#thankyou!! honestly i could probably go on forever but.

[jinzouactor]

do you have any Ultimate 5 headcanons you’re really fond of? sorry if you posted these somewhere already, but I’m really fond of them and their fandom is p small these days!

omg right... there was so much good convo floating around back in the day but lemme see

mngs not fucking being ninete-

minegishi getting a pet postclaw. i dont see them having many ways to fill their time, i feel like having something to take care of would be good for them

the thought that minegishi is not very sensitive to other auras and their own was quite weak. before season 3 it was popular thought that their plants WERE their aura unlike other espers. the idea that makes them difficult to read is cool. like having no eyebrows makes their emotions difficult to read lol

i think the 5 of them meet up pretty regularly for drinks postclaw. i think hatori might have been more social than the rest of them and knows a few more people from Claw who weren't in the S5 and tries to get them involved but the rest of the 5 aren't that receptive. Seri has brought Reigen along a couple times. He didn't make a good impression.

Hatori was closest to Serizawa (both joined the S5 most recently) and Minegishi is most comfortable around Shibata (both of them are happy to NOT talk in each other's company). Shimazaki can get along with anyone but is difficult to form genuine connection with.

Hatori was quite eager to room with Minegishi post claw but they (very politely) were not really willing to tolerate that.

oh and the notion of matsuo and minegishi being exes (friend laine's hc) is super funny to me. in the way that there's bad blood around the time of the WD-arc but they're chill after the fall of claw. their friendship would be pretty cool

-> and THAT made me think what if mngs had some involvement in the 7th div e.g. working there before promotion to the super 5 which is pretty interesting ground for character interactions and the nature of claw. but that idea kind of died. still think its cool tho

basically im a fish who cant see the water around them because ive been in headcanonville for so long that i just sort of see it all as "naturally they are this way"

anyway for more then @nie7027 has some pretty fun headcanon posts

[rabbitbonesandsheabutter]

Thinking about aftercare with dale.. I feel like he probably hasn’t been with anyone that would put that much thought into it. He would feel so special and cared for. And then get hard again thinking about it and ruin it.

Me too anon, me too

I feel like he avoids letting either of you move for as long as possible, convinced that you’ll want to leave no matter how many times you show him otherwise. A little more pliant post-sex, he’d be less forceful than usual about keeping you in place. Mostly because you’re either at your own home, or he’ll just hide your clothes to stop you from leaving if you’re at his (Ruth’s). Once he lets you go to clean up, he’s shuffling along always within arms reach, staring at you longingly as if he wasn’t just literally inside you. If you get him water and a snack he’s speechless, he definitely feels like it’s something he should be doing for you, even when he’s been more of a sub and so very likely bleeding if you’ve really indulged him. Even just the thought of someone looking after him is so foreign, something he gave up on years ago.

The excitement he’d have when you come back to cuddle properly never dwindles. Whatever position you end up in, he wants at least one of your hands in his hair and a full view of you. When you get comfortable he’s muttering out praises and thankyous. From “you’re so perfect, so good to me” to more creepy shit like “angel, I wish I could climb inside you and live there forever” while he runs his hand down the length of your torso. Both said with the same sweet smile on his face. On a lil bit of a tangent, I think sometimes he just says stuff like that to scare you because he finds it funny, but a lot of the time he really means it and kind of doesn’t get if you find it weird. Like he’d let you live in his ribcage, come on (there’s a joke here somewhere with the LET ME IN NOWWW but i’m too tired to make it). Anywayz, I think he’d still be pretty talkative post-sex, but the topic is more likely to be you or himself. Compared to his usual almost stream of consciousness rambling, it’s much more persona and a little less animated.

He’s going to cry. There’s no avoiding it. For a very long time, any softness and real intimacy you show him will have him in tears. It might only be a few trailing down his face that he wants to ignore and carry on with the moment. Or it all gets too much and he’ll bury his face into you and the tiny tear tracks turn into great big sobs. It all depends on how he feels that day, the kind of sex you had, and just how soft you’re being with him. The nicer you are to him the more likely he is to start balling his eyes out spontaneously, honestly.

After all that, he either falls asleep or stays awake long enough to get hard again from the soft touches and caring attention. More sex as aftercare is for sure something he loves. It’s probably the closest he will ever get to being gentle, and also too blissed out to be a brat. He’s not letting you get up this time because oops! he’s fallen asleep splayed out on top of you, how terrible!

[gayshitinfinite]

16, 20, 23, 25 🌷

xxx

16. compliment the person who sent you this number.

one of the smartest, coolest people i know (like go through their blog SERIOUSLY). she's really funny and well-versed in her memes ( i have no idea how u possess the talent to think/find those things and edit so quickly. like how????? the talont, the skills, i could never).

finder of cursed emojis and maker of the cutest crocheted (crocheyed?) baymax plushie, i bow down to you. i admire your strength to keep going no matter how long it takes. thank you for every time you've listened to my problems and for sharing (and for "bringing me" ramen soup (i hope they make a kanji one soon.... or not. the ramen one is really good too), you are a good friend<3333

16.what do you want most in the world right now?

self control?(......that sounds so bad dude). to be more conscious of whats happening instead of just letting things happen (u ever wanna get out of your body and shake yourself by the shoulders and scream 'bitch u have agency, u can make decisions, u can make actions. u r not some character doomed by the narrative or something'). motivation. i'd really like some motivation abt now. god i just wanna do something. anything really. just start something, or pick up something i left off, or idk finish things.

i really want to scream 'stop leaving shit and stop being scared of trying or doing something all the time. GOD' at myself

do something. yeah i really wanna do something ( she sounds like she cud be talking abt drugs. she is not. she's talking abt painting a mushroom (the fungus), 2 girls kissing,funny pictures of cats. binding a book, making funny/cute earrings (or just fucking completing her eng h.w for god's sake)

i'd really like to do things again. i miss it so badly u have no idea. i no longer want to pretend to be cool and mysterious and like, its hard to make me smile or amuse me. i wanna feel joy like that again. i wanna love passionately. i just want to learn and create something. i want to practice a skill and see it's effects bear fruits, uk. im so tired of laying around watching time pass me by and feeling regretful and disappointed and so so guilty for no reason. like can u do something different for MY sake plsss. im so tired and i dont wanna rest. im so tired of resting. i'd really like to stop being paralyzed and overwhelmed by the things i want to do. and instead just start something. or complete one thing i left off. just pick it up again. one thing. one thing for now.

so.. yeah, get my shit together and do something. thats what i wud like to do

23.favorite piece of clothing?

a frilly (kind of) white shirt with little bit lace on it that makes me feel like a pirate. a blue jacket (actually a hand-me-down-shirt), a handme down tshirt.

25. what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.?

honestly, i really love hugs. getting hugs or holding hands with people i love and care abt. but i guess that's not a 'personal gift'.

i really love notes or like letters. like write me something stupid and I would probably keep it forever.

i love being send memes, or articles or quotes or poetry(esp. if it like breaks something in me and puts me back together or something for a sec). ig i like getting written stuff. huh thats something i havent noticed abt myself.

i also like getting music recs or cute jimkis(jhumkis) or hanging earrings.

thankyou sumi for the ask<33333( calling you sumi without chechi added feels weird. should i call u chechi?)

[tiredstarryeyes]

Some random thoughts I’ve had about life lately:

- Friends don’t last forever. Some are here for a lifetime yes, but some are purely here for a lesson (for themselves, or you) and some have come to save you during dark times. I think people in general truly do come and go like the wind, but it’s not all bad. You grow out of each other for a reason. Looking back I can always see the end was near when people were about to leave or before something happened. Something felt off and I thought it was me. The beginning of the end became very clear in retrospect, since that’s when you try to hold onto them the most…I’ve yet to reconnect with people I’ve outgrown. Everything happens for a reason. Friends/People come and go, but you’ll survive it.

- A new city won’t change your life. External things like a new apartment, new city, new job, new wardrobe (at least, I’m starting to realise) won’t miraculously overhaul your life into something that you’ve been dreaming of. I held onto that vision for months (albeit I was in a very traumatic situation) and as soon as I packed up my things and got into that plane to start over, initially yes it was exhilarating and exciting. Something different and new will make you feel out of place in the best way for the first few months, but eventually that shine fades, and you have to find it in yourself to keep creating that. All I know now, is that your little life isn’t insignificant, it’s just private and yours and that can be good enough to make you feel content and happy, if you allow it.

- Anxiety and Depression isn’t chosen by its sufferers. You don’t choose it, (who the fuck would choose this, it’s horrible) …it chooses you. For whatever fucked up reason. Say it’s from trauma, it’s hereditary, you just have it and have to live with it … I just see it as a weird blessing and a curse to feel so much. Honestly I wouldn’t be the person I am without it and that can be comforting. I’d rather not spiral into anxious manic thoughts however 🙄 (it’s exhausting and I hate myself for it) but writing this is helping. You have to find an outlet for those thoughts and have a relationship with them, because your thoughts are with you for life. Probably the longest relationship you’ll have with anything or anyone are those thoughts rumbling around in your brain. I find not giving them power or a feeling helps me to live alongside them. Don’t give them your anger, frustration, sadness, fear, loathing etc. Acknowledge they are there, see them, feel them, say Thankyou, take a deep breath and let them go.

- You will never ever ever ever EVER convince someone to be in your life or like you or love you or want to see you if they don’t. Period. Just like friends, people you meet on dates, through work, through others, any god damn human you come across in life, in anyway shape or form - you will NEVER be able to control how they are literally going to react to you or feel about you. If someone doesn’t want to see you, they won’t. If someone does, they will see you. If they don’t want to talk to you they won’t, no matter what they’ve said or done. Even if they’re unsure about it, the easiest way to deal with that is to not take any action until they decide and feel 100% that they are going to reach out now. And by the time they’ve come to that conclusion- it could be weeks, months, even years along and you better have been living your life and putting yourself first regardless.

- I think the only thing that’s really in your control is your commitments, habits, loyalties and disciplines. They simply have to align with what you want out of life and at first it’s going to feel like a chore, until it’s not. They say it takes 30 days to make a habit. We are creatures of it. No one says it’s easy either…it’s always just worth it. But if you don’t think you’re worth it, you’re not going to be…and shit will just stay the same.

- Social media, movies, shows etc, isn’t real life. It comes close, but it’s not how humans really are. It’s just romanticised and delivered in a cute little package that’s so believable, we will sit there on our phones or in front of our computers hours on end and believe the lie over and over and over again. It’s an escape and entertaining but maybe ask yourself why you need that escape…As an Actor myself I feel like I’m being a hypocrite in writing this because I’m definitely not lying when I work, I’m just living in another persons world for a bit and letting myself feel the circumstances of this persons situation… it feels very real to me, but it’s most likely because so work a lot with empathy. All I’m saying is it might be important to make note of your screen time. (As I write this on Tumblr lol!?) I just don’t think our brains are wired to deal with this much dopamine man. Idk I’m still figuring this one out.

- No one but YOU, can fix your life. People can be there for help and support and hold your hand for a moment, but if at the end of the day, if you want someone to stand there and plead with you to say, “Don’t you dare give up!” so that you don’t…I think that person has to be you… let yourself be that person, and see what happens.

[darylbeth]

tagged by @im-immortal thankyou angel 💘✨

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

52!

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

426,219 currently

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

call me friend but keep me closer

not made to call you mine

if we’re not nostalgic, we’re home

oh, did i say that i want you?

things we’d burn for

4. Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

always!! getting comments is mostly the reason i keep posting. it’s the best feeling in the world to me as a writer to see how much other people enjoy my work, especially when they highlight their favourite parts

5. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

ohh this one’s hard because i don’t write too many angsty endings anymore. probably either we could have forever again or he knew they’d be forever, whenever she laughed

6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?

call me friend or keep me closer because it’s super light-hearted throughout so the ending is extra warm and fuzzy

7. Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?

i’ve never wanted to but i admire people that do bc i could never have the patience to properly introduce different characters and worlds

8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

not that i can recall!

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

yes! not sure what type, it’s sex and it’s graphic hahaha

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

luckily no!

11. Have you ever had a fic translated?

no but would be so cool one day

12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no but would be cool one day, too!

13. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

bethyl. i go to different ships but this one always stays

14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

i don’t have any WIPs! i love writing out the entire fic and then posting consistently, mostly because i don’t know where they’re going half the time so at least if i’ve already finished it, i know it all works nicely

15. What are your writing strengths?

definitely describing feelings and getting into the heads of characters, i get lost in it and end up breaking up like five sentences of dialogue over a page because the characters are in their heads so much

16. What are your writing weaknesses?

dialogue for sure! idk why i find it so hard but i can stare at a page for an hour wondering why i can’t word a simple sentence right

17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

i don’t think i’ve ever done that!

18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

i think it’s the walking dead, i had a super long fic years and years ago that i lost and never got to post and i can’t remember writing fanfics before that

19. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

ahhhh it’s so hard to pick! but honestly call me friend but keep me closer is one of my faves because it was just so fun to write and i love the au i’ve created. also baby, are you coming for the ride? because i love the way i’ve developed beth and daryl’s relationship and i’m super proud of myself for how long it is!

tagging: @bitchywaldof @galadrieljones and anyone who wants to do it!!

[raccoonpoptart]

wanted to share this scenario idea bcs it's adorable ;; it's where the reader accidentally made a mistake in casting a spell, ehich resulted in them turning into an animal! i'm wondering how the characters would react to them huhu

YESSS THIS IS SO CUTE THANKYOU 🌸✨ this is so funny to think about honestly could you imagine suddenly turning into an animal? personally if i turned into a raccoon i would never want to be human again 🦝🦝🦝

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that’s not how that goes...

warnings: none! wholesome times tonight <3

some of the animal choices are obvious but others are...just for giggles 🐝 hope you like it! ✨

Earlier at the market y/n got some new ingredients to use in a spell, but had to substitute a few obscure things with more easily accesible items. With nothing but hope in their heart (that they wouldn’t absolutely ruin anything important), they made their way home.

It wasn’t until about halfway through the spell that y/n realized something was a bit...off. The smell just seemed a bit more potent, and the color was a little more unexpected than usual. Magic was strange like that, so they shrugged and threw the last ingredient in the bowl. Poof! Smoke went everywhere and y/n was covered in green dust.

Suddenly, everything grew so much bigger in the shop and y/n began to panic. Asra wouldn’t be home for a few hours! What were they supposed to do? Their heart raced as they walked to the nearest mirror. They realized that it wasn’t the shop that got bigger, it was them who got smaller. Uh oh...

alright gamers lets do this

Asra

when he came home he looked everywhere for you and when he saw the mess you made he started to panic a little

he had no idea what you were trying to do but the fact that you weren’t around was...really unsettling

“mc?? where are you? please come back...”

suddenly he felt something slip up his arm and squeeze...

“oh, hi, faust...did you s-”

what looked back at him wasn’t those red eyes he was used to but instead it was two big purple eyes

he was about to scream (because who wouldn’t freak out over a random snake) when he heard your voice in his head

i think i messed up the spell :(

he laughed softly and placed a soft kiss on your head and assured you if he couldn’t fix it, it would probably wear off anyway

spoiler alert it took almost a whole day for it to wear off but he enjoyed having you wrap around him whenever he went anywhere

faust thought it was the best thing ever, she would wrap around asra’s left arm and you would be on his right

Bite the goat!

(i was so tempted to do a fox but i thought it would be cute to sorta be like a chimes and flamel moment)

Nadia

when she was told that a lynx had been spotted sneaking around the palace she was a little worried

lynx are not common, so of course she wanted to see! but when the lynx ran up to her and started to rub against her and purr?? she was very confused

it wasn’t until she saw your eyes that she realized it was you! but didn’t really know how she knew...it was just her intuition she guessed

she just assumed something magical happened and hugged you

loved when you followed her around the palace because everyone was so afraid, or just had a puzzled look on their face

when you would meowl (or, yell for lack of a better word) she would smile and kiss your head then laugh if anyone around her got scared

would talk to you like normal even if you couldn’t properly answer, she just assumed any noise you’d make was a response

complimented your ears and thick coat then offered to brush your fur (she wanted to hear you purr again)

she enjoyed having you around all day and once you were back to normal she asked so many questions

Julian

another damn raven had taken a liking to him and he was ready to leave vesuvia again

he facepalmed as malak and this new bird had started messing with his hair and squawking

meanwhile you found it pretty funny how he accepted it so quickly and waited a while before having malak tell julian

you and malak had continued to bother julian for a few hours but once he got annoyed you had malak explain and julian just laughed and asked if malak had run into a window again

when you softly pecked his nose and rubbed against his face he blushed softly

“ah, well...at least it’s temporary. it is temporary, right? please tell me it won’t last forever!”

boi was a bit stressed because now he felt like he had to look after you but malak told him to *ahem* buzz off we’ll say cause he was having so much fun

found the looks he got a bit funny because of course having two ravens follow you everywhere would look strange (CAN I MAKE A NORSE MYTHOLOGY JOKE PLS.....TWO RAVENS = ODIN LMAO)

once the spell wore off he held you close and let out a sigh of relief,,, “darling, you make a beautiful bird but please don’t scare me like that again <3”

Muriel

ignore the part where it says the shop got bigger, for this it got smaller ok thanks <3

inanna had been gone a while so he went out to find her

instead found her outside playing with a......bear?

he closed his eyes and exhaled then turned to go back inside to avoid dealing with another unexplainable thing

but inanna dragged him over to the bear and he just stared as the bear stared back

woof! “inanna that makes no sense, it’s not mc”

then the bear hugged him and he blushed but didn’t pull away because why else would a bear have silver fur and pink eyes

you couldn’t exactly fit in his hut so he decided to just sit outside with you. he assumed that a spell went wrong because the same thing had happened to asra before

“so, mc... do you think this is permanent?” you grunted in response and placed a paw on his head

it was a bit awkward but he laughed softly and placed a hand on your head (wholesome mountain man :( i would die for him...)

watching you catch fish was hilarious to him considering you couldn’t do it by yourself a few months ago, but made sure to keep an eye on you anyway

he liked that you were taller than him for a bit and felt safe when you would hug him, even if the sight of it would seem strange but was happy when you were back to normal (now he can kiss the top of your head and hold your hands properly)

Portia

walked into her cottage and stopped in her tracks

she was face to face a puma and her heart started racing, she was about to run until she saw pepi run up onto the bigger cat’s head and headbutt her

“pepi.....can you please explain who this is quickly” she was trying not to freak out in case the giant cat would attack her

in response pepi started to purr and rubbed against the cat and was surprised when the big cat started to purr too

she thought that maybe pepi had somehow made a new friend? and just was grateful that it didn’t eat her

you had to lead her back to the shop and show her the mess as well as the pile of your clothes on the ground for her to understand

“mc :3 does that mean you’re technically naked?~” she poked your side and laughed when you made a slightly annoyed noise

absolutely loved how everyone ran at the sight of her with a puma and walked with a bit more confidence “i feel like the main character in a story! strong, beautiful woman with her most trusted cats at her side!”

you wished you could laugh but you loved how adorable she was and also you were amazed at how even though you were walking, pepi stayed asleep on your back

after work the next day she found you asleep in her bed wearing some of her clothes and she smiled so big as she hugged you tight

Lucio

“can somebody please explain why the hell a damn PEACOCK IS IN MY ROOM???”

as he raised his voice, the bird puffed up its feathers and started to squawk which freaked him out but it just walked up to him and stared

he was so confused but was thankful the bird wasn’t attacking him so he tried talking to it

“uhhhh- hello there, aren’t you beautiful? are you an albino? your white feathers are gorgeous” you puffed up your chest at the compliments and expanded your tail feathers

he smiled and tried to pet your tail feathers “you aren’t so scary now, how’d you get in here?” he didn’t really think to ask anyone because the only person he could think of was asra and he didn’t want to talk to him

mercedes and melchior liked the bird so why shouldn’t he? he shrugged and just let you follow him around all day, talking to you like you were another one of his pets (which was annoying but you liked the compliments althought they were new, obviously you didn’t normally have feathers)

the spell wore off in the middle of the night he went from having two dogs and a bird in his bed to having two dogs....and YOU!! just when he thought being with you couldn’t have brought more surprises and weird stories

he gave you his shirt and laughed as you explained what happened ,, “well, it’s good it was temporary! if i never saw you as a human again i don’t know what i would do”

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that was so fun!! omg i love writing weird stuff like this 🍓 anyway, i hope you liked it! i’m thinking about writing a story where mc can turn into animals on the regular but we’ll see ✨✨ now i wish i could turn into an animal for a day lmao

[sunseteyes]

hi! can you do prompt 32 with giyuu from kny? thankyou!

prompt 32. “I’m here for you! Can’t you see?”

giyuu he had never wished for someone else to love.

all the people who had loved before died—killed, murdered. he never wished for it to happen to them again. he’d like to think he was the one at fault: for not being better, for being such a bad luck for them.

that was all until you came into the picture, bursting into his locked doors like a proud burglar, being responsible for stealing the one thing he hadn’t used for a very long time—his heart.

“i won’t ever leave you.” you promised to him in the first few days you’d known each other. those were just simple words yet he believed it, he believed you. but that’s not the case at all, because he doesn’t believe in himself—he is the problem, not the others.

so everyday and every night, he thinks it was a mistake to let you in, that you’re only welcoming death as you opened the doors of his heart.

although the moment he would gaze at your face, or feel the warmth of being wrapped around your arms, or even just the sight of your smile or your eyes as he looks at them whenever you two were on the same bed.

you keep him sane. you keep him grounded. and to be honest? ever since you came, no one was hating him anymore. they aren’t exactly pleased at him per se, but at least they don’t seem to be holding a grudge. it was probably because he wasn’t saying anything that could make them misunderstand him anymore. before, he never really had the skills to filter out his words and not make people mad at him.

it’s because of you. it’s all because of you.

so why is he still having these thoughts? why is he still thinking about these negative things?

“giyuu?” your voice pulled him out again, like a gentle hand holding onto him and pulled him out of the cliff he fell in.

“is there something wrong?” concern and worry lace on your voice, like you would usually. it was always like this, and he’s honestly getting tired of it. he wanted to give up but he didn’t want to hurt you.

he never wanted to, but he unconsciously does, and that’s what’s wrong with him.

“nothing.” he looks away, back to cleaning his sword.

“giyuu...” you’re very persistent, and giyuu knows that. he doesn’t even know why he keeps trying to hide his emotions from you.

the water pillar places down his sword and faced you, yet no such words came out, like he expected. he was trapped, inside a dam that has no escape. he wants to reach out, he really wanted to. yet it feels like a shadow was clouding his eyes, and he cannot see where he should raise his hand and attempt to find you.

but then, your hand touches him again, like the warmth of summer touching the coolness of the ocean, spreading and spreading like an unknown disease. he turned his hand around and clutched yours, fingers wafting into each other comfortably, like all the times you two held hands.

he likes it. but these lingering voices in his head was too suffocating.

“i’m here for you, giyuu. can’t you see?” you sounded very soft, very gentle, like a touch of a feather as you gave him a reassuring look, one that reminded him so much of his sister—those good memories he treasures but were covered by the bad ones. he always had them, there on the back of his mind. yet there was some kind of door that he has to pass through before he could go on further, one that had a lock and the key was to remember of the sickening memories that were aching to blame him for everything that had happened.

he caressed your hands, with a thumb softly grazing through your supple skin, relishing the feeling of your presence. that even by just being there, you were helping him—helping him recover from his past, his feelings... himself. you’d always been patient with him. even if he would show hostility and coldness, you thaw all of those away as if you were using flame breathing. with you, he feels like he could slowly move on and move forward.

and so he takes a deep intake of breath and gives you a small smile, one that came from the heart, not forced. he nods then, a response to your previous question that took more than a minute to answer but you had still been waiting, like you always would be with him.

“yes... yes i know.”

your smile was heavenly, one that he always love to see on your face.

and deep inside, he was slowly accepting that it was something that he deserve, that he deserves you—you who not only brought him sunshine but also made it so that it would stay with him forever.

this one is pretty different from my other prompts, yes i know. giyuu’s already broken and scattered and i don’t wanna break him more. i’d like to think this is what goes on giyuu’s mind despite being known as calm, collected and quite a frozen heart. he’s very fragile and i think he deserves someone who would understand him and be very very parient with him will help him heal himself... slowly... in baby steps... but that’s what’s healing is. healing doesn’t happen overnight. and that’s okay. as long as you are improving, that’s okay.

feel free to send more requests~ i received quite a lot of kny so just saying that i accept bnha, obey me and mystic messenger too! although, i’m posting obey me and mm in a different blog now. by the end of the event, i’ll be posting separately from then on.

event links: prompts and masterlist

[hypnotixstorm]

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Can I get an imagine of Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho? Maybe an AU hundreds of years ago where he ends up caring for a human woman and teaching her how to defend herself. If you don't like that one, anything you think of.

Character: Kanda from DGM NSFW Prompt: "Make me." Love youuuuuu 😘

How about a NSFW scenario of Kakashi coming home to his sweet little naughty civilian S/O? 😜 A bit of role play where they call him sensei while he's doing them on the kitchen table?

Thanks for the Soi Bean Post! This gonna be my last Soi Fon request. Sorry for being quite a Soi Queen freak. For my request can you Soi after shower decides to wear s/o clothes. S/O tries to take picture of her. Then she tells that she has falling in love with you. You have changed let me take care of you. You can be very very very sluff on this one. Thanks!

ok ok so i have a few requests 🥺🥺 so! first could you maybe do an “I missed you.” with Rukia? 🥺💗 just fluff for my baby girl aaaa

Ichigo kissing his s/o in the rain 😆😆😆 Headcanons or scenario is up to you! 💙

ANYTHING SHIKAMARU. Deadass anything

Hey! I was wondering if I could request some Rukia x fem!reader relationship headcannons? Only if you're able to! Tysm! 💖

I hope requests are open but I was wondering if you could do something with byakuya and his s/o being like a very intimidating couple but his s/o is actually very sweet to everyone?

Kakashi x reader and instead of team 7 its now y/n tryna see whats under the mask and eventually she just asks and he actually reveals it adfhsjjs

Can I please get rat dad Ging being seduced by a younger woman who refuses to take “no” for an answer until he finally gives her what she wants? NSFW please! 💖

ok so please don't feel pressured to write this birthday imagine 🥺 i know u have a lot of requests rn ah. but! if you're able to i really would love another toshiro one bc i'm a sucker for him 😭 maybe one where he's really overworking himself so the reader helps him relax and it just ends in cuddles 🥺💓 only if you're able to! ilysm 💓💖💓💖💓💘💓💘💓

ok i swear this is the last one i feel bad requesting sm 😭 but maybe a “Do you wanna, maybe, go out sometime?” with toshiro bc he really is best boy 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

OKAY SO ANOTHER ONE WITH SABURO WITH UHHHH GOING ON A FIRST DATE WITH HIS S/O ICIXHAJGSSHSSUSKSU he'll probs driving his van around with the music blasting out 👀👀

honestly i would kinda die if u wrote some renji smut 😳😳 literally in any situation, i'm just needy rn 😭

ok ok i'm here hehe. how about, the reader gets really injured during a battle and shiro's kinda blaming himself for it. kindaaa angst into a super fluffy ending if that's ok hhh 🥺

Hi 🥰 Can I get a headcanon for Kakashi with a really seductive s/o, like she likes to tease him in public and whispers dirty things in his ear and calls him daddy? Nsfw pls? 😊😁

“make me” and hisoka??? thank you

hehe this is for the 🦋🦋 event! congrats on 200 bb!! so, i saw attack on titan on your list and i'm experiencing a severe lack of my best boy marco 🥺🥺 if you don't write for him that's fine hehe, but if you do, could i please maybe get a lil scenario where marco helps the reader out with her training and then they accidentally confess their feelings and it's just rlly fluffy and cute? 🥺 i need marco being happy in my life rn sbdjdhdjr 💓💓

“If you keep biting your lip like that, I’m holding you accountable for my actions.” for Kakashi please! I love him 🤤

If your requests are still open, can i ask for some domestic kakashi fluff? Ty

Hi mommas❤️❤️ CAN I PWEASE request some Guren (seraph of the end) relationship headcanons ? Not nsfw but maybe a little steamy 🥺🥰 I LOVE UU -🍒

Hi Chloe 🥰 Can I have some spicy nsfw headcanons for Yami where his s/o is acting really bratty during sex and he puts her in her place? 😪😂😊

Kageyama wirh Oikawas sister reader? there just chillin Nd stuff and toru comes over and picks y/n up and they hug and kageyama is like “eXcuSe mE???” forgive my spelling im on mobile lmao

Hiii❤️❤️ Can I request an imagine where you live in a small town and work at a cafe and Bakugou is your cliche small town boyfriend? Or headcanons! The idea is so cute and I love your writing 😊

okay so uHHHHH you can just go for Mephisto sharing some food with his s/o owo;; take your time on it too because i know it's gonna be really great either way!

A reader insert saved by vampire! main YYH crew from a pack of werewolves

Since you said requests are open maybe.. suga subbing for you? Idk he's just always appeared like someone who would love to please you in anyway possible.

V A M P I R E LAVI!!! DO IT GIRL!! 👌👌♥️♥️♥️

Fake dating with Lavi!!!!! Need more of the DGM boyz!! 😂

can I get an itachi x reader fic where it's itachi's birthday and the reader decides to give him a special night (👀), wearing lingerie, lighting candles, etc. for him to come home to? I love your work (and you!!) sm btw 🥺💞 - nina!! (@kunoichihatake)

hello ✨💕 it’s me, ryn 😘 if it’s okay, can i request a nishinoya x female!reader? perhaps a first date at the boardwalk with like the rides and carnival stuff? then at the end of the date he kisses her and it turns out the karasuno squad was following them the whole night hehe?

Hi! Can I request a prompt of some soft Kakashi, maybe some cuddles, perhaps it gets a little heated... a lil' Nsfw never hurt nobody👀👅 Thank you so muuch!~😍❤️

If I had kakashi in front of me I would tell him “aren’t you tired of being the most handsome man here?”

Hi! I saw that requests were open for the Haikyuu!! boys so here I am! I was wondering if I could request a Tsukki x reader where Tsukki has a crush on the reader but doesn't know how to express his feelings other then throwing insults. it can be angsty or fluffy I just really love Tsukki as a tsundere lol. (also btw I LOVE your theme and blog aesthetic its very pretty!)

Hey wifey😚 so Ichigo has stolen my heartttt can I get the strawberry boy with an S/O who gets super shy with with physical contact? Tyy💗💗

Fake dating with Lavi!!!!! Need more of the DGM boyz!! 😂

NSFW Vampire Squall (FF8) for very obvious reasons because UUUUUUGH

Hello there miss, my name is kandaxxx. Nice to meet you since I have definitely never requested from you before and this is definitely my first time and i am definitely not taking advantage of your bomb writing skills to ask you to write a “Choke me, daddy.” for Seymour from FF (love you forever and always!!!!!!)

hey butterfly 🥺 can you please write a story where the reader and (any character) are fighting and it turns out it was just about something stupid? like chicken nuggets? thank you 🥺💗

Eek! DGM! I was wondering if you would do a request for a general Allen Walker relationship HC? I don’t see him on the character list, but I’m just curious *bows* Thankyou senpai!

Spin The Bottle with any of the DGM characters that you're comfortable writing????? (but like obviously when Kanda spins the bottle it has to land on the reader [me] because YOU KNOW WHY OK????????) ilysm!!! 😍

I’m thinking a smut scenario of some kind that uses the prompts “Perhaps I need to remind you of your place.” and “Let me show you what happens to little brats who don’t follow the rules.” I feel like those are very Nozel Silva things to say. 😈 -bakubabes-hatake

Omfg HI mommy, Can i request really fluffy and soft itachi after he comes back from a mission? Non-massacre AU and you’re on the same team as sasuke lolol thirsty for them age gaps ❤️ thank youuuu ily -🍒

Can I get a fake dating with Kand--Roy Mustang (hahahaha) 👉👈🥺

Is this okay to ask for? Egor taking care of s/o who has period cramps... Ty!

can I get an itachi x reader fic where it's itachi's birthday and the reader decides to give him a special night (👀), wearing lingerie, lighting candles, etc. for him to come home to? I love your work (and you!!) sm btw 🥺💞 - nina!! (@kunoichihatake)

Hello! Can I please request some headcanons for Kiba with a S/O with a praise kink? And for Shikamaru with a S/O with a choking kink? Thank you so much.

Wow. Here is me putting in a request. Shocker, right?? 😂 I want some Greed, baby 😈 as for the prompt, it's not in your list, but could you maybe do something based off of "Oh my god. Did we just break the bed?" ???? 👉👈

It's a shame u only have one ling request, so could I request some Ling x Reader where they're both absolutely oblivious until Lan Fan or Ed or someone finally just tells them for them? Sorry if I didn't make any sense ❤️❤️

ok idk if you write threesomes but 😳😳 if you could write one with daichi and suga n maybe some dp, i'd probably die 🥺💓 only if you're comfortable with that tho ♡

Tyki flirting with his crush in his native language of Portuguese? I really love your work and please have some candy 🍬🍭🍫

hi butterfly! 🥰 i hope you're doing well! you already know what i'm going to ask you for — a request! i just feel really down in the dumps lately. can i request headcanons for an s/o that takes graduation pictures on their grandmother's 3 year death anniversary with kenma, nishinoya & kuroo? i hope you can do my request! you don't have to do it if you don't want to!

hehehe kuroo, tsukki and kageyama headcanons of their s/o sending them a nude while they at training and them making an excuse to get home and fUcK yOu SeNsELeSs - 🌊

Hello may I request itachi x reader. People learned the truth and he can finally return to his wife and children in the village 🥺 and they don’t have to be in secret anymore

holy shit,, i am starved for the squall content,,, if you don't mind, catching you wearing their clothes?

S/O walking in on kakashi masturbating? 👉👈 💕

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The Dream That Came In The Mail.

Lee Minho (Stray Kids) x Reader.

Summary: It seemed the universe was finally on your side. 

Genre: Fluff!! So much fluff!!

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It had come in the mail, like a dream. 

No, seriously. 

It had fallen out when you’d taken out your mail, the leaflet a beacon, the need you’d been waiting for; a 1 bedroom apartment viewing in Gangnam. 

Your apartment was the first apartment you’d had on your own. You loved it more than anything, because to you, it really was home. However, home came with a shit ton of complications. 

From the leaky sink that away seemed to keep you awake at night, to the fact it really was a little too far from work, and your friends amongst other things. You adored the boys, but rarely could make the trip out to see them. 

So you went, saw, and bought. Your new home was awaiting your arrival, and today was the day you finally got the keys.   

You’d organised it all by youself, from the boxes, to the transportation. The move was estimated to take around 2 days, or so you had told yourself.   

You didn’t mind doing the hard work, especially if it was going to mean you were going to be better off in the long run. 

Dragging a few made boxes into your kitchen, you bob down, opening the cabinet and sighing in frustration. You’d done your room in an hour, but it felt like the rest of the house would take forever. 

You didn’t have a lot, but this was certainly going to be the hardest part.   

“Knock knock.” 

Your head hits the frame of the cabinet at the loud voice, a loud exclamation of choice words passing your lips as your hands apply pressure on your head in attempt to mask the pain. "Woah, shit are you okay?!”

Its Chan that’s rushing towards you, hand extended out to balance you. You cringe at the pain, hands cradling your head. 

“This is how you live?! No wonder we were never invited over!” 

Chan helps you stand, but you’re looking at the group that is filling out doorway, Lee Minho in the front with his usual signature smirk. 

Forgetting your injury, you let your arms flop to your sides, the shock of having not just someone, but a whole group, in your apartment finally hitting you. 

“I told you I was moving!” You exclaim, hands flailing out to signify your extreme flabbergasted state. “I didn’t expect you to show up at my freaking apartment today!” 

The back of your hand grazes something soft, body recoiling as you realize you’ve almost hit Chan in the chest.   

“Shit! Are you okay?! I’m so sorry!” You say, sweet guilt lining your voice in a much lower pitch as you turn towards the boy. 

“Hey! Why don’t you yell at Chan?” Minho whines behind you. You can see him crossing his arms as his members snicker behind him through the corner of your eye.   

Turning around, you narrow your eyes at the boy in the middle.

“Because Chan is always nice to me, Mr Meanho.”

Jisung laughs at this, stepping past his senior.

“What can we help with Y/N?” 

“Yeah!” The maknae is eager too, stepping forward. “We can do the kitchen for you!” 

You stutter, shocked at the 8 boys staring back at you with an eagerness you’d only seen that one time you’d volunteered for them to teach you some dances, which had left you on the floor of the dance practice room in a heap. 

“You... you guys want to help?”

“Of course!! We can take boxes to your apartment too if you’d like?” Felix replies, now next to you.   

You nod for a while, gesturing to a box lightly, eyes focused on nothing as you try and process the idea of the 9 packing your house. 

“Grab a box, you guys can start wherever you want. My bedroom and most of the living area are already done, so we’ve just got take the furniture over from there...” As you trail off, they scatter, each member grabbing either a made or a disassembled box from the entry way,  all splitting throughout the apartment. 

You kneel back down with a shrug, reaching for the pots and pans in the back of the cupboard. I mean, honestly, what could go wrong. Extra help was after all extra help. 

Eureka! 

You slam your head again on the top of the cupboard as the thought hits you like a ton of brinks, a loud yell cutting through the air as a colossal bang echos through all the rooms. 

“Yah Y/N!” This time It’s Minho, whose hands are on top of your own as you whine in pain. 

“Hang on, let me get you an ice pack.”  

The boy scuffles towards the fridge, the quick sound of the freezer opening and closing filling your ears with a pound. Or maybe that was just the growing lump on the top of your head. 

Wordlessly, he moves your hands, gentle as he presses the wrapped pack on the bump on top of your head. 

“Did you hit your head again?” 

You don’t even look behind you, already knowing that Bang Chan stands there, hands probably on his hips, eyes narrowed at you. 

“What does it look like.” You reply, rolling your eyes at a sneering Minho.   

A second pair of footsteps enters the room, their origin unknown. 

“Someone’s a little sassy today.” 

Now you know exactly who is it, your hand moving to gesture the boy over into your line of sight. 

“Yah, Han Jisung! This is your fault.”   

“Mine?!” The boy feigns shock, hand on his chest, as he rolls his eyes. 

“Yes,” You reply, “Your cheesecake is in the fridge. I went to yell it out to you and hit my head.” 

“CHEESECAKE?!” 

The boy forgets about your injury the instance the words leave his mouth, rushing over to the fridge in a scuffle. 

Rolling your eyes, you take the ice pack from Minho, putting it down and turning back to the pots. However, the boy only grabs your wrist as you reach out, planting the ice pack back on your head. Chan is now next to him, shaking his head. 

“You need to sit for a while.”  

“Yah,” you blink up at the boys, eyes narrowing into slits, “I have a whole place to pack up and ship to my new place. It’s not going to pack itself Chan.” 

“I know. That’s what we are here for.” 

You don’t really know how to respond, your sarcasm diminishing on your tongue. The boy standing at the fridge speaks too, his voice gentle even with all the cheesecake he’s managed to shove into his mouth. 

“Let us do some work. You’ve done so much already. Just rest, please. Trust us.” 

You can only nod, eyes grazing the ground. 

Chan says something to Minho, but you’re too tuned out to listen, rather focusing on the pain in your head than the noise around you. 

You barely remember them helping you up and sitting you on a chair, Minho sitting next to you, the ice pack still rested on your head. 

You side eye him. “You know you don’t have to hold that. I can do it myself.”  

His eyes narrow into slits. You’re sure he’s going to say something sarcastic. 

“I was instructed by my leader to look after you. So bad luck.” 

You roll your eyes at his words, crossing your arms. 

“Y/N! I don’t know what you want me to do with these!” 

You groan, getting up quickly at Seungmin’s yell, Jisung’s “Trust us” echoing around in your head. 

You ignore a pestering Minho who is right behind you as power walk right to the caution zone, Changbin and Seungmin’s standing with some disassembled boxes, tape completely covering Changbin’s clothing.

You sigh at the mess, taking the tape dispenser from Seungmin, putting together the box in a matter of seconds. 

“Oh...” 

The two can only watch, mesmerized by the way you can just pump out these boxes. 

“Thankyou!” You half smile at Changbin, removing a piece of tape from his clothes and sticking it to Seungmin’s cheek, already walking to search the house for any more disaster zones as he yells out at you.   

In the next room, Chan is taking down your bed frame with Hyunjin. At least somethings going right, right? 

Jisung and Jeongin are putting books into smaller boxes in the living area, clearly bickering about something. The maknae hits him on the head, making youself and the boy behind you snicker as you slink past. 

“See, everything is going fine. Why won’t you trust us?” 

Now back in the kitchen, where Felix has taken your job, the cupboards almost completely empty. 

“It’s not that I don’t trust you! It’s just I don’t want you all to feel like you have to do my work! I’m more than fine to pack it all!” You tell Minho, turning to face him.   

“We’re helping because we want to help Y/N,” Felix says sweetly, a smile illuminating his features as he places a hand on Minho’s shoulder. “Seriously. It’s not a problem for us!”

You smile back, not quite reassured completely.

“Fine. Okay.” 

You lead youself back to the couch, the ice pack feeling nice on the burning spot on your head. 

You glare up at Minho, who seems to be caught up looking around the packed up space, too preoccupied to even notice your evil glare.   

“Your place looks so empty with everything gone now,” his eyes trail over the countless boxes, dragging their way around until they land on your own narrowed ones. “Woah, you don’t need to glare at me like that.” 

“I don’t need a babysitter,” you tell him, pushing away his arm as you grab the ice pack. “I am perfectly capable of looking after myself.” 

This time he doesn’t offer you a sarcastic answer, simply holding up his hands in surrender. 

“I’ll be in the kitchen then.” 

Guilt washes over you instantly, mouth drooping to form some sort of an apology, but he’s already up from the couch, walking through the doorway. 

You sigh, letting your arms drop, fingers playing with the loose fabric covering he had wrapped the cold object in. 

You’d certainly gone too far this time. You and your sarcastic mouth had ruined his sincerity. He was looking after you, you had to give him credit for that. After all, not everyone could keep up with someone as fast paced as you. You really didn’t tell him just how much you’d appreciated his sincere gestures.   

Mumbling to yourself about your stupidity, you push yourself from the safety of your couch, heading towards the doorway that lead to the kitchen. You most certainly owe him an apology.   

You’re met with an empty space, or rather that very opposite. A few sealed boxes lined the wall, the few open cabinets perhaps proving that everything truly was packed away. 

You let your hand graze over the collection as you walk around the kitchen, eyes darting wildly, weaving through the corridors for just a sight of the boy. 

“Yah! Which one of you took the screwdriver!” Chan’s voice comes loud and clear from the entry way. 

Your body seems to react to his shouts first, flinching backwards, unknowingly to you, into the path of another miscellaneous sealed box. You barely get a look at it as your body swerves to miss it in the second it touches your leg. You realize that your momentum is still a little off, projecting straight towards the floor now.   

Your body reacts on its own, eyes squeezing shut and palms turning outward to somehow mask the total impact of the fall, even though you’d probably live to regret it later.

Your palms are met with a soft fabric, their impact not as hard as you’d braced yourself for. Eyes opening, you can see the familiar stripes of Minho’s shirt. 

Then the rest of your senses flood your body. You can feel how tight his hands are on your waist, fingers gripping your shirt tightly to mask your fall in his soft embrace. Your hands are cliché-ly on his chest, face awfully close to being buried into the boys neck. Your eyes seem to not quite adjust, flicking up as if in slow motion to meet with Minho’s. 

Another wave passes over you, but this time it’s not guilt. Your heart seems to speed up on its own, catching in your throat. You’re very much aware of how close you two are, but it seems that your body is just frozen in place, eyes scanning his with such a bizarre intensity. 

Sure, you’d seen Lee Minho before, but this was different, it felt different. You suddenly didn’t want to spend your time bickering with the boy, but rather wrapped up in his arms.   

“Minho, have you seen- oh Y/N!” 

Then it’s over, his hands dropping from you, and yours simultaneously scattering away from him. 

Chan’s hands drop from his hips, his face also dropping.“Are you okay? What happened?”   

You quickly step back from the boy, heart beating wildly in throat as you try and avoid his eyes on yours. 

“I’m fine Chan, I just tripped over.”

He frowns at this, looking up to Minho. 

“Maybe you should take her to her new apartment with a few boxes,” 

The boy hesitates, looking from you to Chan.

“We’ve loaded up her car already. There’s just a few more things we’re going to load up in the other car.” 

This seems to win Minho over, nodding at his senior before turning to you, eyebrow raised. “How does that sound to you?” 

You nod in response, looking down to fiddle with the corner of the tea towel covering the ice pack.   

“Okay. Drive safe you two.” 

You honestly barely remember handing him the keys, nor the journey to your apartment. But you do remember how your heart would beat everytime he said your name or would tell you to put the ice pack on your head, his fingers brushing against yours as he would push the discarded object back into your hand.   

Why? Why now? Why were your feelings coming out like this? Why did you feel this for your best friend? 

But of course, you knew it wasn’t sudden. You’re absolutely sure that perhaps you’d masked those feelings with ones of friendship, discarded your feelings for Minho and onto any other guy you could see. Minho was attractive neitherless, you’d always thought that. 

“Hey, are you even listening to me?” 

You snap out of your thoughts at the wave of his hand, gaze shifting from the front of your apartment, to him. He rolls his eyes at your sheepish expression. 

“I said, Chan is on his way, so we won’t be alone for too long. Are you alright to shift some boxes? Or do you just want to sit inside?” 

You nod, unclipping your seatbelt, the ice pack abandoned on the seat. “I’m fine, let’s just get them inside.” 

Thankfully, there’s not much to shift. However the boxes are heavy, but you’re not about to let Minho know that, after all, you weren’t raised a quitter. You struggle to even pick up the last box, closing up your car, literally waddling your way into the living area, box heavy in your arms. 

“Let me.”

Minho stops you with a touch on your arm, taking the box slowly from your arms. 

And yet you let him. You let him take the box. Something you’d never have done. So why was it so different now? 

Standing there, you watch him take the box, placing it as if it weighed nothing ontop of another box in the entryway of the lounge room, now turning to you now with a raised eyebrow. 

“Was that it? Or did you have a change of heart and want me to get the rest?” 

Your body unfreezes from its spot, walking over to him only to hit his arm. “It was the last one idiot.” 

He sits down now, back facing the wall. 

“Thank god, because I did most of the work.” 

You hit is arm again, harder, hoping to knock off that signature smirk of his in the process. However it just stays stuck to his face. 

Rolling your eyes at the boy, you sit across from him, back leaning on the wall on the other side of the hallway. You screw your face up at the pain in your head for just a second, hands rubbing over your sore temples. 

The boys face falls to concern. 

“I knew you shouldn’t have  taken the ice pack off. It’s probably hot now in the car.” He groans, rolling his eyes at you. 

“I’m fine. I’ve just got a headache now. Don’t stress.” 

Minho looks at you incredulously, shaking his head when you look up at him. “You’re always hurting yourself, how can I not stress?” 

You don’t say much in return, simply looking down at the floor. You were a clutz of a person, and he really was always helping you. 

Maybe next time you’d fall into his arms instead. 

“Oh I didn’t know you cared about me so much.” You cringe internally at the way your sarcastic comment comes out, hoping he doesn’t take it in the wrong way. 

“Unfortunately it seems I do, so you can just deal with it.”

He doesn’t miss a beat with his sarcasm, which does surprise you. 

Looking up for only a second, you can see his gaze is still fixed in you, it’s intensity burning. You look back down at the floor, playing with your ring. 

Was he trying to turn you into a flushed mess? 

It feels awkward, like there’s something left unsaid from the both of you. You’re sure that he feels the same way based on his words, but flickers of doubt dimmed any chances you thought you’d have.

“It seems we’re both boring people, there’s not much to talk about besides the weather.” You joke, trying to lighten the mood, a laugh slipping from your lips. He smiles at this, hands dropping to his sides in a much looser form, a relaxed form. 

“I can think of something actually.” 

You raise an eyebrow, “Really?” 

He hums in response, the smile never leaving his expression, but eyes trailing towards the open door. “I think that you’re really pretty.” 

Okay, this one gets you off guard. But still, you try and maintain your confident sarcastic self, nudging the boy in the leg with your foot, a nervous laugh lightening the air. 

“Bullshit.”

“Bullshit nothing. You’re seriously the prettiest girl I know.” 

You avert your eyes from him, pushing some loose strands of hair behind your ear. 

“I’m going to say something else interesting,” he tells you, sitting up now. “I really like you, and I think you like me too.” 

You’re blushing bright red, choosing your words carefully. “And what if you’re right. What if that was the case?” 

You’re expecting a reply, but the boy just stands, gaze out the door. You stand too, thinking that perhaps your moment was ruined by the other boys arrival, leaning on the wall for extra support, craning your head to see if they’d pulled up. 

Minho's touch is gentle, a hand on your arm, and his other hand reaching out for your hand placed on the wall, holding you so you wouldn’t fall. 

Now you actually look up at him, almost as cliché-ly as you had in the kitchen. It was stupid, you knew it was. But every part of you felt this strange twinge of something towards Minho. You can feel your heartbeat in your throat, praying that the boy can’t feel your nerves as he’d leans inwards, face so close to yours. 

Your eyes flutter closed at your proximity, heart beating so fast, you’re sure it’ll explode. 

Kissing Minho more than an you thought it would ever be. His hand leaves your wrist, fingertips brushing over your cheek so gently you barely feel it, other hand tugging on your shirt; pulling you closer. 

“Woah,” You really can’t help the words slip from your mouth when you two break away from each other, your eyes opening slowly as you take in the Minho in front of you in a different light. One you thought would never come true. “You just kissed me.” 

He smiles again, now nodding slightly, thumb still on your cheek. 

“Do you want to know something?” You whisper, trying to contain the blush that has already made its way to your cheeks. “I liked it.” 

“Do you want to know something?” He asks, voice low. “I like you.” 

You laugh, a little flustered by his words. “I like you too.” 

He now steps away from you, hand never leaving yours, a large smile hidden behind his cocky grin.   

“I’m glad we could finally agree on something then,”   

His eyes shift to the open door, where you can see the other car pull up. “I think Chan will be happy. He’s been trying to get me to confess for a while now.” 

Your eyes go wide. “No way,” 

You watch his eyes flick back to yours, now wide.

“He’s been doing the same to me for a few weeks. I told him to get off my back.” 

“Huh,” the boy sighs, a small smile now forming on his lips. “This was so planned.” 

“Oh certainly. Chan’s a mastermind.”

Shaking his head, he yanks you into his arms, leaning over your shoulders with his chin rested on his arm, giving a smug wave to the boys who are now walking over. 

“It seems Y/N has made a full recovery,” Minho tells Chan, who has stopped to look at you two in the doorframe, eyebrows raised. “It seems she just needed a true loves kiss.” 

You have never spun around so fast, hitting him in the chest as shield your face with one hand. You can practically hear Chan’s grin from behind you. 

“You hear that Changbin? I told you!” 

You feel a small pat on your back from the older boy, who is leaning down to catch your eye. 

“Congratulations by the way. Didn’t I tell you, everything would always work out in the end.” 

You mumble a smug remark, Minho laughing as his arms go around you, a small kiss pressed to the top of your head. 

“Come on, we have boxes to unpack, sweetheart.”

[whotoldmethat]

I know you probably won't read this but I have to write it out to you.

I was about 15 when I first saw you, it didn't hit me until a little while later just how much I needed you in my life and just how much of an impact you were making for me.

At first it was just a pure infatuation because, you're fucking gorgeous clearly.. but it turned into so much more than that. The late nights where I couldn't sleep, it was you that I'd turn to, the self hatred I felt, just about my self in general but also how scared I felt about being anything more than what I thought was 'normal'.. but you normalised that, at a time where everything was so scary and unsettling, I saw you handle life like a boss, in how you played your character but also just in the real world.

I know what role you had in how she came across to the viewers. I know how much you stood behind what you had to put out there, And I know just from what I've seen of you just how true and down to earth you are.

You are a straight telling no bullshit girl and I admire that so much. You shine confidence in everything you do, you get what you want but not in a diva kind of way, more in just an assertive strong woman way, and man you're so fucking good at everything you do, the acting, the dancing, the music, the charisma.

And to top it all off, you looked like you fucking aced motherhood too, something that is very close to my heart, and I love watching you love your boy from behind a screen.

I know I don't know you personally but I feel like I could, I feel like I could trust you with my life and you wouldn't let me down, that's just the vibe you give off.

I would give anything to see you in person and thank you for how you helped me grow up. Being a teenager is hard enough as it is but you were always my safe place.. I spent a lot of time in my teens and early adulthood not wanting to be here anymore, and you were always where I'd go when I didn't feel like I could put, how I felt, into words.

I didn't need anything more from you, but just to see your face and hear your voice helped me get through those dark nights. I'm not very confident or self loving nor have I ever been but you give me motivation to be.

I want to thankyou from the bottom of my heart and I wish I had a chance to tell you all of this, even if you never were to read it, as hell, I know you've probably been told stories like this all the time, but I truly hope you realise how much you've changed people's lives, I hope you know how appreciated you are and how so so many of us adore you.

You honestly have done so much, more than words can even say really.

You're not perfect, as no one is, but you were absolutey perfect to us in every moment we needed you to be.

I love you so much Naya, I'll always love you and you'll forever be in my heart as one of the biggest influences of my life.

Thankyou. Xox

[billie-harper7]

Albums of 2019

Thankyou so much @ayixha!!

It’s taken me so long to choose only 9 because there’s been over 30 albums I’ve loved so much this year and couldn’t decide between. I’ve narrowed it to one per artist but even still, it was very difficult😂

I also apologise for this being v v v long, you only have to list your 9 favourites but I got carried away ranting about them, as per. You can just scroll past if you want😂

1) City Lights - BAEKHYUN

My favourite album of the year. No doubt. Despite being a mini album with only 6 songs, I love each so much and could never get tired of them. An album I can listen to in every mood. Going out out? Going to sleep? Getting ready on a morning? Trying to study? Relaxing? It works (for me, anyway).

Not what I expected from his solo music after discovering SuperM & EXO but very pleasantly surprised. So smooth, so chilled?? Sexy? Absolute heaven. Baek’s voice is just something else entirely. Idk man, this album’s just a lot.

Favourite song/s: them all, I couldn’t honestly choose any in particular.

2) SuperM The 1st Mini Album - SuperM

I was hesitant when I first saw all the promos for SuperM but when I actually listened to the album?? Wow wow wow. All 5 of the songs are so catchy, listen to this album once and you’ll most likely be singing, humming or dancing to them for days. Even the 2 instrumentals are lovely to listen to.

My brother who hates kpop refers to Jopping as 'the one with the cars and helicopter' and doesn't mind this song at all which says a lot (I've decided it's my gateway to get him into more lol).

I’m also very thankful that this album introduced me to 4 other groups and many albums this year, 3 of which made it onto this list.

Favourite song/s: also them all? Although Jopping, I Can’t Stand The Rain & Super Car are my most listened to this year. 

3) April, and a flower - CHEN

I literally discovered this album about three weeks ago?? I also did not expect Chen’s solo works to sound like this after listening to EXO but it’s honestly perfect. 

I don’t normally listen to this kind of music but his voice is so delicate and soothing? He could sing absolutely anything. Every song is so beautiful and calming, the perfect playlist for relaxing and/or falling asleep to.

Favourite song/s: Flower, Beautiful goodbye & I’ll be there

4) The Balance - Catfish and the Bottlemen

I kinda stopped listening to CATB for a while when I found kpop as I was constantly discovering new artists. Around September/October I disconnected with kpop for a little while and when I found this album I listened to it for weeks on end.

Not a single song to skip and I happily listen to on a loop. Also one of my go to albums when I’m fancying a change (or when I’m just missing their sound).

Favourite song/s: Longshot, 2all, Sidetrack, Encore.

5) OBSESSION - EXO

My first EXO comeback and boy, they did not disappoint. The title track is absolutely phenomenal and I’ve had it stuck in my head since its release (how can you not?) but the entire album is such a great listen. It’s just, different? I can’t even explain how but it’s so distinct and exciting, I love it.

Also the most intriguing group I've discovered this year with all their different sounds, personalities, sub units and solo works, very looking forward to everything's that's coming up next year.

Favourite song/s: Obsession, Trouble, Ya Ya Ya & Baby You Are.

6) MIRRORS - Jackson Wang

An emotional rollercoaster of an album that I’m so grateful to have been on. It has songs that’ll make you want to cry (BULLET TO THE HEART, ON THE ROCKS, I’m talking about you), songs that’ll have you dancing and feeling like that bitch, songs that’ll make you soft, songs that’ll get you thinking.

I feel like he put so much into this album, so thankyou Jackson Wang. I love you.

Favourite song/s: BULLET TO THE HEART, ON THE ROCKS & DWAY!

7) MAP OF THE SOUL: PERSONA - BTS

The first kpop album I ever listened to (and bought!!). I found BTS as the second teaser for Boy With Luv was released and without them, I wouldn’t be on here and have come across so many lovely people. Nor would I have discovered all the music and artists I now couldn’t go without, so this album is very special to me.

Probably one of my most played albums of the year too, I love each song so much and it never fails to get me all giddy and hyper like a child (don't put Boy With Luv on around me unless you wanna see me rip the choreo to shreds).

Favourite song/s: I choose them all.

8) TREASURE EP.FIN: All To Action - ATEEZ

This was also my first ATEEZ comeback and having waited what felt like forever, it was so, so worth it. While their other 2 2019 albums could’ve made it onto my list, this is by far my favourite.

I remember listening for the first time going ‘this song is my favourite’ then played the next song like ‘nevermind, this is it’, which happened for practically each track.

Even the 3 shorter tracks are amazing (I don’t know what you call them, there are words so I can’t call them instrumentals?? But you know what I mean).

AND I ALSO GOT ATEEZ TICKETS FOR LONDON SO CATCH ME SOBBING WATCHING THEM PERFORM LIVE, LIKE WHAT IS HAPPENING???

Favourite song/s: WONDERLAND, MIST, WIN & SUNRISE.

9) The Book Of Us: Entropy - DAY6

Another album I only really found last month (through Sweet Chaos). I’m pretty new to kpop this year and I’ve not heard anything like DAY6 before, I’m in love. My housemates compare their sound to McFly and honestly, I can hear it. 

I cannot praise them and this album enough. I’ve a feeling I’ll be listening to this one years from now. 

Favourite song/s: I honestly can’t pick ahh, but Sweet Chaos is my most played. 

And here’s the other albums I wanted to put into this list (so you can see the stuggle I had picking only 9 oops):

Divinely Uninspired To A Hellish Extent (extended ver.) - Lewis Capaldi

MTV Unplugged Live - DMA’S

Without Fear - Dermot Kennedy

Call My Name - GOT7

TREASURE EP.3: One To All - ATEEZ

TREASURE EP.2: Zero To One - ATEEZ

FOLLOW - FIND YOU - Monsta X

Take 2. We Are Here - Monsta X

Dear my dear - CHEN

Tagging:  @bangtanbabeloveyourself @tenw1n @rkai800bts @mystically-mysterious @starsinyourheart23 @memeofthesoul @nerdishfeels @roo-roo-girl @walewalentina @trashlord-007 @infiresmaanyeah @muraae @mitch-yy @ayixha @honeyprince-yoongi

[xserpentlife]

Forgotten - Part 2

Requested: @motionlessinblackbutler - sweets x reader where everyone forgets her birthday and she gets extremely upset and like disappears for a couple days to calm down. Sweets gets mad at everyone. She can be already dating sweet pea. And they aren't surprising her they all just get busy I guess and literally forget.

A/N: Wow this story turned into a two-parter. So here is the second part. Thankyou to @wayward-river for always being my beta. Check out her stories too.

Warnings: Cursing. I think that’s it.

Summary: Everyone forgets your birthday except sweet pea and he gets very angry at the friend group.

Word Count: 3414

3 Months Later

For a few months now Toni and Fangs kept trying to apologize to Y/N. At first, it was flowers, then gifts, then buying food at Pops. They kept showering items but the thing was that was not what she wanted. All she wanted was for them to show her that they cared. She did not want the material items she just wanted to know that she meant something to them. Sweet Pea, on the other hand, was giving them the worst time. He barely talked to them other than when they had a job to do. He constantly gave them the cold shoulder. No matter how many times they apologized or tried to talk to him he wouldn’t budge he was still pissed. Fangs and Toni finally devised a plan that they thought could possibly work.

Sweet Pea’s POV

“Hey, Sweet Pea!”

“Yeah, Hogeye?”

“Can you grab a bottle of whiskey from the storeroom”

“Yeah, sure” I went down opening the door to the storeroom and looking for the Whiskey. Once I grabbed it off the shelf I turned around only to see dumb and dumber standing against the door.

“Move, Now”

“No”

“Sweet Pea please talk to us”

“I have nothing to say now fucking open the door”

“I have the key you can’t get out without it and it is in my underwear so unless you want to grab it out just listen, five minutes please”

“Fine”

“Look we are so sorry about we did and we are not just saying that. We feel like shit”

“Look Sweets I am so fucking sorry for what happened. I saw Y/N’s face that day and I can not get it out of my fucking head. She is our best friend, well I hope she is still. We fucked up I will admit that her birthday is so fucking important and we forgot it when we shouldn’t have”

“Toni Fangs you don’t get it you were more than friends to her you were family. She lost one family if you could even call them that and when she joined the serpents she gained us. You forgetting her birthday was a slap in the face. It was like she was forgotten all over again”

“I know”

“It was a shitty thing I get that, we’ve tried making it up to her we don’t know what else to do”

“Stop trying to get her things. Do something that actually means something to her”

“Do you forgive us?”

“I don’t need to forgive you, she does. Look I am still pissed at you and I will be for a while but it’s been months and she can say she is fine but she misses you guys and honestly even though I’m pissed I miss you guys too. But you have to stop with giving her things or buying things she's tired of it. I have an idea though, a way you can make it up to me and to her”

“What is it?”

“We’ll do anything”

“Do you know what’s coming up next month” I watched them look to each other scared like they forgot something else. It was kind of fun, to be honest. “I don’t expect you to know calm down. It’s Y/N and I’s five year anniversary”

“Holy shit”

“5 years!! I can’t believe it’s been that long already”

“Yeah, and she is the love of my life. I, I want to ask her to marry me. I want to make it special to her. I was thinking of doing it at the dock. I mean we spend so much time there it is like a special place for us. We ended up there on our first date, it’s where we always have the bonfires, it’s where I take her when she is sad or happy. I think it would be perfect, but to make it perfect I need some help. If you want to help then maybe, maybe I will forgive you”

“I want to make this right dude”

“We’ll help”

“You can help but I swear if you fucking forget on the day of I will kill both of you”

“We won’t forget”

“Fine now can you let me out of here so I can bring Hogeye this Whiskey he’s been waiting for”

“He doesn't need it”

“It was a ploy to get you down here he was in on it”

“Oh my fucking god, just let me out so I can go home please?” Finally, they unlocked the door and let me out.

1 Month Later - Sweet Pea’s POV

I have been working and planning nonstop this entire month. Our 5 year anniversary is tomorrow. I have Fangs and Toni setting up everything tomorrow while I keep Y/N distracted, but I was meeting them today to go over final plans with them. Y/N doesn’t seem suspicious at all so that is good, but I am a nervous wreck still. I drove to the river and saw all the decor that was on the ground and Fangs but no Toni. The dock would be perfect. Simple fairy lights strung around the wood and a blanket for the picnic.

“Hey Fangs”

“Ah Sweet Pea you're here finally, I wanna make sure you don’t want any other decorations or anything”

“No, I think the fairy lights are perfect, just simple but enough. What do you think?”

“Dude you know her the best, but yeah I think it’s simple enough but beautiful I really think she will love it”

“Where’s Toni?”

“She should be here soon, she got the call from the jeweler the ring was ready so she went to pick it up”

“Alright well let’s starting putting up these lights then” Fangs and I put the lights up for about an hour till Toni arrived. No one had seen the ring yet, and I told Toni not to open it until I was with her.

���Sweet Pea!”

“Toni why are you screaming I am right here”

“I am screaming because it took all of my fucking will to not open this damn box now can we please see the ring”

“Yes give it to me we can open it” I opened the box and it was absolutely perfect. I had it custom made for Y/N with an engraving and two snake heads wrapped around with a green stone in the center to represent the serpents. I was still somewhat nervous about whether she would like it or not.

“Dude”

“Holy shit Sweet Pea”

“Do you not like it, do you think she will like it I mean I could go tonight and get another one if you think it is bad. It was custom my design so I don’t know-”

“Sweet Pea that ring is gorgeous she is going to love it”

“Honestly I know Y/N and she will love it, why the snakes though and not something ‘Normal’ like most people would get”

“Well, she always told me she wanted something that was not really generic. I figured she loves the serpents to no end and that is one of the biggest parts of who she is so I thought getting two snakes could represent her and I and the green stone could represent the serpents as a whole. She also told me she never wanted a diamond cause it wasn’t her but I wanted a stone to be a representation of a diamond”

“I really think she will love it, it is so her and so you all at the same time”

“I can not wait for tomorrow, are you nervous?”

“Of course I am fucking nervous, but I am so ready. I can honestly say she is the love of my life and I know we’re young and we don’t need to get married right now, but who cares I love her and I want to marry her so I am nervous but ready”

“Aww”

“That was the cutest shit I ever heard”

“Okay well I need to go she is probably wondering where I am. For tomorrow I am going to spend the day with her, but around five I'm gonna tell her I have a job and I'm gonna have the note at the door with the dress for her and then I’ll meet you guys here, oh and keep the ring safe Toni”

“Why don’t you just take it?”

“Cause Y/N is a shit and she finds everything no matter where I hide it, also let’s be honest I will probably forget it”

“True”

“So fucking true”

“Alright I’ll see you guys tomorrow” With that, I left them to hopefully not fuck anything up, and hopefully I wouldn’t slip and tell Y/N everything.

Next Morning

I woke up to my arms wrapped around the love my life. Today was the day where hopefully everything would change with her. I got up going into the kitchen and started making breakfast for her. I was cooking for about 20 minutes before I heard her come into the kitchen. She smiled up at me as she sat on top of the counter behind me. It was nice always having her sit there while I cooked and we talked about all the random things in the world. Once the food was almost done I set it on low and turned back to her handing the flowers I had picked from the field. Yeah it may be cheesy but wildflowers were her favorite stores don't sell them they only sold roses and she hates roses so I have to pick her flowers when I give her them.

“Pea these are beautiful”

“I hope you like them, I picked them” I smiled to her she touched my cheek making the blush rise up

“I love them Pea, thank you”

“You know what today is?”

“No, what?” Did she really not remember? I stood there shocked she never forgot anything. “I am kidding Pea, of course, I know that today is five years”

“Mhm 5 years with my favorite person in the world, I love you princess”

“What do you want to do today?”

“Honestly can we just chill at home and watch some movies?”

“Yeah that is perfectly fine with me, here eat your breakfast”

“Wait! I have a present for you”

“Babygirl you didn’t have to get me anything. I didn’t get you anything” I did, I got her the ring but she couldn’t know that.

“I don’t need anything and I wanted to, open it” I opened up the box and inside was a dog tag with a snake. It was awesome.

“Thank you, baby, I love it”

“Wait that's not it flip it over” It was engraved Forever - Y/N. A tear fell down my cheek as I looked down at her.

“I figured it was a piece of me I didn’t want to get you one that was just my name because that would be like branding you haha. I figured the snake for the serpents and the engraving was a personal touch. I really hope you like it I know you usually only wear your dad and Grandpa’s tags but...”

“Baby I love it so much I am happy to wear this tag too”

“Really!” The smile that appeared on her face was like no other, just the pure happiness that she has always flooded into me.

“Really, now let's eat and watch those movies” It was nice spending the day with Y/N. We do it often but today it felt so different to me. Everything has been so crazy the past few months but she stuck with me through it all. Just being able to sit down and be with her meant so much. I wasn’t like most guys, I am not able to always give her the nicest things in like but she always told me it didn’t matter. I never felt like it truly didn’t matter until I met her. It was getting closer to when I had to leave so I had to start making it seem like I was going on a job. I told Fangs to text me and I changed his name to FP so it would look like FP was texting me for a job.

“FP texted you, here” I took the phone from her reading the message.

“Ugh”

“What's wrong?”

“FP wants me to go on a job”

“But I thought you were off today since it’s our anniversary”

“Yeah, me too I'm trying to get him to call Fangs” *Phone rings* “I have to get up” I walked outside taking the phone call and talking to Fangs for a bit pretending he was FP. I walked back in and saw her sitting up on the couch watching for me through the door.

“Do you have to go Pea?” I shook my head yes while walking back to the bedroom and grabbing the duffel bag with the clothes I would be wearing. I walked back out and she looked so sad. I wanted to stay to make her happy but I knew I had to go.

“I have to go, I’m sorry baby I tried but Fangs is on a job and Toni is working at the Wyrm so I’m the only one left. I don’t wanna leave you but I have to.”

“It’s okay, really I’ll see you when you get back okay” I walked out the door and walked to Fangs' truck getting in and driving to the dock. This was it,  soon Y/N would be my fiance or so I hoped. Now was time to start the plan.

Y/N POV

You watched as Pea left a small sadness rolling upon you. You wanted to spend the entire day with him but he had to go on a job. You were used to it and it was your life you had to go when you were called, you had gotten used to it after a while but you just wished today would've been different I mean it was your anniversary after all. Your thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. Your friends never knocked so who could it possibly be. You grabbed your knife and knuckles just in case and you opened the door to see a box with a bow sitting on the ground. You picked it up and read the letter that was attached to the top Hey Princess put this on and come to the Dock I have a surprise for you, I left the keys to the truck on the counter. Oh my god, so he didn’t have a job that little shit. You walked to the bedroom opening the box to reveal a black long sleeve dress and a white denim jacket. It was something different you did not often wear white but it was a good different. You got dressed did your hair and threw on some makeup. You grabbed the keys off the counter and started driving to the dock. From the road, you could see the faint shadow of Sweet Pea and fairy lights. You got out heading down towards him as he walked towards you.

“Pea what?”

“Shhh”

“Okay” you often were not the quiet one, to be honest, you had a big mouth but something about him always made your breath halt. He looked incredible too you often only saw him in his torn up boots and a t-shirt. But he was in a light brown button-up and cuffed jeans with new boots. You loved the way Sweet Pea looked all the time but he looked incredible. “Wait, you look good, okay now I'll be quiet”

“You're a dork, You look incredible baby I love that denim jacket on you now come on” He grabbed your hand leading you towards the dock where you saw a folded blanket and pillows. It was beautiful the thought that he put into this meant so much to you. It was simple yet so perfect. He stopped the both of you and you hugged him.

“Turn around”

“What?”

“I thought I told you to shh, just turn around” You did what you were told for once turning around. “Okay, now you can look at me” You turned around to see Sweet Pea down on one knee. “No” the tears were flowing down your face.

“Y/N Baby you make me the happiest guy in the entire world. No matter the ups and the downs that we have had you have always stuck by me. I want it to be me and you forever. I wanted to get you a promise. A promise that I want to be with you forever and I want you to be with me forever. It is a promise that I will never leave your side. Y/N you have always had my heart from the very first moment that I met you, and I know we are young and I know this is crazy but I couldn’t wait. I love you and I know I want to be with you forever so Y/N Y/L/N will you marry me?”

“Pea Yes, Yes I will marry you” He stood up grabbing your hand and slipping the ring onto your finger. You hugged him tight and he lifted you slightly the height difference taking hold. You pulled away from the hug slightly to kiss him, and when you pulled from the kiss you saw the tears rolling down his cheeks.

“Babe your crying”

“It’s a good cry Y/N, and hey you cried more than me”

“Is it a competition cause I got a lot more where this came from”

“Shut up and kiss me princess” You kissed again as he placed you on the ground.

“Do you like the ring” You took it off your finger examining it. It was beautiful. Two snakes coiled around each other one braided and one plain with a green stone. As you were spinning it to look at it you noticed an engraving on the inside Never Forget. But why?

“Pea it is absolutely incredible but why never forget?”

“Because I want you to never forget that I love you. Yeah, I could have written I love you but Never forget means so much more. Never forget the fact that you are my family and I am yours. Never forget that you are my entire world, and yeah I may fuck up sometimes but in the end, you mean everything to me. Never forget my love for you and never forget that I will always be here for you” As he finished you cried again. Sweet Pea though hard on the outside was one of the softest people on the inside. You loved every bit of him and now you were actually going to marry the man of your dreams. You were admiring the ring again.

“Pea this ring is incredible”

“I got it made custom I figured it represented me and you but I also chose the green stone to represent the serpents, I was going to do a diamond but you always liked things that were not the norm so I figured a diamond would be too cliche”

“It’s perfect” You put the ring back on your finger and kissed him again before you were interrupted by streamers, confetti and screams coming from behind you.

“Woooooooooo!”

“Yes, my best friends are getting married!”

“Toni? Fangs? What are you doing here?”

“They helped me set everything up Y/N” 

“What? You finally forgave them?”

“Well, they kind of trapped me in a storeroom against my will to talk to me so I really had no choice. But they feel really bad princess and they’ve apologized so many times. But it doesn’t matter if I forgive them do you?”

“Y/N we are so sorry after what happened we felt like complete shit, please, please, please forgive us”

“Honestly we kept trying to make it up to you without even realizing everything we did wasn’t working because it didn’t matter, we wanted to do something meaningful for you, and when we trapped Pea and he told us he wanted to do this we wanted to help. I know we fucked up but you are our best friend all of us not hanging out has been killing me.”

“I forgive you”

“Yes!”

“Really?”

“Really” Toni and Fangs both ran up to you screaming congratulations.

[jessystardust]

Margate forever

This is my write-up of my visit to Margate, including Wheels & Fins and meeting Carl. It’s pretty long but I wanna recount all of it. So if you’re sick of hearing about it, feel free to skip! If not, read on... (small trigger warning for mentions of anxiety and depression)

I arrived in Margate at about 14:30 on Saturday the 8th of September, having been travelling for the past fortnight. I wasn’t feeling too great as I arrived, but that mood began to lift as soon as I stepped out of the train station. I don’t know if it’s because I’m a Northern girl or if I’ve just been largely misinformed, but I always thought Margate wasn’t a nice place. Anyway, that is so not true! It’s a lovely, fun, and really quite beautiful seaside town, and I honestly felt taken with it as soon as I arrived.

I walked from the train station to the Smiths Court Hotel, looking out over the beach as I did so, dragging my bursting suitcase and feeling so much better. It was about a twenty minute walk, and before I knew it I was at the hotel, just three hotels down from the Albion Rooms. The Albion Rooms stuck out like a sore thumb nestled in the row of other tall, slim hotels, and as I arrived the finishing touches were being made to the gold paint on the outside of the building. I had a quick glance, then headed to my hotel.

A little while later I met @suchasinistergame and @missoneminute in their hotel room. It’s always a joy to see @suchasinistergame, and it was so exciting to meet @missoneminute for the first time ever. I immediately felt so happy to be there with them, and I had this feeling like something amazing was going to happen, but I almost wouldn’t let myself believe it.

We met up with @getaddictet and Charlie who just generally make my life brighter, and we hung around outside the Albion Rooms for a little while. Nothing was really happening, so we all kind of did our own thing, I spent some time with everyone, and ended up diving headfirst in to a Chinese takeaway at 21:30, before heading to bed. We were all just desperate for the next day to arrive I think.

The next day, aka the best day of my life, started out a bit weird. We had a plan in place and that plan disappeared pretty quickly, haha! I originally wanted to get to the festival when it opened at 12:00, and everyone kind of had different plans, but of course we all ended up outside the Albion Rooms. We saw John, and he’s so lovely. He chatted to everyone and went off to get some food. Then Peter came out, and the atmosphere was so electric, everyone was so excited. He said hi to everyone, and I kind of mumbled hello to him (you know I’m a Carl girl right but... damn, Peter is attractive in real life), and got to see @missoneminute and @suchasinistergame give him presents, which honestly was enough for me, it was a great moment. I also got to meet the lovely @exarcadiaelux around this time too!

Oh, and then he was talking to some other fans, and he took two of them in to the Albion Rooms, because one of them had a Libertines t-shirt on and he apparently had never seen the design before or something? And he wanted to adjust her t-shirt for some reason, so he took them both inside, and about half an hour later she emerged wearing a totally different shirt. So weird, but classic Peter.

Anyway, we finally got to the festival at around 14:30. I got a wrist scarf (which I was unnecessarily excited about) and then we went to the barrier, where we stayed for the next six hours. Totally, definitely, unbelievably worth it. We saw John Power, Mic Righteous, Cabbage, Reverend & the Makers, Echo & the Bunnymen, and then at 20:20 we finally got to see The Libertines. And what a show it was.

I’ll be honest, due to the events that happened afterwards, I feel like the gig was a (wonderful, exciting, amazing) blur. But what I do remember is going fucking crazy and being so, so happy. I just completely let myself go; I screamed out the lyrics, I danced and flailed about because that’s how they make me feel, and it was the best (well... second best) feeling ever. 

They were on top form, the gig was just amazing, and the banter and atmosphere was fantastic. There was a wonderful energy. The songs that stick out to me were Heart of the Matter, Gunga Din, and What Became of the Likely Likes. But the final song, I Get Along, absolutely blew me away. I was buzzing, it was the most wonderful experience.

After the gig, I managed to grab a setlist, which was great for me because I’ve never managed to get one before. I was so happy it was for this gig! And then I met the lovely @orchidsonthewindowsill, and we all headed off back to the hotel.

I think @getaddictet and I were the last ones to find out what was happening, but basically, we happened to be staying at the same (beautiful) hotel where the VIP party was. I think our minds actually exploded when we found out. I can’t even put in to words how shocked, excited, anxious, and downright gobsmacked i was. Stuff like this does not happen to me! We agreed to meet everyone downstairs, and we were so excited (and I desperately needed a drink to calm my nerves) that the two of us rushed down as soon as we could. And of course, as we ran down the stairs and arrived at the hotel reception, Carl was stood there, drinking champagne from the bottle.

So basically, I died. I was fucking scared man. But I kept thinking “be cool, be cool”, because this opportunity was too good to give up. I could lie and pretend it wasn't a big deal but it fucking was. So @getaddictet went straight to Carl and talked to him - he recognised her immediately. I’ll let her tell her experience herself though, and I’ll just say what I remember. I was anxious and shy especially because @getaddictet and Carl were already talking. But somehow I found the courage, and I just sort of joined in their conversation, instead of standing there like a loser.

Carl finally looked at me, and said, “oh sorry, hi I’m Carl” and I said “hiya, I’m Jess”. We said how much we had enjoyed the gig, and he said that he had seen us down at the front, and he said he knew we’d been there for ages, and then he said that he really loved to see fans going crazy like we had been because it made them feel encouraged and he liked to see fans having fun. I said something like, “oh my god did you really notice us at the front?” and he said yeah and then he said, “wait, you’re not from down here? Are you from Hull?” and I laughed and said, “No, i’m from Sheffield,” and he said, “Oh right, Sheff!” and he tried to say “sort thissen aht” (”sort yourself out”) which he absolutely couldn’t do hahaha.

I don’t remember what we talked about next but basically there was a bit of a lull in the conversation, and I realised this was my chance to finally say what I had always wanted to say to him. So I kind of put my hand on his arm (happy sigh), and I said it. @getaddictet kindly stepped aside and gave us space to have a bit of a moment.

I said, “I just wanted to tell you that I haven’t been a fan for very long, but you have really, really helped me to change my life around. I was suffering with depression and I was very unhappy and after discovering your music, my life has gotten so much better and I’m so much happier. So thankyou.”

He looked so genuinely touched and he said, “that’s such a nice thing to say, thankyou. And you’re all good now with everything right?” and before I could answer he said, “aw, I know it’s not that simple with these things”, and he leaned in to me, kind of half hugged me and kissed me on the cheek (dead for the second time). I was so overwhelmed and so touched by his reaction. I don’t even remember what I said in response.

I really know that other people have had longer, more in depth encounters with him, but to me this was just... it was everything. He probably doesn’t even remember it because he was pretty drunk and he meets so many fans. It doesn’t matter. The fact is, I got up the courage to speak to him, and to tell him about my depression, and I got a picture with him! I hated it at first cause I look like a gorm but I decided that I love it instead because I look so happy on it. (One of my best friends literally said, “I have never seen you smile like that in twelve years.)

I also managed to grab Jon McClure, lead singer of Sheffield band Reverend and the Makers, and we had a really fun exchange. I said “I’m from Sheffield!” and he gave me a massive hug (he’s like 9ft tall I swear man) and asked if I’m an Owl or a Blade (if I support Sheffield Wednesday or Sheffield United) and was pleased when I said I’m an Owl (I don’t really give a shit but my family are Owls so whatever). I also said that I’m from Hillsborough and that I loved their gig at Tramlines. Jon was lovely and a typical Yorkshire bloke. I asked for a photo, and he said he’d grab me after he went for a fag. True to his word, he found me later and we had a picture together. (Needless to say, most of my friends and family are more impressed about me meeting Jon than meeting Carl haha.)

I had literally only eaten cold chips for the past 24 hours so everyone kindly accompanied me round Margate trying to find a takeaway that was open. We didn’t succeed, but we did see Peter on his swegway gliding past the Albion Rooms, and I was finally drunk enough to say hello to him, but he went back inside pretty quickly and we didn’t talk to him properly.

We got to bed at about 3:30am and I got up at 6:50am to travel back to Sheffield (rock n roll, innit) and when I was stood outside the hotel at 7:30am, I was just getting in to the taxi when I heard someone say “hi”. I turned around and Jack Jones of Trampolene was stood in the doorway, dressed in a lovely blue suit and swigging a can of lager. I was slightly mortified because I looked grotty as fuck with my hair tied back and my bent glasses on, but I was so happy I just called out, “hiya!”. He came over and asked if I was okay. I said I was buzzing and he laughed. He said he was staying at Peter’s for a bit and that he hoped I’d had a great night. I said I was honestly so happy, and it had been the best time ever, and he said that was cute. Then I asked if he remembered me from Sheffield (I went to their gig at the end of April and met Jack there very briefly) and he was like, “Psht, of course! That’s why I said hello” which made me so happy, and he gave me a huge bear hug and wished me a safe journey home.

So that was Margate. Wonderful, exciting, anything-can-happen Margate. To say I’m happy is an understatement. I feel like I have a new lease of life. I was anxious and nervous about all of this and it turned out brilliantly. I know I’ll be smiling for days if not weeks. I get that some people do stuff like this all the time and it’s not a big deal to them, but it meant the world to me.

Big love to @getaddictet @suchasinistergame @missoneminute @exarcadiaelux @orchidsonthewindowsill and Charlie for sharing the experience, what a gang. x

(I also just want to say, in case anyone is offended or really cares, I’ve never been diagnosed with depression or anxiety, but I’ve suffered from both on and off for the past few years. I understand people have had worse experiences than I have but I have struggled in the past.)

[gylisaa]

So I get asked to do a tattoo blog ALOT, and while I don’t see myself as tattooed enough to warrant one – all of y’all do, so here we go.

My first tattoo, the one considered to be the ‘gateway’ tattoo.

My first tattoo! I drew myself, mistakes and all when I was 17, and my best friend Hannah treated me to it on my 18th birthday and she got the same tattooed on her other arm. Best friends 5eva. So no underage tattoos here guys! Not for lack of trying…>:)

Now, if I HAD got tattooed underage, I can honestly say I would have been lumped with a monstrosity for life – I drew up my own design of a trad style anchor, with two swallows either side – doesn’t sound that bad right? Well I wanted it in traditional garish colours, and no where other than my lower abdomen. Let’s just say thank fuck for tattoo artists who check ID and don’t just ‘take my word for it, my mum said I’m allowed one and I’m deffo 18.’

I had the tattoo bug from a very early age, didn’t help that we were regulars at festivals like The Bulldog Bash – a motorbike, music and booze festival run by the Hells Angels,  which happened to be a stones throw from our front door. My other best pal Naomi, got her first tattoo there, underage ! And it was me who got called the bad influence!!

Anyway, I fucking love art, so much so I wanna be the art. Is that so strange?

My next tattoo was on a whim, with an old friend of mine in London, we filled up on chocolate vodka, decided to get ‘matching’ hand tattoos and she ended up with an ace of spades, while I ended up with a tiny anchor that has since spread so much it needs explaining every time I show it. Scratcher tattoos, for the win!

On my right hand, a tiny anchor tattoo sits on my finger! Yes, that is an anchor.

  My third tattoo, and my first proper learning curve, was that some tattoo artists don’t just ‘know’ what you want! I was besotted with Valerie Vargas style tattoos at this point, having just discovered her work in several tattoo mags, and so when Ryan and I booked a day session I showed the guy a picture I liked and said ‘I want something like that, please.’

19 years old, and shy AF, he showed me a stencil briefly and slapped it on my upper arm, I have a mole on that arm (about where your TB jab might be) and he’d positioned the design – that I’d hardly seen – so the lady’s face had a huge mole on it!

I asked if he could move it, and he scrubbed my arm roughly and moved the stencil. By now I’d seen the design and it wasn’t what I wanted. Feeling too rude to say so and ask for a new one to be drawn up, I sat through an hour or so knowing I hated my tattoo.

Here’s the lesson I have since learnt…

TATTOOS DON’T FUCKING COME OFF! 

They are on you FOR LIFE.

That is what you are paying for. A permanent mark. A permanent design that you will look at – FOREVER. If you don’t like it – speak up ! A tattoo artist doesn’t want you to be unhappy! They want you to love your art, on paper, and on skin. It’s their job, and generally – their passion too. Communicate! Be specific, your artist will want to work with you to get an end product you are happy with living with, and they are happy scarring you with.

So yeah, here she is, and she’s remained untouched since that fateful day. Sorry hun.

A few centuries later, had a spell of homelessness, living on the dole and finally getting our acts together and adding to the clan – Lily was born. And upon her ejection, it was time for another tattoo.

I got my second and third finger tatts on Ryan and I’s anniversary, so as an ode to my two loves of my life, I opted for a heart for Ryan (hint hint, I would like a ring) and an L for…Loopy Lily the First. This is one of those photos that at the time I thought was beautiful and now she is grown look back on and think ..urgh Potato Child.

Sorry babe, you are beautiful now.

On maternity leave and with money and time to kill, the arm began to fill up. This was done at Dust n Bones Tattoo in Plymouth, by lovely Robin!

Brightened up the peg something chronic!

Then! Fate struck, and two ‘brummies’ immigrated to Looe one fine day in 2017, (infact, TODAY! Two years ago!)   Ryan noticed a shop being refit whilst on a job, and Lo! The Vault in Looe came into our lives, bringing with it two of the best people ON THE PLANET. Melanie Allen (then Bates!) and Cat Allen. We even made them a song. But let’s not go off on that tangent.

Ironically, most of our friends in Cornwall are not Cornish natives, not sure if that says more about Cornwall being The Place To Be, or if it means Cornish folks are…weird AF.

Anyway! Ryan went in, introduced himself (and me, although I was none the wiser a friendship egg was being laid.) And booked himself in for a hand tatt. Long story short – we go there for all our tattoos now, I recommend them to everyone I know – even Aussies, y’never know when one may be visitin’. And frankly, if anyone else were to touch me with a needle I’d feel like I was cheating.

In 2018, Mel and Cat invited us to be part of their wedding, and we were blessed with being a part of their happiest ever day – what an honour!

The hand tattoo that started it all, and our place settings at M & C’s wedding!

And so, here are several tattoos laid upon me by the one and only Catherine Rope Head Allen.

Crystal Ball, the runes mean success, luck all that kinda shit.

Friday 13th tattoo, lucky ol’ 13! Ryan got one too, and he tattooed one on Cat!

A birthday tattoo, and yes I drank tea as it was stabbed into me!

My finger tattoos, and not to sound like a pussy but these are up there with most painful tattoo! I love Cat but when she tattoos me sometimes I’d like to punch her.

One for the Foot Fetishers

Oh, my most recent tattoo is the swallow on my foot, and I nearly forgot to mention my own mishaps – tattooing ‘Love Hate’ on my toes on Christmas day, probably not my greatest idea, but it was funny at the time. And what’s life for, if not for laughing.

Another ‘home job’ a sugar skull on my thigh. Hurt like fuck and Ryan did a line too. A blurry photo honestly does it justice.

  The rest of my arm, a crescent moon which was done by Robin at Dust N Bones, which i got ‘cus I liked it. (Life aint always deep and meaningful!) and then following a few successes with my blog and writing in general I got a writing hand, with the word ‘Mother’. This was my own design and tattooed by the wonderful Cat! It actually covers over some scars which was pretty poignant – like making an ugly reminder of a hard time into something that I am proud of and truly self-made. I’ve done well since that period of life, and now whenever I see my arm I am reminded of it.

Lucky Horseshoe – Freshly done! This tattoo was a nod to my first love Amy (RIP), Also Ryan tells me I am supernaturally lucky (that’s true!) and he recently got a tattoo that said ‘Fuck Luck’. So its an ode to being a ying/yang. He’s unlucky, but I’ve got enough luck for the both of us.

Excuse the shite photo, but have you ever tried to take a photo of the bottom of your arm?! This piece was just a gap filler I decided on, on the day. Super bright and colourful dagger and rose.

So… I THINK that is it! Theres another anchor on my ankle, stabbed into me, by me. It’s not too bad actually! I’ve got another tattoo booked this weekend – so we will have to wait and see what that is!! I’m sure I’ll document it all on Instagram…so be sure to check that out! ( @Rocknrollmother_)

I’ve popped a link in above to The Vault’s Facebook if you wanna have a nosy at Cats most brilliant work – I am not the greatest advert for her amazing talent. Their Instagram is here.

That said! A few of you asked for more tattoo blogs, so there will be more to come! Watch this space for a walk through of Ryan’s tattoos! (Wayyyy more interesting than mine) And tattoo etiquette – a guide to getting your first, third or the rest of your tattoos! Etc. If there’s anything you’d like to read, drop a comment or message on my social media.

Thankyou for reading, I hope you enjoyed it (:

My Tattoos! So I get asked to do a tattoo blog ALOT, and while I don't see myself as tattooed enough to warrant one - all of y'all do, so here we go.

[festivehanlon-blog]

500+ Follow Forever Binch

I just hit 500?? How?

Honestly I’m so grateful y’all like my low quality shitposts so in celebration I’m linking all my mutuals blogs and telling you why you should definitely follow them because they are the funniest and most talented people on this planet!! At the bottom there will also be a face reveal so you can see the grinch who only posts about ‘To Psycos In Love’

(members of the Bennywise gc will be bolded)

@meezui  Holy heck this blog is a M E M E ! Fantastic! Showstopping!! Spectacular!!

@you-suck-bowers Definitely one of the best blogs of all time, Bowers gang content, can always rely on their content to be 10/10

@birdbabestan Lyssa!! Funny and lovely and one of my favourite people in the universe!! My? Actual? Child? Do yourself a huuge favour and follow her n o w 

@beepbeeprichie Such a pretty blog!! Loads of moodboards, memes and amazing headcanons!!

@richiedenbroughs  Can you believe that amazing, incredible and beautiful are synonymous with Sarah?? Neither could I until I met this amazing person with one of the best gotdamned blogs! If you want go000od fanfic this is where to go

@staanuris Lmao if you’re in the ‘IT’ fandom you’re following this blog. Actual royalty, I am a humbled peasant and I feel like crying tears of joy whenever they reblog or like one of my posts. (Also responsible for 99% of the memes in this fandom)

@hauntedkaspbrak Y’all want hockey???? Y’all want fuckin quality memes???? This is where you get them kids

@polaroidreddie Headcanon R O Y A  L T Y  I tell you. I don’t know how it’s done?? Probably witchcraft tbh, but this blog is one which with no hesitation is one of the first and best blogs to follow on this site

@k-aspbrak So many Losers Club memes!!! A blessing!!! S T A N U R I S  CONTENT!!!!!

@richiietozierr AMBER!!!! FUNNY!! AMAZING!!! TALENTED AT LITERALLY EVERYTHING?!?!? DON’T NOW HOW SHE DOES IT!??!? TEACH ME YOUR WAYS!??!

@toshitophchan Toshi !!! When I see your content on my dash it always brightens my day!!!! Can always count on for a m a z i n g stuff!!!! Also so nice and supportive!!!!! One of my favourite people on Earth?? More likely than you think

@httpsalien Livi!!!!! Oml, one of the funniest and coolest people I know!!! I always feel so blessed that I can call you my friend!!! One of the best freaking blogs to exist and so nice and talented!?!?! Ily so much!!!!

@kingdenbrough If you wanna follow a blog you can count on to post regularly this is the one!!!! 10/10 content!!! Your Mike Hanlon posts give me a reason tfor living t b h 

@exceededexpectations my tuMBLR CRUSH!! When you like or reblog anything of mine I actually s c r e a m!!! So nice and amazing!!! I   A D O R E all your content!!!!! On my handwritten list of mutuals, this blog is underlined 5 times

@edsrich Can you fucking believe they’re following a peasant like me?? Has written one of the m o s t   i c o n i c fanfictions on this site and is a blessing to all. Idc what you summoned to give you all that talent but like’ if there’s a ritual or anything hmu

@brightlykaspbrak Gorgeous inside and out!!! SO beautiful with words!!! One of the blogs I’d definitely recommend straight off the bat. INCREDIBLE content ‘nuff said!!!!!

@irl-richie-tozier Such a rad blog!!!! If you want your daily dose of Stranger Things content as well as IT then this is the blog to follow!!!!

@eddiessecondfannypack So nice!!! When I had literally no followers they would still talk to me even though they had the beEeEeEeEest hecking content. Whenever any of your posts come up on my feed or you like/ reblog any of my posts i’m so happy!!!!!

@etherealstanley How can one have such a beautiful blog with amazing movie and cast GIFS as well as memes on another fricking level??? Idk how it’s done but you achieve all of these things !?!?

@kaspbraket Their fics are some of the best things to exist!! So much talent!!! And so nice as well!??!? Whenever you pop up on my feed my day gets so much better!!!!

@golden-orchid iF YOU WANNA SEE G0O0O0O D CONTENT ABOUT THE IT CAST THIS IS THE PLACE TO GO!!! ALSO SUCH A BEAUTIFUL BLOG?? IDK HOW YOU DO IT?!??

@bettyripsomsshoe oml M E M E S and amazing fanart rb’s  are the first things I think of about this blog, I feel like I’ve been following you forever and tbh you deserve all the followers in the world!!!

@oceanssurface You got GIFS! You got memes! You got 10/10 cast content! There was a cat GIF at one point which made me wanna cry bc it was so amazing! This blog has it all!!!

@trashboii-tozier All your content brightens my day!!! Such a large variety of memes it’s ridiculous!!! Definitely one of my favourite blogs!!!

@richietozzzier MEMES!!! FANART!!!! DOGS!!! I LOVE THIS BLOG SO MUCH!!!

@gazebos-are-bullshit Makes the prettiest gotdamn moodboards! Am blessed with your way of words as well!?!!? All around one of the prettiest and most original blogs!!

@wonderfully-wondering-alone SO NICE AND LOVELY!!! YOUR BLOG IS SO PRETTY AS WELL!!! 10/10 GIFS!! SO AESTHETICALLY PLEASING I CAN’T BELIEVE!!!

@spookerlymarsh Fucking  i c o n i c, your Beverie content is so good it’s not even in this plane of existence!?!? One of the funniest people on this godforsaken site and so nice as well??? Lmao you’re literally that person I want to be best friends with but am so intimidated by how cool you are!?!?! One of the first blogs I started following and I’ve loved a l l of your content!! 

@eddieweezyweezerkaspbrak I!M!P!O!R!T!A!N!T I only follow IT blogs really but I love to stay up-to-date on social justice issues so THANKYOU for having amazing fandom related content as well as really important global stuff too!!!!!

@reddie-for-death Tbh one of my favourite blogs ever!! I feel like we’re stuck in a cycle of mutual support and reblogs and whenever you come up on my feed or activity log aI always start smiling!!!! 

@takeurgazebos FOLLOW!THIS!LOCAL!ASTHMATIC!WHITE!BINCH! SUCH A PRETTY BLOG!!! AND MEMES!?!?!? ACTUAL G O D

@richietczicr 10/10 content!! Fantastic! Amazing! Showstopping! Spectacular!! WhenI see your icon on my feed I know it’d gonna be some go00o0o0d stuff

@eggboyben LITERALLY HAS IT ALL?? GIFS? YOU BETCHA, MOODBOARDS? DEFINITELY! MEMES? YOU GOT IT, HOE! Amazing variety!!!!!

@richietoziersglasses YOUR REPOSTS GIVE ME LIFE,, YOU HAVE SUCH AN AMAZING COLLECTION OF CONTENT ON YOUR BLOG I CAN’T BELIEVE!?!??!

@richiee-bitchyy R A D!!!! Amazing content!!!!!! One of my friends!!!! I wanna be you when I grow up tbh!!!

@incorrect-losers-club MEME GOD KIDS, IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAY EXCEPT AMAZING FRICJHGNG CONTENT OML

@wyattghouleff oml my current mood is constantly? crushing? on? you? and? your? blog? One of the first people I followed and I am honestly so humbled that you follow me!??!? Thankyou so much ily!!

@wolfhardly YOU WANT SOCIAL JUSTICE + IT CAST ?? THIS IS THE RIGHT PLACE TO GET IT Y’ALL 

@kingkaspbrak So freaking nice?????? A lovely person with a lovely blog and honestly deserves the world!!

@alexxlea3 Lmao my one IRL friend off this website, super rad pennywise content!! Just in general really awesome!!!!!

@ri-chietozier CHELSEA!! Probably the coolest person in the chat tbh, majorly crushing on your blog, it’s? so? good? Ily!!!

@january-emb3rs Gilli!!!!! The Q U E E N of Benverly and Ben Hanscoms no.1 stan! One of the nicest people I know and I’m so blessed to be able to call you a friend!!!!

@denbruhh MY MOTHER !??!?!? ONE OF THE COOLEST PEOPLE EVER!! THE REASON BENNYWISE EXISTS!!!!! WHAT AN ICON CAN YOU BELIEVE 

@askyaboyrichie The cutest and funniest drawings!!!! I love your blog so much and when you followed me I actually screamed!!!! Whenever I’m bored I just stalk your blog tbh

@eddieconfettii You had a ‘Total Eclipse Of The Heart’ meme, meaning you automatically qualify as one of m favourite blogs of all time, your amazing content boosts that even higher, sorry i don’t make the rules

@wyttolff If I’m feeling down and I wanna cheer up all I have to do is look at your blog!!! Definitely on of the best blogs involving the it cast!!!!! You brighten my day!!!

@patrick-hockstutter  Y O U R  P E N N Y W I S E  M E M E S   A R E  I C O N I C

@punkwolfhard Reddie content!!!! Memes!!!! Wyatt!!!!! Anti-Fack!!!!! These are some of my favourite things and your blog has them all!!!!

So those are all my mutuals!!!! You all make me so happy and noah fence but I consider all of you as my friends 

So here is my face (sorry in advance lmao)

[fangirlofmany98]

Goodbye Part 2 - Harry Styles Imagine (Part 1 is below on my page, just scroll down)

🎵Cause once you go without it, nothing else will do… 🎵

“Aaaand that was Meet Me in the Hallway by Harry Styles. Speaking of Harry Styles, coming up next we’ll be speaking to him about his new movie coming out in 2 days so be sure to tune in!”

“Do you want me to change the station Y/N?” Your best friend Dua asked. You shook your head. “It’s fine.” “You sure babes?” Dua asked again. “I just mean they might ask him about the breakup. It hasn’t stopped other interviewers. Not that you would really know because you seem to try and avoid him everywhere you go.” She looked at me for a split second before focusing her attention back onto the road. “I clearly haven’t done a good job. It’s no easy task so I guess I should just give up because he’s absolutely everywhere.” You shrugged and continued to look out the window, zoning out.

A few minutes had passed until the time for Harry’s interview came.

“Thankyou everyone for you patience, the time has now come. We now have Harry Styles on the air, uh Good morning Harry.”

“Good morning.”

“How are you on this fine morning?”

“I’m really great. Thanks for asking.”

“So first things first, your new movie is coming out in 2 days. How exciting is it that the day is nearly here?”

“Very exciting. Feel like I’ve been waiting forever. I mean it was such a great movie to film. Everyone who worked on the set behind and on camera are such lovely people and were so great to work with. I can’t thank the amazing Christopher Nolan enough for this opportunity. Obviously I worked on Dunkirk with him, so it was a pleasure to work with him again once more.”

“Awesome! Must’ve been such an honour.”

“Yeah it was, for sure.”

“On a different topic, there’s been rumours that you’ve been working on a new album, is this true?”

“Uh yeah it’s sort of true. It’s a slow sort of process at the moment as I was busy filming and then promoting this movie. But I’ll be looking forward to getting back into the studio when all this is over, so that’ll be good.”

“Sorry to bring this up and it’s totally okay if you don’t want to talk about it because I know you are quite private with that aspect of your life. But I know you and Y/N broke up a couple of months ago, I just wanted to ask you if you were alright?”

“Yeah I’m fine. It’s okay, obviously you aren’t the first person to question me about it and I’m sure she gets questioned about it too. We’ve both been so busy so it was a necessity but I honestly wish her nothing but the best.”

You sighed. “Okay you can turn it off now.” Dua reached over and changed it to a different station. “He’s making it sound like we’ll never get back together.” Tears were now starting well up in your eyes. “Oh no honey that’s just what people say you know. Don’t give up because you think he’s giving up. Fight for it until you just can’t fight anymore.”

“You should be my therapist, that was really inspiring.” We both laughed. “On a serious note….” Dua started. “Uh oh, what is it?” You asked, worried what she was gonna say next.

“Harry asked me to ask you if you wanted to go to the movie premiere on Friday? It doesn’t have to be like a date thing but just like show up I guess.” Dua continued.

“Wow uh, yeah I mean I guess I could, you know to support him and all that. I don’t get why he couldn’t just ask me that himself though.”

—2 days later—

You were so incredibly nervous to go to this premiere. To see him in person. You kept on fixing your fuchsia coloured dress in the back of the limo, fixing your hair and fixing your nails. Anything to help with the nerves. But nothing could have prepared you though when you the limousine came to a halt in front of the red carpet. “Shit shit shit shit shit.” You kept whispering to yourself as the limo driver got out and made his way around to your side. “Breathe Y/N, you can do this. You. Can. Do. This.” The limo driver opened the door and you exited the vehicle. Screams filled your ears and there were people shouting your name. You thanked the limo driver and walked down the red carpet. You waved and smiled to people, signed autographs and took some selfies. People kept asking about Harry but you chose to ignore them politely.

“Are you and Harry back together?”

“Does Harry know you’re here?”

Was all the paparazzi were shouting when it was your turn to get some photos taken. You just continued to smile and let them take photos of you. It was hurting, having to smile despite the ache in your heart.

—After the movie—

Everyone was standing up and clapping, applauding the actors who were situated in front of the screen. Even after everything, you are so proud of this man. He’s accomplished so much and has managed to stay so humble despite all of his success.

You took your time exiting, keeping your eye on Harry. He met your gaze and smile and waved. You waited a minute until more people had exited and made your way over to him. “Hey. You look beautiful.” He said pulling you into a hug. “You look pretty handsome yourself.” Looking him up and down. He really did though. He was wearing a white and red checkered suit and his hair was slightly messy from running his hand through it so many times but it still looked sexy. He smirked. “I know that look.” You blushed and looked down. He put his right hand underneath your chin and brought you head up to look at him.

He leaned in.

And so did you.

Closer and closer…

“Hey Harry come on let’s g-” you were interrupted by an irish accent. You both coughed and pulled away and turned towards where the voice had come from. “Hey Niall.” You waved. He laughed and shook his head. “Hey Y/N. Sorry I didn’t mean to uh ruin the moment there. Are you guys both going to come to the afterparty?”

“There’s an afterparty? Alright okay sure, um, Y/N?” Harry looked at you, waiting for your answer.

“No I’m probably just going to head off home. It was lovely to see the both of you though.” You hugged Harry and walked up to Niall and hugged him also. You walked out and made your way out to the limousine.

Pulling up to your house you realised that maybe you should have gone but it’s too late now. You waved the driver off and made your way inside. You decided to kick off your heels and walk towards the kitchen. You grab yourself the orange juice from the fridge and pour yourself a glass. Seeing Harry wasn’t as bad as you thought it was going to be but you guys nearly kissed. “Where would that have left us?” You thought. Maybe Niall interrupting you happened for a reason. Maybe it just wasn’t the right time yet.

You finished the glass of orange juice and rinsed it out and left it in the sink. Just as you were about to walk upstairs to your bedroom you heard someone knocking at your door. You sighed and turned around. The person knocking was insistent in getting your attention and didn’t stop. You groaned and unlocked the front door. Your breath hitched and all was silent in that moment.

“Harry?” You opened the door and he walked in, he didn’t say anything until you locked the door and turned around to face him. “Weren’t you supposed to be at the afterparty?”

“I was but then I decided in what the hell I was doing letting you come home by yourself looking like you do.” After saying that he grabbed you and kissed you in one quick movement. It turned into a heated make out session in no time. “Jump.” Harry said, slightly out of breath.

You did and wrapped your legs around his waist, his hands underneath your bum pulling you closer to him. “Let’s go upstairs baby.”