#thank you to my friends (and family but they're not here :P) for helping me work out what on earth i am meant to be doing. i am LEARNING!
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also i'm soooo brave guess who got a credit card and has actually used it to make a purchase, very beautiful very powerful đȘ
#guys will spend their 'formative' years being so ill in various ways and not learning to do ~responsible adult~ stuff#and then face the consequences by getting refused credit as a late 20s year old because they were too sick to be building a credit historyâ#now i am learning how to Do That as a disabled and unemployed person. spoilers the world does not want you to it seems!#thank you to my friends (and family but they're not here :P) for helping me work out what on earth i am meant to be doing. i am LEARNING!#wish it felt like society as a whole wanted disabled people who can't work to be able to like. exist like other people and be#allowed to do stuff but despite the issues (systemic ableism etc i guess) we are doing it anyway!#this 'basic' thing is a cause for great celebration to me :P and so so scary. BUT gotta do it anyway! disabled people are allowed futures!#YIPPEE
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reluctant cupid | lando norris social media au
pairing: lando norris x fem bff!reader
you could set your bestie up with a driver or you could confess your feelings? lando norris is dumb.
based on this request: Could you write something about being best friends with lando and he tries to help set you up with another driver you have a crush on, but then he realises he actually likes you so he has to sabotage all the wingmanning heâs done and you end up together Idk if that makes sense đđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ -@mbappesleftthigh
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yourusername: someone please save me from the grips of hinge and this oh so lonesome life
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user1: girl knows the whole f1 paddock and looks like that and is still alone there is NO HOPE for me
user2: this post might have thrown me over the edge
landonorris: "i'm so lonely" "why don't you approach that guy" "no too scary"
user3: that's so real though
yourusername: thank you!
landonorris: how do you expect to find a boyfriend when you don't like to talk to anyone and treat hinge like a gameshow
yourusername: i didn't come here for actual advice let me commiserate in peace. god, can women have anything these days?
landonorris: ???
yourusername: oh! idea! pretty please set me up with one of your friends? they have to be great otherwise you wouldn't be friends with them, right? RIGHT?
landonorris: i guess...
yourusername: please lando, i've never asked for anything before
landonorris: i can feel you pouting through the phone
yourusername: so you'll consider ?
landonorris: fine...
user4: bro either gotta admit his feelings now or be condemned to be in the plot of a weird romantic comedy
user5: i personally don't think i can wait until the third act break up with this side character LANDO ACT NOW
oscarpiastri: you'd really trust lando's judgement?
yourusername: he's friends with me, he's got good taste?
oscarpiastri: touche
maxverstappen1: whatever you really wanna say oscar, you gotta keep it in, these idiots will figure it out eventually
yourusername: ???
landonorris: ???
user6: the grid are so done with their asses i can't đ
user7: but what if the universe doesn't intervene and lando really has just lost the girl forever?
user8: bestie we can't be thinking like this
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landonorris: being back home means being bothered by her (and whatever is her newest hyperfixation - it's sylvanian families this month if you couldn't tell)
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user9: i am so sorry but they are so in love
user10: it's cute in the movies, but these blind bitches are starting to piss me off
yourusername: THEY CAN HEAR YOU, BE A BETTER DAD
landonorris: they're not my children
yourusername: you take that back right now, you LOVE them
landonorris: you spent my money on them yes
yourusername: that's fatherhood, buddy. buckle up
user11: whoever he sets her up (if he's still dumb enough to do that) is gonna be the biggest third wheel in history
user12: who would willingly sign up for that
user13: me. i would. i have two working eyes and have seen y/n
maxverstappen1: who are these funky little critters and how can i procure some for p?
yourusername: finally a man with sense, literally any grocery store or toy store
maxverstappen1: perf
yourusername: if lando stops being mr. grumpy i'll ask him if i can come to a race and p and i can play animal families
landonorris: i am NOT mr. grumpy
maxverstappen1: you kinda are dude. is it the set-up is it stressing you out?
landonorris: nO
yourusername: then why are you putting it off !!! lando i might die from terminal yearning !!!
landonorris: i have an interested candidate
yourusername: really? do you think they'll actually like me? like this isn't a pity date right?
landonorris: nope!
user14: lando is typing through tears as we speak
user15: if y/n does go on a date with someone from the paddock i actually hope it goes well, as one lonely girl to another, it's tough out here we need one win
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f1wagupdates: turns out lando is a bit of a cupid as his childhood friend y/n y/ln was spotted out and about with carlos sainz.
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user20: HE ACTUALLY DID IT
user21: that moment when you're so down bad for a girl that you set her up with your best friend
user22: that moment when you're such a wimp you can't admit your feelings and set up the girl you like with a literal GREEK GOD
user23: i am so bamboozled by this move he literally looked like a kicked puppy on his stream bro this is your doing đ
user24: she's a lover girl she's going to get her heart broken :(
user25: this has mess written all over it
user26: she's literally described herself as a terminal yearner i feel like she'll throw herself in and will get hurt
user27: UNLESS! this is all part of the plan? what if lando set her up with a messy guy like carlos so he can be the shoulder to cry on and that's how he slides in?
user28: that's very convoluted, very rom-com but i'll take it if it means we get lando and y/n together in the end
user29: i know this probably won't last long but can we all appreciate how hot this couple is?
user30: lando and y/n runs rings round y/n and carlos
user31: lol lando is a bad friend for setting her up with CARLOS him and charles are THEE red flags
user32: i hope y/n is prepared
user33: also lando hasn't thought it fully out if his plan is to be the shoulder to cry on because he's just opening her up to be called a homie hopper or a paddock bunny
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carlossainz55: productive weekend with my girl
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user34: well that's not y/n
user35: that finished faster than i expected
user36: lando DO NOT quit your day job
landonorris: call me bro
carlossainz55: si, cabron
user37: i don't think they'll be cabrons after this call
user38: maybe this is all just going to plan?
user39: yall gotta give up this conspiracy theory maybe these people are just as dumb and mean as they seem to be
user40: soooooo... what did we all do this weeekend?
user41: i broke a girl's heart @carlossainz55 twins đŻââïž
user42: AHHHH???
maxverstappen1: oh that's not-
yourusername: you're so chronically online :(
maxverstappen1: you're alive?
yourusername: yes. coming at you live from the bed i'm currently rotting in
maxverstappen1: not going to say i didn't warn you?
carlossainz55: really? in my own comment section?
yourusername: one second, we're having a conversation here
maxverstappen1: yeah carlos, gosh.
carlossainz55: i'm so confused
user43: okay power move to just start a conversation in his comments?
user44: the power of confusion is simply unmatched
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yourusername: certified boy hater
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user45: a ferrari boy will do that to you
landonorris: feeling hashtag victimised rn
yourusername: obviously doesn't include you girlypop. but you seriously need to reevaluate your judgement
landonorris: carlos is attractive?
yourusername: he ghosted me?
carlossainz55: i am right here
yourusername: blocked.
landonorris: did you actually just block him?
yourusername: yes đ !
landonorris: god this is a nightmare
yourusername: not if you'd take a GOD DAMN HINT
landonorris: WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?
user46: yall this is a public instagram comment section
user47: don't say that, this is their argument in the rain moment
user48: lemme grab the popcorn đż
maxverstappen1: this better not include the real number one girlypop here
yourusername: of course not pookie
oscarpiastri: you gonna continue the lil spat above this?
yourusername: no?
oscarpiastri: well some people (max and i) would like to listen so please continue
yourusername: no, i don't think i will
oscarpiastri: GOD YOU PEOPLE ARE INSUFFERABLE
maxverstappen1: what oscar said
user49: oscar and max are so real
user50: they can't leave us on this cliff hanger
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landonorris: some snaps from '23
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user51: have we just been thirst trapped?
user52: i don't think it was intended for us
user53: this has "i am hotter than carlos sainz" written all over it
yourusername: posting tits on main, brave.
landonorris: i came second in singapore.
yourusername: sureeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. modesty, ever heard of it lan?
landonorris: slutshaming isn't cute y/n
yourusername: you kinda have to pull to be a slut lan. you are under qualified for the position
landonorris: if you keep being mean to me i will call your mum or my mum.
yourusername: try it. i see cisca more than you, i have faith in her
landonorris: the line is busy. are you on the phone to MY mum right now?
yourusername: maybe.
user54: we're so close to them getting their heads out of their asses
user55: don't get my hopes up
danielricciardo: i hope this works lol
landonorris: you don't think i'm sexy?
danielricciardo: it doesn't matter what i think
landonorris: i'm not sexy :(
danielricciardo: you're baiting me but yes, you are sexy.
user56: i'll fight anyone who made this man believe he's not beautiful
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user57: I SAW THAT đž
user58: someone just lock them in a cupboard at this point
oscarpiastri: noted.
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yourusername: yeah, yeah. you can stop yelling at us now.
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user61: LET'S FUCKING GO
user62: it was worth all that yelling. i expect an invite to the wedding now.
user63: wedding? girly they only just realised their feelings after a DECADE
maxverstappen1: it was about fucking time
yourusername: okay miss ma'am. some people are EMOTIONALLY VULNERABLE AND NOT VERY GOOD AT PROCESSING THEM
maxverstappen1: you must've been emotionally constipated because this was painful
yourusername: it was painful for me too
maxverstappen1: so painful that you dated CARLOS
yourusername: one date! ONE!
maxverstappen1: carlos said can you unblock him so he can be mean to me?
yourusername: fine.
carlossainz55: STOP MAKING ME LOOK LIKE A BAD PERSON. YES I AM NOT THE BEST AT RELATIONSHIPS BUT LEAVE ME BE
maxverstappen1: lol
yourusername: lol
user64: unblocking carlos to hit him with the lol max and y/n might be more iconic than lando and y/n
landonorris: not on our relationship announcement post đ€š
user65: OOP.
landonorris: i love you doofus
yourusername: i love you too muppet
landonorris: how much was the betting pool for your family?
yourusername: it got to over ÂŁ300
landonorris: ours was ÂŁ750
yourusername: are we dumb?
landonorris: no!
oscarpiastri: two dumbass girls saying 'yass' to each other
yourusername: LEAVE US BE
landonorris: oscar :(
user66: not their own families betting on when they'd get together đ
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landonorris: first win, hopefully not my only one.
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user67: MY BABIES
user68: i feel like i've been on this journey with them
oscarpiastri: thank god you guys got your shit together, i was THIS close to jumping out the nearest window if i had to watch lando mope around like a kicked puppy when y/n had the lil thing with carlos
user69: so it wasn't some grand plan?
oscarpiastri: no he's just dumb enough to actually set up his first love with his best friend
landonorris: OSCAR!
oscarpiastri: am i wrong?
landonorris: no... but! i got there in the end
oscarpiastri: good thing you're faster on track
user70: the grid being just as done with them as us is killing me
maxfewtrell: finally this unnecessarily long and overly convoluted saga has come to and end, lets never do this again!
landonorris: i'm locked in for life bro no worries
yourusername: awwwwwwwwwwwwww i love you too bubs
maxfewtrell: stop being sappy under my comment
yourusername: you just complained we didn't sort out our shit fast enough and now we're too sappy?
landonorris: STICK TO A STORY BOZO
maxfewtrell: now you're even more ride or die... can we go back?
yourusername: nope!
landonorris: nope!
maxverstappen1: i for one am very happy for you both
yourusername: thank you max !!
landonorris: not so fast, he had the biggest bet on us in the paddock
yourusername: get that bag sis
landonorris: ???
yourusername: we can't fight it anymore, let them have their jokes, we actually have each other now :)
landonorris: yes we do :) xx
user71: golly gosh this is so fucking cute
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episode eight: the upside down
You know you shouldnât, but you laugh. Honestly, after everything youâve been through tonight with Steve, how can he possibly think the two of you arenât friends? âWhy are you laughing?â Steve mumbles, confused. âSorry,â you wheeze out, still uncontrollably laughing. âItâs justâI mean, dude! We almost died together, of course weâre friends now!â âWe are?â He looks like a little kid on Christmas day being given the gift heâs always wanted. Your heart warms. âYes, idiot.â
summary: drinking game time ! take a shot every time jonathan tries ditching you or every time you almost die at the byers house, you find out that steve really is an athlete and tbh it's hot, but you know what's even hotter ? saving hawkins and reaching a tentative compromise with steve after he loans you $5 for snacks. after, jonathan makes a promise you really hope he can keep.
rating: general, cursing and slight scary violence
warnings: violence, use of fire and weapons, guns, use of fem!reader and use of y/n, slight mentions of blood and death
words: 13.7k
before you swing in: the final chapter ,,, my heart </3 please enjoy my child, i put so much into this chapter. action scenes scare me, they're hard and i'm weak, so i hope this lives up to everything you guys wanted n more ;) i cannot believe we're at the end (but i do have another chapter planned that's set in season 1, so shhhh). thank you so so so much for all your support. i never thought this silly lil fic would get that much attention, but i'm insanely flattered and grateful for each and every one of y'all. i'm so proud of what i've created and you guys are my beloveds ,,, anyways, enjoy !!!
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You almost miss Jonathan and Nancy sneaking off.Â
You had been explaining a comic book that had been in your bag to El when you noticed a shift in your periphery. Turning your head, you see Jonathan stand, offer Nancy his hand to help her up, and then walk towards the main doors together.Â
What the fuck.Â
âThey wouldnât dareâŠâ You excuse yourself and run out the gym and into the hallway to follow them, absolutely furious. Youâre so sick of their bullshit, of Jonathanâs bullshit and putting Nancy first. This isnât even a petty jealousy thing, this is about the years of friendship between the two of you that has just suddenly disappeared within a damn week all due to circumstances completely out of your control.Â
The slam of the main door is the only warning Jonathan gets before youâre yanking him by his coat and flinging him back, forcing him to look at you. âWhere the fuck do you think youâre going?â
Youâve never, ever yelled at him like this before. Not even earlier this week when heâd given you that bullshit apology after screaming at you for being in his room, for saying the two of you werenât family. You didnât yell at him for hiding Nancyâs pictures from you, for going off without you to find the monster. Despite everything, youâve never been this cruel to him, even if he may have deserved it at times.
Jonathanâs wide eyes stare down at your hand thatâs still clutched around his coat, frightened. âBug, we were justââ
âJust what? Sneaking off without me?â
âItâs not like that, Y/N.â Nancy now steps in, her hands held up as if youâre some rabid dog she wants to calm down. âWe just figured weâd help Joyce and Hopper.â
ââWeâ? Are you fucking kidding me? You two talked about this, had an entire conversation, and still somehow came to the conclusion that ditching me was a great fucking idea?â You scoff, deeply hurt by the fact that the two of them had an entire conversation without thinking to include you in it.Â
âBug, can we talk about this one on one?â Jonathan asks, his voice lowered. You can see the genuine upset in his eyes and for a moment your grip on him lessens, but then you see Nancy behind him and your anger only returns.Â
âNo, we can discuss this right here.âÂ
He sighs and tries to grab the hand not clutching his coat, but you slap it away. âBugââ
âYouâve lost that privilege.âÂ
âBugâI mean, Y/N,â His voice falters. âLook, my mom and Hopper are out there right now trying to find Will while that monster is still out. Nance and I⊠We want to finish what we started.âÂ
âWithout me?â You donât mean for it to happen, but your voice catches at the end.
Jonathanâs gaze softens and this time he succeeds in grabbing your hand. You let go of him and allow him to pull you in, weak against him as always. âIâm doing this to protect them, to protect you, Y/N. Iâm always trying to protect you. You know that, right?â
You used to think that you did, but now? Youâre not so sure, and it terrifies you.Â
Nancy has stepped away from the conversation, now kicking at rocks while youâre with Jonathan, and you canât help but think about how wrong all of this feels.Â
Throughout this entire week itâs felt like someone has given you a photo of Jonathan, smeared its lines and edges, removed his moles and his crooked smile and made it neater, altered so that if you squint you can see the boy you grew up with underneath it all⊠But itâs fuzzy, almost too unclear to really see.Â
Now heâs standing in front of you, his smile once more crooked and cunning and his moles faded underneath the moonlight and for a second you can see him. There he is, clear and untouched and him in a way thatâs never quite been yours.
âI know,â you tell him. âBut how many more times do you expect me to forgive you for lying and ditching me? If you want to protect me, you need to talk to me.â
Jonathan winces. âI know, I know it sounds stupid and I know Iâve fucked up more than enough this week, I just get caught up in wanting to make sure youâre safe. Itâd kill me if I let anything happen to you⊠I just, I canât lose you, bug.â
âSo pushing me away is your grand plan of keeping me?â
âIâve always been an idiot.â He manages a smile, and you canât help but laugh.Â
âThatâs true, but if you attempt to ditch me one more time I swear to god Iâll pour tar all over your car.â
The boy laughs and for a brief moment everything feels okay again, but it doesnât last very long. âIn our defense, we figured youâd be better off with the kids since youâre not really a fighter, ya know?âÂ
You drop his hand. âExcuse me?âÂ
Jonathanâs smile is gone. âWhat?â
âIâm not really a fighter? Youâre kidding, right?â
âHey, no I didnât mean it like thatââ Jonathan fumbles over his words, clearly taken aback by your sudden mood change.Â
You step away from him. âHow many times did I defend you against Lonnie? Better yet, remind me how we became friends in the first place. Wasnât it because I threw milk at a bunch of idiots bullying you? Huh?â
âY/Nââ
âGod, I canât believe I almost let you get away with it again! I mean, do you even hear the bullshit that comes out of your mouth?â You deepen your voice, now doing a poor impersonation of him. ââHey, bug! You know I love you, right? Cool! Now, Iâm gonna go do fuck all and ignore you and ditch you and then somehow turn it into me being a good guy because duh! I can never do any wrong!ââ
âPlease, justââ
âDid I get it right? It was a pretty good impersonation in my opinion. I mean, I am the one who has had to deal with this shit all fucking week. I think I'm an expert on this topic now.âÂ
Jonathan looks pained but you donât fucking care anymore. Youâve reached your limit, youâre sick and tired of being treated like some delicate creature thatâs incapable of taking care of itself. You literally slapped Tommy Hagan this afternoon in order to help Jonathan, yet here he is basically calling you weak.Â
And yet Nancy is the fighter. Sheâs the one who gets to go along on the adventure while youâre sidelined because for some damn reason youâre always the second option. Never taking matters into your own hands, always the one left behind to clean up the mess and take care of those also discarded.Â
Youâre sick of it.Â
You step closer to Jonathan again, so that youâre nose to nose, and whisper, âIâm tired of never being good enough.âÂ
And with that, you reach into his coat and snatch up his keys, a game youâve always played with him but now has turned into a bitter taste in your mouth, and run back into the gym. Someone has to inform the kids of the plan, make sure theyâll be okay on their own.Â
Dustin sees you approach and smiles, but when he notices the angry pace in your steps, he frowns. âUh oh.â
âYeah, uh oh.âÂ
âJonathan again?â
You nod, still too angry to trust your words. âYeah.âÂ
He notices the keys in your hand. âWhere are you going?â
Mike and Lucas look over now, curious as to whatâs happening.Â
You sigh. âIâm going with Nancy and Jonathan to the Byers house, weâre going to kill the monster.âÂ
âWhy the hell are you going?â Dustin exclaims while Mike shoutes âsick!â and Lucas mumbles âgreat, alone againâ. El remains quiet, still resting.Â
You flick your brotherâs hat. âI have to, Dustin.â
âFor Jonathan?â He shakes his head. âI like him, but arenât you mad at him right now?â
âIs it just me, or is she always mad at him these days?â Mike whispers over to Lucas, who simply shrugs.Â
âGirls, man.âÂ
You ignore them and focus on Dustin. âIt doesnât matter. He needs my help, and no one in the party gets left behind. Remember?â
âY/Nââ
âI love you,â you kiss the top of his head. âI promise Iâll be safe, just be careful, okay? Iâm putting you in charge, so donât let me down. If everything goes according to plan, Iâll see you in a few hours tops!â
Dustin tries to argue some more, but you quickly run back outside before he can get another word in. You feel horrible leaving him behind, but you know this is the right decision. If you can kill the monster, thereâs less of a chance of the kids or Joyce and Hopper getting hurt. Jonathan and Nancy may be fine on their own, but thereâs always power in numbers and theyâll need all the help they can get.Â
You just⊠you have to help. You know this is what youâre supposed to be doing, even if it pains you to do so. Dustin and the kids are smart; as long as they stay at the school, theyâll be fine.Â
In theory, that is.
Nancy and Jonathan are waiting for you outside. You push past them and march towards Jonathanâs care; they awkwardly follow after you. You unlock it, throw yourself into the backseat, and promptly dig through your backpack to make sure you have everything.Â
The two teens get in a few minutes after you. Not one word is spoken as Jonathan starts the car and the three of you drive off, leaving Hawkins Middle behind.Â
âÂ
You thought the car ride with Nancy and Jonathan from the funeral home had been tense, but this one? Downright painful.Â
Jonathan has a tight grip on the steering wheel and keeps trying to catch your eye through the rearview mirror but you avoid his gaze. Youâve spent the last five minutes arranging and rearranging your backpack to give you something to do while Nancy has tried three times to make conversation to make this car ride bearable.Â
âEl seems nice.âÂ
âYou said four words to her, Nancy.â You retort, switching open your switchblade once more to watch the moonlight dance off of its blades.Â
âRight.âÂ
Nancy shifts uncomfortably in the passenger seat. You know she realizes sheâs once again upset the balance in your relationship with Jonathan. It was only an hour ago that she tried getting you to admit your feelings for him before convincing the boy to up and leave you. Sure, Jonathan made his own decision in the end, but damn. She couldâve at least pretended to want you around.Â
She notices your knives and tries to spark conversation again. âI love the color of the handle, itâs beautiful.âÂ
âThanks,â you switch the blades closed and sit up in your seat. âAnyways, you geniuses have a plan or were you just counting on ditching me and winging it from there?â
âY/Nââ
âNo, Nancy. I insist, letâs talk about a plan. Weâre here to kill a monster, right?â
She closes her mouth and frowns, turning to Jonathan for help, but heâs no use. Heâs busy tapping his fingers against the wheel and praying that the world will just swallow him up whole. Too bad for him youâre a stubborn pain in the ass and would simply pluck him back up so you can torture him some more.Â
Nancy sighs. âWell, Jonathan and I were thinking we use the supplies we got earlier and lure the monster to his place, then we kill it.âÂ
âAwesome plan, guys!â You say, your voice dripping with sickly sweetness that leaves them both feeling even more uncomfortable. âBut may I suggest some actual details or shall we just bank off of this wonderfully dull and vague plan?âÂ
âSure, Y/N. Tell us what you had in mind.â Nancy rubs her face tiredly, knowing she deserves this.Â
âGreat! Iâm assuming weâre luring the monster with blood?â They nod at you, so you continue. âOkay, so before we lure it I think we should completely booby-trap Jonathanâs house. Nail the bear trap down onto the floor, make sure the floor is cleared of anything that could trip us up. Then, once weâve got the house secured, we knick ourselves to draw some blood and pray to whatever god is up there that we can kill the thing.âÂ
You pause for a moment, remembering how all the Christmas lights had been unscrewed by Joyce earlier. âThe lights, we need to fix them. The monster communicates through the lights so if we have them, then we can track it.â
âThat all sounds great, bug.â Jonathan finally speaks up, ass kissing.Â
âThanks, pal. Still donât have the bug privilege back, but Iâm sure you simply forgot.âÂ
He gulps, once more going back to being silent as he drives you and Nancy to his house.Â
Nancy again tries to diffuse the tension. âHow do we even kill the monster though? I mean, will my bullets be enough?â
âI have this idea, but itâs⊠well, itâs out there.â You bite your lip, now feeling your cocky demeanor slipping. âIf we can safely set fire to it, I think thatâs our best bet.â
âFire?â Jonathan exclaims, but Nancy shushes him.Â
âI think youâre right.âÂ
âY/N, I know youâre mad at me but do we really have to set fire to my houseââ
Now itâs your turn to shush Jonathan. âThis isnât about that. I wouldnât burn your house down, I already told you Iâd just pour tar on your car whenever I get the chance. For now, I really do think the best thing to do is burn the monster alive. In every horror movie and book, fire always gets the job done.âÂ
Despite herself, Nancy lets out a soft chuckle as Jonathan parks the car, now at his house. âSheâs right, Jonathan. And who burns down houses these days? Tar really is the best form of revenge.âÂ
âIâm flattered, Wheeler. At the rate youâre going, youâll be off my shitlist in no time.â You tell her, patting her on the shoulder before getting out of the car. You quickly open up the trunk and gather the monster hunting supplies while Jonathan and Nancy take their time getting out.Â
You let yourself into the Byers home using your own key to the place. Itâs been nestled in between the key to your house and the spare key to Jonathanâs car on your keychain for a few years now.Â
The first thing you get started on are the lights. Thereâs hundreds of them to get through, but you drop your supplies and begin screwing them in one by one. Nancy and Jonathan come in soon after and silently begin to help.Â
No conversation is made besides the necessary comments about the prep work. Youâre all too focused on the possibility of what could happen next; the danger of the situation has finally set in. After the lights have all been fixed, you instruct Jonathan to begin nailing the bear trap down while you and Nancy discuss where to pour the gasoline. You both agree to make a path from the living room to Willâs room.Â
As Nancy pours the gasoline, you follow behind her and pick up any flammables. You weren't lying to Jonathan earlier, you really donât want to burn his house down. While the house is wrecked, itâs still a home despite everything thatâs happened in it. You practically grew up within its walls, youâd do anything to keep it as protected as possible.Â
When youâre done, you watch Nancy load her gun. A shiver runs down our spine; she looks at ease with it, which you figure should be reassuring, but the gravity of everything leaves you feeling on edge. You leave her alone and walk into the kitchen where Jonathan is, now hammering a ton of nails into his bat.Â
You begin to sharpen your blades next to him, still finding that you only feel secure by his side. The rhythmic sound of his hammering calms you, in a sense. It serves as a distraction. You know you insisted on coming, you donât regret it and you know youâre stronger than everyone seems to give you credit for, but youâre also terrified. This isnât just some adventure in the woods; this could kill the ones you love dearly.Â
Once youâre both done preparing your weapons, the two of you walk to Willâs room and rig up a simple snare. Jonathan grabs a yo-yo and you pull up a chair to set it on. The idea is that when the string gets pulled, itâll alert you that the monster has sprung the bear trap. Itâs not the most efficient warning system, but itâll have to do.Â
The last thing to do is set the bear trap, which takes all three of you to achieve. Jonathan and Nancy hold down the edges with their body weight and you very carefully set the trap with your hand. You shake a bit as you do so, but you force your nerves down. You remind yourself that Jonathan thinks youâre too weak, too cowardly, you have to prove him wrong.Â
When the bear trap clicks into place, you let out a harsh exhale and sink against the wall, your heart still pounding. Jonathan and Nancy copy you and the three of you sit in silence. Youâre still shaking a bit, and Jonathan is next to you just as tense, but for the first time since youâve met him you canât reach out to grab his hand to steady yourself. Heâs too far, both literally and figuratively. Even with him next to you, you couldnât be more far apart.Â
In the back of your mind, you hope the kids are alright. Hopefully theyâre having a better night than you currently are.Â
âCâmon,â you say after a few minutes, getting up to walk over to the living room. âWeâve done all we can, now we just have to draw some blood and be the prettiest bait in Hawkins.â
âÂ
Nancy and Jonathan decide to cut the palm of their hands, but you respectfully would rather die than have a matching scar with them. The idea makes you so uncomfortable you visibly cringe when Jonathan tells you the idea. âYeah, no thanks. I think Iâll find somewhere else to cut.âÂ
He looks hurt by what youâve said but doesnât voice it. Instead, the three of you stand in the living room in a triangle facing each other and he begins reciting the plan. âRememberâŠâ
Nancy goes first. âStraight into Willâs room andââÂ
âDonât step on the trap.â You finish.
Jonathan nods. âAnd then?â
âWait for the yo-yo to move.â The girl says.Â
âThenâŠâ Jonathan flicks the lighter on.
You whistle low. âLet there be lightâŠâÂ
âRight. Light.â The boy nods again. âAlright, we ready?â
âReady.â
âScar time.âÂ
Jonathan and Nancy bring their hands up and place their knives flat against their palms. You roll up your sleeve and place your own knife against the upper part of your arm, just below your shoulder, and take a deep breath.Â
âOn three,â Jonathan says. He begins counting and you all canât seem to stop shaking. He senses your unease and looks up at you and Nancy. âYou guys donât have to do this.â
Nancy glares at him, her own voice shaky. âJonathan, stop talking.â
You nod. âYeah, what she said.â
Jonathan tries to argue, but Nancy squeezes her eyes shut and yells, âThree!â
You close your own eyes and slice at your arm, the pain immediate. You gasp out, never having been good with pain, but you know you have to do this for Will. The blood trails down your arm, dripping from your elbow onto the ground, and you watch as blood from Jonathanâs and Nancyâs own cuts falls onto the ground too.Â
Well, at least itâll be an easy scar to hide compared to theirs.Â
âFuck, that stings.â You say to break the silence, and Nancy nods her head in agreement.Â
âNot the most pleasant feeling.âÂ
Jonathan guides the two of you over to the couch and grabs the first aid kit that you had prepared on the coffee table. He sits in the middle, leaving room for both you and Nancy on each side of him, but youâre still pissed at him and opt to sit on the floor in front of the couch.
Nancy begins to patch up his wound, and it takes everything within you not to reach over and help him yourself. It feels unnatural to watch someone else taking care of him, but the space between you still feels too vast to cross.Â
You patch up your own cut while the two of them talk quietly. You wind a bandage tight around your arm, ensuring you wonât bleed through, and Jonathan watches above you with guilt in his eyes. Nancy is trying to reassure him that everything will be okay, but as he watches you struggle to tie the bandage he wonders if heâs fucked up more than just your friendship.
âBug, let me help with that.â He leans down and ties your bandage before you can stop him.Â
You glare at him, still having not said anything to Jonathan besides what was needed for preparation. Nancy distracts herself by cleaning up around his cut and your stomach twists into knots. This is all so miserable.Â
âY/N, I know youâre upset with me and you can go whenever. I wonât blame you, youâve done enough for me.â Jonathan says, trying to catch your eye.Â
You turn away and inspect your bandage, still reeling over the fact that he tied it for you. âIâm here for Will, and only Will.â
âY/NâŠâ Thereâs a hurt in his voice that almost makes you turn around to throw your arms around his neck and whisper a million apologies to him. To tell him everything, that you love him and that youâd do anything for him and thatâs why youâre so terrified of how you feel. You know youâd burn yourself up if it meant heâd be taken care of, if it meant he was safe and happy and far away from anything that could harm him. You know youâd use up everything within you to love him.Â
Instead, you remain silent.
After getting no response from you, Jonathan clears his throat and begins to say something about how the lights will serve as an alarm for the monster, trying to pretend that everything is okay, but heâs cut off by a sudden pounding on the door.
You all jump and your fingers tighten around your switchblade, ready to open it. As your heart pounds you think of all the possible ways the plan could go wrong. When youâre on possibility number twelve, a voice calls through the door.Â
âJonathan?â
âIs that⊠Steve?â You say out loud, in complete disbelief.Â
Steve continues to pound on the door. âAre you there, man? Itâs⊠Itâs Steve! Listen, I just wanna talk!â
Youâre the first to react, standing up to run over to the door. You fling it open and step outside, making sure Steve wonât be able to see inside the house. When he sees you, he stumbles back a bit. âHenderson?â
His face is still bleeding from earlier and his hair is a mess, and yet thereâs a softness to him that you havenât seen before with him. âSteve, now isnât really a good time.â
âCan I just talk to Jonathan real quick? I just⊠I want to apologize about what happened earlier, see if we can maybeââ His eyes land on your bandaged arm. You curse and roll down your sleeve, feeling like an idiot for forgetting to hide the wound before going outside.Â
Steve reaches out to touch it, a hint of worry on his face and his voice is now full of concern. âHey, are you okay?â
You shiver at his touch, itâs gentle as he skims along the bandage and inspects it for any other problems. You pull away, now hiding the wound. âItâs nothing, but you should really go.â
âI want to help you, Y/N. Do you need me to get you anything?â His face is so full of worry for you that it makes you ache. Then a thought occurs to him. âWait, whereâs Byers? Why isnât he here to help you?â
Youâre about to make up a lie, but Nancy flings the door open. âSteve, listen to me.â
He looks between the two of you in complete shock. âOkay, whatââ
âYou need to leave.â Nancy orders.
Steve looks at you. âIâm not trying to start anything, okay?â
âI know, butââ You get cut off by Nancy.
âI donât care about that. You need to leave.â
Steve begins to plead with the girl and you step away a bit, not wanting to intrude. You feel bad for him, he looks so beat down by whatâs happened today and you suppose that you canât really blame him. After spending maybe a total of ten hours with Nancy and Jonathan, you also have come close to losing your mind.Â
If you were with Jonathan, if you truly had him, youâd react the same as Steve. Begging for the girl he loves to listen to him, to give him another chance with the promise of him changing.Â
âI just want to make things right.â Steve says, impressing you with his vulnerability. Heâs openly admitting to his mistakes and taking accountability mere hours after the situation has occurred, leaving you both in awe of him and also saddened for him. He loves Nancy more than anything, you can hear it in his voice.Â
He deserves better.Â
As youâre thinking this, you see his eyes flicker down towards Nancyâs bandaged hand and his brows furrow. âWhat happened to your hand? Is that blood?â His eyes now flicker over to you again. âWhy are you both hurt?â
âWeâre clumsy?â You say as Nancy yanks her hand away from Steve.
âIt was an accident.â She agrees.Â
Steve looks between the two of you, now sensing that something else is wrong. âWhatâs going on?âÂ
âNothing!â Nancy insists, but something in Steveâs demeanor shifts.Â
âWait a second, did he do this to you? To Y/N?â His once soft voice is now filled with anger and you step in front of him.Â
âSteve, it wasnât Jonathan. You need to go, I promise Iâll explain everything laterââÂ
He grabs you by your side and gently moves you so that he can get past and shove through the door. Nancy yells at him to stop and tries to push him out, but sheâs useless against his strength. When he manages to break in, he stumbles inside and scans over the house.Â
âShit!â You follow after him, your brain running a million miles a second trying to figure out how to explain everything to him.Â
âWhat the fuck?â Steve mumbles, eyeing the bat with nails in it. âY/N, whatâs going on here?â
Heâs looking to you for reassurance and you guess he assumes that the two of you are allies in this Jonathan and Nancy situation. You really wish you could explain, but Jonathan has grabbed him by the shoulders and is trying to push him outside. The two stumble around for a few seconds and you just helplessly watch.Â
âSteve, thereâs no time to explain, please just listen to Jonathan and get out of here!â Youâre helping Jonathan now, trying to get Steve out the door and away from harmâs reach, but heâs still fighting back confused and lost as ever and you pity him.Â
You hear a click and turn around, gasping when you see Nancy holding her gun up to Steve. âWoah, what the fuck Nancy?â
âWhat! What is going on?â Steve yells, now more panicked than anything else.Â
While Jonathan has stepped away, you find yourself standing in front of Steve as if to somehow block the bullet. You canât let him get hurt, he doesnât have any part of this, he can still have a normal and happy life if he just leaves now. âNancy, put the fucking gun down, this isnât helping!â
Steve pleads with her as well and the two of you scream at the girl to just listen and not swing around loaded weapons, but Nancy remains firm in her stance. âYou have five seconds to get out of here. Iâm doing this for you.â
âBecause holding a gun to his head is any better than telling him the truth?â You exclaim, entirely over the situation.Â
As the four of you are arguing, the lights begin to flicker. Steve and Nancy donât seem to notice, but you do. You look at Jonathan and say your first real words to him in hours. âJonathanâŠâ
He hears you and he runs over to your side, grabbing your hand as the two of you stand shoulder to shoulder. You feel your heartbeat race and you can feel him shaking beside you. Heâs terrified, so are you, but his hand around yours manages to steady you.Â
âNancy!â Jonathan tries to get the girlâs attention, but sheâs too busy counting down to hear him.Â
He shouts at her again and the lights start to flicker more wildly and you draw your switchblade out, adrenaline coursing through you. Itâs time.Â
Jonathan yells once more and finally catches Nancyâs attention. âThe lights!â
She whips her head around and curses, Jonathan, still tightly holding your hand, tugs you along so that you follow him as he secures his weapons and grabs the bat. âItâs here.â
âWhatâs here?â Steve is flailing around, utterly lost.
You all ignore him and now stand back to back in a triangle. Nancy holds up her gun, Jonathan wields his bat, and you flick your wrist to bring out your knives. âWhere is it?â
âI donât know!âÂ
The lights flicker rapidly and you feel overwhelmed. They were supposed to serve as a guide towards the monster, but there's no possible way to see which direction itâll come from and for a fleeting moment you think youâve made a huge mistake.Â
Steve is still screaming, demanding answers, but youâre too busy scanning your surroundings to offer him some information. âHello? Will someone please explain to me what the hell is goingââ
The roof opens up, cutting Steve off, and you scream as the monster attempts to come down right above you. Jonathan shields you from the fallen debris and you cling onto him in utter fear. This isnât real. This cannot be happening.Â
Nancy begins to shoot at the thing while Jonathan guides you to safety. He brings you to the edge of the living room and holds your face in his hands, forcing you to really look at him for the first time all night. âListen to me, stay here while I get Nancy.â
He kisses your forehead and then leaves, rushing over to Nancy to pull her away and guide her towards Willâs room. Steve stands next to you, frozen, and it forces you back to reality. The plan, you have to stick to the plan.Â
You grab Steveâs hand and yank him so that he follows. The monster has dropped down now, a horrible creature on all fours that opens its gaping mouth to let out a horrible screech that you feel deep within your bones. This is what killed Barb.Â
The four of you run to Willâs room and you only just barely have enough time to warn Steve about the bear trap. You look over your shoulder and shout, âJump!â right as your ankle catches on its chains.Â
You fall. Hard.Â
Pain sears through your ankle and you try to get up, but any pressure on it sends flames through your entire body and you let out another scream. The monster catches up, looming over you, and you brace for your death. Thereâs no fucking way youâre getting out of this.Â
You squeeze your eyes as the monster stalks close to you, its ugly mouth open and ready to kill you. Jonathan is screaming at you to get up, but Nancy is holding him back from helping. Youâre relieved by this, knowing that someone has to be there for Will once this is all done. Heâll need his brother, and Nancy seems to understand this. You catch her eye and nod at her, sending a silent thank you.Â
âBug! No, let go of me! I have to help her, Nancy!â Jonathanâs voice becomes hoarse by how loud he screams, his voice breaking with fear and desperation.Â
Then, right before the monster lunges at you, you feel a familiar pair of arms slide underneath your legs and pick you up. âWhatââ
Steve Harrington has swooped in to save you, picking you up as if you weigh nothing, ever the athlete, and swiftly jumps over the bear trap while screaming his head off. âOh my god, oh my god, oh my god!â
Youâre so delirious from the pain in your ankle and the adrenaline pumping through your veins that you canât help but let a laugh escape you. No fucking way is any of this real. Steve Harrington is carrying you bridal style into Willâs bedroom with Jonathan and Nancy as witnesses.Â
What a life.Â
Once youâre both secured in the room, Steve sets you down gently right as Nancy yells at him to shut up. As soon as Steve lets go of you, Jonathan is at your side and pulls you into a crushing hug.Â
âBug.â He breathes out against your ear, relief heavy.Â
âIâm okay.â You tell him, threading your fingers through his hair. Heâs shaking harder than ever, and holding onto you as if heâs scared heâll lose you again. âIâm okay, bee.âÂ
He pulls away and his hands are all over you, checking everywhere for any other injuries. âDid it hurt you, are you bleeding? There should be a first aid kitââ
You grab his hands and kiss his knuckles, which seems to calm him down a bit. âIâm fine, just twisted my ankle. If you help me up, Iâm sure Iâll be able to stand again.âÂ
Jonathan quickly helps you to your feet and you lean against him for the extra support. While you put on a brave face for Jonathan, youâre terrified out of your fucking mind. You almost died. Jonathan is still holding your hand and heâs looking at you as if seeing you for the first time and you force yourself to look away. Itâs the same look from the field days ago, when you thought heâd kiss you.Â
You have to focus on whatâs at stake.
How the hell are you guys supposed to kill this thing?
The monster screeches, breaking the moment between you and Jonathan, and he flicks his lighter on and forces you to stand behind him. Nancy holds up her gun and you bring your knives closer to your face, Steve standing weaponless behind you.Â
You all wait, tense, for the monster. It stalks closer to the room, its awful growls alerting you of its proximity, but it doesnât appear.Â
âWhatâs it doing?â Nancy asks, frustrated.Â
âI donât know.â You respond, equally as frustrated and scared.Â
Another few agonizing seconds pass, and you stare at the yo-yo and hope that it remains still. Then, the lights stop flickering and it becomes quiet. All you can hear is your blood roaring in your ears.Â
Nancy looks around. âDo you hear anything?â
âNo,â Jonathan shakes his head, inching closer to the door.Â
âWait!â You tug at your still interlocked hands. You pick up his bat that had been thrown on the ground and hand it to him. âBe careful. Please.â
He gives your hand one last squeeze before letting go, accepting the bat.
As Jonathan pokes his head out to see if the monster is outside, Steve bends his head down and whispers in your ear, âRomantic.â
âShut. Up.â You hit him in the chest, fearfully watching your best friend to make sure he doesn't die. When he motions an all clear, Nancy follows him outside, then you, then Steve.Â
The house is silent and your heart sinks when you see that the bear trap has been left untouched. You realize with a horrible gut wrench that the monster is smarter than the three of you had anticipated.Â
So much for your plan, then.
âItâs smarter than we thought.âÂ
âYeah,â Jonathan agrees with dismay.Â
He stalks against the wall towards the living room and you all follow in a single file line. You do your best to stick close to the wall but you limp with every step. Your ankle is definitely out of commission for now. Great.Â
All of you are on edge, waiting for the other shoe to drop. It couldnât have been that easy, thereâs no possible way that the monster simply up and left. You enter the living room, which has gotten even more wrecked due the monster. The wallpaper has been torn off of some parts of the wall and you see papers scattered everywhere.Â
âShitâŠâ you mumble, kicking at a shredded wallpaper strip.Â
In the corner, Steve has started to hyperventilate and mumble to himself. âThis is crazy, this is so crazy, this is fucking crazy.âÂ
You limp over to him and grab his shoulders, making him face you. âSteve, hey. Itâs okay, Iâm here.â
âY/N, what the hell just happened?âÂ
âItâs⊠complicated. For now, can you trust me that everything will be okay?âÂ
âOf course I trust you, itâs justâŠâ He nods, his eyes softening. You lessen your hold on him and give him a smile, he seems to be calming down. Then, he looks around the room and seemingly remembers where he is. âThis is crazy!âÂ
Steve lunges for the phone on the wall and tries to call for help.Â
You stumble after him, the pain in your ankle slowing you down. âSteve, waitââ
Nancy gets to him first, grabbing the phone out of his hand and throwing it across the room. He looks at her, shocked. âWhat are you doing? Are you insane?â
âItâs going to come back!â Nancy yells at him, and you wince at the way she treats him. You know Steve will only listen to her, but she could at least be nicer about the whole situation. The three of you have had some time to process everything happening, Steve was thrown into the deep end.Â
âYou could be a little nicer,â you mumble, and Nancy sends you a glare. You raise your hands up in surrender. âSorry.âÂ
âSteve, you need to leave. Right now.â
He looks so overwhelmed and you give him a pitying look. He stares at you, reminiscent of the way he looked at you earlier in the alley, silently begging you to say something, anything, but again you can only shake your head at him. You wonât force him to stay, it wouldnât be fair.
âY/N, pleaseâŠâ He tries one more time to get you on his side, but you canât. Frustrated by your lack of response, Steve groans. âFuck it!âÂ
He runs out the door.Â
Youâll admit that youâre a bit disappointed, but you also understand. Who in their right mind would stay?Â
You and Nancy share a look before the lights begin to flicker again. Dread fills you. âFuckâŠâ
Jonathan is back by your side and he and Nancy again form a triangle with you, all your backs pressed together as you desperately try to locate the monster. You all stumble in a circle, searching for any sign of the thing, but thereâs nothing.Â
âWhere is it?â Nancy gasps out.
âJust fucking show yourself!â You shout, just wanting this all to be over with. Your body is drained from living in a state of fear for so long.Â
âCome on you son of a bitch!â Jonathan echoes your taunts.Â
Suddenly the lights turn off and youâre left alone in complete darkness. Faintly you can hear the monsterâs familiar growl approaching from behind you. The hair on the back of your neck stands up, the air stands still. Itâs back. Before you can react, it pounces on Jonathan.Â
âJonathan!â You scream alongside Nancy. Desperation takes over you and before you can even process whatâs happening, you ignore the pain in your ankle and jump onto its back, stabbing repeatedly at it.Â
Your blades only bounce off of its thick skin and the monster struggles to get you off. You hold on as tight as you can, shouting and kicking at it so that it canât hurt him, but then it opens its mouth and for a horrifying moment youâre afraid that Jonathan will die.
âNo!â You scream even louder than before and double down on your effort, stabbing and slashing as much as you possibly can to try and create some damage, but your arms are starting to ache and your ankle now feels like itâs on fire.Â
âNancy, its skin is too thick!â You sob out, nearing complete exhaustion. Then, just as youâre about to collapse from exhaustion, gunshots fill the room.Â
Nancy begins to shoot at the monster and with the help of your blades, the two of you manage to pierce its skin, but even then the damage is minimal. Itâs not enough, it wonât be enough. Tears stream down your face and the monster only gets closer to Jonathan, so you do the only thing you can think of: you crawl onto the top of its body and stab at its mouth.Â
The monster lets out a blood curdling scream and flings you off of its back. You go flying across the room and land against the wall with a groan. All the air has been knocked out of you and your ribs are definitely going to be bruised tomorrow. Every part of you aches, but you manage to lift your head up and blearily process the monster now approaching Nancy as she continues to shoot at it, but it remains unphased.Â
You crawl over to Jonathan, who is still laying on the ground. Heâs motionless, and you fight everything within you not to break down and sob. You have to keep going, he has to be alive. As you reach Jonathan and frantically check for a pulse, the monster has now cornered Nancy and her gun seems to be out of bullets.
Itâs over. You know it is.Â
Right as youâve accepted your fate, a screaming Steve Harrington wielding Jonathanâs bat once again manages to save the day.Â
He hits the monster with the bat, effectively saving Nancy and youâre so impressed with his batting skills that you almost find him attractive with how easily he hits and dodges the monster. However, you file those thoughts away for later and finally manage to wake Jonathan up. He startles with a gasp and you check over his chest, scared he may have gotten pierced by the monsterâs claws.Â
âIâm fine, we need to help.â
You help each other up and you have to lean heavily against him due to your ankle. You bull riding the monster has only made the sprain worse; youâre too afraid to look down and see the damage thatâs been done.Â
As the two of you hobble over to Nancy, Jonathan looks at you. âIs Harrington really here right now?â
âYes.â
âLovely.â
Steve manages to lure the monster closer and closer to the bear trap and you watch him in awe. Heâs quick footed and so sure of himself, the complete opposite of the boy from only ten minutes ago who had run out of the house screaming his head off. Now, Steve is swift with his hits and even twirls the bat in his hand to show off. The small act causes you to smile despite the horrible circumstances.Â
By the time you and Jonathan are up and recovered, Steve has successfully led the monster straight into the trap. It clamps around the monsterâs foot and it screeches, flailing around in the trap. Steve still has his bat held up, now frantically looking over to everyone else. âHeâs in the trap! Heâs stuck!â
âJonathan, now!â Nancy screams, motioning over at him to use his lighter.Â
Jonathan listens, using his free hand to flick the lighter on and then drops it onto the ground, right into the trail of gasoline. Immediately the monster goes up in flames, letting out horrible noises. You all shield your faces from the flames and Jonathan pulls you closer into him, still having yet to let go of you; you feel yourself sink into his side as you watch the monster wither away.
âBug, I have to get the fire extinguisher, do you think you can stand on your own?â Jonathan asks you, his voice soft but urgent.Â
You quickly nod and brace yourself for his departure. âYeah, go.âÂ
He lets go of you as gently as possible before running to grab the extinguisher. When he has it, he orders everyone to get back and then smothers the flames. It takes a couple seconds, but eventually the fire gets put out, leaving behind an awful stench that makes everyone cough and gag.Â
âHoly fuck,â you wheeze out, hunched over. âBurnt monster smells horrible.âÂ
âYeah, no kidding.â Steve coughs out.Â
Nancy covers her face with her jacket. âWhere did it go?â
âIt has to be dead.â Jonathan pants against the wall, looking like heâs three seconds away from passing out. âIt has to be.â
âIt fucking better be dead.â You mumble, hobbling closer to see what exactly was left behind. When you get closer and see the giant lump of melted skin all over the bear trap, you gag. âOh god. Yeah, okay. Itâs dead.â
Everyone sighs with relief.Â
Then, you notice a Christmas light above you flicker on. Your heart stops, terrified that the monster has somehow survived, but then a second one turns on, then a third, until a path seems to be guiding you towards the living room.Â
You all follow, cautious but curious, but these lights donât feel threatening. Thereâs an energy to them, a comforting one that leaves you breathless. When you get to the living room, tears form in your eyes, now understanding what this all is. You look at Jonathan, who also seems to be thinking what you are.Â
Itâs Joyce, you know it is.Â
âMom,â he breathes out.Â
You limp over to him and grab his hand. He turns to you, his eyes shining with an appreciation that he only ever has for you. He seems to be drinking you in, as if now realizing just how close the two of you came to dying tonight. Youâre doing the same, thankful that heâs alive and standing next to you despite everything. Thereâs so much the two of you want to say, but as always the words arenât needed. You understand each other perfectly, the balance between you centered once more.Â
You put your head on Jonathanâs shoulder and he brings his hand to your hair to softly stroke it. The two of you stand like that for a second, breathing each other in and enjoying the tenderness after such a miserable day, before you slowly break apart and follow the lights going outside.Â
The porch light flickers and Nancy stands next to you, watching it with uncertainty. âWhereâs it going?â
âI donât think itâs the monster.â Jonathan tells her.Â
âItâs Will.â You donât know how you know this, or what makes you feel so certain that youâre right, but somehow you know that you are. Somewhere deep within you, you feel the faint outline of hope flicker.Â
A new silence surrounds the four of you at your words, and for once thereâs hope between you all. Then, after a minute or so of silence, everyone begins to head back inside. Steve first, then Nancy, and finally Jonathan, leaving you alone with the crisp early winter air.
You take a deep breath, the cold air serving as a reminder that youâre alive. You let it fill your lungs until you canât breathe in anymore, then you release the air through an exhale and feel your body settle into its exhaustion. This is the first time youâve had a moment to yourself, so you let the exhaustion weigh upon you like a warm blanket.Â
Will is safe, you can feel it. Despite everything, heâs safe and alive. Jonathan is too, still your best friend regardless of all the unspoken words between the two of you. Dustin is at the school with the kids, away from danger. Everything is okay, itâll be okay.Â
You let the moment wash over you, incredibly grateful to be lucky enough to have survived it all. Everyone you love and hold close to you is safe. You didnât fuck up this time. God, you did it.Â
Jonathan comes running out after a while, his face alight with joy and he crashes into you and picks you up to twirl you around. You laugh, loud and freely, and bury your face in his hair as he continues. âBee, stop! Put me down, you dummy!âÂ
He does as heâs told, but doesnât let go of you once your feet are on the ground. âMy mom just called, they saved Will. Heâheâs in the hospital, heâs okay.âÂ
You squeal and throw your arms around Jonathan again, squeezing him so hard that youâre afraid you'll hurt him, but he simply laughs and squeezes you just as tight. Tears come again, but this time theyâre happy ones, and if it werenât for your ankle youâd be jumping up and down right now.Â
Jonathanâs laughter dies down and he cups your chin around his fingers so that you look up at him. âYou did it.âÂ
âWe did it, bug.â You softly push against him. You canât take all the credit.Â
His eyes are shining again, you havenât seen him this happy in so long, you get lost in it. His face is lit up and his smile is back and youâre so in love with him that it claws against your throat and threatens to spill out in excess.
A beat of silence passes and Jonathan just soaks your presence in. You canât quite read his face, but for once this doesnât frighten you. You enjoy it, you relish in the fact that heâs still yours yet now forming into someone new and lovely and wonderful.Â
âYou never gave up.â He whispers at last, adoration in his voice.Â
âNever.âÂ
âYou never left me.âÂ
âNever.â You breathe out, the word so simple with such heavy weight behind it.Â
The moment is so raw, so tender, and Jonathan is giving you that look again, the one that leaves you feeling like the sun itself has settled upon you and kissed your cheek. His eyes flick down to your lips and you smile, taunting him to lean in. He seems to understand, giving you his own teasing smile before leaning in. You lean in as well, every part of you buzzing, and right before your lips touch his, Steve bursts through the door.
âJonathan, dude, do you have like, any food in the house?â He asks, completely oblivious to what heâs just interrupted.Â
You and Jonathan break apart, laughing the tension away. He ducks his head down, clears his throat, and turns to Steve. âSorry, man. Been a little busy this week for grocery shopping.â
Steveâs eyes bulge out of his head. âOh shit, right. Sorry, okay. Uh⊠Well, Iâll be inside, I guess.âÂ
âWeâll be in shortly.â You tell Steve. You want to be frustrated by his timing, but something tells you that youâll have all the time in the world to tell Jonathan how you feel. Now just isnât the time.Â
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The moment you arrive at the hospital, Jonathan sprints out of the car and straight towards the front desk to find out where Will is. You and Nancy follow behind, figuring you wonât be able to see Will for a while since youâre not blood related, so the two of you wish Jonathan goodbye and head towards the waiting room.Â
Steve lags behind, obviously unsure where to go. Nancy immediately walks inside, but you notice his hesitation and nudge his shoulder. âIâm sure that the cut on your eyebrow needs to be looked out. Letâs go sit, okay?â
He sighs deeply. âYeah, sure. Totally. Letâs go sit in a room full of people who probably hate me. No biggie.â
âEither come or donât.â You shrug. âBut the way I see it, you can start mending some metaphorical wounds while you wait in there.â
You donât wait for Steve to figure out what to do, you know that Dustin is somewhere inside the waiting room and youâre buzzing to see him and the rest of the kids. You hobble inside, still very much in pain due to your injuries, but the moment you see your brother it all fades away.Â
He runs into your arms and almost knocks you down with the force. Dustin clings onto you, mumbling over and over again how sorry he is.Â
âHey, wait a second,â you pull him away and crouch down, groaning a bit at the pain. âWhat are you sorry about? What happened?â
You look around the room and see everyone there. Nancy, Hopper, the kids, Steve, even Nancyâs parents, but thereâs someone missingâŠ
âEl,â you breathe out.Â
Dustinâs lip trembles and he begins to cry. You soothe him, grabbing his hand to bring him over to the seats and sit between him and Mike. Lucas is to the left of Dustin and you canât help but notice how all the boys have dried tears in their eyes.Â
When theyâre ready, you have the kids explain what happened, and the more they tell you, the more guilty you feel. You shouldâve been there for them, you left them all alone with that monster. You got Will back, and yet youâve lost El as a result. It seems that no matter what you do, itâll never quite be enough in the end.Â
âItâs not your fault.â You tell Dustin, who still keeps apologizing. It was you who had left him in charge, youâre why El ended up vanquished by the monster. âYou did everything you could. I shouldnât have left you guys all alone, but Iâm proud that you all took care of one another, okay?â
He sniffs and nods his head, but you know he doesnât believe you. All the boys are somber; you know itâll take time for them to recover. So, you do what you do best, you console them. You hold their hands and rub their backs and offer your spare comics in your bag. You do whatever you can to comfort them, to reassure them that theyâre safe now and that no one will hurt them, but the light in their eyes has dimmed.Â
Theyâll never be the same again.Â
And El⊠she had been so young, you donât think youâll ever not feel the heavy weight of guilt whenever you think of her. She had been so sweet and had trusted you.Â
You shouldâve been there, you wish you couldâve saved her.
Steve watches from his seat across from you. He listens in as you comfort the boys, taking care of them in such a natural way. He admires this softer side of you, one he hasnât quite seen before. Sure, youâve always been gentle and sincere, but watching you with the kids is something special in itself. You manage to get them to laugh, you offer them your shoulder to cry or sleep on, and you read aloud to them stories from your comics and Steve finds himself drawn towards your interactions with the kids.Â
Itâs sweet, something delicate and lovely, and Steve admires everything that you are. When he sees you awkwardly stand up and stumble over to the vending machines in the hall, Steve finds himself following after you.Â
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âBitch!â You slam the palm of your hand against the vending machine in vain. The bag of chips hangs by the little spiral, taunting you.Â
âThatâs not a very nice word, Henderson.âÂ
You turn and see Steve, leaning against the wall with a fond expression. âYou stalking me?â
âNah, just wanted to watch you fight against a vending machine.â
âHa,â you snort, turning back to the machine. âUnless you can help me get this last chip bag, youâre free to go sit back down.â
You mean it to be a joke, not expecting Steve to actually listen, but heâs at your side within a second. âStep back, let Steve handle her.âÂ
âWhatââ
Steve motions for you to move, so you reluctantly do as youâre told. Once youâre out of the way, Steve claps his hands, stretches out his neck, and then begins to aggressively shake the vending machine.Â
âThat is so not what youâre supposed to doââ
Suddenly the bag drops down from the hook and into the retrieval slot. Steve reaches inside, grabs the bag, and then dangles it in the air. âTada!âÂ
You laugh and grab the bag from him. âOkay, Iâll admit, that was impressive.âÂ
âWhat can I say? Iâm charming like that.âÂ
âSure,â you smile at him, neither of you have moved yet. Heâs still standing in front of you with that cocky smile on his face thatâs slowly started to warm on you. You truly do understand why so many girls have fallen for him. If you ever saw Steve on the street, a stranger passing by, youâd fall a little bit in love with him yourself.
The thought startles you. âWell, uhâŠâ
âYes?â Steve raises his eyebrows at you, smiling.Â
âThank you for the chips. The kids havenât eaten anything in hours, soâŠâ You wave the three bags in your arms. âGotta keep 'em fed.â
âWait a second, thereâs only three bags there. Arenât you going to eat anything?â
âI only had enough money for the boyâs chips.â You say, feeling suddenly sheepish. âItâs fine, though. Iâll just eat a few pieces from them and wait until we get home.â
Steve scoffs. âYeah, no.â
You frown at him, confused as he rustles through his jean pocket and pulls out his wallet. âI donât want your moneyââ
He doesnât listen and simply puts the cash into the vending machine and punches in a few numbers. Slowly, one by one, multiple different bags of sweets and chips come falling down within the machine. Once the last one has dropped, Steve bends down and offers the huge stash to you.Â
âA feast, on me.â He winks at you and you canât help but blush.Â
âTâthanks, I guess.â You now carefully balance the rest of the snacks in your arms, the mound almost blocking your view. Youâre not sure how much Steve just paid, but with all these snacks you and the kids will surely be well fed.Â
Steve shrugs, and if you werenât so tired youâd think the blush on his face was a real one. âItâs the least I can do, all things considered.â
His words give you pause. You know heâs referencing earlier today, back in the alley where fists slammed against skin and he had dragged you away from your best friend, but the memory feels like years ago. So much has happened since then, Steve has saved your life since then.Â
âSteveâŠâ Your ankle is starting to sting again from standing for so long, so you adjust your footing and try to figure out what you want to say. âI never got to thank you back at Jonathanâs.â
âThank me?â His face scrunches in confusion in a sickeningly cute way that it almost distracts you.
âYes. You saved my life tonight, Steve. I wonât ever forget that.âÂ
âOhâŠThereâs no need to thank me. I mean, what are friends for?â Steve freezes and clears his throat. âI mean, shit. We arenât friends, you keep saying that. Sorry. You know what I mean.â
You know you shouldnât, but you laugh. Honestly, after everything youâve been through tonight with Steve, how can he possibly think the two of you arenât friends?
âWhy are you laughing?â Steve mumbles, confused.Â
âSorry,â you wheeze out, still uncontrollably laughing. âItâs justâI mean, dude! We almost died together, of course weâre friends now!â
âWe are?â He looks like a little kid on Christmas day being given the gift heâs always wanted.
Your heart warms. âYes, idiot.â
Steve starts moving around in what you can only guess is a happy dance. âSweet! Does this mean I get a cool nickname, too?â
âA nickname?â A bag of chips threatens to fall from your arms, but Steve catches it before it can land on the ground and takes a few more snacks off of your hands.Â
He readjusts the snacks he now has so that he can carry them easier. âYeah, I mean. Byers has one, why canât I?â
You donât think youâll ever stop feeling so thrown every time Steve mentions a small detail about you that heâs somehow come to notice. He has a habit of doing that, surprising you by how much he seems to pay attention to you. You thought that no one ever had before, but Steve continues to prove you wrong.Â
âIâll tell ya what,â you begin to walk back towards the waiting room, careful to step carefully to not drop anything or upset your ankle. âLetâs see how this âfriendsâ thing works out, then Iâll decide what nickname fits you best. Deal?â
Steve thinks for a moment and follows. âHmm. I donât know, I think Iâll need some type of precaution to make sure you give me a nickname in the end. I want one, Y/N. Iâm so serious right now.â
You laugh at his pleading tone. âI can add you to my baking list. Whatever I bake, youâll get a piece of it. Is that better?â
âGod, yes!â Steve punches the air and cheers.Â
Youâre smiling so much that your face aches. You havenât felt this light and carefree in so long, youâd almost forgotten what itâs like. The two of you donât say anything else as you walk back to the waiting room, though Steve seems to slow down so that you donât hurt your ankle keeping up, though you still let out a few winces and groans.
When youâve arrived back at your seat, Steve sets down the snacks and runs off without another word. Youâre confused by his sudden departure but donât think much of it. Instead, you wake the boys up and show them your array of snacks, which wakes them up immediately.Â
Youâre mediating a fight between Mike and Lucas over who gets the bag of Chips Ahoy when a nurse interrupts. âExcuse me, maâam. This young man over here told me I should come over and check out your ankle?â
The woman smiles and you look past her and see Steve sheepishly waving from his seat across from you. Youâre stunned. Had he really gone out of his way to ensure your ankle gets treated?
You shake the thoughts out of your head and inform the woman all she needs to know. You tell her how youâd fallen and what type of pain you feel when you stand up. She inspects the ankle, her fingers cold but kind, and within a few minutes has diagnosed you with a sprained ankle.Â
âAll you can really do is stay off of it for a few weeks while it heals. I can go and get you some crutches, if youâd like?â She asks, rolling her gloves off and tucking them back into her pocket.
You nod. âIf you wouldnât mind, thatâd be great.â
The nurse leaves with the promise of being back soon. In the meantime she instructs you to keep your ankle elevated, so you prop it against the coffee table and wait. Youâre annoyed that you even have to have crutches, but then you think of Barb, of El. Youâre luckier than you should be.Â
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After an hour or so, Jonathan opens the door to the waiting room. He spots you and Mike talking softly with each other and whistles over to catch your attention. When Mike looks up, Jonathan nods at him and the boy scrambles out of his seat.Â
âGuys! Guys! Heâs up, Will is up!â Mike shakes awake Lucas and Dustin, who had been cuddling on the seats fast asleep. âWillâs up!â
Once theyâre awake, they quickly follow after Mike and the three boys are gone in an instant, sprinting down the hall towards Willâs room. Clearly theyâre eager to see their friend.Â
You do your best to get up as fast as possible, but your new crutches serve more as a nuisance rather than an aid. As you struggle to get up, somehow knocking over the mountain of snacks, Steve rushes over.Â
He grabs the crutches and offers you his hand. âHere, careful.â
âThanks,â you awkwardly accept his hand and get up. Jonathan watches from the doorway, a curious look on his face. Nancy does the same from her seat, not saying a word as she watches Steve gently help you navigate the waiting room with your injury.Â
Jonathan holds the door open for you and takes over once youâre out the door. He grabs the crutches from Steve and is now the one to hold your hand, balancing you. âI can take it from here, Harrington.â
âRight, yeah.â Steve scratches the back of his head and coughs. âIâll just⊠yeah.âÂ
He heads back inside and you and Jonathan watch as he leaves. As soon as heâs out of earshot, Jonathan turns to you. âAre you two friends now or something?â
âWe almost died tonight, bee. I think itâs safe to call Steve a friend now.â
Jonathan bites his lip, though thereâs a far off look in his eye that leaves you feeling like youâve missed something in the conversation. âGuess thatâs true. Anyways, letâs get you to Will.â
By the time you make it to the room, the boys have swarmed around Will and are telling him everything heâs missed this week. Heâs listening eagerly as theyâre telling him about El, but when he sees you enter the room, his eyes light up and he tries to sit up.Â
âY/N!â Will calls out, pure excitement in his voice.Â
You practically fall over in your haste to get to him. The second youâre close enough, you collapse onto his bed and give him the tightest hug you possibly can without hurting him. He feels so small against you, smaller than heâs ever felt before, and his sunken eyes and pale skin make you want to cry.Â
But heâs alive and here and in your arms once again, happy and wonderful and safe.Â
âLittle bee,â you try not to cry, but tears are thick in your voice. âI missed you.â
Will manages a weak smile and shrugs, trying to play off the gravity of the situation. âTook a little detour home.âÂ
You laugh and ruffle his hair. âAt least you came home, thatâs all that matters.â
âAhem,â Mike obnoxiously clears his throat, effectively ending your moment with Will. âYouâre hogging Will, move over.âÂ
You laugh again and move away, allowing the boys to resume their millions of updates. You maneuver your crutches and walk over to Jonathan, who is standing by the door. Heâs looking at the boys and Will with a soft smile on his face and you join him, standing side by side as you watch your boys finally come together again.Â
Then, you feel a pair of eyes on you and you turn around. Nancy is leaning against the doorway behind you; she looks frail and distraught. Thereâs a sadness in her eyes as she watches the kids. You know that watching the boys reunite with their friend must remind her of Barb. She never got her happy reunion.Â
You feel awful for the girl, so when her bittersweet smile drops and she turns to leave the room, you nudge Jonathan to make him aware of the situation. He sees her fleeing and begins to follow after her, but he stops.Â
âWhat are you waiting for? Go.â You tell him, knowing itâs for the best.Â
He shifts his weight, uncertain. âAre you sure?â
Youâre not sure how to decipher the hidden meanings underneath those three words, but you find that youâre exhausted trying to keep reading between the lines. The feelings youâve kept buried bubble to the surface, but you remind yourself that he loves Nancy, despite your weird moments of almost with him. Thereâs something there between you and Jonathan, you both can feel it, but it feels too raw and fragile to bring into the light.Â
Without having to ask, you know that Jonathan will choose her.Â
It breaks your heart, but you look over at Dustin and Will, who are laughing about some joke while Joyce gazes at them fondly, and you know that you canât lose this. Maybe Jonathan knows this, too. The small family youâve built together, itâs too precious to ruin.Â
Joyce and your boys, you canât lose them. Theyâre yours, and Jonathan is yours in a way that you canât quite keep to yourself forever, but for now itâs enough. You approach Joyce, grab her hand and give her a tired smile, and the smile she returns to you reminds you that this is more than enough for you.Â
You turn to Jonathan, pushing down your feelings once more in favor of appreciating the fact that Will is looking at you again, alive. âGo, bee.âÂ
Jonathan gives you one last look. You study his face for a moment, watching as it shifts from confusion, to hurt, then finally into acceptance. Youâll never be sure of what exactly heâd been thinking in that moment, but it seemed to have been enough for him, too.
He smiles, lets out a deep breath, and then leaves.
The door closes softly behind him.Â
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A month later you find yourself in the passenger seat of Jonathan's car, tired from your shift at Bookstrordinary but excited to pick up your brothers. Somehow, even after missing three consecutive shifts last month, Mrs. Waters refused to fire you.Â
But Jonathan? He hadnât been so lucky. His boss fired him from the Hawk, but he hadnât been too upset. He still drives you to and from work, so you suppose things could be worse.Â
Itâs late, but the two of you take your time driving to the Wheelerâs. Nothing much has changed between you two following Willâs reappearance. Sure, maybe youâre at his house more just to make sure Will is adapting well, but besides that everything seemed to go back to normal.Â
Well, almost normal.Â
Steve appeared at your job a few days after your conversation in the hospital. He had surprised you when you walked in, and when you asked what he was doing in a bookstore, Steve simply shrugged and said, âYou canât figure out my nickname if we donât hang out, right? So, Iâm here.â
He had become a regular at the store, stopping by whenever he could, and slowly the two of you became good friends. Youâve come to enjoy Steveâs presence, something that you never thought would ever happen. But he keeps you company as you work, he wanders around and explores the comics and books you recommend to him, and itâs nice having someone to goof off with.Â
Plus, you did promise to add him to your baking list, so heâs also become your taste tester who happily eats any creation you bring in for him.
As for NancyâŠ
That was more of a sore subject for Jonathan.Â
There was a few weeks following Willâs reappearance that you thought Jonathan and Nancy would get together, but it never happened. Youâre not quite sure why, maybe it had something to do with Jonathanâs hesitation of approaching her, but it had crushed him when you and he saw Nancy and Steve making out in the hall as if nothing bad had ever happened.Â
The way Jonathanâs face crumbled when he saw the couple only solidified that heâd never be yours, but you comforted him anyways. You told him he deserved better and then dragged him away. Itâd taken him a few days, but eventually Jonathan was able to fake a smile again.Â
You havenât spoken about it since that day, but you leave your window open most nights for him to crawl in. The nightmares from that night fighting the monster plague you both, and the loneliness feels a little heavier than usual, but at least you have each other.Â
âJonathan! Y/N! Come in, the boys are downstairs.â Mrs. Wheeler answers the door, letting the two of you in. âAnd Y/N, I love that sweater on you.â
You thank the woman. âIt was a gift from my mom. She claims I need to up my wardrobe, whatever that means.â
âWell, I think she has lovely taste.âÂ
âIâll let you know you think so!â You open the basement door and motion for Jonathan to go down first.Â
When he reaches the bottom of the steps, Jonathan makes a face. âWoah, whatâs that smell? Have you guys been playing games all day, or just farting?â
âMy vote is farting.â You say, hopping down the last step. Your ankle has mostly healed by now, but sometimes if you land on it wrong it makes a weird clicking noise followed by some pain, but you choose to pretend that itâs normal.Â
The boys laugh and Lucas points at your brother. âOh, thatâs just Dustin. He farted.â
He begins making fart noises with his mouth and you and Dustin share a look. âVery mature, Lucas.â
The boy continues to sing and make fart noises and you canât believe that this is your life. Youâre standing in a smelly basement while picking up your stubborn brother all while simultaneously enjoying the fact that you get to call this your life.Â
Jonathan calls over to Will to grab his things, so you follow suit and gently berate Lucas. âAlright, thatâs enough. I gotta get Dustin home.â
âWhat, I thought I got to stayââ
âJonathan is our ride and I made cookies, so letâs go.â
The moment the word âcookiesâ leaves your mouth, Dustin hops up and collects his things without any further argument.Â
Once heâs ready, he and Lucas play wrestle as they say goodbye. While theyâre distracted, you walk over to Mike and discreetly hand him a container full of double fudge brownies. Youâd specifically made them for him, knowing they were his favorite, because you noticed how hard itâs been for him to adjust to El being gone. He really cared about her, anyone could see that.Â
Mikeâs eyes widen and he throws his arms around you. âThanks, Y/N.â
You pat his back. âAnytime, Wheeler.â
Dustin breaks away from Lucas and runs up the stairs, so you take that as your cue to leave.Â
Upstairs, Jonathan and Will are talking to Mrs. Wheeler. When they see you enter, the woman turns to you and asks if youâll be bringing over your usual round of holiday treats. âOf course, Iâll get started on them tomorrow. You guys still like the sugarbread cookies?â
âIf you make them, I think Iâll die of happiness.â Mrs. Wheeler informs you, and you laugh and tell her that youâll have them ready as soon as possible.Â
You bid her goodbye, Dustin now by your side, and you follow Jonathan and Will to the front door. Right before you open the door, Nancy calls Jonathanâs name from the top of the stairs.Â
âHey, Jonathan, wait up!âÂ
You, Dustin, and Will stand awkwardly in the back while Nancy hands Jonathan a wrapped gift and wishes him a merry Christmas. They share an awkward exchange since Jonathan hadnât gotten her anything, but Nancy assures him that itâs fine. The interaction is painful to watch as Nancy doesnât spare you a single glance. Dustin and Will look at you uncertainly when she kisses Jonathanâs cheek, but you ignore them and pretend to be interested in a Christmas decoration on the table.
This will never get any easier.Â
âYou ready?â Jonathan turns back to you guys, a blush on his face, and all you can do is silently nod.Â
In the car you sit in the back with Dustin, who squeezes your arm in reassurance. Heâs come to understand your complex feelings for Jonathan and has pieced together Nancyâs involvement. While heâs never outright consoled you, heâs shown his support in other small and wonderful ways.Â
âThanks,â you whisper, and Dustin smiles.Â
âWe all buckled up?â Jonathan asks as he starts up the car.Â
âYes, captain.â You mock salute.Â
Will giggles at you before he sees the gift and looks up at Jonathan. âCan I open it?â
âYeah, sure.âÂ
You and Dustin lean forward so you can see whatâs in the box. When Will unwraps a beautiful, and no doubt expensive, camera, you gasp. The bitterness and hurt from moments ago vanishes. This gift is from Steve, you know it is, and something warm settles deep within your bones.Â
You think about last month, how youâd told him not everyone can just afford a camera.Â
Seems like Steve listened.Â
Maybe he isnât so bad after all.Â
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A week later you knock on the Byersâ door, a giant container of your annual holiday cookies in your arms.Â
âBug!â Jonathan answers the door with an excited smile on his face. His new camera is in his hands and before you can even process whatâs happening, heâs already taken a photo of you with your crooked earmuffs and oversized box of cookies.
Heâs been using the camera ever since he got it. Thereâs now multiple pictures of you, always unaware or caught off guard, now hanging in the kitchen. It makes you blush to think about.Â
âYou didnât even give me a chance to smile.â You complain, shoving your way inside. Itâs snowing and youâre freezing.Â
Joyce grabs the container to help you as soon as she sees you. âHere, honey. Iâve got it.â
You thank her and walk over to Will, who is drawing at the kitchen table. âHey little bee. Whatcha drawing?â
âHi, Y/N.â He slides over his picture and youâre shown a quick sketch of you and the party, this time fighting what appears to be a misshapen dog. âItâs a Dire Wolf, weâre fighting it in our latest campaign.â
âAh, I see. Looks fluffy, though. Canât possibly be a dangerous creature.â
Will rolls his eyes at you. âThis is why you donât play with us.â
âCareful, youâre sassing the girl who has just bravely ridden her bike through the snow to deliver her famous Christmas cookies.â
Will is out of his seat in an instant, running over to his mom, who has just placed the container on the counter. âDid you make the oatmeal raisin cookies?â
âDuh,â you snort.Â
âAnd the chocolate chip?â
âI sure did.â You stand next to him and point at a new cookie youâre trying out this year. âThis batch is a caramel banana one. Steve seemed to like it and I think itâs pretty good, so I hope you do too.â
Jonathan swoops over and kisses your head. âOf course weâll like it, bug.â
âHeâs right, you know. We always love whatever you make us, honey.â Joyce informs you, her mouth now full of cookies.Â
âIâd hope so, this is like my fifth year making these for you guys. Itâd be awkward if you hated my baking.â You say, now securing your earmuffs back on your head. âAnyways, I should get going. Itâs Christmas, my mom wonât want me out too long.âÂ
Joyce looks out the window and frowns. âDid you really bike here in this weather?â
âIt wasnât too bad, Iâll be fineââ
âNo. Jonathan, grab your keys and drive Y/N home.â She stares you down, daring you to argue with her, but you donât. You know better than to argue with Joyce Byers.Â
Once Jonathan has his keys, you say goodbye to everyone and wish them a merry Christmas. Jonathan throws your bike in his trunk and soon youâre off on the road. The drive is quiet but cozy. The snowflakes fall in a pretty spiral and thereâs a soft song playing on the radio.Â
Sometimes, if you close your eyes, you can pretend that the events from last month never happened. Will never disappeared. You never discovered that you love Jonathan. Nancy Wheeler never became friends with Jonathan, possibly something more had there been more time. When you close your eyes and sit still, you can imagine that your brother never has nightmares that wake him up screaming. That your heart doesnât hurt when you make your best friend laugh.Â
For a moment, you can forget.Â
âCan we always stay like this?â You ask Jonathan softly, almost as if youâll disturb the peace that winter has brought with its quiet snow.Â
âLike what?â
Youâre not sure how to express what youâre feeling. âThis, us. Together.â
âOf course weâll always stay like this.â He grabs your hand, bringing it to his lips to kiss it. He says this like itâs a fact, the most obvious thing in the world.Â
âPinky promise me.â You hold your pinky up. You know itâs silly, but you need him to hear you, to understand what youâre saying.
Jonathan looks over at you. âY/Nââ
âPlease, promise me, bee.â
Heâs silent for a moment, seeming to understand the weight of everything between, around, and within the two of you. Then, he extends his pinky finger and wraps it around yours. âI promise, bug.âÂ
And you believe him.
[END OF SEASON 1]
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Hi!!! Could you do an imagine where y/n is the first serious girlfriend heâs had since Emma so sheâs insecure and she gets hate because sheâs a good bit younger and has to deal with the fact Evan and Emma still work together on AHS so their fans still want them together. Lots of fluff with a touch of smut? Thanks!!!
Insecure of the ex (Evan peters x fem reader slight smut)
Warnings: hate comments, doubting a relationship, being compared to an ex, smut, heavy kissing, p in v sex nothing too major, fluff
Word count: 1,4k
A/n: in my flop era xoxox
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The dim light lit up the room the coffee cup in your hand, your phone in the other. Evan your boyfriend of two years sat on the other side on the room watching tv. You had just posted a picture of you both on instagram it was a picture one of your friends took when out for dinner you were cuddling into Evan, his lips on your head hugging you close with the caption "here's to two whole years with you my love, and many more đđ".
You loved the picture one of your favourites. You received nice comments from your close friends and family congratulating you both on the milestone. But you couldn't help but notice the negative comments. "They won't last any longer", "I miss Emma", "he's probably going to go back with Emma", "she's so much more younger than him probably only with him for the money", "god I hate her #evan&emma". You knew you shouldn't have let it bother you but it did.
Sure you were a couple of years younger than Evan five years to be precise but you weren't with him for his money. You loved Evan you both met at a convention and hit it off from then on sure it wasn't too long after his split from Emma roberts. He still worked closely with her in ahs which did make you feel unsettled but you learned to get on with it since Evan loved working on the show despite his ex girlfriend being there too.
But the comments on each post didn't stop you from getting into your head. You wondered why he was with you, was he just using you to get over Emma and you were just sticking around to something that means nothing to him. You didn't know. Every time Evan was filming for ahs you knew Emma would be there and with their history you didn't know if there was still feelings or not between them. Their fan ship them more than you and Evan it was just something you learned to become accustomed with.
You glanced over at Evan his eyes focused on the screen in front of him. "What time is it?"you asked you already knew the time it was past midnight already but you wanted him to notice. "Twelve fifteen- oh happy anniversary babe" he says after pulling out his phone getting off his seat giving you a kiss on the lips. But you couldn't help but feel hurt at the fact you had to tell him.
"What's this?" Evan asked his eyes glued to your phone. 'Shit' you thought you forgot to lock out phone so he wouldn't see all the comments. "It's nothing Evan really" you tried to dismiss but Evan wasn't having it. "Come on let's see the post it's obviously us" he smiled taking your phone from your hand his smile grew at the picture remembering the day clearly.
With a short scroll of his thumb his boyish smile dropped seeing all the horrible hate comments you were receiving for the first time. Evan's brows scrunched in confusion reading all the comments. "How long has this been going on for?" He asked the tears pricked your eyes uncontrollably you felt like you couldn't breathe.
"Almost the whole of our relationship, I delete the comments so no one can see but there's so many of them" you started to sob. "Sometimes I think they're right what do you see in me Evan, they're obsessed with you and Emma I can never compare to her" you started to sob. Evan just placed your phone down engulfing you in his arms.
He smelled of your favourite cologne hints of wood, tobacco and citrus notes it was all so comforting to you. Your tears staining his white t-shirt but Evan didn't care about that all he cared was making you feel better and putting a stop to these comments. "Listen to me" he started cupping your chin so you can meet the gaze of his brown eyes.
"They might be obsessed with me and Emma and can't get it in their heads we're history. But I'm obsessed with you okay your the best thing that's happened to me what I see in you is a beautiful, smart, independent woman who loves me just as much as I love her and no dumb comments will change that you can't compare to Emma because your better and I mean that". His words made you cry more but a smile crept on your lips which Evan didn't hesitate to kiss.
"I love you so much Evan I'm sorry for-" you tried apologised which Evan placed his index finger to your lips shushing you. "Don't apologise you have nothing to be sorry for it's natural to get upset and let these comments get to your head and I know me working with Emma still isn't necessarily helping but your the only one for me". you could see the hurt in his eyes Evan hated seeing you upset. Nodding your head you whisper a small "I'll stop apologising" to him before burying yourself back into his arms.
"I'll put a stop to these comments I'll log back into my instagram account and say something I promise" he added kissing the top of your head. You still felt shitty these comments really have took it's toll on you. "Hey look at me" you looked up at Evan again who placed a kiss on your lips, "I - promise- I'll- sort- this" he said in between kisses. His lips continued to kiss you your hands roamed his hair. His body pushing you further down on the couch slotting himself between your legs.
A giggle escaped your lips Evan took those thoughts away a smile once again invaded your lips, "there's that beautiful smile" he sighed happily. His lips peppered themselves along your neck, your head moved to the side slightly giving him more access to you. "Happy anniversary babe" he mumbles against the hot skin of your neck. "Happy anniversary" you sigh in satisfaction completely forgetting about those comments you knew they shouldn't matter all that matters is you and Evan.Â
His hand roamed your body slipping under your sweater feeling every curve. His lips continued its work along your neck and collarbones. "Evan" you hummed desperately, Evan knew what you wanted and wasted no time in giving you it helping you out your sweater and sweatpants leaving you in just your undergarments. Evan then proceeded to remove the remaining articles of clothing from his body, you took the time on getting completely bare for him showing him every curve and shadow of your body.
"How did I get so Lucky with you" he smiles his eyes drinking all your beauty before him. He slotted himself back between your legs your arms wrapped around his neck, your legs hooking along his waist. Evan gave himself a few tugs before lining himself up with your entrance. Your body quivered as he started pushing into you slowly.
Your eyes rolled back in pleasure as evan thrusted into you in a slow passionate way. Your arms still wrapped around his neck bringing him down to meet your lips. Your lips moved in sync swallowing each others moans. Wanting to be more closer to him if that was even physically possible. âI love you so muchâ he whispered against your swollen lips bringing his back upon your own.
Soon enough you felt that knot form within you. Evan picked up the pace a little more bringing you closer to the edge. Your moans got louder as you came undone beneath Evan. He stopped for a moment drinking you in a smile forming on his lips, âgod you so beautifulâ he thought out loud coming down from your high Evan started to chase his own high coming undone on top of you.
You both felt limp laying on the couch not saying anything just trying to collect yourselves. Evan had his arm slung over your frame a small smile on your lips completely forgetting about the comments. âIâll sort all that out I promiseâ he broke the silence nuzzling his head into the crook of your neck placing a lazy kiss there. âI know thank you Evanâ you sighed tracing your fingertips along his back.
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Faker Faker (Legend)
Pairing: Legend x reader
Rating: T for cursing
Summary: Legend comes home to you, his beloved (fake) partner. The boys have the time of their life teasing him for this.
Warnings: Idiots in love, if I missed anything please let me know
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You don't remember how exactly you and your fake boyfriend decided to start fake dating, but you remember why. Though even then, it was a bad idea, the whole being almost in love with him thing a bit of a snag in your plan.
But it kept unwanted advances off both of you, and even if the veteran was a hoarder, living together was nice. You had protection even when he was away.
So yeah, you're happy with the way things are, even if some of it isn't as real as you'd like.
You're at work when a group of eight heavily armed men enter the mom and pop dinner you help your family run.
Everyone immediately decides you are the sacrafice to be their waitress. No one would be stupid enough to hurt you. And if they were, you were the best protected.
"Welcome to Celene's Diner. Can I get you boys started with something or just waters while you check over our menus?" You smile your most convincing customer service smile as you set down eight menus.
"You have coffee, yes?" The oldest and most intimidating of the bunch asks.
"I'd have to mutiny myself if we didn't, " you smile, "So a coffee?"
"Please."
"Water is fine," five or so chorus.
"Do you got apple juice?" Asks the youngest looking.
"And cider, house specialty."
"Hm, can I get an apple ckder?"
"Sure thing! Hot or cold?"
"Cold please. No ice."
"Of course. And you sir -" You turn to the last person and freeze.
Why didn't you recognize him immediately is beyond you. That's Link!
Who's been missing for two months. The asshole.
"What about me, angel?" He smiles at you smugly, proud of the glare he earns.
"You, Sir, get nothing until you explain where in the name of Hylia you've been."
The others all choke a little bit.
"I got pulled into another quest."
"There's always another quest." You groan, "I'll bring you your usual."
You walk off to go get their drinks, leaving a baffled group of men staring at Legend.
"Who was that?" Wind asks, already a fan of you based only on your interactions with Legend.
"(Y/n)."
"They seem close to you." Time says, his actual meaning very clear.
"Don't start that." Legend says sharper.
"Your drinks." You say as you come back over with a smile - a real one this time. Getting to see Link makes everything somewhat better.
You set down the waters before giving the eldest a coffee, the youngest a cider.
"Thank you." They all chorus.
You set down Legend's favorite tea in iced form, sweetend to his tastes.
"Thanks, angel."
"Anytime, love." You smile easily. Whether it's real or not, you always like the way he flushes at the nickname.
Legend just rolls his eyes, taking a sip from his glass.
"(Y/n)!" Your aunt calls.
"I'll be back to take your all's order soon." Ypu smile as you leave again to go see what your aunt needs.
"We'll be waiting!" Legend calls out playfully.
"You must really love them." Warriors says, a knowing grin on his face.
"Course I do." Legend says, not sure how to tell the boys the truth without someone else hearing. "They're my best friend."
"They're more than that Link." Calls your younger sibling from the table beside the group, cleaning up from a different group.
"Shut up kid."
"You know we're still waiting for you and (Y/n) to get engaged, right?"
"Oh my goddess please shut the fuck up."
Wind and Wild just laughs at him, Luke true friends.
"Let them be Legend. They're just excited. "Time says simply, "I bet your wedding will be the event of the century. "
"We arenât even engaged, please stoooop." Legend groans as he pulls his hat down further.
"Link and (Y/n) sitting in a tree-" your sibling starts only to be cut off as you swat their shoulder.
"Go on, get outta here. Mom says your shift is over stop bothering them." You say, shoving your sibling towards the kitchen.
"You'll have to propose, Link is too chicken!" They call as they leave to the back.
"Sorry about that. Have you all figured out what you want? Or do you need some more time?"
"We'll take eight cesar salads." Legend says, making an executive decision to save face.
"Alright anything else?"
"Mh- you got any raw steak?" Twilight asks, wolf instinct kicking in.
"Why would you ask that? Who keeps raw steaks?" Four snorts.
You smile. "We have steak, I'll put in an order. You want like- raw completely? Or slightly seared?"
"Raw."
"Sounds great I'll have that out as soon as I can."
You leave again, going to put in the orders.
Legend isn't paying any attention to the others, watching you flit about as you gather orders and bring them to people.
You are the most beautiful creature he's ever known. Kind, smart, funny- you're erfect. He just can't believe how much you trsyt him!
He's lost most of the time at the restaurant, including when you drop their food off to thinking about you.
It's not until they're leaving that he's able to pull you into his arms. And then he does, hugging you tightly.
You just hig back, smiling as you let him hold you.
"I missed you, Link." You say, and he's pretty sure he'll never get over how nice his name sounds in your voice.
"I missed you too."
"We'll- meet you at the inn." Time days.
Legend just waves them off, moving so he can kiss your forehead.
"You're staying at the inn?" You asks.
"They are I told them I was staying at my house."
"Good. It'll be nice to have you back home."
"Anyone bother you while I was gone?"
"No. No one ever bothers me these days." Ypu smile, kissing his forehead right back. "Why, you want a fight?"
"Mh, no."
"Get a room!" Your aunt calls from the back.
"Leave us alone!" Legend calls back.
"Take the rest of the day off, go home!" She calls again.
"Let's go." Legend says, "I'd love for you to meet the others."
"They seem nice enough. Though the young one seemed intent on stealing as many spoons as he could."
"You noticed?"
"Yeah."
"Why you let him?"
"I gave him the spoons that we are about to phase out. He was making my life easier."
"You're trouble."
"You mean I'm your trouble."
Legend just rolls his eyes with a snort, letting you put of his arms.
He grabs your hand as you both leave, heading immediately towards your shared home. The need for him to shower and switch out some gear rising.
And you're just happy to be near him. He's always been your main soft spot. Your favorite person to spend time with.
The inside of your house is nothing short of an organized mess. Legend keeps most of his things in the front room in overflowing chests.
The rest of the house is better since it's not nearly as full of a dragon's hoard.
"So, who were the guys you were with?" You ask as you lean against the wall, watching him rifle through his collection.
"Orher heroes of courage."
"That explain the odd names. I guess you don't all wanna call eachother Link."
"Not really no."
"What's your nickname then?"
"Legend, the Veteran, the Collector."
"Not dragon?"
"Stop with that would you?"
You just laugh, something about having him back with you entirely too right.
.......
Legend expects the ribbing, but that dosenât mean he enjoys it.
He also dosenât enjoy when he has to explain the situation. He likes to pretend you're both actually together. That this isn't just a long ploy to keep unwanted attention off of you.
"So how long have you been with (Y/n)?" Sky asks curiously.
Legend feels his heart drop into his feet. He swears it's turned to lead when he swallow back the lump in his throat.
"We're not actually together. We just say we are and act like we are. It keeps unwanted attention from both of us."
"Really? You're very convincing then." Hyrule says with a shrug, "they were looking at you the way Malon and Time look at eachother. "
"They were not." Legend says with a firm glare at the fairie boy.
"They were." Time says from his spot at the table.
"And you live together." Wind adds helpfully.
"Of course we do. I'm out sometimes, and who's gonna break into the hero's house? Keeps them safe."
"Oh. You're down so bad." Twilight says before taking a drink of water.
"I am not. (Y/n) has just been my friend since we were both in primary."
"You look at them the way I look at Zelda." Sky says with a raised brow, "Are you sure?"
"Just let it be. Even if I feel that way (Y/n) has not ever felt it."
Warriors just swats the back of Legends head, "Stop being dense and go after them. "
"They don't like me that way."
"You're such an idiot." Warriors says with an eye roll.
"I am not."
"Enough. We can't make Legend ask anyone out." Time cuts in, once again being the voice of reason.
"That's stupid." Wind says as he pulls out a coming to flip as a way of stimming.
"Well, what am I supposed to say? 'Hey angel, I'm head over heels, I hope you feel the same.'? That sounds swful." Legend says as he makes a face.
"I think it'd be fine." Twilight shrugs, "Obviously they care about you a lot. You've been friends since childhood. "
"Just let me die in peace."
"You're not going to die." Hyrule says with a shake of his head, "But you should think about what we've said."
"I will. In my nightmares. "
"Okay."
Legend takes that as his permission to go back to being, upset that you two aren't actually together. It's so unfair.
Maybe if he'd just asked you out to begin with... but you have been fake dating for the last two years.
This is so embarrassing.
He's so fucked.
"-gend." Four's voice cuts in, "Legend?"
"Yeah?"
"We're all headed to bed. It's getting dark out. You said you wanted to stay in your house, right?"
"Right."
"Good night, then."
"Night. "Legend echoes as he watches the others all file out of the room and up the stairs.
He glances to the fire before he pushes to his feet and leaves the inn.
He walks from the inn back to your shared home, keys being fished out of his pocket.
The lamp inside is on. Which is different than usual.
He finds his gaze drawn to you as he leaves the entry way.
You are slumped across the arm of the couch, legs curled to your side on the cushions. You have a book dropped on the floor before you.
"(Y/n)." Legend snorts as he cracks a small smile.
You groan as you hear your name, waking slowly.
"(Y/n)." Legend says again, "Come on you gotta get to bed."
He walks forwards and holds his hand to you as you pry your eyes open.
"Come on." He urges again.
You take Legend's hand and pull yourself to your feet.
He leads you from the living room, down the hall, and up the stairs to get to your room.
He leads you to your bed and pulls the covers back, helping you get settled before pulling the blankets over you.
"Good night, angel."
You are half asleep as you call out "Stay."
Legend blinks, "What?"
"Stay with me." You say again, reaching towards him. "Please."
Legend can't deny you anything, really. Certainly not this.
So he walks to the otherwise side of your bed before toeing off his boots and climbing in.
You turn over and latch onto him immediately.
"Love you." Your voice slurs.
Legend sucks in a breath. You mean it in a platonic way. Not romantic.
He takes a deep breath before ge answers "Love you too, (Y/n)."
And you're already asleep.
Good.
Legend soukd be embarrassed how soft he is with you. He used to be. But he's long since over it. You're his person. He gets to be soft with you.
And maybe one day, you'll be his romantic partner for real. If he's lucky.
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âFandom Access Memory (FAM) - A Tribute Song to Fandroid!â
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Fandom Access Memory (FAM) - Lyrics
[Fandroid! MUSIC Intro ("Tribute song")] ["Crazy lady!" from Fandroid! GAME video: "FANDROID funny moments"]
We built this world
You showed me how
The gaming fun, the music loud
It's me, Fandroid! (and Melody!)
Throughout the streams and ROBLOX vids (ooh~)
The fandom songs and cover gigs (ooh~) We'd laugh (Tattletail: "Hee-hee-hee!")
And sing (Twirling Girl: "Ooh-ooh-ooh...")
If someone said eight years from now,
l'd be long gone
l'd lock them under ADHOC / QUALIA grounds
'Cuz they're all wrong!
We'd sing melodies
In eternal harmony
Or so, I thought.
(Time Keeps Ticking (Griffinilla) - "Time keeps ticking away...)
And then one day, word spread about
A post was made, his truth came out (Twirling Girl: "It's so sad..")
Woah, woah
Oh, no
It was over, you cast no doubt
Our world was gone, I tried to shout
But nothing came out...
Our systems just kept shutting down
Wired all wrong
I wasn't programmed to know how
To move on
Our forever
Has turned into never, and so
What now?
Oh, oh
(Portal 2: "Ahh~")
Then I remembered the key
Encrypted with our last dreams
Stored inside this Fandom Access Memory
(FAM) [RAM, Fandroid, fandoms, family]
I won't forget you, my friends
"Goodbye world..."
If someone said eight years from now,
We'd be long gone
l'd call them a crazy lady! ("You're crazy, lady!")
'Cuz they're all wrong, since
The memories,
The melodies,
Will forever live on!
Within you,
Within me,
We'll keep singing this song!
Our world will
Keep turning
Even if we must say so long!
So, thank you
For everything
Thank you
Thank you
For everything
Thank you,
My friends,
For everything.
For everything.
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Dedicated to G.W.L and Edd Gould for making my dreams come true â€ïž
#fandroid #music #song #remix #tribute #art #fandom #fandroidfam
Thank you to @jkittymeow for the current voice of Melody, inspiration and for delivering the news.
And my friend who originally helped mix this song. I didnât use the copy with your changes here for anonymity issues, but your help was very appreciated.
âFandroid!â franchise belongs to Griffinilla: https://m.youtube.com/@Griffinilla ; https://www.youtube.com/@fandroidgame
Clip used from this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27wRNFudAJU
Original song âWho Knew?â by P!nk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJWIbIe0N90
Instrumental used: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3t0HDled6NA
Thank you for everything.
Art & music by RQ2.
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Pairing: Jake "Hangman" Seresin x You (OFC)
Warnings: Swearing, Smut (MDNI 18+ Only), Stalking, P in V, oral (female and male receiving), Semi-public sex, light spanking, light bondage, blindfolds
Summary: Even though you should be the belle of the Annual Top Gun Navy Ball, you're more of a brat and Jake enjoys every minute of the teasing and the consequences later.
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Chapter 13: Belle or Brat?
Your Hallmark movie of a Thanksgiving trip to meet Jake's family ends Saturday at the Austin airport. Tom and Sharon have driven you and Jake to the airport and are giving you hugs and goodbyes on the curb.
Sharon is beaming when she goes to give you a hug,
"It has been so good to get to know you. I couldn't be happier that you and Jake found each other. We'll see you guys sooner than later. Take care, Elsa."
"Sharon, thank you for the wonderful time and being so welcoming. It was honestly one of the best holidays I've had in a long time."
Tom gives you a hug and you overhear Sharon talking to Jake as she hugs him goodbye.
"Love you, Jakey. Hold on to her," Sharon tells Jake.
"Love you too. I will, Mom. Don't worry."
The flight is uneventful and soon the plane is starting the intense descent into San Diego. You grab an Uber and head home, breathing in a sigh of relief as you unlocking your front door and step inside.
"Home sweet home," you say walking in. You look through the mail and think of the upcoming week. Nothing too insane for work and then the Navy Ball for the Top Gun team and a few other departments at North Island this coming Saturday.
When you and Jake had discussed it a few months ago you were unfamiliar with the concept of military ball.
"Have you ever been to one before?" you asked Jake.
"Yes, they're pretty standard throughout the Navy. I've never brought a date though. Seemed like a lot to ask someone I was only casual with. So, I'm excited to have you on my arm with me at this one."
"What am I supposed to wear?"
"Probably a fancy dress, evening gown thingy?"
You laughed,
"Very helpful."
"Cyclone said his wife would be available to take you and Lydia to a dress shop that's pretty good for these types of things."
"That'd be helpful, does Mrs. Cyclone have a name?"
Jake laughed and flipped through his phone,
"Maddie Simpson, I sent you her contact info."
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The week before the ball flows along as expected, work is busy but not too much. The schematics for Darkstar 2.0 are getting finalized. Lydia and you meet Friday after work for pedicures and manicures to get all dolled up for the ball tomorrow. You select a light pink for your toes and a golden beige for your nails, keeping it subtle. You and Lydia chat and exchange info on what to expect tomorrow.
"Rooster said to be prepared for a whole bunch of speeches, so his advice was to hold off your bathroom break till the middle of those," Lydia reports.
"Jake mentioned there's a receiving line where we get to meet all the big wigs," you offer up your bit of intel.
"It sounds like a prom mashed with a wedding."
"Well, it sounds like this won't be the only one we attend."
She gets a dreamy look on her face, "Yeah, I think these guys are sticking around. Who'd of thought, me going after some random guy I thought was hot at the bar for a quick fuck would have ended us up here?"
"I'll salute your sluttiness, it paid off this time, you laugh and stick your tongue out at Lydia letting her know you're joking. You continue,
"You realize we're going to have to come up with some fake story to tell our kids of how we met their dads till they're old enough. Something about your Aunt Lydia thought your Uncle was hot and was curious of how big his cock was and then your mom completely humiliated your dad in front of his friends. Then they went to a baseball game and fell in love. I don't think that's going to be kid appropriate for a looong time."
Lydia is cracking up.
"How about we say we all met at a church picnic?!"
"Let's go with that."
"So you thinking the whole deal with Hangman? Marriage and kids?"
"I know we're on the marriage train, I asked him when we made all this official if that's where we were headed. Kids are more of a question mark. The way he was with his nieces in Texas was so freaking adorable. It was easy to imagine him as a dad and for like the first time ever I felt my biological clock. Like I felt I needed to give him babies."
Lydia is half laughing and half in shock.
"You are in deep, you'd be good parents."
"You and Rooster?"
She pauses,
"I think he's going to propose. Rooster's been a little weird lately. I keep walking in on him writing something and muttering something like 'That's not it'. And he's been a little cagey like he's planning something."
"Is it a problem if he proposes?"
"I don't think so. It does feel a little soon."
"Would you say yes?"
"Yes, of course I would."
"Then don't worry about it."
"You're right."
At that moment your nail technicians let you know you're done. You walk out doing your best to keep your nails smudge free. Waving your goodbyes to Lydia you promise to see her tomorrow at the ball.
Jake and you have a quiet evening in and an easy Saturday morning, not doing too much knowing you have a big event tonight.
The cocktail hour starts at 5 pm so you're ready by 4:30 and walk out to meet Jake in the living room. He is sitting on the couch fiddling with his phone and he stands up when he hears you on the wood floor. You are treated to a look of surprise and utter adoration from Jake.
"Oh El, you look gorgeous," he declares and
You do a little twirl around showing him the full look.
Your dress is a dark navy one shoulder style mermaid style dress with a plunging back and strap across the back to hold it together. There is a slit down the side to help with movement. When you were picking out dresses with Lydia and Maddie Simpson this one stood out to you for the bare back. It was easy to imagine the feel of Jake's hand on your back.
He walks around the couch, eyeing you from head to toe.
"God, I'm not sure we're gonna make it there, you look so good."
He also looks extremely good in his dress uniform. It's his most formal one with a dinner jacket with tails, bowtie, and cumberbund. You hold back the girlish sigh on your lips on how unbelievably handsome he is.
"You keep your hands to yourself mister, this took a lot of work."
"Fine, fine, I'll take you out and show you off," he stands behind you and leans in as he brushes his hand up your back,
"I'll just have to wait to have my way with you, I can tell the way you're eyeing me you've got ideas too."
You let out a traitorous sigh,
"Maybe, but we should get going." Jake just chuckles and kisses your temple.
When you arrive you pick up a name tag at a table near the entrance that says, "Dr. Elsa Matthews, PhD, PE, Guest of Lieutenant Jake Seresin."
"Jake, you didn't have to put titles on my name tag," you chide him. He laughs,
"It's not to boost your ego, it's a tactical move to annoy one of my coworkers, Jenkins. He's convinced that there isn't a woman smart enough to have a PhD in aerospace engineering so I thought I'd pump up your credentials to mess with him."
"How mature," you respond. You make your way to the bar, get a drink, and prepare to mingle.
Jake sees Rooster and Lydia first, "Look there's Rooster and Lydia. Let's grab a table with them while we can."
You make your way over to Rooster and Lydia and greet them on the side of the giant room.
"Lydia, Rooster, you guys look great," you say giving them each a hug. Rooster gives the compliment back, at least to you,
"Elsa, you look stunning. Hangman, you look adequate."
Jake just laughs,
"I'm wearing the same thing you are, but I make this look good. I'd give you a solid C+."
Rooster opens his mouth to send another volley, but Lydia stops him,
"Let's grab a table so we can make sure we all sit together. I need Elsa as my emotional support animal to get through this."
You snag a table near the back and on the edge.
"Strategic," you say, "Makes bathroom breaks more subtle."
Jake leans in so only you can hear, "Or sneaking off to do other things." He winks as he leans out to join the conversation.
Rooster looks over your head and groans a little,
"Here comes Jenkins."
"The one who doesn't think women can be engineers?" you ask Jake.
"Yup."
A guy with black hair in a buzz cut and a pudgy face with a scraggly mustache appears with his date, a petite blond that looks like she could get blown away in a stiff wind.
"Hangman, so this is the infamous girlfriend, Elsa. I'm Paul" he says, grabbing your hand and kissing it in greeting,
"Enchanté."
You're shocked he would do that in front of his date/ girlfriend. Jake is rolling his eyes at the over the top gesture.
"Nice to meet you, Paul," you turn to his date, "and you too."
She responds,
"Sarah, his sister."
You feel slightly better that he's not a total sleazeball.
"Sarah, these are my coworkers, Hangman and Rooster. This is supposedly Hangman's smarty pants girlfriend," he leans uncomfortably close to your chest to read your name tag out loud verbatim,
"Dr. Elsa Matthews, PhD, PE."
Sarah and you nod at each other.
"What's the PE for?" Jenkins asks.
"Licensed Professional Engineer."
"So basically a nerd license?"
Jenkins laughs jarringly like a hyena looking around the group to see if anybody else is laughing. No one is.
"Yeah, something like that. So, Sarah, do you live in the area or are you visiting?" you ask, trying to divert the conversation to something more interesting. Jenkins isn't having it,
"Alright, if you're actually a doctor in aerospace engineering, tell me something smart."
"I didn't think this was going to turn into a job interview. You could just look at my LinkedIn page if you want to know all my professional accomplishments."
Jake smirks as he watches. Jenkins doesn't give up,
"Naw naw, Doc. Say something smart."
"Will telling you I have three parents for hypersonic aviation modular life support systems, out of a total of 22 patents, shut you up?"
Jake and Rooster are smiling into their drinks watching the conversation. You can tell they aren't particularly fond of Jenkins.
"Okay, okay, I get it. You don't have to be a show off. If you're so smart then why are you with Hangman? I'm on the market, baby."
Jake has snorted his beer through his nose and is coughing, Rooster pats him on the back. Rooster and Lydia are waiting for your next verbal volley like they're watching a tennis match.
"It's because he has a giant cock. Do I need to describe that in great detail so you understand, too?"
You respond with an accompanying hand gesture, slowly, like you're talking to a child, a particularly slow child with a bad mustache. Sarah hides a smile at her idiot brother. Rooster coughs into drink.
Jenkins barks out his hyena laugh,
"I like this one, Seresin!"
Sarah grabs her brother's shoulder and urges him to walk away. He looks over his shoulder as he turns,
"Hey baby, if you find you get bored with the Hangman and want to hang out with a hung man," he gestures obscenely to his crotch, making you gag a little,
"Give me a call, sweet cheeks."
Rooster calls out to Sarah,
"I'd keep him away from the bar for the rest of the night, just a word of advice."
You look at Jake,
"What the hell is wrong with him? And please tell me he doesn't fly a plane."
"Multiple things, probably dropped on his head as a child, many, many times," Jake responds,
"And no, thank God, he is not a pilot. He's in charge of aircraft parts, so a glorified inventory clerk."
"Please tell me that's your weirdest coworker," you plead with Jake and Rooster.
"Yes, everybody else is pretty normal." Jake answers.
You lean over to Jake,
"I'm not going to get you in trouble for that big cock comment, am I?"
Jake looks at you,
"Don't worry about it, the higher ups don't believe anything he says. I would probably recommend not saying that to Cyclone, it might be a bit of a weird conversation starter."
You laugh, the tension easing.
You and Jake circulate around and meet more of Jake's coworkers and the rest are pleasant and not obnoxious jackasses.
Soon dinner is served and the speeches start up. They feel a lot like corporate speeches but with more patriotism sprinkled in. You are definitely bored by the end of the first one. Maybe it is the champagne on an empty stomach, but you decide to mess with Jake a little bit. You slip your heel off and nudge Jake's pant leg with your foot making contact with the skin under the fabric. Jake's eyebrow raises and he gives you a slight smile as he realizes what you are doing. After a few minutes you put it back in your shoe.
At the next applause break, you pretend to fiddle with your earring and pop it off into your hand.
"Oh no, I think I just lost my earring," you say loud enough to catch Jake's attention,
"I think it fell off that way."
You point towards Jake's feet. You lean over to peek under the tablecloth and as you do you cup Jake's crotch. You know the view of your actions is obscured by the tablecloth and your body. You're rewarded with a quick breath in from Jake.
You emerge from the tablecloth holding your earring, stating,
"Found it," as you put it back on. Jake is staring at you more pointedly now, eyebrow raised in question.
You lean to whisper so only he can hear,
"I'll stop if you say stop. I won't do anything that would embarrass you, just want to rile you up for later."
You pull back to see his response and he leans back in to whisper into your ear.
"Just know you'll face the consequences later," he smirks.
It's your turn to get a little flush and give him a knowing smile. Another speech starts and you keep your hands to yourself for the entirety of the speech. At the end, you use the moment to excuse yourself to the bathroom. When you're in the stall you slide off the lacy thong you chose for tonight and ball it up in your hand. As you sit back down you sneak the underwear in Jake's pants pocket. His hand goes to investigate and the moment he recognizes that it is lacy fabric and his jaw clenches ever so slightly. He looks at you eyebrows raised and the corner of his mouth quirked up in amusement.
The room darkens for a video on a screen up front. You use the opportunity to slide Jake's hand to the slit on your dress, that is conveniently on the side nearest him. You place your napkin over his hand to obscure the scene. His hand is on your skin and ever so slowly creeping around to your inner thigh, trying to flex his fingers up towards your pussy. The video ends and he discreetly pulls his hand back to clap, making eye contact with you the whole time.
The speeches are over and they announce that the dance floor is open. Jake stands up and extends his hand, "May I have this dance, El?"
The music is classical and you recognize it as a waltz. You're surprised when we get to the dance floor and Jake leads you in a perfect waltz.
"Should I add ballroom dancing to your list of many hidden talents?" you ask Jake as he gives you a twirl.
"Yes, among others. My mom insisted we learn to dance the classics. And how are you so well informed on ballroom dance techniques?"
"My mom made me go to cotillion. I remember all the dances and how to set a 36 inch place setting."
"What a useful skill in this day and age," he laughs.
After a few more classical dances, the music has changed to more contemporary pop and rock and roll making the dancing more informal. Lydia and Rooster make their way to you on the dance floor. The lighting has changed and the room is darker and by the DJ stand there are colored lights that change with the beat of the music. It feels like a high school prom with some of the music choices, and you have fun trying out cheesy moves mostly to make everyone else laugh.
The song switches to a song you recognize, Eric Clapton's Wonderful Tonight. Jake places one hand on your back on the bare skin and takes your hand in the other. You place your free hand on his shoulder and start to sway in time with the music. Jake is singing along just loud enough for you to hear and his deep voice reverberates through his chest against yours. You wonder if you can fall even more in love with him the way he's looking at you when the song ends.
Borrowing a lyric from the song, you say,
"It's time to go home now."
He laughs at your choice of words and lowers his head to tell you,
"Someone also needs to face the consequences of her actions, like putting her panties in my pocket so I know you're bare and there'd be nothing in my way."
You swallow hard and just dumbly nod, no coherent thoughts forming, Jake sees the look on your face and just smirks. You make our goodbyes to Lydia and Rooster and head out to the car.
You are barely buckled in when Jake's hand finds the slit in your dress. Pushing his hand up toward your pussy, he extends his fingers and just gently parts the folds around your clit, and then suddenly retreats his hand. You whine at the loss of contact.
"Does someone not like getting teased?" he laughs.
He leans over the console and puts a hand behind your head to catch your lips and mouth in a deep kiss that you feel all the way to your toes. He pulls back and starts the car, leaving you breathless and needy.
"El, you're lucky this is a stick or you'd be getting a lot more teasing on the drive home."
You are never happier that you live only 10 minutes from the base. Jake drives you home in what feels like a deliberately slower manner. You finally break,
"Jake, I need you inside me as soon as possible."
"Ooh, you are hot and ready to go. This'll make what I have planned for you even better."
"What do you have planned, besides fucking me the instant we get inside the door?"
"Oh, so much more, sweetheart. Just you wait."
Mercifully, you arrive home. You feel like you are sprinting to get the door unlocked and Jake is taking his sweet time getting to the porch. You step inside and Jake follows. He pulls you back to his chest and starts to kiss a line down your neck. Jake guides you to the bedroom and unzips your dress leaving you completely naked. He pushes you onto the bed so you are sitting on the edge.
"You were a wretched little tease tonight," he grabs your chin and tilts it up to look at him, "I've been thinking of all the ways I could have you when we got back here."
His thumb rubs across your lower lip and you take it into your mouth and suck on it earning a low groan from him.
"Teases need to learn some lessons in patience," he purrs as his hand slides down to cup your breasts and pinch your nipple, ripping a ragged moan from you.
"Lay down and wait, I'll be right back," he looks at you and says with deadly seriousness, "Do not touch yourself. understand me?"
You nod in agreement. He leaves the room and you slip off your heels and lay down on the top of your bed.
He returns holding a small bowl and the belt from your silk robe. He puts the small bowl on the dresser and kneels next to the bed.
"El, I'm going to tie you to the bed and blindfold you. Are you okay with that?" He is searching your eyes for any hesitancy.
"I'm very okay with that," you practically purr.
He breaks into the panty dropper smile and says,
"Good, we can stop this at any time, just say red light."
He is referencing the system you agreed upon for communicating in bed.
"Sounds good, green light."
He lifts your hands up above your head and the cool softness of the silk robe belt encircling your wrists and the fabric tightens as he ties it to the headboard. You flex your arms and find that you can't move them far. Jake is now standing next to the bed staring at you. He has pulled his dinner jacket off and thrown it over the back of the armchair in the corner, the medals clinking as it lands. Next he pulls off the cumberbund and sends it over to join the jacket. He unties his bow tie, throwing it down to the bed next to you and unbuttons the top few buttons of his shirt. His next move is classically sexy and makes you press your thighs together to get some kind of friction. He pulls his cufflinks out and puts them on top of the dresser next to him and then he methodically rolls his sleeves up revealing his tanned and muscular forearms.
"Enjoying the show, El?" he laughs.
"Very much," you breathe more than speak.
"Good," he says as he sits down on the bed taking the bow tie in his hand and he ties it gently around your head pulling the fabric to cover your eyes.
You take a deep breath and relax into the bed.
"Good, El?"
"Very good, Jake."
The first thing you feel is Jake's hands sweeping up your legs and just skimming the inside of your thighs short circuiting your brain. You try to thrust your pelvis towards his hands and he evades your motions and continues up your body. You whine out a little pout. Jake just laughs. His hands move along to cup your breasts, just pinching at the nipple to a firm point before he leans down to kiss them. He pulls back and you are lost without any contact from him.
The bed dips around your waist and the crisp fabric of his dress pants stretches across your thighs as he straddles you. You are unsure what his next move will be until the cool metal of his dog tags fall on your chest, eliciting a squeak from you. He huffs out a little laugh.
Jake leans down and holds his lips just above yours, the heat from his mouth apparent on your lips as he talks,
"Sweet, sweet, El. Who knew you were such cock tease and so naughty."
He traces a finger down your cheek and across your lips as he talks. You try to lift your head to kiss his lips and he pulls away before you make contact. Your head falls to the bed in defeat and then Jake is kissing you hard, tongue invading your mouth. He pulls away and you lift your head to chase his lips for more, earning another soft and teasing laugh from him.
Jaken kisses a line down your jaw and neck, continuing his path down your chest and finally settling his lips just under your left breast. The feeling from his lips intensifies and he sucks a bruise there, the slight pain from the blood vessels breaking blissfully radiating out. You're so tightly wound that anything, any feeling, pain or pleasure, soothes you. You moan loudly at that thought. He pulls off and gently kisses the sensitive area.
Ghosting his lips down your stomach he swerves at the last second avoiding your very wet and very needy pussy. You whine out in frustration, and plead to him,
"That's where I need it, please, Jake."
"Are we frustrated, El?"
"Yes, please, please touch me. Anything." you plead, sounding a bit desperate.
"It's okay, El. I'll take care of you," Jake coos reassuringly. The bed springs up and the weight of Jake is gone leaving you a little unmoored. Sounds you can't identify filter over from the far side of the room and suddenly you are overwhelmed by a cold burst of wetness on your nipples, they pebble and firm up instantly. An undignified yelp escapes your mouth with a
"What was that?"
"Ice," Jake laughs as he settles in the bed, and you can practically hear his smirk. He resumes his position over you and his cold lips trail down your torso and engulf your clit with no warning. You respond by squealing a mix of pleasure and pain and lifting your hips as far off the bed as possible, unsure if you want to retreat or want more.
"You are so much fun to tease. So responsive and sensitive," Jake says as he pulls back.
"Not fair, I need you, Jake," you respond, emphasizing the word need. He returns his cold mouth to your clit and begins to lick it fast and hard. Two fingers into you without any resistance and join his tongue in his fast rhythm. It doesn't take long for his mouth to warm up and push you to the edge of climax.
You are a moaning mess, and all you can sob out is,
"So close, so close, don't stop."
He pulls his face back and keeps his fingers in you at the same intense pace.
"You don't get to come till I let you, El."
If it was possible that statement would have made you even wetter. It's not helping how turned on you are. He plants his mouth hard on your clit and keeps licking.
"Please, can I come?"
Your begging question fills the air. "Please?" You ask again. You are so close that you know Jake can feel your walls fluttering around his fingers. Every second you're kept waiting is an exquisite mix of overwhelming bliss and the pain of almost coming.
Abruptly Jake pulls back everything. His mouth and hands are gone and your hips lift to chase him.
"What the fuck, Jake?"
You try to sound more indignant than needy. He just laughs as an answer. The bed shifts as Jake stands up. The sound of his clothes hitting the floor is followed by the ties at your wrists being undone.
The bed dips and Jake flips you over with the ease that only he can achieve. You are still blindfolded and unsure of his next move. He grips your hips and pulls your ass up as he gently pushes your head down to the bed. Your knees are being pushed apart with his knee and his hard cock brushes against your thighs enticingly. He is so achingly close to tight where you need him.
Finally, he takes pity on you and runs the head of his cock through your glistening folds.
"You ready, El?" he asks, still teasing your slit.
You practically shout,
"Yes, please fuck me, please."
"So needy, the tease doesn't like to be teased?"
He is laughing as he kisses down your spine.
You reach a hand back to try and touch yourself for some relief and you are treated to a stinging slap on your ass. You bite your lip to keep the moan it pulls out of you in, not wanting to give Jake the satisfaction right now, not when he's teasing you so mercilessly.
"Do I have to tie you up again? You'll come when I tell you, El."
Your whine in response is pure lust and absolute need,
"No, sir. Please fuck me, I need you."
He obliges and plunges in without any more warning or teasing. You almost come before he has bottomed out. With how hard you're gripping the comforter in your hands holding 9ff your orgasm, you're slightly afraid you're going to rip holes in the fabric, not that any part of your brain can be bothered to care. Each of Jake's thrusts pulls out a moan that sounds more like of a sob of relief than of pleasure. Jake pulls all the way back out and for a second you are lost. He pushes back in and starts to fuck you slowly. You try to speed up his thrusts by pushing back your body.
He laughs and grips your hips hard to still you, the thought that he might leave bruises makes you clench around him,
"Remember, who's in charge here?"
You don't respond and feel another harsh slap on the other cheek of your ass. This time you can't help the moan and accompanying clench of your pussy on his cock.
"Answer me, El."
"You are, Lieutenant," is all you can choke out, your need to come overwhelming you. The word triggers something in Jake and he is now fucking you at a relentless pace. His body is starting to tense, a sign he is getting close to the edge; he mercifully slips his hand down to touch your clit. You are right back at that edge of ecstasy within seconds and you hear yourself begging again,
"Please, can I come? Lieutenant? Please?"
His body stutters and you know he is close. Through gritted teeth, he says,
"Come around my cock baby, I want to feel how much you need it."
That is all the encouragement you need. You shatter around him clenching hard. The orgasm is so overwhelming that if you hadn't had the blindfold on still the room would have grayed out.
Your head thunks down to the soft mattress as the pleasure rolls over you, Jake thrusts a few more times to chase his release, his hands gripping at your hips hard to keep you from moving up the bed.
"Fuck, El, gonna come, gonna fill you up," he grits out. You are still in the throes of your climax that you are almost too out of it to say anything.
"Please, Jake, give it to me. I've been good, please," you rasp. He comes with a mighty roar and bends down, his chest against your back as he catches his breath, one hand planted on the bed to support his weight, the other rubbing soothing circles on your side.
He reaches down to your shoulder and pulls you up to his chest tilting your head to kiss you sweetly, a contrast to the intensity of a few minutes ago. Jake pulls the blindfold off and slowly pulls out of you. He gently lowers you to the bed and lays down next to you pulling you into his arms. Your head settles on his chest as you both come down from your mutual high. After a few minutes Jake kisses your forehead tenderly.
"Are you okay?" he asks.
"Yes, way better than okay, in fact great," you respond. He laughs at your effusive gushing and his lips are on your forehead again. You roll over to your stomach so you can see his face.
"That's definitely been a fantasy of mine, never really trusted anyone enough to let go of that control," you tell him as you trace idle circles on his chest with your index finger.
"I remembered from one of your trips to Bakersfield. Did it live up to your expectations?" he asks.
"Not that this is a Yelp review or anything, but 5/5 greatly exceeded my expectations. Would have sex like this again."
You're rewarded with one of Jake's deep laughs,
"How am I supposed to keep my ego in check if you're telling me that kind of stuff?"
"You earned it, stud." you yawn, aware of how late it is.
"Is Cinderella out past midnight?" Jake teases.
"Yes, and she is quickly turning into a pumpkin. I'm going to wash all this makeup off and then I'm going to cuddle up to my handsome stud of a boyfriend and fall asleep."
"Sounds excellent," Jake yawns back in agreement. You head to the bathroom and when you return Jake is already asleep. You turn off the lights and slide into bed and lay your head on his chest before sleep overtakes you.
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Up next: Elsa's family comes to town for Christmas and it's not all hot chocolate and hugs...*foreshadowing*.
Chapter 14
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RE Actor AU!
I thought I could hide it but I really can't anymore
*this is mostly about wesker but will I apologize? Nah. Imma do my own thing.
A/N: these are very, VERY self-indulgent
Warnings: None, just fluff and crack
Also this is my first post in Tumblr so idk how do texts/posts works in here :p
This was created because my current hyperfixation rn is wesker (YES)
You'd think with his role he'd be uptight and quite the serious actor. Yknow those types.
Oh boy oh boy would you look at that. He just brought another coffee for everyone on set.
MF LITERALLY IS ONE, IF NOT THE MOST, KINDEST PERSON YOU'LL MEET.
Always there to help crews moving their things, especially the heavy ones like camera.
Helps fellow actors with their script and scene.
But the most noteworthy trait of his is being a family man.
WOFJWISHJS GODDD HOLD ON
He literally SHOWS OFF his twins to his co-workers.
Everyone is a victim
"Chris look at this. They're walking"
"Yeah you showed that to me like five times alr-"
"they're WALKING"
Okay biggest victims are Chris and Leon
Jill and Chris are people who entered the industry the same time as Albert and has worked on multiple projects with each other. Hence, their closeness.
Now back to the general cast
Chris and Claire are literally siblings in real life
This franchise is actually Ada's first acting role in the industry! Which immediately became a huge boom to her career, which she didn't expect.
She was actually originally working as a stunt woman, but one time a manager suggested her to do acting after seeing her try to double a character since the original actor was sick, and she couldn't be more thankful that she took the risk.
She's very skilled in martial arts!
She and Albert are some of the few casts that don't do double-stunts.
Leon is a child actor starting from the age of 7.
Came from a very wealthy (aristocratic) family
ABSOLUTELY IDOLIZES ALBERT
Y'know that one story of Tom Holland when he talked about RDJ and was absolutely stunned when he entered the set?
Yep. That's literally Leon on his first day on set.
Look. He's worked with a lot of big shot names. Cate Blanchett, Robert De Niro, Morgan Freeman, Nicole Kidman, you name it!
But has he ever worked with this man with basically a face and body carved by the greek gods themselves, slicked back hair, and possibly the smoothest and healthiest skin ever, who's basically his entire fucking idol and goal to work with? NO!
So why, should he NOT FREEZE UP when he finally met him on set?
Albert saw a blonde, handsome boy sticking out like a sore thumb from the entrance of the set. He quickly realizes that this is the actor they cast for the protagonist. He walks up to them and smiled warmly.
"Hey! we got a new face around here. You must be Leon Kennedy right? Nice to meet you! I'm Albert Wesker"
He stretched out his hand to shake with him, but all Leon could think was
"oh my god... it's ALBERT FUCKING WESKER"
Poor blondie basically stopped working for a few seconds, before he realized how stupid he looked and was on his way to ruin his first impression.
He quickly snapped out of his shock and went to shake his hands and OH MY GOD THEY'RE SO SMOOTH AND WARM AND HIS SMILE--
Had to take a breather when he went to his tent after that encounter.
After that and throughout the shooting, they became closer and eventually became close friends
Which is how Albert met you but that's for another story.
Carlos has a HUGE and I mean, simp level of huge, crush on Jill.
This man really was the real smooth operator cause when he heard that Jill, together with a male character, will be the MC for the third franchise? Oh this man was on a MISSION.
Immediately auditioned and prepared for the role like his life was on the line (on his defense, it was)
The first to hear about this was Chris.
Which he then gossiped to Albert.
To which they both supported Carlos by giving him tips about what Jill likes, hates, her fave foods, her favorite movies, all of that and etc.
CHRIS AND ALBERT #1 VALEVEIRA SHIPPER đŻ
Literally had them plotting the most insane shits for a date
Thankfully, their shenanigans bear fruit after a year when Jill finally accepted him as her boyfriend.
Man was so over the moon, he deadass called the other two in the middle of the night to talk about what happened.
Albert was NOT happy being interrupted in his sleep, but decided to let it slide hearing the joy in the younger man's voice.
After all, he wasn't so different when the same thing happened to him with you.
Oh also, did I ever mention that Albert ADORES children?
Which is why he found Sherry so cute! Even though she plots pranks with Leon and Claire occasionally.
Throughout the years, they have become absolutely close friends that they consider each other as family (I'm starting to hear Dom Toretto)
Leon and Ada also eventually became a couple after years of painful pining (the rest of the cast and crew had to suffer witnessing their years of pining for each other)
They often do a late night chats with each other, sometimes they do IG live together when everyone's free.
The fans ABSOLUTELY eats them up because it's their source of meme and crack content from the cast.
The Behind The Scenes were filmed by almost all of them, or whoever wants to.
Tons of them are Chris tripping over almost everything.
Claire trying her stunts and being extremely proud when she successfully does one without her double.
Carlos just playfully punching and having beef with the camera.
It also includes Albert teaching Ada some stunts on how to do them better and more safely, and vice-versa.
And then you got Luis, Ashley, and Leon straight up doing a mukbang ASMR for one of their BTS (they failed horribly cause they, especially Luis, can't stop laughing)
Luis tries teaching Ashley spanish but eventually gave up. But after a few months, Ashley came up to him and said in almost perfect spanish "soy un raton rubio"
Loverboy felt like a proud parent he started singing out of nowhere.
*I feel like I really have so much more to put but maybe I've finally exhausted my ideas so here they are!
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Dietrich-Marks family, Roaring Heights - #9
Wilhelm and James just couldn't resist each other. One evening, they had another intimate moment at the hot tub in their backyard. After many days of hard work and fur parenting, they both thought they deserve a nice, warm dip in the tub.
Then, they're back to their usual everyday routines. After work, James invited their friend and Wilhelm's relative Portia Capp to request for some "special herbs" to help him. She didn't ask what's the use for, she just left after that.
Meanwhile, Wilhelm paid his childhood home another visit. Only his father greeted him. His mom Miranda and younger brother Wolfgang were both out. They had a deep conversations and catch ups, which they both missed a lot since Wilhelm moved out. They both wished for more moments like this.
The next day, another disaster struck the Avalon Hospital. Wilhelm responded to the call right away. He's still wondering though, what's really going on inside that hospital?
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( âź ) TWO WORLDS III ft neymar jr
đ§ș đâá an: HELLO! As promised, here is the third and last part of my short series of two worlds featuring neymar jr!!! Thank you to those that have been reading this from the start and along, I love you guys and hope you like this one too xx
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yourusername My blessing. His blessing. Our Godsend. We are thankful for all the meaningful words from both parties fans and supporters, you guys are just THE BEST! Thanks to all xx đđđŒ
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@neymarjr said don't forget to make him your best dish mama lol
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yourusername 20 weeks done! 16 weeks left to go! Can't wait to see our spicy, kickin' baby girl! â€ïž #shekicksalot đđ
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@fans1 I can't wait to see an angel with a goddess beauty face of Y/n's and the distinguished talents of Ney's WOOHOOO LETS GOOO!!!!
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@fans3 LMAOO SHES LIKING ALL OF THEIR FANS COMMENTS GIMME ONE TOO PLITHH đđđđŒđđŒđđŒ
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yourusername replied I'm showing them how grateful I am to have you all xoxox
fans7 I love her and if you don't you are sick in the head somewhere cus she's an angel!!! She's so nice brb I'm gonna cry
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neymarjr Meus amores. O Deus nos deu uma linda menina perfeitamente saudĂĄvel. Minha esposa, Y/n, muito obrigado por este presente incrĂvel. Palavras nĂŁo podem descrever o sentimento que sinto agora, mas Obrigado. VocĂȘ Ă© para sempre minha melhor amiga, minha namorada, esposa e mĂŁe de nosso adorĂĄvel filho. Eu te amo. (My loves. God delivered us a perfectly healthy cute baby girl. My wife, Y/n, thank you very much for this amazing gift words cannot describe the feeling and how I feel right now but thank you. You are forever my best friend, my girlfriend, my wife, and a mother to our lovely child. I love you) To my daughter, Angelina. Thank you for coming to this world as our daughter. Your mere existence changed both me and your mom drastically. You will be the only reason we change and become the better person from now onwards. I love you â€ïž To my fans, supporters, friends, and family who had been there all along with us, helping us with our lacks, thank you very much. I am so thankful to all of you. May God repay your kind deeds for us. đđŒđ„°
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yourusername Us today because @angel.lina keep pestering me saying that she wants to see her papai đč
p/s: she was enjoying the game more than I do Loll
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yourusername I'm currently considering it rn
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neymarjr @yourfriend @angel.lina will be at ur house by 9, be ready
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notes: the series has officially ended!!! YAYYY and NAYYY!!! Yay because I had finally finished it and saves it from rotting inside my draft but Nay because it ended. I fell in love with the series. I think I grew fond of the pregnancy and baby parts but most of it, I enjoyed it ALL! I think I pretty much did a great job LOL but yes as I said, I'm sad because it's ended. Oh well, who knows I might as well do another series similar to this one but much longer and fluffier!!! I love babies OMFG you don't even know!!! I need to write another one ASAP Ok I think that's all for the ranting, I hope you enjoyed it, please, as much as I do SKSHSKSK nah jk. Enjoy it or not doesn't matter at least I know I did a pretty fucking great job hehe hehe Goodbye xoxox
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What's your story, why are you so good at writing.. how did you start writing? HOW DID YOU COME UP WITH CT:OS HELP IM JUST OBSSESED
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CT:OS: Origin Story
Well! It's partially from experience, playing for a varsity sports team.
But most of all I wanted to write something fun and cosy and let the characters take centre stage. Found family and falling in love with your teammates/best friend from back home were things I really wanted to explore, and G's based on an experience I had as well.
Here's a longer interview I did with @interact-if for their awesome Asian/Pacific Islander month, I don't fully remember what I said in that but I think it should still stand haha đ
Author: origin story below the cut :P
I can only answer the writing bit by saying I was one of those kids who carried a book everywhere and spent all my time in school or on rainy days or at family gatherings (or whenever I was corralled indoors, really) reading a book under my desk. Then I graduated to listening to audiobooks as an adult, on all my commutes and sometimes while working (some things never change).
I went through seminal periods of my life obsessed with certain authors and sometimes I think of those years not just by what I experienced but also the books I crossed paths with (e.g. the only reason why I wanted to study in the US at 17, 18 was because I had just come off my back-to-back obsessions with Steinbeck/Hemingway/Fitzgerald and Arthur Miller/Tennessee Williams and was convinced I could find freedom and solitude and the space I could never find in Singapore...)
Anyway, I've also been writing since I was a kid--typical kid stuff (comics and game books for friends--choose your own adventure stuff, RPG stuff) and then as a teen I wrote a couple of fanfics (still have em up on archiveofourown but they're all unfinished (bad track record oh dear).
But yeah, tldr; I rarely knew what I was doing when I was doing them--it always seemed to me like I was dabbling in a million different things. But on hindsight I guess they've really been connected dots in a constellation (in some sense), and I'm very glad to have found Interactive Fiction! I think it's an amazing medium/field and so many cool stories are being told here! :)
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WELCOME TO UNINGTON!
â You don't have to believe every single thought that tumbles through your head, just 'cause it soundsâ
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you talking! Sometimes allâ
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tuck your demons into bed, 'cause they're not worth fighting! â - TURN OUT THE LIGHTS, THE CRANE WIVES, 2016
Hi there! Or, as we say in Unington, howdy-doodle! Welcome to the corner of the net where you can find anything and everything to do with the town of Unington! This blog is run by 6 5 people, and we have 2 admins! So, without further ado, let's introduce our lovely little blog's showrunners, along with our admins!
KEL CLOVER ! - 17 | SHE/HER
Hi there! Name's Kel, but my friends call me Kelsey! If you want, you can too! But not Kelly. Never Kelly. I like cats, producing music, and my favorite food is a nice cup of coffee paired with a nice hot bun from The Suave Cafe (or Peggy's, as us locals call it :> )!
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YASHIRO NENE ! - 17 | SHE/HER
AAA HI EVERYONE !!! I'm Yashiro Nene, but you can call me Yash!! :D Some things abt me!! I like my friends (love you nerds >:] <3), strawberry rice cake, fishies, boys (ignore that, that was cringy :P ), romance novels, disney movies, the occult (somewhat, i'n not toooo into it, but it's fun!) annnnd thats it! I'm suuuper happy to be here! :]
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MITSUBA SOSUKE ! - 16 | HE/HIM
Hey, losers everyone. I'm Mitsuba, and no, you cannot call me Mitsu like my friends. It's Mitsuba. You hear me? Mit-su-ba. I'm the designated pink guy of the blog (NOT YOU YASH STOP TRYING TO STEAL MY COLOR ISTG IM ABOUT TO WWE GRAND SLAM YOU), and the 'group asshole'. I take that title with pride. Things I like...uh, my friends, begrudgingly, the buns + anything sweet from Peggy's, photography, oversized shit, and...yeah, thats it.
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KOU MINAMOTO ! - 16 | HE/HIM
Hi! I'm Kou!! My name's too short so I don't get a nickname rip đđâŒïž (Technically they all call me ed sheeran because I'm GINGER but thats MEAN so don't call me that) I'm an exorcist (please do not ask me to prove this I suck ASS at it), and some things about me: I like baking, exorcising ghosts (WHEN I CAN DO IT IM SO BAD AT IT GUYS ITS HONESTLY UNFUNNY), taking care of the house and my friends and family (even if they call me a housewife, i still love you stinkers), and my friends! :]
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AMANE "HANAKO" YUGI ! - 17 | HE/HIM
Wsp! Hanako here, do NOT call me Amane, I will shove my foot. up your ass. You can call me Hana tho! That is allowed!! Nywho, things about me. I like donuts (ESP FROM THE SUAVE CAFE PEGGY IF UR READING THIS PLEASE STOP REJECTING MY APPLICATION I SWEAR I WONT STEAL ALL THE DONUTS AGAIN I SWEAR I SWEAR), the ladieeeees ;] (and men i swing both ways hmu ;]) [MOD EDIT: Nobody hit Hana up. Please. You'll give him an ego. ~ MOD M], ghosts n spooky shit like that, helping ppl out (yeah ik im "âïžđ€"), animals, my friends, and having fun! I'm a cool dude. I think. [MOD EDIT: Due to the other 4's request, I would like to state that no, Hana. You are not as cool as you think you are. ~ MOD M]
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MOD TEAM!
here, we would like to highlight our two amazing mods who're helping with the blog!
BENDY ! - "NOT TELLING!" | HE/HIM
Howdy! Name's Bendy! You probably know my face from your childhood, haha! Anyways, I'm a father of one, unhappily married, I like the arts, the burgers from Peggy's, and moneyyyyyy >:] That's all, folks!
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MONIKA SALVATO ! - 37 | SHE/HER
Hi! I'm Monika, but you can call me 'Mon', if it's easier! I run a club with me and my four best friends (Sayori, Yuri, Natsuki, and MC! Love y'all :] ) called the literature club! It's fun. Anywho, I like coding, baking, piano, valentines day, and the color emerald green! (P.S. Thanks, Kel, for letting me use it :] ) I'm a mother, and a wife, sadly. I'm so happy to meet you all!
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Whoo-wee! That was a lot of people! Welp, at least you got to meet us all! Well, we're all so excited to be here, and thank you for stopping by! See you all soon!
~ The Unington Crew
KAI DREW - IN LOVING MEMORY
Kai Drew was Unington's shining star, a singer, a daughter, a sister, and a friend to all. She was 17 years old, and a firecracker to boot. Nothing could keep her down.
Also, she's not dead.
She just left to go on tour in this town called Hatchetfield and we really miss her.
Girl
Come back girl we miss you :[
TAGGING SYSTEM:
#kelsey speaks - Kel's tag for posts! #yash's yaps - Yash's tag for posts! #mitsu contributes - Mitsu's tag for posts! #hana says shit - Hana's tag for posts! #kouposting - Kou's tag for posts! #mod b: back from the dead - Bendy's tag for posts! #mod m's quotes - Monika's tag for posts! #ask and ye shall receive - Tag for posts where asks get answered! the proper tags for which character is speaking will be added!
#kai drew#kai in hatchetfield#the kai who didnât like musicals#unington#omg#everyone here is practically my oc i have transformed them lmao#roleplay#rp blog#intro post#kelsey speaks#yash's yaps#mitsu contributes#hana says shit#kouposting#mod b: back from the dead#mod m's quotes
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Just for Tonight
Pairing: Genma Shiranui x Fem Reader (Smut)
WC: 7k
Summary: You run into an old friend, he invites you to come over and get high like old times.
Warnings Under the Cut
Warnings: mildly dubious consent (they're both high), porn with feelings, body worship, fingering, blow jobs, p in v, riding, floor sex, extremely light angst, friends to lovers
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âFunny seeing you here,â a voice rang out behind you, âitâs been a while.â
You turned around, a gentle smile spread on your face when you saw him.
âYeah, it has, Genma.â
You never wouldâve expected to see him at the market, you had hardly seen him at all over the past couple years. Things werenât like they were when you were teenagers anymore, you had both grown up and were now in your early thirties, basically living in different worlds at this point. You mostly worked at the academy training the next generation of ninja, hardly going out into the field anymore. You wanted to settle down and start a family, while he remained one of the most active shinobi in Konoha. You had never even given thought to the idea of him grocery shopping, with how little he was around. You figured he just lived off of the rations and food pills he received on missions. Yet here he was.
He stood in casual attire, simple black pants and a turtleneck. You didnât think you had seen him like this since your early twenties. He still wore his bandana with his signature senbon hanging from his lips, though. He hardly looked like he had aged at all, his face was still smooth and youthful, unaffected by the stress of the job. He looked at you with soft eyes and a relaxed smile.
âItâs the first time Iâve gotten a couple days off in forever, so I figured Iâd run some errands like a normal person,â he let out a slight chuckle. âI know itâs been a long time, but I couldnât resist the urge to say hi to an old friend, so,â he trailed off, âhi.â
âHi,â you replied. You couldn't help but fall into his charm.
âSo, how has the academy been treating you?â he asked. âI know kids can be a handful, so I applaud you for putting up with them,â his tone was lighthearted, a bit more sweet than youâre used to with him.
âIâve been doing fine with the kids,â you chuckled, âyouâre right, they can be a handful at times, but these children really are incredible. I can already tell the future of our village is in good hands.â
âWell, you have always liked kids, Iâm surprised you donât have any of your own yet,â he remarked.
âI would if I could, but I havenât found the right guy yet,â you explained, â I wanna do it right, ya know?â
âYeah, I get it. I know youâre the type of woman who would do anything to give your children a good life, I guess making sure you find a good dad for them is pretty damn important,â he replied.
You wondered if Genma ever thought about having a family. He always struck you as the lifelong bachelor type, never settling down. He seemed to really care about his job, always active and busy, but he never seemed too stressed. He liked helping people and protecting the village, he was born to be a ninja.
âI think youâll find him though,â Genma continued, âI think any man would be lucky to have you.â
âThanks Gen, I appreciate it,â you smiled. You didnât expect him to ever say anything like that, but his words warmed your heart. He had always been a genuine guy, but he tended to be a bit more of a smartass. Maybe it was the casual setting, but you liked this side of him.
âIâve got a few more errands to run and I know you have to get your groceries home, but I was wondering,â he trailed off for a moment. âIf you arenât busy, do you wanna come over to my place and light one up like old times?â he asked. âI still live in the same apartment,â he added.
You thought about it for a moment.
âYeah, thatâd be nice,â you replied, âjust give me a time and Iâll be there.â
âHow âbout 8?â he suggested.
âYeah, thatâs good for me.â
It had only been around 1pm when you ran into him, but something made you want to finish your shopping and get home as soon as possible. Somehow, seven hours didnât feel like enough time to get ready. Maybe you were just excited to go to an old friendâs house and hang out, not confined to the setting of a mission. You hadnât been to his apartment in almost ten years. Sure, you had seen him plenty of times since then, you had often been assigned on missions together. You really only stopped seeing him over the past two years, since that was when you transferred to the academy. It was only natural that forgetting about the stresses of life and relaxing with a friend sounded appealing, but you couldnât help the way your heart rate picked up thinking about it. After all, when you were younger youâd hang out with all of your friends at his apartment, but now it would just be you and him.
Once you got home and put away your groceries, you headed to the bathroom for a much needed shower. You spent a bit longer than you usually would, but you were basically operating on autopilot with your shave-day routine. After you finished in the shower, you got out and put on a nice outfit, then you proceeded to dry and style your hair. Finally, you finished up by applying your usual makeup. As you looked at yourself in the mirror, you couldnât help but feel pretty.
It was still only 6:30 by the time you finished getting ready, so you cooked up a light dinner and ate. You knew that you and Genma would be having snacks later, so you didnât want to overdo it. After you finished eating, you checked yourself in the mirror one more time, smiling. You looked at the clock, it was 7:30, exactly the time you needed to leave to arrive at his place by 8. You were a very punctual person, after all.
You felt nostalgic as you walked the familiar streets. You reminisced about your younger days when you and all of your friends would head to Genmaâs to get high after a night of bar hopping. The next day when you showed up to get your mission briefing, youâd all be hungover. The Hokage would always chastise you all for your irresponsibility, yet youâd always end up doing it again. Eventually though, you did end up quieting down and everyone found their niche. You donât remember when it happened, but one day everyone just got too busy to hang out, all of the shared meals, cheerful banter, and partying just stopped.
âI guess we all had to grow up somedayâ you thought to yourself.
Soon, Genmaâs apartment building came into view. You didnât know why, but nervous butterflies started flying around in the pit of your stomach. You approached his door and knocked. After a few beats, he opened it.
âPerfectly on time as always, come in,â he invited, stepping to the side so you could pass him. His tone was relaxed and casual as usual, with a slight drawl.
You smiled at him and stepped in. His apartment hadnât changed at all in the past decade. It still had the same posters and artworks covering the walls, you wondered if he just never had the time to change the place up since your early twenties. He had the lights dimmed with the radio playing quietly in the background, it was the same atmosphere that always made his apartment the best place to get faded.
âIâm sure you already have some, but after I ran into you, I decided to buy some extra snacks. I know you always get the munchies really bad, so I hope your favorites havenât changed in the past ten years,â you laughed.
He smiled, shaking his head to signify that they hadnât changed. He then gestured to the kitchen bar for you to put down the grocery bag you brought.
âThanks,â he said, adding in your name, âfeel free to make yourself comfortable while I roll up.â
You nodded, complying. You walked over towards his bed, sitting on the floor with your back against it. Somehow, the floor always felt the most comfortable. You watched as he walked over to the desk under his window, opening the drawer. After all this time, he still kept his weed in the same place. He proceeded to grind up the flower and then expertly rolled up the joint. It reminded you of the time when you asked him to teach you, but your sad attempt of a joint ended up just falling apart. You tried again and again, but eventually decided to suck it up and let him keep doing it. You never quite got the hang of rolling.
You studied him as he placed his senbon on the desk and picked up the joint, bringing the paper to his mouth. You were hypnotized by the way he darted his tongue out to lick the edge, adhering the rolled joint together. A slight flush rose to your cheeks, but you shook your head to snap out of your trance before he turned around to come sit by you. Once he settled on the floor to your left, he set the ashtray that had previously been on his desk between you and passed you the unlit joint.
âWhat a gentleman,â you teased.
âAnything for you, sweetheart,â he smirked, lifting his lighter to the end of the joint between your fingers.
After it was lit, you dropped your head against the bed, brought it to your lips, and took a long drag. You felt the tension that had been plaguing your body lift as you exhaled the smoke. You were beginning to feel the most relaxed you had in a long time. Then, you smiled over at Genma and passed him the joint.
You watched as he angled his head back against the bed the same way you had to take his own drag of smoke. He had heavy lids and his jawline was partially obscured by the hair that his ears separated from the back of his head. He was the embodiment of relaxation, perpetually in a calm mood, even before feeling the effects of the weed. He pulled the joint away from his mouth, and after a beat, he parted his lips, blowing out the smoke towards the ceiling.
After he handed the joint back to you, Genma got up, heading to the kitchen. He grabbed the family size bag of chips from the bag of snacks you brought and opened it, eating a couple as he walked back to join you on the floor again. You took your drag, and then he traded you for the bag. You werenât too hungry, so you didnât eat any of the chips, but you still accepted it to free up his hands.
After a couple more puffs each, you guys finally began loosening up, transitioning into lively chatter. You told funny stories about your experiences at the academy, like all of the times your students said wildly inappropriate things. You explained how hard it was to reprimand them, since it took all of your effort to not just burst into laughter.
âDamn, kids really do say the darndest things,â he chuckled, âwhere do you think theyâre learning how to talk like that?â
âI have no idea,â you shrugged. âI guess we werenât too much better in our academy years, but it does seem theyâre learning more and more over time. I donât think we were that bad, though,â you added, with extra emphasis on âthat.â
He then told you about the time he was sent on a mission to take care of an old lady in one of the neighboring villages while her family was traveling.
âIt was the worst. She was pretty easy to take care of, but I did have to bathe her and help her dress. She just wouldnât stop flirting with me,â Genma explained, âyou thought the mouth on those kids was bad? Thatâs not even a fraction of what this woman was like. Imagine me trying to do my job and put clothes on a fully nude 85 year old who wonât stop talking dirty and âflauntingâ her body at me.â You were trying so hard to hold in your laughter. ââOh, youâre such a handsome boy, and a ninja?! I bet you have a great body under thereâ,â he mocked in his best old lady voice, ââI bet big boy Mr. Ninja could make âole granny feel like a young woman again.ââ You were practically rolling with laughter. âSheâd be running her old lady hands up and down my vest while batting her eyelashes. Do you know how hard it was to get a bra on her? It was such a nightmare to get her decent, and every time I got something on her, sheâd try to pull it off again, like Iâd fall in love with her or something if I saw her naked constantly. Now that I think about it, maybe she was just an exhibitionist. The worst part was, before her family left after I arrived and when they returned, sheâd revert to this quiet, helpless, sweet old granny persona. They had no idea what she was really like!â
There were tears of laughter beginning to well up in your bloodshot eyes. âI forgot that for as many dangerous missions there are, there are even more silly and mundane ones.â
He took another hit and smiled. âYeah,â he sighed, âI want to say itâs not what I signed up for, but sadly, it is.â
The joint was starting to burn too low now, so Genma snuffed it out in the ashtray he placed between you earlier. He got up and walked to the kitchen again, this time pouring you each a glass of water. He passed you one of the glasses and walked back over to the desk to roll another joint. There was an unspoken vibe between the two of you that you both wanted to get too high to worry about anything else.
âThanks, Genma,â you praised, raising the glass to your mouth for a sip.
He hummed in acknowledgment as he worked. His back was turned to you, but you were still captivated by his movements. Your mind wandered in your haze, thinking about nothing and everything all at once. You were too spaced out to notice when he walked back over to you.
âHere,â he spoke up, catching your attention.
In the time your mind was wandering, he had already sat down and lit the joint. Now, he held it up to you. Instead of taking it with your own fingers, you just leaned into his and took a hit. You were a bit too dazed to really pay attention to your actions, not noticing as he watched you with heavy lids and a lazy smirk. You werenât looking at him, just gazing at the wall across from you. Once you were done and exhaled the smoke, he leaned back and did the same thing.
âThanks for inviting me over, Genma,â you mumbled, âyouâre really sweet, Iâm glad youâre my friend.â
âAlways,â he replied, a smile evident in his tone.
It wasn't long before you began rambling about your life, the things you wished you did with your friends, your worries, your dreams. The weed was making it too hard to shut up, you just had to get out everything that was on your mind. You both stared blankly at the wall, but Genma still listened to you intently.
After a bit, you decided you had enough and stopped smoking, but he continued to smoke a bit longer. Once he felt satisfied, he set the joint on the ashtray between you. You donât know how long you were rambling to him, but eventually you stopped and fell into a comfortable silence.
Neither of you knew how long you sat in your shared daze, just slowly blinking at the wall. At some point, you rolled your head to the right and saw the clock above his stove. You could at least make out a 1, but you werenât sure if it was midnight or 1am.
After you stared at the clock for a while, you slowly rolled your head back over to the left and looked at Genma. He felt your eyes on him and soon, rolled his head to look at you as well.
Your heavy-lidded, bloodshot eyes made contact and you studied each other. You had no idea what he was thinking, but you couldnât help but admire him. His pretty, brown hair fell around his face perfectly, his soft skin was illuminated by a beam of moonlight that escaped through a gap in his drawn blinds, his expression was completely neutral, but it still managed to draw you in.
He began to slightly lean in towards you, you wouldnât have even noticed the fraction of an inch closer he got if you werenât paying extremely close attention. Your heart fluttered and picked up a beat, but you couldnât stop yourself from mimicking his movement, leaning in a tiny bit closer to him.
The tension in the air was so thick, you could hardly breathe, but you were too high to get flustered. He leaned in another fraction of an inch, and so did you.
His face was expressionless, but you didnât need to read his face, you could practically hear his thoughts.
You glanced at his lips for a second as he leaned closer and you realized how bad you wanted this. Your heart was pounding in your ears, but you moved your gaze back up to his. His look said it all.
Your eyes fluttered shut and you both leaned in, closing the gap.
The second his lips met yours, a jolt of electricity buzzed through your skin. Maybe it was the weed making you sensitive or maybe it was because Genma was the person you were kissing, all you knew was that it felt like heaven.
He leaned further into you, deepening the kiss while bracing himself with his right palm on the floor behind the ashtray. He reached his left hand across his body and cupped your cheek, fingers threading their way into your hair. Soon, he nipped at your bottom lip. You opened your mouth for him in response, allowing his tongue to meet yours. The smell of weed and the taste of him was utterly intoxicating. You wanted more and more, but you didnât know if it was possible to get enough.
Genma reveled in the sweet little sounds you made as he made out with you. He slowly began to push you back, gently moving towards laying you down parallel to the bed so he could crawl over you. However, before he could get very far, you put your palm on his chest to stop him.
He pulled away, a string of saliva still connecting your lips to his. He gave you the cutest confused look youâve ever seen in your life, but you just gave him a sweet smile in response.
Slowly, you began pushing him back towards his original seat against the bed. He allowed you to move his body freely. Once he was in position, you crawled over to him and gave him a quick peck on the cheek. Then, you put your hands on his shoulders for support and lifted your right leg to swing it over his lower body. Now, you were straddling him.
Genma looked up at you, a cocky grin spreading across his handsome face. You lifted your hands from his shoulder to the back of his neck and pulled him into another kiss. He could feel the happy grin on your lips as you kissed him and he couldnât help but smile back into you. He moved his hands to rest on your hips, thumbs dipping up under your shirt and rubbing soothing circles against your skin.
Genma couldnât believe how right your lips felt against his, it was like you were made for him. Youâve known each other for over two decades now, how did it possibly take you guys this long?
You had been straddling him with your knees rigid. Your hips had been hovering above his as you held yourself up, but you decided it was time to lower yourself down. Butterflies shot up through your stomach and you let out a soft sigh as you felt his erection against you.
Genma couldnât help but use his hands on your hips to help guide you back and forth against him, letting out his own little groans of pleasure as you continued to kiss him deeply.
Your fingers slowly moved themselves up from the nape of his neck into his hair, one hand reaching up to slide his bandana off his head. He didnât mind as it fell off and onto the bed behind him. His hair was disheveled, but you didnât care. You figured it would only continue to get messier.
As you continued to lazily grind against him, Genma pulled away from your mouth. He then leaned in to start leaving love bites across the column of your neck. In response, you angled your head up to give him easier access. You moaned out as you felt his teeth graze against your skin, your fingers fully entangling into his hair.
You felt so warm. Every single one of his touches sent sparks across your skin. You could only imagine how wet you were getting as his clothed cock rubbed against you. You were trying to remember if a man had ever made you feel this good before, but you couldn't think of any times. Genma has barely touched you and it already feels like heâs the only other person in the world, like he was made for you.
Once he was satisfied with his work on your throat, he moved one of his hands from your hip to up to pull the neck of your shirt to the side. His lips met the junction between your throat and shoulder and he began to bite and suck there. You didnât care that he was stretching out the neckline of your shirt, and you didnât care if he left visible marks on you for all to see. All that mattered was feeling him against you.
The hand that remained on your hip moved further up under your shirt and he began gently rubbing up and down across the warm skin of your side, his fingertips grazing the bottom of your bra.
After a moment, Genma decided that he was satisfied with the purple bruises he littered across your neck and shoulder. He moved his fingertips to the hem of your shirt and tugged. You got the message and stopped grinding your hips against his, finding balance. You untangled your fingers from his hair and lifted your arms up, allowing him to slowly lift your top over your head. He dropped your shirt and rested his hands back on your hips, looking up at you with lust-blown pupils as you straddled him in only your bra. You needed him to touch you, you needed to get rid of the barriers between you, so you brought your arms behind you and unclasped your bra, allowing it to fall from your shoulders onto his lap. You quickly reached down, grabbing it and then tossing it into a random section of the room.
âSo pretty,â he praised, once again sliding his hands up your bare skin. He now allowed them to rest on the underside of your breasts, thumbs grazing over your hard nipples. âCanât believe it took this longâŠâ he trailed off.
âGenma, please,â you donât know what you were asking him for, you just needed more.
He leaned into the apex of your right breast, latching onto your nipple. He gently massaged the area around it with his hand, kneading your other breast with his other hand as well.
You cried out as he sucked, your hips again jolting into his. He couldnât help but meet you with tiny thrusts of his own. You couldnât believe how collected he appeared, you were falling apart over him and he didnât even seem to mind how little you were touching him. If only you knew how much worshiping you got him off.
Eventually, he decided your right breast had enough attention for the time being and he switched to the left. His fingers slid easily across the spit-soaked skin of your right breast as he moved to knead it. You could hardly handle the feeling as he rolled your abused nipple between his fingertips.
It was all getting to be too much, you had to feel him. Your fingers dug into the fabric of his turtleneck against his back as he sucked you. You needed it off, you needed to touch him.
He soon got the message and pulled off of you, quickly discarding his shirt.
You sat back on his hips as you studied his body. You giggled to yourself, remembering the story he told you about the horny old lady he had to take care of. Her prediction was right, he really did have a perfect body under his baggy clothes. He was lean, not super massive, but still toned and fit. There was a dusting of light freckles across his shoulders and a smattering of tawny hairs down his lower abdomen. He leaned back and gave you another cocky smile with heavy-lidded eyes as you ogled at him. As much as he wanted to take care of you, he didnât mind the attention.
You reached out and lightly ran your fingers down the contours of his chest. You felt lines of tight scarred skin under your fingertips at points, but his scars were a lot like yours, long since faded. You were so grateful that he didnât seem to have any recent wounds. You knew it was part of the job, but the idea of him being injured made a tear begin to well up in your eye. Working at the academy, it was rare for you to get injured now. You were really only in danger during emergencies, since of course it was still your responsibility to protect the village as a ninja. But Genma, he was still on active duty, he could be called out on a mission at any time, he could get injured at any time, he could die at any time. He wasn't yours, you had barely even seen him in two years, but you couldn't bear to lose him.
You managed to break yourself out of your negative thoughts almost as quickly as they began. You think Genma noticed the slight falter in your expression, but he didn't say anything. You were usually a pretty positive person, so you attributed the weed to making you a bit more emotional.
You brought your arms to drape around his neck and kissed him again. In response, he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you flush against him. As you sat on his lap, chest to chest, heart to heart, your kisses were deep and sensual.
The room was filled with hums and sighs of pleasure, along with the sound of the ambient radio playing in the background. You felt his hands drift under the waistband of your pants and underwear to grope at your ass as he guided you across his clothed erection. It felt so good, your eyes rolled every time you even thought about what was hiding under his pants.
Lucky for him, your waistband was stretchy. Genma didnât even need to pull your pants down, he just angled his wrists out and they slowly rolled down on their own. Once the entirety of your ass was revealed to the air you lifted your legs up one at a time, allowing him to help you completely discard your pants. After they were fully off, he stopped kissing you and angled his jaw to the side so he could rest his chin on your shoulder. He reached his right hand between your legs from the back and ran a finger through your sopping wet cunt.
âGen-!â you cried out, practically falling limp against him. You could almost feel the smirk he had on his face as he moved to pump his index and middle finger in and out of you. You couldn't see him, but you knew his mannerisms well enough to get a good idea of what face he was making. His left hand was groping your ass as he worked you with his right. You were involuntarily pushing your hips further onto his fingers, you needed everything he could give you.
âYou're doing so well for me,â he purred, his voice low and erotic.
You were quiet, biting your lip as you tried to muffle your squeaks of pleasure. Your hands were buried in his hair as if it was the only thing grounding you. Your nipples were being stimulated as they rubbed against his bare chest, blessing you with yet another wonderful sensation.
After a few moments, he pulled his fingers out of you. You whined in annoyance, but he gently shushed you, kissing your shoulder in comfort. He then reached further under you until his middle finger came in contact with your clit, his thumb now replacing where it had been previously.
You sobbed out a high pitch moan as he rubbed circles around your clit. He found the perfect angle and you could feel your impending orgasm bubble up. You were panting and mewling as he worked you.
Genma knew you were getting close by the way you were squirming against him, it only egged him on. He kept a steady pace as he rubbed gentle circles around your clit, knowing consistency was the easiest way to make a woman cum. He had found the perfect angle for you and he wasnât going to waste it.
âYouâre doing such a good job,â he whispered into your ear, enunciating your name at the end. âItâs okay, sweet girl, you can cum for me.â
You nodded your head vigorously
âWanna cum for you, Genma. Wanna be your good girl,â you babbled between moans.
Your heavy panting soon picked up speed and you stopped being able to hear anything over the beating of your heart. Your body was already trembling as you approached your climax.
Genma continued to praise and coo at you, he knew this was it.
âGen-, gonna-,â was the last thing you managed to get out before your orgasm hit you. You let out a choked scream as your eyes rolled back. You saw stars as Genma worked you through your climax with more gentle circles on your clit. Soon though, you started trembling really hard and you were beginning to get overstimulated. Genma didnât want to be mean, so he pulled his hand away from you and you slumped against him.
Now it was his turn to groan as he felt your bare, soaked pussy land atop the outline of his clothed cock. He knew how ready you were for him, your slick had dripped down the back of his hand all the way to his wrist as he fingered you earlier. He could hardly wait to feel you around him.
Genma lightly held you, bringing his right hand up to pet your hair. He didn't even care that he was getting it sticky with the release you dripped onto his hand earlier.
âHey, hey,â he cooed, coaxing you out of your slump.
You pulled away from him and looked up at him with your pretty, bloodshot eyes. You backed up off of his lap, fully nude and perfect. Genma was entranced by your beauty, his high making you seem nothing short of a goddess. He watched as you reached out and placed your hand over his cock. He groaned out and lightly bucked up into you as you palmed him.
âGenma, I wanna see,â you drawled.
âAnything for you,â he smiled in response.
He moved to hook his hands under the waistband of his pants, lifting his hips to roll them down. You watched him intently, slowly blinking as he revealed the rest of his body to you. He was absolutely perfect.
Your mouth watered at the sight of him. His hair was disheveled and sticking to various parts of his flushed face, his chest was rising and falling with heavy inhales, and his perfect, thick cock bobbed against his lower abdomen. He swallowed as he watched a drip of slick from your cunt roll down your inner thigh.
You reached your right hand out and wrapped your fingers around his cock, rubbing small circles over the head. His cock was heavy and warm with a drop of precum threatening to roll down the tip. Genma groaned and sighed as you familiarized yourself with it.
You leaned over, maneuvering yourself to rest on your stomach. You couldn't bear to not taste him, so you allowed your tongue to lick over the tip, picking up the bead of precum that had been resting there. He tasted absolutely divine.
You gently wrapped your lips around just the head of his cock, licking and sucking the tip. Your hand pumped the lower part of his shaft. Your movements were slow and lazy, his panting and groaning encouraging you. You knew you could easily stay here, sucking his delicious cock for hours, but today wasn't the day.
Genma moved his fingers to your head, lifting you off of him. He proceeded to guide your lips up to his again and you crawled up to meet him.
His kisses were so soft and deep, you never thought he would be such a sensual lover. You always figured he'd be more of a player, quick and rough, just from his personality. But he never actually talked about his sexual exploits, not even when you and your friends were all young and horny. Right now, he was treating you like he loved you, it warmed your heart and broke it all at once.
Now you were straddling Genma again, this time the both of you were fully nude. Your slick pussy caught against his cock every once in a while as you moved against him. His hands came down to rest on your waist, helping guide your hips back and forth over him.
Soon, you began getting impatient. You reached between your bodies and grabbed his cock, angling it towards your cunt. But before you could sink down on him, he stopped you. You looked up at him, meeting his eyes.
âI-,â he stuttered out, âI don't know if I could ever be the man you're looking for, the man you deserve,â he trailed off, âbut maybe just for tonight.â
His words made your bloodshot eyes well up with tears. You just smiled at him and leaned in to kiss him again. He brought one of his hands to your cheek and wiped away the stray tear droplets.
As you kissed Genma, you still held his cock angled towards your core. You sank down on it, and both of you sighing in relief as he bottomed out. He filled you up so perfectly, stretching you in all the right ways.
You pulled away from the kiss and wiped the stray strands of hair away from his pretty face. His eyes were closed and his brows were furrowed as you began riding him, small moans were escaping his mouth.
You were letting out sounds of pleasure as he ran his hands across your body. Everything felt absolutely perfect, and your shared high made you so sensitive, increasing your pleasure exponentially.
Genma soon opened his eyes as he guided you up and down. He noticed your gaze was fixed, watching his cock disappear in and out of you. Eventually your eyes made their way back up, locking with his.
In that moment, a wave of images flashed through Genmaâs eyes. He saw how you looked when you first met, how you teased him growing up, even though he only ever played along, never giving you the satisfaction of successfully messing with him. He saw your pretty smile when you and your friends went on a picnic, he spent that whole day trying not to let it slip that he was absolutely enamored by the beauty you exuded in your sundress. He thought of the way you laughed loudly when you were high, not caring about anything else. He saw the bittersweet expression you gave him the day you told him that you were going to transfer to the academy, no longer joining him on missions. He even saw memories of things that never happened. He saw you on your wedding day as you walked down the aisle towards him, he saw you pregnant with his baby, and he saw you surrounded by your shared children.
Genma was absolutely in love with you. He wanted to be the man you chose to spend your life with, but right now he didnât have a life to give you. It hurt, the idea of you settling down with someone else, but he couldnât hold you back for his own selfish reasons. He had to let you fly free and make your own choices, it wouldn't be fair to prevent you from building a family now by making you wait for him.
His face wasnât showing the complex emotions he was feeling, it just conveyed the pleasure of great sex. Genma couldn't help but pull you flush against him again. If he couldn't have you forever, if this was his only chance, he needed to feel all of you right now.
You were mewling and whimpering against him, pussy tightening as he thrust up into you. He felt so amazing and you couldn't get enough.
Genma began peppering kisses against you, against your face, your neck, your shoulder. He then brought a hand between you and started rubbing circles around your clit again.
You were practically sobbing against him as you bounced on his cock. He knew he wasn't going to last long either. Your name escaped his mouth, and his escaped yours. You were babbling praises and he was showering you with affection.
âWhere do you want it?â he asked as he strained against you.
âInside, Gen, please I need it inside,â you cried out.
âAre you sure? I won't do it if you aren't sure,â he choked out.
âYes Genma- please, I need it, I trust you,â you responded.
His heart fluttered at the sound.
The feeling of him inside of you and the pressure he was putting on your clit was too much, you were about to cum. You could tell that he was about to as well.
You screamed out as your orgasm hit you, his hitting at the same time. He pulled your body as tightly against him as possible as he milked himself into you, letting out a mixture of praises, expletives, and your name.
He couldn't remember the last time he came this hard, and neither could you.
As you came down from your shared high, your heartbeats slowed and your bodies relaxed. He hugged you and rubbed soothing circles on your back.
He wanted to tell you he loved you, but he knew he couldn't. He knew saying it would come with expectations, expectations he couldn't meet. The last thing he wanted to do was break your heart and hold you back from your dreams.
You leaned back, pulling Genma in for another deep kiss, his cock still buried inside you. This kiss was gentle, it wasn't a kiss of lust, but one of pure love.
He melted into you, smiling.
âGenma, thank you, thank you for taking care of me,â you praised. You wanted to tell him you loved him, but you knew it would only put a pressure on him that he didn't need. You really had always loved him, but you never acted on it. You knew he would always be just out of reach.
Eventually, you began to get up, smiling at him as you pulled off. You found your panties and pulled them on, along with your shirt. Once you were slightly decent, you walked over to his bathroom to go take your post-sex pee and freshen up.
As the bathroom door closed, he got up and found his briefs, pulling them on. He picked up the ashtray with the half smoked joint and put it on his desk, he also cleared away both of your discarded water cups.
He was undeniably tired, the late hour mixed with the weed was starting to hit him. So, he crawled into his bed.
After a few minutes, you walked out of the bathroom and saw him in his bed, pressed up next to the wall. He left his covers folded over, inviting you to get in.
âCome here,â he smiled, â Iâm not gonna make you walk home at this hour, especially not in the state youâre in.â
Your face lit up with joy and you ran over to crawl into the bed with him, settling with your head against his chest, his arm wrapped around you. You both breathed in a slow, steady rhythm, quickly drifting off to sleep.
You woke up with sunlight filtering through the gaps in Genmaâs closed blinds. For a moment, you forgot where you were, but you quickly remembered. You were engulfed by Genmaâs scent, his heart was beating under your ear, and his arm was still wrapped around you. You smiled to yourself as you blinked away the sleep.
You slowly angled your head up to look at him and his eyes met yours, he was already awake. He smiled at you with pure adoration.
Looking at you waking up next to him, Genma swore to himself that if you still weren't married by the time he was ready to settle down, he would do it himself.
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Moo please talk about your ocs I want to know everything about them <33
Okay I started responding to this but then it became like 400 words long and I wasn't even halfway done with what I wanted to say so I'm shortening this!!! (I saved the long thing to another draft so it's not gone but.. I won't subject u to that :P)
ALSO THANK YOU! I profusely thanked you in the other version so I. forgot to here LOL
Here's Exiled!!!
We have three protagonists:
Caparal Winslow, 23, who/knows
Caparal is the older brother of a duke. Yes, succession goes by age in this setting. Caparal just really didn't want to be duke when his father and older sister died suddenly, and his social standing was tanked because of that.
Caparal was always the weird, quiet, alchemy-loving, forgettable son of the duke to anyone who bothered to think about him; now he's the weird, quiet, alchemy-loving brother of the duke with a major reputation for being a coward. Is this deserved? No, not really. But it's a thing that happened and he has to deal with it now. Which he would very much prefer to not do! He loves avoiding--just, just avoiding in general.
Delayne Meersummer, 28, she/her
Delayne is the most cheery friendly buddy-buddy person ever guys trust me she's normal she's a normal functioning member of life she's sooo chill and is a normal friend. & everyone likes her
Okay she's. She's really messed up and I can't get into disecting her here because I will not be able to stop, but the bullet points are 1) estranged her family and support system due to her thrill seeking 2) got pushed into the wrong circles with no family or friends to help her, where she was encouraged to become a mercenary and therefor kill people and 3) could not cope with that so she's been heavily disassociated for the past decade. Okay that was way simpler to explain than I thought
Toor'rye "Rye" Ican'tthinkupagoodlastname, 22, he/him/their
This guy's a messsss dude. He's a cartographer who's gotten pulled into being a guide for o-o-one specific mercenary who just won't leave him alone because she thinks she can fix him (Delayne) one too many times and is now is a part of this big mess (the plot) because of it.
Rye has a few forms of expression: anger, sarcasm, annoyance, and fear. Those are his languages. (Metaphorically. He is actually fluent in two northern languages and the official language of Wralan, where this story takes place. He is shockingly well traveled and educated, despite his haggard appearance--he has very few clothes and they're all worn thin to the point of being almost unwearable, although from the way he puts really intense care into his appearance you'd think they're multi-thousand-dollar suits.)
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We also have Lionel Winslow, 22, he/him, who my beloved @adragoncat described as "A erratic mess who is making it everyoneâs problem", and Andrea Munteanu, 25, she/her, who is Caparal's fiancĂ© (in an arranged marriage where they are.. okay friends? good acquaintances?) and mourns his supposed sudden death. (Lionel tried to kill him). (It did not work, as you can tell from the "supposed").
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Yeah anyway this is my silly high fantasy comedy <3. They are very stupid. I've written a few things for them, only one of them really good enough to share.
Thank you so much for reading!!! It means the world to me!!!
#moo's words#exiled ocs#Caparal winslow#toor'rye#delyane meersummer#lionel winslow#Andrea munteanu#disassociation mention#violence mention#??? ask to tag#murder mention
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Nine People You'd Like To Get To Know Better
I was tagged by @blu3berrydraws, @erisenyo, and @paramouradrift lol thanks guys!
Relation Status: Married to my best friend and high school sweetheart
Favorite Color: green. any green. give me a green I will show you how beautiful it is
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet tooth is currently satisfied. Spicy is just kind of a bonus. I think savory is looking good rn.
Three ships: Zukka is the obvious current answer, but I am a habitual multishipper by nature, so here are three ships that I very much enjoy which might not be on your radars!
First is @ablueeyedarcher's fault: How/Piandao. The SS CapyPanda. Are they minor characters who only show up for two or three episodes a piece? Yes. Do I care? No. Let them smooch.
Number two is Jee/Bato. Look. Jee is a tired gay man, He has served his time. Let him get out there and get the good dick. He's not a home wrecker though, he's not gonna get between whatever Bato has going on with Hakoda... unless maybe they invited him to get between them more literally.
Third is Zuko/Kuei. I know the the post canon comics pitted these two sad bitches against each other but listen, here me out. They're both young, inexperienced leaders dropped head first into navigating attempting to deescalate their countries post a century of hostilities with minimal helpful guidance, and they were also both used and betrayed by the father figures they we supposed to trust and rely on. What if when left alone, face to face, they bonded over venting their similar frustrations? What if that bonding turned into an unlikely friendship? What if that friendship tripped and rolled down a rocky hill of something more and they ended up in a secret affair between the heads of two of the world's most powerful states? What if it all came crashing in on them, but they couldn't untangle their very real feelings from their duty as leaders? What then?
First ever ship: Oh snap this is reaching back into Ye Old memory banks here. If I'm being totally honest I think it was the pink and green (later white, much later all the rest of the damn colors) rangers from the original run of the American version of Power Rangers. The internet didn't exist as we know it today so it was just a group of a half-dozen 7-9 year olds G O S S I P I N G on the playground between rounds of pretending to be actual velociraptors.
Last Song:
youtube
(Two Steps From Hell is my go-to writing times tune everything out music)
Last Film: Technically it was me and the rest of the adults post Thanksgiving diner keeping a running background commentary going on the worldbuilding choices in the Paw Patrol Movie that the little kids insisted on watching. Real answer, the last movie I sat down to watch with intention was Across the Spiderverse.
Last thing I Googled: solar chistmas lights. My coworker was complaining that her only outdoor outlet shares a load with an indoor one (which?? rude!) and her partner wouldn't let her put up more Christmas lights. I had to show her. The way her face lit up as she IMMEDIATELY zoomed to Amazon and started filling her cart. Apologies to her poor family and neighbors, but I definitely made her week and possibly her entire New Year.
Currently Reading: Hey did you know that @erisenyo is already releasing stuff for zukki week because she is. you should definitely go read that.
Currently Watching: Rewatching Blue Eye Samurai while spouse watches it for the first time. He's been big into old samurai and wuxia films since I can remember so I'm just sitting here anticipating his reactions to every easter egg and trope call back they've stuffed into this show and also spotting things I missed on the first round.
Currently Consuming: Peppermint mocha and a cheese, egg and sausage tornado. Don't question me.
Currently Craving: My cozy bed. Also a nice big bowl of curry.
Currently Working On: The next chapter of Learn to Carry Love. I'm so so so close to the finish aaargh!
Current Obsession(s): *Gestures at my blog*
And with that I'm gonna taaaaaaag @ablueeyedarcher @rainbowbarnacle @paintsplattere @allgremlinart @saccharineomens @thepioden @siggymcpissyface @curlicuecal and @yandereleorio! No obligation of course, just for a fun time if you wanna :D
#tag game#there were actually a couple different versions of this game with different questions between all the posts I was tagged in#so I combined them#anyway I have so many more odd ball ships where those came from you should ask me about them#gonna file this under#lizard is starting to ramble#Youtube
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Being someone on the aro spectrum (demiromantic) but with an excess of love to give is a very interesting experience because of how much it just goes to show how much love some people can put out without it being romantic.
I've always fucking CHERISHED the relationships I've managed to keep up until now. Me and my family are really close, and I love spending time with them, along with a good number of my extended family. They're some of the most important people in my life, and I consider myself endlessly lucky to have this kind of relationship with them.
As for friendship, the funny thing is that I've never really managed to keep friends up until recently, and they're all some of the most wonderful people I've ever met. And there's a good chance that multiple of them are reading this post right now! A lot of you guys on here have given me a type of social interaction I rarely ever got for the first 18 years of my life, and I really have to thank you all for that. You're all wonderful. <3 /p
Back to the original point of the post, it's just crazy how much I can care about people, even if they were only in my life for short periods of time. I still think about some of my teachers I've had growing up, and I haven't talked to many of them for years now, but I managed to form a meaningful relationship with a decent few of them during the time I was under their care.
And as for finally experiencing romantic love for the first time? It's been so incredible that I really don't have the words for it. Getting to know someone better than most others and spending time around them makes me feel something unlike anything else, and it's wonderful. It helps when the affection is reciprocated and you're both cut from complimentary cloths, hehe.
I just fucking love being able to love, man.
Every aspect of it is incredible, and I'd never give it up for the world.
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