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There’s that ring of fire, and maybe this is the moment prophesied by childhood nightmares—I was afraid then, but I yearn now to be like the circus tiger: broken, tired, and keening; longing to leap and find on the other side some infinite, gentle abyss to fold into.
#i think this is the first time#i've seen a solar eclipse#with my own two eyes#safely of course#jack i still owe you yesterday's#formatting turned out to be a bit more complicated#than i anticipated#thank you for checking in c:
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Wait then why do they call him Cocksley.... also does Catapult have a "real" name? Is that like. his legal name?? What does this mean......
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Hail Apollo and Hermes for helping me get my ass in gear to take care of a couple financial things that have been stressing me out for a while! ...and for the reminder to not impulse spend.
#and. of course. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be!#i was told in no uncertain terms in my last tarot pull that some financial things would bite me in the ass if i didnt deal with them#so i said i would take care of them by the end of the month and i managed to!! well. mostly#im waiting for a checkbook to come in the mail so i can take care of the second one but the first one is settled#and im no longer terrified that i'm going to jail! (that was never going to be the outcome in the first place)#thank you apollo and hermes#i need to find something to offer. i'll figure something out#helpol#hermes#coriander says#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#apollo#hellenic community#pagans of tumblr#theoi#'it's not as bad/scary/catastrophic as it feels' has been a theme atm#the tarot pull was from last week ive just been thinking about it. it's about time to do another check-in pull but i wont be able to till#friday probably#i owe. $7 to the state of texas but afaik i'm only able to pay via check b/c of the circumstances so i had to get *80* of them#the only person i know who still uses checks is my grandpa#...the checkbook would be a good thing to keep on hermes“#*hermes's altar though#my post#gratitude post
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oh mona ft. lxl shikishi how i miss you so…
#i don’t think i’ve ever mentioned it (till now) but… this is the last surviving image i have of this shikishi#idk if it vanished during the move™️ or if my mother threw it out by accident while i was quarantining in my ‘c-19 for daizo’ era#or if it just sprouted wings and flew off to become top idols one day… but it’s gone :(#im forever glad that my past self decided to use it as the profile image for the tl account bc otherwise it’d be *gone* gone#thank you past me for the courtesy… i still think ur a dumbass for not keeping the shikishi safe in the first place in a memorable location#but thank you for at least giving me a little trace to remember it by…#…anyways profile image on there is now asumona shikishi~~~~ got a cleaner pic of them while i was cleaning out the drawer so~~~~~#my miserable shikishi bonus count remains at 2… sighssss#missed out on vol 1 bc i bought from am.jp like a dumbass instead of checking for bonuses… vol 2’s vanished… and vol 3’s just didnt arrive#(which. incidentally. is also. like. a cautionary tale of why u should wait for bonus announcements before placing preorders…)#(<-was dumb enough to preorder vol 3 the moment it went up [note: before the bonus announcements] and was shocked to receive no bonuses)#(idk if it was just a one time thing but i’d rather not risk it y’know~~~~~~ proxy fees add up~~~~~~)#im just glad that i could buy vol 4 at ani.mate in-person (by chance)… though it did make my family think i had bought bl manga instead…#…anyway that’s enough 4-5 am babbling for one day…#throwing this ‘promise’ here: if i can get up by 1pm im finally gonna clean the rest of the idolsengen chapters… no more procrastinating…#perhaps. maybe. idk. no guarantee.#either way nghy canon u agree y/y#<-cant stop shillin’ nghy (sorry <3)#t h o u g h speaking of nghy i found. like. 6 nghy stickers in my drawer (the one from the 4th charasong album kuji)#so i trimmed the cheki-esque borders off one of ‘em and now it’s sitting nicely in one of the card slots of my phone case~~~#cute lil’ portable nghy that i can just flip up to look at whenever i want~~~~~~~
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Outer Kitty sure is a popular kitty so far outta the batch he got 2321 people to pet him!!!
Oh my god you're right!!
Get wrecked winter kitties lol
He might be second most petted of all time actually, I can't remember what Dream got up to but it might be close!
As is customary, he gets a bonus petting pic
#UTDR#Neko Sansume#Ask#Anon#Everybody loves a lil space boy c:#Thank you for all the pets!! I'm really glad people like him <3#Especially since I redesigned him last minute - I'm glad I did now lol#I didn't realise he'd creeped up so much! Last time I checked I think he was in the low 1000s#Which is still a crazy number but I didn't realise he was still getting pets!#Thank you for all the attention <3 he will bring you all so many little rocks as gifts#Actually that reminds me of a feature I need to work on... anyway
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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Really entertained by the fact that I listened to @vastwinterskies' Hornblower playlist enough that the bands on it are now giving me early access to concert tickets
#hi thank you this is a really kind offer but i only know one song by you and i exclusively associate it with my sad wet early 19th c man#although i do know that one song well because i had the playlist on repeat. for like a month. normal behavior i'm fine i promise :))#i think my entire music experience this year was just determined by hornblower i'm going to be honest#if mercuri i mart being top of the list is any judge (i did check the play count on spotify and lads i was the number one listener :'))#perce rambles#(also side note but it's a really good hornblower playlist and you should go listen to it right now)
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THIS BLOG IS LESS THAN TWO WEEKS OLD
IS THE DC FANDOM OK
#el speaks#Thank you so much???#I went to pick through my drafts and figure out what I wanted to post next and had to double check my numbers#Because holy f u c k
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will you appear again before Christmas?🥲
YES HI!!!! WOWEE sorry for being away longer than i intended! estranged family member showed up on my front door after 18 yeARS of no contact?!?!? went to bali and lost my pasSPORT?!?!?! failed my driver's TEST!?!?!?!
#life
#i've been writing a lot!#so i will post something soon#i missed u all and thank you to the people who checked in with me#it meant so much more than you know :') <3#tumblr has become such a creative outlet for me and retreat for me overtime but i didn't realise how comfortable i got here till now#taking time away has also cemented my own writing style#for a while i was trying too hard to force/fit into what i saw was popular in the yandere niche (art under capitalism xyz competition xyz)#now i've fully embraced what i can write#like to write#and want to be known for writing#so yes it's been an interesting end to an otherwise hellish year. honour roll second yr in a row so it all feels worth it now but jfc#i've never crashed out so much before in one year#so yeah! if u read all that ur a legend#just yapping abt what's been on my mind#consciously reading has also challenged me with how i want to extend my own writing#as if i wasn't ambitious enough bye#but i really hope that 2025 is#above all else#the year of unbroken promises#i don't want to promise things i can't deliver#but i still want you guys to be excited for what i do put out!!#so lesson learned; do not make a series masterlist/seasonal event if all the chapters or stories aren't pre-written out alr :')#2025 writing goals just bcuz i saw people do this with their reading so why not with writing?#1) begin and finish a multi part series (more than 5 chapters! i live for the longform)#2) clear out my inbox fully. i'm at 40ish asks so this isn't too crazy of a goal imo#i'll c ya guys soon tho! thanks for sticking around <3<3<3 love u all#excited for what's next :)
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'Sup Kia, how you doing over there?
terrible but it is normal
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wait so who are the waylons because I genuinely have no clue
mathias and agatha waylon were two of the first followers of the lords in black in hatchetfield
they founded the church of the starry children, as well as built the town’s most important landmarks, revealed to be black altars where rituals written in the black book could be performed: the starlight theatre; the gazette, which would one day become CCRP; the old mill, now lakeside mall; the old schoolhouse, now hatchetfield high; and waylon hall, their home on which they put a spell so anyone who dies there doesn’t truly die
the waylons had the town in a chokehold for 150 years, until the people of hatchetfield (the hatchetmen, aka the ancestors of the metzgers we meet in perky’s buds) got sick of the waylons and their cult and burst through the doors of waylon hall and hacked them all to bits with hatchets
#i basically just paraphrased from npmd lol#and checked the wiki real quick#but this was basically all off the top of my head#accurate sources are: the witch in the web. honey queen. perky’s buds. daddy. nerdy prudes must die#hatchetfield#the church of the starry children#lords in black#npmd#npmd spoilers#nerdy prudes must die#nerdy prudes must die spoilers#thank you for the ask c:#grey speaks
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#thank you for being my Executives#you’re the best C-Suites a brain could ask for#I didn’t see the CVS price until it was too late#I was with a large group and had already checked out#I just got a small cheap bottle that had no price on the shelf and BAM sticker shock#the group was moving on I had to move with the herd
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THXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! flowers and confetti for all of you! 💋🥳
#115 IS REALLY COOL AND IMPRESSIVE WAOW i think that fire text was supposed to be a gif oops#115 cool people :D#i dont check because mental health so i was surprised at this number?!?!#and im still a newbie at digital art so. Thank you so much for bearing with me!!#give me like 5 years anf then it will look decent 👍👍i will keep making low quality shitposts Though 👍#I'd love to make longer form comics but#best i can do is rushed two panel comics with realy bad jokes#Btw i see you. everyone who left silly little tags on my stuff. i read them all and#im in your walls BUT TYSM FOR THAT!! they make me laugh C:#im very happy that my art made others laugh too! ❤️❤️❤️#Also it's so surreal that super cool creatives and artists follow me back????#like okay#awesome people jumpscare#mutuals if youre readign this... youre super cool and talented..................... waves at you from afar#id love to socialize but am busy and shy 😔#anyways yeah#i wish my followers a very Healthy amount of sleep and water 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#non art post
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conversations in the tundra - dsmp short
tommy didn't remember everything between then and now. one moment the nukes were falling, the next him and jack were standing outside techno's house talking about happiness. he'd lived a whole life between those moments.
maybe there never was any nukes, maybe there isn't anything at all right now. maybe each moment was a dream of its own and he's somewhere else entirely. it didn't really matter. tommy was sure he could spend an eternity worrying about what was reality, but it wouldn't make a difference. the story was over, that much was clear, it had ended some time ago, when phil and techno and niki and ranboo had all left and there was nothing else to be said. no narrative left to weave peoples lives into whatever strange mesh it wanted. he remembered now his friend the honey bee farmer. tubbo, he was still somewhere.
did he have the same thoughts, was he left wondering what choices and actions led to this moment now. maybe. tommy doubted he'd get the chance to ask.
because for this moment, all of a sudden, he realised he felt like he was connected to it all still. like there was a story being told somewhere. like history was watching again, reminding him that things aren't forgotten because they fade a little. time might be relentless in turning everything to dust, in ensuring that "this too shall pass." but times power is equalled by our memory. nothing can truly die if it is remembered.
"are you happy? i guess that's all i'd care to know"
the answer came quickly, he'd been thinking about this too, for so long.
"getting there."
it was cold out, i mean, it was a tundra, of course it was cold out, why would anyone chose to live here of all places. maybe jack was on to something, a rundown casino might still be warmer than this.
did he miss the people they were back then? was it just that back then, back with the story was strong and the world alive, that he too felt alive, connected to everything. and if that was the case, was the only way to keep feeling like that to keep going, to keep that mess of fighting and betraying and anger rolling just so that the story didn't end. and if that were the case... was the only ending one where everything blew up...
tommy hated that idea, why should he have to die a hero or become a villain. why shouldn't this be as real as everything else was.
jack had left now, back to gambling or whatever, he seemed alright.
tommy felt that feeling fading again, the eyes were off him, no one watching. things were peaceful out here. the world was quiet here once more. he turned back to whatever it was he was doing before jack appeared. he didn't have all the answers to his questions, maybe he would find them in time, maybe he wouldn't.
somewhere far out in the wilderness, kingdoms were being toppled.
somewhere far into the future, lost citys were being discovered.
somewhere far from anything he could understand, green gods and winged men waited in a void.
all these stories are happening at once, because there are people out there still living them now.
"yeah" tommy thought to himself.
"i'm going to get there soon."
#dsmp#i know no one likes the nuke ending but i really enjoy working with how different conflicting stories can work#and also the affect of not being “part” of the story#anyway yeah thank you jack manifold ig#wouldnt have expected dsmp lore in the year of our lord 2024 but when it comes knocking i gotta write something#dreamsmp#c!tommy#c!jack#its been awhile since i wrote anything#im mostly going for the idea that while there arent any “watchers” these people are just living their lives#and then we all turn up to watch and it throws them through a crisis because they can feel our presence#idk how well that comes across#its kinda scatter brained writing also im not spell checking or even rereading this is raw#enjoy gamers#greedwritesstorys
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checking up on u to make sure youre still alive after the baek concert ♡ take care ♡ (+ your husband's a bit of a whore)
i'm being upset rn i'm sulking i'm pouting i'm in a huff i'm tantruming so i refuse to look at any of it 🫶
#JE BOUDE !!!!#but thank you for checking on me you're so sweet no one cares abt my wellbeing around here :C#bombabykai#courriel
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WHAT IS THIS?! 🐸🐸🐸
Forg Keys 4 free?! 🥺🤩😭
#go check them out#on the website#Idk about the app#THANK YOU TUMBLR#Frogs#cute frogs#frog tumblr#Tumblr frog#also before i see comments yes i do use light mode#Cant read on dark mode b/c dyslexia
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