#that game mode is so hard for me
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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Hello again!
Thanks to your fantastic TL4J universe, I have acquired Jedi Survivor! I haven't started playing yet, but I'm excited to! Do you have any words of wisdom for one who has barely played video games? (Btw as always, your art is amazing & I love it so much)
another!! um my words of wisdom are put it on the lowest difficulty possible and make sure you have lots of tissues on hand at all times
#i'd like to consider myself a decent casual gamer like i always play hzd on ultra hard and uncharted 4 on hard mode#but im completely incapable of playing jfo or js on anything except easy-easy mode. i suck so bad at both games#in the next game theyre gonna have to invent a Jedi Youngling setting just for me specifically#thanks for the ask!
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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The older I get and the more terrible takes I see the more in favour I become of gatekeeping
#text post#Normies who so so so badly want to be part of a certain crowd to be quirky while being actually disgusted by that crowd's whole thing#People going “I want that old man” but the character is 30 because they can't imagine someone REALLY thirsting after an actual older man#“He's so caked up!” about a Genshin Impact character because when people say that they can't POSSIBLY mean being attracted to fat people#“This game is ableist” because the horror game with horror themes explores extremely dark concepts#and they want to like the popular horror because it's cool to like it but they can't fathom people ACTUALLY liking REAL dark content#“This game should have an easy mode” because the super hard game known for being hard is too hard for them#and they hate not being part of the fandom about the hard game that's known for being hard#“Ok hear me out” about the most milquetoast character because when people say “hear me out”#they can't POSSIBLY be ACTUALLY attracted to the really weird shit#and if they are any of these things they are sick and twisted and problematic and -ist and -phobic and perverts and degenerates#I'm done#Stop trying to be a freak for clout when at your core you're actually happier with generic crowdpleaser media#Stop moving into spaces not for you and then demanding they cater to you#And forcing out the real audience using morality and shame as your weapons of choice#I'm so fucking done#vent
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for the art ask game: charlie with palette 14? :0
All hail the queen!
Help me beat my art block!
#spnfanart#charlie bradbury#supernatural#spn art#wiggleart#trying to do these fast so I stop worrying about the little things haha#also I’ve decided that I can use blend modes and opacity which does give me a wider range of colors#and it’s not just the standard five of the palett3#but I still use those palette colors in these blending modes so imo it’s fair game#otherwise it’d be super hard to do lol let’s add some contrast and highlight#! anyway pls send me requests I’m in an art funk atm#not helped by the fact my medication is wishy washy on being refilled right now#so my brain is all over the place
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I'm so scared people are gonna try and mansplain Minecraft story mode on me just because people are "apologizing" to it.
Bitch it's been my special interest ever since danTDM started playing that shit!
#mcsm#minecraft story mode#minecraft#If this does happen I'm killing myself#I just find it hard to absorb some of the information in this game but I literally have rewatched it like 5 times#Not a bunch but it's all several hours long gameplay and I have ADHD#So it's a lot for me.
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Thinking about the parallels between their stories and drowning in feelings about it. For further context, this Karlach hasn't heard Dammon's "bad news" yet. 😔🥲
#karlach honor mode#I've never really contemplated these two before#but the game was really like 'let me put these next to each other' and it hit hard#I love how much room for sympathy and overlap the origin character stories have even while all being so different#megh plays bg3#karlach#karlach cliffgate#bg3#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#baldur's gate 3
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Still love that Asmodeus truly has skeletons in his closet.
#meant to post this before but new lesson reminded us lol#obey me nightbringer#obey me nightbringer spoilers#these hard mode lessons were so funny#also what game did solmare reuse this asset from lmao#obey me asmo#obey me asmodeus#obey me luke#obey me
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SPOILERS FOR ELATION 1 IN SWARM SIMULATED UNIVERSE!!
FINALLY AFTER 2 WEEKS OF GRINDING I FINALLY GOT THE ELATION ENCOUNTER!!! RAAH THE THINGS I DO FOR LORE-
^ HOLY SHIT IT'S. THEM!!!!
Picking the second option gives a more cute answer :]]
Anyways, cough, Ahavili crumbs anyone? 👀👀
Also don't mind the next screenshot showing the first option-
^ I can't decide if this is a 4th wall break or not ajdkajsh- Is Aha referring to SimUni as the "game", or are they referring to HSR the game? Maybe I'm overthinking this, but the fact they mentioned "account" just sticks out to me for some reason 👀
^ Huh, I wonder what Aha has to do with Ena... I tried looking through the Ena encounter and I still can't really wrap around why Aha would want to help them
^ Hoh, HOHOHOHHHAJAHAH
"Fake Akivili" you say? 👁👁 OOOO SHIVERS HAHAHAHAHS
Alright, the jig is up let's talk then!
SCREWLLUM BBGIRL ILY TY FOR THINKING OF MY SAFETY BUT PLEASE LET ME TALK TO THEM MORE NOOOOOOOOOO
We immediately get the "Cosmic big lotto" and "interastral big lotto" curios after this 👀
The rest of Herta's dialogue for anyone curious :
The first domain of the next plane is affected by Aha's "Disrupt" effect!
Drats... You'll have to pay attention later. Oh well, just think of it as humoring them, I suppose.
Anyways, THIS WAS SO FUN!!! HOLY SHIT I REMEMBER SMILING EXCITEDLY JUST REAIDNG THROUGH THIS LIKE AKSJMXKAB THE SILLY!!!!
Again, this reinforces just how self aware Aha is as an Aeon that it's ingrained into who they are. Their mere simulation is capable of ignoring and manipulating genius society code! For all I know, they might have already known they're in HSR The Game.
They're up to something devious, and I can't wait to be at the other end of the punchline!
#Fruit talks#this game mode is HARD man#I can only really get by with Hunt. I don't have a lot of follow up attackers so Elation wasn't too helpful in getting me to progress sobs#Though the Hunt + Elation interplay goes really well with welt who slows down the enemies so it did help in some regard!#Elation 2 here I come#elation discussion
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Joel needs to stop dying he’s giving me the ick
#I am literally playing on easy mode but this is hard#joel miller tlou#I beat the bloater :3#joel miller#the last of us was made by a jew cry about it#I love Joel miller with all my heart he is so important to me#gamer🤓#tlou#I am Joel fucking miller bitch#the last of us game#joel tlou#joel fucking miller#dilf lover
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btw i'm sure this is nothing new on account of it having been well over 6 months by now since totk released and we had the no dlc bomb dropped. but i wasnt posting back then so idc ^_^
anyway the funniest thing about totk is no kass 100%. like. what happened to him. they dont even mention him by NAME and the only time hes ever even really mentioned is penn talking about him like this distant legendary figure and not like some guy who was playing his accordion in the woods. i hope amali divorced him
#while im here penn is better than him btw. sorry. but im right#their deadbeat dad parrot who only plays one song ever vs our workers rights pelican with a cute design and catchphrase... smh#there are actual more substantial reasons im sad abt no dlc besides the obvious lack of story resolutions. mostly master mode + sword trial#master mode in botw is Whatever because the thing is that botw only Starts hard. and even then once you get used to it not really imo#but its the same thing in master mode. if youre dedicated to hunting shrines and resources ur gonna reach a point where link is unkillable#and golden enemies are just even spongier silver ones. i thought totks would be a little more interesting bcus of the fusion and crafting#but alas........................ they hate me specifically. anyway what was i talking about#oh yeah kass. anyway yeah its just so funny to me. they pretend like he wasnt even there even though his wife and KIDS still are#funniest game of 2023 for sure#personal.txt
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i really felt "strategy games are hard when youre stupid" in the final battle of fe3h when i spent literally 5 hours to beat that fight. like, not separate attempts. a single 5 hours battle.
#you could argue ok i did play it on hard mode from the get go bc i was feeling haughty. and the rest of the game wasnt that bad. but my GOD#i REALLY do not think i had to spend THIS long in a single battle nfjkenrkej#makes me want to pick that game back up again and finally do one of the other routes#ive only ever done my initial playthrough and then half of another route#but wasnt feeling it bc i did it way too soon after the first playthrough so it was just More Of The Same Thing#but now it's been a few years so why not?
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i can’t believe i have to redo hours of gameplay bc the game deleted my steel sword from my inventory and THEN had the audacity of banning me from using my silver sword like you’ve got to be fucking kidding me
#i wouldn’t be as pissed off if i could just manage with the silver but i can’t use it'#i stored another steel away so if i could just get to a storage person i’d be fine i hope 😭#but no 💔 guess i’ll cry a bit bc even on easy mode this game is really hard for me#and this sort of shit is like. the straw on the camel’s back or whatever#thank you for making my night horrible tw2#rambling
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Man,,, I played a bit of Borderlands 3 and I gotta say. ZanexRhys. I get it. I finally get it
#I think I read a few years back one fanfic from that ship and it somehow stayed in my head#I am playing this game solely for tim and Rhys#Literally plan to only play jackpot#And till chap 10#It took me 2 hours in game to realise photo mode exists#You can't imagine the face expression I made when they said Promethea 5 times in a row I pogged so hard#Oh and katagawa Jr too#Anyways#I'm slowly working on comms and writing hope to be done soon#So many projects. Little body#Borderland 3
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wip thing...
of my bg3 avatar hellebore. i also did some casual nude studies of my 3 characters which i'll put under a cut... rather unlike me after all. (so WARNING for abrupt non-sexual full Artistic nudity lol...,,,,) (< won't be making a habit of this)
they mean the world to me
#bg3 spoilers#?? idk. gith look so..Emaciated. And long. i guess we don't eat on the astral plane :) anyway..well..too much to say.....#it is very very very depressing having to live in the Real World after that final playthrough meant so very much to me.#i normally feel Hope & suchlike after finishing a highly immersive emotional game..but it's too hard this time and it hurtsssss lol yippee#i appreciate bg3 very much for being a place where i could access the concept of nudity & such like in a way that finally felt comfortable.#bodies are inherently non-sexual. they just Are a Fact of Life. this game being NORMAL about nudity from the character creation screen#makes it possible for someone like me to actually have a chance at accessing sensuality in a way that feels comfortable from there.#dont feel like putting it into words further. im ace. just very grateful to this game. even despite the horrors i will never ever forget it#augoh..gugf.. want to go back. my friends & love are in there.....i'm supposed to just move on? in the real world??? THIS place???? UHH????#my characters canonically look like that too!! i see them as intersex and not so much trans. They just look that way.#Diversity win!!! the people who enacted horrors upon you and are trying to kill you again respect your pronouns!!!! <3#I FAILED HONOUR MODE IN THE STUPIDEST WAY POSSIBLE..ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED AN ITEM. MY LOVER TOUCHED SOME BLOOD-TOUCHED RAG ITEM @ THE CRECHE#AND MY PEOPLE MASSACRED US... YOU BELOVED PRAT. OF COURSE IT WOULD BE YOU AND IN THIS WAY#grateful for love triangle chaos...INTENSE EX DRAMA... IT HAD MAJOR REPURCUSSIONS THIS TIME...ohh so very much happened ohh my dear#truly don't know how to face the Real World now for real. I Don't Know. something has snapped. ive realised twt just makes me feel sad lol#if something in my spare time isn't at least half as fun as bg3....like.. it's not good enough. god we only have one wild and precious life#being Online makes me feel a loneliness so wretched and painful and horrible i really don't think this is the answer.#Why did you even start drawing in the first place? Why did you start this?#For real..the need to work this out and decide what on earth i'm going to do now has presented itself. Why try to get better..why be online#someone who has an imagination that can keep them so happy and fulfilled...has no business also feeling a loneliness as profound as this.#why was someone THIS introverted and withdrawn and anxious also cursed with such a restlessness?#What are you going to DO now? because hellebore and their lover are fine....... So what about you...?#hellebore..😭😭 AUUGHH!! I JUST WANT TO GO TO MY BED IN THE INN...PLAY ON MY VIOLIN THAT'S WHAT I'D DO!!!! i'd drink some ALE DAMNIT!!!!!#i was rereading My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness- the only time i've seen this level of emotional isolation depicted-and was grateful.#but then i read her latest book and now she has a debilitating substance abuse situation and it's upsetting.#I hope she finds what she was looking for. I hope we all make it. kind of wild that i dont do such major self-sabotage at this point myself#I truly think anyone who manages to find dear friends and achieve fulfillment and happiness with others outside themselves are amazing.#I see it happen from my tower. i hope we all make it. I hope we can make it through everything to come.#Why did i say all this on drawings of my characters naked. ah who even cares any more......
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Also sorry to be in an increasingly pissy mood today but I'm also tired of everyone saying every game should have the popular feature du jour
#'everything should have a roguelike mode' I don't care and I'll bite your nose off#sorry I don't mean to sound like a hipster looking down on the popular thing like#I understand if people like it they like it and no one should let me being an asshole stop them#I'm just. so annoyed about things. I wish Pokémon would get better at what it does instead of trying to be everything else#and I feel stupid for not liking things everyone else likes because the reason I hate roguelikes is because I suck at them and I hate#action games because there's too much going on at once for me to follow what's happening#and I'm no matter how hard I try I can't git gud#and even games where I think I'm being clever are apparently to easy so#whatever ignore me#again I'm being a bitch
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