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Summer Times
Hi! I'm finally back from my two week abroad trip!
#i hope everyone is doing well!#ive gotten quite a bit of asks these past two weeks and i apologise for being so silent with art#i didnt bring my laptop with me and didn't have the proper environment to set it up even if i did so i couldn't really draw#i want to properly answer questions and make lore posts with more than just text so i hope you can forgive me#everything is going to be answered in due time#all my art projects are also getting completed and i really hope you'll like them because i think they're pretty cool!#for one instance im learning krita to make a bad end au themed animatic#if im successful i might even get to make an actual short episode one day which would be cool i think#once again thank you for the support despite my abscence#super mario#super mario bros#smb#luigi#mario#princess peach#mareach
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So if Billy's parents became monsters, what happened to Billy's old Henchmaniacs?
The dudes found real jobs
Look at them go š§āš¼š·š§āāļø
#bear answers#okay guys as much as it fun to answer your asks#I canāt answer them all bc itās a bit overwhelming for meš„#thank you for your questions hope itās fun to read my answers ā¤ļø#book of bill#evil cipher parents au#the book of bill#henchmaniacs#gf bill cipher#bill cipher#gravity falls bill#gravity falls fandom#gravity falls au#gravity falls memes#gravity falls comic#gravity falls#pyronica#kryptos#xanthar#teeth#weirdmageddon
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NEW MADS PICTURE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY
#thank you Twitter fannibals for uploading all of your con photos#I am not jealous AT ALL#excited to find the panel recording online later and listen to them answer the same questions over again!!#hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#mads mikkelsen#hugh dancy
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"she's dead scar.... you won."
my cosplay of scar's secret life red life skin!
#goodtimeswithscar#goodtimeswithscar fanart#gtws#goodtimeswithscar cosplay#gtws fanart#secret life#secret life fanart#life series cosplay#secret life smp#the life series#cosplay#seta art :)#if anyones wondering about how many flowers or tassels are on that cape... lets just say a LOT BSDJFHBDS#also!! to all the people i saw at the conventions i hope yall had as great of a time as i did :)#& if anyone has any questions as to how parts of this were constructed i would be happy to answer questions!#(and thank you to hoffen for answering my silly questions about the skin sbdjfhbs)
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kagome chan... you are everything to me
(((op has not finished watching inuyasha so no spoilers thanks! :)))
#bluebelledmoon's art#this took so long#uhhh happy late birthday pug thanks for getting me into this iam stuck like quicksand#i tried writing her name in japanese okay. dont come after me i did my best#this helped me learn sooo much about color weeee#LOOK I USEE HALFTONES CAN YOU SEE CAN YOU SEE#its so hard to draw kagome iwth her hair and face just because of the inuyasha artstyle. which is certainly why all of these have different#art styles for her face. dont question me#this is definitely in my top five anime ever. i am so hooked pug how dare you#kagome higurashi#kagome#inuyasha#inuyasha fanart#inuyasha fandom#inuyasha anime#inuyasha art#artists on tumblr#illustration
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What are the Lamb's thoughts as they went through their cult life? How does a day in their cult go? (Love the art so much! Hope you have a lovely day!)
#cult of the lamb narinder#cotl narilamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#thank u guys so much for all the love and support!!#to the person who said they wanted to know more of the story too here you go ;;]#there's lots of story and lore to uncover#it's just about asking the right questions#also woah my wrist hurt after that one something nasty
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Thank you all for an incredible 500 days of love and support. I offer you: answers to questions that no one has asked.
(As always, more can be found in the tags <3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#a-qing#jin ling#wen ning#jiang cheng#āHey wait this feels like there should have been way more content for questionsā Yes. There was.#I was not strong enough to redraw *all* of what was lost. Rest in piece the original (lost to tea related accident)#But I'll tell you all the fun other things that would have been drawn out right here in the tags!#Did you know my longest posting streak was 61 days? And my longest hiatus was 6 days?#Did you know I missed posting on 92 days of those 500 days - meaning I posted 82% of the time on a daily basis?#I'm normal about collecting data. I have so much data on this blog for normal reasons. I'm also so normal about art. The normalest.#Honorable mention for the character rankings: Lan Wangji! for āMost improved in rankā.#Sorry Lan Wangji fans but until the audio drama I honestly was...pretty indifferent towards him.#I think a huge part of that was due to the fact he's constantly paired up with WWX; who has *so* much charisma and steals the scene#But I've really come to like him a lot more since starting this project. He rose from mid-tier to being in the top ten!#Dishonorable mention: Nie Huaisang. Who fell out of number 1 spot and out of the top 5.#He just hasn't shown up a lot! And my rankings are fickle! They will probably change once I finish the third season!#My favourite comics are: A lot of them! And the ones I have yet to make!#I'm very sleepy at the moment while writing this but I do want to give a huge shout out to YOU.#Yeah! you reading this! Thank you! If you've been here since the first week or just started reading: THANK YOU!#If you've only ever lurked and never even liked a single post but still read my comics: THANK YOU!!#In creating this blog - I have found 500 days of more happiness that I could have ever imagined.#Thank you for joining me on this journey. Thank you for giving me your time and your support.#It means more than any 'thank you' could say B'*)
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part one here. ze part two to touch-starved stevie that absolutely no one requested hehe <3 but i gots to let my boys have a wee kiss :")
So, hugs with Eddie becomeā¦ well, a thing.
Not a thing. Theyāre not a thing, Steve and Eddie. Itās totally the same as when he gets hugs from Robin. Eddieās doing him a favour as a friend. Itās got the 100% platonic energy of getting a hug from a friend ā a hug that usually melts into some form of a cuddle, limbs all tangled together until they canāt tell whose are whose.
Except, Steve doesnāt really do that second part with Robin. Like he hasnāt done it ever with Robin.
So, itās an Eddie thing.
But theyāre not a thing. Not matter how much Steve would actually very much like for that happen. Okay, maybe Steveās overthinking the whole thing a bit, but he just canāt tell.
Whereās the line? Itās infuriating not being able to discern between platonic and more, just because Steve wasnāt held enough as a fucking baby. Out of all the things he resents his parents for, Steveās surprised that this is so near the top.
Because, sure, Steveās had more than his fair share of hookups. He knows that sort of touch. He knows the shape of lust; the scrapes of fingernails down backs, the tight grips over skin, the push and pull of the heat of the moment.
And this thing with Eddieā¦ is not that.
So, really, Steve knows that itās all friendly. Eddie is just being nice. Heās being a decent dude and helping his friend out ā by catapulting himself into Steveās arms at every opportune moment.
(Steveās only dropped 3 mugs of coffee because of this so far. Itās only because Eddie says good catch, big boy with a devilish grin every time that Steve manages to catch Eddie that Steve hasnāt completely told him to knock it off. Just yet, at least.)
And heās different in other areas. Heāll always seem to choose the seat next to Steve on movie-nights now, content to snuggle right up to him. They get thigh to thigh, arm to arm ā and Eddie only needs to get about 20 minutes in for him to do a big sigh, like an old dog, and slump over, resting his head on Steveās shoulder.
Steve notices though. He always notices.
Itās impossible not toā the skin, even if thereās 3 layers between them, burns blazing warm. Eddieās hair drapes over his arm, a curl inevitably tickling along Steveās collar. He can feel the rise and fall of Eddieās breathing, the little shake of when he laughs.
It drives Steve a little insaneā insane in the way that makes him think about burying his fingers in those curls again, about pressing his lips against Eddieās pretty mouth just to feel the smile against his skin, about digging into his chest so he can climb into his chest and live there.
Yeah, itāsā well, itās safe to say that the effect of Eddieās touchiness has sent what was once a fleeting thought of a crush into mind-melting levels of affection.
But he canāt fucking tell.
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To Steveās credit, neither can Eddie.
Which is not surprisingly considering sometimes he catches himself wondering how the hell he ended up here; in a close-knit friendship with band-geek Robin Buckley, princess Nancy Wheeler, and King Steve Harrington.
Okay, the Robin one sort of makes sense. He thinks that if no matter when their paths crossed, he and Robin wouldāve always even some sort of strange friends - her snark complimenting his bitchiness. Also, the whole super queer thing helps too. Even the friendship with Nancy works, in its own weird way.
Steve though? Heās the fucking curve ball.
It works though, the two of them. Surprisingly well, actually ā the two of them get on like a house on fire, bitchy quips back and forth. Even better, is the quiet that they can share. Steve loves to come around and doā¦ nothing. Do nothing with Eddie, though.
So, even though Eddie had noticed the tension in Steve with touch, little moments where he turned rigid when Eddieās usual wandering hands got too comfortable ā Eddie chalked it up to the usual. Guys bring too uncomfortable with him, too weird about another guy being touchy. It didnāt matter than Eddie wasnāt even out to Steve yet, he was still might be that type of guy.
Well, Eddie had certainly thought so. Sure, Steve might not be one of those jocks who smacked around boys who looked too long in the locker room, but if he knew a smidge of the truth, who really knows. It would explain the tenseness at least.
But thenā āCan Iā¦ have a hug?ā There had been a dozen things Eddie was thinking that Steve couldāve asked for but that? Wasnāt even in the ballpark. It was so left-field it left Eddie speechless for a whole moment. And Steve had been staring at the ceiling, his hands curled up tight again like- like he thought Eddie might say no.
A ridiculous thought, honestly. Anyone who knew Eddie well enough knew he was touchy; loved giving it, loved getting it. Like an overly affectionate cat, Wayne had once called him, just 11 years old, because Eddieās need for affection seem to never be sated.
After that night, Steveās lack of touch became far more obvious. Itās always hair ruffles or high-fives, yet never hugs. Normally, Eddie would keep to that boundary; some people are less touchy other than others, he knows that.
Butā¦ āSometimes I realise itās been awhile, since Iāve had some touch.ā Thatās what Steve had said, his words. Eddie doesnāt even think he meant to say something so heartbreaking. In fact, the guy seemed embarrassed.
It had thrown Eddie for a loopā because Steve gets around. Heās nearly notorious for one-night stands and failed flings, as Robin loves to drone on about considering sheās subjected to all the flirting. What had originally been a point of envy for Eddie, just saturates the bleakness of Steveās words. Sex but without a moment of intimacy.
So, while Eddie is miles away from being the person who gets into Steveās pants ā not for lack of want, mind you ā he does try hike up the touchiness. Little things. Lingering when he taps him on the arm, hooking his chin over Steveās shoulder to peer over it, leaning up against him when theyāre side by side watching a film.
Itās good. It helps Eddie release the pressure of his stupid monumental god-awful crush he has. Yeah, yeah, itās laughable, even to Eddie. Itās like Gay 101; donāt get crush on straight dudes, especially the ones youāre friends with. And yetā¦
Steve lets him. He lets Eddie give him touch, more than he lets anyone else. He still tenses; thereās still always a moment before he can remember to relax, like heās trying to shake off bad thoughts but then he melts. He always melts into Eddieās touch eventually ā in a way Eddie knows Steve actually loves it, drinks it up as much as he can.
And maybe, Eddie is the biggest fool to grace the Earth to let that fact give him some hope. Sue his gooey heart, heās a romantic. Itās a quiet hope but, itās there.
Tonight, it seems relaxing for Steve is been harder than usualā several times has Eddie traced a quite long along Steveās arms, a subtle point that they were far too tense for someone who was wrapped up in cuddles on the couch. āCos thatās 100% what they are now. Eddie will still call them hugs, but usually, when itās just the two of them, it becomes this.
Steve, tucked up into the corner of the couch, one leg flush along the back of the couch and one hanging off the edge. Itās the prime position for Eddie to crawl up, wind his arms around Steveās middle and give him a good squeeze and then settle there. Head on Steveās chest, lying in the cradle of his hips. Safe. Warm.
It makes him warm, oh very warm to know that he gets this. That Steve doesnāt give this amount of trust to many, if any, other people but Eddie ā he trusts Eddie.
āYāknow,ā Eddie says, cheeks smushed against the plain of Steveās pec. It feels deliciously warm and Eddieās fairly sure he can feel how toned it is just through his cheek. Hot bastard. āIām actually real glad you asked for that hug all those weeks ago.ā
He leaves it there ācos he knows Steve will ask. Eddieās eyes stay on the buzzing tv-screen even as Steveās head shifts, turning to peer down at the boy slumped on his chest. Eddieās pretty sure he can see Steveās mouth twitch up into a smile.
āYeah?ā
āOh yeah,ā Eddie affirms, giving a nod and his eyes flick up to meet Steveās for just a moment. āThink Iāve had some of the best hugs in the world.ā
Okay, that was maybe more honest and sappy than Eddie was going for. He is just letting Steve know he isnāt just doing it for Steve ā that he enjoys these moments just as much. He lays it on thick, tries for a smarmy angle.
āSwept up in these pillowy arms?ā He croons, giving Steveās bicep a quick squeeze, making the other chuckle softly. āWho wouldnāt think so? Iām a lucky guy.ā
Despite the joking tone, thereās no quick comeback from Steve. Thatās alright. Eddieās quite happy if this is one of the times Steve just takes the compliment; letās the word sink in and hopefully, believes them, even if itās just a little bit. He watches the film and doesnāt read into the silence.
Not even when Steve says, āEddie?ā all soft. Nearly shy sounding. It doesnāt quite register to Eddieās ears.
āMm?ā
āEddie.ā Steve says again, a little firmer and that catches Eddieās attention. He turns his head and rests his chin on Steveās chest, his brows drawn together in silent question.
But the moment he makes eye contact, Steveās doing that scrunched up face again. Is studying the ceiling instead of facing Eddie. And just like all those weeks ago, his hands clench up tight. Twists up the fabric of Eddieās sweater in between his fingers and uses it to ground himself.
Last time, he asked for a hug. Considering heās currently just about squishing Steve beneath his body weight, Eddie canāt fathom what he might be worked up to ask for. Unless he was going to ask for something more than a hugā which, well, just wasnāt going to happen, even if Eddie really wanted it to.
āCan I-ā Steve starts. He sucks in a breath, almost like heās gathering courage. But heās not, because heās not about to ask for what Eddie hopes for, heās not, heāsā
Unlessā¦?
āCan Iā¦ have a kiss?ā Steve asks, barely audible. The sentence is murmured, soft words that hit Eddie like a gentle kiss in itself ā imprinting right onto his heart. Steve Harrington wants a kiss ā from him!
āOh.ā Eddie says, in a breathy delightful way. Heās fairly certain the little monkey in his brain is clapping its cymbals at double-speed as the words process; or maybe itās his heart, which feels like itās leapt up his throat.
āOh?ā Steve echoes, a smile already playing at the edges of his mouth, because he can see Eddieās want. Because he knows him.
āYes.ā Eddie says suddenly, with a frantic nod, pushing up closer so their faces are aligned. āYes, absolutely, you can.ā He affirms.
Steve huffs a quiet laugh at the eagerness and then his arm that had been slung around Eddie shifts. It moves up til his hand caresses along the line of Eddieās jaw, tilting him just how he likes.
Eddie holds his breath. Counts the freckles he can see this close. Tries to feel Steveās heartbeat through where theyāre pressed so closely together; can Steve feel his? Thundering and hurried, beating so hard Eddie thinks he might bruise the inside of his ribs.
Then Steve kisses him. And shit, Steveās lip are better by ten-fold than every daydream Eddieās ever had about them. Theyāre warm and so soft ā plush and pressing against his own and Eddie is freezing. Fuck, wait, how does this go again? Right, Eddieās neverā¦ well, kissed anybody before.
Steve pulls back and Eddie screws his eyes up ā not ready in the slightest for the disappointment of his own shoddy kissing skills. Fuck, did he really just freeze? Steve ā Steve Harrington ā asks for a kiss and Eddie decides to stab himself in the back by not figuring out how to fuck to kiss back.
āYou call that a kiss?ā Steve teases and Eddieās well aware of the parallel ā of the irony of Steve repeating his own words back at him. But he canāt make himself laugh even though itās funny. Instead, a little groan wiggles out his throat.
āIām sorry,ā Eddie says, earnest. He forces his eyes opens ā he needs to see whatās Steveās thinking. Where heās expecting disappointment or perhaps regret, is only patience. Maybe a touch of concern. Eddie continues, despite the humiliation that makes his throat sticky.
āI havenāt- I donāt do this often.ā He coughs awkwardly clearing his throat and hoping it hides the next word. āEver.ā
Thereās a jump in Steveās eyebrows, a moment of surprise in his eyes that lets him know he did, indeed, hear that final word. It makes Eddie feelā¦ well, itās nice that Steve had expected him to have been kissed by now. Even if he hasnāt. He tries to take it as a compliment.
āThatās okay,ā Steve assures. Absentmindedly, his thumb rubs soothing along Eddieās jaw. It makes Eddie shiver, some outrageous amount of joy clawing into every nerve. Steve likes Eddie. He wants to kiss Eddie.
āDo you want to try again?ā
Eddie nods before the questions even out of his mouth. Steve smiles, all sunshine. This time when he draws Eddie in, he notices the way Eddie holds his breath ā the rigidness in his body.
Steve kisses him again, another short and soft one and then whispers against his lips, āRelax.ā
āCos isnāt tonight just full of the parallels, Eddie thinks. He listens, tries to focus on how sweet Steveās kiss is than his panicky heart, forcing out a breath between the kisses. His hands along Steveās sides find a grip, grounding and good, and by the fourth kiss, he begins to feel a bit melty.
Itās good. Itās really good. Kissing Steve is top 5ā nay, the top moment of his life so far. Somehow, itās made all that much better knowing the build-up behind it. Knowing that Steve knows he isnāt just kissing him for a heat of the moment ā that Eddie wants kisses here, kisses before bed, in the morning, on dates. Eddie wants Steve.
And with the way he kisses, Eddieās pretty sure Steve wants him just as bad.
It doesnāt take long for Steve to reach what Eddie decides is an ultra pretty fuckinā state; lips swollen from kisses, cheeks flushed, hair a little mussed up. He bets he looks no better. The thought makes him grin, enough they have to break the kiss ācos Eddie canāt stop his stupid happy grin ācos shitā he actually gets to have this Steve.
āWhat?ā Steve asks, somehow half heart-eyed and half suspicious at the mischief in Eddieās eyes.
āCan I... have a hickie?ā
now with a part three !
#at this point call this the 'can i' series#sweet boys asking each other for things they most certainly would be given <3#but don't think they will <3#tried to flip it and make it so even tho eddie is used to touch. the romantic touch? he's got none! that's where he's touch-starved#ALSO EVERYONE'S TAGS WERE SO NICE ON THE LAST ONE#trust i am. not feelin so bad nowadays (me saying this like 4 days later lmao)#but <3 thank u all#gay ppl in my phone.... you know what to do#ruby writes steddie#steve x eddie#steddie#steddie fic#steddie ficlet#touch-starved steve harrington#not rlly anymore hehe#does anyone notice that it ends with yet another 'can i?" question? HEHE#yet again stib gets kisses where ruby doesn't but alas <3 dis is way fluffier this time#nearly went the angst route! and went hmmmm naur#ok ok i'll be quiet now
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AUGH Iād love to see more time looping odile if possible,,,,, how do you think sheād like; ādevolveā over each of the acts as compared to Siffrin over time :O
ok im gonna be honest i did like portrait edits months ago and just never finished them. so here you go
act 3:
act 5:
#some of them are still missing... I'll edit this post if I finish them as well#isat#isat spoilers#odile loops au#day 108#isat odile#i'm too lazy to individually export them in transparent atm...#tell me if yall ever need it#edit: I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION#I mean yeah technically the portraits work but I do have Thoughts about this#I just think that throughout the loops odile becomes more. annoyed. and irritated#Like by act 3 fighting isn't really amusing anymore#dying/getting frozen is. ah. welp#But by act 5 she's just speedrunning#Just super irritated. like die already i've got variables to test#act 3 frozen is a momentary rest; the break is nice and she knows she can get back next loop; it's fine. act 5 is ugh seriously#tired. annoyed. unamused. what a waste of time#anyways wait how long has it been since I posted#(sees date of last post) OH. um#sorry guys I've been busy job (internship) hunting#will I post more from now on? No promises <3#Thank you for sticking around nontheless... I appreciate all the stuff yall send in my inbox <3#isat au
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So I've just watched the finale and I'm feeling... Weird. I think part of it is because this show started with everything I like in a story (cool badass ladies, a queer romance, found family, redemption, etc etc) and ended up being... Not all that (most characters die, the romance is doomed, and I guess the redemption mostly happened but wasn't entirely satisfactory to me). Also, I'm someone who as Trauma (tm) with death so, I guess my brain's first reaction is "fuck that I just want them all happy and safe" and it takes me a while to accept when stories take these paths, however well written they might be.
Still, I thought it all went a bit fast in the last 2 eps, with parts of the show ringing just a little bit more hollow than I would have expected? I'm left feeling like the characters of Alice, Mrs Hart and Jen were treated a bit superficially (Lillia's story felt more complete). I also wished we had seen more of Agatha's past because spending centuries just conning witches then killing them is... a bit boring? (maybe we learn more about her in WandaVision, I haven't seen it). And obviously I wished we had seen more of Agatha and Rio. It's like the show couldn't decide if it was about Agatha or about Billy (partly because, I'm guessing it's setting up a 3rd show about him?), and with this short format we ended losing a bit on Agatha's part.
Anyway, curious of what you think of all that because your analysis are always super interesting, and like I said my own brain might be a bit biased towards resistance with this one. And obviously would love to read your fanfic(s) should you write any!
So, I've started and restarted a reply to this a few times, but I think what my answer boils down to is: we're meant to have multilayered responses to this finale. We're meant to sit with it. It's meant to change our experience of the show we've had to this point.
I think the best metaphor for this is the fact the revelation that Rio is Death. Bear with me, because I know this got spoiled for us way early on and we all knew it and were all just waiting for the revelation to drop - but imagine for a second that we didn't know that Rio, Agatha's ex-girlfriend and spooky fun vaguely-a-psychopath as played by the delightful Aubrey Plaza, is death. Your perception of Rio would have been turned on its head. Your perception of Agatha would have been turned on its head. Your perception of the Witches' Road and what we're even doing here with Death walking alongside us as a tourist would have been turned on its head.
Now, we all had an incredibly fun time even with the knowledge that Rio is death before we should have had it. But I think some of the power for what it meant for the story - and our perception of what was really happening - was muted.
Jen, at the beginning of 1.08, says, "She told us who she was from the very beginning."
Sit with that - because the same is true of this story.
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It turns out that the Road is a metaphor for death. This isn't fully illustrated for us until Nicky, the author of the Ballad, walks down the road with Death's hand in his, and we go, oh. Oh.
Agatha tells us in the beginning that the Road doesn't exist, a rare instance of her giving anyone unbridled truth. And sure - the Road that our coven walked down doesn't exist. The Road that all the witches Agatha lured to the deaths believed in doesn't exist. It's a fiction. But it's significant that Agatha lured them all to the Road and killed them. They wanted to walk the Road. They died. Not "they died instead" - it's a two-fold statement. They wanted to walk the Road and they died. In a gruesome way, Agatha's been taking witches on the Witches' Road since the 1750s.
I don't think the significance of that is lost on Agatha, either, especially where we pick up at the beginning of 1.08. Lilia's dead, and everybody's reeling.
Perhaps Agatha more than anybody.
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I also want to quickly take a look at Rio's accusation of Agatha regarding Billy.
"The bodies are really piling up." "Did you doubt me?" "Yeah, I did. I thought there'd be a trick in there somewhere. And there was! You were distracting me from him."
Because this is a revelation about Agatha's actions toward not just Rio, but any audience watching her - i.e., us the viewers. She's been distracting us! Not from who Billy is, we know that of course, but with regard to what the Road itself is. Agatha's known the Road isn't real the entire time. She's been protecting Billy from that knowledge. She's been protecting Billy from Rio. She's been protecting the coven itself from disintegrating. And, the biggest con woman move of them all, she's been distracting us - with less and less success as the show goes on - from the fact that she is not even the slightest bit in control.
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So I definitely want to circle back to what you said about how the show started out with everything you like in a story, because oof, yeah, I felt that. I felt that hard in the finale. Coming off the impact of the incredible storytelling in 1.07, and the queer jokes and campy Wicked cosplay balancing out the sad, I think many of us spent the next week expecting some kind of emotional resolution that probably involved the remaining coven banding together in some more of that found family we've felt them becoming along the way.
Here's where things starts going wrong, right off the bat: they don't. Instead, they splinter. Not only are you aware of just how few of them are left (Jen, Billy, Agatha), but Jen and Agatha can't handle Lilia's death. Jen's distraught. The close up on Agatha running away out of the trial and back onto the Road, alone, shows her looking hunted and wild in her guilt. Everything that follows has its seeds in that moment of rending that began with Lilia's death.
From the beginning, the point has been that Agatha Harkness is a covenless witch. It's something we've seen her revel in - maybe simply because she has no choice but to own it. But the fact is that here, for the first time in centuries, she had a coven. She didn't intend to have one - she intended to kill them all in her basement and not think twice about them again. But events transpired the way they did. They became her coven. And one by one, they all died on the Road.
Rio, of course, has the words to cut right to the quick: "Your coven is shrinking," she teases Agatha cruelly. Agatha looks wild - because she's right. The worst thing is that she killed Alice - and she didn't mean to. She didn't want to. But she did, and in exactly the same way she'd intended to kill her at the beginning, the same way she's been killing witches for hundreds of years. "Your coven is shrinking," and it's Agatha's fault. It's Agatha's coven. It's Agatha's coven.
Hold on to that, too.
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One of the things that I've been mulling over most is Agatha's character. She's so much fun in the beginning. We're all fucking charmed by her. We also don't have the full context of just how much of a serial killer she is.
So for me, at least, watching 1.08 and not only not getting found family, but getting an Agatha so far away from a "redemption" story that she only just barely is willing to not sacrifice Billy for herself, was kind of a rude awakening. Agatha's a lot more of a villain that I was prepared for. Surprise!
Agatha's so far away from "redemption", in fact, that she's only just barely starting to feel empathy for other witches. She's just starting to be affected by people who aren't #1. And that's a trauma response. And it's so, so, so deeply rooted in her that she's only just starting to be able to conceive of the idea of people who care for her. Of the possibility of being able to live in community. She's not ready for a redemption arc. There was no way that the kind of redemption arc she'd need could fit into nine episodes, because so much of it would for her be predicated on a mental shift that Agatha just hasn't arrived at yet. She's still so angry. She's still so traumatized. She's done almost none of the work. And even at the end, even with the final gesture of sacrificing herself for Billy, that's not a final act of redemption, oh Agatha's now a good person/forgiven/insert word frame of choice.
What this show did in terms of redemption for Agatha was set her up to be in a place where she might want it - where she might want to do and be better for Billy, and someday, for Nicky.
And it's significant that that point comes for Agatha in dyingā¦ and after death.
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This show is about death. The Road is about death. Death is a character on the show.
Like, okay, you're saying. Fine. But what about my gay fun times? What about my queer romance, my found family?
And please know that I'm there with you.
I'm not hugely in touch with what the larger fandom is saying and how they're reacting because I have my little echo chamber here on tumblr and a few friends who have actual social media, but even here I get the sense that we're all kind of :/ for fairly similar reasons. What happened to the show I fell in love with?
And for me, the last few days, I think it's been important to realize that the fact that the show I fell in love with didn't suddenly become a different show. It didn't pull a bait and switch. No twists were in bad faith. Everything has been right here in the text of the show from the very beginning.
And I think it's important to see the story that Jac Schaeffer et al. were actually telling vs. our expectations of what they were telling, or worse, what we wanted them to tell. For just one example, I was convinced we were going to see Alice again - maybe Lorna Wu, too. I wasn't expecting it to be for the sole purpose of recognizing that not only is she dead, but to give Alice herself the space to say that it wasn't fair, that she wasn't ready, that she'd just broken her family's curse, that now she can really do something with her life! Because, ugh, yeah! It's not fair, for all those reasons! But that's also death. Likewise, Sharon's just dead, and worse, her death was pretty much meaningless. Lilia rediscovered herself again, and she chose her death to save everyone else - extremely meaningful. But at the end - she's just dead. We don't see her again. She's gone. She, like the others, walked the Road and away with Death.
I loved these covenless witches. I loved them finding themselves together. I loved them bonding around the campfire and discovering community. I miss them all, so so much. But they told us from the beginning how haunted by death all of them were: Alice and her mom, Lilia and her coven in Sicily, Billy and William Kaplan, Agatha and her son and her ex-lover. And of course, Death herself. Forget haunting these individuals - she came to actually join the temporary coven. Like, fuck. They told us what this show was about.
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This show is about death, but it's more complicated than that: we'll take our cue from Rio again, who, in being Death, is also the original Green Witch. In short, this show is about Green Craft, "growth and decay in constant flow."
So yes - almost every single witch in the coven dies. Yes, it's permanent. No, the queer romance isn't resolved happily. No, Agatha doesn't have a redemption, satisfying or otherwise. And no, none of it follows what we've come to expect from found family story trajectories.
But the focus shouldn't be solely on the decay. There's a whole cycle of growth coming up after it, even now, and it's being made possible by the death and decay that we just witnessed. And most importantly, it's confirmed that this isn't the end of the story - just the end of "Agatha All Along."
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I'll finish by actually answering your question - I've been sitting with the finale for a few days, because I also felt weird about it. And I think that's the right word: "Weird." Very spooky season-esque, first of all, but also not tipping all the way right into "bad".
The first thing to acknowledge is that no story is perfect - they were limited by nine episodes by what they had the space to show, and finales are really hard to get just right. The second is that you're allowed to not like any or all of it, especially when something happens that asks you to change your entire understanding of the story thus far, i.e. the Road isn't real, or when you have a particular trauma around death and it turns out that that's what the whole show is about in ways we hadn't fully realized. The third is that it's worth sitting with stories sometimes and seeing how they marinate and develop in your brain and your soul over time. All of these things can and should coexist.
This isn't my first go-round with a series finale that initially made me ???, so I was fortunate in that I felt like I had a cheat sheet. I've still got some marinating to do to see how this continues to change for me. But it's helped me to realize that my ??? reaction is what the story wanted me to have - that the characters are reeling right along with me. Not just Alice in shock about her death, but also Billy at the implications of his creation of the Road regarding his responsiblity for what happened on it. We're meant to feel this wayā¦ and then we're meant to reconsider the journey we've been on, the Road we've walked with all of them and the death we've died alongside them, and see it anew for what it really is.
#thank you for the question anon and i hope this is some kind of an answer you were looking for#this is basically what's been the inside of my head since wednesday#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#my meta#oh and re: fic - i have at least one aaa fic in progress!
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Yay! It's been like two years :'), but my commissions are currently open! The slots are limited, please do take a look if you're interested:
https://ko-fi.com/nedeii/commissions
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Minho playing with kittens for 12 minutes straight (aka the kitten interview)
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#bystay#createskz#stray kids#lee know#linosource#*m.gif#*minho#analook#usersemily#melontrack#dreamytag#mimotag#userlau#kpopccc#malegroupsnet#everybody say thank you taylor times three hundred because being able to gif this saved my lifeee#dude did not hear any of the questions and neither did i#buzzfeed heard me saying i'd gif all his close ups and then he didn't get any lol#but he had the time of his life and that's all that matters to me#they put him in the middle because cat dude but then buzzfeed couldn't care less lol#also the cuts were so fast and that was annoying#but please look at him#dare i say this was wayyyyy better than the puppy interview (i'm biased)#kittens so many kittens i love#i need a minho fancam from this or smth#need to watch it again to actually hear the questions and they're answers lmao#gifs
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regarding dr ratio's team join voiceline with aventurine
idk where it originated from but i've been seeing this notion that the ENG voiceline is horribly mistranslated and ratio is much more caring and friendly in the original CN. THIS IS LITERALLY NOT TRUE HE IS JUST AS BITCHY IN BOTH LANGUAGES
as a native chinese speaker i actually really love hsr's localisation and i would like to clarify the misconception + explain the cultural nuance/context behind this particular voiceline
i think this tweet might've been the original source for this misconception? op's translation of the CN line is very literal and completely lacking in cultural nuance. while the sentence ē®”å„½ä½ čŖå·± does literally translate to "take care of yourself", it lacks the automatic positive connotation that this sentence has in ENG. CN is a high context language -- aka the meaning of a sentence can be totally different based on context clues like tone, body language, etc.
ratio's tone in this line is not the tone of someone who is concerned for a friend. it's standoffish. when said in this kind of tone, the meaning of ē®”å„½ä½ čŖå·± is closer to "mind your own business", making the ENG "keep to yourself" a more accurate localisation.
in addition, the word ē®” has connotations of controlling/managing something -- directly translating this to "take care of yourself" means it's missing a lot of important nuance.
granted, the second half of the line is a bit unnecessarily aggressive in ENG. the CN is more like "I have no need for your concern", and explicitly saying that he believes aven's concern to be "false" in ENG is definitely a lot ruder than the original line.
However. in my opinion it's not Too far off base. the way he emphasises the second half of that voiceline in CN carries an implication that he actually disdains aven's concern; we can extrapolate from context clues that he feels this way because aven's concern is just an act. tldr; eng line explicitly saying "false display" does make it ruder than CN but it didn't just come from nowhere -- the implication is already there in CN
this is not to say that ratio doesn't care about aven or see him as a friend. imo the reason ratio is so standoffish in this line is because any display of concern from aven here has the clear intention of teasing ratio. they both know ratio can take care of himself perfectly well. this is just how their dynamic works -- aven makes silly playful comments and ratio deflects them by acting cold.
in conclusion: ENG voiceline is not a mistranslation. hsr localisation is definitely not perfect but in this particular case i feel they've done a fairly good job of conveying the original meaning. thank you for coming to my ted talk
#SORRY FOR THE LONG ASS POST#Im just passionate about accurate localisation#if you read the whole thing thank you seriously#if anyone has other thoughts or questions please feel free to share under this post or in my inbox or wherever!#i did cross check all this with another native speaker but im open to hearing other ppl's interpretations too#dr ratio#aventurine#aventio#ratiorine#not necessarily ship but ill tag anyway#honkai star rail#hsr#long post
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KHXXYLOYCUPUC I LOVE THE IDEA OF THEM GETTING INTO A TRAIL XD
Was mikeys were the only ones getting into baby court or was rise Donnie involved? (Can imagine because he's trying to get uranium or 2012 Donnie)
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The boys can be a menace, no matter what age. They apologized to Lou with a nice, homemade pizza later, tho. Donāt worry.
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sorry for todays big art posting but i want have my computer for a week???? BUT HERES TRANS KIRK ITS SOPHIA APPROVED I WAS A LIL SCARED TO POST HIMšššššš
#mikis art#james t kirk#star trek#star trek tos#trans kirk#headcanon#ill do him better when my art glow up i promise#btw it like helped with my dysphoria so much im gonna draw him all the time okay um thank you#questioning my life choices
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Happy 100th dragon post! š
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#httyd#how to train your dragon#httyd fanart#httyd night fury#night fury oc#oc: hussar#dragon 100#:D š#happy pride! :)#non-binary#aroace#asexual#aromantic#my new laptop is arriving tomorrow so I wanted to draw a fresh new background#which inspired me to also do something special for dragon no 100#you've seen this guy once before in my 150 follower thank you post!#their name is Hussar :)#They're something like a mascot / dragon sona for me#I'd love to answer questions about them! I love talking about my OCs <3#thank you all for tagging along with me on this lil art journey <3#I may not have reached day 100 as I originally planned#but I made it there eventually
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