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I unfortunately thought of Seba Mom which means hopefully this will be y'alls problem too soon
#nggg it's about motherhood#like their father was just awful. but their mother?#i like to think she cared. at least a bit. we saw her telling her husband the rumours of the orphanage being dangerous#that doesn't make her good tho#she never stepped in never tried to help her children#was she an assassin too? did she think this was for their sake? did she think they'd thank them in the future?#or was she just scared. anonymous‚ with never too much volume in her voice to speak up against her husband?#ARGHHH MUNCHING THOUGHTS#i just thought about mafuyu & natsuki meeting aoi. yk meeting a real mother#and mourning the one they could've had#do you think she sometimes tucked them into bed and sang them a lullaby when they were little?#do you think she tended their first scraps?#i just think they'd have a more complex relationship with their mother idkkkkk#somebody shut me UP
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“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)
Bonus:
Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#UkaGaster's answers about Toriel really interest me :3c#As evidenced by the quote caption lol - but his other ones are very interesting too! Since it sounds like she's still around!#Poor classic Handplates!Gaster believed Tori dead for such a long time while she was at the Ruins#Meanwhile Fellplates!Gaster is just like ''? I saw the Queen last week she threw me into the pricker bushes? -.ò'' lol#But anyhow lol ♪ The implications that they're still in each other's vicinity really makes me curious about their relationship!#And how Toriel might react to knowing that someone - someone other than her - is having So Much Success on one of her sore spots#Not just of having children but of the constant reminders of Gaster's success where she has to live every day with a heavy heart for her own#Being cruel to him over it - well that's just par for the course isn't it ♪#He mentions that she's much more of an emotional sadist - insulting him and then making it Very clear that she does Not approve of the holes#''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly''#I do think that her knowing that he's so intent on being kind and merciful and then twisting the knife on how much he's hurting her-#Making him feel guilty for daring to even attempt the betterment of all - for giving pieces of himself away and try to be a good person#''If anyone will break my spirit it will be her'' :)#Although that's all assuming that Toriel even knows about the brothers! :0 When I thought about it later it'd make more sense if she doesn't#It was still too good to not do something with the idea hehe - but imagine her betrayal if/when she found out tho she'd kill him on the spot#Gosh I haven't drawn Tori in foreeeeever I can't even remember the last time#Doing a/nother study on her would probably be fun haha she's rather plain how I draw her currently#I wonder if her Fellplates version would also wear reading glasses hehe#And the bonus :3c Where are the plates featured in Fellplates? Surely it's not just called that as a reference right ♪ Hehehe
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#not art (yet!!!!)#preddy good kristen I got goin on in this piece#for some reason my brain isnt letting me do this one. been stalling on it for a good few days. but I intend to break thru it#I need to put this on paper at least once#(its space sweepers. I think it would be funny if the kids are in that universe too but theyre just like off to the side doing their own#thing pretty much unrelated to the main plot. theyre delivery people. theyre all still teens. they get up to shenanigans and then#one day they look up like huh the guy who founded eden fucking died?? when#kristen specifically I got a decent amount hashed out in my brain somehow. she's like an engineered messiah with a grafted engine#along her upper body skeleton that'd let her spontaneously rearrange objects on a molecular level#so she can theoretically knit wounds or cure diseases by thinking abt it very hard#sadly the engine of course takes enormous amount of energy to power. so most of the time in practice she just#has a half-metal skeleton that doesn't do anything. so she's buff as shit on the upper side and one of her punches can break your neck#but her mobility is limited and she sprains her ankles like every other week. her shins have broken like a few times#I genuinely love the way her shoes n braces look in this one its very fun#there are a lot of choices I made in this one that are so fun and also just like. a result of putting them in space sweepers#and thinking to myself here and there hey this would be cool if it harkens back to their canon designs#not riz tho other than being human he is fully exactly like how he looks in canon. hes just like that#hes the navigator and he charts their courses by hand with a school calculator#(also technically their legal counselor since he's sorta responsible for not putting them in traffic control's hands)#drawing this does make me realise a lot of these dynamics are really fun lol. idk if Im gonna ever do anything like proper for this but#at the very least if I draw this the idea will be out there)
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*breathes deeply* new fic? new ongoing fic to read? holy moly there's so much to catch up on, that is a lot of reading. (not speaking about fic only. i mean also asks here, because they can be gold nuggets of fun things. and i have not checked for months for tiredness,, woe)
favourite things about new fic so far: zhongli going down rabbit holes of information of Things he Does Not Know because alternate reality and a most favourite shared disconnect from the rest of the world. very understandable. love to see that. also love to see how he's trying to act according to appropriate power levels and is still overpowered. ... actually, is it a full alternate reality or is it another time travel shenanigans (or both)? because. just because. i have a feeling i'm reading it too fast in haste so i may well be missing things that make that more or less obvious
my confusion of reading in haste too much aside, did i see something about being able to ask for outfit doodles? 👀 if no one else has yet i am here for it (as long as it is not a trouble)
absolutely no trouble, i just cleaned it up a bit and colored it in. here's the crew so far! god i can't believe i nailed guizhong's hair color and blue-white color scheme in cyanide LMAO literally colorpicked her haircolor from one of my drawings of her hahah
#also aaaaaaaaa thank you!!!#ily <3 <3 <3#happy to hear you're enjoying the fic!! good to have you back#tiny note childe is like an inch taller than zhongli here#i just think that if it's a modern au and they're both human it's like- childe's functionally russian#i figure his genetics are probably going to make him taller than zhongli even if only a tiny bit#if zhongli's not human then he strikes me as the taller of the two bc i mean. dragon#xiao is still chronically short tho#xingqiu and hu tao are both on platforms#guizhong is in sandals bc madame ping doesn't let her leave the house barefoot#no hair gradient for zhongli here sadly. if they're all fully human he doesn't strike me the type to dye his hair#fully human with unnatural hair colors of course. anime logic. i don't think chongyun would dye his hair either#i simply draw the line at gradients being something they're born with idk i don't have complex reasoning for it it's just vibes#xiao's white shirt is a tanktop btw
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My biggest pet peeve considered Lucifer aside from what you already mentioned is when I read a fic or look at art and can't see in character wearing his face an old man that he is (who's not human and never was human to begin with) who lived thousands of years and older than humanity. And who clearly had a long sex life with his wife (and who knows maybe not only with her, I find it hard to believe that you can live for so long and never show interest in other people) so definitely not gonna act like an inexperienced virgin.
Agreed.
I love my boi Alastor, but I doubt there's anything he could do, sex wise, that's going to surprise Lucifer. That guys has been having sex since way, way, way before Al was even born, and I think his and Lilith's sex life was wild and kinky as fuck.
Technically speaking, Lucifer is the most sexually experienced person in Hell barring, perhaps, Asmodeus. Top, bottom, or switch, Lucifer knows what he's doing.
#inexperienced virgin Lucifer doesn't make sense to me either Anon#I can see him being very dedicated to Lilith tho#and not sleeping with anyone but her#and with his depression and how that can take away ones libido#i headcanon that he hasn't had sex in a while actually#but that doesn't take away from past experience#he's a little rusty but he just needs to oil up those joints REAL good#get them nice and loose#asks#anon#anonymous#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin lucifer#lucifer magne
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huge props to marinette for spinning up that lie so fast and on the spot, too. I thought I was good but damn. of course she must have had a general idea of what she was going to say to adrien beforehand going off of gabriel's "make me look good" and her own love telling her that the truth would hurt adrien even more, but that's just a very vague idea. she could not have possibly spun up that entire story of a lie in her head beforehand with all that was going on - dealing with all the truths coming in one after the other, the crying, the emotional trauma, getting the kwamis back -
and of course, there's adrien. he is one of the highest things on her list of priorities, his safety being the first thing she needs to take care of. the problem is, she doesn't know how. the only thing she can do in that situation is lie. a small lie. just one to make it better for now and then she can make it a long-term lie later. make sure no one else finds out.
and once she started telling the lie, once the first words were out of the mouth, it was all improvisation. her next words showed up in her head as she was going, spinning up a believable story, just good enough to be taken as the truth. she rambled - a rookie mistake for liars - but you couldn't blame her. she's a professional liar, almost, with her superhero identity, but this one is different. just one hour after learning the truth she had to cover up all this with no warning beforehand.
she couldn't tell adrien the truth. but she couldn't do much to comfort him either. ladybug couldn't tell him something only marinette knows.
she had to lie. she had to come up with something on the spot. those words would haunt her for the rest of her life - that lie was all she could think about for the next couple of months because she had to make it work. she had to keep the truth and make everything work out. it wasn't a big deal. she just had to tell adrien something, anything that would comfort him! what would comfort him about his father? what would convince him that he was a good guy this whole time? that he was a, a, a hero! yes, she would tell him that. it was a white lie! she wasn't a bad person! she just had to tell adrien that his father was a hero so that he would never have to know the truth and suffer like she did. he was a hero.
was.
once that word came out of her mouth, there was no going back.
#ok coming from someone who is VERY good at lying (and no that's not a lie) I am VERY IMPRESSED by that.#it's not even an exaggeration by the writers. in fact I think this is perfect.#ive had to lie several times before. make sure there were no plot holes in the story I was trying to spin to get out of trouble. to be safe#to save a life.#this is very realistic of her.#when she's under pressure she talks. she lies. some of her smartest moments are made up of lies. it might seem like a good idea at the time#she might not know what's coming out of her mouth as she's saying it.#but regardless she needs to deal with it later. once the adrenaline has finally died down and she faces the consequences of her actions.#once the emotion has died down. once the truth of what she's said sinks in.#I lie on the spot if I have to. my stories stay active for just long enough that eventually it becomes a fact of life and I have to remembe#each detail of the lie so that it doesn't fall apart.#it can't fall apart. the world will end if it falls apart.#(the world is a web of lies that I have spun.)#oh MAN the marinette thoughts today. should I write a fic. yea im writing a fic.#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#ml london special#wait I just realised all these paragraphs I typed up what the heck what am I doing with my time#gotta love lying to people tho.#actually no thats a lie I hate it.#ugh life is so confusing can I pls just project myself onto marinette instead of having to deal with stuff#yk out of all the characters I didn't realise SHE would be one of the ones I resonate with the most. but thats a fact and I love it.
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'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger' except xiao doesn't feel like anything he went through - that endless agony and suffering that sill haunts him in the middle of the night when he closes his eyes - made him any stronger. if anything, it made him wrecked. broken. tainted with blood and pain that he doesn't seem to be able to erase.
as he's panting heavily after defeating monsters full of bad karmic energy, he can feel it, almost. that disgusting sensation etching its way deep into his bones - so deep that he slowly starts to think it's impossible to erase it. to erase all the ugliness of this pain and karma and his own past actions from the depths of his shattering heart.
darkness only sinks in, deeper and deeper. wrapping around his heart, choking his throat until he can't breathe, can't think about anything other than how much easier it would be to be erased from this world. or better, die while protecting mortals. this way, he will fulfill his oath but also erase another dangerous being full of karma from the world - himself.
lumine is nothing like him, he thinks.
after losing everything - her wings, her only family - she held closely to her heart, and going through all the pain this world has to offer, she still hopes. her eyes gleam when she helps people, the corners of her lips curl upwards at the sight of pretty sunsets. she skips a few steps when she's excited and she acts like happy small bunny who is happy to explore the world and it's mysteries (recklessly, sometimes. or at least xiao thinks she is a bit foolish - in an endearing way but still, it makes him a bit worried sometimes. it makes him want to be better so he can stay by her side and fiercely protect her heart with all his might as it was more his than his own.).
in the pale moonlight, in xiao's eyes–in the spaces bettwen his racing heartbeat and trembling exhales, she looks almost like the personification of love herself.
....how can she be so soft despite it all?
xiao knows he shouldn't dare to get closer to her, to long for any semblance of her light and presence around him... to yearn for her love, for her... he isn't sure whether he deserves it, anyway... the closure he's able to offer her might hurt her in the end, he's all too aware of that possibility and it's scaring him - just like the want for her does... lumine deserves better than to deal with someone who's more akin to a monster than to human, so unlike her...
and yet, his heart lingers there; with a girl as gentle as the moonlight and as radiant as the sunlight, whose heart is pure gold and her smile lights up his world just a little bit and makes him wish he, too, could be soft. just like her love is.
#genshin impact#xiao#xiaolumi#xiao x lumine#writing#angst. pain. agony.#i was rewatching xiao short trailer recently and... yeah#he is his own biggest enemy at the end of the end and it hurts to think about how awful he feels#every day... for centuries... it's no surprise that he was so openly taking about sacrifices he's able to make back during the chasm quest#because he feels like he's only good and useful if he's a tool. a weapon. if he's fighting and helping others - even if it means he should#good thing his love for lumine starts to soothe the pain of his past and shows him that he's not a monster and deserves better and–#that deserves another post tho but . thank you lumine#bonk xiao on his head. his heart IS soft.#how dare he not to notice it and think he doesn't deserve her love. he deserves everything good in the world (i get it but)#character analysis#fanfiction#fanfic#lumine
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really enjoy how they gave kotori's new version some noticeable belly meat
#it doesn't make up for taking away her glasses (joke tho they really should kept them >:( )#but yeah it makes sense considering how much of a nerd she is#very good to see chubby rep it's very rare you only get CG's kanako to tide you over really#blue archive#silver rants
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Do you guys wanna hear about my little au where Subject X (Skuld) and Bragi's ghost become friends?
They're the "what the heck happened to you kids" gang :3
#kh bragi#kh skuld#subject x#my art#ok organizational tags out of the way. grabs you. I think bragi calls her “star” because of her earrings. and he thinks “x” is a stupid nam#also I hc Bragi had a younger sister so even tho skuld is technically older she reminds him of her#((his younger sister was named Ava. Luxu didn't know about her </3))#he can't physically do anything to help her so he tries to just be a comforting presence. he tells her stories and makes up poetry#sometimes he follows luxu up to the surface and tries to learn as much as he can so he can tell her about the latest market drama#some days he even manages to wander into the local school and tries to learn history or math (which is very different from what he learned)#so he's not very good at it but. he tries#sometimes he's literally just a nightlight. which is good in it's own way#he tries so so hard to be a good friend because he hasn't had meaningful human connection in like 90 years#and skuld really really really appreciates it because she is ALSO very deprived of connection and friendship#she doesn't have a lot to offer him but a listening ear. but that's really what he needs#Bragi would beat xehanort's ass if he could. he watched the whole trajectory of dark road and bbs he knows what's up with him#i get sad about bragi a lot. what happened to him before dark road ): who was he ):
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bc like while labru is more compelling to me if it's yuri one of the reasons why i'm keeping farcille also yuri is because. well. to me they're gonna lose something if it's yaoi sorry. also i'm more interested in girl laios and falin's relationship if they're sisters than if they're a sister and a little brother in that it will highlight further that laios has no avenue to leave their hometown. i think it would be interesting for girl laios to learn she can do magic and then wonder what could've been if she knew she could. and also because i don't want to fall into the trap of like... they're still originally guy characters. yk? it doesn't magically stop ignoring the female characters who are there if you genderbend/transgendify the guys to focus on them instead.
#wynn speaks#also to clarify labru isn't more compelling to me if it's yuri for no reason#i think girl laios leaving behind a husband and child because she HAD to get out is really compelling#and i think being a queen would be that much more conflicting to her#bc it means she is now easily findable--even tho that doesn't immediately occur to her#and i think girl kabru being a total piner loser who doesn't know she's being a total piner loser is compelling#she's like the queen is unhappy how do i make her happy again. i wanna kno for normal reasons also i hate her ex husband for normal reason#it's a little story/character exploration enhancer. for me#butch chilchuck too btw. canon in my heart#farcille stays largely the same. ur perfect girls <3#anyway if anyone wants baller farcille fic recs feel free to ask. i haven't read all of them and haven't read thru the whole manga yet#but heehee....so good
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the whole "family"
I made Rook's mom in the sims because I was bored and wanted to see what she'd look like. Gorgeous, as it turns out!! Which isn't surprising given her son is the most beautiful man of all time. Rook doesn't even know her name or anything about her, and has never met her, since she handed him off to Alistair at the first chance she got. Rook has no interest in meeting her because of that, plus the fact that in his mind, all birth/legal family is awful and fucked. As far as he's concerned, he doesn't have a mother.
#morrigan.text#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4 CAS#ts4 CAS#adventures in cas#my sims#cas#oc: Rook#dnd extras#Rook basically just got freckles and darker+curlier hair from her. Otherwise he's pretty much a copy of his dad. Unfortunately for both.#she doesn't have a name yet. and idk that I'll ever give her one bc she literally does not matter at all. this was just for fun.#she'd be in her 50s by now. she doesn't look nearly old enough but I swear I gave her wrinkles and shit. they just don't show up well.#and none of my greying overlays looked good on her hair bc it's textured and also a bun.#she's really pretty tho. definitely one of my favorite sims I've made recently.#maybe I'll take some pics of her another time and post them.#but yeah she's Just Some Girl which is honestly what makes her notable between all the nobles; war criminals; and pirates in Rook's life.#also... Sigmar/Dr. Purity is not helping Rook get rid of his ''all blood family sucks'' ideology...
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The absolute most menoch drawing ever seen appears in my head thanks to this song
Obsession - Joywave
the live version did it to me- but im linking the og
#WHEN THEY FIRST GOT CLOSER#his obsession...... a god and his 'angel'#not like hes stealing that art idea away from my selfship or anything tho >:( darn you pinky darn you#that comparison from the ship also >:(. she doesn't get that pet name /hj SGSJDH#(IM the one with a fake halo)#but i think its good#have not had him being that way in.. forever#que my husban fighting pink to see who gets their ship drawn instead/j#he'd win but..... slightly bad menoch for the win bc their dynamic fits that song perfectly GUH#pink: awful at hiding his crush on his new friend- playing favorites and being clingy/jealous#madilene: what is this freak doing#look hes barely around people and she genuinely makes him happy 😭 he learns to stop quickly after that bc she chews him out on it#haha the so called god is wrapped around her little finger#brosif rambles#i have rambled more than i thought i would . its been a while GDJDH#pink#madilene#menoch#theyre so early fluttercord but if fluttershy was more aggressive and less shy GDJDH#they need to stop sharing dynamics with my self ship STOP /j#i am goig to stop now . dies
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yknow it's interesting how jarilo is almost entirely inspired by russia (like. all the names. and snow 👍) and then apparently sampo's name is finnish. hm
#i may be wrong tho and there are other finnish names in belobog#but given that there's now another planet that has finnish inspiration in its names. i can't help but wonder 🤔#also iirc some belobogians imply that sampo isn't from there right (in my heart he's still seele's brother tho.)#(whose name is apparently german. lol nvm maybe i'm reading too deep into things)#(but also if it's from *ancient* belobogian language supposedly then. might add a layer here that doesn't contradict it hm)#(ig i can always make up a backstory for them as siblings in my mind.)#(older brother knew he couldn't provide his sister with a good and honest life so he left her at an orphanage. etc)#(STRAYED WAY OFF TOPIC THERE SORRY. ANYWAY YEAH WHAT DO WE THINK IS SAMPO A NATIVE BELOBOGIAN)
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You could stay forever, if you wanted (Patreon)
#Doodles#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Helix#Coraline#I blame plushy brain lol#I initially wanted this to be a Max-centric Coraline AU but I realized pretty quickly that Max would just straight up get button eyes#Like it would be barely a question he would fall for it hook line and sinker#''The Beldam doesn't go after adults because children's problems and trust in parental figures'' wrong - Max Vyer#He already falls into his own world of dreams and make believe you Cannot look me in the eyes and tell me this man wouldn't get his soul#eaten in exchange for getting to actually experience his fantasies he's so dumb ;;<3#So I had to switch it to Dex because he'd actually be a challenge and the Beldam loves games lol#Okay but also imagine - Max getting duped and Dex coming to rescue him hwehh#Coraline AUs are endlessly fascinating to me because they always cut right to the core of ''This is what you want - right?''#It's that Want Vs. Need babey!!! Gah it's so good <3#Here's another question - you think the Beldam would assume the form of Madame Vyer? 'Cause yes the Matriarch role but#It's hard to argue that Dex and Max aren't the most important figures in each other's lives and her wit would kinda need to be in full focus#But it's Definitely incorrect to limit their relationship to being just guardian/paternal/filial/platonic to really any degree#Would get real awkward real fast - another reason I had to switch to Dex 'cause again he'd Resist just agh how creepy! It'd be really creepy#All that to one side for now tho lol - I really love the twist of the knife option personally ♪#Of ''I see what you want and I can give it to you exactly how it would be in your real old life - don't you want that?''#It's so invasive! So intrusive! The little doll scouting out the disappointments that could be so easily ''corrected'' hwagh#Dex finally getting actually called out for his coddling Max from Max ''himself'' and promised that he could keep doing it#That's where it hurts - to be told that you don't have to change but that this is the way reality would conform around your decisions#Ow <3 I love that#Is it everything you hoped it would be? Are you ready to give in yet? Hhhh ♥
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Eri definitely does what I did as a kid which is hover at someone's bedside just kinda stare at them because she'd feel guilty waking them up but she also doesn't wanna sleep by herself because something scared her and basically it's normal for Aizawa or Shinsou to blearily lift their covers for her to shuffle in with them at like 3 in the morning before passing back out again
If someone else is awake in another room of the house then she'll just putter over to where that person is instead
#bnha#erasermic family#eri#mic doesn't need to lift the covers for her bc aizawa always gets there first#but he does make *some* kind of incoherent noise in response to her getting in#good luck figuring out if he's actually saying anything tho
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hiii quick random question do you guys prefer it when Asajj's forehead markings/tattoos are big or small or when they look like eyebrows or when she actually has eyebrows and not them
I know what's accurate to TCW but my question is about artistic interpretation and personal preference not that (first pic is from the age of republic special, second is by Aaron McBride as an early dooku jedi lost cover concept, third from a lego short i believe, fourth from clone wars 2003)
#daily asajj thought of the day#personally i think they're the best of the changes to asajj's design from her previous ones#they resemble her knife-like tatts a lot and they look good#but when i've been drawing them i haven't been very consistent with their size or nature lmao#i think it's difficult to make them big and still look good#i do prefer it when they go extra with them#because in tcw they can be soo maddeningly small or just disappear#or. you know. BE COVERED BY HAIR (tbb)#her cw2003/legends eyebrows ar silly tho#especially when she doesn't have any other hair#star wars#asajj ventress#sw#ventress#sw tcw#star wars the clone wars#the clone wars#star wars poll
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