#thank u thogh

[crossbowtrades]

[shoverse]

GOODNIGHT SHO BABY HAVE A NICE SLEEP OR ELSE I'LL FOLLOW YOU HOME AND COOK YOU BREAKFAST BUT I CANT COOK SO IT WOULD BE BAD 😍😍

thank you <43

[elliscousland]

[ BLUNDER ] for sender to walk in on receiver in a state of undress thus seeing their scars for the first time || @malurged

ellis had found a place on the water's edge, not too far from camp. he had washed his clothes in the stream & now had them laid out around him to dry in the sun. he'd managed to snag a tattered pair of trousers to wear from the druid's grove, but it was all he had in the meantime. he was at home under the noontime sky, sprawled out on the damp riverbank. in a few hours, he would complain about the way his curls would dry, caked in mud but until then he had found a moment of peace.

his skin was tattered, torn, though it was not the mark of a difficult life. if anything, the scars told of a lack of self-control on ellis' part. they bore the tales of his war hound, whom he had insisted that he train himself… unfortunately, his attempts involved treats even under the shadow of fergie's worst behavior. ellis missed the beast. he wondered if he had made it out of highever, he prayed they would be united one day though the chances were slim. his body was at work, trying to take care of a handful of other half-healed wounds. some were marks of their journey so far. others marked a betrayal. he couldn't afford to think of them, else he would become lost.

he floats in bittersweet notalgia, pulling himself out of the surge only when he realizes he is not alone. he pushes himself from the soil, gaze shifting to his companion. vespin was an odd sort, off-putting on the best of days. that left ellis with a certain intrigue. a certain fear. it was enough to keep him mistrustful but curious of the man. vespin surely had a story to tell, whether or not he could remember it.

" have you come for a swim then?" ellis muses, motioning to the water. despite this, clear blue eyes remain fixated on vespin, picking apart the other's presence in his mind. despite the intensity of his gaze, his hair sticks out at odd angles though he seems unbothered by the prospect. bashful is a word he'd never quite learned the meaning of , " the water's a bit cold, but clean. "

[huellitaa]

bee's record player, june edition 🎀𓂃 ࣪˖

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 INTRO

and to go hand in hand with the may edition and a consolation for how late said may edition of bee's record player was, i present to you bee's record player, june edition! now this month has a LOT in terms of music so i won't stall any further; here is the VERY EARLY edition of bee's record player, june edition! <3 happy pride month lovelies! ♡

──★ ˙ ̟🎀NEW ARRIVALS

give me that, wayv

♡ released 3rd june, 2024

♡ extended play / EP

♡ best songs: not yet listened! ♡

♡ running time: 18 minutes 16 seconds

baby blue movie, cigarettes after sex

♡ released 4th june, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 4 minutes 5 seconds

coming home, beabadoobee

♡ released 5th june, 2024

♡ pre-release single

♡ running time: 2 minutes 16 seconds

please please please, sabrina carpenter

♡ released 6th june, 2024

♡ pre-release single

♡ running time: 6 minutes 1 second

na, nayeon

♡ released 14th june, 2024

♡ extended play / EP

♡ best songs: butterflies, heaven, magic

♡ running time: 22 minutes 29 seconds

never be yours, kali uchis

♡ released 21st june, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 3 minutes 16 seconds

supernatural, newjeans

♡ released 21st june, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 11 minutes 42 seconds

──★ ˙ ̟🎀BEE'S TRACKS: TOP 10

♡ 10. ultraviolence, lana del rey

never gets old honestly. lana ilysm my baby this song is my everything i actually cannot do this. if i die and dont come back to sing "yo soy la princesa " and the whole bridge yall know im dead sorry ab that 💔

♡ 9. complicated, avril lavigne

ONCE AGAIN. ABSOLUTE BANGER. CLASSIC. I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH AND IT'S SO RELATABLE RIGHT NOW TOO AVRIL ILY ILY ILY

♡ 8. my kink is karma, chappell roan

also very relatable right now,,, feeling like this ab several very specific people in or out of my life right now and it's so ridiculously accurate and such a banger and her voice is SO RIDICULOUSLY SATISFYING BRO EUUUHHHHSUEUJJJNNNNFFFFUUUEUU

♡ 7. i'll see you there tomorrow, tomorrow x together

YESSS THIS SOBG IS SO BACK WE'RE SO BACK ISYTT STANS RISE. THIS SONG IS SUMMER IDC. ITS JUST. OH KY GOSH. I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY I LJJJDJJUUEEUUHHHHH (translation: very good song! 🫶🏻💖)

♡ 6. gee, girls' generation

GEE GEE GEE GEE BABABAYAY GEE GEE EGEE GEE BABSBABAB this song is the EPITOME of 2000's girly girl kpop. it makes me feel SO girly and i ADORE girls generation. they're just silly girls making silly songs in the silly 2000's i adore them

♡ 5. naked in manhattan, chappell roan

OH MY GOSH. THIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG EVER ATM U DONT GET IT. listening to this in a sapphic situationship hits different u guys don't get it. naked in manhattan is my religion . the lana and the mean girls ref make me foam at the mouth

♡ 4. femininomenon, chappell roan

HIT IT LIKE ROMPOMDPUM GET IT HOT LIKE PAOA JOHN MAKE A BITCH GO ON AND ON ITS A FEMININOKEMENON. woahhh chappell again are we surprised? no. my excuse is it's pride month fuck off leave me and my cunty lesbian pop alone. ANYWAY THIS SONG IS FOR THE CUNTY LESBIANS AND THE SEXY MANHATER GIRLS GO QUEENS WE LOVE YOUU

♡ 3. please please please, sabrina carpenter

HEARYBREAK IS KNE THING. MY EGOS ANOYHER. I BEG YOU DONT EMABRASS ME MOTHERFUCKER. the vibes this song has are immaculate and once again absolutely devoured the vocals and the retro style music is EVERYTHING brina PLEASE more of this !!! ♡ unpopular opinion espresso was TOP TIER GODLY HEAVENLY PERFECT but i enjoy this ever so sligjtly more. BITH ARE SO GOOD THOGH I CNAT

♡ 2. coming home, beabadoobee

comfort song. this song feels like coming home. it feels like being in disneyland or being at the top of a tower in the evening with the lamplights glowing and the streets bustling and the music playing and just taking a breath of fresh air and realising you're alive thank you for this beautiful masterpiece i'll never get over this bea. i might cry seeing this live honestly

♡ 1. good luck, babe!, chappell roan

this song saved my life watered my crops fed my children impregnated my children made me fall in love with the world again her vocals feel like i'm ascending to heaven i feel like i'm on shrooms i chappell roan i chap

──★ ˙ ̟🎀ALBUMS

♡ 1. rise and fall of a midwest princess, chappell roan

anddd second month strong, chappell stays on top!!!!!! somehow i've become even more obsessed with her than i was last month but we are not gonna talk ab it. it's pride month don't ask me !!!!!!!!!!!!

♡ 2. the name chapter: freefall, tomorrow x together

gone back to freefall lately because i can't believe we're out of freefall era and i miss it so bad. i love tomorrow so so so so so so much but i miss freefall too (+ growing pains is my everything esp bc of the concert videos that i'd kill a man to see live 💔 KAI KAMAL HUENING. I NEED YOU.)

♡ 3. ultraviolence, lana del rey

in honour of both my crippling summer depressive episode and mother's birthday on the 21st ultraviolence is back up at the top again! the glow up before and after listening to ultraviolence is insane idgaf

♡ 4. our extended play, beabadoobee

SHOOPDOOBDOODOABAODOO SHOOPSODOBADODOD OH YEAH SHOOP im so ridiculously excited 2 see this live

♡ 5. beatopia, beabadoobee

once again in honour of the bea concert in november we beatopia still remaining here which is quite a feat actually considering how much i listen to music GO BEA WOOO

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 ARTISTS

♡ CHAPPELL ROAN (it's pride month.)

♡ TOMORROW X TOGETHER (again. it's pride month.)

♡ SABRINA CARPENTER

♡ NEWJEANS

♡ LANA DEL REY (just barely overtook bea!)

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 SPECIAL MENTIONS

along with the announcement of "this is how tomorrow moves" by our lovely lovely girl beabadoobee, the pop princess, the it girl of western music, sabrina carpenter will be making a return with her new album "short 'n sweet" on the 23rd of august, 2024! ♡

a beyond happy birthday to our mother lana, raising girlbloggers since btd era and onwards ♡ we love you lana ♡

tour dates of both brina and bea have been released this month AND THE BEST PART... ME AND MY BEST FRIEND ARE GOING TO A BEA CONCERT IN NOVEMBER 🫶🏻💘💖 I'M BEYOND EXCITED IT WAS LITERALLY JUST LAST ISSUE I WAS TALKING AB HOW MUCH I WANTED TO SEE HER LIVE I CANT DO TJIS AJDHFIAKTJSKF

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 EDITOR'S NOTE

once again, thank you ever so much for reading this issue of bee's record player: june edition! i really really enjoy writing these and getting the chance to yap ab all my silly little music obsessions to you all. i've made some of my closest friends on here and i treasure you all, love u guys <3

all my love! 💘💬🎀

[kirtini]

@extra-caffeinated my landlady got offended and told me if i’d asked earlier she would’ve gone and bought it but i literally just remembered that i wanted to make them RIP

[notdingalingalingalingrita]

hi hi hi hi hi hi. im. bored so im talking to you. its rlly late its. 2:39 AM. ummm. iam listening to bears in trees bears in trees is so good ive. recced to u before but u know. annd. well i was looking for fic to read but icoudlt find good ones so i stopped looking </3 today i got a haircut and it sortof sucks but !!! thats ok at least my hair is shorter now. and whoknows maybe ill just shave the rest of it off. ummm. HALLOWEEN !!!! is. monday !!!!!!!!!?? thats fun. im not dressing up or anything sadge but i get to pass out candy which is still sortof swag i think. currently lately thinking soo hard about hunter toh hes just like me for real. when the when he. you know. also thinkgin hard abt evil xisuma hermitcraft hes hes the #1 woman of all time. to me. umm !!! whatelse ????!!?? well i dont know what else rlly. umm. how is your day going !!!!!! or well. how has your past few days been !!!!!! ⊙⁠﹏⁠⊙ <- my keyboard on my phone. has those little guys built into it i forget what theyre called i forgor 💀 love that for me thogh. ihave been writing this message. 10 whole minutes its 2:49am now.

- HENRY !!!!! ʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠`⁠ʔ <- thatone is maybe a bear .i think. #girl #silly #hi #whats up #silly #goofy. did i ever tell u im in love w ur #happy!! tag thats such a good tag to have. good night !!!! 🌠🌌🌕🌙💫🌃

eeeeeee snshakkfkd im t>"(rick tricku treat rn!! and learning toki pona funny language hyperfixtating onbghsh thank y^ ou for lufe update i LOVE HENRY LIFE UODATS.. i shoulda briught airpod to tricky treat i would lisgree n to bear in tree rn . i also got haircut today we are soul twins. my phone pre skyzone had those things too.. theyre so good the world is healing. #happy!!!

[420technoblazeit]

Here's a couple more Kokichi vids

youtu . be/jQdcKNrBiAI

youtu . be/FF0N1jGY-As

i shouldve FUCKIGN KNOWN the first one was going to b sad based on the title mannnnnnnn. htese were poggies thogh thank u. ithced my brain just right

[solasan]

your seemly voice that you so delicately bring forth / make my thoughts, in joy and bliss, abound

no i will not stop thinking abt aloth and poetry, thank u for asking (it’s chaucer babey)

It’s been a long, hard day.

All days, he’s beginning to think, are long hard days. They have been for years, now, since before he’d ever set foot in Gilded Vale. Around Runa, though, they seem all the more frequent; they’re always running from one settlement to another, the sea wind caught in their hair and salt flicking across their skin, some message or quest or other spurring their steps onward even when fatigue draws them backward.

He’s learned rather more of how a ship works in the past few months than he’d ever learned in sixty years. A glutton for knowledge he may be, but even Aloth has his limits.

So it is that, the night of their departure from Neketaka, he finds himself stumbling into Runa’s quarters only half-awake, the moon bathing the deck in silver light to guide his way.

Her lantern is on, as it usually is at this time of night. She’s like as not poring over a map, or the latest message from Onekaza, or else troubling herself in some other way sure to keep her up half the night.

Runa does not sleep enough. Lately, it oft feels as though Aloth doesn’t, either.

But when he cracks the door open – hesitant, still, feeling half an interloper for the crime, because this intangible thing between them is still so very new – she isn’t at her desk. She isn’t on the floor, either, surrounded by papers.

She’s on the bed, in fact. Her knees are tucked up so he cannot see his face, and for a moment he fears she’s finally given in and fallen asleep, and that he’s disturbed her, but then she hums in inquiry.

Aloth’s too tired to return it in words, and he sways towards her, stumbling into the bed and knocking his chin on her hip hard enough to bruise.

He grumbles. “That hurt.”

“You knocked into me, you lummox.” There’s a smile in her voice, though, so she can’t really be angry.

He doesn’t dignify that with a response, instead huffing and rearranging himself to be more comfortable. She has a good bed, Runa; a featherdown mattress, plusher even than the beds she’d purchased for Brighthollow, and several thick blankets and furs for the cool nights of the Deadfire.

Once he’s settled, he blinks. From this angle, he can see the logic of her position; there’s a book spread out on her thighs, text too small for him to bother attempting to read it in this state, but bookmarked and clearly well-loved.

Despite himself, he feels a rush of warmth. Pride. He remembers the early days, years ago now, when she could not even read a map. When he’d met her in the library on cold nights at Caed Nua, helping her learn the alphabet and sound out words by candlelight.

How far she’s come.

“Read to me,” he requests of her in light of this fact, quiet, his crown pillowed on her stomach as he blinks blearily at the pages.

Runa’s fingers find his hair, nails scratching over his scalp as though he were a particularly well-trained dog. He tries his utmost not to sink into this touch overmuch, for fear of proving such an analogy right. “Must I?”

“Mm. You must. I demand it of you.”

She tuts; when he angles his head to look at her, that lovely mouth of hers has quirked upward on one side. “Demand? So merciless.”

“Yes, well.” She’s still playing with his hair, lower now, twining the strands nearer the front, usually fastened by his hair ties, over her knuckles. It’s quite distracting, actually. Fye, thought yeh were too tirt fer any’a that nonsense, yeh little— “Ahem. I’m quite merciless, you know.”

Runa’s stomach flexes with a laugh he can’t hear. “That you are. How do I put up with you?”

“I suppose I’m not without my charms. Am I?”

She snorts, tugs lightly on his hair, but doesn’t answer. Instead, she begins: “Nas never pyk walwed in galauntyne, as I in love am walwed and I wounde—”

“Wait.” It’s a great effort to lift his hand and tangle his fingers with hers, but it’s worth it when she stops her stroking to squeeze him. “Is that— Eld Aedyran?”

Runa pauses for one very long moment, before clearing her throat. Her fingertips twitch against his palm. “Maybe.”

He chuckles throatily, turning his head so he can nuzzle his cheek against her belly. “‘Nas never pyk’— I know that. It’s a poem.” He peers up at her through his eyelashes, making no attempts to hide his toothy grin. “You’re reading Eld Aedyran poetry.”

Her cheeks have flushed a becoming pink, the kind he so rarely sees. It leeches across her pale skin, colouring even her nose, the tips of her exposed ears, but she meets his eyes as though it doesn’t. “Shut up. I’m reading.”

“Aye, lass, an’ yeh’re readin’ the lad some class poems.”

Runa’s nose wrinkles. He’s never told her this, but every time she does it, it’s perhaps the sweetest thing he’s ever seen. “You too, Iselmyr. Hush.”

She takes a moment to wait for any other interruption, then continues. “For whych ful ofte I of my ſelf devyne, that I am trew Tristam the ſecunde, my love may not refreyde nor affound, I brenne ay in an amorouſe pleſaunce, do what you lyſt I wyl your thral be founde, thogh ye to me ne do no daliance.”

Aloth hums, playing loosely with their knotted hands. “Your accent is atrocious.”

“Your accent is atrocious.” But she notches her fingertips in his knuckles anyway, pulling their joined fists up to her mouth so she might press a kiss to the back of his hand, like he were a maiden in a song and she some vaunted knight.

His cheeks flare. If he weren’t so damnably tired— well. No matter. He hums again instead of— that, his eyes slipping closed without his permission. “Is not.” Then, around a yawn that cracks his whole jaw open: “You should do this more. Poems.”

He feels her smile spread across his skin, still cradled against her lips. “I should?”

“Mm. S’nice.”

Runa laughs; a low, hoarse sound that buzzes beneath his cheek. It’s a nice laugh. He hears it more, now, than he used to. He likes it.

“Go to sleep, Aloth.”

[lloydskywalkers]

Do you write anything for Star Wars and if you don’t mind could you share some with us? I love all your writing!!

oh man as much as I love star wars i don’t think I’ve ever actually written a full fic for it?? I think I have some snippets on my old laptop I’ll have to dig up sometime to fix that with... but i don’t at the moment, alas :’( thank u thogh asgfsh!

[1facebookporn-blog]

Ohhhh 

- I fell ill.  Whatever  (STAY. OUT. OF. BOSTON.) wELLLL, f (Camera got it -- ( Sure - No United States . 

mmmmmm ...-

You know -- With Geiger and everything 

Hey ,

[... but hes looking at Israel .  Case Closed. ]

A Plane Dissappeared on its way to Hawaii, going to or from Malaysia, Flight 251

---- you would do WHAT 

_________________ & I Do Knight people . ... - Whenever the Fuck I feel ike it . 

..

The Bi-Pukklll

- I Invented 4 padf.  Y oure not out of business .

None, whatsoever, actually . 

Wellll, then weve fucked.  Identical ? 

Oh.  More horrible shit about Reece . 

--- Im gonna go ahead, and, Personally, Stay away from EVERYONE. -- You’ve going to forget that we were ever Aquained, becuase, aside from Providing an Impossibly-Even place to begin, we are 0.  That said, I think your practices are Intriguing, but Barbaric.  I dont really know what they are, but, they Do invade the Sidewalk. ... -- I hate the Constituation as much as Anyone (Beat Women.), but, --- I just got lost .  -- Maybe then its not the constitution . 

Oh nevermind.  You’re a Halfie . 

DO I ?? 

-- Its actually Impossible to FEEL anything about the Constituion, which makes is Remarkable.  Contrarily, it is ALSZO likewise Impossible to Not-Feel something about Rodef. . ....

Sooo --- the only thing we’re missing is the 1900s . Or not.

9-11 ??

New age. 

Hate you, and, I have to become a Girl because Im radioactive, Psychic, EXTROIDANARILY Well-Trained, FULL of Hate, Spiritually Armed, Never lost an arumgned (1 stalemate.) , &, am actually pretty nice at Anyone .  My PERSONAL life, is / was such a mess, I , became a Whore, to escape it, and, that much is done (Nothin ne w to me . ) -- eW.  

.

So - whie we wait for the Antichist to Die, Im gonna be Dying parts of me black, trying to convince myself to commit suicied.  Onces thats ocer 

Americna,s -- Freedom is EXPERIENCED . ..

Freedom is not Contained

Freedom does not Need justice 

Freedom doesnt complain 

KIDDING !’

GOSH -- Who DOENST love GMOS  (We even hate that . .. yaaa....(

We . 

-I ctualy think Im incapable of Learning anything in this state, as, there is absoloutley nothing to look forward to, thus, absoloutely nothing to prepare for.  My, Timing, is the Basis of International Peace, so ---

So it was some major, major spy shit and im the kick can that just fell off the bridge and everony has to shit . 

-------

No.  You don’t under stnat ... I think, I’M UGLY . 

No, like, In my Heart, Ugly.  .... Like, 

So, everything i Do, now, then *(That ive , Successfuly eaten every Aura Ever.) - is off that core.  And, its Trippel x Evil till October. And I dont know what happens then -- Some shitty curse shit . ----  So -- yo-- I need a Specific KIND and WAY of Medication, which is Strictyl prohibited in the States, for some reason dealith with Men , sacrificing Rights, as a way of Way. .. And so on (Which, is so Incredibly Aggribationg.) --- so 

For me -- It deals with Refractions.  so -- I have that Hot Hate core, and then, its nothing but Cold till you get to my new girl tits.  Once that happens, im a little latex chew toy, not play thing. .. I dont know how to play.  I know how to Fuck once i Want it . 

Since you all now know me, and everything I’m EVER going to be (Which, ended, I guess... more than a few times, but not past today._ --then I have no need to really Speak, or interject anything, 

or Posit.  Or make Due.  none of it.  So, INSTINCT, is Completly gone, all that, Perfect-Relationship, Fine-Tuning, Ambient-Gesture, Total-HOrrid-Self-Tortuet ... allll of that , in Fruition, is Gone . -- For, Literally nothing, I may add. 

.. Imagine a great Red-Wood Tree, and then , Cut it over . And then - onces is dead and bleeding, imagine alllll the people you were Soooo incredibly nice to for NOOOO reason at all, just sitting here , laughing, hating you, because theyre fucking ignoret, worthless, stupid. tub-fucks. 

So - Mistakes ????

Keep Having None . (The other one was in your Left leg, about the size of a Dime . _ ..

So, hey -- HEy You -- You make the The Call ---

Hows That aint American 

Oh - Yes -- The Women .. Wha t DID i doe for them (They cant remember ... )

I. Became. The Ugliest. Girl. In The WOrled. 

-- You-- Silvio -- Your Rat-Trap fucking STINKS .

__________

-Im a ZBlamed Cunt (How, Herioc [[ya, that.  My dream, as a child, actually fucking Happened. 

.

-- Ummmmm -- I was 3 -6 whien all this REALLY started affecting me 

Ya, Its like being Canned

----

-& they just sat there and Lied .  (Operation Beareded-Lady already happened.  Theres no room in the matrix.)

Nahhh , Im just Being bad . _______________ Good.  So, Armageddon AND The Apolcymse (WITH the Rapture), is Over for everone but Blue, and Blue, Ever waking moment, Every Sleeping Moment, for the rest of his life, will do nothing but re live , rexpence them ... and never be able to go beyond them, For anything . 

- Thanks U (PS -0 the Antichrist’s Last worrds are like a 1/3 ball from the Roof (he called the essays “Gorgeous” , baby ) , retreating, saying, “Im So Gross” --- -- Ya a Rabbi punched him out acroos the gap (He was tall enough”, in the gap, someone capped him, and the Bomb blew away the Antichst, and blue buried himself by falling into the gap. )

Ya - It was in the Passport, that punched thogh EVERYTHING, INTACT, and fell to the ground, in front a oc Cop, who, somehow scrambled to pick it up.  YOUR new name (Sorrt is tn memla00) -- Is 

Blue (blue wont be handing anyhting out anymore guys . blue will be, “Spooning” . )

Protesting ?

Both The Witness Protection Agency AND “Undercover” ANYTHING .  Say It 

- The only people I still have respect for are thoes whom Appropriatly Fought me, according to the termms of Loigic, not Ruin .  (-- its True -- its MOSTLY true, its AWAY-Fals, )