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idk who i am but i do know i was in love with someone the others all say we had a romantic relationship with but i don't remember that happening
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POV you're being lectured by someone who talks with their hands [id in alt]
+bonus gaang reaction
#sokka#sokka fanart#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender fanart#avatar fanart#avatar#myart#i had way more details. had to restrain myself#sokka talks with his hands ok#I drew sokka as older and then completely forgot and drew the gaang as their younger selves so just imagine that it's been going on since#they were teens#SO done with the colors. they look super washed out on my phone and darker on my computer. i give up#gaang fanart
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Welcome one and all to my version of the party's loopified designs, featuring my many broken bones and blood stains I especially put into Odile who I tackled second unlike the alphabetical order that I have presented here! I'll have in-depth discussions on each designs and matching practice portraits under the cut but before that-
Siffrin 'barely taller than a preteen' no middle name no last name Loop is still barely taller than a preteen but now that preteen can claim fire to their height!
Alphabetical order GO!
Bonnie, who I've been calling Bonfire (which if that ends up being their name I can imagine Bonnie calling them 'Fire' while they call Bonnie 'Face' to match), was the last of my designs because frankly I knew from the start what their design was going to take influence from and also knew I was going to draw fire :P They were based on bonfires (of course) and also specifically the Burning Man effigies just for a humanoid figure, plus being a chef cooker and a campfire and also a very heated expressive person.
Their flames are hot but not actual wood burning so the Favour Tree (and Mirabelle in the height chart) are not at risk of combusting, they're just incredibly bright-
Isabeau my first design, with influences from @basilpaste 's Lock (with a dressform body) and @nullapophenia 's original version of Husk (the faceless identityless sketch), I have combined them both to make a mannequin it/its loopified design that finally gets to be capital T Tall all for the low low price of being Changed against its will and suffering another bout of body dysphoria that it can't fix anymore :) :) :) When I was referencing mannequins I actually noticed how long their legs actually were let alone how they were perma-stuck in that Barbie-like highheel pose and thought why don't I just curse Isa with something he previously wanted :P
Something something Isabeau actively Changed not only his body but his personality to become someone he wouldn't be ashamed of, yada yada Loopsabeau is back to hating itself and has started to become a person it despises to match (also like a mannequin it's head and arms are technically painlessly removeable :P)
Third in order and third in design is Mirabelle, who technically is the only loopified design with technically hair and clothes, but the hair are the tangled roots of the Favour Tree and the clothes are like the carved hardstone statues of religious figures :P Initially my Idea for Mirabelle was to make her kinda like her statue, with the wonky expression of someone who made it without much mastery over details, not to pit anything against Mira, no, no. Thought about maybe abstract statue design but I couldn't find a version I liked but I did always imagine her statue being weathered in some way, there was a reason why I saved her for third I couldn't pick what I wanted. But then I remembered the broken Change God statues, thought about the 'blessing' that ended up being a curse, and then thought about overgrown weathering and gave her the roots.
I actually looked up Black hairstyles and mostly wondered what specific hair texture Mirabelle had (she wears it in a fro of course, but she has flyaways that aren't coils, but she described her own hair as kinky and :P) so that if I were to mimic hair with tree roots I can get an appropriate matching hairstyle (settled on megatwists). Hah, if Mira has 4C hair, considering how long her hair actually looks, if she to wear her hair in twists she might actually have elbow length hair :P
I spent 8 non-consecutive hours on Odile can you tell? Can you see my hands bleeding my wrist breaking my eyes drooping? Yeah so Odile was again, my second design and it took me a week to recover, and she's a combination of gem and mirror suit with all the little fragments floating around her the 'diamonds' that represent all her family members party plus the ones she originally had in sets of 2. I also put geodes where parts of her body have broken off (inspired by how when the King strikes she can't move, plus also being a glass canon) where when I was actually drawing those geodes that they kinda use the Change symbol?
Circle within a circle within a circle, regardless of how wiggly it is, and at the centre is a cluster of crystals. That was an accidental reference to Odile's mixed heritage but hoo boy what a connection! Her missing pieces are a combination of 'being too old for this' fragility and also 'i didn't want to render more mirrors sue me'
Anyway I am going to put my wrist in a cast and imagine loopified party members with their pre-wish counterparts :P
#bonnie#bonnie isat#isabeau#isabeau isat#mirabelle#mirabelle chevalier#mirabelle isat#odile#odile isat#loop#loop isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#fanart#i saw someone mention in the tags of my previous isat post talking about the mirabelle chevalier tag#as soon as my grubby little broken mitts grab hold of either a physical or digital copy of the isat artbook#which as has been said by insertdisc5 include the last names of the characters (at least the ones that remember them)#i will not only continue using chevalier but also everyone else's last names in tags#replacing... one of the other character tags#a lot of my thoughts on the designs have been already said#but me and the same isat friends have some thoughts on how the loopified versions interact with their old selves#mirabelle is the nicest but may snap every so often in a 'arent you tired of being kind dont you want to go apeshit' kinda way#isabeau is a bitter jealous asshole who's regressed to being unkind thanks to not having the body it worked so hard to make once#odile is a little cold when talking to herself since pleasantries take too much time plus her 'i will do awful things [for da fam]' ways#and bonnie is bonnie so they're angry and pissed and sad they won't see their nille again but also they and bonnie are friends in the loop#speaking as someone who at bonnie's age didn't really have friends um whether or not i'm projecting i think fire and face can be besties#please enjoy these designs my kitten scratched me so hard i needed a bandaid for the price of angst and i think that's fitting#do i have an attached au to these designs? no. do i want one? maybe maybe i guess there's only so many ways to have an [x] loops au
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a spider, a ghost, and an alien walk into a generic burger joint
#what are they talking about#being transgender?#how much they love their girlfriends?#their dubious alternate universe selves?#spider man#miles morales#danny phantom#invincible#mark grayson#my art#:3
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Hey so uh I wanted to ask about that candy bar you gave me at the Halloween party last night, I ate it before bed (it tasted really good) but when I woke up I started to notice some things. My voice sounds kinda softer and higher pitched than before, my body feels tingly and kinda soft, my hair looks a lot longer and fuller than I remember it being, and every time I look in the mirror I think I look thinner than before...my clothes feel uncomfortable...people have been saying I look and sound cute and every time they compliment me I start blushing...n-not that I'm in any pain, don't worry, it's just...uh...w-where did you get that candy bar from again?
Awwww, well cutie the bars are ones I make by with plenty of love, specially for Halloween and a secret recipe I can’t just share with anyone
But since you seem to enjoy them so much let’s make a little deal!
I’ll let you Trick or Treat everyday! Just come here with a new fun outfit everyday and you’ll never run out of candy bars!
That said the bars work the best if you eat them everyday (and they can have quite some withdrawal symptoms) and I only have you the first bar because your costume was so so adorable and cute and feminine, and just so you know you’ve set the standard now cutie!
If you want more candy bars you better come back in an even cuter outfit, and also make sure to walk here in broad daylight where everyone can see! No cars allowed, most of the fun from Halloween is that anyone can see your costume, so you do need the show off phase
Got it cutie? Good Girl! Now take one more bar as a free-bee and I expect you here in much more appropriate clothing tomorrow, if you want another bar of course
#the secret to the bars is also Mega Estrogen#very addictive and extremely unreversable#after just a week the body starts naturally producing estrogen#that danger is why it was banned#but it makes some very very cute girls very very easily#so who cares about potential miss use?#through all my years of giving out these candy bars#every single cutie has eventually thanked me for it#(and also begged me for more#which is always so so cute)#.#i-like-talking#asks open!#forcefem#happy halloween cuties!!!#..#that’s the end of the Halloween saga!!!#thanks for all the trick or treaters and sorry to anyone I couldn’t get to!!!#there were still some very lovely asks in my inbox when I woke up today#know they still made me smile!!!#but you need to stop sometime! each trick or treater I answered led to 2 more coming to my door!#still I hope everyone enjoyed!#that you had a wonderful Halloween#hopefully dressingng up like your true girly selves#and that today wasn’t bad either!!!#have a nice day night cuties!#(probably one of my longest note-essays yet#if you read this know you’re a VERY good girl!)
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(...but what if I was?)
Li Lianhua / Li Xiangyi | Mysterious Lotus Casebook (2023)
#mysterious lotus casebook#li lianhua#li xiangyi#lhl#my mlc gifs#thanks to the folks who helped weigh in on that last gif!#specifically thank you to:#the-surreptitious-albatross#lianxiaojie#and an apology...#to our dear a-fei#for including him in this gifset#I still believe that the feihua relationship is one of the most devastating tragedies of this show#because of the way that di feisheng grows subtly but significantly over the course of the show#and he comes SO CLOSE to loving and accepting llh/lxy for who he is and who he always was#and maybe he in fact DOES get to this point internally#but his last words to llh are inviting him to fight him like times of old#showing (in llh's eyes at least) a regression to their previous selves#a “self” that maybe llh feels he never actually was#which is why I specifically wanted a feihua scene in that last gif to juxtapose with the more obvious shan gudao scene#the subtext of that feihua scene is very sexy of them (I am looking disrespectfully)#but the text of the scene is brutal and tragic:#as di feisheng violently lashes out at li lianua for his perceived weaknesses#and while llh's initial reaction was at most faintly irritated up until that point#you can see that spark of genuine hurt and sadness in his gaze as dfs holds him at arms length#anyway this has been “things about mlc that make me want to tear my hair out at 3AM”#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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Heart: You don’t need to complain about my murder attempt when you’re reviewing a FUCKING CANDLE.
Mind [making no attempt to hide his giggling]: No, I think he does actually.
#submission#based off a real conversation#soul would do this#at the very least it’s extremely funny to imagine him doing this#< prev tags#real#{the sugar cookie scent is such a great smell to have in the kitchen It has such a nice rich smell that always makes me hungry for a cookie}#{the cinnamon candle is also a perfect scent to wake up to when you find your inner halves killing each other at 3am in the morning!}#{the clean bed sheets however suck. too faint 3/10}#{the lemon scent however is quite pleasant. very calming to have when trying to ignore the screams of your inner selves :} }#{the cedar candle is also great my chicken loves that one. make more of those ❤}#im just talking about candles now#HMS brand scented candles when/j#love waking up to the smell of my violence/silence candle its great#chonny jash#cj mind#cj heart#cj soul#chonnys charming chaos compendium
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Tag game bc I can
Zodiac sign: Cancer
Neon or pastel: Neon
Do you believe in past lives: Somewhat, it's complicated
Thoughts on the British Empire: Hate them with all my heart<3
Record player or MP3: record player
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@sunnyxjarrus @urlocalmanicpixiedreamboy @lovefrmbambi @angel-cryptid @beadickel
@beetelz @beabeebeee @scary-friend @vyobunda @shelby420basketball
@xoxoishu @mast3rofnonee @be3skne3s @fjskdzhsx @coffin--coffee
@insaneinpink @justagirlluckyme @urdtarah
Anyone who wants to join!!!🪩✨🪩✨
#tag game#tag gane#idk what else to tag#idk how to tag this#tags#tumblr games#i love when stuff like this happens#i love when#people#talk#about them#selves#past lives#girlblogging#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#coquette#this is a girlblog#femcel#female hysteria#girl interrupted#mutals#i love my moots#looking for moots#moots
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I think Loop should be allowed to kill one (1) Siffrin of their choice, if that choice happened to be their past self... yelp! Ain't got much to say on that. That's their business, I'm just over here on the bench.
#Isat#Isat spoilers#Isat loop#Isat siffrin#two hats spoilers#Okay so the actual joke was Mirabelle but it landed in mulaney territory. Take it as you will.#But also... Y'all think about the fact Isa talked about killing his past self and Loop. Never got to hear that#Loop... And Isa... Killing their past selves to change... Both of them not liking themselves...#I think y'all are really underselling how amazing of a relationship they'd have. Its not healthy but by the gods would it be fun to watch#The trio of ''oops! I hate my past self... Teehee'' with various reactions to the others
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here's a little LydiaKasper how it started vs how they are now
#artists on tumblr#dnd art#curse of strahd#kasper dunant#lydia petrovna#2nd one is their whole dynamic in a nutshell#vulnerable & comforting with each other#vs how they got to know each other through their personas first while uncovering their true broken selves#thx for coming to my lydiakasper ted talk#konstantin petrovich
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the longer i live the less ik what my reality is
#plurality#emotional or physical regulation#what flirting is or isnt#what happened and didn't happen in the past#how come im good at eating pussy but i thought i was a virgin (all the other alters r chorusing#that we've actually had muchly the fuck i just wasn't front/experiencing cognitively then)#which is good and fine but#how to rid self of the worry that im lying about everything#uncontrollably#unwillingly and unwittingly#cos that fear consumes me#plural on main sorry#plural system#mmg speaks#idk my name but im not meredith or daisy#i think im a teen#talking to my selves
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The thing abt Rouge isnt that she isn't with the rest of team dark, they do just go off on their own sometimes and should be allowed to, its that it seems like shes being grouped with team sonic like she is one of the main buddies
Feels so off for her to stick around with them unless she has something very specific to gain from them, and all of team sonic is very aware of this.
Throwing her there really just feels like they wanted to pretend they have more prominent and different female characters in the main cast aside from Amy, but it feels forced because she isnt one to do things because its the right thing to do, for justice or things of the sort.
#all of her shatterverse selves kinda felt like the 'responsable one' of the group in a way and that was just weird#i hope she isnt watered down more to be with the side of justice and do whats right or whatever. she better be wanting to steal shit#but hey its mostly my opinion#rouge the bat#fetti talks#sonic ramblings#sonic posting
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In the assigned married fic, has Anakin even begun to process Padme saying that both of them will be moving to Naboo together? Like, they spoke earlier in the chapter about Anakin moving in with her on Coruscant, but Obi-Wan apparently spilled the beans about a much more permanent relocation to Naboo, and I am looking forward to Anakin's response to that, once he gets through processing everything else and remembers that part of the "conversation"....
i think padmé views moving to naboo more as a possibility than a future concrete plan -- the offer to be a permanent advisor on naboo is something she'd like to discuss with anakin as her husband before taking it or rejecting it. she says there's a lot of work she still wants to do in the senate, and she's probably thinking that it will be a few years before she would be able to go anyway. definitely after the war, but in her mind, she thinks anakin has every intention to leave the order after the war's over....because he kind of told her that. at least, in her mind he did: (from chapter 1)
“[Obi-Wan] asked me if I planned to leave the Order after the war,” he tells his wife. “And I lied, and then I think he began to support me. That’s what he looked like, anyway.” Padmé blinks at him, eyelashes falling slowly onto the jut of her cheek and then rising. “That’s good then,” she says, sounding hesitant. “That he supports us.” “Yeah,” Anakin replies, raising his hand to tuck a tendril of hair behind her ear. “Though…I’m sorry you had to lie,” she says, pressing forward until their faces are only a hand’s width apart. “Hopefully…” she trails off, biting her lip. Then she shakes her head slightly, and her mouth turns up into a smile as if she cannot help herself. “Hopefully he will not take the truth so hard.”
so anakin never says what lie he told obi-wan, he just says that he lied when asked if he was going to leave the Order, and that lie made obi-wan support him.
from an outsider's perspective, especially a biased outsider who is married to one of the insiders and believes them to have a future together, padmé's immediate understanding of this is that obi-wan asked if he was going to leave the order and anakin lied to him and told him he planned to stay and obi-wan began to support their marriage because he thinks he won't be losing anakin (padmé, who has three braincells, has long since realized obi-wan's obsessed with her husband)
and that's why she's smiling at the end (and also why they have sex at the fade to black) -- she believes anakin has just told her that when the war ends, he'll leave the Order to be with her and build a future together <3 so the offer to go to naboo is an option she can talk to her husband about, but she knows that anakin is going to no longer be a jedi....and if he's not a jedi, and she's not a senator....what's keeping them on coruscant?
BUT it's not just obi-wan that's feeling a bit catty during that dinner party scene, so i intentionally wrote padmé as putting this idea forward as less of a possibility and more of a done deal that she knows anakin will accept -- she talks about it like it's great big BACK OFF signs picketed around anakin because obi-wan is the biggest threat to their marriage in the entire galaxy and she's always known that
(but also no anakin has not begun to process that whole thing - but padmé, who now realizes they're NOT on the same page, is absolutely going to bring it up post-haste in the next chapter)
#asks#a more perfect union#obikin#sorry for all the words no one's really asked about padmé's perspective in this and i jumped at the opportunity to talk about it lol#i really have enjoyed writing these characters being their worst selves#like padmé isn't the bad guy in this story but she's definitely a wife who is in love with her husband and WILL fight to keep him#theres a moment ive written in the next chapter where shes like i put my husband above the republic and you should put your wife there too#because she did she would she said she did in canon asking vader to run away together as the republic burnt around them#her priorities when pushed against a rock and a hard place are very much: anakin then the republic#and the crux and tension of this fic is that anakin's are very clearly: obi-wan then the republic (which is just obi-wan again)#then padmé then the jedi order
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There are SO many cool interactions and lore things we can look forward to now that Rubius says he'll come back to QSMP (not only as an angel / demon, but potentially as a human too!), but that little detail reminded me of something:
Even though q!Vegetta and q!Rubius were mutually interested in each other wayyyy back in the beginning of the series, as an Angel / Demon, Rubius said he can't have relationships with humans because it's against the rules.
But a bit ago on stream, Rubius said that he's thinking about having a "human" side so he can build and do more things on the server as a regular player. I'm excited because this means he can have more casual interactions with people and we can see him interacting with his friends more (and he can experience The Horrors), but also...
I think we're in for some very interesting drama in the next few weeks.*
* ( Assuming Rubius doesn't get harassed off the server by toxic shippers and weird fans of the Eggs again. Please be nice to Rubius and welcome him back kindly, he's a very cool guy and his character is SO interesting )
#Full disclosure: shipping stuff always comes second (or dead last) to fun random interactions and dumb bits between friends#I'm more excited about Rubius coming back PERIOD#but u know. the potential for some Rubegetta crumbs or full-course meals is a fun little bonus for yours truly#i talk#qsmp talk#Anyways like I said#god forbid I see anyone being freaks about Rubius again because it'll be ON SIGHT#''But FooIi//getta is-'' I Simply Do Not Care#I don't care about fictional ships I want Rubius to interact with his friends on the server without fans being freaks about it#(I'd like to reiterate I have nothing against that ship I'm just very tired of seeing people being weird to Rubius because of it)#(because they think he ''gets in the way'' or whatever)#I will say that's one massive advantage Karmaland had over QSMP#characters could flirt or make out or bang or whatever and fans would just laugh it off because It Wasn't That Deep (usually)#I think a lot of the younger fans (...and many English fans...) need to adopt this mindset#I'm looking forward to seeing how Vegetta handles it though because knowing him... it'll be very interesting...#<-- I say this knowing full well they're just going to be their normal idiot selves and I'm so glad about it#I miss seeing Vegetta and Rubius interacting they're so funny together and they have a beautiful friendship#I do have my head in my hands listening to them talk sometimes though LMAO
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Kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss—
#holding myself back from making them smash their lips together is so difficult ™️#using this fic to practice dialogue while also dying in the process of coming up with the said dialogue#it really be like that always huh#also if it wasn't obvious. i need to write the dialogue tags and actions for it#but i havent yet because wip yaknow#if you see a mistake. no you don't#I'd explain why 'bloody fuckin' hell' guy is chiding over Soap's fuckery but that would be another post itself. because they have not known#each other outside of their childhood selves and also ghost didn't want to be rude in front of the mactavishs during dinner so it's a habit#now#anyway#christmas wip#talking about my wips#ghost soap#my writing
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having big "did anyone try the salad (the quicker fic)? i heard the salad (touching grass) is lovely?" feelings about the tag today
#many thoughts#many opinions#and yes i do think my rpf enjoyment and touching grass can coexist#bc i know how to separate the silly thoughts i have about the players im watching#from their real life selves that i do not know and will not know#bb26#anyways im glad that like the tag can exist in the way it does#aka chaotically multi-faceted#and no one is getting like twitter cancelled about it#i think the best part of this tag is everyone knows that if u dont like an opinion u can shrug and hit block#which i feel bbtwitter has not discovered#(not since i was on it anyways)#all this to say#the house needs to do something so we can have new things to talk about and mull over and both agree and disagree on#love yall
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