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okay folks i'm just over halfway through Black Powder War and yikes, this one's brutal! poor Digby, poor boys just wanting a peek at the harem ladies, poor Laurence and Temeraire confronting the complex and enormous problems of undeniable rights vs. entrenched systems... also a fascinating intro to Tharkay (considering I know he's a well-esteemed Blorbo) - first impressions of him are so interesting!
I definitely missed some subtext/unsaid but implied information about Tharkay and the veiled lady they saw in the palace - Laurence mentioned something about elopement and i was like ah have i missed some social cues here, are they a thing? but they're far away now so i won't stress about it
#temeraire#haven't picked up a book in 6 months and stayed up til 6am devouring half of this one#that's some good shit right there#LOVE laurence as a narrator bc when the lads were caught in the palace I was angry at them with laurence#and then when the banker's daughter asked after their health i was like oh yeah. brutal. but i was so wrapped up in laurence's pov#that i for a moment lost perspective#delicious!
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when considering Ashton's reasoning about Imogen continuing to give in to Predathos, that her being lost is inevitable and that it would be better if it happened now as opposed to later, it feels very important to remember what they said to Laudna when they first landed in Issylra, when she was terrified Imogen had become a moon-worshiping zombie in their separation: If she got blasted into space, we'll go to space. If she got vaporized, it's not like we didn't fucking find you. There is nothing else until this is dealt with. This is what we do, is we bring everybody back. Not only is nobody getting left behind very much Ashton's thing, but he specifically does not see Imogen being lost to Predathos as her being lost for good. (and tbh I agree, given how heavily the story since the start of the campaign has been leaning on her to confront this.) And even if it did, they'd still go through hell trying to get her back.
But it also makes me think of what Imogen told Ashton, after the shard; maybe this was destiny, like they thought it was. Maybe what they needed was to shatter into pieces and come back together. That same idea, of controlled burning, needing to confront something to overcome it, fuck yeah, jump into that lava and find yourself, to hurt is to heal - Ashton, we watched you break into a thousand tiny pieces. If she got vaporized, it's not like we didn't fucking bring you back.
#critical role#imogen temult#ashton greymoore#cr spoilers#this is not to say they're CORRECT about any of this btw. but i saw Takes acting like Ashton said what he said#with the belief that this would be the end of Imogen as we know her and that its inevitable she be unhappy. and like.#classic 'Ashton is deeply pessimistic and sucks bad but also you're missing something pretty fundamental abt the character' moments.#and i had already been thinking of the post shardgate moment in this context so.#crposting#cr#also i will just run back in and add that you can't just attribute the same perspective on this to ashton and orym even if they agreed#orym would be crushed if they lost imogen. but if it meant they defeated the vanguard and predathos it would be a worthwhile sacrifice#meanwhile ashton would tell the gods to go fuck themselves to their faces if the choice was between saving them and saving imogen#or any of the hells#you're so special#cr meta
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God I still haven't gotten over the gut punch that was Millia saying "God, I hope not."
That ending is seared into my subconscious.
#I will preface this by saying I Truly don't think Millia and Venom wholeheartedly hate each other despite everything going on between them#but I *do* think they see themselves in each other and they *hate* that they do#I think from Millias perspective Venom is what she could've been and from Venoms perspective Millias betrayed everything they both are#to Millia Venoms someone clawing at a past shes trying to free herself from#Millia left the door open behind her yet Venom would rather stay where he is. Clinging to the memory of a dead man that did them both wrong.#but to Venom the guild was all they had. I think when Venom lost Zato it was like he'd lost *everything*#I think Venom taking over the guild was him trying to put the pieces of his life back together.#I don't think Venom can see himself being anything other than what he is like Millia can.#I think the closest the two have come to understanding each other WAS in that ending#I think Millia got through to him and thats what made Venom realise they're “like twins separated at birth”#thats why it hurt. so bad. that Millias response was “God. I hope not.”#it understandably would've struck a nerve. After everything how could you think we're still anything like each other?#“god. I hope not.” god I hope there's not a world where I live the way you do.#GJGGGUHUH GOD I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE-#I'm a little scatterbrained at the moment. also I'm a fool I know nothing I may sound like a silly clown disclaimer big time.#I know I gotta look into some sub material for the guild to get a better grasp on them#I know this!#if anyone read this far in... hii#yappin'
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Thinking of tiny Enver, following helplessly along as he's dragged through the streets by a strong, unrelenting grip. It was the middle of the night when the warlock came for him, darkening the Flymm's doorstep. The only time his mother made a fuss when they handed over their son, sparking a light of hope in Enver's heart that they might've changed their mind, was to ask the warlock if he'd counted the amount of gold correctly. After that they were right as rain.
As the trade concluded his mother never looked at him once.
The moment the door to Flymm's Cobblers closed shut behind them with a sense of finality, his fate well and truly sealed, Enver Flymm's mind was running miles a minute. Thoughts of escape had occurred to him, of course, but even if he were to manage to overpower a warlock twice his size and make a run for it, where would he go? His parents just sold him. If he went back they'd kick him right out the door again, screaming and yelling over what he'd done. He turns his options around in his head repeatedly, but he can't think well when his heart is trying to jump its way up his throat.
They're halfway through the Lower City when the grip on his arm suddenly loosens. He could barely hear a thing at first - the city uncharacteristically quiet even for such late hours. Then, there is a sickening squelch followed by a slight thud as the warlock drops dead to the ground. He sees the vague silhouette of someone on top of the body, a smaller creature dripping with blood as it tears through flesh. It's too dark to see a face, but there is something animalistic about its movements. Either it doesn't notice Enver, or it doesn't care.
Whoever or whatever wild thing it was is gone just as fast. By some God's mercy, it passed right by him.
Enver is left alone with the mangled remains of the man who bought him, whose pockets he rifles through for gold and valuables before disappearing from the scene of the crime. Without a home he has to put his mind to work living on the streets, toiling and climbing his way steadily up so as not to ever be so powerless again. It's not a way of life that comes without soiling your hands, but sometimes the messiest deeds are the cleanest, and vice versa. Stabbed backs and broken souls are left behind in the process when you need a stepping stone or two. He will rob as many people of their freedom as necessary to preserve his own because a miracle like that will never happen again. Even so he is admired. Respected. The people of Baldur's Gate support him now in a way they never would have before.
Years pass but it's impossible to forget what granted him this chance to forge connections and climb his way up to become unreachable in the first place. However oblivious it might have been back then that murderous creature freed him, and while there is little to go on in terms of finding it again he'll never forget the debt he owes.
(It grows into an obsession.)
#bg3#enver gortash#durgetash#softer!enver because he never reached the Hells but still a fucked up enver#I am thinking about it....#it's like a fucked up version of cinderella#maybe durge dropped something as they left. maybe enver held on to it for all these years as he searched for them :)#didn't mean for this to get long I ended up vomiting words#but boy am I thinking about this alternate way of meeting each other.....#they only met once and never so much as spoke a word to each other but durge already means the world to gort#enver calling durge 'it' at first because he's truly not sure if they're even human or not. but he MUST find them again.#from durge's perspective I'm thinking this was one of their 'lost to the urge' moments and they weren't even aware of enver standing there#a what-if gort never ended up in raphael's hands scenario. would raphael still persist? I think so#but I think gorty could come up with a few ways to stay out of his clutches without parents there to kick him under the bus#if this already exists I want the link sent to me yesterday
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#ranbir kapoor#bollywood#bollywood2#my gif's#rashmika mandanna#animal#my fav moment in the whole film which is very problamatic but also a lot is on your perspective and understanding and hjow you wnana percie#very debatable film actually which is good and bad you can't have one take on it and that is the cool part about it atleast for me#and i loved their chemistry but my heart went out to geetanjali thru all this#and this song is just my fav like omg i love shreya's voice in it so heavenly#the rare moment where Vijay showed that innocence that he lost thanks to his psycoticness
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My madoka magica hot take is I like sayaka/kyoko as a ship more than madoka/homura
#madoka magica#both ships are very very good and make me feral but god kyoko/sayaka really caters to me#i am biased cuz sayaka is my favorite character lol and i just want good things for her#but i mean we get them as enemies fighting to the death obsessively like sayaka gets so focused on proving herself to kyoko she cant think#of anything else and she wastes her energy fighting her instead of witches and just the foil like#both used their wish to grant something for someone else and kyoko lost everything as a result and decided that nothing good will ever come#of helping others so she should only look after number one and of course shed think that cuz shes all she has left#meanwhile sayaka refuses to take care of herself because she never wants others to suffer so she only exists for others#and both of them change their perspectives in pursuit of each other theyre literally red and blue#and i love seeing the development of their relationship and kyokos feelings i love her offering to kill ryosuke for sayaka#and how terrified she is in that moment when she sees sayakas lifeless body separated from the soul gem#or how she shares her story and remembers why she started fighting because of sayaka and fucking#THE WAY SHE ACTS SELFLESSLY AND STUPIDLY OPTIMISTIC TO SAVE SAYAKA FROM HER WITCH FOR#THE WAY SHE SACRIFICES HERSELF TO CONNECT WITH HER THE LOVE SONG#THEM HOLDING HANDS WHILE SAYAKA CRIES AND KYOKO IS THERE FOR HER AND THEY UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER SO WELL#god fucking dammit these fucking gay people are ruining my sleep#yeah idk if its obvious but i have a specific type when it comes to ships i love when characters beat each other up and are the center of#each others motivations and go through the horrors together and come out the other side and love each other deeply#love each others flaws and theres understanding and tenderness#i haaaave to draw them but i also have to draw a lot of blorbos rn alkksk
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Hi, it's the “love is a dagger” anon again! I hope you're having an amazing day! Firstly, I wanted to say thank you so much for making the gifset I requested!!
Secondly, I wanted to point out how, judging by their shape and design, the daggers Mobius had in his locker and gave to Loki for protection in 1x2 were most likely the same ones Loki lost to the Bifrost on the sacred timeline. The daggers, just like Loki, were once lost to time and space but then they were found and cherished by Mobius. It takes the entire metaphor to a whole new level and further cements the fact that the quote is specifically in relation to lokius. ��
You don't have to if you don't want to, of course, but a gifset of this connection between the daggers in the Loki series and the daggers in the Thor movies and how they relate back to lokius would be very nice to see, especially with how beautiful your gifsets always are!!
Hey again 🗡️ anon, lovely to hear from you!! The day has been a great one so far, hope the same for yours and had a wonderful time making your set 🥰
Completely agree with your observation about the daggers Mobius kept and tried to return to Loki being the ones lost on the sacred timeline, then considering what we know about how the TVA frowned upon personal artifacts or really anything at all to define individualization or connection outside work it means all the more for Mobius to have made a point of seeking out one of the few items Loki found comfort and identity in to treasure 🥺
As to your new request, first of all tysm for the compliment about my gifs, it's truly appreciated and I'd be more than happy to build on more Lokius parallels but (and I always feel a little sheepish confessing this LOL) I've... not actually seen any Thor movies, or hardly any of the MCU outside a bit of phase 1 + The Avengers and some clips involving Bruce and Vision so the irony of being caught up waiting for glimpses of Mobius for eternity isn't lost, trust me 😅😂 If you have any specific scenes or moments from the movies in mind though please feel free to let me know!
#oh i also saw endgame as a full circle moment and couldn't have been more lost during those battle scenes lmaoooooo#truly so checked out until owen created the man of my dreams and now here i am on my knees for this bureaucrat with a heart of gold 😂😂#but no wonder when he's so - and lokius is so -#like. when you really stop and think about it mobius only really had one (1) jet ski magazine and loki's daggers to his name#then eventually loki themselves and if i weren't insane enough about them that would send me over the edge lmao 🙃#thank you again for taking the time for this lovely ask and like i mentioned please point out some scenes which have stood out to you!#i mainly approach the character of loki similarly to the series starting with the nyc intro onward through their interactions with mobius#but have also loved hearing the perspective of those who have been fans for such a long time#hope you're well and sending lots of love your way 💖#ask
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i've got stuff to do tonight but i am thinking about how it absolutely fucking pains me to see the joy and energy and love of living sapped from constantine's spirit over the initial run of hellblazer. like he goes from this spirited, wisecracking, life-loving, bully-punching, fastidious little guy to a man so disintegrated by decades of grief and being used and never being good enough for anyone that he was willing to be buried alive to serve a cause he didn't even care about. thank god they gave him back some friendly connections and some semblance of hope by the end of "red right hand", because that late-hellblazer constantine was utterly unrecognizable and it broke my heart.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#now let's be real: this shift was 90% that shitbird azzarello's fault#because that loser could not BEGIN to fathom the radical kindness and open queerness of early hellblazer and he didn't even fucking try#and his writing stained the character for YEARS because so many after him continued with that Macho Quasi-Devil image#and there is a LOT of his run that i categorically refuse to take as text#but from an in-universe perspective? seeing constantine crumble over time like that? fucking Oof#the beast of eden + rosacarnis + the gift/cheryl dying were really a turning point for him. they were his last straw#and i always like to read 'red right hand' with the grieving process close to mind because that's his depression + acceptance stage#the point where he finally finds something to live for again and starts to climb back out of his spiral#anyway shoutout to si spurrier for bringing some of john's love of the little things in life back to his run bc FUCK was it some fresh air#acknowledging all his trauma and all he's lost while still giving him moments of levity? Bless#idk does any of this make sense? i've been on a reread and losing my mind as always
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there is no better joy in this world than finally being able to write something you've always wanted to write
like me wanting to write how hot sabo's body feels from koala's pov
#idk why but i've been OBSESSED with writing how touching him feels from her perspective since like the moment i started shipping these two#b/c he was probably always on the warmer side but now his entire body is quite literally made of raging flames that are#just beneath the surface of his skin#and sure it might seem scary but not to her not to the lost child that was saved by the sun pirates who has the sun branded on her back#it's a fire she always knew he was capable of and now it's there and it's not frightening it's comforting#just gAH#words and writing and stuff i love it#ange rambles
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My spouse read the next chapter of my Lucifer fic (aka the time travel/future daughter reveal) and he says it's hitting all the emotions I want it to and just needs that final spit and polish to clean it up. So if it actually ends up sucking when you read it in 2 weeks, blame him. :P
#I haven't looked at it myself since the 21st because I'm so nervous about it#I'm so worried it's been hyped too much and readers will be disappointed with it#But I've also had the reveal scene written for over a year because it was one of the first scenes I planned#(I mean I had to have it planned it early. It's how I knew there was even a story to pursue. The whole thing hangs on this moment.#That's why it's the midpoint!)#Anyway#My point is it's lived too long in my head and I've lost all perspective on it#But my spouse claims it hits you in the throat the way some of the chapter 12 scenes were!#So I'm sticking with what's there and just polishing up those sentences#Get them nice and smooth for posting day#which is also my birthday#:D
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So, I finished it. I'm done with Hannibal...but to be honest, guys, I don't think it's done with me. I sincerely feel changed after binging that show. Like, I don't even know if I want to talk or rant about it, but I feel like I have to ruminate on it. I mean, fuck. I've never been so torn while watching a show. Even knowing the end, when I started, I wanted to see it make sense, and very early on, it did.
Hannibal & Will are like any leads of tragic romances of literature, though crueler and more unforgivable than most pairings. They're marked from their introduction, sworn to another within a moment. There is no end while they both live, yet the end would be false and unsatisfying if one survived the other. It's impossible to fathom that frayed thread of fate snapping with finality through one lonely death. They had to go out together.
Will knew it from the moment he proposed they fake Hannibal's escape; it was going to end with the two of them, and he was willing, ready, even eager to surrender himself to dying with Hannibal.
I think the only thing that terrified Will more than Hannibal getting away to haunt his mind, was the fear of what it would feel like to kill Hannibal and have to continue being haunted by him still. The loneliness of it would break his mind. Hannibal had been in there too long; he always knew the best times to move and work around Will, and the perfect moments to hook his claws in whenever Will wanted to shake him loose.
Hannibal showed it clear as day when he surrendered after Will said goodbye. 'I won't let you let me go.'
Hannibal carved out his own wing in Will's memory palace. By the time of the events of Red Dragon, Will's realized that he'll never escape Hannibal, and by the finale, he accepts that he won't survive him either.
#will x hannibal#hannigram#hannibal#i'll never feel normal again. There aren't enough words in existence to summarize the complex & passionate journey of these two characters#that last moment before Will threw them over felt like the embodiment of the emotions people try to evoke when talking about romeo & juliet#tragic & flawed starcrossed lovers. brought to their ends by their own hands.led by drives of cruelty or understanding. deception or truth.#I had it pegged.S3's finale is the amalgamation & consummation of their bond.They slay the Red Dragon.Will lets himself be held & freefalls#committing murder together like that was sex from hannibal's perspective. killing is intimacy & he shares that gift with no one#and i can't be mad when it means alana and margot get to run away with their son.#i did see the end tag. but it's vague enough with no sight of hannibal. so i choose to believe Dr. BDM lost her mind & prepared her own leg
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the fact that kinzo's formal character introduction breaks form by happening in a separate narrative moment and not when battler meets/observes him for the first time in the story and the fact that kinzo is the only character for whom this is the case is. hm. weird to say the least.
#umineko liveblog#ep1 reread#so kinzo being introduced in a third person scene and not a battler pov scene raises some questions#such as who is he being introduced to if not battler?#and why is he introduced in this way?#and what about kinzo means that the pre established pattern doesn't fit with him?#like logically we as readers have to receive kinzo's character introduction#but this introduction is not coming from battler's thoughts/memories/observations but instead from the third party narrative#which is weird and bizarre when you start getting into the times and moments so far that we've broken away from battler's pov#those were kanon and shannon's first scenes and now this one#meaning that if you go by all that stuff i said in future chapters about pov/perspective#there is likely information in these moments that would be lost if relayed through battler's eyes#and yet is needed and relevant for us the reader to witness/understand#the common thread so far is that shannon kanon and kinzo are the ones positioned closest to beatrice#but what that means as to having their first scenes play out away from battler's viewpoint i am unsure of#because the hard part of umineko is figuring out if the battler pov narration is unreliable or if the third person narration is unreliable#just yeah. these three introduce themselves to the story at moments of narrative weirdness. no way this is not important
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i may have survived my first subtextually homoerotic best friendship but i sure as hell am not going to survive this one
#if she could just. stop dating her boyfriend. that would be great#unlikely since they just closed off their relationship a few weeks ago after being open for a few months but whatever#idk he’s kind of shitty from an objective perspective anyway so hopefully it ends sooner rather than later#and yes i know i’m absolutely being selfish right now but to be fair i liked her first#AND she gives me more physical affection than she does to anyone else in our friend group (we are all touchy feely people)#but. being realistic i wouldn’t do anything unless she did anything first because i don’t to ruin our friendship OR our friend group#*don’t want to#and like. my crushes on people are very wishy washy anyway so who’s to say i won’t immediately lose feelings if she were to try anything#she’s already kissed me once and i thought i lost feelings then but they’re kind of back at the moment#idfk. we’ll just see how the rest of the year goes
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man. I didn't dream about sv last night but only because of the horrors instead
(dreaming N was the prince of an actual kingdom that was being invaded by two different kingdoms that were allied against him so he was vastly overwhelmed)
#it was really bad shdhdhdhshhd#the adult knights were all getting hurt and killed so they started having to send out younger inexperienced trainees#death was physically present flying around the battlefield and my perspective kept shifting between people who were being cut down so#it was ouchie#at one point there was a moment where a kid N had been almost an older brother to was lost and he was so shattered about it that the#timeline split. one life where he gave up and ran away and another where he stayed to keep leading#in the one where he stayed he got backup from a different kingdom with magic and they eventually won#but I had to walk with him to help oversee the moving of the dead and injured off the field and it was. man#like wtf dhdjfhsjdhf
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wait i literally forgot about the dream segment in y5 saejima's story. now i feel bad because i feel like im always trashing it cuz i didnt like the hunting stuff. But like the dream segment was awesome... Like weirdly a super memorable tutorial section. compared to akiyama which was ehhh. Idk how to describe how i feel about it. i think akiyama's story really complements haruka's well and makes the stage/backstage, lie/truth type metaphor stronger by contrasting haruka's sad but ultimately lighthearted story to akiyama's dark and gritty one; they deal with the same people, the same issues but with two entirely different tones. but the thing is, to me, unlike haruka's story akiyama's story just doesn't stand well on its own and doesn't feel as memorable and distinct :(
#ray.txt#thinking about y5 again. its a weird one because parts of it are SO GOOD but its so long that i feel like the themes kind of get lost;#having 5 protagonists means having 5 expositions. which is a drag. but having a variety of different perspectives was an awesome idea#but the game itself while it has some standout insanely good moments its kind of mid. which is sad
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Fixed point (mathematics) // The History of Perspective // "Point of Disappearance", Dennis Held // How the Hughes hockey family stays grounded // Fixed Point Photography-- // "Portrait of A.", Tung-Hui Hu // Mic'd Up | Hughes NHL 25 cover shoot // "Burnt Norton", T.S. Eliot // "Circuitry", Janine Joseph // Bruce Bennett // Nick Wass // from obedience [maybe one day, during a point in time], kari edwards // Bill Rapai // "Errand Upon Which We Came", Stephanie Strickland // Benchmark (surveying)
art kid luke hughes
#joy i feel like i should’ve known it would be you wrecking my shit by saying this ->#no one tell me what it’s about i want to think about jack as a fixed point forever#like. please. please. why would you. & also why are these like miyazaki/indie coming of age documentary closed captions u know what i mean#anyway in a moment of brief insanity i thought about the devil!nico snapping his fingers to make jack first overall wherever he wanted#and the concept of things that would always have happened it’s just a matter of how you get there#no matter where your eye starts it always ends there no matter where your threads weave in the web of fate all the knots end up tied. fixed#(nolan going to vegas) it’s just the path you took to get there was a little different is all.#hi. it's me. five+ hours later. remember the brief aforementioned moment of insanity#yeah so we lost it in a completely different directions sorry?#if i had a nickel for every time i entered a hughes brothers induced narrative webweaving fugue state i'd have two nickels#which isn't a lot but relative to the amount i think about them kinda is and also it's weird it happened twice#also i'm not apologizing for hearing “art kid” with fixed point (one perspective? my googling of art terminology did not yield results.#luke baby girl i think you've got the wrong term.) and immediately jumping to science (math and ecosystem management) because. that's art#luke hughes#jack hughes#quinn hughes#vancouver canucks#new jersey devils#my cat would very much like for me to go to bed and snuggle however. i was possessed. (AND i just learned how to do small text)#so now all of you get to have worms for brain at 12:30AM too ok ily good night!!!!!#i lied actually i need to tell you guys things because number one EYE have no idea where this came from number two the things i do know#i have no idea if the red string meme it's all coming together points make any sense to anyone but me. SO FIRST#function defined by itself (43 superscript added by me) it's luke defining fixed point. he's cited.#perspective used to stage narratives!!! the history of perspective in art is honestly so interesting and i think actually this started#because i was trying to find a definition for fixed point in art and couldn't get one but found the article talking about#how historically perspective is used for geometric and architecture in paintings to add reality i.e. vermeer's squares#because our brains are SO hardwired to believe perspective “the illusion of geometric regularity and spatial recession... is nearly impossi#liv in the replies#said more but tumblr ate it bc it was too many tags & now we're on hour six i am not rewriting just know it was good. past/present/future l#it was not well articulated & i wanted to do perspective lines & also it could be better collaged but if it looks bad.. that's a u problem.
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