#thank you for the ask!!!! You're so sweet 😭

[deusfoundry]

18+ only mdni pls thank u :D also its my first time writing smut/something this explicit so please be kind 😭

kissing sylus is always such a dizzying experience, one that you can swear drives you to borderline insanity.

you usually catch him in one of two moods.

one, is when he likes to take things slow.

it's a few hours past midnight, hours past the time you should've went to bed if you wanted to get up early for work tomorrow. but you don't mind. really, every single bone in your body is screaming at you to stay where you are, perched right on sylus' lap.

your legs settle on either side of his thighs. they’re beginning to feel like jelly, nearly numb from being in the same position for so long. both of your hands are on his shoulders. your fingers dig into the fabric of his sweatshirt. an attempt, but ultimately a feeble one to ground yourself.

likewise, sylus' hands are glued to your thighs. his palms glide over the bare flesh, fingertips brushing against the hem of your shorts. beneath the thin fabric, he draws circles with his thumb, each drag of his rough pads on your skin brings him closer to the lace of your underwear.

he’s got no sense of urgency as he pulls away, lips lingering just a hair away from yours before leaning his head to give your neck the same amount of attention. you turn your head to the side for his convenience, and he gladly takes it as an invitation to smother the entire length of your neck.

sylus works diligently, lips moving in an almost snail-like pace as if to say that you've got all the time in the world. he doesn't move to another patch of skin until he's sure there are marks in the greater vicinity of each area he covers.

his lips travel down to your shoulder, leaving wet kisses in his wake. he takes the thin strap of your camisole between his fingers, toying with the fabric enough that it slips off. his teeth sink into your skin.

your breath hitches when that delightful mix of pain and pleasure hits your senses.

it's almost too much, the way he's taking his sweet time with you. how he pours the same amount of utmost care and attention over each inch of skin he comes across, until you somehow find yourself resting on your back at the couch.

the flimsy fabric of your camisole rides up. you find it harder and harder to breathe as he runs a hand over your bare stomach. sylus plants his lips right above the garter of your shorts. 

he tugs at the garter while he holds your gaze, an unspoken way of asking for your consent. your nod is accompanied by a quiet hum that he takes as his cue to pull your shorts all the way down, tossing the garment carelessly over his shoulder.

you're left in your camisole and underwear. it's far less skin than you've shown sylus before, who's seen and memorized every little nook and cranny of your body, but you still feel the urge to squirm. to shy away from his touch and to hide from his eyes that nearly burns holes into your skin from the intensity of his stare.

but he doesn't give you the chance to do either when his hand flies to your inner thigh, slightly spreading your limbs apart.

“don't go hiding on me now, sweetie.” his lips replace the hand on your thigh. the teeth that digs into your skin makes you whimper. “relax, we've got all night.”

other times, he's overtaken by the carnal need to devour you whole. 

he's got you pinned down on the mattress. the cool silk beneath a stark contrast to your flushed, heated skin. it serves as a reminder of how sylus can get you all hot and bothered with little effort.

you two have been going at it for what feels like hours, but it's barely been ten minutes since he dragged you from his office by the waist, the cookies you baked for him sitting long forgotten on his desk.

sylus pulls away, just enough to have you rising from the bed as your parted lips chase after him on instinct. he can feel the ghost of your lashes as your half lidded eyes flutter open. 

you pout. sylus struggles to hold down the chuckle blooming from his chest. 

"stop being mean.” 

"i don't know what you're talking about, sweetie." sylus acts innocent, but he's got a shit-eating grin on his face that lets you know he's messing with you. "am i not allowed to breathe?"

he says it like it's the most obvious thing in the world. like he's never pushed you to the boundaries of how long a human being can last without oxygen. like he doesn't place a firm hand on the back of your head to keep you from catching your breath.

sylus full-on laughs when you turn away from him, shifting your body as much as his tight grip on your wrists will allow so that you're angled away from him.

cute. he thinks. did you really think he can be denied that easily?

sylus releases his hold on one of your wrists. his now free hand finds your chin, fingers lingering above skin for a moment before he uses just enough force to turn your head towards him.

you gasp. the tiny sound you make that's barely louder than a whisper travels straight down.

for half a second, you lock eyes. but you're determined to keep up this little charade despite the hand on your chin, eyes darting to look at anything but him.

“kitten,” he feels the way you squirm beneath, can almost feel the shiver running down your spine. “look at me.”

with little hesitation, you will yourself to face him. and when your eyes find his, sylus wastes no time in capturing your lips between his own.

it's awfully pathetic, you think, the way you gasp for the second time in less than a minute. but you don't think you can pin the blame on yourself entirely when it's sylus.

sylus, who's rapidly starting to fill your senses, consuming you wholly. he's in each breath of air you take through your nose, a mix of leather and cedarwood fogging your mind. he's all you can ever think of tasting as his tongue works wonders inside your mouth.

hell, he's even in the back of your eyelids. a picture forever burned in your mind, a memory carved so deeply into your soul.

he slots himself between your legs, dragging one of his thighs up the sheets until it meets with your core.

sylus swallows each sound you make, from the quietest whimpers to the most shameless of moans, as he grinds his thigh against you. the muscle presses into you with pressure that's enough to drive you crazy, but not enough to send you careening over the edge.

 he knows this. of course he does. he notices it in the shortening of your breath, chest heaving and contracting deeply. in the frantic way in which your fingers travel across the large expanse of his back. in your soaked pajama shorts that's slowly seeping through the fabric of his pants.

“what's the matter?” and he'd be happy to give you more, to give you that push you need to reach blissful release. “tell me, sweetie, what do you want?”

only if you ask nicely.

“sy-” you manage between baited breaths. “please, i- i need more.”

“i’m not sure i get what you mean. care to help a poor man out?” his pace relents, leaning forward in a mock curiosity. satisfaction courses through his veins when he hears you whine.

his pants are starting to strain uncomfortably, the last bits of his restrain wearing thin. he wants you, as much as—no, a lot more than you want him. but he wants to make sure you get your fill first.

it's you above everything, after all.

“sylus, i need you-”

“you have me.” sylus presses against your clothed clit. “or is this not enough for you?”

you shake your head, desperate for release. “need you inside, please.”

“well,” he smirks, reaching down to move your underwear to the side before sliding right into your hole. the gasp that falls off your swollen lips is music to his ears as he starts rapidly thrusting two of his fingers in and out. “since the kitten asked so nicely, who am i to deny her request?”

[quinngefail]

okay i love fem lawrence just as much- but i just LOVE your take on fem adam SO MUCH the way you draw her is SO SO CUTE MY HEART EXPLODES (I even styled my hair once after her)

Okay this is such a sweet ask wtf THANK YOU 😭 YOU'RE GONNA MAKE MY HEART EXPLODE, MAN. I'm sure you fuckin rocked the hairstyle too >:3c

[wowa-bublord]

WHAT THE HECK you haven’t been 19 yet???? Grabs you by the shoulders I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOURE SO AMAZING AND AWESOME AND IM SO HAPPY THAT PEOPLE YOUNGER THAN ME ARE SO MUCH COOLER THAN ME IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE THINGS R GONNA BE OK. Sincerely, a follower who’s apparently older than one of the coolest people on this Webbed Site

GWHWHWBVBFHJ THANK YOU 😭😭😭 yes I am 18, very excited to turn 19 in a few months tho :D then I can answer the poll again on whether it's the worst year of my life LOL

[fala-alfredo-pasta]

Hey! I love your ososan art! :) I found this on Pinterest and immediately thought of you, so... here!

Hold on hold on hold on

theeeeeere we goooooooooo~

[marclef]

SONIC SAYS: I'm proud of ya :')

I just think that you are such a wonderful and sweet person (and i just ADORE the way you draw fakey and Gus...i love that thing when people draws Gustavo with a HALF ASS BALDING HEAD-) and just your art, all of them are...just something that I can't describe just by one word, but, your artwork just makes people so happy, and that's really something to be proud of!

I just think that's very cute and kinda silly! and also, I hope you are feeling great and better now.

have a nice week! and always remember, you are a great fella! <D

OKAY, BYE BYE-

t..thank you Sonic 🥺............

fr though that is so sweet, it means a lot to me hearing people say that they like my art! you guys are all too sweet to me ❤❤

..... and, just for you, you are allowed one Slap of Gustavo's Big Round Bald Head. enjoy 🤗

[hime-bee]

hey bee! sorry i'm getting to you so late, but i really hope you're doing good!! if you're not feeling okay, that's fine! it's okay to have bad days sometimes, and while i obviously don't know what you're going through, just know i'm wishing for your well-being and happiness. don't feel bad about not finishing your fics/comms bc i'm legit the same and your life comes first! (ㅅ´ ˘ `) also i wanted to send you another arknights thirst but only if you're feeling okie dokie

hab some pics of my aunties double stuffed oreo, a.k.a mittens to make you feel better <33 he's chonky boi, he's pure evil, he bites my ankles if i stop scratching and giving him attention. he's a little shit and i would die for him <33

You have nothing to apologize for, Lati!! Thank you for checking in on me and always sending me such scrumptious meals 🥺 You have no idea how much I appreciate you, seriously!! I always get a goofy little smile on my face whenever I see you in my inbox or on my feed 😌💞 I'm just so grateful to have supportive people around me like you that are willing to reach out when they hear I'm not doing so hot. I'm doing much better now, for what its worth!!! I had some good food, got some amazing well wishes and just tried to relax myself- it helped a lot 💜

You can send me whatever you want and whenever you feel like it, Lati!! As I said, I'm always down to read peak, and you never fail to deliver the best thirst 😩💦💦

ALSO??? I LOVE MITTENS!!!!??? Even if he is a little evil man 😭💗 Give him lots and lots of kisses for me!! The chonky bois always have the best cuddles!

[elitadream]

Pssst hi :3

Just wanted to say you’re amazing and talented and beautiful and deserve all the love in the world💖💖💖💖💖💖

That’s all. Have a good day my dear😌

NO YOU!! 💝💝💝

[darcymariaphoster]

😳🥀 for the ask game!! :)

😳: what do you think of me

I don't know you super well, but I know that you've been super sweet since you started interacting with my blog and that's part of why I started following you. (Plus your art, of course.) ❤️

🥀: what’s one of your favorite things about me?

I love your positivity! Like, I am always seeing such nice things on your page, whether it's sweet notes in the tags or just uplifting posts. Idk if it's self-reminders or just who you are but I honestly adore it.

[hero-of-the-wolf]

older sister who i can talk to anything about and would totally just spend days hanging out however we like

and we could just be content in each others company <3333

you think of me as a sister?? 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

I always love to hear from you, I'm honored to hear that you feel like you can talk to me about anything 🥺

[social-muffin]

꜀(^. .^꜀ )꜆੭ muffin! just wanted to tell you how fun and interesting your ocs are ♡ glad you shares them with us!

Oh my gosh, you're so sweet! Thank you so much! ε(´｡•᎑•`)っ 💕

Your ocs are wonderful too! I love Miruku and Hayashi! 💞 they're so interesting, cool and you're so good at art too! They're all beautiful! ₍^⸝⸝> ·̫ <⸝⸝ ^₎!

[uhohbestie]

Hello :D I’m a newer reader to your fic (saw some awesome fan art and had to investigate) and I’d just like to start out by saying HOLY SHIT IT’S JUST SO INSANELY GOOD AND IM ONLY ON CHAPTER 20

Y’all should be so proud of yourselves TAMN is honestly one of the best written aus I’ve ever had the pleasure of stumbling onto across all the fandoms I’ve ever been a part of. Kudos kudos kudos and more kudos!

Anyways, the crux of why I’m even writing this in the first place (other than an excuse to sing y’all’s praise) is I recently found a song that just reminds me so much of this fic and I wanted to share with y’all :)

I haven’t had a chance to look at the playlist made for TAMN, so if it’s on there my bad, but the songs called Grandma Became a Zombie, by Kriill. And I know, one could claim it’s a bit on the nose with how much they say zombie in it, and this is literally a zombie apocalypse au, but I honestly think like 95% of the lyrics are scarily close to how I interpret this fic.

Anywho, thought I’d put this gem on y’all’s radar if it hasn’t been already. Once again I’m only on Chapter 20, so I have no idea if this song reflects later chapters, but if you see a random animatic pop up using this song, chances are it’s probably me lol.

Thanks y’all again for writing and illustrating such an amazing story <3

-E

Aaaa thank you thank you so much!! We're always so thrilled to hear that our fic is being enjoyed! (Also oh my goodness, i just checked and chapter 20 is right before you really Get In It hahaha, what a fun little precipice you left yourself on!!)

I gotta tell u, I looked up this song and have been listening to it non-stop since. ( here's the link to it - for those who want to go on the same emotional journey I'm on.)

The lyric "silence is your way to speak your mind" has got me in a vice grip. That's it, that's the fic. That's TAMN reduced to its most basic, fundamental parts. Aaaugh, Scar... Grian... what are we going to DO with you..........

Thanks for sharing this song aaaaaa, I'm obsessed. <3 <3 🔒

[a-foggy-maggy]

✨Forceful reminder you are a unique soul, irreplaceable in this world, and bring so much to everyone you meet. You have done so much good and have so much more to do. Thank you for just being you✨

th-thank you omg

[rose-tinted-kalopsia]

people around you are so lucky to have you by their side. you seem so sweet and genuine

anonie is it soft hours?!!! 😭 ahhhh you don't know how much hearing something like this means to me 😭😭😭😭

but you're here with me too, nonnie <3 so i guess you're included in the lucky ones, too <3

[magpieddd]

hellooo! hope ur doing well!

i just wanted to share my doodle of ur toh oc, gabi! theyre really cool and i hope to get to know them more :0 i love their style too btw !!

unsure if i gave them any justice BUT theyre really cool ‼️ i also want to get to know more of ur stories, love ur writing!! c:

MY BABY MY DARLING MY ADORED RAT GABI I LOVE IT SO MUCH THANK YOU

[solivagantingrebel]

Noticed the near-perfect time stamp 🤭🖤

CHARRED BONES MY BELOVED DISJSJDB,,, talk about serendipity 🙏

You 🤝 Ghost, being awake at the dead of night for Soap's shenanigans (all for a good cause!):

Hope you enjoyed the chapter! I've been itching to work on the next chapter for fic, which I'll be able to do soon - lots of plans for the two of them there, amen.

[jayssillycreativitybox]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

GDKDHKFHDJF THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!😭