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OUT NOW for FREE, Laika Wallace’s second novel, Lured to the Lake

cover art by @snommie​

Learning how to love your family, love yourself, and love the people right in front of you…

The second installment in the Shimmering Lake Summer Camp series, Lured to the Lake follows Ava and Sid as they attend the second session of camp, one year after Ronnie and Morgan did. Ava and her siblings, Gwen and Henry, have lived a long life of hardship. Even now that they’re living happily with their adoptive family, they struggle to handle the way life has treated them. Ava feels she will never be free of the shadow of their father, with Henry mirroring him more and more every day. When even the camp proves to not be a safe escape for her, it takes a lot, from love to magic, for her to feel safe again. But at the end of the summer, she discovers she is more than a scared little girl. Meanwhile, Sid finds himself caught in a strange world, falling in love with a fellow camper who can turn into a lion, and lured to the lake by the mournful songs of a glittering white kelpie. But they’re not the only thing lurking in the waters of Shimmering Lake, and a love triangle is the least of Sid’s problems…

Trigger warnings for this book include: physical assault (on screen), child abuse, parent death, grandparent death, animal death (on screen), animal sickness (on screen), bullying (on screen), racism, transphobia, homophobia, animal attack (on screen), near drowning (on screen), mental health struggles

Link in first reblog to website where you can read it for free as a downloadable PDF or in browser

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I’m in a precarious position at my day job as I ended up reporting some harassment, racism, transphobia and just general bigotry from both my management and employees, and I was put at another location that is twice as far away. Unfortunately, this is putting a huge strain on me mentally, emotionally and especially financially. It’s the main reason why I’ve been kind of MIA lately. The investigation is likely to go on for over another month, and I’m spending about a whole shift’s work on gas a week now. I would really appreciate anything anyone buys because even $1 will get you something on both ❣️

I would also love to connect with other authors/artists about how they handle their day jobs (especially large corporations) who’s discrimination against them impacts their work and how they help work through it because I’m feeling very dejected atm.

[somketv]

Do not let those bastards win-- you are not small and sweet and easily digestible for them. You are a wildfire.

Burn like it.

[giftedpoison]

I was at barnes and noble today and I went to the mini other languages section (which is literally predominantly books in spanish)

And I had an epiphany while I was flipping the through the spanish version of midnight sun by stephanie meyer. Why the fuck am i not just reading to learn the language? Like it worked when i was a kid. Like I was constantly reading books above my grade level because I was okay with not always being clear on what was going on.

And like I could just continue that.

And anyway, I’m tempted to pick up Midnight Sun in spanish because i read twilight in 1st grade so i know it’s not so difficult it will be frustrating because Meyer is a fairly simplistic writer. Plus when i was skimming through it, I caught bits and pieces.

[webfactor]

Wikipedia editors push offensive language to delegitimize some Native American Tribes

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Wikipedia editors push offensive language to delegitimize some Native American Tribes

By Sherry Robinson

Special to The Independent

ALBUQUERQUE — When Lily Gladstone won a Golden Globe and Oscar nomination for her role in “Killers of the Flower Moon,” the public recognized a Native American actress. But to Wikipedia readers, she is an American actress whose father was Blackfeet and Nez Perce and whose mother was white.

Three long-time editors at the online encyclopedia argued that even though Gladstone grew up on the Blackfeet reservation, she couldn’t be called Native American unless she was an enrolled member of the tribe. When Gladstone’s uncle weighed in to say she was enrolled, they dismissed his comments. She is still, in Wikipedia’s view, “an American actress.”

In recent years, outside of a national debate in Indian Country over fake tribes, a handful of Wikipedia editors have been deciding who is Native American and who isn’t.

Look behind the curtain of the sprawling site and you will find a network of 265,000 volunteer editors writing and editing within a Wiki universe that has its own rules, language, police and courts but no traditional hierarchy.

Wikipedia’s structure allows likeminded editors to work together, but it also permits editors with a bias to advance their agenda. The site has drawn criticism from media and academics for slanted articles on Blacks and Jews. Wikipedia documents its own systemic bias in an article by that name and attributes the problem to too few minority editors. The typical editor, it says, is a white male.

By Wikipedia's definition, the only real tribes are federally recognized; editors of Native American material denigrate state-recognized and unrecognized tribes and seem preoccupied with revealing fake Indians.

The fakes are out there, and they’re a problem. But there’s a big difference between people who invented a Native ancestry and people who have a long, documented heritage.

For this story, aggrieved tribal members didn’t identify themselves because they fear the site’s size and power – it reaches 1.8 billion devices a month – and some editors’ vindictiveness.

Behind the curtain

Wikipedia is transparent about its process. Click on “talk” at the top of each article and you find the (sometimes endless) debates among editors about an article and see the site’s rules in action.

Editors are anonymous because the Wikipedia Foundation has a strong commitment to privacy, says a spokesperson. However, readers don’t know what expertise editors have or whether they’re Native American.

Editors select their subject matter. With experience they can rise in the pecking order until they gain authority to reverse or eliminate the edits of others. They quote the site’s often arcane rules in Wiki-Speak to anyone who disagrees. While Wikipedia espouses objectivity, neutrality and civility, discussions can take the low road.

On Lily Gladstone’s talk page, a newish editor, user name Tsideh (Apache for bird), asked, “What are your sources supporting the idea that Native Americans are only those who are enrolled in a US recognized tribe?”

A Wiki editor, user name ARoseWolf, answered: “A notable subject can make a claim… but you must have that respective tribal nation’s acceptance as verification through enrollment."

Gladstone’s uncle wrote: “I’m a primary source for Ms. Gladstone’s tribal heritage. Her father is my brother. Through our father, we are both enrolled in the Blackfeet Tribe in the USA,” he wrote. “Our mother is enrolled Nez Perce. So Ms. Gladstone is a direct descendant of both Blackfeet and Nez Perce.”

ARoseWolf shot him down. “We can not use primary sources to verify such information and, you, as a claimed family member have a WP:COI which means we need an independent source.”

WP:COI is the Wikipedia rule on confl ict of interest. Wikipedia forbids primary sources, and yet they’re the gold standard for journalists and academics.

Tsideh challenged the position that only enrollment in a recognized tribe “entitles somebody to claim to be a Native American” as an unfounded, minority point of view that Wiki editors didn’t support with a citation or explanation.

ARoseWolf and others chastised Tsideh for violating Wiki rules on bullying, false accusations and arguing Wiki policy. Tsideh countered that Leonardo DiCaprio didn’t have to prove he was an Italian American, but Lily Gladstone had to prove she was a Native American.

As the back and forth continued, ARoseWolf slammed a new editor who "just happened to find this discussion,” a dig that implies one party enlisted another to join the debate. That too is a Wiki violation.

Bohemian Baltimore, another regular, insisted, “If she’s not enrolled, she may be a descendant, but she’s not a Native American.”

Who is Native American?

Terry Campbell, a Navajo born in Tuba City, Arizona, who lives out of state, has been studying Wikipedia for five months, after friends complained about poor treatment in trying to edit Wiki pages.

One friend wanted to add some facts to an article about a tribe. “These changes were rejected by a handful of editors who cited other Wikipedia pages as sources,” he said, “and I thought that was very, very odd.”

A friend citing sources that prove her tribe survived the Indian wars and received state recognition ran up against Wikipedia guidelines on determining Native American identities that were largely crafted by two editors, user names CorbieVreccan and Yuchitown. Wiki editors used the guidelines to reclassify dozens of state-recognized tribes as “heritage organizations” and removed “Native American” from biographies of prominent tribal members or, worse, called them a "self-identified Native American.”

The implication, Campbell explained, is that the tribe no longer exists and that its members are suspect or even “Pretendians.” Wikipedia has a page for that too.

The same group has shaped many articles on Native subjects. Campbell said he combed through references and found they were misrepresented, taken out of context, sourced from far-right academics, or unreliable.

“The scope of this issue is huge,” Campbell said. “It permeates all the Native articles I checked.”

Campbell recognized talking points from what he called a far-right movement in Indian Country intent on erasing state-recognized and unrecognized tribes. (New Mexico has no state-recognized tribes and six unrecognized groups or tribes.)

Some Native Americans and Anglos, he said, believe that Indigenous people outside the circle of federal recognition should be considered non-Native. They also want to prevent members of the disenfranchised groups from selling their art, receiving ancestral remains, accessing disaster relief or re-establishing their homeland.

Outside Indian Country, it’s not generally known that U.S. Indigenous groups live within a caste system based on government recognition, with 574 federally recognized tribes on top, dozens of state-recognized tribes second, and several hundred unrecognized tribes last.

In 2021, Yuchitown wrote, “The overwhelming majority of ‘List of unrecognized tribes in the United States’ are completely illegitimate.”

There are many reasons why groups aren’t recognized. Some avoided the reservation. Some lost their recognition during the termination era. Some were broken up and scattered during the Indian Wars. Some went underground, practicing their culture secretly while passing as Hispanic. Many simply stayed put.

When Wikipedia editors claim that “Native American” is a political status conferred by the U.S. government, that an individual can only be called a “descendent” until their tribe is recognized, they push this narrative, Campbell said. It’s a contradiction of federal Indian law and the United Nations Declaration on the Rights of Indigenous Peoples.

According to the U.S. Department of Justice, “As a general principle, an Indian is a person who is of some degree Indian blood and is recognized as an Indian by a Tribe and/or the United States. No single federal or tribal criterion establishes a person’s identity as an Indian. Government agencies use differing criteria to determine eligibility for programs and services. Tribes also have varying eligibility criteria for membership.”

Extreme points of view

Campbell has contributed to a lengthy report, as yet unpublished, that identifies biased editors. They include Yuchitown, CorbieVreccan, ARoseWolf, Indigenous girl and Bohemian Baltimore.

“It was like a tree with many interconnecting branches that had been created over time by the same small group of people pushing extreme points of view,” Campbell said.

Initially the group made changes slowly, he said, “but they started pursuing their agenda aggressively after November, when state-recognized tribes retained their voting rights in the National Congress of American Indians (NCAI). Essentially, after the movement to delegitimize state-recognized tribes failed officially, the key players doubled down on altering and controlling the flow of information about Native Americans through Wikipedia.”

Campbell observed widespread violations of Wikipedia standards: “I found evidence that they blatantly misquoted and misrepresented sources to push extremist political beliefs; teamed up to manipulate the consensus system by voting in blocks; exploited Wikipedia rules, such as conflict of interest, to block outside editors from making changes to Native-related pages; excessively cited opinion pieces from fringe political figures, including those accused of racism and anti-semitism; blocked the use of legitimate primary and secondary sources that contradict their extremists beliefs, which violates Wikipedia’s rule against information suppression; posted originally researched, politically motivated essays instead of well-sourced articles; and harassed and defamed Native American tribes and living Native American people.”

Reacting in February to an early draft of the report posted on Google, the editors were incensed that anybody would voice complaints “off-Wiki.” ARoseWolf wrote that “we have been attacked, threatened with legal action and had misinformation/ false claims spread against us.” She and Yuchitown denied being part of a conspiracy against tribes or organizations and said they were just following Wiki rules. Yuchitown accused critics of being “meat puppets” of a person who objected to some Native content and enlisted others to back them up. In WikiSpeak this is meat puppetry.

“Volunteers on Wikipedia vigilantly defend against information that does not meet the site’s requirements,” the Wikipedia spokeswoman wrote. “These volunteers regularly review a feed of real-time edits to quickly address problematic changes; bots spot and revert many common forms of negative behavior on the site; and volunteer administrators (trusted Wikipedia volunteers with advanced permissions to protect Wikipedia) further investigate and address negative behavior. When a user repeatedly violates Wikipedia policies, Wikipedia administrators can take disciplinary action and block them from further editing.”

Inaccurate and insulting

In 2006, Wikipedia established the WikiProject Indigenous Peoples of North America to improve its Native-related content of 14,000 articles and more than 37,000 pages.

Recently, a hot topic on the project’s talk page was a proposal to change a category name from “unrecognized tribes” to “organizations that self-identify.”

On April 15 Melissa Harding Ferretti, chairwoman of the Herring Pond Wampanoag Tribe in Massachusetts, wrote, “The proposed renaming of the category on Wikipedia is not only inaccurate… but also insulting.”

Ferretti is one of the few Natives to take on Wiki editors openly.

Herring Pond was originally listed with other Wampanoag tribes. In 2022 Yuchitown stripped “state-recognized” from the page, even though the state Commission of Indian Affairs regularly engages with them. Last year Yuchitown created a separate page for Herring Pond. Wiki editors resisted attempts to make changes or corrections.

After Wikipedia called Herring Pond a “cultural heritage group" and a nonprofi t that "claims" to descend from Wampanoags, Ferretti wrote in a Wiki discussion, “There is no claim, it’s a fact! Might I add, nonprofit status was imposed upon Tribal nations in the ‘90s because we didn’t have our federal recognition yet.”

Her tribe has a well-documented history. “We still have care and custody of our sacred places, burial grounds and our 1838 Meetinghouse, one of three built for the Tribe after the arrival of the colonizers. Our continuous presence and stewardship of these lands are recognized by historical records, deeds and treaties.”

Ferretti wrote that tribes without federal recognition already face significant hurdles to gain recognition, "and being labeled as 'self-identified' can add to these challenges by casting doubt on our legitimacy.” Mislabeling unrecognized tribes “can lead to the spread of hate, misinformation and further marginalization.”

Some Wiki editors agreed. One wrote that “there are strong negative connotations to saying someone who is Native 'self identifies,' because the inference is that they are Native in name only or falsely claiming to be Native. A change like this will impact countless articles…” Bohemian Baltimore, ARoseWolf and Yuchitown insisted there were no negative connotations. They opposed calling an unrecognized group a tribe because it legitimized groups with unverified claims. ARoseWolf said, “If they had proof of their connection to the original people they would have gotten federal recognition.”

This is a frequent refrain among the insiders, who apparently think the application process is a slam dunk instead of the long, difficult, expensive journey it is.

Yuchitown noted that “all of the editors who actively contribute to and improve Native American topics on Wikipedia have voted to support the renaming.” It’s a remarkable declaration that he and his allies act in concert.

The insiders took even stronger action against Lipan Apaches in Texas.

Late in 2022, Yuchitown changed the entry of the Lipan Apache Tribe of Texas to say that NCAI recognizes the tribe as state-recognized but the National Conference of State Legislatures (NCSL) does not. In fact, NCSL took down its web page listing federal and state-recognized tribes because it couldn’t verify the accuracy.

In boilerplate that appears on all the Texas unrecognized tribes’ websites, Yuchitown said Texas has no legal mechanism to recognize tribes, citing an online article that in turn cites the discredited NCSL web page.

In 2022, a tribal member and Yuchitown fought back and forth, reversing each other’s edits. In WikiSpeak, it was edit warring. The tribal member informed Yuchitown that the NCSL page he quoted no longer existed. CorbieVreccan told the member she was up against “two experienced editors,” and Yuchitown accused her of conflict of interest and edit warring. His fellow travelers demanded to know if she had an official position with the tribe. She didn’t.

ARoseWolf wrote, “As Wikipedia is not a state or government-controlled entity it can make up its own rules for what content is allowed on its platform.”

The Wikimedia spokeswoman says that in some extreme cases the foundation relies on a trust and safety team that will investigate and may also take action.

Campbell wrote in the report that many Native American communities and people “have been targeted by the small group of propagandists in this complaint… And the thousands of people who make these communities have been slandered and assaulted on Wikipedia through the actions of these propagandists.”

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[apas-95]

How do I reconcile my intense sympathy and support for Palestine while also living in the ancestral lands of Native Americans? As a black man, where exactly could I migrate to and be accepted by the local populace? I am lost on this point.

While the question of black nationhood is a complicated one, I think there's a deeper misconception, conveyed by the idea of migration, that should be addressed, here - decolonisation does not mean physically removing non-indigenous people from the land.

Decolonisation means the destruction of the colonial state, and the return to sovereignty and self-governance of the colonised nation. Decolonisation of Palestine does not mean that 'israelis' living in Palestine must be removed - but that they must no longer be occupiers, they must no longer be beneficiaries of a state that opresses the indigenous population. In the case of Palestine, many of them will likely leave of their own accord anyway - they do not want to be residents of Palestine, but occupiers of it - but in more entrenched settler colonies, there's no reason to expect everyone who isn't indigenous to up and leave. Rather, recognising the occupied nation they actually live in, accepting its governance and authority, and renouncing any illicit gains the occupation granted them (like stolen homes and land) is much more in line with what decolonisation looks like.

The issue is not, and never was 'foreigners living on our land', it has always been the military occupation, repression of indigenous nations and nationhood, and elevation of settlers to a privileged class on the back of exploitation and base robbery of occupied nations.

[juniperharvest]

… anyone know if Nick Medina, author of Sisters of the Lost Nation is a pretendian or?

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beginning with domicile planets, whenever a planet is in domicile, it means that the sign is in a planet that rules the sign ⬎

SUN ⟶ LEO.

MOON ⟶ CANCER.

MERCURY ⟶ GEMINI AND VIRGO.

VENUS ⟶ TAURUS AND LIBRA.

MARS ⟶ ARIES AND SCORPIO.

JUPITER ⟶ SAGITTARIUS AND PISCES.

SATURN ⟶ CAPRICORN AND AQUARIUS.

URANUS ⟶ AQUARIUS.

NEPTUNE ⟶ PISCES.

PLUTO ⟶ SCORPIO.

exalted planets happen whens a planet is in a sign it can easily display its energy through.

SUN ⟶ ARIES.

♇  people with an aries sun could find it easier compared to other sun signs to be a leader, knowing how to control their impulses and goals. might have it easy when it comes to support from others

MOON ⟶ TAURUS.

♇ people with a taurus moon could find it easier compared to other moon signs to emotionally nurture themselves and other people. could be talented at styling, baking or cooking. could find it easy to find beauty within themselves.

MERCURY ⟶ VIRGO.

♇ people with a virgo mercury could find it easier compared to other mercury signs to speak to other people, being able to control their anxiety. knowing how to read a room and humour people around them.

VENUS ⟶ PISCES.

♇ people with a pisces venus could find it easier compared to other venus signs to know what type of love they deserve. how to create art and love others. can understand art and beauty better than others and can be empathetic.

MARS ⟶ CAPRICORN.

♇ people with a capricorn mars could find it easier compared to other mars sign to be ambitious, aim for their goals and having discipline. know how to follow rules and be respect by others and being individuals who can be healthy with having authority or they can learn to be, having much responsibilities and knowing what to do with it.

JUPITER ⟶ CANCER.

♇ people with a cancer jupiter are very empathetic people, can make a name for themselves and are excellent at creating a foundation, a home to themselves and other people. care-taking and can handle money good.

SATURN ⟶ LIBRA.

♇ people with a libra saturn can be very diplomatic people, can age very beautifully, and are respected by those around them. this placement can indicate that the individual likes peace and can move to social groups who can give them that, know how to cut off people.

URANUS ⟶ SCORPIO.

♇ people with scorpio uranus can be very imaginative and psychic, they know how to follow their gut-feeling and are excellent at being friends as they can be ride or dies. those with this placement can be people who always find a way to make money, could be considered a genius.

NEPTUNE ⟶ LEO.

♇ people with leo neptune can be amazing performers, the stage is for them, i believe the iconic stars we know who have passed do have leo neptune. they are the most photographed people as well, people who belong to leo neptune are people who can connect with others very easily, thus their fame.

PLUTO ⟶ LEO AND ARIES.

♇ people with leo or aries pluto are innovative and assertive, leaders who can make a change and have influence to the people around them. can be very trendy people and could always leave a mark when they leave.

planets in detriment move differently to how a planet in a sign is supposed to, it could be difficult for the native to express the themes of the planet through the sign, but they end up having a unique perspective of it that amazes others at the end. the planets are normally in opposite signs they usually rule.

SUN ⟶ AQUARIUS.

♇ instead of thinking of self, aquarius suns are people who think for everyone. being those who are humanitarians and seeing the true potential of the world. they bring out the unique side of themselves society arent used to, but because of this they become trendsetters.

MOON ⟶ CAPRICORN.

♇ instead of being emotionally open, capricorn moons must learn how to love thyself. and during that time of loving themselves, they become emotionally wise and can teach others how to do the same, the love they werent necessarily taught, can be given and taught to their children, if they want them.

MERCURY ⟶ SAGITTARIUS AND PISCES.

♇ instead of being direct and forward, [even though sagittarius mercuries can be] people who are sagittarius and pisces mercuries learn to read between the lines. being those who can decipher the unseen and because of that and of their depth, they can come up with think-pieces people have not heard before.

VENUS ⟶ ARIES AND SCORPIO.

♇ instead of being soft and stereotypically "feminine" those of aries or scorpio venus learn to be bold with their passion and their sense of style. they're people who learn to handle and balance the feminine and masculine essence, being innovative and authentic with how they display themselves, they usually inspire other people and become muses in fashion.

MARS ⟶ LIBRA AND TAURUS.

♇ instead of being tough and stereotypically "masculine" those of libra and taurus mars learn to be diplomatic with their anger and passion. thought sometimes this could lead them into being passive and non-confrontational. this placement[s] helps them become people who are very patient.

JUPITER ⟶ GEMINI AND VIRGO.

♇ by not being the usual people who are used to abundance, those with gemini and virgo jupiter can be over-whelmed by how fast life moves around them, however it helps them with multi-tasking, being people who can ease the fast thoughts in their mind, if not careful, they can become people who are too relaxed with how life is and end up stalling.

SATURN ⟶ CANCER AND LEO.

♇ by not being the usual people who are used to comfort and nurture, those with cancer and leo in saturn learn to become nurturers and emotionally intelligent. at first, they can be awkward with signs of physical affection, but they go through the journey of loving their body, their inner-child and the lessons life has taught them about self-acceptance.

URANUS ⟶ LEO.

♇ by not being the usual people who are used to society accepting who they are, people with uranus in leo learn to navigate life with comprehending that not everyone is going to love them because of their big energy. they're people who are usually the life of the party, but the uranus in leo puts a social battery in them which causes them to go into hermit mode, but it helps them go on the journey of understanding themselves without the need or help of other people.

NEPTUNE ⟶ VIRGO.

♇ by not being the usual people who are used to order and preciseness, those with neptune in virgo get confused, especially in their mind. could have a lot of deja vu moments that makes them feel crazy. they become more in touch with the spiritual side of life instead of the physical, reaching out to the higher-self and becoming spiritual moguls.

PLUTO ⟶ TAURUS.

♇ by not being the usual people who are used to vast intensity, they are people who have to learn to control their sensuality, their greediness and even possessiveness, this placement is a huge twist to the usual taurus slow-pace, they learn that life doesnt move the way they want it to move and learn to become adaptable in scenarios that involve them thinking quick on their feet.

when planets are in fall they have to find a different and original way to comprehend themselves, there is a big struggle but they gain knowledge and wisdom through the planet they're in.

SUN ⟶ LIBRA.

♇ those with sun in libra might struggle with finding their place in society, so this can cause them to become people-pleasers and even walking matts to everyone around them. they need to learn to live for themselves and not for the pleasure of other people.

MOON ⟶ SCORPIO.

♇ those with moon in scorpio struggle with finding eternal peace, its chaos in their mind and heart, they're vengeful as they normally interact with people who have malicious intent, could be friends or family members, what they have to do is end the cycle, becoming people who transform the hateful energy into something that is healing and creative for themselves and even other people, that's why a lot of musicians that are mass-liked have a scorpio moon, ex, beyonce, miley cyrus, kali uchis and the weeknd.

MERCURY ⟶ PISCES.

♇ those with mercury in pisces struggle with finding confidence, they might've been people who have been ridiculed and pushed to the side by others who demean their intelligence and their spiritual views in life. thus, becoming people who find their tribe who aid them on their journey of being assured.

VENUS ⟶ VIRGO.

♇ those with venus in virgo struggle with finding their true self, thus their need for perfection in themselves and other people. they have to learn to become less controlling and be pleased and grateful for the things and people in their lives.

MARS ⟶ CANCER.

♇ those with mars in cancer struggle with being assured, always double-backing or stalling in projects they can thrive in. always thinking what they give is the worst, paranoia strikes for cancer martians, so they become dependent to other people to make them confident, finding their individuality is a big theme in their life.

JUPITER ⟶ CAPRICORN.

♇ individuals with jupiter in capricorn normally do have it better than most capricorn in planet placements as jupiter gives it a great boost, however as it is in fall, capricorn jupiter natives learn to be people who build their foundations from the start to the top, having to be people who had to become responsible and serious at a young age, most of their childhood might've been taken away from them, so people with this placement learn to have fun with childhood nostalgia that might've been taken away from them.

SATURN ⟶ ARIES.

♇ individuals with saturn in aries have to learn to be disciplined, with aries being such a fiery and excited sign, [plus even a bit immature], the saturn essence practically forces the sign to take life more seriously, they end up becoming people who start projects and goals and finish them instead of leaving it midway through the process. stepping into the roles of leaders, saturn in aries natives learn to be people who can exercise their authority position towards events that can have them flourish in the future.

URANUS ⟶ TAURUS.

♇ individuals with uranus in taurus learn to be people who are unique with the ideas they come up with, most uranus in taurus people are uncomfortable in this placement, because it goes against everything they're used to, peace? now there's chaos? slowness? now its fast. though this makes them very versatile people, when it comes to cooking, baking, writing and even having a unique singing voice people can recognise.

NEPTUNE ⟶ AQUARIUS.

♇ individuals with neptune in aquarius learn to be those who have to break out of social "norms" that are actually unhealthy, this is why many of them make up worlds in their own mind. it's like a way to be free from what society puts them through, however, the coping mechanism can become toxic as they slowly begin to get trapped in their own minds, being maladaptive day-dreamers and unintentionally stopping themselves from taking on tasks in the real life, unaware with how much time passes by, when they finally snap out of it they realise how much time they have lost that could've been used for them to progress in life, what they need to learn is being able to separate dreams and reality and not fall into their own built matrix.

PLUTO ⟶ LIBRA.

♇ individuals with pluto in libra learn to be people who dont need chaos in their life, learning that being negative is really draining. they then become people who allow life to carry them, being non-confrontational with disasters that happen in front of them, unfortunately this sometimes causes them to be people who do nothing in their life. howbeit, this can manifest into them being people who take control, being leaders, politics and humanitarians, they're a huge force and people can end up fearing/respecting it.

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Summary: Amid the severe consequences of war, Aemond finds himself alone, without the presence and support of his young and sweet wife, who insists on staying away from him, afraid of who he has become. He has been a respectful and patient husband. But tonight he feels like he has finally reached his limit.

Author's note: Please, pay attention to the tags. This story contains sensitive topics, such as: +18, SEX, SEVERE INTERNAL CONFLICT, DUB-CON/NON-CON, POSSESSIVE/OBSESSIVE BEHAVIOR, EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY, TOXIC RELATIONSHIP AND MORE.

word count: 6k

There is no specific description of which house the reader belongs to, so feel free to fill this in as you wish.

English is not my native language, forgive me for any spelling mistakes.

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He can taste vomit in his esophagus.

Aemond knows it wouldn't be too difficult to get out what little he ate. He coughs as discreetly as he can into the back of his hand before taking off his eye patch, wanting to splash some cold water on his face and throat. He pretends not to notice how his hands are a little shaky as he pulls the gloves off of them, cupping his fingers inside the basin left by the servants on the table. The cool water feels refreshing on his hot skin, and with a satisfied hiss, he looks up, staring directly at the reflection of his own face in the mirror.

The flickering flames of the fire near the wall provide no comprehensive illumination, and he is honestly relieved by that. What little he can see is disturbing enough. His single lilac eye is bloodshot, his silver hair is disheveled, so different from normal. Paleness in the face, sunken cheeks. The subtle glow of the blue stone in his other eye and the deep scars around it only add a dying touch to his ghostly visage.

Another deep tug wracks his stomach and he leans forward, gripping the sides of the table with abandon, preparing to actually throw up this time. But nothing comes, nothing but the painful, nauseating feeling in his body.

He can't forget.

It's all his doing, after all. It's all his fault.

The death of all those people, the desolation of the entire Riverlands. It's all his fault.

Any feeling of greatness and power that previously inhabited his body no longer existed. His superiority and confidence swept away by the tide until he was spat out on the shore with nothing but pain and trauma.

He is a hypocrite and he knows it.

Aemond is not a good person. He doesn't want to fool anyone with his anxiety attack, he definitely doesn't need to take on the role of the poor regretful guy. He doesn't regret what he did, he doesn't regret doing what was absolutely necessary for the good of his family. He could never regret this. And he knows that tomorrow, a week from now, or a month from now, he will do exactly the same thing again if necessary. There are no limits to what he is willing to do to and for those to whom he is loyal.

He can't even dare deny liking it all.

When he's on Vhagar's saddle, with the world in flames just beneath them and the addictive power to decide for good or ill for those poor, hopeless souls, he can swear he's never felt anything better. There's something disturbingly liberating about embracing the monster that resides in his chest. It's surprising to him how good it feels to be ruthless, to take on the role of the uncontrollable beast everyone says he is (rightfully so).

It wasn't always like this. But a series of violent and tragic actions that may or may not have been intentional earned Aemond more than just an ominous codename. They gave him respect; fear. Aemond One-Eye, the son without expectations, the child without any prominence. No more.

He feels ruthless when he is in the skies, dictating the fate of humanity. It gives him power. He is powerful now, he is no longer the boy forgotten by everyone. The feeling of being superior pumps hard through his veins until he goes wild, makes him feel like he's crushing people under the soles of his boots. He is more powerful. Their lives depend solely on the way his hand moves and it turns out that, to their misfortune and terror, his hands are wrapped around the saddle of the largest dragon in the world. It is difficult to be sensible and godly when there is so much power at his command. He is more powerful. There is nothing that can stop him. He feels invincible, unstoppable. He doesn't just enjoy it - he worships this feeling.

At least until it's all over.

When the dust settles and all that is left is the consequence of his actions, it is then that he quietly withers away.

He killed them. All of them. His hands are stained with blood and ash and it's all his fault. He has separated families forever, traumatized so many souls with insurmountable depression and pain and it is all his fault. Adults, elderly, children, babies. All dead. Because of him. Hoarse screams of terror and fear, all begging for a mercy that would never come - could never come. Not by his hands. Not when he had a family and a purpose he was so loyal to.

Aemond worships the sense of power that comes with a reputation for being ruthless and regrets nothing he has done and will do for his duty. Unfortunately, this does not mean that he does not suffer the consequences in equal proportion.

Another sigh. He drops his head and presses his fingers against the edge of the table. He closes his eye so tightly that patches of white light explode into his vision, each labored breath makes him lean forward and clench his teeth. The pain is impossible to ignore – it shakes his insides, leaves his limbs trembling.

"Is this hurting you?" a soft voice asks, a small, fragile thing, almost impossible to hear - if it weren't for the fact that he lives to hear the sound of that voice. He knows this, and so does the owner of the voice, both fully aware of this dangerous dependence. “Pretending to be a God, I mean.”

Aemond feels his heart beat faster, the angelic sound of your voice rescuing him from the merciless depths of his own mind, making him slowly raise his head as he stares at the place where the voice came from. He almost can't believe what he heard. But there you are, sitting on your bed, surrounded by comfortable sheets and pillows, your wide doe eyes catching the moonlight and fire flames in the dark of night, shining like stars.

His sweet wife.

He simply looks at you, not offering any kind of response right away. Not because he doesn't want to. But because he's too surprised to hear your voice and see your face to form words at the moment. Aemond doesn't know how he ended up here, in your private chambers - the place he hasn't been welcome in for some time. He was supposed to go to his chambers. Was he that distraught and distracted? Could the confusion clouding his senses have unconsciously led him directly to the person he needs most at the moment?

He looks around quickly just to confirm that, yes, there is no doubt that he is in your chambers. He didn't intend to do that. He shouldn't be here, invading your privacy and ignoring your request that he keep distance. Of course, his longing and need for you made him consider such a thing countless times. Regardless of your wishes, he was your husband; he had a right to be here. But he never did that. You don't want him in your bed anymore and you've made that clear. And Aemond was not ignorant or even insensitive enough to pretend not to understand your reasons. You had a lot of them and he knows.

You were not made for cruelty. Your innocence and purity made you unable to be aware of the horrible things he did and still treat him the same way as before. You were afraid of him now, just like everyone else. The blood of many was on his hands and you knew it, just as you knew he regretted nothing, and that he would not stop this - not until victory was achieved.

You didn't agree with that, you never did, not even before the marriage. But what could a young woman do in the world they lived in? You were just a piece on a board game, an ace up his sleeve used by your father specifically to provide armies and loyalty to the crown in exchange for a marriage and a more than convenient name for your family.

Aemond knew from the beginning that you didn't want to marry him; how could you after all? You barely knew him beyond the questionable reputation that surrounded him, and a dangerous family clash was about to break out in the kingdom - this was definitely not the right environment for romance to blossom. But you did your duty. You had been an exemplary wife in the short two months of peace that followed your marriage. You treated him with respect and patience, slowly opening your heart to him with each passing day. He wasn't the most talkative or the most sensitive husband and yet you showed empathy for his limitations, accepting what he gave you with gentle smiles and rosy cheeks, without demanding anything more. So sweet. So inocent.

It was no surprise the feeling that welled up in his chest.

Aemond was obsessed before he even realized it. Needing your gentle attentions like a flower needs the sun. He clung to you as his only comfort in an almost bleak existence, he became more and more obsessed with you and you didn't notice. You read with him, walked through the gardens with him and talked to him as you always did, kind and polite. And every day he felt hungrier, pushing the limits of restraint. You welcomed him into your bed every night, welcoming him between your legs as if he belonged there - and he did, indeed. Aemond's appetite for you and you alone knew no bounds.

But he wasn't the man you married anymore, was he?

You fear him now, any and all advances he's made with you over the past few months have vanished into thin air like the ashes he's so used to seeing now. The feelings he was carefully cultivating in your chest now seem to have sunk so deep into your being that he thinks they no longer even exist. You no longer craved his attention; the touch of softness and affection, whenever “husband” dripped from your mouth, was absent. And now all he could do was want.

Aemond doesn't look away from you, not wanting to miss this moment for anything, not after being deprived of it for so long. And you look back at him from where you sit on the bed, chin lifted in false courage. You looks at him with your bright eyes and high cheekbones, which seem even more highlighted in the warm lighting around your bodies.

He may have entered your chambers out of pure unconscious instinct, out of nothing but silent desperation. His body guiding him when his mind no longer could. But now that he's here, he doesn't know how he didn't realize it from the beginning. It's impossible to think about anything other than you. You, you, you.

At this point, deaths at his hands no longer existed. Not his pains or the weights he carries, not revenge, not duty. Anything. Absolutely nothing. There is only this moment, between him, a boy who so wanted to be enough for those he loves and the young girl who is illuminated by the light of the flames.

He feels it. It's not new. That strange impulse that draws all the attention of the environment around him to you and you alone; an almost painful need between his teeth to take a bite and not let go, to have it with all your heart and nothing less.

"Nothing to say?" You press and he's not even embarrassed by the fact that he doesn't remember what you said before. He should leave. It's all he thinks, even as he takes an uncertain step closer to your bed. And that's enough for you to immediately tense up, wrapping your small hands in the sheets to subtly pull them towards you. You are hiding yourself. Hiding yourself from him.

Aemond should leave, continue respecting your limits.

If this had been another night, maybe he would have done it. If the smell of smoke and dragon scales hadn't been trapped in the leather of his war clothes, as well as the dust of ash, then perhaps he could have left. If he couldn't smell the insistent scent of charred bodies and decimated land in his nostrils, taking permanent root in his lungs, perhaps he could respect your innocence.

Not even Aemond knew how on edge he already was. Your refusal of his proximity was just the final push to his downfall.

He adores you. He worships the ground you walk on. He respected your decisions and stayed away much longer than any other husband would have done. And this is how you repay him?

Aemond narrows the only functional eye he has left. You don't react, nothing more than another protective grip on the sheets and a slow swallow of saliva. He wants you so much and the thought enrages him. Why? Why does he feel this way? He desperately wants to punish you for making him feel this way. He wants to punish himself for even thinking about doing this to you.

You left him like this; nothing but a mess. When would you finally accept him for who he is? When would you understand that some cruelties were necessary for the final goal to be achieved? When would you see that everything he did and would do was solely for his family? For you. To keep you safe. When would he be enough?

He grits his teeth and feels his entire body tense with thoughts. He hates it; he hates the way you confuse him and make him feel all these terrible emotions. It makes he feels weak. The temptation of the slightest chance of your affection suffocates his common sense. He feels his hands shaking. He'd been so blinded by the hopeful, innocent vision he constantly saw you through that he fooled himself into thinking he was on your mind as much as you were on his all this time.

"Aemond?" You whisper, sounding more uncertain than before, disturbed by his extended silence as he slowly approaches the bed. He keeps looking at you the whole time, letting you glimpse the flames of fire reflected in the icy sapphire in his eye. He adores you, with every fiber of his being. But the flash of fear that shines in your eyes in response makes him stretch the corner of his lip in a malicious smile. He couldn't help it, there's something sweet and pure about you that makes him constantly waver between wanting to protect you and wanting to destroy you.

You try not to weaken before him, but Aemond immediately notices the way your body is a little trembling when his hand, that same hand that drags the musk of leather and death, passes through the fabric of the sheets, spreading lightning over your legs. You don't stop him, but your eyes flash with a frightened warning, a warning he ignores tonight. His palm flattens against your ribs, daring to caress, to feel the linen of the sheets beneath his fingers, the softness of your flesh beneath it, and you squeak an off-key sound, pulling the cocoon of blankets and furs up to hide you.

A small annoyed growl leaves his lips and his other hand quickly covers yours, stopping you from continuing.

"No. Enough of that." He says in a low but firm tone, looking sternly into your eyes. You part your lips, surprised by his behavior, and try to pull the hand still trapped by his, but he doesn't let you go. "That's enough, wife."

He thinks you might try to deny it, but you fall silent, slowly relaxing against his grip on your hand. Aemond wants to purr at this, wants to praise you and spoil you, because you are so good, so good. His good girl. Even when you're crushing his heart between your delicate hands.

It's not your fault, he tells himself. It's not your fault that he's obsessed with you, driven crazy by the idea of you. Aemond can't even focus properly, even when you're in front of him, defenseless and at the mercy of his whims. He can feel his heart pounding in his chest from pure ecstasy and excitement at the same time. And he can feel, on top of it all, the blood flowing to his hard cock, making it swell beneath his black riding pants. He feels embarrassed by his actions, but at the same time excited, just by the little things you do, by everything you are to him.

“Something is wrong with me...” He says, more to himself than to you, gently pushing a strand of your soft hair behind your ear, sliding his thumb in a gentle caress across your delicate earlobe. “You're in my house. You're in my house and I don't want you to leave. Never." He approaches your face, sliding his fingers from your ear to the side of your face, until he holds your small chin between his thumb and forefinger. "I need you." He continues, ignoring how honest and frank he looks - weak. “I keep thinking of ways to make this happen,” the more he talks, the faster you breathe, sweet little sighs near his lips, calling to him like a siren’s song… “I want to ruin you. Because I think that's the only way you won't leave me."

The intensity of his words scares you, he realizes, he sees how your eyes fill with tears and your eyebrows twitch. But even in the dim lighting of the flames, he can see how the tops of your cheeks turn red, how your chest trembles with the breath that catches there...you want him.

It's a shame you're so willing to keep him away.

But he can't stop.

Aemond closes the distance in an instant, pushing you down until he traps your body beneath his, feeling the contours of your soft, supple curves against him; he shudders. He caresses your face one last time before moving down, ignoring your hesitation and your useless efforts to push him away. Quick as a viper, he grabs the hand that moves to push against his chest, wrapping it with the other still attached to his, holding your wrists tightly above your head.

You cry out at the pressure on his wrists, the long lashes over your eyes fluttering, pleading. "A-Aemond, what are you doing?" you stutter. "Please, please... I said I needed it - please give me some more-"

"Time? Oh yes, you said it." He hums thoughtfully, placing a thigh between your legs, dipping his face into the crook of your neck to breathe in the fresh fragrance of your shower, snoring contentedly with your naturally sweet scent. Intoxicated by your scent, he trails his lips along the slender column of your neck before stopping at the shell of your ear. “I’m so sorry, dear, I’ve waited too long. We’ve both waited too long.” He intones, intoxicated by your presence. You sob once but don't say anything else, choosing to turn your face away from him. Aemond snorts a laugh at that, but doesn't stop you, preferring to leave a tender, wet kiss on your cheek.

Squeezing your wrists with one hand, he allows the other to slide slowly down your body, almost reverentially. He paused at the delicate laces holding the front of your nightdress before untying them with deft fingers. The front opens, exposing your silky, flushed skin to his hungry gaze. He doesn't have the patience to remove the fabric completely from your body, so he just lowers it enough so that your breasts are exposed. He bites his lip, holding a curse between his clenched teeth. When he presses his bare palm to your perky breasts, he tastes your trembling innocence, your soft flesh.

So beautiful.

So pure.

From the beginning you were his opposite, your delicate hands, as irritatingly clean as his are stained with blood and ash.

As much as he truly suffers from the consequences of his actions, he never regrets them, because he knows they are right - necessary. There was only the future to shape, the past should stay where it belongs; behind him. Something he had learned through much pain, but unfortunately, his sweet wife had not yet. But as he runs his greedy fingers down your body, feeling the goosebumps on your soft skin with each touch, Aemond knows he scares you as much as he excites you. You can't hide it from him. Your obviously involuntary response to him only makes him fiercer, hungrier. He wants to ruin you from the inside, until you can't bear to live a single day without his touch.

He allows you to continue your theatrics, still stubbornly staring at the wall while pretending his actions don't affect you. There's something almost too tempting about it, in fact; It's a matter of honor for him. He will break your masks and he will take pleasure in doing so.

Letting his fingers slide down your sides, Aemond's lips wander. He kisses the hole in your throat, moving down with wet, licked breaths to your breasts, tasting you. You gasp softly and grip tight fists on the bed sheets when he captures a soft nipple with a slow suck of lips and a teasing scrape of teeth, your body curling beneath him tightly. He smiles with your nipple still between his lips, leaving wide, warm trails of his tongue on the little perky bud. His hips slide against the inside of your parted thighs, pushing the hardened bulge in his pants against your pussy once.

You bite your lip and close your eyes, but he doesn't stop. With another thrust he uses his strength to push you back onto the bed, the bed you shared many nights with him, to fuck you into the warm sheets. It's almost too much for him to finally feel your little pussy once again, even through the leather of his pants and your delicate nightwear. But he continues with slow, strong thrusts, rubbing his cock against you in a way that teases your clit, the smell and heat of his effort wafting throughout his body; sweat, dragon, fire, ash, blood, death - all mixed together, merging with your own sweet, intoxicating scent and, of course, the unmistakable scent of sex.

Before the chaos broke out, Aemond was quite skilled at this, at driving you crazy. A part of him is extraordinarily pleased to find that he still remembers correctly, especially when a press of his fingers and a twirl of his thumb on your slobbery nipple makes you gasp. He wants to see you, to see you blush and sweat, looking ruined for him. Gods, oh yes, Aemond wants this so much. He can't stop, he can never stop, especially with you singing so sweetly to him. When you arch into his touch and whisper his name softly, like a secret no one can discover, his breath hitching. Aemond can't stop.

A specific thrust makes you let out a high-pitched meow, your hands pulling at the linen on the sheets and he moans along, releasing your breast with a wet pop to look at your face. You have your lips parted, your long eyelashes touching the top of your cheeks, your eyebrows furrowed in sweet agony. He thrusts a little faster, rubbing your clit with more pressure, taking in your presence and the feeling of your tiny, supple body, preening at every sound that leaves your lips.

Sounds so sweet, so beautiful; he considers himself a sinner with the way something so innocent and angelic makes his blood boil and his cock throb with need inside his pants, surely soaking the fabric with the way he feels himself leaking.

“Fuck, you’re going to kill me, baby...”

And yet, he doesn't think he cares about dying by your hands when things turn out like this. He is admitting defeat without any embarrassment now; he can bear the dull weight of war, he can bear his own mind trying to destroy him at every turn, he can bear the betrayal of his own family and the demands of his duties. He can bear with anything.

Anything except being without you.

With an impatient grunt, his fingers tug at the soft skirt of your nightdress, bunching the thing at your waist as he rips your underwear down your legs. You don't try to stop him, but you don't try to help him either, remaining almost motionless against the bed, and he feels like he can growling at you like an animal for that - stubborn girl. He hates and loves this about you in equal intensity. He's almost rough and punishing as he hooks the back of your knee into the inside of his elbow, pushing your leg up to your breasts. And then you're giving up your fight, sighing - all anxious expression, furrowing your eyebrows and biting your lip as he hurriedly unzips his pants and pulls them down just enough to pull his cock out, slamming the wet, throbbing head over your clit before sliding his entire length along your folds.

You moan, he moans. The slide is wet and he can't tell if it's all you, if it's all him, if it's all both. He doesn't care, honestly. All that matters is how his cock is thrusting into your heat, hitting your clit with luscious pokes, coaxing more of those sweet sounds from your pretty lips.

He hooks your other leg in the crook of his elbow and does exactly what he did with the other, trapping you between him and the bed in a position where your entire pussy is presented to him. With his hands flat beside your head, he brings his face closer to yours, the leather covering his chest pushing your knees further into your breasts. You moan through your teeth, unable to do anything but tighten your hands around his shoulders. He smiles slowly, drunk on the sensations, still gently sliding the length of his cock into your folds.

Aemond doesn't look away from you, enchanted by the way you dance between looking at the sapphire stone and the deep lilac of his functional eye. You've always done this, he thinks - saying one was as beautiful as the other, impossible to choose.

“I’m giving myself to you, love…I’m yours.” He whispers softly, husky, needy to you. "Will you do the same from now on?"

He’s so close he feel how your heart races violently at his words, slamming against your ribcage as you take a deep breath. Every expression on your flushed face makes him sure you're going to have an intense crying fit, but even when the liquid in your eyes pours down the side of your eyes, you keep yourself almost in one piece. You look deeply into his eye as your shoulders shake. "Y-yes." You exhale, fragile. “Yes, yes, yes,” your voice sings repeatedly, with quick, confused nods, tears streaming from your eyes.

He can't hold back the husky sound that leaves his lips, his cock pulsing in reaction to your obvious fragility exposed to him.

"Yeah?" He asks breathlessly and it's very slow - as he thrusts inside you, thrusting his hips back and forth once, twice, three times until your pussy swallows as much of his cock as it can, until the tip of his hip bones rub it against your thighs. And it's so intense, so obscene – the position he puts you in, the full weight of his body pinning you to the bed, broad shoulders hiding you from view, silver hair like a curtain around the two of you, your mouth falling open in a silent scream and his releasing small curses between clenched teeth... debauchery.

You give his shoulders a few desperate slaps as he fills you, your tight ring of muscle stretched to accommodate his girth, and no matter how long it takes him to prepare you, no matter how wet you are, he knows there's always that initial pain that rips through your groin as he pushes into you. It makes you sway beneath him, little tearful sobs that are like the sweetest song to him.

Another curse muttered in deep Valyrian was his only warning as his palms sink into the softness of the bed. Your own hands looking desperate too, one tangled in the silver base of his hair at the back of his neck and the other gripping the material of his leather shirt, a strangled moan catching in your throat as he begins to fuck you slowly. You can only hold on as he pulls and pushes his body above you with each deep thrust, his impatience shown only in the forceful and violent way in which his hands grip the bed sheets.

He leans into you a little more, moving his hips in different ways, testing the angles until he makes more of those tears well up in your eyes as your pleasure increases almost painfully. Your moans quickly turn into babbling when a particularly strong movement of his hips makes you shake all over. The way your tight pussy tries to contain him and suck him in at the same time drives him crazy, feral.

He won't last long. He already knew this before it even started, but now, feeling your walls squeezing the life out of him after so long deprived of it, with your cute little noises getting louder and louder, with your expression drunk with lust and sadness, the buzz of battle still vibrating through his veins... Aemond feels release approaching shamefully fast for him.

He'll make it up to you later, Aemond promises himself. When the hot need subsides at least a little in his system, he'll take off his dirty war clothes, maybe ask you to take a shower with him. He'll soap your body and tease you until you're riding his cock in the tub at your own pace, his fingers rolling your little clit with each bounce of your hips. He will lay you on the bed and love every inch of your soft body, worship your skin with kisses and hickeys. He will part your thighs and bury his fingers and tongue in your wet softness. He will rip orgasm after orgasm out of you until you are hoarse from screaming, until your body is physically unable to continue.

He will do it all.

He has done it in the past, many times.

Now, however, all he needs is to find his release, to unload those months of forced distance inside his trembling body. But Aemond will be damned if he doesn't bring you along with him.

He leans down to press his forehead against yours, pushing your legs against your body further, lips parting with hoarse, breathless moans that escaped him with each thrust and the sweet pleas you murmured incoherently. The movement of his hips quickens, one hand leaving its blunt grip on the sheets to squeeze between your thighs, poking your clit in tight circles, his cock hitting a spot inside your walls that makes you shiver and tremble in anticipation.

“Aemond…” you cry, digging your nails into the back of his neck, pulling his body towards yours, as if you weren’t already physically as close as possible.

He growls at your plea.

“My little, innocent wife,” Aemond giggles wildly as your pussy clamps down on his length again, your climax approaching, his thumb rotating a steady rhythm on your clit. If only your mind was clear enough to form a coherent thought, maybe you'd complain that the rhythm of his cock in your pussy would be painful, that the continuous and harsh scratching of his clothes hurts the soft and delicate flesh of your body, but you don't say anything, not now. You just accept what he gives you. And he knows you missed him as much as he missed you. “Always so good to me baby.”

Aemond watches you intently, unable to look away from the pleasure that shows on your face. You're shaking, lost in your wet breaths and high-pitched, broken cries, your legs trapped between his body, welcoming him. You're tight and small, his sweet wife, and Aemond can feel your cracks stretching, a spider's web of fractured thought and temptation too much for anyone to bear, and as much as he knows it's impossible, he wants this moment to last forever. Aemond is undone. A fool in love. And it's sad. And it's beautiful. It's being at home.

"Mine." His murmur echoes next to your lips, both of you breathing each other's breath, his rhythm starting to falter, the searing heat rushing through his body beneath those layers of heavy clothing makes him dizzy, but he doesn't stop, he doesn't stop. “So pure, so beautiful, so delicate…” he caresses your clit without faltering with a rumbling purr as his cock swells inside you. “Ngh...oh fuck, so tight. You're going to get everything, aren't you, darling? All of me.” His own teeth graze your neck as you arch and scream in pleasure. “Be a good girl and don't let anything leak, hmmm…”

He fucks you roughly, your name dancing on his lips like a prayer in the dark. Aemond savors this moment with the veneration it deserves, the final chase. The two of you so broken, so vulnerable, shaking with pleasure for each other. He rubs your pussy, hips slamming into you at lightning speed.

And finally, gods yes, it finally happens.

"Aemond! A-Aemond, please! Please-" You throw your head back, your lewd pleas turning into a broken scream as you explode around him. Your face is flushed and glistening with a subtle sheen of sweat, tears streaming down. It's all he can take. You convulse and break and the sensation of his cock swelling with the resulting explosions of hot cum filling you follows shortly after. As your body and pussy tremble and clench, he finally releases his own pleasure, biting down hard on your shoulder to muffle his husky moans, spilling himself deep inside you, the continuous spasms of your orgasm milking every drop from him. You and he cum together, and even in the hazy haze of climax, he thinks he's never experienced something so sublime, so perfect.

You're both shaking as you come down from the waves of mutual pleasure, and Aemond is especially careful now, gently unfolding your legs from that tight position to allow you to stretch them, which earns him a long, grateful, relieved moan. He slowly pulls away until he's kneeling between your thighs, watching raptly as you bite your lip as his cock leaves your heat. A tight grip circles around your parted thighs, lifting them up a little to expose your dripping pussy. He looks almost in awe as he watches his seed flow steadily from your abused pussy.

But Aemond is selfish and his cum doesn't belong on the crumpled, sweaty sheets. No, he told you to keep it safe inside you and that's what would happen. His fingers slip into the wet mess of cum in your folds, pushing as gently as he can all the thick liquid inside you again.

You're too tired to react, but you still sob softly at the sensation, subtly squirming on the bed, legs shaking from being held in the same position for so long. He looks at you, icy lilac gaze half-lidded with lust, blue stone glowing in the flames of the fire. He looks at the soft, creamy flesh of your sweaty body. He longs to see dark spots and bite marks, a way of proving that you belong to him. He lifts his head, sinking his teeth into the soft flesh, just above your left breast. His teeth leave crescent moons on your skin and you scream loudly at the stinging sensation, but you don't stop him. He walks away, admiring the constellations he had traced on your skin. Painting you for him, marking you as something unique to him.

You sniffle and blink wet eyelashes at him. He kisses his bite, murmuring gentle words to you, his lips trailing up with soft sucks and wet kisses in your throat until he brushes against your lips. And it's then, and only then, that he realizes he hasn't kissed you yet. He doesn't know why he didn't do it, given that it's probably the thing he misses most about you. Feeling the softness of your lips on his, the gradual way a small, innocent kiss quickly evolves into something more urgent, the way you immediately struggle to keep up with his pace, his hunger as he swallows your cute sighs and your ragged breaths as he suck your tongue.

Yes. This is what Aemond longs for. How easily he could make you fall apart in his hands.

Taking into account the way that you blush and look down at his lips, you're thinking the same thing. He smiles mischievously, slowly leaning in for a deep kiss, fingers damp with your juices and his cum resting on your jawline. Your little hands sink into his hair until you lightly scrapes your nails across his scalp, making Aemond shudder. The fingers of his other hand cup your hip, tracing the line of the bone in gentle patterns. His nose bumps yours as his tongue dances in your hot mouth, spreading in you the taste of smoke and revenge that seems to follow him at absolutely every moment now. And like his perfect antithesis, you gasp, let him savor your sweet, fruity flavor - so fuckin sweet.

Your legs circle his waist, making him press against your heat, quickly reigniting the flame of need within him. You lick it off his tongue, moan when he sucks your bottom lip and bites it, you beg between quick breaths and Aemond continues to rub himself against you, the kiss becoming sloppier, driving him crazy with how irresistible you are in this state. You give yourself completely to Aemond, without asking questions or making new complaints, and it drives him crazy.

"You are mine. Only mine. And you will never leave me again, do you understand?" He murmurs as he pulls away, both of you panting, looking seriously into your water-bright eyes, noting how they're a little wide and your mouth is swollen and wet from his kisses.

A few tears slide down your face, but you smile shakily at him, the hand in his hair stroking the silver strands lovingly.

"I am yours, Aem. Now and forever." Honesty bleeds into your shallow voice, your little fingers on your other hand tentatively tangling with the buckles of his shirt to open it.

Aemond rests his forehead against yours and truly smiles for the first time in a long, long time. Not a malicious, mocking or condescending smile... No, this time his lips are stretched into a small, but genuine, honest smile.

And it's because of you.

Because he knows he got what he wanted so much. He has you again. He was resilient, he was patient and he was fair. He fought and, with his efforts, created a space just for himself within your heart. He knows you're still unhappy with everything that's going on, and no matter how much he wants to, he can't change that. He can only strengthen you to bear it. It can only burrow deeper into your body and your heart until you are able to forget the atrocities that are happening around you - the horrible things that he is doing. It's a gaping hole in your chest that leaves you continually bleeding, he knows, but the exposed cut is so sweet, and here he is, licking the wound like an animal, with all the violent, relentless gentleness he has to offer as the vengeful prince that he is.

He wraps his arms around you, pushing his cock back into your abused pussy in a deep movement that draws a broken sound from both of you, pulling you against his chest. He rubs his sweaty face against your throat, your face, your hair. His voice syrupy and thick as he whispers, "I love you."

Fuck. Aemond would never let you go.

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༄“I would set the world on fire for you” | LN4 ⟢

Parings: lando norris x gf!reader.

Summary: after the Brazil GP, lando comes home to the worst week of his year. Also, it was his birthday. So even though the world hates him, you wanna make sure he is loved and he did nothing wrong. And that if you could you would set the world on fire for him.

Word count: +5k.

Warnings: written and smau. angst and fluff at the same time. Anxiety attack. Overthinking. Selfhatred. Language. And that’s it. I’m not a native English speaker so there could be (so many) errors. Not proofread.

Author’s note: lately I NEED to write things to cope with my feelings so here it is. Hope Vegas is good to all of my boys 💌 don’t forget to like, reflow or comment! Ur support its way loved here. and follow me so we can be friends :3 (and drink mate together!)

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Your heart was completely shattered. Your heart was racing to get out of your car at the airport. In exactly 20 minutes your boyfriend will be back home after the worst weekend ever imagined. You couldn't assist the Brazilian GP because of your work schedule. You had a few meetings after Mexico gp. And you felt so guilty about it. You knew lando would be more protected if you were there. At least in the intimacy of you, emotionally speaking. Having someone there for him to hug and to comfort him. to calm his mind. To stop the self hatred you knew it was playing right now in his head. 

Lando is an overthinker and you get him because you were also one. You knew to which scenarios his mind can travel to and how painful it can be for him to live with himself sometimes. You were fighting your tears reading all of the atrocious things people commented online. You knew that wasn't real life. But you also knew he would see all that and how that would weigh in his heart. They can never let him win. And the worst part was only because it was just him. Other drivers could do or say worse things and everybody would laugh and brush it off. But when it came to Lando, he was a monster, a loser, an arrogant son of a bitch. That hurt deeply. Because in reality lando is the sweetest soul you have ever met. And you knew how vulnerable he could be. Tho you always admired him for that. You always thought that the bravest and strongest people in this world are the ones that admit to need help, the ones that are vulnerable and open about it. In a world this cruel, that was no easy task. But he did time and time again.and he did even knowing how shitty people were gonna be to him. Though, he did it for people he knew that counted on him. Lando always talks about how people sometimes come to him saying he has saved their lives and the impact he had on them. It's something beautiful yet that weighted on his  shoulders as well, you thought. 

You crossed the airport gates. Anxiety shaking your whole body. You wanted to hug him so bad. To tell him everything was gonna be fine. 

You opened the flight information he sent you before his plane took off so you looked for the probable gate he was coming out of when landed. Even though you were anxious you were also relieved that he was home with you.

After a few minutes passed by, a lot of people started coming out of the door you were waiting for. You started gazing at everyone just to find him. After a bunch of people got out, there he was. One of the last ones to go through the door. When you saw him your body almost came undone. You were out of air for a moment while the two of you got closer. When he is finally within reach, you give him the strongest hug you could. He melted on you, hugging you by your neck. Not much time passed when you heard him crying hid in your neck. Your heart that was shattered, broke immediately. You tighter your grip unto him. He started to sob and you couldn't hold your own tears at that point. You knew he had the worst time on that flight, alone with his cruel thoughts torturing him for hours. And there was nothing that you could do to protect him. You couldn't say a word. There was nothing that you could say that it would make things better right now. 

Lando was sobbing and shaking. His levels of anxiety reached a high when he saw you standing there looking for him desperately with your eyes. He needed you. But life’s a bitch and you couldn't stay with him throughout the whole American leg. He came undone in your arms. He needed to hug you for so long. He was broken. His mind replying to all the mistakes he made. All of his wrong decisions. All of the shit he said. He was embarrassed, angry and defeated. He was ashamed of himself. Disgusted. Frustrated and scared.  

Yu rubbed his back trying to comfort him in the hug and trying to not cry so you could be the strong one for him. He needed you, you knew it. And you wanted to fix all of this in a snap of fingers, but you couldn't. 

“It’s okay baby. You are gonna be alright, I promise. I love you. You’re home now ", Yu said, to make him feel at least slightly better. When he heard you he started sobbing even harder. You let him take all the time he needed. While doing so, you tried to see where you were and how you could, if someone was recording and taking a picture. Fortunately you were almost alone. It was the last flight arriving for today. You feel relieved knowing this won't be used against him by the cruel internet trolls. 

(...)

The drive home was silent. No music, no speaking. He didn't even look at you the whole ride. He was looking through the window avoiding any contact with society you thought while driving your Audi R8 V10 GT RWD through the illuminated Monaco streets. It was around 9pm. You had cooked for him some home made pasta you knew he adored. You just wanted him to feel better. 

When you got home, he took his bags to the room with your help. You left his second suitcase next to his wardrobe and saw him lying on the bed.

“I made your fav homemade pasta. Do you want me to bring it here and eat it in bed?” you offered him with a soft voice. He was looking to the ceiling. He did not answer right away, but after a few moments he did.

“I'm not hungry, but thank you. Maybe i'll eat later” he said with a deep cracky voice and turned himself in the bed showing you his back. You frowned a bit. 

He couldn't look at you. He hated that you could see him like this. He was ashamed of himself drawing in self pity and self hatred. He felt he let you down. 

“Aln, did you eat something during the flight at least?” you asked worriedly, walking forward to the bed so you could get closer to him. You sat on the table next to his back looking at him. You didn't want to touch him just because you didn't know if he would want you to. You didn't want to be invasive. You stayed in silence for a few minutes. You understood he didn't eat, that he didn't want to either or speak. So you stood up and let him have his alone time closing the door gently behind your back.

You ate alone that night.in silence just as if you could hear him from your kitchen aisle. The past was really good. You turned off your phone after washing the dishes and tidied the kitchen and living room up. You didn't want to see what social media was saying about your lover before bed. It was already enough scrolling and reading so many people wishing lando to die. That was the hardest part of it all. You left your phone charging on the kitchen counter and went to your shared room. When you entered he was already showered getting into the bed again. You half smiled at him even though he couldn't see you. You put on your pajamas in silence and climbed up the bed. He looked at you while you were getting comfortable next to him. 

Your eyes met. Any of you said anything. Just looked at each other trying to read each other thought as if that was possible. He licked his dry lips. His eyes turned glassy.

“I messed everything up,” he said almost in a whisper. Your heart is breaking again. You shook your head at him getting closer and bringing him into your chest. You hugged him tightly.

“No you didnt baby. Sometimes people are just mean, you know? They will interpret things as the wish” you said softly rubbing his back and arm and caressing his hair gently. He felt a bit better under your frame. He felt protected but as a little kid when missbehaved so now he tries to find comfort. He didn't want to cry.he was trying hard not to let tears stream down his cheeks.  You kissed his forehead and made him look at you. “I know you dont wanna talk about it but i  love and i am so deeply and entirely proud of you” you whisper close to his face. You saw him pout and the first tears coming down his face. You hugged him tightly. He hid in your neck and eventually fell asleep. You wanted to set the world on fire for this. You wanted to ruin every single person who says awful things about it. The comments, the media. You wanted to destroy everything and everyone just to protect him. He doesn't deserve this. He is an angel and you can't believe the world could only see the devil in him. 

Lando tried to sleep but he couldn't. Everytime he closed his eyes, all of the tragic scenes from the race replayed in his mind. How the car felt, the rain, the radio messages, Oscar's voice, comments from his engineer . everything replayed in his head torturing him the worst way possible. He felt like getting down. He felt alone and miserable. He remembered Oscar words replying in his mind over and over again. “You will eventually make it, mate”. It was a positive message but he replayed it like a fucking nightmare. 

What if he never makes it? What if he doesn't have what it takes? What if people are right? What if he is actually a monster and deserves to die? What if he did? Would they like him again or figure him out? Would anyone care about his feelings? Why does it have to be him and not someone else? Why are they all so cruel to him?

He couldn't stop thinking about every single detail about the weekend. He didn't want to celebrate his birthday anymore. He had you there but couldn't look at you. He felt disgusted by himself. He can't control it. He wants to go back into go karts and stop the time when he was actually happy and having fun with his friends. Now that line between friends and enemies is so blurry for him. Max didn't talk to him like before when all of this shit started. He knew Max was really competitive, of course he did, everyone knew it since day 1. But what about their friendship? Lando shit talked, max shit talked. He felt so confused even by his own feelings around this whole shitty situation or championship situation. Whatever you want to call it. 

(...)

When you woke up the next morning he was gone. You felt kind of confused for a bit. You heard him talking so you guessed he was speaking on the phone. When you got up from bed you walked out the room to find him. When you got closer to the living room you knew he was talking to Max on facetime because you heard his voice. 

“Morning, guys” you said, getting into the kitchen for some water to take your thyroid pills. Lando looked at you half-smile. 

“Good morning baby” he said as sweetly as he could. You smiled at him. Before coming back to your room to shower and stuff you went and gave him a good morning kiss making Max almost throw up when he saw you in a funny way. You showed him the middle finger and disappeared so he could talk in private with his mate. You respected his place a lot. And i guess that’s why you understand so much each other. 

(...)

The following day things got worse. Lando hasn't eaten any meal you prepared for him, didn't even want to have take out or anything. You found him crying in the kitchen and in the garden by the pool of your house. His anxiety was killing him, you knew. The desperation and guilt were eating him alive and you didn't know what to do rather than try to talk and comfort him.

He was sitting on the sofa in the living room. His sight was fixed on the floor without moving. You got alarmed because you knew what was going on. You got close slowly to not trigger him even more. His face was red, his hands sweaty and shaking. You sat on the floor diagonal from him looking at him. Slowly and gently you grabbed his hands trying to capture his brain's attention and get him out of the fog he was in. You were almost sure he was having an anxiety attack and he started because of your touch. You gently rubbed your fingers in his hands. He was out of breath for a moment and you got scared so you tried to do as your therapist told you in case someone you know goes through this. 

“Lan, can you hear me? Try to pay attention to my voice okay? I'm here and I'm with you dull be alright” you said really softly trying to make him look at you. You looked for his eyes with your gaze. “It’s not as terrible as you think, baby, I promise. You aren't all of those things people comment” you used your words carefully. His hands caught your strength and so you reassured him. You saw his pout becoming deeper. You hurt to see him like this. It was so unfair. He doesnt deserve this, god. And he broke. He broke down again. His tears streamed down his face. Sobbing in so much pain. You sat next to him to hug him tightly once more. But now you knew it was worse. He was shaking under your arms.you let him go through this. So he can let go of all of this shit inside him. “I promise lando, you aren't all of those things. People are just mean and cruel. You are a good baby and so talented. Gifted. You have it in you I promise, I can see it” you tried to comfort him with your words as well, trying to distract your mind from the tragic thought he was dealing with by himself. A few tears fell down your face. It was a hard time. And you were trying to be strong for him. 

“I'm so stupid I'm sorry” he sobbed and you shook your head. 

“No, Lando, you aren't. I promise okay? Believe me.i know you and you aren't. And this will pass. All the people that know you for real, we love you and we are so proud of you. You had an amazing year. You are fucking fighting a three time world champion, even sooner than he did with lewis back in 2021. That’s huge my love. Your dream is near, I just know it. Because I know you, and you’ll make it, baby. You didn't let anyone down. You're getting stronger so when you finally make it, all of these moments will make it taste so much better and sweeter” you explained while rubbing his back. Your words made an effect on him. Heslowly calming down. He didn't want to let you go. He wanted to just stay there in your arms. Where he felt safe and sound. Noone could hurt him there. That was what made him fall for you. You saw him. You knew him. And you care about him. He was finally important for someone for being lando, and not lando norris formula one driver. His past lovers left him feeling confused whether they loved him for him or their idea of him. You came outta nowhere and blew him away. You were brutally honest, no filter yet so gentle and caring with your words. He thought his perfect girl didn't exist but then there was you, listening to him for hours if he needed to. Giving him the best advice and clearing his perspective. Always cheering him up. Cracking jokes so he could distract and feel relaxed. Heknew he was in love with you the moment you offered to give him a ride because he was drunk as well at a new years party. It was normal but the fact that a stranger could do that for him blew his mind. He never admitted afraid people would think it’s weird. But it is what it is. Your smile ended him right there and when you started cracking jokes he didn't want to live in that damn car for the rest of his life. So here you are 4 years later,and you still be the greatest person in the world and the one who knew him the most. He felt your lips on his forehead. For a moment he thought about leaving racing. What if his life was better without it in it? He could go back to Bristol and be with his friends. With you. Maybe start a family and have a normal job so you could spend each day together. He started crying again at that thought. He loved racing but this year was the hardest yet amazing one. 

He finally calmed down after a few minutes in silence. He looked at you with puppy eyes. You caressed his face gently brushing a few tears falling down still. 

“Would you be there with me? Could you?” he asked, making you a bit confused. And he noticed. “To the races. I need you there. Please. To every race and when I become a champion,would you be there with me? You could feel he's scared. You half smiled at him melting as his comment.

“Of course I'll be there, baby. I’ll always be there for and with you. If I could , I would set the whole world on fire just for you. Never doubt it, okay?” he nodded and you pulled him closer to give him so many little kisses around his whole face making him gigle a little. 

“I love you, y/n” he said looking at you fondly.

“I love you, lando. Everything’s gonna be alright” you said, assuring him and gave a peck on his lips. “Go have a shower and dress cute im gonna take you out on a date before your birthday” you said more lighful to cheer him up and his face lit up.

“Really?” you noddedat him and send him to shower agin funny. Before going with him so yhou both looked facy, you needed to say something to the world. You couldnt stay crossed arms and do nothing about it. 

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norrisfan: omg thank u queen for this

user45: ur as dumb as he is. you cant defend him. he sucks and thats it darling. don lie to yourself.

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You turned off your phone once again. You were already so fed up with it all. Let them talk. You were sure they would choke with their own shit eventually. 

but  continued with the day. Lando was still a little off but he was looking better so maybe he is actually feeling better. You took out to dinner at a restaurant he always dreamed of going to. He was so happy to be there. The food was delicious. It was near the beach though it is colder here so we looked at it through the glass window. You gossip and talk about anything and everything as if everything was alright. And it was a fact it was. Because this is real life. Not social media. A few people stopped you while eating to ask for pictures and Lando said yes every time you even became a photoshoot photographer. Nice people telling him nice things was what he needed right now. Plus, you would never be pissed off by his fans. You were actually grateful for them. Of course, some can be disrespectful but you knew the real one was it. You really embraced Lando's life even though it’s nothing like the life you’d dreamed of to have one day. But he is the boy of your dreams so why would it be a problem. 

November, 13th

When the clock hit midnight, the restaurant made a cake for him so we all sang him happy birthday. You chose his favorite type of cake. He giggled all nervous and shy. His cheeks red while his eyes showed a little sparkle while watching the candles. He blew them. You recorded the whole thing and took so many pictures. He thanked the staff and staff of the restaurant and they let you enjoy the cake in comfort. Your heart was full to see him a little back again. 

After The restaurant kicked you out because they needed to close, you decided to do a road trip through the mountains of monaco. You always enjoy a good ride with good music and good company. And you also had sex in the car. You kind of guessed he needed to take his frustrations out somehow because you had the rough sex you really enjoyed. He joked it was his best birthday present making you laugh. He was joking again. 

“Thank you” he said while gently rubbing your naked chest. You were seated on him. You smiled and leaned for a soft kiss on his lips. You really loved him. And all you wanted for him was happiness and well being. And you would do anything to make sure he is okay. 

You came back home and had another round of sex. Enjoying yourselves in intimacy. Lando finally fell asleep after a terrible few days, in the calm of your body. His face on your bare chest. You clothed him and fell asleep relieved.

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yourusername: What can I say about you? There's no words that can describe your greatness. Or my feelings for you. I'm so grateful you were born on November 13th. 25 years ago my best friend and the love of my life was brought to this world. And sometimes what unfair is that, right? A world that is so cruel to you. A world that doesn't deserve your greatness and kindness nor your attention. You are the greatest son, brother, uncle, friend and lover. Anyone who says otherwise doesn't actually know you. We are all so lucky that you choose us to spend your time on this world with. Thank you for being who you care. For caring about the people you love and making sure we are alright and happy. Thank you for being the light that you are for so many lives. Thank you for being vulnerable. I admire you so much, lan. You are the strongest and bravest human I know. so honest and open. Anyone who says otherwise, actually, doesn't know you. I know this is not the best birthday of your life, but I promise you I'll try to make it better. Thank you for being who you are to me. I promise I see you and I care. You're the love of my life. And I'm so lucky you love me over any other human out there. So happy birthday to the prettiest and most genuine, real, fun, kind, warm person I have the chance to call mine everyday. Hope you have the best day you can have right now. That’s the least you deserve. I love you forever bestie. Don’t ever change.

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So you had a master plan for Lando's birthday. You went to the Hilton hotel for some coffee with Max and Lando of course. We lied and said pietra couldn't make it because she had a meeting and Lando believed. Truth was, you have contacted all of his friends and arregened flights so everyone could make it to Monaco on time. Pietra was the one in your house. You left her a spare key yesterday evening after coffee with alex. You gave her the directions and the idea of what you wanted while you and Max distracted Lando until 7pm, she decorated the house and received all of his friends. Lando had no clue of what was going on but he was so happy it was the second cake you brought to him. You recorded the moment and seeing him smile made your heart melt. 

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landonorris: I love you greatest girlfriend there to exist. Thank u for everything and specially for making this day so much better. Ur an Angel ❤️‍🩹

⤷ yourusername: I love u more Angel ❤️‍🩹 the least you deserve is to be loved and happy.

User33: 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Landostan: THANK U FOR EXISTING AND TAKING SUCH CARE OF HIM UR A QUEEN I LOVE U WE LOVE U

carlossainz55: ur the best 🫶🏻

⤷ yourusername: te extraño hermano we need to double date with Rebecca again asap!

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When 7pm came around we all “decided” to go to your house and eat pizza for dinner. Lando even said to me that they could do a stream and have fun for a bit. You agreed and all knowing that wasn't gonna happen. The ride home was so much fun. You spent the 20 minute ride screaming a one direction song from the top of your lungs. You sang Lando ‘through the dark’ And he sang ‘You and i’.it was lovely, Max almost threw up when you kissed. Luckily he was driving so he hadn't watched much of your pda. 

You got out of the car trying to play it cool though you were so nervous. You saw Max texting Pietra that you were close.the lights were off. And silent. Your nervousness took over you when you tried to open the door but let the keys fall nervously. Thankfully Max and Lando were discussing which type of pizza they would order. Finally you opened the door, lando behind you and so you turned on the lights.

Everyone jumped from everywhere saying happy birthday in unison. Yoursmile was so big but when you saw lando his smile was even bigger.

“Surprise!” you said and lando was still processing it. But when his friend started hugging him he started crying out of joy. He thought his friends weren't coming this year because of their busy schedule.but that was a lie you made them tell so lando wouldn suspect anything. Fortunately, they all kept the secret safe. Lando was so happy. 

You all spent the night playing poker, drinking gin and tonics and surrounded by laughter and love. In the moment, around everybody, you felt lucky to be there. Especially to be in landos life. Everyone was so sweet and good just like him. He deserves the world.

Everyone went home around 2 am. You were exhausted and tipsy at the end of the night. So you put your pajamas on and sled straight on the bed. Lando wrapped his arms around your waist.

“Thank you for everything. It was a great birthday. Thank u for always taking care of me always.you make me the happiest” he said under a whisper looking at you. He looked so gorgeous with that little smile and tired eyes. You stroked his cheek gently, smiling. 

“You deserve to be happy darling. You are unstoppable. Better days at work will come,I know.but im grateful that you have so much love surrounding you. I love you” he smiled widely listening to you and leaned to kiss you with so much feelings and passion. You were the greatest thing that ever happened to him and also the greatest decision he has ever made when he asked you out.

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f1gossipofficial: here it is @/yourusername at the McLaren garage ready for fp1 cheering for his 4 year boyfriend @/landonorris! Lando was asked about the whole drama around the Brazil gp and his birthday and her statement and he said ‘I’m lucky to have her. I would set the world on fire for her. So yeah. We are the same that is why we work so well. It was a great birthday though. She brought my whole group of friend to Monaco for a poker night so yeah’ also he said that if it wasn’t for her he would’ve collapsed on his overthinking but thankfully she was there. We love a power couple on the grid!! What do we think about all of this? #LasVegasGP2024

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User1873: they are both the same shit tbh

User23: I LOVE THEM GREATEST COUPLE ON THE GRID

User29873: I don’t like lando but she cute supporting him like that. I saw she gave a kiss to him before getting into the car. They seem in love!

⤷ Usrr988: I KNOW TIGHT I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY I CAUGHT THAT KISS IN THE OFFICIAL TRANSMISSION

Yourbff: she is the greatest person you would know!! Let’s go lan!!!

User564: Max will win the dwc and NOTHING would change that or move me so

User90: omg she is so pretty

y/nstan: how lucky lando is to have her. She is always the sweetest to all of his fans. And also funny. Such a queen!

User897: where are the pictures of them arriving together????????! I NEED THEM

⤷ user45: so iconic need to marry asap

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It was the day. The day you were back to media duties. Back to being a target for social media. Back supporting your boyfriend no matter what. You even went on media day to be there for him if he needed it. You chatted with everyone around to entertain yourself while he was doing interviews. 

Oscar helped a lot and the whole McLaren team to make Lando feel safe and actually enjoy the weekend. You Were grateful for it. At least they decided not to be dicks in front of his face. 

Fp1 was about to start and you were proudly there in the garage to cheer on him. You were also anxious because you felt things almost like him and this competition is rather never racking. You kissed him gently but shortly. A good luck kiss before getting into the car. He smiled widely. 

“Go be the best you can be. You’re great” you told him sweetly.

“I'll try my best to impress you,” he replied, letting go of your hand. 

“You already do everyday babe” you said smiling making him grin before walking into the car to start the first session of the weekend. 

You watched from there how fp1 unfolded hoping this would be a great weekend.

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Capricorn energy is disciplined, ambitious, and focused on long-term goals, shaped by the steady influence of Saturn. Unlike signs that prioritize spontaneity, Capricorn in each House brings a sense of responsibility, urging us to build, achieve, and honor our commitments. By exploring its path through the Houses, we uncover how this determined energy influences various life areas, encouraging us to embrace structure, patience, and perseverance. This journey reveals the unique ways Capricorn drives us to reach our highest potential, guiding us toward a life grounded in accomplishment, resilience, and a legacy of hard work and integrity.

𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Aries rising, Capricorn governs the 10th house, the house of career, public life, and achievements. With Capricorn ruling this house, Aries risings are driven to establish themselves in society through hard work, determination, and resilience. Although Aries risings naturally possess a fiery drive and eagerness, the Capricorn influence in their 10th house tempers this with a desire to build a lasting legacy. They understand the importance of patience and strategic planning in reaching their goals. Capricorn’s influence suggests that Aries risings aim to earn respect and recognition through dedication, often choosing a career path that provides them with stability, structure, and a strong foundation. They may feel a deep responsibility to fulfill their ambitions and may take on leadership roles that require accountability and wisdom over time. This placement calls on Aries risings to embrace both their own passion and Capricorn’s steady approach, realizing that true success comes from discipline, hard work, and the willingness to meet life’s challenges with resilience.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 10th-house energy of discipline and resilience flows directly into the self. The native may possess a mature, serious demeanor and an innate sense of responsibility. They bring focus and perseverance to their career ambitions, and while they may face challenges early on, they develop a strong, enduring sense of self. Their approach to career is pragmatic, and they are likely to earn respect for their grounded outlook and determination.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may approach career and finances with patience and a desire for long-term security. They often build wealth slowly, valuing stability and reliability in their financial affairs. Their career may involve managing resources or responsibilities that require careful planning, and they may rise to success through persistence and resourcefulness.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 10th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native may find a career path that involves teaching, writing, or other forms of structured communication. They may take a methodical approach to learning, valuing knowledge that supports their long-term goals. Their communication style is likely practical, clear, and serious, and they bring authority to their words.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may come from a family that instills discipline and ambition, and they may feel a responsibility to build a stable home as part of their life’s work. They often carry a strong sense of duty to family, and this may influence their career choices, as they seek a path that offers security and stability for their loved ones.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy of ambition and responsibility channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may take a structured approach to their creative pursuits, often excelling in art forms that require patience and mastery. They may approach romance cautiously, seeking partners who align with their long-term goals. In their career, they may bring creativity and originality into structured roles, making a name for themselves through focused self-expression.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native is likely to be a disciplined worker, taking their daily responsibilities seriously. They may have a strong work ethic and bring a sense of duty to their career, often earning respect through consistent, reliable efforts. Health and wellness are likely approached with the same discipline, and they value routines that keep them physically and mentally prepared for their responsibilities.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy of responsibility and ambition flows into partnerships. The native may seek partners who share their sense of duty and long-term vision. They are drawn to relationships that are stable and mature, often preferring partnerships that support their career ambitions. Their career path may involve collaborations or alliances that require mutual accountability and respect.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may approach financial or shared responsibilities with caution and seriousness, valuing stability in matters involving joint resources. They may be drawn to professions that require understanding life’s deeper aspects, such as psychology or finance, and they bring a disciplined approach to managing crises or transformative situations in their career.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may pursue higher education or long-distance travel with a practical purpose, often valuing knowledge that contributes to their career. They bring discipline and structure to intellectual pursuits and may be respected for their expertise in philosophical or educational fields, contributing to society with authority and wisdom.

Saturn in the 10th House: With Saturn in its own 10th house, the Capricorn energy of discipline, ambition, and responsibility is strongly expressed in career and public life. The native is driven to achieve lasting success and public respect, often taking on roles that require significant responsibility. They may rise to positions of authority through years of dedication, and they are likely to be known for their reliability, maturity, and work ethic.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may take a structured approach to friendships and social causes, often valuing connections that support their professional goals. They may work toward goals that benefit society and may be seen as a leader in group efforts, bringing discipline and practical vision to social initiatives that align with their career aspirations.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 10th-house energy of discipline and responsibility takes on a more introspective quality. The native may work in fields that allow them to serve others from behind the scenes, possibly in areas related to healing, spirituality, or psychology. They may feel a deep sense of duty toward society, quietly working toward goals that have a meaningful impact. Their career may involve a commitment to understanding life’s hidden or spiritual dimensions, contributing in subtle but powerful ways.

𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Taurus rising, Capricorn governs the 9th house, the house of philosophy, higher learning, travel, and spiritual beliefs. With Capricorn ruling this house, Taurus risings are likely to approach philosophy and learning with patience, discipline, and a respect for tradition. They are drawn to knowledge and belief systems that are grounded, practical, and time-tested, often seeking wisdom that can be applied to real-world situations. Capricorn’s influence suggests that Taurus risings may seek higher education or travel that supports their long-term goals, adding structure and purpose to their quest for knowledge. They may find themselves working toward mastery in a particular field, or they may be drawn to careers that require advanced expertise, possibly working with institutions or systems of thought that are well-established. This placement encourages Taurus risings to view philosophy, spirituality, and personal growth as a gradual journey, one that requires dedication, hard work, and the pursuit of truth with integrity.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 9th-house energy of discipline and ambition flows directly into the self. The native carries a serious, grounded presence and a thoughtful approach to life. They bring a sense of responsibility to their personal growth, seeing the journey of self-discovery as something that unfolds over time. They approach philosophical and spiritual beliefs with caution, valuing ideas that stand up to real-world challenges and align with their personal integrity.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may see knowledge and education as valuable resources that contribute to their long-term security. They may invest in learning or travels that support financial stability, often choosing to build their values around solid, dependable beliefs. They value practical wisdom that contributes to their life goals and may see spiritual or philosophical insights as assets.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 9th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native may approach learning and communication with patience and a focus on clarity. They take their studies seriously, often drawn to subjects that require rigorous thought. They may also be cautious in sharing their beliefs, often speaking with authority and carefully considered words.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may come from a family that values education, tradition, or spiritual heritage, and they may feel a responsibility to uphold these values. They may take a structured approach to creating a stable, supportive home that reflects their beliefs and ideals. The family may be a strong foundation for their values and personal philosophy.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy of discipline and ambition channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may bring a serious, structured approach to creative projects, preferring art forms or hobbies that allow for skill-building and mastery. They may approach romance cautiously, valuing relationships that share their philosophical outlook. Their creative or romantic pursuits may be influenced by traditional, moral, or philosophical values.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native may find purpose in work that aligns with their beliefs, often seeing their job as a path toward personal growth. They may value routines that support mental and spiritual health, incorporating disciplined study or meditation into their daily life. They approach work with a sense of purpose and may seek roles that allow them to apply their values practically.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy of maturity and structure flows into partnerships. The native may seek a partner who shares their respect for tradition, growth, and learning. They are likely to value partnerships that support their journey of self-discovery, and they may attract relationships that provide stability and mutual support in their shared ideals. They are drawn to serious, committed relationships with a philosophical or spiritual dimension.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may approach spiritual beliefs or philosophical subjects with depth and seriousness, often exploring life’s mysteries in a methodical way. They are drawn to knowledge that offers insights into transformation and healing, and they may value relationships or partnerships that allow them to grow spiritually and understand life’s deeper aspects.

Saturn in the 9th House: With Saturn in its own 9th house, the Capricorn energy of discipline, structure, and wisdom is powerfully expressed in philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may take a conservative approach to belief systems, valuing wisdom that has stood the test of time. They may pursue mastery in a field of knowledge, earning respect for their dedication and depth of understanding. Long-distance travel or study may play an essential role in their life journey.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may pursue a career that aligns with their philosophical beliefs, often drawn to roles that allow them to guide, teach, or uphold societal standards. They are likely to achieve recognition for their integrity, discipline, and commitment to their ideals. Their public life may reflect their dedication to personal growth and moral principles, serving as an example for others.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may align with social groups that share their philosophical or spiritual values. They take friendships and social causes seriously, often gravitating toward communities that support personal growth and social responsibility. They may hold positions of respect or leadership within groups that reflect their ideals and moral vision.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 9th-house energy of discipline and ambition takes on a more introspective quality. The native may be drawn to spiritual practices or studies that allow for quiet contemplation and inner growth. They may approach spirituality with a cautious, grounded mindset, often seeking knowledge or practices that provide stability and peace. Their path may involve overcoming inner limitations to access deeper wisdom, with a focus on self-reflection and spiritual integrity.

𝐆𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Gemini rising, Capricorn governs the 8th house, the house of shared resources, intimacy, transformation, and psychological insight. With Capricorn ruling this house, Gemini risings are likely to approach matters of trust, joint finances, and emotional depth with a careful, practical, and structured attitude. Capricorn’s influence suggests they are cautious about forming intimate bonds and often take their time to fully trust and open up to others. In matters of shared resources or investments, they prefer a conservative, responsible approach, often planning carefully to ensure stability and security. Transformation and personal growth for Gemini risings often come through facing challenges with resilience and persistence, learning through life’s intense or complex situations. This placement encourages them to build a strong foundation of inner strength, to approach psychological growth steadily, and to use discipline as a tool to transform challenges into wisdom.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 8th-house energy of caution and resilience flows directly into the self. The native exudes a serious, grounded demeanor and likely has an air of maturity. They approach life’s transformative experiences with discipline and are often seen as strong, dependable individuals. In intimacy and close relationships, they take their time to build trust, often valuing stability over emotional risk.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may be cautious in financial matters, valuing long-term stability over short-term gains. They are likely careful with shared resources or investments, bringing structure to their approach to money. Their values around intimacy and trust may develop slowly, and they prefer to invest emotionally in relationships that offer consistency and mutual respect.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 8th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native may approach discussions about intimate or deep topics with restraint, often sharing personal insights only after building trust. They value clear, reliable communication in close relationships and may bring a methodical, thoughtful approach to exploring transformative ideas or subjects such as psychology and philosophy.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may experience significant growth and transformation through family relationships, often feeling a deep responsibility toward their family or roots. They may come from a background that emphasizes resilience and hard work, and they approach personal and emotional challenges with maturity. Home life often serves as a foundation for their inner strength.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy of caution and responsibility channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may take a serious, structured approach to romance, often valuing commitment over casual connections. They may be drawn to creative pursuits that explore themes of transformation, resilience, or depth. Romantic relationships and self-expression often become avenues for personal growth and inner strength.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native may find purpose in work that involves crisis management, transformation, or helping others through challenging experiences. They approach their responsibilities with a serious, disciplined mindset, often drawn to roles that require resilience and dedication. Health routines may focus on mental and emotional well-being, providing stability during life’s transformative moments.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy of trust and responsibility flows into partnerships. The native may seek serious, committed relationships that offer depth and support for mutual growth. They approach marriage and partnerships cautiously, valuing loyalty and responsibility. Intimacy may develop slowly but deeply, and they are likely to find transformation and growth through close partnerships that are stable and dependable.

Saturn in the 8th House: With Saturn in its own 8th house, the Capricorn energy of resilience, discipline, and depth is strongly expressed in matters of transformation, intimacy, and shared resources. The native is likely to approach emotional depth and trust cautiously, often learning powerful life lessons through experiences of loss or change. They may be drawn to fields involving psychology, finance, or healing, where they can bring structure and wisdom to complex situations.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may take a structured approach to exploring philosophical or spiritual beliefs, often valuing teachings that address life’s deeper mysteries. They may pursue education or travel experiences that offer insight into resilience, transformation, and self-discovery, appreciating knowledge that has practical, long-lasting value.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may pursue a career in areas that involve finance, psychology, research, or crisis management. They are respected for their depth, authority, and ability to handle challenging situations. Their public life may reflect their dedication to work that involves transformation, and they are likely seen as dependable and capable of managing intense responsibilities.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may approach friendships and social connections cautiously, often valuing quality over quantity in their relationships. They may be drawn to groups or causes that focus on resilience, healing, or personal growth, and they may take on leadership roles within these circles, bringing stability and maturity to social endeavors.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 8th-house energy of discipline and resilience takes on a more introspective quality. The native may seek solitude or spiritual practices that help them process life’s deeper challenges. They approach inner transformation with discipline, often valuing meditation, healing, or introspection as paths to self-discovery. They may feel called to work behind the scenes, supporting others through subtle, transformative contributions.

𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Cancer rising, Capricorn governs the 7th house, the house of partnerships, close relationships, and one-on-one connections. With Capricorn ruling this house, Cancer risings tend to seek stability, reliability, and commitment in their relationships. Though Cancer risings may naturally be warm and nurturing, the influence of Capricorn on their 7th house means that they often approach partnerships with seriousness and a sense of responsibility. They are drawn to relationships that offer long-term stability, preferring partners who are grounded, dependable, and able to support their growth. Capricorn’s influence suggests that Cancer risings value mutual respect and loyalty, often looking for a partner who is mature and committed. This placement encourages them to approach relationships with patience, understanding that true connections are built gradually and require dedication. They may encounter relationship lessons that test their endurance and resilience, ultimately leading them to develop a deep understanding of loyalty and responsibility.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 7th-house energy of stability and commitment flows directly into the self. The native may exude a serious, responsible demeanor and often takes relationships very seriously. They approach partnerships with caution and maturity, seeking a partner who aligns with their long-term goals. They are dependable, loyal, and view relationships as lifelong commitments that require dedication.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may be cautious and practical in financial matters within relationships, valuing stability and long-term security in shared resources. They often look for a partner who shares similar values regarding money and security. In relationships, they value loyalty and are willing to invest emotionally and financially in building a stable future together.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 7th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native may take a serious, thoughtful approach to communication in partnerships, valuing clarity and mutual understanding. They prefer conversations that focus on practical matters and long-term planning, often bringing a sense of wisdom and maturity to their interactions. They value partners who are reliable and communicative.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may seek a partner who values family stability and is committed to creating a secure home life. They may feel a strong responsibility to their family and home, often approaching marriage as a way to build a lasting legacy. Their relationships are influenced by family values and a desire for emotional security.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy of commitment and maturity channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may approach romance cautiously, valuing loyalty and depth over fleeting attractions. They seek serious, committed relationships and may express themselves romantically in structured, meaningful ways. They may take on responsibilities in love and prefer to be with a partner who respects their need for commitment.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native may seek a partner who shares a practical, disciplined approach to daily responsibilities. They value teamwork and reliability in partnerships, often thriving in relationships that support their work and routines. They may look for a partner who brings stability to their life and values shared efforts in practical matters.

Saturn in the 7th House: With Saturn in its own 7th house, the Capricorn energy of commitment, loyalty, and responsibility is strongly expressed in partnerships. The native takes relationships very seriously, often experiencing significant life lessons in this area. They are likely to seek a partner who embodies Capricorn qualities such as maturity, discipline, and loyalty. They view partnerships as long-term commitments and may be drawn to relationships with a strong foundation of trust and mutual respect.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may approach intimacy and deep connections with caution and maturity, often preferring a partner who values emotional depth and responsibility. They may experience transformative lessons through partnerships, learning to balance control with vulnerability. They value shared resources and approach intimacy with a sense of duty and respect.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may be drawn to partners who share their intellectual interests and philosophical values. They value relationships that support mutual growth and understanding, often seeking a partner with a grounded outlook on life. They may approach relationships with a sense of purpose and a shared vision for the future.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may be drawn to partners who support their career ambitions and share similar goals. They value relationships that contribute to their public image or career path, often seeking a partner who is as committed to long-term success as they are. Their relationships may also play an important role in their professional life, as they view partnerships as integral to achieving their aspirations.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may seek a partner who shares their dedication to social causes or group efforts. They value friendships within partnerships and often feel fulfilled in relationships that support their shared ideals and long-term goals. They may also be cautious in forming friendships, preferring a small circle of reliable, committed individuals.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 7th-house energy of commitment and structure takes on a more introspective quality. The native may be drawn to partners who value introspection, healing, or spirituality. They may view relationships as a path to inner growth and understanding, and they often approach partnerships with a deep sense of purpose. They may also prefer a partner who understands their need for solitude and supports their journey toward self-acceptance and healing.

𝐋𝐞𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Leo rising, Capricorn governs the 6th house, the house of daily work, routines, health, and service. With Capricorn ruling this house, Leo risings are likely to approach their work and responsibilities with a serious, disciplined, and structured attitude. They are highly focused on creating stability and order in their daily lives, and they bring patience and dedication to their tasks, understanding that steady effort leads to success over time. Capricorn’s influence suggests that Leo risings value careers or work environments that are well-organized and offer room for steady advancement. They prefer to work in roles that require responsibility, reliability, and long-term commitment. Health-wise, they tend to take a structured approach, seeing wellness as a result of consistent habits. Capricorn ruling the 6th house encourages Leo risings to approach their routines and daily responsibilities with focus, viewing each task as a step toward achieving their goals. They may often find themselves in leadership roles or positions of authority within their work environment.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 6th-house energy of discipline and structure flows directly into the self. The native has a serious, focused demeanor and may approach life with a sense of purpose and responsibility. They are committed to self-improvement and personal discipline, seeing work and daily tasks as integral to building character and achieving long-term success. Their approach to health is often steady and goal-oriented.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may be highly practical in managing their finances, valuing stability and security. They take a disciplined approach to earning and saving, often working hard to build long-term wealth. Their work may involve handling resources carefully, and they may feel a strong sense of duty toward managing their finances responsibly.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 6th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native is disciplined in their daily interactions, often valuing clear and structured communication. They may be drawn to work that involves teaching or conveying information in an organized way, and they bring a methodical, reliable approach to their intellectual pursuits. Their approach to learning is steady and serious.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may take on significant responsibilities within the home or family, often approaching domestic matters with a sense of duty. They may create routines within the household that ensure stability and order. They often feel a duty to provide a stable environment for family members and may bring a strong sense of discipline to family life.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy of discipline and commitment channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may take a structured approach to creative pursuits, often working to develop skills over time. In romance, they value loyalty and consistency, often approaching relationships seriously. They may also be drawn to roles that involve mentoring or guiding others through structured, creative work.

Saturn in the 6th House: With Saturn in its own 6th house, the Capricorn energy of structure, discipline, and responsibility is strongly expressed in work and health. The native is highly dedicated to their work, often willing to put in long hours to achieve mastery in their field. They approach health with a practical mindset, valuing routines that support longevity. They may find fulfillment in work that requires precision, patience, and a high level of responsibility.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy of duty and stability flows into partnerships. The native may seek a partner who shares their work ethic and values responsibility. In relationships, they value reliability and loyalty, often preferring partners who support their career ambitions or daily routines. Their approach to relationships may be practical, aiming for partnerships that support mutual goals and stability.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may approach intimacy and shared finances with caution and seriousness, often valuing stability and long-term planning. They may be drawn to work that involves managing resources, investments, or helping others navigate difficult situations. Their daily life may involve deep, transformative work, often focusing on issues of security and responsibility.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may approach higher learning or travel with a practical mindset, often valuing education that has real-world applications. They may work in fields related to education, law, or travel, bringing a structured approach to expanding their worldview. They often integrate their philosophical beliefs into their daily routines.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy flows into career and public life. The native is highly ambitious and likely to achieve recognition for their hard work, especially in roles that require responsibility and integrity. They bring a strong work ethic to their career, often reaching leadership roles through discipline and perseverance. They are known for their reliability, maturity, and commitment to long-term goals.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may be dedicated to social causes or community work, often bringing structure and organization to group efforts. They are likely to approach friendships and social networks with loyalty, valuing connections that support their long-term ambitions. They may work within groups to create stability and positive change.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 6th-house energy of discipline and responsibility takes on a more introspective quality. The native may feel drawn to work or routines that support personal healing or spiritual growth. They approach inner development with discipline, often valuing solitude and reflection. They may work behind the scenes in roles that support others quietly, often finding meaning in helping those in need or in fields like counseling or spiritual work.

𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Virgo rising, Capricorn governs the 5th house, the house of creativity, romance, self-expression, joy, and children. With Capricorn ruling this house, Virgo risings tend to approach matters of the heart, creativity, and personal joy with a sense of responsibility, discipline, and maturity. They may take romance and self-expression seriously, viewing these areas as opportunities for growth, stability, and commitment. Capricorn’s influence suggests that Virgo risings may feel a strong sense of duty when it comes to matters of the heart, often valuing loyalty and long-term potential in romance over fleeting attractions. They may also approach creative pursuits with a focus on skill-building and mastery, often drawn to art forms or hobbies that require dedication and practice. When it comes to children or mentoring others, they are likely to adopt a structured, nurturing role. Capricorn ruling the 5th house encourages Virgo risings to infuse their creativity, joy, and romance with commitment and purpose, seeing self-expression as something that can be honed, cultivated, and shared with integrity.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 5th-house energy of discipline and maturity flows directly into the self. The native may have a serious and composed demeanor, often approaching romance and creativity with caution. They are likely to view self-expression as a skill to be developed over time, preferring thoughtful, purposeful engagements in love and creativity. They bring a sense of responsibility to their relationships and enjoy creating stability in their personal life.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may take a practical approach to creative pursuits, viewing hobbies and projects as potential sources of value. They might invest in long-term creative goals and see self-expression as a means to cultivate personal worth. In love and relationships, they value loyalty, commitment, and a strong sense of shared goals.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 5th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native may have a structured approach to expressing themselves verbally, preferring clear and purposeful communication. They may bring a sense of wisdom to creative writing, teaching, or mentoring. They value reliability in romantic partners and may approach romance through intellectual and thoughtful interactions.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may see the home as a place for structured creativity or a foundation for romantic and personal joy. They may feel responsible for creating a stable, secure environment for children or family members, viewing family life as something that requires long-term dedication. Romance and creativity are deeply connected to the values they instill in their home.

Saturn in the 5th House: With Saturn in its own 5th house, the Capricorn energy of discipline, commitment, and responsibility is strongly expressed in creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may have a serious approach to romance, often seeking long-term relationships that offer stability. They may be drawn to creative pursuits that require time and skill, viewing self-expression as a craft to master. Their approach to joy is steady and grounded, finding fulfillment in consistency and purpose.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native may incorporate creativity and self-expression into their daily work, often bringing a disciplined approach to both. They may find joy and fulfillment through structured routines or work that allows them to express themselves. They might prefer hobbies that require regular practice, finding joy in productive and orderly self-expression.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy of commitment and structure flows into partnerships. The native may seek partners who share their serious approach to romance and are interested in building a stable relationship. They value loyalty and commitment in love, often preferring partners who support their creative ambitions or share similar values regarding relationships and personal growth. They approach partnerships with patience, aiming for long-term fulfillment.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may experience personal growth through creative work or romantic relationships that involve depth and emotional resilience. They value honesty and depth in love, often seeing romantic relationships as transformative experiences. In creative pursuits, they may be drawn to themes of resilience, transformation, and commitment.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may find joy in studying subjects that require depth and focus, often incorporating philosophical ideas into their creative expression. They may approach romance and personal growth with a structured perspective, valuing partners who support their intellectual or spiritual journey. They often bring wisdom and maturity to their creative work.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may be drawn to a career that allows them to express their creativity in a structured way, such as through the arts, teaching, or public speaking. They approach their career with dedication, and their public life may reflect a serious, responsible approach to self-expression and creative contributions. They often seek to make a lasting impact through their work.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may take a disciplined approach to group activities, often contributing their creative ideas in structured ways. They value friendships and social connections that support their ambitions and creative goals. In romance, they may be drawn to partners who share their ideals, often seeing love as a shared journey toward mutual goals.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 5th-house energy of discipline and maturity takes on a more introspective quality. The native may explore creative pursuits in solitude, often drawn to art forms that promote healing or self-discovery. They may approach romance with caution, valuing partners who understand their need for introspection. Their joy often comes from inner exploration, and they may find fulfillment in helping others or working behind the scenes in creative endeavors.

𝐋𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Libra rising, Capricorn governs the 4th house, the house of home, family, roots, and emotional grounding. With Capricorn ruling this house, Libra risings may take a serious, responsible approach to family matters, often feeling a strong sense of duty and loyalty toward loved ones. Capricorn’s influence suggests that they value stability, structure, and long-term security in their home environment, often preferring a well-organized and calm domestic life. They may feel a deep responsibility to care for family or build a stable foundation for their own lives. Libra risings often work toward creating a home that reflects their personal growth and maturity. They seek comfort in routines, tradition, and a reliable foundation, seeing the home as a place of refuge and purpose. Capricorn ruling the 4th house encourages Libra risings to approach emotional well-being with patience and to view family life and personal security as areas requiring commitment and responsibility.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 4th-house energy of responsibility and stability flows directly into the self. The native may have a mature and serious demeanor, bringing a sense of commitment to their personal life and emotional well-being. They take their role within the family seriously, often assuming responsibilities early on. They tend to prioritize creating a secure foundation for themselves and bring a disciplined approach to personal growth.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may see financial stability as essential for building a secure home and family life. They are cautious and disciplined in managing resources, valuing long-term security over short-term gains. Their emotional well-being is often tied to their ability to create a stable, grounded environment for themselves and their family.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 4th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native may have a serious, thoughtful approach to family communication, valuing honesty and clarity. They may take on a mentor or guiding role within their family or local community. They are often respected for their wisdom and may bring a stabilizing presence to their family dynamics.

Saturn in the 4th House: With Saturn in its own 4th house, the Capricorn energy of responsibility, maturity, and duty is strongly expressed in home and family life. The native takes family obligations seriously, often serving as a cornerstone within the household. They may face early challenges in the family, which teach them resilience and responsibility. They work toward creating a secure, lasting foundation in their personal and family life, often becoming a source of stability for loved ones.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy of responsibility and stability channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may approach creative endeavors seriously, often viewing self-expression as something to be cultivated with skill and dedication. In romance, they value loyalty and are drawn to relationships that offer emotional security. They may also take their role as a parent or mentor very seriously, providing a sense of discipline and structure to children or younger individuals.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native may integrate responsibility and structure into their daily life, often seeing routines as essential for creating a stable home environment. They may work diligently to provide security for their family, valuing consistency in work and health routines. They see daily habits as building blocks for both personal and family stability.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy of duty and commitment flows into partnerships. The native may seek partners who share their values around family and emotional security. They are likely to value loyalty and long-term commitment in relationships, often desiring a partnership that supports family or home life. Their relationships may play a key role in their emotional foundation, and they approach partnerships with a focus on responsibility and mutual support.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may experience deep emotional growth and transformation through family or home-related matters. They may feel a duty to handle family resources with care and may face challenges that teach them resilience. They bring a serious, disciplined approach to managing joint resources and often value emotional depth and integrity within family bonds.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may value family traditions and wisdom, often incorporating family or cultural beliefs into their own philosophy of life. They may approach family responsibilities with a sense of purpose, often viewing personal growth and education as means of strengthening the family legacy. Travel or study may be pursued with the goal of enriching family values.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may be driven by a desire to create a lasting legacy, often viewing career success as a way to secure family stability. They may take on public roles that reflect their family values and bring a sense of duty to their career, often working toward long-term achievements. They are respected for their integrity and dedication to both career and family.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may view friendships and community ties as part of their extended family, often valuing loyalty and reliability in friendships. They may work to build a network of trusted individuals who support their goals and values. Social causes that support family welfare or community stability may resonate deeply with them.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 4th-house energy of responsibility and structure takes on a more introspective quality. The native may find emotional grounding through solitude, introspection, or spiritual practices. They may approach inner life and personal growth with seriousness, often finding that meditation, quiet reflection, or retreat brings emotional stability. They value privacy and may feel a deep sense of responsibility toward their own healing and spiritual journey.

𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Scorpio rising, Capricorn governs the 3rd house, the house of communication, learning, close relationships, and everyday interactions. With Capricorn ruling this house, Scorpio risings are likely to approach communication and learning with a practical, disciplined, and focused mindset. They tend to be serious and thoughtful in their interactions, often valuing substance over small talk. Capricorn’s influence suggests that Scorpio risings bring a sense of responsibility to their close relationships, especially with siblings or extended family, and they may often find themselves in an advisory or protective role. They value well-structured, reliable communication and prefer facts and grounded discussions. Capricorn ruling the 3rd house encourages Scorpio risings to treat learning as a steady path of growth, often excelling in fields that require patience and commitment. They view communication as a means to convey important, lasting messages, and they prefer to build a reputation for reliability and wisdom in their interactions.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 3rd-house energy of discipline and responsibility flows directly into the self. The native likely has a mature and grounded presence, taking their role in relationships and communication seriously. They approach learning with focus, often displaying patience and resilience in mastering new skills. In daily interactions, they are seen as dependable, thoughtful, and careful with their words.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may take a cautious, structured approach to communication around money and personal values, often emphasizing security and reliability. They are likely practical in financial matters and bring a grounded attitude to discussions about resources. Their values center around responsibility, and they may find fulfillment in sharing knowledge or skills that help others achieve stability.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in its own 3rd house, the Capricorn energy of discipline, patience, and practicality is powerfully expressed in communication, learning, and close relationships. The native has a thoughtful, cautious approach to interactions, often preferring meaningful conversations over casual exchanges. They may be drawn to fields that require careful study, like writing, teaching, or research, and are often respected for their reliability in close relationships.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may feel a responsibility toward family members, particularly siblings, and may take on a supportive or guiding role. They may have grown up in a home that valued tradition and structure, influencing their disciplined approach to learning and communication. They tend to create a stable, well-organized home environment.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy of discipline and structure channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may take a serious approach to creative expression, often enjoying hobbies or art forms that require skill and practice. In romance, they value loyalty and reliability. They are likely to express themselves thoughtfully, preferring communication that is purposeful and genuine.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native may bring structure and order to their daily work, finding purpose in routines that build their skills or knowledge. They approach tasks with a disciplined, practical attitude and may communicate in a straightforward manner in their work environment. Health routines are approached with consistency and responsibility.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy of responsibility and structure flows into partnerships. The native may seek a partner who shares their appreciation for grounded, clear communication. They value reliability in relationships and are likely to take a thoughtful, committed approach to partnerships. In close relationships, they appreciate honest and dependable communication, often forming lasting bonds with those who share their values.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may bring a serious, thoughtful approach to communication around shared resources and intimacy. They value trust and depth in close relationships, often preferring meaningful conversations that explore life’s complexities. They approach joint finances and emotional matters with caution and integrity.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may approach higher learning and philosophical beliefs with a practical mindset, valuing ideas that are applicable and grounded. They take learning seriously, often studying topics in depth. They may seek mentors who guide them with wisdom and look to integrate structure into their broader worldview.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may be drawn to a career that allows them to use their communication skills in a structured way, such as teaching, research, or management. They value stability in their public life, often taking on roles that allow them to communicate responsibly and authoritatively. They build a reputation for reliability, especially in their chosen field.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may bring structure and discipline to social causes or group work, often valuing connections with like-minded, serious individuals. They may work within communities that support their long-term goals, and they prefer friendships that are steady and reliable. They communicate thoughtfully within their social networks, valuing purposeful exchanges.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 3rd-house energy of discipline and responsibility takes on a more introspective quality. The native may prefer quiet study or introspective communication, often drawn to writing or self-expression that allows for reflection. They may approach solitude with discipline, seeing it as a time for learning and personal growth. Communication with others may be cautious, selective, and thoughtful, especially in private matters.

𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Sagittarius rising, Capricorn governs the 2nd house, the house of finances, values, self-worth, and material security. With Capricorn ruling this house, Sagittarius risings are likely to approach finances and possessions with caution, practicality, and a long-term outlook. While they are naturally adventurous and free-spirited, Capricorn’s influence on their 2nd house encourages them to build financial stability over time and to value resources that can provide security. They often believe in working hard to establish a stable foundation, understanding that true wealth is built with patience and perseverance. Capricorn’s presence here may also make them conservative in spending, and they’re likely to value possessions that have practical use or long-lasting worth. Capricorn ruling the 2nd house encourages Sagittarius risings to balance their optimistic and expansive nature with a realistic approach to resources, recognizing that financial security can enhance their freedom.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 2nd-house energy of discipline and practicality flows directly into the self. The native has a serious, grounded demeanor and may approach life with a sense of responsibility and self-reliance. They tend to prioritize financial stability as part of their identity, and they may be seen as mature and dependable. Self-worth is often tied to accomplishments and the ability to create security for themselves.

Saturn in the 2nd House: With Saturn in its own 2nd house, the Capricorn energy of discipline, patience, and long-term planning is strongly expressed in finances and values. The native takes a conservative approach to money, often saving and investing for the future. They view financial security as essential for peace of mind and work hard to create stability. Their self-worth may be linked to their ability to achieve material success and independence.

Saturn in the 3rd House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy channels into communication and close relationships. The native may communicate about practical matters with a grounded, serious tone, and they bring a sense of responsibility to close relationships. They may value knowledge and communication skills that have practical applications, often focusing on information that supports financial or material goals.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may feel a responsibility to create a secure home, often seeing family and home as essential sources of stability. They may value family traditions or property as part of their material security and work hard to provide a stable foundation for loved ones.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy of structure and stability channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may take a practical approach to creative pursuits, often seeing hobbies as opportunities to develop skills. They value relationships that offer security and loyalty, and they may express themselves thoughtfully and responsibly in romantic connections.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native approaches work with discipline, seeing it as a way to build financial stability and security. They value consistency in their routines and often work hard to ensure long-term success. Health and well-being are approached in a grounded, practical manner, supporting their overall sense of stability.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy of responsibility and security flows into partnerships. The native may seek a partner who shares their values around financial stability and long-term planning. They value loyalty and responsibility in relationships, often viewing partnerships as a source of mutual support. They may approach shared resources with caution and a focus on security.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native takes a serious approach to joint finances and shared resources, often valuing security in intimate relationships. They approach deep connections with caution and prefer relationships that support their material stability and personal growth. They are likely to handle financial matters with a high degree of responsibility.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may pursue education or travel with a practical mindset, valuing experiences that can enhance their material security. They often view philosophical beliefs as a foundation for building stability and may integrate traditional wisdom into their understanding of finances and values.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may seek a career that offers financial stability and the potential for long-term success. They bring a strong work ethic to their public life, often striving for accomplishments that enhance their reputation and financial security. They are likely to be seen as responsible, disciplined, and reliable in their professional life.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may bring a cautious, responsible approach to social connections and friendships, often valuing relationships that support their long-term goals. They may be drawn to groups or networks that provide security or financial benefits, and they value friendships with those who share their practical values.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 2nd-house energy of discipline and stability takes on a more introspective quality. The native may value solitude or spiritual practices that help them find inner security and peace. They approach financial and material matters with caution, often viewing them as a foundation for personal reflection. They may be drawn to work or causes that offer behind-the-scenes support, finding fulfillment in helping others or finding quiet stability.

𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Capricorn rising, Capricorn governs the 1st house, the house of self, identity, and how one approaches the world. With Capricorn ruling this house, Capricorn risings often present themselves with maturity, seriousness, and a grounded presence. They have an innate sense of responsibility and are likely to view life as a journey that requires patience, resilience, and dedication. Capricorn’s influence makes them appear cautious, determined, and highly focused on building a secure foundation for their future. This placement suggests that they carry a natural gravitas, often seeming wise beyond their years. Capricorn rising individuals are typically ambitious, committed to long-term goals, and often seen as reliable, steady, and capable. They approach life with a structured mindset, understanding that true success comes from consistent effort and the ability to persevere through challenges. Capricorn ruling the 1st house encourages them to embrace their disciplined nature and see themselves as builders—of their lives, careers, and personal growth—using each experience as a stepping stone to lasting success.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn energy of discipline, responsibility, and resilience is intensely magnified in the self. The native carries a serious and often reserved demeanor, displaying maturity and a strong work ethic from an early age. They approach life with a sense of duty, learning valuable lessons through personal challenges. Self-discipline and perseverance are central to their identity, and they are known for their wisdom, reliability, and grounded nature.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy channels into finances and values. The native is highly focused on financial security, often seeing self-worth as tied to their ability to build stable resources. They take a cautious, practical approach to money, valuing savings, investments, and long-term stability. They work hard to achieve financial independence, often preferring a gradual, steady accumulation of wealth.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 1st-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native brings a mature, thoughtful approach to communication, often preferring meaningful conversations. They may take a serious role in their community or within their family, offering guidance and stability. Learning is approached with focus, and they tend to build knowledge through consistent effort.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may feel a strong responsibility toward family and often takes on the role of provider or protector within the household. They work to create a secure, structured home life and may feel driven to support their family’s long-term stability. Personal roots are essential to them, and they often carry family values into their public life.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy of discipline and ambition channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may take a cautious, structured approach to creative pursuits, preferring hobbies or art forms that require skill and dedication. In romance, they value loyalty and commitment, often seeking relationships with lasting potential. Their self-expression is measured and thoughtful, often reflecting a mature and purposeful demeanor.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native brings a disciplined, diligent approach to work, often finding purpose in routines and responsibilities. They are reliable in their professional life and prioritize health as part of their daily responsibilities. Their approach to wellness is practical and consistent, viewing good habits as essential for maintaining productivity and resilience.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy of duty and stability flows into partnerships. The native may seek a partner who shares their commitment to long-term goals, often preferring relationships that are serious, mature, and mutually supportive. They value loyalty and accountability in love, and they tend to approach marriage or partnerships as significant commitments. Their relationships often reflect their own disciplined, grounded nature.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native approaches intimate relationships with caution and depth, valuing security and trust. They are resilient in times of personal transformation, often working through challenges with patience and determination. They may experience significant growth through managing shared resources, joint investments, or understanding life’s deeper mysteries.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may take a structured, goal-oriented approach to expanding their worldview, often valuing traditional philosophies or teachings that provide a grounded perspective. They may view education as a means to further their long-term goals and often incorporate practical wisdom into their belief system.

Saturn in the 10th House: With Saturn in the 10th house, the Capricorn energy of ambition, responsibility, and discipline is strongly expressed in career and public life. The native is driven to achieve recognition and respect, often working diligently to build a stable and reputable public image. They seek a career that offers long-term success and tend to rise through the ranks with patience and perseverance. They are often known for their integrity, work ethic, and commitment to their profession.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native is likely selective and serious about their social connections, preferring friendships that align with their goals and values. They are drawn to groups that offer stability or a shared mission and may assume a responsible role within their community. They approach social causes and friendships with loyalty and dedication, often working to create meaningful change.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 1st-house energy of responsibility and maturity takes on a more introspective quality. The native may feel drawn to spiritual or introspective practices that foster inner growth. They approach solitude with a sense of purpose, seeing it as a time to reflect and develop resilience. They may find fulfillment in helping others from behind the scenes or working quietly toward personal and spiritual goals that provide a deep sense of grounding.

𝐀𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Aquarius rising, Capricorn governs the 12th house, the house of spirituality, inner life, hidden realms, and introspection. With Capricorn ruling this house, Aquarius risings approach spirituality and self-discovery with patience, discipline, and a grounded mindset. They may be drawn to structured practices like meditation, yoga, or philosophy to explore their inner worlds. Capricorn’s influence suggests that they take introspection seriously, often learning to confront and master their fears, self-limitations, and hidden strengths over time. The 12th house also deals with endings, and Capricorn here gives Aquarius risings a practical, thoughtful approach to letting go, often viewing endings as necessary steps in their evolution. Capricorn ruling the 12th house encourages them to find peace in solitude and to treat their spiritual journey as a long-term commitment, understanding that true self-mastery comes through disciplined inner work and reflection.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 12th-house energy of discipline and introspection flows directly into the self. The native often has a serious, grounded demeanor and may carry a sense of responsibility from a young age. They approach life with caution and tend to prioritize self-improvement through self-reflection. They may naturally exude wisdom and maturity and are known for their resilience and steady approach to personal growth.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native is likely to view financial stability as essential for inner peace, often seeking to create a secure foundation as a way to support their spiritual or personal growth. They may take a conservative approach to finances, seeing material security as a way to gain a sense of inner stability and peace.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 12th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native may have a thoughtful, serious approach to communication, often valuing solitude and introspection. They are selective in sharing their thoughts and may use writing or meditation as a way to understand their inner world. Their relationship with siblings or close friends may involve deep spiritual lessons or responsibilities.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may feel a deep responsibility toward family or may carry family traditions into their inner life. Their home might be a place of solitude and peace, where they can retreat to reflect. Family may play a significant role in their spiritual path, and they may work hard to create a stable, private sanctuary for inner growth.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy of discipline and introspection channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may take a thoughtful, introspective approach to self-expression, often channeling their spiritual insights into art or creative work. In romance, they value loyalty and depth and may prefer relationships that support their inner growth. Creative pursuits can be a form of meditation or self-reflection for them.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native may approach work as a spiritual practice, often viewing routine as a way to cultivate inner peace. They are likely disciplined in their daily habits and may bring a sense of dedication to health and wellness practices that support mental and spiritual well-being. They may feel drawn to work that involves helping others in quiet or subtle ways.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy of responsibility and introspection flows into partnerships. The native may seek a partner who shares their values around inner growth and self-discipline. Relationships are approached with seriousness and depth, and they may prefer partners who understand their need for solitude or spiritual exploration. They value loyalty and commitment in relationships, often seeing partnerships as part of their spiritual journey.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may experience deep, transformative lessons through intimate relationships and shared resources. They may take a disciplined approach to managing joint finances, often valuing stability and trust in these areas. Their spiritual growth may come through transformative experiences that teach them resilience and inner strength.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may take a serious approach to philosophy or spiritual beliefs, often valuing traditions that offer wisdom and structure. They are likely drawn to practices that help them understand life’s deeper meanings, such as meditation or study of ancient philosophies. Travel may serve as a way for them to gain insight into their inner world.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may pursue a career that allows them to work behind the scenes or contribute quietly, often finding fulfillment in helping others from a place of humility. They may approach public life with a serious, disciplined attitude and often prefer roles that allow them to focus on long-term impact rather than immediate recognition.

Saturn in the 11th House: The Capricorn 12th-house energy channels into social networks and group involvement. The native may be selective with their social circles, often valuing friendships that support their spiritual or personal growth. They may be drawn to groups with a shared purpose or philosophy, often seeking to make a difference quietly. Social causes that resonate with them are likely aligned with healing, introspection, or inner growth.

Saturn in the 12th House: With Saturn in its own 12th house, the Capricorn energy of introspection, discipline, and spiritual maturity is strongly expressed in the inner world. The native may be deeply introspective, often finding strength and peace through solitude and meditation. They take their spiritual journey seriously, viewing life’s challenges as necessary steps in personal growth. They may feel a strong calling to explore inner truths, and their journey often involves facing subconscious fears and developing resilience.

𝐏𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Pisces rising, Capricorn governs the 11th house, the house of friendships, group associations, social involvement, and long-term aspirations. With Capricorn ruling this house, Pisces risings often seek stability, loyalty, and reliability in friendships and social circles. They tend to take their connections seriously, favoring a small circle of trusted, dependable friends over a large group. Capricorn’s influence suggests that they may be drawn to social causes or group activities that are structured and purposeful, often investing time and effort into organizations or communities with a meaningful mission. Pisces risings tend to work hard to achieve their long-term goals and dreams, bringing patience, discipline, and a commitment to their visions for the future. Capricorn ruling the 11th house encourages them to blend their natural compassion with practicality, seeing their aspirations as long-term projects that require sustained effort and resilience.

Saturn through the Houses:

Saturn in the 1st House: With Saturn in the 1st house, the Capricorn 11th-house energy of structure and responsibility flows directly into the self. The native often has a mature and grounded demeanor, taking both personal growth and friendships seriously. They approach life with a sense of duty and view their aspirations as goals that require hard work. Their friendships are often long-lasting, rooted in mutual respect and shared ambitions.

Saturn in the 2nd House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy channels into finances and values. The native may take a cautious, practical approach to finances, often saving for long-term goals that align with their future dreams. They may seek friends who share similar values around security and responsibility. Their self-worth is tied to their ability to create stability, and they work steadily toward goals that provide long-term security for themselves and their social causes.

Saturn in the 3rd House: With Saturn in the 3rd house, the Capricorn 11th-house energy is expressed through communication and close relationships. The native values thoughtful, serious communication within their social circles. They may take on a guiding or mentoring role among friends or within community groups. They approach learning and networking with patience, often forming friendships based on shared intellectual interests and serious, purposeful conversations.

Saturn in the 4th House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy finds expression in the home and family environment. The native may bring friends into their inner circle who feel like family, valuing loyalty and reliability in social connections. Family values often play a role in their long-term goals, and they may seek to create a lasting legacy for their loved ones. Their aspirations may involve building a stable foundation, often working for the betterment of both their family and the wider community.

Saturn in the 5th House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy of discipline and responsibility channels into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native takes a thoughtful approach to creative projects, often seeking to use their skills to contribute to social causes or group endeavors. They may be drawn to romantic partners who share their values around commitment and social responsibility. Their self-expression is purposeful, often aligned with long-term aspirations.

Saturn in the 6th House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy flows into daily routines, work, and health. The native is likely to be dedicated to routines and work that align with their long-term goals, often taking a disciplined approach to health and wellness as part of their larger ambitions. They may work toward career goals that contribute to their social vision and value co-workers who share similar dedication to hard work and purpose.

Saturn in the 7th House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy of commitment and stability flows into partnerships. The native seeks partners who share their long-term goals and aspirations, often viewing relationships as partnerships with mutual goals. They value loyalty, dedication, and shared ideals in relationships, preferring partnerships that support their life mission and social ambitions. They may work with their partner toward social causes or community projects.

Saturn in the 8th House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy channels into shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. The native may approach joint financial or shared resource issues with caution and a strong sense of responsibility. They may be drawn to friends or social groups that support personal transformation or social change. Deep connections with friends and allies can lead to significant personal growth and insight.

Saturn in the 9th House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy is expressed through philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may seek social groups that share their philosophical outlook, often valuing friendships that encourage learning and growth. They may pursue education or travel that aligns with their long-term goals, viewing these experiences as important steps on their journey. Their social ideals often include practical philosophies about justice, truth, and service.

Saturn in the 10th House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy flows into career and public life. The native may work toward a career that aligns with their social ideals and long-term goals, often feeling a responsibility to make a difference through their public role. They bring discipline to their professional life and are likely to pursue roles that have a lasting, positive impact. They may also form professional networks that support their ambitions.

Saturn in the 11th House: With Saturn in its own 11th house, the Capricorn energy of discipline, commitment, and responsibility is powerfully expressed in friendships, social networks, and long-term aspirations. The native is drawn to serious, purposeful friendships and is highly committed to achieving their social goals. They may serve as a stabilizing force in their social circles, often guiding friends and groups with a practical, grounded vision for the future.

Saturn in the 12th House: The Capricorn 11th-house energy of introspection and purpose takes on a more spiritual or reflective quality. The native may feel drawn to social causes that help others in subtle or behind-the-scenes ways. They approach long-term goals with a spiritual perspective, often working quietly toward their ambitions. Solitude and introspection may play a role in their pursuit of dreams, and they may find fulfillment in helping others from behind the scenes.

[lemurchick]

Every year on the tourist island of Borkum in Germany, locals organize a celebration called Klaasohm, the purpose of which is to beat women.

On December 5, unmarried male members of the prestigious association “Boys of Borkum” wear huge, up to a meter high, masks decorated with horns, fur and feathers. First there is a ritual fight in a closed hall, where only those born on the island are allowed. Photos and videos of the fight are forbidden.

The winner chooses his assistants and they scatter around the island hunting for women. Any woman who gets in their way will be beaten, I'm not kidding, with cow horns in which grain is poured for additional weight. Bruises remain for weeks. It's fun for men, and pain and humiliation for women.

This brutal tradition is believed to date back to the days of the whalers. They would return to their homes in the fall and beat their wives, reminding them who was in charge of the household. The custom has survived to this day, but outsiders are not told about it: the male population of the island does not want it to become known. Only about 5,000 people live on the island, and those who break the conspiracy of silence will face public condemnation and stigma. But some find the courage to speak out anonymously on social media:

Many islanders hate the festival and are forced to keep their mouths shut because of social pressure.

"As a Borkum native, I have been telling people for years that this actually still exists on the island and no one wants to believe me."

"Everyone has to participate, and those who don't want to, too. They're afraid they'll get hurt if they speak out."

"This island is a big village. I think everyone here knows how communities like this work. If you speak out against it, the whole town will talk about you, you will be ignored and sometimes persecuted. I've seen what it's like for people who have been ostracized. Many people are afraid, which is why this festival is not publicly criticized. The journalists will leave, but you'll still have a reputation as a traitor."

Defenders of the tradition argue that in order to avoid being beaten, women simply need to stay out of the house. However, there are many accounts of men letting the masked participants into houses and apartments or even pushing women out into the street.

For many years, information about the barbaric custom did not leak out. In 2018, journalists tried to report on Klaasohm, but they were literally kicked off the island. This year, however, almost all of Germany's leading media outlets covered what was happening on the island.

Faced with nationwide criticism, the mayor issued a statement emphasizing that “in order for Klaasohm to remain an important holiday and festival that shapes the identity of the people of Borkum, awareness must be kept low. It has always been the task of the association to maintain silence around this tradition. Please be respectful and do not spread the word.”

Borkum's Equal Opportunities Commissioner supported the statement, and the police noted that no woman has contacted law enforcement in the past five years. Perhaps this is because police officers, doctors, court officials and teachers are heavily involved in the festival and women realize that there is no point in coming for help from someone who held you down yesterday, subjecting you to beatings.

The statement from the Mayor's office only added fuel to the fire and within a day the Young Men of Borkum Association issued a new message:

"We categorically distance ourselves from any form of violence against women and apologize for what has happened in the past."

They also noted that the festival “is more than just a celebration - it is a living expression of our community and an integral part of life in Borkum. It is a time when the whole island comes together.”

As we know, nothing brings men together like hunting women.

(translated from russian channel (the author lives in Germany) Damn Ambivalence )

German Sources: video: Das Schweigen der Insel - Wenn Borkum Klaasohm feiert (https://www.ardmediathek.de/video/panorama-die-reporter/das-schweigen-der-insel-wenn-borkum-klaasohm-feiert/ndr/Y3JpZDovL25kci5kZS8xMzExXzIwMjQtMTEtMjYtMjEtMTU) Hei kummt Klaasohm! (https://www.mare.de/hei-kummt-klaasohm-content-446?srsltid=AfmBOooQQfoiSEBEKzBp1VL0M4ZXkMh_bo3jlfz-vy7IUJOjfxmDLfTS)

Wirbel um „Klaasohm“: Wird Frauen auf Borkum der Hintern versohlt? (https://www.rnd.de/wissen/klaasohm-skandal-auf-borkum-maskierte-maenner-jagen-frauen-tradition-oder-problem-44QIIXJFZNB4JNI4L6LWUNUFSM.html)

Wie ist das Klaasohm-Fest auf Borkum wirklich? (https://www.stadt-borkum.de/index.php?object=tx,3480.5.1&ModID=7&FID=3480.34396.1)

Der Klaasohm – Brauchtum auf Borkum (https://www.dein-niedersachsen.de/regionen/klaasohm/)

Klaasohm-Fest auf Borkum künftig ohne Schläge? (https://www.ndr.de/fernsehen/sendungen/panorama/aktuell/Borkum-Frauen-Schlagen-bei-Klaasohm-soll-abgeschafft-werden,klaasohm106.html)

[reasonsforhope]

Article

"2023 was a banner year for the Galapagos Islands: that wondrous archipelago so famous for its giant tortoises and other endemic species.

The long-serving conservation organization the Galapagos Conservancy, also endemic to the islands, recently published its annual report featuring standout figures like over 500 giant tortoises of 5 different species reintroduced to their natural habitat.

Additionally, a critically endangered species of albatross was identified to use giant tortoise feeding sites as take-off and landing areas. This key insight into co-dependency has given the Conservancy confidence that they can restore the populations of both animals to stable, flourishing numbers.

It underscores how far a donation to these endemic wildlife organizations really does go, and these two highlights of a successful year were only possible by the over $6 million in charitable contributions from supporters.

30 Chelonoidis chatamensis tortoises endemic to the smaller island of San Cristobal were repatriated to their natural habitat from the stock of a captive breeding program, while 97 native tortoises were returned to the second-largest island of Santa Cruz.

On the largest island of Isabella, 350 tortoises (214 C. guntheri and 136 C. vicina) were successfully reintroduced to their natural habitat after a survey found their numbers were not rising substantially on their own.

In March, the repatriation of 86 juvenile Chelonoidis hoodensis tortoises significantly contributed to enhancing the species’ distribution across their native habitat. They currently number 3,000 today on Española or Hood Island, a miraculous recovery from the 14 found there in the 1960s.

Also on Española, the endemic waved albatross was found to be taking off and landing on 50 additional parts of the island. These large birds, boasting an 8-foot wingspan, need ample space to get a running start before taking off, and this same principle applies when applying the brakes coming down from the sky.

In the survey, the biologists observed that concentrations of giant tortoises were linked with the usage of areas as runways for the albatross. Because the tortoises are the largest herbivores in the ecosystem, they perform the same acts as bison do in North America and Europe, and elephants in Africa—clear space.

With their herbivorous diet and large bulk, the tortoise’s feeding habits produce cleared areas ideal for albatross use.

“This discovery underscores the interconnectedness of the Galápagos ecosystem,” the authors of the report write. “This newly acquired knowledge allows us to strengthen the synergies between our conservation strategies.”

Of the $6.1 million received from donations and through other activities, the Conservancy was able to spend 77% of that on conservation programs, and that included some ambitious plans for this year—now already half done—which included drafting plans for restoration of the Pinta tortoise to the island of the same name, preparing tortoises for imminent reintroduction to the smaller Floreana island, and completely restoring the habitat for the Galapagos petrels on Santa Cruz.

Operating since 1985, the Galapagos Conservancy has a long track record of restoring these islands to their pre-Colombian glory. Let’s hope 2024 is as successful."

-via Good News Network, July 19, 2024

[artbyblastweave]

So, one criticism of Deadpool and Wolverine, and a criticism to which I think there's some meat, is that they basically chucked the entirety of the supporting cast from the first two movies in order to shift focus onto Wade and Logan- which is especially egregious because a major part of the emotional thrust of the movie is Wade's unwillingness to abandon that supporting cast by transplanting into the MCU proper.

But what I find interesting about this, right, is that Wade getting shanghai-ed away from his normal supporting cast to go on a metatextual multiversal road-not-taken adventure would be a pretty standard 3-to-6-issue plot in an ongoing Deadpool comic. I can think of at least four times I've seen this done. And in the comics, any given member of the supporting cast not being on-panel this particular issue doesn't mean that the authors forgot about them, doesn't mean they aren't coming back at some point. That would be a ridiculous complaint. Infant-level object permanence. It's different with a film, though, because in a film franchise, the wacky multiversal excursion constitutes a third of all extant content involving the character- you're genuinely losing out on the cast from the other two-thirds, it's zero-sum, and you never know who'll be available for the fourth movie or if there'll even be a fourth one.

I once saw someone (I forget who) make the argument that one of the issues with translating the marvel universe to the MCU is that most of the movies are depicting or adapting crisis-crossover-level shitshows and status-quo shakeups without similarly porting in all of the smaller-scale status-quo-compliant adventures that serve as connective tissue between the big shakeups and give them actual weight. This leads to some ambiguity as to whether these films are depicting the only interesting things that ever happen to these heroes, or if there's a wealth of unseen smaller-scale villains being fought in the space between installments that just never come up. And here we get a film that's an adaptation of that exact kind of connective-tissue adventure, and suddenly, uh oh! It's actually kinda fighting for space with every other kind of story you could tell in the same runtime. I don't think I'm describing a real problem here, It still can handily justify itself, but that question wouldn't even come up if it were a comic. A tension inherent to adapting any character and supporting cast native to the sprawl of big-two cape comics (despite the movie in many ways being about that tension!)

[hallowpen]

The Secret of Us and the allegory of the puzzle...

I think one of the major overarching themes in this series is that you cannot force something to fit where it doesn't want to belong. And the only way to 'complete' the picture, ideally, is to patiently allow the pieces to be put together in the way they're supposed to.

I really really want to talk about Lada and how much I resonated with her as a character. In order for me to do that, I have to explain some cultural insights that revolve around Lada's familial structure.

Funnily enough, I was recently discussing certain matrilineal cultures that exist in Thailand and how they perpetuate a lot of bigoted ideals... and that is shown beautifully in Lada's relationship with her parents and how they each react to her queerness. To me, it seemed clear that Lada's parents' marriage was born from matrilocal customs. And unfortunately, that's not really something you would be able to pick up on if you weren't Thai (or natively Asian in general). So... in these types of families, women hold a lot of authority, and that authority is passed on through the female line (which is why daughters are valued over sons). The wife would manage and have the final say regarding household matters, including how the children are raised... and the husband's duty would be to respect his wife. A mother and her daughter maintain a continuous relationship with one another as, should the daughter marry, her husband would come to stay with them until they have a family of their own (and sometimes even after). It's a good way to strengthen matrilineal kinship, but it puts enormous cultural pressure on the daughter who is raised with very high expectations... the most pressuring of which is to marry a man and to have natural born children. Should the daughter not 'fit' this mold, they are often ostracized from the family.

It gives new meaning to hearing Khun Russamee say, "Lada is the seed I've nurtured since birth," doesn't it? It's why she is so against accepting and understanding Lada and Earn's relationship. Because in her mind, there doesn't exist a future where two women can uphold these matrilineal customs... and so the only reason Earn must be pursuing Lada is for some form of exploitation (i.e. money). She justifies her cruel and queerphobic behavior to keep them apart as some form of misaligned protection of her daughter and her daughter's future... to keep her from being taken advantage of and to help her see reason. It doesn't excuse the behavior at all... but at least you can understand the motivation (no matter how terrible). These types of mothers exist in the reality of Thai society... it's not just some cliched villain narrative. I'm speaking from experience here (NOT MY MOM! I LOVE MY MOM... my mother's mother).

In Thailand, we hold strong to the notion of บุญคุณ ('bunkhun'). This notion perpetuates the idea that we owe an endless debt of gratitude to our parents. It's seen as our "moral obligation". (Similar ideas exist in other Asian countries, as well)

Lada has done everything right. She's loved and obeyed her mother, she's cultivated a successful career with intentions to take over from her parents' leadership of the hospital, she's set herself up to be able to support her family's needs... She cannot imagine a life where her mother could ever not support her or her choices. Her one "fault" is that she is in love with a woman and refuses to conform to her mother's insistent heteronormative intentions (I loved the juxtaposition of this against P'Nu's defeated acceptance btw). She's rightfully exhausted from all the pressure to 'fit' her mother's mold of the perfect daughter, and Earn recognizes that.

So when her mother falls ill, and Lada is expected to take responsibility, it makes sense from the perspective of her familial structure. When she sacrifices her happiness for her mother and Earn understands the reasons why... it makes sense. Khun Russamee only comes to believe that Earn truly does love Lada once Earn willingly steps away from their relationship to ease Lada's mother's expectations... it's twisted, but it makes sense. And Khun Russamee does apologize, for whatever the frik that's worth (I can only try so much guys 😞😞😞) It's just part of our ingrained culture to value family despite their abusive behaviors. And as much as I wish that weren't the case, these views remain an actual reality. So, it isn't dishonest to portray them.

...The point is, the final pieces of the puzzle could only come together once they were allowed to. And then we finally got our happy ending!!!

Could certain story elements stand to be improved? Yes... but they're no worse than anything we've seen from BL series. And I do believe as time goes on, with more and more GL content being made, the writing will get better and stronger (I hope 🤞🏾🤞🏾🤞🏾).

Despite the more problematic writing, Lingling and Orm were outstanding in their roles. Never have I seen two artists, in all of the Thai QL I've watched, be so in tune to their characters and their emotions. Everything from their dramatic scenes to their more subtle facial expressions were completely on point. It was a pleasure to witness... and the biggest draw for me as a viewer. Well done!!!