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Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.
#fallen london#ambition: nemesis#mr.cups#the grey mourner#Happy belated birthday to me: I finished my Nemesis ambition. I get to make a fun comic about it. THAT WAS THE DEAL!!!#...Is what I would have said had I not spent *four* days trying to draw a cool dramatic comic. This is all I have to show for it.#I also missed posting this on the Flondon anniversary so I'm double Smad and frustippointed at myself.#This is niche content but I know there are flondoners following me who will understand.#I had to make a second account because all my friends who I played with *also* picked Nemesis and dropped the game at various gates.#I failed every possible check at Knifegate. I was on the verge of madness. And yet I still love this game.#Little known secret about me: over 70% of the blogs I follow on tumblr are flondon rp blogs.#The cool art and character lore brings me a lot of joy!#With that said; what the hell is the coincidence that right as I finish Nemesis -#The flondon community starts a Nemesis Race.#Guys. it’s not worth it. It is a revenge quest about losing everything you have to see your task through.#All to culminate in the discovering that you are beefing it with a fanfiction writing bat.#That said; I do feel like this story was very satisfying for my melancholic doctor.#I knew I would get the choice between sparing or killing my nemesis (the bat) and I had a long time to think it through.#Someone who wants to save lives and (does as much as possible to do make things better for others) choosing against mercy?#Someone who never permitted themselves to let the city truly become a home because they were not a person - they were a tool for grief.#Alright..Yeah the ending was really good.#I will be back with a part two. Clearly I'm tenacious enough to commit to what I started.#If I am not excommunicated on sight by the flondon community I will be back with comics for the other ambitions.
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Family for day 6 of SpeSilverWeek! Edition uuh found biological and crime I guess...
#this was the first one I completed tbh and I'm not vibing but it was rly good warmup and tbh working lineless is so much easier...#I get lazier and messier concerning anatomy esp and stuff but I have fun...#spesilverweek#pokespe silver#pokespe blue#pokespe#my art#the thing about this is. I have so many thoughts about this one very specific rocket au where they aren't dex holders but find Giovanni#instead but he still goes missing and they still kind of hate team rocket bc the whole mask of ice thing still happened so they try to fuck#shit up from within now that giovanni is gone even though they also rly just kinda want him to return and deal with stuff himself#and the admins have these rly fun roles of all being in disagreement on what to do#like the boss might be dead his kids should take over or we Must find the boss or lol no boss my team rocket now#and then the dex holders get mixed in too and it's Fun bc everyone is fighting everyone#also sorry Giovanni for making you look like that#it's like 5min til day 6 technically but my laptop is being a butt so in case it won't turn on tomorrow here it is now#I will not wait 5min for midnight I got a new pillow for christmas and I wanna SLeep on it noW! hell yeah !!#pokemon
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can i be fr for a minute?? sending abuse to people online for holding different views than you is not activism and in fact actively hurts your cause. most people are not extreme in their viewpoints, you can give them a new perspective if you're willing to spend some time explaining shit. if someone is saying something you disagree with and you rush in there to condescend to them and call them disgusting and subhuman and dont even TRY to explain calmly why their views are harmful, they're going to shut you out instantly and double down on their views.
most people are simply genuinely ignorant to the issues they're talking about - they just pick their views up from the news and the world around them and express opinions because that's what every person does. if you run in there and tell them they're scum for it, what then? if someone does that to you, are you going to think "maybe i should do some research" or are you going to think "this person is an asshole, im blocking them." a lot of you think you're activists and then refuse to do any kind of actual WORK to support your cause.
#this is not about the isr*el thing even tho thats obviously a huge issue rn#its just a pattern ive observed online#im not saying you have to be kind to people who oppress you dont twist my words#but if youre trying to support any cause and you think calling people names is going to help#youre a fucking idiot lol#people call themelves activists and pro-X cause because they called their opposition dirty c*nts online#how the hell is that meant to help anyone? theyre just going to retreat into their propaganda chambers because you proved what the leaders#of those spaces have been telling them#you can obvs block people if you dont want to deal w them but thats a neutral action. sending abuse harms ur cause.#text#like educating ignorant people is hard work! yeah! its also the entire fucking point of activisim#and if you think its too much effort then just stop pretending you give a shit tbh#like my parents managed to change our neighbour's very xenophobic stance on migrants with a calm conversation#some people will listen and some wont and shes not exactly going out to protests for migrants rights but shes not hostile anymore#and a lot of yall think that isnt good enough but let me tell you it IS good because these things take time!#unlearning things is MUCH harder than learning them in the first place and a lot of people grew up in environments that taught them#very discriminatory and conservative views and its actually not their fault. and its hard to educate yourself differently on something you#have no idea is not true. where do you start w that?
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people doing this whole "look at how rhaenys acted with corlys's bastard son vs how catelyn acted with jon snow" to demonize one or the other is weird because, like, maybe it's just me, but i think that catelyn and rhaenys had different reactions because they're different people in different situations.
#personal#like they're clearly very different people with different personalities#hell even the situations are different#rhaenys kinda stumbles upon corlys's bastard whose name i don't know cuz i'm not watching this season just kinda in passing#she knew he existed but didn't really have to deal with it at all#meanwhile ned comes home with this baby he says is a product of cheating and just goes 'he's living here now'#there's no space for catelyn to separate herself from the betrayal of fidelity the way that there likely was for rhaenys#like i'm not catelyn's biggest fan#not just because of her treatment of jon (altho yeah i'll be honest i'm not a fan) but there's stuff about her personality#and how she views the world and what being in her head is like that can rub me the wrong way#(she's just so constantly judgy and rude about nearly everyone she doesn't know and even some that she does and it can get exhausting)#but she's a different person to rhaenys and also occupies a different role than she does#rhaenys has a lot more going for her in her marriage than just being corlys's wife#she's got the bluer blood as a targaryen princess she's got a dragon she's got power and influence in her own right#meanwhile catelyn doesn't have nearly as much#she's a lord's daughter yeah but in this entirely new kingdom where she is now her power comes from being ned's wife#and mother to his children#in her head jon is a threat to that power due to being not only a reminder of ned's infidelity but also how his placement could supplant#her children and thus herself by extension#along with her just having a different personality to rhaenys that makes her harsher about it#(i mean i still don't LIKE that she takes it out on jon who certainly didn't ask to be born but i at least understand from characterization#and again: they're different people! no shit they'd react differently!#i'm just baffled at this attempt to pit GOT characters against HOTD characters all the time it's so weird#like now there's people arguing who's better between jace and robb stark and i'm just left baffled#do y'all literally not know how to consume content in any other way except petty fandom wars? my god you're annoying
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Sometimes I want to talk about my horror road trip au where C!Dream and Quackity are best friends and then I remember that au is pure nonsense
#the dog barks#dreblr#Quackity is reincarnated and had no memories of the dsmp#C!Dream isnt. and lives kinda... trying to keep a parallel reality stable?#everyone was reborn and C!Dream needs to deal with all the weird paranormal shit they left behind#and then Quackity accidentally drives right into it#C!Dream is just... look I dont like the guy but he's going to die if I dont help him. Hes not even the same guy!! <-ignoring his trauma#so Dream sneaks into Quackity's car. but he's kinda stuck as his prison body because he's stupid and very much still traumatized#so he tells Quackity to not look behind him. and Quackity is terrified so he doesn't#so Quackity just has SOMETHING in the backseat of his car guiding him through hell or wherever the fuck he is#anyway. yeah it doesn't make much sense and I dont explain it really well here#dreamwastaken#c!dream#... im scared of properly tagging Q#ask me about this au please
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ive been sleeping on i look in peoples windows
#this is the first time ive listened to it after the mandatory first time listening and what the hell#instant fuckjnv favorite#yeah i can't talk about eras i don't know how to deal with endings and im very sad that ill never see it live#and it really feels like an end because the next time she tours ill be so much older and ill try to hold#onto the fandom and everything but i just know it will never be like this again😕
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a couple years in the future, but not many...
colour key: blue = english spoken red = norwegian/norse spoken black text = language being masked by english so you can still read. see the borders for actual language. purple borders = norwegian/norse accented english (it's blue tinted by red) orange borders = whatever bat's accent is. while speaking norwegian (it's red tinted by yellow)
i am very normal about languages <3
#oh hello dazzo#🦇 morten#🦇 einarr#low stakes 🦇#07 the green one#📕 there has been a timeskip#🖐️ damien#gonna change the title of that chapter later somehow#once it's more clear what's going on in it#don't worry about morten's sidetails#much like einarr's hair it grows back to their normal length#and they might have been playing with scissors in between panels DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT#also yeah mort learned british english in school. so did i. and my brother.#england is geographically closer to norway so our teachers focused on that#if i've spoken english to you irl just assume mort's accent sounds something like that#meanwhile who knows what the hell is going on with einarr's language he's a thousand years old so naturally it's kind of a mess#he learned english in a time when thou/thee/thine was still a thing#so his english is actually much weirder than what i'd normally write#rune mostly speaks norwegian. he's not very good at english. he went hibernating in 1995 and english wasn't as commonly used daily yet#so when he woke up and everyone around him suddednly knew english fluently?? he's like. what the hell#in the few years since then he hasn't really gotten much better at english#he doesn't have a child's brain that absorbs languages like a sponge anymore. he knows norwegian and super basic english and that's it#and that's why he just nopes out of the scene#not dealing with an american today!!#and bat grew up with several different languages around him so i haven't quite figured out his linguistic situation yet#he did figure out norwegian rather easily though#mort talked a lot#ok this is getting long. thank you for coming to the Bonus Contents In The Tags i appreciate you
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Heheheheheho I have gotten some of the Dragon Age books (🏴☠️) and this is gonna really let me dig into some stuff, especially my favorite guy Cole, cause now I can read his OG appearance, I want to see how much stuff Cole says, especially during his quest actually makes sense, and how much is in-universe "both sides are right"ing about not listening to what Cole wants to do.
I am mainly talking about Spirit!Cole thanking Inky for not making him change... Despite the fact that thoughout Cole's quest Solas ignores what Cole wants (Like being binded) & wants to do (Kill the guy who beat beyond beating a 12 (at most) year old (most likely, it isn't outright stated (to my memory) the Templar who fucked up the paperwork was also one of the ones who physically abused him, but I feel it's a pretty safe assumption) & got that child killed due to neglect & faced no consequences) but ultimately the choice that causes Cole to thank the player for not changing him is the one where you listen to Solas over Cole (Or well Varric, who also doesn't let Cole do what he wants but is closer to what Cole would have done if he had went alone for the confrontation) & in this route I would say Cole's character changes a lot more, especially as he forgets the original Cole, which... Rubs me wrong, but I'll save my more detailed thoughts for 1. After I fully read Asunder & 2. Either a full Cole analysis or a detailed post about my thoughts on his quest & routes (& maybe how I'd rewrite them, as a Autistic person & a ally to the aroace community)
Anyways my point is that I want to see how true it is characters rejected or wanted to change Cole, I want to see what leads him to feel that having two men argue & tell him who he is supposed to be & do only to have a third person decide out of those two's options for what he should do is remotely a situation where he's been accepted.
#talk tag#my meta#cole meta#da cole#dai cole#dragon age cole#anti Solas#anti varric#just a lil like I love them but also holy hell you can tell they are in a sense in Cole's quest meant to#repesent ''parents who *have to deal with* Autistic children & make their choices for them#which ultimately comes down to how Cole is infantlized despite being around the same age as the intended age for the HoF during DAO#but since he's a Autistic-coded man he is treated by the narrative & thusly by characters like he is far younger & can't make his own choice#& only by losing parts of that coding is he treated a little more like a adult either losing touches of ''humanity''#or having to start having relationships like how a allo nurotypcial would#anyways I am curious if the book has some of these issues or if it is mainly a DAI thing since tbh it has a Ableism issue#I do know that Cole in the book is allowed to be a lot more threatening which I am excited to see for myself#let him be fucked up he is a spooky ghost serial killer with messy morals & messed up ideas on how to help#also I should make my meta/thoery/hc about how the spirit vs demon dycomity is BS & is more based on if#a spirit fights back/has desires that aren't convinent for the mortals around it#''oh it isn't a sprit of justice who wants me dead for killing those mages... it's a demon of vengeance yeah''#''this spirit wants things & isn't just doing what I tell it to... Demon of desire''#anyways thoughts for a different day when I have done more research but it ties into Cole#because how actually different is it to mercy kill mages in hopes of being seen vs kill countless people some of whom are very much-#just acting with survival or protection of their people#in like the grand scheme of the system that decides when something is a spirit & it's a demon#why is it fine for Cole to kill to end others pain but if he does it for himself he is a Demon?#anyways ty for reading#child abuse#child death
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#its seems we really may be at the end of vanity#i missed a call from my dad and thought we might be in a connors birthday situation but no. not yet#he did say that it feels like this is it bc my mom's situation is complicated bc she has so much wrong at this point#its like a h0use md episode. the doctors dont seem to kno what to do and shes not very coherent#so my dad was saying that i should look at flights and by tonight hell let me kno if i should pull the trigger and buy a one way ticket home#it sucks. he sounds rough. i feel so bad for him. his wife of 29 years is dying#its not fair. shes only 53#i wanna be there but im stuck here across the country. i wanna go home. thats a bit frighting tho bc itll take me at least 10 hrs to travel#and i dont want her to die while im in the air but i also dont want her to suffer#i hope she gets better but if she doenst i hope its fast. there dont seem to do any good options. shes so tried and its so complicated#and if she does get better than this then what would that even mean? my sister says it doesnt feel like there will b a better anymore after#this. and bless her to the ends of the earth she reached out this morning and was giving me updates#comforting to kno im not just being dramatic. its actually just really bleak#its kinda funny tho. my sister was like meh it doesnt seem so bad and then like 10min later she was like yeah no i was wrong its sorta#horrible apprently shes been deterorating#god. if i go back home do i take clothes for a funeral? do i keep up to date with my genomics class? will i become offset from my graduate#cohort? will i get my wish to play with legos at home? all questions worth considering#well. ill deal with whatever comes. so it goes. itll b fine. i mean ill b fine#just sad ya kno?#three weeks ago she was alright and saying she could fly out to take care of me after oral surgery#now shes dying#unrelated
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I'm still not sure if i'll write Mayura and Hina back into the storyline in Csm part 2, but just know that post part 1 Mayura becomes the second biggest Chainsaw man hater
#second because the first spot obviously belongs to Katana man#you see. other than Hina the people Mayura was the closest to back then were Cherry and Beam#and both of them died in hell while acting to revive Denji#combine that with the fact that Mayura had never experienced losing a friend before joining public safety (because she didn't had any)#and you get her not knowing how to deal with grief and placing her frustrations into being mad at Denji#because those guys were Chainsaw man's biggest fans. they adored him and Mayura heard them speak (or write in Cherry's case) so highly of#this guy. the same one who (in Mayura's view) didn't try hard enough to save them. he should have done more for them#it's like. the hyporcrisy of someone who was not present in the situation talking as if they know everything about it#mixtured with experiencing loss for the first time ever. so yeah. Mayura doesn't like Denji very much (she sees him and Csm as the same)#if i do add the girlies to part 2 i definitely wanna have a fight scene between her and Denji#hyena ramblings#csm#csm part 2#csm oc#Mayura#Hina Akiyama#Cherry
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opla!sanji: absolutely fucks
manga!sanji: shokugeki no sanji confirms he gets bitches but one piece shows he’s never is able to capitalize on this for various reasons making him a odyssean or tantalean figure, cursed by the gods (oda) to go on an endless quest to try and get his heart’s desire only for it to be just out of reach over and over again
#op hell#sanji#there’s a opla clip where he talks about wanting to dance w/ a customer and winks and it’s like ‘oh yeah. he objectively fucks’#and in shokugeki no sanji these girls are literally having orgasms from how good his food in and constantly falling in love with him#but in it and op he NEVER manages to seal the deal and that’s HILARIOUS to me#all the man wants is the all blue to cook and a gf and somehow finding the all blue will be EASIER than getting a gf#DESPITE his OBJECTIVELY STRONG AND VERY MUCH REAL GAME
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Me two hours ago: I should go take a shower.
Also me: [rediscovers my smalletho playlist on Spotify & listens to it in its 1hr52min entirety while backreading the smalletho tag on tumblr for the first time in months & having So Many Feelings about these idiots instead]
Anyway. Time to go actually shower.
While listening to my smalletho mall au fic playlist, of course.
#Also hey hi I've been gone quite a while#I have been Having A Time health-wise since like the last week of April#& in fact still am very much Having A Time with it#& part of that is related to not being able to take my ADHD/narcolepsy meds#(which is a good deal in part due to my insurance being The Worst)#but that does mean I am Tired As Fuck All The Time#& also having a Very Difficult time with things like#you know#Thinking. & Paying Attention.#in ways that have made being fandom & even just keeping up with my cubito videos#Really Fucking Hard#But I've been slowly working my way through my video backlog#& also watching Wild Life as much as I am able to#(Also the mall au playlist during shower time is not new)#(I have legit been listening to it every shower for like six months now)#(& every time I get SO MANY FEELINGS about it)#(So while I haven't been doing writing or posting)#(I have not forgotten about it)#(also also (& I will make an actual post about this part) I have decided I was being Silly As Hell)#(When I decided to move it to an adults only blog)#(that was stupid.)#(So it will be coming back here.)#(Anyway yeah I am back & I am so excited to catch up on things)
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pro tip: quickly end your host's 45 minute long panic attack by co-fronting and shoving a bunch of wholegrain mustard in your mouth as a distraction
#personal#thoughts#Lucy post#food mention#emetophobia tw for the tags#yes he did type the last post and the tags on it in between hyperventilating so hard he almost threw up#and yes the mustard did work#multiple of the system's caretakers tried like... normal methods of trying to calm us down and that was not working#so instead I figured it was jarring sensory experience time#anyway yeah he is not kidding about sedation and general anaesthetic being something we very much can't handle#I think actually it's mostly him specifically but like he's stuck fronting all the time so if it's an issue for him then we're fucked#I think we've mentioned before that he's a medical trauma holder on top of everything else he has to deal with#and given all our medical issues this is absolute hell for him#so he's really not having a great time with this and since his reasons for it being distressing aren't the usual ones people give#it means it's really hard for anyone to offer any kind of reassurance without it feeling really dismissive and invalidating#which just makes it worse
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had an absurd amt of fun doodling cal last night so take the other dnd character i've been playing this semester (her campaign just ended </3). her name is pellet (full title sir pellet the rambunctious) she is a spores druid and she is Stinky (i love her dearly)
#martzipan#she's actually. very difficult for me to draw lmao#she keeps rats in her cloak!! they're her buddies#she's actually very very powerful. fun fact she got the last hit on the bbeg. it was climactic as hell. i had a good ass time with it#would have drawn it but that would have required the effort to put her in the right pose lmao#oh yeah pellet's main deal is necromancy. she's a fan. it's fun for her#that last little doodle with the nine circles is in reference to how that campaign ended#that being. the artificer who was given a very powerful magic item that let her cast wish 3 times before Something Bad Happened uh.#well she used her third wish. at the ceremony in which the party was knighted#because she lost her homunculus servant in the final battle#so she. wanted to kill a party member (the sorcerer) and use his life to revive said homunculus#it. did not work (he counterspelled). the Bad Thing still happened though#a rift opened at that point across all of the planes#the sheer force of the rift instakilled both the artificer and the rogue#pellet and the sorcerer survived. barely (downed pretty hard). they were each transported to random planes#the sorcerer was transported to the infernal plane. where. the flames got him#pellet was transported to the nine circles of hell. she survived her death saves and woke up next to the river styx#and that was how the campaign ended. we won. and then a player nearly tpk'd us lmao#pellet as the sole survivor is great. fits her cockroach unkillable vibe perfectly#perfect setup for a spinoff too. if the dm ever has a campaign set in the nine circles she is for SURE showing up#i love my little goblin druid so much. playing a druid was really really fun actually#my darling. she is hard for me to draw for some reason
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work is closed again tomorrow cause it is STILL snowing and I had a very fun time today walking into work and playing in the snow and I am very much looking forward to doing it again tomorrow!!
EDIT: LOL realizing how this is in direct opposition to my last post, you can see how much not being in pain helps my mood.
#shhh sharkie#genuinely like. idk I haven’t gotten to have a Snow Day since HS/college#and I genuinely was just having so much fun I was making fun paths around other peoples footprints#i found a really big patch of untouched snow and made a footprint heart#and i know tomorrow is going to be more gross cause salt and plowing and cars etc#but i’m still very excited for my trek in the snow!#also to be able to work without having to deal with any visitors thank fucking god#also means I don’t have to be strict on uniform hell yeah
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