i finally read it after my post basketball nap 😭 and i hate you but in the best way possible. enjoy the notes i took while reading (there are a lot)
“There’s no telling what he’ll say if you make him comfortable again.”
“He knows you’re safe, and that should be enough. … It’s not.”
• fucking hell ryen 😵💫
“And truthfully, he doesn’t deserve those eyes looking at him like that, either. Like he holds all the answers when he really only comes with problems.”
• 😭 ryen im gonna cry
“If you remember anything about that weekend, he hopes it’s that moment. That lone pocket of time is one that he’ll always remember.”
• i swear being in his head is spectacular
“Goddamn, he’s gotten more than soft. Surely, he can deflect whatever the hell he’s feeling somehow.”
• the way he’s been holding it in I can’t 😭
“And with each thing he learns, the more concerned he gets. About the way you’ve been treated, about anything happening to you, and about how he’s starting to feel.”
• this man is… so… i have no words
“Laughing, he feels his chest beat quick, so fucking amused when you come at him like that. Like you don’t give a shit who he is. It does things to him that he’ll never quite admit out loud.”
• admit them you stubborn man 😤
“He’s gonna get you back for that one. You can’t be better than him at his own game.”
• the fact that oc doesn’t even realize the fucking power she holds over this man is absolute perfection 😍
“Did you dye it this morning or did she?”
• JIMIN IS MY GUY! I SCREAMED literally been picturing this for weeks ryeennnnnn 😫
• can we discuss the lengths pjm and kth went to in order to make sure oc was safe because damn. like as much as bro pisses us off sometimes he’s clearly done something right to have friends like this •
“He gathers his things with stiff fingers before heading out the door, looking for the cat he wants you to meet before walking to his car.”
• idk why but this got be so hard… the gorgeous subtly of his brain
• This entire thing made me feel so many different things. it probably will change but for the time being bro has softened me a lil. the way he threw hands and the way his friends regard him highly enough to really worry about him and his family. •
• and i have very little else to say about yoongi at this point. he’s shakespeare level tragic and i love that oc is there because he cant admit that she’s healing him. like he’s not just down bad he’s tortured. •
all in all beautiful job 👏🏼
side note: my team won, 118-72, 25$ a point for cancer research so i definitely channeled some yoongi energy for that shit. and the snacks went over real well. one of the docs on my team chuckled when he saw them and when i asked what was funny he said “ah you wouldn’t understand” so… doctor Karalis if you’re here ‘this is awkward but hi and I’ll see you Monday’
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omg hello fox!! my goal was to get this out before monday bc your last bit had me crying LMAO. i love the win for you and it's def bc you channeled the yoongi energy! that's also an amazing game holy shit. high scoring for both teams! but uhhh yes hope this isn't awkward for both of you dslkfjdsklf anyway, to your wonderful comments, let's get it!
yeah... yoongi really does want what he wants. it's so tragic and beautiful and i just love him.
the answers/problems line! i love how you pointed that one out bc i love that one.
being in his head is certainly a time. super intimate chapter, and exhausting as all hell to write as fun/comforting as it was. there's just a lot going on.
he is holding things in, i know.. internalizing a shit ton. and the concerned line! i love that pair of lines, too.
admit all the things, yoongi. you can do it!
READER HAS NO CLUEEE
and i love jimin so damn much. he's a real one istg
WE CAN DISCUSS. vmin are the friends we all need tbh. they really did go the lengths. bc yeah tae told reader that he covered for her, but he didn't know about the basketball thing. so when jimin was freaking out.. he needed to know for sure.
the subtly at the end, where yoongi just wanted to see where that cat was and thought of reader :(( that was totally intentional and i'm so glad you picked that to talk about!
i will say this over and over: i love bro. yes, he's an obstacle as far as we know and yes he's a hardass. but it's hard to blame him when he's been the supportive figure in reader's life. on top of all the crap that he's getting done on his own. it's so clear that he can rely on his friends, which is really fcking good bc that man needs help.
shakespeare level tragic? holy shit what a compliment i can't even- wow. thank you for reading and for all of this commentary! i thoroughly enjoyed reading it all, and i'm glad you were able to enjoy going inside yoongi's mind.
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Trying something new! Left to right:
Fordo, Fox (tattoo is from ‘and through spaces in the dark’ by blackkat, stretch marks concept from Cacodaemonia), and Rex
art rambling + lineart and og sketches below the cut!
I was travelling while sleep deprived when I decided to clean up some paper sketches to digital, and to avoid obsessing over lines I switched brush to a ruthless 0 stabilisation fine tip (default on procreate).
It was surprisingly relaxing, especially because the paper sketch took out a lot of the fiddling I would have done otherwise.
So then… how to colour? And I decided to be as obnoxious as possible and use chromatic aberration + halftone and ngl it’s FunTM!!! I have one more page of sketches to clean out + colour, so let’s see if the magic will happen again! 🤞
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I needed to tell you that tiny shorts Cody has taken over my brain. I'm utterly obsessed
Ahhhhh hi, yes, hello!!!! Same same same!!! I was so delighted to receive this ask and I am so glad you share my obsession!!
If you're interested, I do have some critical background:
- They're Marshall Commander shorts. They say Marshall Commander across the ass.
- Bly, in possession of a discretionary fund ""for trooper morale,"" got them as a gag gift for each of his batchmates.*
- Cody (unfuckwithable) wears them unironically, unselfconsciously, daily, for his morning workout (....on the days he gets a morning workout.)
- It is widely understood that Cody is at his best and most approachable at this time. In the moments between his cooldown and hitting the sonics, Cody is in possession of serenity, mercy, benevolence. He's in a good mood.
- This is the time to come to him with. Just. The most aggravating issues. No matter how nightmarish the fuckup, Marshall Commander Shorts Cody can see the shape of the solution. No crisis will rattle his calm.
- Inevitably, someone shares this with Obi-Wan. Though not, perhaps, the full context.
- I think you know how this ends.
- Obi-Wan just isn't prepared, I think. The first time he sees the Marshall Commander Shorts. I think Cody is flushed and shirtless, thighs out, drinking his water, toweling off his face. I think he sees Obi-Wan and smiles. I think Cody so rarely smiles. It's like 💀💀 a dream. It's like he's dreaming.
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