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What if you were Pluto’s most devout nun and you found out the only two people you’ve ever had romantic feelings for were God’s dead girlfriend and God’s dead daughter. Like what are you even supposed to do with that information.
#these are the questions i hope alecto answers#harrowhark nonagesimus has suffered more than jesus#though maybe not more than her girlfriend - lesbian jesus#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow the ninth#harrow the ninth spoilers#htn spoilers#htn#tlt#alecto the first#alecto the ninth#alecto tlt#john gaius#jod#gideon the ninth#gideon nav#griddlehark#tlt spoilers#ntn spoilers#the locked tomb
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ravi, because he's insufferable, will turn up to team meetings and play games on his phone / comms device the whole time because "pradeep can give me the notes after".
pradeep takes issue with this — "you can't assume i'll give you my notes, you don't know i was taking notes" — and will let ravi suffer the consequences of his poor choices from anywhere between a couple of hours to a day, but usually leaves the notes somewhere ravi can find them. eventually.
#↪ headcanons / worldbuilding.#pradeep vc: i CANNOT stress this enough. i'm doing this so you dont fuck the rest of us over by being unprepared#suffer first though.
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Scholarly peak is catching up on recent literature
#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#svsss#sqq#lbh#my art#which is honestly just to say that i've finished the other two print books i was reading#and am now prepared to leap feet first into svsss bk4#i succeeded in holding off for an entire two weeks. i have the conviction of a wet paper towel.#lets see bk4 was described as - what? - an ''angst and smut pile''??#i am very much looking forward to this#i was promised a story with my snake boy#because i am very much not over zhuzhi-lang's fate so this had better be A REALLY NICE HAPPY ONE FOLKS#anyway have sqq and lbh cuddling and reading as i project on them#i like to assume that as time goes on sqq is able to relax his persona a bit more around lbh#i think he should get to cuddle and bitch about shitty novels#but man sqh is really the ONLY source of any books that have an even slightly modern cadence/style i have a feeling sqq would be very keen#though if i'm being honest i really wonder if sqh could ever bring himself to write fiction again#if you're A Writer it tends to be hard to RESIST you just get an itch to tell a story#but also like... the fear that all of this could happen again... or that the characters you're creating might be REAL and SUFFERING...#yeah... i honestly suspect he can't write anymore and that it honestly probably sucks a lot... but for the sake of this joke he is :P
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playing around with future donnie’s design and all i can say for sure is this:
1) lose an arm gain three
2) dies
#my bribe has been fulfilled good bye forever folks#ignore how i my lineart is nonexistence i dont actually know her#tried playing around with thin lines though and honestly its kinda fun#personally i prefer the thick ones but thats just me#anyway#future donnie at your first#his design was so fun but also a PAIN TO DRAW THOSE STUPID ROBOT ARMS#hashtag suffering#its ok he dies real soon so its fine <3#ft some conceptualizing scenes from tltc#hopefully#rottmnt#tmnt#donatello#future donnie#future michelangelo#mikey#bad future timeline#i love her actually sm bad future my beloved#kk im done
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all I wanted was to save them... (ID in alt)
#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#let me know if there's any other tags i need to use!!! not sure if it counts as gore#ruporas art#*vash voice* YOU ARE NOT WRONG/LOST WOLFWOOD!!!!!!#i think very often about ch 49 where wolfwood thought it was fr over for him for that brief moment. he was already bearing with so much#fatigue that it wasn't going to be enough for him to fight back properly.. and ough... augh..... for the first time after bearing that cros#someone saved him. someone saved himmmm AUGHHHH <-- guy who can't be normal about it even though its been 7 months since i read it#but he's suffered alone for so long and continued to do so because it's all he ever knew in those short years#and its devastating. his one and only desire was simple and it was still difficult for him to reach T_T#anyway... i love him... holds him tenderly in my palms
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It was supposed to be a joke, but...
I may or may not have made a slight mistake.
#my art#sans#sans au#caycantdoodle#balsam sans#twink balsam sans lmfao#horrorfell sans#horrorfell au#horrorfell#listen#listen i#i was threatened /j that my frens would twink Balsam if i didnt hydrate#i clapped back saying i'd do it first#well#i did it first and i think that was a mistake#oh no hes hot#dont worry though#he's still thic#always thick#i prefer'em thick#but you all get to witness what i had to suffer through#now suffer with me
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kept seeing this stunning and heartbreaking gifset on my dash, found myself staring at that second gif every time i scrolled past, realised i haven't done a quick study piece in god knows how long, decided to fix that.
a bit scratchy and messy, but all in all i'm pretty happy with it :)
#honestly if i find the motivation (doubtful) i might clean it up and finally get myself a new icon...#but let's first see whether my wrist survived this (+ survives the woodcarving workshop tmrw x.x)#did i use this to procrastinate all the other shit i have to get to? maybe.#but it was also really fun so... whatever i guess i'll just suffer the coming weekend.#now i need to get my ass to bed though. way too fucking late.#911#911 abc#911 fanart#eddie diaz#eddie diaz fanart#my art
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as an american, sam reid’s total inability to hide his contempt for overly fake-chipper american journalists, especially ones who Have Not Done The Assigned Reading know and care about the show, will never not be hilarious and iconic to me
#sometimes he can dial it back to civil blank apathy#but i have never laughed and cringed like that at the same time#sorry we’re so fake bro we’re just Like That#his frank tiredness with unoriginal or dumb questions is kinda refreshing#i think we first got it full-blast with It’s What’s Written In The Books last season#after 5K ‘why is it gay’ questions#but that latest Dish tv interview where the journo joked they thought he was dead holy fuck#defcon 1 levels of Done#it’s sort of fascinating since generally all celebrities play along with any interviewing atrocities they suffer though#american fakeism is the lowest bar to endure but the man is just a wall#lol don’t lose that sir#iwtv#interview with the vampire#okay no sorry this is my ted talk—#i mean he’s not alone frex some european actors in particular seem to pull out their best acting chops when#faced with shrilly chipper american interviewers#though sometimes you can catch the horror in their eyes#and hugh grant epically blanked that one effusive interviewer on the red carpet at the oscars the yr before last#and was almost assigned 40 lashes in the court of public opinion#(until will smith sucked all the oxygen out of the room)#but sam reid is just full stop not going to reflect back. it’s…kind of awesome and not a little brave in this biz#anyway this has been my ted talk#saluting an icon 🫡
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daily sketch 56
back with sg luffy!!!!
ALSO IF ANYONE WANTS TO ASK ANYTHING PLEASE DO
don't be shy 🙏🙏 (it helps me sort ideas out)
meanwhile lu:
[ref] [masterpost]
#luffy aint having such a fun time im afraid#he's not gonna have a fun time for a WHILE#enter makino#later on though#he gotta suffer first#(i love you luffy)#one piece#one piece fanart#monkey d. luffy#luffy#kaz daily sketch#portgas d ace#sabo#asl brothers#asl trio#ace sabo luffy#luffy sea glass au
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elegy for my cellphone (2020-2024)
In loving memory of Choope Jr, I record its last days:
Jun 29: It fell out of my bag as I boarded the bus in a rush
Jun 29: Panic
Jun 29: I immediately bussed back to find it absolutely wheelblasted by the side of the road
Jun 29: I pronounced it dead and let out a wail of grief
Jun 29: sim card survived. sim card survived!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jun 29: sim card transferred to an old backup phone my mom had... from the days of 16gb storage space
Jun 30: My Morning Alarms On My Presumed Dead Phone Rang Valiantly and Vigilantly
Jul 1: Like a ghostly cry for help
Jul 2: For 4 Whole Days
Jul 3: At 8:30am, 9:00am, and 10:00am. Pressing the lock/volume up and down buttons randomly seemed to snooze it for 5 minutes at a time, but then it would ring again. Also, after the first day, the alarm noise itself reverted from a familiar tune to what I assume is the factory default, which sounded alien to me. As the days went on, the alarm noise also got more… gurgly? Like its soul was wading through thick syrup
Jul 4: It stopped ringing. I wake up in solitude
Jul 6: Phonelink on my laptop pinged me: Choope Jr is offline and has low battery. Charge it to stay connected
Jul 7: Phonelink stopped trying to connect to it, and finally showed the device as greyed out and offline, and thus, is laid to rest
#RIP choope jr ur last days were in suffering#You were a great phone#And the first phone I bought for myself!#And You Will Be Missed#I was messaging the Crush which caused me to almost miss the bus and have to jump thru the back door as it was closing#not his fault though. not his fault i have ligma
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#hellooooo it's been a long week for sure#got my exam results. did a lot better than i thought i'd do!!!#also had an interview for a place in a community college which i got#but i hopefully got into uni (i'll find out 2pm tmrw) so i mightn't need it!!!#i'm so scared man i'm used to class sizes of like.. 8 😭#and now i've gotta get 4 buses a day to the city and back instead of a 20 min stroll up the road 😔#did a pub crawl saturday to celebrate. had a lot of fun#been having fun with bg3 too!! i'm still on act 1#my ear is blocked again 😔 it's €60 to get it drained ughhh i'll just suffer on#getting my first tattoo soon though 🥳#enough about me lol i need to make a personal sideblog one of these days#i'll def have a lot less time to be active with sims stuff if i'm starting uni so i'll be sure to make one ^^#ANYWAYS here's ms macmahon#/roxana#i swear to god i'm going to catch up with all the new kmik posts when i wake up tomorrow#if i don't assume me dead#ts4
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thinking about fem!Jeeves in American novelist!drag
#jeeves and wooster#genderbend#reginald jeeves#regina jeeves#jooster#bertie wooster#jeeves tells people that the new American fashion is wearing hats indoors so that she doesn't have to cut her hair#she would enjoy being a bit obnoxious even if it would pain her fashion sense#also it was not uncommon to call your maid by her first name so I think a fem!Bertie might learn Jeeves's first name much sooner#(though I'm not sure any version of Jeeves would suffer through being called Reggie out loud)#andrew in drag#let bertie misquote a piece of lyrics that has been written almost a century later than her time as a treat#enmity suspended with drawing shoes btw. now drawing hats is my worst enemy#idanit makes#idanit draws
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like yeah i get it, diavolo terrible evil trash man and all that or whatever, but it gets to a point where when you make your stupid posts about being a Diavolo Fan:tm: (or worse actual attempted discussion of his character) and you get people in the notes like "ewww what do you mean you're a diavolo fan i hate him he sucks" it is just annoying... make your own post
#rambles#truly diavolo fans suffer more than jesus#i guess it's inevitable in liking a character like diavolo...#and it's not even that he's a poorly written character people just don't like him in the way you don't like a hateable villain#gotten snubbed by (former) mutuals like ''heh the DIAVOLO fan mutual... i mean uhh we still like you buddy'' way too many times#(wacky part to me is that they were usually la squadra fans like ? ? ?? ? ? ? ?? what line are we drawing here)#-back in the day. not any more though my mutuals now are cool#nothing beats getting kicked out of a discord server on sight for having a diavolo avatar though that was crazy#it hurt my feelings at first but it's just really funny to me now. the diavolo hater rage
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come on guys dont blame the trans men for being disgustingly transmisogynistic and forcing trans women out of their spaces :( theyre probably just like reeeally super depressed or something and theyre actually hurting themselves MORE than theyre hurting trans women. this is a normal thing to say. wont SOMEONE please think of the poor transandrophobia truthers in their hour of need
#transmisogyny#you cant claim to care about trans women or transmisogyny if it only extends as far as your own comfort zone and then throw them under the#bus when shit gets hard and you dont feel like it anymore. what goes through your mind to think thats any kind of excuse for the treatment#they go through. framing the suffering of trans women as inherently lesser than or necessary to quell our problems is such a disgusting#display of transmisogyny. as though this is something they ever asked for or invited on themselves or deserve and should just learn to deal#with. and then you turn around and call that activism#notes on this slowed down so im turning off rbs to avoid it finding the wrong crowd. didnt expect anyone to find this in the first place
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i love og soap too much. my stomach hurts. i don't feel good.
#artists on tumblr#call of duty#modern warfare#cod modern warfare#john soap mactavish#09 modern warfare#i am a soap and ghost girlie first and a human second. wahoo.#no thoughts only kevin mckidd's performance in cliffhanger uggghhh. “took the scenic route eh?" shut your MOUTH you beautiful man#“break's over roach. let's go.” what if i suffered cardiac arrest and died right now#you have the GALL to save me while i'm slipping off the iceberg. you have the GALL to grab my hand and throw me to the top so i won't fall#how dare you actually?? do you know what that did to me at age thirteen?? i bout flipped my lid and my dad looked at me like i was crazy#i need me a rugged scotsman and i need one now. i am no longer asking#sorry for exposing myself like this but you would understand if you played the dadgum game#lea shut up about fictional people challenge go#i hope i did him justice :(#i know he doesn't have the face paint for more than like two missions in mw2 but it's so iconic i can't leave it out#the oil rig + gulag getup remains one of his best i don't make the rules#that and the sierra leone one with the sleeves rolled up. real ones know#next time he will be awarded a shirt ^^)b need more anatomy practice for now though
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@speedstarweek Day 5: Pets
Bit of a "modern AU" setting here but yeah. They totally adopted a puppy once things calmed down! 🐶
#jjba#jonathan joestar#speedwagon#robert eo speedwagon#jonawagon#jonaspeed#speedjona#speedstar#speedguapo#jojo#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojo's bizarre adventure#phantom blood#ジョジョ#ジョナスピ#スピジョナ#スピードワゴン#ジョナサン・ジョースター#basurito#jonawagonweek#jonawagonweek2024#q'd post#i didn't sleep so they could sleep#oh the irony#lol#not a complain though cause i wasn't sleepy at all#gonna suffer this later today but ehh 8)#also yay for my first time drawing a dog that actually (kinda) looks like a dog lmao
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