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19 days fic rec pt.2
Making pt.2 cuz I couldn't add all of my favourite fics here( again, with no particular order )
Mark My Love by ria_green
( E | 12,525 | 9/? )
He Tian gently holds Mo Guanshan by the neck, thumb pressing into where a bond bite might one day appear.
Shivering, Mo Guanshan shoves him away. "Go do that with an omega, idiot."
Note: a funny omegaverse story. Don't let the omegaverse title put you off it's seriously very funny and cute. I love the interactions between guan shan and jian yi😂 he tian and zhen xi too! I swear they all have weirdest dynamics!
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It will come back by mgsdays (regencyaus)
( E | 44,417 | 12/12 )
He Tian leaving on self-protection, after Jian Yi's disappearance, makes Mo scared enough to make a move. They stumble into something together just as He Tian leaves the country, and they have to figure things out long-distance while waiting for He Tian to come back.
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Mo's known the gist of it since the dawn of his puberty. Water's wet, sky is blue, Mo's sexual desires are intertwined with his complicated feelings for He Tian. Big deal.
But the reality of it is- something else. This is something else entirely.
Did you miss me? – H
Barely noticed. - MGS
...did you? - MGS
Every minute of every day. - H
How the fuck does He Tian just say those things? Doesn't he feel embarrassed? Mo thinks he's feeling embarrassed for him, and he didn't even write it. He stares at the words until his phone light goes out, and then he turns it on again and stares some more.
Note: an amazing reunion au. I think author did a great job at handling tianshan's long-distance relationship and all of that mafia stuff. I think this fic has to be In everyone's "to read" list👌
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nothing fucks with my baby by figglypudding
( E | 23,897 | 3/3 )
unexpectedly, and in the most unlikely of places, mo stumbles upon a reunion he'd long given up on.
but how can he heal when he's only just begun to acknowledge the hurt?
Note: another reunion au. But angstier and so much sadder😭 but it's happy ending, so all of that sadness was worth going through.
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swimming in the blood by powerandpathos
( M | 29,455 | 1/1 )
Guan Shan’s nose wrinkles. ‘I sing like I mean it. I don’t sing it ‘cause I want everyone else to hear. That’s Jian Yi’s thing.’
’And what’s your thing?’
He Tian holds his gaze. Street lamps and car headlights are mirrored in the amber surface of Guan Shan’s eyes, and He Tian can see his own shadowed silhouette in his irises, a blocky shape of darkness with no detail. For some reason, that bothers him.
‘Still figurin’ that out,’ Guan Shan says.
Note: rock band au. Sex, drama and rock 'n roll. No drugs lol. This fic in in my top 10 favourite 19 days fics, And it is so underrated!! Go read it, it's truly wonderful!
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nail House by powerandpathos
( M | 13,309 | 1/1 )
‘God,’ Guan Shan mutters. He pushes himself up onto his elbows. His thighs are still trembling, and he rolls his ankles. ‘You fuckin’ love control, don’t you?’
He Tian sits back on his haunches. ‘Have you seen my family?’
‘I don’t wanna talk about your family right now.’ Guan Shan huffs. ‘Bet you can’t fuckin’ stand that I have to drive you about, right?’
‘I got used to it. It’s a shame the car isn’t a manual. I’ve enjoyed seeing your hand around the gear stick.’
Note: Triad au/driver!Guan shan. One of my favourite aus! I really enjoyed reading it, so I read it 3 more time.
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hook, line, and sinker by fayre
( Gen | 3,673 | 1/1 )
“So everything that happened,” Guan Shan says, trying and failing to keep a steady tone, “The shopping, the barbeque — everything was just because you didn’t want to go home alone? That's pretty damn convoluted if you ask me.”
He Tian huffs, amused. “Not exactly. I had nothing planned; no expectations. I just wanted to be with you.”
a post-chapter 292 drabble (the day after the BBQ/sleepover at the He family estate.)
Note: i loved all of the calm feelings I got from this fic. The descriptions of atmosphere and everything around them was so detailed that I literally could feel them too. It was very gentle and pure you know?
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allergy season by fayre
( T | 6,506 | 1/1 )
“You know, they say that sneezing a lot means you’re on someone’s mind.”
“Yeah?” Guan Shan says a bit drily, sniffing hard. “Then what a fuckin’ shame.”
He Tian watches him. “For you?”
“For the bastard unfortunate enough to have gotten me on their mind,” Guan Shan answers, walking again. He hates how nasally and gross his voice sounds, and the back of his throat feels sore. “If someone’s thinkin’ of me this fuckin’ much, it can’t be good news for either of us. Trust me.”
“Ah,” He Tian says, and then nothing more.
a post-chapter 348 oneshot (the He Tian & dog chapter).
Note: man...i remember reading this fic hoping that one day, we get a love confession and kiss scene between he tian and guan shan (and now we fucking have it)
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Knee high, stage fright (even if you're alright) by fayre
( Gen | 5,383 | 1/1 )
It’s no longer about what He Tian thinks; it’s about what he knows. And he knows Guan Shan — at least on a foundational level — and he knows how Guan Shan doesn’t just ask when he needs. He knows how Guan Shan doesn’t talk but doesn’t listen, either. He knows that Guan Shan doesn’t always think rationally but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t think, and he knows how his body goes on autopilot before his thoughts cause him to malfunction and crash and burn.
He knows.
After all, it's the little things that add up. He Tian can only pray that they won't come crashing back down.
(or: no matter how hard he may try, guan shan can't hide all his problems. fluff ensues.)
Note: a soft and cute tianshan oneshot, with a little bit of angst but it's mostly fluff. I loved the ending, it melted my heart and brought smile to my lips🫠❤
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singing in red by starlightstarshine
( T | 27,204 | 6/6 )
In which He Tian is the bassist for the most popular band in the world and Guan Shan is only doing modelling so that he could get enough money to pay for his next meal (based on that art by Old Xian).
Note: I love the fics where guan is head over heels for He tian haha😆
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Tell Me On A Sunday by Llybian
( T | 1,501 | 1/1 )
He’d begun, with great difficulty, to accept all of this in his heart. But he still could do nothing. What was he supposed to do? Confess his feelings like a pathetic little schoolgirl? Not a chance.
But then again, what did he really suppose would happen if he told He Tian he “liked” him? Well, the world would end, for one. That was just a given. But beyond that, they’d probably just make out. There was really no chance of He Tian shooting him down or saying this was all just some long con.
Despite that. He just couldn’t.
Note: I think by summary everyone can get a brief foresight that what this fic is about. In my opinion, this fic is very real and in character.
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Bites by Asfodel
( M | 24,263 | 7/? )
Turning to look at the black sky, he let his mind wander to a place he tried not to visit too often. To the last words Guan Shan heard He Tian say in that dim corridor.
« I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I love you, I’ll fix it, I’m sorry. »
Like a mantra.
or a rewrite of their reunion a few years after high school, basically disregarding the Christmas chapters. Side of ZhengYi, angsty but with a healthy dose of fluff, tags will be updated as the story goes.
Note: reunion au. It's such a beautiful but heartbreaking story. I love author's writing style, it captures feelings perfectly👌
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A dog by Alien_Kitsune
( E | 50,000 | 10/10 )
Mo Guanshan and He Tian didn't meet in the school and each went his own way. Several years passed and Mo became a criminal. But on the verge of death destiny surprises him.
Two broken men who are still trying to find themselves in this world were always fated to find each other.
Note: mafia au. Thanks to @maruuzen for recommending me this fic!❤ I really loved the process of tianshan's relationship development. I'm sure that's how their relationship would go if they didn't meet at middle school, and/or he tian joined his family business, just like how it's stated in fic, fate brought them together. also it's angsty (of course) so be warned.
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Dawn Rising by powerandpathos
( E | 78,968 | 13/? )
An Historical Fantasy AU—A poisoning; a death; a thief. A prince struggling to be a prince. A guard trying to stop one from getting killed. And everyone else on the sidelines. It has never been so hard to navigate the court of an empire when not everyone can survive.
Note: my favourite historical fantasy au, the plot, the drama, the characters it's just_ugh👌💞 unfortunately, this fic is probably abandoned, but don't let that stop you from reading it, even though it's unfinished, I think this fic is still amazing.
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Cold On The Inside by incorrect19days
( E | 4,879 | 6/6 )
‘Look at me.’
He Tian instructed softly.
He took a deep shuddering breath and opened his eyes.
Note: a short and oh-so-beautiful story. It's a little bit sad but it's happy end, or hopeful ending better to say.
#19 days#fanfic#19 days fanfic#tianshan#zhanyi#thinking about all the amazing fics and authors In 19 days fandom#that I haven't discovered yet#Damn like...#Fic authors are like a blessing to every fandom#will i live long enough to see the ending of my favourite fics#the endings that may never come but im desperately waiting#yeah...I'm talking about dawn rising...
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@head-in-the-icloud's Dawn and Dusk doodles from last week's magma. Drawing them is so satisfying istg, my hand cramped really bad but i held on til the end for that sweet sweet dopamine
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Also this little ref sheet i made back in December.
#man what a week#<-i've been saying this for the past 3 weeks#i wanna draw i wanna draw i wanna draw#but i gotta work#also i discovered drafts#i never thought of organising my stuff and sorta plan my posts#i have a lot of silly doodles that i haven't posted yet#a lot of wips too lmao#debating whether to make doodle dumps#or to keep doing what i've been doing and associate them with a big illustration#if you made it this far into the tags#well uh#have a very pleasant day#my art#fanart#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf security breach#fnaf#fnaf sb#dca au#royal jesters au
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average putty sermon
#part of a larger doodle sheet i'm about to post but i thought it'd do well on its own#considering how much ppl babygirlify clay i'm kinda surprised i've never seen him get the maid dress/bunny suit treatment#but then again i haven't actually consumed much moral orel content so like. world of possibilities there yet to be discovered etc etc#moral orel#clay puppington#rod putty#reverend putty#orel puppington#skrunkart
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everything is very bad and very awful all the time but sometimes it all eventually just becomes very funny in retrospect. and also there's art you haven't seen and weird animals you don't know about and gay sex you haven't had yet and this is reason enough to continue on. telling myself this nightly
#doing very badly but there's beautiful people and songs and buildings and films that I haven't met yet#there's bugs and fish that haven't been discovered yet#so one has to soldier on
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random question but what’re some of your fav songs that remind you of devil’s minion? i’m trying to build a playlist and only have like 2 songs 😩
okay you're so real so i will link my Very Unfinished devil's minion playlist but to me these are The Songs for them:
#asks#devil's minion#i also love song recs for them. i know there's songs i'm missing i just haven't discovered yet. finally adding some more indie pop etc#which is making me be like. thank god
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Sakamoto Tatsuma (Gintama) & Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
#gintama#gintamaedit#trigunedit#trigun#sakamoto tatsuma#vash the stampede#tatsuma sakamoto#sakamoto#i haven't watched trigun stampede yet so i just used from the original series#i've been a trigun fan for 20 years and i'm happy to see new fans discovering and enjoying the series#i still prefer vash's original classic design; it's iconic for a reason#but the new style is okay too#trigun was also my first manga series so it forever holds a special place in my heart ❤️#likewise so does gintama#i was going to use a different intro shot of vash to compare but he wasn't holding his gun#so i went with a closer comparison
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my gender is like meat leaf i think. boy materials in the structure of girl. like im a girl made out of boy things but not in a transman way like i like being female im just. a girl-leaning boygirl. maybe??
#u dont understand ive been insisting to all of my friends for like 6 years that im NOT a trans man#i cannot be proven wrong at this point i'll lose it#and anyways im not actually a guy#im definitely a girl just like. a type of girl that scientists haven't discovered yet#and that sounds like a joke but im soooo fucking serious#im a fucking student geneticist dude#i think theres some autosomal gene (or probably multiple) that regulate gender in convoluted ways#probably linked and i think there's probably multiple types of fem and masc genders not to mention non fem OR masc genders#codominant? incomplete dominance? is it different on different scales?#its a completely possible and furthermore plausible concept like from my perspective it'd be really weird if gender genetics weren't a thing#i think theyve already lowkey been proven to be a thing cause of that paper comparing trans brains to cis brains#& finding a link where trans men had a certain section that was the same as cis men#and that same section in trans women was the same in cis women#its an OLD study too#anyways i want to research this one day but i also dont because i dont trust humanity with that information#but if i found proof that it exists maybe it could seriously back trans people with scientific evidence#not that they should fucking NEED it testimony should be fucking good enough#ive been bio obsessed since i was born and im a natural skeptic#but when i was 11 i asked a trans person i knew like 2 fucking questions and they answered me and i was like 'yeah this makes sense'#figured anything that didnt make sense was just something i didnt understand yet#and now that im older and in college level biology and genetics classes i know i was right#it would be really really weird if trans people didnt exist did you know that? all the kinds too like nb genderfluid agender genderq demi#i dont fucking care it makes SENSE#'nonbinary' was a good term to adopt because it really just fits perfectly#nothing in biology is ever ever ever truly binary especially not a neurological and psychological phenomenon#especially not in a species with a brain so overly complex and tangled up like HOMO SAPIENS??#are you kidding?? the fact that we even have a concept of art and music let alone have talents and passions for them is proof alone dude#that shit doesn't help us survive its a modified version of pattern recognition and uncanny valley#combine that shit with the fact that intersex people exist?? like#nonbinary gender is literally the combination of intersexuality and human neurology
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Tagged by @arcandoria MMWAH Thank you bb 👁👄👁
Rules: Make a poll with five of your all-time favorite characters and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite!
▶ Tagging, no pressure in doing it 🤏 @lokiina - @elvenbeard - @wraithsoutlaws - @cybersteal - @teddys-shion
#>:O I actually do not have a big fav in Dragon Age hgfhg (YET???!!!??)#outing my ass as a filthy Jack enjoyer 👀 dude is FUCKED#I actually discovered the Borderlands universe through the Telltale game and looking back he gave big Johnny Silverhand energy in that game#tho I hate Johnny - make it make sense??? 👁#Had an hard time choosing between Tali and Legion for the Mass effect spot but Tali won ghfhg#Thorin- I can't watch the movies anymore at least not the third one I won't speak about it alright#and IORVETH made playing the witcher trilogy worth it that is ALL what a MAN#Polls#Tag game#MWAH Thank you bb#oh and yeah right- haven't mentioned him but Mitch is LOLLLL LOL Y'all already knooooow putting on my red nose :333
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the mask that Light Yagami slathers on while he's in public feels like it was the result of asking someone who had been isolated in a bricked-off room for several years with nothing but a TV and a collection of Afterschool specials to build a person completely from scratch. he reads like a vague imitation of a human being that's been zipped into a pretty boy skin suit. "believe it or not, Ryuk, I'm actually a pretty popular guy-" I don't fucking know how, man. easily the most impressive thing that he ever managed to achieve, and yes, that includes his Almost Successful attempt at world domination.
#when you're a teenager in 2006 and also a mass murderer and also autistic#I haven't read the manga yet but I have heard that apparently after Light was discovered to be Kira it wasn't made public info?#but! if it Had Been.#you can't tell me that some of his old classmates wouldn't have been like 'y'know actually yeah that makes sense with hindsight.'#death note#light yagami#cloey talks dn#dn live blog#mine
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would you rather have dinosaurs or Transformers actually exist in the world today?
This was a very difficult choice, but I eventually decided (with a heavy heart) the non-avian dinosaurs had their chance, and that the implications of aliens being real and here too enormous for me to pass up
#non-avian just meaning not bird#when you think of a dinosaur you're likely thinking about the non-avian dinosaurs#though the line does get fuzzy with certain animals#but#as i said#sadly#i had to choose the transformers#because the implications of meeting another sapient race from among the stars is enormous#as well as the possible future technological advancements#i do believe aliens exist out there but that we haven't discovered them yet (or vice versa)#but i don't think we're going to meet other sapient lifeforms in any of our lifetimes#but transformers would be just. ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨#if we had modern non-avian dinosaurs you know humanity wouldn't appreciate them#and that's like half of it#ask game
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god damn shit fuck hell
it will have to do i can't get everything exact when i nearly freehanded splitting up the vest in the first place
four last ring straps left. the ones in the neckline. might fiddle with them some more, try and get them to hide some of the uneven mess (tho i might try and cover it up with other decorations instead), but then it'll be the relaxing and straighforward job of sewing and turning the panels.
but i need to eat first.
#reitzcraft#it probably only feels complicated because i haven't eaten yet#it's starting to get exciting#seeing the vision come to life#or more like the idea becoming visible#im more on the aphantasia end of things#discovering the look as i go
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*stumbles back onto this blog utterly disheveled & covered in blood*
...anyways. back on my bullshit lmfao
#had to take a break for real life & other fandoms for a bit#but now we're so back bitchesssss#the Hellaverse brainrot has returned & it's as potent as ever woooo!!#and the cursed ship once again has me by the throat TTwTT#no i didn't just discover Sleep Token the other day & have subsequently linked most of their discography to the stupid au—#—living rent free in my head hahaha nahhhh no wayyyy that'd be crazyyyyy........ 🫠#man i still haven't caught up on Helluva yet hsjsbsndjdsk whoops should prolly do that soon October is almost Octover!!! :O#anyways. back to arting and such soon lol ✌️ missed these dweebs xD
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Sadly leafing through my Dick and Damian archive hoping I'll magically see a new piece of Dick and Damian art I've never seen before.
#that was one of the fun things about being new to the fandom#discovering all the art and such#but now i've seen all of it/see most of it#so getting something new is more rare#althouuugh... i bet instagram has some pieces i haven't seen yet#so. off i go
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this is literally me
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Psychic Scream You unleash the power of your mind to blast the intellect of up to ten creatures of your choice that you can see within range. Each target must make an Intelligence saving throw. On a failed save, a target takes 14d6 psychic damage and is stunned. If a target is killed by this damage, its head explodes (assuming it has one).
if her skill tree doesnt give her epic and fucked up new bard spells imma riot
#wigfrid dst#i picked up a pen (art)#dontstarvetogether#i still haven't gotten into d-n-d yet but browsing through the fucked up bard spells was fun#obviously if i were to play i'd play a wigfrid it's not even a question dude. its her or bust dude.#but like. i just discovered the joys of compulsion?? and POWER WORD KILL??#charlie should give wigfrid power word kill. i think. and she wouldn't abuse it at all
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#i'm so frustrated i've just wanted to come home for several days and now i'm here and it's just one problem after another#i had to leave a window open because of the heatwave that was fully 8 days ago because i wasn't gonna be home in the meantime#and apparently they mulched the yard during that time and it blew in the window and got all over the room. which i haven't cleaned yet#also i discovered today that when i flush the toilet it spurts water all over the floor!#and i'm already so tired and sad and i don't have the bandwidth to deal with anything#this toilet thing is an urgent problem but i'm not going to call the emergency hotline right now because they'll just make me stay#up all night waiting for them and i'm already so tired i'm crying from tiredness#so i'm just gonna try not to flush the toilet anymore but like. i just wanted to be home where it's calm and familiar#and now i have to stress about flushing the toilet and have strangers in here (best case scenario anyway. worst case is they#ignore me and don't fix the problem) and probably still be tired because i'm going to be too anxious to sleep well#i'm just so TIRED i just want to REST#and i was texting my friend about it and LOST SERVICE in the middle which has never happened before in my apartment#that was the final straw and now i'm just sitting here weeping feeling sorry for myself#i hate this fucking property management company why can't they just keep their units habitable
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