#thank you for being patient but also kind 💜 i hope i can always return it 💜

[fatelcved]

can i maybe ask for any questions you might have about my muses, our dynamics, etc.?

[honeybubbledivination]

What Does Your Higher Self Want You To Know? ✨🐝

[tw!!. mentions of sexual situations for a pile, mentions of trauma and possibly abusive situations. Please use your own discretion and discernment!!!]

Hey, hey!!! Thank you for your patience for this reading! Honestly, had some procrastination moments and had some things come up, so it took me a little longer than usual! I have a few disclaimers for this one because it gets a little heavy in some of the piles.

Make sure if you are leaving an abusive situation that you are doing things the safe way. I don’t know details of specific situations, but please make sure that you’re doing things in a way that keeps you as safe as you can be. There’s nuance to every situation and I’m not an expert to your life. I’m just a 22 year old young woman on the internet. Reach out to your community for help if you can. Be safe! I am not a professional nor do I offer legal or medical advice! I just interpret cards! Thank you! ✨🐝

[Sacred Light Oracle’ by Anna Stark and Selena Moon are the cards featured below to represent the piles!]

Pile one: Cathedral of Light

Forever & Always - TS TV

Snow On The Beach - TS feat Lana Del Rey

Mamushi - Megan Thee Stallion feat Yuki Chiba

Do I Make You Nervous? - Lilyisthatyou

‘The Wild Unknown: Archetypes’ by Kim Krans: The Vessel, The Self, The Orphan, The Ocean, The Queen, The Bridge, The Box, The Empty Room, The Shadow

‘White Ligh Oracle’ by Alana Fairchild and A. Andrew Gonzalez: Seraph of 963Hz, Tantra of 639

‘Tarot of The Divine’ by Yoshi Yoshitani: 2oP, KoW Rx, KnoW Rx, 6oC, 3oC, 4oS Rx, 6oP, 5oP, 1oC, The Hermit, KnoP, Temperance, The Moon, 3oW, The World, The Star Rx, 3oS, 1oP, The Fool, 4oC, QoW

Welcome to your reading, Pile One! I have an inkling you’re a returning bee! Or, if you’re just seeing this, go check out my other pac readings to see if they resonate with you! I feel light right now you’re a little in your shadow. The energy of the highest self that came to me for this section of the collective is very light and airy, but I can feel the depth under the surface. You may be a water sign or have prominent water placements (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) as well as Libra placements. Also, three, six, and nine may be significant. You’ve been struggling with letting a certain manipulative energy go. I wouldn’t say they’re masculine or feminine because I feel like they’re really just a narcissist and they aren’t aligning with anything specific because that would limit how they can utilize control. They’re manipulative, thinks with the wrong head, and drains your wallet. I see you’re still focused on what could be versus what is. Your shadow is there to protect you and help you blend into ‘darker’ energies, but I don’t feel like I’m talking to someone of ‘dark’ energy or anything like that. You’re not a bad person for being a little spiteful or petty, but your higher self is asking you to let go of this energy that’s holding you back and step into a period of color. Bridge the gap within yourself and realize while being human is complex, respecting yourself is not. One message that stood out to me was from the ‘White Light Oracle’. “This oracle brings a message straight from the Divine to you: Let me love you.” Let your higher self love you. Who cares if you’re single or have to leave friends or family behind? When you have yourself, you’re not alone. You are one person who can’t abandon you, so focus on being creative and getting your bag! I hope this brings the final confirmation that you needed! Be good to yourself and invest in YOU! No more energy vampires, no more wasting time on idiots! Be kind and patient to yourself and find ways to heal and get what you need out of this life! If I pull on this energy again, I better see improvements! (Just kidding, but I really do hope that if you resonate with this and you relate to my previous readings with these themes, I sincerely hope you find peace within yourself and your life. You deserve to be happy and not have to feel like you’re constantly defending yourself and your actions. Especially since you haven’t done anything wrong. 🫶🏻). Please stay safe as for some of you I feel like this situation is really, really toxic. Make sure you have all of your bases covered and move with caution! This isn’t for everyone, but for some of you I felt like you needed to know that you’re seen and heard by God and you’ll get through this with a little tactfulness, faith, and patience. You will get through this! Love and Light, busy bee!!!

- Bunny 💛🍯

Pile Two: Cosmic Gateway

The Prophecy - TS

Slither - Metallica

In Between - Gracie Abrams

I Can Do It With A Broken Heart - TS

‘The Wild Unknown: Archetypes’ by Kim Krans: Alethia,The Underworld, The Vision, The Mask, Kairos, The Cave, Gnosis. The Sustainer, The Pilgrim, The Self, The Queen, The King, The Lover, The Kiss, Agape, The Heart, The Flame, The Threshold

‘White Ligh Oracle’ by Alana Fairchild and A. Andrew Gonzalez: Spirit Bear of 396Hz, Dvara Patra

‘Tarot of The Divine’ by Yoshi Yoshitani: 3oS Rx, The tower Rx, the devil rx, 10oS, KoS, PgoP Rx, KnoW rx, The magician Rx, 7oP, 5oS, 8oP, 8oS, 4oP, 2oP, The Wheel of Fortune, 3oC Rx, The Moon, 4oS Rx, QoW, KoP, Judgement, KnoC, Death, The Star

Pile Two! Welcome! This collective’s higher self spoke of overcoming a lot of pain, grief and now coping with loneliness as you navigate a new chapter of your life. I see that you’ve spent a lot of your life being forced to believe that you’re less than what you truly are. You’ve had people come in and out of your life and always assumed that the only common denominator is you, so that means you’re the problem. You aren’t. I wouldn’t say that on a whim because accountability for your actions is the base of being a decent human, but it feels like everytime you mess up you take responsibility for it. You own up to what you’ve done and you try to make amends I see that recently, there was a situation with a longtime friend where you had to finally put your foot down. They were purposefully putting you down and blocking what is rightfully yours (manifestations and things that are divinely yours). Heavy on the leech energy. You may have never been in a relationship or only have had kinda halfway relationships (situationships, friendships with unclear boundaries). Or you just overly romanticize toxic situations and relationships due to your upbringing and have no real concept of a healthy relationship. You’ve spent a lot of your life believing that you’re unlovable, Pile Two. And that’s just not the case. You’ve been able to cut out the bull from people trying to siphon off of your energy and get back to what is really important, you’ll be able to focus on yourself and learn to truly love and uplift yourself. In doing this, you’ll be given what you’ve always wanted. Someone to love you as much as you love them and truly understand you. (All things take work, don’t expect perfection after the first date.) They may remind you a bit of the friend you cut off, but they aren’t here as a test so use your best judgement and work through your triggers! Now, please use discretion and discernment with anything I say about love. You aren’t here to just give love. You’re here to receive it, too. And that includes yourself. You are love, you’re made of it. Embrace the inner beauty and complexities that is your existence and realize that though the journey may have been painful to get where you are now and you may feel more alone than ever, YOU are worth fighting for and the only person that will ALWAYS fight on your team is yourself and whatever deity you follow. It’s good to be cautious and critical of your surroundings, but loosen up and remember to still relax and have fun! Princess/Prince Charming isn’t just gonna knock on your door! I mean… unless they’re a Fed-Ex worker hehe. Just kidding! Lighten up and enjoy life, Pile Two! Your higher self wants you to enjoy your journey from here on out! The storm is over, go find the rainbow! 🌈✨

- Bunny 🍯💛

Pile Three: Violet Fire

Meddle About - Chase Atlantic

Distracted - Honey Revenge

Put You Through Me - Arrows In Action

Caraphernelia - Pierce The Veil

(honorable mention: Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too - Say Anything)

‘The Wild Unknown: Archetypes’ by Kim Krans: The River, The Starborn, The Flame, The Vision, The Underworld, The Unseen, The Hunter, Thanatos, The Shaman, The Mentor, The Storm, Eros

‘White Ligh Oracle’ by Alana Fairchild and A. Andrew Gonzalez: Ivory Wish-Fulfilling Crow, Archon Barbelo

‘Tarot of The Divine’ by Yoshi Yoshitani: 4oW, 1oW, 6oS, 5oW, The Moon, 4oS Rx, 10oC, 4oC, The Sun Rx, The Empress Rx, 3oP, 9oS Rx, KnoW Rx, The World, 10oP, Death, 9oC. KnoP Rx, 8oC, QoP, 1oC, 8oS, 5oC Rx, 3oW Rx

Hey, hey, pile three! You had an emo phase and never left it, didn’t you? (Same hehe) This energy is a bit overwhelmingly sexual, but then once I started pulling more and more I realized you seem to use your sexuality as a front or overly sexualize yourself. But!! This isn’t a bad thing!! It can be really powerful as long as you are remembering that you aren’t just a sexual object. You’re a human being and worthy of respect and tenderness. It’s okay to have a darker aesthetic and be into more ‘taboo’ things (within reason, don’t do gross illegal stuff pals), but you need to remember that you’re allowed to be multifaceted and utilize that unique energy for a multitude of different things! Humans have complexities and you’re allowed to embrace that! Please, please remember to be kind to yourself and don’t use your lifestyle as a way to actively punish yourself! Plus, I hope you’re using that energy to manifest what you want out of this life! It’s potent! Use your energy for fun and I honestly believe you could be a great psychologist or maybe a sex therapist? Something of that sort! Use your knowledge and any kind of pain to help people! (If you’re comfy with that! Everyone’s journey is so vastly different, but I really did feel there was a sweetness to this collective that not very many people get the privilege of knowing because they write you off because you’re too attractive or considered too sexual or whatever. That’s stupid. Everyone has trauma and everyone is supposed to heal. I hope you find more people in your life that get to see another side of you and make you feel genuinely safe enough to ease your guard.) You’re powerful as you are, but just remember to be soft with yourself. You’re worthy of sweetness. Love and Light, little bee!

- Bunny 💛🍯

Pile Four: Light Activation

(You’re The) Devil In Disguise - Elvis Presley

Dial Drunk - Noah Kahan

Bejeweled - TS

My Own Worst Enemy - Lit

‘The Wild Unknown: Archetypes’ by Kim Krans: The Threshold, The Hunter, The Judge, The Crone, The Thread, The Destroyer, The Creator, The Shaman, Anima Mundi

‘White Ligh Oracle’ by Alana Fairchild and A. Andrew Gonzalez: Solve Polluti 741 Hz, Spirit Owl of 852 Hz

‘Tarot of The Divine’ by Yoshi Yoshitani: 1oC, 10oC, 10oW, The World, PgoS, 8oW, 3oC Rx, KoW, PgoW, 9oP, 4oP, KnoS Rx, The Moon Rx, The Emperor Rx, 7oP, KoS Rx, The High Priestess Rx

Welcome, Pile Four! I’ve never read for this collective and it was honestly a tougher one! This collective is very secretive and was kind talking in riddles a lot. I had to kinda piece things together like a puzzle! What I got from your higher self is that you’re in a crone era of your life, so you’re probably a bit older and towards the ‘end’ of your life. Meaning, you don’t have those super hard life lessons as much as you used to in the maiden or mother days! You’ve integrated all parts of yourself and you know when to utilize your shadow aspects and your light aspects! Today, I felt like I was supposed to just give you a warning about a potential false guru or prophet. Someone is pretending to be something they aren’t. It may be a group or you’ve known this person from the time they were a child to adulthood. They’re coming out as court-cards swords reversed (King, Knight, and Page as mentioned above.) They could be wishing you harm or trying to do something behind your back to drain you. I do feel like you’ve already pinpointed who this is and you’re well aware of what to do next. Otherwise, there was mention of another young person who seems similar to this swords person. They’re more creative, less vindictive, and have a passionate spark for life (King + Page of Wands), or they might be connected to this person in some way! Like a child or something like that! They’re going to be fine and won’t fall down the same path as the Swords person. This was very specific and I hope whoever’s this is for gets it! Special thanks to your higher self for allowing me to relay the message because they didn’t seem to want to tell me much at first, but I was able to gain some kind of respect from them! I hope you got what you needed for this! See ya around and good health to you! ✨

- Bunny 💛🍯

Bunny’s Note: Thanks for buzzing by for a reading! And thank you to you and your high self for allowing me to peep into your energy to offer some advice to you! I may do a divine feminine reading next! Specifically about shadow work or possibly doing a reading on some entry level shadow work. I’ll brew up some ideas and see what I can figure out! Thank you so much again for all your support and interacting with my posts! It’s means a lot to me!! I hope this post was able to give you the guidance or clarification you need! Love and light, busy bees!! If you’d like to tip me, my ko-fi is below! The minimum donation is $1! No pressure to send anything!

[quietlyblooms]

peaking in to say i’ve gotten sick again while trying to juggle some personal matters, so my return is really just me saying hi!! not avoiding tumblr anymore!! but i’m still out of commission sadly.

i also wanna apologize. we all have our moments of weakness and negativity, but i just don’t like how i’ve been carrying on? especially the other day. i have trouble managing my emotions, especially in a household that doesn’t always make my emotions feel valid or allowed to be seen, but i still don’t feel i should let those emotions bleed out so much here. i want this blog to be a safe and happy place for myself and others, so i’ll be trying harder to make that happen.

the last thing to note is that i’m going to once again clear out drafts and asks that don’t inspire me and just reset as far as starter/inbox calls go. i’m going to use caps from now on, too, so i avoid biting off more than i can chew; there are lots of times in which i either forget or can’t complete these calls bc there’s just too many and i get overwhelmed. they’ll be soft caps, though, meaning you can like the call even if it’s hit the cap! there’s just not a guarantee that i’ll get to it at that point. i think that’s for the best.

and i think that’s everything for now! i truly hope all of you are taking care of yourselves and these days have been have been kind to you. and thank you for being patient with me 💜 i’m really thankful for you all!

[kimtaegis]

✨Dear Annie!✨

🌟I truly love your “Christmas at Annie’s” FESTIVAL of LOVE! ❤️💜💞✨✨✨

Especially now with our boys being away and everything. 🥰💜💫💗💫✨First of all, I would like to tell WONDERFUL YOU, how much I enjoy your beautiful work, wise words & your eternal kindness. 💗🦄🌟❤️✨✨Even without knowing it, you helped me through a lot in the last year. Thank you so much.☺️💞🌟 You’re forever in my ❤️, lovely Annie.✨

💗I’m also so glad having met @always-is-always on here. Dear Teresa, I‘m so grateful that I can call you my friend, even in real life, despite us living on different continents. 💜❤️🥰💗💞With Bangtan, nothing is impossible. Thank you for working with me sending light and protection to them and all in all spreading the love. You give me strength. Love you lots!❤️✨💜🌟💗💫✨

😇 Dear @sweetjikook! I‘m so happy to have met you through Bangtan. ❤️💞💫Thank you so much for your friendship, humor, wisdom and the amazing photos from SK. And for being a dog lover. 🐶 Hopefully, we can go together to one of the concerts in 2026, Hon. Love you!🥰✨✨❤️💜💫😘✨✨

💗Lovely Sky @jung-koook! ✨🌟💜💞❤️💗I‘m forever grateful for your incredible work and being here for all of us. 💜💫✨💜❤️✨It‘s so wonderful how you are keeping it all together, all of us informed, all the while being so lovely, patient and kind.☺️❤️💞💗✨💫

🌟Dear @daffyjjk! I‘m very happy and honored to have met you on here, feeling so connected through our FOREVER-LOVE for BTS. 💫❤️💫💜✨❤️🌹✨I just love it when you show glimpses of your beautiful culture. 🌸🌺🌼✨Big hug! 🌹💐🧚‍♀️

✨Dear @jmdbjk! I sooo enjoy your beautiful write ups. Thank you so much for all you do! 💗💞💫💜❤️✨💫✨

💜My dear Artie @chikooritajjk, thank you so much for your incredible posts, full of wisdom and love. Reading you is always so enlightening and fascinating. 💗💫💐💫❤️💞🌟🧚‍♀️💞😇I‘m very grateful for our friendship. Love you so much. 🥰

😀My lovely, hilarious @bucky13, I just love your posts! So funny. ❤️💜💞🌟✨💫They singlehandedly helped me through some hard times. Thank you so much!💜💗💫🧚‍♀️🌹❤️💞

✨💗Dear Joy @joyswonderland1108! 🌹Even if you post less at the moment: I will forever be grateful for our friendship and your insight into everything Bangtan. Love you!🎄🌟💫💜❤️❤️💗✨💃✨💞✨

I also wouldn’t enjoy being an ARMY half as much if I hadn’t @mimmi1963, @andy-wm, @chimstarlight, @kanmom51, @mariajmajesty, @roo-bastmoon, @irmi3454, @akookminsupporter, @irishhorse-blog, @marengogo, @carolinamountainthyme, @jkjmbtsarmy, @bangtanboizz, @bookscandlesnbts, @atxn8, @juliapark13, @monismochi, @everkook, @julietapark, @jimin-updates, @mimikoolover, @verseziam, @kaylee9597, @jikook-married, @hon3ymo0n, @aricastmblr, @jimimn & @seoul-bros in my life. And I miss @whysojiminimnida. 🥰 Knowing you all makes the current heartbreak a bit less painful. Love you all so much! 💗 We will go through this together, waiting patiently and not so patiently for our beloved Boys to come back. Big hug!💞💫💗🥰💜🌹🌟❤️🌸✨💗✨🌸✨💫

✨Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays to all of you and ESPECIALLY to our AMAZING ANGEL ANNIE.😇🎄💗💫🌟✨❤️💫🌟✨🧚‍♀️

Xxx,

✨Janeli🌟✨

dearest janeli, what a special letter 🥺 you have such a big heart and I’m so happy for all of these amazing people to receive so much love from you, I hope it’ll always return to you to the same extent. thank you for sharing your generous kindness, it truly means a lot to have such supportive, sweet people like you here who will always go out of their way to make everyone feel happy and loved. I wish you the most wonderful christmas time, darling, you deserve all the good things in the world, no matter what time of the year! please stay healthy and keep being the incredible angel you are for all the years to come. I’m sending you all my love!!! 💖🤍🎁💝

also let me try to tag @everkook again for you, so they see this beautiful message too 💓

Participate in Christmas at Annie’s 🎁

[honest-moth-of-silver-grove]

Hey! I hope you’re having a wonderful day. I was wondering if I could get a BG3 match up? 💜

I’m fairly motherly and quite sassy when I like to be. I tend to care too much for others to the point where I will end up destroying myself in the process out of worry. My best attributes are probably my loyalty to the people I love and my persistence. My worst attributes are probably my lack of confidence and my insecurity.

As for hobbies, I enjoy doing art as a way to express myself. I also enjoy walking outside during the nighttime. Puzzles are also incredibly fun for me since I enjoy theorizing and problem-solving.

I like the nighttime, warmth, physical touch, quality time, cats, playful banter, and cheese. It’s really important to me that friendships I make are built off of honesty and genuine likeness. I dislike loud noises, tomatoes, stereotypes, and people acting fake or lying.

When it comes to my sexuality, i’m pan and demisexual. I’m open to any gender, though I would much prefer a monogamous relationship.

Thank you SO much! And I genuinely hope you’re having a wonderful day. Take care of yourself. 💜💜💜

A/N: Don’t worry, I got your second ask as well! I have included the description below as a refresher (since you said your memory can be tricky at times) and so other people know what I’m referencing as they read my answer. I didn’t just make toritofrito’s attributes up people- I swear lol! 

For you @toritofrito because you said you’re pan but specifically monogamous, I’ve made (who I think is) the best selection for you below:

Hi there! I submitted a previous BG3 ask but forgot some things! Sorry for forgetting some stuff, so here’s some additional info. And I do hope you’re having an amazing day/night! (Also, ahead of time, apologies if I repeated anything from my previous ask. I have some issues with memory.)

I am an INFJ with a 1w9 alignment. I tend to conflict with myself over the moralities of certain things, but I try to be a “peacemaker” of sorts, if that makes sense. Yet at the same time I do really enjoy the idea of adventure and freedom, and I tend to be open to different perspectives.

I also LOVE learning new things from different subjects. Some of my favorites being about international cultures and language. Its something i’m passionate about.

As for appearances, i’m 5”8 and have a lanky and curvy build. I also have shoulder length dark brown hair and amber eyes.

(Disclaimer: I’m unsure if whether or not I do have autism, and I definitely won’t self-diagnose myself with it until i’m sure that I have it.) I do struggle with sensory overload sometimes and get terrible social anxiety. I also have some PTSD. It would be nice if my partner would relate or be able to comfort in some sort of way (not that I wouldn’t return the same comfort). I also tend to struggle with properly communicating my emotions or ideas verbally, so someone who could be patient with me would be wonderful.

Again thanks so much! Take care of yourself and have a wonderful day/night. 💜

☸ Gale would be a great match for you! 

He’s genuine and kind and always striving to be greater than he was the day before. I think you and Gale would get along well together. He’s quite ambitious and has a tendency to lose sight of himself in that ambition. Gale would do well with a partner who’s a bit motherly, as someone needs to remind him to take breaks from his learning or studying to feed himself/get enough sleep, etc. And while you said you tend to care for others so much to the point of neglecting yourself, you’d be able to relate to Gale’s overworking himself. But at the same time, because Gale is such a loyal and dedicated partner, I think he’d take it upon himself to do the same for you. If he notices you working so hard for others, to the point where you neglect your own needs, he’d sweetly ask you to stop, before spending his day or night pampering you, ensuring you’re taken care of. 

As a wizard and a professor, Gale is all about learning and continuing to challenge the mind. I bet he’s an avid puzzler, and he’d love to have someone to share this hobby with, especially when it comes to solving literal puzzles with puzzle pieces. Tara is nice to talk things out with, but she can’t really contribute to those, having only paws to work with. I can see the two of you spending the early parts of the evening in front of a roaring fire, huddled over a table where a thousand tiny puzzle pieces sit scattered across the surface. You could snack on some good wine and cheese as you excitedly reveal the puzzle’s final picture. Once the sun fully sets and the stars come out, Gale would love to take you on a nighttime stroll around his tower. The nippy night air gives him an excuse to hold you close, plus he gets to infodump all he knows about the constellations to you. 

I see Gale as an ENFP, which means he is very compatible with you as an INFJ. The two of you tend to be authentic yet idealistic, which means you can be very honest with each other, and that you both genuinely want to see the other person be the best version of themselves they can be. You also have a strong desire to do what is good/right, something Gale shares. Occasionally, his ambition may cloud his judgment, but I think your love will help ground him. With you at his side, Gale doesn’t need to become a God, he just needs to be a man worthy of your affection, something he strives to be every day. 

He loves your willingness for adventure, and how open you are to learning new things like cultures and languages. He’s spent many years collecting knowledge and books dedicated solely to such subjects and would love to share them with you. Any book, any scroll in his tower- it’s now yours as well. Gale loves you so much, there is no story or fact or piece of knowledge he would not search endlessly to find should you inquire about it. He wants nothing more than to satisfy every one of your needs- the emotional, the physical, the intimate, and the intellectual. 

Gale thinks you’re absolutely gorgeous with your enchanting amber-brown eyes and lovely hair. He offers to braid it or tie it up for you, even though he isn’t all that adept at hairstyling. He will try for you of course, but there’s a lot you’ll have to teach him in that department. (And if you want to get in Tara’s good graces, while you’re teaching Gale about haircare, maybe suggest he shave his beard every once in a while. Tara will thank you profusely if Gale was to ever show up to a family function clean-shaven, even once.) Plus Gale cares deeply about how you respond to his appearance. You could tell him he looks sexy in a cowboy hat once, and the next day come home to find one atop his head. He wants to always be someone you want because you are someone he always wants. 

Even with your anxiety, and PTSD, Gale wants you to know he loves you, no matter what. And he understands how overwhelming things and people can get. He tends to be a bit awkward socially, much preferring Tara’s company to the company of strangers. So if things ever become too much for you, he’d gladly call it a night, and usher you away to a quiet spot to calm down. And he tries very hard not to rush you when you talk. He may butt in unintentionally, unable to keep himself from starting a ramble or two of his own, but he does his best to reign it in, and not interrupt your train of thought until you’ve said everything you want to say. 

Gale is a very genuine and open lover, although he has made it clear he believes in monogamy- the full devotion of oneself to one’s singular partner. You can trust that his affections will not stray or ever become untrue. You are his future. Nothing, not Mystra, or the orb, or the parasites could ever take him from you. He promises a happy life, away from all the unintended madness, where the two of you can happily spend your days reading and learning and enjoying each other's (and Tara’s) company. 

[ghastlybin]

What do you think about.... Yoohyeon realizes she is in love with manager Reader who always take care of her and the girls.. but she doesn't understand if Reader reciprocate because it's her job to be kind and protective with them

You can change the DC member if you want, i love them all 💗

I think… Yes. I love Yoohyeon :,) also thank you for requesting & being patient as well ily <3 it’s still Yoohyeon birthday for me sooooo happy Yoohyeon day 💜 I really hope she’s having the time of her life and yeah. She gives me hella butterflies hhhhh

Pairing: Yoohyeon x GN Manager! Reader

Word count: 1,280

Genre/contents: Dreamcatcher’s manager AU, Fluffy, maybe a little angsty?

Note: I love all the girls too :,) also I hope this is what you meant by your request, I made sure to be extra sappy for this lol Also took the opportunity to practice writing fluff more so thank you & by all means let me know if this turned out okay :,) Goodnight/Morning Y’all. I will work on other requests later!! on god I’m not ignoring anyone D: okay see y’all later & I hope you enjoy :) <3

‘I think about you a lot more than I might ever admit.’

Yoohyeon noticed how she would find herself staring at you.

She noticed how her heart would flutter when you would enter the room, speak, or smile- Especially the smiles meant for her.

She noticed how she would purposefully try to stand, sit, or be near you at any time you were in the room talking to the group.

She noticed the way her smile for you is different than how she smiles at the others.

Yoohyeon is well aware of how she feels about you and she’s aware that she might get hurt in the end.

You were their manager, after all.

You were kind, took care of them, and made sure they were okay after a long day and every promotion period, your acts of kindness- Bringing them food and making sure they ate well, reminding them to stay hydrated, or doing your best to lift their spirits when things would get difficult.

You cared for them.

And the girls cared for you as well. They adored you.

Yoohyeon, well, she was different.

She was in love with you.

She wanted nothing more than to tell you what you mean to her, the feelings she hides out of fear that you wouldn’t return them.

‘I can’t remember what it felt like to not love you.’

The bits of her heart she pours onto paper, hoping you’d be nosey and read the words she directs to you.

Yoohyeon would give you the key to her soul if that meant you’d fall for her as deeply as she fell for you.

“Yoohyeon, have you eaten yet?”

“Are you doing okay? You worried me a while there.”

“Sleep well!”

She held onto your every word as if they would slip her mind and erase your voice completely.

With you, she was in deep.

A pit she couldn’t escape no matter what she did. If there was a ladder, it wasn’t long enough. If there were rope or sticks, they’d break. Even an entire team of people trying to get her out of that pit wouldn’t be able to.

And she was okay with being stuck in the pit that was you.

The thoughts of you, your face, your voice, your personality, and how protective you are as a manager were like an ocean surrounding her and she didn’t mind drowning.

You were their manager.

Of course.

Yoohyeon loved that she got to see you nearly every day. She loved that it was your job to manage them and their activities as idols.

And strangely enough, it disappointed her all the same.

‘It’s not fair that I love you and you don’t. If you do, you only love me because it’s your job.’

It was just your job.

You were supposed to treat them right, protect them, and help them, you were only doing your job.

The embraces in each other's arms, the long meaningful conversations you two shared when neither of you could sleep, even the subtle flirting Yoohyeon would sneak in and you’d turn into a flustered mess because of how obvious and not at all subtle she was.

How you were closer with Yoohyeon than the other girls, though you still cared for them the same.

Catching Yoohyeon staring, her smile that followed after even though you knew the blush on her cheeks would take over and she rush to hide from you.

The mornings you spent happy to start the day because you knew Yoohyeon would be the first to greet you.

Anticipating meals knowing you’d have a guaranteed seat beside her.

There was no way that was all just you doing your job.

‘I won’t give up on you.’

Yoohyeon held onto the hope that you would ‘wake up’ and see her feelings that were tried and true and only for you.

The other girls saw it.

They knew how bad Yoohyeon had it. They knew that you were her first and last thought of the day.

Of course, they knew.

You were all Yoohyeon talked about. The only topic she wanted to discuss- and she’d do so as if her life depended on it.

You were like trivia she would know every answer to.

She just wished you would do the same.

‘I know you feel it too.’

Yoohyeon was up all night again. Tossing and turning.

Thinking about you.

She tried not to, she really did.

But she was in deep in the pit that was you, and she couldn’t escape.

Yoohyeon looked at pictures of you, the memories flashing through her mind during her restless hours.

‘I have to tell you.’

And she began to write a letter for you, having exhausted all methods of sleeping.

‘I have to know.’

Her heart spilled onto the paper in a nervous mess of loving words.

It was like she already knew what she wanted to say, yet at the same time, her brain moved faster than her hand and the words felt jumbled in her exhausted state.

She didn’t bother reading over it, instead took it to your room and slid it under your door.

Only then could she finally fall asleep.

The next morning came by quickly, and Yoohyeon was starting to feel as if she had been awake half the night.

“Good morning.” She greeted you as she always did when she saw you.

But this time was different.

Then she remembered the letter of confession she wrote for you- to you, last night.

Yoohyeon noticed you hadn’t said anything.

She wondered if it was because the other girls were already awake and in the same room.

Or maybe you hadn’t seen the letter yet.

Or maybe this was your way of rejecting her.

She didn’t want to think about it. Not first thing in the morning.

For most of the day, neither of you spoke about it. Whether you saw the letter or not.

It was a normal day. Different, but normal.

“Make sure you eat! Your health is the most important!”

You cared for the girls and wanted the best for them. You wanted them to be at their best.

It took most of the day for Yoohyeon to finally be alone with you. You two were close, after all.

You noticed Yoohyeon was quiet. Bummed out even. Down about something.

“Are you okay?” You’d ask, but she took a minute to respond.

“It’s nothing.” She mumbled. You had a hard time believing her. You’ve seen her before when she was upset or gloomy about something bothering her.

If it were really nothing, she wouldn’t be acting this way.

“I may or may not be in love with you.” She breathed out, avoiding your eyes.

“I know.”

Your short response left her relieved yet disappointed. Even a little hurt, if she had to admit it.

“Oh.”

She forced herself to look at you before deciding to head back to her room in the dorm.

You were smiling.

Yoohyeon was confused all the more, but couldn’t help but feel her heart flutter.

“I read the letter. It was flattering, and I’ve been thinking about it all morning.” You chuckled, a sincere look on your face as you watched her expression exhibit a rollercoaster of emotion.

“And?” Yoohyeon had to know.

At least so she would know whether she needed to move on. If she did.

“I may or may not be in love with you too.”

Despite being her manager, you meant it.

It wasn’t because it was your job.

You were two people out of thousands that managed to complete each other.

‘I admit, I think about you all the time.’

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Ahhhhhh thank you so much for tagging me @whiskehorange , you're so sweet and I'm glad I've gotten the chance to talk to you recently 🥺❤❤❤ I tag you right back😊👌

Okay I've got to put my internet mom @kijilinn here, of course. There is no amount of words that I can say to how much I appreciate her and her friendship and love over the years. She has visited me in person 3 times and when covid is over I hope to be able to go visit her as well. She has so much passion and love for what she does and her writing is all top tier. Shes always been so supportive of me and my writing from the very beginning and it's been amazing watching her projects over the years that started as small ideas transform into whole novels and series' worth of story and world building 💜 I'm so happy she's one of my best friends.

@vizhi0n Is another wonderful friend of mine that I've known for a few years now that I dont know what I would do without. Shes so talented in many ways, her writing is fantastic and shes a great actress as well and I wish her nothing but luck in the future even though I know the future is kind of up in the air right now. She also got me into star wars and made me thirst after Tarkin and Palpatine and all the other old dudes in that series so i put all the blame on her for that lol Shes so supportive, kind, intelligent, and a Top Tier Meme Queen and I'm so happy to know her.

@opheliadawnwalker3 I met her when we were both in the Negan fandom and we have stayed in touch ever since and I honestly am so happy to call her a friend. Shes hilarious and kind and we somehow have like all of the same interests even down to finding out we both love Dragonball Z which is like the furthest thing I expected to find out of all of the smut writers in the world, and another woman when I cant say I've met many other women that even like it so I'm glad I found another person to thirst over Perfect Cell without judgement. Shes so sweet and kind and she has given me lots of advice, for writing and real life issues and I'm so happy I can call her a friend 💜

@bloodybrahms Along with @whiskehorange you both were my reintroduction back into the slasher fandom that I didnt even know existed on tumblr in this way. I remember BACK IN MY DAY the only slasher fans I talked to were on deviant art and different Facebook groups and other than deviant art none of them really thirsted for slashers or wrote for them in the wonderful detail that the both of you do. You both have introduced me to new films and characters (Brahms and the Collector being 2 big ones) and have both been super sweet and positive when I've interacted with you both. Hopefully there will be more opportunities to talk to u guys in the future and I know I'm super shy but I love and support both your writings!

@villainapologist I've known you since you started leaving reviews on my Thanos fic and I have to say you are so wonderful and supportive and while I might not interact with u as much cause again I'm shy lol But your reviews have definitely brightened my day when I needed it the most and have been super patient when I take forever to write anything so thank you for being so sweet 💜

@ne-gans and @amethyst-dreams-and-candy-canes are two people that I met through the Negan fandom and they're both super sweet people and amazing writers 💜 The both of you always tag me in tag games and lovely posts and I wanted to return that favor back, especially because I sometimes forget to answer those tags back but know that I see them and it always makes me happy that you both think of me 😊

@meat-husband is another slasher writer that has been super supportive of my work over on my sideblog @lucifers-horror-harem and they're an awesome writer as well! Sorry I'm kind of shy and havent interacted with u much but I see you and appreciate u 💜

And theres a ton more people that I would like to tag but mostly I want to thank all of my followers and mutuals, I always see the people that are on my feed liking my posts and reblogging them and even if we dont interact just know it always makes me happy to see the regular followers of the blog like my content and dumb memes I post 💜💜💜 Yall give me a bunch of motivation that I havent had before so when I'm feeling down I know I have some lovely people here that like my stuff :)

Pay It Forward

So we all wanna make this place a little brighter while the world is such a dark place. So why don’t we? You can reblog or make your own post but I will start the chain. Here’s some fellow tumblr-ers who I love and why I love them.

@kittykatlow a newer writer is probably the sweetest person on the planet. I wish her luck in her writing and the best for her in life!

@buckybarnesplumwhore - another amazing writer. She underestimates how fabulous her work is and I wish her the confidence and support she deserves!

@avintagekiss24 - yet another wonderful writer. She is an angel and graceful and just ugh, I can’t. She deserves peace and all that she could ever hope for in her life!

@lokislastlove - a very supportive and positive reader and friend. She has been a tremendous human in these rough times and she and her family deserve all the best.

@opheliadawnwalker3 - she is just… the best! She has helped me work through many ideas and even listened to my disastrous personal follies without judgement. I love her and hope for her a burst of creativity and love!

There are so many more I would like to name but for now, I will leave it at that!

If you see this, please pay it forward and spread the love.