#that after THREE YEARS of bullshit
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for reasons that i just made up, catherine and willis todd are dana scully and fox mulder now
just look at them ahhh
#unfortunately the first time i saw catherine in the comics she was a redhead#and now she'll be a redhead in my head forever#i just think they would have a similar dynamic idk#especially when they first met#i like to think that catherine was this rebellious punk-goth girl that liked to piss off her controlling dad#and how does she do it?#by hanging out with the weird punk guy that sells weed at school#then she realizes willis is just a silly guy obsessed with cars and the color green and space#so they 100% would've been loser malewife and done-with-everyone's-bullshit girlboss#they would've been in a situationship for like three or four years that ended up badly and had them drift apart#don't worry they ran into each other when willis already had jason with him after the whole sheila thing#and decided to actually date this time around and got married eventually 😌#willis todd#catherine todd#jason todd#dc comics#rambles#i was just rewatching x files and I've also been thinking a lot about the todd family so
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fun that protein shakes sometimes come in little cardboard containers because then it's like i get a juice box treat after the gym
#also i am lifting again! after like THREE YEARS OF SURGERIES AND BULLSHIT#really hoping this will help with my chronic pain like it did in the past hf
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Forget-me-not
#I am back to my bullshit#only took me what#three or four months to finish it#but after last chapter I just had to#like#nobody knows the things I'm capable of when fulled by the spite for an author#seven year nightmare#fanart#ao3#little nightmare fanart#little nightmares#little nightmares fanfic
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whenever anybody says xyz is the new destiel putin election all i can think is that they either a) must not have actually been on tumblr that day or b) fundamentally misunderstood what made that day so wildly cathartic
#like it was not just that 'three wild things happened at once'#it was VERY SPECIFICALLY that it happened a) during the first year of the plague AND b) after DAYS of a super tense US presidential electio#people were stressed out of their minds refreshing the results pages over and over and over as they tallied votes at a snail's pace#if that hadn't been the backdrop then like#sure destiel still would've blown up on tumblr. it's tumblr#but it wouldn't be remembered the same way at all#destiel putin election doesnt just mean 'a bunch of big fandom news at once'#destiel putin election is a VERY SPECIFIC kind of absurdity thats INHERENTLY rooted in like. mass hysteria & catharsis#if you don't feel overwhelming giddy RELIEF at the events that are taking place then you are NOT experiencing destiel putin election#whatever bullshit taylor swift & watcher are on about is not REMOTELY the same thing
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+ ( USM outselling ASM gives me life. )
#( after the bullshit of the last three years the Spidey Office can get fucked )#out of character talk ( ooc )
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okay I think I need to thank my media arts teacher if I see him when I'm visiting my old high school because all that "I want to do more multimedia stuff with my digital art" is almost entirely because of his class
#I took the same class every year for the last three years of high school#which was just getting sat in front of an imac and learning the basic features of adobe suite every year#started out hating it because adobe is of course a pain#for my final project in my senior year I ended up basically bullshitting some live2d rigging in after effects with the puppet tool#and did a little angel kanata animation with that (that's actually posted on my blog if you wanna look)#I learned a lot about layer hierarchy and how gifs actually fucking work because exporting that was a NIGHTMARE#but I really liked making it#would love to make something similar but I don't have after effects anymore nor live2d#we'll see what I do there
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Decided to draw all of my current tavs!!
From left to right:
- Corentin (they/them): wood elf storm sorcerer; resisting durge; romancing Wyll; just got into Act III. They're having A Time. Has the volo eye
- Peregrine "Peri" (he/him): "half-elf" abjuration wizard (he's a changeling but I made his save before I learned about that giant multiverse species mod); romancing Gale. I'm almost done with his save, I just have, like, 3.5 quests to do (including two(?) boss fights). His game will be the first finished one. Does not have the volo eye
- Io (they/she): seldarine drow cleric of Eilistraee; probably going to romance Astarion? Maybe? They're my tav for a shared save and we're not very far yet (haven't even hit the goblin camp) so we'll see lol. I refuse to give her the volo eye
- Candor (he/him): tiefling bard (I cannot for the life of me remember what subclass); just finished the goblin camp; romancing Shadowheart (be bi do crimes etc etc). Has the volo eye
- Balsam (any pronouns): human draconic bloodline sorcerer; my honour mode tav! Not sure how far they're gonna make it...even just the temple ruins have been rough so far. Hasn't even met volo yet
- Diodore "Dora" (she/her): underdark drow oath of ancients paladin; romancing Astarion; just about to hit the last set of fights in Act II. She's a follower of Corellon and would have been a cleric if underdark drow weren't locked into Lolth. Has the volo eye
#i made memes of the original three (peri corentin and dora) that i'll probably post at some point??#i don't know io and balsam well enough yet to be able to make memes of them but i'll probably knock out a few for candor#peri didnt have white streaks at the beginning of the game...he's only 33 but he fought tiamat three years ago and he's.#not pleased to be in the middle of More Bullshit#candor was raised in the Guild by his father after they had to run from his mother (who wasn't...stoked to find out her son sprouted horns)#dora had to escape the underdark after her father (who also secretly worshipped corellon) was found out and turned into a drider#balsam was raised by a silver dragon after their town abandoned them b/c they were showing signs of sorcery#(turns out that happens sometimes when you set up shop right outside a dragons lair. who knew??)#i'm still figuring out what io's deal is#will keep you posted#bg3#bg3 art#bg3 tav#digital art#character art#baldurs gate 3#my art#io dein#diodore#peregrine faulkner#candor del mar#balsam the silver#corentin
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#after a week of searching they found the body of a 22 year-old woman who was abducted by her ex boyfriend and killed.#she was supposed to graduate a few days ago#this whole week we had to read the media telling a disgustingly romanticized version of this story#reading the news is horrifying#journalists don't fucking know how to approach the subject the misoginy is so blatant#more than a hundred of women were killed in italy since the beginning of the year and no one is doing fucking anything#a woman gets killed every three days#and politicians aren't batting an eye#im so tired of this shit but most of all so angry#i was having an okay day now i feel like blowing something up or else I'll explode#worst thing is the men that keep going on with their bullshit 'not all men' rethoric#its exhausting#tw violence#tw femicide
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Sorry guys for being completely unhinged this weekend 🙏 but I can't help it and I refuse to be normal about it
#its been a good weekend what can i say#but like seriously i think this has been the most exciting and insane wknd of my life#like in terms of my interest and hobbies it has been fucking nuts#ive been so deranged thank you mutuals for putting up with me ilysm <3#ive screamed like actually fully screamed at the top of my lungs at least three times this weekend#(the end of that quali session and then josef winning the 500 and then the tomgreg moment)#but i feel like ive just been on crack this whole weekend#its just been insane event after insane event and ive just been completely unhinged !#but its been so much fun i dont think ive had this much excitement and fun in my life in so long#(bahrain probably hsjdjfkf)#okay anyways i need to have like at least 24 hours to calm down so bear with me#AND I STILL HAVE TO WATCH BARRY'S FINALE FUCK#but then after ive recovered from this eventful wknd ill be back on my bullshit!(gifing old stuff lolol)#okay just need to scream bcs i really just dont feel normal at all at the moment#like so many times this wknd ive had so many moments where ive been shaking and heart pounding and sweating#took like 50 years off my life but in a pleasant insane way#great fun i am having :D#again love you guys <3#catie.rambling.txt#oops must add:#succession spoilers
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Just saw a post quoting that HBO douchebag on how they're trying to figure out if it makes sense to renew for s3 based on bullshit metrics.
How about you crunch the data on how many people dropped their Max or Binge subscriptions the same day s2 finished fucking airing.
#cause there were two just within my biological family circle#more in my discord#pretty sure we're not statistical outliers#i asked my parents if they'd care if i cancelled Binge after they'd watched ep8 and their response was literally 'well that's the only thin#on there worth watching and using the AppleTV app for it was an outright fucking nightmare so no'#these fuckers and their bullshit metrics that measure NOTHING USEFUL like you still don't even understand streaming from a data#point of view and until you actually do there's no point referencing it like this it's not an effectible thing like you still don't even#understand how to advertise on streaming in a way that doesn't instantly make everyone hate whatever you're advertising because#even though it's been around for YEARS now you still haven't clocked that showing the same three ads in an eternal loop annoys people to th#point of having it function as reverse-marketing#like the fact that getting the same LITERAL SECOND FOR SECOND ad every time i open the goddamn platform for MONTHS at a time makes me#want to avoid whatever you're marketing like the fucking plague on a pavlovian level like i still see audis and just go NOPE not even#if you offered me a free one it would just make me too mad#ofmd
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#literally how are you supposed to get anywhere in this fucking world#three years out from graduating uni w tens of thousands in debt and after some attempts at other jobs im still making the same hourly rate#as i was right when i graduated#i will never be able to afford a better apartment#i will never get a better job. ive been through so many already#this is the best and easiest ive had and even then its 40 hours a week of bullshit#cant get another job even w all my exp i never hear back from anywhere#whats the point? whats the point????#I'll never pay my loans off I'll never be able to live in more than a shitty crammed room that i can barely walk around in#never own a pet never go anywhere unless my dad fucking pays for it#never have any privacy or space for myself ever again#never going to retire never going to be anyone worth knowing anything about#whats the point whats the point whats the point!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! theres no way out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#rant#whatever
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So funny how trauma will just kick you in the fucking teeth with the most random triggers.
#ra speaks#personal#watched the most recent quintin reviews vid which like yeah I went in with expectations of the content#and it’s not like I actively avoid stuff that depicts/discusses abuse I’ve been going to therapy long enough to know my most sensitive#triggers and stuff. but…idk something abt when he got to the drake bell section just set me off something fierce.#I’m all nerves and stress and self loathing/misplaced guilt from my own past bullshit#like brain can we please cool it we’ve been over this for years why you freaking the fuck out now? (I mean. logically. I know why#and how trauma works and that I’m just having emotional flashbacks but still. ugh.)#brain please be real niceys to me I have a meeting in an hour we cannot be having a panic attack.#you’re safe you’re good it wasn’t your fault etc etc can we please go back to being an adult more than a decade past all that? please???#survived my meeting so I’m gonna vent abt this a bit more bc. let’s be real.#I don’t rememember a solid 3 years of my adolescence and it fucks w me sometimes.#I remember things before 4th grade. I remember 4th grade. then bam I’m in 8th going to high school. and like#I know logistically what happened. I know emotionally I hated/was so fucking scared of [redacted] until I finally left that fucking school.#it’s just. frustrating bc if I remembered maybe I’d feel more justified letting myself get upset abt it. but I don’t so suck it up buttercup#it probably wasn’t even that bad if you don’t actually remember it so pull it together.#hell for all you know it had nothing to do with [redacted] and you were just on bad meds/depressed and forgot three solid years of your life#after meeting [redacted] <- I am not convincing myself unfortunately.
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I wish GI wasn't trying to push people (kinda specifically longer players) away from the game, like damn. I really hope new players are watching closely and not just deciding "there are haters" or "complainers." Some of the things, like the age old where's the end-of-game road map, have been actual game needs that haven't been addressed for years. Game needs, guys. Idk, if you still call some people haters/complainers, then I'm probably gonna call you a bootlicker lol
#also three pulls for three debate clubs is actually insulting and no. we were not happy about it last year either#i hope the CN community causes such a ruckus that they fix the artifact loadout bullshit#GI actually needs to apologize and ive said some wild things elsewhere like they need to give a free 5* character but honestly i just want#to see that theyre are listening to the fucking players. we fund their game and/or promote it with playing and community on platforms#they wouldnt have BILLIONS of money without the pkayers and they are not doing QoL things or fixing busted characters or the artifact#loadout that is going to be more trouble than useful. end of game information. lost weapons to timed events - im lucky i have cinnabar#spindle in case i get Albedo but i dont have that Festering sword or Jade Cutter? and both are apparently great for Furina and im pissed#that they just wont be available ever again. they heed to put them in the shop like they do the skins and im so serious about that#theres so much more#it just makes me sad bc i do really like genshin but im probably gonna move on after this all blows up or when nothing happens at all#genshin impact#my posts#oh right my frustration is with the community on the mihoyo app bc even just saying you think this is a good thing will bring in the REAL#bootlickers telling you youre ungrateful for three debate clubs lmao. i have never called it copium before but i think that if youre calling#players ungrateful for being mad that GI's appreciation for a year of playing and/or spending money is worth three 3*weapons then youre a#boooootlicker with a sad fucking addiction. seriously cope harder bro lol#i really just want them to fix the artifact loadout that shit is buuullshit. and of course i want Aloy’s constellations. they should have#been there September 2021 ffs. and i like Dehya. i like playing her too. im not meta enough to notice things i guess but hyv should have#listened to players about her.#this shouldnt be a staff of homa moment guys. that bullshit actually made change happen for the better like why are you mad at the demand#QoL things???? why are you just ok with no actual patches patching anything???#ok i gotta be done. the tags are the actual post damn lol
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I cannot recommend enough starting game series from the start. Both because if you get used to the clunky gameplay of earlier ones, the later ones will be easier (from experience, going the other way just makes the originals seem IMPOSSIBLE) and also bc it does in fact help w understanding the story. Also because honestly old games are so cool
#twist rambles#like. if i started with the wit/cher three (which i did) and was not patient enough to learn the mechanics of 1. i wouldn't have experienced#my fave game in the series. if i got into kof with like 13 or 15#i wouldn't want to play 95 or 99. due to them being hard as shit. but im so glad i DID because the plot in those is very good#like. idk i think more people need to play older games when theyre accessible to them. i dont want to see hyper realistic+#games everywhere. when are we gonna post game sprites that are like 20 pixels maximum and be like wow 😳 i want her#all of that to say. emulating helps a ton w branching out w stuff and idk. just play older games and experience them#i will never feel the stress i felt when playing certain atari games EVER bc those are insane. anyways god. long and rambly but i think more#f/e fans should be lusting after the rly old guys. where is the hype for like saji <- does not know if ppl care abt him or not#or like. barts/bartz. anyways. yes please go emulate and also experience old games. I promise theyre fun and still worth playing#and it will expose u to the worst bullshit mechanics known to man. i love old rpgs and ols trpgs and i wouldn't have known that if i didnt#look into older ones. and thats very cool for me. nes rpgs were always daunting for me. and for me to be enjoying them this much? its cool#sorry. i will ramble in the tags for 50 years. its my job.
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I will never understand why the fuck people talk about stuff they don't know anything about. Especially if it's basic human intelligence, like how did you live on this earth in our society for 17 years and then say shit like "Trans people become a different person after they transition." Someone seriously said this in class this morning and I'm still in pure shock, this is easily the stupidest thing I have ever heard. Brother, how the fuck do you think this works?? Someone comes out as trans and just suddenly gets a whole different personality out of nowhere?? Please for the love of god, google is free. If you're going to discuss LGBTQ stuff in class fucking research basic info about it first. Just two minutes earlier someone said furries are part of "this LGBTQ+ nonsense" (as he called it). It's literally a whole different thing, what the fuck makes you think shit like that?! It's literally not that hard to understand, just fucking open google and research shit before you start attacking humans for existing. Jesus fucking christ.
#rant#i still cant believe he said that#he usually seems like a pretty smart guy and then he says trans people are a different person after transitioning#i just turned to my friend in disbelief and eas like 'he did not fucking say that' but he already lost hope in these idiots hours ago#so he wasnt surprised#i just hope i can have a normal discussion with them next friday and they will use basic human intelligence to understand what theyre#saying is absolute bullshit#and then they always want to start discussing that shit with me cause they know im queer#and they think im insanely 'woke' or whatever they call#dude im just a guy trying to get his abitur i stopped caring if youre homophobic or not three years ago cause youre stealing my last nerve#and apparently dont possess any trace of intelligence anyways#one more day with these guys and i will become a criminal istg
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Rogue joined the team two issues ago and is already cooler than every member of the team. Look at that LEAN, the CONFIDENCE, ICONIC.
#Back on my#Claremont X-Men#era bullshit#I return to this reread like once every six months#Get REALLY into it#And then drop it after three months#That's kinda been comics for me for a long time#About half the year I'm reading a handful of stuff#Then I loose momentum and take a break#And then come back nearly exactly six to eight months later#X-Men#Rogue#Uncanny X-Men
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