#testing my patience honestly
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Played the Silent Hill 2 remake. Got the bad ending. Loved it (the game not the ending 😭😭😭)
#silent hill 2#silent hill 2 remake#James Sunderland#Maria Silent Hill 2#SH2#tinydraws#god realistically rendered characters always test my patience#you do one thing wrong and it looks nothing like them#but honestly omfg bravo to the artists on this game#it is GORGEOUS#everyones facial animations are soooooo goooooooooodddd!!!#the otherworld esp is delightfully disgusting and unpleasant#part of me wants to do another run but i have ffxiv to get back to lol
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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Cowboy hats are harder to draw than it seemed. I coudn't decide whether to keep it or not. I wanted to draw more, but I felt like I'd just continue to procrastinate on drawing and uploading anything. Sooner or later, I woudn't feel happy about it in the end.
I hope everyone who intends to pull for him a lucky "I got em" pull^^
EDIT: I woke up and din't like how I arranged it, so I cropped the first picture to a smaller size.
#boothill#honkai star rail#hsr#testing my patience he is#the high kick?#the bullet vomit???#brother got so bored of his body he started testing himself#honestly tho#i'd prlly do the same if i was yknow#forced to be a cyborg bounty hunter bcus#some higher ups decided to scp me n succeed
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New episode sucked (no surprise there), but I’m genuinely curious: WHERE was Octavia? I’m assuming she was with Stella again, but if not, I hope her music was loud enough to drown out her dad’s 98th “I’m lonely and I want Blitz to love me for some reason” song.
#jazz rambles#helluva boss critical#I honestly skipped chunks of the episode because it was just that boring and pointless so maybe I missed them explaining it#Also IMP needs to lose a fight please#Like even M&M are testing my patience
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#kids these days have sm audacity#i remember i used to be so scared of saying anything when i was little#and now they just upfront ask you why aren’t you married and should i find you someone -> these are literally like 12yo and under#also i rly dnt like raising my voice but ive had to be so firm with my little cousins recently bc they wont listen#theres this one that was super testing my patience today i honestly 😵💫
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they just called me (20 mins before my appoiment, while i was on my way to the clinic) to let me know my dentist is out of sick leave and we dont know when she'll return, soooorry.
#im honestly sick of them too but at least i have more time to panic and see how can i afford these without bothering my parents#i dont think ive been this stressed in a long time. i barely slept yesterday#also ive been getting some anons that are truly testing my patience#basically im 87% there
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Extend your arm forward, control your breathing, pull back, contain your emotions.
It was simple instructions, ones she used to only think about in the moment, but forget the second her attention was grabbed by something else.
Even with the growing noise around her, she never stopped her movements, keeping her focus and breathing even. That is, until she felt a light tap of a finger on her thigh.
"Excuse me, Jiějiě..." It was the voice of a young girl. Almost immediately, Xiaoyu opened her eyes and got into a standing position before looking down at her with a smile.
"Yes?"
The girl looked nervous, but there was no need for her to be. Xiaoyu gave her time to gather her thoughts, which didn't take very long, before she held her hands out towards her with a shy smile.
"I made you some bracelets! It's a present...as a thank you for everything you've done, a-and helping me."
"For me? Ah, Xièxiè! You're so sweet!" Xiaoyu gently took one of the bracelets, holding it up to the sun. It was stitched together with orange yarn, and what seemed to be glitter sparkling in the sunlight.
"I know it's not...exactly the best and it...might be a little tight since I didn't know your size but I wanted to share something with you..."
The girl shyly looked down, perhaps embarrassed by her stitching, but Xiaoyu easily placed it on her wrist.
"Fits like a glove!"
The girl seemed to beam at that, Xiaoyu quickly grabbing the other one and holding it out for her to place her hand through. Once the girl realized this, she eagerly placed her hand through.
"Hehe, see? We match!"
The girl laughed, something Xiaoyu hasn't heard in a while. It felt good to see her happy again.
"If...If I make you anything else, will you wear it?"
"Of course! I want to see how much your embroidery improves. Before long, you'll be teaching me something!"
"Me? Teaching you?" The girl sounded in disbelief.
"Yep! I was never good with my hands, at least with silk and a needle. It wasn't until Yéyé stepped in did I know what to do with them."
At the mention of him, the girl's mood seemed to dampen. It wasn't her intention but Xiaoyu couldn't blame her for it either. Jinrei knew how to make a name for himself, ever since he was young. Not having his spunk around anymore left an obvious hole, one that Xiaoyu didn't realize she missed until it was already too late.
"I miss him." The young girl's voice interrupted Xiaoyu's thoughts. She gave her a smile, and a gentle pat on the head.
"I do too. But it'll be okay, next time we meet up, I'll teach you a few things about stances while you keep teaching and showing me your sewing skills. Deal?"
"Deal!"
Xiaoyu held her pinky out, the young girl using her own pinky to complete the deal. After a few more exchanges, Xiaoyu waved the girl goodbye, watching her disappear in the distance before sighing.
She sat down on the grass, listening to everything around her this time. The wind, the laughter, the talking, the birds, the whistling.
She was spunky when she was young, childish too, maybe she got it from him. Xiaoyu didn't know anything about his life when he was younger, but she knew he got his wisdom from somewhere. She only learned about his connections to the Mishima family once she was older.
Maybe she would have turned out to be more traditional if he wasn't around, maybe she would have eventually gotten better with her sewing skills like her parents initially wanted.
Xiaoyu was loud, rambunctious, maybe even a troublemaker compared to her more relaxed parents. They didn't know what to do with her, so eventually, he would suggest her to put all that energy into fighting.
It was thanks to him that they changed their minds.
"I'm still learning, Yéyé. I've gotten better but...I still have a lot to learn. I won't let you down, I promise."
Her phone soon began to vibrate, the young girl glancing down to see a message from her father. She quickly took hold of it, seeing the time, and immediately letting out a yell.
"Ah, I'm late! They're gonna kill me!"
Metaphorically of course. Xiaoyu quickly gathered up her things, haphazardly placing her jacket into the bag as she stood to her feet, running off and away from the park. Eyes watched her curiously but she paid them no mind as she answered her phone.
"Yes, Bàba? No, I didn't oversleep, it's still..." She checked her watch. "...well, not morning anymore but it's not late! It's only after 12! I'm on my way right now! I'll pick up some jianbing on the way! Tell Māmā not to start without me!"
Maybe there were still quite a few things she needed to get better with.
#{ Testing out my writing skills kdgkf lets see if I still got it#wanted to write something about Xiao being in China visiting her parents or something. I don't know what part of China she'd be#from just yet but this is me just kind of rambling; it may or may not stick. I find myself actually reading a lot about#Chinese culture and stuff just in general even if its fictional stories; honestly just read a book about#a real life Chinese medical doctor back in the 1500s and its super interesting; ANYWAY THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS#if anyone reads it I hope it's enjoyable in its own way at least ^^#once again thanks as always for the patience~ Hope you're all doing great }
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i love kitten mikey to bits. wouldnt trade him for the world. but my god he is not conducive to sleep lmao
#.txt#i leave my bedroom door open so he doesnt yowl at it in the middle of the night#but then he spends the night crawling all over shit and screaming and it's like. little man i adore you but my patience is being Tested#hoping that when he gets fixed he chills the fuck out but honestly this is probably just the orange tabby in him
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I'm playing with fire with having these two hang out in the back
#Fate/Grand Order#gaming#my post#how to test a saint's patience in one easy step#honestly I just forgot to raise Kiara's bond after summoning her#and doing that now while Georgios is also in the back is something
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i’m convinced that toddlers are little monsters
#non sims#my son is 2 and a half#and honestly my patience is tested every single day#i love him to death but i am Exhausted#i just need to vent somewhere honestly
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ooooooh girl my prof was PISSED when i told her i nominated myself to work the cameras and cuts on the podcast LOLLLLLLLLLLL
#we did some tests today they hated my script bc they were not able to read it bc the camera distracted them#im also nominated myself to be the director but honestly i think the tech guy will have to do it cos#NOBODY FUCKINF LISTENS TO MEEEEE THEY RATHER LOOK STUPIDDDDD#my script was so well done (made it last minute) i timed everything and i marked the important things and how the topics should flow#but nobody read it LOL they had no patience they wanted everything to be perfect 1st try and it was a mess#the tech guy was about to kill himself#well we cant do much w what we were given tbh the mics were awful the cameras are not that good and everybody#feels nervous on camera and ppl from my city have an accent were ITS HARD to understand what we say and#they werent able to enunciate words well and they stuttered or forgot how to say things it was a mess#IM A MESS MESS MESS MESS MESS MESS IM A MESS IN DISTRESS
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Happy 7th birthday to my Eldest Gremlin! You’re gonna go far, kid ❤️
#she’s a spunky spitfire that tests my patience and makes me laugh#hard to believe she is 7 already!!!#where does the time go honestly#she had a Jurassic park cake fyi 🤣
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We should have something like this for real life because some people really need a reminder of basic human things.
#customer service#kinda#but also in general#trying to be kind and understanding of people not knowinf things because its quite honestly very normal but customers sometimes#test my patience#theres a limit for how much to write in tags#yapping away into the unending void reaching the limit of tarnished blood to drop into there#bring dirty things to the cleaners not a tailor maybe
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Thank you for the reply. I'll definitely talk to her and slow things down a bit to try to ease into it.
no problem!!! best of luck in your relationship
#and like I know I've whined here about it taking me and my girlfriend longer than I normally would to live together or that I can't ask her#to marry me but I do it online on a foreign language precisely because it's not that big deal and I don't want it reaching her#I 100% understand her need for independence and taking it slow testing if every stone she steps in is safe and won't fall apart#it's both her troubled part and a part of her personality in general one can't say if innate or not. loving her means accepting that#and honestly that trait of hers keeps us safe and has taught me a lot about patience reflection and just being more responsible in life#I can't always predict her timing and needs I did ask her to go for it herself when she wanted to have sex and tell me when she wanted me t#stay over her house longer or have us look at apartments together and all. have been relying on her best friend about when to buy a ring#but I can listen and respect it#and it isn't simply worth it. it genuinely wasn't as much of a big deal as I expected because I love time with her in general#*past
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#not to be dramatic but i'm going insane over here#i'm stuck training someone that doesn't write anything down and she is testing my patience#i'm a firm believer in leting people make their own mistakes so they know how to fix them#but everything she does is a mistake and i'm too busy to sit down and walk her through everything when ive explained it five times before#I don't mind sitting down with people or repeating myself but for the love of god at least write this shit down because it's a lot#its been a month and i'm fully convinced she lied on her resume and during her job interview to our boss because she doesn't know anything#any time i do try and sit down and walk her through the mistakes she starts calling herself stupid and it's exhausting reassuring her#because no you're not stupid i know this is a job with a very steep learning curve trust me i was banging my head against the wall too#but I WROTE SHIT DOWN#and all she does is complain about how things are done and i'm like 'yeah I agree with you but we have no choice cus this is how it works'#like this is stuff that has to be done asap so it's faster and easier to just do it myself#i'll give her the stuff that's due months out instead so she can take her time with it and get familiar#but she insists on diving into the immediate stuff and I'm trying to politely tell her its fine i'll take care of it#because honestly having to fix her mistakes on the immediate stuff is a massive waste of my time#plus i'm still in a really bad mood because the power has been out at my place for nearly a week now and I haven't had a hot shower
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