#thank you for reading all my bullshit

[fagus-sylvatica-beech-hedge]

okay buckle the fuck up because I've got a lot to say and not much time to say it.

the central theme and purpose of dan and phil crafts, at least in my opinion, boils down to trust.

the trust that they have for eachother and have had for years, and the trust they place in us as an audience.

for example, the sheer amount of trust that (crafts) phil had to have in (crafts) dan to let him sacrifice him multiple times, and believe that he would be able to successfully complete the ritual and bring him back to life, in a way mirroring the fact that (real) phil willingly went back into the closet after living somewhat openly as a gay man for several years in university, for the sole purpose of letting (real) dan process his sexuality in his own time, therefore "sacrificing" that part of himself for a time and trusting that dan would eventually get to a point where he would be more comfortable being out.

PART II: THE HAND HOLD

of course, now in the present day with both of them firmly out of the closet, having lived together for over a decade and built their "forever home" from the ground up, they understand the implications that can be drerrived from their more "coupley" actions, especially knowing how the phandom used to be.

if you have been in this fandom for any sizable amount of time you might remember how any "sighting" of them possibly holding hands was prone to much speculation and excitement,

images such as the ones presented below were posted and reblogged many times, with varying amounts validity.

[images taken from pinterest as I couldn't find the original posts, if you know who posted these please do let me know]

so, them standing front and centre, unabashedly holding hands symbolises this new era that we have been entering since the revival of dan and phil games, this era of acceptance and the trust that they are placing in us as an audience by letting us see a bit more of this side of them.

"we know you know" and all that.

so then, devotion, to a god, to an influential online figure, or of course devotion to a partner.

and what is devotion if not trust? and then again what is trust if not love.

thank you for coming to my ted talk, I have no idea if this makes sense to anyone else, I wrote this whole thing in about 15 minutes while slightly delirious from the heatwave currently boiling my whole city alive.

so long and thanks for all the fish

-fagus.

[ministarfruit]

day 3: your life is mine ♡

(femslashfeb prompt list)

[misternibbs]

shitty comic that doesn't really mean much WOOOOOOO happy new year

I'm glad I have something to look forward to.

[hansooyung]

orv impact

[alilaro]

those damned anime weebs were right, Neon Genesis Evangelion really does go fucking hard

[artificialac1d]

pictures from the neil show ..

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

the father [solar lunacy] the son [you move to dayshift but aren't paid any more, go figure] and the holy spirit [i see you, sundrop!]

[punkrockisafulltimejob]

Shit morning. Very very shitty morning. The rest of the day better not suck or I swear to fuck I'm gonna riot

[I highly recommend not reading the tags, but I needed to vent]

[sophiethewitch1]

kinda wanna write a fic where the dog is literally the deus ex machina

[seventh-district]

it's always something. PLEASE can i just go One single day without there being Something

[kamileonik]

fftsr chapter 76 (and not only) moodboard

[castielfucks]

hi ive been taking a social media break. the election was a lot and i needed to be reground in my life and connect with the people i feel safe with. pleaseeee continue tagging me in posts and stuff so when i check in i dont miss too much <3

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

THE BEST OF TUCHANKA: BOMB

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Maj. Kaidan Alenko, Lt. Cmdr Ashley Williams, and Lt. Tarquin Victus With: Flight Lt. Jeff "Joker" Moreau And a Special Guest Flashback Appearance by: Spectre Saren Arterius Organic life is nothing but a genetic mutation… an accident. Your lives are measured in years and decades- you wither and die. Your extinction is inevitable: you exist because we allow it- and you will end because we demand it. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

[cowboy-robooty]

MANHWA WHY ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO LETTING THE YAOI BOYS HAVE A SEASON TO BE ESTABLISHED AND EXPLORE THEIR RELATIONSHIP TOGETHER. WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO END ONCE THEYRE TOGETHER OR THEY HAVE TO KEEP GOING BACK N FORTH SO THE MANHWA CAN CONTINUE. JUST FUCKING GIVE ME THAT SLICE OF LIFE SHIT YOU HAVE GOOD CHARACTERS YOU CAN WORK WITH THEM WHEN THEYRE ESTABLISHED I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT

[galacticpanther306]

Similarities between supporters of palestine and supporters of Israel.

1. They love boycotting.

2. They love accusing people who work for those companies of being complicit with either side eventhough the employee just wants to get their shift over with and go home where they can be left alone.

3. They can't take no for an answer heck they can't take being told that the individual isn't interested for an answer.

4. They don't care if the individual in question is having thoughts of committing suicide and think that if they help they're giving the individual a pass for not being interested in this movement.

Anyone on either side that comments on this post with anything nasty will get blocked and I'm getting fucking sick of this behavior.

[backpackingspace]

You know what's fucked up is that I can physically feel the torture under my skin when the torture was all psychological. She never laid a hand on me because she did not have to and YET here I am wanting to claw my skin off bc I can feel her touch and influence in my brain and under my skin and I'm going to fucking throw up