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Exam 1/3 completed!
#okay so it really sets the mood when. right before marchin off to take a midterm. you figure out you got a 58% on Another midterm#better than my first run of accounting but AH#AND THEN. FUCKIN. OKAY SO#MARKETING EXAM IS BEING TAKEN THROUGH PROCTORIO. PROCTORIO FLAGS YOU IF THERES TOO MUCH NOISE GOING ON#THERES BEEN. A FUCKING DRILL. GOING OFF DIRECTLY OUTSIDE MY DOOR. FOR 45 MINUTES NOW.#ADDITIONALLY. MY COMPUTER FUCKING CRASHED HALFWAY THROUGH#LEADING TO ME FRANTICALLY EMAILING MY PROFESSOR#thankfully it just let me back in#BUT THEN PROF KEPT EMAILING ME. AND I WAS LIKE WELL SHIT HES SENT ME THREE DIFFERENT SOLUTIONS NOW I GOTTA TELL HIM WE GOOD#SO PROCTORIO HAS VIDEO EVIDENCE OF ME GOING ON MY PHONE CAUSE I HAD TO EMAIL HIM BACK#SO IM LIKE I FUCKING PROMISE IM NOT CHEATING I PROMISE#IF I WERE SHEATING I WOULDVE GOTTEN HIGHER THAN A 67% FUCKING PERCENT#WHICH IS ALSO ONCREDIBLY DISSAPOINTING GIVEN HOW MUCH I STUDIES#BUT HE DID SAY CLASS AVERAGE IS ALWAYS JUST UNDER A 70% SO SURE I GUESS#BUT LIKE#DRILL. PLUS COMPUTER CRASHING. PLUS PRIMED BY ACCT EXAM. THIS WAS NEVER GONNA GO WELL HUH#AND NOW I HAVE TO GO TO CLASS? LIKE I DONT WANNA CRY MY EYES OUT???#AND THEN STUDY FOR A FUCKING FINAL??? AND THEN MARCHC OFF TO ANOTHER GODFORSAKEN MIDTERM?????#please let me REST#I can’t even take a nap because THEYRE STILL FUCKING DRILLING SHIT#I KNOW THEYRE TRYNA FIX THE WATER PIPE LEAK I KNOW#BUT I ALSO KNOW IT AINT FUCKING WORKING BECAUSE I CAN STILL HEAR IT DRIPPING#at least I get to go home Wednesday I miss Daisy and I get to see my friends#and hopefully my water bottle comes in today or tomorrow#please#I need Something nice#I Beg#why is college like this
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me the absolute first split second people are acting up in the shop
#yes unfortunately we have to have a blacklist at this point of people not allowed to order anymore#this was actually *more* of an issue back in the day when i was selling handmade crocheted plushies lol#but like explain to me why this has happened with more than one person at this point:#they buy something#then a week or two later they email us/post/leave a review saying how much they hate it and we suck and that they want to return it#then they never send the thing back#continue to go on about how mad they are about it#still never send it back#then they TRY TO BUY ANOTHER THING????#what is that about#was it just wanting the first thing for free? like trying to bully us into letting you keep it for free??? i don't get it#if you hate it so much why would you order again ????????#anyway#do this and your order will 100% be canceled#pls never return#thankfully this only applies to like 3 people currently haha#vs the dozen person long etsy blacklist i had for plushies#lots of people wanted them for free or at least i suspect that was what was going on.... it was the wild west out there#exhausting
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Extremely hot take but I think it would be neat if during the gap between Breath of the Wild and Tears of the Kingdom, Zelda and Link were of course living together but weren't like. Officially calling themselves a couple or anything. Like the feelings are definitely there for both of them, but each keeps putting off actually telling the other how they feel. They go through life fairly content to just be Really Close Friends and each one thinks 'well I'll just... Say it when the time is right' (the time is, of course, never right, for one reason or another).
And yes they have only one bed but hey friends can share a bed too y'know. Beds are expensive and the loft isn't big enough for two beds anyways. Besides, I think they'd both really appreciate having somebody right there so when they each inevitably wake up in the middle of the night from some stress dream or PTSD nightmare, they can be comforted that the other is right there with them still safe and sound.
Anyways so Zelda was going to tell the Great Deku Tree to tell Link that she loved him we all know it, and Great Deku Tree said "tell him yourself." I think it would be really cool and neat if she didn't even get to tell him because the two of them were too busy trying to heal from everything they already went through on top of trying to help the kingdom rebuild. And then the two of them lose each other again before she even gets the chance to say it, but this time it seems like she really never will get the chance to say it because this time there's supposed to be no way she is able to come back :D
#i mean thankfully she does come back but like#yknow. they didnt know that was going to happen.#also nintendo you cowards. let Zelda tell him she loves him.#are you listening nintendo do you hear me??#instead of just giving us the goofy Zelda smile just let her finally tell Link she loves him!!#it's about the catharsis of finally getting to hear the words she'd been waiting over a century to say 🤌🤌🤌#totk spoilers#technically.#totk#botw#loz#zelink#princess zelda#link#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#legend of zelda
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Welcome to my ski jumping Instagram following analysis that literally nobody asked for (I am in need of new hobbies btw)
For this I analysed all male jumpers who scored world cup points this season (67 in total).
The most follower has Zyla (412.000), followed by Stoch (396.000) and Kubacki (353.000). Wellinger is fourth and the first none polish jumper with around 165.000 followers.
Bartolj (1.090), Marusiak (1.233) and Imhof (1.331) have the least followers.
The FIS Instagram has a following of around 95.700 people. Jumpers who have a higher following than this and can be considered "bigger than the sport" (you get what I mean hopefully) are Zyla, Stoch, Kubacki, Wellinger, Kot, P. Prevc, R. Kobayashi, Kraft and Geiger.
On average a male ski jumper has 45.007 followers. Jumpers who have an over average following are the above and Tande, Forfang, Hayböck, Leyhe, Granerud and D. Prevc.
A few things that surprised me are that Kos is the only jumper out of the top 10 in WC that has less than 10.000 followers. Especially since he is basically carrying team Slovenia in terms of content imo. Also, Sundal has just 3.363 followers which seems low considering he was on the podium this season. I thought that Stoch has the most followers tbh and not Zyla but apparently I was wrong.
Let´s move on the nations in general.
As you can see Poland obviously has the most followers on average (who is suprised? Not me). USA has the least.
A thing to point here is that Japan is being carried heavily by Ryoyu. Without him team Japan would be just above Switzerland. Also, the second most following in team Japan has Junshiro.
This trend can be seen in team Slovenia as well. Peter has almost triple as much followers as his brother Domen, who has the second most followers in the team. Interestingly if we would count Cene in this statistic too, he would be number 3 in terms of following (in front of Timi, Anze, etc.). So we can see that jumpers with successful siblings maybe get a boost by this.
Team Norway feels the most homogeneous. The main guys (Danny, Johann, Halvor, Robert, Marius) have pretty similarly following. It is a spread from around 30.000 between them but that is nothing compared to team Austria for example (Stefan has over 70.000 more followers than Michi in second). The reason for that is that team Norway has noone who has that really big following. All the other top teams have at least one jumper who is sticking out.
From the small teams (with just one person in the standings) Ipcioglu has the most followers with over 30.000, which is quite remarkable for a jumper who isn’t from a ski jumping nation.
#ski jumping#thank you for coming to my ted talk#i am bored as you can see#thankfully uni is back next week#i wanted to write more this week instead i did this#but i like stuff like this so#but if you have hobbie recommandations i would appreciate it#also if you want to know more please ask#data is from the 31.03.2024#interestingly enough Eisei has also more followers than the FIS#if you want more stuff like this let me know#obviously all of this isnt really important it is just a little shenanigans
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alas babes I literally cannot defend this man's name anymore except in the name of ignorance which. you can only claim ignorance for so long
#we established boundaries! no texting! limited contact! no teasing!#and what does he do the day i get sick. text me AND tease me through text#he's texted five times since (as in initiated conversation) and like. yeah i mean he's abnormally clueless but considering we had a whole#conversation where i explicitly said hey. i NEED the space. i need space if we're going to keep being friends#this is all a bit much :-)#thankfully i am 90% over him so this is not as painful as it would've been last month but sheeeeesh#i can't even defend him to my friends at this point because when i show them the texts they go what the actual hey is going on#i don't know if it's a matter of ignorance or lack of consideration or him trying to make things go back to normal#(except 'normal' for him was the time when i was crying like every day because i couldn't handle the emotional intimacy#of our strange friendship) or just sheer carelessness but mannnn what a situation#he told me that if he crosses a line to let him know and he'll course correct which like. yeah i mean i WAS thankful for that#but at the same time why is it my responsibility to draw the line why aren't YOU helping observe the line that#i drew earlier this month what is going ONNNN
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Seems like Tumblr remembered it was supposed to be buggy. That whole cocktail of weird bugs I had a couple of years ago is back, including the stuck notifications and the double-click on every click (which makes me instantly unlike everything I like, for example). Probably also means that only half of my replies and messages will go through... >_<
Thankfully, I got plenty of practice dealing with these particular quirks, so I'll manage. But it's a bit of a chore to keep up with everything when there are so many obstacles on my path, so there is a possibility I'll get tired of it and return to Bluesky.
So yeah, nothing new here, just Tumblr being Tumblr...
#deep sigh#tumblr being tumblr#it lets me think the bugs are fixed just to bring them back#thankfully it was behaving while I was sharing my brainrot#can't do that on Bluesky where the posts are limited#so it was a delight to go completely insane over DS lore for a bit#my apologies for anyone that will try to contact me here#it probably won't work#I will try to keep reblogging stuff as always for now though#just letting you know that there are some technical difficulties
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ngl ive been having A Time of it, though, as of late, and it’s not even just the new job. My body has decided to malfunction in several different confusing ways and I have to force my brain to stay awake sometimes
#this week has been bizarre#my heart rate is way too low#it’s like. am i even alive. then i stand up and it surpasses 100#I keep falling asleep in the middle of the day#and I cannot seem to eat enough calories because my blood sugar keeps dropping like it’s hot#and my migraines returned full force because i changed medication#which are back under control thankfully#and i just found out i have hormone imbalances on top of several deficiencies#which might be why i am now intolerant to Every Food#anyways#my doctor and I are playing#let’s throw every supplement and medication at my body until something works#currently#hopefully vitamin D supplements will fix me#ramblings
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...BIG FEELS AND BIG PLOT DEVELOPMENTS AT THE END OF THAT BOOK, HUH
#Tyto reads WoF#i know it's not the most pressing issue what with the vengeful ex-Queen and the murderous sister and all#but I still want to point out how alarming it is that the new crew are all going to be wearing seemingly radioactive rocks as jewelry now#Turtle please don't pick up strange rocks that give off their own heat for the love of all that's good#ANYWAY yeah what the actual frick is going on with Darkstalker huh. I genuinely do NOT know whether he's trustworthy or not#desperately lonely and unfairly demonized? absolutely. truly cares about Moon as a friend? I think so.#capable of integrating peacefully into modern dragon society without letting his own ego turn him into the monster he denies ever being?#....... 😬 remains to be seen#god and there's Scarlet's mysterious new accomplice(?) with the maddeningly vague physical description and also THE SCROLL(!!!!)#and i just realized we failed to get resolutions in this book for EITHER the vision of Turtle attacking Anemone OR#Flame's unique and frightening ability to sense and/or attack mindreaders????#where the HECK are we going with Flame I am going lowkey INSANE over him#ugh frick and Umber and Sora are both on the run too...!! this book is nearly as cliffhangery as Dark Secret#(though thankfully i prepared for this by checking the next book out ahead of time so i wouldn't have to wait LOL)#uhh buhh final thoughts before i force myself to go to sleep:#I love Moon and everything going on with her but I do feel like on some level it's even more of a slap in the face for poor Starflight#that the only tribe to get multiple POV characters in this first. like. extended arc(?) appears to be the NightWings#and Starflight himself doesn't get any of the tribe's unique defining features or abilities#i mean i guess the same is sort of true of Sunny and yes i know it was the POINT of book 4 that the tribe had no powers#but still idk it just feels like kicking the poor boy when he's already down. in addition to him literally getting beaten up again#(... now watch me be a total fool and the arc actually extends past book 8 or something making this point moot lol)#(I'm only assuming it ends at 8 bc that's where the previews in the back of the previous books have stopped)#EDIT: LOL yep turns out this arc does extend out to book 10 and the other POVs are Turtle and Qibli so I stand corrected.#that's what I get for nightblogging
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#feel free to reblog the meme if u like lmao#just leave the tags out#vent.txt#<- sorry just need to have a moment lmao#inflicted w the yearnings for romantic relationship yet again 😞 but so keenly aware of how much I’d have to unpack in myself to truly be a#part of it#like. I don’t trust people. I don’t confide in people. I tell them nothing about myself for years and years and I used to resent a little#that that was enough for them. that they didn’t NEED to know. that me loving and caring for them was enough. but it’s so silly because like#how can you resent people for not knowing what you won’t tell them. so thankfully THAT has passed#but it’s just like. there are so many issues. like I just CANNOT conceptualise myself as romantically attracted#attractive*#not even in a self deprecating sense it just feels like an immutable fact. I can’t imagine someone looking at me w romantic desire.#and it’s like. I honestly don’t know if I could let my walls down enough to actively love someone back like that#it’s so easy to love from afar. and hell haha maybe THATS because it’ll always be easier to love someone when they can’t know all of you to#love in return#but I just don’t know how I can do it. I don’t know how to view the risk as being worth it#and at the end of the day I’ll be okay if romantic love isn’t in the cards for me. you can live a happy life without#but ah fuck. sometimes the but I am so lonely.jpg hits
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lmao are All members of big time rush terrible people irl
#I was searching something up about the show and the search suggestions were all their names and ''trump'' or ''Israel''#and I immediately thought well. that's not good#but then I actually clicked on it and it was so much worse than I expected lmaaao#like I'm not even upset or surprised cause... rich men will be rich men unfortunately#I'm just... sighing about it#I miss the times where it was harder to broadcast all your prejudices to the world#and nostalgia could exist without guilt#because everyone and their mother are terrible people now and it's just so easy to put that shit on instagram and ruin childhoods#like my god just let me pirate this nickelodeon show in PEACE#I'm glad I didn't pay for another month of paramount to watch it. we're soap2daying this one thankfully#and I also watched zoey 101 on the freetrial cause. u know. dan schneider#I'm sure the money still goes to them somehow through free trials but it made me feel less worse :)#but anyways it's just so easy for child stars to either be terrible people#or be publicly having mental breakdowns on twitter (cof cof alexa)#and it always puts such a sour taste in my mouth about revisiting these shows eventually like#I miss the times celebrities hid the fact they were shitty people instead of wearing it like badge of pride. that's it#not upset cause fuck that but just frustrated with how public everything is nowadays. people have no shame anymore#bring back shame#rambles*
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#every day things get easier and things feel a little bit better than the day before#I feel like i'm thru the worst of it thankfully. over the biggest hurdle of 'feeling bad and sad and everything reminding me of him'#which is good!#i was prepared for the sadness and disappointment that came with the heartbreak#it also came with a general feeling of... oddness? feeling very off kilter?#it's like when you get used to a certain food at a store you grocery shop and it's just one of your staples#and one day you show up and find out it's been discontinued. it's not like you won't find something else.#but there's just kind of that absence and a familiarity you're missing?#many many thoughts lately about things.#a lot changes when you no longer have that 'person who you always wanna tell all the little things'#there's just a certain kind of closeness that i let a partner have with me. and it leaves a bit of a gap behind when it's gone.#it's like one of those tidal caves that's only open under certain right conditions.#everythings gotta line up just right for that to be explored. and now i'm just waiting for the tide to finish coming back in to cover it up#til everything is just right again to try and explore that with somebody.#hoping somebody someday just. wants a very passionate and committed guy who really likes gasmasks rocks roadtrips and being outside#im an imperfect simple man who loves and cares very deeply. i got learning n growing to do but that part will never change#personal stuff
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it’s surprisingly easy to break out of the Atlantis and run amok even on console. the most interesting part, though, was that you could visit people like misty, Claire, Vik etc but when you talked to them, they’d never look you in the eye. Which im sure its because V’s invisible model is off standing to the side (as you can see, in pic three, the v skeleton does the iguana petting motion and it just lets you go into photo mode. Once the petting is finished, the model just stays there until you do something else, like shower (where i could get johnny’s hands to show!) where it spawns a new one) but there’s something kinda creepy about it, like they know you’re not supposed to be here.
#cp 2077#cyberpunk 2077#johnny silverhand#rogue amendiares#also they would talk but occasionally just. end the conversations at strange parts?#things i tried:#go see old rogue (wasn’t there :( )#rent a joy toy (after getting half a cat call it ended abruptly they refused to do a single other bark even when i left / came back)#fast travel (Xbox nearly shit itself but it did thankfully let me put up fast travel points that way)
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looool the world is so small and brief encounters are funny--as in I froze for a moment from the shock and then, when I was out of sight, laughed hysterically because I hadn't expected it
#in other words. saw the first guy who ever asked me out today while walking home#and remembered how Tall and Grand i thought he was and how much i looked up to him#he was the first boy to break my heart! and he was walking around campus too i guess#suddenly he was just THERE and i was like. songbird that is literally just some guy#just some guy who isn't so tall and grand after all! just some guy who's also wandering around campus going to class or whatever!#who also happened to ask you out years ago because he wanted **a** girlfriend and went for another girl less than a week after you said you#weren't ready to date. like wooooo boy the world is so small#i don't know why i wanted to laugh so much when i saw him#(there WERE uncharitable reasons too) but i walked back home with a light heart#because thankfully life goes on and time moves on and things that leave you lying on your bed#feeling hollow and achey inside because you wouldn't let yourself cry#those things eventually DO fade and the sun DOES come out#and then you walk on and have lunch with friends and sing loudly in the stairwell when you get back#because all shall be well and all DID turn out well and all is well now :)
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I feel so much guilt during Christmas
#either you're mocking me because you were right all along#and I'm miserable#or you don't think about me in the slightest#which is the better of the two options#and the most likely thankfully#i just want to move on for fuck's sake#it's been close to two fucking years#I've been doing everything I've wanted#i have friends i go out decently often i got to experience more of life i went back to uni#and I've even been flirting and meeting people with non platonic aims#but i still feel so fucking unfulfilled like there's a gaping hole that can't ever be filled#and I'm so fucking tired of it. i just want to let go#but that hole makes itself known whenever my brain lets down its guard#if someone knows what to do - please let me know!!!#I've been trying everything!!!#I'm just done at this point!!!#anyways that's enough venting. merry Christmas and dw new year's won't be like that#mellow ruminations
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Idk how welcome home has overrun literally all of my social media but I guess I welcome it
#talkingcore#I love puppets it’s all on me I’m engaging this actually isn’t a complaint more like a I Didn’t Know This Existed 24 hours ago#and now it’s literally all I’m seeing like 80% of the videos I’ve seen today have been welcome home which like honestly is super impressive#hell yeah to those creators they’ve got some insane drive#album adventure update: finally rolled good ol honorary Beach boy Glen Campbell maybe I’ll give you guys ram ranch#pip would’ve loved ram ranch 💔 rip king fly high 🕊️🧍♂️ 18 naked cowboys 😭 at the ram ranch 😰#I’ve been fucking around with lip syncing shit and it’s tedious as hell but heeehee it’s fun woooah the mouth moves wooooahaaahhhhhh#also this dude keeps leaving his Apple Watch in the practice room in my dorm and like thankfully I’m such an amazing and perfect person#that I didn’t take it the first time but the second time (like 2 weeks later) I said fuck it and just used it while it was still in there#(I’d checked at 2. saw it was there. didn’t use it. came back at 5 it was still there so like a reasonable amount of time to get it)#so I fucked around as normal but like I started getting freaked by the possibility of it listening (it probs wasn’t)#so I left but like bro how do you forget it twice why are you taking it off#I gave it to the help desk people which I think was the right thing to do but also Dude think how easily I could’ve stolen it please keep it#no longer dying of the plague but I need to hang onto my t boy swag pleasepleaseplease let me keep at least some lower notes#I will accept not hitting a G2 again but like. a C3? even just a D3 like regularly? please? please? please? hello? you’re nothing#anyway I’m avoiding my work you guys should look up The Beach Boys and Charles Manson have a gander at that for fun#thanks to my lovely institution having a strike going on by mid Thursday I’m done for the week which means I get to indulge and boy shall I#love you 🫶 go slay 🫶 have great vagina 🫶 byeeee
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nnnnnnnnnnnothing like big big spider on my blinds (crawling on my blinds) at night (at night) big and crawling on my blinds (at night) and knowing i have to deal with it but it is big and crawling on my blinds (at night) and i dont want to break my blinds (at night) and i dont want to break my items sitting UNDER my blinds, but it is big and crawling on my blinds (at night) so i have to deal with it anyways
i. got it. with. a combination Chemical And Box attack. lskdjflskdjf my fabric spray was sitting on my desk (under my window) (where the spider was crawling on my blinds) (at night) and so. opportunistic.
i sprayed it. it fell. I Slammed It.
spider is dealt with. but i had to go into another room bc i was making the most deranged laughter out of nerves and adrenaline.
god im so bad at dealing with spiders.
#speculation nation#spiders ment/#bugs ment/#i just. covered it with a paper towel. it fell onto my sill thankfully lskdjflskdjf#i was so scared of it falling on my things#also just nearly gave myself another heart attack bc the paper towel is hanging off the edge just a tiny little bit and#its making a dark spot on the wall below the sill and my near sighted ass thought it was another spider for a moment#i have a bug killing box bc im nowhere near brave enough to even THINK about carrying bugs outside#i wanna. i would have a panic attack though probably if i tried.#so. bug killing box. it's a redbubble box i got some time ago with a poster in it. a perfect rectangle shape.#so i kept it for cases such as this. it is its only purpose. i love my bug killing box.#anywys now that ive nearly had a panic attack tonight it's time for me to continue editing!#ykno ive been like 'hm i dont Think i have any phobias' but i think. this probably counts as a phobia.#LISTEN I LOVE SPIDERS THEYRE SO SO COOL AND I WANT THEM TO LIVE HAPPY LIVES#but as soon as theyre in My Space. all bets are off.#especially big ones. ive managed to let lil ones live so long as they stay in their corner. but big ones Can Not Stay.#unfortunately i live in a partial basement unit. there are many spiders around during the summer. this is my personal hell.#but. it's. fine. i dealt with it. i Dealt with it. im fine. (im still dealing with the adrenaline lmfao)#anyways back to editing
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