Yukhei’s and Seulgi’s lies, your fight with Jaemin, Jaemin’s accident, your encounter with Jaemin, it all feels like a huge drama.

Do they really lie? Or you’re just suspicious of them? Do you really meet Jaemin? Or Is he really dead? Its too much to take in, and its making you crazy.

You don’t know who you are, or who you used to be, and if it isn’t the worst thing that could happen, what else?

You yelp in surprise when you feel a cold hand gripping your arm, immediately scrambling away. It is now that you finally realize that maybe staying at Seulgi’s apartment for the night doesn’t seem too bad.

“Let go!” You desperately try to break free, but the person doesn’t let go, only tightening his grip on you.

“y/n! Calm down!”

Huh? Cautiously, you look up. All your movements stop the moment you lay your eyes at him, your arms falling to your side. You feel your eyes start to water, as your body begins to tremble.

“Jaemin.”

He releases his grip on your arm, concern written all over his face. “Are you okay? Why are you out here in the middle of the night?”

His deep, honey like voice triggers another memory, in which he lulls you to sleep on a rainy day. As you see and hear more of him, a little piece of your memories start to come back. And its makes you realize that he really is Jaemin. Hot tears spill down your face, and you find yourself unable to speak out.

“Why are you crying? Are you hurt?” He asks, scanning your body to see if there’s any open wound or bruises. When he finds none, he immediately knows its not physical. “y/n?...”

“I’m sorry.” You manage to speak out, more tears starting to spill. “I didn’t know that—They never—I’m so sorry, Jaemin.”

Although your sentence is not complete, it’s almost like Jaemin knows that you’re trying to say, and pulls you into his embrace instead. The earthy scent fills in your nostrils immediately, and you find your body relaxing at the pleasant scent. It soothes you, but the memory it triggers is only making more tears stream down your face.

You remember Jaemin pulling you onto his lap, wrapping his arms around you as you catch a whiff of his freshly-washed hair, hints of patchouli and the slight amber notes making you feel warm and safe.

You close your eyes as the memory hits you, tears falling in a stream. Jaemin doesn’t say anything, gently caressing your hair. He feels his eyes getting wet as well, the sight of you crying breaking his heart. He doesn’t know why you’re crying, or why you’re apologizing, but he knows it has something to do with him.

The moment your tears start to stop, you immediately try to explain yourself. “I’m sorry, I was so blind. I should’ve known that Yukhei was-“

“No, stop.” He cuts you off, gently cupping your cheeks. “I’m the one who should apologize. I was the one at fault, not you.”

You notice the tears pooling in the corner of his eyes, and you find yourself tearing up once again. “No, Its mine. I sh-“

Your words are cut off the moment Jaemin lays his lips on your forehead, the act feels so natural that it leaves you feeling a lot better. He pulls back and smiles, although the tears are still there. “We have a lot to talk about, but i think it’s a good idea if we go somewhere safe first.”

You give him a small nod, wiping off your tears with the hem of your sweater. He stands up and offers you his hand, which you gladly take. He doesn’t say a single word, only squeezing your fingers occasionally. But its enough to remind you how natural it feels to have his hand in yours, how natural it feels to have him close to you.

♡

“Come on in.”

You step into the house, the strong earthy scent hitting you right in the face. The familiar scent of the house makes you feel safe almost immediately, your shoulders visibly relax at the first whiff of the scent.

The house is small, only consisting of one bedroom, a living room and a small kitchen. Jaemin doesn’t have a lot of furniture either, the simplicity of the house makes it more appealing to your eyes. It stuns you at how much you two share the same preferences.

However, your gaze lands on the ceiling of his bedroom, and you unconsciously walk into the room to take a closer look. Jaemin doesn’t really know what catches your attention, so he follows you to his room. When he catches you staring at the ceiling, his lips curve into a small smile.

“Its a roof window.” He says as he walks closer towards you, staring at the glass window with a small smile on his face. “So I could see the stars.”

You nod, a rather sour smile hanging on your lips. “I know. I have one too.”

Jaemin raises his eyebrow at your sudden change of mood. “What’s wrong? Don’t you like it? You used to like stars.”

“I do, and I still like them.” You gulp, looking up at him. “But we have a lot to talk about, other than the stars.”

Jaemin nods, laying down on the bed. You watch as he lies down, not knowing what to do. He then pats the spot next to him, signalling you to lie down as well, and so you do. Both of you stay quiet for a moment, staring at the dark night sky in silence.

“What else do you remember?” Jaemin breaks the silence, his voice slightly wavering. You let out a small sigh, gazing at the dark night sky. “Not much. I remember you lulling me to sleep...”

His lips curve into a smile at the beautiful moment, partly relieved that you remember it. “What else?....”

There’s a pause before you answer his question, as you try to carefully choose your words. “The fight.”

Jaemin visibly flinches when he hears you, the smile on his face vanishes in an instant. Silence fills the small room as you both try to come up with another ice breaker.

“You know,” Jaemin starts. “We used to spend hours just staring at the stars.”

You stay quiet, waiting for him to continue. He runs his fingers through his hair, a small smile hanging on his lips. “I don’t know if you remember this, but we used to lay out some mattresses on the backyard and snuggle up together while looking at the stars, talking about our dreams.”

Just the thought of it is beautiful, and you find yourself smiling. Jaemin lets out a small sigh, glancing at you from the corner of his eyes. “I know there’s a lot of things that we have to talk about, but talking about the stars makes me feel—"

“Happy.” You finish his sentence, feeling the same exact thing whenever you look at the stars. Jaemin turns to face you, a small smile hanging on his lips. “Yes. Just like how you make me feel.”

Your heart starts to beat faster as the blood rushes to your cheeks, tinting it with deep pink hue. Jaemin chuckles when he sees your flushed cheeks, a beautiful sound that easily becomes your favorite.

“It has been quite some time since the last time I made you blush.” He smiles, glancing at you from the corner of his eye. You stay quiet at his words, trying to calm your heartbeat down. Its strangely beautiful how he could turn you into a blushing mess with just a sentence or two. You haven’t even remembered a lot about him, but the impact that he has on you is unimaginable.

“How do you find out? About us?...” Jaemin breaks the silence, his deep voice sounds heavenly in your ears. The smile on your face disappears as you remember what happened earlier, a small sigh leaving your lips. “I don’t really want to talk about it... ”

Jaemin nods, there isn’t any hint of annoyance on his tone. “Its okay, If it makes you upset then you don’t have to.”

“Can we... talk about us?” You quietly ask, turning your head to face him. “Our relationship, what was it like?”

A small smile appears on his face as he turns to face you. “Its perfect.”

Before you could reply, he quickly adds, “For us, at least.”

“How do you know I also feel the same about our relationship?” You look up at him, staring at him in wonder. Jaemin chuckles, leaning closer towards you. “Because we always talk everything out.”

“We grew up together, and we were attached to the hips. You would cry whenever I get sick, and I would do the same too. It was such an innocent time back then.” He continues, his smile getting wider as he recalls the beautiful memories that you still can’t remember. But you can visualize it, and for now its more than enough. “And then?”

Jaemin’s smile softens, his gaze lands on your cheeks. “I remember when I accidentally kissed your cheeks, back when we were still in junior high school.”

“Accidentally?” You raise your eyebrow, a small grin hanging on your lips. He let out hearty laughs as he shakes his head. “To be honest, not really.”

Laughing along with him, you feel genuinely happy and its the first time you feel such a wonderful feeling. Although you still can’t remember anything, his smile is enough to assure you that the memory really is beautiful.

“How did we end up together?” You ask, looking up at him with wide eyes. Jaemin winces, but the grin on his face shows that he reacts in a good way. “Its really stupid and awkward, are you sure you want to hear it?”

“Certainly.” You let out a chuckle, already grinning because of his reaction. Jaemin shakes his head, the silly grin still plastered on his face. “Fine then.”

You immediately sit up and face him, an excited grin decorating your face.

“Well you ask for it.” Jaemin grins, sitting up to match your eye level. “Back in high school, I used to be friends with this guy named Jeno. You might remember him, he was pretty popular.”

You scrunch up your face as you try to remember any Jeno in your life. “Is he the one who looks like that big ass statue on Easter island?”

Jaemin breaks out into a fit of chuckles, his voice resonating in the small room. “You remember him!”

You grin, happy because you succeeded in remembering your old friend and happy because you made Jaemin laugh.

After a few moments Jaemin finally stops chuckling, his hand clutching his stomach. He then leans back against the headboard of the bed. “Well, I’ve been wanting to confess to you even before I met Jeno, but it’s hard to build up the courage. I’m not afraid of rejection, I’m afraid of what might happens after that.”

“I’m afraid that I would lose you, forever. At that time I thought I would rather continue living my normal life with you as my best friend, even if it means that I have to hide—or possibly get rid of my feelings for you.” He let out a sigh, offering you a thin smile. You then scoot closer towards him. You take a seat right next to him, your shoulders touching his. “You told me its a stupid story, not a sad one.”

“Jeno made it stupid, honestly.” He laughs, fingers reaching out to yours. “When he knew about my feelings for you, he immediately told me to confess. He told me to give you a surprise, and I was dumb enough to believe him.”

You look up a him with a small smile. “Surprises are great, though.”

“Not so great when it involves me sneaking into your room in the middle of the night while holding a huge bouquet of roses.”

“What?....”

He winces, noticing how creepy it must’ve sounded for you. “I didn’t know why I agreed either.”

“What happened then?” You ask, mildly amused. Jaemin pinches the bridge of his nose, a small embarrassed sigh comes out of his parted lips. “You hit me with an umbrella.”

“I—What?...”

Jaemin sighs, looking up at you with an embarrassed grin on his face. “It was dark, and you weren’t fully awake. It didn’t hurt, but It sure was unexpected. I don’t blame you though, I’m blaming Jeno for coming up with the idea and I’m blaming myself for agreeing with such a stupid idea.”

You let out a chuckle. “I mean, that’s pretty stupid.”

“That’s not even the dumbest part.” He quickly adds, already covering his face out of embarrassment. “After you hit me with the umbrella for a full minute you just kind of... fell asleep.”

“I... fell asleep?”

Jaemin nods, already cracking another smile. “You did.”

You cover your face in embarrassment, awkward chuckles pouring out of your lips. “That’s more embarrassing than stupid.”

“Do you remember any of it?” Jaemin asks, his tone genuine. You shake your head, disappointed in yourself for not being able to remember such precious memories. Jaemin ruffles your hair gently, a reassuring smile decorating his face. “Its okay, I’ll guide you through this.”

You nod as you move closer to him, resting your head on his shoulder.

“Well, the next day I didn’t know how to act around you because I didn’t know if you’re actually awake or not when you hit me. It was pretty awkward until you casually came to my desk, telling me how you dreamt about hitting someone with an umbrella.” He looks at you, a grin sitting on his face. “And I didn’t know how to react so I just kind of blurted out ‘Its me.’ And we both kind of just went silent.”

“That is so awkward I want to die just from imagining it.” You let out a small groan, although the grin on your face remains there. Jaemin laughs at your reaction, pulling you closer. “It wasn’t that bad!”

You scrunch up your face. “It was that bad!”

He chuckles, pressing your head against his chest. “I’m still glad that it happened, though. Having you in my life is the best thing that ever happened to me.”

You feel the sudden urge to wrap your arms around him, and you do just that. Jaemin let out a content sigh when he feels your small arm around him, putting his hand on top of yours. After a few moments of silence, you could feel the change in the atmosphere. “What’s wrong?...”

He shakes his head, pulling you closer onto him. “Its just that.... we’ve come to my least favourite part of the story.”

You look up at him with a reassuring smile. “Its okay if you don’t want to, I’m alre—”

“No, I have to.” He cuts you off. “You deserve to know what happened.”

You can’t help but to nod in agreement, knowing that he is right and you deserve to know the real story.

“This might sound odd but the reason why all of our friends thought that I was dead its because I was declared dead for a good 7 minutes.” He says, his deep voice sounds even deeper than usual. You look up at him, confusion written all over your face. “How?”

He chuckles humorlessly. “My heart stopped beating for those minutes, but the doctor refused to give up on me. It was a miracle, really.”

“Indeed.” You quietly reply, scooting closer towards him. He notices this and intertwines your fingers together, closing the distance between your bodies. “I didn’t immediately wake up, but when I finally did i didn’t remember anything. So my parents brought me out of the country, to get a better medical treatment so i could get my memory back. I guess they didn’t tell anyone about my condition back then.”

He then takes a deep breath, the smile on his face slowly disappearing. “I remember about you, about us. That’s why I came back.”

Your heart skips when you hear his words, something that rarely happens even when Yukhei does something special for you, but happens so easily when Jaemin isn’t even trying.

“My parents thought its better to reach out to you and my friends here in Korea after I got my memories back.” He says, a brittle smile plastered on his face. You look up at him, noticing the way his voice starts to get more and more shaky. “Jaemin....”

He then takes a deep breath, glassy orbs gazing at the sky. “But it wasn’t that easy.”

“I spent months looking for you, I visited your house but it’s empty, and the neighbors said that it has been empty for quite some time. That day when we met on the train, was another miracle.” He finally turns to face you, his smile becoming more genuine. He then gently caresses your cheeks, hazel orbs gazing at you softly. “I was shocked, confused and happy at the same time. I wanted to pull you into my arms like i used to, but when I see the confusion on your face, I knew I couldn’t.”

You hide your face in the crook of his neck, unable to bring yourself up to see the pain in his eyes.

“I regret letting you go that day. I should’ve made you stay on that train. But seeing you so clueless and confused, I just couldn’t bring myself to ask you to come with me—A stranger.” He continues, cold hand caressing your hair softly. He then pulls away just so he could look at your face. He gently lifts your head up, forcing you to face him. “To be honest, I consider tonight a miracle as well.”

“Jae—“

“But what i really want to know is why were you crying? What happened?” He asks gently, eyes hooded as he gazes at you with a hint of sorrow in his orbs. You know he’s going to ask that eventually, and you don’t have any other choice but to tell the truth. “Its a long story though...”

Jaemin squeezes your finger as he offers you a warm smile.

“We have all night.”

♡

Fluttering your eyes open, you let out a small yawn as you roll over to the other side of the bed. You’re slightly surprised when a body stops you from doing so, wondering why isn’t Yukhei at work already. However, when you look a little bit closer, that sleeping figure doesn’t look anything like Yukhei.

You almost squeal in horror because of the supposedly stranger in your bed, but quickly notice that it isn’t your bed either. Looking around, you notice that its not even your room.

Oh my god where am I?? Your breath starts to quicken as you frantically search for your phone, being careful not to wake the other person up. You quickly find your phone at the night stand, connected to a charger. Huh?

“Good morning.”

You immediately turn around to face the now-awake stranger, only to see a very familiar face. You let out a relieved sigh as you remember what happened last night, letting Jaemin pulls you into his embrace. “You fell asleep mid-story last night—Just like you always do.”

His voice sounds deeper, and a little bit hoarse from the deep sleep. You find yourself smiling, such a rare thing to happen in the early mornings. “I’m sorry, I was exhausted.”

“Its okay, you looked adorable.” He sighs contently as he snuggles closer, his lips curving up into a smile. You haven’t remembered a lot of things about him nor your relationship, much to your dismay. But you’ve noticed the way your body relaxes just at the sound of his voice, you’ve noticed how easy it is for him to make you blush, you’ve noticed how your body reacts to him being by your side. You think it as a sign. A sign that this is where you truly belong, In his arms.

You want to stay like this forever, safe and sound in Jaemin’s embrace, but you know that life doesn’t work that way. You let out a sigh as you cover your face with your palms. Jaemin tries to pry off your fingers, concern obvious in his tone. “What’s wrong?”

“What about Yukhei?” You look up at him, trying to look for answers. Jaemin knows what Yukhei did, and he isn’t happy about it. You had to calm him down last night when you told him what happened the day that you first woke up.

Hearing Yukhei’s name, He scrunches up his face, visibly upset. But he stays quiet, as if he’s actually trying to think of a rational solution. You find his hand and intertwine your fingers together, squeezing it gently. “To be fair, he has been treating me well these past years.”

“I know.” Jaemin replies softly. “That’s why i’m trying to think of the best solution.”

You don’t want to lose him, ever again, but you don’t want to hurt Yukhei either. Yukhei has done terrible things both to you and Jaemin, but he treats you well when Jaemin couldn’t. On the other side, you haven’t remembered everything about Jaemin and your relationship in the past, but it feels so right to have him by your side. You know your heart longs for Jaemin but you couldn’t just ditch Yukhei like that.

“Does this count as cheating?” You whisper, voice barely audible. Jaemin shakes his head, squeezing your hand in his. “Technically, no. I was still your boyfriend when he one-sidedly declared himself as your boyfriend.”

You nod as a reply, not knowing what to respond.

“I think what matters is your feelings right now.” He adds, cupping your face with his hands. He presses his forehead against yours, the tip of your noses bumping slightly. “If you want to be with him then its okay, I will be fine. After all, I was the one who left you—in a way.”

The smile he has on is genuine, but it doesn’t represent happiness or some sort. Seeing him smile in such a painful way hurts you, almost to the point of crying. You gently shake your head, letting out a sigh. “To be honest, I still can’t remember a lot about you and our past...”

Jaemin shuts his eyes tightly as he prepares himself for the worst.

“But I want to be with you.” You whisper, hiding your flushing cheeks in the crook of his neck.

Jaemin pulls back abruptly, eyes wide. But then his gaze softens, a hint of grief in his hazel orbs. “Are you sure? I’m basically a stranger to you.”

You could hear the pain in his tone, as if he doesn’t actually want to say those words but has to. But he has a point. Although he used to be your lover, at this point he’s a stranger in your newly started life.

Gently reaching out to swipe his bangs off his eyes, you offer him a small smile. “Funny, because I never feel so safe around strangers before.”

Jaemin let out a sigh, putting his hand on top of yours. “I’m serious, y/n. What if you hate me, or my personality? Or my living style, my hobbies?”

“Jaemin, you were my boyfriend before. What makes you think I won’t love you like i used to?” You trace his facial feature with your finger softly, familiarizing yourself. “And technically we’ve really never broken up.”

Jaemin sighs, leaning into your gentle touch. “Because this is different. Its like a new blank page, and what if the result is different? Anything could happen, and you could easily—”

His words are cut off the moment you lay your lips on his cheeks, leaving him stunned. His eyes widen for a moment, not expecting you to do that.

“I’ve fallen in love with you before, and even though I don’t know why and how, I’m sure I will fall back in love with you in no time.” Your lips curve into a genuine smile, as you brush the tip of your noses together. “And to be honest, I think I’ve already started.”

Jaemin stays still for a moment, but the corner of his lips start to lift into a smile. He pushes his body up, supporting his weight with his elbows. He leans closer and presses a gentle kiss on your forehead. He then lifts your face by the chin, sheepish smiles decorating both of your faces.

“I love you so much.” He whispers, sighing contently. Your heart beats faster, and you find yourself blushing even though there’s nothing to be embarrassed for. You don’t know what to say, tripping over your own words.

Jaemin smiles softly. “Its okay. You don’t have to say it back just yet. Don’t force yourself. I just want to make sure you know that i love you.”

“I know.” You whisper as a reply, cheeks flaming in embarrassment. Jaemin doesn’t reply, instead he pulls you closer, so close that your body is pressed against his. “I miss this.”

“I still can’t remember a lot but i must admit this feels very nice.” You admit, snuggling closer to prove your point. Jaemin chuckles heartily, pressing a chaste kiss on your forehead. You sigh contently at the feeling of his lips against your skin. “You must’ve done this a lot.”

Jaemin pulls back slightly just so he could look at you. “What do you mean?”

“I remember some memories because of certain things, like the smell of your shampoo, it triggers a specific memory. But you’ve kissed me at least 3 times since last night and I still can’t remember a specific memory attached to it, So I’d figure you must’ve done this to me a lot.” You quietly reply, suddenly feeling shy about the topic that you bring up yourself. Jaemin hums as a reply, his hand pulling you closer against his body. “That’s because I haven’t done the real thing yet.”

“What real th—”

Your words are cut off the moment Jaemin lays his lips on yours, the contrast between his chapped lips and your smooth ones is making you feel light-headed. Your eyes flutter shut as the kiss deepens, his lips moving in sync with yours, molding perfectly against each other.

Your eyes slowly open when he pulls away, breaking the kiss that you’ve grown to love in just a matter of second. Jaemin looks at you with a gentle gaze, a small smile decorating his face. “Does it bring back any memories?”

“No, actually.” You answer him honestly, chuckling quietly. Jaemin hums, the smile still sitting on his face. “Don’t worry, though.”

You look at him with wonder, eyebrows raising ever so slightly. Jaemin leans closer as the corner of his lips lift into a playful grin.

“We have all the time that we need to try again.”

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