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Temporary
open to: anyone | made with beta suggested connections: agent, avenger, anti-hero, fwb, romantic interest, someone working a job with her
“It’s temporary,” she told them brushing her fingers through her newly blonde locks, “Necessary but temporary.” Natasha stared back at them, “What?” She smirked slowly, “You have thoughts, go on, speak up.”
#open rp#indie rp#marvel rp#natasha romanoff rp#mcu rp#aos rp#black widow rp#avengers rp#spy rp#crime rp#wandavision rp#spiderman rp#winter soldier rp#th: temporary
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Aaaaaaa gosh @spacemimz and @wraenata THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I have never opened up a new canvas as fast as I did when I saw your butterfly suggestions ououghfgh
Old man Mikey so happy and in peace ;-;
We also get an extra because obviously I'm going to take this chance to doodle the wife Draxum:
#I was going to sleep but I had to draw this I'm gonna pass out now heck yeah#I honestly don't remember if I've brought up the whole temporary no ninpo usage for michelangelo in the fic lmao aahjsdgjhdg#I know I've talked about it here on tumblr so worst case scenario this is just a nice lil inside joke only a few people get. STILL FUNNY TH#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#nqk#nqk adjacent#rise michelangelo#rise mikey#future michelangelo#future mikey#draxum#baron draxum#tervdraws
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you ever think nico buys the latest deck of mythomagic cards once, because they said there's so many added deities, and while playing with frank he sees the card kymopoleia and just. breaks down crying on the spot. and he wants to keep tracing his fingers over the drawing on it because that was jason's work, and although he hadn't lived long enough to see it getting made into a card, every detail was copied from the drawings in his sketch-book, and nico just misses him so fucking much.
#theyre best friends nico will actually drag jason back into the world of living th MOMENT he can locate his soul ok#its only a temporary tragedy#nico di angelo#jason grace#pjo#toa#hoo#jasico
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missing ven hours
#kipper ‘ven liker 2000 supreme’ This is not new news#WELL. TH. WHATEVER#cringe is dead and I miss him#somehow the beast was tailor made for my brain to toss around like a yarn ball#I miss him. I open up ao3 I go to the recently posted page I see fics I read them there’s no more fics#terrible news… I read my own fic. temporary happiness. I know what I want
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one thing i already know i want to do in goldenheart’s shadow is make goldenheart want to stay with the guardian cats but having trouble fitting in cause she needs some sort of structure in her life, but not wanting to go home either because of how suffocating its been. and spire has to convince her and dovewing to leave
#kind of a wip#i mean on paper yes it makes sense that tiger would take a leadership role and start bossing people around#and that hed be bored#but it feels kinda annoying that he just assumed itd all be temporary and i dont like how hes just another person pressuring dovewing here#ths liveread
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ahaha . more of family's getting increasingly bad health complications likely from just living in this fucking house. Haha. Gets Scared
#🐠.txt#vent#i need out i need out i need out#i hate that i can't seem to get anywhere with my donation posts#begging on the internet does fucking nothing for me but i have nowhere else to go#i have no friends irl nor any friends online who live close enough to crash by or something#even then thats a temporary solution#i hate how cruel this country is#i hate how cruel this whole fucking planet is#i can't have anything#and my familys ''planning'' goes nowhere every time#and they usually just brush it off for another year or two#until something happens Again. and Again#currently half the planning is just buying more shit to ''make the current house better'' and complicate getting out even more#as if we're not living in a rotting biohazard#and im not allowed to make a gofundme or anything for whatever reason . they dont trust me with it but won't do it themselves#i hate it here!!!!!!!!!!!! i Really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i wish i could just move with a friend or partner but thats even more money#and i think id be insufferable to live with tbh#but thats genuinely the only solution i can think of anymore. im never gonna afford my own rent or food from th commissions i rarely recieve#i literally can't get a job#i can barely stand longer than a few minutes#i dont even have middle school education much less anything further than that#i feel like im just doomed to sit here til i die
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do you like waffles and pancakes in the morning?
yes and kissing guys on molly too <3
#asks#stewy#succession spoilers#we did it jack. we made it. board meetings are temporary pancakes and waffles are forever. who would’ve thought. look at us. who would’ve th
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Underrated thing in fiction is the narrator being an external entity who decides to absolutely kick your sorry ass into the curb. Alternatively, you kick the narrator's ass.
#doesn't need to be external for the whole duration of the story#like usually if the narrator is a separate thing then it IS present in that form from the beginning to the end#think Stan//ley Parab//le; Sl//ay Th//e Prin//cess; DS//AF; technically Cupid (though this is like... questionable#since yes the narrator is a whole other person but it is 1) YOU 2) a person technically present in the narrative as opposed to literally#being The Narrator#but anyway I wrote this post literally just because I thought about the fucked up voiced 'Poor you! Caged and misunderstood!'#and realised that the goddamn Amazon horse technically counts as a temporary external narrator. who kicks your ass.#or like. that's the thing. NOT technically. more like vibe-wise. the horse is not a narrator. there is no narrator who is its own#entity. but for a short duration of time the horse almost feels like it. the horse has every mark of a narrative entity coming down from the#heavens to tell your sorry ass that you suck shit and that they aren't paid enough for this
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Anyway. Kicks legs. Spending the night in the Sun Tower apparently and I deserve the rest but also despite the fact that that was supposed to be a drain on my... actually not energy but programming. I feel refreshed because. yippie! Yeah my phone offers three words constantly for autocorrect type autosuggestions and two of it's suggestions for following yippie! are now Sex and Recreating. Yippie sex and recreating!
#Probably worth noting this is Mental work but. I'm like. Remembering. Not so much actively coming to mind as it is familiarity but#This is. how do I word this. this is.... When shaivites talk about imagining sex with Shakti and Devi and other divine partners. This is th#Where. Its not..... as simple as saying its Just a temporary Mental space. Theres a power given to the space. The Mental space is sort of..#à visualisation of power. its appearances are a veil for power is a veil for the Mental#But it's like a sort of Mental magic - instead of doing a ritual with herbs and whatnot as the carriers for mental properties and energies#various spaces are used in the Mental to do magic with.#ramblings //#Anyway reminder to myself to continue these thoughts on omkara-observer
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eli has little to offer , aside from a gentle hug that grips tighter the longer it lasts . an ever-so-quiet thank you . newport , however , will contentedly park himself in john's lap the next time he is stationary , thank you very much . you've earned a truce .
it's a little to eli, but it's a lot to a man who doesn't get hugged a whole lot these days. who goes stiff and stressed until it starts to get tighter, and then folds awkwardly into it with a halting pat-pat on the back that says, yeah, okay. no problem, mate. anytime.
. . . newport gets a whole lot more of the stiff and stressed angle of things, shit-scared of dogs as he is, but as long as he's not being bitten, uh. very careful scritching behind the ears. who wouldn't pet a lapful of church grim?
@thicketville / MAKE HIM FEEL LOVED
#thicketville#SOUND THE TRUMPETS WE'VE GOT THE NEWPORT STAMP OF TEMPORARY APPROVAL#constantine sweating but feeling appreciated: th. thanks man#( V. ) STEPS FROM THE SHADOWS. ( i. )#( answered. ) THIS IS JOHN CONSTANTINE. FUCK OFF.
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#there's a temporary character on a*ne w*th an e that looks a whole hell of a lot like my ex which is. not triggering at all#but like what can ya do this guy can't control what he looks like & i'm not about to stop watching#unrelated lol but i have this stupid tiktok my so-called 'friend group' did saved on my phone & i might've watched it to compare looks--#which was a bad idea because now my body's gone fight or flight when i'm literally just sitting here#i should really delete the video but i don't want to. because in a way it's proof? i mean i dunno he made sure there wouldn't be any proof--#so that's kinda all i have#which is so stupid#the contract i wrote for us (because i thought i was some kinda special girl protag & had never been in a relationship)--#didn't have his signature obviously so it just looks like i made it up when in actuality i remember him helping me come up with things#dude i remember one of the 'conditions' was 'we can't fall in love' & 'i can't tell anyone' which is just. so cringe like take the L#i dunno...i look so different in the video. my hair was a kinda long bob & was purple & i had different glasses & my nose wasn't pierced#i think i'll just watch something on youtube i dunno#i'm blowing this out of proportion i just wish i didn't feel like this anymore#tw vent#To be deleted
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🗝 Don't Back Down 🗝
Pairing: Unit Chief! Sub Spencer Reid x dom! BAU Reader
For the CM Kink Bingo Challenge 24
Requested: Hello!! You are an excellent writer, and I hope you don’t mind a random request. :)!Basically, Spencer breaks protocol and endangers himself - runs after an unsub without backup, takes off his vest, etc. whatever it is - the reader is either there or finds out and is PISSED. She’s obviously not above him in the BAU, so she can’t punish him at work, but she can punish him in bed through toys/edging.
Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, brief mentions of details, minor gunshot wound, sex toys, punishment, BDSM themes, male sub Spencer, cock ring, dildo, masturbation (f), squirting, overstimulation (male), multiple orgasms, begging, messy sex, slight cum play, implied oral sex (f), boss/ subordinate relationship, partial established relationship, FWB dynamic. Implied switch x switch.
A/N: Hello! I really loved writing Unit Chief Spencer for my first Kink Bingo fic, so I've decided to bring him back a second time, and I'll be rounding out the challenge with a third part in the Unit Chief saga in July! You don't have to have read the first part, but if you want to, you can find it here~♡ I'm still enjoying the challenge of interpreting all the bingo challenges and this marks my very first bingo line! Let's see if I can get a full board!!
Masterlist || Bingo Board
His tenure as Unit Chief may have been temporary and wholly unwanted, but you admired Spencer's commitment to actually taking care of every member of the team he was left in charge of.
He'd supported JJ in interviews, actually taking care of the press very effectively, and made sure Garcia was calm and stable. Hell, he'd even made Rossi feel better about his work on cases. And for you - well, he'd taught you to shoot straight. That and more.
He'd held you in the middle of the night on the tougher cases, letting you sob into his bare chest the day you'd first killed an unsub. He'd distracted you from cases with his tongue, and his fingers and his dick, he'd given you pleasure where the job gave only pain and stress, and you loved him.
You loved him, even if he was going to get himself killed.
At first, it had been pulling Luke out of the way of a moving vehicle, being almost mowed down himself when on a case. Then he'd walked into a scene without his gun and had actually taken off his vest in exchange for JJ and Tara being able to back away to safety. He'd closed a door between him and Rossi and an active bomb that had only just been deactivated in time, and more recently, he'd taken two bullets for you.
It was like he wanted to die.
Th bullets, of course, had hit his vest, but a third had scraped his shoulder, and the cry out of pain had you nearly hysterical. Luke had taken down the unsub immediately, but you were a flood of tears already, panicking and having and dropping to your knees as you shook, the anxiety of almost losing him flooding your body with adrenaline.
After all that, he was still the one comforting you.
“Y/N. Y/N, shhh, it's okay, I'm here. I'm okay. Don't cry were both safe, I saved you. We're safe.”
You pounded at his chest, but with the others surrounding you, there was nothing to do but stand and pull yourself together, even if you wanted to rage at him and tell and scream.
He gave out orders and was escorted away to an ambulance, and you wiped your tears and got to work. You'd fucked Spencer, sure, you had been fucking him for months now, but it wasn't a relationship. It certainly wasn't anything your coworkers knew about, and you knew they'd have words if they did know.
So you wiped your tears, and you put your head down and finished up your work. Then you made your way back to the jet, back to your home, back to your bed, and waited for him to make an appearance.
You weren't in a relationship, but you knew he'd come. You heard his keys in your door, rolling your eyes at how naive you'd been handing it over - in case of emergencies, really, he had Luke and Penelope’s spare keys as well because they lived alone, it'd be safer.
You sat up in your bed and waited for him to come in, scoffing when he knocked on your bedroom door.
“Was there a point to that, Spencer?” You asked, calling him in.
He looked dishevelled, slightly worse for ware, but god did he look good. He wore a new shirt, a bullet hole ripped in the last one, sleeves pushed up to his elbows. The top buttons were undone, and he discarded his jacket on your chair before stepping closer.
“Y/N…” his voice was so tired you almost forgot how angry you were. Almost.
“No. Don't come to me like that after you pulled that stupid shit today, Spencer.”
“He was going to shoot you-”
“He was going to miss. You're taller than me. And if I'd stayed where I was, I would have fired off a round before he could even get one shot in. But you pushed me out of the way and almost got yourself killed instead.”
He stood with his hands on his hips in front of the bed, a scowl on his face as he struggled with words to find next.
“I won't apologize for saving your life.”
“No, you won't because you didn't save my life. You almost ended yours.”
“Y/N-”
You knelt on the bed now and grabbed his shoulders, pushing him to his knees.
“No. I'm done listening, and you're done talking. If you're not going to stop walking into near death experiences, you don't get to walk in here and fuck me.”
He sank to his knees easily, his eyes wide as you sat up on the bed in front of him. You thought of leaving him there the entire night, of kicking him out into the living room to sleep on the couch. If you hadn't been through so much that day, you'd just send him home.
But sat there on his knees, you saw a flash of desire in his eyes, big and round and needy.
His gaze flicked to your core, and you suddenly entertained different ways to punish him, to train him out of destructive behaviour.
“Handcuffs,” you said, holding out your hands for them. He passed them up, and you left the bed, restraining his hands behind his back quickly and grabbing two items from your draws.
You moved to the bed and knelt again as he looked at you with dark eyes, suddenly aware of what was happening to him.
“Y/N-”
“I didn't say you could speak,” you said as you quickly peeled off your nightdress, leaving yourself bare on the bed.
Usually, you'd feel embarrassed being naked. Even when he undressed you, you felt the urge to cover your tits, to squeeze your legs shut so he couldn't see all of you, to let him pry your hands away, to coax your legs apart.
Now, you sat confidently, spine straightening as you looked down at him.
His eyes took in your body, and he winced as if pained when you touched yourself, knowing that usually he alone had that honour.
“Y/N…”
“One more time, and you won't return to this bed for days. Do you understand?”
Learning, he nodded and sat up again to watch your fingers play with your nipples, twisting them either way as you moaned and sighed above him.
His breathing hitched as you let your hands trail lower and lower until they reached your cunt. You didn't touch yourself yet though.
“Open,” You said, leaning forward and tapping his chin. He complied, opening his mouth and you shoved two fingers inside.
“Get them nice and wet for me.”
He licked and sucked your fingers for two minutes, never breaking eye contact as his spit rolled down your hand.
“Good boy,” you said, pulling them away as you began to touch yourself. Sitting back on your ass, you rubbed your clit, rubbing his spit into your sensitive button, letting him know how good it felt, how close you were to cumming with his spit on your cunt. You plunged one finger in and then another as you watched him bite his tongue, careful not to let even a small sound slip out.
You didn't even have to glance down to know he was hard. It was in the set of his shoulders, the rapid breaths he took. It was the way he sat back on his heels, rocking back and forth to feel some goddamn friction.
You couldn't have that.
You placed your foot on his uninjured shoulder and tried to hold him in place.
“Don't fucking move,” you said, slipping a second finger inside yourself ad you picked up the pace. Your hips bucked ad you watched him watch your cunt, paying attention to every twitch you made, every moan, breath, gasp, and shudder.
“I'm gonna cum, fuck, I'm gonna- shit! Shit-”
You came with a spurt, squirting your cum across his face as he leaned closer, desperate to taste you. You grabbed his hair and forced him backwards though, grabbing the two toys beside you as you dropped down to the floor.
“You're not touching my cunt today, Spencer, not even for a taste. You're not touching anything today.”
You pulled his cock free from his pants and spat on it, not bothering to touch it properly before pushing the cock ring onto him and pressing the on button.
In a minute he was a moaning mess and you smiled at the painful pleasure disrupting his features.
“Eyes open, Spencer, you have to keep watching.”
You kept your eyes locked with his, his mouth open wide in a silent moan as he tried not to cum, desperate to hold out for you as long as he could.
You climbed back onto your bed and spread your legs again, this time accompanied by a translucent plastic cock. You teased your hole for a few seconds, grabbing Spencer's attention before pushing it in.
His eyes were stormy as he watched you fuck yourself with your old companion. You hadn't used it in a while, basically since you'd started fucking Spencer. He had rules, and one of them was that you couldn't use the dildo without his permission. He'd never given permission.
The look on his face now was worth whatever punishment he'd had out in the future, a mixture of anger and pathetic arousal, his eyes never leaving your cunt even as his own dick started spurting.
He came quickly, splashing up his shirt, ruining his pants.
You left him there like that, though, even as he winced from the overstimulation.
He didn't make a sound still, even as his dick got hard again almost immediately after deflating the first time.
“Look at what a mess you made. You're such a little pervert that you just came all over your shirt and pants. I hope you bought a spare, Spencer.”
His fight was gone as he looked at you again, only lust left as he panted and writhed beneath you.
You kept riding the dildo, burying It between pillows so you could ride it easier without needing to hold it.
He watched transfixed as his cock twitched again, vibrating still right on his balls.
“Tell me how good it feels, Spencer.’
“Hurts… Y/N, so good…. it hurts.”
You smiled down at him and kept asking him questions, knowing he'd never be able to stay quiet now.
“Do you want to cum again?”
“Fuck…yes, please, Y/N, please.”
“Do you want to cum all over yourself one more time?”
“N-No… messy, want to cum…in you.”
“What a shame, Spencer, but that isn't allowed. I won't let you cum in me if you're going to try to take a bullet in the field.”
“Y/N… p-please,” he whined, and you heard his voice break, hips thrusting up into the air now as he watched you.
“No. You're going to cum on yourself until you promise not to do it again.”
He shook his head, closing his eyes as he tried to resist cumming for a second time, so out of control. “Please-”
“You can do it. Promise me.”
“Y/N, p-please let me cum” he moaned again, his hands pulling at the restraints so he could get this infernal cock ring off of him and bury himself inside of you.
But it was too late, and his second orgssm stretched out longer than the one before.
You'd leaned in so close you'd caught a drop of cum on your face, but most of it pooled on him instead. He collapses backwards, his cum coating his stomach and chest, his shirt going translucent in places as the ring kept buzzing.
His moans were loud now, and immediately, he knew it was too much to wish for round three.
“I promise! Y/N, I promise, please fuck, I promise.”
You quickly fell to the floor, turning off the cock ring and slipping it off as you kissed him tenderly, thanking him and praising him for doing such a good job for you.
You rolled him onto his side and removed the handcuffs, immediately pulling them into your lap and massaging them, feeling a bit guilty about the red marks.
“Spencer?” You asked after a few moments when he seemed to have regained his breath and his senses.
“Mmm?”
“We should get you in bed. You need to rest.”
He nodded and weakly sat himself up, falling into bed beside you. He threw the dildo across the room and nuzzled himself into you, head buried between your breasts.
You pulled away and came back with a wash cloth, stripping his shirt and pants and cleaning the cum off him as best you could so he could sleep comfortably.
“I prefer when you do that with your mouth, you know?” He joked, and you playfully hit his leg. He couldn't still be thinking about sex after that.
But he was. As careful as you were to not overstimulate him again, his cock still rose again, and he pushed your hands away, pulling you up to him.
“I came twice, but you only did it once,” he whispered between kisses.
“It seems like we need to get even.”
With that, you knew that your turn being in charge was over, and he was the leader now.
"But only if you beg for it," you smirked, looking up at him, but he easily flipped you over, pushing you up so you were kneeling on the sheets above him again, him undernesth you.
You happily followed him as he pulled your dripping core over his mouth, and he pulled you in for one last taste, begging you for forgiveness with his tongue again and again.
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I'm ANGRY. I'm ANGRY AT MY FRIEND!!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT THEM!!! I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT ANYTHING THAT REMINDS ME OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!!!!!
#this isn't about anyone who follows me#I think these feelings are temporary#I felt Bad. didn kno why. tried to figure out th feelings n now they've morphed into a violent anger towards my friend who made me feel bad#so I'm gonna like. try to express my anger in ways that don't involve them. cus I don't wanna hurt them
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🙏 🚨🚨 A child's joy in providing him with milk thanks to your donations 🚨🚨🙏🇵🇸🇵🇸🍉
Dear friends,
We would like to express our sincere gratitude to you and thanks to your wonderful support, we were able to raise $1,600 of our goal of $84,000. This amount is the result of your generosity and belief in our story, and we are very grateful to everyone who contributed either by donations or by sharing our campaign with others.
Watch the joy of my little nephew after we provided him with milk that was cut off and expensive, and we provided some frying oil, pasta, rice and some basic things, and we set up tents and provided wood and tarpaulin to protect us from the rain, all thanks to your support, so continue to support us to ease our suffering and save the lives of children from death❗️❗️.
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We are now facing a new challenge, due to the rise in prices. We provided some food for my family and children. We were able to provide the cut off and expensive baby milk. We prepared a tent for my married sister who was displaced from the besieged north. We also set up a tent for my family and provided wood and tarpaulins to build tents as the cost of living is still very high.
How your support has helped us:
So far, your donations have allowed us to cover basic monthly expenses such as food and water, set up a tent for my married sisters and a tent for my family we live in. This financial support has eased a huge burden during these difficult times and given us some temporary stability.
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@fahedshehab-new is 30k away fromreaching his campaign goal and is trying to raise the funds needed since the 4th of May, and with winter approaching, the family needs to buy tent insolation which cost up to 300 dollars and The money they will collect will be allocated to cover the expensive travel expenses of my family , provide them with temporary shelter, and provide the necessary needs for the family during this difficult period please donate and reblog share the gfm link in your socials.
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When He First Got Me
Title: When He First Got Me Characters/Pairings: soft!dark and rough Nomad!Steve Rogers x Female!Reader Word Count: 2200 Summary: Prequel in the Exiled Nomad Series. July 3, 2017. Steve sees you at a city festival for the Fourth of July, but he's not content with only seeing...
Content/Warnings: explicit smut, vaginal fingering, kissing, rough sex, emotional unavailability, a broken Nomad who thinks he's fine but definitely is not
Author Notes: IT IS NOT NECESSARY TO READ ANY OF THE REST OF THIS SERIES. True stand-alone prequel. A little something for Steve's birthday weekend... This will be a bit of a darker indulgence for @the-slumberparty's Sundae Bar challenge: mint chocolate chip (involving a loner), sprinkles (birthday and 4th of July), cherries (meet-cute), and we'll even say some caramel (because Steve is not quite in a great headspace if we're being honest). AND I'm entering this for @witchywithwhiskey's Slasher Summer writing challenge: carnival/fair, slight stalker (but not fully), and I bolded the dialogue prompt that I used.
Steve didn’t feel like he could breathe easily, but he did feel like he could breathe here. Nothing like New York or DC. A place small enough not to be noticed but big enough to blend in without drawing attention as a stranger.
Being invisible somewhere had been easier than carving out the opportunity to do so solo over the 4th of July – less because it was America’s Birthday and more because it was his. Steve had suggested Wanda finally reconnect with Vision (they’d been on the run long enough, it should be safe for her to reach out and discreetly stay off the grid). The case he made to Sam was that he’d been on the run for over a year, and the 4th was less expected for a sentimental return to stop in on family but would still afford a holiday’s community celebrations and to give him reasonable cover to slip in and out. Nat hadn’t needed convincing. She saw, asked if he was sure, but understood without him needing to explain, and said she had things of her own that she’d take care of.
He just didn’t want any of the fuss of them trying to make him feel better on his birthday.
Steve was sitting on a shaded grassy knoll in the city park, hundreds of people around him, all weaving in and out of booths with games, vendors, and food, a vibrant temporary set up for a few days around the 4th, and on the far side of the park the sounds of carnival rides underscored it all.
He hadn’t come to this place to find someone.
But the moment he first noticed you, the plans started forming in his head before he could stop them.
And why should he stop them?
As he alternated between sketching in his notebook and people-watching, people watching turned into watching only you – you wandering this place clearly alone. Must be on your own in this city.
It would be so easy to harmlessly bump into you.
So he did.
When you recognized him, he could easily use the moment to draw you into keeping his presence in such a public place secret, getting you to trust him by him “trusting you” with his secret.
And he did.
He could easily ask if there were any good places to eat in town, then ask if you would join him.
He did, and you did.
After walking you home, it would be so easy to get you to invite him in, an afternoon and evening of conversation, compounding moments, and more and more casual touches on your arm, your shoulder, the small of your back, the back of your hand, having your body attune to him.
And it worked.
You hesitated, but invite him in you did.
And he tried for a moment to convince himself that being invited in had been all he wanted – to be someplace that wasn’t a stolen moment or a hotel room or a safe house that itself wasn’t very safe, just to be someplace private, someplace normal, someplace that felt like home.
But that was not the only thing he wanted.
And why shouldn’t he take the rest of what he wanted? After everything, didn’t he deserve it?
You didn’t notice that he locked the door behind him. You’d been apologizing for the state of your place, though after a quick glance around, he assured you it only looked lived in, not a mess.
Not like the mess he was so eager to make you into beneath him.
After insisting you didn’t need to get anything for him, he sat on your couch. He told you how nice it was just to sit there, nowhere to be, no reason to hide, how tired he was of running. You listened; you soothed him. He leaned in and kissed you.
You kissed him back.
All he did was kiss you until you leaned back on the couch and urged him along with you.
He let his chest press into your deliciously soft body. He groaned into the kiss, and you opened your mouth to his. This kisss grew in fervor, tongues exploring and tangling with each other. His hand ran up and down your thigh, slowly coaxing you to hitch it up around his waist. You moaned when he ground gently against your core – gentle only to test the waters. His need was mounting exponentially, and he knew the damn would break soon. He intended to let it.
He moved his lips from your mouth to your shoulder, kissing there before teasing his lips and teeth and tongue along your collar bone to the sensitive point of your neck. You sighed in bliss, and he moved his hand back up your thigh, over your hip, across your stomach, undid the top button he found there, and started to reach into your jeans.
Your breath hitched, and your hands flew to his.
“Steve, wait,” you said.
But you didn’t say stop.
He waited.
He could hear the wild racing of your heart beneath him.
The pressure of your hands on his body didn’t change, no part of you shifted to move away. Your eyes closed, the only sign of your reticence were your teeth worrying your bottom lip.
Steve slid his hand down to cup your pussy and his fingers found the wetness growing there that he expected. You let out a shuddering breath as his fingers worked your labia, but he didn’t linger there. He pulled his fingers out and then pushed them into your mouth.
“Neither of us wants to wait,” he snarled as you licked your slick from the pads of his fingers. “And it’s summer, we’re supposed to be having fun.”
Super soldier serum running through his veins, Steve picked you up with ease, and you wrapped your arms around his neck, legs around his waist, while he held one of your thighs and pressed his other hand at the base of your spine, pinning you securely to him while he captured your lips to kiss you again.
He easily found your bedroom, and he lowered you to the bed in a kneeling position. He didn’t relent in his kissing, devouring you, demanding your supplication. He only broke off the kiss once you were breathless, moaning, and pulling at his clothes. Then he stepped back and told you to undress. Steve quicky removed all his own clothing while keeping his eyes on you. You only removed your shirt and jeans, leaving you in your underwear, but he could work with that for now. He’d have you willing to shed the rest soon enough.
Steve got up on the bed with you, pleased that he could see your eyes darkening with the lust and the want. He recognized exactly the kind of want he was dealing with – it was how he imagined he would have behaved before living the harsh life of denial he’d lived while exiled and on the run for the past year. The old him would have wanted but been hesitant, gone slow, paid attention to more of the dance before even getting into bed.
He didn’t have the luxury of time or the patience for that.
He only had an insatiable need that he’d pushed down and ignored – ignored for years even before becoming Nomad. He’d denied himself so many things, sacrificed for others, for missions, too many legitimate and imagined reasons holding him back.
He wouldn’t hold back now.
But he would coax you into needing him as much as he needed you.
You only glanced at his naked groin with a moment of hesitance as he pulled you into his lap, but you still let him. He resumed your kissing, and you were quick to continue making out with him. He allowed you take the reins to steer the kissing, letting you lap up at the pace you wanted. He let his hands roam over your back as he eased you along, seemingly unhurried. But his hands soon made their way to your hips, and he secured his grip there and began grinding you down against his hard cock. He moaned unabashedly into your mouth as he adjusted the angle of your hips and continued rocking your core against him.
He was insistent on torturing you where your most intimate parts met until, clinging to his shoulders, you threw your head back, gasped for air.
“Steve,” you keened his name, clearly in the early stages of sweet ruin that he wanted.
He smirked against your neck and laid you down on your back with deceptive sweetness. He kissed slowly down your chest, between your breasts, down over your belly button. His fingers hooked into the top of your panties just as his lips arrived at the top of that fabric, and he peeled them down and fully off your legs. Your fingers worked anxiously over the sheets beneath you as he made you wait for him to touch you more.
His hands opened your legs back up, pushing at your knees to splay you open like a butterfly beneath his attention.
He worked both of his thumbs up and down over your labia, smearing your cunt with your juices, studying what he was about to claim and ruin. Then he looked up at your face and said, “This is mine now, isn’t it?”
“Yes,” your voice was soft, nervous, but also eager.
It hadn’t actually been a question, but he wanted you to say it out loud.
The only question was how he wanted to take you first.
Since he planned on taking you in every way, he went with the most convenient first, easing his cock into you slowly, but with no apologies for how thick he was, pressing into you despite the resistance – not that of a virgin, but of a cunt that had never taken a cock so big before. You cried out – but he knew the tone of it was pain drenched with bliss, he could hear it. What’s more, when he was fully sheathed inside you, he waited, unmoving. He watched your chest rise and fall with a few breaths. When you finally shifted your hips against his, he knew he had won. You wanted more. The beast inside of him surged in satisfaction, and then he began to aggressively thrust in and out of your tight channel.
He leaned forward, and your knees hitched up around his waist to urge him on. You clawed at his back, and when he reached between your bodies and found your swollen clit, he rubbed furious circles over it until he was rewarded with the clenching of your cunt around him, the seizing up of every muscle in your body, as he delivered your first orgasm of the night.
He continued pumping in and out of your spasming cunt until he was right at the edge, then pulled out and fisted his cock with only two more strokes before releasing hot ribbons of cum over your stomach.
Your fingers inched hesitantly toward the mess, and he put his hand over yours and pushed your fingers and his through the mess, pressing it into your skin. Then he moved your hands away and lowered his body down onto yours, the sticky spend between your skin and his there.
“I…” you started, but then paused.
He slipped his other hand beneath your head, cradling it in his palm. “Mmm?” he hummed against the spot behind your ear.
“I’m clean and have an IUD.”
He groaned and nipped at your neck. “You want me to continue to fuck you more. You want me to cum inside you.”
“Yes, Steve,” you simpered.
“Mmm, such a good girl,” he pressed a hot kiss against your neck, then rolled off being on top of you, and to his side next to you. “Best give you what we both want, then,” he said as he turned you onto your side, back pressed to his chest, and felt below to press his dick into your hole again.
Hours later when its far past midnight, you’ve passed out from exhaustion.
Or at least that’s what he thought.
But when he slipped back onto your bed after taking a piss, you scooted your body in next to him, put your hand on his chest, and muttered the sleepiest, “Happy birthday,” to him he’d ever heard. He almost wondered how you knew switching from the third to the fourth meant it was his day, but then he remembered the time when seemingly everyone knew it was Cap’s birthday.
While he wasn’t Cap anymore, it still struck something in him and made his chest warm.
But he didn’t feel like you would make a big deal out of it or make him feel bad and that maybe it would be nice to be with someone on his birthday, so he decided to stay. He told himself it was to be distracted chasing more bliss with your body. He ignored the other thoughts working through his mind. He only wanted – only needed – the distraction. Nothing else.
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I'M GLAD Steve's POV won in the poll I ran earlier this week... clearly since I made the poll my muse was leaning heavy towards it anyway, but this was certainly illuminating to see more of where Steve's head is at in this ... situationship.
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