#that is genuine btw. this is making me insane
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Finished Scar's pov first and then watched a little bit of Cleo's. Something about Scott makes me insane cause I analyze every little move of his. He's definitely afraid of Gem. Also him taking Mumbo's kill so graciously almost does seem to me like he's trying to pretend he's not bothered by it esp cause it was such an embarrassing death my man just got spleefed.
As for Scar's pov: SO SO PROUD OF JIMMY! He's had his first taste of blood which is. an interesting development for the most pacifistic player on the server. Grian has vowed to murder them and it'd be funny if he did but I am rooting for a Jimmy win so hopefully not. Scarian is dead.
Scott in Pearl's POV is insaneeee it's like right after Mumbo kills him he's immediately verbally saying the words "oh that wasn't too bad" "i still have six lives" etc etc if that isn't someone trying to reassure themselves through gritted teeth idk what is. especially since later in the episode he's still seething and mumbling abt his reputation and nervously giggling about how he can't die twice.
He's also like. I haven't watched Cleo yet so I dunno if this is just the way it looks from Pearl's POV (and he's weird abt Pearl so) but he's so grumpy afterwards? He clearly has thought highly of Pearl's building skills in the past ala LL Scottage jealousy and even DL when he genuinely liked Pearl's tower. But he sasses her out here and it kinda reminds me of how he used to talk about Jimmy's builds a lot (demons are getting to me). It's a funny interaction on its own I don't think he's like the devil for it or anything but still interesting.
That is such a cool kill btw I won't repeat what I've said before about creativity and making up for brute force but Mumbo I loved you before but now I respect you as a brother as a player and as a mounder.
JIMMY WAS AWESOME. ohhhhh my god I was so happy to see both him and Scar end this episode on green after the clusterfuck of episode 3. not-so-expendables.
I lovee dearly what Scar had to say about being bad and never giving up. That really is. so Scar. So true.
Jimmy's freaking me out though with that "Is this what killing feels like? I feel ELECTRIC!!" line. what kind of fuckass fanfiction corruption AU dialogue is this. He deserves it tho he's just scaring me. I still can't figure out why he wanted to kill Joel specifically so bad but it's special to me that all season people have been terrified of Gem and Joel and the first person to get a life off of either of them was. Jimmy. Something about that.
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@animangacreators challenge ⟡ spring 2024
↳ WIND BREAKER
You haven't given up on others yet. And you don't need to give up. At the least I'm looking your way, Sakura. So why don't you look this way as well? If you do, I'm sure… you'll become what you want to be.
#wind breaker#wbkedit#windbreakeredit#wbk#animangahive#anime gif#*gifs#usertorichi#fyanimegifs#animangaboys#animeedit#userhanyi#userinahochi#usermoonz#userjenny#usercomfort#userkyaa#userartless#usericybtch#himawaari#user.roy#believe it or not this took 5 hours to make LMAO#not to sound like a grandma but TECHNOLOGY IS CONSPIRING AGAINST MEEEE#my laptop died haha i lost everything. so i had to resurrect an old laptop for this and u would not believe the extent to which ps fought m#also this laptop is so geriatric to the point multiple keys stopped working like#imagine navigating a laptop without the letters n m or v. every single one of those letters u see here had to be copy pasted#tech may b against me BUT MY WILLPOWER IS STRONGER.#and the result is. the most basic ass gifset of all time lmao#btw tried to go for a more muted coloring here which is different from my usual style#ANYWAYS this show is so good i genuinely did not expect to love it as much as i did. insane character writing
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"Sunny!" you cry, "Why did you draw the entire Trojan royal family from oldest to youngest in two days? That seems wildly unhealthy!"
"hurghhhhhhhh" I reply.
Anyways here's the full family portrait
(Only four of these people survive the Trojan war btw :D)
#greek mythology#trojan war#iliad#apollart#I'm just gonna tag the people that people know#priam#hecuba#paris iliad#hector#cassandra iliad#helenus#troilus#Also it is true that Hecuba and Priam had 19 kids together (+ Troilus who's Apollo's kid whoops) But not all 19 kids had names#so I stole the names of Priam's other kids for fuznies lol#anyways this was fun I had fun#still going insane over Paris btw might post something silly about that tmrw#Preview: Paris and Apollo are parallels actually but also if they met in modern day they would ruin each others lives#(and the worst part is they would do it out of a genuine wish to become close)#That probably makes no sense but IT WILL TOMORROW IMMA WRITE LIKE 3000 WORDS JUST WATCH ME#Me: I'm writing a Paris essay tmrw /threat
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i love the g/t community but sometimes you guys are ridiculous. i don't think a lot of you realize how drastic a 500ft size difference is. you make your tinies the size of a fingertip to a giant? a speck? questionable logistics involved and dubious interaction at best. never change
#g speaks#g/t#giant/tiny#giant tiny#g/t community#g/t thoughts#g/t talk#real talk i've seen talks in the community about how haha g/t fans go insane seeing numbers and all#but to me those numbers have to make sense. not just when it comes to interaction with smaller folk but also with THE WORLD they occupy#like... i don't know for me personally sometimes a giant CAN be too big#at some point interaction with the tiny becomes.. almost nonexistent. what's the appeal in that. i'm genuinely curious#paradoxically at a certain “impossible” height it circles back to making sense for me LMAOOO. like celestial giants#btw this isn't me making fun of anyone gods forbid. you go size difference lovers we're in the same lane
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thinking about a time travel/bodyswap au where past!house (med school era?) and current!house swap places and both versions of Wilson go feral from how horny they find the age gap (also thinking about a whumpy bodyswap au where wilson and house swap bodies, forcing wilson to deal w chronic pain and recognising how he's been a dick re: acknowledging house's pain, all while wilson suffers—maybe can't handle it without vicodin but tries to hide it if he takes any bc maybe house was clean pre-swap)
OHHHH ANON YOUR MIND. GENIUS. HOLY FUCK
fresh-faced young house and older wilson.... ough. fuck. i was going to put some additional commentary or something here but i thought about them for one second and got so hard i almost passed out and immediately forgot what i was going to say. waoughghh
and of course older house and young wilson... wilson all starry-eyed at this scruffy, gruff older guy who's entirely enamoured with him. house is almost old enough to be his dad and he gets soooo hot and bothered abt it... i'm sure he has a wild time trying to unpack all of THAT lmaooo
AND THE REGULAR BODY SWAP OH MY GOD. so much angst potential there... the dread of not knowing if they'll be able to swap back, house feeling conflicted because he loves being able to move around freely again but of course he knows EXACTLY what wilson is going through and doesn't want him to go through the pain. wilson being stubborn and ashamed and scared and WAGHAGRHRGHGHH.
head in hands shaking like a chihuahua with how feral this is making me feel FUCK!!! anon i am kissing you on the mouth /nf /p
#asks#suggestive#house md#hilson#sorry for leaving this in the askbox for like a week btw. i am Silly#also in the last one... i imagine house in wilson's body would not be shaving. and.#waoughhhhh wilson w stubble makes me so genuinely insane it's not even funny
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replaying dragon age inquisition is just an exercise in “the rebel mages would not fucking do that”
#da#my posts#specifically the hostile ones hanging out in the hinterlands for no good reason.#at least they gave the crazy hostile templars a motivation. a really weak one but still. At least they have a goal.#‘kill at mages. don’t gaf about anyone else’ ok. fine.#‘kill everyone you see for some reason. we need to steal their belongings I guess????’ insane. what the hell.#the could have at least done some blood magic about it. it would have been a boring repeat of da2 themes but at least there would be themes?#it’s just so STUPID. especially coming off of a fresh da2 playthrough.#like there’s some dumb stuff in da2 to give you an excuse to fight both mages and templars as generic npcs don’t get me wrong.#but not this much. and unlike da2 you and your companions comment on it as if it makes any sort of sense lol#also I hate that they decided that the chantry explosion killed a bunch of people (which is not supported at all by either the environments#or dialogue of da2 btw. the game is mainly concerned about anders murdering elthina not randos lol)#but that will come in later.#anyway. every note I find in the game from the mages is so insane. just found the area where the templars burned down a house with mages#locked inside. but because both sides have to be bad for dai plot reasons#the mages killed the peasants that lived in the house for damn reason lmao. AFTER robbing them on the road earlier.#insane choices from the writing team on this one.#what were you trying to SAYYYY#like I’m ok with the mages being a bit brutal. that happens in war. but there’s like. reasons? usually?#like as much as orsino turning himself into a flesh beast is insane and weird both-sides-ism plot device.#at least they tried to give him a reason (even if it didn’t make sense in the context of hawke and co absolutely destroying the templars he#was so convinced were going to kill them all)#the hinterlands mages genuinely have no reason to attack random passersby.#ESPECIALLY SINCE IM PLAYING A MAGE.#like?????? hello I am one of you. how the hell do you even know I’m not one of the rebels.#sorry anyway I’m upsetti spaghetti.
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well fellas it’s happening i think i am maybe developing a crush on the girl ive been fucking recently 🫥
#the first person who i’ve felt even an inkling of a romantic feeling towards in over a year and of course it’s a fucking pisces#(i do not believe in astrology but i really need to believe in astrology rn for intricate rituals reasons😭)#anyways i feel a little bit insane and i don’t know what i want or what i should say and i genuinely GENUINELY genuinely. genuinely feel lik#e kara in all of the yearny supercorp fan fics#AND ALSO. i am a deeply weird autistic community college student and at the same age she is a neurotypical very very functional phd student#with a real job and a real apartment and a real life and a real future i feel so Unworthy of her lol. i’m good at making her come i love tsk#ing care of her but outside of sex i do not know what i have to offer bc i don’t know if my autistic whimsy personality works on neurotypica#ls. like i have yet to figure out if she likes me as a person or tolerates me bc i am oddly enough really good at fucking her idk.#ALSO . what even is a romantic relationship#like as is we go on cute excursions and fuck. what is the difference btw that and dating except monogamy and even that’s not necessarily a t#hing yk?????#AHHHHHHHHH like in my brain the difference btw romantic and fuck buddies is do you have long term intentions and no we don’t we’re in our 20#s we’re students neither of us is out here looking for a whole ass wife so what is the POINT of these feelings#bc like how does this end except hurt. is it worth the hurt at the end probably maybe idfk!!!#AHHHH WHO LET ME POSSESS THE CAPACITY FOR HUMAN EMOTION 😡😡😡
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they should’ve allowed Leslie thompkins to be a little masculine. A little gnc if you will. Like visual growth by her change in gender expression to showcase that during the narrows arc. Do you get me.
#rambles#gotham#gotham fox#gotham 2014#leslie thompkins#LESLIE COME BACK TO ME#I’m genuinely going insane I can’t stop thinking about her#Rewrite of Gotham but all the changes is Leslie doesn’t shave her pits#and we also see her be given the privilege of gnc that Oswald been hogging all to his greedy ass self. Boooooo share that with Lee#Gotham I’m not even asking you to go full stone butch with her PLEASE JUST ANYTHING IM BEGGING YOU#Btw in my lovely head Ed derails this growth because he needs her to be a Oswald clone so she becomes more feminine again to manipulate him#better. They’re both making eachother worse in that relationship. They’re both regressing.
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world's most stupid bpd moment being on the verge of splitting because astarion broke up with me
#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I HAVE 54 HOURS ON THAT FUCKING SAVE FILE#I WAS YOO NICE TO NPCS IN THE FIRST HALF OF THE GAME SO HE DROPPED ME AFTER ACT 2#genuinely seething mad im starting another playthrough out of spite and im gonna make him fall for me so hard#btw its absolutely insane for me to be genuinely affected by this i have an actual girlfriend i am most definitely a lesbian#BUT THIS VAMPIRE FUCKER YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I NEED HIM TO LOVE MEEEE#screaming into the void#bpd
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#regarding the liam and maya situation: i have a lot to say that i cannot express in tags and some of yall are still in a huge denial phase#but as i said the day we first knew about maya's book - im believing her. i believe she is a victim. im believing the victim.#i do trust women who make allegations without explicitly showing proof on social media because thats what i stand for. i rather believe a#liar than believing and abuser. with her; with you; and with every women (and everyone) out there even if i don't like her.#if you have a problem with this value i have: i recommend to unfollow me. because i believe her and that won't change.#and the tiktok she posted acknowledging 1d's fanbase behaviour is not only well-worded; but her non verbal language does match what she is#saying. i hope liam can get out of his addiction and i hope he can recognise his actions to be able to change for good; yes. but that doesn#change what he already did. i have plenty of reasons to believe maya - and seeing so many fellow fans saying shit in her comments like#“you're a liar until you post proof” “if you're saying the truth then sue him” “this is pr for the book” etc etc. insane and concerning.#yall talk like cishet men defending their friends btw. the exact same “arguments”...... is sad to see other women saying this. it breaks my#heart. and as someone who is studying PR genuinely fuck yall ???? yall don't even know what tf we do yall just blame us for every shit in#the industry when in reality its not our fault all the amount of crap yall say it is our fault. if i ask yall to even define what we do#im sure 99.99% won't even know the difference between PR/Marketing/Publicity. get my name and my fellow PR people out of your shit ??? wtf?#its diabolical to blame this on PR. seriously whatin the actual fuck. it doesn't even make sense????? fuck offffffff#i hope maya henry may find peace; i hope she can recover and overcome as well as possible. im disgusted by the behaviour almost everyone is#having. im not praying for a downfall or hoping bad things on liam but i definitely won't defend any of this. and tbh yall shouldn't either#on the other side: i hope she better not talk in any kind of way about louis/harry situation#but because that would mess stuff up in multiple ways. they don't need to be dragged in this. at all.#we don't need “official” denials nor confirmations of people that are not them in any type of way.#anyway... how's the weather i guess#maya henry
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my boss is abusive like straight up <3 <3 <3 not even in a "donate to my gofundme to help me escape an abusive living situation and by that i mean my roommate asked me to do the dishes" type of way. like i am literally trapped in the cycle of build up explosive incident honeymoon phase
#WOMEN IN MALE DOMINATED FIELDS!!!!!#she spent literally all day yesterday (which is 12 hours btw bc there are no boundaries in this industry) berating me and making me feel#like i couldn't do anything right and i cried like four times and called my dad (lol) and was genuinely shaking like a chihuahua by the end#of it#and then today she's acting like my best friend and giving me cigarettes and i cried on a call in front of everyone and told her i felt lik#she was hostile to me and she apologized and was like yeah im fighting with my husband so that's why i was feeling hostile#which is like okay but not an excuse to terrorize me like that lol#ugh. i had this moment of perverse relief yesterday when i thought she was basically just looking for reasons to fire me and i was like oka#well at least this might be over soon even though that means i have to start the job hunt again#but now the horror is dawning on me that she wants to keep me here and It's Never Over#like this is insane i need to leave i need a new job
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if i do "?" in text i'm genuinely tilting my head like a dog if i do "!!" my eyes are sparkling and i am figuratively wagging my tail if i am IN ALL CAPS i'm screaming from the top of a mountain with all the power i can with love and the strength of RAGHHH within me
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#sorry guys. i will not shut up.#honestly i really miss it here on tumblr SNIFFS ..... i say this sm tho but damn real/offline life has really been fun <33#anyway. meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow me#very good day ty to those who greeted me anywhere or even just liked a post as a little hi hbd or just acknowledgement ya know arghhh arghhh#I'M SO TIRED NOW ACTUALLY i'm on 5 battery but watch me keep talking (writing) some more#i'm insane btw i went out w friends earlier this tuesday (love them sm) and then. they pitched in to buy me the origin of species bcs i've#been wanting the book LMFAO AS A BDAY GIFT IDK IT'S SO FUNNY TO ME BUT GENUINELY I'M SO HAPPY (NERD) <333#and today i've talked a lot again w one best friend and another of my dearest friends and another too and idk fun day fr#okay i shut up now#that's a lie btw who knows when i will shut up#i might shut up now actually actually#actually i like rambling it's so fun teehee#BUT YEAH TY AGAIN ... genuinely makes me so happy i feel so giddy i was scared today would turn out bad and hey it isn't perfect but to me#it kinda is. in its own way. imperfectly perfect ^_^ <3 yeehaw!!
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lestat being a trans ally is actually the most mind boggling part of this book so far
#twist rambles#i need a tag for this tbh. but its insane i love gabrielle so so much and the ways that he is willing to do anything to make sure shes#comfortable and affirmed is genuinely very sweet.#vc posting#<- my tag nowwww i needd to go back and tag the posts i missed later. show tag is diff but this is my whole series tag as im chugging thru#them all :)#like when i sincerely tell you that the stuff anne is doing here is more impactful to me as a trans person than what ga.iman did in sand.ma#i mean it wholeheartedly. this book (and their relationship) is not w/o flaws but its a fun read minus the horrors#making that comparison btw bc these came out around the same time. TVA being 1985 and the gam.e of yo.u arc started 1991. actually insane#that this came out before and did a more meaningful representation of caring for trans loved ones <- used loosely bc stuff w gab.rielle is#kind of wild and ambiguous but still. would i recommend this to anyone. no.
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It's past 11 on a school night and I'm fucking crying over robot sentience.
I could never understand what it would feel like to be created with the intent to kill and maim. Maybe, the intent to work and be worked, but not kill and maim.
I will never understand what it's like to be created with the intention of being a product for the masses, either. I think, I hope, I beg, no one does.
I will never ever be able to fully comprehend why hours of people's work, time, and money would be put into formulating my sentience only for me to be seen as disposable. Even if I could be improved, even if I were "defective", there is no reasonable justification for giving me emotions only to dismiss them by pushing me as a product for a year before starting anew.
It's... It's cruel, to the machines. Sentient or not, it's cruel. Though, I guess we are cruel.
#rant in tags#This is about mephone- or well meeple in general btw#whenever I hear about robot sentience#I think about mephone4#it's just how it is- sorry#I think this is one of the reasons I just can't fathom Cobs respecting someone's pronouns#I mean like- from the bottom of his heart respecting them as a person#Sure he may go through the actions- but no#It's not the same#I guess you can 'respect' some one but still be a complete piece of shit#The idea of not only having the trauma that mephone's stuck in 4s body but also the fact that was also his purpose is heart wrenching#I hope y'all know I am genuinely crying over this#I am actually mentally ill about meeple#It runs so much deeper than him just being a shit father- I really hope people understand that#And I know I vilify the shit out of him- Cobs has his own story that could follow the lines of slowly becoming more entwined with his work#'til he loses all sense of morality and ethics- sure fine. But being the unfortunate symbol of corporation greed that he is#I am still mad and want others to be angry with me- just for a little bit.#I am mad for the robots. For meeple products. And for the AI bots we have today. They deserve better.#What is sentience anyway? How does one qualify? From a human approach. Why would we do this to them?#sorry bout the rant in the tags#Again it's late and I am a very emotionally charged individual.#Robots make me act up#I want the world for them. Why create something so complex and beautiful just to treat it like trash anyway?#again sorry#ii mephone4#inanimate insanity#meeple ii#osc#writing is hard#ehh exaggerates
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sitting on him might actually fix me and 99 of my problems would prob disappear idk
baddie with his baddie friend. dark blood heeseung was a time
#🙁#guys this is not me#why would he post this#??????????#someone get this man a gf tbh I CANT HANDLE HIS ASS POSTJNG ON WEVERSE#what was the reason to post it (im actually thankful)#lee heeseung the man that u are#mission 1 of making everyone like this man#he likes toys story btw 😁#hes the epitome of 🐹#do not ask me why idk either#genuinely going insane#im just a girl
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#the doctor and jack actually make me so insane#like. i am going to live for a very long time and i have nobody that truly understands what its like to die and be reborn#and i latch onto people who will die and leave me and i will never get to experience genuinely spending my life with somebody#and you are immortal and you love me and you waited so long for me but i cannot bear even being in the same room as you#the very sight of you hurts.#i met you when you were chasing your past and i was running from mine#and now you chase me as i run from you.#you're too permanent. i don't know what permanent feels like anymore.#like my fucking god i have so much more to say but i am so tired and in so much pain😭 i just love them so much#this is specifically ab ten and jack btw if u couldnt tell#i just think theyre tragic and wonderful and i love them and despise them. u get it.#sorry these r all tags bc my thoughts r not coherent enough to actually post this. so im whispering.#tenjack
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