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toxin. l Joel Miller

Summary: (dark!Joel Miller) your relationship wasn't healthy, something had to change

Warnings: +18, smut, angst, swearing, abusive relationship, crying, mention of violence, fingering, breeding and praise kink, miscarriage, toxic relationship, mention of blood

A/N: I don't know how this scribble came to be. I have allowed this thought to develop in my head, but I know full well that it's not perfect. I hope you'll be gentle with me. I’m sorry for any mistakes. I secretly hope you like this story. special thanks for listening to me @missannwinchester

He was like a toxin. He got under your skin, you had him in your blood, in your lungs, in your brain. You breathed him. You let him in. You let him take over you, make you dependent on him.

He found you without a problem. He fed you with himself. He graciously let you satiate yourself to your limits. And then he exceeded them and left you thirsty for more.

You were addicted to him, but you didn't want to admit it. Thirsty for something more than vegetation in QZ. Hungry for feelings, you didn't want to admit to yourself the havoc he was wreaking on your life and mind.

You felt used up when you crawled out of his arms, when you stopped feeling the taste of his lips on yours, when you washed his fingerprints off you. But no matter what happened, no matter what you heard or what decisions you made, you always showed up at the door to his apartment when he called.

You allowed him to do a lot. Your skin knew his gentle and rough touch, kisses and bites, caresses and slaps. He took your breath away. He brought you to a state where you couldn't take any more. You begged with tears in your eyes for him to have mercy on you, when your mind almost screamed "more!".

You didn't exist without him. He was your beginning and he was definitely going to be the end. But you didn't know how painful it would be.

You showed up at the QZ clinic only when the contractions were getting stronger and you saw blood in your panties. Everyone avoided this place, and you had a hard time getting there, exhausted from lack of sleep. But what you heard completely swept you off your feet.

"It's a miscarriage." The man with a gray face and a few days of stubble wrote something down in the chart. "It happens. Your body wasn't strong enough to sustain the pregnancy. Alcohol? Drugs? What did you take?" All you managed to do was shake your head and mumble a quiet "Nothing."

The man in the white coat looked at you carefully and sighed.

"It happens." He repeated as if this one sentence closed the whole issue. "Poor nutrition, work, stress. All of these things affect the course of pregnancy. But you... You didn't know about it, did you?"

No. You didn't. Your body played a joke on you. Your period was late for a while, but you didn't pay much attention to it. That's what happens sometimes.

It happens.

You returned home after being given some medication, but none of it could help you with what you were feeling. Emptiness. Your mind couldn't comprehend or understand it. You didn't know what you were feeling or what you should feel.

Pregnancy. Baby. Joel's baby.

His face appeared in your eyes in an instant. You hadn't seen him in over a week. You weren't looking for him, he always found you. But should you even mention it to him?

"Fuck..." you groaned as you lay down on the bed that creaked under your weight.

Joel would be furious. Your relationship wasn't romantic, it was more like a meeting with a drug dealer who gave you something that only made you feel high for a moment. He was a smuggler, the best, but you also knew he could be ruthless. He always got what he wanted, and if not, he took it by force. He didn't hesitate, he didn't think twice.

His strength made you feel safe. At least that's what you thought. Your body was a small price you paid for this feeling.

You wondered if he was fucking you here or at his place, and that's where he put that baby inside you. He definitely didn't plan on it. Joel Miller would never want to have a baby with anyone, and certainly not with you. You would be just a burden to him, not to mention a squealing infant.

A baby.

Did it know from the beginning of its existence that it wasn't wanted? Certainly not by his father, because you still couldn't define what you were really feeling. You saw children in Boston. Of course they were still being born, otherwise humans would have died out long ago.

You imagined this little creature that you could hold in your arms, whose warm body would lie on your chest, whose quiet babbling would fill the joy of your apartment.

Tears pressed painfully into your eyes, and your throat constricted in a dull sob. You were at rock bottom, there was nothing lower.

He showed up after more than a month. Suddenly, someone grabbed your hand on the street, and you immediately sensed that it was him.

"Are you looking for me?" he asked, moving closer to you.

You immediately felt intoxicated. The toxin began to seep into your ear.

"When did you come back?" you asked, your fingers tangling together.

"Two days ago." he replied, his other hand brushing a few stray strands of hair away from your face. "Did you miss me?"

"Did you find what you were looking for?"

You avoided answering his question, feeling that you would start to drown.

"Even more. But I won't bother your pretty little head with that. Do you have time?"

You did. You had been preparing for his arrival for a long time. But you were still afraid.

You took him to your apartment, because it was closer. As soon as the door closed behind you, his hands landed on you. Your back rested against his chest as his lips kissed your neck. You rolled your eyes.

The toxin was seeping into your system. Slowly.

"I missed you." the first lie "I've wanted to feel you for so long. Fuck... You smell like something sweet. What is it?"

"Flower soap." you replied, your hands clumsily trying to untie his grip "I managed to get in a while ago. Joel, I think we need to talk."

"Later, now I want you... Hey!"

You freed yourself from his arms and moved away to a safe distance. You saw the surprise in his eyes. Eventually, however, he cleared his throat and placed his hands on his hips.

"Okay then. Do you want to talk? Let's talk then."

"Joel, I..."

You were speechless. You had been preparing for so long, and now that you saw him in front of you, you couldn't find your voice.

His brow furrowed, he stared at you intently, but eventually he spoke.

"Have you lost your tongue?" he asked, "Listen, Y/N. We can talk later, right? There's no rush."

He took a step towards you, but your legs moved too, only in the opposite direction. He tilted his head, watching you with interest.

"Are we going to chase each other around the room now?" he asked.

"I wanted to..."

"To talk, I know. You've already said that." he interrupted you with a smile, "But you still don't get to the point."

"I'm leaving, Joel."

Your words hung in the air between you.

"Oh, are we going to do this again?" he finally sighed, shaking his head in disbelief. "Is this some fucking foreplay? Jesus! How many times have you said that?"

A lot. You knew exactly what he meant. You had said hundreds of times that you were leaving. Sometimes you had even shouted it at him. And then he would catch you, you would thrash around in his arms like a fish.

"Fuck you, Joel! Let go of me!" you would scream.

So he would throw you on the couch or the bed, and then fuck you almost until you were unconscious. Your brain couldn't think rationally anymore, and leaving him was impossible.

The toxin was spreading through your system.

You couldn't leave him. He would never let you do that.

"It's different now." You replied.

"Oh, really?" Joel sneered. "What have you thought up now, sweetie? What's going on in that sweet head of yours?"

"Something's changed. When you disappeared... Something happened."

A heavy stone fell into your stomach. You felt the tips of your fingers go ice cold.

"What happened?" he asked slowly, folding his arms across his chest. "Did you meet someone? Some fucking prick? Huh?"

You shook your head.

"Then what? What happened, Y/N? Spit it out!"

"I was pregnant."

Your lips barely moved, but you finally said it out loud. You could see Joel trying to understand what you had just said. His dark eyes followed your every move as if he was trying to catch you in a lie, but he couldn't find anything. He gulped.

"With who?"

"W-What?"

"Who were you pregnant with? Did you fuck someone?!" he roared.

His whole body tensed. At that moment, Joel was simply terrifying.

"Only with you." You replied, surprised. "That baby was yours..."

"Are you sure?" You nodded. "Fuck! You couldn't do one thing right? You had to get pregnant, right?" He grabbed his head and exhaled loudly.

"Oh! It's my fault now, right?!" You snorted angrily. "I got myself pregnant! Why would I do that, idiot? To create a perfect and happy family with you? Don't be ridiculous!"

You didn't want to laugh, but it just happened. Joel's reaction didn't surprise you at all. It was just as you imagined it. He wanted to blame everything on you, as if you had done everything on purpose.

"I had a miscarriage, asshole!" you continued "While you were running around, I was in the clinic because I thought I was going to die from the pain."

"But you're alive."

"No thanks to you."

He nodded.

"So what do you expect from me now?" he asked, spreading his arms "Am I supposed to apologize to you? Marry you?"

"Fuck, no!" you winced at the thought "I don't want anything from you, Joel. Although... Maybe you can do one small thing for me. Get the fuck out!"

You felt strong. For the first time in a long time. You saw and felt everything clearly. Your body was fighting, your mind was clearing.

But Joel wasn't going to give you up that easily. You were his. You belonged to him. He couldn't imagine you leaving and taking away his power.

No, he loved it. He loved your submission, your devotion and loyalty. He loved that you always came back, no matter how he treated you.

Times like these could only create relationships like this. And you were made for him, just perfect.

"Listen." he began, his voice seemed softer, friendlier "Let's start again. We should calm down, look at it all from a different perspective. Maybe... Just maybe, what happened is a new chance for us."

"What do you mean?" you frowned and crossed your arms over your chest "What chance?"

"For us." he approached you slowly "We didn't plan this, did we? Maybe if I was here everything would have been different?"

"The doctor said my body was too weak..." you mumbled quietly.

"Poor baby." His hand tenderly touched your cheek, he noticed with satisfaction your almost natural reflex of snuggling up to it "You need someone to take care of you, don't you? You need a strong arm, support, tenderness... You know that with me you will find all of this, only I love you so much."

"D-Do you love me?"

This was something new. Such words had never left his lips before. Something strange quivered in your chest. Both of his hands were already resting on your neck, and his thumb tenderly stroked your cheek.

"Only a fool would not love such a wonderful woman as you, darling." He replied smiling "Look at yourself! You are beautiful, smart, caring." His lips approached yours, lightly touching them "You are perfect. Only for me. You would be a perfect mother to my children."

Something gripped you tightly inside. The toxin was looking for a new way to enter your brain.

"Have you thought about it?" Joel continued "You would carry my child. Your belly would swell, your breasts much bigger. God! A masterpiece."

"I thought you didn't want this. Not with me." you whispered.

His lips brushed your cheek, his hand slid down to your hip, squeezing it lightly.

"Silly." he laughed quietly "If you let me, I'll give you a new baby. I'll knock you up. As soon as you want it..."

He spread your legs with his knee, moved closer and you immediately felt the hard bulge in his jeans. He wanted you. This thought lit a small flame of hope in your heart.

"Maybe I won't have to leave..." you noticed with difficulty forming the words, because Joel's presence was making you more and more dizzy. He nodded.

"Where will you go, baby? The world is empty, dangerous. You're safe with me."

"And would you love me, Joel?" you didn't care at all that his hands were slowly unbuttoning your pants.

"Of course. We'll start all over again, baby. It'll be just as you dream it."

His lips finally crashed against yours. It was a hard kiss, one that was supposed to seal all his words and promises. His tongue invaded your mouth, ripping a quiet groan from your throat.

Your arms wrapped around his shoulders as you pressed your entire body against his.

This was it. You had missed this for so long. Your body knew exactly what to do when Joel was this close.

Soft lips slid down your neck, kissing and nibbling on the delicate skin. His fingers very skillfully unbuttoned your shirt, revealing your bra and the curves of your breasts.

"My perfect babe." he whispered in your ear. "You missed me so much, didn't you? You wanted to feel my cock inside you so much again."

Your hips made a small circle and your crotch rubbed against his thigh, causing friction that gave you a sense of relief. Fuck! A strong hand squeezed your breast, and after a moment he slid your bra down to make it easier for himself to reach your sensitive nipple.

"Joel..." you whispered, but his lips quickly silenced you, kissing you hard.

He rolled your hard nipple between his fingers. You were sure you had no chance with him anymore. Your body craved every inch of him. You wanted Joel inside you, on you in every way possible.

"My good girl."

When his lips captured your breast, you slid your fingers into his hair. He sucked and teased your nipple, driving you crazy, and the arousal that was growing was already unbearable. So you didn't protest when his rough hand slid into your panties and straight into your heat.

"My little one is so wet." he commented, smiling slyly. "You want me, don't you? You want to feel who you belong to again. Say it."

You bit your lip as you felt his fingers slide over your swollen folds.

"Say it, Y/N." he reminded you impatiently, his voice commanding. "Say who you belong to."

"J-Joel..." you stuttered, looking up at him from behind cloudy eyes. "Only to you."

He nodded in appreciation.

"That's right, babe." he praised you "And that's why you'll let me do what I do to you, right? I'll bury my cock inside you, fill you with my cum to the brim and soon you'll be mine again, forever." two fingers slid into you so deep and suddenly that you almost lost your breath. "I know you, Y/N. Only I know your every sensitive spot, every scar, every need you have." his fingers quickly found your g-spot and soon you didn't understand much of what he was saying to you.

You were getting closer to your peak with every violent movement of his fingers, his hot lips once again dug into your neck leaving marks on it. You were his.

"That's right, sweetie! Give it to me. I can feel you're close. Your pussy is squeezing those fingers so well as if it wanted to hold them inside. Fuck!"

You clenched your fingers on his shoulders as the pleasure spread through your body, if it weren't for Joel your knees would have buckled under you. His fingers slipped out of you, lightly patting your sensitive pussy, and then he kissed you hard.

"My good girl." he praised you. "Good thing I managed to knock those stupid ideas out of your pretty little head." he took your face in his hands, an almost affectionate gesture. "You feel good, don't you?" you nodded. "Great. I'm very happy about that, you know. Come on now, let's go to the bedroom. I'll take care of you properly. We'll get rid of these clothes, because, fuck, you look a thousand times better naked."

"Joel?" your voice was weak, but you managed to get his attention.

"Yeah, baby girl?"

"Leave."

He smiled as if you had made a really funny joke. He kept fondly stroking your cheeks, brushing your hair away from your face.

"You can't be serious." he stated "I'll be gentle, you know I can. This pussy missed me. Did you see how fast you came?"

"I want you to go." You repeated now in a more confident voice "There will be no fucking. The mere thought of your cock inside me disgusts me."

His eyes darkened and his jaw clenched. But you didn't even blink, you didn't show how scared you were.

"Baby..." he started again, but it wasn't the voice that had just been whispering dirty things in your ear, it was already Joel who was poisoning your head and blood "We talked about this."

"No, Joel. You were the one talking about this, not me. I've already made my decision. And I'm finally choosing something that's good for me."

You weren't ready for it, but you held your place as his strong hand tightened around your neck. This man didn't throw away his toys until he got bored with them himself. And you were his. You belonged only to him.

"You know I could..." he said, and his fingers twitched, "Just give me a reason."

"I already gave you one."

It was the longest silence, and you felt like your heart would jump out of your chest. Only when after a while his grip loosened and he let go of your neck, pulling away, did you breathe.

"You'll regret this, little one." he said, "This world will swallow you and chew you up. You'll crawl to me, because you know that only I can keep you safe."

"We have to check it out then."

"We will." He nodded and walked to the door, placing his hand on the handle, only then did he notice your packed backpack against the wall.

A strange shiver ran down his spine. He took a sip and threw over his shoulder, "Try to get to Jackson. I heard there might be a good place there."

You didn't have time to answer as the door slammed shut behind him.

That was the last time you saw Joel Miller.

And the first time you felt clean.

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Thank you for your time.

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botanicalsword · 4 months

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Synastry - Intentions & the Nature of the connection

When two people first meet and connect, the blending of their astrological birth charts could already reveal a lot about each other's underlying intentions and motivations from the very beginning.

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The Sun's placement in the different houses will show valuable insights into the nature of their connection.

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Sun in 1H - this allows you to be completely yourself without needing to change. This relationship gives a feeling of full acceptance and support, where both of you can express yourselves freely. The connection is typically quite free but may lack some ritual and security.

Sun in 2H - they are likely to value your worth in terms of finances or material possessions. This connection may be more based on mutual interests than a purely emotional bond. Both parties need to carefully balance material and emotional needs to avoid exploitation.

Sun in 3H - there will be a familial intimacy between you, enjoying deep conversations. The emotional bond and friendship will be intertwined. This relationship is close and stable, but may lack some romantic passion.

Sun in 4H - they will give you a sense of belonging and family. Your position within the family will be quite important. This relationship emphasizes security and stability, but may overly focus on family responsibilities while neglecting personal needs.

Sun in 5H - being together is playful and entertaining, but you may not enjoy staying home much. This connection is full of passion and fun but lacks depth and may be difficult to sustain long-term.

Sun in 6H - work abilities and efficiency will be highly valued. Your work connections will enhance the bond. This connection focuses on practicality and mutual benefit but may lack romantic sentiment.

Sun in 7H - the partner will deeply care about your unique connection, rather than whether you can be yourself. This connection focuses on the intimate bond itself and may involve strong possessiveness.

Sun in 8H - your connection will be deeply karmic, involving not just physical desire but also a merging of souls. This relationship can be complicated to let go of, but it may also get entangled in uncontrollable turmoil. >> 8th House Synastry ✧ 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘥

Sun in 9H - your connection will be more like a platonic, idealized platonic intimacy rather than a particularly physical one. This connection emphasizes spiritual compatibility, but may struggle to meet practical needs.

Sun in 10H - the worldly perceptions of your relationship will be more valued, wanting to be a celebrated couple. External factors may influence this connection, requiring a good balance between social expectations and inner needs.

Sun in 11H - a kindred spirit friendship, but less intimacy than the 4th / 8th house synastry. This connection is more focused on spiritual compatibility and may struggle to develop into a deep intimate bond.

Sun in 12H - your connection may be somewhat hidden from public view and karmic bonded. This relationship can be mysterious but also carries an element of obscurity and uncertainty. >> 8ᵗʰ & 12ᵗʰ House ✧ 𝘒𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘤 𝘚𝘺𝘯𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘐

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Regardless of the astrological factors, mutual respect, open communication, and joint effort are essential for sustaining a fulfilling relationship.

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explicit content on the synastry chart >>Theme of relationship • 𝘷𝘪𝘣𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘴 ✧ 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘐 >> The theme of relationship • 𝘷𝘪𝘣𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘐𝘐 >> Synastry Chart • from their perspective >> 8𝘵𝘩 House Synastry ✧ 𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘩 . 𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘺

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sunkissedchld · 11 months

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𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐑𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐞

𝒊. 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒆?

when a planet is in retrograde (rx), it appears to be moving/rotating backwards from our point of view on earth. it's important to note the planet is not actually moving backwards - it just looks that way because of its position in relation to earth and the sun. with that in mind, the sun and moon cannot be in retrograde.

𝒊𝒊. 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒂 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒆?

when a planet is in retrograde, often it makes it harder to deal with its energy. it could cause a lot of internal conflicts that also impact connections with people throughout one's life.

having a planet in retrograde in your natal chart is not a bad thing or a bad placement - it just means one has to work a little harder to understand and harness the energy of the planet compared to ones that are direct.

technically, this post was made to read for natal retrogrades, but it can also be useful if you want to know general challeneges that can occur during transit retrogrades also!

𝒊𝒊𝒊. 𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒕𝒔

𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐘

this retrograde is what's most known when people talk about retrogrades. with this planet in retrograde natally, you could find it hard to communicate with others. this could be in that you have a stutter, or you could be too harsh or too passive when addressing others (depending on the sign). you could be too impulsive in your actions, or you could overthink and inhibit yourself from taking charge in your life. i could also see people with this planet in retrograde finding it hard to write and learn new languages.

𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐔𝐒

you could find it hard to fall in love and/or to find, be in, and maintain relationships of any kind - but especially romantic ones; it could take a long time for you to start dating compared to others. this planet in retrograde can also make it hard for people to develop and sustain self-love and self-attraction. you may not see yourself as handsome or beautiful and/or others may look down on you or ignore you because of your looks. this is another planet that could make it hard to get along with people because venus is also associated with harmony overall, but the issues with beauty and love are more prominent.

𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐒

you could find it hard to bring your drive and passion to the surface. you could find it hard to be self-motivated and may prefer to take things slow throughout life and see how things pan out versus taking control. if you know the musical hamilton, you could be similar to aaron burr in waiting for things to happen to or for you versus making things happen. i could see natal mars retrograde manifesting as someone being asexual and/or having a low libido. you could have issues with bottling up anger, creating anger issues; if underdeveloped, i could see this leading to self-harm or other violent tendencies - this is not absolute

𝐉𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐑

it could be hard for you to recognize your luck and/or you may feel as if you have no luck even if you actually do. this is a "the glass is half empty" type of placement. you might have taboo beliefs, and people may make you feel as if you’re weird or wrong for them. although people may make you feel that way, your belief system may still be strong depending on your jupiter sign. there's a possibility of not being fit for tradtional higher education. you may feel like you have to create your own luck and could have trouble trusting the universe and your guides to provide for you.

𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍

you could be too harsh on yourself when it comes to having structure. you may burden yourself with responsibilities no one else is giving or expecting of you. you may put more boundaries and limitations on yourself than is naturally expected of you. i could see this placement manifesting as asceticism in some people. you might feel like people never live up to your expectations, or they always let you down, so you only trust yourself to get things done. with this placement, there's an emphasis on self-motivation and high ambition.

𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐔𝐒

it could be hard for you to express your individuality outwardly. maybe you’re too worried about how much you’ll stand out amongst others, and so you try to fit in with the majority instead of recognizing how different you can be. you may be more cautious about expressing your rebelling views. you could be more focused on individuality on a more personal level versus on a societal one. in the case of rebellion and innovation, you may feel the need to rebel against yourself and ideas you put on yourself versus ideas society puts on you.

𝐍𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐔𝐍𝐄

your dreams could be more intense and grandiose than other people's dreams are - this could be in visual dreams you get while sleeping and/or in terms of life goals. you could be deeply spiritual and in tune with your intuition; you might even be able to predict when things will happen to you, or you could get deja vu often. you could overly daydream when it comes to personal goals and ideals; you might use daydreaming and other forms of escapism as a way to constantly ignore everyday life. the idea of realism could be foreign to you.

𝐏𝐋𝐔𝐓𝐎

you may go through life transformations regularly. you could change your appearance often, or explore different religions all throughout your life, or your beliefs could change drastically as you get older. you could have strong power over yourself and possibly others - even unkowingly. you could find comfort in traditionally taboo things, espeically the occult and/or horror and things of that nature. in addition to constantly going through transformations, you could have fond memories of the past and have a deep connection to the concept of nostalgia. you could constantly look to the past in order to change who you are in the present or future.

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Big three and mbti type of Bloody Ben?

From what I've heard about book Ben - I love him. A quiet and shy boy who wants a female ruler & fights for her in a completely savage way! UGH!

Also, I'm torn because who we thought was Bloody Ben turned out to be a guy named Davos Blackwood?! He will always be the best option for Ben tbh...

𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝑩𝒆𝒏 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒘𝒐𝒐𝒅'𝒔 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒆

Benjicot Blackwood, known as Bloody Ben by his men, was the Lord of Raventree Hall and the head of House Blackwood during the Dance of the Dragons and during the reign of King Aegon III Targaryen.

𝐌𝐁𝐓𝐈

𝑰𝑺𝑭𝑱

This is a capable, can-do personality type, with a wealth of versatile gifts. Though sensitive and caring, Defenders also have excellent analytical abilities and an eye for detail. And despite their reserve, they tend to have well-developed people skills and robust social relationships. Defenders are truly more than the sum of their parts, and their varied strengths shine in even the most ordinary aspects of their daily lives.

In all areas of his life, he is dependable and considerate. He's comitted to protect those around him. He has a down to earth demeanour. It puts people at ease. These people aren't afraid to weather the tough storms if it meant fighting for their family and beliefs.

𝐒𝐔𝐍

𝑺𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒊𝒐

As a fixed sign, Scorpio holds the qualities of being a sustainer, being able to apply profound powers of concentration to projects, and discovering hidden truths. As a result, those with the sign of the Scorpion prominent in their charts tend to be magnetic, highly sensitive, intuitive, creative, and secretive at times.

𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍

𝑨𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔

Aries Moon individuals exude independence and courage, radiating a powerful light that guides them through life's challenges. Their innate bravery propels them into leadership roles and encourages them to carve their own paths. The question often arises, "Why are Aries Moons so intense?" The answer lies in the fiery essence of their emotional landscape. Aries Moon individuals experience feelings with depth and intensity, from the peaks of happiness to the valleys of despair. Their emotional honesty is admirable and vulnerable, showcasing their strength and need for connection.

𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆/𝐀𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐓

𝑨𝒒𝒖𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒖𝒔

Ben has a really interesting way of presenting himself. Going by the books, Ben is young. Around eleven years old and quiet. However, when it comes to war, he DOES NOT HOLD BACK. The Aquarius Rising mindset is actually far more affectionate and kind than people give them credit for. Aquarius is represented by the water bearer, after all, and that shows up in Aquarius Risings’ daily life. They are continuously showing up for the people they care about, taking the time to hold the woes and stresses of their kinfolk.

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Leo Woman:

Title: “The Knockout”

For simplicity's sake, I will use the pronouns “he/him” for the male versions of the signs and “she/her” for the female versions of the signs. This is not to say that the people who identify with the male or female versions of each sign identify with those pronouns. This post is focusing on the different sexes (male vs female) not gender. Gender is fluid and I am in no way labeling people with these posts. Also, these posts are focusing solely on the Sun signs of each zodiac, other birth chart placements may cause someone to not fit into everything I have described.

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Mind (how they think):

The Sun rules the sign of Leo, which is represented by the authoritative Father Principle. Male Leos express this characteristic by having huge amounts of energy, an innate sense of ease, and a sense of entitlement. Female Leos express this as a revolt against the patriarchy, a call to leave the universally accepted patriarchal society that is dominated by men.

Typically, she is raised as a latchkey kid, with her parents mostly absent during the day.

She becomes a strong supporter of self-reliance because of this, honing her survivalist skills in the process of creating a stable home environment for herself.

There is oftentimes a dramatic reason for the absence of one or both of her parents. It is most times the mother who is absent in her life, due to divorce, death, or more often just emotionally absent in parenting the Leo female.

The Leo woman's father is most often strict and strong-willed, though has a more sporadic presence at home. In the extreme, he is a tough disciplinarian, dogmatic politically, religiously, or both, against whose dictatorial nature the little Lion girl privately begins to rebel.

Despite pretending to comply with her parents' rules, she disobeys them nonchalantly, secretly following her own path. Her path is rarely what you would expect.

Although she suffered from the strict temperament of her father, she often credits him with giving her the courage to stand up for what she believes in.

She focuses most of her time on her passions, usually those that involve stepping into some sort of spotlight.

It is easy for her to gain the respect of teachers and other grown-ups, due to her self-reliant nature.

It isn’t until she realizes that survival depends on cooperation with others, particularly with other females that she cultivates a pack of women who share the same ideals as her.

As the only fixed-fire female in the zodiac, she excels at pursuits that require sustained action and creativity.

If she sees a creative plan or concept that isn’t being done justice she will step in and develop it into something that fits her image of what it should look like.

It is her birthright as one born under the sign of wholeness and completion, to envision how a half-baked concept could be sufficiently fleshed out and then accomplished.

She isn’t always conscious of her tendency to usurp other people's territory. Regardless, she may easily gain a reputation for being commandeering.

The biggest lesson she will have to face psychologically throughout her whole life is learning when enough is enough. Megalomania is often her undoing.

Body + Soul (what they look like inside and out):

She is infused with so much physical and emotional energy that she often seems larger than life.

She is haughty, cunning like a cat, somewhat savage in her movements, athletic, often exhibiting a defined musculature.

Her brand of beauty is often distinctly fiery, made all the more vivid by her style choices, as she often kits herself out in boldly revealing clothes, brightening her hair to a golden red or flaxen blonde.

Unlike the male Leo who guards his autonomy at all costs, the female Leo eagerly invites a circle of admirers who’ll unfailingly honor her inherent self-styled VIP status.

She is not generally loving, she saves her fervent devotion for just one or two lucky, and hopefully hardy, individuals.

More than most fully matured females, Leo remains devoted to one long-standing best friend from childhood, someone whose life should revolve around her, though rarely vice versa.

She doesn’t so much enter a room as storm it. Her vivacious body language is as eye-catching as her colorfully coordinated appearance.

Her voice stands out, a gravely honeyed growl that regularly crescendos into explosions of full-bodied laughter.

She is naturally fit, blessed with a low percentage of fat and a muscled physique.

There are moments in her life where she could put on some weight. However, that is usually a manifestation of a “blocked” emotional life; and often she’ll lose that weight just as quickly as she put it on when she deals with that blockage.

If she does, however, happen to be bigger than the average Leo woman that does not mean she will hide herself in baggy clothes. She will still be very confident and flaunt herself the way any other Leo woman will.

The Leo woman is generally beautiful, however, there is often a hardness to Leo's face that saves her from being considered ‘pretty’ by others.

No matter her race, her skin is often pale, with freckles, or uneven in tone.

Her skin is usually on the dryer side.

She usually has a heart-shaped head with an infamous mane that frames her face.

Her hair is surprisingly straight, sparse, and dry, she goes to great lengths to make it look more voluminous, often overhandling it.

Her jaw, like the rest of her, is strong and well-defined, her neck sinewy, her shoulders athletically square, as is her upper torso. She has very little curve, even at the waist.

Her boobs are perfectly formed and almost always symmetrical, and she knows this.

Nothing about her body language suggests that she is insecure. She moves deliberately, with a natural grace that is slinky like a cat’s rather than delicate as a swan’s.

Her legs tend to be lean and mighty with the calf and thigh muscles visibly ripped.

Her hands and feet tend to be rough and dry. No amount of cream or other cures can counteract that.

She can’t help but exude naturally raw sexuality, no matter the fashionable clothes she wears, the careful grooming she does, or the constant cosmetic makeovers she gives herself.

Her body temperature tends to hover just above normal. When she is looking for a lover she prefers someone who also runs just as hot as she does.

The Leo woman does not do phony. Mainly because they simply can't pretend to be something they are not. They are terrible liars, tending to overdo it, and giving themselves away along the way.

She finds success by being a bit of a copycat, running with others’ only half-baked ideas. She completes what others stumble upon or pioneer, doing up all she takes on.

She can be loud and pushy. In time she should adopt a sense of calm in the candid expression of her opinions.

A poorly aspected Leo personality will be characterized by brutal curtness and bullying directed primarily at those she maniacally curses for being “better” than herself, unwitting objects of her signature insane jealousy.

Leo will have you know she never caters to anyone by herself. However, she expects others to do any and all the grunt work, while she remains a calm, cool command central.

Only people with a visible passion akin to her own will catch her attention. Those she deems lacking this particular trait, deserve to play the part of handmaiden or fool for her emotional edification.

Sex + Sexuality (what they are like in bed and what they look for in a mate):

Leo Woman Interested in Men:

Leo woman interested in men is drawn to a man with ardent natures, who appear to wear their hearts on their sleeves.

Leo women are notorious for falling head over heels in love with a dark and dashing man. Blonde men usually are not someone whom a Leo woman thinks twice about.

She will typically lighten her own look up, however, to appeal to the men she likes. She goes for a look that most resembles the sun, golden hair, tanned skin, warm warm-toned colors in her wardrobe.

Men ruled by their hearts are those she seeks to capture.

She tends to be blatantly obvious in her feelings. She doesn’t want the man she likes to have to guess whether she likes him or not.

This is to say, she is the one who does the pursuing. She doesn’t typically like a man who pursues her.

She is a master of flirtation, once she’s convinced of a man’s interest in her, she’ll play cat and mouse, toying and teasing him unabashedly.

She tends to think that her naturally tough, ambitious self may frighten men, so, she will instinctively act comically feeble-witted, like the school brainiac who swears she’ll fail tests, only to ever scare A-pluses.

If she is ever pursuing a man, it is because there is intense passion present. If there isn’t she will not waste her time.

She is not quick to fall in love at first sight.

She is an outrageous flirt with an insatiable appetite for sex. But, sex to the Leo woman is a vividly demonstrative means of making an emotional attachment.

She guards her emotions fervently. Though, through sex, exercise, and ambition she shows them.

She is a true romantic. She believes that men with visible passion will love her more fully than she perceives other, more stoic males to do.

It is the promise of sex, not sex itself, that she uses to get men.

She likes to give her partner the impression that they are running the show, and to do this she allows him to act more selfishly in bed. At least, at first.

She will typically take a more passive role, pretending to play the role of a woman who will make no demands in the relationship, with the hopes of not scaring him off.

In truth, however, she is one of the most commanding women in the zodiac.

She wants nothing more in life than to love, and this is something she is wildly capable of doing.

She expects her partner to love her just as much as she loves them.

There is nobody more devoted than the Leo woman in love.

Because she is a fixed fire sign, she will attach her full, feverish energy to whatever creative or loving pursuit has her attention.

To be loved by her is like being offered a challenge, one that demands a man expressing his feelings to the fullest capacity.

She may put her partner through the emotional ringer, constantly demanding more proof of their interest in her.

She will do this until she learns a life lesson that almost every Leo woman will need to learn in their love life; to back off.

Far too often in her life, she will bark up the wrong tree, especially when it comes to romantic interests.

Early on in her life, she will far too often end up in relationships with himbos because of her overbearing nature when pursuing someone.

Once she comes to this revelation, she will learn that she needs to ease up, both in her pursuit of someone to be in a relationship with and in her pursuit of constant validation once she’s in a relationship.

She usually learns the hard way that love chased is often the one hardest to keep.

The man who is lucky enough to get the Leo woman in bed will have to overwhelm her. Only by doing this, will they actually prove themselves worthy of her love.

She wants a man who can keep up with her, some healthy competition is what she really craves.

She enjoys besting and being bested in bed.

She thrives on high-powered men, those who generate growth in the world - makers, shakers, movers, and manufacturers- self-made men and kings of industry, leaders worthy of her company.

It takes a special kind of man to be with Leo, one who gives way to her fiercest dramas, remaining unruffled, but who will nonetheless refuse to be whipped by her.

She will at some point in her life learn that for her, of all women, Mr.Rights are few and far between.

This is when she learns self-love is exactly what she needs to feel fulfilled in life.

She will fuel her love of herself with the admiration of others.

She tends to find the love that she seeks when she least expects it - while she is focused on her personal ambitions.

She demands a great challenge from men, demanding whether they can break her self-protective barrier and love her as much as she loves herself.

Until a man is successful in breaking down her barriers, an emotionally evolved Leo is living proof that if you love yourself, the whole world loves you back.

If the Leo woman has been burned enough times trying to engineer and force relationships, she may one day find herself willing to let a man take the reins in driving their relationship.

Leo women can be so self-consumed that they can’t help but attract men who are secure enough in their masculinity to not feel threatened by her.

She craves someone who will stand up to the rigorous rough and tumble lifestyle and sex life she enjoys without fear of crushing his ego.

She likes to battle her lover for dominance in the bedroom. This is not to say that she is usually a dom. Rather, she is more of a switch and prefers her partner to be one too.

She is an enthusiastic lover and a fast learner.

For her, sex needs to feel like play.

She expects her partner to successfully, and willingly, put her through her sexual paces.

This explains why she typically goes for younger guys.

She appreciates a younger man's innocence and wide-eyed enthusiasm when it comes to sex, and she will eagerly take on the role of their teacher.

She’s not usually one to hesitate jumping into bed with a man too early in the relationship. She needs to check out the merchandise before she fully commits to someone and this is the only way she knows how to do that properly.

She can have a wandering eye when she is in a relationship with a man who doesn’t satisfy her.

Size does matter to her, especially girth.

She is not one to like slow and steady sex, she wants it rough and fast. Not fast as in a quickie more like fast-paced. Marathon sex is exactly what she craves.

She’s not necessarily verbal, more like noisy, and a screamer.

She has no interest in role-play and is turned off by men who seem to be too in their heads in bed.

She wants a man who agrees that sex is about getting off as furiously as possible.

Sex needs to be equal give and take for her to be satisfied.

She hates oral and is not one to ever do it and when she does it tends to be quite toothy.

She prefers to reach her climax vaginally, clitorally is too acute for her to feel fully satisfied.

Since she is rarely in touch with her femininity, she does not like a man who is in touch with his own.

She requires a fiercely masculine lover who will be able to handle her ferocious, aggressive self and make her look like a delicate flower in tandem.

She is so often the leader in all aspects of her life that when she finds the right man she will be willing to let him take the lead in their relationship.

Leo Woman Interested in Women:

Leo women no matter their sexuality have a very intense relationship with other women.

The Leo woman interested in women is especially provocative around women. She will always be pushing buttons - pointing out weaknesses, challenging opinions, questioning motives, and especially poking fun - behavior that is intended to test other women’s mettle and elicit emotions.

She likes to turn up the heat on other women, whose placid natures she blames on society's crushing domination of her gender.

This is why she pokes and prods at women so much, so she can see if they have passion in them. For when they explode even in anger she will smile at them with a look that says “I knew you had it in you “.

Most of her relationships with women start with her poking fun at them, gauging whether she has the requisite impassioned responses she’ll later hope to encounter in the bedroom.

Her type of woman is typically the straight-passing girl who will give her the thrill of feeling like she showed them the ropes of sex with another woman.

She also enjoys stealing a woman from their boyfriend.

Unlike the straight Leo woman, she is okay with being in touch with her masculine side

She is relationship orientated in the extreme, usually going for a plain Jane woman who she says has “potential”.

Sex without love is particularly empty for her, what she longs for is rarely found in one-night stands.

Sex for her means the absolute sharing of emotion, and if she’s not feeling the love, she’ll have nothing to give to them.

When she does find someone she loves, she will fall hard, and the subsequent outpouring of her emotions can make any woman feel overwhelmed.

She is profoundly loyal and demands the same in return.

She guards her private life and her lover as fiercely as a lion would her cubs.

Since she is more dominant and prefers to be, she demands that her lover be the femme in bed, often wearing frilly lingerie, performing seductive stripteases, and otherwise indulging in stereotypically female trappings.

She will verbally taunt her love while simultaneously working them over with toys, driving them to orgasm to orgasm.

She is a hopeless romantic, forever surprising her lover with tokens of her affection, or spontaneously whisking her off for a candlelit dinner or surprise weekend away.

As long as she and her lover can be alone together, all is right in the world.

Since Leo is ruled by the 5th house which is associated with procreation and children, all Leos dream of having kids.

Sperm is sometimes all the gay Leo woman thinks a man is good for.

While adoption is an option, she may prefer to produce her child. However, this child can not be made out of wedlock so, before she has a baby with her lover they need to get married.

Leo women can fall out of love without warning. They are rarely promiscuous, rather she will leave her lover and jump into a relationship rather quickly, often getting married many times in her life.

She wants her lover to be successful, so she can flaunt her and her lover to any person she meets.

She is comfortable when surrounded by only men, oftentimes she tends to act more masculine than the most masculine of men.

She will protect her lover passionately.

She doesn't have laissez-faire relationships; she fiercely bonds and extravagantly luxuriates in the lush environment of a fertile, thriving, infinitely hot, and heavy relationship.

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geeta1726 · 5 months

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Can Saturn's placement in a birth chart indicate challenges in long-term relationships?

Yes, Saturn's placement in a birth chart can indeed indicate challenges in long-term relationships, including marriage and committed partnerships. Saturn is often associated with themes of restriction, responsibility, endurance, and lessons learned through hardship. Here's how Saturn's placement may influence long-term relationships:

Delay or Obstacles in Relationships: Saturn's presence in key relationship houses, such as the 7th (partnerships), 5th (romance), or 8th (intimacy and shared resources), may indicate delays or obstacles in forming and maintaining long-term relationships. These delays could manifest as difficulty finding a suitable partner, delays in marriage or commitment, or challenges in sustaining a partnership over time.

Emotional Distance and Reserve: Saturn's influence can bring a sense of emotional reserve or distance in relationships. Individuals with Saturn in prominent relationship houses may struggle with expressing emotions freely or may feel inhibited in their ability to connect deeply with their partners. There may be a fear of vulnerability or a tendency to prioritize practical concerns over emotional intimacy.

Responsibility and Commitment: While Saturn can bring challenges, it also represents maturity, responsibility, and commitment. Individuals with Saturn in relationship houses may take their partnerships very seriously and may approach them with a strong sense of duty and loyalty. However, this sense of responsibility can sometimes lead to a burdened or serious demeanor in relationships.

Overall, the position of Saturn in the birth chart can indeed indicate challenges in long-term relationships, but it also offers opportunities for growth, maturity, and the development of lasting and meaningful partnerships. Understanding the influence of Saturn in the context of the entire natal chart, including its aspects and relationships with other planets, is essential for a comprehensive interpretation. For which you can use Kundli Chakra 2022 Professional Software. Where you can get accurate and good information. How Saturn affects your relationships and how to channel its energies effectively.

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January 27 Astro Vibe Check

Sun in Aquarius square Jupiter in Taurus: The intellectual firebrand Sun in Aquarius is clashing with the grounded abundance-seeker Jupiter in Taurus, creating a cosmic tug-of-war, again. Can you balance intellectual pursuits with sensual pleasures and practical realities? Will you chart your own path or leverage collective resources to achieve abundance? Can you disrupt outdated systems while building sustainable prosperity?

Tips for this Transit:

Embrace unconventional ideas

Collaborate with purpose

Redefine abundance

Maintain your self-care

Mercury in Capricorn conjunct Mars in Capricorn: With both Mercury, the planet of communication and thought, and Mars, the warrior of drive and ambition, joining forces in grounded Capricorn, we're entering a high-octane phase of focused execution. Time to ditch the daydreams and craft concrete plans with laser-sharp focus. Resist distractions and stay laser-focused on your objectives. Capricorn rewards those who persevere. ️

Tips for this Transit:

Set SMART Goals

Develop a detailed action plan

Communicate your vision with conviction

Embrace discipline with focus

Negotiate with confidence

Leverage the energy for good

Moon enters Virgo: The nurturing Moon slips into the meticulous haven of Virgo today, bringing a shift in focus from outward expression to inward analysis. Time to declutter your life, from physical spaces to mental to-do lists. This is the perfect time to establish new routines or refine existing ones for better health and well-being. Offer your time and skills to those in need, or simply lend a listening ear.

Tips for this Transit:

Declutter your environment

Create a schedule and stick to it

Pay attention to your health (especially your gut health)

Offer your help

Uranus Direct in Taurus: The rebel of the heavens, Uranus, has finally straightened its path in the earthbound sign of Taurus! Taurus yearns for stability, but Uranus craves disruption. Think outside the box, challenge outdated systems, and explore unconventional paths to growth. Nurture your innovative ideas, cultivate your vision, and be prepared for slow, but inevitable, transformation. What truly matters to you? Uranus in Taurus shakes up our foundational beliefs, prompting us to re-evaluate our priorities and build a life that aligns with our authentic values.

Tips for this Transit:

Connect with your core values

Challenge the status quo

Embrace flexibility and adaptability

Invest in continuous learning

Collaborate with like-minded individuals

Maintain groundedness

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Sustainable Development

Outline Headings Sub-Headings Introduction Definition of Sustainable Development Importance of Sustainable Development Global Impact Sustainable Development Goals (SDGs) Overview of SDGs Importance of SDGs Economic Aspect of Sustainable Development Economic Growth and Sustainability Green Economy Environmental Aspect of Sustainable Development Conservation of Natural Resources Climate…

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birth chart analysis: ariana grande

hi yall! today i am in the mood to do a celeb birth chart analysis. if u have any celebs u want to see next, leave in the comments below <3

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ariana grande, or as i like to call her: the manifesting queen.

i am a new astrologer, so i will only be focusing on the big 6. i am still learning about houses and sextiles and all that, so i won't be including too much of it.

sun in ♋︎, 5 degrees + mercury in ♋︎

this makes ariana a first decan cancer: the most cancer of cancers. i like to say the sun sign is the sign of ego and how we view ourselves. ariana is someone who has a tough shell to crack, but once you're in her squad she will take care of you like a mother does her child. cancers are like crabs: sharp and pointy claws, but very nurturing and caring to her children. in this case, children = loved ones. cancers can exhibit mean girl energy in that way. they have a clique of close friends that they give everything to, but if they don't know u they can be quite cold/closed off. with this placement, ariana is emotionally in tune with those around her. she knows what you need if you're feeling down. sun in cancer people can also be quite moody, temperamental, sensitive, and romantic. like i said earlier, quite caring and loving. cancers are not as psychic as other water signs, but they are very compassionate and sensitive, and always want to give and help their loved ones (at least the developed cancers). cancers can also be quite vindictive, and they can have a bit of victim complex as well. think self pity parties. that is one of their shadow traits. they can wallow in their own victimhood and sadness every now and then. this can make them emotionally manipulative, moody, and hard to deal with on their off days.

moon in ♎︎, 6 degrees

this makes ariana a first decan lunar libra, again the most libra of libras. the moon indicates are inner-most self and our emotional regulations. with the moon being in libra, ariana is a social butterfly. she is very charming, fashionable, artistic, and cares a lot about aesthetics. she really values looking good and presentable. high social status and being well liked are also very important things to her. moon in libra folk are hopelessly romantic and really value romantic relationships (this explains her back-to-back relationships). this placement can easily make someone fear being alone. moon in libra folk are very diplomatic as well. they value justice and harmony, and will do what they must to sustain it (this can explain why ariana never publicly speaks about her scandals!!). she knows what to say and how to say it to make people adore her. effortlessly attractive and pleasant to be around.

venus in ♉︎

the venusian influence is strong here! with moon in libra and venus in taurus, ariana is very attractive and alluring to other people. venus in taurus folk are friendly, grounded, charming and they are they type who attract suitors instead of going and pursuing them. they are the ones who are pursued. ariana takes her time getting to know people. she is very friendly, charming, and grounding to her loved ones. venus in taurus people can be artistically inclined because venus is at home in taurus. it gives you a good eye for aesthetics and beauty. venus in taurus also has developed senses, so it can make you very good at cooking, singing, fashion, etc. arianas tastes are refined and lavish. she values luxury and the simple yet good things in life: think a nice steak (i know she's vegan) with some red wine and satin silk bed sheets. venus in taurus folk are thorough and slow moving at times. they value peace and comfort, as well as hard work, sensibility, and stability.

mars in ♍︎

this placement makes ariana a very detail oriented person. it can also mean that she is rather self-critical. someone with this placement may be very health conscious and body conscious. also with venus in taurus influence, they care a lot about their body looking good. she is meticulous and organized. once she decides she wants to do something, she will plan it out and do it thoroughly. once again, she values hard work and organization, similar to the venus in taurus influence. this placement can also make her a clean freak!! and a bit of a nagger too LOL

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ariana has been receiving hella backlash lately, but i am such a big arianator like i love that b*tch to death!! manifesting to meet her one day

anyways, so that's it for this analysis. let me know your thoughts in the comments and which celeb you want me to do next <3

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cognitivejustice · 4 months

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In 2009, the City of São Paulo made history by passing the Municipal Policy for Climate Change, making it the first city in Brazil to pass such legislation. Since then, this 12 million-people megacity has emerged as a shining example of dedication and progress towards sustainability. Central to this effort is São Paulo’s Action Plan for the Agenda 2030, comprising over 600 actions towards achieving the UN’s Sustainable Development Goals (SDGs).

Last February, the City of São Paulo declared the acquisition of 32 private green areas as a public utility. Combined, they encompass 16,531 hectares, representing 11 percent of São Paulo’s territory, equivalent to the size of Paris or 15,500 football fields

Brazil ranks second globally in bus fleet electrification, only behind China, with São Paulo boasting the largest fleet of electric buses in Latin America.

Cultivating food security and urban farming

The Fight Food Waste and Loss Program collects surplus fruits and vegetables, preventing disposal from free fairs and municipal markets. Similarly, the city’s food bank buys fresh produce from family urban farms and redistributes surplus food from retail chains to registered assistance entities. This year, 321 tons of products have been delivered.

The city also has established programmes that offer essential goods at 50 percent lower prices for low-income residents. Other programmes provide free or very inexpensive meals for vulnerable communities, totalling over 2 million meals served in 2023.

Recognising urban agriculture’s multifaceted benefits, the SAMPA+RURAL Program aims to establish 400 urban farms and five school greenhouses by 2024. The programme’s online platform hosts over 2,600 initiatives, allowing citizens to discover local farmers and access eco-tourism options. São Paulo is thus creating a sustainability hub, fostering rural and urban agricultural development while promoting healthy living.

#solarpunk #solar punk #community #urban greening #urban farming #urban renewal #sao paulo #brazil

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What is the result of Venus Saturn conjunction in 11th house for Gemini ascendant?

A Venus-Saturn conjunction in the 11th house for a Gemini ascendant can provide a detailed and nuanced insight into the individual’s approach to friendships, long-term aspirations, and social network, along with impacts on their financial stability and emotional satisfaction. Here’s how this astrological configuration might play out:

Friendships and Social Circles:Serious Approach: Saturn, representing structure, responsibility, and sometimes limitation, conjoined with Venus, the planet of relationships and harmony, in the 11th house suggests a serious and perhaps cautious approach to friendships and social connections. This individual may prefer forming long-lasting relationships and may choose friends who are mature or who serve some practical purpose in their lives.

Quality Over Quantity: There might be a preference for a smaller circle of reliable friends rather than a large group of acquaintances. The friendships are likely to be deeply valued, and there could be a sense of duty or responsibility towards friends.

Goals and Aspirations:

Practical Ambitions: With Saturn influencing Venus in the house of hopes and dreams, this person’s long-term goals are likely to be practical and well-defined. Ambitions could be oriented towards achieving status, financial security, or other tangible outcomes.

Determined but Cautious: They are likely to work methodically towards their goals. Saturn’s influence can bring persistence but might also cause delays or obstacles that require patience and sustained effort.

Financial Aspects:

Earnings Through Groups or Networks: The 11th house also governs earnings from professional or social networks. Venus here can indicate benefits through these channels, potentially through collaborations or connections with older or more experienced individuals (influenced by Saturn).

Conservative Financial Strategy: Saturn could indicate a cautious approach to financial investments and ventures, favoring traditional and safer options over speculative ones.

Romantic Relationships:

Serious and Responsible Love Life: In romantic relationships, this conjunction in the 11th house might indicate that friendships could turn into romantic partnerships, or that the individual values friendship highly within romantic relationships. Relationships are likely to be taken very seriously, and they might prefer partners who are older or more mature.

Challenges in Love: Saturn’s restrictive influence can sometimes denote challenges or delays in finding happiness in love matters. There might be lessons around self-worth, boundaries, or responsibilities in relationships.

Personal Growth and Development:

Learning Through Relationships: This placement is a strong indicator of personal growth through relationships. Saturn teaches lessons about durability, perseverance, and realism, all of which can be applied to the way this person handles their Venusian qualities of harmony, beauty, and cooperation.

Responsibility and Commitment: The conjunction in the 11th house emphasizes the importance of taking responsibility in friendships and for long-term goals. This can also mean that the individual may sometimes feel burdened or constrained by their social responsibilities.

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ms-m-astrologer · 5 months

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Transiting Vesta exits retrograde zone

Wednesday, April 24, 2024, 03:07 UT, 7°30’ Cancer

Caveat - this may not have much of an impact on you, unless Vesta is prominent in your chart (closely in aspect to the Sun, the Moon, &/or an angle).

Vesta now moves from being an instigator, to being “just” a trigger. She’s very comfortable in Cancer - her symbol is the hearth flame - if we did the Vesta Rx work, we can meet the challenges and find creative solutions.

Saturday, May 11 - Vesta/Cancer square North Node/Aries and South Node/Libra, 13°54’. This has a flavor of conflict between familial expectations versus personal preferences.

Wednesday, May 22 - Vesta/Cancer trine Saturn/Pisces, 18°15’. Great for self-discipline, duty, seriousness of purpose, and hard work.

Saturday, June 1 - Vesta/Cancer square Chiron/Aries, 22°17’. Woundedness gets in the way of spiritual development - maybe family problems.

Friday, June 7 - Vesta/Cancer sextile Uranus/Taurus, 24°30’. Scientific vision, possibly ecological - dealing with sustainability.

Saturday, June 8 - Vesta/Cancer square Eris/Aries, 25°20’. Disruptions to our focus and ability to concentrate.

Wednesday, June 19 - Vesta/Cancer trine Neptune/Pisces, 29°53’. A great spiritual boost, giving service to others in the community.

Vesta’s next retrograde zone begins on January 16, 2025, at 5°21’ Scorpio.

#Astrology #Transiting Vesta exits retrograde zone #Ms M astrologer

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borderline-culture-is · 6 months

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Hi, this is a long ask. I am not diagnosed with anything, but Ive been thinking that I might have bpd. I started self harming at 9 yo, and was given ssri and antipsychotics to treat the symptoms, because i was too young to be diagnosed. Three years ago I moved countries, and I was so stressed that I literally ragequit talking all my medications, because I couldn’t sustain importing it from my country. Follow two horrible years of withdrawal, where I kept having derealization episodes, panic attacks, delusions followed by crying spells that lasted for hours, inability to maintain any relationships at all, I was incredibly angry and abusive to my mother, all that fun stuff. For the first year I refused to get any therapy because I thought they didn’t care about me and didn't want to settle for that, and the second year I was so crushed that if a fucking rock would listen (metaphorically), I would break down to it. Still not getting much support atm because being underage in an unfamiliar system makes it really hard to know what to do.

I only shook out of this state in the beginning of this school year, when my teacher called the cops on me for self-harming. I started working on regulating my emotions, meditating, and just accepting that I am the weird one for feeling this way and learning not to blame or burden other people. I also started noticing that my whole live ive only had FPs, and not a lot of genuine close relationships (I feel like I depend on them for my satisfaction, always feel betrayed for not being closer, but also feeling hesitant to even call them a friend). Before I kinda just assumed that everyone felt the same way, and that I was pathetic for feeling dependent and lonely. I also noticed that I have horrible episodic memory loss, I have to exclusively rely on other people or recorded evidence to shape any perception of my past.

I think, to an extent, my other traits have cancelled out some of my symptoms: I never lashed out or argued with my classmates because I was too scared that they would leave me, so instead I forced myself to act in the most mild way possible; I do have black and white thinking towards new people, but I make myself ignore it because I understand that it is my fault and I am being unreasonable; I never acted impulsively because I was too depressed or too scared to be proactive in any way at all.

My biggest issue with self-diagnosing is that I have never had any traumatic experiences. I come from a caring family, and, although I still blame my mom for feeling unfulfilled and neglected, there isn’t anything my parents really did wrong. She did as much as she could and I feel guilty for resenting her. I don’t remember any of my childhood, but it is completely reasonable to assume that nothing ever happened that would count as traumatic.

My point is, I have already either developed some coping mechanisms, or have come to accept that I will always feel misunderstood and unhappy. Even if I do have some kind of a disorder, I am unsure whether I should even try to get diagnosed in the first place. If I do, this would mean that my whole life is thrown out of the window with a diagnosis like that on my medical chart. It would negatively impact my human rights, my employability, my independence, all those things I really can’t afford to compromise, being an immigrant and trans. But at the same time, I just really want to find out what the hell is wrong with me, to feel understood and to have some support on how to live a normal life.

Yeah I guess the main purpose of this ask is to vent to someone who understands, and to ask for your opinion and advice on whether you think I have a disorder and if I should attempt to get it diagnosed.

--☀️🎣anon

okay. even if you dont think you have any trauma, theres still a lot of factors that could contribute to it. i think its also worth mentioning that you said you cant really remember your childhood, so it does leave some room for trauma that you either may not remember or just might not see as traumatic. and i also think that feeling neglected as a kid could do some damage, even if its unintentional. sometimes parents hurt their kids without realizing, and it doesnt invalidate the way that you feel about it!!

as for diagnosis, i think its okay for you to self-diagnose, as there are a lot of difficulties and struggles that comes with being diagnosed. i think it really depends on whether or not you personally see it as worth all of the potential trouble that it can bring. i do think that your symptoms are valid, and i can see a lot of hem as lining up with BPD. if you're really doubting, i dont think downloading a copy of the DSM-5 would be a bad idea, since it's what professionals usually reference from anyway.

regardless of whether or not you choose to get diagnosed, you and your struggles are valid!!! as someone who has also experienced BPD symptoms since we were young, we definitely feel for you. if you definitely think you are borderline, then i believe you are valid as long as you dont mean any harm, and i am pretty sure that you dont :]. we genuninely wish for the best for you, and we hope that your situation and overall well-being gets better soon 🫶 (/p)

- oliver

#not culture #advice #bpd questions #vent #- ☀️🎣

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