#than jay or fizzy

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❝ DON’T WAKE DAD ❞ — ✿ 𝐏.𝐒𝐇 ׅ ㅤ֢ ㅤׄㅤ .

── 𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈 ܃ Sunghoon was your stepbrother, and ever since your two fractured families merged into one, he’s had feelings for you. Deep down, he knows the attraction is wrong, but the taboo of it all only made it more addicting to him…

𝒸𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓈 ｡｡｡ KINKTOBER SPECIAL, swearing, kissing, mentions of virginity loss, oral (m. r), masturbation (f. r), stepcest kink, cum eating, manhandling, face slapping, hair pulling, breath play, unprotected sex, dirty talk, mentions of 02z, reader is younger than sunghoon & has long hair, short parental argument, that’s all

𝐖ORD 𝐂OUNT ⨾ 4199 — 𓊆ྀི Day 10 𓊇ྀི

“She’s hot as fuck, I can’t help it…” Sunghoon sighed while readjusting himself in his seat just at the mere thought of you.

He and his two friends, Jake and Jay, were hanging out in your step-father’s backyard near the pool, helping themselves toa few cold drinks and some conversation while round about the outdoor table.

“Who fucking cares, dude?” Jake asked rhetorically, his Australian accent rugged and thick with utter confusion and disgust.

“Exactly bro… you’re playing with dangerous fire here, Hoon, and trust me when I say you don’t wanna mess with that step-sis shit…” Jay added, crossing his legs where where he sat.

“Why not, though?” Sunghoon challenged, pulling out his phone to swipe a few notifications clouding his screen.

“Well, for starters, screwing your step-sister in real life is a lot more tricky than how it’s shown in pornos… secondly, you two could be blood-related for all you know!” Jake pitched in, spreading his arms as if to convey increased importance.

“Please…. I highly doubt that…” Sunghoon scoffed, shaking his head at his friend's cautious protest.

“Right… and what makes you so sure then, huh..? You’ve taken any DNA tests lately?” Jay questioned matter-of-factly.

“Of course not, idiot, but that’s beside the point—”

“She might have the same dad as you!” Jake went on in a fit of concern.

“Not possible… my father had a vasectomy before I was even born, and my step-sister’s younger than me…”

“Then you all might have the same mom, it doesn’t matter! You never know with this type of stuff, dude—”

“Wait- Shhh…” Sunghoon whispered, just as a woman’s voice in the distance filled his ears until you eventually walked by.

“Hey, Hoon!” You chirped, paying a brief yet respectable wave to his friends as well, “Your dad’s been looking for you all afternoon, by the way…”

“Oh yeah? What’s up with him?” Sunghoon asked in between taking a sip from his soda can.

“He said something about you leaving the garage door unlocked last night?… I don’t know, maybe he just wants to talk to you about it…”

“God… I mean, okay, uh… thanks for letting me know, sis…”

“Mhm,” you hummed with a nod, right before turning on your heel and walking back from whence you came...

“Dad?” Jay repeated with confusion.

“Sis?” Jake added, just as confused.

“Yup… and we don’t look very similar now, do we?” Sunghoon offered with a proud smirk, taking the last sip of his cherry cola with a clenched jaw and sighing at the fizzy sensation.

“Fine, but what difference does it make when you live under the same roof and share a set of parents, biologically or not?” 

The space felt quiet at Jay’s sudden comment, with nothing other than chirping birds in the distance filling the void. 

“Look man, I gotta go now, but please, at the very least… consider… our advice,” Jay said in a more solemn tone before shuffling from his seat and standing up to walk away.

“Yea… I mean… I’ll consider it,” Sunghoon nodded nonchalantly while waving his friend off, but Jay didn’t see it as shady because that’s how Sunghoon always acted…

Numb, absent, impetuous.

It’s those precise qualities in him that initially earned your attraction, and they were the same qualities that eventually made you stick around…

1 hour later…

“It’s so pretty, Hoon…” you admired from beneath your step-brother, trailing an inquisitive finger along the underside of his cock as he nearly dug crescents into the palms of his hands from how tightly he balled his fists.

He was just so, so sensitive…

“Can I now?” You asked softly, eager to finally have his cock in your mouth and stretching your slutty little lips apart with his thickness…

And to no one’s shock, he was just as eager to have your mouth around him, too…

Of all the private time you’ve spent with Sunghoon, you two had tried almost everything in the books from dry humping, nipple sucking (on both sides), vaginal sex, cockwarming, and even mutual masturbation on some accounts…

Though, you had never tried giving him oral before, and it’s an act that’s been on your mental bucket list for quite a while now.

“Go on, angel,” Sunghoon groaned, watching intently as you began prepping him by stroking the base of his length, and he swears a hand has never felt so good around his cock before.

Your step-brother, being the handsome guy that he was, had his fair share of sexual experiences in the past…

However, once he met you, or more accurately, once y’all crossed that dangerous physical boundary, he fell in love with you in a way that would never be considered brotherly.

Simply put, you were the best at everything to him; making him feel better after a bad day, listening to his most profound thoughts when no one else would, etc etc.

And it helped that you were one of the most beautiful girls he had met, too…

The first time he had sex with you, he remembered gazing at your cunt first before sliding himself in, and he felt so bad for having to be the first one to stretch you out.

You were so tight and fragile and he was so thick and long that it took more than a few tries just to have sex properly…

But since then, you became his little fuck toy, and he simply dreaded the thought of some other guy getting to enjoy those parts of you one day…

The parts he worked so hard to cultivate in you… the parts that he felt should be for his eyes and his eyes only…

“Ohhh, God,” Sunghoon groaned suddenly, sealing his pretty brown eyes shut at the feeling of your lips sliding along the center of his shaft.

His tip, the most sensitive part of his cock, found utter bliss in the back of your tight throat, and his tense hips subconsciously bucked into your mouth, causing you to tap his thigh as a sign to slow down.

“Sorry,” he whispered, tucking your hair behind your ear to prevent it from getting in the way, but you couldn’t help yourself from marveling at the way his length twitched inside your mouth, its tip already crying out precum as you kept bobbing your head nice and slow.

And it was genuinely such an honor to be sucking him off, considering how much he had done for you in the past… things that your parents never had to find out about because he was there to help you.

For instance, you vividly recall the time when a deadbeat date you met at a party dropped you off on the side of the road after you rejected his sexual advances, and Sunghoon was the only person who answered your call that night…

That same night marked the first night you kissed each other… in his car at a red light on your way home, to be precise… 

And you cried the rest of the drive back to the family mansion until Sunghoon managed to finally calm you down with a hug… one that led to him sleeping in your bed that night with his clothed cock slowly rutting against the curve of your ass…

You remember pretending like it didn’t happen for a while until eventually, the taboo craving was reciprocated in you; you wanted Sunghoon just as much as he always wanted you…

“Fuck, baby… ‘m so close,” your stepbrother groaned in pleasure, keeping his hands in your hair because it was genuinely one of his favorite parts about you, “Yea… keep drooling around my fat cock, baby… just like that… shit~”

You squeezed your thighs at Sunghoon’s desperate dirty talk, feeling yourself getting more and more turned on every time he swore beneath his breath.

“Go on, angel… touch yourself for me,” he mewled from above you, compelling you to do exactly what he just suggested.

Slipping your fingers past the waistband of your skirt, you found your core instantly given how you weren’t wearing any underwear.

You slid your digits over your folds while still sucking his dick before humming at the feeling of your aching clit finallygetting some attention.

“Didn’t know sucking my cock would turn you on so much,” he snickered through a smirk, only to groan once again as you hummed around his dick, reeling him even closer to climaxing.

With just a few more bobs of your head, Sunghoon was finally coming undone, screwing his thick eyebrows shut with his head thrown back.

His thumbs slowly outlined the side of your hairline as he looked back down at you with pure affection, slipping his cock out of you as cum coated every surface of your mouth—

“C’mere, princess,” he whispered in a raspy voice, finding your lips in the sweetest kiss as your tongues intertwined, all while you still stimulated your clit beneath your clothes…

And as if you weren’t feeling a bit lightheaded already, you definitely were now, feeling your hips spasm the more and more his tongue ran against yours.

Before you knew it, you were crying out Sunghoon’s name into his mouth and creaming all over your fingers.

“Shhh,” he cooed while holding your head in place with a gentle hand, backing away only once so he could see the look on your face as you finished.

It was such a beautiful sight to him, too… the way your eyes brimmed with tears as you bit down on your lower lip, trying to keep quiet but failing nonetheless…

He loved every part of it—

Knock, knock, knock.

“Sunghoon, are you in there?” Your mom called out from behind the door, just mere feet away from you two.

“Uhh, yeah, what’s up?” Sunghoon asked as calmly as he could manage while you both worked on readjusting your clothes back.

“Your father’s ready to have dinner with everyone,” she continued, trying to listen in on what was happening on the other side of the door, only to have her ears filled with the sound of shuffling.

“Alright, I’ll be down in a minute,” Sunghoon answered, just as you stood up to kiss him again, desperate for more.

“Great… I’ll go and tell your sister to join us, too,” she said before finally walking away, and you smiled even deeper into the kiss as Sunghoon’s hands found your body, guiding your hips closer against him.

30 minutes later…

“Why’re you making such a big deal out of this, Dad?”

“Because you’re too irresponsible for your age,” your stepfather scolded at the dinner table, the awkward clinking of silver forks against glass plates filling the room.

“Just because I forgot to lock the garage back on one night?”

“One night is all it takes for someone to come in and rob us, son,” his dad argued in between chewing on a piece of steak,“if you ever want this property or anything in the family estate to be yours, you better start acting like it belongs to you already…”

“But I do, Dad… can’t you see that?” Sunghoon asked with frustration in between eating some rice from his plate, “I keep the pool clean, cut the lawn weekly, and help out with bills, what else do you want me to do?”

“Lock the garage door back at night. Let’s start there,” his dad said plainly, and Sunghoon simply scoffed at his words.

“Right… got it, sir, but I’ll be excusing myself now,” Sunghoon said while getting up from the table with his dad in unison.

“No, you sit back down and finish eating so you can help your mom and sister clean up… I’m going to my room…”

“Ugh,” your mother sighed, getting up from the table and following in the exact steps as Sunghoon’s father did, “Sorry to leave you guys hanging, but I think I’m gonna call it a night and just chill out with your dad…”

“Oh… yeah, that’s fine,” you and your stepbrother smiled softly while getting up to wash dishes, “have a good night…”

“You, too, guys,” she smiled softly with her hands clasped in front of her before eventually leaving.

In the meantime, you got started on loading the dishwasher and wiping the kitchen surfaces; Sunghoon helped by sweeping and taking out the trash.

Afterward, you and Sunghoon sat on the living room couch and talked for a bit, the sound of the dishwashing machine thrumming in the distance.

You remembered his friends kept giving you weird looks earlier, so you decided to ask Sunghoon what they were talking about as a conversation starter.

“Oh- nothing, really… they were just curious about who you were, is all…” Sunghoon answered plainly, gentle clicks coming from his fingers as he toggled with the TV remote, searching for something good to watch.

And you knew it shouldn’t have affected you so much, but you could almost feel his hands all over you again just from looking at them…

You could feel the way his fingers were cupping your face earlier, and the way his palm felt resting on the small of your back as he kissed you that evening—

“Wanna watch something scary?” He offered, interrupting your brief thoughts.

“Do we even have a choice?” You returned while glancing at the screen, shocked to see there were predominantly horror movies playing tonight.

“I swear, it's like people never get bored of having scary movie marathons,” Sunghoon shrugged before eventually turning the TV off.

Currently, you were both sitting opposite to each other on the couch, up until your stepbrother patted the empty space next to him, signaling for you to come closer.

You laid your head on his shoulder, and the warmth of his body radiating through the cotton sweater he wore made you sigh in comfort.

“What, you're getting sleepy already?” Sunghoon asked with a soft smile, not expecting you to have snuggled against him so suddenly.

“No,” you said, reaching for his pale hand before tracing the nail beds of his fingers with your own, “just wanna enjoy this gentle moment with you...”

“Oh... Seriously?”

“Mhm...” You hummed against him, making the smile on his face linger for a little longer, “Can I ask you something?”

“Yea, what is it?”

“Well... hypothetically speaking, if your dad left his bedroom door open all night, how much do you think we could get away with in here?…”

“____...”

“Relax, it's just a question,” you pouted, letting go of his hand and touching his tense thigh instead.

He gulped before answering.

“Okay then... hypothetically speaking... I know I could keep quiet during a lot of things, but you on the other hand...” his voice trailed off as he gave you a knowing look instead of finishing his sentence.

“What? Finish what you were gonna say, loser,” you chuckled, sitting up to look him in the face now, but judging from his cheeks alone, you could tell he was a bit flustered about something...

“Hey,” you spoke softly, moving your hand from his thigh and cupping his face instead, but it didn't stay there long before he was pushing you on your back, caging you beneath him on the sofa.

“I think it might be better if I just show you instead of telling you, hm?” He whispered, dangerously close to your face, and you felt your heart rate increase while caged beneath him…

Not because you were nervous, but because you knew your parents were likely still awake, and you’d hate to get caught in a position like this.

“S-Sunghoon, maybe not in here, okay?” You began with shaky breaths, trying to keep your voice as low as possible now,“It’s too risky…”

“Shhh,” he whispered again, right before leaning down to kiss you, and you hated how it was truly that easy for him to win your submission.

Sliding a hand over your breasts, he found your neck in his grip, gently but firmly.

Though, the pressure only increased from here, and it was enough to make you squeak.

“You’re seriously getting all noisy, and just from that?” He judged you with a snicker, “If you want me to fuck you, y’know you’re gonna have to stay quiet, pretty… think you can do that for me?… hm?”

You could only manage to whimper in response, and he finally freed your neck from his rough hand, at first you think it’sbecause he’s easing up on you, but then you realize that he was just getting started.

Sitting up, he tugs your pants down to your thighs, only to have you immediately pull them back up again.

“Do you really wanna force me to get rough with you tonight, baby?” Sunghoon slithered, cupping your entire cunt in his hand before grinding his palm against your clothed sex, and he almost laughed out loud at the way you squirmed now.

“I can’t believe you’re being this s-stupid right now,” you stammered, but you couldn’t stop your hips from subconsciously bucking against the delicious friction he provided.

“Look at you… rejecting my advances only to grind against my hand like a bitch in heat,” he retorted, spitting in his free palm before slapping you across the cheek, the added moisture only adding to the echo of the impact.

You wanted to curse him out, kick him, punch him, or even just yell at him for doing that to you… but someway, somehow, you felt your body freeze at his gaze, and tears erupted from your eyelash beds in the same way they did the first night he kissed you… the first night he claimed you as his…

“Now, you know I didn’t wanna have to do that, sweetie,” Sunghoon pouted with a hoarseness to his tone, and you immediately felt his erection brush up against your thigh.

“As my little sister, you’re supposed to obey me, no matter what I ask of you,” he continued tenderly now, wiping the tears from your face with the back of his hand.

Your cheek still stung from where he slapped you, and it only made matters worse when you heard shuffling from your parent's room.

“B-but… I am ob-beying you,” you sniffled, voice cracking slightly as he kissed your face right where he struck you.

“Good,” he smiles, ceasing his hand in groping your cunt, “So that means you’ll let me make you feel good and you’llkeep quiet then, right?”

“Y-yes, Sunghoon,” you nodded, feeling him kiss your lips one last time before freeing you of his daunting shadow, only to stand up from the couch and tug you in whatever position he pleased.

And he handled your body as if you were weightless, but you knew that had more to do with his strength training than anything.

Situating you on your knees on the floor of the couch, he knelt behind you, caressing your waist while pressing his front against your ass.

Keeping all your clothes on, the only thing he did was slide both of your bottoms down, and you don’t think you ever felt more eager than you did once the cool room air hit your aching cunt.

And that’s when your stepbrother started sliding his burning red cock between your folds, trying his hardest not to spank you as that would only make more noise.

“You ready, baby?” He asked, making a makeshift ponytail of your hair, but before you could even answer, he was already sliding inside you all the way now.

And because you and he had sex so many times in the past, it’s like your walls were carved just for him.

No matter the circumstance, Sunghoon could always count on you being ready to take him in every which way he desired…

So, when you put up a little fight today, he made sure to remember it as he started rutting into you, keeping one hand firmly at your hips while the other one secured your head.

“Ohh…. mmm… ahhh,” you hummed, keeping your eyes shut completely as the faint sound of skin against skin filled the room.

His cock felt so good inside you, just like it always did… given the position, your cunt was angled a little different than what you were used to, but it helped him to fuck even deeper into you anyway.

“Feels good, baby?… Yea?… You just love taking your step-brother’s fat cock in your tight cunt, don’t you… you dirty little- nghh,” Sunghoon groaned breathlessly from behind you, pulling your hair back further now as he roughly pounded into you again and again.

“Your ass is so perfect, too,” he slurred, and all the dirty talk was making your pussy throb even more, with his greedy cock loving the sensation as well.

“Fuck, Hoonie,” you whimpered quietly, arching your back a bit so he could fuck you even deeper, when suddenly, you felt his grip release from your hair, causing your face to meet the couch cushions.

You could conveniently bury your face into the, whenever you felt like making a noise, letting all your naughty little sounds dissipate into the cotton.

He was bucking his hips behind you so fast and hard though now that even the wooden floorboards were starting to creak…

“Nghh…. Oh my g… ahh… fuck, baby,” you whined into the couch, but being so lost in the pleasure, it didn’t seem like Sunghoon cared to keep quiet anymore either.

He was grunting all loud like a madman now, and if it wasn’t for the air conditioner drowning out the squelching noises of skin-to-skin, you’re certain your parents would’ve caught you like this…

Your hearts pounded in unison as Sunghoon's hands continued to roam over your soft, supple body, tracing the curves of her hips before grabbing hold of the swells of your breasts. 

You couldn't help but let out a stifled moan as squeezed you in his grip, filling you with an intensity that was almost too much to bear.

Biting down on your wrist, you tried your hardest to keep yourself from crying out, but it wasn’t long before you felt your walls tightening around him, Bo your collective breaths growing more ragged as you approached the brink. 

“S-Sunghoon, I’m getting close,” you gasped, feeling something in your stomach tighten the faster your stepbrotherfucked his throbbing cock into you.

“S-so am I,” he stammered as the initially deep tone of his voice started to sound more desperate and vulnerable.

Sunghoon's eyes fluttered shut as he concentrated on the pleasure your soaking wet hole provided him with, digging his nails into your hips to contain all the energy within himself until it finally happened; with a silent scream of pleasure, you shuddered around his cock, making him lean forward to cover your mouth and conceal your moans, causing you to whine into his hand.

Swearing beneath your breath, he felt it was safe to remove his hand from your mouth now as your body arched off of the couch, and Sunghoon’s orgasm followed closely behind.

Not wanting to finish inside you, he pulled out as quickly as he could, jerking his slimy cock with the same hand he just covered your mouth with before cumming all over your back, using it as a landscape for his ivory release.

Sunghoon then pulled your shirt back over to cover you, and if you weren’t so tired and fucked out, the feeling of his sticky cum smearing under the cotton of your clothes would’ve made you cringe.

The two of you just lay there for a moment, panting and trembling with slick sheens of sweat decorating every corner of your collective bodies.

With a satisfied sigh, you looked down the hallway, noticing that your parent's door was already closed and that perhaps,the two of you missed it earlier given all the excitement.

You were already starting to feel the aches in your body creep up on you given how rough Sunghoon was being, but that all melted away once his lips connected with yours, humming into a gentle kiss.

“Let me help you to bed, sissy,” he whispered, helping you get up from the ground now.

He offered to carry you, but you insisted that you could walk on your own.

A few steps later, you were eventually in your bedroom with Sunghoon’s delicate hands getting to work on removing your shirt and wiping down your back.

Sliding a nightgown over your head, he gave you one last kiss goodnight before sweeping off to his own room now… but something in you told you this wasn’t the last you’d see of him tonight…

It was on nights like this that you missed Sunghoon most; despite how you two had already shared such intense intimacy with each other, you still craved his presence, and of course, he felt the same.

As you forced your eyes shut to hopefully get some sleep in, you comforted yourself with the fact that you never heard the soft click of the door latch from Sunghoon’s bedroom, letting you know that it’d only be a few minutes before his footsteps would echo through the hallway as he’d slip into bed beside you.

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[twopoppies]

(excuse me for ranting but I'm in an angry phase)

People love to forget that Harry /is/ private with his real private life and Liam was part of that.

The fact is harry rarely post anymore, the last really personal post was, maybe his fl anniversary post or his 1d anniversary post from years ago and you could argue those were verging on generic as well, everyone has an internet voice and thats its just the way he speaks online. (Tbh I'd guess he and Niall only posted because Louis and zayn did, not because they don't care but because they both keep their feelings private) besides the fact people mourn differently; he may still be processing it, he may be the one holding it together for the others he may be blaming himself etc- there's a unending list (I've felt numb and angry since the news dropped, I know something will tip me over and I'll cry but right now that's not where I am and that's okay, it's human)

I'm angry because i remember when people were all over him for not posting about Robin or Jay , he didn't post more than a picture for Matt, he didn't post about fizzy, that didn't mean he didnt mourn, anytime we've seen him after something terrible like this he looked devastated.

People act like social media is the end all for human emotions, if you don't post your feelings you don't feel them, it's like object permanence for infants if I don't see you feeling it -it you don't feel it.

Im just sick these boy have been treated like a commodity since they started and people won't give them the grace to have human reactions.

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[statementlou]

hello :) could you maybe explain a little bit how dan wootton blackmailed louis?

ugh sorry for taking a while to get to this. The problem is I feel like the only two ways to answer this are by spending a week and a half of full time labor sifting through old posts and evidence to get every detail right and lay out an airtight case, or to halfass something very serious, and so I felt a little stuck. So since I can't seem to find a good halfway point, apologies but here is the half assed version, if you want to get into it more I invite you to do your own deep dive or talk to other people, but here's how I remember things. Louis has almost never on video explicitly said things about Larry not being real and/or anything negative about fans and their theories (mostly the opposite), up until the last couple years when he obviously decided to make a major change he didn't talk about Freddie much at all let alone saying he was his kid, honestly not that much about Eleanor even; except for in two major interviews with Dan Wootton, each of which lined up with a serious traumatic Tomlinson family event that they managed to keep out of the tabloids until the very end (Jay's illness and Fizzy's struggles with substance abuse). After the fact of those events a lot of small things that didn't make sense at the time came together to look very much like Louis traded those interviews (and those answers) for having his family's private matters kept private. Story trading of this kind is a publicly known real thing that happens, and there were various clues that suggested he was being leaned on about those stories to lend legitimacy to the idea that it was something that happened in these cases. Given what we know about Dan Wootton and how he operates even before the recent flood of information and even more now, I think it's more than likely that he has been holding the threat of outing Louis (as he has done to many other public figures) over his head for over a decade, and has used his family's tragic struggles to get Louis to dance like a fucking puppet for him and I will REJOICE at his downfall when it comes whether it is now or 20 years from now... because someday it will, he has made too many enemies to stay above it forever

[seasurfacefullofclouds1]

It makes me feel a bit more comfortable that utmost privacy was given during jay and fizzy.. it would’ve been devastating to see how louis might’ve looked.. seeing him backstage in lottie’s arms crying was sad enough…🥺

The funeral itself is an intense event, but the grieving can take a long, long time. Things might look ok on the outside but really aren’t.

I felt so sad to hear Louis’ interviews saying how he could face the funeral and grieving process more smoothly with Fizzy because he had had experience with Jay. As well, to read Lottie’s account of it, that she could process the devastation because she had been through it. The fact that they have had so much experience at their young age is unfair, tragic.

I also remember that Louis said, at the time of the single release, that he felt he had to put out a song like Two of Us before he could move on with his album. I understand this kind of internal pressure. Acknowledging his loss creatively is also a way of processing it, in Louis’ case probably more effective than going to therapy. Again, maybe we see crying and sadness at the funeral, but the internal process is often longer and much harder.

[tojiscrack]

𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄 ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

this was long overdue but it’s here now so let’s go!

— i’m a freshly-turned 18 year old (24th oct)

— ‘sumaya’ is a pseudonym 🫣

— british asian :)

— currently studying for my a-levels

— major satoru gojo enthusiast (you will literally never find someone who loves that man more than i do)

— my favourite anime of all time is attack on titan. following that would probably be death note, but i really enjoyed the journey jujutsu kaisen was taking before its end <3

— very opinionated and enjoy debating

— rom-coms 🤝 me (emphasis on the com part — i like to think it shows in my writing lol)

— i’ve watched so many shows over the years, here are the couples i ship for all of them:

gossip girl: dan and blair, lily and rufus

attack on titan: eren and mikasa, ymir and historia (but HEAVY on eren and mikasa, my babies)

the vampire diaries: stefan and elena

harry potter: harry and hermione, remus and tonks, lily and james

jujutsu kaisen: toji and mamaguro, miwa and mechamaru, yuta and maki (HEAVY on the first one tho)

you: joe and my fist

the hunger games: katniss and peeta

modern family: literally all the senior couples (gloria and jay, cam and mitch, and phil and claire), but HEAVY on phil and claire, i love them sm

i’ve definitely missed a couple hundred shows/films, i’ll probably add to this list haha

— fav mc in all of fiction = eren jaeger.

— i’m a book girly through and through. if you know i’ve watched a movie or a show that has a book counterpart, 9 times out of 10 i will have already read it

— fav series for books:

the folk of the air series: the cruel prince , the wicked king , and the queen of nothing (followed by the spin-off duology)

a good girl’s guide to murder series: a good girl’s guide to murder , good girl, bad blood , as good as dead

a thousand splendid suns (this BROKE me)

— my mbti: entj — commander

— i love caramel milk tea, or caramel frappes, or just anything caramel really

— the same way gojo loves sweet treats, i love spicy food (like if i’m blowing up the toilet at 3am, mission accomplished)

— favourite season: autumn 🤭

— favourite holiday: halloween!!!

— i live off of fizzy drinks. ppl call me crazy but i hate water :/

— horror movies/mystery genre 🤝 me

— as much as i write a lot of fanfiction, i don’t ready any 😭 unfortunately, i see characters a certain way in my mind (like their canon counterparts), and if i read some and they’re more fanon centred… idk, it just rubs me the wrong way. it’s just a personal preference tho, write fanon as much as you want, it’s your story after all! i incorporate bits and pieces of fanon in mine, too, but i just don’t prefer it being a focal point, so i tend to avoid reading fanfiction all the same :)

— i’m a study freak 😕 (workaholic)

— open to making friends on here, always. i like to think i’m easy to talk to!

this will most likely be updated if i’ve missed anything else. until then, you know all there is to know about me!

[lilveeblog]

jealous baby

jj doesn’t like spencer :)

1k words

It was an immediate reaction. JJ emerged from the bathroom and saw Spencer perched on the side of Elle’s desk. Without thinking, she charged over and pushed him off.

“Jay!” Elle shouted, attracting the attention of everyone around.

Spencer lay on the floor. His head smacked the ground, blood poured from the wound.

“Spencer,” Derek gasped, falling to his friend's side. JJ was so angry. So, so angry. She went for Spencer again but Elle held her back. She grabbed her around the chest, pinning her arms to the side and pulled her far away -to her office.

“What on Earth was that about?” Elle asked, infuriated. But JJ felt smaller then. She’d made her Ma mad. Her Ma !! Out of anyone in the world, JJ hated making Elle mad. Instead of explaining herself, she turned herself to the corner and stayed silent - thinking about all the times Spencer took a step too far with her caregiver recently.

First, was the hug. It was a simple hug from everyone else's perspective but to JJ, Spencer held on too tight for too long.

It had been a long day at work and the case was difficult. JJ was waiting at the car, ready to go home with Elle but Spencer came up behind Elle and tapped her on the shoulder. She couldn’t see Spencer’s face, but she could see her Ma’s. Laughing, giggling, smiling - she even gave him the same sympathetic eyes she gave her. She didn’t want to look but when Spencer wrapped his arms around Elle and Elle wrapped her arms around Spencer, she couldn’t take her eyes off them. It was a tight hug. Elle’s eyes were closed and her lips were in a small, soft smile. A comfortable smile. JJ felt the anger boil in her stomach before climbing grumpily into the car. She made sure to slam the door and huff whilst putting her seatbelt on and then wait for her Ma.

The next time was the present. Well, the donuts - and the coffee, specifically for Elle.

“Hey guys, I brought breakfast,” Spencer announced, coming into the bullpen.

“Donuts!” JJ cheered, heading towards the now-open box of doughnuts. JJ examined the sweet treats, all decorated and reached her hand into the simple sugar one but Spencer stopped her.

“That one is Elle’s,” he smiled. Just as she came up behind them. JJ felt the gentle hand on the bottom of her back and scowled up at Spencer.

“Elle’s? I didn’t know we had specifics,” JJ frowned.

“Oh, we don’t. I just got Elle her favourite,, I know how much she loves the simple sugar ones,” Spencer explained, smiling at Elle- chuffed with himself.

“That’s so sweet Spence, thank you!” Elle smiled widely.

“Oh,” JJ mumbled. She put the sugar doughnut back down. “Which one is mine?” JJ asked.

“Whichever you want,” Spencer replied. “Coffee Elle?”

JJ shut the doughnut box and stropped off back to her seat. Too infested in her coffee, Elle didn’t even notice her girl go without breakfast or the grumpy expression she held at her desk.

Then, there was the surprise visit to their house.

“JJ, come sit down now. It’s starting,” Elle shouted through their house.

“Coming Ma!” JJ chirped, jumping up from her toys and rushing over to get cosy next to her Ma on the sofa. It was movie night. JJ’s favourite night of the week. She was allowed to stay up late, have loads of sweets and fizzy drinks and ENDLESS cuddles. Plus, she got to pick the movie.

“Ma, catch,” Jay giggled, throwing up a piece of popcorn into the air. Like the master she is, Elle caught it in her mouth and the pair high-fived.

“You so mazing Ma,” JJ mumbled, wrapping her arms around Elle and hugging her tight. Elle smiled widely. She loved JJ, more than anything or anyone in the entire world.

“You’re amazing too little one.” Just then, there was a swift knock at the door. JJ frowned as Elle sat up, reaching for the remote. She paused it and there was another knock.

“Who it?” JJ asked curiously.

“I don’t know. Stay here, I’ll go find out,” Elle instructed as she disappeared down the stairs.

A few moments later, Elle returned with Spencer following her. JJ’s mood instantly dropped. This was HER night with HER Ma. Not Spencer’s.

“What is he doing here?” She huffed.

“Be nice missy. He’s come to show us this new film he found,” Elle said gently, taking a seat on the coffee table to put the CD in the player.

“But, Ma! We watching mermaids!” JJ cried, heading over.

“It’s okay, we can finish mermaids another time. Spencer is really excited about this. And he came all this way,” Elle said softly.

“It’s an old Russian classic that has been recently translated into English for the first time- obviously I understand the Russian but now you guys can understand it, I thought I’d show you. It’s about a young boy…” Spencer rambled on about the movie and JJ sat there, in the corner of the couch, slouching and pouting.

“Budge over,” Elle said once the movie began playing. She sat on the other side of the couch so Spencer was in the middle, JJ couldn’t even cuddle up with Elle now.

“Popcorn?” Elle offered and Spencer threw it into his mouth, causing a cheer from Elle and a high-five between the two of them. JJ sighed, snuggling into her blanket. Her movie night was obviously over. By the time the movie had ended, it was way past the last bus and Spencer didn’t drive. Now he had to stay the night. JJ’s entire nighttime routine was ruined thanks to Spencer.

The next morning, they headed to work together. Spencer took the front seat, JJ’s favourite seat. He stood between them in the elevator. They didn’t have time for Elle to get JJ dressed, do her hair, or make her breakfast or her bottle. Everything was ruined and wrong. They couldn’t do their cuddle and kiss at the door, in the elevator - JJ hadn’t hugged her Ma all morning.

Emerging from the bathroom and seeing Spencer with her Ma again, taking the space she wanted to be. Taking away her Ma, just - it was too much.

“Jennifer, what you just did was completely unacceptable,” Elle said. She grabbed JJ’s arm and turned her around so the smaller girl was facing her. However, the blue, teary eyes looking up at Elle broke her. She sighed and wrapped her arms around JJ, her caregiver instincts kicking in.

JJ was good as gold. She didn’t step out of line. This behaviour, as horrible as it was, as much as it needed to be punished - was a cry for help.

Finally, in her caregiver's arms, JJ broke down. Elle carried her from the corner and set her on her lap in the armchair. She rocked her girl, back and forth and reassured her gently.

“What’s going on princess?”

“He take you away,” JJ cried heavily.

“Spencer?”

“He takes you all time!” the smaller girl sobbed.

“No one is taking me away from you. No matter how close we are, I’ll always be YOUR Ma,” Elle reassured softly. JJ cried into Elle’s chest, clinging to her top and explained all the times that Spencer had ruined her days recently.

“I understand you’re jealous sweetheart but you have to communicate these things with me. Big girl words and nice hands are what are needed. You know this.”

“But Ma, he jus alway there,” JJ argued.

“I understnad. But you can always ask to speak to me privately. I’ll always, always make time for you if you come up to me, hold my hand, cuddle me - any of it. I never push you away, even if Spencer is there,” I can give you both attention and love at the same time.”

“You’re MY Ma, no his,” JJ confirmed.

“Not his. Yours. I know baby girl,” Elle chuckled, holding her girl tighter. She hoped that once JJ had apologised to Spencer, they could move on. She’ll make sure her girls feel included, and less pushed out by Spencer. However, she also knew she couldn’t give in to the behaviour all the time.

JJ huffed and crashed back against Elle’s chest.

“I love you baby,” Elle whispered, kissing her girls head.

[bucketspammer4life]

punch out random headcanons (again)

i should sleep

- Aran is a unironic radiohead listener, he got caught listening to it at least 3 times but is trying to gaslight everyone into thinking it was a collective fever dream

- one of the main reasons the wvba doesnt go on holiday together is due to the fact most of the boxers suffer from insomnia & other stuff that stops them from sleeping normally and generally having shit sleeping schedules

- the wvba sometimes has movie nights, everyone takes turns picking movies, aran takes advantage of this and picks the worst movies possible on his turn just to piss everyone off

- King Hippo used to have the habit of eating anything handed to him as a child, thanks to this you can ask him what (insert random object) tastes like and he'll answer it honestly, tide pods? Refreshing and a very good texture, wood? Too dry. A loofa? Disgusting. Shoelaces? if cleaned before eating: unique. You name it, he's eaten it.

- bald bull usually drinks coffee without thinking about the fact hes not gonna be able to sleep properly, this causes him to not be able to stand still for more than a few seconds

- don actually has a lot of wounds on his hand from picking roses with thorns, being the reason he cant use hand sanitizer most times

- Mac has this one weezer shirt thats in horrible condition he wears as pjs, hes had it before he started boxing and still has it, it smells like death and doc hates it but cant bear to tell Mac to throw it out because he feels like it would come off as rude

- bull HATES physical touch, he absolutely cannot tolerate it, the most contact he'll make with someone is either a punch, a highfive or an awkward side hug, it just agitates him

- super macho man breaks down doors without knocking, literally just breaking a door because he thinks it makes him look "totally tough"

- Glass Joe is really good at ice-skating and has won a few competitions, hes considering doing it profesionally but is just doing it for fun now

- Disco kid has shitty hearing thanks to blasting his ears out with music 99% of the time, he has tinnitus + a ruptured eardrum but ignores it

- gabby jay is a very good baker, he sometimes makes bread in the shape of little animals when sad, baking is basically his therapy

- narcis is scared of the dark but will not admit it, he just comes up with excuses like "what if i trip on something and break my nose?" or "i dont wanna bump into stuff it pisses me off" And it somehow works

- pizza pasta will scold you if you break spaghetti into 2 around him, hes a huge pasta gourmet and will bully your cooking skills, fix those rigatoni making skills or go back to buying craft mac and cheese, bitch

- bear hugger drinks raw eggs from mugs like its coffee, he has offered it to everyone and only aran has accepted it once, after that incident aran got food poisoning and had to stop eating omelettes for a while

- there are only 4 boxers not allowed to cook in the wvba: bald bull, bear hugger, aran and soda popinski, bald bull keeps accidentally burning stuff, aran keeps intentionally burning stuff, bear hugger eats everything raw and soda keeps trying to add soda & other fizzy drinks to the food and ending up making some dubious mixtures, none of them are allowed into the kitchen under any circumstances unless its watching milk boil to make sure it doesnt spill

- someone once tried to cut heike's hair as a joke, 10 injured 975 dead

- hoy will call anyone son/child/daughter unless theyre older than him, hes basically adopted everyone and no one minds it

[indiaalphawhiskey]

re: "who loves who more", i love your response! but i also want to add that a relationship can't always be 50/50. like, i'm sure when jay and fizzy died, harry "gave" more than louis and when robin died louis "gave" more than harry. sometimes you only have 20% in you, not because you don't love your partner but because that's how it is at the moment and that's normal

Very, very true. I think people really oversimplify the complexity of romantic relationships, especially long term ones. The truth is, you and your partner will never exist in a vacuum. Both of you will always be affected and changed by the outside world, by other relationships, by whatever is going on in your lives.

I get that it’s tempting to put things in neat boxes, and it’s so much easier to identify rules and hold steadfastly to “if he wanted to, he would”, but there are just instances in life where that’s just not accurate and measuring everything by that goalpost alone without any other nuance will leave a lot of people unable to discern between a partner’s stubborn unwillingness, and just the reality of life and love.

[sadaveniren]

Thank you for your post about Doris coming back, I totally agree with you!

But I wasn’t here then, so I’m kind of curious about the stunt. I’ve heard that people meant that Louis chose her himself as his stunt and they were actually friends? Is that right? And did she really admit in some interview that she was a beard?

Sorry if my questions is stupid, you don’t have to post if you don’t feel like it 😊

🥰 no problem and despite my eye rolling at certain anons there are actually no stupid questions, especially when you are coming at it from a place of not being here.

People (me included) believe Louis more than likely chose her as his choice for a stunt girl. We think he “auditioned” a couple of girls, Alycia being one of them, and ultimately chose to go with Danielle. No one actually knows why he picked Danielle over Alycia.

There was talk that they were friends and they got along, and Danielle did in fact watch/spend time with Fizzy, the twins and the younger twins in 2016, which retrospectively we can assume was because Louis, Lottie, their grandparents etc. were caring for Jay. That like. Is a fact. Danielle spent a lot of time with the family. So it is very possible she became good friends with them.

That said there was also plenty of evidence her and Louis did not get along. For starters, she didn’t actually spend as much time with him personally as she made it seem. She played very well at pretending but after the breakup and finding out Cliff was, at the time actually Louis’ dog - who Louis got for himself from one of Danielle’s uncles friends or whatever - made some things we saw over 2016 look different. For example a lot of times we thought Danielle was with Louis would be because Lottie to Calvin showed a video of Cliff. We thought Cliff was Danielle’s dog, therefore if Cliff was there Danielle was there. But with the new knowledge that Cliff WASNT Danielle’s dog we realized in videos where we ONLY saw Cliff and not her little red dog, or herself, Cliff was probably just chilling with Lottie or Calvin in the house alone.

Because they were somewhat red carpet official if you think about it - aka going to events together - we also got them talking about each other and lemme clue you, both of them very clearly never talked to one another. Louis memorably said he had no clue what Danielle thought about racing when they were AT A FORMULA 1 EVENT and had FLOWN THERE ON A PRIVATE JET. Like y’all were up there in that thing, going to an event, and y’all couldn’t even make small talk enough about the event you’re going to to be able to answer something simple like “what do you think they think about this”. Not to mention Danielle and her “oh I sympathize with the stalkers they just love Louis so much” like the two of them were very much not on the same page.

Finally is the fact that we also got reports that Danielle trying to kiss Louis in front of the fans and him pretty aggressively pushing her away. Thats… that’s always the big one for me about whether or not they were friends.

As for her confirming being a beard, no she never did that. Or if she did I sure never heard about it. And also any paid beard worth their salt would NEVER admit to being a beard while the person they bearded for is still closeted because that’s called outing someone and that’s Very Fucked Up.

[zot3-flopped]

Also basic incompetence. He simply isn't smart.

So true. I saw a clip of his film the other day. In lieu of reality, whoever is deciding this for him has crafted/refined the poor-me narrative - I can’t believe people are taken in because he’s not a great actor, in fact 😭 Oh well. He will be away by 2026/7, having to find some other way to spend his millions than a fake career!

AOTV was Charlie Lightening's baby, as were the three Walls videos. Louis just went along with it. Still can't believe he completely erased Fizzy and Eleanor from his life story.

It's interesting how much more open Lottie is in her autobiography than Louis is in his film. She shares a huge amount of interesting information about Fizzy, about Lewis Burton and about being a first time Mum without Jay to guide her. All her emotions are fully explored as she struggles to come to terms with losing Jay and Fizzy. Louis just whines about missing the band.

[alarrytale]

With H disappearing for the last 2 years or so, I got to thinking how bad things got for him. He suffered so hard with the O stunt - I think he was ready to break at the end, he looked so broken and had what looked like permanent tears in his eyes. Then, the crappy reviews the movie got, and people making fun of his performance was really the nail in the coffin, because all that crap he had to do with O for a bad movie.

Then, winning a Grammy - which a lot of people think is rigged anyway and that Sony/Azzof*s bought it for him - first, his live performance went wrong (disc turning the wrong way), and then when he won he was booed by Beyon*e lovers and others. He was so overwhelmed during his acceptance speech and there were people yelling ‘get off the stage’ and when he stepped aside for kid to speak, he looked so sad and forlorn. I just watched the video again and it breaks my heart.

I know he was happy for his tour, but then again, by the end of it, he looked like a robot turning in a performance. He was so tired.

I don’t know if he’ll be back soon, and in what capacity. I really think he’s done with a lot of things ‘celebrity’ and it’s compounded exponentially with L’s passing. Ann* and Gemm* have been posting so much mental health stuff (way more than usual) and I can’t help think it’s due to H. We forget how sensitive he is and how it’s hard for him to hide it.

Sorry for how long this is. I just think about him and hope he’s ok. I miss him a ton, but I don’t think it’s healthy for him to be the biggest pop star I. The world. I think he’s taking a big break and will come back strictly on his own terms and it will be much smaller.

Hi, anon!

I think Harry had to learn the hard way that it doesn’t matter how generally loved you are as an artist and celebrity, when you're overexposed to the degree he was, people will turn on you. It's how it is. Even us fans got sick of seeing his face and didn’t appreciate him the way we all should. When that happens, it's time for a break. I also think Harry needed that break for his physical health. He's a workaholic and won't stop until someone tells him to stop or stops things for him.

I think Harry is one of the strongest people i know, but it must be hard and lonely being on top in an industry there you have to be performing at A+ level at all times. I have no doubt that losing Matt, Robin, Jay, Fizzy, Caroline and now Liam must have shaken him up. Being in the pressure cooker of an industry is hard. Not everyone comes out unscathed and unharmed. But if someone will, i think it's Harry. I think he's concious of the risks in the business he's in, and takes steps to take care of his mental health. I'm way less worried about him than i am of Louis, who i fear is much worse off mentally.

I don't think H's mum and sister posting about mental health has anything to do with H's mental state. They're both mental health advocates, especially G who's stuggled with mental health issues like depression and her adhd.

I think H will be back soon in the same capacity as we're used to. If it's true he's signed a new three year contract that means he's motivated to continue on as an artist. We'll have to see. The hype accounts are now saying new album in Q1/Q2. If that's true, he should pop up soon enough.

[wellthatwasaletdown]

Glad to see you attacking Harry's mother and sister! Larries always do the same! You attacked Jay when she was dying and Fizzy. Larries always blame and attack women always. It is a staple and cliche for tinhats to attack women. You all just must do it.

Shut the fuck up! We called Anne Twist out for her OTT response to people criticizing her son's haircut, and no one is even talking about Gemma.

But you are a disgusting piece of shit to use two dead women as a way to attack us. This says way more about you than it does about anyone on this this board.

I was here when those Jay and Fizzy passed away, and no one attacked them. May they rest in peace

[twopoppies]

In my opinion, I really doubt that they haven't gotten married - even just a small ceremony (maybe just family). Whether it happened September 28th or not, they both - especially harry - just seem like the type to not want to wait. Those videos from the 1d days when Harry would fiddle with his rings and smile when interviewers talked about marriage makes me think that maybe it did happen around then, but definitely not like 2011 when people would show that video of Louis replying to a fan about already being engaged to harry (I view that as a joke). They definitely knew they were it for each other since the beginning, but they might have wanted to wait because it might complicate things even more than things already were. In my head I hope they did when Jay, Fizzy, and Robin were still around to be there, but regardless of the timeline, looking at their lyrics, how they talk about love in interviews (harry talking about feeling like a team once you have been together so long, and louis calling his partner his "other half"), there is no way they aren't married.

I always hoped they'd done something while the three of them were alive, as well. Maybe it was just some informal commitment ceremony because I don't think they were married as of 2017.

For years, I assumed they weren't married because marriage records are public documents. But this morning I was talking to @apparentlybychance about it and looked this fact up, and apparently (correct me if I'm wrong), in France, marriage documents are kept private for 75 years. In Italy, they're public, but you have to know the date and the city where it was performed and request a copy from there.

So... who knows? Maybe they've gotten married in France. Or Italy. LOL! It's fun to consider.

[awesomefringey]

tbh i'm kinda nervous about louis doc, larries (or at least lgbtq+people) were filmed with signs, bears, dolls, etc. at tour and i hope that if that footage is used (unlikely) he's gonna need to be nuanced and explain (probably the rainbow direction route would be easiest and best, fans helping other fans from 1d days due to fandom homophobia), i hope he doesn't turn us (or lgbtq+ fans generally) into a joke (i do trust him but we never know, esp if he's pushing the het narrative he's never friendly to lgbtq+ people), if he ends up including lgbtq+ fans/people in his doc his career could be on the line depending on how we're (the community) is portrayed considering we (🌈) make up the majority of his fanbase, i'm just a bit ???? about it all

I understand that you’re worried. I’m not really sure what the documentary will tell us about Louis that we as fans don’t already know. On top, he’s given hundreds of interviews in the last 4 years. It’s not that Louis was gone and is now finally breaking the silence. (Unless he wants to dive into the heartbreak of losing Jay and Fizzy. Which makes me tremble just thinking about it.)

While AOTV may be a gift to his fans, it could also be something more and reshape how he wants to be perceived beyond his current fanbase.

This documentary could be an attempt to fully strip him off his boyband image and introduce Louis to - and subsequently make him ‘credible’ for - the pop rock / indie crowd.

I’m not saying this means all your concerns may come true, I’m just toying with the idea that this documentary might serve a much bigger purpose than pleasing us as his fans or the lgbtq+ community that makes such a huge part of his fanbase.

[larryslaurels]

🎬‼️AOTV Spoilers‼️ babygate free version

OK, I’m going to try organizing my scrambled ADHD brain thoughts on AOTV as several others have done here.

First off, let’s talk about the One Direction nostalgia… FUCK. That killed me. I know it sounds fucking dramatic, but for so many of us having Zayn leave, babygate, and then the break back-to-back was just like blow after blow. I honestly felt some weird kind of grief response as I watching, my heart just broke for Louis and for all of us over again. I realized how NOT over them breaking up I am, but I also am happy it happened. I can’t imagine where they would all be if they were forced to continue down the path they were put on.

I appreciate how honest he was about his grief. We knew, but like, it was never said as clearly as it was in the film just how dark of a space he was in. Hearing about Jay, and everything she was to him again, just wow. What an incredible woman she was. Also Lottie saying they did all they could to help Fizzy but ultimately they failed, that was brutal. Bless them all, they are so strong.

I said this in a separate post, but I feel like those moments that they chose to show H were so so beautiful and important. Louis definitely picked a moment where H was just looking so perfectly feminine and beautiful and himself. Louis is nothing but proud of his person.

I found it hilarious that both Liam and Niall were in it, like fully spent time with him and filmed for this doc. I know they were playing at similar festivals, so it was convenient, but how blatant to have nothing with Harry post one direction, too obvi in my opinion haha.

There was a moment and god I wish I could remember it better, but he mentions how during his struggle with getting back on stage and his confidence, he says he feels like he’s two different people and he struggles to combine and reconcile those two parts of him. I think this was deliberate and obviously much much more layered than just what was shown and I can’t wait to watch that bit again.

Obviously so many good tour moments, except when they talk to fans. I also hate that shit and cringe and I don’t know why they talked to the people they did. The rainbows everywhere was hilarious, because it was clear how they are present EVERYWHERE, no matter which country they are in. If I was in the GP and didn’t know about Louis, I would be hella confused by that, especially because it is just *not mentioned*. I’m OK with that, if Louis really wanted to deny his sexuality again right there, he could have commented on being ONLY a straight ally to all of these queer fans, but chose not to. INCH-resting to say the least.

One thing I can say throughout the entire film is that I do feel like 90% of it is authentic and real and Louis. I feel like we’ve seen glimpses of him because of tour, but even then, he’s in full performance mode. So seeing so much footage of him in his personal and private spaces was wild, something we haven’t seen a long time. That alone was worth it for me to watch the movie and I’d watch it over and over again.